#yes i am overreacting but i dont care

[sparkelingspectres]

Me when my shoulders dislocate or subluxate on me literally every day now: 👍👌

Vs

Me when I get a single.period cramp

[boltslutters]

ive experience something pretty close to full-time work this week and honestly I dont think life is worth it

[strawhatghost]

hiiiii bestie i ship asl :3 i just want you to know i think youre cool and that i like your art, i reblog it a lot. you probably dont like having me around because of the ship but ive been following you for a while and i dont think something like a fictional character ship opinion should change how i see you as a person. i just hope you have a good day :3 your posts brighten mine.

"I don't think something like a fictional character ship opinion should change how I see you as a person." You don't want your view on me... to change... because I don't ship incest? And yes, it's incest. I don't care if it's fictional, it's incest at the end of the day. It's incest that makes me in particular very uncomfortable as someone who is adopted and has siblings that I don't share blood with, but they are still my family, nothing more nothing less and will never ever be anything more. The ASL brothers and One Piece in general are so near and dear to me because of the strong and profound message of Found Family, Families of Choice, and blood not being everything, and to ship the ASL brothers together just throws that in the trash. It makes me feel gross, it makes me feel erased when people do this. Does my family just not matter because we don't share blood?? Again, I don't care if it's just some fictional ship, fiction does affect reality, and why would you condone this even if their not real? It speaks volumes of what you'd allow in real life.

Please, for my sake? Unfollow me. This submission has made me freak the fuck out that somewhere, someone in my followers list is reblogging all my ASL art and viewing it under a different lenses than intended, despite me saying MULTIPLE times, I don't condone or want that. We? We cannot coexist, unfollow me. I am not your bestie, I am a stranger on the internet. A stranger who's deeply upset that you sent me this, just causally announcing it and acting as if its something as trivial as disagreeing between Zosan and Zolu and not me upset with INCEST.

This goes out to anyone who follows me, I explicitly don't want you here and will never want you here. Unfollow, block me, get out. I don't care if you think I'm overreacting or irrational, just leave me the hell alone. Peace and Love on the Planet Earth, fucko's.

[cohendyke]

Hiiiii :)

I just saw you on my feed talking about the show „Under the bridge“ which I started and am totally obsessed with because I love lily Gladstone and ✨butch women✨ but on a more serious note I wanted to ask if you are maybe personally a fan of Lily ? Because just like I said I’m a fan of her and I have been following her for 3 years now and with the on going situation about the met gala, her playing a cop in this show.. and not really speaking up about Palestine the way I expected, makes me kinda sad and uncomfortable. I know celebrity worship is not positive in any way but I always liked her acting and also the way she seems to be when not on camera. I know I can’t say much about her because I don’t know her personally but I said to myself kind of ironically before the met began „I‘m gonna stop supporting everyone who will be there“ but I kinda meant it and seeing lily there made me sad knowing that she would be willing to pay 75k for this sh!t is not it for me. Idk maybe I‘m overreacting I‘m just not really happy about what‘s happening lately when I thought some celebs actually stand on the right side but it turns out most don‘t care one bit about others and us the working class ofc.

Could you maybe tell me your thoughts on this ?

To start off I don't really keep up with the met gala/celebrities in general and I haven't heard of any specific controversies with the met gala this year? All I really know about it is that it's a fundraiser for the costume section of the met museum and she was there this year. so even if she did pay for the ticket the money goes directly to that non-profit cause. Take this with a grain of salt though because I really don't put any effort into keeping up with events like these. maybe i should but i'm just not particularly interested :) anyway this is quite long so i will put the rest under a cut.

as for her playing a cop- i think it's a good thing- her character occupies such a nuanced space; she's queer, a first nations woman adopted into a white cop family. yes she's a cop as well, but she's also a victim to that institution in a lot of the same ways reena was, and i think it makes for a great plot where she's forced to reckon with the institution she's a part of even though she is a marginalized woman in many ways. (i dont want to cite any specific things from the show because i don't really want to spoil anyone since the newest episode came out only yesterday, but there are several parallels between her and reena.)

As for her activism, with celebrities in general i don't necessarily look to them for moral guidelines. that isn't to say that i support any celebrities in any way with heinous views, but i'm also not keeping tabs on everything a celebrity who's work i enjoy has said about x y z issue. while i, too would imagine that she is sympathetic towards palestinians, i think it's not really fair to expect lily to take on every single issue concerning indigenous people around the world, seeing as indigenous people in north america alone are still in a shitty position (in terms of mmiw, threats to their land, mental health crises, natural disasters, and these are issues off the top of my head.) i think i also hold this opinion because i am a pretty privileged white woman and i think it would be beyond hypocritical to point at lily and go "you're not being a good activist for palestinians even though you're indigenous yourself!!" and this goes beyond whether i think of myself as a good activist or not. i also think that since she's really just 'broken through,' she doesnt want/maybe has been told not to rock the boat in that way in order to protect her future career, though i honestly dont know. it's not an excuse for not speaking out, but it's just something that came across my mind. again, take this all with a grain of salt.

[t4tails]

am i overreacting with my english assignment woes because may be possibly yes but i dont care bc its still such bullshit.....

[thepaststillhurts]

@roarofancients:

Allowing Kion to speak, in his own voice. "You saw that he hit his head, Rafiki has said that Scar never was the same after that moment. And look at the current situation here, Scar able to possess me. No reason something couldn't have possessed him back during... with grandfather Mufasa... What he said about then, as he's a part of me now is truth. Back when I was a cub, when I got the Roar... My fear was becoming much like Scar, however after receiving this scar of my own from him with Ushari in the volcano... I understand much better, what has been affecting him. My journey... was longer than expected, even with my friends... my Lion Guard... We had some close calls. Not sure if I told you before, father. I pushed a peacock over once then, aggressively at that. Definitely not who I am. And if not for Bunga, Fuli and I would have physically fought at one point. Scar had it worse, having brain damage on top of the altered cobra venom."

Shari hanging near, confirms: "neurological damage after a brain injury may cause emotional volatility like intense mood swings or extreme reactions to everyday situations. Such overreactions can be sudden tears, angry outbursts, or laughter. It is important to understand that the person has lost some control over emotional responses. Take for instance his reaction in the dreamscape regarding Timon... No control over that outburst due to part of the brain not functioning properly." A head shake, "As a cub myself growing up, out of all of us cubs of his; only me and a halfbreed sister heard much of his his self mutters, frustrations on many things. But mainly, why he was the way he was. And about the lack of control over himself and his outbursts. Yes, he did kill Zuhour in the end. Best she'd be gone, if you ask me for that hyena dont care bout anything but keeping herself in power and having all the food. Uncle Mufasa on the other paw, well. It was his - Scar's body that did the deed, not his spirit. And..." Looking to Kion now. "Am sure you both remember that day the scorpion Sumu stung your tail, Simba? Scar could have ended everything right then in the volcano, the Lion Guard also. Not just prevent the ash getting to you. He purposely chose not to take the win right then, despite having the moment to."

A bit of magic from a paw wave gesture, the unsceen scenes of then shown to Simba.

"...Reason I laugh like that when a fiery spirit, a coping mechanism... Hell makes even a tiny prick wound feel like ten or so times worse of pain. That scar, even in live still caused me much pain." Scar's voice.

"You don't have to believe me, I wish none to go down the path I fell to. Darkness, Corruption. Power... Power corrupts. Breaking the... for lack of better word, spirit bond between myself and Kion may destroy both of us. Could potentially result in a Zuhour-version or worse of myself using Kion. While I can't change the past; and even if one could it is not recommended to as more often than not that causes more problems... I can, at the very least keep your son Kion from leaning into the path I fell..."

Kion looking to his dad, "If even Grandfather can still forgive Scar, and I've spoke to other family - Grandmother Sarabi, even, can forgive him just as I have... Mother has too.. Knowing now that he wasn't in control of a lot regarding what he did, due to the brain damage and scar. It's only you left, father. And as you may need to see what affects the venom hand on me, to understand some of what he went through..." A small roar, the surroundings showing times of Kion's journey to the Tree of Life - the one far away.

- Events from facing Scar, getting his own scar and up to reaching the destination, and the first verdict regarding the Night Pride on Kion. -

"I understand their reasoning now, if I had lost control of the roar again... especially by their sacred tree... Seems some luck was on our family's side, as it was Rani's grandmother Queen Janna that told her a bit about the Roar, and to welcome us. But if not for her, I realized while my friends were clearing the accidental blockage and getting Bunga out, that they would have found another way to help me. If the Tree of Life was off limits." Continues the scene from the pausehold, his song at the denial of entering the Kingdom at first, then on hearing and seeing his friends. "Scar had friends like that once, lost them early. All he had left after was Mufasa, and as his nightmare shown us - his biggest fear was being abandoned. By his only remaining family, big brother Mufasa. Perhaps, like I ended up ruling the Tree of Life alongside Rani, Scar was meant a similar fate in another Kingdom."

Scar voice adding, "I had gone to that same Kingdom - twice even, that tree. First had a rogue healer, let's just say things didn't go quite as intended. Second time, had others with me. Family. Which convinced them to give me another chance, and a closer looking at. Well, short of it is simply - there is no cure anywhere for the altered venoms, but one can train one's self against it. That, is what I helped the Night Pride of then focus on. Focusing on getting those affected like myself focused, calm, patient, relaxed while still attentively alert. And, as all can see that worked even for Kion here."

@thepaststillhurts:

"Not his spirit?" Simba burst out in anger. "If only his body wanted it, his spirit wouldn't have become fire. His spirit is evil, just like his body was." Of course, Shari was trying to protect her father, it was understandable, Simba knew it. But he had a different point of view.

The king paused here. He let out a long sigh, shaking his head in puzzlement. In silence he looked at the barren land that lay beyond, illuminated by the moonlight. What was the point of this? Why did they have to fight for so long?

Simba then looked at Kion when he started talking about forgiveness. He was angry and hurt by the past, but as he looked into Kion's eyes somewhere deep inside his heart he knew his son was right. Forgiveness was a noble trait, indeed, and anger would not make things better.

His inner temper soon calming down, the lion glanced at the starry sky above for a moment, and as he did so, a wise saying came to his mind. He could almost hear it in the wind, whispering,

You can't fight fire with fire.

Finally understanding the meaning behind, Simba gave his son a warm smile before he nuzzled him. It seems, it was always his kids who reminded him of virtues: Kiara of the truth of 'we are one' and Kion of the truth of forgiveness.

[finely-tuned-line]

RP:

PRIVATE TRANSMISSION

EP: Just checking that you're still alright.

FTL: Yes, I am. There is no need to worry. You'd have heard of it by now if something went wrong with me.

EP: Okay. Alright. Sorry, I'm just... on edge. What with...

FTL: Songs of the Negative Sunlight?

EP: Yeah.

FTL: Understandable. I do not condemn you for checking on me. Your concern is... appreciated.

EP: Of course, you're my brother!

EP: Also, what did you mean by saying that I'd have heard of it if something went wrong with you?

FTL: Ah, well. You were the one who contacted Upsilon in order to inform him of my incapacitation, correct? He is currently here, I'd imagine that he would most likely notify you if something went terribly wrong. Not that it will because I am functional.

EP: Right. That is indeed correct... Wait, what do you mean he's currently there

FTL: Upsilon is part of a group of autonomous Iterators.

EP: Autonomous Iterators. Really.

FTL: I am being completely serious, I do not joke around.

EP: Of course, of course... Are you sure though??

FTL: Yes I am, Echoes of a Paradox. We are holding an in-person conversation even now as you and I converse via typical means. I am just as astonished as you are.

EP: Huh. Well you learn something new each cycle, I suppose.

EP: Was he the one... de-incapacitate you?

EP: I could have phrased that better.

FTL: No. There was an odd batch of spider-like miniature robots each approximately three-quarters the size of my puppet that showed up. One of them was the one to plug the cable back in (which I do consider to be a terrible design decision on my creators' parts).

EP: Spider-like robots... Oh! The spiderbots! Those were probably sent by Nine Spiders' Dawn.

FTL: And who exactly is Nine Spiders' Dawn?

EP: He is a member of Local Group 17 that I contacted for help after I got the notification that you were 'unconscious'.

FTL: I see... How many Iterators... How many people, including intelligent non-Iterator life, did you bring into this situation of miniscule importance?

EP: It's not miniscule if you basically got ripped in half for at least two whole cycles.

EP: Do not worry though! It was only Upsilon and Nine Spiders' Dawn.

FTL: As well as whoever it was that Upsilon decided to bring along with him. Winter's Monsoon was the other Iterator's name, and a few others' overseers were there too.

FTL: You could have simply only contacted Nine Spiders' Dawn. No need to involve more Iterators needlessly, I must say.

EP: LISTEN. I AM NOT GOING TO LOSE YET ANOTHER SIBLING JUST BECAUSE YOU DECIDE TO BE AN IDIOT. RIGHT AFTER I EXPLICITLY EXPLAINED ALL OF MY GRIEVANCES THAT I HAVE AGAINST YOU. I WILL BRING AS MANY PEOPLE AS NECESSARY INTO THIS IF IT MEANS YOUR SAFETY.

EP: I DONT CARE. NO. NO YOU DO NOT GET TO DO THIS.

FTL: I am alright. There is no need for an overreaction.

EP: say that again, i dare you.

EP: I am not overreacting. I've been you, I know you. I've been in your same mindset - even if you're changing it! - I can guess the exact reasoning behind what you do. I am perfectly aware of the fact that you will drive yourself all the way to death and not even notice.

EP: I will not be losing another sibling to a preventable cause.

FTL: ...

EP: I will be checking in on you once more at some point within the next cycle or two. Say thank you to Upsilon for me for being there for you in ways that I cannot. Have a good cycle, Finely-Tuned Line. Don't be an idiot.

[nora-durst]

re: my last reblog/barbie, the fact that the barbie movie exists is whatever. it’s an eye roll emoji. this is the world we live in and people can enjoy things that are fluff etc etc. it’s the larger conversation around it that drives me insane. this isn’t pointed at anyone in particular (nor at any of my mutuals who have expressed excitement towards barbie because i know you are media literate and have taste lol) but just at like the general populace. sorry i just have to be a hater for minute. scroll now if you don’t want to hear this akdkfjdk but:

idk why we as a society are not only uncritically accepting a multimillion dollar toy commercial in cinemas but actively embracing it!!! i see red whenever i see people make jokes like “barbie is going to save cinema” like i’m fully aware such statements are just for laughs but consider the fact that movies like this are killing cinema, actually! why is everyone so excited for this movie??? why is it so hyped up??? why have so many of the people i know bought into this hype hook line and sinker??? “well it’ll be good and not like a lame superhero movie because greta gerwig is directing it and noah baumbach wrote it” have you considered the fact that this probably took up at least a year of the lives of two acclaimed independent filmmakers when they could have been making idk something that wasn’t a toy commercial?? literally anything else?? sure get that paycheck whatever but it’s so sad that filmmakers have to do shit like this if they want to really make money. and the thing is i understand the desire to see it because it probably will be good, or at least entertaining — the production value is clearly quite high, there’s a large cast of very popular actors, etc. — but it’s frustrating to see the same people i know irl who complain about all the dumb formulaic mcu bullshit and the horrible disney live action remakes suddenly turn around and uncritically and unironically be so excited for this movie, and participate in the hype train that mattel is counting on to market the movie. (and okay yes the memes are funny and yes i have enjoyed them. i am not immune to a good meme. but STILL) like barbie is not only part of the problem it’s making the problem worse!! how do you not realize this is one of the same bullshit IP-driven marketing vehicles that we’ve been subjected to for years now?? or if you do realize it, why am i not hearing anyone acknowledge that?? “let people enjoy things” sure go for it im not saying you can’t!! but at least be honest about what you’re enjoying!!!! i think that’s the crux of the issue for me tbh. i dont care that barbie exists (even if it annoys me) or that people are enjoying it but it makes me crazy that i’m seeing almost nothing even remotely critical of it or acknowledging the larger and very harmful phenomenon that this movie is absolutely undeniably a part of. and maybe i’m overreacting a little and maybe there actually is a huge critical discussion of the movie occurring in spaces i’m not aware of, but i think my point still stands

(and i’m aware im being a snob but i think this current cultural moment might need more snobs actually. sorry)

okay rant over i am exiting hater mode peace and love on planet earth

[nonasuch]

oof. yeah. As a cis lady who actively disliked the experience of being a girl, and now is really very happy being a grown woman, I feel like I know exactly where the logic train derailed for terfs who keep insisting that femininity is degrading and womanhood is suffering etc etc.

Like, yes, I also spent a chunk of my life feeling like I was failing to perform girlhood correctly, and I overreacted to that by claiming that femininity was bad and dumb and I was a noble martyr for refusing to participate. If you never grow out of that stage, radfem ideology can sound awfully appealing.

It’s just that it’s not true.

It turns out that femininity is not a test I was failing. It is a potluck I’m invited to, and I get to fill my plate with only the things I actually enjoy. I don’t have to pile up the suffering and grimly choke it down. I don’t have to stand over the casserole dishes, guarding them from interlopers who might steal from our table, or barring newcomers from adding to it. There’s plenty to go around, and something I dont care for may be someone else’s comfort food.

There was never a wrong way for me to be a girl, and I am performing grown-up ladyhood exactly right by doing exactly and only the things I want to do; and they are correct, because I am a lady who does them

And for those who find that nothing on offer at the potluck appeals, that’s fine too — there are other tables that may suit you better.

Got a terf in my sideblog and the reply is not worth deigning with a response but the pinned post?

This? This is a trap. This is concern baiting. Be very sure that shit like this is not in your best interest and does not care about you. The goal of rhetoric like this is conversion.

You’ll be welcomed and asked to ignore transphobia. You will be asked to side with transphobes at the expense of trans women. Eventually, you’ll be asked to see that, hey, maybe you transitioned to escape how terrible it is to be a woman?

This may seem obviously a trap but I see people every day buy into this. People like this do not care about you! They want to “rescue” you and don’t let them convince you otherwise.

[extremelytiredofthis]

am i overreacting to be upset every time i see someone i want to be my friend, that says she wants to be my friend, reblogging from people who say israel is committing genocide? my gut feeling is yes but i am unsure. idk. in hindsight i wish i didnt make any friends that associate with antizionism. they seem to have truly no idea how much it hurts. is it because theyve already bought into too much of it?

it again reminds me of radfeminism. it can sound crazy to people, especially people whose knee jerk reaction is that it's an evil genocidal ideology. and explaining it is hard because it feels like mountains of information and unless theyre really interested in/care about the subject, they probably dont want to go through all that information themselves. and again it doesnt help for these beliefs to be so maligned and demonized by much of society, just adds to the "you sound crazy and evil" factor. depending on how much misinformation they believe. sigh.

[stfulia]

Hi chat

Hi, wtf tho?.

I met this friend (P) last year and i quickly started to trust him, which is weird cause of my trust issues. The reason i felt so confy was because he did NOT know the people i was talking about. (pd: i dont talk shit about them, just overthink about the way i feel about them). So basically the first thing i talked about when i started being friends with him was that friends becoming friends with my friends lowkey made me feel bad, cause many times before, had happened to me that they become BETTER friends between each other and i was left out. He said he agreed and that he feels the same. I dont really care about them just being friends, i just dont want them to "replace" me or make me feel left out by my OWN friends. (ig thats understandable)

So i have this other online friend (OF-online friend cause why not) who i know for like 4 years now. I appreciate a lot my online friends cause ive always trusted them in order to talk about feelings, i guess because i dont feel it THAT much real as it would feel if i vented irl. I like to gatekeep my onine friends because i have some bad trust issues thinking they could tell whatever im talking about to someone else. I know im a bit paranoid but i literally cant help it, i need that kind of TRUST in order to feel confortable around you.

Then, few months ago, i dont really know how, but OF sent a friend request on instagram AND bereal to P, cause when i really love my friends, i talk about them with others and they knew each other because of that. Firstly i asked P to not accept it, cause he KNEW that annoyed me a bit. Well, he did, and also said "yeah but i dont talk with her" and i was like "okay, youre right". Then they started to react to each others bereals and they NEVER react to mine, which made me feel a bit weird ngl. But then ONE DAY i just know they started talking by photos via instagram. And they talked about their personal stuff, THINGS THAT THEY DONT TALK WITH ME, LIKE???.

Okay, so when they started talking i acted like i didnt care, cause i decided to trust them and i liked them to get along very well. But one day, OF asked me if P was flirting with her, which was like 💀💀💀. Ofc i asked him (p) and he said he was just joking and that she wasnt even his type, which i actually do believe. But since OF saw that i was lowkey jealous of them being that """flirty""" she jokes about having a crush on him and dating him or sexual stuff that i dont even want to talk about. Ofc i took everything as a joke, cause it was JUST a joke, right?.

Time passed and when i met with P irl, cause we often do, he is constantly taking pictures about everything to reply to OF. And i admit that it makes me jealous, he is very friendly with me, he is VERY affectionate* and i lowkey just wanna fell special ig. I guess im just overreacting but i cant help but feeling this way. So, the thing is, lately, he has been acting distant with me. Yes ofc he has more things to do than me, but yk, i always start the conversation, and it feels like whenever i text him, he is just distracted, i doesnt feel like him anymore. YES, THERES THE CHANCE HES BEEN FEELING BAD FOR ANY REASON BUT IF HE DOESNT EVEN TELL ME, HOW CAN I KNOW???.

*P is just like a best friend to me. I am very very closed to people, i struggle receiving any type of affection, but with him, for some reason, i like to receive hugs, very long hugs. A long hug while watching a movie, if you get me.

So this afternoon, P texted me first (i was even excited) and asked me to play roblox this night. And i was genuinely HAPPY cause i just wanted to spend time with him. Then OF texts me saying that we were gonna play roblox but with her (OF) and another loved online friend of mine(OF2). So what i could only think about was that he has been dry to me while he was planning playing roblox with them💀. YES, I KNOW they ALL invited me, but the starting point was NOT TALKING TO MY ONLINE FRIENDS, and i have tolerated TOO MUCH with OF, i cant tolerate it nomore with OF2. SO, i told P that i dont really feel like it because i dont like them being friends with each other. AND THEN P TOLD OF THAT HE COULDNT PLAY CAUSE OF ME. AND THAT MADE ME SO MAD. CAUSE WHY WOULD YOU EVEN TELL HER THAT?? IT WASNT NECESSARY. I know its the truth, but sometimes, truth just needs to sit in silence between those who know it.

AND, what did you do? Call me inmature, call me jealous, call me toxic, call me avoidant, IDC. I just need to push away them, push away EVERYONE, so i lowkey ghosted them. I TOLD THEM THAT I NEEDED SPACE AND TIME TO PROCESS WHATEVER IM FEELING AND I MADE MYSELF CLEAR THAT THEY CAN BE FRIENDS WITH EACH OTHER IF THEY WANT TO, JUST KNOW I WONT LIKE IT. But i feel like they didnt get it cause their response is rude and mean. I mean, i dont expect them to talk to me like a princess, but who is annoyed here is I, me, myself, not you wtf?.

SO YEAH, THATS PRETTY MUCH WHAT HAPPENED AND WHAT I THINK OF. I just wanted to vent cause now i lowkey cant (my closest friends are them and now i cant tell anyone my feelings), and if you have something to say ill ofc be super happy to read it.

SORRY IF THERE WAS A MISTAKE OR SMTH, ENGLISH IS NOT MY FRIST LANGUAGE, and sorry for the HUGE text.

Thanks chat.

[hdhdkekjfjcnskjcncndmnf]

honestly

i hate it. like seriously hate it

i know its bad!!

please shut up

"wow overreacting over smth so stupid??" yes i am can i do it in peace

cant you shut the fuck up about it? go back on acting like a little bitch or whatever who gives a shit about it anyway.

who caressssss anywayyyyyyyyyy cant i be a bitch about it cant i be mean about cant i just hate something and you not fucking make it worse thanks.

to start and make fun of the things i do youre soo fast about it but when i dont react the slightest to your shit you make a whole vent about it on how ppl are not interacting with you etc etc shut it the fuck up.

i love you but i want you to shut up when its absolutely clear im uncomfortable. just as i always do with you.

yes im overreacting over that dumb bullshit but who cares? ever once in a while i can snap now cant i? or maybe im just an ass. sure i suppose. i cant do anything in this anymore anyway!! how funny it is now isnt it how interesting now isnt it? one of the many reasons i hate showing anything i do to anyone. ofc i love criticism but when i ask. i dont give a shit what you think about it even when i actively say i hate it its not on your fucking business to go on and say whatever you want. i did not say you could. "oh but this is the internet who cares-" you said you did

ah whatever man im overreacting

im tired of this honestly

[stargirlie25]

In feysands bonus chapter and ACOFAS which are SJM most recent writings regarding feysand/feyre. In this book and bonus chapter Feyre seems to want elucien more. For both elain and lucien. In the end she wants them to be happy but in the feysnad bonus chapter it sounds like she is a elucien. I know people will say feyre is a elriel and i get why. Because of ACOWAR. Yes feyre is Elains sister and she loves her but i dont think she knows her or sees all that Elain has to offer-rhysand said that one. IMO she saw Elain all her life as a delicate useless flower. Actually, Ngl elain was a lil useless in their human life. Nesta too, but i remember nesta sometimes cutting wood and she was going to sell herself. Idk man i dont remember elain being usefull dont come for me! Even if she was 100% useless i couldnt care less. Anywas she saw how Elain was in a horrible place and how azriel was able to protect her. She thinks elain has to be protected. I get that feyre imagined a painting between them but if im so serious her painting are not that deep. She tends to overreact about a lot of stuff. Remember when she drew tamlin and lucien as pigs? Yeah her paintings do nothing really to the story because Elain and Azriel have no idea she was imagining that. Anyways what i am trying to say, in the most recent feysand sjm has given us from the acotar series feyre is defending/rooting for lucien. Even in the bc. I dont really know im typing this tho jjajajajja but i know for sure Nesta is a Gwynriel. I also think nesta has a larger eye to things than before and she will possibly understand Lucien.

Dont come for me. Just a theory.

This is your daily reminder that Nesta called Elain a wretch for avoiding Lucien. NeStA iS aN eLrIeL.

[purplecraze]

Beauty and the Beast AU 32

orange-plane-boy — 11/02/2021 11:41 PM

Narancia rolled up his sleeves, as in the past days he tried to plant the seeds in the fruit they used to cook, to see if he would be able to grew something out of it.

it was a bit of heavy work, but he liked it, also he guessed it would help withthe muscle mass he lost in the past years

purplecraze — 11/02/2021 11:43 PM

hell yeah, time to cultivate both plants and those abs and arms~

probably helps putting your mind off of things too. though look at it from the bright side: at least he's not telling you 'okay, this has gone too far, please leave'.

orange-plane-boy — 11/02/2021 11:47 PM

Ah yes, rejection and abadoment, totally not one of his biggest fears.

But Fugo wasnt angry at him right? Discussions happend, expecially if there are only two people in the house

purplecraze — 11/02/2021 11:49 PM

honestly, it comes down to being a 'no, I love YOU more!💢' kind of spat....

He was basically saying the opposite of that fear, really?

orange-plane-boy — 11/02/2021 11:53 PM

Nara left after an hour, as the sky started to dusk, his hair a bit more messy than the usual and some dirt on his hands and arms.

He looked at the sky, going in his room  and take a bath would be the best option, but he wanted to make sure that Fugo was ok before,

purplecraze — 11/02/2021 11:54 PM

he runs into him coming down the stairs, actually. "oh--" he halted promptly, needing to be careful to not misstep.

orange-plane-boy — 11/02/2021 11:55 PM

"Oh- ehy-" he waved at him a bit awakdly

purplecraze — 11/02/2021 11:57 PM

"uh....hi." his eyes trailed off. "just.....wanted to err-.. see you.. and say goodnight, before nightfall..."

orange-plane-boy — 11/02/2021 11:57 PM

"Me too" he giggled "I was going to see if you were in your room aready"

purplecraze — 11/02/2021 11:58 PM

"hm, I was.... just got back from the dome?"

orange-plane-boy — 11/02/2021 11:58 PM

"Yep! im a bit messy as you can see, moved some plants, fied a bit around, yknow"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:00 AM

he nodded. "be sure to warm up... it's cold out..."

oh good lord, he's fallen to the awkward level of using the weather as topic.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:01 AM

He giggled "Yeah- mh...im gonna go take a bath then..."

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:02 AM

"alright. good..... uhm..." still not looking at him. "...sorry from before.... I overreacted...."

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:03 AM

"To be honest a bit, haha...But i dont blame you, its all a bit confusing right now"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:04 AM

"........" he nodded again.

"....I'll explain you some other time. it's getting late.."

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:05 AM

"Sure" he nodded "Good night Panna"

ugh awkard

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:07 AM

Fugo got the feeling Narancia might still be upset about it... but he simply didn't have the time. '....stupid curse... stupid me...' he thought

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:09 AM

Narancia got back in his room, taking a bath and making sure to wash all the dirt away.

He decided to sleep for a while and maybe visit fugo if it was still dark when he woked up, after all now he could move in the house as he liked

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:10 AM

even on the other side of the castle, fugo sounded exceptionally restless that night.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:12 AM

Indeed some hours later he walked toward the big old wooded door, his nightgown and fugo's jacket on, knocking lighty.

"Ehy Panna! Its me- wanna chat a bit?"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:13 AM

guess he's somehow easier to talk to like this, than when you met on the stairs, huh??

he didn't sound like he was particularly responding to your voice.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:15 AM

look it was awkard ok?? Monster Fugo at least dosent asks you about the weather!

"Nh...You sound upset, you angry because of today?"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:18 AM

if he did, that would be a sight to see;;

it didn't sound so much as aggression. just panicked, in a craze, in pain, and a slight hint of sadness.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:19 AM

"Ehy, ehy- Panna im here" he sighed "Im not angry at you big boy."

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:27 AM

tfw boyfriend, but also some weird unruly monster pet. right now, you don't really seem to get through to him yet.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:30 AM

"Nh...Today was a bit messy uh? But i probabily didnt explained myself right, i dont want to leave you, thats not what i meant, its not that someday im gonna leave without telling you..."

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:37 AM

there's little telling if that's where the communication went wrong or not. but fugo had said there was something 'he would explain later'. so maybe there was something Nara didn't know about yet.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:39 AM

Even so, Nara keep chatting for a while, probabily Fugo wolunt even rememeber it tomorrow, but it felt right to talk even with this version of him.

"The sun is starting to go up..." he murmed looking at the window

"Im gonna go make some breakfast"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:40 AM

the noise in the room quieted down by sunrise, even though it had gone on for the entire night

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:42 AM

Narancia started to cook something, he kinda ran out of ideas, so he just made some toasts and tea, maybe they really needed to check tose old cook books

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:43 AM

the plan was to make cookies, so best to leave some space for those anyway.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:43 AM

He got upstair and kocked again at the boy door

"Panna i made breakfast!"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:48 AM

it took some time for there to come any response from the room, buthe could hear a slight stumbling and the door opened a little after. Fugo looked pretty disheveled and his left arm looked weirdly twisted and blue in some spots.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:48 AM

"Oh god...tell me you can fix that with your magic"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:49 AM

"Fix what?.... oh- yeah I can, with some effort. "

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:50 AM

"Dude your arm look like a wet spaghetti"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:51 AM

"It's broken. nothing new, I'll fix it after breakfast. "

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:52 AM

"Ugh fine- Anyway i made toasts and milk tea"

he said as he started going back to the kitchen

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:53 AM

"alright...thanks.." he followed on some distance.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:54 AM

Nara sat at the table and started to eat, he eyed fugo..what the other wanted to tell him last night?

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:57 AM

he sat down and thanked him again before eating. he fixed his arm after, the part where he had to set it straight again looked kind of nasty.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 12:57 AM

"Does it hurt a lot?" he asked worried

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 12:59 AM

he considered the answer for a bit, before responding plainly: "yes."

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:00 AM

"Nh...." He sighed "You sounded pretty pissed tonight, its because what i said?"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:01 AM

"...? what you said?"

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:02 AM

"No i mean, yesterday, about finding a cure"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:04 AM

"....." seems he doesn't quite know what you're referring to, so he shakes his head.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:05 AM

"Ok..." He grabbed the now empty dishes and started to wash em

"anyway....last night you said you wanted to tell me something

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:07 AM

"uh...." he got a bit uptight. "I don't want to start the entire discussion again.... anyway, you didn't say or do anything to upset me, so don't worry about that..."

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:08 AM

"Ah..Ok" Gee it was getting even more awkard...

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:10 AM

"bottom line is, I want to keep you with me, even if it's not good for you, and it makes me feel bad."

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:11 AM

"Mh- You know that the whole point of fiding a cure its to spend more time together right? Its not en excuse im using to ran away"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:13 AM

"I know.... I- I know that, I know you're not like that...... but I can't have that kind of faith once you've left..."

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:15 AM

"I care about you Panna" he smiled "And its not that im gonna go away tomorrow, nor the day after! We still have to celebrate chirstmas together!"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:17 AM

he nodded, studying the patterns in the wooden table. "....my parents said they'd come back for me too.. but I knew they were lying.."

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:17 AM

"Well i'm not your idiot parents!"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:18 AM

"........." he nodded again, timid.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:20 AM

He sighed "Look...i can handle seeing you just during the day and not touching you, its hard but we both see that we can manage that; but if the idea of me getting sick and you end up breaking bones every night, its nt really the best outcome, thats why i want to find a cure"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:24 AM

"I was breaking bones long before you got here....." he leaned back. "I'll respect any decision you'll make... it's just that I'll most likely throw a large tantrum once you're gone." during the night or daytime.

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:27 AM

"Then i will help you patch things up when i will be back" he smiled "Because, if leaving for some months but being able to be back or staying here and dying posioned i think the first option its the better for both"

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:28 AM

he nodded. "I know..... but doesn't make it easy.."

orange-plane-boy — 11/03/2021 1:29 AM

"Its not easy for me too Panna..."

purplecraze — 11/03/2021 1:31 AM

"....." he peeked over to him, having some trouble to put faith in those words. but he was glad to hear them.

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