#yay I'm not dead
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
hiiii
tell me why,,,, I just decided to replay mystic messenger in 2024,,, 10000/10 recommend, I'm having a blast <3
#mysme#mystic messenger#jumin han#yoosung#zen#throwback#why am i so emotional#jahee kang#saeran choi#707#saeyoung choi#Hyun Ryu#yay I'm not dead
144 notes
·
View notes
Text
I will now go back to the void, goodbye
#art#Look closely to the sky and the falling star#sonic#sonic the hedgehog#Shadow the hedgehog#Yay I'm not dead#:)
13 notes
·
View notes
Text
So sorry I died guys for one I have been playing Zelda games to STUDY. (Beat Spirit Tracks, working through Hyrule Warriors, A Link Between Worlds, Cadence of Hyrule, and Echoes of Wisdom) but I DO HAVE ART FOR YOU ALL SOON. It's mostly doodles and trying to flesh out characters that aren't the mains, but I'll be back to posting soon!
#YAY I'M NOT DEAD#IT'S A MIRACLE#In all seriousness though y'all I'm exhausted and barely pulling myself through life#doin' my best#psa
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
Rant (Thought About Edwin Payne Too Much Again):
Edwin may be the best one out of the main four in regards to dealing with his own anger. Isn't that something?
I mean, Crystal is constantly angry and letting it out in ways that hurt others or even herself. Niko gets angry at love and herself and thinks changing her whole personality is the answer instead of facing what she did wrong. Charles, well, duh.
But Edwin. We see him get worked up on episode one until he breaks down, says everything he needs about how the cases matter to him, and accepts the comfort that comes afterwards. From then on I think we don't see him get mad for a good while.
He gets annoyed of course, all the time, but that's just him. Anger, though? I can only remember the second instance being with the Cat King in the forest, shoving the bracelet in his face. Which he was brilliant to do, had every right to, stood up for himself and left.
He takes the anger when it comes, does something about it and lets it go. Something no one else seems to have learned how to do.
In conclusion: Edwin Payne, somehow the emotional role model of this fucked up little group
#obviously he has problems with other emotions lmao#but I find this kind of amazing#anyway yay I'm clearly back in my dbd meta bullshit after the NewsTM#dead boy detectives#dbda#edwin payne#save dead boy detectives
358 notes
·
View notes
Text
Only One Bed - @wolfstarmicrofic - 370 words
"I can't believe Prongs and Wormy took the twin beds while we're stuck on this awful thing. That's so homophobic of them." Sirius complained as he turned around for the umpteenth time, making the bed creak again.
The ad for the vacation home they rented said "one bedroom - two beds - four people", so they assumed it was two double beds. Except it wasn't, and James and Pete rushed to claim the two single beds for themselves, leaving Sirius and Remus to share the sofa-bed in the living room. Admittedly, Sirius didn't really fight them on it. But it was before he realized that this poor excuse for a bed was as comfortable as the floor would be, and that Remus' presence so close to him was making him nervous and restless.
"What ?" Remus chuckled from near him. "How so ?"
"Because I said so Moony." Sirius grumbled.
"Look, it's not that bad. If you could stop moving for five minutes, that is."
Sirius groaned and ignored him, moving again to find a better position, even if he wasn't sure it was possible anyway. Suddendly, an arm wraped around his waist and his back was pressed against Remus' warm chest. Sirius swallowed.
"What are you doing ?" he whispered.
"Keeping you from fucking moving."
The words were spoken directly against his neck and he had to repress a shiver. His relationship with Remus had felt like it could be something more than friends for a while now. They were slowly becoming more affectionate towards each other. It was always small things, though. A lingering touch on his arm, a furtive hand on the small of his back. Never something like this yet, something so ... forward.
Feeling like he was exploring uncharted territory, he took Remus' hand that was laying in front of him in his own, intertwining their fingers. Remus pressed his hand in answer and Sirius let out the breath he was holding. His heart was beating so fast he was sure it could be heard in the silence of the night, but he felt so, so safe. As he finally closed his eyes, he thought that maybe, it wouldn't be so bad of a night.
#i actually managed to make it short yay#and i'm a firm believer in Sirius saying “that's homophobic” whenever something doesn't suit him#silv writes things#wolfstar microfic#wolfstar#sirius black#remus lupin#marauders#marauders era#dead gay wizards
368 notes
·
View notes
Text
Me and my siblings have taken to calling Human Aaravos 'Trent from Hot Topic'
Trent from Hot Topic who is the love child of the Evil Queen from Snow White and L from Death Note
And his theme is "and tonight will be the night that I will fall for you!! Overrrr agAINNNNN don't make me change my miNDDDDD!!!"
#the dragon prince#Tdp#tdp aaravos#human aaravos#tdp s7#The dragon prince season 7#tdp season 7#I can't get over the fact that Aaravos tried to poison Callum with an apple#PLEASE CAN SOMEBODY WRITE A FIC WHERE CORVUS GOES TO CHECK THE ISLAND OR SOMETHING AND CALLUM TAKES THE APPLE#I WOULD DO IT MYSELF BUT I'M BUSYING MYSELF WITH A TEARS OF THE KINGDOM AU#(and specifically torturing Ezran#because Callum is Zelda and long story short Callum would be dead in every way that matters until Rayla undooms him from the narrative#Soo yay for Broyals angst!!!)#continuethesaga#giveusthesaga#greenlightarc3
55 notes
·
View notes
Text
timcassie is so compelling to me. they were not into each other even a little bit. it was such a messy coping mechanism fuelled entirely by grief. they were making out with each other because they were both substituting each other for kon. cassie was far more aware she was doing this than tim was. unironically, dating a girl here is one of the gayest things tim has done
#rimi talks#it is SO messy and its so fun. i don't think geoff even realized the implications but they sure are there when you read it#god... you know its BAD when modern comics have me missing tt03 of all Fucking comics#but like. todays ''tell don't show'' writers would N E V E R do something this interesting#tom taylor would be all. oh! tim we shouldn't kiss. i'm just substituting you for kon because i miss him and you were his best friend!#and then he'd have tim go oh wow cassie you're right i didn't realize that! my bad. all forgiven? yay!!! :)#GOD YOU KNOW ITS BAD OUT HERE WHEN I THINK *GEOFF* DID SOMETHING RIGHT. GOD. GOD#GEOFF MY MORTAL ENEMY GEOFF. grits teeth yeah geoffrey i have to give you this one............#its just such a deliciously unhealthy coping mechanism. theyre a MESS. theyre using each other. theyre only able to go on bc of each other#its not a romance but it IS a codependency#bart isn't even dead yet when this happens. like. he's just off being the flash.#bart (extremely depressed bc he couldnt stop sbp and hold him in the speed force forever): :| ok#not his circus. not his monkeys.#well it is his monkeys even if he left the circus. but he's too depressed to deal with it#but its so fun. this relationship is haunted. there's a ghost in the middle. they both want to kiss him instead of each other.#tim#cassie#timcassie
175 notes
·
View notes
Text
Sachika & Rittsun (Kamen Rider Gavv, Ep. 2)
#kamen rider#kamen rider gavv#tokuhugs#yay first gavv hug!!#i'm back from the dead!#don't worry i've been keeping up on any hugs I've seen just needed to get all the clips ready and got lazy haha
63 notes
·
View notes
Text
Payneland Alive AU fic recs. Part 4
love, in context B24-16 by @experimentaldragonfire
Rating: General Audiences
Words: 18,843
There’s a boy leaning against the fence.
He’s putting most of his weight on it, arms propped up by their elbows and staring with rapt interest at the excavations. It’s been half an hour, now, and he hasn’t moved an inch.
If he hadn’t been otherwise preoccupied with delicately troweling between third-century cobblestones, Edwin might have worried about the boy’s mental state. As it was, he’d been studiously ignoring the way he can feel eyes tracking his every movement.
He thinks he’s been quite successful, so far.
or: archaeology student Edwin Payne didn't expect the chatty tourist at the excavation fence to become someone he couldn't imagine life without
my fourth favorite public building to visit by @lolotr
Rating: Explicit
Words: 18,803
Featuring children's librarians Edwin and Niko, mum and dad Charles and Crystal, excessive flirting, storytime, and enough queer tomfoolery to give your heart a bedazzled rainbow upgrade. Happy Pride.
(pretty equal part palasaki in there. also, you should definitely read the whole series)
Work It Harder, Make It Better by @dear-monday and @tw0-ravens
Rating: Explicit
Words: 15,132
Welcome to Paris, 2024, and the Games of the XXXIII Olympiad.
Meet Charles Rowland, twenty, beloved veteran skateboarder, fast approaching his expiry date, and determined to shag his way through as many gorgeous athletes as he can – and Edwin Payne, twenty-three, once-in-a-generation equestrian prodigy who can’t seem to stop saying the wrong thing and pissing off his teammates. Let the games begin!
to be alone, to be in love, to just be worth it by Ingi
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Words: 11,968
"I remember you now, y'know," Charles says after a beat, his voice still full of that horrible flatness, so at odds with how he'd been laughing just a few minutes ago. "Edwin Payne, yeah? Everyone was talking about you in November. That's why you huddle up here with your tea and your board games, innit? I would, too. I s'pose I am." He glances around the attic, Edwin's pathetic little escape, with more understanding than judgement, before his eyes snap back to meet Edwin's. "Why are you helping me? Why are you being all nice?"
"I don't understand," says Edwin, slowly. "What else could I possibly do?"
as the wind changed direction by @williamvapespeare
Rating: General Audiences
Words: 2,802
But all Edwin says is, “Let’s get you inside, shall we?”
He holds a hand out between them, palm up, in offering so gentle and so very Edwin that Charles almost wants to punch the wall again in disbelief.
Edwin is so good, so truly and deeply kind, and all he seems to do is reach out when Charles is drowning. Charles, who is angry and rough and bruised to his very core. He’s not sure he has ever deserved the hesitant tenderness in each one of Edwin’s touches. He takes the hand all the same.
#yay!! another part#i'm so normal about these fics i swear#please read them!!!#thank you fic writers i will love you forever <3#payneland#dead boy detectives#fic rec#alive aus
68 notes
·
View notes
Text
wait hang on, Monty's "kind and considerate... like Charles" and the way Edwin whips around. Monty was like okay so you hurt me so i'm gonna flirt with your boyfriend xoxo the silly crow plays dirty and i'm loving it
#personal#dead boy detectives#i love monty i hope we get him back but. pretty sure we never will rip but a girl can dream#but charles's reaction is so funny he's like yay the guy i'm jealous of likes me!!#honestly...... me core tbh
79 notes
·
View notes
Text
inseparable. a shadow and its source. life and death. as much as you want to tear away the thought of him, you can't. you stood by him, and his shadow lingers.
also here's this TERRIBLY shitty drawing I made inspired by @denimscotch saying Lysandre needs to "take a chill pill. make slime or something" and @rainbowpufflez encouraged me to actually post it.
#so i was like “oh maybe my pokemon-specifically prfr-brainrot is going away!!!”#and then it didn't. and now we're here. yay. yahoo. yippee even.#yeah but im a big fan of being haunted by your ex (?) husband who--i mean it's really complicated. he “technically” died and all. but#people keep looking at you weird when you call him so husband so really what can you do /j#but unjokingly im a big fan of them being married prior to the events of XY because the betrayal is WOW. and also i think there's a lot of#guilt there anyways you know? even if they weren't involved at all that still sucked#but MARRIED? for TEN YEARS???? yeah. went from fighting over which color comforter to buy to “hey btw I'm killing everyone”/j#i think its also really awful if Lysandre ends up being Not Dead and comes back and then. what's the legality of that?#are you still married or not???? whats the consensus of “until death do us part” if your husband comes back. is that parting???? like?????#augustine sycamore#professor sycamore#pokemon#pokemon xy#perfectworldshipping#pokemon lysandre#lysandre#professor augustine sycamore
94 notes
·
View notes
Text
thoughts about johm marstlin
#i'm so insecure about my art atm in this community since i have no idea the atmosphere of it so i#might delete this later if i get in my head too much about it or it starts getting negative attention#he's so fun to draw though#i've been having lots of fun trying to stylize new characters since switching fandoms again#so :] yay for that and having fun and playing and drawing !!#also about the bow legged headcanon#javier is the same cuz hosea carried him around on his hip a lot as well as javi's mama back home in mexico#(and also kieran is too but that's cuz he's been riding horses SO much since he was so little but that's kinda irrelevant)#also my style is very inconsistent cux im just trying to have fun and be loose ! my digital drawings have been super stif lately tho ugh#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#john marston#rdr#red dead redemption#art#hero draws sometimes#image
32 notes
·
View notes
Text
Heyo! It's spooky month, so here you have some autumn-themed a bit Haloween-ish bench trio + Michael !!!!
Happy upcoming Halloween to everyone!!
Click 4 better quality
#yay#I'm not dead#bench trio#michael dsmp#dsmp#c!tommy#c!ranboo#c!tubbo#anyway see y'all in five years or so#/j#perhaps i will actually be active on my blog one day#who knows#happy halloween#!!!#btw i wanted to add shroud at first#but then i figured that I'd have to google big spiders for reference#and mind you#I'm terribly arachnophobic#so i decided not to#arachnophobia sucks
212 notes
·
View notes
Text
good ending! gay love pierces through the veil of death yet again✌🏼
something something man is god to a dog ft. kuwameshi
I'm Your Man, Mitski
#kuwameshi#yyh#yu yu hakusho#kuwabara kazuma#urameshi yusuke#i'm your man#lyric edit#me when yusuke is a dog but kuwabara is his dog in that yusuke's his man and kuwa looks to him with adoration and trust#even if he dies giving him that trust it doesn't falter. crazy#yusuke is sorry just so sorry to be on the receiving end of that because what happens when he ultimately fails?#he wishes kuwa would've picked someone else. someone better. bc even if he wins it's a loss. bc kuwabara is gone.#but ending on angst when kuwa isnt even dead sucks so happy ending!!#''i deserve it. don't i?'' it's still a question at the end. leaving kuwa to decide. because yusuke trusts him too.#trusts his judgement of yusuke. and of course he'd be pardoned#kuwa's very survival is his pardon. the question is answered. they both live. they love.#there's tons i could say on the thought process that went into each cap but yknow. yapping lmao#sorry if this is lame or wtv i just couldn't stop thinking about it#i got all the screencaps from the source! i was about to painstakingly take screenshots but they already exist yay!!#qeued post
58 notes
·
View notes
Text
#spilled ink#poetry#poem#poets on tumblr#writeblr#2024#small little scenic hi hello. i'm still not dead! yay! (i think!)
53 notes
·
View notes
Note
rip gambit you will be missed 😔
Don't even know what to say tbh.
For those that don't know, the big State of the Game article came out detailing incoming changes and adjustments and all the big stuff. Gambit was mentioned! But at what cost. Basically, they are ceasing any kind of support for Gambit. What we have now is what it is. We will get the Dreaming City map back in TFS and they will add Shadow Legion and Lucent Hive as enemy factions in TFS. That's all.
Full text:
As many of you have noticed, we’ve been quiet on Gambit since last year’s overhaul that launched alongside The Witch Queen. In that revamp, the team made significant changes across five categories in Gambit: core activity fundamentals, Primeval tuning, invasions, ammo economy, and rewards. Unfortunately, these updates didn’t move the needle for player engagement. Although we know our Gambit fans mostly care about new or returning maps, this is an area of the game with lower engagement that would take resources away from more popular parts of the game to shore up. While we don’t have plans to dedicate more resources to significantly transform Gambit, we do have a few updates planned for the year of The Final Shape. These include porting the Cathedral of Scars map and its beautiful Dreaming City setting into the latest version of Destiny 2, as well as adding the Shadow Legion and Lucent Hive enemy types.
I don't know how to tell you this Bungie, but the reason "engagement is low" in Gambit is because Gambit sucks. Ever since half of it was removed with DCV, it just sucked. It has no variety, the gameplay is largely busted, it's not sufficiently updated, ammo changes suck, invasion cycle sucks (why is the enemy even getting a portal when their Primeval is at 5% health and the other team is still in mote collecting phase is beyond me), there are no cool armour sets to chase (just look at Iron Banner and Trials stuff, imagine dedicated cosmetics) and finally there are simply no weapons that are worth anything. Both Vanguard and Crucible have more weapons and also adept versions. There is zero reason to go into Gambit without major changes to Gambit. And now with the further changes to how playlists and challenges will work, there will be even less reason to go into Gambit. Observe:
Before then, we’re making Gambit entirely optional to maximize your rewards unless you’re looking for a piece of gear that’s specific to the mode. Gambit will continue to serve as a source of Exotic engrams via weekly challenges, though as we mentioned above, you’ll be able to complete all your weekly challenges in any ritual you’d like starting in Season 22. If you want to stick to Vanguard or Crucible challenges without touching Gambit, now you can. We’re also reducing the number of Gambit-specific Seasonal Challenges starting in Season 22, so players won’t need to bank motes to be able to earn that big purse of Bright Dust for completing nearly every challenge in the Season. Finally, we’re adding Fireteam Matchmaking to Gambit next Season, which will replace the Freelance node and should result in faster, better matchmaking by combining both Gambit playlists. We’ll keep an eye on reception and player engagement after these additions take place, and we hope you’ll visit ‘ol Drifter next Season to get your hands on his new Void Machine Gun.
Ngl, but I don't think anyone besides like a total of 6 people will play Gambit next season. The incentive to go in there is completely removed. You won't even have to go in there for pinnacles or for challenges. The Void Machine Gun will not be enough of an incentive because the chance of that gun being better than two recently available craftable Void Machine Guns (Commemoration and Retrofit Escapade) is very low. And besides, once you get it at the end of your first match, you can leave Gambit forever.
This is the feedback loop that just reinforces the idea that people don't like Gambit. And I mean. Who would at this point. I'm pretty sure that if Crucible had stayed the same as it was at the start of Beyond Light, engagement would be low there too. But you know. Crucible has received major updates pretty much every season since with multiple new modes, several Trials overhauls, Iron Banner overhaul, competitive overhaul, new armours and weapons added and YES, even new maps. God forbid even 5% of these resources went into Gambit.
Anyway, this is the whole section about Gambit in 6500 words. It's basically a "you guys aren't playing this so we're doing the bare minimum of keeping it in the game as is, no new work will be done on it ever." Thanks I guess.
And for the record, something I also added while having a rant in my discord, I want to make it clear that I don't want anyone to spiral into a Bungie hate train. Even for this. I understand perfectly well what's the community attitude towards Gambit and what it's been for years now. People just don't like it and they're not incentivised to like it and they're actively encouraged to hate it. Spending resources into a game mode on the hope that maybe you can change people's minds would be insanity. Like, the amount of change Gambit would need to MAYBE start appealing to gamers would be beyond any reasonable time and resources Bungie can put in. And if you could guarantee that people would love and play Gambit then, fine. But you can't. Most likely, even if major changes happened, people would still just do their weekly stuff and bail. It's simply not worth it. In order for people to like it, it needs to be completely and thoroughly overhauled in a way that would need more time and effort than the entire Light subclass overhaul and it's just not a reasonable expectation, nor is it guaranteed to work. So I get it.
I'm still disappointed and annoyed about it because I believe it wasn't given a fair chance at all. I also know how good it can be and how Gambit Prime could've been improved upon over the years if they tried. Instead, it got removed and that was honestly the death sentence for Gambit. It's unfortunate. It's my favourite game mode that could've been so much better was it given even a fraction of attention of Crucible.
I'll still be playing it. You will find me in the Gambit queue waiting for 2 hours to find 7 other lunatics to play with, don't worry about it. But I'm absolutely incredibly sad about them being basically forced to axe the potential of the whole game mode that is incredibly creative and fits with the type of game Destiny is perfectly.
There's other interesting stuff in the article and some upcoming really cool improvements and changes to the game. But if you're a fan of Gambit in any capacity, this is a death certificate for the mode. I suggest coming to terms with it quickly because Bungie changing their minds about this is highly unlikely.
#destiny 2#gambit#ask#long post#says 'don't know what to say' at the start. writes an essay. FHKSJHFKJS#i won't go too much into it outside of this. we all know what this means no need to beat the dead horse#i'll still play it and the mode is still there but i expect a drop in quality and population significantly#the issues we have will never be addressed nothing will ever be fixed. we'll get a 5th map (returning) in 6 months and that's it#yay. I guess.#don't think there will be anyone in the playlist anymore by that point so I'm not sure why even bother with that alone#but still. if that does happen at least new people will be able to see that map now. it was very pretty#unfortunately not good gameplay wise. but at least it will help to not get deep six 17 times in a row#anyway. sad situation for gambit enjoyers. please don't turn into crucible bros to harass devs though
164 notes
·
View notes