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[chronicallyqueercoining2]

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What I Do/Requests (Anon or Not Anon!):

☆ Coin Xenogenders and Make Flags

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ABT ME

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Name/Names: Chronic, Luna, Pix, Gem

Pronouns: ANY! I love neos and xenos as well!

Identities: queer, polyam, trans, xenic, lesbian sapphillean, +more

Abt me: I'm disabled (physically and mentally), I am VERY queer, I'm autistic, I have OSDD, I have a lovely partner

I am 18

I've been a part of the MOGAI coining community for a couple of years now :3

This account is 13+ only!!!

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PS these are just suggestions for people who may be interested in my content but, as long as you're a kind person who interacts in good faith, or even just someone who's not spreading hate, <3 you're welcome here <33

Gender Coiner, Xenogender User, Neo/Xenopronoun User, System, Therians, Nerds, Cringe People /positive, MOGAI Community Members, 2SLGBTQIAP+, Furries, Cosplayers, Similar Interests As Me, Age/Pet Regressors or Dreamers (SFW.), Otherkins, Respectful Cishet People Wanting To Learn/Have Another Cool, Diverse Community, Scene Kid, Blog With Similar Content

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I am disabled and have a dissociative disorder!

I do not care if you find me cringe.

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BASIC DNI,

BIGOTS,

Anti-Mogai,

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Under 13 (13+ is all okay!),

'MAP' or their supporters, DDLG+MDLG+Any Variants, 'Zoos',

Pro-Shippers,

Blogs that are solely NSFW,

Transid “Transabled”, "transracial" (not in the adoption sense!)

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PLEASE do not start discourse on my page, whether that be syscourse or identity discourse or any other sort of discourse. It is draining. I do have my opinions on all of these things, but this blog is not about that.

[amrass]

Fanfiction updates and excerpts 12.07.24

Hello! I thought I’d try to test out shorter but more frequent updates re: my upcoming fics. We'll see if I can keep it up. (Also I got some awesome fanart recently, links are right here). In the upcoming weeks there are 4 works incoming, one of which I accidentally uploaded a bit too early while editing it on my phone very late at night, but it was almost finished anyway lolol.

Last year our celebrations were hectic, so we're taking it chill this year. I'm going to play Silent Hill 2 Remastered, which I've been looking forward to the point where the OST was at the top of my Spotify Wrapped. I hope everyone will have a nice December, this month can be brutal for some, so sending good vibes to you all. 

Fanfic list and excerpts after the cut. As always, beware of dark themes and explicit content, which are present in all the works.

All Those Pretty Little Horses (Mouthwashing, centipede!Polle/Jimmy/Anya, dead dove: do not eat, psychosexual horror fic with noncon and xeno elements)

You yell as you're nearly trampled to death, the pressure intense on your legs and along your spine and inside your skull. Inside your skull, your eyeballs tremble, and inside your eyeballs, the vitreous humor sloshes around like mouthwash in a bottle, a ship in a bottle, an impossible but useless construction as a symbol of luck, which you're all out of, thanks to that bastard who crashed -

BE QUIET, the creature tells you in a foreboding rumble as it wraps around you, engulfing all of your thoughts except one: among the plastic, the demon smells of rot. The larger ones of its legs fasten your body to its own. It feels like being strapped to an eldritch roller-coaster. The smaller legs work at your back like reverse sewing needles, shredding the back of your sweaty jumpsuit and t-shirt and boxers. Even smaller legs act like needles, sinking into each pore as if to pump you full of pacifying company slogans.

Drawing panicked breaths, you keep struggling, but you are held tight, the massive body curling into yours like you're its prey. 

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Sycamore Trees (RDR, Dutch/Arthur and implied/referenced Arthur/John, pre-canon, PWP, dubious consent!), commissioned by the lovely Cokobi

A memory: the third time they did this, with Arthur underneath Dutch's desk and between his legs, eyes wide and mouth full of Dutch's cock. On the other side of the desk there was the familiar voice of John, who had randomly walked into the office to ask about some job. Dutch talked evenly to him as if Arthur wasn't hidden between his legs. He wasn't choking him, he very rarely did, but he did not let him pull back before John left the room. It was only afterwards that Arthur realized that it might've been planned.

Dutch said it wasn't, but he also said, "I heard about Susan catching you two in that barn. Does John even know how to kiss properly? Worry not, we can kiss some more, so you can teach him in turn."

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Moonshine, Milk, Coffee Liqueur part 2/2 (RDR, Dutch/Arthur/Micah, dubcon 3some PWP)

"I'll do my best for you, boss," Micah said after a few moments. "But massages ain't my strong suit. Fuck and run is more my style. Uh, when I was younger, I mean."

"If you run," Dutch began, voice foreboding but also satisfied at its own words, "I will find you, Micah."

A dark chuckle with sighs among its ending, almost wistful. 

"I'd let you, Dutch."

Christ, they were flirting again, in that weird and dramatic fashion of theirs, with Micah still lodged inside Arthur. Arthur snorted in disgust. He would have told them to get a room, hadn't it been for Micah's cock acting like a lock, stretching him even more open as Micah moved his hips in circles, clearly enjoying Dutch's attention. He stilled when the attention was turned towards Arthur instead. 

"Let's not neglect the star of the show." Dutch nodded at him, then looked at Micah with a sly quirk of his lips underneath his moustache.

"Try to give his ass some attention. The boy really likes that."

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Slug part 5/5 (RDR, Colm/Micah, biker gang AU-AU, dead dove: do not eat, psychological horror noncon smut with fake aftercare)

"The shirt, now," Colm mumbles. "Put your arms up."

It is one of the strangest moments in Micah's life, being dressed by another man. He's never experienced it before. Maybe as a young child, but his memories from that time are blurred.  As the shirt blocks out his vision, he panics, but he doesn't have the strength to fight back. He sighs in relief as the room returns as his head comes back out of shirt, because he'd expected to vanish into the grayness.

"A little big, but it suits you. Makes your eyes look pale like a corpse's."

Micah flinches as Colm touches his eyelashes, the gentlest touch he's felt in hours, maybe years. He doesn't know why it's so soothing. Colm looks away, breaking the moment, nostrils twitching.

"It really smells nasty in here. Let's get through that door, yeah?"

"The d-door?" Micah stammers, immediately looking towards it. It's closed, just like it was in the beginning, before they wanted to watch. The last time he saw it, the doorway was full of O'Driscolls, smoking and laughing and eating pizza, egging on the men who ...

"You scared? Don't be. Like I said, just do as I say."

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Thanks for following my works!

[frogizzhc]

Dr. Stone Headcanon: Pajama Wear Edition!

(Scenario: Yuzuriha has a ton of fun making pajamas for everyone, being paid in Dragos of course, and makes everyone's nightwear individual and unique to each person! Feel free to draw these if you want.)

Senku: Button up short sleeves that are beige with E=MC2 on the back in a dark brown font. The front of the shirt, on the right side, there's the Kingdom of Science symbol/flag on it and on the left side there's small writing that says "Dr. Senku". The pants match the beige of the shirt. He has rocket ship slippers with a night cap with a little moon at the tip of the hat.

Gen: White long sleeve shirt with black pants. A purple robe with playing cards along the sleeves and a floral design on the back. His slippers have flowers on them and correspond to the sides of his hair and it's colors (Left is black, right is white).

Chrome: Blue-grey base color with a pattern of different types of minerals and gems that Chrome had found himself. It's a design on both his shirt (button up) and pants with little dark blue slippers and Cr (symbol for Chrome) on both of them.

Ukyo: White tank top with flannel light blue, white, and baby yellow pants. Yellow plain slippers with a matching yellow night cap, same yellow as his hat that he wears all of the time.

Ryusui: A detailed gold colored dragon design on a black button up with plan black pants with RYUSUI written in hiragana down the right pant leg. His slippers are cute little blue and black dragons.

Tsukasa: Plain maroon red tank top with beige pants and maroon slippers.

Mirai: Yellow night gown with light pink and blue sea shells everywhere and mermaid slippers.

Kohaku: Plain white t-shirt and blue shorts and a blue scrunchy. She also has a tiger onesie (Yuzuriha was requested to make a gorilla one but she knew Kohaku wouldn't accept that in a million years).

Suika: Navy blue nightgown with watermelon slippers.

Ruri: White nightgown with frilly ends and lace lining the short sleeves with blue slippers.

Nikki: Purple spaghetti strap nightgown.

Minami: Maroon red long sleeve button up and black floral pants.

Chelsea: The map of the world all across a button up long sleeve shirt and little pumpkin slippers.

Luna: Pink onesie with a giant crescent moon on the back.

Xeno: White button up with long sleeves and black pants with a black robe. The robe has "Dr. Xeno" written on the right of his chest in white. On the back of the robe there is a telescope and stars along with a spaceship.

Stanley: All black long sleeve shorts and pants.

Sai: A black onesie and binary code all everywhere in white.

Joel: A onesie with a clock on the front and the time on it is midnight. On the back there is a moon and he has clock slippers.

[zootzcoinzthingz]

RECENTLY EDITED DUE TO A MISTYPE IN OUR IDEALS SECTION LMFAOOO. WE DO N O T, IN FACT, SUPPORT CRINGE CULTURE.

ᜊ.. Hi there! feel free to call me zootz! you might recognize that name, that's because this is a sideblog of @zootzbootz

Onto proper introductions now, I go by many names! like zootz as said previously. however, you can also call me drew, louis, ruyu, or lordy. I am a highly feminine transgender rosneoman with a shitton on xenos tacked on! my pronouns are rot/cae/rat/bro/he/cloud/slush/narc/star and nor/mal. orientation wise, I'm an orchidbisexual mainbi cupioromantic omniaesthetic queerplatonic vincian! I reclaim "fag" btw :3 ... oh, both myself and the body are of adult age!

I'm part of a system, though general I'm going to be the main one running this blog!

ᜊ; I made this blog because I find coining terms to be incredibly fun, and wanted a special place for my terms! so, what can you expect from me? primarily, gender and orientation coinings or things that align with such. I can also make name, pronoun, and title packs either for fun or per request. I might also coin other terms. such as things relating to plurality or alterhumanity!

quick side note: I enjoy some media lot of people consider to be "problematic" I consume my interests critically.

ʚ ideals! ɞ

instead of having a traditional dni, I've decided instead to opt for an "ideals" list. letting you all know what we believe in so you can choose to opt in or out based upon that.

we support the following

1. xenogenders and neopronouns

2. "contradictory" labels (mspec lesbians/gays, lesboys, turigirls, etc)

3. genderfucky, pnc, and gnc folk

4. all forms of systems and plurality

5. alterhumanity, otherheartedness, copinglinks, otherkin, constells, endels, transspecies in a non transid way, and new-age kinnies

6. movements like acab, blm, defund the police, stand with ukraine, free palistine, etc.

7. all those with mental health disorders. even/especially the demonized ones

8. objectum and posic identities

9. pro-kink (our blog will be sfw but we DO support y'all!)

10. religious/spiritual folk (who are pro-queer)

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we don't support the following

1. pro-contact (harmful) paraphilias

2. alt-right stuff

3. radfems

4. radqueers

5. xenoids (due to the fact they are inherently anti xenogender)

6. capitalism

7. shielding bigotry with religion. (not exclusive to chritianity)

8. transid (transage, transabled, transrace/rcta)

9. narc abuse truthers

10. anything else that would oppose our ideals

ʚ want to send a request? make sure to follow my rules! ɞ

1. you cannot be against any of our ideals listed above!

2. do not request me to coin anything hateful or harmful.

3. send your request no more than one time.

4. be okay with the fact that there's a chance your request may not get made.

ʚ things I will and won't coin/post ɞ

WILL

- genders inspired by just about anything (minus a few fandoms)

- name/pronoun/title packs

- terms exclusive to conditions that we HAVE

- reclaim/remake/recoin terms made by exclusionists. (they will be given new names to avoid confusion and association)

WON'T

- poc exclusive genders/terms (our body is either white or whitepassing so I'm not comfy with that ! it's not my place!)

- terms exclusive to conditions we DON'T have

- hateful/harmful terms

- terms based off of dsmp, killing stalking, or any other fanbases I end up declining (they're just not my thing and I need to feel some connection to what I'm coining. it has nothing to do with the "problematic nature" of the media. I'm literally a south park fan LMAO)

ᜊ! who can use my terms?

everyone! even if you don't fit my ideals. if one of my terms registers with you, feel free to use it. you simply can't request new ones, and I'd prefer it if you didn't interact with the blog itself, or me at all.

the only exception to the "everyone can use my terms! " thing is if it's exclusive to a certain group.

❥ about reposting our terms.

if you repost our terms on Pinterest, it MUST have a link back to the original coining post, and you must align with our ideals.

if you post our terms on any lgbt/queer/mogai, etc wikis you must assign proper credit to me ofc.

moreover I'd appreciate asking before reposting my terms anywhere, but it's not required as long as you follow my other conditions.

[headmate-ideas]

Hi, sorry if I've sent you an ask before- if I have I've entierly forgotten lol. This is for a semi-recent headmate of ours;

her role: assidumate (task doer, hygienist, organizer, helps memorize important tasks) & autism holder.

her name: Penny

her pronouns: She/It

Visual: steam-powared robot, like upgrade from steame powared girrafe but entierly copper colored, like a steam punk porcupine doll hybrid.

It's personality: introverted, polite, diligent, blunt, careful, freindly, Inexpressive.

& t's AroAceSpec

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⚙️ HEADMATE TEMPLATE 🕰

✦ Name(s): Penny, Fern, Cog ✦ Pronouns: she/her, it/its, x/xs/xself ✦ Species: robot ✦ Age: ageless adult ✦ Role(s): assidumate, hygienist, manager, autism holder, interest holder ✦ Labels: graysexual, cupioromantic, xenogender, agender, femme ✦ Xenos: robots, the color copper, sleep ✦ Interests/likes: 19th century history, robotics, antiques ✦ Dislikes: rain ✦ Music taste: baroque pop, classical music, punk rock ✦ Aesthetic(s): steampunk, webcore, vintage ✦ Objectum attraction(s): antique clocks ✦ Kins: foxes, owls, sage herbs ✦ Emoji proxy: ⚙️🕰 ✦ Details:

Penny is a steam-powered robot who resembles a porcupine crossed with a doll, colored copper and with a punk aesthetic. She is autistic and some of the symptoms she displays include flat affect, special interests (especially about history or robots), difficulty understanding non-literal language, and aversion to eye contact. Penny is not the best with understanding emotions, and it is rather introverted, but it is polite and friendly nevertheless, if a little blunt at times (partly due to being a robot, partly due to being autistic). She is happy to perform everyday tasks for the system (such as organization and bathing).

[These can be edited and changed as needed, and headmates will almost definitely not turn out EXACTLY as described.]

[markwatsonsbooks]

#Amreading #Newrelease: L. Ron Hubbard Presents Writers of the Future Volume 39 by Kevin J. Anderson, Kristine Kathryn Rusch & MANY more for 99c ONLY

In the world of speculative fiction…

Your favorite authors…

Have selected the best new voices of the year.

24 Award-winning Authors and Illustrators

3 Bonus Short Stories by Kevin J. Anderson • L. Ron Hubbard • S. M. Stirling

Art and Writing Tips by Lazarus Chernik • L. Ron Hubbard • Kristine Kathryn Rusch

Edited by Dean Wesley Smith • Jody Lynn Nye

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Twelve captivating tales from the most exciting new voices in science fiction and fantasy accompanied by three from masters of the genre.

A miracle? An omen? Or something else? One day, they arrived in droves—the foxes of the desert, the field, the imagination….—“Kitsune” by Devon Bohm

When a vampire, a dragon and a shape-shifting Chihuahua meet on a beach in Key West, fireworks go off! But that’s just the background. —“Moonlight and Funk” by Marianne Xenos

Dan Shamble, Zombie P.I., faces one of his funniest and most perplexing cases ever—an enlightened ogre, a salamander with low self-esteem, and a raging fire dragon terrorizing the Unnatural Quarter! —“Fire in the Hole” by Kevin J. Anderson

The Grim Reaper, trapped in an IRS agent’s dying body, must regain his powers before he dies and faces judgment for his original sin. —“Death and the Taxman” by David Hankins

In a metaverse future, a woman who exposes falseness in others must decide what is real to her—the love she lost or the love she may have found. —“Under My Cypresses” by Jason Palmatier

Vic Harden wasn’t lured by glory on a daring mission into the reaches of outer space—he was ordered out there by his editor.—“The Unwilling Hero” by L. Ron Hubbard

Dangerous opportunities present themselves when an alien ship arrives in the solar system seeking repairs. —“White Elephant” by David K. Henrickson

With her spaceship at the wrong end of a pirate’s guns, a former war hero must face down her enemies and demons to save Earth’s last best chance for peace. —“Piracy for Beginners” by J. R. Johnson

Years after the Second Holocaust, the last surviving Jews on earth attempt to rewrite the past. —“A Trickle in History” by Elaine Midcoh

When I said I’d do anything to pay off my debts and get back home to Earth, I didn’t mean survey a derelict spaceship at the edge of the solar system—but here I am. —“The Withering Sky” by Arthur H. Manner

High-powered telescopes bring galactic life to our TVs, and network tuner Hank Enos figures he’s seen everything—until the day an alien boy stares back. —“The Fall of Crodendra M.” by T. J. Knight

Knights, damsels and dragons, curses and fates foretold—the stuff of legends and stories, but unexpectedly perverse.—“Constant Never” by S. M. Stirling

Determined to save his wife, Tumelo takes an unlikely client through South Africa’s ruins to the heart of the Desolation—a journey that will cost or save everything. —“The Children of Desolation” by Spencer Sekulin

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[bly-doda]

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[kpoppin-lockscreens]

♡ Minsung of Topp Dogg & Xeno-T, aka NAVINCI ♡

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Please like/reblog if you save!

[badxeno-tedits]

I'm back 🐣

[1999jyh]

support xeno-t with their japanese debut single, “どこにいても” (wherever you are) ♡

[softkpopfictions]

return + requests open!

to put it short, i died. in the meantime i made a second account, where i'll post moodboards, edits and everything nice and positive!

anyways, i didn't really feel my best. but now that i'm better, i'm thriving to write again! meaning, i'll do the few requests i had left, an own story i want to publish and i will take on new requests!

i take requests for:

fluff

smut, occasionally

short scenarios (e.g valentine's, what if...)

long stories (divided into parts)

mostly oneshots though

fake texts (similar to scenarios)

idol x idol

reader x idol

bts

exo

got7

stay kids

xeno-t/toppdogg

jbj

loona

blackpink

red velvet

oh my girl

elris

other ships (e.g. liskook -> lisa and jungkook)

i hope you'll be interested bye!

[alwaysbewithjoo]

Baby giving us his love and affection Creds to @ _JOOINGCANDY on Twitter Edit by me

[violxt-hill]

Hey guys I am back with the edit that an anon requested a few days ago for Xero from Xeno-T. Thank you dear anon for requesting this and I do hope you see it and I did you justice (that the aesthetic is along the lines of what you envisioned)!

I used Pinterest and Google to find the images as usual. For the editing I used PicsArt as I have previously but I also tried out Bazaart which was very good for Xero’s shadow but unfortunately there’s a rather annoying watermark in the bottom left corner that I can’t remove as I only have the free version bc I was trying it out for the first time. I still included my own watermark but I wanted to make it less obnoxious than that of the app I used to edit.

Thank you!

[jaeewon]

So how do you feel about the whole ToppDogg become XENO-T? I needed to ask a fellow ToppKlass?

imma support them 100%! i’m pretty excited to see what’s gonna happen (buuut i’m mostly hoping they get the proper promotion and whatnot) i haven’t rly been keepin up w them as much as i should have!!!! but i’m hoping this pulls me back in!!!

[the-prophecy]

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Jealousy - (Byungjoo x fem reader) [NSFW]

@huis-totally-innocent-smirk: I'll need a holy water after this, but couldyoupleasemakearoughsexwitheitherBeejorJenshe ? Thank you lol

A/N: It ended up really soft? But it’s still good :D I like it~ I hope you do too~

word count: 1.6k

warnings: slight bondage, smut, i think that’s it?

It didn't surprise her when he pushed her against the wall as soon as they hurriedly entered their shared bedroom. His jealousy got to him, as it always did.  He was so posessive of her, so scared of losing her that it turned into jealousy, turned into anger. And it was always her goal to turn that anger into lust, lust that he would take out on her. That's why she felt no shame in that moment, it's why she didn't feel any shame at all, to dance with strangers in the club, to grind up against them, to flirt with them, and to almost kiss them. She had been slightly intoxicated back then, but now, with Byungjoo's tongue in her mouth, moving skillfully against her own, she was fully sober.

"Just what," Byungjoo started, pulling away momentarily to look her in the eyes as he spoke to her, "did you think you were doing?" By the time he finished his question, the tone of his voice had almost come down to a growl. They stared each other in the eyes for a moment. His were dark, full of rage and lust, and hers seemed as dark, yet much more scared, feigning innocence all of a sudden.

"I don't know. What did I do?"

"Ahh! Really.." He grabbed her arm, yanked her so he was facing her back. He was so violent with her all of a sudden, that she was scared she might have gone too far. She knew how protective he could get, but he'd never hurt her, right?

Her hands ended up being tied together with the tie he had worn tonight. She could barely move them in the tight position behind her back, so when Byungjoo threw her onto the bed, she could not do anything except for falling. The mattress dipped down beneath her as Byungjoo joined her, and she almost felt like she was going to slip, slide off the bed, but the next moment she was trapped right under her angry, dangerous boyfriend.. falling off of the bed was the least of her problems now. His hands helt himself up, digging down into the mattress right next to her shoulders. His knees were by her waist, and she truly did feel as if she was in a cage all spun up with electricity. One wrong move, and things would get more than just tense. "You're such a naughty girl, Y/N. I think I need to teach you a lesson." After hearing those words, she felt Byungjoo's lips on hers. For a second, she felt overwhelmed. Her head was spinning, both from the alcohol she had previously consumed, and from the fear and anticipation of what her boyfriend would do to her. One of his hands then lifted up her shirt, slipping underneath its hem, before making its way up to cup her still clothed breast. A violent tug, and a sharp, yet short pain in her back later, and the bra was off of her breasts, violently ripped off of it, but still hanging onto her due to the restriction of her arms.

When Byungjoo now cupped her breast again, giving it a light squeeze, she gasped, causing them to break the kiss.

He now latched onto her neck, kissing her eagerly. His fingers started playing with her nipple, circling around it, flicking it, even tugging on it.

"byungjoo.." she moaned quietly; then his mouth was off of her. His eyes were staring into his again, a bit less angry than before.

"I don't want you to make any sound, y/n. Be quiet, and I'll keep going."

She nodded, simply wanting to feel his touch on her again. After looking into her eyes for a few more seconds, he leaned down once more. Byungjoo kissed her neck again, his hand travelling further down. Just as he opened the button, he bit down on her neck.

She bit her lip to keep from making a sound. She loved it so much when he bit her, the slight pain turned her on even more, and his lips felt so good on her, she wanted to moan. When he started sucking as well, possessively marking her as his, she had to squeeze her eyes shut. The zipper of her trousers were being pulled down, and soon Byungjoo sat up on her legs. The bruise on her neck was a purple colour already, it was glistening with Byungjoo's saliva. He was satisfied with how it looked, with how his girl looked right now. She seemed slightly scarred, her hair already a mess. He pulled down her jeans, together with her pants, leaving her exposed to the cold air in the bedroom. He was still fully dressed while she was half naked. Byungjoo rolled off of her completely now, to take off her pants, and lay them down beside them.

"Spread your legs for me, baby."

She obeyed, doing as he told her, and shamelessly spread her legs for him, as far as she could. He moved in between them, smirking smugly when he saw how wet she was for him already.

"Hmm.. who made you this wet, baby? Was is those fucks at the bar? That dirty old bastard you grinded up against?" She shook her head, looking at him, pleading him to do anything. He hit her thigh, making her close her legs again and yelp out in pain. She hadn't expect her to hit her, and though she didn't dislike it, and it only turned her on further, it came surprisingly. "Speak up. Tell me who made you this wet!" "You! It was you, Byungjoo. I'm so wet for you. I need you." she rambled on, being so needy for him, so wet and horny, but at the same time she didn't want to get punished any further. She just wanted to get fucked by him now. Seemingly satisfied with her answer, Byungjoo pried his hand between her legs again. She immediately opened them again. "Atta girl.. Keep them open for me, love." He said it in a softer voice now. He reached out with his hand, mesmerised by the way her arousal was glistening in the light coming from the lamp in the corner of the room. He collected some on his middle finger, spreading it around between her folds, and gliding through them. She felt wet and warm, and he wasn't even inside of her yet. He wanted to feel it around his cock, wanted to feel the walls of her tight wet cunt engulf him whole. The thought made him throb inside of his pants. His middle finger slowly entered her, knuckle by knuckle. He had no real reason to, but still he went slowly; he just wanted to watch his finger disappear deeply inside of her. As he pulled it back out, and slid it back in, his ring finger joined, stretching her. She was always so tight. They did it almost every day, but every time she was this tight. It drove him crazy sometimes.. and tonight was one of those times. He kept his fingers moving in and out of her tight wetness as he watched her close. She was looking back at him, keeping up the intense eye contact. She was obviously feeling good, yet she kept biting her lip, only her breathing speeding up, in an attempt to not make any noise.

"Does it feel good, Y/N?" She nodded.

"Am I making you feel good?" he repeated. Again she nodded. He added another finger and at the same time also retrieved his other hand. Steadily moving his fingers, even picking up the pace a bit, he used his other hand to rub circles around her clit. This caused her hips to lift off of the mattress, trying to meet Byungjoo's movements halfway. The eyecontact between them broke when her eyes rolled back a bit, before she had to close them. Everytime he touched her like that, everytime he flicked her clit, and curved his fingers just right inside of her, she lost it.

"fuck.." he whispered and pulled his fingers out of her. He had only fingered her for a bit, but she needed him, and he needed her just as much. His jealousy and anger had been long forgotten. Byungjoo pulled down the zipper of his pants, didn't even bother to fully take them off, but just reach inside to grab his dick and pull it out.

Soon enough, he was thrusting into her harshly. It was as if his forgotten anger from before had turned into raw passion and lust, and now it all came out just to fuck his girl. As if bringing her pleasure, and making himself come in that same time, was his mission, was all he ever had to do. Byungjoo's thrusts were quick, yet harsh, and it was so hard for her to hold back her noises. When he leaned down, kissing her neck as he played with her clit, he whispered into her ear: "scream for me, babygirl." and she complied. She screamed out his name, her walls contracting around his cock as she came. Byungjoo kept steadily moving his hips, helping her through her orgasm. It wasn't much later that he felt close himself, and so he pulled out to finish on her chest.

Afterwards, the room was quiet. It was a content silence. They were both very tired, from their past activities and from the alcohol they had consumed beforehand. Byungjoo was about to drift off to sleep when he heard his girl mumble, in a very sleepy voice "sorry for making you jealous." she yawned "i love you."