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aloneattheedgeofauniverse · 3 months ago

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the fact that ill NEVER be able to return to times i want to so badly, genuinely confuses me. it’s such a simple concept, yet part of me still has this belief that maybe one day, if i want it bad enough, ill be able to go back. obviously i won’t. but i want to. oh, so badly. i want to be able to feel that joy again, that happiness again. i want to go back, and take in every single detail of those special moments. maybe remember it a bit better this time.

#vent post #rant post #i just want to go back #yearning hurts so bad

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 1 year ago

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Laios's three Boy Best Friends. And yes, they hate him.

#dungeon meshi #laios touden #toshiro nakamoto #chilchuck tims #kabru #BF in this context could be boyfriend or best friend. The line is so blurry.#Chilchuck less so but whatever is going on between Shuro and Laios & Kabru and Laios is giving strong:#“dude if you were a girl I'd date the hell out of you”. And from the genderswap extra's that sentiment is canon for BOTH.#This was made prior to the translation of the Laios & Kabru & Shuro restaurant date comic and honestly I am just feeling vindicated.#I don't even know what to call this dynamic other than a situationship. There is so much going on between all of them.#Even on a purely platonic reading - the miscommunication and male yearning for friendship hurt so bad.#When we got the Big Hug scene in the epilogue arc I was whooping and hollering! Pure catharsis moment!#I also don't like hugs very much so I really felt it went Shuro ('hates being touched') went in for the bear hug.#Do not get me started on the agony of 'always lying' Kabru telling the truth (I just wanted to be friends)#and 'always believes' Laios thinking it's another lie and brushing him off.#I am once again supporting dungeon meshi day by posting art. Please watch dungeon meshi.#obligatory edit because I’m tired: YES. Chilchuck cares for Laios and him admitting it was a huge part of his arc #YES he is more just fed up with him that actually hating him.#I needed a third guy to be canonically done with his ass for the THREE WEED SMOKING GIRLFRIENDS reference

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jokzs · 4 months ago

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#tryin out something new hehehe im not sure if i like it tho my eyes hurt so bad #reminder that the ASKS N REQS BOX EXISTS IF YER READING THIs PLEASe ILL TAKE WHATEVER TALK TO ME PLEASEee #like literally. the only thing in my asks inbox is this dude called spore biggest fan telling me random facts about spore??? srs #like i appreciate that but i yearn for requests and asks #...but do be specific or ill just be very confused and cry #tf2 #team fortress 2 #sfm #tf2 sfm #sfm poster #tf2 spy #tf2 engineer #engiespy #tf2 engiespy #practical espionage #my art

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clockwork-carstairs · 2 months ago

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thinking about this jessa again. the desperation. the impossible hope that someday they might have another shot, if not now. she could love enough for both of them. lives were changed

#the contrast between “he was a silent brother – a grigori – a watcher – barely human” / “and yet he felt human enough”#still has me shaken me to this day #tessa's wild longing and jem's apology later . hurt me so bad #no one out there yearning this hard or for so long as these two #jessa #jem x tessa #gotsm #jem carstairs #tessa gray

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harmonytheme · 6 months ago

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Dillon saying 'I tried to resist for the longest time' 😔the yearning must have been so painful

What was so different about the hayray slowburn compared to other queer soap slowburns was that they didn’t even kiss until they got together 😫 they weren’t sneaking around or anything. They were just desperately in love with each other for months, both fully aware of that fact, and neither of them knew what to do about it. Ugh. No wonder they kiss every 2 seconds nowadays it must’ve been so painful to be so close to being together for so long without any kind of outlet.

#the yearning. the pining. the LONGING #it must’ve hurt so bad.#replies #hayray #hollyoaks

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madaqueue · 16 hours ago

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………. i made a quinzai pinterest board

#i’m so fucking cooked you guys #WHY DO I LOVE HIM #WHY DOES IT HURT SO BAD #WAAAAAHHHH #q speaks #q yearns

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cent-scratchnsniff · 3 months ago

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progressing through the myth of sisyphus again

#lobotomy corporation #lobcorp #netzach #netzach lobcorp #obligatory drawings. ive had the book since my freshman year in highschool but never ended up finishing it due to how its worded and the #structure of it.. i need to be in a very specific state to be able to focus. mostly for reading in general but even more so for this #i have done parts though. never in its entirety which is a shame its a very intriguing read. hopefully i can finish it and then reread to #fully process. it is just 138 pages after all. its just so Dense... enough of book shit though. LOBCORP!!!#living hurts but the body yearns for preservation and people want to Live. to live is such a crucial want even if the self doesn't recognize #it on its own. everything in the flesh is designed to try and keep you alive. pains to eat the signals to drink the fear of hurt and pain #the automatic jerk when pain is experinced. the signals to show pain. yet living hurts. to survive hurts. so to sleep #to numb the pain to go through escapism to shut your eyes. general ideas. to see such a thing addressed and spoken about and acknowledgement #of pain and how it gets to that point was very stunning to me. it felt so real. seriously its hard to Not consider such a thing and its #rather scary? moreso when one doesnt have the words to explain or able to see such a thing experinced. it felt amazing? to see such a thing #Wanting to Die yet not to Die and to live but living hurt so much and so to get by and for the pain to Stop one does anything to soothe it #suffering is tiring. suffering hurts. its empty yet its excruciating. the want for it to stop and to not be there and experince it anymore #be it through various means or to the extreme to force it so that Nothing Else could ever happen to you. even pain. ahh nuts not quite just #lobcorp its just ramblings in general somewhat related since i didnt reread the exact dialog lately.#anyway skethcy drawings yay... i am fine currently its not super bad as it was earlier just a fatal flaw of thinking a lot (rip)

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ifucanthang · 14 days ago

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no one ever talks about mo/lee whisperedfaith as a ship and i just think everyone's missing out really bad. like they're one of the most obvious ship choices ever in the world and yet i see nothing of them as a pairing.. it's kind of heartbreaking 😞 like i need everyone to see the vision because this pairing means the world to me.

like post "rescue" mo helping lee heal. i really wish the events of rescue & hostage were more spaced out because there is no possible way lee was feeling like himself after just a shower. i want to see lee struggling to get better and mo doing what he can to help him heal. i want to see lee experiencing nightmare after nightmare and a worried mo trying to comfort him as best as he can. i need hurt/comfort molee like i need air to breathe

i need post video diary #5 molee. mo fussing over lee and insisting on staying a little while even after lee's off suicide watch, just to be sure. i need that almost month long period of lee staying at mo's house just to feel safe for a little while.

i think they worry about each other a lot. i think they both constantly fuss over each other because they're both paranoid that the other is going to end up hurt in some sort of way. i think mo's especially annoying about it, actually. there is a softer side to mo that we rarely get to see on camera, and i like to think it's more prominent when that camera's off. he cares about lee a lot, and that's always so evident with the small things lee mentions.

idk i just think they're neat and should be explored more... like dont get me wrong, i love seanlee and im a sucker for toxic yaoi, but i do think molee is quite swell too.... they're so sweet and annoying and i love them

#kellin speaks #lee whisperedfaith #mo whisperedfaith #molee #molee whisperedfaith #whisperedfaith #sorry for the obnoxious ramble #theyve just meant the world to me for years #and im a sucker for soft mo i wont lie #and im huge on hurt/comfort #molee is so so good for when you are yearning for some good ol hurt/comfort #truly they are #need yall to see the vision so bad!!!

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sereonhardware · 26 days ago

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Sometimes I think about how angry Penolepe sounds in the last song

‘Don’t tell me you’re not the same person

‘you’ll always my husband and I’ve been waiting’

She’s so angry at Odysseus, she didn’t wait 20 years, spent her time alone with a bunch of men pestering her to marry them and tried to keep her son hopeful of his return only for him to deny that he’s the same person and act as if she doesn’t love him.

I’ll put my two cents as someone who has felt this before with a romantic partner. The frustration and emotional pain of hearing your partner talk about how much of a bad person they are and wether those things are true or not, asking you if you love him.

The answer always stays the same, yes. And you wanna tell them so bad that no matter how flawed they are, you’ll love them through hell and back, you will always stay by their side and hold their hand through every emotional burden. You fell inlove with them for a reason and you know very well how it started.

The challange Penelope tasked Odysseus is questioning if he knew when they met for the first time, if he truly loved her. And he passes with flying colors.

‘Carved into the olive tree where we first met.’

‘A symbol of our everlasting love.’

‘The only way to move it is to cut it from it’s roots!’

A symbol of their love, a love will always stay together forever, but if Odysseus really does think he’s a different person, then he’ll have no problem cutting those roots and connections. Let the tree rot and let that love dry

AND THEN THERES AN EMPHASIS ON WAITING. Like Penelope emphasizing to Odysseus that she’s waited so so long, through so much pain and back just for him. She loves him back and she always will.

It’s all so UGH fuck my life this song makes me cry the more I think about it. This song makes me think of my emotional baggage and shit fuck my life I miss epic already

#Just wanted to yap because it really does hurt when you see it from Penelope perspective #Also bc thank you Jorge for showing Penelopes side of yearning too we THANK YOU GOOD SIR #I had found epic when I was still going through a bad breakup so this is really important to me #epic the musical #sere.txt #also adore how possessive Penelope is bc yes thats the energy I have #Ody is the wife idgaf

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burned0utstar · 3 months ago

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I miss something that I can't even describe yet.

Maybe the feeling of belonging somewhere, anywhere, I do not think I was ever really a part of something.

Everyone seems further away than even the stars.

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frozenhi-chews · 4 months ago

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I think I need to sleep. Or be friends with Ceroba. Yeah. Can I hang out with Ceroba please? Ceroba are you free? Let's have some tea and talk. Like usual

#im tired #im so tired #and im #yeah #'roba can you please give me a soft warm hug that i can sink into #ive been yearning. and not the good kind. it hurts. the yearning hurts. so bad #cries #the cake doth speak #self ship stuff #platonic f/o #ceroba <>

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rintoki · 11 months ago

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there’s really smth sick and twisted about me liking the fwb trope because i like to see the other party hoping, praying, going crazy with yearning for even a crumb of non sexual intimacy, even though it’s not part of the agreement.

when you follow it down to a T and they’re screaming into a pillow wishing that you’d break the rules and kiss them silly. even just a brush of your hand and their heart’s pounding thinking about holding your hand. how you’re so close and yet so far. how they hug their pillows at night imagining it’s you. how they’re okay asking you to fuck them harder but can’t even get the words out to ask for a hug goodbye.

#any psychologists in chat can tell me what trauma or mental illness leads to this #or am i just fucked in the head #why do i want to see people crying so bad #delete later #crying in frustration #or crying because their heart hurts so much from the yearning and aching

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sleepiestwizard · 6 months ago

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does anyone have any scarian or grumbo hurt/comfort fic recs you guys please im desperate

#preferably an au #that doesn't kill me from yearning (as in doesn't make me yearn so much i die)#i know ive probably read most if not all of the fics in the hurt/comfort tag for both these ships #but ive had a real bad week and im desperate #eddie rambles #scarian #grumbo

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umhuhwellthen · 1 year ago

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Had a realization while mopping the kitchen,

Jotaro is all three of his parents child, because listen

Usagi:

He looks like a carbon copy of the guy and acts similarly to him, same drive, same temper, everyone points these two things out

Kenichi:

I like to make the cuck joke as much as anyone else but let's not forget that he and Jotaro have a real father-son relationship!!!! Jotaro calls him father and loves him like one!!! Kenichi knows Jotaro isn't his and his rival is his sire but doesn't care and loves and raises him anyway!!!! Also I'm pretty sure that Kenichi is always/mostly wearing purple in colored comic issues and what is Jotaro wearing???? Purple!!!!! The symbolism????? Because Usagi may be Jotaro's biodad but he is not the man that raised him, fed him, clothed him, Jotaro is wearing Kenichi's colors!!!! Because he is as much Kenichi's son as Usagi's!!!

Mariko:

obviously he has her ears and nose but also! May be grasping at straws but! His clothes have a pattern like she does and(correct me if I'm wrong) Kenichi doesn't! Kenichi's are plain with only the reigning Lord of the lands Mon and Mariko's and Jotaro's has a design! Similar in how they both love Kenichi but they also love Usagi! Jotaro wants a father-son relationship with Usagi but not at the cost of one with Kenichi! Mariko has affections for both Kenichi and Usagi but it's pretty obvious her feelings for Usagi run deeper than for Kenichi, but that doesn't mean she doesn't love him! Because for all that she loves Usagi, he didn't love her enough to stay and Kenichi did. Even though Kenichi had to leave the Dogora school in shame he still could've been a retainer to a lord like Usagi but instead he stayed! This man raised her child knowing damn well how he came to be and didn't care! Married her knowing she could never return his feelings with the same fervor!

Jotaro loves his parents and wants to respect all their wishes! This poor fucking kid...