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starfightervicki Ā· 1 year ago
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THERE IS A TV SHOW BASED ON THE TRIPODS BOOKS AND I DIDN'T KNOW ABOUT IT!?!?
Okay, now I need to reread the books- it's been forever- and watch it, because keysmash keysmash keysmash I loved those books.
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mallowbees Ā· 1 year ago
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oh yeah if you see me typing ā€˜hahahaā€™ yes you do no you dont. /silly i am trying to phase out keysmashing so much because dude, every other sentence i am starting and ending with a keysmash and im like. okay we need to chill with this man kdgjhhfjgjdsfs
sometimes you are a little ahaha perhaps even ehehehe you know?
i think that maybe we can type out the laugh noises instead of turning into a water sprinkler. keysmashes still also but joyous silly sounds or whatever
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gloivy Ā· 1 year ago
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glo my love can i have 7 36 and 94 for the ask game <3
thank you for the ask Anna bb <3
7 - tell us about the plot of the first fanfic you ever wrote
oh my god iā€™m not sure i actually remember the first? IT WAS SO LONG AGO!!! iā€™ve been writing fanfiction since i was 12/13??? i was a lil baby. but one plot i remember pretty vividly from around that time was a Hunger Games fix-it fic i wrote where Peeta was never hijacked by the capital and instead had a happy reunion with Katniss in District 13 šŸ„² and here i am over a decade later, still an everlark girlie
36 - do you base your characters off real people or not? If so, tell us about one.
yes, although usually unintentionally. i think iā€™m always in a state of observation, and when i meet someone who is especially quirky or expressive, they almost always inspire elements of my writing - their mannerisms, unusual habits, or fun little phrases/sayings.
a wee fun example i can give where one of my characters was inspired by a specific person, is Draco in The Muggle Telephone. a lot of his online fumbling was heavily inspired by my great aunt who uses facebook with great difficulty. she REGULARLY posts a series of statuses along the lines of ā€œJohn smithā€ followed by ā€œfind John Smithā€ and then ā€œCan you find John Smith from [the small town she lives in]ā€. sometimes! we get a random keysmash! one time she accidentally updated her profile picture to a zoomed in photo of her ear! and then in the comments of said photo said ā€œdelete itā€. and no matter how many times we try to help her with social media, it never quite sticks hahaha.
so, yes, i based The Muggle Telephone Draco off an 84 year old woman.
94 - do you prefer dialogue or description?
DIALOGUE!!! nothing else flows for me like writing dialogue. once i get into a conversation between characters, i feel like i canā€™t type fast enough to keep up with it!
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new-components Ā· 2 years ago
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levenshtein divination
did you know that caves of qud's "wish" feature, intended as a debug/cheat option, will do fuzzy searching to try to find the nearest *thing* (quest, item, mutation, creature, whatever) that text matches? it'll plop it down next to you, or give you some weird unfinished mutation hiding in the game's code, or whatever else. some people regard this behaviour as "unpredictable" and "bad" since people regularly and accidentally give themselves strange mutations with typos but i think it's great. for the digitally inclined practitioner of magic, this functionality opens a world of possibilities. the eternal question is "can i do divination with this", and the answer is "yes"
here's an example process: you type in a question for the wish console to interpret
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and then the game will try to interpret that into a debug command. in this case, it gave me one of the game's beloved side-side quests involving cervitaur lesbians, Love and Fear. oh deer!
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you can also just do keysmashes instead of typing in your literal query you might be holding in your head if you want a less deterministic approach and it'll work just the same. the game's response to "asfhksagj" was to plop down some ashes next to my character.
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i have no fancy official divining process to go with this so just do what you will with it. if you have a spinning chair i suggest spinning around in it a couple times before looking at the result and interpreting it to add a sprinkle of ritual to it, or you can find some other way to rotate. that's what i did and i'm dizzy now
(the title i gave this post comes from levenshtein distance, a text measure distance that i presume qud is using for its fuzzy matching. if it's technically inaccurate, that makes it funnier imo)
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lovelyhan Ā· 1 year ago
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hello! ive been a reader of yours and i would like to ask (if it don't bother you hehe) i'm an amateur writer from wattpad and i'm on writer's block... i desperately want to write stories here and there but i don't know how to start and struggling with something that i can't seem to point out and can i ask for advice from caratblr writers on how to get away to writer's block i have so many plot in my head but i can't seems to really write a single word for it...
carat writers here on tumblr actually made or give some inspiration but i really can't write it down if possible perhaps could you give me advice?
hi hi!! thank you for reaching out <3 i'm not sure if i can be of good help, but i'll try sharing what i do !!
writer's block is everyone's enemy, and the way i usually deal with it is to Not Force myself to write ?? Bc whenever i get writer's block, whatever i come up with during its entirety, i'll 100% just end up hating. So yes it really helps to step away from that doc for a while til you find the inspiration again~
As for organizing ur ideas, you can always outline them first! The outline doesn't need to be organized at all, the point is to just jot ur ideas down somewhere so u won't forget :] my raw outlines are usually typed with three different languages thrown in there and some keysmashing JAJDJDNS
last of all don't think of writing as a job ! it's something we all do for self indulgence and thinking of it as something that you have to do instead of something you want to do takes away the fun yknow?
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maybe-solar-powered-calculator Ā· 11 months ago
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ā˜¼ā˜¼ SOLARs MAGNIFICENT CATALOGUING OF TAGs (!!!!) ā˜¼ā˜¼ (all added to the bottom of this post for navigating convenience! like the letter labels in a dictionary!! alphabetical order not guaranteed.)
[ THIS IS HARD TO READ ON LIGHT MODE!! if you opened it in another tab n it showed up with a white background, go here instead! ]
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act 1: the sun is a deadly laser (i am, unfortunately, not.) >>> SELF TAGS! stuff that i made! or something like that! .. scribblings on the walls (text posts) // the deranged ramblings and annotations within the confines of my prison. .. solar.png (my art??) // patterns akin to primitive cave drawings. .. hammers this to the top of my enclosure (pinned/info stuff) // warnings, hazard signs, beware of dog, etc
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act 2: empty plastic organization bins (chaos abounds in the lair) >>> SORTING TAGS! only my soul knows how i choose the tags for each post. i would say my heart, but that things squishy. bleh .. q (queue) // pronounced "kiu". what is going on with english. do i even want to know?? .. cool graphics tag (nice pictures) // visuals of any sort that i particularly like!! gif shitposts? best art ive seen in my lifetime?? Here Goes .. the divine compels to Art (inspo) // subset of cool graphics that i wish to consume- ahem. to study under a microscope and learn from! .. rattling metal bars with a stick (stimboards or gifs) // trakatrakatraka heheheheee .. bag (bug tag) (insects and insect-adjacent friends) // snails is also buges to me. thank you for understanding .. HSFGDHJ (hsfgdhj) // cackling like the terrible gremlin that i am. no im not good at keysmashes, yes i always use this predetermined one .. see also: hall of fame (fav, the best ones) // i would frame these and put them in my wall if i had the guts to .. see also: fine china cabinet (hehehehe) // things that would go to hall of fame, but for Mysterious Reasons(tm) i am instead snatching to the Display of Shinies .. look at this later tag (remind me to do it..) // useful, interesting, and/or free stuff i want to come back to. sometimes just ideas .. distillate for gender extract (Gender,,,) // i am putting these in. the spirally overcomplicated glass tube thing and injecting the resulting compound into my bloodstream like some sort of wretched hrt .. gnawing the bars of my cage (WOOFWOOFBARKBARK /pos) // (I AM NOT BEING NORMAL ABOUT THIS) - you know how cats nibble the corner of things sometimes. yeah,, .. resonant frequency (something got in my eye ow gimme a sec) // (Squishy Heart is at it again. FEELINGS (ack)!! GET THE BROOM!) .. rules to live by (good advice) // Wise Words from mad prophets. we are on this website after all
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act 3: rng (random name generator) >>> SUBJECT TAGS! i like giving silly names to some of them. .. wild metal on the dash (metal sonic!!) // statistically, i purposely go search for them most of the time. sometimes he does be on my dash tho...... .. benrey spotted (beny) // confirmed gamer sightings .. cherry flavored halls (lil hal!!) // id swear there was a black and red type but eh. thats the next closest thing i guess .. hermit crabs and/or traffic cones (hermitcraft/traffic) // yay silly block people doing Crimes!!!! .. tango of the tek variety (tangotek) // you know the one and only .. honkhonk (sky:cotl) // HONKHONKHONKHONK (hi) .. the bl(orb)os (portal) // sometimes a guy is just spherical in nature. sometimes theres many of them! (mostly the cores, but also general portal tag)
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act 4: There Might Be More!! I Probably Forgor! I Will Add Them Later!
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cognitosclowns Ā· 3 years ago
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HC's for the gang's groupchat?
OHOHO <3 tysm this is,, so wholesome
tw: brief alcohol mention!!
Absolute chaos at the best of times
Brett wishes everyone 'GOOD MORNINGā€™ WITH A BUNCH OF,, fuckin,, šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ”„šŸ’ŖšŸ’ŖšŸ’Ŗ . YES HES ABSOLUTELY THAT GUY.
Andre, Myc and Gigi fight over the name constantly. there'll just be a Wall of notifs of these three changing the gc name. they're practically having a whole convo through Gc Names
ANDRE AND MYC WILL SPAM THE GC WHEN THEY NEED SMBS ATTENTION. If Reagan isn't answering her phone? just,, spam the GC eventually smb's gonna go get her so that everybody's phones stop Shitting Themselves. Theyā€™ll get so pissed if you do it to them tho sdmsn hypocrites
Glenn,, types like a dad and only uses :0 :) :( >:( <3 my absolute beloved. Also his,, webbed hands make it a bit difficult to operate his phone sometimes?? So expect a decent amount of grammar mistakes. Or voice messages - DEFINITELY prefers calling over texting.
ANDRE ALSO HAS AWFUL GRAMMAR BC HE TYPES TOO FAST
99% of Reagans texts are her swearing at them andĀ ā€˜??????ā€™,Ā 
Gigi and Andre just,, keysmash at each other whenever smth happens. Everyone else will be trying to have a conversation and itā€™s,, interspersed withĀ ā€˜SNDEIUFNLWD????ā€™Ā ā€˜JDSHKAJEWOIJE!!!!ā€™
myc will take photos of the team from a distance and sending them in the GC instead of sayingĀ ā€˜Im Here/iā€™ve arrivedā€™, just to,, creep them out smds.
Overall unintelligable to anyone who gets to the convos late. Everyone is having a different conversation with eachother, Gigi and Brett are sending eachother selfies, Andre and Reagan are arguing about the alcoholic protential of Antifreeze while simultaneously yelling at them for flooding the Gc with photos, etc. Good fucking LUCK TRYNA PIECE TOGETHER THE CONVERSATION IF YOU DECIDE NOT TO CHECK YOUR PHONE, MYC, YOURE FUCKED BUDDY SMDNSD.
I LOVED THIS SM <3 AAAA i love,, The Gang,, so much. LMK WHAT YOU THOUGHTTTT!!!
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akawrites000 Ā· 3 years ago
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sunflowers, breaking clichƩs and faraway lovers
Hero trudges back home, her foot kicking up some mud on this lonely strip of road. She can't decide if she's happy or frustrated that nothing ever happens where she lives, not even villains, as if they don't find this place appealing enough to even visit.
She decides, after a moment, that maybe it's both. She's both happy that she doesn't have to deal with villains here, that this is the one constant place that she has in her life, and she's also a little frustrated that nothing ever happens here, and everywhere you see are familiar faces. She kind of wishes her town had the tradition to were masks like people in Jaoanese festivals do, so that it would at least bring some novelty into this place. Or she wishes that she can spot a new face somewhere, but the only face she wants to see right now is that of her partner's.
The wind blows to the left, and she turns to look. That's the path that leads to the sunflower field, one of her all time favourite places. She takes out her phone as the wind pushes her further to the field, holding the device in front of her face, trying to get a nice angle. Click. She opens villainā€™s chat and hits the send button, with a yellow heart emoji attached to the picture. She then sits down at the edge of the field, legs dangling, eyes taking in the spectacular view in front of her. This is probably the only place I'll never get tired of, even if it's the same ten years from now, she thinks.
Heroā€™s phone vibrates in her pocket, and she pulls it out to see a message from villain. She opens the chat ā€” smiling softly.
V: This looks so beautiful!! Is this the sunflower field that you always talk about? Thank you for the picture babyšŸ’›
Hero takes a moment to swoon. She loves it when villain calls her baby, and she has a feeling that they know that too.
H: Yes it is, one of my favourite places ever! I wish I could show this to you someday.
There it is, hero thinks. This ache that mixes up with the bubbly feelings in her chest because her lover lives in an entirely different continent away from her and there's nothing either of them can do about it for now. It's this sizzling agony that's there right under her skin, keeping her awake at night sometimes.
V: That sounds lovely. I would love to see it.
And then heroā€™s smiling, grinning. So much that her cheeks start to hurt and those blue feelings inside her chest slowly melt away, leaving her with this happy, giddy haze. Somewhere inside, the logical part of her speaks ā€” what is even happening ?
Hero ignores that and just stares at the wide expanse of the field in front of her, beautifully painted by the sun setting on the horizon behind. She lets her mind wander to villain, her lover whom she's never met but knows ā€” because one doesn't have to meet to know someone right? Of course hero aches to meet them, just like all the lovers in ancient texts do. She's no different. So she tries to meet them in her imagination at least- one hand in their soft, brown hair, while the other cups their cheek, tender with that natural blush that drives her crazy; and then villain's hands are in her hair, tangling her long back strands but she can't find it in herself to care one bit ā€”
Her phone buzzes again and heroā€™s pulled out of that soft world in her mind, back to the real one. Her eyes take in her surroundings once again, noticing the changes. The sky is inky blue, like deep ocean waters and the sun is nowhere to be seen . The sunflowers that were all looking at the sun like dedicated devotees, have now turned to look at their loved ones next to them instead, and settle in their arms for the night. Hero looks at her phone, her mind working in two angles ā€” one thinking about this fact that she read about sunflowers somewhere while the other focuses on villainā€™s chat box.
V: You'll have to fight supervillain later this evening right?
Hero groans as she remembers her pressing duties to this city ā€” fighting supervillains, protecting the civilians, being the symbol of justice. It's only in the short time that she spends with villain ā€” in their chatbox, occasional phone calls, when she thinks of villain, that she feels like a normal twenty something, just living her life and falling in love with someone breathtakingly amazing.
H: You're always more updated about my schedule than I am xD But yeah, I have to.
Hero imagines villainā€™s mouth, unable to decide between their usual smirk or rare soft smiles. She wonders what expression they're wearing right now.
V: Of course I am. That's one thing technology is good for.
Hero chuckles, simply happy that villain even bothers to keep track of all of this.
V: Fight safely and vigilantly okay? Trust your gut feelings, they're always valid. Your feelings are always valid.
Hero clutches her phone tight in her hand, trying to bury her face into her own arms. Her heart performs this dance everytime villain does stuff like this, and she never knows how to handle it.
H: Thank you my loveā¤ I'm a little nervous of course, but I think I'll be okay. I can do this.
Hero knows there's no point in putting up a front or lying to villain. They always know somehow. And hero thinks that she doesn't want to lie ā€” she's always putting up a front for the world, the people, her opponents. So she wants at least this one person in the entire world to know who she really is, in all her silly, anxious and raw glory.
V: You'll be fine baby. You're an amazing fighter and I believe in you.
Okay, that's it. Hero feels like her entire body is on fire and she forces herself to look away from the phone screen at the field in front of her so that her fingers don't start doing this embarrassing keysmash that people generally seem to do when they're embarrassed. Does she want to do that? She thinks she'd rather avoid it. Or at least try to.
That's when her mind supplies that fact about sunflowers that it was trying to remember. When the sun is not visible, the sunflowers turn towards one another, as if the sun is just a fever dream that is abandoned as soon as it dips below the horizon, and the only real things that exist in the world are the flowers themselves and their partners who exist right beside them. Hero watches as the wind gently coaxes them, one flower falling into another and vice versa, as they hold each other and dance while the first stars form constellations in the sky. Hero thinks how beautiful this is, that there is a whole universe beyond clichĆ©s, that a sunflower doesn't have to achingly wait for a sun that will never belong to it, but instead the world is for its taking as it falls in love with the flower next to it ā€” one that will return its feelings.
And all of a sudden, hero is overwhelmed by this weird emotion in her chest. She can't name it, she's always been bad with names. But sitting here and looking at these sunflowers breaking clichƩs makes her heart soar for some inexplicable reason. It's like nature is telling her that nothing else matters other than feelings that are respected and returned.
She opens villain's chat and starts typing in everything that she's realised in the past minute with increased fervour, afraid that all of these thoughts would just up and disappear into a puff of nothing because nothing is really everlasting ā€” except this one moment. And she plans to make the best of it. She types the last letter, then attaches a close-up picture of two sunflowers with tangled petals facing one another and hits send.
Villain takes a minute to reply, but it brings the brightest smiles to hero's face regardless.
V: I don't know if you even realise this, but I just love the way you fucking think ā¤ The sunflowers seem like they could pass for humans themselves don't they? Because I just find this whole thing alarmingly human ā€” the way we have our hearts on our sleeves when we know no one else is looking, for that one person.
Hero sighs happily, she didn't think feeling understood could feel this liberating. It's definitely one of those feelings that people can get high on , she thinks. Damn, she thinks she's definitely getting high on this herself.
H: Thank you love, I love the way you think too! And I do agree, the sunflowers are humans xD (plus ten heart emojis).
A few more minutes go by and hero receives another message from villain with this attached picture:
there's a hand (hero guesses it's villainā€™s hand) holding two violet flowers together (so they look like they're hugging) with this caption ā€”
I had to chase away two ducks for this picture, because these flowers were apparently their evening snack. How cool is that?
And heroā€™s full blown laughing now, the clutching-your-stomach kind of laughing and she hopes that the laughing emoji on her phone would do this justice. Probably not.
ā€”
Here's the live coverage of Hero vs Supervillain-
The newsreader reads live from the venue and villainā€™s eyes refuse to leave the tv screen for even a single moment. They watch as their hero holds her ground against such a powerful foe and villainā€™s heart fills up to the brim with a mix of fondness and pride. They don't feel the rest of the evening pass by, as they sit and watch the entire live coverage without as much as even getting up.
Hero emerges victorious, and she has a few surface injuries here and there, some nasty looking gashes but she's standing there and she's alive and she's okay and villain finally lets out a breath that they didn't even know they were holding.
That's their strong, sweet and kind hero and villain can't be happier to call her their girlfriend.
Hellooo there lovely people!! I know it's been a long while since I posted (that's because life is pretty hectic rn) but I finally found some time to write (and procrastinate, but that's the usual lol). So what's new is that I've given you all some female rep, because I just realised that I haven't really written much female mc content. So I hope you all enjoyed reading this, and thank you for your support as always - means a lot<3
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amistytown Ā· 3 years ago
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Noelle you already know how much I love your writing and I'm going to be totally honest here, but one of your old pieces that got me to follow you (unfortunately I can't remember which one exactly, it was something with over 1000 notes), back when I was still barely writing for the fandom, actually inspired me to write more. You've heard me praise how beautifully your use of words is, or how you describe emotions and the environment so well, to the point where it seems like I'm ready poetry or a bestseller. That praise always was sincere!
I agree with what people have said in the comments on your post. Feedback has been scarce lately, for some reason or another. It could be for many reasons, but I do believe it has nothing to do with your writing skills or you as a person.
But I agree on one thing: feedback helps. Definitely. That's why so many writers actively remind readers to always leave comments or their thoughts in tags, reblogs or replies. Don't forget folks who read this: feedback, even if it's just keysmashing, is like food to a writer. It encourages them to continue writing. If you love their work, make sure to always leave a little note of appreciation. There's a human behind the words.
But anyway lemme be a big fangirl here and say that your writing is and has always been good ā™” So take some time between each pieces. It's not a race :D I'll continue to support you regardless of how long it takes for you to post anything because you have a life and you need to take care of yourself. Love u ā™”
-@luminari-mc
VEL ā™„
You're too kind to me!!! Thank you for always listening and encouraging me to write and draw more! I always appreciate it, and saying thank you never feels like it's enough ;; I'm glad you enjoy my writing and that I somehow inspired you then!!! You and your writing inspired me and continue to do so. I keep pausing while I type to reread your message because you're so kind fkjhfa;gjs You're so awesome, and I'm glad we met and get to talk and share our passion for writing and art together!
Yes!!! Feedback is great! I'm trying my best to leave meaningful comments on the stories I read even if I'm awkward and have a difficult time putting my thoughts and feelings into words lol. There are so many amazing writers and artists here, and I want them to feel appreciated. Likes and reblogs mean a lot to me too, but it's always nice to receive feedback, and I think that's something I've realized more recently. The less interaction the more I began to doubt my writing and lose motivation and knowing there are people who enjoy my content made my day!
Thank you again!!! I will definitely take my time and enjoy myself instead of worrying about if my writing is good or interesting enough. Of course, I want to improve so constructive criticism is also welcome. But I am so grateful for the support and kind words, Vel!!! I feel the same about you and your writing! Love you too ā™„
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frogtanii Ā· 4 years ago
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Itā€™s wind anon! Coming to react to the update from yesterday~
I fully admit to the fact that I couldā€™ve actually sent an ask then, because I had free timeā€”but I also admit that it would have just been something that would amount to an incoherent keysmash of pure delight.
So I pushed it until now~
Anyway. Time to try to depict what my reactions were because the rush that went through me is hard to put into words.
Firstly, Sugaā€™s POV? Aaaaa I greatly adore. You wrote it all very very well. Spot on! (Imagination Library of Sugawara Koushi wwww. Very cute.) But he really underestimated the reactions and emotions that would come after he told them what happened. I mean, all have been hurt by Meiko in some way...and honestly, he should know that what she did went too far. Anger, sadness, frustration are all linked. But also Suga thinking YNā€™s anger is being endearing I cannot.
Nothing like YN stalking into Meikoā€™s room... and Iwaizumi being in there still helping her with stuff. Sigh. But yes, YN is an avenging angel. I would 10/10 love being friends with YN.
And then the escalationā€”I cannot, Iā€™m just (keyboard smash noises). Yes, I still am feeling the rush just thinking about it. Yes, I have been very very happy because of the updates, but this one in particular has made me ecstatic! YN having a stoic face and a fiery glare,,, all Iā€™m thinking is if someone were to dance with YN,,,YN dipping them,,, ah, dance headcanons. I need to put them somewhere. Maybe at the end if I remember.
Meikoā€™s scandalized gasp... and Iwaizumi pushing himself closer to YN. I would whack him with his flag. Itā€™s one thing to step in between people to stop physical fighting...but do not intrude on our girlā€™s personal space. Also, Iwaizumi talking YN not to talk to Meiko like that... Meiko...did it first? Are you kidding me? And YN has been so complacent. Iā€™m impressed at the fact he wasnā€™t focused on the reasoning as to why YN was angry at all. Part of de-escalation of a situation is getting rid of the issue... but itā€™s to be expected that Iwaizumi hasnā€™t focused at all on that. As a manager, he is okay at planning things and events and such...but heā€™s absolutely terrible on the people side of things.
YN is just ////. I blush. I swoon. I adore. YN Supremacy! Her pushing away Iwaizumi is top tier imagery, I cannot explain how fast my heart went doki-doki at that. And Atsumu as the number 1 fan!!
I cannot believe it took this long for Meiko to finally get a danger sense as to how far she has pushed YN. But I guess she definitely learned her lesson...unless she does something idiotic again.
YN whispering something in Meikoā€™s ear... probably a threat/promise of sorts... Meiko called YN evil in an update before... but if YN was evil, Meiko wouldnā€™t even be in the realm any longer. YN may be kind, but sheā€™s not weak. Besides that, you have crossed enough lines that it doesnā€™t matterā€”people become stronger when angry and determined.
Meiko slapping YN. Actually, if it was me, I wouldā€™ve laughed instead of being nonchalant like YN. Do you know how... pitiful you are? How much of an idiot you are for starting a physical altercation? I wouldā€™ve laughed hysterically, so much so that tears would be dripping down my face. Meiko is 5ā€™7, like half a foot taller than me. Imagine howā€™d this look if I didnā€™t bother fighting physically. Osamu, Daichi, Oikawa, they would go into there to see me with a hand shaped bruise across my face and Meiko looking unharmed. Meiko is so impulsive itā€™s a wonder how she hasnā€™t condemned her entire career to doom.
Besides that, everyone in the room saw what happened. Iwaizumi saw. How bold do you think Iwaizumi would be if heā€™d blatantly lie about who hit first? Especially because YN has 7 people on her side.
But I guess Meiko isnā€™t going to be in any position to make videos or social media posts... imagine the backlash. And she canā€™t say anything because sheā€™s spread so many lies that once a few are debunked her credibility is automatically going to be questioned.
Oh well. Iā€™m quite happy with how it went down. I suppose Iā€™ll go back to the dance headcanons and ideas from earlier to end on something a bit less violent haha.
Anyway, dancing... I imagine YN in red. Sharp dance moves...bold lines and such. Like, good at everythingā€”dancing with a fan for example, like flicking it open with a quick move of her wrist, or maybe like,,, flamenco/tango, swooping skirts and pair dancing, but what if YN learning how to do pole dancing because honestly the amount of core strength that would requireā€”I am just,,, a mess of appreciation towards YN. Kenma would be...like...rhythmic gymnastics perhaps? It contemporary type dancing because heā€™s really flexible. Bokuto...something with like, full body controlā€”like boy group stuff? Akaashi is waltz. I cannot hear anything else, Akaashi is definitely waltz. He has the posture for it. I think Sakusa in aerial silks and stuff would be really cool,,, his lines,,, I think Suga would be good in ballet. I donā€™t know about Atsumu and Kuroo though... I donā€™t know enough about dance to accurately place them in any group, so take these with a pinch of salt. I just think that theyā€™re cool www.
Okay, Iā€™m gonna end this here to eat lunch! Much thanks for the updateā€”Iā€™ll probably get to the reaction for the second update by tomorrow morning if I can help it!
Love you very very much fr0ggy! <3<3<3
eek hello wind nonnie! i hope ur lunch (& subsequent day) was nice!!!! i appreciate ur long message && the dancing hcs are so accurate????? omg i wish i could pole but i Do Not have the core strength ;-; i love you v v v much love n i cant wait for your next reaction!!
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lesbianbernardsumner Ā· 4 years ago
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Any more JFK headcanons.....šŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ
GRR GRR RUFF RUFF BARK BARK OK YES I DO BUT YOU KNOW SOME OF THESE Only his close friends can call him jack >:/ Doesnā€™t use keysmashes, instead, just types out how he laughs. ā€œheheeheehekehekechkehekchkcckhckceeckhā€
unaware of his fat ass
Good friends w/Ceasar >:)
Pansexual.
Secretly knows how to cook but he only cooks for his dads
Poncefk real (Even though it will always be Jonce in my heart <3)
Illiterate
Ketchup drinker.
Hates typing out number symbols becauseĀ ā€œThey deserve to have their letters saidā€ Like 6:30 becomes Six:thirty and 24 becomes twentyfourĀ 
Himbo
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tsunonotarou Ā· 3 years ago
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To Sem my beloved, I don't really have anything to say (hence the silence), but I miss sending my verbal affection!! Sem, I am figuratively looking at you straight in the eyes and demanding that you better be having a wonderful day. If you are, then I'm glad! And if you aren't, then I'm here to lift up your mood even for just the smallest bit! Please always consider your health and I'm always hoping the best for you! Whether that be in tumblr or outside of it, I'm here to wish you the very best!
I've also been re-reading most of your twst works, and ma'am, the angst-y ones really hit me. I remember reading 'Words I Said Because of You' and 'His Curse' a while back and just...staring blankly at the screen for a few seconds because...wow. Then I remembered your most recent one (yes, I'm still not over that Azul fic) and now I can't get enough of the feels??
Sem my most beloved, I don't think I've said how much I appreciate your writing enough (which should be a crime!), but I really do! The way you're able to hold the attention of your readers and control whether it's a delighted smile or a saddened frown that should be etched on our lips is just...wow. I don't really know the words that best describes how much I appreciate your works, but I hope this makes sense (somewhat). :>
With utmost adoration,
-Ly <3
p.s. At first I didn't have much to say but as I was typing this (what was supposed to be a short message), my mind just decided that it's "tell Sem how much you appreciate her writing" time, and I'm not complaining. I'm also glad to hear that these asks aren't a bother to you<3333
Yā€™all please look away Iā€™m about to be emotional asf under the cut šŸ˜­
I donā€™t even know where I should beginā€¦
First of all, when I saw I got an ask in my notifs, starting with To Sem my beloved, I immediately thought of you!! Because thatā€™s just how you start things off from what Iā€™ve received from you :> and likewise, a smile immediately formed on my lips. Iā€™m not even exaggerating??? When I saw that I went oh itā€™s Ly! and I get so happy and excited to read what you sent me because I know you would always make me smile no matter what :(( but little did I know I wouldnā€™t be prepared for what was about to come
Keyboard smashing doesnā€™t even express how I feel anymore because I think you deserve actual words from me instead of keysmashes JEJFOWF butā€¦Ly I just want to say how grateful I am for you :(
You know, lately, Iā€™ve been feeling bad about myself and my writing as well šŸ˜­ Iā€™ve told myself countless of times to not compare myself with others but sometimes you justā€¦canā€™t help it </3 and I think about how others are consistent with their posting, have such a way with their words in writings and how I think I lack those, but then you sent an ask!!
You sent an ask telling me how much you love my writings, how ā€˜Words I Said Because of Youā€™ and ā€˜His Curseā€™ made you blankly stare at your screen and indulge in the feelsā€¦idek how to explain it but thatā€™s like one of my favorite comments to receivešŸ˜­ because I too, stare blankly at my screen after reading a wonderful angst so to have someone react that way because of my works is a really big compliment for me (Ā“ą¼Žąŗ¶ą½¼Ļą¼Žąŗ¶ą½¼`)
Hold the attention of my readers??? Control whether itā€™s a delighted smile or a saddened frown that should be etched onto their lips???? Help????????? What??????????????? I love you????
I justā€¦these words mean so much to me, Ly. Best believe that! I will be reading this over and over again, thousands of times because this would definitely make me so so so!!!! happy again after a bad day :(
Thank you so much, Ly, truly. Iā€™m forever grateful for you and I hope you know that you sending this ask made me feel so much better about myself šŸ„ŗ gonna be a little dramatic here, but you saved me from all the negative thoughts Iā€™ve put into my mind. Words cannot explain how much I adore you and this message šŸ˜­ PLEASE I AM EMBARRASSING MYSELF SIDUWOFIWD
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Iā€™m gonna give you a kith and tons of tons of love whether you like it or not šŸ˜¤šŸ˜¤ā¤ļøā€šŸ”„
My day was good!! But after seeing your message it turned wonderful šŸ„° I actually have a class today but it was canceledā€¦so my schedule for today is freed :D Iā€™m gonna work on my anniversary requests!! How about you? Are you doing good? Tell me or else šŸ”«šŸ˜ 
Btw, you didnā€™t lift my mood by just a bit, you lifted it a ton!!!! A ton!!!!!!! Thank you so much for your blessings šŸ„ŗ I wish you nothing but the best too, sweetheart <3
Please know that I am very bad at putting my emotions in words so all this still doesnā€™t express how delighted and happy I am to receive your kind words and how much they affected me, Ly šŸ˜­ this message will forever have a special place in my heart
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star-puff Ā· 4 years ago
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for meg (or sasha? or sasha on meg's behalf?) i'm giving you full permission to rant about makki, please enlighten me. i challenge you to turn me into a full-time makki fan :)
ah yes, my favorite unemployed married man.
so i am not articulate At All and it will be a miracle if you can make it through this post unscathed by my brain rot induced word vomit, but honestly the best way i can sum it all up in one sentence is this: makki is the type of guy that would see you crying, freeze, tease you a lil, then take you to buy midnight ice cream (the fancy kind, like haagen daz) while you spill all your emotions to him.
we see in the Few scenes with him in it that heā€™s a guy that likes to be social. heā€™s open to talking to people and he jokes with them in lighthearted banter; he likes being friends with people! heā€™s approachable, heā€™s easy to talk to, and for me whoā€™s an irl introvert, i tend to drift towards people who give off the energy that i can feel comfortable drifting towards :)
i honestly donā€™t think thereā€™s ever a Boring conversation with him. heā€™s the type to Joke and Joke and Joke, not in that saccharine sweet way that oikawa does, but like. genuinely. heā€™s just a fun guy to be around. and i honestly think he just. cares about everyone. once he talks to you, even if youā€™re not Tightknit like his close friendship with the Seijoh 4, youā€™re still A Friend. heā€™s just :(( such an approachable person :((( GOD HE WOULD BE SO EASY TO CRUSH ON IRL PLS . AND BC HEā€™S GENUINELY INTERESTED IN WHAT YOUā€™RE SAYING HE ENGAGES IN THE CONVO AND MAKES YOU FEEL!! SO IMPORTANT!!! UGH
i KNOW for a fact he isnā€™t a dry texter. i just know it. i would send him šŸ˜«šŸ¤ØšŸ”ŠšŸ™ˆ emojis and he would send šŸ˜ŖšŸ„“šŸ¤ šŸ—£šŸ˜¼ emojis RIGHT back. prbly clowns on oikawa for using šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚šŸ˜‚. AND KEYSMASHES!!! even if he doesnā€™t keysmash he wouldnā€™t be confused by my Range of keysmashes and learns to differentiate the energy ofĀ ā€œSDLFKJSDKFā€ vsĀ ā€œJKSJDJDSKFJā€ vsĀ ā€œHASHDFLSDKFā€ vs ā€œMSDFNSDLFKā€ and so on.
also he has a sweet tooth Which Means i can win him over with cafe dates and bake him things to show him my love <3 BAKING DATES!! i donā€™t think he would enjoy my favorite activity of museum hopping very much On Its Own but i think he can make anything a fun time with his commentary and iā€™d like to think that he would have a good time just being with me :ā€™) and with my fleeting interests in...various hobbies... he would listen and then one day heā€™d just bust out random trivia with The Boys and theyā€™re like šŸ˜€ how do you know that?? and heā€™s just šŸ˜ŽšŸ‘
(ALSO IN A LOT OF MAKKI FICS Iā€™VE READ THEREā€™S LIKE THIS THING OF UNDERLYING INSECURITY BC OUT OF ALL THE PEOPLE WHY DID YOU PICK HIM?? LIKE THEREā€™S ACE IWAIZUMI AND ANNOYINGLY HANDSOME OIKAWA AND TALL MF MATSUKAWA SO LIKE. WHYā€™D YOU CHOOSE HIM?? AND ITā€™S ALWAYS THIS THING OF HIM BEING USED TO BEING SEEN AS JUST(TM) A FRIEND AND NOTHING MORE AND OOOOOO HOT DIGGITY DOG I AM IN PAIN)
anyways heā€™d just be. a real fun person to be around. and i develop feelings Very Easily so. Yeah. thereā€™s that. i donā€™t really know if this would convince you or not LMAOOO but this was just an excuse for me to brain rot while i avoid working on his fic bc iā€™m working on a tendou fic instead lsdkfjsdlfkd ty for this opportunity. lmk if this changes your mind šŸ‘ (but even if you donā€™t thatā€™s fine slkjdfsdl iā€™ll love him enough for the both of us šŸ”ŠšŸ”Š)
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worldoflis Ā· 4 years ago
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Office romance (1/24)
Am I starting Klaine Advent 9 days late? I sure am!
Do I give any guarantees Iā€™ll finish this time, seeing as my advent from two years ago still sits untouched, abandoned halfway through despite promising that one supersweet person in my askbox that Iā€™d finish it? Nope!
But Iā€™m supposed to work and I have zero motivation so I did this instead... in which Kurt and Blaine are being set up by their new colleagues despite dating for over two years already.
Written for the Klaine Advent 2020, day 1: Abashed 698 words
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ā€œPsht,ā€ Mercedes whispers at him. ā€œPSSHHTTT!ā€
ā€œAuw!ā€
Kurtā€™s head snaps up, sending his colleague a murderous look as he massages his -admittedly not all too painful- shin. Because even though he only started his internship at Vogue the day before, it isnā€™t the first time this has happened. And as much as Kurt loves his new bubbly diva of a friend, they may need to have a talk about the physical violence sooner rather than later.
ā€œWas that really necessary?ā€
ā€œYou werenā€™t paying attention,ā€ Mercedes declares, unimpressed by his theatrics, as she points her shin at something behind Kurt.
ā€œAUW!ā€
ā€œDonā€™t look!ā€
ā€œHow am I supposed to pay attention if I canā€™t look!ā€ Kurt grimaces, holding on to his other shin and getting slowly fed up by Mercedesā€™ antics.Ā ā€œAlso, that one ACTUALLY hurt.ā€
But Mercedes ignores his complaints.
ā€œSeems like we have fresh meat on the floor,ā€ she says from the corner of her mouth, eyes still transfixed on the same point behind Kurt. ā€œShort, but cute.ā€
ā€œSo can I look, then?ā€
ā€œJust be careful, so it doesnā€™t look like youā€™re looking, okay?ā€
Kurt rolls his eyes, turning a little in his chair as he pretends to re-tie his boots, then throwing a glance over his shoulders as he sits back up. The sight makes his stomach jolt a little. Because thereā€™s Blaine, looking absolutely dashing in the tight red jeans and striped shirt they had picked out together that morning, smiling and nodding as Isabelle shows him around.
ā€œWhat do you think?ā€ Mercedes asks, doing an absolutely terrible job of not making it look like sheā€™s looking. ā€œYour team or mine?ā€
Kurt chuckles.
ā€œOh, Blaine is very, very gay,ā€ he says, and itā€™s not until he sees Mercedes perk up that he realizes what he just said.
Fuck.
ā€œOoooohhā€¦ā€ Mercedes coos, a sudden twinkle in her eye as she scoots closer. ā€œSo you know each other?ā€
ā€œWellā€¦ā€ Kurts stumbles, feeling his cheeks redden, ā€œYes. I mean, no! Thatā€™s to say- we-ā€œ
-have actually been dating since high school but when I got the internship and Blaine got the summer job we decided it would be best to pretend we didnā€™t know each other so we wouldnā€™t seem unprofessional but I canā€™t really tell you that since it defeats the whole pretending-not-to-know-each-other thing.
ā€œ-met in the lobby this morning?ā€
It comes out less than convincing, but fortunately for him, Mercedes does not seem to notice at all.
ā€œSo youā€™ve met already!ā€ she exclaims, ā€œWhy didnā€™t you say anything?! To me, your best friend and confidante!ā€
ā€œIā€™ve known you for two days,ā€ Kurt points out, andĀ Mercedes shrugs.
ā€œLook, we just arrived at the same time this morning, and-ā€œ
ā€œā€¦ you immediately exchanged information about your fucking preferences?ā€
ā€œIt just came up, okay?ā€ Kurt looks down at his keyboard, scoots his chair closer to the desk and then back again, feeling strangely abashed even if he canā€™t really be faulted for anything here. ā€œWe said hi, discovered weā€™re both new here-ā€œ
ā€œ-and that youā€™re both single?ā€
ā€œ-and that was that. Okay?ā€
He starts typing -just random keysmashing, but Mercedes doesnā€™t have to know that- and it seems to get the message through to her that the conversation is over because she also turns back to her screen, although thereā€™s still a weirdly satisfied smile playing around her lips.
ā€œYouā€™re planning something, arenā€™t you?ā€
Mercedes doesnā€™t reply, though she does start humming a little.
ā€œIs that All I want for Christmas is you?ā€
The humming gets a little louder as she gathers some papers and gets up.
ā€œMercedes, whatever you think youā€™re doing - donā€™t.ā€
Thereā€™s a wink, and an air kiss, and then she starts walking away.
ā€œMercedes...ā€
ā€œGot a meeting, talk to you later!ā€
ā€œMercedes, I swear-ā€
But sheā€™s already out of earshot, and alerting the whole office is absolutely the last thing Kurt wants to do, so he slumps back in his chair, hands in front of his face, feeling a strange mixture of exasperation and elation.
This is either going to be an absolute nightmare, or the most fun heā€™s had in a while.
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Part 2
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vampireqrow-moved Ā· 4 years ago
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hey so I agree with a lot of the stuff in your post about the transphobia involved in the origin of the pansexual label, but I just have one question: what are the actual impacts of people with good intentions calling themselves pan? If you don't hate pansexuals and consider them bi, why type up a paragraphs long manifesto on the harms of the origin of the label if it means the same thing in the way that most non transphobic people (your audience) use it? a lot of identities can be used in transphobic ways (like bi and lesbian and anything really) and plenty of valid identities from problematic roots and evolve over time as people use them differently (queer, transsexual). so how is a person with good intentions using a not-perfect label in a way you don't like a threat to the community? if someone is using the label pan transphobically, wouldn't their bigotry exist independently? if pan people do not act in transphobic ways besides using the label pansexual, realistically what is changing if they call themselves bi beyond holier-than-thou aesthetic activism? plus, a blog on the internet isn't going to get everyone to stop identifying as pansexual, especially considering multiple prominent celebrities ID as pan. so why spend all that energy quibbling on semantics because some bi people use a slightly different word when you could be worrying about Literally anything else? just feels like you want to find something to argue about lol. extremely disappointed that I had to break a mutual
im going to respond to each thing you bring up chronologically- im not trying to nitpick or prioritize certain things you say ill just forget things if i go out of order and i dont want to miss something important. ALSO! i will be typing less formally (like keysmashes and shortening words n stuff) in this response than my og post bc its 1am as im starting to type this so im tired but i want to be clear that i am like. taking this seriously and im not like. mocking u in anyway if it could read that way?? i hope not but just in case anyways here it goes!
in terms of actual impact people with good intentions identifying as pan: honestly im notĀ  sure the full scope of the impact this has, so ill only be speaking to what ive personally seen which might not be all. but like... id argue my younger self has good intentionals iding as pan. i wanted to support trans people, even if i didnt understand a lot of the nuance involved. as a result of this, i developed a sense of superiority over other bisexuals and a mentality that bisexuality was a primitive and lesser sexuality. that mentality is harmful, and although im not sure if it affected bisexuals around me (of which there are many most of my friends are bi ajfjfjf) its still a harmful mentality and can easily hurt people even if i specifically didnt. also using it even with good intentions, which i know many people have, still spreads and further normalizes a label that imo can not be separated from its transphobic origins. this effect is not as extreme as other forms of transphobia and biphobia by A LONG SHOT. the bi community faces a lot of other issues but that doesnt mean this one isnt worth addressing if that makes sense?
if i dont hate pansexuals: ik this is part of a larger point which i will adress but i specified this in my post bc i see a lot of other posts that are negative towards pansexuality have "i hate pan ppl" somewhere in it or a close equivalent. i do not shame these ppl for their anger, i just wanted to be clear i think a lot of pan ppl are bi ppl with good intentions choosing a label they dont fully understand based on a misunderstanding of bisexuality.
why write a paragraphs long manifesto on the harms of pansexuals origin: ok šŸ˜­šŸ˜­ the real reason here is that im literally just bad at summarizing. like thats literally it. i also like talking, its a bad combination. plus ive been thinking abt this for like. over a year im not even kidding and just like i have a lot of thoughts and figured if i was going to bother making my own post instead of rbing someone elses that i might as well get everything i wanted to say off my chest. ALSO BTW i literally got an ask like a week ago that was several paragraphs long asking me to explain my thoughts on why pan was harmful and some other stuff so like. this is partially responding to that and partially just me wanting to air my grievances ? idk if thats the right expression šŸ˜”šŸ˜”
why write the post if my audience of people who identify as pan arent doing it in a transphobic way ? again sorry i didnt really understand the phrasing so i hope this is a vaguely correct summary!! um but like... again imo i think pan cant be separated from its transphobia and like. again imo iding as pan is like. a transphobic action/choice? obviously one transphobic thing does mean someone necessarily is like officially a Transphobe (it CAN be depending on the action but i dont think that applies here) but that doesnt mean there arent problems with what they did. this is like very complicated, but like. someone doing something harmful without the knowlege that its harmful doesnt make that person a bigot by any means it just means they didnt know. and i feel thats the case here? a lot of ppl (myself included until recently) know next to nothing abt pansexualitys origins so a trans inclusve sexuality might seem like a safe and good bet just because they dont know too much abt it, and like? i cant hate those people cause that was me for 5+ years and djgjfjdj you just dont know what you dont know!
basically i think iding with a transphobic label is inherently a singular transphobic action that doesnt make the person transphobic by itself, but is still a transphobic instance.
a lot of identities can be used in transphobic ways like bi, lesbian, etc.: this is true and a point i attempted to make on my original post, but i might not have clear enough. my issue with pan is specifically that it is a transphobic response to a preexisting identity. lesbian isnt an attempted trans inclusive indentity that replaced an identity that already existed (which have many trans ppl identifying with the og label). transphobes can use whatever labels they want, but transphobes using a label vs a label having a transphobic origin is very different. bigots use inclusive and supporting language for their bigotry all the time but language that originated with that bigotry is worse.
many valid identities stem from problemstic origins (like transsexual and queer) but the words evolve: ok my paraphrasing is a little weird there. anyways. the thing here is that. those are slurs. reclaimed slurs that can be empowering to many people, yes, but slurs nonetheless. reclaiming a slur is taking a harmful word and wearing it as a badge of pride. first off, pansexual is not a slur (ur not implying that in anyway just. saying) and it isnt being reclaimed when people dont treat it as having harmful origins. transsexual is the way some people identify but ppl acknowlege its a slur and originates from transphobia. ppl love to act like queer isnt a slur, which is an issue in and of itself, but just. factually it has historically and is currently being used against ppl with the intent to hurt them. pansexual isnt on the same level as these and other words like the f slur, d slur, etc. pansexual originates from trans and biphobia WITHIN the community and not outside of it, and most pansexuals dont see themselves as reclaiming the title because they dont think anythings wrong with it in the first place. and reclaiming it just seems unnecessary considering its history? theres no empowerment from using pan as a label as opposed to queer or transsexual, and it just divides the bisexual community for no reason.
how is a person using a not-perfect label a threat to the community? ok i dont think its a threat but still an issue if that difference makes sense? id like to reiterate a few things ive said before, but for me personally, it made me look down on bisexuals and see them as lesser, and it made people around me see pan as the "trans inclusive" sexuality as opposed to bisexuality, and basically its usage just leads to further biphobia. is this the worst of biphobia? no!!! but its still biphobia and why not attempt to target and minimize that? i have no way to singlehandedly stop biphobia, but my post might get through to my friends who id as pan and that small thing is better than nothing.
if someone used the pan label in a transphobic way, wouldnt that bigotry be different from people using it not transphobically?: someone claiming all bi ppl are transphobic and only pan is the acceptable label is obviously a lot worse than someone iding as pan and saying bi/pan solidarity but again, the second isnt not an issue because the first one is a bigger issue, its just a smaller issue in comparison. i wouldnt say the bigotry is different, one is just worse than the other, but it still has the same problems.
if pan people dont do anything transphobic other than id as pan then what changes with iding as bi over pan other holier-than-thou activism: its just one less person using a transphobic label? which isnt that big but it might lead to their friends stopping iding as pan and cause fewer people around them to see bi as a transphobic identity. which is small scale stuff, i wont try to blow it out of proportion, but thats still a step in the right direction and hopefully more people follow with it. its not terribly huge or lifechanging but something small that may only affect the people close to you is still something rather than nothing.
a blog the internet isnt going to get people to stop iding as pan: oh absolutely not. honestly i expected to get unfollowed/blocked more than change peoples minds regarding the pan label (im surprised i only lost two followers so far honestly) but again, someone literally asked me to do this and i wanted to be clear on my stance on the label, since in the past ive been supportive of it. im not expecting the post to get more than five likes, its more directed to my followers rather than the internet as a whole. im not expecting a large impact, im hoping to change the minds of my followers and friends who id as and support the pan label. thats it. if something bigger comes from it- great! but thats not what im aiming to do.
prev point + many prominent celebrities id as pan: the first name that comes to mind is someone im not a fan of for separate reasons but thats irrelevant. i mean im repeating myself a bit but some celebrities in the past validated and made me feel excited abt my identity as a pan person when they came out, and it justified the label to me, even when i had doubts. i have never interacted with a celebrity and do not plan to change their minds abt their identity. again, my post was for my friends and followers and maybe who ever was scrolling through the biphobia tag and decided to read my post.
why spend that much energy worrying abt the pan label instead of something else: ive spent waaaaay more energy thinking abt a singular meme i didnt like regarding my favourite rwby character so like. maybe i just overreact to things lol. maybe i have a lot of energy and since i cant talk my friends ears off abt my favourite fruits or the different voting methods i learned in my math class or what would dreams taste like, then i gotta put my energy into something. idk. i have a lot of energy and honestly? this didnt take that much. but i felt it weighing on me as my friends talked positively abt the pan label, when i felt guilty for the superiority i felt over my bi friends INCLUDING my best friend and favourite person in the world so like. i spent enough energy worrying abt it, and like. in hindsight since its been over 12 hours since posting it, im thinking abt it less. i was more worried abt feeling dishonest with my friends than actually worrying abt pansexuality, but i figured i owed them an explanation for why my feelings around it had changed.
just feels like you want to find something to argue about: okay i DO love arguing but im not pulling this out of my ass for fun. its in response to posts ive seen on my dash, asks i recieved abt pansexuality, and my way of letting people know my views have changed and why since i know at least some people are curious.
i am sorry to lose a mutual as well, and i genuinely hope things go well for you, but uh yeah thats that.
again, if people have further questions im willing to answer them i just might take a while bc i have school and other stuff 2 do but uhhh yea sorry if im clogging ur dash sjfjfkkf
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peachpitmp3 Ā· 3 years ago
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ooooohh netflix party !!!! yes, definitely :))
ducks!! omg that sounds wonderful, best of luck with that!
ahglnskdnflskdf yesss being able to sing in sem-public and not worry sounds !! so fun. thank you!! i have friends who are super into podcasts and i. have listened to exactly three podcast episodes on my own time lmao.
moana!!!! YEAH!! that's such a good choice, awesome movie!!! y es, that sounds perfect. cool enough to be comfortable in a sweater!! i love that vibe. ah damn, same. i think i have one harry potter one in my closet (kinda ironic, all things considered) but that's about it.
i'm not sure if i have any specific comfort movies. tbh i don't rewatch movies that often, just because it usually doesn't occur to me to watch a movie instead of listening to music/watching youtube dhslkd. paper clips, because i loved to unbend them and make them as straight as possible. i collect tabs off of cans and whatnot, i'm never going to do anything with them but i think it's kinda fun lmao. i stopped a little bit ago, but i have a box full of those shiny rocks/gems that you get in giftshops and don't do anything with but !! they're pretty! not too much, but probably pjo or six of crows? AND JATP OFC!!!
favorite ice cream flavor? do you have a favorite letter to start with when you keysmash? do you have any bad habits? - šŸŒµ
asdjsjdlkfsdlfkj yeah idk we're definitely not gonna get them but it's fun to watch her get so excited about them yknow
LMAO no that's such a mood. a bunch of my friends LOVE podcasts and i just. don't? can't? lmao.
yes yes yes yes yes thank you moana is definitely an amazing choice it is the best movie and i love it SO MUCH and im sorry ill stop i just love it SO MUCH. okay. okay. yesss exactly comfortable in a sweater without it still being too cold or being just a little too hot. LMAO i love that. in the closet yeah okay. that's. yeah. yeah.
aaah yeah that's a mood. movies are just... so long. my attention span can't deal with it HAHA. aahhhh yes okay paper clips are great!! and yes omg i love doing that too. wait omg that's so fun!!! i love that actually. dw i collect corks and im never gonna do anything w them but it's still fun!! wait that's SO COOL i bet it's so pretty omg. aaaahhh yes yes yes pjo and soc and jatp!!!
oooh i really rEALLY like mint chocolate chip. it's definitely my favorite. hmmm i like starting with a. aksjdflasjdflkjf but i also like starting with s? sldkfjslkdfjsldfjslkdfj. yeah. idk. lmao. oooh bad habits yeah i bite my nails wayyy too much and i also pick at the skin around them lmao. it's not great. oh!! also if i dont have gum with me i chew the inside of my cheek/my lips/tongue. lmfao currently i don't have gum so this is. great /s
ok ok. favorite flavor of cake? favorite type of cookie? do YOU have a favorite keysmash letter? how long does it take you to get ready in the morning usually?
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