#writers diary

[daisyartois]

Some of my memories are resurfacing. It's beyond inconvenient honestly. Breathing on a good day is a struggle at best without the trauma chasing me around on a regular basis and the last thing I want is to drown in the pain and despair. Oddly enough, there are times when I am grateful that those traumatizing events are still a part of my memory, after all, moments such as those are what shaped who I am today.

I'd like to thank the people from my past that played a role in my misery. You'll probably never see this diary of mine and if you do, I don't care. Shout out to my ex-boyfriend who played such a major role that, even now, I have nightmares of the last six months of our three-year relationship! Thank you for the beatings and the mental scars and for showing me what "true love" really meant to you. Believe me when I say that if it weren't for you, this diary and my psych evals would never have happened. Let's all raise a glass to beautifully tragic firsts, all the mistakes we made, and the regrets we desperately yearn to reverse.

https://ptsdaisy.wordpress.com/2023/07/19/my-descent/

[inkedwingss]

He knew.

June 19, 1923 Virginia Woolf, “A Writer’s Diary” (1918 - 1941) originally published: 1953

[bebx]

[strokeofserenity]

Vincent Van Gogh

[mournfulroses]

Virginia Woolf, from a diary entry featured in "A Writer's Diary," originally pub. in January 1953

[charbroiledchicken]

reblog if you're a writer but would rather drink straight cyanide than show any of your family members your work

[ummwhosabi]

"Loneliness is when you sit on a bench for four hours but no one knows you're there."

A. "Urielle"

[yssabela]

I just hope that no matter how many times this world tries to harden me and turn me into a cold person, may I remain soft, may I still be compassionate, full of love, and see hope in everything, and may I never become something that once broke me.

[notthatdom]

I feel so proud of myself for having a loyal heart in this cheating generation

[daylily-diary]

How would I describe girlhood?

Dance, dress up, lie in bed, bake, isolate, yearn, clean, explore, blankets, candles, validation, cry, scream, kiss a friend, gut wrenching films, miscellaneous trinkets and wall decor, hangover, social anxiety, sunbathe, laugh, hold someone, be held, run away, unfinished books, sing, crushes are hell, stickers, parental issues, sexual trauma, pink, nostalgia, matching pjs, smell good, fear the calorie, fall in love with anything and everything, break your own heart, grow your hair long, cut it short. Who are you?

[katcantstopthinking]

is it a red flag to say she's so me?

[daisyartois]

What's something that's bothering you here and now?

Hardship. It's such a pain to go through life battling tough situations and making the hard decisions ALL THE TIME... There's always a bright side but I'm not interested in looking at the silver lining right now. When your world seems to be crumbling around you one landmark at a time and you're trying your best to keep it together, it's a horrible way to live! I always look for the silver lining but the lack of anything for me to hold onto at the moment has kept me awake for four hours and it's ANNOYING. I'm not talking about myself, I'm thinking about someone else who has given so much and received so little in return. So what's bothering you today/tonight?

[thedeluxedoll]

[archbudzar]

X

[strokeofserenity]

F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Beautiful and Damned.

[yourdeliciouspoison]

Randomly just busting into tears because no one really knows what's going on In my heart