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poorly-drawn-mdzs Ā· 5 days ago
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Happy one year anniversary to In Stars and Time!
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rendevok Ā· 7 months ago
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Moon dance šŸŒ•āœØ
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benevolenterrancy Ā· 2 months ago
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(Unseen Academicals, Terry Pratchett) I think Shang Qinghua and Ponder Stibbons should have tea and compare notes about somehow accumulating so much behind-the-scenes power by doing menial jobs no one else wants that they could basically run the show if they wanted...
meanwhile we have Shen "meh good enough" Qingqiu
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faunandfloraas Ā· 3 months ago
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suntails Ā· 3 months ago
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egophiliac Ā· 1 year ago
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new chapter 7 installment dropped how we feelin????
YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND
THAT'S HIS DAD
#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland episode 7 part 6 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 spoilers#twisted wonderland book 7 part 6 spoilers#BABY DRAGON BABY DRAGON BABY DRAGON#i will take three thank you#god. lilia really has no idea how incredibly loved he is huh.#meleanor: (dies to protect him and her son)#malleus: (is literally born having a huge destructive tantrum because he wants lilia back)#silver: (bases his entire life and personality around how much he loves his dad)#lilia: wow i just can't understand why everyone is so upset about me dying#(somehow sebek ended up being the most normal about him and there's the most unexpected part)#man i really gotta redo lilia's um poster. i wasn't super happy with it to begin with but now there's like. fun shapes and context!#me: ha ha why is his magic called that. that's so weird.#me later: o-oh. oh i see.#SPEAKING OF SEBEK THOUGH there he is! THERE HE IS!#i was so afraid the armor was going to be a bad thing but NO he earned it!#he shook out his hair and turned out to have been beautiful all along!#episode 7 is about two things and two things only: dads and significant hair moments#and also speaking of dads!#i am taking lilia mistaking malleus for revaan based on his voice#as one more tick in the 'if crowley is revaan then there's going to have to be a really good explanation' column#the dulcet tones of dire crowley...#on the other hand if crowley tears off his mask and immediately starts sounding like malleus that would be THE funniest way to do it#auuuggghhhhh it's only been out for hours and already i'm like next part when#we've been cliffhanger'd again lads#idia finally came back to us and they were like 'please wait for the next release :)'#ortho did...did you somehow hack your way into silver's dream palace
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puppyeared Ā· 5 months ago
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(guy who has never played cotl) haha au time
#this started as a design exercise bc i couldnt get sphinx/devon rex narinder out of my head#but the whole time i was thinking man imagine if the lamb brings him in as a follower but nobody knows he was actually. you know#and the followers are like haha wow our leader channels the power and wisdom of the one who waits almost as if they were them#would that be cool or what. anyway heres narinder reassuming his pre-bishop form and everything his flesh remembers before godhood#ok now im gonna ramble abt design notes#the singe marks were inspired by fallen angels like how some ppl say they burned while falling from heaven. i wanted smth like that when#the lamb is resurrected by nari.. their outfit is inspired by papal cloaks while narinders is based on crusader armor#the lambs name 'bellwether' is also a term used for sheep that wear a bell and lead the flock and i thought that was cool#idk what the thuribles do yet but i do have smth in mind where theyre linked together. and ofc the lamb has a shepherds staff#very proud of nari's little devil tail!! and it was hard to see bc its so dark but he has wrinkles around his forehead to conceal his#third eye. even he isnt aware of it (for now)#idk where im going with this au i just have a bunch of ideas?? basically the lamb is keeping nari's identity a secret from him so he doesnt#go down that path of powerhungry destruction. smth like trying to lead him down a better path but feels guilty lying to do that#also theyre in love with each other and theyre stupid pining idiots abt it. mwah#cult of the lamb#cotl#cotl lamb#cotl narinder#the one who waits#cotl the one who waits#narilamb#art#au#myart#my art#character design#cotl au#false prophet! au
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mentally-ill-for-bes Ā· 14 hours ago
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So funny Viktor chooses to present himself to Jayce as a white-golden robot (considering it is shown he could possess one of his followers) despite his representative colors being purple and blue (during s2 arc 1 and arc 2 and as the Herald Machine). But for the very specific purpose of convincing Jayce to join him, he's represented in the colors associated with Mel. Literally CATWALKING into the room, which is an action associated with Mel too
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rainbowsuitcase Ā· 9 months ago
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So much BTS lore feels like fanfiction and I can't get over it
Two of the members hated each other at first. They argued a lot and one time, they threw folded clothes at each other and the member who folded them had to come scold them. And now they keep reminding everyone how long they've known each other for. They wrote a song together where they said that "respect is a higher tier than love" and then called each other "my respect."
The smartest member of the group (one the previous two morons btw) didn't know how to tie his shoelaces until highschool. He doesn't eat seafood because he loves crabs. He's a literal geniues and he's so clumsy and such a dork (and I relate so deeply). And that body, guys, I'm telling you. This whole guy was made by a fanfic author.
Their company was near bankrupcy when they debuted. One of the members, who was getting offers from so many other companies, joined this one because he admired another member who was already a part of it. When these two met for the first time, member two was only wearing underwear and member one said "wow, thighs."
Another member came to an audition, not to audition himself but to support a friend. He was the only person from that audition round to get in. The friend did not.
Another member, who was studying to be an actor, was street cast on a bus.
One of them lost confidence and tried to leave before the debut, but another convinced him to come back, because they "needed him."
The whole industry hated them when they debuted and now they're arguably the best kpop group worldwide. (Arguably, read: argue with the wall)
(Add your own pls, I want to make a collection from this)
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courtmartialme Ā· 1 year ago
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woag .. otp
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kiwiaok Ā· 8 months ago
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I love andrew. I love every andrew. gimmie big arms andrew. and big titties andrew. sleeper build andrew with tummy. and emo andrew. and skinny sickly victorian child andrew with eyebags that take up half of his face and skin that has never seen sun. and andrew that smiles with all of his teeth. andrew with cheekbones sharp enough to kill a man. and andrew with a gun. I really want andrew with a gun.
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theloveinc Ā· 9 months ago
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OlderDad!Bakugou who gets a haircut and his baby doesn't recognize him and he doesn't want his dad to pick him up šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­šŸ˜­
Bakugou has a cry in the bathroom and you have to spend the rest of the night consoling him.
Also Hiiiiiii, miss u, hope youre gooooood
head in my hands bc of this, just thought abt bakugo growing out his hair a little bit right after baby's birth...takes him months to go and get a real haircut cuz he doesn't wanna burden you more than he already has and by the time he's okay with the thought (but only for "AN HOUR MAX," is what he says), he has a mullet thing going on and all this scruff on his chinšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗšŸ„ŗ
so he gets home with his regular ol' haircut, maybe a little shorter just to account for ... not wanting to go again so soon, and baby's HOLLERING bloody murder as soon as they see him and refusing to be taken out of your arms, doing that thing where they're flipping their face back and forth to dodge a kiss...
it's so tragic bc not even a little cheek nuzzling helps to calm them bc bakugo's CLEAN SHAVEN and smells like aftershave instead of like dad when he tries!!!!!!
and after, you watch him kinda sulk into the bathroom, thinking like aw yeah thats a bummer but also pretty funny, too (esp bc the haircut does look goodšŸ«£šŸ¤“), AND HE DOESN'T COME OUT FOR LIKE an hour???
....until you finally have to ask him if he's okay in there and you're opening the door to him sitting on the toilet seat, arms crossed and red cheeks a little streaky with tears...
LJFKASDJFADSJK it's the cutest, most sad sight you ever did see!! ofc Bakugo tries to deny it, but the way he tears up again (after you're done assuring him he did nothing wrong) when his baby finally realizes it's him and smiles (and then how he refuses to give them up again until bedtime) has his ass. EXPOSED.
(i love and miss u more than air, earth, water, dirt + HOPE YOU'RE GOOD TOO BESTIE ILY)
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my-darling-boy Ā· 6 months ago
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(TW injury description)
I am SO glad you asked I lose my mind over this man. Sidney Beldam! Heā€™s most known for his miraculous recovery from a major facial injury sustained while he served as a young sergeant in the First World War. If youā€™ve read the Facemaker by Lindsay Fitzharris you might recognise him! Sources differ slightly about his story, so Iā€™ve pieced it together as best I could. The photos below were from about February 1919!
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Born in 1897, Sidney was about 17 living with his mother in Cambridge, England when the Great War commenced. While he didnā€™t enlist initially, he was soon conscripted when it came about in 1916 though thankfully he was in a non-combatant role driving lorries transporting soldiers to boats headed for France. Itā€™s where he learned he enjoyed driving! However in April 1917, Sidney was transferred to the Machine Gun Corps and eventually rose to the rank of sergeant where only 7 months later, his life would change forever.
During the battle of Passchendaele, one of the muddiest most gruelling segments of the war, Sidney was on the frontlines when a shell burst, sending a shrapnel fragment tearing diagonally through his nose and the right side of his face. The young soldier collapsed face first into the mud which ended up saving his life as falling backwards would have caused him to choke on his own blood. For three days Sidney laid in a mangled heap floating in and out of consciousness while vermin scurried about his body and the other dead and wounded around him. No one would ever know the details of those agonising three days, but the trauma he experienced there left him with a lifelong phobia of rats and cockroaches. After the initial wounded had been cleared out, a wandering band of stretcher bearers discovered Sidney alive after one man touched him with his boot fully expecting him to be dead. Miraculously, he was still clinging to life.
The 19 year old sergeant was rushed down the line and then transferred to two different military hospitals where his wounds were hastily stitched in an effort to save his life before infection could spread. Unfortunately, closing the gap where he was missing flesh in his cheek caused his upper lip to be pulled into a sneer and a sunken depression formed where most of his nose was missing around the bridge. Still, he was lucky to be alive, which he later used to remark. Well he was luckier still as he would be transferred to Sidcup military hospital in Kent where he would become a patient under Sir Harold Gillies, the man often considered the pioneer of modern plastic surgery. When he arrived at hospital in 1918, his wounds were healed but his face still bore the heavy trauma of his experience. If you want to see his photographs upon arrival, I wonā€™t post them here but if you search his name, the photos are everywhere. IMO theyā€™re not graphic but I know it can upset some people.
Gillies went to work trying to restore Sidneyā€™s face. This required him to reopen the wound in his cheek where a skin flap was grafted to allow his upper lip to return to normal. He also folded down a skin flap from his forehead in order to create a new nose. Behind his facade, a series of tubes and canals had to be inserted for proper sinus drainage and other unnamed functions. While his initial handful of surgeries did most of the work to reconstruct his face, Sidney underwent over 40 surgeries between 1918 and the 1930s, some reconstructive and some to evacuate the tubes behind the flesh, meaning the common cold was a routinely painful affliction for him. Gillies understood operations were traumatic for the men at Sidcup, especially since most required more than one, and so made a point about creating a lighthearted ward environment, one Sidney says was quite jolly with the staff doing everything they could to make them feel comfortable and dignified as possible. And while I thought the topmost photos were the most updated case study photos for his recovery, I stumbled upon another set from 1920 in the Faces of War by Andrew Bamji I have not seen posted anywhere!
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And lads listen. In such a sweet little twist, while Sidney was still recovering from the bulk of his major surgeries, a local pianist by the name of Winifred volunteered to play for the resting servicemen, all of whom had some form of disfigurment or amputation. Carrying in her sheet music, she and Sidney laid eyes on each other for the first time and she later remarked how his smile instantly lit up the whole room! For them, it was love at first sight. The two were soon married, and although it was in the 1920s, I donā€™t have an exact year for this. This most likely came after Sidney was finally discharged from service in 1921. There is a photo of their wedding and yā€™all look how SWEET!!
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Between his initial surgeries and army discharge, Gillies asked if Sidney would be his personal chauffeur, an offer he took up quickly as he loved driving from his time with lorries during the war. One somewhat humorous account tells of Gilliesā€”who was a bit scattered at timesā€”asking Sidney to renew his driverā€™s license as the surgeon left it until the last day to take care of; Sidney in a rush waited in a long line at the county hall before jumping the queue and begging the administrator to expedite his employerā€™s license as it was needed to drive him to the hospital the next day. The man refused, even for a surgeon to get him to his patients. Sidney went to another staff member who was friends with Gillies and begged him the same. The man cheerily agreed but was still in need of a signature from the stubborn administrator who again refused... at least until he found out Harold Gillies nearly won a golfing championship, at which point he took Sidney to his personal office to expedite the license as he was happy to do business for a skilled golfer (apparently saving peopleā€™s lives doesnā€™t matter as much??). A no doubt perplexed Sidney was finally able to get back to the hospital on time!
After his army discharge and most likely about the time of his marriage, Sidney moved back to Cambridge where he worked for the council as a rent collector. He was so well liked, apparently even from the people he collected from, that he soon worked his way to Housing Manager for Cambridge. About this time, he had a daughter, Pam. Every account I read of him, people gush about how sweet he was. His wife recalls how Sidney was always adored by all his family and friends. His granddaughter Marilyn McInnes in an interview said, ā€œHe was the most warm and optimistic and loving man. I adored my grandfather, I was constantly on his lap as a small child. I never noticed anything funny about his face, I guess I thought all grandads looked like mine.ā€
Sadly, Sidney Beldam passed away from cancer at about 80 years old in 1978. But considering the man was given 6 months to live and ended up living for 60 years more surrounded by a large and loving family, Iā€™d say he certainly had a full life. There is a picture of him and his wife in the 60s and they are absolutely charming!!
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But anyway thatā€™s me done rambling Iā€™ve a massive crush on him. His story makes me genuinely happy to tell and Iā€™m so glad you asked!
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viviaj Ā· 10 months ago
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a man who just wants you and needs you and would do anything for you (gone sexual)
// this is a self-insert.. it can be abt anyone u want ;3 !! but if u need some help: atsumu, kaeya, zoro, wriothesely, shoyo.. literally anyone thatā€™s funny but also ;) KUROO
heā€™s been making you laugh all night. lighthearted conversation not slowing down, and countless attempts at getting you to roll your eyes at him. he looks good, too, like, casual good. black sweats and freshly washed hair.
heā€™s sitting on your bed, feet flat on the floor looking up at you as you go about your business. heā€™s a strange guy, he says something unfunny, yet its hard to not laugh. its cringey and genuinely stupid, yet comforting all the same.
youā€™ve been parading some new clothes on for yourself, styling pieces for him to nod and approve at. the way you move around is everything to him. he could just watch you, permanently. he wouldnā€™t need his phone, or a book or a computer. just you.
and that has him hard in his pants. just watching you do your thing, your glow from previously being out, with friends and at the shopsā€” it didnā€™t matter.
ā€œhey,ā€
ā€œyeah?ā€ you cheerily turn toward him, eager to keep conversation alive.
ā€œcome here,ā€ his smile has you complicit, walking over to him, ā€œwanna sit?ā€
you look down.
eyes fluttering between how hard he is and his eyesā€” at how fast this all changed. heā€™s so pretty and you just want to nod and nod and nod to him, that youā€™d do anything with him.
ā€œyes, i do. yeah, okay. i donā€™t wanna hurt you, though, soā€”ā€
ā€œhere,ā€ he interrupts you, guiding your hips down, ā€œyeah, just like that,ā€ the genuine smile on his face gives you courage.
neither of you dare to move once youā€™re fully sat, no one shifting or grinding, just resting on each other.
ā€œdo you feel what you do to me?ā€ he almost laughs in exasperation. everything he says is so genuine, ā€œiā€™m hard just thinking about you.ā€ the honesty hurts.
the man underneath you is everything. heā€™s so sincere now that heā€™s not trying to make you laugh, not trying to make you roll your eyes at the stupid things he says. he doesnā€™t have to work for your attention.
ā€œcan i move?ā€ you whisper, his cock so painfully there. your eyes donā€™t move from his.
ā€œyeah, justā€” shit,ā€ he hisses, ā€œfuck. slowly. just rock back and forth a little.ā€
and itā€™s so easy. itā€™s so easy and heā€™s looking right at you and heā€™s telling you how good it feels, and god, donā€™t you know how long heā€™s wanted this for?
ā€œis this okay? i mean, does it feel good? am i doingā€”ā€
ā€œperfect,ā€ he reaches a hand up to the back of your head, ā€œitā€™s perfect.ā€ his large hand pulls your head down to his, face to face with what youā€™re doing, who youā€™re doing.
he looks down at your lips, breaking the unbreakable eye contact youā€™d had so far, and presses his lips against yours. your hips stutter here and there, unused to the motion, but desperate to keep it there.
ā€œlet me take care of you.ā€
you nod.
his hands are polite on your hips, firm in how he handles you. he slides himself to the head of the bed, patting right between his open legs.
ā€œsaved you a spot,ā€ he grins. and you remember this is the same man from an hour ago. you roll your eyes, yet sit right there, your back pressed to his chest, ā€œthis okay?ā€ he says with his hands so close to your waistband. you nod again.
ā€œyouā€™re very compliant with me.ā€ he says, and thereā€™s nothingā€” no words, that could justify that. because heā€™s right, ā€œi almost expected you to laugh at me more.ā€ his slender fingers dip beneath your clothes, and heā€™s kind of an asshole, but heā€™s touching you so nicely.
ā€œoh,ā€ you grab onto his wrist, ā€œfeels good,ā€ he nods against your skin.
his other hand just wants to feel you. the outside of your neck, the crease in your elbow. the curve of your ear, the shape of your breasts.
itā€™s obsessive.
your head drops onto his shoulder, your eyes turning to meet his and you realise heā€™s been looking at you this whole time. you avert your eyes, a slight red brushing your cheeks.
heā€™s still looking at you with a slight smile on his face. ā€œyou shy?ā€
ā€œa little,ā€ you reply for integrityā€™s sake.
he absolutely beams.
all the while you can feel him right against your back. heā€™s right there. just playing with you, hooked on every whimper and moan and twitch he can get from you.
ā€œiā€™ve been waiting so long for you, you have no idea.ā€ his sincerity is overwhelming and so are his fingers.
you nod. because thatā€™s all you can do. ā€œanother, another. please.ā€ you pant towards him.
ā€œanother what? tell me what you want.ā€ heā€™s smiling, you can feel it.
ā€œfinger. please. can i, please?ā€ oh, he melts. your voice softening for him and your body tense against his cock, he feels like heā€™s going to cum in his pants. he might.
ā€œof course. whatever you want.ā€ his free hand glides against your jaw, fingers grazing the side of your neck. he needs to kiss it, and bite it and leave something there. maybe as proof that this is real, that he has you how he wants you. feeling good.
so he does, he laps at your neck slowly. his fingers donā€™t stop fingering you, but he raises his thumb to rub at you. and that has you really going. twitching back into him, jumpy moans and sweet noises coming from you, uncontrollably it seems. your hand goes to cover your mouth.
ā€œdonā€™t ruin a good thing, baby. move your hand. let me hear you.ā€
ā€œitā€™s embarrassing,ā€ you stutter out.
he grins again, teeth grazing your neck. ā€œi know. itā€™s okay.ā€
and itā€™s when you cum, with hips bucking and hand gripped onto his wrist, that he doesnā€™t stop.
tears well up in your eyes, ā€œi came. i came, i came,ā€ you chant, maybe he didnā€™t notice, maybe he didnā€™t realise.
ā€œi know.ā€ thereā€™s no emotion in his voice, heā€™s so concentrated, so invested in what he can get out of you. what sounds, what actions, the way you move. itā€™s like heā€™s on a timer, he only has so much of it with you and he needs to milk it to its fullest.
ā€œitā€™s sensitive, please. itā€™s too much,ā€ tears well up in your eyes.
ā€œyou gonna cry?ā€
you nod against him.
ā€œiā€™m sorry,ā€ he presses his lips to where heā€™s bitten your neck, ā€œbrave girl. tough it out.ā€
what he says leaves you with no choice. something clicks in your head and you nod over and over again.
you whine and cry, blubbering words and sentences that donā€™t make sense. sensing that youā€™re going to cum again, you push against his fingers.
ā€œdonā€™t. stay still.ā€
ā€œi canā€™t,ā€ you whine, ā€œi canā€™t again.ā€
ā€œyou can.ā€ he smiles. he smiles and smiles and all you can do is twitch and cry out.
and when you cum for him again, pleasure overwhelming every part of you, he flips you onto your back, strong hands gently laying you back.
ā€œmy turn,ā€ his grin melts as he presses the head of his cock into you. he preens at the feeling of you hugging him, ā€œoh fuck. feels perfect. youā€™re perfect.ā€
your eyes scrunch closed, blubbering like someone whoā€™s forgotten speech.
heā€™s sliding in and out of you, wanting to feel every single centimetre of himself in you. itā€™s heaven and he canā€™t believe that this will have to end.
your head starts to hit the soft headboard, tears still pilled up from the overstimulation on your body.
and then it just stops. he pulls out of you.
ā€œback to you baby,ā€ his hands slide against you once more, and you know itā€™s going to end with you sobbing against him.
a fun night.
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fanfic-gremlin-ft-trauma Ā· 2 months ago
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i make my return with the humble offering of batfam content
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natelia-aldelliz Ā· 2 years ago
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Ghost after meeting Soap.
Price : Have you slept?
Ghost : Depends what day it is
Price : Go to bed.
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