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#i went out with the guy who sucked matts toe again last night and today this happened#like he has name but yall aint gonna know who im talking about#yall wouldnt believe how normal he is#my point is#the timing is really something!#sometimes all the stars and moon align with the earth and the sun#and sometimes the movie was good but i had to carry the conversation like sisyphus and his boulder#anyways#mutuals are the only megheads who get e#get me#i know no one cares but where esle to i share this strange sequesnce of events? twitter? at work?#no where but here
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Nsfw alphabet headcanons about the rise brothers would be great!
HIIIII!!!! okay so i decided to pick out three for each brother cause if i did all 26 questions for each brother it would be a little much for me right now! i may revisit a whole one for each brothers :3
Pairing: Rise! Brothers x reader (separately) genre: smut Pronouns: no actual pronouns but fem genitalia Word count:didnt count warnings: cussin' and sex lol did not proofread
LEO
A- Aftercare (what theyre like afterwards)
2nd best out of the brothers (Raph is the best) Runs you a bath before you even ask, he has snacks, towels, water and everything you could want in his room already!
I- Intimacy (how are they during the moment? The romantic aspect of it)
Super super romantic, literally no jokes whatsoever. As he ages he eases up but as of right now hes very intimate and romantic! He thinks sex and sexual intimacy is sacred and needs to be serious !
W-Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)
He only likes to be a power bottom! He feels he has wayyyyyyy more control from the bottom than on top! He also thinks you being on top is super fucking hot
RAPH:
B- Body (what their favorite body part is of themselves and their partner)
His arms!!! Fucking thick as a log, hes very proud how much he can manhandle you with his arms and how he can hold you down or in any position with one arm!
Your thighs, he loves how they look when you sit down, have a tight skirt on, how his dick feels being slide between them, how fucking soft they are!
N-No (something they wouldnt do)
Public sex or bathroom public sex. He thinks its hot but he cant handle his noises or his size in public, it would be too obvious too quick and hes too nervous to be caught!
X-X-ray (lets see whats going on under those clothes)
HOLY SHIT FUXKING BIG AS FUCK!!!!!! Literally thickness of a coke can and the length of a normal human forearm!!!!!!!! No but fr the girth is what gets you hurtinâ. You two have to prep your pussy for hourrrrssss before even attempting to slide his dick in
DONNIE
C - Cum (anything to do with cum)
He cums so much and itâs so thick and goopy and hot and-
He loves cumming in you and on you, depending on horny and situation level. If yall are in public heâs cumming in you so it drips out of you and he also does it commonly in the bedroom.
He cums on you primarily if its a quickie so he can just wipe it up and you wont have to worry bout your panties being soaked! How sweet of him <3
F- Favorite position
Mating press and doggy and i will not be expanding on this it just feels right!!!!
K-Kink (one or more of their kinks)
Literally breeding, body worship, overstim, panty sniffing, choking, collars & leashes, and -
He has so many, i believe hes the most adventurous in the bedroom! Mikey being second, raph and then leo <3
MIKEY
D- Dirty Secret (a dirty secret of theirs)
Is a panty stealer, literally sneaks dirty and clean underwear. He loves it, he primarily jerks off with them on his dick but will sometimes sniff it or stuff it in his mouth while jerkin it
L-Location (their favorite place to do it)
The bathroom!!!! Loves the counters and how creative you have to be while fucking in the bathroom. Also loves tub and shower sex! Mans is a freak fr but he just loves making the bathroom humid from stuff other than hot water ;)
Z-ZZZ (how fast do they fall asleep after?)Â
Hes out, the second yall are done hes out. Hes so bad at aftercare and i know he has that whole alter ego but it just feels right!!!!!! Hes a sleepy guy :â)
#chasewrites#rottmnt#rottmnt x reader#rottmnt donnie#rottmnt leo x reader#rottmnt raph#rottmnt smut#rottmnt donnie x reader#rottmnt raph x reader#rottmnt mikey x reader#rise raph#rottmnt leo
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This popped into my brain and wouldnt leave so I wanted to share it with yall
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A young boy and his parents are attacked on the street, only the boy makes it out.
It's a rare occurrence, an event like this, the police find the man and arrest him and everyone else is safe.
Bruce Wayne goes home to a mansion that feels larger and lonelier than ever, with only his butler to take care of him.
And yet the young boy finds himself too afraid to leave for more than necessities.
The young boy grows into a young man, he inherits his parents business and starts to leave his house a little more, unwilling to lose this connection to his lost parents but still he finds himself afraid, afraid to be around people, to be seen.
Until one day at a gala he must attend for the sake of the shareholders, he sees a man, a reporter, who holds himself in an odd way, clearly a tall and strong man who could be intimidating if he tried but the man held himself as if to appear smaller and unassuming, Bruce's brain flitters across the idea that the man is hiding something, or more hiding himself.
His brain that has soaked up comics and movies for years so as to not grow bored in his home.
And when he learns of all the good this reporter has been trying to do, he thinks the man would make a good superhero.
When he goes home the thought wont leave him alone, he thinks of a world with a hero, a world that needs a hero, one where his parents murder would have just been one of many, but this hero wouldn't have been there to help, he was too bright, a hero for the daytime, not for the shadows of night.
He thinks maybe he could have been a hero in this world, one that saves other kids from suffering a fate like his own.
One who is afraid and fights anyway.
The next time he leaves his home there's an event at a museum, with some special objects that are in town for a few days. There he sees a woman who knows so much about ancient relics and is so beautiful that he doesn't believe she could be just a normal human.
He thinks she would share her knowledge and kindness with the world given the chance.
While he remains mostly alone, other than his Parental figure/Butler, he also keeps in contact with two friends from when he was in school.
One is now a psychiatrist, with an interest in learning about fear and how it can change people, and the other a psychologist, both working at the city's asylum.Â
Harleen is who Bruce considers his best friend, a goofy but kind girl who cares alot about others, she tells him about a patient, without going into much detail, who she claims would be cute if he wasn't so insane. Smiling and laughing while he talks about harming others.Â
She got a boyfriend somewhere along the way, a man Bruce is sure abuses her but she can't seem to leave.
The three get in a fight one day, and lose contact, and Bruce supposes you can't have heroes without villains, though he can't bring himself to think of Harley as a villain by her own choice.
On the news Bruce learns of a man working to better science as they know it, a man who always seems to be a few minutes too late, he follows the story until the day something goes wrong and the man is there on time to shield workers from flying chemicals, killing him but saving others, Bruce thinks the man a hero in death, and could have been one in life, one who always made it to where he was needed just on time.
As time went on Bruce tried to get out more in normal ways, one night he went to the circus, he enjoyed it, reminding him of the day when he was little and his parents brought him to one just like it.
It was a few days later that he learned at the next show there was an accident, and a little boy lost his parents, he remembered being small and feeling alone when he had lost his, thankful for the man who cared for him he wished he could do the same for this little boy, but knew he didn't have the skills needed.
He could, however, make sure the boy got somewhere safe, and other kids like him too.
So he held a fundraiser and donated a lot of money into the foster system, doing what he could to make it safe.
And he thought of a world where he could have taken the little circus boy into his home, making it brighter and less lonely.
As he ventured out more and more Bruce travelled through different parts of the city, he saw a group of little children cowering behind one bigger who had just chased off a grown man, Bruce smiled as the kids cheered for the little hero.
It was the news that later told him the boy was dead, a homeless kid who stopped being seen, the little hero was gone.
Bruce held another fundraiser, this one for the homeless shelters and kitchens.
It was the news that told him the boy was not dead, found by the police, with other stolen children.Â
Children that returned to a better place.
The day he lost his last parent is the day where he began to feel truly alone, the only person there for him gone, but Alfred would live forever in his memory's as the man who loved and cared for him.
He reached out to Harly again not wanting to be all alone, and they made up, he learned she had gotten free of her abusive boyfriend and had fallen for a woman who's love of nature was refreshing and new.
He knew little about his neighbours, but he tried to get to know them better, he struggled but eventually learned that the woman that lived there was very sick and that the man was not home much, when he learned of the child who spent so much of his time alone, he thought the kid was brave and told him if he ever needed anything to just ask.
The kid needed someone the day when his mother didn't wake up and his father wasn't home. Bruce did what he could, he was no father but he cared for the kid the best he could until his was able to return.
Bruce knew it was expected of him to have a family, someone to give his things and his business when he passed. He tried dating, but nothing ever seemed to work out.
However one day he learned of a child, a son, one the mother hadn't told him about, he tried to gain any sort of parental rights but couldn't get any custody, only visitation, he met the boy, a quiet but fiercely determined child, And he loved his son even without seeing him much.
When the quiet, hermit, billionaire Bruce Wayne, best known for appearing, donating large amounts of money to random causes and then disappearing again, passed away his belongings and company were to be split between two people, Timothy Drake, and Damian al Ghul, when the two met up to split his things, they found writings the man had never told anyone of.
Writings of a world where regular people became heroes, where aliens walked amongst humans, and where magic made lives exciting.
They agreed to publish the story's for the world to see.
To most people, the writings were just an entertaining fiction story that a billionaire wrote with his unlimited free time.
But to the retired reporter who knew his height frightened others, who now rested and found the stories learned that someone had seen how he stood, and what he had done and thought of him as a hero,
To the artefact collector and preserver who learned this man believed she was so knowledgeable about what she had strived to learn everything about, as well as beautiful, that he thought her to be blessed by the gods,
To the old psychologist who mourns her friend, a man who thought that no matter what she went through she'd always make the right choice in the end,Â
To the family of a man who lost his life saving others, who this guy they had never met thought so highly of,
To the man that lost his only family to an accident at their circus, he was a man who wanted him get a good home, where'd he'd get anything he ever wanted,Â
To a man that went through so much, believed dead for so long to learn this man who he had only seen once, saw him not as a poor homeless kid but as a fighter and protector,
To the boy that new the man for a short time, as a temporary guardian and protector, who made him feel safe and not alone when he needed it most,Â
And To the boy who wished he could have known his father, but was kept away by his mother,
The storys showed to them all that this man, who some thought of as cold and egotistical, as he locked himself away and refused to be around others, was actually an anxious, lonely man, who saw what others didn't and cared about everyone in his own odd way.
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I just thought it was a cool idea I wanted to share with yall, so I hope you guys like it
This is my first post on here, so please be nice,
Also, ignore any spelling or grammar mistakes Dyslexia goes brrr
If you want to know what I think he based the other heroes and character off of, just ask, and I'll figure it out!
Thanks for reading, and have a good day!
Edit:
Thanks for all the nice comments and reblogs :)
I genuinely didn't realize how sad this was, lol. Sorry, not sorry, guys
#dc#bruce wayne#clark kent#diana prince#johnathan crane#harleen quinzel#dc joker#alfred pennyworth#richard grayson#jason todd#tim drake#damian wayne#basically#Bruce just makes up DC#and decides random people he meets or hears about are heros or villains#and writes it all down as a coping mechanism#because he has a lot of trauma#and anxiety#batman#guess i should probibly tag that too#i dunno what else to tag#i have little bits of ideas for other heros#like he learns that Barrys nephew is continuing his work#and makes him a flash too#and bam#wally west#fanfic#feel free to expand on this idea#if anyone wants to#really nervous about posting this
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BAU autism headcannons
(GIF NOT MINE)
(male reader)
CW: possible swearing, mentions of meltdowns and overstimulation, lemme know if theres anything else!
A/N: sry i havent rly posted in a while, i started a school recently and its been a rly big change for me so ive just been emotionally/mentally exhausted like all the time, but i dont wanna abandon u guys so i decided i would get something up, even if its not super good, thanks for yâallâs understanding <3
i think both JJ and Emily would become sort of mothers to reader
(not that they werent already mothers to the rest of the team but reader especially)
like JJ would totally have a motherly instinct for readers needs (like a sort of spider sense)
like if your ever nervous about something being too much or being overwhelming, jj would kinds know this and either make arrangements for accommodations or make sure you know you dont have to go if you want to.
and like she definitely wold put herself in charge of keeping your safe foods stashed on the jet and at the office
emily is more of a mother in a protective way than jj is
like this girl will not hesitate at all to go off on someone for maybe being disrespected to about stimming your chair while thinking
or like if you dont want to shake a police officers hand when your being introduced, and you get dirty/weird looks for it, or anyone comments on it? BOOM this girl will stare at them with so much animosity theyâll be scared of her shes so hot oml
anyways i thinks he team would be super accepting of you, especially if you joined after reid like they would already have some experience with autism
and like if you werenât ent comfortable telling anyone other than hotch(i feel like it would be like a in ur file thing idk how the government works tho) spencer would defo be able to tell and confront u privately abt it (our respectful king <3)
and if you are comfortable telling the team, everyone would be respectful
i think like rossi/gideon would be a little clueless but like trying their hardest
like rossi would have no idea what stimming is but understands that like you move in certain ways or make certain noises when ur excited
and like with all his money he wouldnt hesitate to spoil u with any fidget toy u need/want or like a rly nice weighted blanket (its insane how expensive those things are)
and like gideon despite his profound understanding of others (hope yall got that ;)) he wouldnâ t get why sometimes you dont feel like/cant talk but totally respects it
omg garcia is our autism ally QUEEN im telling you
always has a big basket of fidgets/stim toys sitting on her desk and when your having a rough day shell leave you a little goodie in a brightly colored and decorated bag
i firmly believe that she is the queen at finding brands with clothes that not only fits your style perfectly but is also sensory friendly
i think she would definitely say that if she never ended up working in the FBI she wouldve started a clothing shop for sensory friendly clothing/accessories
spencer would totallllyyyy be your best friend when it comes to being under-stimulated
he will totally info dump on you and vice-versa
spencer (like penlope) would totally recommend clothing brands that are sensory friendly, but sock brands in particular
and everyone makes fun of you for nerding out over everything
also spencer would definitely get in the habit of grabbing your hands in his when you start to pick a t your nails and cuticles
like he didnt even realize what he was doing the first time but now he does it without thinking about it and for the team its normal
âhey,â and he would gently grab your hands to stop you from picking at them
âsorry..â
âyouve nothing to be sorry forâ (with that little reid smile oml rf[osifjgturhv)
and i also firmly believe that morgan is the best people to go to if your having a meltdown
he would stop you from harmfully stimming
âhey sugar, unclench those pretty little hands for me. there we go⊠good job kid.â he would have the softest smile and voice
and when he takes your hands to stop you from hitting yourself his grip is rly firm but gentle
but hotch is the best to go to for when your overstimulated
like he would make sure you know his office is always a quiet place you can go to with out questions
and he would secretly have a stash of like stimm toys in his office that he stole from garcia
his couch is always open to you, especially like late at night if you are really tired his fatherly instincts will kick in and force you to come to his office for a break
he would would hand you and blanket and a stim toy
âsit. sleepâ
thats all he would say in his cute little stern but actually caring voice <3
#criminal minds#bau team#bau#spencer reid#emily prentiss#derek morgan#aaron hotchner#david rossi#penelope garcia#jennifer jereau#criminal minds x gn reader#criminal minds x reader#criminal minds x masc! reader#criminal minds x fem!reader#headcannons#autism#autism headcannons#criminal minds x autistic reader
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ok you know what makes me sad. as like a former self proclaimed misandrist man hater that would cry and scream about how much it sucks to live in a mans world etc etc etc put estrogen in the water fountains (was never a terf. yall can still die)
for anyone who is still⊠like that⊠how can you live in that hatred and misery every day. are women paid less yes are we denied reporductive care by old fart men who are going senile and some by some middle aged women yes. are men statistically like responsible for almost all violent crime and child crimes yes. the more you focus on this shit JUST TO GET MAD ? No ACTION? your fucking soul will get torn apart. genuienly whats the fucking point of just sitting in a circle and hating men. its such a stupid fucking âpersonality traitâ to GENUINELY hate all men sorry babe but you are self harming your soul is shriveling. im sorry please cope. i dated a âââbiâââ man because i âhated straight menâ for 2 1/2 yearsâŠ
tldr i hated âmasculineâ men so much i ended up in a loveless touch deprived relationship with a man who wouldnt touch me because he was actually gay (didnt feel the need to tell me this for 2 1/2 years..) nothing wrong with that but you see where my hatred of MASCULINITY landed me. in a relationship that was about to kill me from stress trying to figure out why i was untouchable because i chose the most feminine man in the midwest to date. hitting myself with sticks in the forest hoping someone would come kill me all because i refused to date a straight man. SWORE never to date a straight man. then i fucking did and hes normal. are they all? not at all. maybe i got lucky but im sorry. girls who are attracted to men but hate them genuinely just are in a cycle of not knowing how to pick them or of unresolved trauma. its on you to fix that. are they going to say sorry? no đ so YOU fix it because we all have to.
are the majority of straight cis men uneducated, rude, bigoted and kind of stupid? yes! literally yes. if you feel some type of way or anger towards men because of trauma i ABSOLUTELY understand. but we still gonna need a therapist tho girl. i cant even feel bad if you donât address your issues and spew hatred at half the population for no other reason than to hear your own voice, and making no effort to heal yourself.
i like to believe, ground breaking statement here, that some straight men are actually great fucking people with manners and decorum and emotional intelligence. do you have to risk it to find them? yes. is it worth it? yeah. 1000000x over. there is beauty in TRUSTING SOMEONE. if they hurt you? ok ouch! do whatever has to be done to keep loving. you cannot shut yourself behind reinforced fucking bars because 1, 2, 3, 4, 5 men hurt you. easier said than done yes esp if you have trauma. do you have no desire to HEAL????? and become full of love again???? stop w the bullshit. like actually its tired childish and im going to say it its pessimistic, annoying and posionous. keep that shit to yourself until you resolve that shit. or dont and shut the fuck up!!!
some of us are trying to keep faith which you clearly have lost. and its a sick, stinky attitude to have. keep it to yourself because it makes anyone with a healthy relationship and attraction to men feel like a wet blanket. like sorry that happened to you and you havnt put any effort into healing and that you are seething with hate. its not my problem. survive like the rest of us and for your heart health, literally get help before you have a heart attack or get ulcers.
#yeti#watched a tiktoker talk aboutbhow men should all die and i was loke what a miserable way to live. stop projecting what happened to you onto#me and like fix it. theres NO way you ever feel peace and dont bring that near me
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i'm on my aspd izaya bullshit again but like. thru this lens, isnt his arc a perfect encapsulation on how aspd negatively affects the person that has it? even to this day, many professionals do not believe that pwASPD suffer from aspd. like at all. to the point where aspd was specifically listed as an outlier to the "patient distress is what defines a disorder" rule in an abnormal psych textbook
(see why i don't respect the field?)
but... he does suffer! a lot! like- remember his speech to mikado at the end of the first arc? how you need to keep evolving, keep changing in order to escape the mundane? how you have to keep going and going and going, wether it be aiming high or low?
yeah. normal people don't need to do this, izaya. you are a broken person.
but why SHOULD he be content with the mundane? the things people usually have that make them content with daily life- friends, family, a purpose, a distinct lack of extreme chronic boredom that drives you to do completely insane shit- izaya doesn't HAVE any of that!
"wait, chronic boredom?" i hear yall thinking. maybe. "isnt that an adhd thing?"
more than one disorder can have the same symptom. theres like a billion that have "want to die" as a symptom. but i dont really blame you for not knowing, its not talked about much
studies have shown that aspd and adhd are both problems with the dopamine receptors in the brain. more specifically, adhd is a chronic deficiency of dopamine, whereas with aspd, when you DO get dopamine, your brain gives you quardruple the normal amount.
studies have ALSO shown there to be a sort of... adhd to aspd pipeline. the story goes like this: you have a kid with adhd. maybe they're born like that, maybe the symptoms developed from trauma (which can happen? apparently??) anyway. kid gets abused. kid develops conduct disorder as a result of that abuse, as a natural extension of the existing adhd symptoms. they're MORE impulsive, which leads to them hurting others- and if it sets off the dopamine receptors, an abused kid starving for happiness and power is gonna chase it, no matter what. theyre like, six, they dont know anything about like. morality. all they know is, theyre sad and this makes them happy. anyway kid never gets treated, abuse continues to exasperate the symptoms, and now you have an adult with aspd, AND the original adhd diagnosis! and ptsd, which is HIGHLY comorbid with aspd! and probably another personality disorder, because you're actually statistically more likely to have two of them!
anyway! that's ONE of the ways aspd can develop from trauma, which it is Known To Do.
does any of that sound pleasant to go through? at all?
let me ask you a question:
imagine you aren't getting dopamine. maybe it's your adhd. maybe you're depressed. either way, you try to get it any way you can. wether it's throwing yourself into a hobby or a job, so the sense of satisfaction gives you dopamine, or something like drugs or gambling.
now, imagine that "rush" you felt. was Four Times Stronger.
wouldnt that compel you to do increasingly dangerous and risky shit, just to feel okay? imagine if you had no friends. imagine if this was your only way to be happy. wouldnt you, eventually, stop caring about others and only care about yourself? after all, other people have thinga like friends and a family that you don't have. they have a fallback. you only have this.
and you might say, "i'd never do that!" but every addict says that, and most eventually cross that line out of sheer desperation. and this? effectively makes you into a dopamine addict. which is dangerous! you can't just STOP... gettng dopamine....! it's necessary! but you have no help so you keep doing what youre doing. (and how could you get help? its baked into the system that people like you don't suffer. why try if youll just get burned?
anyway, back to izaya.
he's lonely. he has one friend and he sucks. he feels compelled to do these things even though he KNOWS it'll hurt him.
i stole this screenshot from some1 who insulted my friend once for something stupid <3 die
but it illustrates my point very well! does it look like he has much control over things?? he sure like to ACT like he does, but at the end of the day, he doesn't, really. he ends up spiraling more and more, doing increasingly risky and rash things, just to get his end goal... which is to die and ascend to the afterlife. a lofty goal.
aiming high, isn't he? a final, spectacular evolution.
or, it should have been.
but it wasn't.
izaya's impulses and deep desire to continue becoming more and more drastic, coupled with his lack of personal ties to anyone that could keep him from doing so....
it didn't make him ascend. it left him in a wheelchair, with chronic pain that will last his whole life.
THAT is where mental illness takes you. it doesn't make you a hollywood psychopath, reveling in the destruction you chose, of your own free will, wholly and truly, to cause. it makes you want More. no matter what, you need More. you see people content with lives worse than yours, everyone bound together with some sort of invisible thread, some sort of tie that keeps them together. a thread that missed you. your brain refuses to see people as people, thus you remain lonely forever, unsatiafied wirh company other than the superficial, because it's fun. that's all you're allowed to care about. an endless cycle of bigger and bigger actions, impulses slowly getting worse--
--and the worst part is, it tricks you into believing you ever had a choice. it tricks everyone into believing you had a choice. your suffering is worse than disregarded, to all the people you look at from your apartment, all the people you wish you could have been like.
it's nonexistant.
#durarara#izaya orihara#orihara izaya#đ„đ„ BE FUCKING NORMAL ABOUT ASPD ON THIS POST OR I SWEAR TO GOD I WILL BECOME THE JOKER ON YOUR ASS đ„đ„#waposts#we r back with classic waposting complete w too many parentheses and paragraph breaks#peace and love on planet tumblr
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i wrote something kinda silly
imitation shax chat fic
errr hope you enjoy :D
USERNAME KEY:
jaewoo: momwooÂ
hyuk: demonchild
ryok: dummyryok
dojin: a shark :D
leehyun: theonlynormalone
*~SONS OF THE DEVIL~*
momwoo: fellow shax members, we have a situation
demonchild: what did ryok do this time
demonchild: hold on why is my name demonchild
momwoo: believe it or not it was actually not ryok this time
a shark :D: 0.0
dummyryok: i was the witness this time
dummyryok: WHY IS MY NAME THAT
momwoo: leehyun picked the names
demonchild: i can tell
a shark :D: i picked mine
demonchild: i can tell
a shark :D: aww you know me so well
theonlynormalone: i cant tell if thats a smiley face or a frown in your name dojin
demonchild: its schrödingers smiley
theonlynormalone: biblically accurate smiley
momwoo: guys we still have a situation
demonchild: IM INNOCENT
theonlynormalone: sure you are
a shark :D: lets hear the situation guys
momwoo: thank you dojin
the situation is
someone tried cooking
and left the kitchen in a mess
demonchild: couldnt be me im allergic to kitchens
theonlynormalone: thats the worst excuse youve made so far
demonchild: you wouldnt punish me mom ĂwĂ
momwoo: so you admit to being the perpetrator
demonchild: âŠ
momwoo: im not gonna punish you. just make you take responsibility
demonchild: âŠmeaning?
momwoo: clean the kitchen
demonchild: o0o
a shark :D: ill help you out hyukie
momwoo: no youre not
a shark :D: :c
theonlynormalone: how did you even make such a mess in the kitchen
you dont normally cook
demonchild: i was trying to make food for yall since you work so hard UwU
dummyryok: he was trying some recipe he found on tiktok to show off
momwoo: i thought i banned tiktok
demonchild: mom how will we engage with our fanbase if we cant use tiktok??
theonlynormalone: literally any other platform
tiktok is full of terrible music and brainrot. its not worth using
a shark :D: i think it has some good content
theonlynormalone: shut up
a shark :D: D:
dummyryok: i gotta agree with leehyun. that app isnt good for kids
demonchild: im not a kid
theonlynormalone: its not good for adults either
a shark :D: is anyone gonna talk about the fact that HYUK WAS COOKING USING A SPONGE???
theonlynormalone: WDYM???
a shark :D: i found a sponge covered in whipped cream and some other stuff id rather not describe
momwoo: i told you not to help him clean shark
demonchild: lmao. ur name is shark now
momwoo: please explain what you were doing with that sponge hyuk
demonchild: im using it to clean???
a shark :D: ur not even cleaning
you used it in cooking dont lie
demonchild: traitor
theonlynormalone: did tiktok seriously think a dish made with a literal sponge would taste good or is it a prank i gen cant tell
demonchild: âŠ
momwoo: at this point i dont want to know. just clean it up please
a shark :D: on it jaewoo!
momwoo: not you dojin
demonchild: :(
theonlynormalone: you brought this upon yourself
#i want to write more imitation chat fics but im struggling to come up with ideas#imitation#imitation kdrama#kdrama imitation#fanfic#imitation fanfic#fanfiction#chat fic#shax#imitation shax#shax imitation#han jaewoo#yoon hyuk#kwonryok#bang dojin#kang leehyun#writing#imitation(tv)#i let this stay in my drafts for so long#i think ima post it#y not
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i'm pretty sure this is the clone of Guy. That's doing this. But like its not that far outside of Guy's normal behavior in this series
the space cops says that Earth is uncivilized if they're letting vigilantes run around killing people as obstructing justice. It was planning to make sure that the alien criminals got tried for their crimes
space cops said fuck this planet, they're out and they're taking their prisoners
in this case they're gonna go try to arrest their fellow hero gone killer. Which is better than the Batfamily just being willing to let Jason just be on the streets killing people rather than do time for his crimes
Guy's been a belligerent aggressive asshole this whole series that has attacked people for little to no reason and has threatened to kill people. This isnt that far from the normal behavior he's displayed in this series
Booster, Ted literally just got out a damn coma from getting his head smashed into shit, yer lucky he built you a suit in anything resembling less than a year. Also you should be concerned about if the suit is safe to use, that's yer life dude
and Booster getting on Ted's ass for preferring to act as support for now since he nearly got killed/was put in a coma. Like, not everyone is as invested in being a hero as you Booster. Also, yer supposed friend is going through it rn stop fucking negging him
a real friend wouldnt try to pressure their friend into doing something that terrifies them just because other people supposedly need them
like, if Ted's heart isnt in it, it'd be bad for everyone on the team if he were on the field b/c he could become a liability
and just Ted gets negged and guilt tripped back into his costume by Booster and that frustrates me immensely Booster Gold đ€ Oracle/Barbra Gordon -> Ted we know you want to retire and yer heart isnt into heroing anymore but you have the capacity to be a superhero so we're gonna neg and guilt trip you back into costume and putting yer life on the line instead of letting you be hero support like you want to be
very much not examples of good friends
Ice's brother put on pants after becoming king so he's somewhat more dressed
there;s something off about the proportions in this panel
ah the thing in comics where everyone insists that murderers are insane b/c normal people wouldnt kill people. B/c that's a great mindset
just every time I look at that new costume on Booster it looks like such a bad design. Exposed wires on something someone is supposed to fight in? really?
the real Guy shows up but like he's not that much better than the murderous fake
yeah Guy's not that different from his clone. But also how long has they Guy we've been following been a clone?
folks believe the Guy that showed up with the gun to shoot the Guy that they already had detained is the real Guy. But like, yall can just arrest them both, they're both menaces
there's a group of aliens taking over star systems by kidnapping the local Green Lanterns and replacing them with clones
where did Ted get a flying car on short notice?
Guy does explain what the fuck was going on after
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I never wanted him to see me naked after I was with you
I never wanted him in the God damn room..
I literally fucking fought almost crying begging plz ALONE WHILE YOU JUST SAT THERE COLD AND GIGGLED A BIT AND WOULDNT HELP and you said he can come in cuz YOU felt bad then I felt bad ..ugh ITS MY ROOM I SAID NO?? WHY IF YOU LOVE ME YOUD LET HIM PUSH PAST ME AND HURT ME NIT EVEN ASK IF IM OKAY it hurt.
But at least when I asked if we can at least make sure im hidden and we are under the blanket you did that.. you guarded me.
You glared at the door when we thought someone was gonna come in on us doing stuff and u made sure I was hidden and it was closed and your face said you fucking try anything on my lucifer I'll start a riot...
đ„șâ€ïžâđ„đđ... that stays in my mind slot.
[But so does you kissing him and saying I love you baby you asking first right infront of me and everyone saying I'm just your friend shattered something in me idk I'll ever get back.. with the excuse oh so long and bd it's normal it's not.. my sister doesn't call her bd baby.. I dropped that shit instantly once I moved on from my ex of 6plus years... but I went with it.. I should have argued more tbh]
When I went away to cry it's because I seen you posted that you don't need my crying rn and it was me crying cuz you said we will be separated again for a bit and you'll be sad .. broke my heart .. so I went to hide my tears from u so you wouldn't be bothered and u couldn't be bothered to come to me ..Adam said he did he brought the flowers .. that u didn't care and didn't want to come find me.
I walked in with you naked infront of him and it felt like yall almost wouldn't unlock the door ... I felt abandoned alone excluded made a joke of as you all kept running off laughing together leave me behind even my sister asked and tahtz when it hit me and she said they ain't your real friends bro... well she also wasn't a very real sister either soo.. đ€·
I heard you say Lus gonna be so mad when he finds out what we did hehe oops..
And something snapped in me I heard a voice say: they fucked !! Fuck it!!! Fuck love fuck it all!!! Grr .. I cried myself to sleep a bit.
[I realize now Adam's souls voice in my head a LOT to fuck with me ugh...]
She's the one who told me you were likely cheating with one the two exes and that their the ones you're holding out for and I'm like no no he says it isn't like that they stay seperate and stuff just friends like me and adam... Adam sent me a ss where he said otherwise..that your relationship was good and you cuddle every night .. ouch...
I seen on my birthday you and him posting baby flirting saying you never loved anyone else that way ever and never will or something like that ..more ouch ... so that's where you went as I cried alone on my b day? I just wanted a damn hour even with you..
You didn't realize I fell asleep with your chat open with the phone close to my heart to feel closer to you , crying myself asleep waiting all day.. you didn't realize how shit is small hit by small hit add up for me...
I hid so much of my pain for you .. I was like no I need to put him and his needs first...
I couldn't contain it though.. the visions of seeing and feeling you having sex with someone else for months before proven irl I was always sick and hurting deep dark pulling heart pain sinking in my stomach in silence .. choosing to believe in you at all costs I never would have even allowed cheating or poly for anyone else but I was so willing to grow past that ego thing and just love you as you wanted to be ... I just wanted no one else but myselfes. I run to self love when I feel I have no one else my dude...
That..
I saw a life together marriage and house and 1 kid.. and the animals.. Adam gone in his own place and me only interacting with him when you allowed it as a friend at arms length.... we went over and gamed with him one time.. but other than that he was out.
I was gonna help him get a car and move out and me get financially independent and secure again so he had no more hold over me
Oops that upset you too sighs... I'm sorry.
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normally i wouldnt say anything butâŠâŠ..did u even read namjoonâs letter he himself said they werent beating around the bush that what he said âAâ wasnt code for something âBâ. whatever they said was what they meant. if they say they dont want and they arent going to disband then maybe they mean it? why do you have to theorize about everything. also if they hated being in bangtan so much pretty sure they wouldnt have taken up offers for a schedule together 8 years from now
And who is saying theorizing they are disbanding or want to disband on this side of the blr??
Yall have started haven't you?
Yoongi explicitly said in that live " it's not like we are disbanding." So way to state the obvious.
They going solo which is what that dinner was about and all I'm saying out here is they went about it in poor taste. Can't I say that? And can't I believe they have no intention of disbanding and still believe their Solo stage news was handled poorly?? Is that too complex for you to wrap your head around?
They said what they said. They meant what they said. Yea. And I said what I said and meant what I said. THEY COULD HAVE HANDLED THIS BETTER.
Point to the map and show me where your confusion lie. Here's a pointorđȘ
"If they hated being in bangtan so much" bla bla bla doesn't change the fact THAT IS HOW THEY CAME OFF AS. They came off to me, in my opinion, from my point of view, in my sight direction as people who couldn't wait to quit making OT7 music to start a solo career. Which is all I'm saying out here.
they did come off as too happy to put the OT7 schtick behind them which I find annoying and disappointing- Joonie also said some will be disappointed. Well I am one of them some. Disappointed as hell yet also happy that their solo journey has finally began.
And i know your problem is not with my opinion but with me as a person which tends to cloud your judgement very often and lead you to make pointless counter arguments such as this. Hate will get you no where.
Also
CAN I SHARE MY FRUSTRATION? CAN I SHARE MY DISAPPOINTMENT AND PROCESS?? SO ANNOYING WITH THAT SANCTIMONIOUS ATTITUDE.
"Normally I wouldn't say anything" should have listened to your conscience and shut up damn. Junped the gun huh.
At least Namjoon is perceptive and self aware on that to anticipate how some of us would feel. Gain some perspective please.
Love all 7. We are 7. How many times were they asked about their solo careers for them deflect and regurgitate that whole 0t7 shit rainbows unicorns.
Do you know the hate Jungkook recieved for daring to dream of a solo stage or wanting to try it out?? This grown ass man had to take back his words and clarify he didn't want to go solo when he talked about going solo.
Do you know how many solos and innocent people OT7s have terrorized abused tormented deplatformed just for supporting this idea of a solo career prior to all of this??
And it's the same BTS who by their words and actions fueled these ot7 nutheads and made them so rabid and intolerant of individual stans. Until their dinner, being a solo stan was a slur in this fandom and Im sure people like you even speculated I was a solo to get people to hate me. Yet you are gonna waltz in here with no depth whatsoever and act like it's not a fucking big deal. You are nuts.
It's the disconnect for me. Lmho.
You Hybe and BTS are all disconnected and out of touch with reality.
And whether you think they handled this news poorly or not, there is a plummeting stock sales chart out there which is an opinion on how that vlive went.
Don't just take my frustrations for it. At least my emotions are subjective but numbers don't lie now do they??
if your point here is that BTS love BTS as a band i agree. They should love the band that's given their solo careers a head start. BTS is where it all started for them. So I agree no debate over that.
If your point is BTS still love and want to make music as a group going forward in the here and now I think you need to watch that Vlive again. Because Namjoon does sound like he's done there. Has nothing to write for the group and is exhausted. He said what he said. He didn't beat around the bush about that.
Now can i grieve over that?? But really I don't need your permission at all. Shit.
BTS love their group but they don't want to carry on making music as a group for now sums it up for me. If they meant something else to you I'm all ears. Enlighten me.
GOLDY
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see i dont normally like having to give reasoning for my headcanons but heres a comprehensive list of why i think dean winchester is autistic, coming from an autistic person :))
1. he??? canonically??? samefoods??? like-
2. he's literally so dependent on routine. like yeah that makes sense routine keeps hunters alive but the way he handles routines?? smells of autism there buddy
3. canonically stims (banging hands on the wheel of his car, driving, singing, etc)
4. is VERY open about how he doesnt understand the way people function
5. is only seen as suave and charming around people he doesnt know (which btw is coearly him masking) and then once other people get to know him hes awkward and bad at social interaction
6. wears the same style of clothes every day and is visibly upset when that's disturbed
7. all of his friends are autistic and nd why wouldnt he be??
8. mary was definitely autistic and autism is genetic (yes i choose to believe that both siblings are on the spectrum)
9. SPECIAL INTERESTS (i.e. scooby doo, cowboys, horror, and cars)
10. canonically goes nonverbal when hes upset (allistic people do this too but its a lot more common among autistics- me, an autistic who goes nonverbal when hes upset)
11. echolalia (repeating phrases said to him, movie quotes)
12. j*hn w*nchester hates him (that mf is ableist as fuck yall)
13. best friends with charlie bradbury, local autistic lesbian
#supernatural#autisticnatural#im gonna make more of these w the rest of tfw and others#but this was important to me#im gonna write a fic one day
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What if Xavier had a kid he didn't know about and he meets them for the first time after he's already a ghost? Maybe there's a kindergarten group that takes a trip to the camp, and he just has this spirit intuition as soon as he sees them and KNOWS it's his child. Do you think you could expand on this idea? I'd love to see what you come up with!
A/N: This was so fun, thank you for this idea dear anon!! I'm sorry it's late but hopefully u like it đ¶. Also, I apologize this is so dark and heavy- I didnt intend for it.. it just, kinda happened lmfao. I turned this into a 'x reader' and it starts with Xaviers POV and ends with readers perspective!! First few paragraphs are pretty dark and then the rest is weird.. angst fluff LOL.Hope yall enjoy đđđ
Warnings: First few paragraphs discuss Xavier's thots about dying SO, it highkey gets dark yall I'm so sorry, mentions of anger?? issues, mentions of murder, stops getting dark roughly around paragraph 6 if u wanna skip all that, MAJOR ANGST, reuniting, very brief Xantana reference đ, mention of kids, bit of fluff.. think that's it :)
In Xaviers eyes; the worst part of being killed in a desolate camp and having to reside there for the rest of eternity; wasnt the fact that he would have to handle Richard Rameriez and tolerate his peers for eons to come. Sure, both of those things required an adjustment period but.. the realization that his life with you was abruptly cut short, was what truly broke him.
It took him being stripped from everything he once knew to truly appreciate how heavenly life once was before Camp Redwood. He had a steady job, good friends, and a relationship with a actual living, breathing person.. Not to shade Montana or anything, of course. However he had taken all of those things for fucking granted; moving to Camp Redwood definetly had made him become humble- at the very least. He was now nothing but a mere shell of the person he once was; nothing to bring him out of this absolute living nightmare he found himself in.. At first this mindset nearly consumed him, it drove him to kill multiple times.
There was no point in trying to conceal the anger he felt, no way of trying to channel it out into a more socially appropriate way and at this point.. there really was no point in trying to do so. Out here in the forest, espically after he was killed, life outside of the forest soon seemed as if it was some type of myth or fairytale- something not real or attainable. Time in the redwood forest felt different- days quickly bled and melted into weeks, and then months.. trying to guess the date was something Xavier gave up on doing after about the first week.
As much as he tried to deny it, being dead and becoming trapped here had completly made him lose his grip on reality and his previous life. Soon enough, the thought that life even fully existed outside of the camp and that there was actual fucking laws against killing (something which was now a leisurely hobby) had completly slipped his mind momentarily in the beginning as well. Out here in the forest, nothing felt real execpt for his anger that he held onto so tightly.
It was really the only thing he had left; atleast for a while.
The pain of losing his partner, (y/n), still remained but letting that grief not consume him was easily the hardest battle he had fought in his life. Xavier realized he still had his friends - and if he really was going to live for eternity, he sure wasnt going to spend it angry.
After so many years of being 'cursed' to spend forever in this forest, keeping track of the time was something Xavier rarely bothered with, but - it was obvious by the suns posistion, and even the slight mist that made the grass wet that it was just starting to cut into morning. Xavier walked through the forest alone, nowhere in particular to go or to necessarily do, only a sudden need to go and be alone. Almost a beckoning, for him to go and be somewhere else. To witness something.
His days were more often than not purely mundane; he had absolutely no excuse to not listen to this odd and sudden attraction he felt toward a very particular spot in the camp.. so, that's what brought him to where he stood now. Close to the road that brought visitors (a nice word for victims) into Camp Redwood, right next to the mess hall which was rarely used close by.
Xavier felt wildly uncomfortable standing so close to the place which previously held so much trauma - and honestly still did.. The place where Chef Bertie died. Xavier paused, about to just say 'fuck it' and just give up and go back to where his friends resided (or atleast Montana) when.. he heard it.
His sign, the thing that seemingly enticed him in the first place.
It first sounded like the old, familar sounds of tires coming across a gravel road - Xaviers mind immeadietly jumped to perhaps this could be new people.. new vistors.. new victims.
His blood ran cold when he heard something else; an eerie ringing of chains hitting against the ground. Something that was mostly a associated with buses.. and hauntingly familar. He had little to no time to think or even act on his suspicion when he noticed that a yellow school bus full, and nearly combusting with children was pulling into the camp.
Xavier wasnt exactly certain the bounds that ghosts had when it came to certain bodily functions like vomiting, but hes sure that under normal circumstances he would certainly be sick by now. Nevertheless he could feel his body tense up and the other natural symptoms associated with anxiety also kicked in. Urging him to clumsily get out of vision; he stumbled behind a few trees that poorly blocked him from sight. He continued to watch in complete and utter horror as the bus came to a stop, and it didnt take long for kids to start pouring out of the bus. Xavier felt his heart drop and his blood run cold every time a kid exited the bus and stepped on the dirt soil of Camp Redwood.
Xavier whipped his head around; scanning the surrounding area to make sure no other ghosts were here to bear witness to this.. Xavier was nearly always down to commit murder, it was really the only thing that kept him from fully going insane from pure fucking boredom but - kids? There was no fucking way he would let anyone touch them.
While he thoroughly scanned the area, he noticed a few adults leave the bus out of his periphery vision. He thought nothing of it, chaperones were to be expected on elementary field trips but.. the strange beckoning feeling he felt ealier visited him again, urging him to turn his head fully and look at one of the chaperones more closely. Instantaneously, he then automatically realized why he felt so compelled to come to this spot.. Why he was meant to be here at this exact moment.. It was you.
At first he thought he was merely hallucinating; you definetly looked significantly different from the last time he had saw you but.. he knew it was you, his partner that he had before his life completly went to shit (minus the catastrophe that occured with Blake, of course). He knew instantly, it was your eyes, your stature and just.. your overall warm and familiar aura that gave your identity away. He couldnt believe that the person he had so fucking desperately wanted to see more than anyone or anything was only a few feet away - and now, that you were finally here... All he wanted for you to do was to leave.
As soon as he saw you he felt a sudden tightness posses his chest and throat which accompanied the formation of tears burning his eyes; hastily blurring his vision. He had to physically restrain himself from sobbing outloud; trying his best to just swallow down his tears. His whole body felt as if it was on fire with anxiety, but he chose to continue to stand still behind a few dainty trees - trying to pull himself together so he could actually have the chance to think critically and choose what the ever living fuck he was going to do next.
While he waited for his blurry vision to clear, he chose to focus on the semi distant figure that he knew was you. He took in the little details; like how the sun highlighted the colors in your hair and your simple but charming outfit. It took him several moments to think of why you would even be here in the first place, with a school bus- and thats when another dreadful realization hit him.
Only parents were mainly chaperones when it came to elementary field trips.. meaning-
No other thought crossed Xaviers mind as his eyes flicked down inhumanely fast to the child where (y/n) stood next too.. and immeadietly he knew.
The features the child shared of both you and Xavier were partially a giveaway, but most importantly.. it was the feeling he had that confirmed his belief. The initial anxiety he felt of the kids arriving still remained but was significantly muted and mostly replaced with a overwhelming sense of pure love. The feeling spread to every fiber of his being, and so did a odd urge to protect this small being which he knew was his.
Not ever in his entire life had he felt this way about someone (execpt for perhaps, you). He felt himself taking a few steps forward, at first completly involuntary but he knew he had to talk to you. Just the idea of reuniting tasted so fucking good but, he knew he couldnt get too greedy if he was going to talk to you. He knew confronting you had to be solely done in order to save you and his child, he couldnt get carried away. He wouldnt.
He tried his best to appear casual as he submerged from behind the trees, his hands held behind his back - the only way he could get them to stop shaking. He tried to relax his shoulders and appear confident as he strided up to you; your back turned toward him. He continued until he was directly behind you, he wanted to tap your shoulder but - touching you seemed out of the question. That would confirm everything, it would make it seem actually real and not like this just some torturous dream.
"(Y/n)"? He spoke.
Xaviers breath hitched as he watched you whip around to face him. He studied your features as you went from looking utterly confused to surprised beyond belief.
"Xavier, what-"
"We need to talk".
Xavier quickly grabbed your hand, leading you away from herd of kids and the few sparse chaperones that were amongst them. A few of them gave you two a few odd looks but neither you or Xavier particularly cared, after all this was the first time in years you two had seen eachother. You hastily followed his lead, feeling slightly embarrassed that it was obvious how nervous and simply caught off guard you currently were. Your palms (one of which was still holding onto Xaviers hand) were starting to moisten with sweat. These feelings only amplified once Xavier turned around to face you. The intensity that was in his eyes put you on edge - never in your time of dating or knowing him did he ever look so serious with you.
"What are you doing here"? Xavier spoke, his voice was still in a higher pitch, slightly breaking.
"What"?
After years of not being able to see you, in fact; years of you not even knowing where he went - this was how he chose to greet you?? Automatically your blood ran cold with the sudden realization that something was wrong. Seriously wrong.. but the feeling didnt just apply to your ex boyfriend. It was the entire camp.
"Its not safe here, you need to take the kids and leave". Xaviers voice more visibly shook this time as he spoke; as if his words physically pained him.
Your heart skipped a beat, the sudden pain and anguish starting to fully settle in. You couldnt believe it; after years of not seeing you - this was all he had to say? Was he fucking joking?
"What? A-are you kidding? Xavier, I havent seen you in years- I didnt even know you would be here-"
"I'm sorry (y/n). I'm so sorry but you have no idea what this place is like. You just need to go, and the kids. And promise me you wont come back".
It was torturous to watch tears gather in Xaviers eyes, and watch as they streaked down his cheeks. The sadness you previously felt was now washed away with red, hot rage. The feeling spread throughout your body like a wildfire that he was seemingly rejecting you.. but you knew now this wasnt some pathetic excuse. Something was seriously wrong here; and now it was starting to become too obvious to ignore.
Xavier looked hauntingly the exact same from the last time you saw him. He forever, looked as if he was still stuck in the same moment of time - like in the summer of 1984, which was when you last saw him.
You didnt realize you were still holding onto one of his hands until you reflexively tried to move it to brush away his tears that were still staining his cheeks; but awkwardly.. you chose to do so with your other hand. Squeezing the one hand you were still holding onto a bit tighter.
He winced as you touched him, and as much you tried your damn best to hold it together - you could feel tears starting to burn your eyes as well.
"I cant promise I wont ever come back, Xavier. I need to see you again, and what about-" you said softly, about to reference the child you two shared together.
"No, you'll see me again (y/n). I promise.. okay"?
He brought your hand up to his mouth to kiss your knuckles; the tears you trying so desperately to hold in were now sliding down your cheeks. Your breathing was now horribly choppy. You were on the brink of full on sobbing but you held yourself back - it was nearly time for you to go.
The fact you would have to go back to go the others and make up some bullshit excuse to leave, put a bitter taste in your mouth.. but your sure Xavier had a valid reason for ushering you to leave. Even if he didnt want to tell you right now; you trusted him with your life.
"Okay.. Fine. I'm coming back though, and I'm sorry I couldnt find you sooner". You admitted.
You dropped his hand that you were still holding in order to wrap your arms around him. To get one final touch to remember him by. You were desperate to fully touch him and to be wrapped in his embrace, something you had desperately and madly missed. As he held you; you tried to soak in his scent, his aura.. just the fact that he was even here seriously with you, in this moment.
You previously assumed Xavier had passed away; that was easier to come to terms with rather than thinking he willingly ran away or.. that something else more sinister had happened. A part of you wanted to be frustrated that you were leaving with more questions than answers but.. you didnt care. Your heart didnt care. You were just happy you were able to see your boyfriend.. no matter the circumstance or conditions it came with. Even though you were stupidly happy, your thoughts kept annoyingly circling back to the same question - how was Xavier here with you, living.. breathing.. in the flesh. How was this possible? You were about to speak your thoughts outloud when you first felt Xavier break away from you. You didnt get as much as a second glance just when you felt something soft on your cheek. Perhaps a goodbye kiss? and then.. just like he wasnt there at all, he was gone. Almost as if he completly disintegrated into the fresh, morning sky.
You felt your entire body stiffen as you realized he was gone.. again. It was difficult to pinpoint exactly how you felt. It was a nasty mix of both grief and anger that left you completly speechless and deathly still. You took a step back to combat the feeling, and attempted to look casual (and not like the person whom you were just hugging had completly fucking vanished). Sheepishly taking a look at the group you had arrived with and making sure none of them noticed your.. odd behavior.
Sure enough, none of them did. They all stood, and continued on conversing just like they were before you had broke away from them. Smiling and laughing as if nothing was wrong; just like they didnt have a care in the world - just as if the love of their life wasnt ripped away from them for a second time.
Even though Xavier was now gone, that odd, unsettling feeling still lingered with you. Like something was terribly wrong here, in Camp Redwood. The feeling wasn't entirely bad though; sure - the overall air in this place reeked of something terrible but.. now you felt something else mixed into it. A comforting essence of safety; Xaviers presence. You knew he wasnt directly beside you anymore but he was somewhere.. lurking. Watching you, as you begrudgingly walked over to the group you came with. Making up a bullshit excuse in your head so you could escape whatever this place was pretending to be.
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| đ CH-CH-CHERRY BOMB! đ | Â Â [CHAPTER 12]
pairing; dom!seungcheol x camgirl!reader
this chapterâs notes; camshow, sex toys, overstimulation, tiniest mentions of daddy!kink, a lil bit of a filler chapter!, this is the most btsvt chapter that itâll ever get so iâm sorry if you dont like that!! đđ, a bit of a lighthearted chapter too tbh to ease everyone back into cherry bomb! đ I know its been like two fuckin weeks since the last update which is honestly insane to me! I almost couldnt remember where we even left off lmao kdjfhds đ©đđ Thank you for being so patient with me and waiting it out while we had two weeks of Monster Mash! Starting Monday, Iâm gonna be going back to my normal posting schedule! đ have a great rest of the weekend, yall! đÂ
chapters; 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - ?
âWait, seriously? You want to work here? But--but I thought you were from out of town?â
Junâs eyes light up with excitement; fingertips crushing the resume you passed to him moments prior. âUm, well, there was a change of plans⊠and Iâd really like to work somewhere where I have a friend! If you guys are still hiring, that is...â You reply back meekly.
Itâd taken you all morning to write up a resume, blushing a little when you realize most of your income had been from camming. Itâd also made you pause for a moment when you realized that it meant Jun would also know your real name too; as well as everyone who came through the diner and all of your coworkers.
âYeah, of course! I, um, just give me a second to pass this to my manager, okay? Iâll be sure to put in a good word!â Jun shoots you a wink before he turns to leave.
You take the opportunity to sit down at a nearby booth, fishing for your phone to text Seungcheol.
âI think I might be getting the job!!â
cheollie âš: oh? Not that I doubted you, but is it confirmed already?
âMm⊠Jun is trying to put in a word for me! But Iâm confident!â
cheollie âš: thats my baby ;)
You hear someone call your name hesitantly, only to find Jun standing a few feet away looking at you sheepishly. âUm, sorry, your nameâs on the resume so I figuredâŠâ
âOh! Yeah, itâs fine!â You awkwardly giggle. âI figured writing âCherryâ as my name wouldnât be too smart when you need to cross-reference my ID if I get the job.â Jun laughs as he takes the seat across from you in the booth, papers in hand.
âWell, I convinced my manager to let me interview you. Told him that if weâd be workinâ together that Iâd want to scope you out for myself! He bought it, can you believe it!?â Grinning, he sets your crumpled resume down next to a small stack of papers. âI donât doubt youâd pull your weight around here but I do have to ask⊠Why here of all places? I thought your, uh, other job was enough? Or I guess I assumed...â You bite your lip, flip-flopping on whether or not you wanted to let him know exactly what happened that led to your sudden decision.
âUm⊠There were just some big life changes I had to make on the fly and Iâll be living around here now! Iâm trying out some new things⊠I also figured if I worked with you, then youâd know my schedule the best too! And you seem like a really nice and cool guy.â
Jun nods, smiling back at you.
âYou got that right!â
âYouâre seriously going to start working there?â Jeongguk raises a brow, cables in hand as he sets up the extra PC in his streaming room. âAnd the guy working there knows you? That doesnât bother you?â
Seungcheol laughs under his breath, âYeah and he knows me now too. And knows Iâd kick his ass if he tried anything.â You pout from your place in the expensive gaming chair; eyes focused on Jeongguk who shimmies under the desk to start plugging in the cables.
âWell, yeah he does know me, but heâs also one of my regulars and knows the schedules Iâll need, so I think we can trust him!â They both nod and Seungcheol is quick to cross the small room until heâs right behind you.
âHe seems like a nice guy though, I donât think we have to worry.â
Jeongguk slides out from underneath the desk, dusting off his pants as he stands. âAnd if he does end up being a weirdo, thereâs always a place for you at the roller rink!â
Seungcheol rolls his eyes, hands gripping onto the backrest of the chair.
âNo.â
âHey guys, welcome back to Golden Closet Gaming! Iâm JK, your regular host! Today, we have a suuuper special guest! Why donât you introduce yourself, pretty lady~â
You take a deep breath as you lean in close to the mic; somewhat nervous and a little out of your usual element. âHi everyone~ Iâm Cherry! Some of you may know me from, um, the other side of the streaming-sphere but Iâm joining my friend today in hopes of boosting our channels together and having a âlil bit of fun!!â
Seungcheol sits at the side as he watches the two of you; a small smile painted on his lips at the way the two of you seem to fall into your characters easily despite the somewhat different platforms and influx of different viewers.
The sound of donations and comments pour in a lot quicker than Jeongguk, himself, is used to; eyes wide and eyebrows raised as he pauses to watch them flood the screen.
sleepy_wonu has donated $100
xcaliburDK has donated $100
sleepy_wonu: never thought iâd be donating here but here we are
xcaliburDK: i was always a silent watcher but u kno i had to donate for my favorite girl!
seokGENIE: i feel like iâm entitled to something for taking your shift so i wont be donating, sorry pretty girl
j__min: canât believe this kid got a collab with you before i did :(
j__min has donated $200
dtsug__a: i dont normally watch streams either but im curious
Jeongguk laughs, still in disbelief as the donations continue to pour in from a combination of your viewers and his. He always made a decent amount from his viewers but he couldnât deny the pull you had from your viewers as well. âWow, um okay, my donations are adding up a lot quicker than they usually do. Thatâs⊠Hey, whaddya say to streaming with me regularly?â He jokes.Â
A shy laugh bubbles up your throat; ears and cheeks burning hot at the idea. You had never collabed with any other streamer before and despite your initial hesitance and unsureness, you too, were shocked to find how well the two of you were doing without your usual content.
âErm, Iâm not very good at gaming though⊠I donât think your viewers would like it very much...â
seokGENIE: thats ok jk sucks at gaming too, it wouldnt be too different
j__min: lmao fkjdhf
dtsug__a: does he get roasted often on this channel? If so iâll be tuning in more often
dtsug__a has donated $100
dtsug__a: for your troubles, pretty gal
âOn second thought, letâs let this be a special occasion, huh? Maybe collabs for the holiday, Cherry?â Jeongguk grumbles and Seungcheol has to bite his lip to keep in his laughs from his side of the small room. You start to feel more and more comfortable at the lighthearted atmosphere; tucking a stray hair behind your ear before you lean in towards the mic again.
âAh! Speaking of, donât forget to tune into my camshow tomorrow~! JK and I will be gaming on there as well but⊠with some added fun to match my channel~! 21 and over only~â You blink at the computer screen, still a little unused to the idea that you werenât technically being filmed. Although, it was a nice change for once; not needing to be all done up for a show and simply just talking to your viewers and reading comments.
sleepy_wonu: is dom daddy gonna be on the show too?
âDom daddy? Oh you mean Se---â
âYes! Kind of!â You cut off, laughing nervously. Nobody knew Seungcheolâs name except for Jun and you were trying to keep as much of him private as possible, until he was ready. âIn a sense, heâll be there! You guys will just have to tune in to find out!â
Jeongguk laughs into his own mic, scooting in closer to his desk as he loads up the game.
âI think thatâs enough chatting for now, huh? Letâs get started! Tonight weâll be playing Phasmophobia! Weâll be playing something more lighthearted on Cherryâs channel, as she requested. So tonight weâll be playing something I picked out. You ready, baby?â
Seungcheol narrows his eyes, quietly taking a sip of his water.
âReady when you are!â
âI gotta say, sweetheart, for someone who doesnât play video games too often, youâre not too bad.â Seungcheol comments, nodding his head in amazement as the three of you exit Jeonggukâs PC room. Heâd had a hard time keeping in his laughs as he watched from the side and he had to admit, you were even cuter when you were outside of your usual element.
âI have to agree with hyung, but maybe it was also the adrenaline and screaming that kept you goinâ.â
The two males share a laugh as you pout and plop down onto Jeonggukâs living room sofa. âHey, how were the numbers for tonight, by the way?â You ask quietly.
âHonestly? I think we made almost triple of what my channel usually sees. I know I donât really make a ton off of my streams since I donât really do anything, like, crazy but shit⊠Even Iâm shocked at how much we made.â
Seungcheolâs lip ease into a smirk; Jeongguk really had no idea how much the two of you had made off of a couple videos alone.
âWe still have one more stream to do and then we can just pool up the money and split it down the middle!â Â
Jeongguk nods, stretching as he sits himself down onto the other end of the sofa. âIâll bring my spare PC stuff so we can set up a little early tomorrow, if thatâs cool with you two? Maybe have some food before we get started too âcause god knows Iâm gonna be starving.â You look to Seungcheol who nods and checks his phone for the time.
âYeah, we need to set up the cameras and lighting a little differently too so weâll probably start earlier. Just text me before you drive over so we know when to expect you.â
You yawn next to Jeongguk; adrenaline having worn off as the tiredness finally sets in. âItâs so weird, usually Iâm only just starting my stream right around this time but Iâm so exhausted now...â Seungcheolâs eyes from cute crescents as he smiles down at you, stepping closer as he goes in to smooth down your hair.
âYou really were screaming a lot, to be fair. How about we head home and you can sleep in the car?â
âOkay~â
Seungcheol lets you sleep in on Saturday morning, watching as your chest rises and falls with soft breaths.
He takes a moment to think over the last few weeks of his life and he canât help the disbelieving expression that crosses his features when he realizes just how much had changed over the course of just weeks.
When the two of you had met, he wasnât expecting much. He expected the two of you to hang out for a few days before you went home and forgot he even existed outside of your camshows and the comments section. But now that so much had happened between the two of you, Seungcheol felt a deeper connection to you and felt the need to protect you even moreso than ever.
He sees you shift slightly, sleepy eyes blinking open as you peer up at him. âGood morning, sweetheart.â
âMm⊠gâmorning âcheolâŠâ
You grimace sleepily at how hoarse your voice sounds, âEw, I sound so⊠gross.â
Seungcheol moves to get out of bed, leaning in to kiss your forehead before he shuffles towards the bathroom. âIâm going to wash up but you can stay in bed if you like. Iâll make you some tea for your throat, okay? We have a long day ahead of us and I donât think you wanna sound like that later tonight.â
Nodding sleepily, you lay back down as you yawn and let the sleep take over once again.
âAre you really sure âbout this?â Jeongguk takes a bite of his pizza as he watches Seungcheol pull the desk closer to the bed.
âWhat do you mean?â You ask; readjusting the light that was closest to the younger male. âLike, I dunno, Iâve never been on a cam show like this so⊠I mean do I have to do anything different?â You laugh lightly as you go in to pat Jeongguk on the shoulder.
âNo, just be you. And we went over it already earlier, the only thing thatâs different is going to be me! No weird tricks or anything, I promise.â
Seungcheol places another monitor on the tabletop, grunting as he goes. âYeah, and in all honesty, I would hate to have to watch you get off, âGuk.â
âOh shut up, hyung. You say that like I donât know what youâre packinâ under those sweats. I think itâd only be fair! Just two bros getting to know each other.â Seungcheol pretends to gag just as you double over in laughter. âNo, absolutely not, âGuk. And also, nobody told you to watch those videos!â
Jeongguk pauses, lips pressing into a firm line. âYou right, you rightâŠâ
You leave to get changed just as Jeongguk starts to help Seungcheol set up the last few bits of equipment. He leans in close to the older male, eyes glancing around the space to make sure you were completely out of earshot. âHey, hyung, honest question.â
âSure.â
âAre you really okay with all this?â Confusion crosses Seungcheolâs features as he raises an eyebrow at the younger male. âWhatâs âthisâ exactly, âGuk?â
âYâknow, her living here and you camming all of a sudden, among everything else really⊠And the question if youâre in love with her which, by the way, we still all know that you are.â
A blush coats Seungcheolâs skin, fingertips almost losing grip of the camera he was about to mount to the desktop. âListen, yes, okay, I do⊠like her a lot. But sheâs going through a lot right now too and I donât want to freak her out either. Thereâs a lot of life changes weâre going through so Iâm just going to ...wait.â
âYouâre a good man, hyung.â
âHi everyone!â
You wave to the camera, winking and blowing a kiss to the camera propped up between the two monitors on the table. âI know, this setup is a little wild and not my normal but this is part two of my collaboration with Golden Closet Gaming! Do you want to introduce yourself to those who missed our other stream?â You turn to Jeongguk who nods; this time a little nervous as he stares directly into the camera.
Heâd said he was okay with being filmed since he wasnât actually part of any sexual acts, but he still found himself a little camerashy now that the two of you were live.
Seungcheol sat directly behind the monitors and cameras; his phone open to your cam show to watch from a different angle.
âAh, hello! Iâm JK of Golden Closet Gaming! Iâm a friend of Cherryâs and no we wonât be fuckinâ.â Jeongguk ends with an innocent smile that has you holding back your laughter.
therealchan99: i dont think dom.cheol would like that very much anyway
universe_WZ has donated $100
universe_WZ: unless heâs into watching
dom.cheol: no
alphagyu97: oh shit hes back
angelhan: huh, so hes not there?
âOh, he is! Heâs behind the camera~â You gesture beyond the camera to where Seungcheol sits and he leans over to quickly wave upside down in front of the camera to prove his existence.
j__min: ah, of course~ we know your daddy would never let you play with anyone else~
j__min: he likes you too much ;)
emerald.tae: oh? also hi new watcher!!!
emerald.tae: ur videos were great!!
emerald.tae has donated $200
therealchan99: im gonna need to start fighting ppl for ur attention i swear
gentleman_josh95: implying u had it
chwenon: yooooooo lmao
âYou guuuuys, be nice! Just for that, Iâm gonna be sending you a special private pic, okay âtherealchan99â? You guys pick on him too much!â You pout.
therealchan99: hahaahhAHhhahaHAAHAA FUCKIN LOSERS SUCK ON THAT
tangerine_kwan: bruh
chwenon: damn guess we should can it
You respond to a few more comments as Jeongguk sits by and watches the way you interact with your viewers. He also takes note that you had a donation minimum before you started actually doing anything on your channel and that youâd already hit it pretty quickly.
âOkay! I think we should start now, huh? Oh, I should explain whatâs going on!â You giggle cutely, settling into your space on the bed. âSo JK and I will be playing this stilt man game! We have to get our character to the finish line without falling or the level restarts! JK has to get to level 30 and I have to get to level 20 and whoever reaches their goal first, wins!â
âI have a higher level to reach âcause our skillsets are different and we all know Iâd smoke her if we both had to reach the same level.â Jeongguk grins.
seokGENIE: sure
seokGENIE has donated $69
sleepy_wonu has donated $100
hoshi_tiger_xx has donated $100
âAnd the reason why âdom.cheolâ is behind the camera is because...â You pause, eyes twinkling with playfulness as you stare directly into the lens. âIn order to get me to do my best, heâll be controlling a special toy Iâm wearing~ Hehe, if my character falls, heâll raise the vibration setting each time as punishment and leave it on until I cumâŠâ
âWhich we are assuming will be a lot. Unfortunately, no medic on standby.â Jeongguk jokes. Seungcheol rolls his eyes as he laughs from behind the camera.
âWe have a safeword, donât we, sweetheart?â You nod in response, âMmhmm!â
âLetâs get it!â
It takes all of four stages before your character falls for the first time.
Seungcheol turns the vibrating panties on and you immediately jolt as you try to keep your character upright on screen. âOh, f-fuck!â
kitty_junjun: uh ohhhh it begins
artist8hao: i donât think sheâs gonna last.. babygirl is so sensitive, sheâll probably cum soon
xcaliburDK: iâm giving it until level 6 before she cums
emerald.tae: oh are we placing bets
âNoooo~ Donât place bets on me, Iâm weak!â You whine; already squirming as the vibrations attack your clit. Seungcheol grins from in front of you as Jeongguk laughs from your side, already on level 7 on his own screen.
You had to admit, it was a little weird for someone else to be in the room with you while Seungcheol basically used a toy on you, but the younger male seemed to not care about it at all. Although, he had already seen most of you and Seungcheol at this point.
Your fingertips are shaky on the keyboard and computer mouse; already fearing the way Seungcheolâs eyes almost become darker the longer you struggle.
âWhatâs wrong, sweetheart? Is the game too hard?â
âA-ah, n--no, itâs not that b-badâŠâ Squirming, you grind down a little harder onto the bed just as your character falls on screen and Seungcheol raises the setting to the second highest in the blink of an eye. âNgh, fuh---fuck!â
âUh oh~ Should I slow down to let you catch up?â Jeongguk teases.
âN-no, I can beat y-you!â
The donations and comments pour in as you struggle to keep your calm and get your character to the finish line; letting out a sigh of relief as you finally enter the fifth level. You let out a choked sob as you already feel your panties starting to stick to you like a second skin from how wet you were getting and Seungcheol canât help but chuckle.
âYou know, youâre technically allowed to cum whenever you want. Itâll just⊠slow you down, is all.â Grinning, he watches as you look beyond the camera towards him as you pout.
âBut I--I wanna win!â You cry; palms clammy as you try to rush through the fifth stage, only for your character to fall almost immediately. âNooo~â
Seungcheol clicks the vibrator to its highest setting and your body goes rigid as the vibrations wreck your body. You start to grind against the toy as you chase your orgasm and forget about the game almost completely. In a perfect world, Seungcheol would have his cock snug between your walls, but instead you clench around emptiness as you crave his cock.
artist8hao: ah shes already cumming lol
seokGENIE: on level 5? Fuck
universe_WZ: her cute lil cunt cant take it, poor babygirl
seokGENIE has donated $50
emerald.tae has donated $75
alphagyu97: cum baby, u kno u wanna
alphagyu97 has donated $75
A small choked whine is all you can manage before you do cum; eyes clamped shut and fingers wrapped tight around the computer mouse as the waves of pleasure crash down onto your body. Donations and comments flood the side of the screen from a combination of your viewers and Jeonggukâs as they watch your face contort in pleasure.
âAh, sweetheart, youâre really falling behind~ JK is going through the stages so quickly while youâre sitting there cumming~â Seungcheol teases. He licks his lips, simultaneously wishing you were sitting on his cock while you played your game.
Thatâd have to be for another time, he thinks.
It takes a second for Seungcheol to turn the toy off and your body immediately slumps forward as you catch your breath. âNgh, d-damn itâŠâ You grimace when you re-adjust yourself and find your panties soaking wet.
âIâm already on level 17, babe. You gotta catch up!â
You can only groan in response, flexing your clammy fingers before you try to focus on your own screen again.
kitty_junjun: oho looks like our princess is focused now
tangerine_kwan: u got this baby
j__min: show âem whoâs boss, babygirl
You tune out the sounds of the comments and donations as you manage to get yourself to level eight without falling, but level nine proves to be just a little too hard as your character falls and Seungcheol turns the vibrator back on to its lowest setting again.
âBe careful, baby. Wouldnât want to fall behind again would you?â
Seungcheol feels his cock throbbing in his sweats as he watches you bite your lip. And for the first time all night, he wishes that Jeongguk would just win and go home so that he could have his own private time with you.
âIâm on level 22 already. Dâyou think she can even catch up?â Jeongguk teases. He spares you a side glance, taking in your form slumped closer to the table as you try to fight the vibrations.
Your body was already extremely sensitive from your first orgasm and you quickly losing your confidence as you struggled to keep your character upright. If you came even just one more time, there was no way that youâd be able to beat Jeongguk with how quickly he was going through the stages.
therealchan99: sheâs cumming just as quickly as JK is getting thru the stages hfdsf
gentleman_josh95: shes so cute when she cums tho
angelhan has donated $50
angelhan: thats the real prize angel
âT-thank youâŠâ You whimper out, fingertips twitching against the keyboard and mouse as you focus your attention to the game to the best of your ability.Â
You manage to get to level ten with no more issues just as Jeongguk gets to level 25 and you let out an exasperated sigh as your character falls over again. âUh oh~ I think Iâm gonna win!â Jeongguk cheers; giddiness washing over him as he works to get to the end.Â
âNooo~ Thatâs n-not, ah, fair!â Whining, you grip the mouse tighter as Seungcheol raises the setting on the toy again, watching as you rub your thighs together at the feeling.Â
hoshi_tiger_xx: sadly nothings fair in the gaming world babe
hoshi_tiger_xx has donated $50
dtsug__a has donated $50
dtsug__a: cute for thinkin so thoÂ
âI donât th--think I can, hah, c-catch up...â You moan. Your character on screen falls over one more time and all you hear is Seungcheolâs small âtskâ under his breath as he sets the vibrator to the highest setting and leaves it there.Â
It doesnât take long before the vibrations prove to be too much for you and you let go of the keyboard and computer mouse as your hands ball up into fists on top of the table.Â
The pleasure washes over you in sharp pin pricks; small whines and whimpers falling from your lips as your eyes completely clamp shut.Â
Jeongguk lets out a surprised noise at the way the donations and comments almost make the screen lag and for the first time, his character on screen falls over at his split second loss of focus.Â
âAh, fuh--fuck!â You start to squirm once the pleasure starts to bleed into overstimulation and Seungcheol is quick to respond, âYouâre gonna cum one more time as punishment for giving up, sweetheart.âÂ
alphagyu97: ooo she's in troubleeee
gentleman_josh95: ahhh daddy still has to punish you after allÂ
seokGENIE: damn is this what this channels abt? this is hotÂ
artist8hao: babygirl always misbehaves
chwenon: she seems to like it too much đ
dtsug__a: hooooo shit, thats hotÂ
âItâs n-not my f-fault, hah, JK is j-just good at g-gaming...â You mumble.Â
Jeongguk manages to get to level 30 within the time you sit and grind against the toy; small noises of excitement falling from his lips as he cheers for himself!
âAww, poor baby. Maybe youâll focus a bit better next time, hmm?âÂ
You nod frantically as a small tear slips down your cheek and your lips part in a breathy moan. âGod, I--Iâm c--cumming!âÂ
Your body locks up, ears ringing as you cum one more time. Seungcheol wishes he could work you through it; hands massaging your skin as you take your pleasure or thrusting his cock into you as he chased his high with you.Â
Instead he watches from across you as your body twitches as your face contorts in unadulterated bliss, licking his lips the entire time with images of what couldâve been dancing behind his eyelids.Â
Jeongguk watches as the donations far surpass what the two of you made on his channel; brows disappearing into his poofy head of hair. âWow, uh, yâall seem to really like it when she gets punished, huh?â He mutters under his breath.Â
âDonât you?â Seungcheol teases.Â
âTruuuuue.âÂ
A garbled moan has both of their attention on you as you try to shy away from the toy still vibrating against your overly sensitive clit. âAh, âm too sen--sensitive now...â You cry.Â
Seungcheol turns the toy off completely as your chest heaves in deep breaths; pouting at the fact he wasnât able to enter the camera frame to take care of you.Â
Jeongguk grimaces slightly at the way your body sways in tiredness next to him, unsure of what to do next now that heâd won.Â
âHaha, um, medic?âÂ
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Quarantine Series: A New Look
Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader
Summary: Y/N decides its the perfect time to change her look. When Tom and the Holland Boys notice, theyâre not so sure on how to feel about it.
Check the rest:Â Burnt Out | A New Look | Secret Cuts & Kisses | Breaking Friendships |The Birthday Week | Movie Night | Silence is Golden?|
It wasnt a bad idea....at least Y/N didnt think it was. As she continued to scroll through her phone, she saw a lot of posts from Instagram and Tik Tok that got her thinking of creating a new look. Y/N noticed how girls were now dressing in crop tops and street wear, exposing their mid-driffs in a way that made them look older and seductive. They wore their hair up in buns, while their polished face was painted with makeup.
Reading the comments, she noticed how guys raved about the social influencersâ look, claiming how messy buns and mid-driffs always hits a man differently. Now, it wasnât like Y/N wanted the same attention but she did wondered if her boyfriend Tom would have the same reaction. If she dressed like that would he be even more attracted to her? Would he prefer if she dressed more like the girls they see on Instagram or Tik Tok? Surely he must have some appreciation towards the way they look if he and the Holland Boys follow those types of girls.
Y/N was inspired and decided to get up from her bed and go through her closet. Each clothing she picked up didnt seem to fit her vision. They were all normal and modest, the typical Y/N look. Until, she looked further finding a pair of comfy navy colored sweats that were fitted and slightly baggy. Y/N then pulled out a black sports bra, which complemented well with the bottom wear. She hadnt worn it in years, so it was no surprise when she tried it on it felt new. âOh good, I guess the Quarantine weight didnât catch up to me...yetâ, Y/N joked to herself.
Looking in the mirror, Y/N inspected the outfit closely. She pursed her lips as she made her judgements, only to give it a nod of approval..but there was still something missing. Y/N worked through her old clothes again but none of them were appealing enough. âMaybe...â, she thought again. Her eyes flickered to Tomâs drawer in the room. Her favorite button up flannel of his came into the picture. It was the perfect touch, and the best part it smelled just like him. She put her arms through the sleeves and adjusted the collar, leaving the flannel unbuttoned. Quickly, Y/N fixed up her hair into a high messy bun, pulling out the flyways and loose hair. She took a step back and was proud of the look she created. It was definitely different...in a good way.
Y/N gave the outfit a test run, casually walking down to the kitchen, to grab some oreos and a glass of milk. The boys were right across the other room, still playing Call of Duty. âBoysâ she muttered as she opened the package. âYall, do any of you guys want some oreos?â Y/N yelled out.
No answer. The likely response, when theyâre all too busy yelling at each other over who shot who first. Y/N grabbed the package and brought it over to them, hopefully to get their attention. âWhat it do baby?!â Tuwaine, yelled out as he won his round. The boys chanted in victory, high-fiving each other, but their eyes and mouths dropped when they turned to face you. âYEAHHâUHHâ they said in unision.
Y/N let out an amused laugh, guess thatâs one way to shut them up. âOh good, I have your attention...Did any of you guys want some oreoâs?â She asked, offering them the box.
âYeah..I mean sure but wow Y/N...you look hot!â Harrison spoke out, forgetting his best friend was also in the room. Tom gave him a scowl, hitting him in the arm. âSorry mate, I mean..you look good Y/N.â
âYeah whatâs with the outfit? Trying to seduce Tom?â Tuwaine joked as he grabbed an oreo.
âI think..what those divs are trying to say is you look different...in a good way.â Harry interrupted, trying not to make the situation anymore awkward. Tom looked at you, trying to read your motives...but in no way did he seem as happy about the look as the other guys were. âYou look beautiful, darlingâ Tom spoke, though the comment felt rather short. The girl in front of him looked completely different. Hot she was, Tom wouldnt deny that, but different it also was and there was something off about it. Did he not like it? Was something wrong?
âThanks..darlingâ she spoke softly. âThought you would like it.â Y/N looked down at the oreos, and the tension within the room grew with silence. The boys knew it was their time to leave as the couple clearly needed some alone time. They quickly bid them goodnight as they headed upstairs to their rooms. Now it was just Tom and Y/N. âSo...I guess you didnt like it?â
Tom stood for a moment, not giving away his emotions. âI never said that. I said you were beautiful as always.â
âWell clearly your actions speak louder than words.â Y/N spat back. She closed her eyes for a second, realizing she was getting nasty for no reason. âSorry, itâs just you didnt seem as thrilled as I imagined youâd be.â
Tom took a step closer to Y/N. âI was only short because I didnt know what to really say. You know I can read you sometimes. For some reason, when I saw you in that outfit...you just seemed off.â He rubbed her arms gently before ge continued âI just wanted to make sure you felt comfortable yourself.â
âI was comfortable...kinda.â She said with less confidence. âI dont know Tom, I just wanted to try a new look and be attractive for you. Is that a crime?â
He laughed as he shook his head, not believing what was coming out of his girlfriendâs mouth. âY/N thereâs never a moment when youâre not attractive to me! I love you just the way you are! Your style, your personality, your looks, and everything else that makes you!â
She looked up at his eyes, giving him a slight smile. âI know, and I hope you know that I love you as is. Every perfection and imperfection. I just know that you and the boys follow a lot of models on Instagram that I was just curious to see if I could pull it off.â Y/N replied, shrugging her shoulders as she made her confession.
âWell I can definitely say itâs surpassed my expectations and all the models on there.â Tom laughed. âLook just promise me that no matter what happens. Whether you change your style or anything about you, you do it for yourself and not because you think itâll please me or anyone else.â
Y/N held his hand, rubbing small circles with her tiny thumbs. She looked into his eyes once more as she smiled. âI promise.â She leaned in giving him a chaste kiss that left a million fireworks as always. Pulling away, the couple continued to enjoy this precious moment. âSo, itâs got the stamp of approval now?â She asked.
Tom smiled with a nod of approval. âAbsolutely...but only for my eyes this time. Dont want no other man oogling at my girlâs mid-driff.â He gently placed his cold hands on her exposed skin, performing the same action Y/N did to his hands
âOh..we wouldnt want that.â She mutter leaning in for another kiss.
âNo we wouldnt.â He mumbled against her lips. âSeriously though, it is kinda hot, especially you wearing my flannel..ugh it hits different.â Tom continued to gush.
Y/N laughed at his response. âGood that was the plan all along. Now câmere and give me another kiss.â
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this thread is just me being a petty bitch so dont take it personally if u feel targeted.. so, lets rant :^) how can ppl look at him and be all like "mmm sexy man" dude..... the more i draw him, the more i realize how scary of a figure he is, he looks so calm and composed and kubo draw him with a slight blue (sad) feeling in his eyes... but when I draw him, its not the same, i dont draw him with the same emotion/feeling, its different...
i know i portray him with a sharp and cold look, piercing eyes, its just so him he's a tall figure, beautiful, imposing, almost angelic, but that pretty image wasnt acquired with altruism nor amour propre (and ill say it, i still dont believe ju has a good self-esteem, or at the very least, not the one he deserves/should be looking upon), he had to be strict with himself when he became a ritter and always have been ever since...
when i say blue its these panels where they show the most, all of these shots are without shinigamis (1st w/ his aide, 2nd bazz, 3d alone) im not saying he's sad, but his heart is not all stone... he has feelings!!! but they are very subtle (hear some ppl say heâs a cold hearted bitch im ???? yall clearly never saw him when heâs not in battle/war)
otherwise we get panels like these where we all know he isnt himself and omg he's scary, like genuinely Terrifying, and even without being under yhwach's power, he is just as scary esp when he interacts with shinigamis
we get to see his look when heâs under yhwachâs power, so i cant really call him jugram ngl, its like a mean side of him that is showing but never had in the first place.. an implanted personality.. and when heâs fighting shinigamis (except for one panel i know), thatâs jugram, with a murderous intent and im not afraid to say that really is part of jugram, not a vengeful one, one with power greater than the enemy...
and well, we have Friend chapters where its just.... something else...... please look at this last panel and tell me how desperate he is, HES NOT HIMSELF AT ALL!#?%@ there is like, some kind of anguish in his expression that you can only see here in that single panel (where he calls bazzâ name) and when i say not himself, its not as âheâs oocâ, its as, not the usual composed jugram weâre used, its a desperate one, the one who wants to protect someone... for him to break that composure, then maybe itâs the most himself we get to see since heâs being completely transparent
its even worse when it comes to bazzâ death, the lack of panel showing jugram's face was done on PURPOSE, I KNOW IT!!!! and ppl just think "oh he killed his friend and walked away like nothing" DUDE, HOW CAN YOU SAY THIS?!??! WHEN WE HAVE THIS?!?!?? no expression was shown bc this is how ju handles it (and not the mention kubo PURPOSEFULLY refused to show us any of his facial expression... i fucking hate it, im not saying heâs crying, but heâs certainly hurt, the eyes are the most expressive facial trait, not surprising we didnt get to see them...)
this the only way he could handle it, if he were to show regret, any kind of empathy, he would snap, if you thought killing bazz was easy thing for him, then you dont get his characterÂ
in other words, jugram is really beautiful, but ppl really need to look past it and how his cold look shouldnt make you think he's heartless
ok mentioned earlier about his he "gained" that cold look and while i dont believe heâs faking his composed self (aka, the ânormalâ jugram) he wouldnt have grown that way if he wasnt enrolled back then, look how innocent he is and how scary he looks after 3 years
3 years is a LOT (esp for his young age), so im not surprised he changed so much, but what bothers me is, "is this what he wants to be?" i would say no, he never desired to become like that, but he just happened to be.. this is what fate gave him so he's not dishonest nor faking, but also younger him would be terrified to know he became like that... does the current ju wanna go back to what he used to be? no, although i believe cold nature isnt his true nature (as in, if the circumstances were different, he wouldnt be that cold) i dont think he wanna go back its just... now part of him, ofc he can be happy and have feelings, he just expresses them less than average... i think ju was the most himself during that 5yrs detaching himself from his abusive uncle and be somehow free, not happy, but just himself
speaking of changing look, jugram went through a personality change 3 times where 2 are linked with trauma, when we first meet him, he's a very unsociable kid who is just looking for love, any kind, deep down, this is caused by his uncle (trauma 1) and making him so... detached from others (unfortunately, this is his initial persona)
this is ofc in order to protect himself (ppl who have DiD ppl mostly suffer from it bc of constant abuse and to protect themselves from trauma, their brain develop DiD ((im not suggesting jugram has DiD bc i dont have it so i cant diagnose it and i dont think there are enough proofs for it, but im not saying its impossible))) bc talking to other ppl could be a problem, so he doesnt befriend bazz at first, but bazzâ concern and the importance he gave to him touched him, deeply, when his uncle died, nothing was stopping him from being closer to bazz, to be more himself
unfortunately bazz didnt bring the best of him, but at least he wasnt restrained emotionally with him (his only inner struggle was being powerless) so he was more free, giving him (change 1) the shy/worried persona, this is the most jugo we ever got
trauma (the beginning of the 2th change): it's not ju joining yhwach but rather, their friendship being torn out, the only person he ever considered as a friend is revealed to have used him, a betrayer, and bazz didnt help himself either... ju just took the safest side
(another trauma sign: to take the safest side) these two werent thinking twice to everything that happened, but what is done is done, ju's whole world shifted (being a leader and military stuff), leading to another persona change (change 2), he prob quickly gained that persona there (bc it was so harsh and quick, one day he want training with bazz the day after heâs yhwach advisor...)
giving us the coldest ju imo (warmest to coldest in 3yrs... damn) i mean, for him to be so unbothered with bazz joining the army after 3 years is so damn cold from him esp when we are shown he never hated him and still cared despite everything...
then with time, he regain more freedom with his emotions and thoughts...which is the 3th change, our current ju, we dont have him joining the army, post-war nor post aushwalen ju, so we cant tell if it affected him somehow.. it would have been interesting..
(since i cant word my thoughts for two cents, i hope this clear it up a bit lmao)
anyways, takes like blonde byakuya, jugo as bankai rukia or just, jugram being a cold hearted bitch who has no feelings or âheâs really attrative, id fuck him, but id never date himâ well, 1 heâs gay for one person and 2 dont even talk to me yall really be missing on an amazing character ngl...
#jugram haschwalth#shut up naki#this took longer than planned bc my finger hurts#im hope im not too bitchy there LMAO#if you wanna refute. please do#im still rereading manga so yeah i picked only the panels i wanted/remember#but my point still stands... from what i believe fdkjshdf#naki using her brain
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hello <3 since i got these asks at the same time i decided to combine my thoughts on them in this post. yet another annoying sjw essay from yours truly on this blogÂ
before i get into these i think i need to preface why im like. i guess overly hyperfocused on a certain unproblematic base (same age au / platonic canon) for them and avoid the ped0philic content like the plague lol
tw for pedophilia ment, rape ment if that makes you squicky. ALSO THIS IS LONG AND RAMBLY
as iâve mentioned a couple times already, ive been into the ship since i was 12, back when it was very very common to not only post untagged (nsfw) canonverse content of the two in writing and in drawing but also non con and the like, so you can imagine how bad my first impression online was. thinking back on it ...as a child i found it disturbing but didnt really register how problematic it really was?? (i know, but i also lived in the middle of nowhere and had no one explain this to me)Â
skip to 2014 aka me coming back to naruto at 17ish and i had kinda become hyper aware of the fact that there was an increasing amount of people online who had come forward with explaining how fictional problematic content, mostly pedophilia, had been used to groom them into starting relationships with adullts. it was also a time where a lot of people didnt believe these victims, not registering how common it was for minors to be online friends with adults who had no boundaries and no qualms exposing them such content. not gonna get into my personal life here but i was lucky to not having gone through this myself. like... it kinda was my first time truly realising how fiction can EASILY be used to manipulate others irl (and yes i will not argue this, if you dont think fictional media can form and manipulate peopleâs opinions on attitudes, countries, cultures and virtues, pick up a book about the effects of propaganda media at least once please)Â
i, being young, still liking the dynamic but not really the romance, would point this out here and there in the fandom and get into fights with grown adults in their mid 20s who assumed i automatically hated the ship(s) and tried to restrict their freedom of speech or whatever, heard everything from the âage of consent doesnt exist in narutoâ to the âsasori looks like a child what does it matterâ despite people clearly playing on him being older and experienced. it made me so upset that people were just consuming all this content uncritically and exposing children to it tbh?? not really just sos but a lot of minor/adult ships in naruto in general. and thats where i sat down and thought, i do not want to be a grown adult talking down to children that point out how unsafe the fandom is. theyre absolutely right in drawing these boundaries and calling out adults who defend the uncritical consumption and creation of this content. i do not want to consume or create content that predators could use to groom minors, and i absolutely do want to let younger people in fandom know that i am respecting their comfort zones and want them to have a safe and fun experience. after all, naruto is not an adult show and i think a lot of people forget that!!!! i am not perfect in that regard but its something that i, at the age of 23, am very passionate about and strive towards to.
and i guess thats where same age au was born for me and i have been sticking to it ever since.Â
so finally we can move to the first questionÂ
aside from the fact that we both dont like canon sos, i dont think it would work out even if i wasnt prejudiced to it anyways. in all honesty, 35 year old canon sasori is not a redeemable character to me, given the fact that heâs easily amongst the cruelest villains in naruto (torturing and killing and taxiderming people for his own fun personal gain, never for a goal that served anyone but himself. how do you redeem having over 300 corpses in your backpack that you felt absolutely no remorse for killing). sasori was legit one of the only cruel villains that didnt had someone else pull the strings, which sends a clear message on kishiâs part, who absolutely loves to redeem villains LOL.
being that old, he obviously had already been very manifested in what he believed in, even if it was shakey, to the point where the first crack in that world view (sakura and chiyo protecting each other) immediately had him give up on his life all together. that, in my opinion, is not a man whoâs going to know what healthy relationships would look like, regardless of it being romantic or not. 35 year old sasori to me has the same appeal as an expired can of tuna and heâs probably very happy 6 feet under. heâs supposed to be a failed gaara in that sense that he had no one to look out for him and therefore was never going to experience anything but a bad ending in life. its fine that hes dead honestly, it wraps up his short character development the best IMO.
adding to that, seriously, sakura was obviously interested in knowing why he was that way, and called him out for being seriously fucked in the head, but itâs weird to me that people assume she had any interest in actively rehabilitating him, let alone starting a serious romantic relationship with him. sakura whoâs not only very, uhm, immature and straight forward when it comes to her romantic viewpoints also, as a big bootlicker, wouldnt soil her standing in the village by starting anything with a disgraced and far too gone criminal like sasori. shipping that version of sasori with sakura intimately is still going to set her up for a huge power imbalance that would be difficult to handle imo, even if she was the one in the fight ultimately exerting her power over him. i would still look at it and think damn she deserves better than having to play therapist for man like that lol.
additionally, even if you ignored all of this, you cant really ignore that sasori had already known her as a child, and that had been his first and most impactful impression of her. i dont think that sasori would look at 35 year old sakura and see her as a grown woman and not the little green girl she was in the fight. plus, you easily fall into predatory comparison territory between the âchildishâ and âwomanlyâ and i have seen way too often in fic just being boiled down to her now being fuckable. a lot of of ships do this and i would just like to remind yall thats it not normal for adults to want to start relationships with children they have seen grown up or known as a child when they themselves were fully grown adults. therefore, maybe if sakura hadnt met sasori before it would be less of a problem? but that also obviously defeats the point of the dynamic and the reason he died in the first place. so yeah, it sounds kind of doomed especially if you were to make it romantic.Â
WHICH BRINGS ME TO THE SECOND QUESTION
let me preface this that im not fundamentally against age gaps, even if im not super interested in it. after all, colorblind had a 5 yr age gap (with sakura being 21), even if, say, i wrote similar fics today i probably would make it smaller lol. i think it can be handled well if both parties have enough life experience to deal with it, and the author is cautious of where the age gap starts, i think a 10+ year age gap would be fine in a scenario where the younger party (i guess sakura) was at least 25-27ish, meaning she has completed most of her most formative life stages and probably had been in relationships before, meaning she would be able to handle it without having to fear a huge power imbalance. the older the younger party is the less the age gap is going to matter tbh .TsukiHoshino and AngelOfDeath10 both handle age gaps in their fics really well imo, so i do not mind reading about them.
unfortunately, a lot of people in this fandom think making sakura barely "âââlegalâââââ (18, not even 20 which is hilarious to me because the source material is obviously japanese) because they both cannot stand her being past her âprime yearsâ of being young fertile and fuckable to much older men as well as thinking a 20 year old is automatically old enough to handle that type of relationship. ive seen a lot of unironic takes that believe it will absolve them of callout posts if they throw around age of consent and âshes 18 now suckers!!!â enough lmfao. absolutely hilarious. aging a minor up without aging the adult down seriously reeks of predatory âcant wait until youre 18âł narratives and thats why i find it similarly disturbing as straight up pedo shipping.
ultimately, sasosaku is and will always be a inherently problematic ship in canon, which is why i think it should always be handled a little more responsibly in fandom spaces, ignoring or outright excusing the main problem factor, which is sasori, isnt going to convince anyone that the dynamic in itself is well written and interesting enough to explore in aus, like giving sasori the redemption most of us wanted him to have by aging him down to a point in time where he was still realistically going to allow being positively influenced, similar to gaara.Â
so really, what i think is well handled age gap and how most people handle age gap in the naruto fandom are two different worlds at times lolÂ
tl;dr
canon shippers have never been anything but gross when i was younger and i didnt wanna be like that, even if youre âsmartâenough to differenate, actual creeps dont really care and might use your content to blur the lines, sasori isnt rly redeemable so romantic canonverse realistically wouldnt make much sense and is still iffy, age gaps are fine if they are handled well, but given that the dynamic doesnt really need the age gap to still work im not that invested on making that an essential part of my shipping experience. Â
thank you for reading and hope this makes sense!
#nonitxt#meta#another hot take from me#but seriously if you're offended over these#unfollow me lol idc#defending predatory content is not a hill im gonna die on in this life
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