#yeah todays been good n then it got rlly bad
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walking-circles · 2 years ago
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what the hell is wrong with me omg
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weezerlvr228 · 3 months ago
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they look half dead ☹️
#weezer#rivers cuomo#brian bell#patrick wilson#matt sharp#i rlly like rivers’ hair in this one! it’s epicness#i liked his hair in the 90s with his bowl cut.#bowl cuts are cool#and he looked great w it !#anyways yesterday was my boyfriend’s birthday party; and i got him some chaos emeralds from sonic that he’s been wanting like ; forever!#it was fun for the most part; but nobody told me we would be swimming plus i was the only girl there sooo i was just sitting around while#everybody swam and stuff. and my friend hayden i guess felt bad so he stayed out of the pool despite having swimwear and just played mobile#games with me; which was fun and i really appreciated but this guy ; who will remain nameless was being rlly mean to me at the party#like he was saying stuff abt how my boyfriend didn’t really like me THAT much (we have been together for nearly a year…)#and other things like that; which made me rlly sad and i kept asking my mom to pick me up but she wasn’t answering so i couldn’t do anything#besides trying not to cry and stuff. but it’s okay#and after everybody went inside besides me and my boyfriend ; we were cleaning up the table since the guys left all their trash and i had#like a whole pile of trash; like tons of plates and a whole stack of trash still; the guy from earlier who was mean just like#put his trash on top of the trash i was already carrying inside#since the guys were all crowded around the trash cans (he was closest; but he couldn’t throw it away; rather he wanted to deliberately just#put it on the pile i was carrying ) and it wouldn’t be a big deal if he wasn’t mean earlier; i wouldn’t have cared so much#but he was being real mean and just did that. and i’m a passive person ; but i rolled my eyes a ton at it and idk it felt like the#other guys were laughing; which made me feel even more awful about the fact but yeah so i rolled my eyes tons and he told my bf that he was#sorry about it; but didn’t say it to me and stuff and idk it just made me feel bad#when i was younger i got bullied a lot and people would throw their trash on my lunch tray n it just reminded me of that and made me sad;#but it’s okay now! other than that i had a good time and it was fun! my boyfriend said he loved my gift to him so ya! :D it was fun other#than the stuff with the guy! but yeah. not rlly weezer related tags today; just really wanted to get that off my chest#my boyfriends mom asked if i felt left out; which i definetly did and really wanted to go home but ik i couldn’t so i was just sitting at a#table alone for abt 20 mins while everybody was changingninitially#but it’s okay! ty for listening to my rant i love u all
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jackhues · 1 year ago
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how'd you make it? - mockingbird! au (platonic! hughes)
requested by: @toasttt11 , anon :)) - combined two bcz they fit rlly well
notes: continue sending in requests for the au! check out the request rules below! thanks for requesting <3 this ones got a focus on luke, but there's a cute quinn moment! ALSO, there's a cute surprise in this one, hope you guys like it (takes place in summer '24)
likes are good, reblogs are better <33
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"go back outside," you laughed, shoving jack's face away from yours.
you were at the hughes' lake house for the summer, spending most of your time wakesurfing, swimming, and hanging out on the boat. today was the one day you wanted to stay inside on the couch and finish the book you'd bought while the boys had the day to themselves.
of course, jack had other plans.
"i don't wanna," he groaned, plopping down on top of you.
"jack!" you laughed, trying to shove him off of you. finally, you gave up, putting your book to the side to let jack lay on top of you.
"why don't you wanna go outside?" you asked him softly.
"because i wanna spend time with you," he answered simply. "quinn went out with his girlfriend to that chinese place for lunch, and it's awkward being the only one with luke and his girlfriend. they're like... weird hormonal teenagers."
"oh, so it's because your brothers are gone that you're spending time with me," you rolled your eyes, laughing a bit.
"even without that, i'd still wanna be with you," he answered in a matter-of-fact voice. "it's why i'm gonna marry you."
"jack, stop making me blush," you hit his shoulder lightly.
"what," he laughed, pulling away. "there's a ring on your finger for a reason."
you smiled, admiring the way he looked at you with such adoration in his eyes. he acted like it was so simple. like he wanted to spend the rest of his life with you, and that was that. in some case, you supposed it was simple.
before meeting jack, you wouldn't have been able to imagine something like that, let alone believe someone could love you that much. but he changed that.
and you loved him so much for it.
"you're thinking," he said, getting up off of you and helping you sit up. "is it good or bad?"
"it's good," you promised. "i'm just thinking about how much i love you."
he grinned stupidly at that answer, "well of course you do. with these killer looks, how could you not?"
"you're such an-"
"luke! luke, what's wrong?"
your laughter was cut off as luke marched angrily past you and up the stairs and towards his room. behind him, ellen followed.
"i don't wanna talk," luke called, causing ellen to stop.
you and jack got up from the couch, making your way to the base of the stairs by ellen.
"what's wrong?" you asked. "why'd he storm up to his room?"
"i have no idea," ellen sighed tiredly. "he just came inside looking all mad, and then ran up."
jack furrowed his brows, "i thought he was outside with his girlfriend."
"did something happen with them, maybe?" you asked.
"i don't know," ellen muttered. she looked up the stairs, where luke had headed. "i'm going to go check on him. you two don't worry about him, i'll make sure he's okay."
you and jack nodded, letting ellen check on luke.
"are we sure it's not something bad?" jack asked you. "what if he's really upset over something?"
"ellen went to check on him," you reminded him. "it's better not to overwhelm him right now. we can go check on him afterwards if you want."
jack nodded, agreeing. "yeah, you're right."
the two of you headed towards the kitchen to take out your lunch. you and jack took a seat on the table, across of jim.
"did you finish your book yet?" he asked you.
"i would've, but someone didn't let me," you sent jack a look.
he held his hands up, a guilty look on his face.
jim looked up as ellen made her way back down. "any luck with luke?"
"he's asking for y/n," she said, looking at you. "honey, could you go upstairs and see what's going on?"
"yeah, of course," you answered, a little shocked.
jack squeezed your hand as you walked by, heading up to luke's room. you knocked on the door, waiting for an answer.
"go away," he muttered from the other side.
"luke, it's me," you called. "ellen said you wanted to talk to me."
you heard some shuffling, before luke said softly, "you can come in."
you opened the door, finding luke sitting on the floor next to his bed. he sat against the wall, his knees folded up to his chest and his head down. he didn't even look up as you entered.
"hi lukey," you said softly, sitting next to him. "you okay?"
luke sniffed, looking up at you with red rimmed eyes. "not really."
"c'mere," you muttered, pulling his head into your lap.
luke lay his head down, allowing you to softly run your fingers through his curls. his tears slowly subsided, and you waited calmly as he built up the courage to talk.
"how'd you stay with jack?" he asked finally. "like, it's been five years, and you guys are getting married in a few months, and not once have you guys even thought about breaking up. how?"
you pursed your lips, pondering the question. truth was, it took a long time for you to be this open and accepting to jack's love. you'd never received that same love as a kid, and never imagined to receive it as an adult.
"it's not easy," you answered him finally. "we were young, eighteen year olds when we met. i never even had a boyfriend before him. and then jack was some famous nhl player, and everyone knew him, and everyone hated that i was with him. but... honestly, we grew up together. we matured together. we made mistakes, but we learned to communicate and understand each other. it takes a lot, but we managed somehow."
you ran a hand through luke's curls, "i'm gonna take a wild guess and say something happened with you and your girlfriend. am i right?"
luke nodded sadly. "she-- she cheated on me. and then, and then she just said it like it was nothing. and then she started talking bad about you and jack, about how you guys probably aren't even a real couple, and i just-- i got mad. i told her she can go and do whatever she wants because i'm done." he looked up at you, "did i make a mistake?"
"no, no, you didn't," you assured him. "cheating's a choice, one that she made. when i said jack and i didn't have it easy, that's not what i meant. i meant that we both had things to work on in the start of our relationship. he was dealing with a lot of stuff with his rookie year, and i was still learning what a healthy relationship looks like. we worked on our relationship together."
"thanks, y/n," he smiled, closing his eyes a little. "that helps."
"anytime lukey," you smiled. "anytime."
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outside the door, quinn smiled to himself.
he was walking past the room after his date, hearing your and luke's conversation. he'd spent the last four years doing everything to show you that you were family, that you were part of the hughes.
he was happy to see that you were believing it.
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crypticjackal13 · 2 years ago
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Hey, i hope ur having a good day today! :] if its alr with u, can i request SWK x reader who is Pigsy's adopted daughter who Pigsy is very protective of since his daughter is rlly sweet -- especially when she's a very nice big sister to MK too? 🥺 Maybe SWK and s/o has been hiding their relationship to others bc they're not ready reveal their relationship yet, but one day, Pigsy found out? I feel like it'd be really funny considering Pigsy disliked this man's guts with a passion, and here he is,,,,,, dating his daughter 💀
You're so right, Oh my gosh-- Please enjoy!
"When Pigs Fly"(1083 wc)
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Sun Wukong x Fem!Reader who is Pigsy's adopted daughter
Romantic oneshot
Pronouns: she her
CW: Pigsy himself is very stressful. That's all lmao
Hey, you at the rendezvous point?
Almost! Once the sign light goes off I’ll meet you in the alley.
Wukong was perched on the roof of the building that not only had MK’s apartment in it, but also Pigsy’s noodles. It’s where he had met y/n, his beloved girlfriend…but also Pigsy’s other adoptive child. She was much more kind and understanding towards him than her father, and also had the kind of energy to keep up with him. It’s why they connected so well!
The only problem was that there was definitely some bad blood between him and Pigsy, which led to the pair deciding to keep things on the down low until Wukong could try to get on Pigsy’s good side.
He snapped back into attention as he saw the pink glow of the shop’s sign go away. Several moments passed as he heard the door to the alley opened and a bag of trash was thrown into the dumpster. He made his move and landed in one of the darker spots.
“Who’s there?” Pigsy’s voice sounded. Wukong immediately turned himself into a bug and prayed that y/n was following behind her father.
“It’s probably one of the stray cats, dad. Chill!” Her voice came from inside the shop, catching the pig’s attention.
“You’re right, you’re right. The darn things have been destroying the trash bags lately.”
“Maybe if we set some food out for them…”
“No, then you’ll get attached. If you want to see some cats, go talk to Sandy.”
Wukong internally sighed. Couldn’t he go on a secret date in peace?!
“Either way, you head home. I’m gonna close up and then go on a walk.”
Finally.
“Alright, but be careful! And don’t talk to strangers!” He nagged her as he went back inside and shut the door. Again, Wukong waited, and then she appeared. Dressed casually enough that it could be work clothes, but still dressy enough to be ready for the date. She locked the door behind her and then looked around. She whistled the theme of “Monkey Cop”, which was their signal to each other when the coast was clear. Wukong got out from under the dumpster and transformed back into his regular form. His heart couldn’t help but skip a beat as she lit up upon seeing him.
“Hey peaches! I missed you!” He approached her and she hugged him, pecking his cheek.
“I missed you too. Are you ready to go?”
“Yup! Remember, we need to be back in an hour or so.”
“Yeah, yeah. C’mon, let’s go!” He took her hand and they hopped onto his nimbus cloud and zoomed off.
They got some takeout from some sushi restaurant and enjoyed it while sitting on the roof. They laughed, they talked, they kissed every now and then. Despite all the constraints, they both enjoyed these special moments together.
“We ought to get going.” She glanced at the clock on her cellphone and even though he hated this part he agreed.
Even with their strong connection and their perfectly healthy relationship, there was no way Pigsy would be okay with them dating. And yet they had been doing so right under his nose for a solid couple of months.
Reluctantly they got back on his cloud and headed back to the alleyway. They landed, and they thought it all was fine…
Until y/n made direct eye contact with her father.
While her arms were loosely wrapped around Wukong’s neck.
“Heyyyy…” she tried to play it all off, but didn’t move. She was stuck in place in fear.
“You—You and him-What the heck?!” He exclaimed. She practically jumped off the cloud and waved her hands.
“It’s not what it looks like!”
“Y/n l/n, you’d better give me a darn good reason to not ground you for life and YOU’D better give me a darn good reason not to beat the immortality out of you!” Pigsy shouted, pointing at y/n and Wukong respectively. They both looked at each other.
“Well, you see—“
“Uhm—“
Despite being alive for thousands of years, no amount of Buddhist teachings or demon fights could have prepared Wukong for how awkward this was. But he furrowed his brow, took one of y/n’s hands, and stood his ground.
“Listen, I know that you’ve got an idea of me that maybe isn’t super positive,” he started. He could feel how sweaty his palm was compared to y/n’s. “But I’m working on it! And y/n here has helped me with that, and she’s also dating me, uh…” he tried to keep the confidence he had when he had started speaking, but he could feel every bit of rage that was radiating off of Pigsy. Y/n squeezed his hand.
“He’s not perfect, but nobody is. If you got to know him, maybe you’d accept him and forgive him.” She finished, a strong determination in her eyes.
Gods, what did he do to deserve her?
Pigsy looked between the two of them multiple times as he processed all of what had been said. He finally pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed heavily. The other two held their breaths.
“This is gonna take a lot of getting used to…” he stepped toward them and they mutually wondered what was about to happen. But to their pleasant surprise, he held out his hand to Wukong. “But if you swear not to hurt her in any way, then I guess you two can be together.”
The way he said it was like he couldn’t believe he had to actually say it, like he couldn’t comprehend that this was happening in real time. But y/n beamed as she embraced her dad.
“Aw, thank you!! Thank you, thank you!”
“I promise I’ll never hurt her.” Wukong said, shaking the hand that was presented to him. He then stood back as Pigsy hugged his daughter back. Then he gave the slightest of nods to Wukong as he went back inside his own apartment. Y/n turned back to her boyfriend, before embracing him too. He started laughing in relief as he picked her up and spun her around.
“Well, expect to see a little more of me, sweetheart.” He winked, setting her down. She stood back a bit as he got back onto his cloud.
“I’ll be looking forward to it!”
And just like that, he was gone, and she was left with a very light feeling in her chest.
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simp999 · 5 months ago
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Hii can I request a rider x high rank! Reader who's not very big on physical affection but loves rider like alot (they just have a rlly hard time showing it ☹) slight angst or full angst to fluff, thank you!! :3c
Physical Affection? No Thanks.
Rider x S+! Reader Coroika headcanons/drabble
Wc: 0.9k
A/N: WOOOOO ANGST!!!!
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☆You likely met by battling, and got closer together when he found you to be an interesting and unique opponent. The two of you were of the same rank, but you won most of your battles- he truly believed you could go face-to-face with the S4 and stand a chance.
☆Eventually, once battles turned to hangout sessions, friendly dates turned to romantic ones. You had never really addressed it, but a kiss here and there as well as you watching out for eachother showed your love enough. You'd even shared a few short "I love you's" during especially intimate moments
☆Once you made it official, is when you began to feel bad about physical intimacy. He'd try to hold your hand, rest his hand on your thigh, or wrap his arm around you, but you'd attempt to schooch away. Eventually you had to tell him you didn't feel too comfortable with physical intimacy, and it broke your heart to say it aloud to him.
☆He wasn't very good with his words, so the relationship grew strained after only a few weeks. He wasn't very good with communication, and it hurt him to sit on opposite end of the couch without a single word exchanged while watching a movie- you had no idea he was hurting.
☆He accidentally began taking it out on you without realising it. He'd spend less time with you and limit the other love language absentmindedly because in the back of his brain, "if you weren't offering love, he wouldn't either"
☆That's not how it was, not at all! And he didn't think of it consciously, he would never hurt you on purpose. You kept it to yourself, not wanting to seem like a controlling significant other- of course you'd let him train with his team, go shopping with them, spend time with his friends- but it dipped deeply into your time together.
Eventually, one day, you broke down on the couch while he was out training. It hurt too much for too long, being away so often from your boyfriend. Today he opted to train with his team instead of go on the date that you offered due to an upcoming big battle he was participating in and wanted to be prepared for. That was the final straw that broke the dam. The tears wouldn't stop flooding as you so dearly missed all the moments you cherished together.
You didn't hear the door open, nor Rider's swift footsteps over to where you sat. He kneeled down in front of you, gently wipid your tears, pulling you in for a hug.
You quickly pushed him away.
You two stared at eachother for a moment, that's when he apologised, only now remembering your dislike for physical intimacy.
You only cried harder, unsure of what to do. Should you simply put up with it for the sake of the relationship? No, that was no good. What options did you have?
Were you not meant for eachother?
You'd accidentally asked it aloud.
Rider's heart sank, that being the only part he heard out of your thought process
"What... what makes you think that, Darl?" His voice was shaky. He loved you so very much, he wasn't sure what he'd do without you. You made sure he ate, took care of his own health, trained with him, loved him. You loved him deeply in so many ways. But he wasn't returning it like he should've been- and now you're here.
He was afraid of losing you in that moment. Of you standing up and leaving, only ever seeing eachother as strangers- if at all, ever again.
"I'm-I'm unlovable. I don't like physical affection, how- how can.. how..." You trailed off, wiping your tears that simply wouldn't stop. You sobbed into your hands and hiccuped.
"No, no! Love, I'm so sorry that I made you feel unloveable. You're absolutely not. We just have to find another way to love, yeah?"
You slowly nodded, still not seeing any other options, but glad that he was searching for solutions.
"Good, please. Please don't leave me," he whispered, voice cracking.
"I would never, I was worried you'd leave me. I love you, so much."
"I love you too, Darl. See? That's one way- communication. I think I need to work on that."
You chuckled and nodded, wiping some stray tears.
"Weren't there five love languages?" He asked, trying to remember. He pulled out his phone to look them up,
"Physical affection," You nodded, "Gift giving, acts of service,"
"Like when I make you snacks and always make sure you take breaks while training?"
That made him feel stupid- you were offering him love in many different ways. He was just too blind to see anything other than the lack of physical affection.
"Words of affirmation,"
"-When I urge you to keep trying when you're frustrated during training," You chuckled, smiling at the memories.
"And quality time," You finished for him. It was a jab right to his gut, although you hadn't meant for it to come off that way. Only now did he realise how much time you were actually spending together, and how it was his fault for all of it.
"Let's work on it, okay?"
"Okay."
He then grabbed his phone to cancel plans with his team that night, opting to spend some time with you instead.
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June.12.24
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sturns-blog · 11 months ago
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you want to make a youtube video since it had been so long! you had this idea to nick do your make up but he wasn’t home ( matt was out w nick ) so you decide to ask chris.
y/n’s pov:
i knock on chris’ door and walk in without waiting for him to respond “chris, do you want to do my make up for a youtube video?” i ask. he sit up “yeah sure.” i already had my camera and make up with me so i set up the camera on his desk and we both sit on a chair. then i turned on the camera “hey guys it’s y/n! ik it’s been a long time but now im here w a rlly fun video! as you guys can see im with..” i point at chris waiting for him to start talking “chris! and im gonna do her make up today, that’ll be entertaining” he says laughing. i look jokingly scared at him. he started doing my make up and it was actually going great. when he had to put my lipstick on he had put his hand on my cheek but instead of putting the lipstick on he started staring at my lips while his cheeks turned red. “you okay?” i ask. “hmm?” chris being completely zoned out. “you’re staring” i laugh while i turn a light shade of pink. he came closer, still w his hand on my cheek “can i kiss you?” he whispered, looking me in the eyes now. i leaned in “yes” i whispered back. it was a really sweet kiss, i felt so much love and started to feel butterflies everywhere. he pulled away and looked at the camera and then back at me “it’s okay, we can do it over later” i said as i turned off the camera. then he leaned in again. that’s when we rlly started to make out. i sat on his lap to close the distance that was between our bodies. i felt him getting hard beneath me which turned me on. i felt his grip on my hips tightening as he stood up to go to the bed. we lay down, me on top. seeing him under me could’ve made me cum right on the spot, all i wanted to do was rip his clothes off. all of a sudden chris rolled over, he was now on top. he took off my shirt. he started leaving wet kisses and light hickeys all over my chest and stomach. he stopped at my waistband looking at me for permission “please chris i need you so bad” he took off short and panties at the same time. he looked at my pussy and licked his lips. he kissed around it for a moment to tease me a little but he didn’t understand what this was doing to me. i needed him so bad. i wanted him to do anything to me, i only needed his touch. “chris- please stop teasing me and eat me out already” he def understood the assignment and went in. he started licking trough my folds and then started licking my clit. his tongue was doing gods work and soon, i became a whimpering mess. after a few minutes i felt like i was gonna cum “chris- ah- im gonna cum” as soon as i said that.. he stopped. “chris come on” i said whining. “sorry baby. i would love for you to cum in my mouth but rn i want you to cum all over my cock..”. he came up to kiss me again and then pulled his pants and boxers down. i absolutely admired seeing his big cock but as much as i loved the sight, i just needed him inside me. we rolled over again so i was top again. i sinked down on his cock slowly “you’re so big chris” i moaned. i waited a moment till i was used to the stretch. when the burning turned into pleasure i started riding him. he held my hips to help me move. “so fucking tight for me baby” i was moaning loudly as we started going way faster. “yes baby, moan for me like the little fucking slut you r” his words and his moving made me feel like i was gonna cum “daddy can i please cum” i whimpered hoping for his permission. “yes baby cum all over me” then we went even faster which i didn’t think was possible. we both came at the same time groaned at the good feeling. we were def lucky that matt and nick weren’t home! he me moved slower for another minute to ride out and then i got of his cock, whimpering at the loss of contact. we took a shower together, went back to his room and cuddled. “i rlly love you y/n” he says with a really sweet voice. “i love you too chris” i said with the same sweetness in my voice. we both fell asleep, happy to be with each other.
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raccoon-in-a-dumpster · 5 months ago
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guys so like. i found out yesterday that nurses are not SUPPOSED to pushbthe needle in deeper to get blood
i was gettin my blood drawn just to see if i had any complications that could impact my legs n' shit, (since having low iron can fuck you up BAD.)
and ig the vein wasn't rlly feelin it that day (makes sense, i was totally unprepared) so it didn't rlly do anything, and the person doing the draw pushed it in. and at first i was like: oh. this has never happened to me before!! and then it was like: oh my god kill me this is agonizing why does it hurt so bad it never hurts
and i had told the nurse that i was AWESOME at blood draws (i usually get them done at another clinic, and every single time, it's been great. found a good vein on my left arm, inserted & extracted with very minimal pain, felt great) but GOD. IT FUCKING HURT
so after a bit she SLOWLY took out the needle (and it hurt like fucking hell let me tell you) cuz there was no blood. And the MOMENT she starts taking it out, i feel sick.
She asks if i'm alright, and i say no, i'm really dizzy and i feel like i'm gonna throw up. so i lay down after my arm is bandaged. My head feels so fucking hot, my arm hurts like all hell- can barely move it- and i'm sweating. barely have the energy to speak at that point. I thought i was gonna pass out.
so after a bit of laying, she asks if i wanna try again, and i- still being nauseous- say no, and practically beg to not do it again cause this is the worst i've ever felt in my life. and so her and my mom talk about when to come back, and i pipe up sometimes
I suggest Saturday.
They don't draw blood on Saturday.
I suggest Sunday.
They don't draw blood on Sunday.
So after a bit of pushing with my mom, (she wanted today, i wanted Monday. I bring up that my arm might hurt afterwards and effect my marching, but really, i was still reeling and i was genuinely afraid, i needed some time, y'know?) we settle on Monday.
so i get home from marching after 9, and i chat with my dad. ask him if mom told him about what happened
"Oh yeah. So growing pains?" (referring to the possibility i might've developed osgood-schlatter disease)
"No, the other thing. With the blood draw?"
so i tell him what happened, and he tells me some stories about how he has really small veins, so doctors have a difficult time finding it. He tells me a story about how in basic, a nurse was tryna find a vein, and by the end he had so many puncture wounds and bruises from it that he looked like he had been shooting up or smth.
I tell him about how it didn't rlly hurt at first but then the needle got pushed deeper and he was like: man they aren't supposed to do that, if they aren't finding blood then they aren't finding blood.
So yeah.
I'm REALLY not hyped for Monday- I'd really rather get my blood drawn at the other clinic. The clinic i usually go to is linked up with my therapist and my psychologist, too, so it's generally just a lot more accommodating. being misgendered while you're experiencing the worst feeling you've ever felt sure isn't that great.
My arm/elbow hurts whenever i think about earlier, and i'm just. not hyped for next time.
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trashiewrites · 2 years ago
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yo, just got some potentially bad news concerning my health... ghost rlly is my comfort character at the moment. do you think you could write something where hes super sweet and comforts reader. or just something rlly sweet and loving. it would really really help. thanks ♡
I was really touched that you reached out, anon, so I made this fic my first priority! I really hope everything turned out okay for you and I wish I could of tailored this more to you but I hope this will do! I really wanted to put all the aspects and it ended up being really long! enjoy!
It's Going To Be Alright
(Ghost X F! Reader)
Words: 2811 (Legit the longest thing I've written I think)
It's funny just how the world works sometimes. You left your house that day to go out for a night in the town with some buddies. The day itself started normally. You woke up wrapped in the warm embrace of your boyfriend's arms, you couldn't help but cuddle in closer especially with how cool it's been getting as of late.
You both get out of bed and make breakfast together. Cold days like these call for delicious pancakes with your favorite toppings, sided with some eggs and other sides you love. Taking that first bite, melted you to your core—nothing like the first bite, especially of something warm.
"Do you have any plans today?" Simon questioned you. Munching quickly so you could answer him back, "don't rush, you'll-" too late, you already were having a coughing fit of something going down the wrong pipe. Simon stood, "Are you okay!"
You nodded as the coughing calmed down, gulping water. "Yeah, yep I'm fine!" Exhaling in relief, you looked back at Simon with a smile, "Anyways, remember I'm heading out with some friends tonight?"
"Ahh right, I remember." He nodded, "By the way, eat slower before you answer! What if you choked?"
"I'd have you to save me?"
"And if I wasn't?" he crossed his arms, assuming victory over this conversation.
"Why would I be talking to myself?" You took another small bite, "plus even if you aren't there, there ought to be someone else to whom I am chatting to." Simon groaned as he placed his hand on his face. "Got you there, didn't I?"
"Yeah, yeah; whatever you say (y/n)." You chuckled at his denial. "Anything else you going to do before your party?" You hummed as you thought for a moment.
"Groceries, get some other necessities, and gas my car probably. Gotta prep for next week." You spoke in between bites, "besides that, just the party in the evening."
"First of all, eat first for Christ's sake." You almost spat your drink at his remark, "Secondly, can I come with?" He spoke a wee bit quieter in the second part, it amazed you that after all your years of dating him he is still so shy about some things.
"Of course, you can come!" You stood up took your empty plate and stood beside him, "how could I not take advantage of spending time with my favorite man in the entire world" you leaned down, giving his forehead a big ol' smooch. Then heading to the sink, you began to wash your dishes. "Simon, you are done with your food?"
"Huh what? My plates, right... yeah, I'm done" he hands them to you, wrapping his arms around your waist. Resting his chin upon the top of your head. You wiggle in his grasp slightly, "are you Uncomfortable? I can stop..." You shook your head.
"No, I'm fine, I'm all good. Continue sir." You lied; your face said it all but he was behind you. Which you were glad about. For about a week now it's been on and off headaches. Yet you didn't want it to stop you or to worry Simon. He already has so much on his plate. After the dishes, you went to your shared room to get ready. Taking a dose of painkillers to help the headache, making sure Simon wasn't around; Then you took a shower.
Shopping went off without a hitch, to the usual stores with your masked lover was interesting though. Having to explain how he's not planning to steal stuff from one lady was fun. You rubbed his hand knowing he felt awkward about it. Having someone else do the picking up of everything was so nice! Lifting heavy cases of water with ease, man you should do this more often. You grab more of the stuff you know Simon likes cause he's going to be home for a while. Once in a while, he will come up to you with something. He doesn't say anything but you assume he wants it. He doesn't put it in till he gets approval from you, which you always say yes to.  Simon was staring at a package of avocados, intently... You pulled up with the cart and stared at the avocados with him. "Do you want avocados, Simon?" He looks at you, you look at him. He looked back at the avocados, went through them, and felt them out. He decides on one package and gently hands it over. "Avocados it is then." Heading home you couldn't help but feel Simon was in a very pleasant mood, which made you smile. Honestly, in moments like this, you remember why exactly you fell for this man.
You stood in the mirror, towel around your body as you did your make-up. It's been a long time since you've been to a party. You were a bit nervous, especially with the recurring headaches. You analyze your face, maybe you overdid it a bit but you looked amazing. "Can't wait till Simon sees this."
"I'm already seeing it~" You yelped as you turned to see him at the door.
"Simon! Don't fucking do that asshole!" You clenched your towel, making sure it didn't fall.
"Why? Was this supposed to be a surprise?" He chuckled, "Also no need to hold the towel that tight love. It's not like I haven't seen what's under it before." You stood there; heat rushed to your cheeks.
"GET THE FUCK OUT!"
You sighed as you put on your dress. Giving yourself one last look, you feel rather proud. It's been a while since you gussied up on anything; it was nice to know you still had some skills. You walked out of the bathroom to see Simon sitting on the bed. You wondered if he was waiting for you. "So, how do I look?" You smiled as Simon's head turned up. His eyes went wide seeing you, underneath his mask his mouth was agape. "Speechless?" You did a little twirl; Simon stood up and removed his mask. He walked to her, taking her hand, still not a single word from his lips. "Simon?" You stared into his eyes, pools of brown that had mesmerized you with how complex they are. Yet today, you felt only one thing from his gaze; adoration.
"You look... stunning." He pulled you into an embrace, "I'm quite jealous... Can't keep you all to myself. especially looking like this." his breath lingered on your neck, and his hands roamed your back and side. His fingers fiddled with the rim of your dress, which you quickly grasp and place away. You hummed with playful disapproval, "oh come on," he pouted.
"My rides going to be here any minute, I can't have you ruin my hard work." You pecked his nose then his lips. From your bag, the phone began to ring. "Speak of the devil!" You rushed over, picked up your phone, and took the purse in hand. "Hey, Kayla! You guys outside? Ahuh Okay, See you guys in a minute!" You rushed to slip your shoes on, and a shot of pain rushed to your head. You didn't make a noise but you placed your hand on your head.
"You okay?" You blinked a bit before looking back to Simon.
You laughed nervously, "Yeah, just a little headache!" You smiled, walking to Simon; you grasped his hands. "No need to worry, okay?"
He took a deep breath and placed his lips upon your knuckles. "Just, be careful love. If you need anything don't hesitate to call. I'll be wherever you are in 10 minutes tops." You couldn't help but laugh at the idea of him expertly speeding through the streets.
"Bless your heart Simon," you rested your forehead upon his and softly caressed his cheek. Next thing you hear a car horn outside your house, "must be them..." you whispered.
"Allow me to escort you out?" His tough raspy voice seemed so tender; His eyes never left yours.
"I'd be honored," Simon put on his mask before taking your hand in his large ones. Leading you down the way to the front door. You watched as he began to unlock the door, and couldn't help too long to stay home with him. Plus, probably would be better for those headaches; but canceling now while they wait outside, you'd feel incredibly guilty. You wrapped his waist in an embrace.
"Are you sure you're okay?"
You nodded and spoke just barely enough for him to hear, "Yeah..." he felt so warm in your arms, it was practically the only thing on your mind.
"Doors unlocked," he tapped your hands, "don't want to keep 'em waiting."
"A minute or two never hurt anyone," you released your grasp and walked in front; opening the door. "Don't miss me too much~"   You grasped his hand while heading out the door.
"Don't worry about me, love" both your arms fully extended, fingers begin to slip, " Just have your fun, don't go too crazy." Your hand fell to your side, turning around to see your friends making disgusted faces.
"Cut it with the mushy stuff and hurry (y/n)! The night isn't going to last forever!" Kayla yelled from the window; the other girls cheered.
"Alright, alright!!" You waved back once more, before hopping in.
"(Y/n) is that your boyfriend? He's such a hunk!" One stated, peeking over the seat in front trying to see him.
"Yep, he's mine~"
"Ahh you lucky S.O.B" Another one mentioned, "What does he do? To be that built and have a place like that!"
"Military~" a collective 'oooohhhh' went from throughout the car.
"I mean you struck gold girl! But what's with the mask? Kinda creepy if you ask me." Kayla asked, looking back at her rearview mirror curiously.
"I can't say..." you shrugged.
"Is that an 'I don't know' can't say, or 'that's private information' can't say?" You only shrug back. Throughout the car ride, it was a mix of karaoke and gossip. Also, they compare each other's boyfriends which you pridefully showed off your Simon.
Reaching the party, you felt extremely tired. Your head bursts with pain. As the girls rushed in you stood behind, leaning on the car and holding your head.  You looked back up as a hand took your shoulder, "Hey, you okay? You look like that hurt like a bitch..."
"Yeah... Yeah, I'm good, just a small headache." You faked a smile, yet she didn't look convinced.
"Take it easy, okay? If you need to go home just let me know, okay?" You nodded as you both walked on ahead. Ignoring the pain that rocked your head, trying to make the most of the night. You were cautious but more tired and tired as time went by. You motioned to your group you were going to sit down for a bit; Taking a seat at a table nearby.  Your eyes felt heavy, you didn't think much besides the fact you were tired. The idea of being snuggled up next to your beloved ghost, you longing for warmth. A wave of coldness came over your body and your vision went blank.
The next moment you opened your eyes, you were blinded by bright light. Ears overwhelmed by all sorts of sorts, people talking and beeping. Your heart raced in panic, and your eyes scattered scanning the room; A hospital? What happened and how did you get here? You felt something by your legs, "S-Simon" His head lifted slowly, turning to face you. 
"(y/n)! You're awake!" He jumped to his feet, rushing forward to rest his hand upon your cheeks. "Thank the lord you're awake! Gave me a good scare love..." He pulled you close, your chin rested upon his shoulder. Your mind is fuzzy, trying to figure out what happened before. 
"Simon, what happened?" 
"I wish I knew; I got a call from your phone." He stood back, taking a seat on the edge of your bed, "The damn girl was screaming but I heard hospital and unconscious. Then the paramedic took the phone and explained you were found unconscious." Simon grabbed your hand, "I told you to stay home..." 
"I-I know... I'm sorry; I didn't mean to make you so worried. I just didn't think it was that bad..." silence lingered in the room for a moment, "How long was I out?" 
"Almost 15 hours..." With that, a knock sounded on the door, and a woman in scrubs stood there with a smile. 
"Sorry, I'm not interrupting, am I?" you shook your head, "miss (L/n) I know this is sudden but I'd like to ask you about the situation. Do you remember much of last night?" you again shook your head, her look seemed disappointed. "Were you having any prior pain or anything notable before this?"
"Not-"
"(y/n)." Simon glared sternly at you, "Tell her, or I will." you sighed, looking away from the two. 
"I've had headaches but I wouldn't call it notable..." 
"Not notable? You flinched from the pain." He crossed his arms. The nurse raised her hand, stopping Simon in his words. 
"I get your frustration Mr. Riley but no need." She looked back at you, "How long were these headaches going?" You shuffled uncomfortably; didn't help you are a horrible liar. 
"A short while..." 
"How long (Y/n)?" Simon restated. You sighed knowing your hiding was up, If the nurse didn't see through the lie; Simon would, he always could see through you. 
"A-A week... On and off Ya know." You looked at the two, Simon's brows were raised and his eyes wide. The nurse was also shocked too, but not as apparent. 
"And you didn't think of going to see a doctor?" You shook your head, not sure how to justify your decision. 
"I didn't want to worry anyone, plus... I needed a night out." you scrunched your shoulder, "I just didn't see it as that big of a deal." 
"A week and not a big deal!" Simon raised his voice. 
"Mr. Riley!" The nurse looked back. Simon left the room; you can't imagine how he feels right now. Tears began to well in your eyes, if only you handled all this differently. If you had just told him, none of this would have happened. "Oh sweetheart, he's not mad at you!" The grasped your hand, "He wants to protect you, and I know for a fact he's taking it hard that you went through it for a week. You need to tell people these things, this could be very serious." She spoke calmly, grabbing a tissue box and placing it in front of you.
"I-I know... I-I'm sorry, I just didn't want him to worry." You spoke in broken segments, "He does so much for me and I don't want him to have to worry." The nurse rubbed your hand. You blew your nose with your other. "Is it that bad?"
"We don't know yet, we have to do some tests." she stood up, "For now, I'll give you two some privacy.  We will come to get you for the test in the next hour, okay?" You nodded, she walked out, and there at the door stood Simon. You two just stared in silence, so still, you could hear a pin drop.  
"Simon I-" Your train of thought was interrupted as he closed the door to the room. "Simon?" He sat down on the edge of the bed. "Simon I'm sorry!" You closed your eyes.
"I heard you before," he spoke softly, you flinched as he cupped your face. "Right now, we have to make sure you are okay now; That's what matters to me." You nodded, "Open your eyes for me, love~" You took a deep breath, in front of you was not the masked hard to perceive man you usually saw, but the sincere, caring sweet face with his worried brown eyes. "Promise me you'll tell me these things. I don't care about you worrying me, your safety and health are my first priority." you couldn't get the word out of your mouth, you could only nod. "Say it (y/n)" your lip quivered.
"I-I promise, I'll tell you everything." he smiled, slowly moving a hair from your face.
"Good girl," he leaned in, his kiss was gentle. As if you were fine China, fragile and delicate. He spared not an ounce of care while he held you close to him. 
"Simon," he hummed in response, "What if it's as bad as they said it could be? What if I'm stuck with this? What if-" He placed a finger over your lips.
"Don't think about that," He rested your head upon his chest, "We will worry about that as it comes. For now, relax, I'll be here the entire time." 
"What about work?" 
"They'll understand." He kissed your forehead, "It's going to be alright, okay?" You snuggled in closer, having his arm wrapped around you as if you were back in your own home.
"Okay..."
I'M SORRY IF IT LIKE TOO MUCH BUT I HOPE THE SWEET OVERLOAD WORKED!
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ALSO THANK YOU GUYS FOR 400!! IM HONESTLY ASTONISHED
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imtooscaredforthis · 1 year ago
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Chapter Twenty One: Matchmaker
Mentions of: Cheating (kinda?), Drug use, alcohol use, smoking, and nothing rlly
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A/N: I’m so tired y’all, but I hope you enjoy this!
Tags: @dead-bixxxtch-walking @mama-miya @prettycutebunny @moonshineinasippycup @vandeaad
Ever since that one night, you and Frank haven’t talked as much. Honestly, a good amount of it was a blur..but you didn’t forget when he almost kissed you. A part of you wanted to, and you told yourself it was just a dream, but deep down you knew it wasn’t.
It probably had something to do with the drugs and alcohol in your system that night but no matter what the reason, you weren’t a homewrecker. Even if his girlfriend was a psychopathic bitch, you refused to break up his relationship. You’re better than that.
You needed a break from searching for the pages, especially after what happened with Bubba. You needed more time to plan so you didn’t have that nightmare happening again. You need to do this right so you can get out of here. So you can see Allison again.
In the meantime, you’re spending more time with Susie again. During a smoking session, you found out that she had some feelings for Joey (even though it was pretty obvious already.) And now you have a little side project of trying to get her set up with him.
“Hey Suse! Conveniently, The Entity brought me some old dresses and makeup. Who knows? Maybe she thinks you guys would be good together too.” You greeted as you entered her room.
“Shhh.” She said, her cheeks pink. “What? It’s not like he’s here.”
“Yeah, but he could walk in at any second.” You rolled your eyes at her. She was so dramatic. “Just try these on.”
You went through a few of your clothes before you found something that suited her. It was a pink dress from your sophmore year homecoming dance. Once you got the dress on, you did her makeup. Nothing too heavy, just some light eyeshadow, blush, and lip gloss.
“Pop your lips. There you go, perfect.” You grinned. “Wanna see?”
She stared at her reflection in shock. “I look so different.”
“Do you like it? I mean, I dig the edgy rock look you and The Legion have, but I think this is cool too. You look gorgeous. So hot!” You remarked.
“Thanks.” She blushed, smiling at herself. “But I feel a little overdressed.”
“Don’t worry, I got some stuff for myself too. You can’t be the only one looking this good.”
For some reason, the Lodge looked different today. More lively. When Frank walked inside there were candles lighting the area, music playing loudly. It wasn’t just metal, but also rock. It was like a party, but without all the people.
He spotted Susie and Joey talking…and then you. You were a sight for sore eyes, wearing a black spaghetti strap dress that fit your curves perfectly. You whispered something into Susie’s ear, grinning at her, before walking off and approaching Frank.
“Hey.” You greeted him. Fuck, you looked even better up close. He did what he could not to stare at your crimson coated lips, and tried not to notice how you weren’t wearing a bra. “Hey.”
“I threw a little get-together thing. I hope you don’t mind. It’s just, I needed to take the edge off a bit. Have some fun.” You admitted with a shrug.
Why is this so awkward? Why is he sweating so much?
“Oh no, it’s fine. A party sounds nice, actually.” He nodded. You grinned, looking over your shoulder at Susie and Joey.
“Aren’t they so cute? It’s so obvious they like each other, you know? I wish they would just say it already.”
So that’s why you were having this party. You wanted to get them together. “I never pictured you to be the type to play matchmaker.”
You shrugged your shoulders, sipping your beer with a coy smile. “I guess I’m just full of surprises then, aren’t I?”
He wants you so bad.
“I guess so. Don’t get your hopes up about Susie and Joey, though. Julie’s been trying to get them together for years. It’s never worked.” He grinned.
“Well, I’m not Julie. Knowing her, I’m sure we have different methods to our work, and who knows? Maybe my efforts will succeed.” You passed him a beer from the cooler.
“We’ll see.” He replied.
You took another swig of your beer, grinning to yourself excitedly as another song started to play. “Oh, I love this song! Wanna dance?”
“Sure.”
After a while, Susie and Joey went off for a walk. It was a win in your book because who knows what’s going to happen on that walk? You’re sure Susie will tell you later. But it was also a little awkward since it left you and Frank alone together.
“So what happened to getting out of here?” He couldn’t help but ask. “I’m just taking a little break to figure everything out. Once I do, I’ll be leaving as soon as possible.”
For some reason, Frank felt a little pang in his chest at your words and at the thought of you leaving. Something he didn’t like.
“What if it doesn’t work? What will you do then?”
“What do you mean?“ You asked, your eyebrows furrowing immediately at the possibility. “I mean, what if you can’t escape?”
You shook your head. “I have to try. I’m going to get out of here, no matter what.”
He could tell you were getting irritable from the topic, so he decided to change it. “So why haven’t you been around as often? Did you just need a break?”
“Yeah.” You replied, lighting a cigarette. He noticed some other tattoos you had, another on your thigh, and another on your ankle. You handed him a cigarette, lighting it for him.
“Really? That’s the only reason why?” He pressed you. You sighed. “I’m not a homewrecker, Frank. And I don’t know what happened that night. I don’t know if it was because we were stoned and drunk, or whatever..but it can’t happen again, okay?”
He blew out some smoke, silent for a few moments, the only thing being heard was the fire crackling from the furnace. He could feel your intense stare on him, and he knew you were taking this very seriously. So, he replied. “Okay.”
Unfortunately, he’s never been very good at keeping his promises.
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sweet-little-dude · 2 years ago
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TUMBLR DIDN'T NOTIFY ME THAT YOU RRPLIED TO MY ASKS I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD WHAT THE HELL TUMBLR ???
okay anyways the akkuya thing is finished at 1.2k now which is longer than i expected but i'm not complaining fr. will probs post it later today hehe
aaalso i read akkun's wiki article and remembered that he has a wife in that one bad toman timeline in which he dies... so. what are we thinking about poly akkuya + akkun's wife? she'd be takuya's gf too i think. bc i like my love triangles being actual triangles not just angles- and i think it would be cute okok. also uh i definitely haven't brainrotted abt them in that timeline too much already haha no i just called her kasumi bc she doesn't have a canon name and figured that she has wavy black hair that's shoulder length, is between 1.65m and 1.70m tall and has brown eyes that are so dark that they appear to be black. but hahaha i am so normal about her & them wdym /j
also kasumi definitely had an alt phase in her first two years in highschool and akkun's been head over heels for her ever since then. but he was to scared to talk to her and they went their seperate ways but eventually met again at like 20 or 21 and then went from there with akkuya already being bfs. ig kasumi & akkun just got married bc gay marriage was forbidden idk or mnaybe it was tax benefits or smth haven't figured that out yet but takuya def isn't lesser for not being married to either of them that's important
uh yeah. uhm. i might write an angst fic about them :))
NO BCUZ I THOUGHT YOU WERE IGNORING ME/TAKING A BREAK FOR MENTAL HEALTH PURPOSES LIKE I GOT SCARED FR... BUT HELLOO!!
yayyy!! can't wait to check it out later :3
i agree!!! btw i love it when you pull out kinda like character blanks (characters that are mentioned that have no story or no actual character at all) and just take it upon urself to make them come to life its so fun to read abt everytime. agreed actual love triangles are the best, and kasumi seems pretty!! IDK I JUST STARTED IMAGINING HER W A TOOTH GAP AND ITS CUTE I CANT STOP THINKIN ABT IT NOW.
STOP THEY'D BE SUCH A GOOD LOOKING COUPLEEE. alt kasumi n stylish akkun, and then since takuya doesnt rlly have a style they dress him up omg skksksnjsnjre but yes ofc!! its perfectly understandable.
IM EXCITED FOR THEIR ANGST NGL
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hihihi!! SO what do you think of the new mc update bc like i just played survival with my friends after like a long while today and omg i had an amazing spawn tho i didnt get to explore much yet but like its so COOL, the new update!?!?!? i didnt even do much but just prospect has me so fucking excited fhdgsdkgjsg :333
AAAA HI SAPPHO !!!!! i havent played a whole lot of the new update BUT !!!! just like everyone else i am INSANE about cherry blossom trees like ohhh myyy goddd i remember when i was like. idk how old i have a bad sense of time. but yknow how on bedrock theres those like. premade worlds that have like idk. theyre from like tv shows or just of time periods or w/e like there was an ancient egypt one and a nightmare before christmas one and w/e. well ik that i loved going to the i thinkk ancient china ? one ? bc it had a MASSIVEEE tree and id spend ages just replacing all the leaves with pink glazed terracotta and pink concrete bc i lovedddd pink trees. AND NOW THAT SHITS REAL !!!!!! HOW FUCKING COOL IS THAT !!!!! and i havent built anything properly w it yet but ohhh myyygod im so glad we got more pinks bc miencraft has been LACKING in some good pink shades like oh my god im so happy we got this :3 and also the archeology stuff ISSSS a little disappointing how simple it is BUT its rlly cool from a lroe perspective bc like !!!!! look were looking directly at the fucking !!!! old world here !!!!!! bc minecraft is like. it is FULL of things saying There Were People Before You And Now Theyre Gone AND THIS JUSR ADDS TO THAT which is very cool. and yeah basically its just very very cool like omg wowie yippee. AND EVEN SMALLWER THINGS IM GONNA GO ISNANE ABT. LIKE ARMOUR TRIMS. I LOVW THAT SO MUCH. IVE ALWAYS WNATED TO FEEL LIKE ARMOUR IS MORE INDIVIDUAL AND EPRSONAL AND LIKE. NOW WE HAVE A WAY !!!! AND NOW ON SERVERS N WHATEVER UR ARMOUR ISNT JUST LIKE. INDIVIDUAL JUST FROM ITS NAME AND ENCHANTS ITS GOT DESIGN TOO its so cool. and hanging signs will make everything soooo fucking wicked sicked like ohh myyy godd yeah. i love minecraft. everyone whos shitting on this update is an idiot baby. this is so cool. yeah man. im glad ur enjoying it as well thsi shits epic
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fail-boy · 6 months ago
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hello !!!!!! my message probably wont be as long bc im not feeling very good as of late (also im really hungry n have no energy to make food so im stuck being cranky n tired 😔) but i wanted to still drop by :3333 im playing the resident evil 4 remake right now, im on a professional mode play through !!!! i never do hard mode on games so this is scary and exciting...im very bad at shooting D: also also, i hope you like the playlist i made, im a little nervous bc i get extremely critical of my own music when im knowingly sharing it. my music taste is everywhere >>
i hope you're having a nice time and looking after yourself !!!!!!!!!!! i also hope your gf is doing good too, i hope you're having a nice time :333 !!!!! okok im gna go my brains all mush rn so ill just say nonsense if i keep going, muah muah :3
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((p.s., im reading a fic that's rlly nice n it's ray n geoff which is smthn id never read b4, it's really nice n fun (and ray is just like me fr in this fic) !! so that's also fun for me yayyy
hey there sugar! it's so lovely to hear from you <3 im sorry you're not feeling good, if i was there id cook u up a lil snack rn!! i hope you get the energy to eat soon <3
fuck yeah i love resident evil! i haven't played most of the games myself but i love watching people play them a lot!!!! professional mode is very impressive sugar good job!!!!
i absolutely love the playlist cutie there's some real bangers in there, i've been listening to it this morning after my gf went home, it's really good and i'm enjoying it <3 im gonna make a playlist for you if you don't mind! it'll have my current favourites and maybe some special old songs i like :3
im doing good!! im gonna make lunch soon when it's past midday :3 im chilling with my dog rn and my gf just went home!!! she's doing great, she's got a medieval fare today which'll be really exciting. she also sold me her old awesome camera so i can use it for onlyfans n shit :3 you're fucking adorable sugar i wanna kiss your sweet face and cuddle you <3
fuck yeah! i love finding a good fanfic, you should totally send me the link/title if you'd like! :3
thanks for your lovely message sugar it's so nice to hear from you <3 i hope you're doing well and you get to eat something lovely soon <3
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wndaswife · 2 years ago
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hihihihi merry late christmas!! how was ur christmas? i'm no longer sick god bless #covidfree it's the last day of 2022 and i don't rlly know how to feel abt it
what did u get for christmas?,!/?/!?? i got some books shoes and money also i'm abt to buy that book u posted abt it sounds rlly good
i've been playing a shit ton of minecraft this week omfg i've got at least 10 hours logged in the past 3 days i swear anyways today i went to taco bell and tried their weird potato taco.. shit was nasty i don't recommend..
i relistened to flowers for vases by hayley williams and god i forgot how good it was i recommend🙏🙏
anyways i didnt rlly have anything to say but happy new years!! or new year🧌 idk what time zone ur in
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hi merry christmas!!! yay!!!! no more covid :D in time for new years! yeah it's 31st here now too >_< time is rly just passing us by wow
me too! book and money and a few clothes :> omg are u rly!!!!!!!! i hope u like it! update me when you start it :D it's a lot darker than in secret, idk if you've seen the movie but it's a lot darker tho the characters ofc have a lot more development n explanation of their personalities n stuff! personally i rly liked reading about thérèse <3
my greatest memory in minecraft was when i built a tardis (just attached it to a mountain LOL) but when i logged back in one day it was taken over by lava </3 im bad at minecraft im not creative enough
potato taco.. i just searched it up HAHA it looks so... random?? it's a weird concoction
i'll try and remember to listen to this asap!
happy new year's eve to u too <333
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rival-ado · 3 years ago
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i have so many thoughts going on in my pea brain rn but i'm slowly starting to realize i'm probably autistic and literally why did no one notice it before
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chippedaxe · 3 years ago
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hello!! could i ask for a request where dream used to be a top but his ego has gotten up too high and the reader is tired of him being a bitch and decides to turn into the bitch? so it’s like sub!dream x dom!dream. i don’t really have ideas of what could happen, maybe dream won lost a manhunt and is pretty mad and yeahhh :) thank you already!
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Title: Poor Baby
Warnings: NSFW !Minor's steer clear, coarse language, praising, teasing, degrading, bit of humiliation, nipple play, fingering, anal play, begging, idk if there should be more.
Pairing: Sub! Dream X Dom! Reader
Pronouns: They/Them, non specified genitalia,
Synopsis: Dream tries to dominate you but you've had enough so you toy with Dream.
Word count: 1.5k
Note: tbh i was rlly confused so i hope this is somewhat what u wanted <3
- if it doesn't make sense like halfway thru the story then I'm rlly sorry, I wrote half of it one time and half of it another time (and I don't rlly reread or edit my work)
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Dream storms into the room looking angry, his hands have been balled into fists and you can tell that he's not thinking rationally "Dear- what's wrong? What happened, baby?" you tried to calm him down but he completely dismissed you "Take off your clothes." he ordered "excuse me?" you were taken back "come on- please just take off your clothes,, manhunt made angry.." Dream grumbled.
"Baby, just calm down.. Rest" you pulled him down onto the bed gently "Sweetheart, don't you want my cock?" Dream grabs your chin and looks into your eyes "of course I do-" he stops you right there "Then why're you being difficult?" he caresses your cheek, "Well I just feel like you're acting like a serious bitch right now" you confessed bluntly.
"Me? A bitch?" Dream groaned at your words, his hands reaching out to touch you but you stand up from the bed "Yeah. A really big bitch. So why don't you just calm down and rest, okay?" you put your hands on your hips and looked down at him "You don't give the orders okay? I give them! I'm the dominant one here!" Dream exclaimed "Then maybe I should be." you shut him down.
"What? You? Dom me? I don't think so" Dream chuckled to himself, "You think it's so funny now but wait I'm making you dizzy and seeing stars from how good I can make you feel.." you warned him "How do you expect to get me to be submissive for you?" Dream growled "Watch me." you responded as you then approached him.
You straddled his knee and crawled onto his lap, your hands moving to his chest "This is all you've got?" Dream rolled his eyes "Of course not, this isn't even close to the beginning" you leaned down to kiss his neck. You turned your head to the side and began suckling roughly on his skin, biting gently every few seconds "Ah- Yeah, keep doing that, doll." Dream tried to make it seem like he was in control but his words only affirmed your new dominant position.
"Yeah? You like it when I suck on your neck? I bet you'll like it a lot when I suck your cock too.." you tease him, your hands feeling up his chest and groping the man. "Don't tease me, or I'll punish you" Dream tried to sound scary "Punish me? But I'm being so kind, dominating you when you're clearly not fit to be on top.." you decided to bully him a little bit with some degrading words.
"Huh? What? What're you saying.." Dream started to get real riled up, his face starting to glow a bright red "What? Is my Dream angry with me?" you acted coy, kissing his jaw and pouting "Sorry Dream, I know how sensitive you are.." you teased him further "Don't make me flip you over and ram you- I will do it!" he threatened "Oh I bet you will.." your voice was condescending.
Your hands slid Dream's shirt off his body, revealing his tense muscles "Oh wow.. You look so pretty, all of this for me darling?" you cooed "Don't talk like that, I'm not you're little sub!" Dream shouted "Of course not, you're just someone who's below me and is acting quite submissive..." you pointed out. Your hands were cold, finger tips colder, pinching Dream's nipples to get a reaction out of him.
"H-uhgh..." Dream let out a small noise, his erection growing in his pants until it became a raging boner. "Aw you like when I play with your nipples? That's adorable.." you tease him as you continue to toy and play with his soft buds "n-no!" he was surely embarrassed, probably feeling humiliated. "Stop it- You're humiliating me!" Dream complained "Oh am I? You want me to stop? Then beg me, slut."
Dream went quiet and he froze up a little bit, clearly not expecting you to talk to him like that "Speak Darling, or are you too dumb?" you teased him. Dream gulped nervously and glanced up to meet your gaze "Please stop teasing me- please!" he gasped. "Okay, what do you want me to do?" you leaned over him.
Dream shuddered slightly "I want you to touch me properly!" he spoke up "What's the magic word?" you placed your hands on your hips, clearly enjoying the sudden change in superiority. "P-Please.. Please touch me, Please.." Dream groaned softly, you almost felt bad from the way he was begging you. Almost.
You looked down at him, his cock twitched in his pants, growing harder against the tight fabric "It hurt's so bad.. Please help me.." Dream hugged you and hung his head on your shoulder. "Okay baby, I'll help you.." you unzipped his pants just a bit so you could slip your hand in to palm him gently.
"Ah- I need more.. Please.." Dream bucked his hips up against your hand, desperately trying to grind against you but to no avail. "Be patient darling" you hushed him up and pulled his penis out, stroking his length gently. You admired the way it throbbed in your hand, twitching slightly as Dream rolled his head back and groaned "You're not usually this vocal, something change?" you smirked at him.
"That feels so good, so good.." Dream rolled his hips against you, legs closing together to give him a little more friction "Uh uh- open up." you slapped his thigh which made him open them back up reluctantly. You wanted to give in and let Dream fuck your insides but you fought the urges, today you were going to fuck him instead.
You took off his pants finally, letting the blonde boy relax more. "I'm gonna try something new with you, alright?" you didn't give Dream much time to answer as your hand dipped down between his legs, one of your fingers thrusting into his tight hole. "Ah! I- I've never touched there before!" Dream was feeling a little bit shy clearly.
"Your walls are sucking my fingers in so well, oh my god.. I should definitely buy a dildo or something for you.." you thought out loud to yourself. Dream quivered underneath you, his hole clenching around your finger at the thought of you fucking him with a toy. "M- More.." he was definitely feeling ashamed, his head turned away to face the wall.
You gave him what he wanted and stuck a second finger inside, curling them gently to press against his prostate. Dream squealed and covered his mouth to hide his lewd noises "Hands off." you instructed "But-" he protested "But nothing, hands off yourself or I'll stop touching you" you argued. Dream swallowed his pride and removed his hands, letting out a loud sound when your fingers thrusted deeper inside of him.
"Do you like this?" you asked "Of course- It feels so sO good!" Dream cried out "You like it more than when I play with your penis?" you questioned, Dream nodded and bit on his lip to keep quiet "So.. You'd let me do this again sometime?" you were starting to feel really excited "W-Whenever you want!!" Dream was now completely your bitch.
"I-I think I'm gonna cum, it feels sO weird!" Dream babbled on and on "Nuh uh- not unless you say you're my bitch." you wanted desperately to hear him say those little words "What??" you slowed down your pace and started to gently remove your fingers "No- No! I-I'm your bitch! I said it! I'm your bitch! Now please let me cum!" he bawled.
"Good boy.." You sped it up, not giving any mercy to his ass as you finger fucked him. "AH! I'm cumming! FUCK!" he arched his back, walls convulsing around your fingers as his hot white liquid spat out of his cock and ran down his legs. "Dirty slut, go clean yourself up" you snickered down at him before pulling your fingers out of his ass and leaving the bedroom.
You're not a monster so you obviously won't just be leaving him there, although it's not like you're gonna help him much. You grabbed a bottle of water from the fridge and came back to hand it to him, he weakly reached out to grab the bottle but dropped it "Don't tell me.. Does my little slut need help drinking from a bottle? Pathetic.." you spat at him before drinking some of the water.
You grabbed his chin and opened it gently, spitting your water into his mouth for him to swallow. Dream gulped it down and flushed a deep red, "Thank you.." he thanked you and was flustered. "No problem, I love you baby." you kissed his cheek "I love you too, thank you for taking care of me today.. I think I liked it better when you were in charge.." Dream admitted "I was thinking the same thing, sweetheart" you smiled at him.
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ohworm-writes · 3 years ago
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hello! :) so u know how kuon has a crush on sniper right ? can i get an imagine where reader is jealous bc of kuon, cuz u know, her crush on sniper etc etc (sorry i'm just vv lazy at typing), and how sniper reacts to it ?? can u make it like they're still friends but have mutual feelings for each other as they hang out as a unit, and they get together in the end bc sum confessions happened !! sorry if u don't get it i'm rlly bad at explaining but thank u in advance if u do this !! <33
High-Rise Invasion/Tenkuu Shinpan: Sniper Mask Boyfriend Imagine
high-rise invasion/tenkuu shinpan masterlist
‼ Jealous Reader (over Kuon) + Make up + Confession ‼
Featuring: Sniper Mask, Yuri Honjo, Mayuko Nise (implied), Kuon Shinzaki (implied)
Warnings: frustrated Y/n, crushes, jealousy
a/n - good GODS this has been in my inbox for a while and i’m so so so sorry for not posting it way sooner! hopefully you see this anon, and i hope you enjoy!
content below the cut!
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you had developed a crush on the man in the mask ever since you first joined Yuri's little group
you couldn't really tell what it was the drew you to him
he was silent, dismissive, and he was a Mask for goodness sake!
but none of that deterred you from the attraction you garnered for him
you always found yourself trying to interact with him
whether it was offering your help with something that he was doing, or simply keeping him company
most times he brushed you off, walking away and not giving you an answer
other times he silently accepted your offer
those times the two of you would sit in comfortable silence, just enjoying one another's presence
you cherish moments like these for a very specific reason
Kuon
now you had nothing against the girl!
... at first
she seemed nice enough, always eager to help, and full of ignorant innocence
but then you realized her (very obvious) crush on the masked man
the way she got flustered around him so easily
the way she clung to him like a lost child
at first, you thought maybe she saw him as a parental figure, seeing how young she was
but that thought was (very) quickly thrown to the wind when you saw her wrapped up in his jacket, blushing like the schoolgirl she was and giggling to herself
so what she liked him? you liked him too, maybe the two of you could bond over that!
that's what you told yourself
of course, you never acted on it
it was simple, you were too jealous to do so
you noticed how Sniper Mask welcomed all her little instances without a care in the world
not giving a damn when she clung to him
or batting an eye at her obvious fangirling
it pissed you off
naturally, you began to avoid Kuon
and Sniper Mask simultaneously
you avoided the two of them whenever you could
when you saw them walking towards you, you kept to the opposite side of the wall and walked quickly past them
when you all usually ate together, you picked up your food and ate outside
you were simply, undeniably jealous
you didn't think Sniper Mask cared about it, not that you could tell under his mask
but in actuality, he was confused as to why you avoided him all of the sudden
so, he opted to ask you one day
You shut the door to the dining room rather aggressively as you exited, but you couldn't care less. You let your body slump against the adjacent wall, your plate of food resting on your lap.
Today had been... exhausting, to say the least. Kuon was on her usual actions of pining over 'Mr. Mask', crossing your way a few more times than you would have liked. During your meeting earlier with her and Yuri, your fellow mouthless masked allies, she had the gall to talk on and on about how much she adored him.
You hated it.
You looked down at your food, a scowl finding its place on your features. You glared at it, pushing the pieces around with your fork, not noticing a door open and close right in front of you.
"Jesus, if that food was alive, it would be 6 feet under with the glare you're giving it." You hear a gruff voice call from in front of you. A voice you would rather not be hearing right now.
You continue to move around the food, staying silent as the man awkwardly stands in front of you, unsure of what to do with himself in this situation. "Is it, uh, okay if I sit here?" He asks, which finally makes you look up.
He had a plate of food between his own hands, his jacket gone and sleeves rolled up to his elbows. His mask covered his face, per usual, but it seemed much more lopsided than usual.
You give him a shrug in response, looking back down at your food again. He stands there for a moment, before taking a seat right next to you, your knees almost touching. "You don't mind if I eat with you, right?"
His question makes your eye twitch. Was he seriously trying to be all buddy-buddy with you now? You shrugged again, not giving him as much as a single word.
You heard him sigh, setting his food to the side before he speaks again. "Alright, what's going on?" He asks, making your body tense up. "Nothing." You shoot back, scowling.
"What happened to the Y/n that stayed up and talked about their life for hours? What happened to the Y/n that told me horrible jokes to try and get a reaction out of me? Huh? What happened to them?"
That broke you.
You were angry, furious even. Was he trying to blame this on you? You didn't do anything wrong! If it wasn't for Kuon, maybe you would still be that person! If it wasn't for her, you could still be friends with him! You could be-
"What?" You hear him say softly, much softer than his previous tone. Shit, did you say that out loud? "Yeah, you did." He says again, looking at you with a concerned expression on his face, not that you could tell.
"I-I'm sorry, I didn't mean to lash out. I just- I’ve been-" You stutter, trying to find the right words. He laughs at that, actually laughs at it.
His laugh is hearty, warm, almost inviting you to laugh along with him. You don't, but he quickly composes himself, making your head turn towards him.
"Why on Earth were you jealous of Kuon?" He asks honestly, watching at how the invisible gears turn in your head, searching for an answer. You sigh heavily, running a hand across your face as you shake your hands while you speak.
"I just- she’s always there with you. She's latched onto you 24/7! I can't get 5 minutes alone with you before she comes barging in." You rant, frustration evident in your shaky voice.
"I just wanted to be your friend, be close with you. I can never do that because she's-she's there." You groan, hugging yourself with your arms. "I sound like a selfish idiot now, huh?"
You laugh dryly, frowning. He sighs, but a smile plays at his lips. "Y/n." He begins, his hand resting you your forearm. "You know she would never purposefully do that. She just, she has an infatuation with me I guess."
He sighs dramatically, earning a chuckle from you. "But." He tells you, watching your eyes as he speaks. "That doesn't mean I didn't miss you."
Your heart skips a beat at his comment, face flushing softly. "Kuon also misses you. You might not have caught onto it, but she looks up to you." He explains, smiling at how your expression softens, mumbling a soft 'she does?' to him.
He nods, laughing once more. "Come on, have dinner with the rest of us. We can't have you sitting alone out here anymore." You roll your eyes, but take him up on his word. He leads you back to the other, Kuon frantically waving over to the two of you the second you pass through the door.
"Y/n! Come sit with me!" She yells excitedly. Maybe you were wrong about her.
after that interaction, the three of you were all on much better terms
yes, kuon still had her habits, but he toned them WAY down after you explained to her how it made you feel
she teased the hell out of you for it too
you, of course, shrugged it off
but you never told her that she was wrong
you were happy to be on good terms with Sniper Mask again
he made a lot more time for you
your old interactions coming back at full force, and some new ones
he loved to take you on little walks on the high rises
he also made it a point to teach you how to shoot his rifle
which was terrifying, but exhilarating
you fell for him harder and harder every day
one day, you ranted your feelings out to Kuon
and while she wasn't surprised, it warmed her heart to see how much you loved him
yes, she crushed on him too, but that didn't take away from the obvious connection she saw between the two of you
unbeknownst to you, Sniper Mask had come to her about the same things
his usually cold demeanor broke whenever he talked with you
he genuinely enjoyed your company, he wanted more of it
and then some
so, she put a plan together
operation "get Mr. Mask and Y/n together" is a go!
she took it all very seriously
making sure you guys get paired together for scouting missions? that's all her
convincing Sniper Mask to get you little gifts and things? of course
overall, the best wing-woman you could ask for
however, the one thing she didn't have anything to do with was his confession to you
he could have used her help with it, that much was clear
but he wanted to tell you how he felt, no help necessary
Sniper Mask had told you earlier this morning to meet you at his room when the sunset before he rushed to get out of your vicinity like you were a plague. Granted, it hurt your feelings, but you couldn't stand him up.
You knocked gently on the wooden door, stepping back and waiting patiently for it to open. After about a minute, while you had heard nothing, you went to knock again.
Your efforts were proved useless as the door swung open hastily, revealing a disheveled Sniper Mask. His usual blazer and fedora were long forgotten, his hair messy, strands pointing this way and that. His mask sat lopsided on his face, still covering it fully.
"H-hey Y/n." He mumbled out, you offered him a wave as he awkwardly shuffled to the side, opening the door as an incentive for you to come in. You stepped inside, walking to the center of the room as you heard him close the door behind you.
You turned to speak to him again, but those thoughts were cast aside as you felt his hands settle onto your cheeks and his lips molding with yours. It startled you, you're eyes open in shock as you looked at him. His mask was completely off, thrown somewhere in the room, but he didn't seem to have a care in the world.
You quickly melted into the kiss, bringing your hands up to gently hold onto his forearms. He hummed, taking a moment before pulling away, leaving the two of you to gasp for air as he rested his forehead against yours. You opened your eyes to meet his, full of adoration.
"I, uh, I think I'm in love with you?" It was more of a question, but you took it happily. You laughed softly, your fingers rubbing small circles in his forearms.
"Was that what that was?"
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