#wtf else am i supposed to tag this as lmao

[crazymanicherelmao]

A drawing that have designs of Greek gods and goddesses that I will absolutely change later

[agentjazzy]

The Evil Dead Dashboard Simulator

🧍‍♂️ groovyhousewares Follow

YES I got my girlfriend a pretty pretty necklace from a gumball machine and when she sees it she's going to give me so so many kisses :)

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🐟 fishwantmemenwanttokillme Follow

man, fuck tourists, I was heading to my spot when a car came up and honked at us, all friendly like, so me and buddy waved bc there wasn't anyone else there, but then they YELLED at us???? we were just walking?? wtf did we even DO

#i hope the bridge collapses i hope they all DIE #vent

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🎲 kingofstupidbitches Follow

unethical life pro tip: if you overhear your professor talking about their family cabin that they have, and they have open office hours posted, it's your RIGHT to go check that shit out

they're not gonna be there!! they have papers to grade and other shit to deal with!!! free cabin!!!

🌋 thehillsalsohaveanniceass 📛 Follow

op what are you going to do when you roll up and they're just sitting there

🎲 kingofstupidbitches Follow

lmao his ass is NOT going to be in that cabin 😂 he just got back from a vacation with his family or something (dipshit couldn't wait until break) he's supposed to be at his office and he does NOT have the vacation days to be leaving so soon

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🌹 pressedflowerpetals Follow

fml my older brother asked if I wanted to tag along on a trip to a cabin and I said sure bc it beats staying at home w/ dad

BUT IT'S A COUPLE TRIP

HE'S BRINGING HIS COWORKER/GIRLFRIEND THAT HE DOESN'T SHUT UP ABOUT, HIS FRIEND IS BRINGING HIS GIRLFRIEND, WHYYYY DID THEY INVITE ME

#if i knew i would've said no 😭 #he didn't even invite his Actual best friend #which SUCKS bc then we could've fooled around when no one was paying attention #huh who said that 😳 #cheryl posting

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📜 anthroapologist 🦀 Follow

haters will hear you scurrying underneath the bowels of your home and freak out like HELLO where else am I supposed to scurry????

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🔮 shessellingseashells Follow

you ever feel like people Immediately forget your name upon meeting you :(

#i might be too high but i don't think any of these people know my full name #i mean I'm Definitely high #and tried moonshine for the first time #but like. really feeling like an outsider rn

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🎲 kingofstupidbitches Follow

it's so hard being the only chad amongst nerds, like, I GET IT, you're too much of a pussy to investigate the creepy fucking cellar, the LEAST you can do is let me listen to the tapes I found down there, they're cool as fuck

🎲 kingofstupidbitches Follow

okay and now they're all yelling at me bc a stupid tree broke a window right when the tape got good 😑

🎲 kingofstupidbitches Follow

fuck it, here's a recording of the tape, I hope none of you guys are cowards like all my friends apparently are, have fun bc I can't

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💀 theevilacrosstheland Follow

when someone plays your song you can feel that shit in your SOUL catch me coming towards you at 15mph awoken from my eternal slumber if I hear that first note fr

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🔍 peachycraftsection Follow

my boyfriend spent $14 in quarters attempting to get a magnifying glass necklace from one of those gumball machine toy capsules at work bc he knows I LOVE mysteries and detective stories and I need to [redacted] him in the [redacted] right NOW 💖💖💖

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🌹 pressedflowerpetals Follow

everyone's making out rn which is REAL inconvenient bc there is Absolutely Something Outside

🌹 pressedflowerpetals Follow

should I check it out

🌹 pressedflowerpetals Follow

there's no one online to tell me no so.....

📝 charcoalfingertips Follow

op you haven't posted in an hour are you okay???

🌹 pressedflowerpetals Follow

I'm Irrevocably Changed Now 👍

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🌹 deadite420 Follow

I'm just a silly goofy guy if I happened to have killed and maimed and bite and stab that's just who I am and how I show love ^_^

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🔮 deadite68 Follow

coyotes are SO right, if youre trapped somewhere or someone grabs ya, just bite your limb off, no hesitation, show superiority, it's not like THEY'RE gonna do it

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🧍‍♂️ groovyhousewares Follow

whhy is there so muchh blood everywhere........

#help #i accidentally kept my mouthh open and blood got in it :((((( #my head hurts sso bad bookcases kept falling on me

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🔩 deadite883 Follow

heehee i love crawling through pipes and electrical outlets

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🎶 8tracksarebetterthancassettes Follow

I logged onto Tumblr and wtf why am I following so many people with deadite in their username? is it a reference? did I miss a meme? are we mishapocolypse-ing again?

🌿 dirtissoyummy Follow

I think it might be a virus transmitted by bots but idk I'm too scared to interact

🤡 thespareshemp Follow

okay I investigated to see if it was a bot swarm or people having fun SO

for the first cluster of blogs, all their IPs are logging from the same location, which usually means a lazy bot swarm BUT I went through all their archives and most of them, before changing urls, interacted with one another naturally and stuff, @-ing one another and junk, and they seem to know each other irl

so it's just friends having fun!! and then people joining in on the fun!! feel free to reblog without fear!

#they're all still posting original content so that's kinda a giveaway #even though it's all 'deadite'fied and all #i wonder if theyre doing an arg thing

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🔍 deadite81 Follow

when men are SOAKED with blood 👌😍🥰😘💖🥰🥰💖😍👌😘😘😘💖💖😍

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🤡 deadite6091 Follow

JOIN US JOIN US JOIN US JOIN US JOHN US JOIN US JOIN US JOIN US JOIN US JOIN US

🛏 honkshoomimi Follow

🤡 deadite6091 Follow

You Will Be Dead By Dawn

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🐟 fishwantmemenwanttokillme Follow

man, fuck tourists, I was heading to my spot when a car came up and honked at us, all friendly like, so me and buddy waved bc there wasn't anyone else there, but then they YELLED at us???? we were just walking?? wtf did we even DO

🥐 evilpillsburydoughboy Follow

hey you live near the state line right? can you check the news real quick

🐟 fishwantmemenwanttokillme Follow

uhhhhhhhhh

🐟 fishwantmemenwanttokillme Follow

WHAT DO YOU MEAN THE BRIDGE IS GONE

🐟 fishwantmemenwanttokillme Follow

fml if any of you need me i'm going to lay down in the cold and let the forest take me

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🛏 deadite7390 Follow

if you were to break me down to my pure essence you would be left with pure, unfiltered evil

also grits

mmmmmm grits

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🎥 deadite3023 Follow

falling down the stairs is the most efficient way to go down them :)

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🎲 deadite69 Follow

y'all ever open the window and AUGH OUGH UGH UGH UGH AAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAA THE AGONIES and then you adjust to the sunlight and you're fine

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🧍‍♂️ groovyhousewares Follow

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SOMEONE HELP ME

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[queerponcho]

get to know me tag game!!!

tagged by @eelqueen

no pressure tags : @my-secret-shame @soft-girl-musings @lemongirl5910 @basicalyrandom @spacecowboyhotch @honeypotsworld

last song : goodbye~ by Corbon Amodio

current song : one and only by adele

currently watching : youtube lmao, just recently finished watching 'The Maid' on Netflix and lemme tell you that show had me STRESSED!

three ships : see i am a 'reader x ____' typa gurl but i'll tell ya about my past ships and how i started out as an avid fanfic enjoyer.

Wolfstar- of course cuz wtf else was i supposed to read on Wattpad.

Catradora- cuz its about two women loving each other (even if controversially) cuz i was starving for some gay rep lol.

and last one which is pretty recent are kit and jade from WILLOW- truly such a good rep for sapphic couples. like them kissing SEVERAL times and still not being sure if the other one likes them is so fucking accurate its not even funny. (also not sure if they have a ship-name tbh)

favourite colour : purple and pink 💜💗

currently consuming : (in types of content i am guessing...) Youtubers like "not even emily" , "salem tovar" , "film cooper" , and very frequently also listen to "critical role" to sleep or while drawing cuz its really creativity inducing ngl. (the youtubers mentioned are commentary youtubers- but the fun, feminist cool kind...not the problematic, womenhating kind)

first ship : see i could just lie and say smth nice like wolfstar or smth but i am soso sad to admit that it was actually "adrinette"- PLEASE I DIDN'T KNOW BETTER DON'T TAKE THIS AS A REFERENCE FOR MY CHARACTER - i was like twelve okay -

place of birth : this tiny town in the canton of Bern, Switzlerland

current location : Bern (Capital of Switzerland)

relationship status : single and desperate (yes, this is a cry for help)

last movie : charlies angels i think??? i really wanted to see Kristen Stewart in all her lesbian glory-

currently working on : "Transfixed" my moonknight series hehe. Its my baby and i am having alot of fun writing it. I am thinking of writing new things aswell! if anybody wants to send me any requests i'd love to write them!

also working on becoming better at playin the saxophone, been playing for over ten years now but i still have a lot to learn and love to get better and practice.

[tommywllliams]

𝐆𝐄𝐓 𝐓𝐎 𝐊𝐍𝐎𝐖 𝐓𝐇𝐄 𝐌𝐔𝐍

———  BASICS! ♡

(PEN)NAME:  ashley (i spelled my own name wrong on first try oh my god)

PRONOUNS: she/her! i guess if you wanna use they/them that's fine too tbh i don't care

ZODIAC SIGN: taurus

TAKEN OR SINGLE:  single & looking to mingle tbh!

———  THREE  FACTS! ♡

1 -   i am distantly related to edgar allan poe on my mother's side!

2 -  i was once supposed to be in a production of grease, but we were too poor and couldn't afford it :c i would've been jan, and i would have nailed it.

3 -   i got my rp start in the once-ler fandom .... may god have mercy on my soul.

———  EXPERIENCE! ♡

PLATFORMS USED: tumblr (hi!), discord (w/ very close friends), text (see previously)

PLOTTING / WINGING IT / MEMES: i like some light plotting & then we start up something thru memes! i'm also good with winging it.

———  MUSE  PREFERENCE! ♡

GENDER: i used to write like, almost exclusively women. now this man lives in my brain rent free.

MULTI OR SINGLE: i'm awful with multis tbh, i applaud people that can manage them!

LEAST FAVOURITE FACECLAIM(S): i don't really care about fcs tbh!

———  FLUFF / ANGST / SMUT! ♡    

FLUFF: i love fluff, fluff is good shit. my big fear when writing it however (and this is solely for myself) is that it'll grow stale and the other person will get tired of our thread. so pepper in some bittersweet shit in there too.

ANGST: i love angst, i want to scream at my laptop and not be able to tell anyone else wtf is wrong with me.

SMUT: I THINK I'M SO BAD AT WRITING SMUT!! objectively i'm not, but when it goes on for long periods of time, i worry i'm becoming repetitive/losing the timing/forgetting what positions they're supposed to be in lmao. i will write smut, but i prefer knowing the mun a little bit first! even just a few ooc conversations.

stolen from: @euphoriabled! tagging: @typhoidcaught, @bctclgevse, @infernalrampage, @nancewheelr, @heygutlcss, @ycllowhaired, @laebyrinths, @arcaneprophesied, @legacysouls, and you!

[hammity-hammer]

15 Questions, 15 Tags

@unclewaynemunson tagged me, thank you bug <3333

nickname: ham/hamethyst/hambone (my birthname's amethyst😎 and my dad liked to call me hambone, and it just got shortened over the years)

height: 5'8

last thing i googled: "how to make latkes" bc i forgot if they're shredded or sliced,,, but before that i had googled "old person with sunglasses glasses selfie" which is arguably 10000x funnier

song stuck in my head: absolutely fucking nothing right now tbh, lately Boogie Woogie Wu by ICP's been stuck in my head tho

# followers: 39😎😎😎i am a little guy but i do love all of you <3333 (you have no reason to feel intimidated by everyone else anna cause then wtf am i supposed to be?????)

amount of sleep: uhhh anywhere from 5-10 hours a night, i've got #insomnia lmao (last night i slept like 10 hrs i think? i overslept again)

dream job: oooo good question! genuinely, a pathologist would be sick as fuck! but, that's a lot of school and like i think too much stress. piercing's the cooler job anyways, and i've always been super into piercings so! being a piercer, final answer.

wearing: my mom's beat up low top black converse w my brother's mis-matched white socks(one's an ankle sock and one goes above the ankle bc i'm cool), my raggedy ass jean shorts that i found in my room yesterday, a cropped black tank top w skeleton hands on the titty part & a black & grey plaid sweater to stay warm <33 (also four bracelets that are staples in my outfit and a mushroom necklace and another necklace my friend made me that's amazing and a spell<3)

book/movie that summarizes you: oh fuck! i have never really thought about this, but uhhhhhhh..... i know i related a lot to "Words on Bathroom Walls", not because of schizophrenia (although that part hit close to home? but it turns out i'm just autistic lmfao) but just like... the realizing he was different later than most people do really got to me, and like finding people that loved and supported him even if he was a lil crazy was really comforting for me, because it feels like i've finally gotten my people around me. so yeah, i think that one! this had me thinking hard actually haha

fav song: Either, End of Beginning - Djo, Tennessee Whiskey - Chris Stapleton, or Cherry-Coloured Funk - The Cocteau Twins

aesthetic: i like to say goth clown BUT lately it has been more like... lazy metalhead (i'm aware none of my fav songs were metal BUT that's bc i have too many favorite songs to choose enough)

fav authors: oh god i can't read i don't really have favorites?? anymore? i know darren shan was my favorite when i was younger, the Cirque Du Freak series was my fucking FAVORITE. but lately i just read anne rice cause vampire diaries <333

random fact: uhhhh,,,,,, i have no idea man,, i was in choir for ten years? like with school??? maybe that's cool i guess?

i'll tag @solosnail @rhaenyyras @fagsculinity bc ! fun times and idk if i've seen y'all do any,,,,, if any of y'all were tagged already just ignore me :pp (also if you wanna do this go ahead !! tag me <3)

[idleorbitals]

OF ep 2 watch through part 1

ok! ok. ok. goddamnit this show has me wrapped around it's pinky. this got long so I am cutting it in hopefully only two

come relive with me let's talk about this beast

#1 this scene does so much so fast to establish:

mew again as someone with his own agency...the way he talks about top is like surprisingly? healthy? idk I'm glad they're making these characters so smart and nuanced you know they're feeding us well

ray's feelings for mew as (again, surprising to me) relatively pure seeming. he's going to suffer but he's not going to take it out on mew he's probably going to take it out mostly on himself and secondarily on people he doesn't think matter to him (*cough* sa– *gunshot noises*) also ray starting this scene day drinking alone 💀

the power play is so loud in this laser tag arena. why do I feel like top is going to get hurt and they're going to make me care. I don't want to care

side note but very distracting to me personally isn't anyone going to fix mew's one squished up ear? bookie that's not uncomfy??

same ray. god they're both going to get hurt so bad

ok we're in the club now. can't believe the one frame of ray smiling at the dancer is the only moment he's acting to hide from sand and not trying to crawl out of the scene. they were really playing us with that trailer huh. also ray being so polite to everyone there even though they're all just in his way hashtag not as much of an asshole as he'd like to think

lots to say about bostonnick but more importantly about mark pakin eating this pose for breakfast

boston is a rich boy too? did we know this? he's definitely a terrible person playing with nick's insecurities "if you weren't cute I wouldn't sleep with you a second time" boston shut tf up. lmao I'm sorry but atp I love neo in this role so much I'm just enjoying it

not sand this invested in what ray thinks of his wine and ray this flattered by him calling him someone with good taste. now sand likes ray's music too, or at least his dead mom's music. "how and when did your mother die?" sand back off a little baby

okay the cut from the bottle and glass next to her body to him drinking? yikes. I bet we're going to learn more about this and I'm ready and already torn up about it. was it an accident? was it intentional? or mirror on the secret third thing where ray is self-sabotaging himself into oblivion because wealth and privelege don't make you happy but do give you the tools to feed your worst tendencies

not to detract but on the first watch I was so hyped up and fully did not get that was supposed to be baby ray and was like: murder suspect? no it was the maid???

sand noticing he introduced too many feelings and going to lighten the mood: cute. correct

sand starting his forecasted "sugar daddy" storyline by saying very loudly that he doesn't want to call ray sugar daddy but also, you know, he would, you know, if he had too, but only if he really /had to/, you know

this totally-uninvested-gaze lasts for so many frames my screencapping fingers got lazy

okay we're at the water now. some people are shirtless and some people look hotter than they should in rash guards (*cough* khaotung *cough* nonnie wtf)

this devastated me I had to pause and add precious seconds to my live watch to recover

ray is really one of those people crashing through life taking psychic damage at every turn huh. I'm sorry I am so weak for characters that think they are terrible people

april and namcheum interactions so cute. april unfortunately looks and is styled so much like my ex in these scenes that I'm having trouble seeing objectively

this is so intriguing god damnit. boston is playing aggressor but top is into it? a little? swear he's smiling in this scene. but also not engaging. does he want it a little but not as much as he wants to not wreck things with mew? did something else happen in that photo booth? how does he like it

...top secretly loves to bottom and boston's going to woo his seme-acting ass by seeing through to the real him

jk jk.

or? 👀

yeah same top honestly. I don't trust either of y'all

📣 multiple types of queer sex on screen 📣 p'jojo we love you!

oh god the friends with benefits vs fuck buddies talk. Nick's going to get so screwed. does he already know this? he sort of knows, right

the problem is that even though they are clearly winning the most-uneven-investment contest I am enjoying both these characters more than top and mew atp. maybe just because I enjoy a trajectory I can visualize a bit even if it's fucked up who knows

alright we're back at the bar and ray is trying to pick up a girl with his plant line. this is relatively wholesome but ray is not watching the show he's in. buddy you only get to sleep with people if at least one person is going to be fucked up about it

(part 2) (all ofts watch throughs)

[corrose]

PISSING ME OFF ALL BY YOURSELF HANDSOME???? 🙃

A list of Things pissing me off on the first day of real in-office work

- no one at the front desk/office so I had no idea where to go or where the restrooms, break room, my desk, etc were. I was also carrying my purse, lunch bag, and computer tower walking around looking for things. Great. Fun. Cool. Nice first impression.

- someone flagged me down and showed me where to sit: it's obviously someone else's workstation, with their name tag and their lotions and hand sanitizer and stuff on the table. Wtf. Wasn't I supposed to get my own setup???

- the person who owns this workstation has her two-monitor setup reversed so the home screen is on the right side and you need to drag your mouse to the right in order to access the left side screen. Completely unintuitive. Driving me insane. Girl how do you work like this. You know you can move your monitors right.

- about 15 minutes after I'm sat down and logged in, the manager finally comes to see me like 'oh hi did they tell you where to sit?' girl. What does it look like. I ask where the break room and etc are located and she finally shows me. Free water fountain yay. Time to bring my big bottle to refill from now on.

- after working for a bit I get up and walk about my area of the office to snoop a bit (since no one bothered to show me around). Find my original assigned cubicle. It's completely bare with no monitors or anything. 😶 So am I supposed to just keep using this other girl's setup?! Wtf!

- ask about my empty table. They've already contacted IT but for now I have to use the reversed monitor setup. Okay fine. So long as I'm not stuck with it forever.

- Manager brings me the carrying case for my stupid computer tower that I need to drag back and forth with me from home to work (still wtf about that). She probably wouldn't have brought it if I hadn't asked for it lol so reminder to self to always ask. The carrying case has wheels and a handle lmao. Corporate cosplay activate.

- dislike my assigned cubicle position even tho I'm not even using it yet. It's right next to the main footpath so everyone walks past it to get in and out of the office. I wish it were on the inside more. I don't want to see people.

- there are several people making calls from literally the next cubicle(s) over. It's like a call center environment. Wtf. It is so distracting and hard to concentrate. (Too used to listening to my staff pick up calls in the background to see if I need to take the call or jump in) I'm gonna need to bring my noise cancelling headphones.

- I still don't know if the people sitting with me are the people I'm gonna be working with from now on. No one has introduced themselves lmao (not even me). Maybe I'll bring donuts or smth tomorrow to break the ice.

Overall: what the fuck. Why is communication so bad (both top down and between staff)

FINAL NOTE: I COULD BE DOING ALL THIS FROM HOME!!!!! WHY ARE YOU MAKING ME COME TO THE OFFICE FOR THIS!!!! Curses them with two days of my low productivity.

New job first day....wish me luck...

[muddlemore]

[sitting through snl pantyhose bit in agonizing silence]

dad: i had to wear pantyhose once it was awful

me: . what. like. as part of a uniform or

dad: the frat was having a pimps and hoes party

me: 

dad: i went as a hoe

me:

[armillary-spheres-lover]

SP/so vs SO/sx

Not sure how much this can be generalized since it's only my personal experience. When I was a pre-teen my best friend used to be a so/sx 6w7, while I am 9w1 sp/so. Sp dom vs Sp blind... some stuff went down and it��s fascinating to analyze such differences to me (I feel like I'm fascinated by sp blinds in general wtf).

She was the V immature of the pair, throwing herself in any possible weird experience she could have just for the sake of it. She would always cause so much drama it was legit concerning and I always was on the sidelines, not participating and sometimes suggesting her to stop, but did she listen to me? Never, and also, in some ways, I think I did in fact understand her desire to feel alive and feel stuff and do dumb stuff, possibly in that I am sx-blind and I won't fucking allow myself to do that, while she totally did. I guess, I don't usually pay any mind to my sx-blindness but the only time that it kind of felt like I was missing on something was when I would spend time with her? And also now that I'm actually studying the instictual variants I guess I'm starting to realize it (but also not really there's a shit ton of work to do). She would always act as if she was the protagonist of some weird 19th romantic novel but, make it dumber (we were 11-12 after all, how smart could we be?).

I deeply, deeply understand her need and wish to be like a novel protagonist. I do think of myself in that way quite often. But while she did it by acting and getting actively involved in stuff, I’ve always done the same by hyper-interpreting my simpler, more boring experiences (9 basic bitch here, feeling attached to something while being withdrawn and out of touch with your body results in amazing fantasy sky castles). She was never satisfied by this.

If she wanted intensity, she would create it by idk, doing some dumb stuff she would for sure later regret. While she went on to feel so alive, I would stay in the back overthinking my more boring life. An example would be that while she actually acted so that everyone around us hated her and shunned her, I would simply feel and think I was being shunned as well, but in practice I would never do something that would elicit a strong reaction out of others. I basically fantasized about it. As you can tell her being a Social Dominant I guess she got the sx juice she wanted through social stuff (her reputation, going against the social system (social 6s often do that)).

In so many ways, if I were to simplify it, she was a mixture of Dorian Gray and Heathcliff and I was Des Esseintes. She was an edgier version of Dorian Gray, wanting to experience everything but make it dark and painful and tormented (a là Heathcliff), not once holding herself back. Des Esseintes, on the other hand, would also feel like a misfit and a tormented soul but he did so by staying inside his house and hyper-interpreting his experiences to an insane degree, until he basically starts to hallucinate. He barely goes outside of his home and when he does everything seems weird, scary, magical in its own way, and while a bit creepy that’s also part of being sx-blind I think? You secretly want that way of feeling alive via the dark things in life (not sure if my fixes have a part in this as idk other 9s may not relate to this maybe) but also you want to go about it safely (sp) and by not exposing yourself (9), so it becomes like wearing a pair of glasses that adds a layer of poetry and beauty and suffering to an otherwise normal, boring and inane reality (again, 9 fantasy shit). But that’s about it. It’s a magical pair of glasses that at times I feel like I can remove and put on at will when I’m bored and I feel like I want more out of life. Outsourcing sx if you will w/o ever acting on this shit. I relate to Des Esseintes even though he was possibly a sp 4 but whatever I guess...

My old friend, being sp-blind, of course did not feel the same need for “safety” and had nothing to hold her back, really... the 6w7 sp blind brings a lot of energy and a way to never be able to fucking stand still, so yeah... it was so fascinating to see her act that differently from me, but also empathizing with her desire to get MORE out of life and dive into the darker aspects of it. I guess that’s why I sticked with her even when I thought she was being unreasonable and annoyingly melodramatic. Most people would shun her and don’t get her ways and while I can’t say that I got her, I would at least sympathise with her wish to experience more and be dramatic, even if I couldn’t quite elaborate it at the time and I superficially thought she was being too immature (this is so funny, we were fucking 10 and we were already doing instictual stuff with me acting like the adult one idk. Also w1 may play a part in this shit. Me being sp dom felt like I was supposed to check on her but also I didn't really do it because it was fun to tag along with her dumb stuff). But while she had the courage(?) to act on such a wish, I did not - I never had it, and instead compensated by having an hyperactive mental landscape...

There was a Wilde’s quote that went like, “the artist always represents what they themselves cannot live and experience”, or whatever, and I’ve always related to it way too deeply, lmao. I would represent, think, imagine, write the stories, and instead she would actively live them. Also Wilde was a so/sx so I guess that means something

While I may be bitter, because even as a sx-blind I at times feel....... like I want to live and get involved in stuff more? also I guess 9s have a way to dissociate with their life quite easily so that doesn't help (a sx-blind 7 would probably feel like they're getting involved more). Plus possibly having a 5fix makes it worse? it kind of sucks tbfh. Like it feels I've been dissociated since I was 4 yo and never got back to actual earth wtf. 95x sp/so may be the most fucking boring thing on earth + it may bring a neurotic need to keep your little bubble untouched by real life and finding security in that bubble, to the point that you're actually missing out. Idk. I may *do* stuff to make me feel like I'm going around with people more but it doesn't really affect me that deeply so yeah... fuck all of this. It's not even the same as being stuck in your comfort zone? I guess it is but again I may at times challenge myself in some small ways and have new experiences but it's like nothing really reaches me idk.

Again, I usually prefer to go about stuff safely (aka not disrupting my little bubble too much), and in this way, I’ve always had way less regrets than her - so in this, I’m actually fine with my way of playing it safe. I like letting myself wear that pair of glasses when I feel like it and call it a day. I’ve always been content with very little...

Though honestly I’ve not been hanging out with her in years (at least 8 years, wow) and while I do hear from her I can’t say I can get to see how much she’s changed, lol

It was weird, you’d expect that with such a melodramatic friend the break up would be at least as dramatic, instead it has been quite the opposite - we simply slowly stopped reaching out to each other once we had nothing much in common anymore, and something else going on with our lives, lmao...

Also I mistyped her as a 4w3 in the past but it's so funny I got that little about the enneagram and IVs and somehow got her IV right at first try wtf I guess she's just that obvious

[convxction]

CYL Chrom lines!!!!! x & x

After ten years and they still refuse to use the Holy King lmao. At this point it would be weird to suddenly say holy king and not exalt. but anyway www krumb!!! this is most likely a version after the horse knight chrom hmm perhaps. because he does sound ..oldish and calm than ever. maybe.

yes. kill me softly mwahaha.....neesa ;;u;; man stop doubting yourself. had it not been the right path frederick and lissa would have bonked you already.

thats a good line because it shows that what he says about the armor taking effort and time and is the pride of ylisse and how comfortable he is in it. in jp he says he got used to it; it feels comfortable to wear so its just the usual.

覚悟はしている。 is basically chrom. always ready and prepared to accept what is to come. aaaa justice sobs. i think each armor got the iris flower somehow as the design on them if i am not mistaken sdldksgskljg chrom got even the butterfly design on his shoulder guard. not this chrom but the OG. 

;;;;;;;;;;;;;;u;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;;; time who bitch. that was your daughter bitch stop taking her thing. *sobs* suddenly shinzou sasageyo plays in the background lmao

do we tell him that ... there are not ONE fell dragon but ...*counts* four? ...gulps.

oh god... i think the english is so misleading AF.... why english why???

basically “acting like a king is stifling for me. I rather go on patrols (his nature to that/ feels comfortable). So, let me tag along with you for a while.

BITCH FROM ‘EW BEING KING IS MEH’ to ‘im comfortable being one of the boys’ bitch??????????? dunno if this is me but that vibe i got from the english line man. i thought he was doubt moment but didnt make sense with the next sentence??? it is weird phrasing tbh. let me know if this is just me

change fate baby~ 

god english makes chrom so ....the line literally point out how traumatized chrom seeing people DIE IN FRONT OF HIM! why ...’i will not let anyone else be lost’ wtf is this crap?

n a k a m a ~ his nakahomies are his power ;;u;;

i give you this english. you did good on expanding a little bit of chrom lines. just a little bit. still crying about krumb fayre embrum man was not ready to become a king and he was thrown into this. fate is a cruel baitch. JUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUSITCE!!!!!!!!! looks at his dad. you missed on this man growing up to be a fine man smh. 

lays on the ground ... so much to say about this but it will be redundant. it was a slow realization moment for chrom what happened and what he is supposed to do. 

break dance and dabs. great lord. master lordo lmao. but yeah seems like this is his ...first time wearing ...it? dunno. unsure about this or he is referring to the ‘u train then u get to wear it’ anyway this is probably throwback to levelling up and getting a master seal mhm

trying to understand what this line do ... mmm ....funny. means summoner is op lmao. 

listen. listen. listen.

i dont blame him for saying this. the lucina they mention is the older one--he barely knows her dudes. she is her own person and he does not want to be imposing on her to ask of every little thing so cant say he noticed a lot of things in common between them on the spot.

it is funny that JP he breaks walls, in ENG he breaks training dummies

me: FUCKING BREAKING EVERYTHING BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! within reason. lol

this is one of the jokes i like but dont test me by overusing it otherwise i will hunt your ass. 

anyway, let chrom say sorry cowards.

*wearing my clown outfit* i commented that in english he didnt say emmeryn but it was there...they just didnt put it. wth intelsys? do you have this hidden agenda against best fire emblem girl? i will fight you. come at me. I THROW MY GUANTLET AT YOU. FIGHT ME COWARDS. FIGHT ME! I REQUEST A DEATH BATTLE! 

sigh. neesa... i know it is a culture thing but i always find it sweeter when chrom calls her neesa /big sis rather than just her name. anyway. sad feels.

work this lad to death. he would not mind. just dangle the word bond in front of him and watch him go.

im not gonna critique these because ...no i am going--i will always prefer sugita take on chrom being serious and not just ‘ehe coming thru~’ and ‘believe in me~’ OOOOOOOO i love mar merc dont get me wrong but ...they cheery tune he adds kind of...does not match with a man running with a sword and literally fighting for his life. like if it was inigo yeah i get it or owain or anyone else but not chrom. he is in battle mode and just wants this to be over with. uuughhh.... like. you can feel that there is an action being done in jp and eng he is just saying the words..u know..im sorry. i love eng at times but... u can never beat sugita-han. 

anyway. my ted talk is over. thanks for good food. i will look at these again and see what i can use for my krumb.

[fanboyzuko]

2021 Year End Fic Review

Keep seeing this around and I wanted to do this for my own sake =w= <3 and now this is me tagging anyone else who wants to do this

How many stories did you complete?

7 if I count Sands of Time which I finished publishing this year, but finished writing in 2020... I count it lol

What is your total word count for the year?

164,904 written this year... holy fuck that does not look real afdkhf

What fandoms did you write in this year?

ATLA and only ATLA lol

Did you write more, less, or roughly about what you expected?

uh way more than I realized. I knew it was a stupid amount but wtf 160k???? who am i

What’s your own favorite story of this year?

Since I'm counting Sands of Time in 2021 except for the word count... Sands of Time for sure. But I also really love how Melodies of the Heart came out ahha. It's just so fun and goofy.

What is your most under appreciated story of the year?

From White Blossoms Reborn for sure. Air Lanterns has less kudos, but I mean it was an event work piece loving my OC lmao so eh wasn't expecting anything there. But man I really love how White Blossoms came out and yeah I know it diverges from Zuko's story in LTF but damn it's good haha

What’s your most appreciated story of 2021?

Lol Sands of Time. 900 kudos??? Fucking wild

Biggest fanfic related disappointment of 2021?

Eh not that disappointed about anything. I hoped to be further in the LTF narrative by the end of the year, but I also didn't have high hopes haha. Looking at my word count... I really shouldn't be upset with what I've done this yearh hahaha

Biggest fanfic related surprise of 2021?

I suppose just??? How amazing and wonderful my LTF readers have been! Y'all have been so supportive and engaged with the story! I love all the theories and observations made in the comments <3

Something you are looking forward to working on in 2022?

I want to get to canon events in LTF omggg I really hope I can get to the canon rewrite portion of LTF this year....

[the-cat-at-the-theatre-door]

Hi! I saw your tags (interpretation of the Cat "orgy") and I was wondering if you could elaborate on it? :D That bit confuses me SO much -- IS it a sexual thing? is it just cuddle time? Lmao I know that it's usually described kind of sensually (especially with Plato and Victoria), so in conclusion: ???????

Oh, excellent question, anon. And honestly, this one doesn’t really have a straight answer, I’m afraid. That conclusion of ?????? is pretty spot on.

The *official* title of that section of the ball is called “The White Cat Lift”, because the main area of focus while the rest of the cats pile in is Plato/Admetus/Tumblebrutus/Mistoffelees/Coricopat/Pouncival/Alonzo/etc etc etc lifting Victoria up in the air. It is not officially referred to as anything other than that (The part *just* before when Victoria and her beau of the week approach one another and sniff each other or nuzzle is called “Sensuals”, so it is absolutely “canonically” intended to be read on a more intimate level which is where you get that described sensuality you mentioned). 

Its purpose, unless it is highly sped through, is to give all of the dancers a break and a chance to breathe before launching back into the second half of the Jellicle Ball (when a number is 10 - 15 minutes long and at that level of intensity, you 100% require a break midway of some kind and lying down is better than even just standing still). That’s the long and short technical explanation for it. 

That being said, many people in the fandom (and outside the fandom as well - with a particular boom when the 2019 film came out), have jokingly (or not so jokingly) nicknamed it the “orgy” section of the ball, because it looks a little...well to be blunt, it looks a little bit like an orgy, complete with a pile of writhing bodies, and many performers actively feeling one another up/playing it up as sensual as possible. I would imagine that this sensuality is actively encouraged (and possibly semi-planned in the improve stage of cat school) during rehearsals. So fans (and audiences) took that idea and ran wild with it. 

There have been many a joke of Skimbleshanks being the “orgy supervisor” since he usually acts as the cat that Victoria is laid down upon rather than actively involving himself with the other cats (though he also lifted her during the OLC times and laid her down on his belly *himself* so that’s...something). There have been further jokes of the “WTF�� nature of the interesting pairings you would get during this scene (ex. 1998 Film), before the revival kind of “regulated” them, per say. You’ll no doubt run into them (if you haven’t already).

I *believe* that it was Gillian Lynne (though don’t directly quote me - I recall this being said but I can’t quite remember by *who* - it could have also been one of the revival members or another past cast member) that made the implication that Victoria was in heat during this particular section,  (which is supported by the fact that her initial solo before “The Invitation to the Jellicle Ball” is her “discovering herself” - which is Gillian Lynne-ese for self-pleasure and hitting puberty) which explains why some of the cats (or I guess all of them) are more drawn towards her.

Is it a *sexual* thing? Well, I can’t say for certain if that’s the intended implication (but knowing Gillian Lynne it very well could have been). It is, however, an extremely “sensual” thing (as most of the choreo in CATS is), but the level of which that sensuality is taken will greatly vary from production to production. Some productions just stick to partner/group cuddling and touching, while others take steps father (rolling and hovering on top of one another, run hands along bodies, bumping and grinding, handstands, etc). I suppose we need to keep in mind that, because we are dealing with Gillian Lynne choreo, the implication of sensuality and sexuality is always there and she most likely choreographed that section with the encouragement for the performers to keep that in mind, too.

ALL OF THAT BEING SAID HOWEVER - 

I think the reason why I specifically (I can’t speak for anyone else; interpret at will) am somewhat uncomfortable with the implication that this is an orgy (joking about it is a bit different - I don’t really mind the jokes because it is rather *strange*), is that a couple of the characters included in this pile are referred to as “kittens” (especially if they include swings that had John Napier ref. sheets that *literally* said “kitten” on it).

I understand that the age thing can be interpreted different from person to person (and I *also* understand that the actual performers themselves are *usually* of age - though some performers have been 16/17 when they started so...),  but there is no denying that some characters of CATS are described, however briefly, as being part of the “kitten group”. So, keeping this in mind, if we *are* to read this scene as a straight up orgy, then that makes me incredibly uncomfortable, point blank. I really don’t need to elaborate why, I think. 

To me, personally, I prefer to interpret it as the following:

Touch is a big part of this whole musical, so I would assume that touch is also something incredibly valuable to the cats themselves. The concept of touching and being touched essentially connects them as a familial group (That’s why Grizabella was so desperate to be touched again - that would indicate that she’s been reaccepted). They use touch and the concept of scent mingling extensively in their society - to welcome cats, to tell them goodbye, to connect with them, to comfort them, to introduce kittens to their families, etc. It’s a way to bond. 

So in the case of the Jellicle Ball, the couple that takes center stage is what I would kind of deem as the “Belles of the Ball”, aka it’s a bit like an officiation of a mateship - similar to humans getting married (though some pairings in the show are rather...strange to me I won’t lie). When the rest of the cats gather together around them, families and couples and friends, touching and mixing their scents together, it’s their way of wishing the new couple luck in the future. It’s them becoming more familiar of what the “together” is rather than the singular. It’s to remind them of who they are, where they came from, and what they will be. It’s to comfort them if they’re nervous, to assure them that the rest of them are with them, no matter what happens. If previously established couples approach them together, it’s their way of ensuring longevity; perhaps if they come in closer with their own kittens, its a way to wish that they have healthy offspring should they desire it. All in all, it’s a good luck, we’re proud of you, and we’re all here for you cuddle session.  

Sappy, maybe, but I prefer the familial cuddle pile to anything else. 

[paneerlajwanti]

BESTIE I WAS ON CANDLES LEVEL OF STRESS SHE SINGLEHAMDEDLY MANAGED TO RAISE IT THROUGH THE ROOF WTF HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO WORK NOW 😭

~⭐

✨candles level of stress✨ is my new favourite term, thanks chaand sitaare

dude the only reason i am able to probably coherently function is because my moms standing three centimetres next to me and is getting her work done from me and is like constantly going ye kar, woh kar, do this change, edit this doc, make this table

i have like SO MUCH more to do, lmao all the best and i hope i survive, and i also CANNOT go through the tag on tumblr or else i will get very tempted to not work at all and just listen and disassociate lol

[alligaytorswamp]

yellow , green , blue, turquoise , onyx , fuchsia , cream , mauve ( also genshin) & plum B)))

hey hi hello >:)

green: do you have a favourite flower?

nah i dont differentiate them.. every flower is just a flower to me jkhasjkdhkj...

if the flower is purple it gets extra points tho

blue: preferred type of weather?

rain!!! thunderstorms!!! <333

turquoise: favorite sea animal?

penguins or turtles :p

onyx: do you still play Minecraft?

nope, never did

fuchsia: favorite land animal?

cream: any piercings or tattoos? do you want any?

i have a helix one but it got fucked up.. so it looks weird :(

would love to fix it one day.. or maybe get rid of it completely hhh

no tattoos but i want some yes heheeheh

some longer answers will be under the cut jkahdsjkad

plum: a food you've never tried

oi.. dats like a lot of things... ;;

well I've never had anything "Chinese"/"Mexican"/idk what else people mention in a similar manner... i hear English-speaking folks refer to these.. "types" and yep never had any of that. also like.. any food chains that just don't exist in Russia? obv nope......... there is probably an insane amount of stuff I haven't tried, I'm picky and literally just eat at home 99% of the time so-

yellow: name of an artist you think is underappreciated

gonna give a dumb ass answer but... i can't...? i don't really know how much one should be "appreciated", like what is the "right amount" and whether or not this person receives it. the amount of notes/likes doesn't always represent that and also i don't look there at all.. also this one random artist can have multiple accs on different platforms with different engagements and all that... so how do i really know what's up with them? and once again i don't think i sit around thinking Damn this person needs more likes !! .. i just like/rb whatever i want and it's epic lashdjlksajdlk also i'm not sure if i have strong attachments to certain creators.. (at this point that is. i used to and some of it backfired lmao) ... the only attachments i have r ppl i'm friends with which is U Know... considered the right answer to this question and an adequate person would do just that but damn none of yall getting a free promo wtf 🙄 and i feel like mentioning one friend could lead to upsetting another or like .. i could just forget to tag someone... or I would waste time trying to figure out if it would be ok to mention them in an ask like this one and probably would decide against it anyways just not to bother anybody ....

and is getting tagged in a post saying u r underappreciated even a compliment? because i for one am not too sure about that........... much to think about uh huh

mauve: any unpopular opinions?

we entered danger zone.................... beware :з

uhhh well first of all I think childe x zhongli is like the most pathetic and boring "default" pairing this fandom came up with. they have 0 chemistry and I just hate everything about it. as much as I headcanon both as queers... together romantically it feels like 2 straight men put together by ya*i fans............ also before i blacklisted to ship and voluntarily looked through the ship tag... every post felt like a hard ooc. i could not understand what childe or zhongli are supposed to be as individuals, what they have in common, what kind of dynamic they have. deadass most crack ships with 0 interactions have more flavor than this tragedy

eng VAs are great people and appreciate their work but whoever decides the voices ain't doing it right. every male character sounds like a middle-aged white man.. and most of the youngest characters sound like very obvious adults trying to pretend to be babies. all of it irks me so bad god.. and there are so many characters that lose their little spark in eng........ (yet in korean and chinese they're completely fine??)

all of the playable adult male characters are shitty people in one way or another. none of them are good. they have reasons and different perspectives, yes, but they suck. every single one of them. stop ignoring it or trying to say only some are evil. none of them are inherently terrible.. but they're not these precious and righteous individuals. they're men.................... that says a lot, actually. :\

and as for women? god i hate the idea that they're all so uninteresting and weak. lichrally just a bunch of girlbosses, morals of most could be questioned as well... anyways some of the girls not having extremely dramatic stories doesn't make them any less cool. let them be

also all archons suck it's ok. you can still love them while acknowledging that they've done some shit. ALSO stop demonizing venti .. and now baal, while praising zhongli- he's an old loser stop lying to yourself. i hate when people present him as the only good archon, the voice of reason who is just so cool and collected but also ahh so cutely silly about mora !!!............. bitch the story quest of liyue is just one zhongli-is-a-fucking-moron campaign idk did yall skip it or something............ and even then it's ok to like him, he does have his logic/reasons/beliefs that justify his actions... he is not a good guy or archon tho.

shipping archons/adepti/whatever the fuck that isn't a basic human with a basic human is super weird. i mean the power dynamic will be completely fucked and ages? lord almighty... basically mortals should stay with mortals... the rest goes to baby jail except maybe ganyu she's a good girl

uhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk what else.................

maybe.. ahha... well.............. with how people hype up any vague new character that is leaked and declare how they will skip every banner ever for them - even tho all we know is... how the character looks like? it feels a bit too much. like truly what's the point of going crazy and then screaming at mihoyo every 3 seconds over some character that could be fake for all we know, or maybe they'll be a support you don't need, or they have a weapon you don't like to use.... can't you just wait till we get official info? jesus lawd- but regardless.......................... where is the same energy for baizhu :)

the man is literally in the game and people manage to forget him even in conversations about dendro specifically- how the fuck is that even real-

thanks for watching everybody don't forget to subscribe smash that like button and hit the notification bell ^_^

[cchocolatekat]

fanfic rambles ft. chicken scratch

these are just some of my own thoughts about my first completed multi-chap fic! 

feel free to read it, feel free to ignore. Not reading will not impact your fic-reading experience, reading it might make you notice more things/make you wonder “yo wtf is op’s mind ON” and I will have to reply “a lotta hamsters being injected with 90% angst concentrate with a side of circus music” 

Proceed at your own discretion <3

background tidbits about secrets hidden in the chicken scratch:

originally was supposed to be a one-shot, ~3k (lmao I tried, and then the feral hamsters in my brain went NOPE)

og scenes were everything in chap 1, then gojo’s (sorta) breakdown and yuji’s comment in chap 3. EVERYTHING else was a result of me adding too much sprinkles of headcanons and “what can I do to make this fic hurt more >:D” ideas

whenever i write fluff i am spiritually making an expression of extreme pain; yall that shit is HARD. fluff writers, how do u do it??? I cant even write simple kisses; the extent of my abilities are gushy-mushy descriptions of hand-holding send help OTL (actually there was that one scene in chap 2 that went from fluff to lowkey thirsty and im just like ???? how did i get here confused.gif)

may or may not have accidentally slipped into haibaraxnanami hell... when I was first making additional scenes, I wanted something to show the kouhais realizing Gojo was never quite easy to interact with, that having Geto made communicating easier (lol my hand slipped hard and oOps half of chap 2 was given to them and I am not sorry)

love heavy foreshadowing of death...also nanami being scared of making promises...*chefs kiss* 

Geto being the one sent to rescue them was purely headcanon and rather last minute; in the manga we only see him being in the morgue with nanami, but it stood out to me--why wasn’t gojo there?

Shoko is a GIFT so where’s all the platonic friendships fics huh??? (sigh gotta make what I wanna eat TTATT) 

she will always be a part of their story--i will die fighting for this lmao

on that note, the pinky promise came out of nowhere. it wasn’t even an aha moment; my hands moved by themselves that day I kid you not

One of my favorite scenes is Nanami telling Gojo he is leaving. They are both so broken by the absence of their partner, and those rough edges would clash in the most tragic way possible without either realizing it. Gojo’s forced admittance that he was the strongest was an absolute delight to unleash >:D (sadkjsaas if we ever get a manga scene i will honestly cry)

tagging is a mess and i changed it like 5 times...i wasn’t too explicit or graphic (I don’t think??) so hopefully whatever I tagged covered everything ^^” 

Angsty Easter Eggs that people might cry to me about:

chap titles (lol go take a look at the sentence they form! im really proud of this uwu)

geto’s coping mechanism/side hobby being origami (I swear it’s not me salty about getting papercuts)

it’s cuz i needed some sort of dragonfly motif in this piece (lmao if you know why, you know why) and origami was the best way to do it...plus arts and crafts IS a good therapeutic way to destress, dr.shoko approved!  😤 😤

origami from chap 2>shoko finds it (or did she =w=)>gojo 

the test

The cleaner turns back and removes something framed on the wall. It is something strikingly familiar, but Gojo does not have the energy to remember why. (chap 2)

Chap 3 had a flashback about Gojo scoring lower than Geto and then Geto commenting he will frame his test on his ways--he does go through with it! 

Geto’s death

Shit, I still need to update Shoko. (chap 3)

Headcanon territory but there’s something in the way vol0 played out that makes me think Gojo sort of knew?? that it was it for Geto?? Sorta like he knew going in that he was going to have to fight to kill, so it makes sense that he would tell Shoko before hand (ahem again, me pushing forward my sss trio friendship agenda)

[myfoofoo]

This is about shipping, because some of you are acting like you lost your mind....

Lemme just point this out before anyone else does. 

-Yes I’m aware this post is long. Get over it.

-Yes I’m aware the anti shipping here isn’t as bad as other fandoms

-I will only post this type of stuff here just this once okay? I’m sorry for the inconvenience, just block me if it bothers you so badly...

-I’m only saying this here because people decided to go to the crankiplier tag and be rude, and no I wasn’t triggered just off that. This has been a thing for awhile, that was just the last straw for me

-Mark or Ethan if you see this I’m so sorry, I’m just sick of this now

ok can i just say i love all the people who go in anon asks or say shit in the crankiplier tag talking shit like....funny thing is most of you would not be saying shit irl would you? LMAO No you wouldn’t you cowards, so don’t say it here. Ya’ll need to chill okay? Literally nobody’s trying to fight you. I don’t know if you guys are having an episode or some shit, but you need to chill trying to fight each other literally won’t fix a damn thing will it? I’m legit trying to say this as calm as possible because I’m actually fuming right now.

STOP. PLEASE. JUST. STOP.

This shit is seriously going too far and the sad part is most of you think you’re being a hero. I don’t know what happened to cause you all to be angry last night. But you going over to the crankiplier tag or ANY ship tag just to talk shit is fucking childish. Don’t ever feel proud of yourself for what you’re doing right now.

And don’t pull that “We’re sticking up for...” you’re doing it terribly by the way. Don’t use that as an excuse for how ignorant you are acting. Some of you are chill so just ignore this. No matter if you’re a shipper or not, nobody should be harassed to the point they get anxiety. Nobody should be generalized because a select group of people fucked up. I really don’t want to fight anyone but this is just disappointing and gross to witness. Do you actually feel proud of yourself for hurting complete strangers?? I thought this fandom was supposed to be welcoming not full of assholes who don’t understand the full story but still label you “toxic” anyway. 

I literally respect tf out of Amy and Mika and I respect tf out of Mark and Ethan. I’ve literally kept everything to myself and most of us have?? 

One thing I want to make clear, I know you mean well...I know you’re just trying to keep the boys safe and I am literally with you on that...but this isn’t the way to solve that. Fighting each other won’t solve this. I admit before someone tries to use this against me I did write a VERY...very aggressive thing towards anti shippers, but I felt bad so I want to redo it. 

I’m sorry. I’m sorry if you had bad personal experience with shipping.

I’m sorry if you witnessed the septiplier shit in 2016

I’m sorry if you’re going through personal baggage and we’re you’re only outlet.

I’m sorry if shipping makes you uncomfortable.

But being rude to each other? Will not fix it. I respect you if you don’t like shipping. That is entirely fair and I have no problem with that. It’s the way you guys handle it that makes me want to punch the fuck out somebody. lmaoo

Handle it in a mature way. Not like this. You don’t have to like us, that is fair.

But don’t you fucking dare compare us murderers, to pedos, to stalkers. And yes I’ve seen someone say it before. Don’t you ever compare us to that nasty shit. 

You do not know ANY of us personally nor will you ever. Don’t try to judge our characters just because of one trivial thing. It’s childish and disgusting.

Remember Natsuki’s poem? “Amy likes spiders”? I’m sure most of you know what I’m talking about. You remember what that poem was about? Don’t judge a person just because of ONE characteristic about them, it just makes you an ignorant jerk. And I’m sure most of you even agreed with that poem....kinda hypocritical ain’t it??

Can we please...PLEASE just chill out?? This fandom is supposed to be like a family, not a constant battle. It doesn’t need to be like this. Like ever. So please let’s just stop with this....please.

And no before people start whining, no I am not supporting the people who harassed the boys. I’m not supporting people who tag Mark or Ethan or ANY youtuber with smut. No I am not supporting the people who called Amy and Mika nasty names. 

I am supporting the people who kept it to themselves. I am supporting the people who respected the boys wishes and either changed their ways of shipping or posted in their rightful tag. I am supporting the people who are probably too afraid to stick up for themselves when people are literally shouting at them. I am supporting the people who ship because it’s the only thing that makes them smile during hard times. I am supporting the people who did nothing to hurt you or anyone in anyway.

ANYWAY, I’m not gonna fight ya’ll not worth the energy honestly. Stay safe, stay sane in quarantine, it’s pretty rough right now. Wash your hands. Goodbye.

Wait I forgot Ethan and Sean literally said shipping IS FINE just don’t go harassing people. Sean literally said in the video “Don’t fight each other over this..” And yet you’re doing the opposite. THIS IS WHAT YOUR FUCKING WORDS ARE CAUSING

ARE YOU DEADASS PROUD FOR GIVING SOMEONE PANIC ATTACKS????

REALLY?? OVER THIS??

Before I blow up lemme just...don’t feel proud of this. This is not okay. Shipper or not. Don’t give people this much fear. I’m staying out of the tags for awhile until ya’ll finally decide to grow up. This is depressing...

Small update: Please don’t put other people’s toxic actions on all of us. We are not their parents, we don’t control them in anyway. I literally put out friendly reminders not to harass the boys, that’s all I can do. Otherwise it’s literally out of our control. If people spam a ship name in their streams, like wtf am I supposed to do??? I’m not a mod, I’m not a goddess, I can’t just magically ban them, I wish I could because I hate that shite too lmao. Also, yes quarantine sucks ass right now. But just because you’re bored does not mean, come over and be mad at us. Or whatever th ya’ll excuse is these days. Nobody asked lmao.