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Death bringer
#csm 164#denji#denji chainsawman#Chainsawman#csm#my art#yada yada ya#brings death to his loved ones#the guilt
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#kafamda deli sorular#bu saatte evini süpüren üst kat komşumun karşısına dikilsem ne yapıyorsun sen ya desem#saçını başını yolsam😂#yada o evi supururken kadina bağırıp çağıran o kocasının yakasına yapışsam#Eylem yat uyu hiç bir şey yapma🤐
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No mercy
#ship: Jackalope#imagery and symbolism and yada yada yada#homosexual subtext and all#ya know how it be#apologizing to David personally#sorry i keep killing you and stabbing you#its FOR THE ART OKAY?!#as a magician i know youd appreciate that
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am i just so far gone with these two that i can barely correctly comprehend anything they do toward eachother as normal casual interaction anymore or was this actually topher being worried about abe
#bc like…….. in my mind#topher is SUPER like way overprotective of abe. both in the way that he doesn’t want him to get hurt#and he also doesnt like anyone else getting really close to him but he’s calmed down with that one a little#and to me this is one of those moments where topher would 1000% just drop everything#if he thinks abe is in actual danger#dont talk about it much bc i hate them yada yada but seriously i love just… thinking about the most mushiest take on them as possible#like topher is legit in love with abe ya know hes never felt the way he does with abe around in his life ya know#that’s just what they are to me. and that’s what this moment here makes me feel and i have not gotten over it at all#probably won’t until s4 comes out. this is my new favourite crumb#and another thing#i can not lie. i did. get unreasonably excited and happy when abe said he’d come with joan to where topher is#and then later when he said he’d stay behind with topher and the bleacher creatures#im not Even gona reach and pretend it means anything cuz it doesn’t i just love them being together at all#clone high#tophabe#clone high spoilers#mine
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#çocuğun çocukluğundan beri en büyük hayali bi doktorla evlenmek jxbsbxbhs önemli dedigi konuya bakınn#bide konser var 19 da gelmiyo benle neymiş hiçbir sarkisini bilmiyormuş nasıl bilmezsinnnn bu grubuuu ya tek gidicem yada hiç gitmicem 😮💨
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So I’m reading through your ideas for Ben 10 and seeing the “cliquey and territorial cerebrocrustaceans” one is making me realize how absolutely hysterical it would’ve been if at the beginning of Alien Force Brainstorm was incredibly kind and affectionate towards Gwen more so than Ben usually is meanwhile he’s just disgusted by Kevin’s entire existence.
Brainstorm: “Oh, Gwendolyn! I have a surprise for you! I witnessed you express an interest to see a feature film that has recently debuted, so I decided to purchase two tickets so that you may go and see it with a colleague of your choosing! And there’s no need to worry about refreshments: I’m more than happy to lend you the proper fare required for you and your chosed companion to purchase all of your favorites!”
Gwen, genuinely put off as Ben’s never been this nice to her before: “Umm…thanks?”
Kevin: “Hey Ben, do you know where the bathroom is?”
Brainstorm: “T H E G R O U N D U P O N W H I C H Y O U S T A N D.”
(Of course, as Ben gradually warms up to Kevin, Brainstorm eventually grants him one of the highest honors he can bestow: permission to touch him without needing his consent first)
Oh hell yeah this got me cracking up!
Ben 10 rarely ever explores the differing psychology between Ben’s humanity and all the aliens he does transform into- well, save for Rath that is! Sure, the smarter aliens he transforms into affect his intelligence, but academic IQ is a completely different ballpark to social instincts, and the idea that Brainstorm who - being a cerebrocrustacean who’s social evolution centres on a severe in-group vs out-group - would interact quite differently with his peers than in his human base form.
Hah, Gwen may be confused and perhaps slightly off-put given Ben - while affectionate and caring of her - isn’t quite so open and hmm… what’s the term… considerate? Attentive? About her interests that he’d spend the money on them for her. At least for the sake of their present closeness Brainstorm wasn’t on 10 year old Ben’s playlist, Gwen would have been on the outest of out-groups you’d need to have been a criminal actively harming him to get it worse.
*looking at Kevin* Ah right yes, that criminality- Kevin would HATE Brainstorm like it was personal, even after Ben the human gets to trust him more and drop the suspicions. Would probably groan whenever he shows up again, it’s almost like Kev treats Brainstorm like an entirely different person (in a similar but opposite way Ben sees his transformations as people), even after he becomes part of Brainstorm’s in-group. Can’t handle the saccharine :P Understandable-
#ask#anonymous#cerebrocrustacean#brainstorm#brainstorm ben 10#ben tennyson#gwen tennyson#kevin levin#ben 10#xenobiology#heheh- as opposed to greymatter kinda ignoring gwen in favour of making shit#brainstorm is probably far too attentive- a little too much to what gwen is used to from ben#if these cousins act almost like siblings then brainstorm is practically gwen’s twin with how much he shows his affection#on the other hand- human ben gets to express whatever distrust early on with kevin with light hearted sarcasm#you know- giving the social graces of ‘you’re on thin fucking ice but you haven’t fucked up yet’#brainstorm essentially uses all of ben’s memory of kevin as a child criminal and goes full ‘judge jury and executioner’ on his ass#it’s not pretty- it’s understandable in encepahlous culture to be pretty horrid to your out-group#especially the out-groups that have done active harm to you or your fellow in-group#but it turns what could be seen as mirthful jokes (even if there’s a hint of hurt in them)#into actual anger and heh- it’s not pretty in human relationships#something something nature vs nurture yada yada instintual and taught social differences#brainstorm by cerebrocrustacean standards is actually behaving pretty mildly in reaction to kevin’s past#ben after all is raised as human- for all the nature becoming a different species gives him he still has his own human education#it’s not great- he’s still kinda vaguely throwing a tantrum and being outwardly untrusting of kev#but at least he won’t spit on his grave- cerebrocrustacean drama is extreme lemme tell ya
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next door neighbors had a baby recently and i knew babies cried a lot but wow they cry A Lot. unfortunately there is like. zero soundproofing between the apartments so i am suffering
#obv the parents are having a harder time yada yada ya#but i am still annoyed lol#looking into noise canceling headphones as i type this lol#river talks
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bir mektup yazmıştım ve bulamıyoruuum
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wait so john knew what a film was and just. didn't mention he wanted to see one until later im cryingf 😭😭
#malevolent#malevolent podcast#unhinged aromantics#john doe#john doe malevolent#john malevolent#malevolent john#malevolent spoilers#logically he probably didn't care about seeing movies because immediately after this he goes on and on about how great it will be–#–when arthur's in prison and the king can drive everyone mad and yada yada ya
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Taking the bus in the morning is one of the bravest thing a girl can do
#wanted to take the bus at 8 but I remembered that the middle schoolers of the entire valley will also be on that bus so I‘m sitting that one#out and I‘m taking the next bus#because I am brave. but I am not 50-middle-schoolers-on-a-bus-at-8-in-the-morning-brave 😔#call me a coward but I value my sanity#(<- me enteribg my ‚today‘s youth yada yadda ya‘ era)
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what if in season 2, instead of Crowley’s car being the thing that plays music that describes the scene, it’s Aziraphale’s record player?
and the playlist that Neil shared is the music that plays?
so it’s more from the perspective of Aziraphale this time instead of Crowley
#not cr#and we know Aziraphale’s internal feelings instead of Crowley. since Crowley’s music would always show how he felt and yada yada word vom#idk…tumblr is the place to share word vomit so here ya go#good omens#good omens season 2#good omens 2#neil gaiman#aziraphale#good omens crowley#music#leigh speaks#anthony j crowley#ineffable husbands
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gonna watch turkey 2020 to feel something
#god that race in engraved in my memory. waking up at the ass crack of dawn to watch it. seeing lewis win#seeing seb join him up there. enjoying formula one.#idk man going to the race always makes me nostalgic cause of course i wanna feel what i first felt when i fell in love with the sport#and like! i just watched some old videos i made and i wanna make videos again and yada yada yada#maybe i'll watch something from 2009. idk. just need something ya know and i know an old race would fix me#cause like. i watched the danke seb video. i watched the jenson world champion video. i watched the lewis fan cam.#idk maybe it was cause i was also learning how to create videos that also made that process so exciting#not to say it's not fun now but its like. idk. i know how to do it so i'm going through the motions almost? which takes the fun out of it#whereas before i really got to stretch my creativity with the videos and now! i even try it for different series and sports#anyway. i forgot that i made an outro for 2021 and did a full directors cut on it so that i forgot the atrocities at the end of the season#also! forgot george was in williams in 2021. i feel like he's been with merc for much longer than just three seasons (counting this one)#anyway. its a good video. i like editing. wish i could do it more (quit telling people i'm dead!)#it's been a while since i've rambled on this blog so woe! motorsports nostalgia be upon ye#i'm rambling again aren't i?
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Omg I was just stalking ur blog looking at you y tu mama posts and I was wondering your opinion on the ending? Do you think Tenoch secretly had feelings for Julio or he was just over Julio and his friendship and scared that Julio might want something else from him? I always thought Julio was a bit fluid and Tenoch was straight and only into Luisa. I mean when they’re speaking at the diner the conversation is all fine until Julio mentions Daniel.. T automatically shuts down and crossing his arms as if he is nervous Julio might want him.. I also think they meet again not because they became friends again but out of coincidence
I'm not really sure how else to answer this other than say that you seem to have gotten Tenoch completely wrong.... unfortunately.
I think the weird possessiveness you see when Julio talks about being with Tenoch's girlfriend is just transference - ultimately who they both wanted was each other.
They both wanted EACH other, and they were young boys on the precipice of wanting more. and trying to understand what that meant to each other and also, all the other ugly things that come from classism and internalized homophobia. Tenoch having that visceral reaction to Daniel is BECAUSE Daniel freed himself off his own father, and decided to share his life with another man, the very dream that Tenoch knows at the end of the movie that he can NEVER do that - what Daniel did - come out, get disowned, be called a "queen" and that repression is what kills him.
Here's what the co-writer had to say about that ending scene:
I fully beleive that Tenoch wanted Julio too, and that's why he couldn't see him anymore - and Julio definitely is fluid or bi, or at least that's how I put it in my head. Tenoch is...some kinda queer in my head - he might only like women and Julio only (when it comes to men) or maybe he's also bi or fluid.
I think in their 40s, Julio has probably managed to embrace his queerness. Tenoch on the other hand...probably not.
it's just repression man. Tenoch is just repression represented and it HURTS so much. Julio is literally that unsenttext: would you like me if I was a girl. And yes. probably - if Julio was a girl, I think (ME), I think Tenoch would have managed to beat his own internal classism to make them possible and it would have been a cute high school sweethearts story - but it's not - Julio is just... too male for Tenoch - not because he's NOT attracted to him - it's just the classism and the internalised homophobia. He WANTED Julio - that's the problem - if he didn't, he would have just beat the shit out of him and ended the friendship then itself.
I think post the movie, they just pined for each other for years, and they probably did meet - sometime down the line -and yes - probably because of coincidence. How it goes is a whole different question lol
Here is the cast and writers' conversation for the movie's 20th anniversary: https://www.nytimes.com/2021/08/25/movies/y-tu-mama-tambien.html
#y tu mama tambien#Men can't really handle it lol#I'm remembering that whole essay on feminism - “heterosexual love is man loving” yada yada - Tenoch wants to remain that way#actually being attracted to Julio is what fucked him up#sorry I just checked and this is 300+ words lol#my neurons fired anon#but ya this is my opinion
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#uh.... LOL so yada yada yada u know what im gonna talk about JDJDJD GOD HELP ME#i just realized........... that u know. usually on the 15th (bc timezones) im like super hype bc sjs birthday#but LMAO........ i so happen to be seeing.... my .... crusheroo on that day so Zjxjdjkdkdkd HOW LIFE CHANGES WOW#i didnt realize til i saw a bday (old) set of sj n i was like WAIT FUCK DID I MISS HIS BDAY. ONLY TO REALIZE. IT WAS THE SAME DAY....#hhhh but god. ya i did it. i survived a whole month without seeing him. but like bc we message or whatever occasionally (and my#frequent daydreaming lets be real) it didnt feel that long !!! wow !! proud !!@#like realistically i knew i could do it bc i went like. 4 months without seeing him JDJJDJDJDJD#god imagine. i spent the whole summer trying to get over him. only to see him 1 time n have everything come back#but WORSE. BC. RECIPROCATION?????????#god lmao. feel like im never gonna be over this. feel like i could even be married to him everyday n id be like WOW HOW DID THIS HAPPEN????#shits so weird idk. idk. im just NDJJDJDJDJD HOW DO WE GET TO THE NEXT STEP#BUT AT THE SAME TIME. I SHOULD GET TO KNOW HIM BETTER. GOD ITS SO DJFJFKKFKDKDKDKKD#like this is what its like to really like someone huh. all those other crushes i had were like.... a 0 in comparison#like wtf is this. when everyone else had crushes and liked ppl is This what they meant. jfc#idk if i could go thru this again JDJDJJDJDJD. hope hes it. ya#id promise to save everyone n never talk about this again but we both know thats not gonna happen ANDNDNDNDND#personal
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