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I just got this sudden envy over never having a supportive older sibling.
#because thats me!!! its only me!!!#my older brothers never show me support#one doesn't know how to show support and probably doesn't care to#the other is gone and although he showed it on occasion he has too much mental illness on his plate to significantly help me#wow thats so cool!!#tw vent
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you know, you know. no gods, no masters, no kings on pedestals. everyone is fallible. death of the author. you know! you are balanced about your intake of media - you allow the wiggle room, the grace, the gratitude, the skepticism. nobody above criticism.
but still. a weird gut-punch feeling, something akin to betrayal. you read the article. surprise! an author you love is actually: a serial fucking predator.
well, shit. what now. no, you knew he was a person (all people are), but now you're wondering - what have i overlooked by accident? what messages have i internalized that are strange and cruel? and also, like, what the fuck?
his actions lay a thick glaze on top of everything. like each place is now ruined, opaque in a new way. but okay, fine, you've done this before. you knew better, right? you've been betrayed by many a cherished childhood author.
still, this stickiness. fuck. can you pick up that book again. will you read it to your children. you've recommended it to others - will you ever do that again? and of course, of course, no parasocial relationships. you were theoretically above this kind of sentiment. but the artist informs the art, right.
so it's not something as clear-cut as feeling he owed you, specifically (a stranger) better behavior - just that you kind of, in a distant and odd way... sort of trusted him to do better. it's not like a real trust or something speakable, just the faint hope that the product (good books) was a thin representation of the soul. now it feels like the product (good? books?) was a mask. in some small or insignificant way, your previous support of this person lent them power. your money and your time and your laughter.
and the thing is - you have this terrible, echoing sensation. how many times will this happen? over and over. you find out that the singer you love is actually a predator. you learn over drinks that your favorite high school english teacher is in jail for what he did to her. you listen to the news idly and suddenly discover that a woman you used to idolize has been abusing her kids for an actual eon.
what can you touch without the static melting off. you can't even really complain about it too much (you were supposed to know better, and besides, you don't want the same re-split "it's not your fault, love what you love" basic advice), but now it's here. somehow, it feels like - you let him into your life.
it's not that things need to be pure or an artist has to be like, endlessly perfect, mindful. demure. it's more just this terrible truth that has been replayed through your veins so often it feels criminally vain. power corrupts, absolute power corrupts absolutely. did you want any one person to be worth that power?
it's just that he wrote books where he seemed to understand that. he seemed to know about hierarchies and unfair systems and bigotry and privilege. you thought they were books about what it means to struggle. you thought they were about having power and still using it for good rather than for control. he spooned you a narrative of being a good guy, a kind soul. you fucking bought what that fucking monster sold.
maybe that's why they were fantasies, after all.
#spilled ink#warm up#oh im .... sick to my stomach.#i talked to him. like ....... we talked. that man interacted with my poetry and writing.#that article.... gutwrenching. i am so sorry to everyone he's ever even been in the room with.#i feel.... like... unbearably. sick.#he acted like he was cool and friends with me!! we were cool internet writers together!!!!!#i feel sick for even having been polite to him.#i ...... am experiencing something so fucking complicated.#i wonder how many of u are feeling that too. like ''oh i sent him an ask and he was funny and sweet''#THATS HOW THEY GET U. ..... and YES I KNOW!!!#i am so fucking well-read about parasocial relationships. it would just be nice to like. trust that someone ISNT#hiding a huge fucking background of BEING A COMPLETE MONSTER. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK.#by the way i am not part of a fandom. this is “what the fuck i accidentally supported a rapist” not#“but my showww”. like i care far more about like. the human cost.#but also like... people are people. idk i saw a take on here about how nobody should mourn the books#and idk. people almost always reply to any scenario with their personal experience first -#''i knew him'' or ''wow i was just at that store'' or ''i grew up there'' or whatever. because that is how we establish connection &#emotional weight. that's just... a person thing. and there is a difference between 'oh this guy is a monster'' & the feeling of:#he's been a monster and i SUPPORTED THAT. i CELEBRATED him. i !!! a fucking victim myself!!!!!!!!! SUPPORTED . HIM.#i am sick. i feel so much pain for her and everyone he's ever hurt. saying ''the books are ruined'' is i think ... like how people say#they're shocked and disgusted by him. (obviously there's nuance here. im sure there's some creep doin it wrong. but u know. in general)#idk..... im an author. i understand my work is in your life in whatever small way. i understand that connection. it's real.
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Drew a bunch of Marinettes in a bunch of different artists styles it was a lot of fun!!
Artists who's styles I mimicked: @buggachat @hamsternamedmarinette @ladybeug @sabertoothwalrus and @anna-scribbles all epic artists 🤟😎
#my art#marinette dupain cheng#miraculous ladybug#miraculous fanart#style mimic#sorry for the @s btw#yall should go follow those artists if you dont already also#this was sort of inspired by a post the three artists on the top row made#i think they all got together and drew with one another#which is really cool#but i was genuinely confused because i mimic styles a lot#and ive seen others do it too so i was just like#wow they really know each others styles really well#until i thought about it and read their posts some more#style mimicking is really freaking fun and i think its really good practice#and a good way to explore other ways of doing things#like you really have to learn new techniques and get out of your comfort zone#also anna scribbles i could not find a recent pic of marinette in her main outfit#so thats the only marinette i drew in different clothes cuz i couldnt find a more recent ref of you drawing it#anna scribble marinette has privileges thats the others dont#but ye#i also threw my own style in there as a frame of reference to what me draw like#ive drawn marinette before just not in a loooong while#sabertooth walrus was the hardest for me to mimic cuz they have a broad range in their style#so its like which sabertooth do i wanna be in this pic#Buggachat has such a distinct style thats very clean and consistent which is amazing so they were easy#being easy or hard arent bad things either it also has to do with like styles meeting up with one another#buggachats and mine arent too too different in some shapes and aspects#so yeah itd be easier plus they drew marinette like 3 sec ago so i have more recent of a ref#as opposed to sabertooth who i have a recent ref of ladybug but not marinette so we got two diff styles in one
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#wow thats so cool charlie (staring at his beans)#oc: charlie#seraph draws#art#oc#digital art#sketch#digital#character#drawing#dragon#furry#anthro#bug
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this is reference to something. hint: its a base
#alan becker#animator vs animation#ava#animation vs minecraft#avm#ava victim#ava tco#ava tdl#ava tsc#ava red#ava yellow#ava green#ava blue#avm purple#avm king orange#avm navy#avm orchid#avm gold#ava the one#ava the selected#ava freedom guy#OH MY GOD THATS A SHIT TON OF TAGS#ummmmm anyway WOW my 1000th post! and on the day of ava 11 too!!!!!#its funny to think that before i came back to tumblr my blog only had 100 or so posts#look where i am now (the ava effect#if anyone gets the reference then.um. youer so cool holy shit#this took like 2 days. augh#lilacsart
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[BACK TO THE MASTERPOST]
Section meant to organize all the forgettable-au-related mini-comics!
They're gonna be organized as pre-comic and post-comic because some of these were created before the main comic started, this is to clear some confusion if you see some inconsistencies with the main comic, -especially- in the ones from 2022
Post-comic era
Drinking water (This mini-comic was a continuation of another mini-comic by @o-sunny-day)
Living situation
Pre-comic era
Pride month (LMFAO the last mini-comic before the main comic started was a joke comic)
Codeword
Annoying brother
Font problems
Nightmares
Like the back of my hand!
Something off
Name
Forgetting how to write
Goopy Gaster but it`s Christmas
Shitpost
Gaster blasters
Thanks!
Something missing
Someone else...
Mini-comic dump
WD in the current timeline?
-2022 mini-comics- (These are the FIRST EVER things I did about this AU, my art style is very different now + these are not accurate to current lore)
Flamethrower
VENTS!
#As always#this is for the masterpost#so#you can ignore it if you see it on your feed#MAN#I DID SOOO MANY MINI COMICS TO GAIN A FOLLOWING BEFORE I STARTED THE MAIN COMIC#It worked!#I am so embarrassed by my first art of this AU....#But I also think its cool looking back at the time where I FIRST started doing this#I posted the FIRST thing about this au in april of 2022#THATS CRAZY#AND I JUST STARTED THE COMIC IN JULY OF 2024#WOW#I mean. I did take a break from the fandom that lasted a year and a half but#STILL WOW#I ACTUALLY DID IT THATS SO COOL#DONT GIVE UP ON YOUR COMIC/AU
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So I know we've probably all been wowed by this Hall in the Necropolis
But am I the only one who just now realized it's inside of a giant ribcage??
#like wow#omg#so cool#thats one big skeleton!#dragon age#dragon age veilguard#veilguard spoilers#dragon age fandom#dragon age the veilguard#dragon age spoilers#dragon age the veilguard spoilers#necropolis#mourn watch#giant skeleton
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So. I wanted to get some perspective on how quickly jayvik has risen in popularity recently and well. coming home has more kudos than the highest rated spock/kirk fic on ao3 and is neck and neck with the second highest rated destiel fic. congrats queen.
im going to have. a panic attack
#WHLKSDJFH DJK WHAT#OH MY GOD#i mean no i appreciate you telling me#i am so grateful#but what the fuck do you mean#what do you MEAN#that cant be right#what#brain is going brrrrr? !!?! WHAT#no#absolutely not#sorry im a little tipsy#mayhaps i'm not responding with my usual customer service tone#whwhwwhhwhwhwhhw#what if this is my legacy#oh god#no no this is good#listen i am so damn grateful and shocked#but also i need a walk and a cigarette and like#an ice bath or something#this is incomprehensible to me#i feel like you just tried to show a medieval shopkeeper an ipad#like wow thats really cool#im going to throw up#DSKLFHSDKJLF#oh god i fact checked this it looks correct#jesus christ#oh my god that destiel fic you were talking about i've fucking READ when I was in my early fandom days#this makes me feel insane#mostly a good feeling but also liek
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#p4#p4g#persona 4#persona 4 golden#hanamura yosuke#yosuke hanamura#souyo#(vomits blood)#okay honestly is there even anything to say about this#yosuke is so easy to tease because he plays along so easily#but also his favourite quality in a person is reliability huh? cool. good to know.#oh hey do you think about how in the reverse scenario when hes on the boys side#where he said his ideal gf was someone he could protect#and when yu says yosuke is his ideal bf yosukes gets embarrassed but is like oh well im not too bad looking! and im pretty reliable!#hahaa wow its almost as if yu and yosuke both want someone that they can rely on and someone that would rely on them in turn#if only they both had someone like that. someone they could both trust beyond measure. someone thats an equal. a partner#also shout out to tumblr user aibyoutachi for convincing me that i should play the other side with yosuke sitting with the girls#because ive always sat in the girls seat not realising that sitting in the boys seat meant yosuke would take your place#oh wait that means theyre the only two that are different hahaha PARALLELS OR WHAT#he's good with his queue
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something about people calling vrisrezi "toxic yuri" always puts me off. i understand the lack of words to really put their dynamic but like you know theyre in a relationship thats largely good for them right. they arent dating because "it sucks but it would be worse without each other" they genuinely really love each other a lot
#just as a baseline understanding here i am outright stating that their moiraillegance is a romantic relationship which includes kissing etc#if u cannot meet me on that level i dont think i really want to discuss vrisrezi with you#anyways its just so weird to me i dont know. i dont have a super great way of articulating it#they do Need each other they are codependent and its not necessarily healthy#but unhealthy does not equal toxic#they dont hurt each other on purpose they make each other so so happy and they do so much for each other and thats what makes them worse#because as much as they are universally destined to be together by the Laws of Paradox Space they are also universally doomed#and i mean straight up like. terezi is vriska's fp i feel like this is a given with the almost unambiguous bpd coding of vriska#and that isnt a type of relationship that vriska serket and terezi pyrope are exactly going to understand or manage well#but i also think that calling a favorite person relationship toxic by the nature of it regardless of who specifically is in it#is really gross? and harmful? and it doesnt make you sound cool when you talk about vrisrezi like that#ok wow this got really really out of hand. vrisrezi isnt really “toxic” if you read the comic thank you good night#vriska#terezi#my posts ::::)
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yall ever get font bated. like you see the preview and go "omg that's stunning i love how extravagant it looks i need that" and then you dl it, open it, use it and just look at how basic it is. it just looks like another sans serif.
#no bc i just got one n was like “WOW THATS SO COOL ITS EXACTLY WHAT I NEED”#it's not even close to the picture#its like seeing a massive burger on the menu screen and then getting some measly little thing instead#lucie.txt.
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and lastly, romarriche!!
#fragaria memories#fragmem#romarriche#'umm tumblr user mommyrriche? why did it take you so long to do romarriche?? 🥺🥺'#well ya see#i asked my sister what order I should do them in. and she's a hater.#jk she said she thought id just do him whenever i wanted to but instead i just did whatever she said haha#but anyways#wow kinda cool this last post lined up with the end of the year thats fun!
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im forcing you all to look shady-car-salesman erik
[What If Magneto Had Formed The X-Men With Professor X?]
#snap chats#DUDE WHAT IS THAT. I SCREAMED#also before any of you go read this dont it's so nothing. the title LIED it's the most nothing story ive read so far#thankfully this is only a one shot but man. i shouldve listened in that This Is Isn't Worth It#this is literally the only time erik's in the whole thing too btw bar a prologue recapping what happens in the og timeline#im so deadass like he also shows up in some bg shots but thats literally it he says nothing else beyond this page#'what if magneto formed the xmen with charles' god yeah what if. i sure wouldve loved to read that.#'what if they formed the xmen' genuinely yeah how did they do that. can we see that PLEASE.#the only perceivable difference is that erik lives at the x mansion and Probably isnt terrorizing people. and has this god forsaken look#i rescind my statement he's terrorizing ME with that beard and. //gestures everywhere else//#he looks like he's going to try to scam me into buying a shitty ferrari i cant ill take the viking beard just not this#also i think gaby and erik are just. inexplicably married????? they never cover that ???? thats just a thing to vaguely acknowledge#they dont even say it there's a book that's credited as 'erik magnus lehnsherr' and 'gabrielle haller lensherr' like ok. what.#they dont even properly tell us why eriks here or like. how erik and charles find the xmen. or why gaby's here vjeALKJEK#LIKE COOL HI GABS. WHAT ARE YOU DOING HERE she's a mutant now. forgot about that. ???????????????#the weird plot did distract me from. Whatever This Is but now im focusing on it again and im dying#i think what's really killing me is the earrings like oh my god. wow ok. wow...... terrible choice !#if i squint i can imagine the ponytail's gone from his side profile and it's a lil better but ...... jljalKjalJA#anyway i said id read every xmen comic and. regretting some choices but we ball#for now im gonna go wind down ... maybe doodle a bit who's to say ..
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I cannot stop thinking about these Niki pictures
#slayed!!!!!#he was doing bucket hats before it was cool#but seriously niki looks so good in these pics im obsessed#and wow he rly does like like daniel brühl in these pics!#also ik its bad but gahhhhh cigarette sponsored livery and teamkit are just so superior#the color palette and designs are just peak#i think its just cool to look back literally 50 yrs ago and F1 drivers back then are just like now#if i was being real sappy id put this picture up against some modern f1 driver wearing a bucket hat(i.e. lando or lewis prob)#or even fernando hahaha i forgot about that#niki lauda#1973 spanish grand prix#(hopefully thats correct! i researched and im p sure)#classic f1#classic formula 1#formula 1#formula one#f1#we do a little bit of f1
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Blessed in that I have only one hyperfixation...cursed because that fixation is Dragon Age.
#datv triples the damage#i have no real life peeps who know enough about dragon age for me to talk to them without being like a kindy kid going on about their day#“yeah thats great - oh wow - so cool. uh huh. yeah.”#tbh it's status as 'hyperfixation' has lessened a lot since datv#and not just venting - i want to talk to them about stupid shit like why blackwall needs the cheese shield and banana sword#someone to dig into my psyche about why ferelden men have been living in my head rent free for a decade#someone to understand my desire to scan the brains of a dragon age fan and elder scrolls fan and show me whats going on in there#i do have a life outside of tumblr and dragon age lmao#but it's been my 'go to' thing to draw from because i could always find a fun character to draw - and drawing is my main hobby?#so it has a very special place in my heart - especially Inquisition -> that game got me into drawing in the first place#*looks at all my lore books and sighs*
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marcille overcomes her internalized homophobia with the power of friendship
#dunmeshi#really cool art i thought up#laios touden#marcille donato#WOW LONG TIME NO MARCILLE !!!!!! deepest apologies#does this need some kind of tw ??#i dont think she's actually christian or something but she definitely has some Very conservative views on gender... and gayness too#THIS HAPPENS the first time falin goes on a trip ! and in the first week marcille is like Oh shit shes an adult. we are peers. she makes her#own decisions now. shes not a little kid. i think i like her. and thats so scary to her ... but with the help of her boy best friend and#everyone else she will learn to accept herself. and she will be who she is for her pride !!!!!!!! farcille Will happen but waaaaayyyyy later#yeah ok thats all 👍‼️ marcille we support you
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