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Hey I just made this post and I've been trying to reach out to diff blogs to see if anyone knew about it or had any other information? It doesn't seem to be any info anywhere, so I would love to know what you think
2011 interview
hello sweetpea, thank you for reaching out with this! (◠‿◠✿)
‼️CORRECTION EDIT- @bulletprooflarry DID include the QX interview in her October 2011 timeline! The interview was done on 2 Oct 2011. Big thanks to @broken-beaks for mentioning that in the comments of the post: "This is from October 2nd in 2011 when they were at Nobis Hotel in Stockholm, getting interviewed by Ronny Larsson before their signing at Café Opera for the fan project #Bring1DtoMe" btw, 2 Oct 2011, the same day THIS all happened:
and the rest of my original reply:
I have written a reply in your post already, but will repeat what I wrote here.
I know this interview, yes!
QX is the largest LGBTQAI-media publisher in Scandinavia and QX (Magazine) is a monthly free queer magazine. They also host 2 annual GayGalas in Sweden and Finland.
The 1D interview from their Nov 2011 issue, page 16, was also used in a masterpost on "Harry's sexuality" from 9 April 2012 by @hazzalovesboo - I have elongated to archive the post here (it used the @lourrythoughts translation post as a source as well, which was posted on 18 Feb 2012)
The shift from 2011 to 2012 in terms of how H&L were allowed to publicly communicate, interact, behave themselves and be seen together was severe! I'm currently elongating to archive all the BPL 2011 and 2012 timelines (which will all be linked here) and man... fuck, the contrast is SO stark, it all paints such a clear picture. There's so many lovely, funny and beautiful moments for Harry and Lou and then... so many gut-churning, heartbreaking ones. :(
So yeah, H&L’s closeting had REALLY started taking off in mid 2012 and the contents of that very candid Nov 2011 queer magazine interview were definitely the opposite of what Modest!/Syco wanted/expected of/planned for H&L. Plus, the readers of that magazine were certainly not in the target group that was chosen for 1D. Plus plus, we know they were under the contractual thumb of people who -on top of everything else- were also homophobic as shit.
Thank you for digging up that interview, love (◡‿◡✿) and archiving the screenshots and linking all the sources, it is truly appreciated!
We need to preserve everything that we can as best & fact-checked as possible, because -as this clearly shows- we can't keep losing the ancient texts (ノ;≡ω≡)ノ
(on a personal note I'd also like to say that however Harry meant his answer about "i can play double, it's okay", this was 2011 and he was 17. and in 2013, when he was 19, he said he's "pretty sure" he's "not bisexual". then came 2022, when Harry was 28, and to the ask "Did Harry ever say that he was unlabelled?", here's a wonderful post incl. his interview quotes by @bluewinnerangel sexuality can be fluid. gender can be fluid. it's truly great. :') )
Thank you for your kind message 💖 x
#ask#QX interview#QX magazine#interview#Flamboyant!#rainbows#1D in Sweden#so camp so beautiful#We live together deal with it#larry#in this house WE HATE MODEST!#in this house WE HATE SYCO#oct 2011#nov 2011#2011#2025
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The Elevator 🌔
I think I know what this message from 🌋 is referring to. Lizzy McAlpine just released the deluxe version of her album Older today and she titled it Older (and Wiser). I’m pretty sure Older is related to Gracie’s song Older on TIWIFL (see this post for more on the Gracie Lizzy connections). Lizzy’s Older and Gracie’s Older are both related to the Peter Pan metaphor. I think the deluxe album being titled Older (and Wiser) indicates that Peter is getting ready to grow up -> “I have this thing where I get older but just never wiser.” Taylor is no longer going to be an anti-hero, she is instead going to be a hero.

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The first track on Older is The Elevator and the lyrics of this song match perfectly w Labyrinth (and Labyrinth is related to the Bejeweled mv bc Taylor takes an elevator from the 1st to the 13th floor):
“It wasn’t slow it happened fast” -> “You know how scared I am of elevators, Never trust it if it rises fast, It can’t last”
“And suddenly the only thing I (Peter) saw was you (Wendy)” -> “Uh-oh, I'm fallin' in love, Oh no, I'm fallin' in love again”
Also, the plane -> The Tortured Poets Depart 🛫🛬 -> “I thought the plane was going down, How'd you turn it right around?” -> LWYMMD mv where Taylor clips the wings of her TS6 plane (karma the lost album) -> Elton John’s Goodbye Yellow Brick Road (which is referenced in the Karma mv) using the same plane metaphor: “When are you gonna come down? When are you going to land?” This song is abt Elton choosing to walk away from fame which is also what the Bejeweled mv is abt (Castles Crumbling).

If you look at the Spotify canvas for The Elevator, a calendar is shown w several dates and this is where the math comes in. Some of the dates are 11/10, 10/28-10/30, 11/6, 11/7-11/10, 10/24, and Oct 28. 11/10 mirrored is 10/11 like @lyricstoojesus said, and 10/11 is the first quarter w 58% illumination which is mentioned in the 🌋 message. The waxing gibbous phase 🌔 starts on 10/12. The Elevator calendar has some very interesting things written on it. One of them is “Piano Taylor” which is on 10/11-10/12. This could be what that 🌋 message was trying to point us to. Perhaps this is a hint that we should pay attention to Taylor’s next piano surprise song. Plus 12 mirrored is 21 which is one of Gracie’s songs (see this post for more on the 12 and 21).




Another thing that caught my eye was “Richter.” This could be referring to the Richter scale which measures the magnitude of earthquakes. Gracie just recently played Fault Line as a surprise song on Oct 2. This song uses an earthquake as a metaphor for a relationship falling apart. “I know you're a fault line, but I'll break too, Crackin' at the same time, does it shock you?” Interestingly, Aaron Dessner described the song “us” as “an earthquake of a song.” So putting these easter eggs together, they could be saying that “us” (that is the tortured poets + us true fans, "you + me = us") is the earthquake in the song Fault Line; the relationship that's falling apart in Fault Line is the one between Peter/James (the tortured poets) and Wendy/Betty (us true fans). It could also be saying that this relationship will be the thing that burns the lover house to the ground and starts the revolution, the "volcano." The Elevator calendar may be foreshadowing when the first cracks from this earthquake will start forming, 10/10. Ginger anon mentioned the cracks in the facade that turn into a chasm.

The last thing I wanted to point out is “Codesmith” which is written under “Monday, Wednesday, Thursday” and next to “Oct 28” which is a Monday. The wk of Oct 28 is the same wk as Halloween which is on a Thursday. I have no doubt sth big will happen this wk since this was the whole purpose of the 🎃 messages.
#older#older (and wiser)#anti hero#lizzy mcalpine#the elevator#spotify canvas#volcano anon#gaylor#gaylor swift#kaylor#waxing gibbous#for now she slumbers#10/12#10/11#10/4#rabbit hole#mass coming out theory#labyrinth#october#fall#halloween#pumpkin#planes#goodbye yellow brick road#fault line#earthquakes#calenders#peter pan#bejeweled mv#Spotify
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ARCH ENEMY Announces Fall 2025 European Tour With AMORPHIS, ELUVEITIE And GATECREEPER
Swedish/Canadian/American extreme metal titans ARCH ENEMY have announced the "European Blood Dynasty 2025 Tour". Support on the trek, which will kick off on October 10 in Stuttgart, Germany and conclude on December 15 in Düsseldorf, Germany, will come from AMORPHIS, ELUVEITIE and GATECREEPER.
Tickets go on sale on Wednesday, November 27 at 10 a.m. CET via www.archenemy.live.
ARCH ENEMY says: "We can't wait to see you again!"
"European Blood Dynasty 2025 Tour" dates:
Oct. 10 - Schleyerhalle, Stuttgart, DE Oct. 11 - Jahrhunderthalle, Frankfurt am Main, DE Oct. 12 - Zenith, Munich, DE Oct. 14 - Barba Negra, Budapest, HU Oct. 15 - Gasometer, Vienna, AT Oct. 17 - Columbiahalle, Berlin, DE Oct. 18 - Sportovni Hala Fortuna, Prague, CZ Oct. 19 - PreZero Arena Gliwice, Gliwice, PL Oct. 21 - The Hall, Zurich, CH Oct. 22 - Alcatraz, Milan, IT Oct. 23 - Radiant Bellevue, Lyon, FR Oct. 25 - Vistalegre, Madrid, ES Oct. 27 - Zenith, Paris, FR Oct. 28 - AFAS Live, Amsterdam, NL Oct. 30 - Civic Hall, Wolverhampton, UK Oct. 31 - O2 Apollo, Manchester, UK Dec. 01 - Eventim Apollo, London, UK Dec. 03 - Rockhal, Esch sur Alzette, LU Dec. 04 - Ancienne Belgique, Brussels, BE Dec. 05 - Haus Auensee, Leipzig, DE Dec. 07 - Partille Arena, Gothenburg, SE Dec. 08 - Annexet, Stockholm, SE Dec. 10 - Ice Hall, Helsinki, FI Dec. 12 - Sentrum Scene, Oslo, NO Dec. 13 - Poolen, Copenhagen, DK Dec. 14 - Swiss Life Hall, Hannover, DE Dec. 15 - Mitsubishi Electric Hall, Düsseldorf, DE
ARCH ENEMY's twelfth studio album, "Blood Dynasty", will arrive on March 28, 2025 via Century Media Records.
ARCH ENEMY's 2024 European co-headline tour, "Rising From The North", with IN FLAMES, wrapped up on November 5 in Helsinki, Finland.
ARCH ENEMY guitarist Michael Amott stated about "Blood Dynasty": "This new album pushes the boundaries of what we've done before — it's everything you've come to expect from this band, and then some! We can't wait for you to hear it and feel the energy we've poured into every track. Welcome to the 'Blood Dynasty'!"
Next to the limited deluxe editions that feature two exclusive bonus tracks, fans can direct their attention to the limited liquid blood vinyl that is exclusively available in the band stores and limited to 666 copies.
Issued in July 2024, the "Dream Stealer" single marked ARCH ENEMY's first new music since the release of the "Deceivers" album, which came out in August 2022.
"Dream Stealer" was mixed by Jens Bogren and mastered by Tony Lindgren at Fascination Street Studios. The accompanying music video was directed and produced by Patric Ullaeus.
Three months ago, Amott told Pulp Magazine about "Dream Stealer" and ARCH ENEMY's plans for new music: "We've been staying busy for sure and are really focused on writing and recording new stuff in between the touring we're doing. I'm kind of always coming up with new musical and lyrical ideas though — I just keep going as it's what I enjoy doing anyway. Making music is a natural process, and it's pretty much a daily thing, so it can be hard to pinpoint exactly when everything was conceived. I do, however, actually remember that the initial seed for 'Dream Stealer' was written during a songwriting session I did with Daniel [Erlandsson, drums] in Los Angeles, California, two years ago, and then it's been rearranged and updated a lot till it reached its final state that you're now hearing."
Asked if it was a conscious decision to go back to the "classic ARCH ENEMY" direction and approach with "Dream Stealer", Amott said: "I've seen some seriously great feedback from the fans, and that's always very encouraging, of course. Personally, I don't know if I’d necessarily say 'Dream Stealer' is a throwback to the sound of the past, but I get what they mean — the song has the energy and speed that is very exciting and infectious. Maybe there is a hint of vintage ARCH ENEMY in there, and why not? I'm looking forward to playing it live on stage — I think it is going to be intense as hell."
ARCH ENEMY played its first concert with new guitarist Joey Concepcion on April 24, 2024 at Musinsa Garage in Seoul, South Korea. The show was part of ARCH ENEMY's 2024 Asian tour.
Last December, ARCH ENEMY announced that it had "amicably" parted ways with longtime guitarist Jeff Loomis.
Jeff, who was the main songwriter in his previous group, NEVERMORE, joined ARCH ENEMY in late 2014, but was not involved in the writing for the latter act's last two albums, 2017's "Will To Power" and the aforementioned "Deceivers".
ARCH ENEMY is:
Alissa White-Gluz - Vocals Michael Amott - Guitar Joey Concepcion - Guitar Sharlee D'Angelo - Bass Daniel Erlandsson - Drums
Photo credit: Katja Kuhl

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Novelvember wrap-up
To be clear my novel is not wrapping up, just the month lol. But! This was decently successful. In the past, when I've done NaNoWriMo for a book I've always been successful (there was that one year I tried to do it for something else and it just didn't work but oh well). We all know what an utter shitshow NaNo has been though and how they keep inventing new lows to stoop to. I was really excited to actually get back to my novel this year after the whirlwind of fic I've done recently and I've seen a lot of people say the stuff with NaNo was really demotivating to them, but I say let spite be your motivator. I think it's a lot more impactful on the organization to see people go "fuck you, we don't need you and can do it on our own if you're going to act like this" then for people to just quit. If you quit, there's no one for them to win back. If you make your own 4thewords group, that's a direct sting. That's just my opinion though.
In the end I broke 37k (I'm actually still writing for today but this is where I am rn), which is technically a losing score for NaNo but is the win condition of Novella November so let's just say I was doing that one LOL.
No, in actuality I really wasn't going for word count this year, I was going for quality. I've seen some people be so reactionary to NaNo during this by saying "well, actually, that was always a terrible way to write a book, an unrealistic goal, and something that would result in a big mess you have to clean up, if it's even possible." I think that's fucking stupid. Yes, it will be that for some people, but everyone writes differently. NaNo was an amazing, life-changing thing for a lot of people and I don't abide by throwing the concept under the bus because of a shitty organization.
That said, the deal with this novel was that I started to write it summer of 2022 and then realized that the beginning just... wasn't solid. Fanfiction can teach you a lot about writing but the hardest thing to learn through it is how to introduce worlds/characters because, well, the audience already knows them. I was on chapter 4 and frustrated when I realized the reason nothing was working the way it was in my head is because I know this world & characters inside and out and I hadn't given them a good intro. I was a little burnt out and took "a break" to write sw&sd. Well, I didn't pick it up again. I was honestly starting to run low on fanfiction ideas after Sapphic Septmeber and Sheratober, and I think work is gonna pick up next year which is gonna make it a lot harder to find time to write my novels, so I decided fuck it, it's time. And part of that motivation was to spite NaNo, to be clear, I've been thinking about this for a few months as they threw more garbage on the fire!
Okay onto November itself lol
Like I said, I wrote this book up until chapter 4 and I had a decent outline for the rest in my head. To get back into it, I decided to sit down and write the outline as I remembered it two years later and then actually look at my notes and what I had written. Let's just say there was some drift lol (in both positive and negative ways). It took me like a week (Oct 28-Nov 4) to get all this sorted, improve on it with my new experience, and start writing, but I went into it with every scene for every chapter planned, which let me build up the momentum and arc better.
I did run into a bit of a speedbump when I realized I'd accidentally deleted most of my first draft. I was planning to rewrite it anyway, obviously, but I knew there was good stuff I wanted to save in there. Normally I have backups on backups on backups, but that was kind of my problem: I backed my first draft up onto my backup HDD, and then when I was doing a recent file transfer to my new SDD, I saw the version of the draft on my actual computer had a more recent modified date than the one I backed up. Assuming that was the more complete version, I overwrote my backups with it without checking. What that version actually was was an edited down draft for the next attempt keeping just the parts I thought were worth saving, but it was so little, and I know there were good snippets in the rest of those four chapters that were lost. That was really upsetting and demotivating. I managed to find more of the old draft in my Scrivener files where I saved different versions of the scenes, so I think I reached the point where I recovered probably about half of it, and yeah I didn't end up using... pretty much anything except one scene and a few snippets here and there, but I still really wanted to be able to compare the first version (I'm calling it draft .5) with the full draft so I'm sad about it.
Since, like I said, the start was where I'm weakest, it's also what took me the longest. The first two chapters took me about a week each. Chapters 3 and 4 took me about 3-4 days each. And then I hit my stride, because now we're into my bread and butter (two lesbians being insane about each other) and also I finished Veilguard which was eating up some of my time LOL, and I'm averaging a chapter every day or two. My goal rn is to finish the book by the end of the year and relax back into fanfiction in January. I want to do Femslash February and then probably do a second draft starting somewhere in the March-May range. I'm going to be taking a class for work this spring so my time is probably going to be a little thin and I like to let drafts sit so I can come back with "fresh eyes", but I'm taking notes as I go of things that might need updating in a second draft but I don't think need fixing right now.
While I don't think NaNo is a bad way to write a book, I do think it's not the best way to write a second draft, and they'll be the first to admit that! The whole idea is that you do the first rough draft in November and spend the rest of the year editing it and, well, I'm not doing that LOL. This is more like a second draft, because even if I only got 4 chapters in (like a 4th or maybe a 3rd of the way into the total book), it revealed a lot of issues that normally pop up over the course of an entire novel, so it let me really improve the arc and solidly plan an outline with at least an idea and general purpose for every scene in the novel, with only a few this cut/added/rearranged from the outline so far. Not officially doing NaNo gave me the internal "permission" to take things slower and fix every problem as it came instead of letting them compound and promising to fix it on the next draft. I know me. Sometimes the next draft never comes. The other novel I wrote and finished that year is still languishing because, even though it has a stronger opening... it needs a MASSIVE overhaul, pretty much two thirds of it cut, one of those thirds rewritten, and the other completely changed or gone for good. And to be clear, I didn't write that novel during NaNo! I wrote it over like two months in the summer, but I did it with the NaNo mindset and I need to not let problems like that build. In the case of that novel, I didn't see what those problems were until I had the full picture (first draft), but I had the eye for them earlier with my project for this year and it really benefited from it even if it took two years to come back.
One day I'm going back for that novel. But right now I'm going to finish my Novelvember project, and write some shitty fanfiction, and then maybe I'll sit before my Scrivener corkboard and think how I can fix that mess, too
#mylife#I like the name Novelvember better than Novella November (especially since I'm not writing a novella)#but it does look bad written down even if its fun to say lmao#writing adventure
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Week 11 - Compulsory Question 1
For our group, we decided to create a collage manifesto:

Although I have always had my own manifestos, I have never written them down anywhere, mostly just keeping them in my thoughts. I find creating a poster, and viewing it physically helps so much more in reminding myself of my own rules. Sometimes, we get so caught up in things that we easily forget our purpose so I find this activity to be extremely insightful.

An alternative manifesto I would have added to the collage would be “Don’t complicate things”. I realize I tend to overthink and make things way harder than it is in my head. Because of these thoughts, I start to procrastinate due to not knowing where to start. Another I would also add is “Be straightforward and keep it simple”. As I want to create art that is easy to look at and understand. In today’s hectic world, I want my art to bring joy and relief from daily stress.
Recently, I’ve noticed that I’m getting better at answering questions about my identity as a designer, thanks to my experience in CTS B. The self-reflection exercises in week 2 and 10 have been particularly helpful in clarifying what kind of designer I want to be. In the past, I often lacked confidence in my responses because the question felt too broad. I didn’t know my style and felt I had nothing figured out. However, through CTS and my other modules, I’ve gradually discovered what I like and dislike as a designer. This journey has boosted my confidence, as I’m now starting to produce designs that truly reflect my vision and passion.
Additionally, I’ve been applying my manifestos to my other modules, and it has been incredibly beneficial. For example, in Studio, we had to create designs for a food festival that could adapt to various formats. Our initial designs were messy and, honestly, quite difficult to apply across different media. We decided to pivot to a more adaptable design that also strengthened our brand image. This shift not only simplified our work but also streamlined our workflow, making everything more efficient.


Another module where my manifesto really helped was illustration.
I originally planned to animate all the small flying human figures in my piece. However, I soon realized that this would be impractical and not economical. Making the piece look too noisy, which would go against my goal of showing peace and simplicity. Plus, since my cats are the main focus of the illustration, it makes more sense to animate them instead. This way, people can better appreciate the main subjects. From this, I learned that sometimes less is more, and working smart is better than just working hard.


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REFERENCES:
Charlotte Burgess-Auburn. "Why designers need a manifesto." Fast Company, 13 Oct. 2022, www.fastcompany.com/90794246/why-designers-need-a-manifesto.
Hwang, Alvin. “Writing a Design Manifesto.” Design for Mindfulness, 18 Apr. 2024, designformindfulness.blog/writing-design-manifesto.
“I Want to Be Free When I’m Designing”: Maria Chiara Moro on the Importance of Experimentation. 28 Oct. 2024, www.itsnicethat.com/articles/maria-chiara-moro-graphic-design-170322.
Clarice Tudor’s Climate-focused Comic Series Depicts Boris Johnson as a Fat Cat in Battle With Mother Earth. 10 Nov. 2022, www.itsnicethat.com/articles/clarice-tudor-licaf-ten-years-to-save-the-world-illustration-091121.
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Right-wing pandemic denier political event in Pennsylvania.
Important Context - Who’s Speaking At the 2024 Brownstone Institute Conference? This year’s fringe fest shows the extent of the anti-science group’s influence. Walker Bragman, Allison Neitzel, and Natalie Jonas Oct 28, 2024 The panel lineup of the 2024 Pittsburgh conference not only illustrates how wide Brownstone’s influence web has become, but how unifying—and animating—public health denialism is to the global right today. Represented by the speakers are different countries, various universities and other institutions, including not a small number of dark money groups. The vast majority of the panelists are public health contrarians who have expressed skepticism of the COVID vaccines and espoused anti-trans sentiments. Day 1 Keynote. The festivities will begin with a keynote speech delivered by Tucker himself. Tucker has worn many hats throughout his career—Bitcoin advocate; managing partner at a crypto investment fund; neo-Confederate; right-wing political operative. He has a reputation for his extreme free market beliefs, which include support for child labor and youth tobacco use, and opposition to anti-discrimination laws. Conversely, Tucker lives in the rigid world of Traditionalist Catholicism and has written for various publications with a focus on liturgical music.
Not surprisingly there’s some overlap with the Rescue the Republic event in DC in September 2024, including Robert Malone and Bret Weinstein. 3 people from the Ron DeSantis public health committee led by the anti-vax Florida Surgeon General Joe Ladapo who on the podcast of Steve Bannon, said vaccines are ‘the Antichrist of all products’. Some guy from Belgium who’s been on Alex Jones’ show. The anti-vax Canadian pediatrician who sued her critics and lost, and then Elon Musk said he’d pay her legal bills. The anti-vax anti-abortion candidate that lost to VP candidate Governor Tim Walz in 2022. A colleague of Pierre Kory and Jordan Vaughn at the FLCCC. An Australian libertarian psychotherapist. Moms for Liberty co-founder Tiffany Justice who recently appeared at the October 2024 Madison Square Garden MAGA fascist rally. Father John Naugle of the Catholic Diocese of Pittsburgh who has publicly hurled anti-trans insults at former PA Health Secretary and now the U.S Health Dept. Assistant Secretary, Rachel Levine. One of the infamous punitive dubious media doctor pundits launched by Oprah Winfrey - the one who didn’t run against John Fetterman and also not the one who appeared at the Madison Square Garden Trump rally, it’s the other one. And, of course, at least one of the authors of the Great Barrington Declaration is on the roster.
#politics#pandemic#public health#anti-trans#covid contrarians#anti-vax#pittsburgh#pennsylvania#right-wing#pandemic denier#dark money#brownstone institute#crypto industry#political operatives#child labor#rad trad cath#neo-confederate#Jeffrey Tucker#Alex Jones#Elon Musk#Ron DeSantis#the oprah#bret weinstein#disinformation#drew pinsky#oz#phil mcgraw#influencers#jeffrey tucker#moms for liberty
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ִֶָ𓂃 ࣪˖𓉸ִֶָྀི ִֶָ་ 𝐋𝐄𝐀𝐇'𝐒 𝟐𝟎𝟐𝟒 𝐊𝐈𝐍𝐊𝐓𝐎𝐁𝐄𝐑


Author's Note: hello! welcome to my third year of doing kinktober. for now, this is what i have planned when it comes to kinks paired with characters. however, i may or may not change things up later on. i won't be posting EVERYDAY because of my busy schedule, so we're sticking to posting every other day lol. blogs and reposts are appreciated. leave a comment if you want to be on the kinktober 2024 taglist!
Content Warning: afab!reader , MALExFEM & FEMxFEM, soft dom and hard dom characters, reader's role can range between sub and dom as well, she/her is used, pet names are used. individual and detailed warnings will be in each chapter as well.
2022 & 2023 KINKTOBER HERE!
WEEK 1; oct 1, oct 3, oct 5, oct 6
oct 1st: Suna Rintarou | Phone Sex
oct 3rd: Dabi/Touya Todoroki | Caught
oct 5th: Toji Fushiguro | Voice Kink
oct 6th: Ran Haitani | Mirror Sex
WEEK 2; oct 8, oct 10, oct 12, oct 13
oct 8th: Rindou Haitani | Fingering
oct 10th: Hawks/Keigo Takami | Sexually Frustrated
oct 12th: Osamu Miya | Breeding Kink
oct 13th: Choso | Cunnilingus
WEEK 3; oct 15, oct 17, oct 19, oct 20
oct 15th: Gojo Satoru | Blindfolded
oct 17th: Shoko Ieiri | Thigh riding
oct 19th: Katsuki Bakugou | Brat Taming
oct 20th: Mikey/Manjiro Sano | Morning sex
WEEK 4; oct 26, oct 27
oct 26th: Maki Zenin | Hair Pulling
oct 27th: Izuku Midoriya | Massaging
WEEK 5; oct 28, oct 31
oct 28th: Suguru Geto | Face Fucking
oct 31st: Kozume Kenma | Dacryphilia
all works written belong to © leahrintarou
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˚₊‧ Casual‧₊˚ out Oct. 28 A song written out of pure disdain for “casual” relationships. I’m annoyed as f*ck with them and I know you are too. get ready ponies. Presave link in bio ᵔᴥᵔ
October 8, 2022
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By • Olalekan Fagbade Court to deliver judgment October. 9 in murder case of Lawyer allegedly by Police officer A Lagos High Court will on Monday deliver judgment in the case of a police officer, Darambi Vandi, charged with shooting dead a Lagos-based lawyer, Mrs Omobolanle Raheem, on Christmas Day. The court sitting at Tafawa Balewa Square gave the judgment date on July 13 after adoption of final written addresses by parties in the suit. Vandi was arraigned on Jan. 16 on a count charge of murder but he pleaded not guilty. The court granted accelerated hearing on the case. Lagos State Government alleged that the defendant shot Raheem on the chest on Dec. 25, 2022, at Ajah Roundabout, on Lekki- Expressway, Lagos State. The News Agency of Nigeria (NAN) reports that murder contravenes Section 223 of the Criminal Law of Lagos State, 2015. Prosecution team led by the Attorney-General and Commissioner for Justice, Mr Moyosore Onigbanjo, called a total of 11 witnesses including eight police officers. The other prosecution witnesses are two eye witnesses and a pathologist. Among the prosecution witnesses is Insp Matthew Ameh, who allegedly worked with the defendant at the time of the alleged murder. The prosecution closed its case on Feb. 25. On Feb. 28, the defendant through his counsel, Mr Gbenro Gbadamosi, filed an application, praying the court to quash the charge against him. Gbadamosi argued that evidence of the prosecution witnesses were inconsistent and did not link the defendant to the alleged murder. On April 3, the court, however, dismissed the no-case submission. Justice Ibironke Harrison held that prosecution established sufficient oral and documentary evidence linking the defendant to the alleged crime, which required explanation from him. Harrison added that evidence by the defendant would shed light on what happened. On May 31, the defendant gave evidence and closed his case. His counsel had told the court that Vandi was the sole defence witness. On July 13, the parties adopted their written addresses, and the court reserved judgment until Oct. 9. (NAN) OCC/IGO #CourttodeliverjudgmentinmurdercaseofBolanleRaheemonOctober9th
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What I read in (2021 and) 2022
I want to copy up the list I started making in 2022 of all the books I was reading. It was written first as a Google Keep list, and that is where I keep it up to date. I'm writing this note more than half way through 2023, but the books I have copied down for that year will come in a separate list. This list includes items *completed* in 2022, so some books started in December and finished in January 2023 will be on that list. Some dates may be imprecise. So, here's what I read in 2022, in order, with the first item on the list being read in 2021:
The Tommyknockers, August 2021.
Mordew, Jan-Feb 2022.
Needful Things, Feb-Mar.
White Fang, 5-6 Mar.
Rosemary's Baby, 27-28 Mar.
The Castle of Otranto, 30 Mar. (Never finished, but I doubt I will ever go back.)
Lonesome Dove, 4 Apr-3 May.
Gone With The Wind, 3 May-9 Jul.
Horus Rising, 8 Jun-11 Jul.
False Gods, 11-19 Jul.
Galaxy In Flames, 19-23 Jul.
The Flight of The Eisenstein, 23 Jul-03 Aug.
Fulgrim, 03-22 Aug.
Cujo, 22-29 Aug.
Carmilla, 29 Aug-01 Sep.
Something Wicked This Way Comes 01 Oct-gave up on 16 Oct.
The Exorcist, 16-21 Oct.
Rendezvous With Rama, 23 Oct.
Brutal Kunnin', 31 Oct-17 Nov.
Jane Eyre, 02 Dec-04 Jan 2023.
Philosopher's Stone, December 2022.
There we are! Some books started in 2022 carried over to 2023, like Pride And Prejudice and Chamber of Secrets, but I'll mention those in the list for 2023.
I'm still not sure what I'm going to do with this list. Perhaps write a little more about each book in turn. But I do have one *immediate* idea for a couple of the books above...
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It only took a few days for the realization to hit the hermits. That they were stuck in this unfamiliar world, no way out and no way in.
Impulse had been struck with it first, the thought that he wouldn't see Skizz and go about his weekly routine of Skyblock with him. He wouldn't be able to distract himself from the anxiety of being somewhere that was unfamiliar to him.
Which is probably why he sat staring into the portal, his hand held out to feel through the murky emptiness that had led them from one world to the other. The demonic hybrid had been curled cross legged in front of the rift for an hour, maybe two? Likely even more? He’d lost track of the sun at this point.
He needed to get back as soon as possible. They needed to know he was safe. He didn’t even leave a proper goodbye, he thought he’d be back by now.
His tail curled around him, flicking in annoyance every few minutes until he turned back to look towards where they planned to make their new home. It was temporary, or at least he hoped it was going to be temporary, gods forbid he’d be stuck there for the rest of eternity with no way of telling anyone back home where he was.
The demon shook his head, he had to stay hopeful no matter what. Think of something positive that didn’t lead him to spiral more than he already had.
So for starters, he wasn’t dead? Hopefully? At least he didn’t feel like the Rift killed him, it simply took his beard and axe for some reason which is very interesting. He also had Tango which is nice, they’ll either keep eachother sane or go down fighting together. Okay maybe they’re gonna make eachother worse…
Impulse was already planning what he’d do when he got back. He’d cover Bdubs in as many kisses as possible before spending a month with Skizz to make up for disappearing for several weeks without even a text. Make a show of not wanting to be rude.
Maybe, just maybe, this would all be worth it in the end?
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masterlist for heeseung



code: ❤️🔥 smut / 💛 fluff / 💗 suggestive / 💙 angst / 3️⃣ written in 3rd person POV
at fault; secret agents!au (released on May 16, 2022)
summary: you're supervising the boys in a mission in which one of the members take a hit and you blame yourself for it // wc: ~2.6k 💗3️⃣
just a little bit; bf!heeseung au (released on May 28, 2022)
summary: your boyfriend Heeseung has a habit of not bringing a bag anywhere he goes. today, you face the consequences. // wc: ~1k 💛3️⃣
first; bf!heeseung au (released on Jun 27, 2022)
summary: after your very first big fight with your boyfriend, you decide to sit alone and gather your thoughts. // wc: ~1.3k 💙💛3️⃣
don't go; ghost!au (released on Jul 20, 2022)
summary: your beloved boyfriend ghosted you for months and suddenly shows up on your front door, with an explanation. // wc: ~3.2k 💙💗3️⃣
tailored; tailor!heeseung au (released on Jul 24, 2022)
summary: your mother drags you to your family's bespoke tailor, and you are secretly more than happy to get your measurements taken--amongst other things. // wc: ~2.6k ❤️🔥3️⃣
moonlight; bf!heeseung au (released on Oct 15, 2022)
summary: the lyrics of Ariana Grande's Moonlight perfectly describe your boyfriend's behavior. and you're thankful for it. // wc: ~1.4k 💛
the other woman; (released on July 15, 2023)
summary: tonight is the night you see Heeseung, again, but you begin to wonder how much longer you are able to withstand the tortuous pleasure that is your weekly rendezvous with him, knowing that you are the other woman. // wc: ~1.4k ❤️🔥
© forjongseong 2023, all rights reserved
please do not plagiarize, translate, or repost any of the works above to any other platform.
#writtenbynana#masterlist#enhypen masterlist#enhypen heeseung masterlist#heeseung masterlist#heeseung fluff#heeseung smut#heeseung angst#enhypen smut
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Top 20 Most Popular Post
I love statistics, so here are the top 20 most popular writing posts from my blog.
Masterpost: How to write a story (Nov 5 2020)
Shout-out to all the stories (Oct 9 2022)
Master Prompt List (Feb 12 2021)
good traits gone bad (Apr 27 2023)
To all the writers who haven't written in a while (Jul 9 2022)
Touches Ask Game (Apr 7 2021)
You are allowed to like your own writing (Oct 18 2022)
Touching (Mar 25 2021)
The amount of creativity I possess (Jul 15 2023)
Romance Masterpost (Dec 3 2020)
Your writing will always feel awkward to you (May 7 2022)
What I hate about writing (Jul 2 2023)
I never had people draw fanart (Jul 10 2023)
Hand-holding (Feb 17 2021)
Another kind of diversity (Dec 30 2022)
Kisses (Feb 25 2021)
For anyone worried (Jun 11 2023)
Fanfic and fanart are bonus content (Apr 28 2023)
Advice for writing relationships (Aug 27 2023)
Deepest apologies for the well-thought out characters (Jun 25 2023)
#top 20 most popular posts#creativepromptsforwriting#writing ideas#ranked posts#writing inspiration#writing prompts#writing exercise#writing prompt#creative writing#writing#writing community#writeblr#writers on tumblr
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pairing: park jongseong x fem!reader
summary: y/n hates rich people and park jongseong is no exception. they have been academic rivals since freshman year (which he doesn't like to acknowledge) and always argue about the dumbest of things. but what happens when y/n's brother jungwon joins the dance team led by jay and their friend groups begin to mingle?

genre: social media au, rivals to lovers or something like that
includes: lots of harry potter references lol, fluff, some angst, inappropriate jokes here and there, cursing, crack
featuring: enhypen, weeekly's monday, aespa's ningning, itzy's chaeryeong and some other idols
status: finished
start: jan. 9th, 2022
end: oct. 31st, 2022
a/n: my first smau so i don't know how good it will be but i'm trying my best 🤡

PROFILES 1 | PROFILES 2
CHAPTER 1 | omg y/n furry era
CHAPTER 2 | you read faerie p*rn? me too!
CHAPTER 3 | it's fun to watch the world burn
CHAPTER 4 | not in front of my salad
CHAPTER 5 | who allowed you to die? you still owe me $2
CHAPTER 6 | his kneecaps are junggone?
CHAPTER 7 | seasoned with a little bit of hypocrisy and misogyny
CHAPTER 8 | shhh they don't know that i know this hack... PLS I'M GONNA KMS!!!
CHAPTER 9 | it's about drive, it's about power
CHAPTER 10 | why is she glitching?
CHAPTER 11 | *cardi b voice* that's suspicious
CHAPTER 12 | is that a furry i spot?
CHAPTER 13 | i can attest to that, i was the happy meal
CHAPTER 14 | his joobs are bigger than mine
CHAPTER 15 | oh, and jungwon is there too but that is besides the point (written)
CHAPTER 16 | microwave murderer mamacita
CHAPTER 17 | i became a professional shin poker
CHAPTER 18 | i can't believe i got gayer
CHAPTER 19 | man i love me some good corn
CHAPTER 20 | jaywon are unchaperoned
CHAPTER 21 | y/n ❌ yoomin ✅
CHAPTER 22 | mentally sick but physically thicc
CHAPTER 23 | operation enemies to lovers smoochie smooch
CHAPTER 24 | someone's using taylor's name in vain
CHAPTER 25 | my jayy/n heart is on fire
CHAPTER 26 | alexa play uh oh by (g)i-dle (written)
CHAPTER 27 | i want to pearish
CHAPTER 28 | real hot clown shit
CHAPTER 29 | happy international women's day
CHAPTER 30 | draddy
CHAPTER 31 | the tale of the furry woman and the emotionally constipated but horny boy
CHAPTER 32 | kitten needs to help
CHAPTER 33 | omg i love titty by twice
CHAPTER 34 | disgarsting shat
CHAPTER 35 | animalistic desire or feelings?
CHAPTER 36 | hornpressed
CHAPTER 37 | manifest, manipulate, meditate, medicate
CHAPTER 38 | life was a willow and it bent right to your wind (written)
CHAPTER 39 | gurl, but you said harder???
CHAPTER 40 | we are gathered here today because heeseung has horrible taste in women
CHAPTER 41 | one step forward and three steps back (written)
CHAPTER 42 | new torture method unlocked 🔓
CHAPTER 43 | planting trees for a good cause
CHAPTER 44 | hmm... funny, yes, but not funny haha, funny weird
CHAPTER 45 | what's after like? (written)
CHAPTER 46 | you disappoint lady gaga
THE END

taglist:
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The Pages You Left Behind
➛Pairing: ghost!namjoon x reader ; Namjoon × oc
➛ Genre: horror, ANGST, fluff
➛Trope: soft horror, forbidden love, unfulfilled love
➛Word Count: 2.8k+
➛Trigger warning: major character death
➛Rating: pg-13
➛Banner: made by apotatomashedbybts
➛Cross post: Wattpad | ao3
➛Author's note: This too is highly unedited and written in a night with my extremely sleepy head༎ຶ‿༎ຶ. Please be kind (っ˘̩╭╮˘̩)っ
➛Edited: 10:28 am, 04 Oct 2022
➛Event: NO-FACETOBER hosted by @bangtanbathhouse
->Day 3: PHANTOM
->phantom
/ˈfantəm/
noun.
a ghost.
➛Taglist: @btsstan12 ; @sugarwithtea ; @sweetieguk ; @kuuipobangtan

➛Summary: Helping him came with a price more than you could bear.

It's been a month and you have been noticing him ever since after joining this old town library.
You couldn't help but notice him since he stands out so much from the crowd dressed in neat and sharp black turtleneck, black blazer and white trousers that he wears every single day with a lost expression plastered on his face. But what makes him stand out the most are two things - first, people always ignore him as if he isn't even there and second, he always does the same things every other day. There aren't any patterns of his actions but it was sure that he is going to do either this or that, nothing else.
Observing him for so many days has made you kind of used to him and you won't admit it to yourself but you liked to see him.
So one fine day, after your study session was over you walked out of the library before your friends and saw him standing at his usual spot in the middle of the front yard of the library, staring at the front gate impassively.
An impulse took over you and you walked straight towards him determined to talk to him today.
There wasn't a single movement of his face muscles until you stopped right in front of him. For the first time, you noticed his eyes grow a little bigger and scrunch in surprise but that only lasted a couple seconds.
You stood there in front of him and looked up and thought, "damn, he is tall."
You felt a strange exhilaration inside you as if you were asking out your crush seeing him up so close and you said excitedly without keeping in check what you were saying actually, "Hey! How's the weather up there?"
His forehead scrunched in confusion and he stammered, "Cooler than down there I guess."
Before you could realise your stupid question he seemed to have realise something and he staggered backwards while asking, "You can see me?"
"Of course, I can! What? Are you a ghost or something?" You snickered.
Before you could get an answer from him your friends jumped you from behind. You let out a shriek gaining a good amount of laughter from them.
"What were you doing here standing all alone looking up? The moon is over there!" One of your friends asked after they had finished making fun of you.
"What? I was just talking to him." You turned around to point at him but he was no longer there.
"Him? Who? Who?" Your friends asked curiously.
"Just someone..." Your voice trailed off as your eyes wandered around to find him but couldn't.
Next day you saw him again. This time he wasn't standing like a statue in the middle of the yard but he was in front of one of the lonely one of the innumerable aisles of books in the library scanning through all the shelves but not touching any.
You snuck up behind him to give him a little scare which worked too well and you were left laughing like a maniac when he fell on his butt.
A strict warning from the librarian and your laugh was gone in an instant which made him smile this time while he got up.
It'd be an understatement if you said his smile was beautiful. It made you speechless. And you stood there staring at him agape until he stood up and started walking away towards one of the other aisles.
You were quick to catch up to him and while standing beside him you whispered, "So... Ghosts get scared too," and let out a pressed chuckle.
"I was just surprised. Not scared." He cleared his throat.
"That was a mighty reaction I would say." You smirked.
"Whatever. Stop following me." He rolled his eyes and craned his neck to one of the top shelves.
"I would but it's not everyday that I see ghosts. So... what binds you here?" You asked cautiously sparing a quick glance at him.
"Aren't you scared of me?" He asked.
You shook your head pretty hard, "Why would I be? You seem harmless," and beautiful.
"Will you help me if I tell you what binds me here?" He asked slowly, cautiously and with dim eyes looking down at the organised books before him. His hands hovered over the books but when he touched them his fingers went through them.
At that moment, seeing his eyes that held back those non-substantial tears you thought to yourself that you would give him everything to not see that expression ever again.
"Y/n."
"Hm?"
"My name... It's y/n. What's yours?"
"My name... What was it again?" He looked genuinely lost for a moment before replying, "Ah! Yes! It's Namjoon."
He smiled sheepishly and extended his hand to which you reciprocated the gesture, forgetting for a moment that he was just an apparition, unaffected by your physical body.
Your hand passed right through his and you felt a tingly cold sensation and you whispered, mesmerised, "Cool."
Namjoon gave you light smile that faded quickly and he said, "It's time for you to go home."
"What? Shit! It's over already? I haven't written anything for the project yet!" You panicked and said, "let's meet tomorrow, okay?," before hurriedly walking away.
The next day you found Namjoon at the edge of the east wall of the library boundary. You never saw him there before.
You ran over to him and greeted him enthusiastically. You wanted to ask for the reason but it'd give away that you have been watching him for a long time.
But your curiosity were answered shortly as he said, "I have a place I want to take you to! There we can talk in peace!"
"Okay..." you scrunched your eyebrows and smiled confusedly but giving in right away.
You followed him through an opening or rather a big crack in the east wall and after walking a few feet you came to a field of tall grasses.
He signalled you to follow him and disappeared into the grasses.
You pushed your way through the grasses straight ahead until you reached a small clearing where you found Namjoon sitting.
You sat beside him and he said, "Isn't this a nice place? You don't have to whisper anymore!"
"Mhm!" You agreed and looked around excitedly while sitting down.
Sitting down you asked right away, "So, now tell me what is binding you here."
His eyes were lost somewhere ahead of himself as he answered, "A book."
"A book?"
"Yes. I have to find that book. I feel like there's something important there."
"You feel like? You don't know?"
"Yeah. I am forgetting things... I have been here for so long I feel like as time is passing it's taking away a bit of myself with it. And if I don't find it sooner I'll be lost forever." His voice sounded distant.
"Do you remember how you.. um... died?"
"No, not really. I just remember a car accident of sort."
"Do... you remember the name of the book?" You asked, hoping he remembered.
And he did, so he answered, "Yes! I do! It's the `79 edition of Forever by Judy Blume! It was the last signed copy of the book donated to the library herself! I was there when she came by!"
"`79... 1979..." your voice sounded lost in thought and then you jolted when you realised it, "you were alive back then?"
"Eh?" Namjoon was confused at your shocked expression, "what year is it?"
"It's fucking 2022, old man!" You shouted.
Namjoon broke down into a laughter and said, "It's been that long? No wonder I hear my bones creak sometimes."
You let out a heavy sigh and laid down on the soft small grass.
Namjoon laid down beside you and you both stared at the evening sky for God knows how long.
Seconds turned into minutes and minutes turned into lost minds. You finally sat up with a huff and said, "I think it's time. I am going. I'll start searching from tomorrow."
"You will?"
"Yes... There must be a reason why only I can see you and why I can only see you." You answered before starting to walk.
The walk out the grasses was short and when you reached the crack of the east wall Namjoon softly said, "thank you," before disappearing.
It's been a couple of months and you have searched all the aisles of the library, in vain. There wasn't a trace of that book.
Namjoon couldn't help you with finding the book but what did help was his presence. You somehow felt lighter around him. All your worries seemed to be pushed backwards whenever you were with him and you laughed more than anytime else. He was there and it was enough for you.
The day when the last shelf was done you decided to request the librarian to get you the information through the records in the library computer.
To be truly honest with yourself, you had actually thought of doing it the very first day but you were selfish. You refused to let go of the attachment you had grown with him in that short time. You wanted to know him more. And the greed of having more memories with him festered inside you.
You had thought he'd disappear as soon as the book gets discovered. You reasoned with yourself that a little more time wasn't much of a big deal.
But why today? Why did you feel that you've done something wrong? Was it his disappointed and sad eyes after you have finished searching everywhere? Probably. No, most definitely. You hated seeing that expression.
After an hour long request and another two hours of searching you finally found the book.
You rushed through the archived section and brought it out to Namjoon with the gentleness of caring a baby.
You couldn't see him anywhere in the library premises so you knew that he'd be in the clearing.
When you reached there, the sun was preparing to set. He was sitting on the grass staring at it and he glowed in the sunlight as it passed through his body.
"Guess what?" You squealed, at least tried to, to make yourself look happy.
Namjoon looked at you expectantly and he screamed, "no freaking way," when you brought the book out of the bag.
"I wish I could kiss you right now!" Namjoon exclaimed happily as he swayed and waited for you to flip through the pages with the excitement that of a child.
He couldn't realise the effect of his words on you as it pierced through your heart and you whispered, blinking away your tears, "me too."
You began flipping through the almost brownish pages slowly and abruptly and almost instantly you opened the two pages which had something in between them.
There was a vintage polaroid photograph with a heart drawn around Namjoon and a girl around his age in it. And there was small letter folded in half.
You looked at Namjoon and you had never seen him like that. He was becoming more opaque by the second and you could see he was clenching his jaw, trying not to cry.
You reached out your hand to take the letter but you felt it. You felt his hand upon yours. You felt his cold hand upon yours. You could feel him. You could touch him. You wanted to hug him right then and there and kiss him and tell him that you loved him, you loved him so freaking much but...
But his eyes were glued to the letter. The letter consumed his whole attention.
And you let go of his hand that was touching you as you handed him the letter. You kept the book gently on the ground and waited for him to read it.
You stole glances at him as he read through it and wondered if it was from his lover and the more you thought about it the more you felt like someone was squeezing your heart with all their might inside your chest.
But despite your blurry vision you noticed Namjoon's skin glow with small star like lights racing inside him like a network and he became more transparent by the minute. His eyes glowed a white as white light melted from his eyes. You panicked and held his hand.
Your mind charged through a series of bright lights as soon as you touched him and you found yourself standing in the clearing except it was much more greener and bushier and you saw a bunch of young people sitting here and there chatting and laughing.
You recognised Namjoon being one of them and you saw him wearing a different outfit. You smiled to yourself and whispered, "handsome."
You noticed him stealing shy glances at someone and your eyes followed his and you found a girl, who felt oddly familiar to you, laughing with her friends.
As if you were zoomed out of the scene, you found yourself in the library the next moment and you saw the girl taking the book from Namjoon and putting something in there just before keeping it in the shelf and she smiled at Namjoon shyly while doing so.
You recognised the dress that Namjoon was wearing. It's the same one that he wears everyday. That meant that was the day he was going to... die.
Namjoon went to take the book but was pulled out by his friends because apparently there was some big game going on that day.
You zoomed out again and now you were in what you guessed was Namjoon's room. He was writing a letter. He hadn't changed his outfit yet.
"You have a beautiful handwriting too." You whispered.
After finishing writing the letter he folded it neatly and brought out a pile of letters and putting it on the top of the stack he tied it and put it back in the drawer.
Next moment you saw him lying in his bed tossing and turning. He couldn't keep calm so he put on the blazer and got out of his house on his bicycle.
This time when you zoomed out you found yourself riding the bicycle and it had started to rain. You screamed in your brain to stop but at the same time you wanted to know what A-yeong had kept in that book.
Wait, A-yeong?
You couldn't think further as a deafening honk hammered your ears and you saw a bright light and felt a terrible pain in your chest in the next moment.
You felt yourself dying there.
With a sudden pull you were out of there and you were in front of Namjoon again, in your world, still holding his hand.
Namjoon was fading and glowing even more. You held onto him tightly.
"No please. Please don't leave me. Please. I can't let you go. Please." You pleaded with tear laden eyes.
Namjoon smiled softly and the white tear danced in the corner of his eyes and he softly wiped away the tears from your eyes.
You didn't want him to touch you if the cost of it was losing him. You shook away his hand and he smiled sadly, "I am sorry. But I have to go. None of it should have happened. I am sorry that it did."
He held your hand again and leaned closer. You closed your eyes and you felt his soft cold lips on yours.
Was this the heart break that people talked about? This unbearable pain inside you that you felt like your heart would give up anytime?
You didn't want anyone to answer it. Because you knew now. You knew that his kiss was heartbreaking. And you were ready to get your heart broken again if it meant you could kiss him again.
You didn't know how much time passed or if it stopped still in his kiss but it seemed to fall apart when he broke the kiss.
Namjoon handed over the letter to you and looked into your eyes, still holding your hand, "Thank you for making me feel I was alive again."
You broke down on the ground and your body shook violently trying to keep up with the pain that was leaving your body in shape of sobs and whimpers. The little glowing lights still floated surrounding you that were left behind as Namjoon dissipated in the air just like the death of a star.
You stayed there until late night looking at the stars and the moon and wondered if Namjoon was a part of them now.
You slowly got up and when you reached the library to return the book to the late-working librarian she glanced at your disheveled self once and went back to keep the book back in its place.
Your eyes wandered for a moment on the empty aisles of the dimly lit library and they felt lonely and void.
You came out of the libray and stared at the particular place in the front yard where Namjoon used to stand. The place never felt so sad before.
Suppressing your tears you slowly walked under the street light and opened the letter. It was a confession - a beautifully written love confession to Namjoon signed by A-yeong Lim.
"Wait, what?" You hurriedly put the picture under light and closely inspected the face.
How could you not recognise her? Your own aunt!
You could now put every pieces together - why she felt so familiar, why she didn't marry and refused to do so ever... And why you were able to see him.
You smiled bitterly at universe's plan and probably cursed it even. But you knew what you had to do now.
Keeping the bitterness and tears at bay you put the letter and the photo inside your bag and made your way towards Namjoon Kim's house to retrieve the pages he left behind.
~~~~~☠︎☠︎☠︎~~~~~
— © 2022 apotatomashedbybts, all rights reserved. Reposting or modifying of any kind is not allowed. Translations are not allowed.
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Thank you for putting together a new timeline. I love seeing this again. So much has happened, and to see it written down is so helpful.🙏🏻
I'm in a give no fucks mood today.
Portugal Trio Trip Timeline:
[Nov. 2020 – Chris follows Alba]
[late June/early July 2021 – Alba follows Chris]
[Some time in Sept. 2021 – Justin begins following Chris]
Sept 24, 2021 – Chris follows Tara
Oct 9-10, 2021 – Chris follows Chelsea, Jess, Paul & Justin (had been at party with friends that night)
[late October – November – comments on Youtube videos and small Portuguese gossip articles start popping up claiming Chris and Alba dating]
Nov 19, 2021 – Scott and Alba mutual follows (interesting timing right after Scott & Chris get back to MA from LA)
Before Thanksgiving – Mila starts tagging Tara in posts
Last week of November – Chelsea and Jess start following Alba
Dec 1, 2021 – Steve and Alba mutual follows
(DM blind comes out about Chris being upset about the Selena Gomez relationship speculation – using the strange “ab” to stand in for the word about)
(On LSA, RiRi posts her original “lets start mess” post)
Dec 2, 2021 – Justin begins deleting IG posts in seeming response to RiRi post
By Dec 3, 2021 – Mila begins aggressive story tagging on IG
Dec 6, 2021 – Chris unlikes one Alba post (the plant selfie/Professional post she later deletes)
Before Dec 9, 2021 – Jess unfollows Alba
About Dec 10, 2021 – Chris follows Jen B-C, Sabrina and Dennis (he had been in MA for weekend)
Dec 27, 2021 – Justin posts IG story with pin in Mid-Atlantic, photos of him and Alba on airplane
Alba posts IG story on plane flight
Chris spotted and photographed at Whole Foods buying four bags of food & a plant
Dec 28, 2021 – Steve makes IG story post of flying LAX to Boston
Dec 29, 2021 – First MA/VT pic posts from Justin: hiking; arriving at VT photos – the Trio in the chairlift clearing hugging; video of snowball fight
Dec 30, 2021 – Steve posts pic of he and Scott skiing [pic matches to other IG images of VT]
Justin IG post of a house
Dec 31, 2021 – Alba likes Steve’s skiing pic post
Justin posts selfies from outside (hot tub), eating snow, and the trio at ski lift pic
Chris IG story of Betty White’s death @ 6:30 pm EST
[NYE “party” in VT, per photos posted next day]
Jan 1, 2022 – Joana posts NYE polaroids
Justin reposts them, also pic of him & Joana in front of fireplace on NYE, photo of him & Joana on couch (blue plaid shirt), window selfie outside house
Tara posts her NYE polaroid posts after Joana
Very late at night – Justin posts/deletes “watching Twilight” from what looks like Concord house living room
Jan 2, 2022 – Justin posts white couch selfie from Concord living room very early AM (at about 1 am EST)
Jan 3, 2022 – Justin IG story selfie in back of car with LA cap on, posts sunset pic IG story at about 5 pm EST (looks like east coast landscape)
Jan 5, 2022 – At midnight (12 am) PST, Justin posts “backyard” IG story
At 11:45 pm PST, Justin posts pic of he & Joana at sunset in backyard
Jan 6, 2022 – Justin IG stories of hiking with sister & Joana in Runyon canyon, overlooking Hollywood sign; also posts IG stories at sister’s house in LA
-Late in day, Justin posts/quickly deletes photo of Trio taken at sunset in backyard (matches up with previous backyard on the 4th pics)
(On LSA – the sugarbabysecrets followings comes out)
(On DM – the Marthas Vineyard NYE submission posted)
Jan 7, 2022 – Justin IG story pic labeled “somewhere on Earth” in the same manner as his transatlantic flight post [means at airport this day to leave for Vegas?]; also reposts more images from day hiking with his sister & her dog
Jan 8, 2022 – Justin IG story posts: Kanye Donda vest pic (at Forum Shops?); Selfie with Alba and mimosas (Drag Brunch) – quickly deletes; Justin IG story post pic with Joana (and bit of Alba on other side of her) in front of purple curtain [which is in hibachi area of Nobu, Caesars Palace]
Jan 9, 2022 – Justin IG story post of downtown LA at sunset (from plane?); strange “Cities in the Dust” IG story
Jan 10, 2022 – Justin does two short IG Lives with Joana & a sliver of Alba’s arm from what (first) appears to be a restaurant & then a short time later a place that is definitely an airport with no one speaking English
-around same time, Chris posts IG/video tweet for ASP accounts
- around same time, Scott hops back on Cameo & makes appts for Cameo calls on 1/12/22
Jan 14, 2022 – Alba’s IG location changes from Portugal to United States
Justin posts IG story him & Joana together blowing kisses – turns out photo was taken Jan 10th while they were traveling back to PT
Jan 15, 2022 – Justin’s large “jumping out of planes” repost IG post: Trio looking out to downtown LA; Downtown LA at sunset (from a plane?); Hollywood sign with Alba; NYE polaroids; House in VT; Mimosas at drag brunch; His sister in Caesars Palace private room; He & Joana backyard sunset pic
Justin & Joana unfollow the sugarbaby IG account; Alba unfollows mansions account
Jan 22, 2022 – Alba finally posts back on IG, plus posts from Justin showing her in Portugal
Justin IG story of “Twilight part 2”
(On LSA – “riogreene” comes back to say Alba got back in PT today/yesterday/day before as a way of saying she wasn’t in an IG post from one of Justin’s friends on Jan 18th)
[Jan 25-26, 2022 – Chris turns up in the Four Seasons in Lisbon]
Feb 5, 2022 – Big Justin IG post “watching Big Brother”/”Plenitude” (not story) – Alba’s personal video from drag brunch; he & Joana on private jet; video from Chris LA house backyard; aerial photos of Hollywood Hills from a plane; Donda vest pic; Cities in the dust pic; Interspersed with Big Brother Portugal images of older man “sucking the soul out” of a younger woman – deletes whole thing within a half hour
(Alba’s IG location at this time was Portugal)
Feb 8, 2022 – Justin IG post of Kacey Musgraves “Star Crossed” video, quickly deleted
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