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vivienne-writes · 2 years ago
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Hidden Reasons Part V: Green Rose
Winter was over. The motion of spring struck her imagination as something foreign, a fiction. Green, she said to herself, A beautiful word in another language, devoid of meaning. 
Preview: But Sebastian, stubborn as he is, held out hope. Perhaps it was a ruse. Or worse yet, maybe Garreth had slipped a love potion in your goblet while you weren’t looking. But the sliver of hope he held on to like a lifeline vanished as soon as he entered the great hall for dinner, eyes rested upon your figures as you sat in the farthest corner of the Gryffindor table. The two of you looked mighty cozy together indeed, Sebastian thought viciously to himself. As you and Garreth got up to leave, Garreth shot a knowing smile towards Sebastian’s way, the victorious glint in his eye unmistakable.
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The students of Hogwarts found themselves hunkering down within the safety of the castle walls as angry, black clouds rained down a tremendous torrent, thunder shaking the windowpanes with loud crashes that could reach the depths of the dungeons.
The mayhem outside almost matched the turmoil brewing in Sebastian’s mind and heart as he sulked by the large windows of the Slytherin dormitory, looking out into the depths of the black lake. The water was usually a vivid, sea-green color but the storm had turned it into a murky visage of dark green, black, and brown. It was hard to make out the shapes of lurking creatures and seaweed in the water as they eerily floated in and out of sight.
But Sebastian couldn’t care any less about the lake’s inhabitants now, even if he tried. He had been stewing in a foul mood since news broke of your supposed relationship with Garreth. It had happened the same day you had bumped into Sebastian and brushed him off in search of his rival. He had been on his way to join the next Crossed Wands match, eager to take out his frustrations when he found Lawrence Davies standing in the middle of a small gaggle of duelists. He was swearing up and down he just saw you leave the boy’s lavatory with Garreth Weasley in tow. A controversial piece of gossip to be sure, but Sebastian didn’t think much of that. Perhaps you were just having a conversation with Weasley outside the lavatory and Davies simply misinterpreted the situation.
However, Astoria Crickett corroborated the tale via a rumor she heard through the grapevine. “Doesn’t matter how I know, Blume herself got confirmation that the two have been sneaking around at night. And you know how dead gone she is about Weasley, she wouldn’t lie about this.”
Sebastian refused to accept it at first. Tales around Hogwarts were often spun with exaggeration, but he was already irritable, to begin with. The more he thought it over as he dodged and deflected back spells, the more he began to believe it. And the more he believed it, the more the venom of jealousy spiked in his veins, evident in the power and speed coursing through the spells he cast at his opponents. Lucan Brattleby was nearly beside himself with excitement. Not only was it one of the fastest matches Crossed Wands had ever seen, but it was also one of the most thrilling. Sebastian was matched against four fighters contending for the name of champion and yet, all four together were fiercely outmatched by his skill, his spells flying faster than they could parry. The whole club knew Sebastian was a force to be reckoned with but on that day, he solidified his place as a legend. He would have celebrated this achievement, gloated about it even, but what good was it when the one person he wanted to share this with was concerned with... other matters?
But Sebastian, stubborn as he is, held out hope. Perhaps it was a ruse. Or worse yet, maybe Garreth had slipped a love potion in your goblet while you weren’t looking. But the sliver of hope he held on to like a lifeline vanished as soon as he entered the great hall for dinner, eyes rested upon your figures as you sat in the farthest corner of the Gryffindor table. The two of you looked mighty cozy together indeed, Sebastian thought viciously to himself. As you and Garreth got up to leave, Garreth shot a knowing smile towards Sebastian’s way, the victorious glint in his eye unmistakable.
And so, here sat Sebastian in an armchair on this dreary day, one leg crossed over the other, the furrow of his brows deepening more and more by the minute. He’d have stayed like that the rest of the day too if Imelda hadn’t disturbed his reverie.  
“Oy, you,” she smacked Sebastian’s shoulder lightly. “Have you seen Gaunt? He owes me five galleons.”
Ominis was currently in the Undercroft, riding out the storm of Sebastian’s gloom. His best friend had tried to placate him with no luck. Annoyed by Sebastian’s silence, he removed himself from their dorm room until Sebastian was in a more conversational mood. Of course, Sebastian couldn’t tell her that. “I’ve no idea,” was all he managed to mutter.
“Well then, you cough up the money, seeing as he lost the bet because of you,” she demanded. Sebastian looked up at her in confusion.
“What are you going off about?”
Imelda rolled her eyes. “Gaunt and I made a bet on who’d get to ask our new fifth year out first. He bet on you while I placed my bet on anyone else, really. Thought I’d have a higher chance of winning if I broadened my choices.
Good ol’ Imelda. Sebastian couldn’t help but chuckle at her nerve. “Nothing could deter the likes of her,” he thought. Sebastian reached into his cloak and tossed her the money. He’d make Ominis pay it back later.
“While we’re on the subject,” said Imelda, holding the coins up to the light of the fireplace to inspect them, “you can be real pigheaded sometimes.”
Sebastian sat up and frowned at her. “And what do you mean by that?”
She shrugged her shoulder. “Just something for you to ponder,” she said casually as she walked away. Imelda was more perceptive than she let on, aware of the attraction you and Sebastian had from the get-go but refused to meddle in affairs she believed she had no business being in. From the bottom of her heart, she supported you and wanted nothing but the best for you, though her sharp tongue made it seem otherwise. And while your new romance with Garreth confused her greatly, her confusion paled in comparison to the annoyance she felt towards Sebastian, whose sullen discouragement was unusual of him. Normally, failure fueled his desire to try even harder. Then again, his jealousy was evidence of the impact you had on him, and Imelda was only beginning to realize how deeply his affection for you ran. Even so, she’d hope her words would nudge him enough to wise up.
And while it was certainly a leap to hope Sebastian would confront his emotions head-on, it was safe to say that it was at least enough to stir him awake from his rumination. He’d had enough moping about. It was time he got the word straight from the source. With renewed determination, Sebastian uncrossed his leg, got up, strode across the common room, and left the dormitory, unknowingly watched by Imelda.
“Took you long enough,” she mumbled.
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“Weasley, might I have a word?” Sebastian leisurely strolled up to Garreth, who had been conversing with Duncan Hobhouse in the courtyard outside the entrance hall. Duncan bade Garreth farewell as the latter leaned his elbows forward on the stone railing. The storm had slowed to a drizzle and Garreth, seeking respite from the crowded Gryffindor tower, was enjoying the view of dark clouds over the purple horizon as the wind blew the tresses of hair gently across his face.
“Will this be a common occurrence, Sallow?” said Garreth, “I didn’t realize you were that interested in me.”
Sebastian ignored his remark. “How’d you do it? Love potion from J.Pippins? Or did you brew one yourself?”
“Would it be so hard to accept that she simply fell for me?”
“Doubt that,” Sebastian deadpanned. He leaned against the railing beside Garreth. “I refuse to believe she’d be the type to be won over so easily.”
That much, Garreth could sadly agree with. “I know what you’re capable of Sallow, you’re cunning and one of the brightest in our year. You could achieve anything you set your mind to. And I knew the only way to beat a Slytherin was to start thinking like one.”
“Elaborate.”
“Now now, a wizard can’t show all his tricks now, can he?” said Garreth good-naturedly. Annoyance flashed across Sebastian’s face.
“Be coy all you want, I’m not giving up easily,” said Sebastian.
“I was expecting you’d say that,” Garreth said quietly. “And neither will I.”
Sebastian watched Garreth from the corner of his eyes, recalling the early days of their acquaintance. Garreth had come in as a bright-eyed first year whose eagerness and enthusiasm had always been directed at sweets and potions. He had been a bit pudgier back in the day but had an established appeal about him from the start, already charming himself out of tricky situations with professors, prefects, and peers alike. Now here he stood, a much different person four years later. His face still held a bit of stoutness to it, but a sharp prominence had begun to form around his cheeks and jaw. He’d been growing his hair out, much to the delight of his admirers, and as most Weasleys were apt to do, Garreth had sprung up in height and build. Sebastian couldn’t help but wonder: when did Weasley change all of a sudden?
Along with that came the realization that he had severely underestimated Garreth, expecting him to be the same boy easily prone to distraction. Any girl that managed to catch his eye was quickly disregarded in lieu of adventures to Hogsmeade and covert troublemaking. His sudden drive to win you over, the perseverance of his feelings, all this was new not just to Sebastian, but to Garreth’s friends and the onlookers intrigued by the progression of this whole affair. Therefore, it was a bitter pill to swallow, acknowledging that Garreth had been a few steps ahead of him.
“If it makes you feel any better,” Garreth began reluctantly, “she and I aren’t officially together.” He looked down at his hands, fiddling with a thread coming undone from his sleeve. Garreth believed Sebastian was owed a bit of the truth, at the very least. It wouldn’t be honorable, otherwise. “It’s… more out of convenience than romance.”
“And why would she do that?” Sebastian asked, perplexed, although he couldn’t deny the uplift in his chest.
“That’s not for me to say,” Garreth continued. “You’re more than welcome to ask her, of course.”
“And you’re alright with this? Does she know how you feel?”
“She will, eventually.” Garreth sighed, resting his chin on his hand. “With half the work already done, I’m just happy to spend time by her side.”
The warm look on Garreth’s face ascertained as much and despite the new revelation, the bud of envy had already bloomed in Sebastian’s heart. It bothered him that you chose to share your secrets with Garreth than with him. Was he not trustworthy in your eyes? He took the fall for you when Peeves caught the both of you in the restricted section, guided you on your first trip to Hogsmeade, fought a rampant troll by your side without question; he even placed his friendship with Ominis at risk by showing you the Undercroft. And yet you chose to bequeath your time to Garreth.
Sebastian shook his head. He shouldn’t be thinking this way. While he liked having others in his debt, it was wrong to see your relationship with him as transactional. He wanted you to like him for who he was, not for what he could do for you.
“Say, Sallow,” said Garreth, having drifted off into thoughts of his own, “Don’t let her know I told you.”
Sebastian nodded, grateful that Garreth was willing to impart the truth to him. Had they been in each other’s shoes, Sebastian wasn’t quite so certain he would’ve done the same.
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“Truth or dare?”
“Truth”
You were in the great hall, taking advantage of the solitary quiet to study and catch up on your assignments with Natty, the storm’s downpour preventing any study by the lakeside as you’d hoped. In between meals, the great hall served as a study hall proctored either by a professor, a prefect, or a head boy or girl. However, the current proctor was a certain head boy from Hufflepuff who had whisked Natty away to the Hufflepuff table. Judging by their close proximity to one another and the shy glances they exchanged, this was the seventh year she was hinting about. A tall, dark lad with a brilliant smile and a deep huskiness to his voice, you could see why she was so enamored with him. You couldn’t blame her for wanting to hide him away from the world.
But his distraction with your study partner had caused an uptick in noise as more students began trickling in to study, confined to stay indoors, including several of your girl friends who had spotted you and decided to join you at your table. First, it was Samantha, followed by the Hufflepuff trio consisting of Poppy, Adelaide, and Lenora. Constance Dagworth, upon seeing Samantha, decided to pile in on the party and was accompanied by fellow Crossed Wands member Nerida Roberts. And finally, the last to insert themselves were Imelda and Grace Pinch-Smedley. By the time Natty rejoined you, she found you in the middle of a rowdy group of girls playing truth or dare. You were dutifully trying to finish an essay on Jupiter and the orbital trajectory you observed in your star charts, but the chatter that flitted across the table was too exciting not to partake in.
“Alright Poppy, did you or did you not meet up with Prewett behind the greenhouses?” Lenora asked excitedly.
“I did,” Poppy answered nonchalantly.
“Did you two kiss?”
“Hold on, how many questions am I supposed to answer?”
“Answer the damn question, Sweeting,” Imelda commanded impatiently.
Poppy rolled her eyes. “Ugh, fine. We did.”
Adelaide leaned forward. “What was it like?” she whispered innocently. Poppy twisted her face in disgust.
“Much sloppier than I was expecting,” she said, causing the others to wrinkle their noses. “I tried to stick through it but he had a tongue like a puffskein-“
“Alright, that’s enough,” Natty interjected. “I would much rather not have to live with him under the same tower with that image in my head.”
“Would you go out with him again?” asked Samantha. “I know he likes you a great deal.”
Poppy shook her head. “I don’t think romance is in the books for me right now, ladies. Too many magical beasts to care for, not enough time. Besides, if snogging is anything like what Leander has shown me, I think I’ll pass.”
“Add Prewett to the pile of broken hearts,” Imelda muttered under her breath, unheard by the others as they moved the conversation on. You, on the other hand, caught her snark and looked up to find her looking right at you. You raised her brow at her, puzzled, but she only huffed and turned away. What was her problem?
But now that Lenora opened that can of worms, the game was now treading on more risqué territory. You held your silence, committing yourself to your scrolls as they played on, the questions getting increasingly indecent. So far, no one had the guts to pick dare.
“Dagworth, truth or dare?” asked Grace.
“Truth.”
“Do you like Hector Jenkins?”
Nerida flashed Constance a knowing smile. “Oh, I know who she likes,” she said mischievously, much to the dismay of her companion.
“Ooh, do tell,” Lenora urged. Everyone but yourself leaned forward in anticipation. Unaccustomed to being the center of attention, Constance looked down, the flush creeping up her cheeks.
“You can tell them,” Nerida goaded, nudging her friend with her shoulder. “After all, he’s the reason why you joined Crossed Wands in the first place.”
“Oh, there’s only one name I can think of…” mused Natty. “Is it…?”
“Sebastian Sallow,” Constance managed to squeak out before covering her face in embarrassment. Hushed gasps rang across the circle as a cold dread crept down to your fingers. You cursed inwardly at the blot you just made, your fingers on the quill trembling slightly. You set it down gently as you pulled your sleeves over your hands to hide them. It went without question that someone as appealing and talented as Sebastian would have admirers but facing the fact was another thing entirely.  
“Sallow?” asked Imelda contemptuously. “Really?”
“Alright then Imelda, it’s your turn.” Nerida snapped viciously. “Truth or dare?”
Imelda scoffed. “Dare. Truth’s for sissies.”
Nerida looked around before laying eyes on the group of fifth-year boys that had entered the hall unnoticed by your companions. Of course, they’d be in the same room while your friends played this blasted game. You hoped Sebastian wouldn’t be there as your eyes scanned their table. No, it was just Everett with Arthur Plummly, Eric Northcott, Leander, and Garreth. You sighed with relief. You had been afraid the girls would have involved Constance and Sebastian somehow, but there was no danger of that if he weren’t here.
“Imelda Reyes,” said Nerida slowly, as a sly grin crept up her face. You were beginning to think the two Slytherins didn’t like each other very much and wondered if they shared a past disagreement. “I dare you to kiss Everett Clopton on the lips.”
Your eyes frantically darted to Imelda’s face. Despite the teasing, she remained stoic and stone-faced. “You don’t have to do this,” said Grace warily.
“Child’s play” she shrugged, rising and marching her way over to where the boys sat. She sat next to Everett, waiting for him to look up from the toy broom he was casting Levioso on. But Imelda, quick-tempered as she was, grew impatient and grabbed him by the scruff of his robes and pulled him into a deep kiss, causing the boys to jeer and whoop loudly. When she pulled away, it was easy to make out the dark stain of her rouge on Everett’s lips, even from a distance. In a daze, Everett clutched his chest dramatically and pretended to faint.
“Am I dreaming?” he said loudly. “Or is this heaven?”
“Shut up,” muttered Imelda sternly, pushing him away before returning to your table with a faint pink tint on her ears. Nerida clapped patronizingly.
“Well, color me surprised,” she said, voice dripping with scorn. “I suppose Reyes CAN do anything after all.”
“I can swim too,” Imelda quickly shot back without restraint. You braced yourself for a fight as did the others until Samantha, hoping to defuse the situation, turned to you.
“I believe our new fifth year’s been awfully quiet,” she said with a sweet tone. “We didn’t mean to leave you out.”
“Oh, don’t worry about me,” you replied hastily. “You can leave me out of this one.”
“You don’t have to be shy,” said Adelaide softly. “I’d love to get to know more about you.”
“Indeed,” Grace chimed in. “After retrieving my family’s heirloom for me, I’d like to consider you a friend.”
“I return the sentiment, truly I do, but I’m not that interesting,” you rambled, trying to return to your parchment. You didn’t think divulging in sordid affairs was the best way to get to know someone.
Nerida’s eyes narrowed as she finally turned away from her stare down with Imelda. “Quite the contrary, there’s plenty interesting about you.” Her gaze bore into you uncomfortably. “You’ve beaten Constance and me at Crossed Wands before. Pretty good for a newcomer.”
“Beginner’s luck, I suppose,” you mumbled.
“It is no beginner’s luck,” Natty beamed with pride. “You still have some ways to go, but one can’t deny your talent.”
“Almost as good as Sallow, is what people are saying,” Nerida eyed you quizzically. “So now I wonder… truth or dare?”
A nervous sweat crawled down your back. You couldn’t say why, but for some reason, you suspected Nerida to ask a question about Sebastian if you picked truth. So, without hesitation, you picked-
“Dare.”
Nerida frowned. Not the choice she was hoping for, but she’d make do with it. “Let’s see, I dare you,” she turned to look once more, an impish smile on her face. “To give Garreth Weasley a love bite.”
Poppy and Samantha covered their mouths with scandalous gasps while Lenora tried and failed to suppress a titter. Constance’s eyes flicked between Nerida’s face and yours with bated breath.
“What’s a love bite?” Adelaide whispered to Grace, who shushed her.
Imelda clicked her tongue disapprovingly. “Roberts, you picked the dare last round. Don’t be stingy, let someone else have a turn.”
“Well, does anyone else have a better idea?” said Nerida. She was met with silence as each one was too stunned with suspense to speak. “It seems everyone is in favor.”
Natty gripped your arm. “You don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.”
“She could always pick truth,” suggested Nerida. “But as Reyes said, truth’s for sissies.”
Imelda silently cursed her own tongue. She glanced at you worriedly, but your face was calm. The only giveaway that it was a façade was the foot you were nervously shaking against hers.
“What’s wrong?” asked Nerida. “Afraid to kiss your beau?”
Right, you had a secret to uphold. You stood up silently and made your way over to Garreth, praying he’d forgive you for this. He agreed to help you keep up appearances, but this was more than you asked of him. You’d make it up to him somehow, you consoled yourself as you approached him.
“Hello there,” he sensed your presence behind him immediately, looking up at you with an easygoing smile. You leaned in close to whisper what you’d been asked to do. Garreth stilled, his heart skipping a beat. The breath that brushed his ear was not helping in the slightest.
“Is it alright?” you asked timidly. “If it’s too much to ask, then-“
“Go on,” Garreth managed to respond with well-concealed difficulty. “I don’t mind in the slightest.”
You nodded, more so to steel yourself than anything. You’ve never given a love bite before, much less a kiss. You weren’t quite sure how to go about it or where to even place it. Garreth, sensing your trepidation, pulled back his collar to reveal the expanse of his neck and collarbones. With a deep breath, you placed your hand on the other side of his neck to hold him still as you sank your teeth unto his skin, finding it much softer than you imagined. Your lips enclosed the bite as you sucked deliciously; Garreth had to clench his fists to fight back the moan that threatened to escape him. Leander let out a low whistle while Arthur and Eric ogled silently.
“See, why couldn’t you lot dare Imelda to do the same!” Everett exclaimed jealously as you finally pulled away, running a finger over the red and purple mark beginning to bloom. The kiss heightened Garreth’s sensitivity to your touch, the feel of just one finger like a trail of fire on his skin. You thanked him quietly, making your way back to your seat, your face equally as red as Garreth’s which had flushed into a bright crimson. The girls all gaped at you in hushed amazement. Nerida was stunned.
“I didn’t believe you’d actually do it,” she said in disbelief. She had hoped you’d turn tail and choose truth instead, but you were bolder than she made you out to be.
“Yes well, whose turn is it now?” you said breathlessly, trying to change the subject. Surprisingly, you enjoyed the kiss despite your hesitance, and you were doing all you can to maintain your composure.
“Seeing as we’re doing dares now,” Grace spoke up, “Sallow’s here if Constance would like a try.”
You whipped your head to follow her glance. Sebastian was making his way down the hall with Ominis at his side, an unreadable expression on his face. Did he by chance see what you did to Garreth?
“It doesn’t matter,” you thought wistfully to yourself, turning back to the group.
“Go on Constance,” Poppy and Adelaide were now urging Constance to speak to Sebastian, Poppy being the more forceful one. “If these two can take a dare, so can you!”
Your momentary elation was smeared by a sudden streak of envy. What does Sebastian think of Constance? Would he return her feelings? The thought of Sebastian dating anyone was unpleasant, to say the least, but you had no claim on him. Nerida had joined the others now, urging Constance to walk up to Sebastian and finally confess her feelings to him. Just as she got up to brush off her robes, Imelda slyly gave her wand a slight wave under the table, causing a bottle of ink to spill all over Constance’s blue uniform.
“Oh no!” she cried helplessly, grabbing stray pieces of parchment to blot the ink.
“We can try a cleaning spell,” Samantha suggested, but Constance shook her head sadly.
“It’s anti-vanishing ink,” she bemoaned with tears in her eyes. “Oh, I can’t walk up to Sebastian like this!”
Samantha tried her best to calm Constance down as Nerida gathered their things. “This was fun, but we’ll take our leave now,” Nerida said, bidding everyone farewell. You watched the trio leave hurriedly for the nearest bathroom, presumably to wash off the stubborn ink.  
The rest of the group decided to part ways but as you left, you took one last look to search for Garreth and Sebastian. The former had gone and disappeared while the latter was engrossed in his book. “Perhaps he didn’t notice after all,” you said to yourself hopefully. Unbeknownst to you, Sebastian couldn’t even make out the words of the pages, blinded by seething rage as he willed himself to calm down, the image of your lips on Garreth staining his mind even with his eyes closed shut. Ominis could only sit by helplessly. And Garreth had fled to the Gryffindor tower, the day’s excitement all too much for him to bear. The simple memory of your teeth biting down on his skin, your fingers cradling his neck gently, had caused his blood to flow in the most inappropriate places. He needed to take care of it privately or he’d lose his mind. You may have thought he had done you a favor today, but truly, you couldn't have made his day any better.
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Meanwhile, somewhere in the Ravenclaw Tower, three girls labored over a stained set of uniforms.
“I was really hoping to ask the new girl if she fancied Sallow,” Nerida told Constance and Samantha later on as she helped Constance scrub her skirt clean. “But it seems she prefers Weasley.”
“I’m so relieved,” Constance sighed. “I almost suspected something was going on between them.”
“Maybe now you can finally confess to Sebastian with a clear conscience,” Samantha suggested.
Constance nodded in eager agreement. "I wonder if he'd like me back."
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miumura · 2 years ago
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✦ TRUTH OR DARE ?! — RICKY ONESHOT ✦
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— ★ : when a game of truth or dare leads to a confession.
✁ pairing : friend!ricky x gn!reader
// genre : friends 2 lovers ; fluff | word count : 2K+ (2505)
♪ warnings ! — not proofread (so there may be mistakes), a kiss is made w ricky n reader, peer pressure (in a good way?!?), lmk if there’s any more!
☏ soph speaks ! — first zb1 work aaaa !! and its not a smau?! surprising in a way 🫡 . since ricky has be flooding my tiktok fyp (and has been slightly bias wrecking me), here is something i thought of late at night !! hope you like it :)
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“Come on, it will be fun!”
“Obviously not if there’s only four or five people! And probably not even five if they don’t want to participate!” you scoffed at Hanbin quietly, not taking him seriously.
Who would’ve thought you’d be playing such a childish game on a Friday night?
Staying at Hanbin’s house made you guys brainstorm on things you should do for the night.
Play sports? Boring! Plus, you could imagine the amount of rage quitting — you didn’t want to deal with that!
Bake? It’s too late! You weren’t really in the mood to bake anyways.
Play games? Sure, but what you didn’t expect was a game about asking each other questions.
“You’ve declined everything I suggested—can’t take it anymore!” Hanbin dramatically grasps his chest. “Plus, I’ve been wanting to do this forever! We have to—at least once!”
You continued to refuse — there was no way you were going to participate in this!
“If Ricky agrees, we ARE doing it!” Hanbin pleads with his eyes, waiting for a response.
Ricky looks at the two of you cluelessly, not picking up what you and Hanbin talked about earlier.
Noticing the heavy stares, he takes out his airpod, waiting for someone to say something.
“Ricky—“ Hanbin cuts you off immediately, “Ricky, just say yes!”
“Just say yes for…?”
“Just do it!”
“Hey, you can’t do that!” You nudged Hanbin jokingly, a small chuckle escaped from his mouth.
Still clueless as ever, Ricky scratches the back of his head.
“Okay then…? Sure — for whatever you guys are planning to do.” Ricky is still unsure whether his answer was good or not — you groaned and sat in defeat while Hanbin held a mini celebration.
Hanbin easily used your weakness to play some stupid game. Your weakness? It was no other than Ricky.
Ricky. Your crush since the first year of high school. He became your best friend after you guys shared a majority of your classes together. And of course, you were afraid of rejection, so you held off confessing for now. (as if you were even going to actually do it.) Cliche, but not really. And you thought you held onto your secret of liking him pretty well.
You totally don’t turn red whenever Ricky indicates any physical touch. You totally don’t smile like an idiot when he walks away. You totally don’t fix yourself up whenever you see him walking your way.
Nope! There was no way you were that obvious.
Despite your great hiding skills, Hanbin had to be the first one to know about your crush. (as if you didn’t give it away from the beginning.) Ever since then, Hanbin has been using your crush as an advantage.
“You better tell me or else!” , “Ricky is with me.” , “I’ll bring Ricky along.” — the phrases he would always say to get you to do something. You practically engraved these in your brain already.
If you heard one of those phrases again, chills would shiver down your spine—that’s how traumatizing it is.
He knew that if he just mentioned his name once, you’d probably agree to something so fast.
Hanbin does the same thing everyday. Asks you to do something, you refuse—he calls Ricky’s name, and you admit defeat.
And you know it works every single time too. It just became something you could never avoid.
Having no other choice, you went to the living room.
…Just maybe, you’d participate in this stupid game.
Totally not for Ricky, though.
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Here you are, gathered around in a circle in Hanbin’s living room. Not only did he manage to get you and Ricky to play, he even got Woongki, Seunghwan, and … Seowon?
Seowon showed up to the house last minute—it seemed like he only joined the “party” for this game. So now there’s six people instead of five. I guess, the more the merrier.
You stared at the four intensely, not knowing what they would be up to. Those four were mischievous together, and unbelievably chaotic when next to each other.
You’re sure that especially those four know you have a crush on him.
Seunghwan. He knew because you accidentally said you had a crush on him. Not surprised, Seunghwan heavily supported you and Ricky. He would always secretly drop hints to Ricky such as, “You and Y/N look great together!” or “Aw, couple goals!” However, he’s not sure whether Ricky is picking up on his signals.
Woongki. Your saved contact for Ricky was questionable — “my ricky 🫶” Seriously? Do friends put each other’s contacts like that? You eventually told him because Woongki kept asking you to explain. Since then, he has always teased you by saying, “Oh, your Ricky is here!”
Seowon. When you told Woongki to not tell anyone, it was too late! On the phone, he unintentionally mentioned your crush to Seowon. As a result, he called you … and you chased after Woongki. It was astonishing that Seowon was unaware of your crush, let alone that you were crushing on Ricky, your best friend.
And Hanbin…well there’s no need to explain how he found out.
It just had to be those four to play this game with you and your crush.
“Ah, wait. Let me get us some snacks.” Hanbin interrupts the tense moment briefly — the only thing you were glad he did today.
The other three scattered to “find” things to get to leave you and Ricky alone for a bit. (but you didn’t know that.)
The two of you sat there silently, waiting for the others to start the game. Ricky managed to see you nervously picking at your fingertips. Tapping on your hand slightly, he was able to get your attention.
You hummed, ignoring your slightly reddened cheeks, and gradually stopped picking the skin off your fingers.
“Are you okay?” he mouths to you, just to get a quick nod from you.
“You sure? You only pick at your fingers when you’re nervous.” you smiled at him for remembering one of your habits. He should know, after all, you've known each other for at least two years. “Are you uncomfortable with playing this game? I can tell the others.”
“Oh no, I’m fine with this.” you lied — I mean, it’s just a childish game, right? Plus, you didn’t want to be seen as a coward to him. (although he would never see you like that). “Just randomly nervous, I guess.” another lie — you’re good at lying aren't you?
Ricky did have many questions, but to prevent you from getting even more overwhelmed, he sat there quietly. But, he never failed to take a glance or two at you.
The four slowly returned back, hands filled with snacks that could last for at least two weeks.
“Let’s start!”
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The first few rounds were fine, with Hanbin being fearless, Seunghwan doing ridiculous things, and both Woongki and Seowon screaming their heads off. The sweets that had been collected began to vanish slowly.
You were chuckling quietly when you noticed Hanbin staring at you — you quickly stopped laughing because you knew what that stare meant.
It was finally your turn.
You exhaled deeply and attempted to ignore the twisting knot in your stomach. “Go ahead.”
“Y/N, truth or dare?”
You considered your options briefly while deciding what to do.
Truth. Hanbin will almost certainly ask you if you like Ricky, which you will most likely refuse to respond at this time.
Dare. It appears to be a much safer option — after all, what could Hanbin possibly force you to do?
“…Dare.” you said, wanting to get this over with.
“Sit closer to Ricky.”
You gave him a little death glare while the others said “ooh” quietly. They were aware of Hanbin's actions and enthusiastically supported them. I mean, it wasn't as horrible as you expected.
As you scooted closer to Ricky, he couldn’t comprehend why the rest were smiling. Why are they laughing now that you and him have been this close before?
There were many reactions, but Ricky didn't seem bothered by your proximity to him. You, on the other hand, were most likely the same shade as the pink couch pillow. You were humiliated for no apparent reason – why were you driven to be this way now? This would undoubtedly make Ricky suspect something is up.
Ignoring your friends' gaze, you knew it was Ricky's turn.
You ignored your bad feeling and watched Hanbin ask precisely the same question he had asked you a few minutes ago.
Without hesitation, Ricky quickly said dare. You had no idea how he made such an easy decision — he was as calm and cool as always.
Seunghwan patted Hanbin on the shoulder as he was going to say something. Hanbin smiled as he murmured something into his ear.
"That's a much better idea than I had in mind!" He held his hands together, his attention returning back to Ricky and you.
Oh no. You just know this dare will be awful.
"Hold hands with Y/N until the end of this game." The words that came out of his mouth made your jaw drop. You needed to listen back to make sure he said it correctly.
You and Ricky don't hold hands very often, if at all.
Ricky reached for your hand before you could even deny the dare uncomfortably. You stared at him with slightly bigger eyes, unable to break free from his grip.
He lays your hand on top of his thigh after interlocking his hands with yours. His hands fit perfectly with yours, like his hand was the final piece of a completed puzzle. He looked and raised his brows at the others, again with the serene face (with the slight pink hue on his cheeks that you didn't catch).
"Are you happy?" the others ask, secretly squealing to each other as if they'd gotten you and him together.
You and Ricky both shrugged, pretending holding hands didn’t affect you two at all.
Another sigh escaped from your lips as you stared at the rest slowly taking their time to answer the simple truth or dare questions.
They were clearly doing this on purpose — but you had nothing to complain about though. You just worried your palm would start becoming sweaty if you continued to hold onto his hands for at least another twenty minutes.
His thumb would frequently brush against yours, causing your heart to skip a beat. When you put your hand on his, he prefers to play with your fingers rather than stay still. This game became too much for you to handle.
Once again, the simple question went back to you. You hoped that saying the truth would be much better than picking a dare.
“Truth.” Seowon looked at you mischievously and fixed his posture.
“Do you like anyone in this room right now? Romantically, I mean.”
You froze.
What did you expect from your circle of friends? They wanted you to confess just as much as you wanted to let these feelings out.
It’s just a game. Just say yes and continue. You had to remind yourself — there are five people here, so Ricky has a one-in-five chance of guessing correctly.
“…Yes.” Ricky was taken aback, and his heart in his chest sprung slightly. He kept his face expressionless and collected himself. He couldn’t be too sure, right?
Woongki playfully asked if you had a crush on him, which elicited some laughter from you and the others.
Ricky was gently laughing, but he hoped that wasn't actually the case.
They raced to make Ricky pick a decision when they were satisfied with your response.
“Truth.” That surprised you because you expected him to keep saying dare. That's exactly what he did last year.
"Do you like Y/N?" they inquired emphatically.
You turned to look at him, attempting to read his expressions.
The abrupt question tightened his grip on your hand. It's unusual to view Ricky in this light – it was like seeing him for the first time.
But he wasn't the only one who was taken aback by this question; you were as well.
You felt a surge of feelings rush over you: anxiousness, happiness, and worry. You hoped you knew the answer to this question.
You're not sure whether you should be grateful for Seowon's direct question.
He did take a bit longer to answer this question, the anticipation was killing you. He opens his mouth slightly, making your twisted knot feeling in your stomach grow bigger. Why won’t he say something already?
Ricky finally responded, feeling the eyes from you and the rest.
"Well, I wouldn't be holding hands with Y/N if I didn't like them, right?" He turned to face you, hoping for the same reaction. Ricky feels more at ease when he sees you smiling.
The four's loud cheers flooded the living room, ruining this romantic moment. Ricky ended himself laughing in embarrassment, wishing he had confessed in a more private setting.
“You mean it?” You said to him over the ongoing cheers. He nodded, staring into your eyes with much love. He had been waiting to say this for ages, and he finally did.
Ricky had finally noticed the blush you had, which made him smile widely.
“You look so cute like that.”
“Oh, enough.”
Looking right back at them, you wore a shy grin on your face. “Well, are you guys satisfied?”
"Trust me, we're not satisfied!" Hanbin says, knowing he was serious. "Let's just ask you guys the questions—it's more fun." The others nod in agreement, eager to bombard you two with questions.
The nervous feeling you experienced at the start of the game began to diminish as you giggled slightly at the questions being asked. Instead, a warm, loving sensation arises in your stomach.
It wasn’t just you who felt that feeling, it was Ricky as well. “Oh, just kiss already!” Seunghwan says dramatically, slightly opening one eye to check if you'll actually do it.
You were staring at Ricky when you noticed him gulp, which made you giggle. "...Can you guys turn around? It’s kind of awkward, yknow…" Ricky was taken aback by your unexpected question – it's amazing how much can happen in only a few hours in this game. The others eagerly turned around, remaining silent to allow you and Ricky to have some "private" time.
Noticing how Ricky was caught off guard, you took your chance. Grabbing his chin softly, you pulled him closer to you.
As you went for a peck there, your lips felt the warmth of his cheek. The four screamed in excitement when they heard you kiss him. They appeared to be happier than you, as if they had received a kiss from their crush.
In your own little world, you stared at Ricky lovingly — you made him feel shy with your gaze.
“..So what are we?”
“Definitely more than friends.”
Your hands with his collided even tighter, both of you not wanting to let go. Resting your head on his shoulder, you both watched the others continue to create chaos.
…Just maybe this game isn’t bad or stupid at all.
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taglist .. @dwcljh @ilovewonyo @jiawji @tzyuki
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portsinastorm · 6 months ago
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Watching Truth or Dare (an episode I've avoided even after multiple rewatches of Criminal Minds) and I swear to God, I'm shocked that after S12's Sick Day (which was honestly one of JJ's best episodes and a great episode to watch if you don't ship Will and JJ and want to know what makes them a great fit for each other), they decided to even go in this direction. JJ was rolling her eyes at Spencer over multiple seasons just during his infodumps, you cannot make me believe that she's been in love with that man all this time, when they didn't even tell us how she felt after they went to the football game.
(If anything, the way they fight during S7 when Emily comes back should have been a clue how incompatible they would be.)
And then she even looks put upon when she holds Will's hand while Emily gives her twin flames speech.
This is just... character assassination within the logic they've set up.
If Will isn't it for JJ, they should have split them up during the S7 finale (the man has been proposing to her since the season 3 finale in canon, at some point the writing's on the wall if she's let like three years pass them by without saying yes or giving him a definite answer). Up until that point, it's been clear that JJ has issues committing. But they didn't. The next opportunity for splitting them up would have been in S10 and that could have been as a result of what JJ suffered in Season 9 in the 200th episode. It may have been cliche, but they've had the job come between Hotch and Haley before, and drawing that parallel would have given Hotch the opportunity to give JJ advice and share his wisdom. But they didn't.
And then they did this to JJ and Will's relationship.
Look, anyone who follows my blog knows I love Jemily and knows that in my heart, they're endgame. I also believe that good stories have good story logic. There was no reason to even make this confession happen. JJ has been established as one of the best covert operatives in the BAU, the woman can lie if she needs to.
In fact, it would've been better if the confession was in fact a lie, because it just strengthens JJ's character as someone who would not hesitate to do something morally grey for the greater good. It's core to her character--if it would save even just one person, she'd do it. It also would've highlighted the fact that in the BAU, their close friendships with each other means they're sometimes each other's blindspots, which opens more doors story and character-wise than making JJ and Spence some form of star-crossed lovers.
Also, the show making them seem like twin flames? No, they've been brother and sister long before Reid's S12 storyline.
Not to mention what they've done to Will in the first season Criminal Minds: Evolution (technically season 16). At some point, just take the man out of his misery and get him out of the picture (divorce) if they don't think he's the one for JJ.
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rmd-writes · 9 months ago
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Hi Rae 💗 for the truth or dare asks 🌻🪐🥐 please
Hi D!
🌻 ⇢ tag someone you appreciate but don't talk to on a regular basis
@happiness-of-the-pursuit once wrote a fic that he said was slightly inspired by one of mine (in trope). But cos of the nature of said trope (if you’re familiar with my rwrb fics you’ll probably guess which of mine this is), Rhys very kindly mentioned my fic without naming it in his a/n so as not to spoil it and then later let me know he’d done so. I was a) so touched that anything I wrote might inspire someone else and b) thought it was extremely thoughtful of him to try not to spoil my fic for others and I appreciated that so much 🥰🥰 anyway, I’ve only read a couple of Rhys’ many fics but I enjoyed them and enjoy his snippets here so check them out 💖
🪐 ⇢ name three good things going on in your life right now
A cliche but: my partner, my kids and my dog
🥐 ⇢ name one internet reference that will always make you laugh 
Did I forget every single internet reference internet when I got this ask? Yes. I scrolled through some of the memes I have saved on my phone and this one made me laugh so:
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not to drag this out but don't you think you and everyone that agrees with you are trying a little too hard to make abo (a plot device to make fluff and smut fics) too politically correct?
wasn't the whole purpose of abo to make omegas dependent and soft and sweet? i mean in one of my fav nomin abo jm pretends to be an alpha but you just can't deny that his body and his strength compared to the other alphas and even betas are built the way girls develop once puberty start (softer, curvier – you know? childbearing hips)? some authors completely write out the possibility of a boy omega and a girl alpha having opposite reproductive functions because it's just unfathomable to them to start to write. there's too many loopholes, not enough strong set rules unlike other au like harry potter or marvel or anime where a rule is only ever broken by authors who are brave enough to come up with different worlds/lore
the most common omega conflict in angsty abo has to do with omegas not obeying their wolf to submit and be soft and be taken care of and be provided for sulk when alpha leaves the bedroom to get water— like cmon work with me here! the textbook omega is literally a 1950s housewife mapachi
so why wouldn't omega boys have a bit of femininity? and (and people are gonna hate me for this) have female genitalia. you can go around in circles on this and make your omega boy beefy and smell musky and be strong and, you know, a boy? but before the fic ends he'll be leaking slick everywhere the way - don't get mad at the truth - only a biological woman can.
if we're mad at het standards then take away the leaking omegas! make them use lube the way modern universe boys do. "but that would ruin the purpose of making them an omeg—" EXACTLY!
why do we give the title of mother to our fav kpop boys that look softer, caretaker-y, and more femme fetale than a boy might look whether that's just styling or their personality. call them babygirl anytime they display a bit more aegyo, shyness. and isn't that INTRINSICALLY a feminine thing? not that men can't have that but is it common or even ever thought of as a manly thing? no. why do we not have any issues with lesbian couples having the designated butch/masc plus her babygirl but we shiver and shake when male omegas dare to fill their roles? why is it only heteronormative and wrong in abo?
i just think you lose anytime you try and add logic or politics to something like abo. heats are based on the concept of ovulation whether we're ready to come to terms with that or not as a society. thats a thing girls do. there is simply no logic to abo mapachi. it's utter trash made to indulge the illogical need to read nesting (a biologically feminine trait deviced to kick women into preparing for their babies), and fluff, and smut of all kinds. trust me i could go on but you cannot look at abo and especially omegas through an ultra progressive lens. you immediately fail because you're basing it on an illogical and imaginary foundation. it's all VERY unserious. that's why everyone can and will make their own rules about who in their eyes takes the knot according to what they want. we can't take them to progressive jail for it
I can't speak for the rest that share my pov but I'm not /trying/ to be woke or something, its my sincere thoughts regarding the topic. Idk dear, maybe for some thats the attractive thing about aboverse but not for some of us. I was never a fan of that take of making omegas cute lil weak sub things. Like yes, I do personally like them not being able to overpower most alphas, but never where they're a cliche of a bottom, you've never seen that monster high meme of "deuce you're hurting me~" ? well, that. "some authors write-" yeah dear, aboverse is a fan made thing, we can all make our own rules, for example I like the opposite that you mentioned. I know dear! And I personally am not a fan of it jsjsjs like kinda?? I've written myself about omegas "fighting" their omega because they don't want to be what society expects them to be, that sub lil sweet omega. Also, you just described omegas as trad wifes, thats my whole point jsjsjs. Oh boi, dear I'm 100% on the side of omegas having a vagina, and female alphas a dick, anything other than that doesn't make sense to me actually jsjsjs so as an author I can't, as a reader its easier for me to ignore but when writing it drives me insane, because their whole thing is being able to reproduce??? You're mentioning biological aspects, which I've never been against, what I hate is the character itself being reduced to a trad wife or poor lil princess that needs rescuing. unless its like idk medieval, then I excuse the sexism. At the end of the day, abovese is an excuse to drive misogenistic/sexist ideas/culture and force it into a same sex relationship. the first aboverse anime did something like that and it drove me crazy I was so annoyed and I was not even watching it. tbf, I do not partake in calling irl men wife/babygirl jsjsjs I only do that to one (1) male character in an otome game haha. Dear my biggest issue is how, just because a boy has "femenine" traits, they get labeled an omega AND people taking issue with others not agreeing orz like i like nomin as omega/alpha, alpha/alpha or omega/omega jsjsj Its just, I've seen people be so /mean/ and downright disgusting (by saying theyre disgusted themselves) when someone calls, for example, jaem an alpha, or jen an omega. Like thats my whooole point, its so icky, they get this, well, headcanon, and when they defend their take they get sooo nasty, and their misogeny/homophobia comes thru so boldly, and they end up being soo heteromative with abovese because of it. Like how an omega MUST be called a mother, even tho he's a man?? like what, and saying omegas are more /mother/ when, dude theyre just parents?? abovese just lets a man give birth but that does not take away his father label and turn into a mother…
btw it is very entertaining/fun for me to talk about these thigns jsjsjs I've gone late into the night discussing it with friends before.
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hiohaku · 1 month ago
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𝐖𝐈𝐒𝐇𝐋𝐈𝐒𝐓 𝐏𝐎𝐒𝐓 . . . updated 10 / 23
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Threads that are centered around her scar, how she got it, reactions to it, was your muse nearby ? : did they find her ? lore here , is flexible to plot .
Threads taking place after her dad dies. this happens a few weeks after her scar fully heals and she turns into a hermit, hiding away and grieving as well as being a mess of emotion, a shorter fuse and lashing out / getting upset more frequently and over small things, things that don't really matter
Training or sparring , also self explanatory! Jujutsu sorcerers are capable with ability and combat so it makes sense for them to help each other in those respects.
Highschool !! Aka her time at jujutsu high school! let them be teens !! at least a little ! spin the bottle ? truth or dare ? drinking and smoking !
Karaoke ! as i've stated idk how many times by now, utahime loves to sing karaoke ! she has a pretty voice and just in general enjoys the activity ... go sing with her !!!
Drinking ! like karaoke it's one of utahime's favorite past times and i truly believe her to really be the life of the party once she starts to drink ... or maybe just help take care of a hammered utahime. she likes to dance when she's drinking too ! dance with her !
With the Students / faculty ! utahime is a teacher !! her students are so important to her, let her nurture them ... and faculty because they're like work friends generally .
aus ! general modern ones, fantasy , musicians / band , etc.
seasonal threads ! Threads based around the seasons, or the holidays during such seasons ( Halloween , Christmas , etc )
𝐑𝐄𝐋. 𝐒𝐏𝐄𝐂𝐈𝐅𝐈𝐂
You belong with me .. you know the taylor swift song ' you belong with me ' .. ? yeah, a plot that centers around a similar idea ( aka yearning after somebody who is in a relationship , whether it be her or your muse idc. )
Jealousy .. a cliche maybe but !! jealousy that leads into an angry confession ? some of the best plots...
Fake dating plots , self explanatory but maybe it’s for a mission of sorts or to deceive family members / friends — could also happen in an au. turns into real feelings ?
Valentines Threads ! .. not always relationship specific but ! i love the idea of somebody actually asking her out on a date .. or maybe just the basics of valentines ( flowers, chocolates, etc. ) if it's not romantic ?? literally just hanging out ? showing eachoher affection in other ways... yes
Angst that turns into something soft , just a general theme , i dont mind plotting out what happens but it's one of my favorite theme / genres
Denial . the cliche of two people dating / being in love without ever realizing until it’s pointed out !
Maybe … toxic ships ?
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artemis-pendragon · 2 years ago
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Red and White: A meta analysis of color and the subversion of morality in Martin Scorsese's Goncharov (1973)
Katya Goncharova
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By now everyone knows that Katya is the Woman in White. Aside from the obvious ghost/haunting implications of this color scheme, white can be used to signal purity, something Katya should, by all accounts, have left far behind.
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So is this a subversion of a cliche and outdated ideal of purity (although not at the time of the film's creation, making this possibility even more daring and subversive), or is there another meaning? Virginity and innocence are only two types of purity. There is also love, and the complex purity that often accompanies it. Katya is, at her heart, a very emotional and loving person. She may not show it as openly or loudly as Sofia, but it's undeniably there: her love for her husband, and, of course, for Sofia.
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It's also an interesting departure from the red/black femme fatale/black widow color schemes of Soviet women spies and assassins in films made around the same time. Katya is a killer and a player in this deadly game, yes, but at her core she wants so desperately to be a good person, to escape the life her husband has condemned himself to. Katya hopes, against all odds, that love can redeem her. Perhaps her insistence on always wearing white is meant to hint at her longing for innocence and purity, even though her hands are already stained red.
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Love and its complexities, as well as the discussion of traditional red and black color schemes used for femme fatales brings me to
Sofia
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Sofia is both Katya's foil and mirror. She challenges Katya's morality by upholding her own, living off a value system that, while twisted in its own way, is ultimately one of the strongest moral compasses in the film. Her descent into the role of killer is not only Katya's doing; Sofia was destined for bloodshed long before they even met, and only comes into her own as a real player after the cocktail scene. This is demonstrated through Sofia's red and black color scheme, which, as I mentioned earlier, is typically associated with femme fatales and black widows.
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However, Sofia also wears white, notably at the end of the film after the Boat Scene, after her descent into destruction and The Life. This shot is especially powerful, as it uses a red backdrop to emphasize the change that Sofia has gone through, and her merging with Katya while also retaining her own history and morality.
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While she starts out as Katya's foil, over the course of the film the two women begin to merge, their twisted morality aligning until Sofia's femme fatale false persona become her truth. It is only then that she comes into her own and begins wearing white, and, interestingly, that half white/half red color pink: the mixed feelings and emotions of a changing woman.
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Ultimately, color plays a critical role in Goncharov, especially in the portrayal of Sofia and Katya and their complex, emotional, and ultimately tragic joined fate. Sofia loses the vibrant reds and deep blacks of her scheme after the Cocktail Scene, which is when it seems that she's finally accepted her feelings for Katya and lost herself to that lifestyle. She has spilled blood, and the red of her clothes becomes the red on her hands.
For example, this is Sofia's outfit before and during the Boat Scene:
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This is her outfit directly before the Cocktail Scene:
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Tumblr won't allow me to add another image (reached my limit ranting it seems lol) but in Sofia's final scenes, she is seen in all white, just like Katya.
Winter has, truly, come to Naples, and it has swept Sofia up in its bitter white embrace--the embrace of a colder, more calculating mindset and morality, as well as the literal embrace of Katya Goncharova, her salvation and her doom.
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mochie85 · 2 years ago
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Hiiiiiii I have a prompt idea. A Loki X reader pre relationship
so my mind threw a random memory at me and I remembered a very cute scene from a play called Maine. The scene was called I fell. It was about a guy confessing his love for another guy and he did it by falling and then when his friend went to check on him he said I fell for you.
That being said
The reader has powers kinda like Wanda. Only difference, she can fly. If she uses to much power she can drain her energy and can pass out. Well during a mission with Thor and Loki, this happens and she falls from a very great height. Thor tries to catch her but can't make it in time. Luckily Loki is there to catch her (I can hear Thor shouting "LOKI LOKI LOKI CATCH HER!" And I can see Loki sprinting to catch her in time.) When the reader wakes up she sees Loki at her side. He says something like that was some fall. And she looks at him and says "I fell for you." Maybe Loki confesses his feelings for her to. I know it's cliche but I thought it would be a cute prompt. 💙💚💜🖤
The Pretty Follies
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"Love is blind, and lovers cannot see the pretty follies that they themselves commit."
A/N: Yes, it's a Shakespeare reference. Extra points if you guys can tell me the other two mentioned in the fic 😁. Also, I drew from the "Almost, Maine" play that @crimson25 mentioned in her request. Pairing: Loki x Female Reader Word Count: 1840 Warnings: Fluff
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You strapped your fingerless gloves on tight and rolled your shoulders. Sighing, you took one look at Thor and dared him to say something. Anything.
“He. Said. What?” He asked disbelievingly.
“He said, and I quote, ‘That I smell.’” You replied with an embarrassing look.
“Smell like sunshine? Smell like a fresh field of flowers?”
“I don’t know Thor.”
“Smell like nectar from freshly picked fruit from the gardens of Asgard? I don’t understand milady. How could he say such an atrocious thing to one such as yourself?” Thor asked puzzled.
You raised your shoulders and gave him a disbelieving look as the quinjet slowed down for its descent. You and Thor have been best friends since he came back to New Asgard. You were assigned as the liaison between the new town of Asgardian refugees and the existing town of Tønsberg. It was there that King Valkyrie had discovered you and your secret powers.
You were reckless and got caught going out one night, flying overhead, exhibiting telekinetic powers. In truth, it was the only way you could put yourself to sleep. There was so much power coursing through you and you needed an outlet. A way to expel your energy so you can tire yourself and go to sleep.
So when Thor came back around to help and check in on New Asgard, he offered to spar with you before bedtime. “Training,” he had called it. Little did you know that he was actually training you to fight along with the Avengers.
You were hesitant at first. You loved your life and your job. You liked knowing that there was a routine to everything. There was comfort, not in the mundane, but in the simplicity of it all. You did not need to be a hero. The only reason why you agreed was because of the god sitting next to you, Thor’s brother.
Loki leaned over the shared armrest as he unbuckled himself from the seat. He nuzzled his nose deep in your hair, inhaling your floral shampoo. Can a person heat up and freeze simultaneously? Because that’s exactly what you felt like. You blushed and froze in place when you felt his face so close to yours.
“Hmm.” A contented sigh left him and you used whatever power you had not to melt into a wet puddle right in the seat. “I have no idea what that simpleton was talking about brother,” Loki said. “She smells like the heavenly rose gardens of Elysium.” You turned meeting his mischievous eyes. “I mean honestly, I don’t think you should introduce her to any more of your associates. How can you call her your friend when you subject her to mind-numbing torture every week?” Loki continued as he stood from his seat and berated Thor.
“Ya, Thor! I thought we were besties!” you said crossing your arms, adding fuel to the fire. Loki was formidable on his own. But when the two of you joined forces and conspired against him, Thor couldn’t do anything. He was helpless.
You got up to follow Loki, taking some short knives that he handed you and securing them in your thigh holster.
“Now don’t you start with me! You’re the one that asked me to help you find a companion.” Thor said pointing an accusatory finger at you as he grabbed Stormbreaker. Loki took a sideways glance at you. The fact that you had asked Thor to help you find a suitor was news to him.
“Yes, I did. My mistake, apparently.” You whispered that last part to Loki, and he sniggered. “I thought it would be like in the movies, you know. Romantic meet-cutes. Grand gestures of love. The handsome love interest saving the damsel in distress.”
“You are hardly a damsel in distress, darling,” Loki said to you as the three of you walked down the gangplank of the jet.
“Thank you,” you grinned back to Loki. “But these men you picked out seem like they came from a horror movie, rather than a romantic comedy!” You accused Thor.
By now the three of you were already out of the jet and had instigated a fight with some of the fiendish-looking footmen. They saw the quinjet approach earlier and immediately sent a missile out for the three of you.
“Darling…” Loki said looking at you panicked.
“I’m on it.” You replied, using your telekinesis to deflect the missile, turning it back onto the monsters that launched it. Loki had been using his seidr to engulf the three of you in a protective bubble. While it worked for some of the lasers that were being shot your way, he didn’t think it could withstand the blow of a missile.
Giving up on long-range weapons, the beasts decided to go for hand-to-hand combat.
“Where are these atrocities from?” Loki asked.
“Some weird new terrorist group called Weapon X.” You explained. “Oh look, that one looks like my date from two weeks ago.” You said pointing to the one that Loki had stabbed to the side. Loki looked at the poor creature with a disgusted face. “Maybe it is my date from two weeks ago.” You said coming closer to the fallen body.
“I feel for you, pet.” Loki agreed, taking a deep breath.
“Can I get a hand here, please!” Thor grunted as he tried to push back on the flying bat-like creature that has pinned him to the ground. Both you and Loki stood clapping in his direction.
“Good job, brother,” Loki said. “Excellent work.”
“You can do it, Thor! Woo-hoo.” you concurred, still clapping.
“Not the hand I had in mind!” Thor grunted as he pushed the creature away making it fly with Stormbreaker still in its jaws. “You two! I swear you were made for each other!” Thor pointed, as he panted his way in between the two of you. You both stood there, giving each other the side eye as smiles formed on both your faces.
Thor called Stormbreaker back into his hands. Dragging the flying creature along with it. The bat screamed into the air calling forth other flying creatures from the horizon.
“Ok, little battery, just like we practiced,” Thor said to you. “Loki watch our backs.”
Loki fortified the protective barrier he encased you guys in. He watched as your powers lifted you into the air. Your arms spread apart like a vengeful goddess with wrath in her eyes. Thor had channeled a lightning bolt into you. You soaked it up like an empty receptacle waiting for a charge.
“Are you sure she’ll be ok, Thor?” Loki voiced his concern. He watched you in the air as your eyes glowed in the same fashion as Thor’s. Electricity humming in your veins.
“She’ll be fine. We’ve done this multiple times.” Thor smiled. Just then, a group of wild horrors decided to charge at both Thor and Loki, surprising them. Thor called forth an extra amount of lightning to damage the area around him. In doing so, the flow of lightning doubled inside you. More than what you were used to.
You brought your hands together in a quick clap. Looking for a way to dispel the energy. The sound resonated with a cackling current, sending it straight into the heart of the flying beasts that were headed your way. You could easily connect each and every flying monster with the line of electricity you were sending them. It looked like a glowing dandelion. One by one they fell to the ground. Their fur singed and their flesh burned.
As soon as the charge left you, nothing was holding you up anymore and you fell too. All your energy, depleted. You fainted from the sudden rush of oxygen leaving your body.
“Loki!” Thor yelled. Loki looked at Thor, who pointed into the sky. You were freefalling down into the earth. “Loki, Loki! Catch her!” Thor tried to determine where you would land and make his way there, but the gruesome beasts had targeted him as the threat and had pounced on him, keeping him captive where he stood.
Loki ran. He sprinted like the east wind to get to you. He jumped over the dead. Plunged his daggers into the attacking grunts. All the while keeping his eyes on your falling figure.
He was too slow. He couldn’t get there fast enough. With flourish and smoke, he jumped and transported himself mid-air, catching you. Then transported back down to the safety of the ground. You both landed a little ways away from the fight. Loki looked around to make sure you were both safe and in no immediate danger.
“Dearest. Wake up.” Loki cooed as he ran his fingers down your cheeks. Your eyes were rolled back as you lay there limp in his arms.
You woke up suddenly to a sharp intake of breath. You coughed as Loki sat you up and patted your back. He kept his arm around you, holding you close.
“What happened?” Your voice was raspy and dry. You leaned back into his arms, unable to hold the weight of your own body.
“You fell. Like a seraph cast out of heaven.”
“I fell, for you. Badum-tch” You giggled attempting weak finger-guns. Loki laughed.
“You must’ve knocked all the oxygen out of your brain.” He said carrying you up easily from the ground.
“Ya, let’s go with that.” You said snuggling into the crook of his neck. “Did we win?” You asked looking into his eyes.
Loki looked around towards Thor who was busy cleaving Stormbreaker from the last of the monstrosities. “Yes, dearest. We won.” He murmured as he walked you over towards the awaiting quinjet.
You sighed. You were tired and zapped of your energy and faculties. You could barely keep your eyes open anymore. You could feel Loki’s strong heartbeat through the pulse on his neck and it lulled you to sleep. You took a deep breath and smelled him. Remnants of his cologne mixed with the sweat of the battle. “Hmmm,” your lips murmured into his neck. Making Loki freeze and burn at the same time. “Good night, sweet prince. And flights of angels sing thee to thy rest.”
“Are you quoting Shakespeare to me now, darling?” he asked, but it was too late. Your eyes were already closed. Your body had retreated into slumber, charging itself up. Loki placed his lips delicately near your ear and said, “Hear my soul speak, of the very instant that I saw you, did my heart fly at your service.” He confessed to your sleeping form.
Loki held you the whole flight home as you slept peacefully in his arms. Thor took one look at you both and chuckled.
“Why did you set her up with all those horrible dates, brother?” Loki asked. And why wasn’t I included on this list?
“To make both of you realize what everyone’s known all along,” Thor remarked.
“Everyone? And what does everyone know that we don’t?”
“That you’re both idiots. Idiots in love.”
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johnkrrasinski · 4 years ago
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Pairings: Bucky Barnes x female!reader
Word count: 3,610
Warning: angst with a happy ending! that's all.
Summary: written for @wkemeup's 9k writing challenge with the prompt "character a leaves an embarrassing, drunk message on character b’s voicemail and spends the rest of the night trying to discreetly delete it from [b]’s phone." inspired by a bit of ross and rachel from friends too. you found out from steve that bucky was in love with you in high school but after he returns home with a girl in his arm, you cancelled your plans to tell him how you feel. will you and bucky have your happy ending?
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"Alright, I'll see you tonight. Bye." He leaned against the kitchen counter and hung up the phone with a grin on his face. "You hear that, Sam? We're going on our third date tonight." He threw his phone up into the air and caught it so casually without spilling a drop of his coffee sitting on his right hand. "Looks like I'm getting that 300 bucks soon."
"Hey, easy. You ain't going to that date yet, who knows? She could bail on you. It doesn't count if the date doesn't end well."
"Oh, but it will. I just gotta turn on my charm and next thing you know, we're already meeting the parents stage."
"Meeting the parents? That's a big step from you, Buck."
"Hey, I'm a man of my words. If I said that I'm going to change this year then I'm gonna stick to it."
"So Leah isn't just a one-time thing to get 300 bucks?"
"Maybe yes, maybe no. We'll see how tonight goes. But one thing's for sure is that I'm getting that 300 bucks."
Sam and Bucky made a bet as their New Year's resolution that Bucky would never go on a second date with any girl or remember to call her in the morning after a wild night. His commitment issues had given him a reputation as the player in the gang. It wasn't a new thing anymore to anyone that when they visited Bucky's place in the morning, they would see a girl with a dopey smile and slightly ruffled hair walking out of his apartment, giddy that Bucky just made a promise to call her later.
You, Natasha, Wanda, Sam and Steve were hanging out at Nat's place. The six of you had been friends since college. You, Nat, Bucky and Steve had known each other since high school and the four of you kept in touch despite going to separate universities. You met Wanda when you went to NYU and Steve met Sam while he was in Harvard. Long story short, after the four of you graduated, you and Wanda lived together as roommates and even started your own bakery business. Steve and Bucky lived in the same building as you and Natasha and Sam lived nearly alone. They were too independent for roommates. Don't even start on Natasha and how much she valued her personal space. That's how the six of you ended up here, gathered at your place on a Saturday afternoon.
"Are you gonna pick her up tonight?"
"Of course. Gonna clean up well, bring her some flowers and knock on her door at 7 pm precisely. Which girl isn't gonna fall for that?" Bucky walked over to the couch you and Nat were sitting on and leaned on the headrest, his arms caging both you and Natasha.
You didn't say anything nor did Natasha because she knew about your feelings for Bucky. Despite never feeling that way about Bucky in high school, your feelings changed a week ago after learning that Bucky used to be in love with you but never had the courage to tell you. That's why he never had a girlfriend during his high school years and he wanted to take you to prom and confess his feelings to you but he was too late. Another guy had already snooped in first.
You were his first love but it wasn't reciprocated until now. That's why in college, he learned how to get over you and slept with as many women as possible because he felt like he lost four years of his life of finding the one. He never intended to be a player and feed girls empty promises, it just kind of became his way of dating. He was too afraid that no one could live up to you yet he enjoyed being with women. Hence, the bet.
The day you found out from Steve about Bucky's past feelings for you while playing truth or dare, you immediately wanted to call him up but Bucky was out of town for a few days and as soon as he was back home, he had Leah in his arm. Your heart was crushed. Wanda told you that it would probably last for a few days and that he'd eventually be single again but you totally did not expect this thing to turn into something serious. You loved Sam with every fibre of your being, he was like the big brother you never had, but you wanted to curse him for making that bet.
So you just rolled your eyes and stayed silent throughout this entire conversation, even though your heart felt like it was being stabbed over and over again. "Alright, I gotta go. Got a big date tonight. I'll see you guys in a few hours." Just like that, Bucky walked out of the room without knowing the pain his words caused you.
The next day you were sitting in your bed watching The Notebook in your pyjamas because you were too heartbroken to do anything productive. It was Sunday so you could just have a whole day to yourself and do absolutely nothing but cry. Wanda knocked on your door bringing a plate of cookies and she had a pitiful look on her face. "y/n? Sweetie? I made you these cookies, they might make you feel better." Sometimes you thank the stars for bringing her into your life.
"Thank you, Wanda. You're so nice to me." You know you probably sound like a hormonal whiny kid but everything made you cry at the moment.
"Do you need anything else? I know how it feels to get your heartbroken, trust me. When me and Vision had a fight and we didn't talk for days all I wanted was to curl up and never leave my bed, so in case you need anything, I'm here." She offered you that warm smile of hers.
"No, all I want right now is to just eat these cookies and go back to my film, thanks Wan."
"Okay, I'll be outside." Your pity party was interrupted when Nat arrived in her leather jacket and burst into your room.
"Get up, you are taking a shower and you're getting that face beat."
"Natasha, what the hell? Leave me alone."
"Y/N, listen to me. I got a date for you. His name is Scott and he's a real nice guy, he's funny, he's a good friend of mine and he is really smart. He is so much better than Bucky, I promise you. Now c'mon, I already told him that you are meeting him tonight at Stark's restaurant at 7."
You whined, doing anything you can to get her to leave you alone with your tears and your cookies but you knew that once Natasha set her mind on something, there's no talking her way out of it. Damn that woman with her determination.
"Y/N, c'mon! Wallowing all day isn't you. I know you and what's good for you. That's why I found you a great guy who will charm you so good that you will forget Barnes even existed. You can't let him win, y/n. If he's going to be happy with someone else, then you better show him that you can be much happier with other people."
You stared at her, trying to absorb her words. There's some wisdom in that. You're not the type to cry over a guy, not even for even Bucky Barnes. So you let Natasha drag you to the shower and asked Wanda to do your hair when she does your makeup. She chose an outfit for you, a dress that was not too sexy but chic enough to leave a good first impression.
Scott was early to the restaurant and he looked elated to see you. He was wearing a grey suit with no tie and he had a really exuberant smile on his face, the type that drew people easily. You could see why Natasha called him a nice guy.
"Wow, sorry, I just- didn't expect you to be this beautiful."
"Ah, thank you, Scott. Have you been waiting long?"
"No, not at all. I just arrived here like five minutes ago."
The night went on and Scott did most of the asking and talking, you answered each question curtly with forced enthusiasm in your face and body language. You weren't even listening to half of the things he said because your mind kept playing images of Bucky with Leah and how you heard from Sam that the date went well so he lost 300 bucks. You kept thinking about Bucky and Leah and how they would probably get married and have kids and live in the suburbs with a golden retriever while you'd still be single and you'd compare every man you meet to Bucky. Maybe it was your karma for not reciprocating his feelings in high school.
Five glasses of wine and you spent more time nodding than talking. Honestly, all you wanted to do was to just go home and go back to The Notebook because their love story was much better than your love life. Scott woke you out of your daze, "Natasha told you that I was cuter than this, did she?" after you gulped your sixth glass of wine.
"Oh Scott, I'm so sorry. It's not you, it's me. I know it sounds cliche but it's just... I'm not in a place where I'm looking for a boyfriend. You are a really likeable guy and I swear, if we had met at another time, maybe I would be a better date but right now, I just- I have someone else in my mind." You sighed, it felt like a relief to get that off your chest.
"Is this guy... an ex-boyfriend?"
You chuckled, "no... He wishes."
Scott nodded, "look, I don't know what your situation is but I've been through a divorce and it's never easy. But eventually, you'll be fine. You can't see it now because you haven't had closure." Then it was as if the bulb above your head was turned on.
"That's it.  Closure, yeah. That's all I need. Okay, give me a minute. I'm gonna call him now and I'm going to get my closure."
Scott sat there watching you comically trying to find your phone in your purse and tapped on Bucky's contact number. The normal you would be sweating with every ring but intoxicated you had no worries in the world... For now.
"This is Bucky. Can't pick up right now, leave a message." Beep.
"Hello, yes, Bucky! Or James, should I call you James? I always thought Bucky was a weird name. Anyways, I'm just calling to tell you that I am fine and I am on a date with Scott. And speaking of dates, I just gotta tell you that I'm happy to hear that your date went well. And that, my friend, means that I am over you. That's right, I'm over you. Tell Leah I say hi." You said sarcastically.
You hung up the phone and threw your phone back into your purse. You felt like you just won a chess game.
The next morning you decided to sleep in because your heart was pounding and you could barely sit up without feeling like you might fall. You were supposed to be working at the bakery but since you owned the bakery, Wanda let you sleep it off until you recover. You couldn't remember anything from last night, how you got back to your apartment was a mystery. You tried to put the pictures together, from being forced to go on a date, meeting a guy named Sean? Simon? Sebastian? Scott! Yes, Scott. You ordered your meals and then... Nothing, it was all blurry. You weren't even sure if anything happened at all after eating your meals.
The apartment was empty because Wanda was working at the bakery and it was just you with your hangover pills. Bucky came to your apartment without knocking because Wanda told him on the phone that you were home. He greeted you with a smile and asked about your date.
"Uh, let's see. I think there was a restaurant, I know there was wine. And there's a guy, Scott and pretty much that's all I can recall."
Bucky made a yikes face. Seeing the state you were in, he could do the math (of the wine you had). You probably enjoyed the alcohol more than the guy. What a doofus, he thought. If he was the one going on a date with you, you'd definitely remember every detail from last night.
"Leah's downstairs and I'm taking her back to her place but I left my keys here last night. Have you seen it?"
"No, check the drawers. Maybe Wanda put 'em there."
"Ah, okay." He opened the drawers and found the keys to his bike.
"Did we... Speak on the phone last night?"
"Nope, my phone was dead and I didn't charge it all night so I haven't really checked it. Why?"
"Nothing, nothing. It's just... Never mind. My memories are a bit hazy right now. You should go, say hi to Leah for me."
Bucky nodded as you walked back to your room to go lie down. Your question reminded him that he should probably check his phone now because there could be work-related messages but the first thing he heard was a voicemail from you. "Oh, y/n. I got your message!"
That instantly stopped you in your tracks. Your eyes went wide and you froze. You immediately turned around and ran to grab his phone away from him. Bucky had a confused look on his face, "who's Scott?"
"Oh my God, no, Bucky, give me the phone. Give me the phone!" But it was already too late, he was already halfway through your voicemail and by the time you successfully snatched his phone out of his grasp, he had already heard every word.
Bucky stood there dumbfounded, he needed time to process everything you just said to him. "What do you- what do you mean you're over me?"
"Oh, God... Alright, um- lately, I've um- sort of, have... Feelings for you." You never had to chase a guy or confess your crush first so this felt new and my God, it was nerve-racking.
"You have feelings for me..." He said it as if he was convincing himself that his ears got it right. Bucky couldn't believe the words that just escaped through your lips, for years he had dreamed of this moment. Though never did he ever want you to make the first move but adolescent him wanted to hear you say what he'd been wanting to say to you too.
He didn't say anything for what felt like minutes and you couldn't decipher his thoughts from the look on his face. "I need to sit down," he pulled one of the dining chairs and leaned on his side in a defeated posture.
"Bucky... Please say something." You alerted him in a hushed tone, not wanting to startle him than you already did. But he didn't. He was lost at words. What the hell was he supposed to tell her?
"Look Bucky, I'm sorry for telling you this way but I had to. I just- I've been wanting to talk to you about it since you came back to New York, well- actually, since Steve told me but-"
"Whoa, Steve told you?!" He interrupted.
"Yeah, it just accidentally slipped when we were playing truth or dare..."
"Okay well," he stood up from his seat, yet he still couldn't look you in the eye. "I can't do this right now, Leah's waiting for me downstairs and I gotta go." He basically ran out of the room and slammed the door behind him, leaving you alone.
Once your hangover had begun dissipating, you decided to help Wanda at the bakery and took the night shift. She must've been exhausted from managing the bakery alone while also helping the employees in the kitchen so you told her to go home and leave it to you. The bakery's usually slower at night.
When it was nearing closing time and your employees had gone home, you decided to clean up and turned off the lights and checked everything one last time before locking the door. The bell above the door dinged and you were slightly annoyed because who the hell comes to the bakery at this hour?
"I'm sorry we're clo...sed." It was Bucky. He stood there in a black coat, with an expression you still couldn't figure out. "Bucky, what are you-"
"You have no right to tell me that you've got feelings for me." His tone was harsh, he never spoke that way to you or anyone... Ever.
"What?"
He walked closer to you, maintaining his gaze, "You can not tell me that you've got feelings for me now when I'm doing well with my life and Leah..."
"What the hell is that supposed to mean?"
"I was in love with you for years! Years, y/n! And you never said and did anything and now when everything's going well you're ruining it!"
"I am ruining it?" You repeated the question because you couldn't believe what you just heard. How dare he said those hurtful things to you.
"Yes! I was doing fine with Leah and now I don't know what's going to happen with me and her anymore..."
"Yeah, well, I was doing fine before I found out that YOU were in love with me and never had the balls to tell me!" You did everything you could to not cry, you hated crying in the middle of an argument.
"Hey, it's not like I didn't try. There were your ex-boyfriends and your dates and I had to move on. I couldn't wait forever! And now, now you're too late."
"Oh, so what? You're just gonna walk away and pretend that this never happened?"
"Yes, I'm going to do exactly that and I'm going to go see Leah." He turned around like he did earlier in your apartment and left you alone once again with your heartbreak.
"Fine! Go ahead and see Leah because I don't give a fuck about cowards like you or whoever you sleep with." You slammed the door and tried everything you could to not have a breakdown here because you really hated letting an argument hurt you. You sat on one of the chairs where the customers would sit and you hid your face with your hands and cried.
Not because you just lost an argument but because of what Bucky said and it felt like you had lost Bucky before you even had him. Now there was no hope left for you and Bucky, things were too complicated.
You didn't know how long you had cried there, alone, in the dimmed lighting of your shop but after you felt like the tears had dried, you wiped the traces of your tears from your cheeks with the back of your thumb. You stood from your seat and was ready to go home. You couldn't wait to eat some leftover pizzas, take a warm shower and cry into your pillows until you fall asleep.
But when you were about to leave, you saw Bucky standing on the other side of the door, watching you through the windows with a softer expression on his face. You opened the door and Bucky instantly grabbed your waist and kissed you as if his life depended on it.
You gave in to his kiss, letting him pour every desire and yearning into your lips for as long as he wanted. You grabbed his face because you wanted him impossibly closer and you shut your eyes, letting your guard down. Because it was Bucky, and you'd known him for as long as you could remember and you both deserved this moment.
Bucky eventually pulled away until both of you were running out of air. You were breathless from his kiss, you never knew he was such a good kisser. (It's Bucky and he's had a lot of women on his bed, of course, he was excellent at it. Who were you kidding?) But now that you've had your own front-row experience, you felt a tad of possessiveness at the thought of sharing those lips or any part of him with anyone else.
"I couldn't go back to her knowing you are here alone and I had thrown away what I've wanted for as long as I could remember."
"I'm glad you came back." You pressed your foreheads and you rested your hands on his chest. You could get used to this.
"I hope it's not too late to say this but, y/n y/l/n, will you let me take you to dinner and see a movie after maybe?"
"I wasn't the one who said it's too late," you halfheartedly teased him.
"Shut up, so is that a yes or a no?"
You bit your lip and nodded, "yes. Definitely a yes." You stared into his ocean blue eyes, so deep and beautiful, you could easily get lost in it.
"y/n y/ln, I'm going to put all of your ex-boyfriends to shame."
"Hm, we'll see about that." You put your arms around his neck. Then a thought crossed your mind and your smile faded away, "what are you gonna do about Leah though?"
"I'll talk to her in the morning. Let's take you home now, yeah? It's getting late."
You bit your lip and nodded, "okay."
Ninth grade you dreamed of popular jocks and athletic seniors, but little did you know that, sometimes, the one who sincerely loved you was the book nerd who loved The Hobbit a little too much.
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samstree · 3 years ago
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for the cliche tropes, 27. Help me I’m being hit on at a bar please be my fake boyfriend for a second with geraskier, if you please <3
Thank you for the prompt! 🌼 Sorry it’s quite late but please enjoy this tiny piece of pining on this fine Friday.
(1.3k, geraskier, slow dancing, drunk jaskier, protective geralt, no warnings.)
“Oh, Geralt! Fancy seeing you here!” Jaskier exclaims, as if they didn’t come to the banquet together.
The bard reaches Geralt’s table and sweeps away his ale in one swift motion before chugging it all down. When he finally puts down the tankard, Geralt finds himself the recipient of the bard’s most charming and yet most performative smile.
Jaskier is nervous.
“Phew!” His hands flail dramatically. “Fine evening, isn’t it?”
Geralt hums, waiting for the catch.
“Let’s dance!”
Without getting a reply, Jaskier is already dragging Geralt up from his seat. With all the wine and ale in his system, Jaskier’s hold is not strong enough to manhandle a bulky witcher, but they end up at the edge of the dance floor anyway.
Jaskier’s warm palms rest flush against Geralt’s waist, and their faces are only a hand’s breadth away. Geralt can feel the heat on the bard’s flushed cheeks and hear the pounding of his heart in the din of the room. They sway to the gentle music.
It’s…close, too close. Geralt needs a distraction.
“What’s the catch, Jask?”
The bard scoffs, almost offended. “Do I require a reason to dance with you? Or am I not allowed to just enjoy quality time with my favorite witcher?”
Geralt simply lifts an eyebrow.
“All right. You are too smart for your own good.” Jaskier chews on his lips, again, nervously. “There is this one gentleman, who may have been too eager for my…company, despite my explaining of the situation.”
“Which is?”
“That I’m in love and thus unavailable?” Jaskier says as if it’s obvious. Geralt frowns with worry.
“Still?” the witcher asks quizzically. “Valdo left nearly a year ago, Jaskier. It isn’t healthy.”
That is the wrong thing to say because Jaskier flinches at the name. Hurt flashes across those cornflower blue eyes, and Jaskier looks too dejected, too similar to how Geralt found him at his worst, in pain and alone and roaring drunk. He never wants to see Jaskier like that again.
“Well, no matter,” Jaskier chuckles tightly. “It’s not like the guy took the hint and left me alone, so I had to improvise. Now, before you give me another lecture or something, you need to know that I had no choice but to—”
“What did you do?” Geralt lets the music and the crowd lead the two of them around the dance floor, careful not to bump into another couple.
The bard regains his balance, looking contrite.
“I may have implied that, um, the person I’m in love with is here tonight.” He pauses before continuing reluctantly. “Or I may have said plainly that he is…a certain witcher.”
“Jaskier…”
“I know. I know! But he was relentless and I couldn’t get away!” he pleads.
“Hmm.”
Geralt’s hands tighten on Jaskier’s shoulders protectively. The bard is too drunk to even keep up with the dance, let alone fight off some unwanted pursuer. In truth, he’s only relieved that he is here with Jaskier, even though the lie is hitting a bit too close to home.
Holding Jaskier like this, swaying with him gently, is once again reminding Geralt of what he isn’t allowed to dream. He no longer dares these days. Not when he’s the one pushing Jaskier away time and time again, not when he’s the one who let Jaskier slip through his fingers and end up with Valdo, not when he’s the one who inadvertently caused Jaskier’s broken heart.
“Oh fuck.” Jaskier hisses, his body tensing. “He’s coming towards us. Okay, act natural! Wait, what is natural if we were together? Oh…um… Just roll with me, will you?”
Before Geralt can reply, Jaskier’s mouth is on his. The kiss is as chaste as it can be—Jaskier is only pecking at his lips gently, never pushing in. Geralt only remembers to close his eyes after a moment, and forces himself to respond as such. To keep up the front, he tells himself, lest the guy is watching.
And he is. Deliberate footsteps are circling the dance floor, not far from them. Geralt concentrate on identifying the man’s heartbeat and his movement—
Jaskier sucks on his lower lip once, twice, before letting go. He buries his face in the crook of Geralt’s neck, his body still taut like a statue.
“Is he gone?”
Warm breaths ghost over the skin of Geralt’s neck and he struggles to open his eyes. The man is not gone. In fact, he’s observing them intently, just shy of stepping into the dance floor himself. Through the moving crowd, Geralt can make out his golden hair and slim shoulders, almost a spitting image of one Valdo Marx, only a little taller.
Geralt hates this man immediately.
Perhaps it’s those too piercing eyes, or the way his presence is making Jaskier nervous like this, or just the look of him. Geralt narrows his eyes dangerously.
“He is not,” Geralt says into Jaskier’s ear, mimicking a lover’s murmur, all the while not breaking eye contact. He’s heard so many times how his yellow eyes are monstrous, and Geralt is thankful for once. It takes some balls to not cower under a witcher’s glare, one that projects predator from afar. This one crumbles within seconds.
With a triumphant smirk, Geralt moves one hand up to cup the nape of Jaskier’s neck, the other one still pressed between his shoulder blades. He’s laying claim. Hopefully, the light can catch a glint of his fangs, but either way, the man is soon running off, tail between his legs.
“Now he’s gone,” Geralt’s voice comes out deeper and rougher. He clears his throat. “Should be out of the gate by this point.”
They are standing impossibly close. The anxious rise and fall of Jaskier’s chest slow to normal and they separate. Geralt misses the contact. He now has a harder time keeping Jaskier steady on his feet. Yes, that’s the sole reason to miss holding Jaskier.
“I—” Jaskier’s gaze is still fixed somewhere far away behind Geralt’s shoulder, oblivious of how reluctantly the witcher is retracting his hands. “Sorry I did that.”
“Hmm. It worked.”
The bard lets out a dry laugh. “Thank the fuck you are here. I wouldn’t have known what to do.”
“You can take care of yourself.”
Geralt only has one hand at Jaskier’s elbow, holding onto him with a featherlight touch. The music has come to an end and the quiet intimacy dissipates.
“Can I?” Jaskier says half-mockingly. “One look at that guy and I could barely breathe, Geralt, and he doesn’t even look that much like Val—him.”
Jaskier bites his lips in contrite, his eyes dimmed. Geralt dips his head to meet Jaskier’s gaze, the ocean blue so lost.
“Hey. I’ll be here if you need me,” he adds way too quickly, almost spluttering. “—to get rid of unwanted attention, that is.”
Jaskier doesn’t seem to notice the awkwardness. Instead, a soft smile stretches across his face. Wordlessly, the bard leans forward to place a small kiss on Geralt’s cheek.
Geralt has to hide the gasp, his eyes wide. He doesn’t know why he’s more affected this time. Is it because it’s real? A voice at the back of his head asks. The last time—even with Jaskier’s lips all over him—was only a show, but this one is full of Jaskier’s heart.
“You are sweet.” Jaskier wipes at the spot with a thumb. “What would I do without you, my friend?”
“Hmm.”
Friend. It’s one little word that Geralt has rejected time and time again, and just when he begins to want for more, he finds himself trapped in the very same word. The irony would be laughable if Geralt is not missing the warmth of Jaskier against him so much.
How the turntables.
Geralt lets Jaskier retreat into the crowd, and if he turns to smell the lingering scent of Jaskier on his shoulder, nobody needs to know.
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podiumackles · 3 years ago
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hi! here is my prompt list. you can either use these to request your story, or you can submit your own storyline. remember to add your requested driver and the corresponding letter and number of the prompt.
e.g.: hello, could i request lando norris with prompts s14 and f6?
i mainly write for the following drivers:
lando norris | george russell | max verstappen | sebastian vettel | daniel ricciardo | charles leclerc | pierre gasly | carlos sainz jr.
disclaimer: for sebastian vettel, i only write fluff and angst.
fluff prompts (F)
"i feel so sick, please give me cuddles"
"is that my hoodie?" "no, not anymore."
"darling, you're staring. again."
"kill the damn spider!" "listen, i think now is the right time to tell you i am absolutely terrified."
"can i kiss you?"
"i hate you." "no, you don't."
"mate, that's my sister!"
"your presence is disturbing me. please shut up." "come here and make me."
"hang on, are you blushing?"
"hey honey, im streaming. want to come and say hello?"
"i am so punching you in the face if you don't stop." "id rather have you kissing me."
"did you just ask me out?"
"is that a baby bump or have you been eating a snack child?" "shut the fuck up, he doesn't know yet!"
"is this what you call flirting?" "you fell for it the first time, though."
"what do you want to do today?" "i just want to enjoy my lazy morning with you."
"i am sorry for waking you like a child, but i believe i just had a nightmare."
"do you want to come with me to the next race? i am sure the paddock will love you."
"please play guitar for me."
"did we really just kiss on my porch in the pouring rain?" "yeah, we are so cliche."
"did you just say you like me?"
"you really love her, don't you?"
"stay with me tonight."
"truth is, you make me a better person. and i'm sure everyone loves you for that."
"honey, i think i'm pregnant."
"did you just call this a date?"
"good god! you're in love with her!"
"you are the worst with children." "i wouldn't be if they were ours."
"are you even listening?" "sorry sweetheart, you were distracting me."
"should i start paying rent for how much i am in your head?"
"see you soon, i can't wait to kiss you again."
"don't worry, i kiss way better than i talk" "is that an invitation?"
"why are you such an ass?" "because i fucking love you!"
"can't you see im busy?" "i can, but you look too cute to ignore."
"did you just throw that at me?"
"as much as i love listening to your native language, you know i can't understand shit."
"i believe ive just gotten my period." "is there anything i can do for you?"
angst prompts (A)
"i am afraid of having the power to hold someone's heart and being trusted not to drop it."
"i'm not going to beg you to stay." "but what if i want you to so desperately?"
"please don't say you love me."
"i can't imagine a world with you gone."
"it's hard to believe but everything will be okay. i promise." "no, that is not a promise you can make."
"i guess we just weren't meant to be. not in this life."
"honestly? i am so fucking tired of being your secret."
"please, give me one more chance." "no. you have run out."
"i really never meant for me to hurt you." "but you did."
"i truly don't care, i'm done. get out."
"listen, i know i messed up, but i am unable to continue without you."
"i thought you loved me." "i did."
"what do we call this? what is this going on between us?"
"the choice is simple. either love me and pick me, or let me go. im not doing this anymore."
"then tell me, why the hell did you leave?"
"don't you see i'm fucking trying not to fall apart?"
"i can't. i don't want to get hurt again."
"i can't lose you." "but i am already gone."
"i'm not leaving, end of story." "yes, yes you are."
"don’t you dare fucking walk away from me! i am talking to you!" "and i'm done listening to you."
"you tricked me into loving you and left when you realised you couldn't handle the commitment."
"can i ask, what the hell have i ever done that you hate me this much?"
"it will be okay." "no, it will never be okay. was there ever a moment where i was enough for you?"
"please stop. you're scaring me."
"what is your fucking problem?" "the problem is that i think i'm in love with you, and i am absolutely terrified!"
"why do you always do this?" "it's easier to shut everyone out. nothing personal. just say i'm the problem and go."
"get those three words out of your dirty mouth. they are way too meaningful to be spoken out when you don't mean it."
"what the hell happened to us?"
"look me in the eyes and say that again."
"was there ever a moment your heart properly loved me?" "there was. until i broke it in the process."
smut prompts (S)
"i know it's the wrong thing to do, but i kinda want to."
"if he knew what i thought about you it would break his heart."
"show me what you think, darling."
"i truly wish i would able to control myself myself when i'm around you." "don't."
"is this distracting?" "well what do you expect?"
"i am so bored." "i might have an idea."
"no, we are definitely not having sex right now!" "yes, we are."
"darling, you need to tell me what you want."
"do you need some help with that?"
"fucking hell, shut your mouth." "make me."
"you are mine." "wait, are you fucking jealous?"
"do you like what you see, sweetheart?"
"didn't i tell you to stay still?"
"please just shut up and fuck me now."
"mind if i join you?"
"honey, do not give me that look. you know what it does to me."
"be a good girl and spread those legs."
"please, don't stop." "oh honey, i don't intend to."
"we are not sleeping tonight. be prepared."
"listen, it's not my fault you keep turning me on. you just have that effect."
"i want you to ride my thigh."
"i want to see you come undone. can you do that for me?"
"call me that one more time and you'll see the consequences."
"if you take another step, i cannot be held responsible for my actions that might follow."
"honey, i really don't care how good it feels. you better not cum until you're allowed to."
"just shut up and take your clothes off."
"did you give me a fucking hickey?"
"i kinda hate you, you know?" "ive been told. and that makes this even better."
"you want a quickie?" "what, now?"
"i thought you'd properly hate fuck me against the wall."
"ooh! so you have a breeding kink!" "do not fucking speak about this."
"wait, you seriously want him to join us?"
"you're seriously considering going back to your friends like that? you look like a mess, darling."
"tell me, have you just been touching yourself to the thought of me?"
"your pretty sounds are like music to my ears and i could listen to them all day."
"no wait! my parents are home."
"i want you to ride my thigh."
"alright, what do i get if i win?"
"i can’t believe we’re doing this. again." "i guess we're both each other's worst addiction."
"honey, please let me take your stress away."
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every movie director knows how to build a scene from just one sentence. and here, at kflixnet, we’re blessed to have some of the best directors join our team and showcase their amazing talent with us!
with that said, kflixnet presents our first event: a dialogue prompt event!
the rules are really simple.
- below the cut are 30 fluff prompts and 30 angst prompts for you to choose from. feel free to use as many as you want, but make sure that at least one (1) prompt is in your fic. - there is no word count limit! write as much or as little as you’d like! - you do not have to be a member to participate in the event. however, we do encourage you to apply if you’d like to take part in further such events in the future! - reblog this post to help spread the word to other interested writers! - the deadline to get your fics out is 21 january, 2022. - tag the network in your fic, and make sure to mention the event and which prompt(s) you chose in the a/n. - lastly, make sure the fic(s) comply with our rules and guidelines.
feel free to message @liliansun or @jenovious if you have any questions!
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Fluff Prompt List:
“Isn’t that my hoodie? Well, it looks good on you.”
“Will you be mine, forever?”
“It’s you - it always has been, and it always will be.”
“Are you wearing my socks?” “Yeah, they’re warmer than mine.”
“Truth or dare?” “Neither.”
“I love your voice, you know that?”
“Are you sleeping?” “I’m trying to.”
“I bet if I kissed you right now, your lips would taste like candy.”
“Sing for me, darling.”
“You’ll always be special to me, I promise.”
“Let’s dance in the rain!” “Cliche, much?”
“Hey, look! Mistletoe.” “Nope, I’m not kissing you.”
“If you could have one thing in the entire world, what would it be?” “You.”
“I like you. You like me. I think it’s pretty self-explanatory, don’t you think?”
“I have butterflies in my stomach and they aren’t even here.”
“Do you even know how to cook?” “Nope.” “Just try not to burn down the kitchen.”
“Yes, I know it’s 1 am, but I want cupcakes.”
“Are you going to kiss me now?” “Only if you want me to.”
“You’re special. Especially to me.”
“Are you jealous?” “No.” “Am I supposed to believe you?”
“Do I distract you?” “In the best way possible.”
“Can you hold my hand?”
“I’m glad you’re here, with me.”
“Have I kissed you today?” “You tell me. Do I look like I’ve been kissed enough today?”
“What did you dream of?” “Our wedding.”
“I want a hug.” “Ask, and you shall receive.”
“I want a grilled cheese sandwich, please.” “Sure, but it costs one kiss.”
“Isn’t it beautiful?” “Yeah, just like you.”
“You’re perfect.”
“Stop staring at me!” “Why? I’ve got a beautiful view.”
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Angst Prompt List:
“I’m sorry. I really am.”
“Just… stay away from me. Please.”
“Maybe you should try taking a leap of faith.”
“Why would you say that to me?”
“I could never leave you alone.” “Then why are you doing just that?”
“Why do we even need other people? We’ve got each other.”
“I love you.” “Don’t lie to yourself.”
“Are you willing to take that choice?”
“Sometimes letting go is the best thing anyone can ever do.”
“That’s not fair.”
“Aren’t you afraid of growing tired of me?” “I could never.”
“I’m so, so scared that this is all a lie.”
“You can’t just walk into someone’s life, make them feel special, and then leave.”
“We should take a break.”
“Who cares?” “Me!”
“You’re never second to me. You’re always first.”
“Why did you choose me?”
“Don’t shut me out.”
“I’m trying, but it’s just so hard.”
“What we had was magical. It’s not anymore.”
“I just want to be loved.”
“Did you even care about me?”
“I’m not good enough for you.”
“Please tell me this is all just a big, messed-up prank.”
“My intention was never to hurt you.”
“Things just… went downhill.”
“I think this is good for both of us. Gives us time to think.”
“Promise me you’ll come back.” “I… can’t.”
“I’ll always love you, but… maybe we weren’t meant to last.”
“Saying sorry doesn’t undo what you did.”
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justmeandmyships · 3 years ago
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Reasons why episode 5 of Bad Buddy is another level and I won’t argue about it, (AKA How not to fall into cliches, a masterpiece):
Pat realization of his feelings: Something you must know about me, it’s that i hate cliches and I won’t lie to you and say i wasn’t scared when episode 5 teaser came out because it’s so usuuuuuualllllll to see the cliche of the guy who realize of his feelings after he found out the other lead has feelings for him. It’s so usual, specially on BL series, isn’t it?. For me, it doesn’t matter if, let’s say character A has feelings for character B before knowing how B feels about him because it’s soooooo annoying that A only can put name on his own feelings when he knows the truth about B. Like what could happen if A never found out of B feelings? He would never realize he loved B?. That’s just ridiculous!!! and i definitely didn’t want that for PatPran. Neither i wanted Pat naming his feelings because another person told him, because that would have been even worse. So, for an avid show watcher like me was a fucking breath of air when I saw Pat by himself questioning all his feelings for all these years... you know that look he gave?... omg what a performance!!!. You can literally tell everything that was going on his mind; the “wait a minute”, the confusion, the fear, the doubt, the panic, but most of all, the “yes, it makes sense”. That was just beautiful. Beyond beautiful. Like i said, when the scene with the signals came out, i immediately thought that they will be using this to help Pat to know about Pran’s feelings but they didn’t. They used on Pat himself!!! Pran and his feelings have nothing to do with it; it was a conversation between Pat, his heart and his head and nothing more. That’s so deep because it means, that even if Pran never had feelings for Pat, Pat would STILL be in love of Pran. That’s so important and huge difference that set this show apart. The feelings they have for each other exist regardless of being reciprocated and that’s how love works in real life, you fall in love and it’s just a blessing if that person loves you back too. But like if that wasn’t enough, we didn’t have a super awkward (kinda homophobic) reaction that we often see in shows like this. No, what we had was Pat ready to confirm everything, to go deeper into his heart. He went and asked his friends, he went and put things on practice. He wanted to know, even though he already knew. But the fact that he wanted to be 200% sure... my lord. My heart is too week for it. However, the cherry on top was Pat talking with Ink, because with that scene the production told us that Pat’s feelings weren’t just for now, they told us that his feelings have being there forever but he never dared to name because he was scared (there’s no need for me to explain why he was scared) , we see this when He told Ink that he was scared of loosing a friend or when Ink told him that he looked relieved after confessing his feelings; and he absolutely did. Because like he said, he’s mature now and those feelings that he never dared to name had been there for way too long, pressuring him for way too much. Ugh... honestly this is such a top writing that i don’t think y’all realize. This is something the writers took the time to put the right words, with the right emotions, with such respect and care for the characters and that’s just so hard to do.
Their first kiss/confession of love: Well, if someone realizing of their feelings because of external forces it’s a cliche that i hate, the first kiss or confession of love while being drunk, it’s definitely a cliche that i hate the most with all my guts; simply because when you are drunk, you’re not yourself, you’re fucking intoxicated and for me, it lacks consent; so yes, the last thing I wanted was Pat kissing Pran or telling about his feelings being drunk because that wouldn’t be Pat. That would have been a Pat without power to think straight what he really wanted. So, whe I saw PatPran drunk and fighting, i was scared because that simply would have ruined the show for me. Yet, the writers fooled me once again, making me think they will go for that route but boy, they amount of respect they have for PatPran fills my heart. Yes, PatPran were drunk but they gave time to calm down themselves. The writers could have simply, make them kiss right there, after the figth, after Wai left, instead they made Pran go away, he showered and changed, he went into that rooftop to calm down and we had Pat doing the exactly same. Pat didn’t went there looking for Pran. You can see how he got surprised when he saw him and he just decided right there to speak his heart once a for all. The amount of body language that actors gave us, was a terrific job!!!. Such a talent!!!! (I can’t go there because I would be talking about it to not end). The beautiful part of this is that we know how Pran feels about Pat but until this moment, Pat didn’t. So this guy who was to afraid all these years, in that exactly moment, literally did a jump of faith. He couldn’t keep those feelings inside him and he won’t. He wasn’t drunk or desperate unlike the fight, he was calm and sure about what he was going to do, regardless of the consequences. And when Pran finally gave him his attention, he didn’t doubt, he said everything he couldn’t say all this time. Am i crying? Yes, I am. And you can definitely understand why they both started crying too. The constant changes of emotions they experienced, my lord... Keep in mind that Pran didn’t knew either where Pat speech was going to end because all he knew was that the last time he spoke with Pat, he liked Ink, so Pat saying that he was so happy when Pran left hurt him and we saw that in his eyes and the producers could use another cliche by making them suffer because of the bad communication but no, the used that cliche and turned it around by making Pat confess his love. I remember screaming “why are you two so dumb, don’t you see you’re crying in front of each other” and then boom, the kiss happened. But it wasn’t the typical i kiss you and the other not wanting it. Because I see many of you, stating that Pat doesn’t know how Pran feels about him but you’re wrong. Of course he knows. The thing you don’t understand is that After he kissed Pran, he stopped. He stopped to see Pran reaction and what was Pran’s answer? To grab him and kiss him with more intensity and passion!!!!. That’s why we see my boy Pat, so happy after they kissed, because of that fullness you have after knowing the person you like, likes you back. You’re in the moon and Pat was in the moon. (Pran was in the moon too but his fears overcome him because he has faced the consequences of his feelings in front hand which it’s natural but that’s another discussion for another day). But yeah, Pat may be not the most smart person when it comes to love but it’s impossible not to know that Pran likes him back after the kiss because it wasn’t an unilateral kiss, it was mutual and wished for BOTH OF THEM for way too long...ahhhh what a beautiful thing it’s the mutual and consenting love, isn’t it?
Pran subtle displayed feelings: Even though, episode 5 was more about Pat and his feelings, just like episode 4 was more about Pran, it was nice and beautiful that writers still reassured through the episode that Pran was in love with Pat too. He accomplished the signals too, the looks, the touch, the care, the awkwardness and the jealousy but I’m not going to dig in it because 1. We already knew how he felt, and 2. The actions are self explanatory.
The paths that joined in a rooftop: Finally, i must say the biggest reason i love episode 5, it is how this is a conclusion. Because Pran knew about his feelings for Pat own his own and Pat did the same. Pran never dreamed with Pat loving him back and Pat was too scared to even put a name on it but the truth was one, Pran loves Pat and Pat loves Pran and in that rooftop was the moment they both realize how the other feels. Even if Pat didn’t love Pran or Pran didn’t Pat, the feelings of one another will be just right there not matter what. So it was like to individuals falling in love by their own and then being blessed with a reciprocated love. And that’s how you write a good love story. Byeeee
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smallblip · 3 years ago
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Hello sweetie! I swear your fics are like my fav things in the world! I wanna ask if you have a favorite Levihan and Jeankasa scene or moment that made you say I FUCKING LOVE THIS SHIP. I hope you're having an amazing week! <3
Thanks for reading them lovely😭💖
YES. Brilliant question. /pulls up a PowerPoint/
Levihan
For Levihan, I know this is cliche, but every levihan fan’s pilgrimage starts at this very spot:
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Fucking “right here” sexual tension so thick it breaks my fucking butter knife. Because I’m an idiot, I didn’t *notice* it the first time (I used to watch the anime when having dinner during University forgive me), but when I rewatched it and this scene came on. Omfg. I just-
What even is that Levi? What is this smouldering look? Did your face have to be that close to Hanji’s to make your point? Omg! And Hanji’s stupid wide-eyed expression because Levi caught them off-guard? Stop it. Stop. We’re in public. We’re at work. Human Resources will be hearing about this!
The second scene that made me absolutely feral was when Hanji barged in on Levi’s squad’s tea time and talked to Eren while the others were like “fuckkkk go awayyyyy” and Hanji just barks a curt “Levi! What’s Eren up to today?” And he replies, completely deadpan, and Hanji proceeds to ignore his comment completely, switches back to their “uwu hewwo bb Ewen” voice and pulls Eren out of his duties. It was such an embarrassing partner (who is the manager of another branch and technically my boss) shows up at my workplace to wreak havoc moment? And Levi is just- completely used to it by now? He doesn’t mind?
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And the third, after investing countless hours on this goddamn ship, they hit me with the telepathy scene. God. If that doesn’t sum up why I love them- Hanji getting excited and Levi being like “how the fuck were you raised? Why are you so feral? Stop being embarrassing!” And Hanji getting annoyed because “I know! Don’t you think I know? How dare you think I wouldn’t know!” And then they proceed to demonstrate that they, in fact, do not know.
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Jeankasa
There ain’t that many but- we do what we can… (I do have favourites).
The scene where Jean swoops in to save Mikasa? A classic. A cliche. A favourite. It’s always Mikasa who has a handle on things, but when she’s in danger Jean fiercely protects? He’s just a boy trying to save the girl of his dreams? So tropey? So heroic? Iconic.
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But my two absolute favourite moments?
One would have to be when the gang was talking about Eren and how he put everyone in danger. And Mikasa knows he’s not the same Eren, but she just doesn’t wanna face it. And Connie’s had it with everyone’s bullshit and is like “so tell me Mikasa since you know him so well- Why did he laugh?” And Mikasa looks at Jean and this is me reading into it because I’m obviously a sucker for them, but she looks at him? You always look at the person in the room you’re most comfortable with- whether it’s a tense situation or whether it’s to laugh. Or you look at the person whose counsel you seek or whom you trust to give you an accurate read of the situation. And she looks at him for assurance, for confirmation. And when she sees his face- she knows he feels the same, that Eren has gone astray, he just doesn’t want to say it because what’s there left to say? What’s the point of hurting her more? At that moment she looks away and her expression is one of realisation? She finally faces the truth? Ugh. This moment has such brilliant hurt comfort potential? I gaped okay. This scene makes me feel things.
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The other? When Eren said shitty things to Mikasa and they rejoined the group and Jean asked for elaboration on how Eren had hurt Mikasa. And she was like “it’s fine…” and Jean, very calmly but very firmly, said “no it’s not fine. What did he say?” Very protective, very delicious. But in a way that isn’t him swinging his ego about and yelling and being forceful about it and making it about him? And after when he tries to rationalise Eren’s behaviour, reassure them that he’s out of it and he’s saying things he wouldn’t normally say? It’s just such a defining moment for Jean? It shows how mature he is. He didn’t use that to his advantage to be like “lol told y’all Eren’s an asshole”? He just wants to make sure everyone’s okay, and that Mikasa isn’t hurt.
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Picture a dog barking at the doorbell. That was me this entire post. Thank you for coming to my TedTalk, have a lovely week ahead and stay frosty❤️‍🔥
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murdertoothpick · 3 years ago
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Hello , I love your writings about crosshair and I was hoping you'd accept my idea...well it's about crosshair x virgin reader (more like clueless, innocent reader , like no experience with relationships but they somehow fell in love*cliche, I know* you know let alone have their first kiss with him) .I hope it's not much to ask for and it's alright if you don't want to write about it. Do not forget to keep yourself healthy and also be kind with yourself!
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Pairing: Crosshair x gn!Reader
Warnings: maybe mature content, its pretty sfw apart from mentioning alcohol, sex, etc though its not explicit
Word count: 576
A/N: okay im reaaaallllyyyy trying to get the hang of writing fluff or things with a lot of movement and its obvious akibkiansxksnd i hope this is okay!! also haha always me and dropping crosshair stuff on bb fridays
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'Okay, truth or dare?' Hunter turns to you, a mischievous smile on his face that is illuminated by the bright lights of 79's. Intoxication is not a great look on him.
You chuckle, 'Truth.'
'Weeeeeell,' he drawls, sliding a drink over to you, 'Is Crosshair the best you've ever had?'
Your eyes widen immediately, and there's an awkward shift between you and Crosshair. You haven't even kissed yet, let alone slept together.
You shake your head profusely, 'Dare,' you correct yourself, eyes flitting to Crosshair as you avoid the question.
Wrecker groans, clearly wanting to hear your answer, 'We dare you to answer the question.'
You laugh nervously, but Crosshair slings his arm around your shoulders as he answers for you.
'Actually, we haven't gone that far yet.'
The truth takes them back a bit.
Tech speaks up first, 'I would've assumed otherwise, considering Crosshair's previous flin—ARGH.' Echo jabs Tech's side with his scomp link, while Crosshair glares daggers at his brother. If looks could kill.
It was no secret that the sniper has had his fair share of hookups in the past, but it was not something the two of you had taken the time to discuss.
Your hand goes to his knee, and his eyes soften when he turns to look at you. 'Hey, it's okay, but I'm gonna go to the refresher for a moment.'
He nods, retracting his arm from your shoulders to let you leave the booth. He watches you move away and then turns his head back to the table.
They're all watching him, not speaking.
'What?' he deadpans.
'DUDE,' Hunter exclaims, 'go after her!'
Even drunk, Hunter can read emotions better than Crosshair.
The sniper rolls his eyes, 'She's just going to the fresher.'
'Even I can see that she was hurt,' Tech interjects, 'maybe she thinks you don't want to...take it all the way. You should go talk to her.'
Crosshair huffs. His brothers were right, but he wasn't the type to enjoy having these conversations. Reluctantly, he begins moving to the fresher. He finds you by yourself, standing in front of the mirror. The stalls are empty.
'Hey,' you smile at him, but it doesn't quite reach your eyes.
His hands are in his pockets, and he's awkwardly standing a few paces from you.
'Look, uhm...I'm not good at conversation but...' he gestures between you and him, 'you want this, right? Us?'
You can see the uncertainty in his eyes even as his gaze shifts to the ground. It's a moment of vulnerability that you feel yourself being pulled closer to him.
'Yes! Of course I do,' you reassure him, 'It's just that...I've never...' your words slow down.
His eyes snap to yours, realisation dawning on his face. Oh. And now he really doesn't know what to say. He’s frozen, staring at you. You scrunch your face up in embarrassment, cheeks reddening—in a 79’s fresher is not how you anticipated this conversation would take place.
‘I-I understand if you don’t want to...do this anymore,’ you make out between shaky breaths, eyes avoiding his.
His voice pulls you out of your despair. ‘Are you kidding me? I don’t care that you’re a virgin, I thought you were playing hard to get!’
You giggle, stepping towards him, ‘I really like you Cross.’
He smiles down at you, a look of content on his face as he pulls you into his arms, planting a kiss on your forehead, 'I know.'
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heavenlyhaechan · 4 years ago
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A Thin Line (Between Love and Hate)
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Pairing: Sunwoo x Gn!Reader
Genre: enemies to lovers au, high school au, fluff
Word Count: 2.6k
Warnings: cursing, mentions of blood (nosebleed), kissing, childish behavior, cliche after cliche after cliche af-
Note: Happy birthday Sunwoo, I think we all know that I love you the most. I wrote this quite a while ago, so if it doesn’t match my current writing style, that’s why.
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The shrill sound of the school bell pierced your ears, and you watched as students began to move up and down the stairs around you like you were a stone in a rushing river. Five minutes until class started, and none of the underclassmen wanted to be late. You stood up, bidding your friends farewell as you did so. Pulling your bag over your shoulder, you started up the stairs towards your first class.
As you walked into your chemistry classroom, you heard your teacher reminding you of today’s quiz in a monotone voice. You nodded absentmindedly in his direction, more concerned with the person currently sitting in your seat. He sat with his back to you, bent over laughing at something his friend had said from the back of the room.
Your friends looked up at you as you reached your table, their eyes full of apprehension. Dropping your stuff to the ground, you cuffed the intruder on the back of his head, prompting him to look back at you, startled.
“This is my seat,” you said, although you knew he didn’t need the reminder.
“Is it?” Sunwoo recovered quickly, his eyes steely. You had seen people tremble under that gaze, but you knew him better than that. You hadn’t spent a lifetime knowing him just to get scared off by one look.
“Yes. Now move.”
“Somebody’s cranky this morning,” he sneered.
“Somebody needs to shut up,” you snapped back. “Don’t you have a class to get to?”
“Mm,” he made a sound of agreement as he stood up and stretched his arms over his head lazily. “See you later,” he said as he walked past you to the door, his shoulder bumping yours violently enough that you knew it hadn’t been an accident.
“I hope not,” you said to his back as you sat down, but he ignored you.
You were surprised. Usually, Sunwoo just had to have the last word, no matter what lengths he had to go to get it. You shrugged it off, making up an excuse for his behavior in your head as you turned to greet your friends and prepare for the quiz.
You strolled along the running track on your way to the bus stop, taking your time as you were well aware that the bus wasn’t coming for at least another five minutes. Your headphones successfully drowned out the sounds of the world around you, including the soccer practice happening to your left. In fact, they were so successful that you didn’t hear the shouts of warning until it was too late. By the time you saw the soccer ball hurtling directly towards your face all you could do was close your eyes. The next thing you knew, your face was stinging, and your nose felt like it was on fire.
A familiar face came running towards you, followed by most of your school’s soccer team. “Are you okay?” Sunwoo called out as he reached you, his voice much too loud for your liking.
“I’m fine,” you answered as a crowd of sweaty teenage boys surrounded you like you were Cristiano Ronaldo.
“You’re bleeding.”
You reached up to touch your nose, and soon felt a warm trickle of blood that confirmed his words.
“Shit,” you muttered, bending forward to hold your nose.
“Give them some room boys!” you heard someone shout, and the crowd began to thin, leaving only you, Sunwoo, and the soccer coach standing on the track.
“Take them to the nurse Kim,” the coach said gruffly, gesturing towards the school building. “And be quick about it.”
“Yes sir,” Sunwoo nodded once before grabbing your free arm and towing you forward. You followed him, too focused on keeping any blood from getting on your clothes to pay attention to where you were going.
“Do you think it’s broken?” he asked as he looked at you, his hatred of blood making him cringe.
“I don’t know.”
“You should have been paying attention,” he griped as he led you down the hallway.
“Do I have you to blame for this?” you deflected expertly.
“No, you have yourself to blame for not paying attention.”
He seemed to be growing more agitated by the second. Luckily for you, agitating Sunwoo was your specialty.
“You know if it is broken, I could probably sue you.”
“You wouldn’t dare.”
“Wanna bet?”
The two of you came to a stop outside of the nurse’s office, staring each other down. Finally, Sunwoo rolled his eyes and reached for the door handle.
“I’m not arguing with an invalid,” he said as he held the door open for you.
“And people say chivalry is dead,” you said dryly as you made your way inside the room, Sunwoo close behind you. Before he could respond you had been swept up by the nurse, leaving him to wait on one of the uncomfortable plastic chairs lined up against the wall.
Ten minutes later, you watched as the nurse called your parents to pick you up, even after you had insisted that you were fine to take the bus. Since you’d arrived Sunwoo had stood up and begun to pace back and forth over the old worn carpet. You made your way over to him, wondering why he hadn’t left yet. He turned to face you as you reached him, one of his hands reaching up to fix his hair.
He had pulled a mask up over his nose at some point, and his curls fell over his eyebrows so that the only thing you could see was his eyes. They looked at you, sparkling like there was a whole galaxy trapped inside of them. Your rational mind knew that it was only the fluorescent light’s reflection, but a part of you was sure that you could find the secrets of the universe in those eyes if only you looked long enough.
The sound of your name drew you from your trance and you started, blinking rapidly. Shit. What were you thinking? This was Kim Sunwoo you were looking at. The same boy who had spent a lifetime tormenting you, and you, him.
“Sorry,” you said as you scrambled to find an excuse for your zoning out. “Maybe I have a concussion,” you resolved, cringing internally as you said it. Sunwoo’s eyebrows twitched, and a look of concern flashed across his face just long enough for you to catch it.
“I doubt it; I hit you in the face, not the head. And even if you do, it’s probably not very bad.”
“I hope it is bad, that way I can blame you for it,” you retorted.
He scoffed, and you watched as his eyes hardened, returning to the usual cold glare that he reserved especially for you. “Whatever,” he muttered, finally turning to leave the nurse’s office.
You cursed at yourself as you watched the door close behind him. This was the first time in years that the two of you had managed to have a civil conversation, maybe even a friendly one, and you had ruined it. You hadn’t even thought about it, the words had just spilled out of you. The saying “old habits die hard” was proving to be true.
But then you remembered a more pressing problem: his eyes.
That night, your thoughts stole any chance you had of sleeping. While this was not an uncommon occurrence, tonight it felt different. No matter where your mind took you, it always ended up at Sunwoo.
One train of thought went camping, your cousins, soccer, Sunwoo. Another went from the outfit you were going to wear tomorrow, to the quiz you’d had in chemistry today, to Sunwoo. For what felt like hours your thoughts followed this pattern, until finally, you fell into a restless sleep, dreams full of the same boy who had been haunting your thoughts since that afternoon and throughout your whole life.
“What’s on your mind?” your mom asked on your way to school the next morning. She had insisted that you wouldn’t take the bus that day, even though the nurse had deemed you uninjured.
“Why?” you questioned.
“You just seem kind of out of it.”
“I guess I didn’t sleep very well.”
“Why not?”
You were tempted to blame it on yesterday’s accident, but you knew that this would just make her worry more, which wouldn’t be beneficial to either of you. You speculated some other excuses for a few seconds, before deciding on the truth.
“You remember Kim Sunwoo right?”
“How could I forget,” she responded wryly. You laughed a little as contemplated what exactly you wanted to say.
“I always thought you had a crush on him you know,” she said, interrupting your thoughts. You stared at her incredulously. Now it was her turn to laugh.
“You used to come home from school when you were younger and talk about nothing else but him,” she explained.
“Yeah, cause he was, and is, so annoying,” you said defensively.
“Sure,” she conceded. “But I also think that you’ve chosen to blow up all of his more annoying traits in favor of ignoring his more admirable ones.”
Your mom’s words played on repeat in your mind all day long, like the lyrics of a song that had gotten stuck in your head. As you made your way through your day, you tried your best to forget that anything had happened and just go back to the way things had been before yesterday afternoon. This method proved unsuccessful, however.
By the time the school’s bell rang to signal the end of the day, you were really, truly fed up with just the thought of Sunwoo. What right did he have to inhabit your thoughts like this? You had more important things to focus on, things that actually mattered, like your history final, or deciding what you were going to buy your friend for their birthday.
You slammed your locker shut as you rode this new wave of anger, only to see the boy you had just been cursing out in your mind walking towards you. Unfortunately, he had already seen you, and you watched as he detached himself from his group of friends and made his way in your direction.
“What do you want?” you snarled as he reached you, turning for the stairs before he had a chance to respond.
“I just wanted to make sure you were okay,” he said, more tentatively than you had ever heard him be.
“Why do you care?”
“Oh c'mon, I’m not a complete monster, and it was my fault.”
“So you admit it,” you turned to face him. He had followed you up the stairs, and now you looked down at him with a fierce look in your eyes.
“Admit what? That I’m a monster, or that it was my fault?”
“Both.”
He sighed resignedly, walking up the stairs until you were face to face. “Yes, I admit it. But if we’re being honest, you’re not the nicest either.”
“Well, you-” you stopped. He was right, wasn’t he? He may have been the one to start this stupid struggle, but nowadays you tended to provoke him more than he did you. And besides, you had been six years old when all of this had started. Were you really holding a grudge against Sunwoo’s six-year-old self?
“Okay, yeah. I’ve been pretty horrible to you too, but well, you started it!”
He laughed, his eyes scrunching up and his lips parting to reveal that crooked tooth that you had always despised. But maybe you had mistaken love for hate.
“Why did you, you know, start it,” you asked quietly, so quietly that for a moment you weren’t sure he’d heard you. But then his smile disappeared, and you realized that you kind of missed it.
“I guess I didn’t know how else to…” he trailed off, his eyes roaming the stairway as if the answer to your question lay there.
“Didn’t know how else to what?”
“How else to…uh, show you…that…I liked you.”
He blurted out the last three words like they were forbidden. They hung in the air like smoke, slipping into your lungs and making breathing difficult.
“Since when do you like me?” you croaked out.
“Since forever.”
“Really?” you laughed a little as you said it, your mind reeling.
“Well, since first grade at least.”
“Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I, um,” he paused, his eyes avoiding yours.
“What,” you said. It was a statement, not a question, but it still prompted him to continue.
“I was scared, I guess,” he finished, his eyes full to the brim with vulnerability. It poured from him, in the way his breathing had quickened, and the way his fingers played with his hoodie strings erratically. This was a new color on him, one you never thought you’d have the opportunity to see.
“Of what?” you queried, intrigued by this, what was it, nervousness? It was so foreign on him that you had trouble putting a finger on it.
“That you’d laugh at me mostly,” he coughed in embarrassment.
“I probably would have.”
He opened his mouth to snap at you, but you stopped him with a hand on his arm. He stared down at your fingers like they were alien, continuing to look at them dazedly even as you spoke. “But I’m not now, so,” you gestured for him to continue.
“I always thought that hating me was close enough to liking me,” he started again. “So I’d, you know, metaphorically pull your braids or whatever. I thought that at least that way you’d pay attention to me.” You could feel the phantom pain as he said it, the weight heavy on your scalp. “And then it became so natural that I didn’t know how to make it right, to apologize.”
“So basically, you’re a horrible flirt.”
He let another laugh escape him, pushing your shoulder a little as he finally met your eyes. “Like you’re any better.”
“I’m a lot better than you, Kim Sunwoo.”
“Oh yeah? We’ll see about that.”
You stared each other down the same way you had your entire lives, but this time you realized how ridiculous all of this really was. Hating each other, not because you didn't like one another, but because you both thought the feeling was mutual. And yet here you were. The line between love and hate is very thin, after all.
Before you could think any further, you did the simplest and most terrifying thing you could imagine. You leaned forward and kissed him. It was rushed and a little messy, with teeth banging and noses bumping, but it fit Sunwoo perfectly.
When you pulled away, the first thing you noticed was how red his ears were. You giggled at the sight, prompting him to look at you questioningly. You reached out to touch them, causing the blush to spread down to his cheeks as well. He looked down abashedly, but you assured him that it was cute.
“Embarrassing you mean,” he mumbled.
“That too,” you laughed again.
He sobered, staring at you with the same look that used to infuriate you to no end. But now, instead of seeing only the stone-cold glare he used to intimidate those around him, you also saw the blush that lingered on his cheeks and the stars in his eyes. Now you could see the potential smile in the curve of his cheeks and the potential pout his lips were waiting to produce.
“Cute,” you murmured again, and his lips twitched exasperatedly.
“Whatever.”
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