#yes im tagging all my friends ocs

[shrublee]

First commission I've ever done- for my friend Noah!!! (yes I just took the fish and coral, I DONT CLAIM IT!!! I was not gonna be drawing all of that) Original under cut!!

My commissions are open if anyones interested- BUT I don't have the info on the cost of things done yet so you won't find anything about that on my profile (min I charge is $5 and max is $25, dm or send an ask for more details) !!

[bluejaybytes]

show us your oc lore!!

I'm so sorry but it's exclusively my Splatoon OCs

I'm not at ALL confident in how legible this is, but this is my Web Of Lesbianism(tm), AKA how (almost) all of my lesbian sploon OCs connect to each other, excluding a few who only connect in small places and/or I don't feel like making icons for. Sorry to Scarlet, who absolutely warrants a place here, but I simply Do Not Want to make an icon for </3

Lore under the readmore because I get extremely rambly. whoops and apologies and this is probably the only time i'll ever let myself get THIS infodump-y in a Tumblr post. I'm writing this after I wrote it all out and I'm so fucking sorry it's literally over 2k words because I have no ability to stop once I've started and I've been outright POSSESSED by these losers for the past month. Here's basically everything about my Splatoon OCs

FOR NAMES. Top right is Basil (Blue tentacles), middle right is Penny (Her name is just written because I haven't drawn her yet), bottom right is June (Pink tentacles), bottom middle is Jake (Blue tentacles), bottom left is Parker (Purple tentacles, also the sanitized icon), middle left is Ruby (Orange tentacles), and top left is May (Pink tentacles)

Everything starts when May, Jake, and Ruby are all around ~16-17, while June, May's little sister, is around ~9. May is VERY into Jake, and Jake's just generally a big flirt and a huge romantic, though it's unsure if he really realizes May's extremely obvious crush on him (He doesn't), or he reciprocates, which is unfortunate, because Ruby, who's May's childhood best friend, is also very into her, but May doesn't realize this. When [UNDECIDED EVENT] happens and May and Jake both come to the realization they need to head to the surface to escape the oppressive Octarian domes, Ruby being with them is very clearly an afterthought, and she knows it. So, her jealousy over Jake being someone May has known for less time yet clearly loves more than her, and the fact that trying to escape being very, very illegal, she turns them both in.

Jake manages to call May before he's caught to warn her that Ruby turned them in and the cops will already be heading to her parents house, which gives May enough time to run home, grab June, and make a run for it. Both May and Jake manage to outrun the cops, with May and June ending up far into the outskirts of the domes, while Jake only gets further and deeper within them.

Around a month or two after their initial escape, May's spotted by a patrol of soldiers stationed right around the way to the surface, with the soldier who spots her specifically being Scarlet, the oldest sister to Ruby (Who's not featured here because I don't want to make her icon), who remembers May from when she was a kid and, alongside that, has been feeling disillusioned with life as a soldier, despite her high ranking, and decides not only to let May go, but to even share rations with her. This only increases as Scarlet realizes May is the runaway who's known to have a young child with her, and it goes from Scarlet sparing her own rations to stealing rations from the squad she leads to make sure both May and June are able to eat properly.

Of course, this doesn't last long, as Crimson, the middle sister to Scarlet and Ruby, and fellow soldier stationed with Scarlet's squad, gets suspicious of the missing rations, Scarlet's dismissal of the issue, and her wandering off frequently, and ends up following her and finds her giving the stolen rations to May. A fight breaks out between the two, with Crimson managing to nearly take Scarlet's eye out in the process, as Scarlet's the only person ever to bring a gun to a knife fight and lose. May booked it the MOMENT Crimson jumped out, so she's long gone by the time the scuffle ends, but Scarlet, having just been caught stealing rations, aiding a runaway, and now attacking a fellow soldier (Even if in self defense), bolts to try and make it to the surface as well, albeit she doesn't know where May ran off to.

May ends up making it to the surface around a month after that incident, after wandering lost for the time between, and, while struggling to try and buy some clothes thanks to the language barrier between her and the commonly spoken languages of the surface, one of the employees working there, Penny, is able to help figure out what May's looking for, and helps her with the whole process, since it's a lot different from how it was in the domes. They don't end up seeing each other after that for around a year, but it's important when they do, as Penny's was the first person on the surface May really had a good experience with, so when they randomly run into each other, May's very happy to be able to tell her how meaningful that was to her, and that she's much more adjusted to the culture and language now.

Meanwhile, Jake! Jake ends up wandering deep within the domes, far away from where the actual settlements and cities are, for over a year, just barely surviving through scavenging and avoiding patrolling soldiers. Still, he's not great at it, and eventually he ends up being held at gunpoint by Parker, who insists he tell her his rank and what he's doing out here. He has no idea, as he was never in the military and lies through his teeth. Luckily for him, Parker is a military deserter, and would've had a much worse reaction had she believed him, instead realizing that he's not a soldier and has no idea what he's talking about. Parker's been hiding out in the area, an abandoned sewer system that's frequented as a supply route for soldiers, for several months at this point, and while she actually enjoys her life of living down there, it's a lot of work to survive on her own, and realizing Jake's a fugitive also means he's a potential survival partner.

The two end up meeting up once every day for around a week before Parker feels confident enough that Jake isn't going to screw her over or try and turn her in or anything, and invites him to live with her at her "apartment", an old maintenance closet that's very secluded and not marked on any military maps, under the agreement that the two of them actually work together. Jake instantly agrees because he's been miserable and awful for the past year, while Parker's doing surprisingly well for herself, she even has multiple sets of clothes that she's stolen from nearby outposts (As well as an entire mattress she stole, and her most prized possession, a full deck of playing cards, and an Octo Shot she definitely killed a man for), as opposed to Jake, who's been going off of only what he had on him when everything went down, which is... practically nothing.

The plot basically slows down and chills out here for a while, May and June end up moving in with Penny after a few months of May and Penny hanging out instead of having to live in the shitty motel they'd been living in before (Albeit, the motel was better than the wilds they'd been living in before that), and Parker and Jake get adjusted to their lives in hiding surprisingly well. May and Scarlet even find each other on the surface again, they run into each other while May's out grocery shopping, and it's a very important moment for the both of them, as they've spent this entire time carrying around the guilt of feeling responsible for what happened, so them seeing the other and seeing how much better they're doing on the surface helps ease those guilts.

And then the events of Octo Expansion happen in the background. Parker and Jake know the routines of the soldiers in the area after years of living together, but the supply lines end up being used by sanitized Octoling soldiers after Kamabo starts massively ramping up production, leading to patrols of sanitized soldiers at seemingly random intervals, and outside of the predictable patterns that Parker and Jake were used to. Parker's out doing the laundry when a patrol finds her, and, greatly outnumbering her, end up nearly killing her, and dragging her back to be sanitized. She's in too bad of condition to be saved and reused as a test subject, so she's just sanitized instead.

Jake, naturally, notices when Parker never comes back from doing the laundry, and proceeds to be missing for upwards of two weeks. Jake does his best to look for her, but he also doesn't want to stray too far from their "apartment", as he's scared she might return home when he's gone, and with the unpredictable patrols, he doesn't feel like it's safe to stay out for as long as he wants to to look for her, so he ends up sticking close to home and just hoping he'll be able to find some clue of her. Of course, when he finally does, finally spotting her hanging around the entrance to the hallways that lead to their apartment, it's Not a good thing. He runs up to her to ask where she's been, and the moment he calls for her she turns and attacks him. It's not even a fair fight, even if he went in expecting a fight, he wouldn't have won, but this was a complete surprise. She quickly attacks him and takes him back to be put into the metro as a test subject, and, since he was brought back in much better shape than she was, he actually can be salvaged as a test subject!

And then he isn't. He's in the process of being readied as a test subject, namely, having his memories messed with, that the entire plot of Octo Expansion actually happens, and he's freed when the entire facility shuts down, and the metro is just a normal transport system again. He ends up wandering around for another month or so, except doing so very poorly, as the effects that being prepped to be a test subject had on his memory is bad, and basically erased all of his knowledge on how to survive on his own. Eventually, and luckily for him, he's found by one of the rescue teams that have been sent out in the aftermath of Octo Expansion to rescue lost and sanitized Octolings, and FINALLY gets brought to the surface, as well as being hospitalized for a whole myriad of problems, mainly being severely dehydrated from not remembering safe ways to find and gather water reliably.

When he's ready to be discharged, he realizes he has really nowhere to go, but since he still remembers May's phone number from when they were kids (As it's been years at this point, May and Jake are both in their mid 20s now, and June's around ~17), and calls her to ask if she can come pick him up and also if he can crash at her place for a bit. May is more than a bit surprised that her childhood friend she was fairly convinced had died years ago, and that she feels guilty for abandoning, is not only still alive, but super casual and chill just. Calling her cell and asking if he can sleep on her couch. At this point, June's already moved out, having been encouraged by both May and Penny to get out on her own and try getting out of her comfort zone, and is living in Splatsville with her roommate Basil, and not really having any major plot moments of her own. She's having fun and coming out of her shell and having silly lesbian shenanigans with her roommate in the background while Jake and May are experiencing the horrors.

Ultimately, this is about where thing stop being decided and I still need to figure out what happens next. Jake is living on May and Penny's couch (The universe will never let them have their house to themselves. Not even 3 months after June moves out, Jake's crashing on their couch), and has no memory of his time with Parker, Parker's MIA and potentially dead, and May's struggling with the idea that Jake's either in denial of some major trauma he must've faced through the years, or that she's somehow uniquely fucked up from what happened to them. To make matters worse, Jake's memory issues become more and more apparent, as he continues to struggle to remember Penny's name, instead repeatedly calling her "Parker", yet getting confused when he's corrected. I'm ultimately unsure what I'm going to do to resolve this plot thread, but May and Penny do realize that whoever Parker was, she was someone Jake knew in the time he was missing, and are trying to figure out just exactly who she was, if not where she actually is

Whether or not Parker is dead... it's up in the air. I initially planned for her to die and stay dead, but I'm the worlds biggest sap and I feel bad about killing her off permanently, as well as the fact I have plenty of silly ideas for what I could do with Parker once she's on the surface, so I'm still debating if it's more narratively satisfying for her to die or not. There's, if you believe it, actually a ton I'm glossing over (The intricacies of Jake and Parker's dynamic, the reasons why Parker left, basically everything about Basil and June, literally Basil has an entire friend group that has their own mini-plot that's not at all connected to this and doesn't get mentioned, Crimson is going to be more relevant once I figure out what I want to do with her, ect), but uh. That's the very long gist of it.

If anyone actually, genuinely reads through all of this. Thank you, apologies, and I love you

[pankomako]

i would pay actual money to see these three on stream together. three new englander gamers with very little sanity left

[limboneto]

Now that all the relevant characters have been brought up I must scream from the rooftops--

An excerpt from my notes app the other day

This started out as a silly fun "What if" because of Tomodachi Life. No seriously 😂😅

Eidal and Vena were supposed to get together in that game, but Eidal ended up with someone else and was madly in love with them so I decided "Ugh fine, then I guess... Vena and Mae" (cuz Kana wasn't added at the time) and bro... Vena and Mae being so cute and lovey with each other had me go "Haha wonder what that'd actually be like with the actual characters"

...... and I absolutely love it???? All four work really well in my mind??? I'm????

Eidal × Vena × Kana was already gonna be my goal, but adding Mae??? Further adds some angst, wholesomeness, fun shenanigans, and so much more I can't 😭👏🏻💕✨️💜

Eidal and Vena are the types to have things bottled up at the beginning of the story. Each for different reasons, but they're both quite reserved, though Vena even more than Eidal at first. Eidal starts falling for Vena first, but both get feelings for the other over time but just refuse to say anything until WAY later because they both believe there's no way the other feels the same (despite both having access to abilities that let's them see how someone is feeling)

They're absolute blushing dorks about it and Tilo watches the whole time like 😑 just wanting them to spit it out already because jeez it's awkward

Vena and Eidal are also incapable of sleeping (literally), so most nights are spent relaxing in each other's presence if they each haven't gotten stuck with either Mae or Kana falling asleep on them/their laps

Vena and Mae both bond over feeling immense guilt in the parts they've each played in the plot, and both help each other heal over time. Each starting out believing they don't deserve love or even friends but assuring each other that they absolutely do

They're very sweet and gentle with each other but still have fun joking around eventually

Kana and Mae are both mischievous shits together and Mae enjoys helping Kana with some of the crazier inventions but also the general ones. They're both the types to talk about techy stuff and a lot of it goes over Eidal and Vena's heads. Kana and Mae also ground each other really well

Eidal and Mae start off as mainly friends or queer platonic, but get a lot closer as time goes on and trust each other completely even before a relationship is established with them and the others. Even after finding out Mae's involvement with some big events/characters, Eidal doesn't care and knows she was forced into her role

I may or may not have a random scene in my head where Eidal is dying in Mae's arms but assures her nobody hates her for what she's done and says that they trust her no matter what lifetime they're in

Once Eidal let's loose later on and feels more comfortable being a bit more carefree and open they are just as chaotic as Kana and Mae some days. Vena loves them each dearly but it's that meme of the person struggling to hold the leashes of 2 other people but also add Mae now

Kana and Vena both bond over having shitty divine parents and what that was like growing up. Vena with a parent that leaned into the whole "I made you so you listen to me I'm all powerful no I'd never make a mistake ever you're just a bad kid" and Kana's parent being very overbearing and affectionate but also high energy and messed up and possibly telling Kana she may have to take them (the Gods) all out some day. No pressure. These two like to have long calm talks and often can go well into the night until Kana drifts off to sleep

Kana and Eidal having grown up together and Kana telling the others how messed up Eidal's family is and the others immediately being ready to throw down upon visiting. While Eidal is also a Godling, they've never met their divine parent but Kana assures them that's for the better and they are inclined to agree. These two mesh really well and bonded over childhood

Anyways thank you if you read this far! Kinda just dumping my thoughts here but I've been having so much fun thinking of this group!

Have a bonus doodle from almost midnight last night!

[berryblu-soda]

oh so today is an *off day* off day-

[heyitslapis]

tbh i really wanna do a lil indulgent steamy simply sketch comic of my ocs. life sfw but like super suggestive and steamy/make-outty

[aria0fgold]

Okay, wait, I'm gonna ramble bout some of my Unknowns cuz my brain needs a refresher and what better way to do that but talk bout my OCs! (That isn't Ray cuz he's in timeout for making me read through an article that gave me confusion damage).

Right I was supposed to talk bout Memoria a bit more and so I finally shall. The other way to write their name is actually like this Memo/ria, cuz well... there's two of em. 2 people in 1 body, a 2 in 1 if you will. And they're aware of that! Which why they decided to share the Memoria name, one is called Memo while the other is Ria.

Okay, so like, I have a proper and more organized info bout their story but it's in my phone (that's still broken aha so I can't get it). I'm gonna give the summary of what I can remember from that.

Memo/ria's physical appearance is that of a 11 year old child with wings too big for their small body but they can change the length luckily! It mostly appears like a long cape, the feathers are different colours arranged in a way that shows an image much like stained glass art. The image changes rather frequently with the wings sometimes getting longer.

That's because of their power. Memo/ria's power involves the memory and an indestructible shield. For the memory portion, they can take or copy a person's memory and turn it into a feather to add on their wings. For the shield part, they can create a barrier that cannot be easily broken.

That's the gist of their powers! But wait... There's more! The specifics! Right after being turned into an Unknown, they escaped the lab and saw an abandoned church at a mountain and decided to make that their home due to some distant nostalgia (they used to go to church with their parents back then). It's also where their powers fully developed.

Basically, there's 3 versions of em but none of those versions knows bout the others so they don't know that there's 3 of em. A traveler found out bout it and decided to give titles to each one!

Remembrance, Exuberance, and Perdition. Each one are different in the way they act, where they're located and how they use their powers.

Memo/ria of Remembrance can be found at the 2nd floor of the church, they're cautious and skittish like a deer who quickly runs from a slight noise. They're docile and hard to befriend. Despite that though the memories they like to copy are happy moments, making their feather colours bright and warm.

Memo/ria of Exuberance can be found at the ground floor, they're cheerful and friendly, often the first one anyone passing by the church can see. The memories they like to copy are sad or melancholic moments, they'll even take those memories if the other person asks them to. It makes their feather colours dull and cold but they cherish and care for it greatly.

Memo/ria of Perdition can be found behind the church, at the graveyard. You do not want to meet them. They're the deadly one, those who meets them often goes missing. Although they are "safe" to be around with at the graveyard, as long as you're there to pay respects to those buried. They can't be "befriended" (very very picky) but they can tolerate you long enough to not want you sealed away. That's how they use their powers, it isn't memories they're taking, but the people. They seal away people on their feathers making it a mixture of warm and cold colours.

Also forgot to mention, in terms of strength, Unknowns are considered as strong or stronger than Celestials. So yeah, these guys are strong and can't easily be killed (For Memo/ria, if you try to kill any of the 3, they'll come back alive again with Perdition angrier than before). The only way to truly kill an Unknown is by their weakness.

[stray-dude]

i. keep forgetting to post this n my friend already shared it around but. i finally finished the full design of his oc

[ggukiepie]

one of your girls (jungkook x reader) (part 1)

we don't gotta be in love, no i don't wanna be the one, no i just wanna be one of your girls tonight ~ i wanna take your light inside dim me down, snuff me out ~ give me tough love leave me with nothin' when i come down

pairing: fwb!jk x oc, brief jimin x oc

tags: smut, angst, a little bit of fluff (like teeny tiny)

warnings: two smut scenes, kissing, marking (hickeys), fingering, brief handjob, protected sex, slight dom!jk, sub!oc, praise, dirty talk, grinding, edging, oral (f. & m. receiving), throat fucking, dacryphilia, spit kink, brief masturbation (m.), squirting, brief anal play, back shots, cum shot, multiple orgasms (you'll see), aftercare

word count: 5.8k

a/n: been in my feels lately i had to write it out lol; wrote this in one sitting my hands actually hurt omg; inspired by the song "one of your girls" (ik don't roast me idk why it's stuck in my head fml); if this gets taken down then bye bye i literally just wrote it here directly lmaooooo; anw enjoy !!!! part 2 / drabble i (flashback)

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You knew what you were getting yourself into the night you said yes to Jungkook. You knew you'd fall for him, be under his spell. You knew you'd end up getting hurt. You prepared yourself, you really did, yet you were still surprised when you woke up each morning and he wasn't beside you in bed. You felt your heart break a little bit more when you saw him with another girl, whether she'd be one of your friends or a complete stranger to you.

You tried to guard your heart. Reminded yourself to prepare for the worst. Forced yourself not to fall, not to be blindsided. I'm just having a little fun, you told yourself for the nth time.

jk: u busy tonight?

you: not really! just writing a paper that's due next week

That was sent hours ago and you mentally cringe at your reply. You always find yourself oversharing to Jungkook when you didn't even need to. You wanted to make it seem like your whole situationship was just casual. Like you didn't care. He rarely shared much about his personal life and so should you. But that hardly happened. You didn't want him to think that you cared, that you were clingy or waiting for him to text. You didn't even wait five minutes before replying and he hasn't even texted back.

You know what his text means. He wants to fuck and that's it. But he doesn't say it outright. No, never. He wants to make it seem like he cares, that he wants to know how your night is going. But he just wants to know if you're free to fuck and once you reply, he'll keep that as a reminder in the back of his mind, like he has a mental list of girls he can sort through at the end of the night when he's bored or when he wants to have a little bit of fun.

You know you're just one of his girls on his roster and you're fine with that. You're not his girlfriend and he's not your boyfriend. Though it does seem like that on some days, which is when you get the courage to not reply to his texts. When you try to shut him out and move on. He usually shows up outside your lecture hall with a cup of coffee in hand, bunny smile on his face as he waits for you to walk into the hallway. Like he's waiting for you, picking you up from class like a good and loving boyfriend.

It's all for show and it's only to get himself on your good side again. It works every time. You don't question yourself anymore. Jungkook likes the chase, likes the adrenaline of going after girls and trying to get them to fall for him, or sleep with him, or whatever. It's all the same to him.

You sigh again as you check your phone, hoping for a reply but knowing he won't text back. It's a Friday night and he's probably at some party. You go through your texts and open the conversation with your best friend.

jihyo: see u later! im picking u up so u better be ready >:(

You can't help but laugh at her insistence. Jihyo knows what you're going through since you tell her everything. You tell her you don't care though, that you're not looking for a relationship right now and your "thing" with Jungkook is just casual. But you know she sees right through your lies. It's even more obvious when you ghost all your friends and lock yourself in your apartment every night. She's trying to make you forget and move on and have some actual fun so you indulge her every time.

You get ready in less than an hour and actually put some effort into your appearance. You're not sure which party you're going to but you won't be surprised if Jungkook will be there as well. Maybe if you look hot enough he'll choose you tonight.

You hear a knock on your door and open it immediately, finding Jihyo laughing at something her boyfriend has just said. Most of the time you end up hanging out with her and Mingyu because she's always dragging you with her to keep you from being lonely. You don't mind it though because they're fun people to be with. Even though Mingyu is Jungkook's roommate and best friend. But Mingyu isn't anything like Jungkook. He looks at Jihyo like she's hung up the stars and moon. Loves her with all his heart and doesn't leave her second guessing. You always wonder why him and Jungkook are friends when they're so different.

Jihyo turns to smile at you, but it's still the lovestruck smile she gave Mingyu just seconds ago. You know you have the same kind of smile reserved for Jungkook. You wish you didn't but at the same time you're glad you do, like you have a part of yourself only Jungkook can see. Even though he doesn't do the same.

"You look so hot tonight!" she squeals as she pulls you in a hug. You laugh and roll your eyes, making eye contact with Mingyu as he nods his head in greeting. Jihyo steps back and grabs your hand, dragging you out your apartment so fast you barely have time to lock the door behind you. "Let's go before all the good drinks are gone."

It's a short but fun walk to the house where the party is being held. You find yourself laughing with Jihyo and Mingyu the whole time. They're the type of couple that doesn't make third wheeling a bore.

Loud music blares in your ears the moment you step inside. You feel your heels sticking to the floor. A typical frat house throwing a typical Friday night party. You immediately take shots with Jihyo and Mingyu. You need it to be able to survive the night since you already feel yourself tensing up at the possibility of Jungkook being in the same place as you.

You spot your other friends and hangout with them for the rest of the night. It's when you're playing beer pong with Jimin as your partner do you see Jungkook at the other side of the room. He's talking to some girl which is nothing new. It shouldn't phase you but it does. You thought you were going to be his pick for the night since he texted you a while ago.

You feel your heart fall at the sight of them, your chest physically hurting that you make Jimin throw the ball twice for the both of you since you can't focus. You feel all the fun and happiness slowly leave your body. You feel your stomach churn at the way he's got her trapped against the wall, tattooed arm placed beside her head, mouth whispering right against her ear. She's smiling and giggling at whatever Jungkook is telling her. You wish that were you.

"Forget about him," Jimin mutters in your ear. He's watching your beer pong opponents take their turn as you're watching Jungkook and the girl.

You shake your head at Jimin, turning your head to smile at him just to make it seem like you're okay. Just like Jihyo, he sees right through you.

Jimin's another close friend of Jungkook. They're not so different. Jimin likes to sleep around but he makes it clear that he doesn't want anything serious. Always nice and gentle with the girls he sleeps with. Jungkook makes it seem like you're his and only his. You wonder again why they're friends.

"Seriously, Y/N," Jimin says, a little bit of urgency in his tone. It's probably the look of longing on your face that raises concern in your friend. Everyone sees how broken you look when you catch Jungkook with another girl.

"I know," you say after a while. You talk just a little bit loud enough to be heard over the music. "Jungkook and I just sleep with each other. It's casual and that's it."

You hear Jimin sigh. He nods his head and it's his turn to throw the dirty ping pong ball. You've had this conversation with him and Jihyo numerous times already, sometimes it's the both of them and sometimes it's on separate occasions. You say the same thing every time. You think your friends are starting to give up on you. Maybe you should as well.

You force yourself to have fun for the rest of the night, always trying to be in a room where Jungkook isn't. You're not sure if he's spotted you. You don't know which hurts more—him not spotting you because he doesn't even bother looking for you in the crowd, or him spotting you but not talking to you because you're not his choice for the night. Either way, he doesn't care. You know he doesn't but you wish you did. You thought you'd catch his attention with the black dress you're wearing. Or with the way your hair is styled. But it doesn't work and you tell yourself that it's okay. You always see him in your peripheral though, either talking to someone or flirting with that girl.

You decide to leave when you see Jungkook leaving as well, fingers tangled with the girl's. She looks like a giggling mess and you can't blame her. Everyone falls for Jungkook's charms. You try not to dwell on the fact that they're going to have sex.

It's Jimin who walks you home. He can tell you're sad so he talks about his day and his classes, avoiding Jungkook's name even though you're positive that they hung out today. Jungkook's intertwined in so many people's lives it's hard to leave him out. But Jimin makes an effort just to distract you. You're grateful for it though and he keeps up the act all the way to your apartment. He asks if he can use your bathroom and you say yes, mindlessly changing into your pajamas once the bathroom door closes behind you. You thought you'd have a little bit more time to finish changing but you suddenly hear Jimin swear behind you. You live in a little studio apartment so there's not much room to hide.

"Oh fuck— Shit," he says. You turn around laughing to see him with his hand over his eyes. "Sorry," he mumbles.

You're in your underwear but you don't mind. "It's not like you haven't seen me like this before," you chuckle.

"Still," he reasons.

Because you're stupid and heartbroken and hurt, you walk up to Jimin and gently grab his wrist, bringing his arm down to his side. You look at him looking at anywhere else but you. Eventually he looks down at your body for a split second and you laugh at him.

"We shouldn't," he whispers.

You shrug your shoulders. "Just a little bit of fun, right?" you ask with a smile on your face. "Like old times?" you giggle.

Jimin lets out a scoff but it's more of a laugh. Like he can't believe you're both doing this again. "You sure you're not drunk?" he asks as he makes eye contact with you. Bingo. You got him.

"Nope," you say sweetly.

"But Jungkook?"

You roll your eyes to mask the hurt. "Don't care."

Jimin looks at you intently to make sure you're not bluffing. While you wait for his answer you unclasp your bra and let it fall down your shoulders, exposing yourself to him. His eyes widen at the sight.

"Okay," he breathes out. He suddenly holds you by the waist to place you on the kitchen counter. It has you giggling at him.

"Eager?" you ask when he starts kissing your neck. You feel him drag his teeth across your skin, like he's thinking if he should mark you up or not. You stretch your neck out even more and feel him biting at your skin, sure to leave a bruise.

"Just excited," he mumbles against your neck. You feel him smile.

You unzip his pants while he's busy sucking your nipples. He's hard already when you start pumping your hand up and down his cock.

"Feels good, baby," he moans in your ear. You're still wearing your underwear but Jimin doesn't mind, just pushes it to the side to insert two of his fingers inside your pussy.

"Oh," you choke out. He finds your spot right away and rubs his fingers against it. He doesn't make you come, just fingers you to make sure you're prepped. It's quick when he takes his fingers out and grabs the condom in the back pocket of his jeans. You watch him tear the packet open and roll the condom down his length.

You both don't say anything else as he pushes his cock past your tight walls. Doesn't give you a moment before he starts pounding, his skin slapping against yours.

It's always like this with Jimin—just quick and easy and no feelings attached. You both don't do it much, it happens at the most random times. Usually when you want to forget or when he's stressed from school. And after this you're both back to being friends. It's never awkward. You wish it were like this with Jungkook instead.

"Jimin," you moan when he starts rubbing your clit. "Gonna come."

"Go ahead, baby," he breathes out, placing a soft kiss on your cheek and leaving his lips there. You push yourself to release and Jimin follows right after. You're both breathing heavily when he pulls out, taking off the condom and throwing it in the bin. He zips up his pants and starts looking for something on your bed. You're still trying to catch your breath when you feel a shirt being put over your head. Jimin's sweet like this—does aftercare in the most platonic way possible.

"There," he says after helping you wear the shirt he found. He doesn't know it belongs to Jungkook. You don't think he minds if he does though.

"Thank you," you say quietly and give him a small smile.

"Anytime. I'll see you around, okay?" He kisses your forehead and you watch him leave your apartment.

The silence engulfs you and you think you should feel disgusted with yourself—that you're pining over a guy but you just had sex with another. With his close friend out of all people. But you push the thought to the back of your mind as you jump down from the kitchen counter and walk into your bathroom. You're just like Jungkook, you tell yourself. Just casually sleeping around and nothing else. He doesn't care and you don't either. You feel a teeny bit better.

You take a warm shower to wash all the remnants from tonight. You actually take your time just to clear your jumbled up mind. It's almost 30 minutes later when you step out and check your phone while you're drying off, heartbeat stopping at a text you've received almost an hour ago.

jk: u up?

jk: hey reply to me :(

jk: coming over

Your eyes widen at the last text. It was sent just 10 minutes ago. You don't know where he's coming from but the campus isn't that big so he'll probably be here soon. You quickly finish drying off and change into comfortable clothes. You hear a knock on the door the moment you finish changing. You take a deep breath before walking to the door and opening it.

You notice Jungkook's wearing the same clothes from the party but his shirt is a bit wrinkled. You think he just came from the girl's place. Probably fucked her and is here now because he's not satisfied. You should feel disgusted and mad but you're not. You're no better. You just slept with his friend.

"Hi," you mutter.

He smiles at you and leans in to kiss you on the lips. "Hey, sweetheart." It has you swooning.

You step to the side to let him in and he walks straight to your bed, sitting down to take off his shoes before lying down comfortably. You follow him and sit down on your bed right by his waist. He stretches out his arm to drape it over your thighs and you start tracing his tattoos absentmindedly. This is your usual routine.

"Did you stay in all night?" he asks. Just a little bit of conversation before he does what he's really here for. At least he has a little bit of decency. You don't mind though, it makes you think that he cares about you when he asks things like this.

You shake your head and smile at him. "Nah, Jihyo and Mingyu dragged me to that frat party." You can tell he's trying to hide his surprise.

"Oh, I didn't see you there," he mumbles.

"It's okay." You shrug. "There were a lot of people."

"We could've played beer pong together, I know you like doing that every time you're out."

Your heart clenches at his remark. You're surprised and hurt every time he remembers little things about you. "I was with Jimin, don't worry." Jungkook doesn't know the double meaning to it.

He nods and runs his fingers across your thighs. "Missed you. Sorry I didn't reply to your text earlier, got caught up in something." You know that's a lie. "Just got back from the party too, that's why I came here late." Another lie.

You nod and smile as if you believe him. And you force yourself to because it's easier than knowing the truth. It's silent for a moment before he mumbles c'mere and brings you on top of his lap.

"Missed this," he says quietly as he squeezes your thighs. His hands trail up your waist till he's squeezing your tits beneath the shirt you're wearing. You start grinding on his cock, getting out of breath too quickly. You missed this too. It's been a week since you last had sex with Jungkook which is a long time for the both of you.

"Kook," you pant. He's pinching your nipples knowing that's where you're most sensitive.

"I know, sweetheart. Take your shirt off for me, hm?"

You nod your head dumbly and do as you're told, watching Jungkook stare at your body. He stops moving beneath you and you're about to ask what's wrong when he brings his hand up to touch the hickey on your neck that Jimin left.

"Who's this from?" he asks. You can't tell if he's mad or just curious. Jungkook isn't showing any emotions on his face and you're starting to get nervous.

"Just..." You think if you should tell him the truth. You look into his eyes and try to see if there's any semblance of care. You don't know. You really can't tell. Then your eyes trails down his body, to his neck and the wrinkly white shirt he's wearing. There's a red stain on the collar and you know it's lipstick. From the girl he slept with earlier. "Someone," you finally mumble.

"Someone?" He continues rubbing the spot gently until he presses down on it with his thumb. He doesn't press down too hard, but it's with enough force to have you hissing slightly.

"It's from Jimin," you finally say. He doesn't say anything but raise an eyebrow at your reply. You don't know if he already knows that you and Jimin have slept together. He doesn't look so surprised, or maybe he is and he's just really good at schooling his expressions.

He makes eye contact with you again and you feel his hand going to the back of your head, grabbing a handful of your hair to press your lips against his. The kiss feels urgent and rushed, his tongue instantly slipping in your mouth and tangling with yours. You're on top of him yet you feel defenseless as he holds you by your hair and kisses you hard. You let Jungkook do as he pleases and forget about the little conversation you just had. You start grinding on his cock again and he reciprocates this time, hips moving against yours.

Before you know it, he rolls you over and pins your arms above your head. You stare at him with wide eyes and he smirks at you in return. He holds your wrists with one hand and takes off your shorts and underwear with the other. He's fully dressed while you're not and you know you're at his mercy. He knows this too as he spreads your thighs apart with his hand.

"Keep your hands there," he whispers. You hold your bed frame for good measure. You just want to please him. He trails kisses down your body, from your neck to your nipples to your tummy. He stops by your thighs and you feel his breath against your skin. You squirm beneath Jungkook to get him to do something, to touch you and pleasure you. He shakes his head, still with that damn smirk on his face. He starts kissing your thighs, close to your pussy just to tease you.

"Didn't know you and Jimin have a thing going on," he says against your skin. You shiver at the vibrations his voice provides.

You feel Jungkook bite down on your inner thighs. "We don't," you choke out. He scoffs and starts kissing your pussy. Just light kisses that start making you crazy because you just want his mouth on you. "We're just friends," you say weakly.

He looks up from where he's laying between your legs. "Like us?"

Us.

You know what he means but at the same time you don't. You're friends with Jimin like you're friends with Jungkook. But you don't long for Jimin like you do for Jungkook. You don't yearn for Jimin the same way, don't look for him in every place you're at, don't pine for his affection or his touches. Jimin isn't like Jungkook and you both know that. You just don't know if you're different from the other girls Jungkook fucks.

"No," you say truthfully. It's said with defeat and desperation because you know he's not going to touch you till you answer him. "Not like us."

You know Jungkook won't pry anymore because he finally starts licking your pussy, starting with your outer lips until his tongue is inside your hole licking every crevice. Then he starts sucking your clit and that's when you truly lose it, legs going around his head to keep him against your cunt.

"Fuck," you almost scream. You're so close already that you should feel embarrassed but you're not. Jungkook knows your body too well. No one holds a candle to how good he eats you out. "Please," you whimper.

"Please what, sweetheart?"

"Please make me come!" you beg. "Need it, need it so much." You starting grinding your hips against his mouth.

"You're so desperate," he chuckles. It's said meanly but the comment flies over your head. You don't care anymore; you just want some sort of release. "But not yet."

You suddenly feel cold because Jungkook removes his mouth from you, standing up and getting out of the bed to remove his clothing. You continue holding the bed frame above you because you want to be good for him. You watch him strip his clothes off till he's naked just like you, tattooed hand wrapping around his cock.

It's long and thick and it splits you open every time he fucks you. You really don't know how you manage to take him every time.

Jungkook is so mean and unfair with the way he's teasing you right now, pleasuring himself while you lay on the bed. You're about to open your mouth to complain when he finally nods his head, motioning you to get up. "Kneel. Hands behind your back, okay?"

You nod your head and get in position on the bed, head tilting up to look at his cock. It's so hard and the tip is already leaking. You just want your mouth around him.

"Open," he says.

You open your mouth and stick your tongue out, just the way Jungkook likes. As expected, he spits directly into your mouth and you swallow right away.

"Good girl. Now suck."

He brings his cock to your lips and you immediately start sucking. You push your length all the way in till you feel him at the back of your throat.

"Gotta take all of me in, pretty. Or else I won't fuck your little pussy."

You know Jungkook takes his threats seriously so you back up a little to catch your breath before taking him in your mouth again. God, he's so big and thick your jaw is already starting to feel sore. But you power through and keep taking him in your mouth until your nose touches his tummy. You try not to gag around him but it's no use. You also feels your eyes tearing up.

Jungkook doesn't care you're struggling. In fact, he loves it because he's got that stupidly handsome smile on his face. He strokes your cheeks for a while and you try to even out your breathing.

"I wanna fuck your throat, sweetheart. Can you take it?" he asks sweetly.

You know it's a rhetorical question but you nod anyways, as much as you could with a dick down your throat.

"Let me in then."

You close your eyes and relax your throat even more. Jungkook holds your head then and pushes you towards him even deeper. You're helpless since your hands are behind your back. You gag again and start feeling lightheaded.

"There we go," he finally says once his whole length is in your mouth. You feel the tip down your throat. You're struggling so much but you try not to move. You just want to please him. "Gonna move now," he mumbles and starts moving his hips. You let him fuck your throat for God knows how long. You're full on crying when he stops and withdraws his length halfway out your mouth. You take the time to gasp for air and you even cough a little, head bowing down to regain your breathing. You faintly hear Jungkook laugh above you.

"I'm not yet done, love. Was just feeling nice enough to give you a little breather."

You nod your head and look up at him, mouth opening wide to let him know you're ready again.

"You just let me do whatever I want, huh?" he chuckles. You're not sure if he means something else but to you it does. You willingly let Jungkook do anything to you. Even if it results in heartbreak.

He stares at you for a while and spreads the spit and precum that's on your lips. "So messy." Then he's back to inserting his length inside your mouth. The glide is smoother this time since you're already prepped. "There we go," he groans out. He stays still and feels the imprint of his dick on your throat. "Look so pretty for me."

Jungkook starts moving again but thankfully his pace is slow this time. You're sure you'll have a sore throat by tomorrow.

"Keep your eyes open, okay? Wanna see you cry."

You look at him while he's fucking your mouth, looking at the way his cock moves in your throat. You're starting to lose your breath and you think Jungkook could tell as well because he grants you reprieve and steps back. You're coughing more this time, hands catching yourself in front of you. You barely get enough time to regain your breathing before you feel Jungkook grabbing your head and bringing your lips to his.

"Did so good for me," he says against your mouth.

You're trembling in his hold and you grab his arms to steady yourself. "Fuck me please," you try to say but your voice comes out hoarse and ragged.

He kisses your cheek and then your jaw. "I will, don't worry," he coos. "Always gonna give you what you want." Another lie. You know that's not true.

You're putty in his hands as he maneuvers you to the position he wants to fuck you in, which is on your hands and knees with your ass high in the air.

"Just like that," he whispers. He pushes down on your shoulders even more so that you're wide and open for him. He starts rubbing your pussy and you can't help but moan out loud. "You're so wet, sweetheart. All from sucking my cock?"

You nod wordlessly from your position on the bed. "Jungkook!" you scream as he plunges two fingers in your pussy. He's ruthless as he fucks his fingers fast and hard, hitting your g-spot right away. "Please," you cry out. You're so wound up and tense and you just want to come already but he won't let you.

You hear Jungkook chuckle from behind you. "Still so tight, baby. Thought Jimin stretched you out already." You're about to reply but you feel his thumb press against your rim and your senses go haywire, mind going blank because you're so overwhelmed.

"Please, please," you beg quietly. You're crying again and you'd do anything at this point to get Jungkook to fuck you. He withdraws his fingers from your holes and you hear the crinkling of plastic behind you. You turn your head slightly to see him slipping a condom on. Jungkook has never fucked you raw and you never asked why because you already know the answer. You'll get hurt hearing the truth anyway.

He holds your hips to steady you. He rubs the head of his cock up and down your folds. "You want this?" he asks roughly.

"Yes. Please."

Finally, finally, Jungkook pushes his cock in your pussy. It doesn't take long because you're so wet he slides right in to the hilt.

"You feel so good around me." He stills for a moment and you grab your ass to spread your cheeks even more.

"Please move, Kook."

You hear him groan. "God, baby, you're filthy." He starts fucking into you and your mind goes blank. You feel his thick cock slide in and out, the tip already kissing your cervix.

"Feels so good," you mumble incoherently. Jungkook fucks you quick and hard, holding your hips so tightly you know it's going to bruise. You feel his balls slap against your clit which adds even more pleasure. You feel yourself getting close again and arch your back.

"Can I please come?" you ask through your moans. "Please let me come, Jungkook. Please—"

"Come," he finally says. It's the only word you need to hear before you let go, that coil in you snapping and bringing pleasure all over your body. You don't know you're moaning so loudly you're almost screaming. You feel your pussy just gush and it gets so wet and sticky you're surprised Jungkook doesn't slip out. It's so filthy that you hear squelching noises as well. Your orgasm goes on for so long you don't know how you're still holding yourself up.

"You creamed my cock so much, baby," Jungkook says. He slows down his pace but he's still moving so you can ride out your high. "Got me wet and even your sheets."

You barely hear him and there's just a buzzing sound around your head. Your body feels so heavy and you just want to collapse but you arch your back even more for Jungkook.

He laughs. "Think I fucked you stupid." He increases his pace again and you just kneel there and take it. "Gonna make me fucking come," he growls as his hips snap against yours. "Fuck." He fucks you some more and you groan every time he hits your g-spot.

Suddenly, he pulls out so fast. "Don't move," he groans. You stay in place and watch him remove the condom off, hand going to stroke his cock as he brings himself to his release. You feel his come on you, right on your pussy and asshole. "Fuck, baby," he groans. You feel even stickier with his load on you. Then he bends down to kiss your neck, and then your cheek, and then a gentle one on your lips.

"You okay?" he asks quietly. His arm goes to wrap around your waist and you slowly start sinking onto the bed.

"Mhm," you mumble and try to keep your emotions at bay. You always feel so overwhelmed after sex with Jungkook. You let a few tears fall down your cheeks but it's the kind of tears of relief from an intense orgasm.

Jungkook presses his front against your back, not caring that his come is still on you. He starts kissing your face again then rubs his nose up and down your throat. "Just breathe, yeah?" he says quietly. You nod weakly against his hold and do just that. The both of you say nothing as you try to calm your racing heart.

You don't know how many minutes pass by until Jungkook stands up. You don't have the strength in you to move your position on the bed or ask where he's going. A few minutes later you feel a wet rag on your back. You let Jungkook clean you up while the both of you still don't say a thing. Then he's moving you on the bed again so your head is on the pillows and he's right behind you, lying down comfortably to be the big spoon. You feel him kissing your head.

"Sleep," he mumbles against your hair. With Jungkook holding you and with his steady breaths guiding yours, you fall asleep right away.

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You don't know what time it is when you wake up but there's still sunlight peeking through your curtains so you suppose it's still morning. You turn to face the other side of the bed only to find it empty. You don't know what time Jungkook left, if he stayed the night or left the moment you fell asleep. You're used to it already but it doesn't mean you're not hurt. Your heart constricts at the empty space beside you. You move again to lay on your back and cover your face with yours hands, letting out shaky breaths while trying not to breakdown. God, maybe Jimin was right. Just forget about him.

But it's hard not to. It's hard to forget about him when you have sex constantly, when his touches are gentle but also rough. When he wants you to reply to his messages and when he wants you against his body. It's hard because he's friends with your friends. It's hard when he takes care of you after every intense orgasm. It's hard when he makes it seem like he wants you just as much as you want him.

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heaven knows ❥ i. lahey

summary: social media/ college au with the pack [can be read as a non supernatural au, but its implied]

pairings: established isaac lahey x reader, isaac lahey x fem! reader

warnings: none really, no use of 'y/n', fluff, slice of life, some cursing

a/n: made this instead of my homework bc i wanted to make a smau for isaac :) also emmyparker is an oc based on my friend loll

reblog and comment! i love to see your thoughts on my fics (even if this isn’t technically a fic lol)

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yourusername

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yourusername a lil photo dump of college so far ;P (not included: mental breakdowns)

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lyds.martin you wouldn't have the breakdowns if you didn't procrastinate ↳ yourusername you know what lydia stfu ↳ emmyparker @/yourusername shes not wrong ↳ yourusername WTH IS WITH THIS DOGPILING 😭😭

mccallmescott why do i have the feeling that your study sessions don't end up being study sessions ↳ yourusername what makes you think that scotty? ↳ kirakitsune @/mccallmescott they usually devolve into yap sessions ↳ silverallison SHHH kira!! they aren't supposed to know ↳ 24stiles is that why we aren't invited?? ↳ emmyparker that's a secret we'll never tell 🤫 xoxo gossip girl 😘 ↳ 24stiles 😐😑😐

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lyds.martin girls night in! 🥂

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yourusername wheres my pic creds 🤨 ↳ lyds.martin you're tagged, isn't that enough ↳ yourusername no 🥰 ↳ lyds.martin 🙄

24stiles i see my invite was lost in the mail ↳ emmyparker it can't be lost if it wasn't sent 😊 ↳ lyds.martin you weren't invited bc you aren't a girl, hence why it's called a girls night

silverallison we need to do this more often, it was so fun !! ↳ kirakitsune 100% agree, especially with finals kicking our asses rn 😭 ↳ lyds.martin heard, but @/yourusername has to host next time ↳ yourusername thanks for volunteering me lyds 🙃

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24stiles boyz night 😤💪💯 (and theo is here too ig)

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lyds.martin wow someone was bitter about us hanging out with out them ↳ 24stiles whatever do you mean? ↳ lyds.martin you're an idiot

yourusername i know damn well you didn't use my apartment as a fire hazard ↳ 24stiles ...its technically not just your apartment, it's isaac's... ↳ isaaclahey14 @/24stiles are you trying to get me killed?! ↳ yourusername @/24stiles @/isaaclahey14 stilinksi you're first on my list, lahey you'll be next ↳ 24stiles what about scott??? ↳ mccallmescott DUDE??

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yourusername love you wolf boy 🥰 🩵

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24stiles ew i didn't need to see this first thing in the morning ↳ yourusername you jealous i nabbed him in high school when you had the chance? ↳ 24stiles pffhh absolutely not, besides im in a happy relationship with em ↳ yourusername that's what you think :) ↳ 24stiles EM?? EXPLAIN NOW @/emmyparker

silverallison this is disgustingly cute ughh ↳ yourusername feel free to join us if you want ;) ↳ silverallison don't tempt a girl with a good time 😏

kirakitsune for research purposes, i need to know where isaac's shirt is from ↳ emmyparker same... for research purposes ↳ yourusername i sent you guys the link 🤭

isaaclahey14 love you lots babe ↳ yourusername love you more 🫶

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isaaclahey14 love you sweetheart ❤️

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emmyparker wait are these candids of her actually good? ↳ issaclahey14 do you doubt my abilities? ↳ emmyparker yes 😁 also @/24stiles take notes ↳ 24stiles how do i keep getting attacked in posts that aren't even mine 😭

silverallison @/isaaclahey14 im gonna steal your girl ↳ isaaclahey i'd like to see you try ↳ yourusername guys noo don't fight over me (please do it does wonders for my ego) ↳ silverallison nevermind you can keep her

yourusername this is actually so cute, love you so much honey <33 ↳ isaaclahey14 i swear you always underestimate me ↳ yourusername aren’t you forgetting something 🤨 ↳ isaaclahey14 i love you too ❤️

[uceyliyahh]

WRITTEN IN RED

summary: Tamaya tends to keep to herself, only opening up to her best friend. During a tumultuous time with her obsessive ex-boyfriend, Tre, who constantly disrupted her life and pulled her back in whenever it suited him, everything shifted when she unexpectedly crossed paths with Jey.

this fanfic is 18+ NO MINORS ALLOWED

warnings contain: depression, stalking, domestic violence, emotional abuse.

word count: 7.4k

AWFUL GRAMMAR IM GETTING BETTER I SWEAR LOL.

smut warning: it’ll come in the story randomly so PLEASE PLEASE look out for it I’m not really good a writing ✍🏽 smuts but I am improving at the moment.

Jey Uso x Tamaya

comments, likes, repost are appreciated I would love the constructive feedback in what area I need to approve in. 🤍

ALSO! I don’t not want nobody stealing my fanfics or take it as theirs that will be an issue fasho so keep it cute respectfully.

I only own my OC along with the make up scenarios

again mdni you have been warned.

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𝕺𝖒𝖓𝖎𝖘𝖈𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖙 🤍

As the weekend approached, Tamaya found herself on her lunch break, casually scrolling through her social media feed while enjoying her usual chicken salad. All week long, her best friend Sakshi had been incessantly chattering about her kiss with Jey at the club, and it was beginning to really irritate Tamaya.

Jey would reach out to her via FaceTime and send texts to see how she was holding up since their last encounter at the club. Although she noticed Tre's message, it filled her with fear; she was deeply concerned about Jey's safety and wanted nothing to jeopardize him.

As she enjoyed her lunch, a notification appeared on her screen, revealing a message from Jey. A smile spread across her face as she pondered when he would reach out to her. Setting her fork aside, she eagerly began to type a response.

ZaddyJey🤫💜 sent a message

|| ZaddyJey🤫💜: hey mamas

Maya🪬: heyyy pookie

ZaddyJey🤫💜: pookie? that’s new you having a good day today or what?

Maya🪬: yeah since you’re texting me

ZaddyJey🤫💜: hm glad I’m doing sum right but are you still coming to the cookout tonight?

Maya🪬: yeah I’ll come with Sakshi after work

ZaddyJey🤫💜: good I miss yo’ pretty ass already

Maya🪬: keep missing me then 💋

ZaddyJey🤫💜: very funny how’s work been?

Maya🪬: good just ready to go home honestly also I’m so sorry about Tre he’s a weirdo

ZaddyJey🤫💜: I was goin to ask you bout that is that yo’ ex or sum? He was talking hella reckless in them comments

Maya🪬: yeah…that’s my crazy ass ex boyfriend for ya 😓

ZaddyJey🤫💜: it’s all good baby I’m not trippin on that fool I’m more worried about you

Maya🪬: oh? Really?

ZaddyJey🤫💜: yeah I told you I’m tryna get to know you better mama

Maya🪬: better be careful tryna get to know me I could be more “dangerous”

ZaddyJey🤫💜: that’s fine mama I like em dangerous anyways 🤪

Maya🪬: you is a damn fool 😭

ZaddyJey🤫💜: only for you mamas

Maya🪬: mhm whatever boy you got any kids?

ZaddyJey🤫💜: yeah I do two of em one of them is in college down here in Atlanta and the other one is with me all the time

Maya🪬: you were married? What happened if you don’t mind me asking?

ZaddyJey🤫💜: we just wanted to be friends nothing personal and yes me and their mother are on good terms if you were curious.

Maya🪬: oh well that’s good

ZaddyJey🤫💜: hbu?

Maya🪬: no I don’t have any children I want some though I loveeee children

ZaddyJey🤫💜: I can provide that for you 🙃

Maya🪬: I’m finna block you

ZaddyJey🤫💜: I’m playing mamas I’m playing but nah I’m talking about you and dude.

Maya🪬: oh well that’s kinda personal ngl if I go too deep into it—it’ll just put me in a dark place

ZaddyJey🤫💜: it’s all good mamas you don’t gotta tell me

Maya🪬: all I can say is we dated for four years and I broke up with him

ZaddyJey🤫💜: mhm

Maya🪬: yeah, what time will the cookout start?

ZaddyJey🤫💜: around eight to nine ish

Maya🪬: aight I’ll be there around that time after work

ZaddyJey🤫💜: aight then mama I’ll see you later ❤️

Maya🪬: see you 🩷

Tamaya glanced at her Apple Watch and realized her lunch break had come to an end. She quickly set about tidying up, ensuring that the lunchroom was immaculate before she departed.

With a swift motion, she closed her lunch bag and returned it to the refrigerator. As she made her way to clock back in, her thoughts were consumed by Jey—he had occupied her mind all week after their chance encounter at the club just a few days prior.

At the same time, Jey had just finished an unfulfilling encounter with Seanna, though she seemed to have enjoyed it. Their brief affair began during a day off with his cousins, who decided to visit a strip club to watch the dancers perform on the pole. Upon entering, they settled onto a plush velvet sofa, engaging in lively conversation among themselves.

It was in that moment he caught sight of Seanna gracefully dancing on the pole, radiating confidence. When she noticed his gaze fixed on her, she flashed a playful smirk and blew him a kiss, igniting the spark of their brief romance. He began showering her with gifts and occasionally whisked her away on dates. However, as time passed, she grew increasingly at ease with him, while he found himself losing interest in her allure.

He was only attracted to her because she was a stripper and enjoyed their casual encounters. However, she began to feel entitled to his generosity, thinking they were in a relationship. As a result, she started to cling to him like a lost puppy, following him wherever he went.

Jey was unsettled by how things had unfolded. When he explained that their relationship was merely a casual affair, she refused to accept his words. He realized he couldn't pursue a relationship with someone like her—a stripper—knowing that neither of his parents would ever approve.

Whenever she called, he would turn a blind eye, and when she texted, he would leave her hanging on read. It wasn't that he intended to be disrespectful; he simply found her irritating. The only way he felt he could silence her was by giving in to physical intimacy.

Jey rose from the bed, slipping into his clothes but leaving his shirt off, as Seanna draped the cover over herself, admiring him.

“Where you going daddy?” Seanna asked.

Jey felt a wave of discomfort every time she used that name for him, yet he held his tongue, not wanting to ignite a conflict between them.

“I got to go out to get some stuff for this cookout.” A smile spread across his face as he noticed a text message from Tamaya appear on his screen.

Maya🪬 sent a message

|| Maya🪬: heyyy pookie should I bring something to the cookout yk I just wanted to contribute

Seanna observed a smile on his face, a rare sight in recent times, leaving her to ponder who might be the reason behind his newfound happiness.

ZaddyJey🤫💜: Hell yeah could you possibly bring some drinks and some food while I get the other stuff

Maya🪬: yeah sure I don’t mind

ZaddyJey🤫💜: get some mayonnaise too

Maya🪬: 🤨 nigga ew ya’ll like mayonnaise?

ZaddyJey🤫💜: mhmm we sure do in this family

Maya🪬: aight I’ll get it for a certain someone 😭

ZaddyJey🤫💜: whatchu wearing tonight?

Maya🪬: something I feel comfortable in why?

ZaddyJey🤫💜: you tryna match or what?

Maya🪬: what color?

ZaddyJey🤫💜: black

Maya🪬: I can find something in black

ZaddyJey🤫💜: good, you gonna wear them grills hm?

Maya🪬: how yk I got some grills?

ZaddyJey🤫💜: you have a pretty smile and they were noticeable

Maya🪬: why thank you sir, so what we twinning then?

ZaddyJey🤫💜: Hell yeah only if you want too

Maya🪬: I don’t mind

ZaddyJey🤫💜: aight imma head out to get the stuff for the cookout

Maya🪬: kk

Jey slipped his phone into his pocket as he made his way to the closet to grab a fresh shirt and a hoodie, but then Seanna spoke up.

“Who were you texting.” She questioned him.

Jey glanced over his shoulder, his eyebrows knitted together in confusion. "What difference does it make, Seanna? We're not a couple," he shot back, deliberately keeping his back to her.

“So you taking me on dates and shopping doesn’t mean we are dating?”

"Are you out of your mind? I've told you repeatedly that we're just a casual thing at the moment. I can't understand why you're still hanging around, Seanna." With that, Jey strode out of the bedroom, leaving Seanna stunned by his words.

She couldn't grasp why he was acting this way towards her. The fact that it was just a casual affair didn't bother her; she appreciated his gifts, the dinners they shared, and the passionate moments they enjoyed together. It all made her feel as though she had him completely under her spell.

Anyone who wanted Jey's focus had to step back, as he was hers and hers alone. She would make that clear tonight at the cookout.

Tamaya returned from the store, bringing back all the items Jey had asked for the cookout. As she entered the kitchen, she spotted her best friend gazing at the table piled high with groceries.

“Girl what’s all of this?” Sakshi asked.

“Food and drinks for the cookout that Jey wanted me to get.” Tamaya responded by putting the drinks in the refrigerator to chill, along with the food in the freezer.

“Cookout? Jey having a cookout and I was not informed of this?”

Tamaya sighed dramatically, placing her hands on her hips as she shot an exasperated glance at her best friend. “I literally told you this all week after you wouldn’t shut up about the kiss me and him shared.”

“And I won’t ever shut up about it like ever, but I had seen Tre trippin in yo’ comments.” Tamaya sighed deeply finishing up putting the rest of the groceries up in the fridge. “Girl don’t get me started with his ass I can’t stand him.”

“Have you heard from him since that happened?”

Tamaya sighed and shook her head as she scrolled through her social media, her chin resting on her hand. She wished fervently that he would disappear from her life completely, allowing her the happiness she craved. Yet deep down, she understood that achieving that peace wouldn’t be simple.

“I know he’s crashing out bad after hearing about you kissing another nigga that ain’t him.”

“Honestly girl I don’t really care if he is or not I mean it’s my life not his.”

“Period as it should be bestie, but what time is the cookout starting?”

“Jey said around eight to nine ish, so we’ll get ready around seven I’ll drive us there.” Sakshi nodded her head agreeing with Tamaya as she went towards the sofa.

Tamaya remained in the kitchen, absorbed in her phone as she scrolled through her timeline and the stories of others on Instagram. Suddenly, a text from Tre popped up, prompting her to roll her eyes at his message.

Tre💔 sent a message

|| Tre💔: Yo’ ass better not go to that fucking cookout Maya you didn’t think I wouldn’t know about that? I told you I got people living down there in Atlanta watching you, you better stay yo’ ass home away from that Samoan bitch

Who the fuck does he think he is?

Maya🪬: nigga last time I check we aren’t together anymore and that was about a year ago when I broke up with you so idk why you keep actin like we still together 😒

Tre💔: because you fucking belong to me Maya

Maya🪬: you’re fucking delusional and I don’t belong to anybody

Tre💔: Watch yo’ fucking mouth Maya don’t forget who made you

Maya🪬: nigga you fucking helped me with one fucking thing and think that you made me gtfo Tre please

Tre💔: BECAUSE I FUCKING DID YOU STUIPD BITCH IF I DIDNT HELP YOU PAY FOR YOUR NURSING CLASSES YOU WOULDNT BE WHERE YOU ARE TODAY

Maya🪬: and I am grateful for that but that don’t mean imma get back with you Trevon

Tre💔: god I fucking hate you Maya I really do

Maya🪬: if you hate me so much then leave me tf alone it’s that simple dummy

Tre💔: that smart ass mouth of yours will get you in trouble

Maya🪬: nigga please stop texting me fuck

Tre💔: yk I’m not gonna do that princess imma make yo’ life a living hell

Maya🪬: you do that enough what more damage do you want to do to me?

Tre💔: until you’re mine and I’m in control

Maya🪬: fuck you

Tre💔: don’t go to that cookout with him

Maya🪬: why are you jealous that I’m with someone better than you?

Tre💔: don’t flatter yourself princess that Samoan nigga don’t want you only seeing you as a fling like he does with that stripper he with

Stripper? Jey didn’t tell her about that.

Maya🪬: stripper? He’s with a stripper?

Tre💔: yeah but they’re a fling apparently so you ain’t that special either way he probably just wanna fuck you at that cookout tonight so I would advise you not to go

Tamaya was completely unaware of the stripper Tre was referring to. She wondered why Jey hadn’t brought it up during their text conversation the previous night when they were trying to connect. It was at that moment that Tre's words began to weigh heavily on her mind.

The thought that she might not be “good enough” and was merely someone to “hook up with” sent a chill of fear through her as she contemplated the situation she was stepping into. Just then, a vibration from her phone broke her train of thought, revealing a message from Tre.

Tre💔: yeah I got under yo’ skin like I always do princess so why don’t you just stay home and talk to me tonight

Maya🪬: I fucking hate you bitch don’t text me anymore

In a flurry, she dashed up the stairs to her bedroom after sending that message, leaving her best friend staring after her with a puzzled look, trying to piece together what had just occurred. Rising from the sofa, she followed Tamaya, eager to uncover the mystery.

Upon opening the door, she was met with the sound of her best friend sobbing, a wave of worry washing over her. She quickly moved to her side, settling down on the bed and enveloping her in a comforting embrace.

Sakshi felt her heart shatter as she listened to her best friend weeping. Gently, she ran her fingers through her hair, offering solace before uttering a single word.

“Bestie, what happened?” Sakshi inquired, but Tamaya remained silent, simply displaying the messages exchanged between her and Tre. As Sakshi meticulously read through them, her focus deepened.

The sight of this man harassing her and spreading falsehoods about Jey ignited a fire of fury within her. Unaware of the truth about the man, Sakshi gently set Tamaya’s phone down on the bed, pulling back from their embrace as she noticed the puffiness in Tamaya’s eyes.

“You’re letting him get under your skin Tay, you’re letting him win don’t do that.” She said.

“It’s so hard Saki like really hard bro, after all of the shit he put me through what if he’s right? Bout Jey?” Tamaya replied sniffing her nose.

“Don’t fucking believe him bout what he saying about Jey that’s something you and Jey need to talk about in private about this stripper.” Tamaya brushed away the tears streaming down her cheeks, nodding in agreement with her closest friend.

“You think I should keep my distance?” Sakshi shook her head.

“No, you need to talk to him tonight about it. No running away from this.” Tamaya realized that she couldn't escape this situation as she usually did when she was with Tre, simply because she felt lost and unsure of how to proceed.

Tamaya nodded her head before speaking, “alright I’ll talk to him about it.”

“Good, you’re too pretty to cry over a nigga that treated you like shit. You deserve better bestie for real.” Her and Sakshi hugged each other tightly knowing that Sakshi had her back forever.

As Jey chatted with his cousins, who were arriving for the cookout, each bringing along drinks and food, he took a sip of his beer. Suddenly, his gaze was drawn to someone entering the house alongside a girl.

Tamaya and her best friend Sakshi entered the room, and wow, Tamaya was absolutely stunning tonight. He couldn't take his eyes off her from head to toe. She rocked a sleek two-piece black ensemble, paired with a cozy furry hat and stylish black platform Converse, looking incredibly fabulous.

“Hollon Uce, gotta holla at shawty.” Jey remarked as he strolled in her direction.

Tamaya glanced around the room, taking in the beauty of his home. From the elegantly adorned sofas to the vibrant kitchen, the space radiated a touch of Samoan culture. Her eyes caught sight of him approaching, a red cup in hand, as he made his way toward her.

He certainly looked sharp tonight, perfectly coordinated with her. He sported an all-black Nike outfit, complemented by cross piercings in both earlobes, a sleek Cuban link silver chain, and a stylish Rolex adorning his wrist. She was also impressed by his impressive choice of shoes.

He flashed a grin, revealing his sparkling grills, and she mirrored his expression. Setting the red cup on the counter, he opened his arms wide for a hug. She leaped onto her tippy toes, wrapping her arms around him tightly, while he lifted her legs around his waist, both of them savoring each other's scent in a warm embrace.

Jey gently set her down, his hands resting on her waist as he gazed down at her.

“You just know how to style an outfit huh?” Jey said.

“I mean it’s eating ain’t it we are matching.” She replied.

“Hell yeah girl, lemme’ introduce you to the fam.” He had taken the time to introduce her to his friends and family, and to her delight, they all took a liking to her. This included his twin brother, Jimmy, and his cousin, Roman, who both remarked that she was far superior to a girl named Seanna. Tamaya suspected that this Seanna was the stripper Tre had mentioned earlier.

The girl was nowhere in sight, likely hiding upstairs, biding her time for the perfect moment to create a scene and humiliate Jey in front of his friends.

While conversing with his companions, Tamaya sensed his hand resting on her lower back, drawing her nearer to him. This subtle gesture stirred something profound within her.

Occasionally, he would sneak furtive looks at her while conversing with his friends, the scent of her perfume washing over him like a tidal wave, stirring a deep longing within him for something she possessed.

“So what do you do Tamaya?” Trinity asked.

“I’m a Pediatric Nurse, I work with children.” She replied.

“Oh my god for real? That mean you gonna make sure my future kids are good?” Tamaya chuckled at her reply while nodding her head as she continued talking to Trinity.

“Isn’t that the same girl from the club a couple of days ago Uce?” Jimmy asked.

Jey nodded his head while taking a sip of his beer in his red up, “yeah, that’s her. She’s so bad”

“You tryna get with her or what?”

“Yeah, like I wanna have a serious relationship with her I think Takecia would like her honesty.” Jimmy nodded as he listened to his twin brother talk about Tamaya. It was then that he spotted Seanna emerging from the back, joining the others as they headed in their direction. Excitedly, he nudged his brother and pointed.

Jey let out a heavy sigh, his fingers running through his mullet as he silently wished that Seanna would keep her cool while approaching them. However, Seanna's eyes narrowed when she spotted his hand resting on Tamaya's waist, a surge of anger rising within her at the sight of her "man" being so familiar with another woman.

“Jey, who the fuck is this?”

Tamaya spun around at once, recognizing the girl Tre had mentioned—the stripper. While she couldn't deny that the girl was attractive, she felt even more beautiful with Jey's hand resting on her waist.

“Seanna, don’t start no shit bro. what the fuck are you even doing here I thought you left?”

“Why would I leave?”

“Because we aren’t together?”

Seanna smacked her lips as she looked at Tamaya up and down with a stank face. “Who is this bitch?”

Tamaya looked offended by what she had said, “bitch? Girl I’m not a fucking dog hoe.”

“Hoe? Girl you the one who’s a hoe stealing my man.”

“Last time I check he said he didn’t claim you.”

“Girl, he don’t be saying that when he be saying that when he be fucking me unlike you I don’t know what he sees in you probably just another fling but I’m the prize here.” The words hit her hard, piercing her heart, but she chose to conceal her feelings in front of his companions to avoid any humiliation.

“If you were the prize you would’ve been with him instead of him throwing you to the side, seems like he’s more interested in me than you.” Seanna attempted to charge at Tamaya, but Jimmy quickly restrained her, preventing any confrontation. Meanwhile, Tamaya remained unfazed, having faced far worse challenges in the past.

She informed Jey that she required a moment, then turned and made her way back into the house. Ascending the stairs toward one of the bedrooms, she closed the door behind her and started to crumble.

The words Seanna spoke echoed in her mind, bringing back memories of Tre, who had a way of dragging her down and shattering her mental well-being. It plunged her thoughts into a dark place, filled with painful recollections of their time together. As she wiped away her tears, she found herself sniffling, overwhelmed by the weight of those haunting memories.

She walked restlessly from one end to the other, desperately attempting to soothe her frayed nerves and rein in her emotions, yet each time she heard those haunting words and voices in her mind, she faltered.

‘Another fling’

‘Someone to fuck on’

‘Not good enough’

‘That Samoan nigga don’t like you for real he just want to fuck on you.’

‘Remember I made you’

The words Tre had spoken to her echoed in her mind, diminishing her sense of self. Once again, she felt herself slipping away, and doubts crept in—perhaps attending the cookout was a mistake after all. She should have heeded Tre's advice.

As she hastily dried her tears, she heard a knock at the door, determined to hide any trace of her sorrow. She caught a glimpse of Jey's head poking out from behind the door.

“Hey, can I come in?” Jey asked softly as Tamaya nodded her head.

Jey entered the room, closing the door softly behind him. He took a seat beside her, but she didn’t glance in his direction. Instead, she nervously played with her fingers, anticipating his words.

“I’m sorry bout her, she was suppose leave earlier.”

Tamaya wiped her nose, “it’s okay I’m not trippin’ about it anymore she seems very adamant about you.”

He chuckled at her, “nah she’s just some stripper I met at the club just a fling now she thinks we are in a relationship.” Tamaya chuckled bitterly while shaking her head. “She’s definitely delusional.”

“You said something right tonight.” Tamaya kept her gaze averted until he brought it up.

“Look at me angel, lemme’ see yo’ pretty face.” He gently lifted her chin, compelling her to meet his gaze, his deep chocolate brown eyes locking onto hers.

He observed that her eyes were swollen and tinged with red, a clear indication that she had been crying prior to his entrance into the room. Gently, he caressed her cheeks with his thumb as she shut her eyes, savoring the warmth of his affection.

“You’ve been crying baby.”

“N-no I haven’t…” Jey tilted his head, unconvinced by her performance, fully aware that tears had stained her cheeks.

“Don’t do that, talk to me.”

“It’s really personal Joshua, like very personal.”

“Lay it out on me baby I’m listening.” Tamaya started to share the tumultuous journey of her past four years with Tre, detailing the constant ups and downs of their relationship. As she spoke, she revealed her scars, including a particularly haunting one on her rib cage, a painful reminder of when Tre had stabbed her.

Jey's gaze softened as he caught sight of the scar on her rib cage. Listening to her recount how she nearly lost her life because of him shattered his heart into countless fragments. It was no wonder she needed a moment to collect herself; Seanna had said something that struck a nerve.

He noticed a tear rolling down her cheek as she rose to her feet.

“I’m sorry…this is a lot..” she said softly while sniffing her nose.

She sensed him rising from behind her, his arms encircling her waist, radiating warmth as his neck nestled against her shoulders.

“It’s okay I’m right here, I’m not going anywhere.”

“I fucking hate him so much…I-I fucking hate him Joshua.” She sensed herself crumbling once more as Jey gently turned her to face him, allowing her to weep freely against his chest.

He gently caressed her hair, murmuring tender words of comfort into her ear, assuring her that all would be well and that he was by her side. “I know mamas, I know. I’m right here.”

Tamaya had never felt this exposed with anyone else except her closest friend. In Jey's embrace, she found a profound sense of safety; the warmth radiating from his body and the comforting scent of his cologne wrapped around her, bringing peace to her heart and soul.

She usually managed to control her emotions during tough times, but tonight felt different. His presence held a special significance for her.

He paused for a moment, taking in her flushed cheeks and swollen eyes, her lashes glistening with tears. Gently, he wiped away the last remnants of her tears, cradling her chin tenderly before he began to speak.

“You deserve better, you’re way too beautiful to be treated like that.” Jey says softly.

“Way too fucking beautiful at that.” Tamaya studied his facial expressions, noticing a glimmer in his eyes that was unfamiliar to her. It was as if he was silently longing for her presence.

He leaned in, his hands gently cradling her chin, as their noses grazed against one another. Their lips hovered tantalizingly close until he finally took the plunge and kissed her.

The kiss unfolded slowly and tenderly, a soothing balm she craved as she encircled his neck with her arms, while his hands rested softly on her hips, giving them a gentle squeeze. Their tongues danced and battled for control, reminiscent of wild creatures, as she began to retreat toward the bed.

He tracked her every motion, refusing to lose sight of her, until he found himself positioned above her, nestled between her legs, with her balanced precariously at the edge of the bed.

“Joshua…” she murmured between the kiss.

“What’s up mama?” He murmured back before pulling away.

“I think we should head back down to the cookout.”

“I mean we could stay up here if you want to.”

Tamaya shook her head, “I think I’m okay now.”

He pressed his lips to hers one final time, relishing the moment as he assisted her in getting off the bed and adjusting their clothes. Tamaya then slipped into the bathroom to wash her face, having shed so many tears. Meanwhile, Jey followed her in, leaning against the door frame with his arms crossed over his chest.

Once she had finished washing her face, she noticed him leaning against the door, his gaze fixed on her with an intensity that suggested he wanted to absorb every detail of her as she walked by. The moment he caught a hint of her fragrance wafting from the bathroom, he reached out, wrapping his arms around her waist, catching her off guard as he looked down at her with a smoldering intensity.

“You’re so dangerous got me actin crazy right now baby.”

“Well continue to act crazy then sir this cookie jar is closed for right now.”

“Oh? So you wanna play like that huh?” As she slipped from his embrace, she flashed him a dazzling smile that showcased her grills, making her way down the stairs to the kitchen, leaving him longing for her presence.

As Night Falls drew near, everyone began preparing to depart, seen gathering food or assisting with tidying up the house and the backyard alongside those who remained. Meanwhile, Tamaya stood outside, her feet splashing in the water, lost in thought about the events of the evening.

There was a bond between her and Jey that mirrored the one she shared exclusively with Sakshi, her closest friend. This made him fortunate to secure a top spot on her list of trusted individuals. Her mind was consumed with thoughts of his soft-spoken words and the way his kisses sent her into a whirlwind of emotions, driving her to the brink of madness.

She noticed the longing in his eyes, a clear indication that his heart was set on her and not on that Seanna girl. As the water flowed over her feet, she heard the sliding door creak open and turned to see Jimmy stepping outside.

“Hey, Tamaya me and Trin finna take yo’ best friend him since she had to many to drinks.” Jimmy said.

“A’ight then be careful tho she’s a handful.” Tamaya replied while chuckling at him.

“I think we can handle her you good though?” Tamaya smiled and embraced him tightly before he turned and headed back into the house, car keys in hand.

Tamaya concluded it was time to head home as she had a day off tomorrow, allowing her to catch up on some much-needed rest before the week began. She lifted her feet from the pool, shaking off the water to dry them, and then picked up her shoes and socks as she made her way back into the house.

Amidst the few individuals lounging on Jey's sofa, either slouched or engaged in lively conversation, she focused on slipping on her socks and shoes. Bending slightly to adjust them, she noticed Jey was nowhere in sight, likely occupied with Seanna at that moment, just as she finished securing her shoes.

In that moment, she felt a sudden smack on her backside, nearly causing her heart to leap out of her chest. As she spun around, ready to throw a punch, she discovered it was Jey standing behind her, a mischievous grin plastered across his face. She couldn't help but roll her eyes at his antics.

“You play too fucking much Joshua.” She says while nudging him on his shoulder.

“Can’t be bending over like that when I’m near angel.”

As they locked eyes, the haunting melody of Frank Ocean's "Novacane" filled the air around them.

“I can bend over whenever I want, you ain’t gonna do nothing about it.” Jey furrowed his brows, setting his red cup on the table before stepping closer to her.

Tamaya remained frozen, resembling an innocent child who had committed no offense, as she felt his hand encircle her throat and the other rest on her hips. The music playing in the background filled the silence, amplifying the palpable tension that hung between them.

Their noses almost grazed, as their lips lingered close, wavering between hesitation and desire.

“You tryna get me riled up mamas? Because don’t start something you can’t finish.” Jey leans in close, his voice barely above a whisper as he locks his gaze onto her deep chocolate brown eyes.

She looked at him innocently, “I told you I’m dangerous pookie.” He held her firmly against the table's edge, longing to press his lips to hers and savor the sensation of their tongues entwining.

His rigid form pressed against her, while his lips started to explore her jawline, leaving a trail of soft, teasing kisses that coaxed a moan from her lips.

He pressed his lips against her neck, drawing on it as if she were his quarry, savoring her essence and leaving marks as though she were his Luna. The sensation left her mind swirling in a haze, while an unsettling feeling crept over her, as if someone were observing their every move, witnessing the scene unfold before their eyes.

Seanna stood by, her heart shattering as she witnessed the man she believed was hers sharing a kiss with another woman, leaving her feeling utterly betrayed.

‘What does he even see in her that he doesn’t with me?’ All she could do was watch as he lavished his affection and attention on the girl, but everything changed when she saw him set Tamaya down on the table; that moment ignited something within her.

The way his hands roamed over Tamaya’s body and its curves infuriated her. She was well aware that she was the superior choice for him, so why would he opt for this other woman instead?

What could possibly explain his lavish treatment and all the special moments they shared if they weren't in a relationship? To her, they were undeniably a couple, so witnessing him kiss another woman felt like a double blow to her heart.

Jey's hands gripped Tamaya's hips, pulling her closer as he squeezed gently, their tongues dancing in a heated battle for control. He could feel the pressure of his arousal pressing against her, straining against the fabric of his jeans.

“You see what you did to me baby? You feel that shit don’t you?” He murmured between the kiss.

“I can feel it rubbing up against me.” She murmured softly almost losing herself to this man.

He grabbed her hand placing it down on his throbbing cock feeling nothing but pre-cum coming out from it. “Touch it, please touch it.” She touched it without hesitation causing a groan to escape his lips as she did so.

She was rubbing her thumb against his dick that were against his jeans almost teasing him she could see him folding beneath her touch that’s the effect she had on him.

They linger in a passionate embrace, their lips entwined, before reluctantly breaking apart—locking eyes that shimmer with pure desire and an elusive emotion they can't quite define.

“You’re wet Joshua.” She says softly as she felt him kiss her lips again.

“You got me like this in a public space mamas.” He replied softly.

“You know I gotta go home.” She could hear him let out a deep sigh, fully aware of the sexual frustration he was likely experiencing at that moment. “Fuck, can’t you stay just for a little bit longer?” His hands were still firmly on her butt squeezing them.

A silent plea shimmered in his eyes, urging her to remain by his side, yet the echoes of Tre's words haunted her thoughts, casting a shadow over the moment. “He only wants to fuck on you” “he doesn’t want you for real.”

She felt a chill of fear at the thought that this was likely all he truly wanted to achieve, or so she assumed.

She gently pushed his hands away as she stood up from the table, unwilling to accept being treated as just a temporary fling. The thought of being used and discarded, especially with him involved with that stripper, was something she couldn't bear.

She had no desire for that.

She was letting Tre win yet again.

She was letting his words get to her.

Before she could reach for her purse and phone, she sensed his hands resting on her waist. "Just stay; we don’t have to do anything, I promise," he said. She turned her head to face him directly.

“How can I trust you? I know I’m just a pretty face and have a nice body figure but if you’re doing all of this just to fuck and then leave me under the mat then this conversation is over with.”

Jey drew her body nearer to his, their faces just inches apart as she looked up at him.

“I’m not here for allat, I told you I want to get to know you better mama. Don’t compare me to whatever you and ol’ dude had going on cuz I’m different than him.” She gazed into his eyes and recognized the sincerity behind them; if he weren't truly committed, he wouldn't have taken the step to introduce her to his people as he did today.

“Just stay tonight ion’ want you driving home by yourself” With that, she surrendered to him, nodding as they separated from one another. “If I’m spending the night with you what would I wear and what about shawty?”

“I’ll let you borrow some of my clothes for tonight and as for her I’ll tell her to leave she wasn’t supposed to be here anyways.”

Tamaya gave a nod as she set her purse down on the small table beside her.

“Just head upstairs and take a shower I’ll be right there.” Tamaya complied with his request and ascended the stairs, her movements captivating him. He couldn't help but be entranced by the way her backside swayed in her sweatpants.

After enjoying a soothing warm shower in Jey's bathroom, Tamaya slipped into his clothes, donning his boxers and a trendy yeet crop top. She pampered her skin with coconut lotion she had stashed in her purse, and she put on her bonnet, prepared for moments like this.

As she focused on her task, she failed to notice him leaning against the doorframe, observing her. When she finally turned around, a startled gasp escaped her lips, her hand instinctively flying to her chest at the sight of him.

He let out a laugh as she flashed him the middle finger before saying anything. “you can’t be scaring folks like that Joshua!” She scolded him.

“My fault mamas, I just was admire how good you look in my clothes didn’t mean to scare yo’ tiny ass.” Tamaya shot him a fierce look as she approached, her posture radiating confidence as if she were above him. She playfully nudged him, but in an instant, he seized her by the throat, compelling her to yield to his grip.

“Look how you submit to me, thinking you tuff and shit little one.” He gently pressed his lips against hers before releasing his grip on her throat. As she turned to walk away, she playfully smacked her lips at him, making her way to the opposite side of the bed.

She nestled into the sheets, cocooning herself in the blanket as the bed dipped under Jey's weight when he joined her. He encircled her waist with his arms, drawing her nearer, enveloping her in the comforting warmth of his body.

She was restless, shifting from side to side in search of comfort until he broke the silence, asking, “Are you alright over there, angel?” She turned to him, her face lighting up with a reassuring smile as she nodded in response.

He sensed her unease in their current situation, so he gently released his hold around her waist and instead drew her closer to his chest, allowing her to feel the steady rhythm of his heartbeat.

She gently rested his hand on his chest, taking in the intricate tribal tattoos that adorned his body, winding across his arms and back. What captivated her the most were the names of his children, beautifully inked into his skin.

“Is this comfortable for you?” He asked softly.

She gazed up at him, fully aware that nothing brought her more comfort than the sound of his heartbeat. It served as a calming balm for her, a fact he remained oblivious to, despite her openness about her emotions.

“It’s very comfortable for me.” Tamaya responded with a yawn, settling in more snugly against his chest.

Jey observed her as she slipped in and out of slumber, her eyelids fluttering gently as she surrendered to sleep. Meanwhile, he remained awake, captivated by the beauty that lay before him. Today, he had glimpsed her vulnerability, listening to the stories of her past and the struggles she endured with Tre, and it shattered him.

How could someone like Tre treat a girl like Tamaya in such a way? Jey couldn't fathom ever behaving that way towards her. To him, she was incredibly valuable and gentle, always keeping to herself to steer clear of any drama. With a beautiful face and a warm smile like hers, who wouldn't be drawn to her?

To him, she was like a breath of fresh air, filling the entire room with her presence every time she entered, captivating him even more.

A tear slipped from her eye, and as he noticed it, his gaze softened. Gently, he brushed it away with his thumb and pressed a tender kiss to her forehead.

Perhaps what she truly needed was a trustworthy companion who could love her the right way, rather than subjecting her to endless turmoil.

Perhaps all she truly required was someone to bring her joy, and he was that person. Whenever he was near, a smile would light up her face.

Perhaps he could dismantle the barriers she has constructed to shield herself from the pain of another heartbreak.

So she didn’t have to feel scared anymore.

He didn’t want her to feel scared around him.

He wanted her to be more open and he was the person to get her there too.

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uceyjucey: mhm pretty asf too little mama

babytaytay: @ uceyjucey thank you pookie 🫶🏼

therealsaki: my bestie is so bad yall like 😩

babytaytay: @ therealsaki you know it girl 🙂‍↕️

trinity_fatu: so prettyyyy ❤️❤️

itstrevon: so you did go to the cookout after I told you not to? you’re so fucking stubborn 😒

uceyjucey: @ itstrevon gtfo she grown asf

itstrevon: @ uceyjucey nigga who tf is you? I hope you ain’t her new nigga because I’ll fuck you up

uceyjucey: @ itstrevon if I am yo’ ass ain’t finna do shit stupid bitch

itstrevon: @ uceyjucey aight bet that up when I see you it’s up there bitch ass nigga

babytaytay: @ itstrevon leave him out of this and leave me tf alone Tre I’m single I can do whatever tf I want so move around

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a/n: will Jey be able to break down Tamaya’s walls that she has been building up or will Tre get in her head again?

But I hope yall enjoy this chapter lmk in the comments below ⬇️

STAY UCEY.

[diam1nd]

this comes without saying, an outstanding number of people have reached out to me w/ similar experiences ranging from gaslighting, misogynistic behaviors, guilt tripping, manipulation, love bombing, and blatant disrespect in many forms of uncomfortable messages from yes, apollo.

i had no idea just how deep this rabbit hole went, i was completely fooled from someone i deeply cared and was reminded that everything was fine and supported, and honestly i thought i was going to just let it be. but with over 17 concerned muns coming forward to share their experiences, i for one need to air out these concerns.

despite beginning to feel more comfortable, this whole situation has me in a spin. i want this to be my peace, and for all of those wanting to know the real reason my prev blog was deactivated and blocking the person who is the curator of this anxiety.

my experience was being lead into a single ship scenario because they felt intimidated by one single blog that my emma interacted with in a usfw manner. mind you, no relationship or feelings attached and i was writing with this person before developing anything irl with him. but for some reason, they were self-inserting ME as my muse, doubling it as an act of cheating on his muses, and made him uncomfortable as a person who has claimed to been deceived in that manner themselves. my immediate response was a voice call to help calm him down and reassure that everything was okay and that i am not emma, and i am not involving myself with that muse or mun in any sexual/relation based manner. it was by his recommendation that single ship would be better so that this problem would never resurface or would not have to worry in the future. at first, and i say lead because, i wasn't 100% for it at first. it felt a bit unfair because i am fully aware that i am not my muse, and this is fictional writing. but to avoid another "im deleting my blog" scenario guilt trip, i talked myself into agreeing with the single ship, to which became a reasonable standard with my blogs. when it came to making an official post, it took an incredible amount of pushing to get him to do that, and now that i really know why, is he was messaging many people for additional ships that he didn't want me to know that he wasn't honoring his end of this agreement. this past weekend, he decided that single ship wasn't good for him after i finally confronted him about the unfairness and well, here we are. me, a sentimental person, wasn't okay with going back and forth, especially when i changed how i write my own muse to better suit someones comfort levels. which is confusing to me because the initial complaint from him was he was annoyed with how people only want to ship with his ocs, all the while bad mouthing others (my friends) who partake in usfw writing. i know for a fact, if i would of agreed to go back to multiship, another problem would of popped up even tho his solution was to blacklist usfw tags so he didn't 'see' anything, despite still reporting to me on the same muns blog he had issues with. i feel it's a grab for control. and i asked him, with an open mind, how is it fair that i am to accept all of this change when he is not? me deleting for my sanity because, honestly, "now you know how i felt when emma fucked bucky" was never going to be resolved soundly. this was a grab to forcefully make me feel bad indefinitely because he didn't like something. it's possessive behavior. i was constantly told how he was going to delete everything then turn around to blame me for everything; then i asked if he could part ways with tumblr with me, and i was met with more gaslighting. this is fictional writing, we should have never gotten to this point.

there's another the issue where someone confronted him about graphics being in mirrored likeness, which i never saw myself because he wanted to keep it a quiet. said person has reached out to me and confirmed that he too tried to guilt trip them into deleting his blogs and blaming a de*th as for reason for stealing inspiration, even after claiming to change theirs in his likeness. i won't go into detail about his personal life, but i've never heard that as a reason why, especially when he's claimed to using this type of style long before this loss occurred. i did make a post via a rant, supporting one of my friends in a similar situation but he also knew very well it was also in his defense. we were on voice call, again, and he knew the moment i posted it and asked me to delete it the next day because he claims he resolved the issue. which i found out is not true. if you're going to admit to someone you stole something, why lie to me?

another mun in particular came out to admit to me that he was flirting with her, and has asked him to stop a number of times due to her being actually married. but once another callout resurfaced for them, in their experience he flaked out on being their friend because of fear of being affiliated. basically, i'm not going to allow you to pretend you don't know me online, and then try to be my friend behind closed doors in dms. when asked if he knew about these two people, the answer i got was "i saw a callout and that's about it." i'm glad she stood her ground on that because i too, felt like a secret.

more instances were brought to my attention whilst we were 'dating', he was also love bombing and getting attached to others very quickly while entertaining the idea of ME. i've been shown a history of unsolicited affection and desire for shipping his muse with everyone with a pulse and getting attached to all of these muns as well. to me, this is was shocking to learn about while you were pointing the finger at me accusing myself of blatant cheating. not once did he ever tell me anything felt forced, but that he needed me, felt lost without me.

from what im gathering from all of these muns, we were all manipulated to believe someone who claims is a charming gentleman, has the capabilities to gaslight and make you feel incredibly bad about feeling a certain way, or even stating how something was making them uncomfortable. many were fooled as i was, trying to comfort someone who clearly had a complex to receive attention from as much people as possible without them even knowing a bit of backstory. pinning people against people. these additional muns that came forward TO ME, have all explained the same level of discomfort they felt in dms with him directly. it's honestly beyond words to explain how deep this goes. i'm not going to list every single encounter thus far, because honestly.. this would be far too long and i want those others to make their peace.

i do not plan to release screenshots publicly because that's not who i am. but just know, all 17(and counting..) of us have a collection for those who want the truth. i want this post as an urged warning to be careful, no witch hunts or hate. curate your space as you see fit. i sincerely hope that those that are still by his side, do not get the treatment that we all got. i tried my best to resolve this with him privately, but was met with aggression and mockery, and now as i'm being told, pretending nothing happened.

..and because i know he will read this, for the record, i could of handled a simple break up / mutual parting ways. i'm a grown woman that would of accepted that, but you took this way too far. you've played a part in me feeling insecure about others when i shouldn't have, you selfishly kept me in your corner and made me feel in the wrong about so so many things. where you now display as we were forced. you played the blame game in attempt to get me to question my sanity and awareness of what was really going on. i didn't get a choice. im glad you were finally able to be honest to me, but i only wish you would of told me sooner. thankfully this was short lived. i never pinned you as this type of person, but good lord.

my discord alongside many many others is open to show every bit of proof we have for reference, or to just talk it out. please be safe.

[tsukacchako]

hot take but i for one am glad those screenshots got released to the public. there i said it! im glad that other people can see how fucking awful the community was for those outside of the little popular kid-like circle that formed. can you see it? see it in how they defended themselves, both in the reblogs/comments and the screenshots? the server was a safe space! …. for them. if it was a safe space for all, then why would people feel like they have to go to anon to address things?

throughout my time in this community, it has gotten more and more obvious that an exclusive group was formed. curious? confused? just look at the sona season intimacy levels! look at how, despite all being in the same community and using the same tags, much more interactions Those people get versus everyone else. it’s sad, really. after all, communities are supposed to be INclusive, supposed to welcome all! but my friends and i have not felt included for MONTHS in this community, despite all of our efforts. i spent months talking every day in that server, just for ONE person to notice that i left a MONTH later. i made an entire oc whose sole purpose in the beginning was to build interactions and therefore friendships with everyone in the community. i made an entire project where i drew almost everyones ocs for the sole purpose of building interactions and therefore friendships with everyone in the community. and all of that failed, cause these people didnt care about me.

for months i thought that i was the problem. i saw everyone else getting more hype than me and thought it was because i wasnt as talented as them, that i needed to improve as quickly as possible to be on the same level as everyone else. isnt that sad? THAT was the environment you have created. it was very obvious that that server was a “server owner and friends” server and not an “alnst oc community” server, and not everyone was considered a friend.

its all “please tell us if you have a problem with us” until YOU are offended by what people are uncomfortable with. could that argument have been handled better? yes. but ill never forget how i felt when anon was taken off, and we were told we “didnt care” about what we were talking about because we were “hiding behind anon.” i wasnt hiding because i didnt care, i was hiding because i was SCARED! i was scared to potentially break the bonds i had with people i thought were my friends. and then look what happened, i was practically forced to go off anon and explain myself and once i left the server almost everyone in that group stopped interacting with me. this is why im softblocking everyone and posting this rant now. i wanted to do this back in december, but i was scared of the confrontation that i could possibly receive and forced myself to wait until sona season and s40 was over for me.

(obviously there are other things to talk about regarding That argument, but since this rant is just about my feelings thats only what im gonna be talking about)

i was nothing but nice to people, i hyped up everyones work. and you know what i got in return? a lack of care towards my ocs (specifically cindy) and myself. you know what i also got in return? the absolute worst intimacy levels out of every post i was a part of. do you know how awful that makes me feel? getting 30%s while everyone else gets 80%? to YOU it might seem like something fun and silly, but to OTHERS the sona season is a representation of how excluded we felt. its so obvious that the sona season revolves around peoples feelings for each other, and so if youre not a part of the Main Group despite trying for months to be friends with them then youre just left alone in the corner. sorry to break your bubble of fun, but you guys need to realize that you created this. you guys only care about the alien stage ocs and sonas if theyre YOUR ocs and sonas.

anyway this is so lame and corny but i just needed to finally get my feelings out after holding them in for Months. obviously youre allowed to be closer to others, but you cant brand yourself as inclusive and the server as a safe space when it wasnt that way for everyone because of you. my friends and i have been disrespected for months and were done. thanks for the memories i guess! it was fun in the beginning.

[winters-on-the-wing]

Hii! Okay so I've been going through your blog and just seeing a lot of regulus hate and I just wanna ask why? Like, even in the books he only gets 1-2 sentences even mentioning him, and the fandom has simply built the character around it. I can see not liking a ship, but making fun of others for liking it does criss a few lines. Anywho, just curious and I mean no hate towards you.

honestly i have a few reasons and here they are:

1. the regulus fanon characterization just gets on my nerves because they make him a sad pathetic wet cat who’s so pure and innocent and poor baby who drowned for a good cause when really, he got the fucking dark mark when not even his parents did. he wasn’t “forced into” being a death eater. if he got a dark mark, that means he was either a coward or he actively agreed with voldemort which makes him a blood supremacist. im not saying you’re not allowed to like who you like, but i just personally don’t get the hype of literal death eaters. and yes he could have nuance to him but in the fandom, the “nuance” is just a guise to strip the only thing we know about him away. he can be complex while still being a disgusting human being but nobody does that.

2. when people don’t make him a sad wet cat, they just give him sirius’ personality. like that’s so stupid to me? sirius is right there? he’s clearly the better character in all regards and yet people are so willing to throw him away in place of regulus. why? because they can’t stand when the oldest sibling is right in any capacity? idk it just pisses me off.

3. honestly the main reason why i hate regulus is because of jegulus. i’ve never met a sane jegulus shipper and the fandom has been utterly infected with it. like ship whatever you want but i just think it’s so annoying how the shippers act like it’s the best ship ever. james is my favorite character and it just mystifies me how people strip away his most prominent traits (his loyalty to the order and his loyalty to sirius) by having him date his best friends younger death eater brother. it feels like it’s just for the sake of the tropes which i personally despise. i think prongsfoot is just a much better ship with similar tropes, and no erasing the most important part of james’ personality. honestly it just feels like a copy paste edgy sad abused oc x james potter which is fine i guess except that even when i have the tag blocked it’s fucking EVERYWHERE. and also jegulus shippers refuse to leave jily and prongsfoot shippers alone and i happen to be both.

4. i hate timothee chalamet 😭

[brainddeadd]

Risk It All

Nico Hischier x Hughes!sister reader

Jack Hughes x sister!reader, Quinn Hughes x sister!reader, Luke Hughes x sister!reader, Trevor Zegras x platonic!reader, Jayden Williamson x ex!reader (OC)

the song

ynhughes: ~ You just know Sometimes you feel it in your bones Though we've heard that hearts can still be wrong Something's telling me that you're the one ~

'Risk It All' is all yours 😘

liked by jackhughes, nicohischier, and others

user: oh my god

trevorzegras: WHOOOO

_quinnhughes: cant believe im agreeing with trevor of all people but yes, WHO is this about and WHERE are they

trevorzegras: another song i will be listening to a million times thank you my queen

matthewtkachuch: agreed williamnylander: what he said

bboeser: this one needed some warning.

bboeser: quinn's losing his mind.

bboeser: love it

nicohischier: it's an amazing song

jennaortega: people don't know who this is about ????

nicohischier: went and saw this talented lady live as she performed her new song 'Risk It All'

~ I'd rather crash, I'd rather crawl Than never have your love at all With only bricks to break my fall For you I'd risk it all ~

tagged: ynhughes

liked by jennaortega, ynhughes, and others

user: oh mY GOD

ynhughes: YOU WHERE THERE !?!!?

ynhughes: WHY DIDNT YOU SAY HI !?!?!

user2: so nico just.. went to his teammates's sisters concert, without her knowing, paying full price and being CLOSE AF to the stage, despite being friends with her and probably being able to get free tickets.. and we're supposed to believe that they're just friends.. yeah, ok

nicoynfan: nico in the crowd at yn's show. which she didnt know he was at. performing her new love song. with that smile on his face.

edit: nico went to yn's show without her knowing and is presumed to have paid full price to be up close to the stage (see the second image that he took).

tagged: ynhughes, nicohischier

liked by jennaortega, madisonbeer, and others

user: oh mY GOD OH MY GOD OH MY GOD

user2: he's insane

user3: MADISON BEER IN THE LIKES OH THEY'RE SO A THING

user4: he had that smile on his face the whole concert and when he noticed fans paying attention to him, he shook his head and pointed at yn on stage

[desceros]

me: [looks at calendar, gets a wicked idea, looks into the camera] happy springtime, turtle fam! who's ready to celebrate the season?

...mating season, that is. hehe. [dodges the tomatoes]

so! i had the idea that it would be super fun to have a community-wide event where we all have a prompt and then everyone fills it in their own way.

...i then decided all the prompts i came up with were too good not to use, but also none of them were Good Enough to use exclusively, so i changed my mind and the prompt is now just MATING SEASON. with a few suggestions at the bottom of this post if you're looking for some.

since spring is coming upon us, i hereby invite everyone to join in the vernal festivities... which in turtle parlance, of course, means only one thing: write, draw, whatever your version of "mating season", then join me on march 1 to post it with the tag #TMNTSpringShellebration. we then shall browse the fine selection of our mutual artistic efforts, and basically just have a good time as a community.

here are the prompts i came up with as starters-slash-things-to-include if you're looking for a place to get started. feel free to use these at will, or use them to come up with something of your own:

“Please don’t make me explain this. It’s humiliating as is.”

Oops, Looks Like Mating Season Came A Week Early This Year

“…In all of my mating seasons, this has never happened before.”

“I told you not to come by! It’s mating season!”

Probably should have expected it to be different now that he’s not going through it alone.

Because of Shenanigans, you have to wait. Wait… Wait… ok now.

They’re not the right person for mating season… but they’re the one who’s here, so…

“Show me where it hurts."

so yeah! see you all on march 1 for the, uh, spring shellebration. party popper emoji

questions i imagine will be popping up and i hope will clear up here before my askbox swells beyond capacity under the cut to keep this post from being Way Too Long. also it's really not that serious it's just an excuse to write slash draw for everyone Please Don't Take This Thing Too Seriously It's Not That Serious:

"can i participate?" yes! it's literally just an invitation to do something. nothing fancier than that. no need to be following me or in my friend group or whatever.

"can i write (insert fic idea here)?" yep! so long as it's related to the idea of mating seasons, it flies. reader insert? hell yea. oc? hell yeah. solo turtle and his favorite pillow? go for it.

"can i draw (insert art idea here)?" yep! uh. i know tumblr has the cops watching for sin bin material, but you art people know how to deal with that. and if you don't, uh, ask the other art people. im just a feral cat in a trench coat

"how do i participate?" write/draw/collect songs for/whatever. then, on march 1, post it and tag it #TMNTSpringShellebration. also, for funsies, keep it hush hush what you're working on so we can all be super shocked when the day comes! except, y'know, that you're planning on joining in. totally do that.

"when do i post it?" march 1. whenever on that day. waves hands around in a vague gesture at time zones not mattering. seriously don't take this so seriously it's just me wanting to create cool shit with my friends with a little more structure to it

"does it have to be horny?" i mean. it's an event about mating season. so by definition it's going to be at least a little horny. but however you interpret it is cool. even if it's just. idk. leo sitting sweatily in a chair looking longingly at a glass of water bc he's thirstier than usual. be smart about things, people. i'm not your dad.

"which tmnt verse is this for?" whichever one you want it to be for!! rise! bayverse! 2007! your fan iteration! your friend's fan iteration! your mortal enemy's fan iteration! yes!

"will you be reblogging everything?" absolutely not, but this isn't an event About Me. i am incidental to the thing. it's about Us. coming together as a community. for horny turtles. puts my hands on your shoulders. do it for you. for your friends. for the community.