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jadewritesficshere · 6 months ago

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Just thinking about s4 but when Alpha!Eddie grabs Steve to shove the bottle against his neck, he doesn't realize Steve is an omega and accidentally scruffs him. And Steve is just boneless, kinda goes down. And Eddie isn't expecting deadweight and almost falls ontop of Steve but realizes what's happening (let's just say he's fought off a few bullies who scruffed members of his pack). He immediately drops the bottle and holds onto Steve, who tries to scent Eddie. Just shoves his face into Eddie's neck and nuzzles it, lets out a purr unintentionally.

#Obviously from then on it would be different because Eddie's inner alpha would be like I GOTTA PROTECT THIS SELFSACRIFICING IDIOT #And Steve is just like wow Eddie can manhandle him?? He's so strong!! Eddie stole a van??? He's such a provider!!#Steve still has the 6 nuggets convo with Nancy and Eddie overhears still and is like trying to calculate how many names he can come up with #Eddie throwing his vest so Steve will be covered in his scent cause Nancy is also an alpha and no thank you look at ME Steve #Steve has those cartoon hearts floating around his head and is batting his eyes watching Eddie mess around with Dustin #Oh I could go on #When Steve gets scruffed and starts purring Robin is just standing there like 🧍‍♀️#Robin turns every once in awhile while the two are flirting and looks at an imaginary camera with a ARE YOU SEEING THIS look #Anyways when Vecna gets defeated and torn to smithereens and the upside down starts to close permanently #And Eddie recovers in the hospital (still got hurt) Steve is very territorial and sits by his side the entire time #Wayne walks in and pulls a Robin just goes 🧍‍♀️ and walks back out for a moment #Wayne is like who is the omega (as if he doesn't know he just wants to see Eddie's response and make him sweat)#And Steve is all indignant like I am your future son in law the future mother of your grandkids #And Eddie is blushing and twirling his hair and biting his lip he's 3 seconds away from asking to bite his mating gland #Oh I could still go on but...I shant...(I will later)#Steddie #Steve Harrington x Eddie Munson #Steve Harrington/Eddie Munson #omega!steve harrington #alpha!eddie munson #eddie munson/steve harrington #eddie munson x steve harrington #Omegaverse #Jade is talking

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magentagalaxies · 2 months ago

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threw together a new buddy cole doc poster design on canva tonight bc i don't really want to use the old poster for our next crowdfunding campaign and anyway do you like it?? genuinely give me any feedback you have bc i do not know graphic design i just have images and put text on em

#i had another idea that would composite multiple photos together to emphasize that scott/buddy dichotomy #and i might still do that one but since it'll probably take a while to figure out i wanted to have a backup just in case #i think it works? like i have several of these ''scott looking up at the spotlight'' pics from backstage and this is the best version #i like how buddy's kind of glowing with this otherworldly vibe. and you can kind of see the outlines of the front row audience #also yes i know i chose the least popular font in the poll it was the only one they also offered on canva lmao #(i'll use the poll winner for the trailer text)#also like. the previous poster wasn't *bad* like it worked perfectly fine #but i just cannot stand that one specific photo of buddy with the cigarette anymore bc they use it for EVERYTHING scott-related #like for the past decade or so any scott appearance whether it's buddy or not is promoted via the same image of buddy smoking #so i want to have something that's JUST for me #especially bc that same photo was used to promote that shitty interview event that happened at my college #so during the following weeks where i was lowkey traumatized by how badly my school treated scott (and treated me bc of it)#i would constantly have to walk by posters advertising the event that they forgot to take down #and again. i don't think scott looks bad in that photo. but also?? is it just me or do the eyes fucking follow you??? it's a lil uncanny #so i am never gonna be using that photo on one of my scott-related projects again if i can help it lmao

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vulpinesaint · 2 years ago

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my thesis statement will of course always be that the angels + demons in good omens are aspec (and nonbinary) but crowley specifically was so aromantic this season. man who goes "oh, romance? yeah, i know how that works. practically an expert. i've picked up so much from the way that people talk about it and represent it in media. i know all the perfect steps to execute romance. it has nothing to do with personhood and feelings; there's a certain list of requirements, certain steps that you take, certain subjective prerequisites to be fulfilled, and then you'll have romance. easy. simple." when he has no idea how romance actually works because it's never been something that was accessible or valuable to him. the general conventions for love seem so simple from the outside when you pick up an idea of it through cultural osmosis but not any real experience or investment in the idea. maggie and nina come in to tell him that he can't be messing with people's love lives because it's serious and personal but how should he know? when you're outside of it and don't even realize that you're outside of it, romance is just a thing that happens. and it seems so simple...

#screaming wailing throwing things punching walls that's aro representation actually #when i say the angels and demons are all aspec and nonbinary. i of course mean That in a sense of like.#they don't align with any of our constructions of sexuality or gender because they're not built with the same inner workings #but by our definitions they're closer to those concepts than to 'conventional' conceptions of gender and sexuality #anyway crowley is so me walking into my middle school classes on the first day of school and picking out a suitable crush for the year #based on effusive criteria that i picked up from media and popular culture and the expectation that i Should have a crush #because those were the steps you took. at least it seemed like that to me.#this applies to aziraphale too of course #when all the romance you've known or seen takes place under awnings in the rain or at jane austen balls. of course it stands to reason #that the same would be true of any love in real life. cause how else would it work #anyway that kiss was so aromantic it's crazy #good omens #good omens 2 #aromantic #aro #crowley

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thatone-churro · 8 months ago

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chat i am NOT appreciating the stares i got from walking across campus to cvs in my hoodie and sweatpants as if we didn’t just sit through ANOTHER hurricane like chill man i didn’t sleep well let me get my monster to finish my logic homework in peace 😭

#spent all night having not quite nightmares not quite stress dreams #periodically woken up by storm noises (sleeping with your back to a window during a hurricane when you get shellshock from loud storm noises #- is NOT a fun experience i would not recommend)#and THEN getting woken up at 5 am by an emergency alert warning about flash floods until like 11:45 when i have a 10 am class that morning 🙃#luckily my professor cancelled class for that (and my other class was cancelled for it to)#but tbh i was NOT gonna walk 7 minutes to the second farthest building on campus through that either way #i was just gonna send him a pdf of my homework and say ‘i’m not walking through a flash flood for this class sorry 😭’#also my school didn’t do shit for this?? they’ve been sending us emails all week about dangerous weather #but made SURE to add in all caps in every one that classes and stuff will go on as normal #cofc doesn’t stop until we’re dead i guess what the fuck 😭#scratch that i mean everything’s as normal except half of our dining halls are closed. so i have to walk 7 minutes out for food anyway 🙃#BECAUSE MY SNACK STASH IS DEPLETED BECAUSE ITS BEEN JANKY ALL WEEK 🙃🙃🙃#what was this post about again??#WAIT AND THEN THE NORMAL ‘AROUND CAMPUS’ ROUTE I TAKE TO MY HOUSE WAS CLOSED #SO I HAD TO GO THROUGH THE MAIN PART OF CAMPUS #IN MY HOODIE & SWEATS & CARRYING MY MONSTER & POP TARTS #WHILE THERE WERE LIKE THREE TOUR GROUPS STANDING THERE I WANNA DIEEEEEE #wait i can’t say that anymore. uhhh hold on let me find the list. ummm. ‘i’m gonna start a scam company’ there we go.#grace being stupid #text post #personal

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silverhalla · 6 months ago

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neve came back and I IMMEDIATELY started crying

#is it my adoration of neve as a character or my country’s political climate? remains to be seen #neve gallus #had been talking to a friend pre-game about how she didn’t appeal to me and boy the fuck was I WRONG #I just walk into her room and stand there and feel guilty #(because I couldn’t save minrathous in ADDITION to treviso #not because I’d save it instead)#my heart will always be in treviso with its people who have no means of fighting back #and not with tevinter and all of the things it COULD’VE done!!!!!!!!!#bitter especially because of my current real life country tbh and all the….. everything #but y’know #datv spoilers #veilguard spoilers #datv #dragon age: the veilguard #thinking especially heinously mean thoughts of my sister #who has been in a wlw relationship for several years - I had her girlfriend at my wedding - but she feels so strongly #that she’s the EXCEPTION to lgbt people (and therefore votes conservatively every election)#it is so so so so SO frustrating because I even came out to her at one point #which I would NOT have done (since she’s a republican!!!!!!) in the hopes that it would help her feel not so alone #because I KNOW it tore her up for DECADES and I don’t think people deserve to struggle like that #and then she turned it back around in her maga hat and her pro-[redacted] posts #and ALSO told my parents just to get back at me for something #I don’t understand I don’t understand I don’t understand #I don’t understand how you can hate other people so much #and I don’t want to have that conversation with my parents #and I know that I will and I am……… fucking Christ I am struggling with that #jesus fucking Christ did I not know that a casual dragon post was gonna be the place where I reflected like this

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 months ago

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Terribly upset that I am willing to put so much love and effort into a relationship and people aren't willing to put in slightly more than the bare minimum for me

#just salty about it. do people still say salty. thats the first time ive said it in quite awhile #anyway #i have problems with my body. my body is thr equivalent of a house that someone wanted to save money on #so they had their second cousin do the wiring. and now an actual electrician is walking around just shaking their head #the actual electrician is my doctors who are horrified at whats going on in there #but because i have shoddy wiring. people have to put a little more effort in than the bare minimum. its crazy #tmi sex mention ahead #there are various things that make it slightly different for me to have sex. not impossible. not even difficult really. just different #but do you think people are willing to work with those differences? nope. again its not impossible or even really difficult #but also one of the issues technically could be fixed. i dont want to fix it. it would be painful and difficult and i dont mind the issue #but people im with all want me to fix the issue. 'just fix the issue' no this is my body and i am not changing it for a 2 month relationship #also i got that long covid which drains my energy. stamina and endurance dont exist. so if i go on a walk or whatever #i need to rest more often than most people. again i can walk or be out. i just cant stand very long and need to take more breaks #it doesnt make things impossible or even too difficult. just different #am i crazy? am i asking for too much? for someone to love me enough to put in the effort to work with my differences?#i feel crazy considering why most of my exes have left #first- cuz im trans second- i left him we just werent a good match #third-cuz im trans fourth- changed her mind about a lot of shit really suddenly so ee no longer aligned #fifth- started as a long distnace relationship. knew that was the deal. decided she didnt like it #but tbh i wanted to leave her bcuz she didnt put any love care or effort into the relationship and i hated it #i think im going to become a nun actually. i think legally god has to love me no matter what #and he is in fact the electrician that fucked up the house of my body so it only seems fair #im realizing my explanation of my 4th ex doesnt explain it all. literally very siddenly she said she felt trapped #she said she didnt see a future with me and when i moved she wanted to open up the relationship #and another part of her wanting to open it was bcuz my body doesnt work the way she wanted it to for sex #so after literally three years after saying she wanted to marry me and such. literally a couple months after we discussed marriage #she dropped all of that shit on me. so i wasted three years there. im tired of relationships #im tired of this grandpa!#my exes and future partners: thats too damn bad!!

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swagging-back-to · 3 months ago

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so insane to me watching videos of small dogs being attacked by pitbulls and people just stand around screaming "stop ! stop!"

not even joking if a dog attacked my chipaps the attacking dog would be left a bloodier mess than my dogs. the dog would be dead. ant

#pick up a fucking rock and bash their skull in. it's that easy.#a few well aimed hits to the back of the skull and there is no hope of recovery #and not little baby hits either. full force swings. all your weight behind it.#get a belt or a leash and wrap it around their throat. tighten until they drop and then keep it there.#dig their eyes out #whatever you need to do.#standing there screaming about it will do nothing #it makes me enraged because so many small dogs; elderly women; and children are killed by pitbulls because people #are too afraid to actually get int there and stop it.#i would rather risk being bit and becoming the target of the dog(s) than allow them to kill my dog.#again; if it's between an attacking dog and my dogs THE ATTACKING DOG WILL WISH IT WALKED AWAY #anti pitbull

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crodfoller-t-rhubarb · 2 years ago

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It was twenty years ago today

Sage Gorion sent his ward away

He adventured for a little while

Learned he was the god of murder's child

So may I introduce to you

The act you've known for all these years

Sgt. Baldur's Lonely Gates Club Bard!

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perilegs · 8 months ago

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i am my father's son (enjoyer of irl sidequests)

#i didn't get to do the sidequest i almost got though 😔#i exited my apartment. theres a guy outside and i greet him bc i assumed he was a neighbour #and he greets me back and then hes like im sorry i hopped over the fence as a shortcut idk if that's fine #nd then continued and said he'll check if he dropped something #and i'm like yea ok sure!#bc i was going to lidl and i wanted to get going but i did just stand there for a bit in case the guy needed help or something #then he emerged from the fence area and he was like ''if you find something in there can you pick it up akd put out a note'' and i was like #yea ofc! i'll do that if i see anything #and then he was like this is a very nice area so i trust people will let me know if i did drop something #and i was like for sure #im not great at smalltalk but he was very polite so i tried my best #also he seemed like he wasnt having the best time #he might have been on something bc he was slurring his speech and drooling a lot and there was a certain look in his eyes but honestly that #none of my business #we said bye and i sat in my car and then he was like ''hey actually i live like a minute away super close but my bag is super heavy #can i get a ride there it's super close next to [redacted]''#and i moved my bag from the front seat and was like ''yea sure''#and then he stared at me for a bit and was like ''actually i dont want to bother you have a nice day bye'' and left with a wave #i was like you too and waved back #he didnt look like he had any trouble walking so i came to the conclusion that he's fine and then went to lidl #but honestly i am a bit disappointed he didnt want me to give him a ride after all bc he seemed like he would have interesting things to sa #he was super polite and talked a lot and despite me being a finn i dont always mind strangers talking to me #bc if i have nothing important to do it's like. might as well!#another chat outside my apartment ive had was this old lady and she knew a lot about the history of the area we live in #and it was very interesting and also like i said if im in no hurry to go anywhere i love listening to ppl yap about whatever #i hope both the fence hopping guy and the old lady are doing good #leevi talks

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rivilu · 9 months ago

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disjointed fandom posting sorry but it just hit me that pwotr is like. the only rpg where a companion never once left my team

#you can guess who it was jgkdfg #but yeah i think it has to do with disapproval not being a thing in the usual sense #Daeran was there 24/7 but my team in general is very stable compared to how often i switch it up on bg3 or the dragon ages #it's like . Daeran Woljif Seelah Lann + free space that gets swapped around (but most often it's Arue)#like aside from the point when woljif isn't there for plot reasons - i think the only time seelah and lann werent there-#was at the trap for the Other?#and that was only for plot reasons again bc basically Elluin was 99% sure the situation would escalate/#he'd wind up murdering a bunch of inquisitors and. yk. don't generally want the paladin and the guy who can't stand your bf there for that #though maybe I'll change it in future because it would be spicy if they WERE there to see it... hmmm #anyway yeah it's very interesting to me how consistent it was comparatively #honorable mention to Wyll for being the only other companion from an rpg that I don't recall taking out of my team for 99% of the game #and Zevran for being there for about? 80%? Orion didn't take him into the deep roads for blight safety reasons #it's a LITTLE bit funny to think of Daeran as the one companion this happens to djkfg #similar to the Dorian Bit of the high class character forced to trudge along the dirt fdjgk but.. better #because he's deadass forced to do it dnfmgbdh #I have this one particular thought in my head about the abyss as well.#about being made to follow along the heart of Alushinyrra as essentially a glowing target?#and how that's somehow both the worst and best outcome of being in the abyss in the fist place?#i mean he says it himself retroactively about the battlebliss. there's a certain sense of safety that comes from sticking close to the kc #and that's also why Elluin Does keep him with- it's a risk either way but if we gotta bring an aasimar into the Abyss #and that aasimar just so happens to be someone he has a vested interest in keeping safe #he's much better off where he can see him at all times rather than at camp #gods something about this visual. standing right there as the person you're following walks in front of you-#provoking the 2d highest authority in the entire /realm/ - a realm that's already been hostile to you from the very second you stepped ther #yet somehow - against all sense or better judgement . you know it's going to be fine?#(yes in a sense Dae may be safer than anyone there on account of life insurance and the Other itself in a sense but still)#im shaking the bars of my enclosure etcetera #river rambles

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nicoscheer · 2 years ago

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Via Miles’ insta a recap of his four acoustic gigs so far

Love how he actively approaches us fans and just generally seems to be having a blast not only performing but also talking with all of his fans. Also how he added the eyebrow slit and bracelets got added to his forearms, I don’t even wanna know how many turtle themed gifts he got 🫶🏽🥹 also imagine pulling up to footie training with boots signed by Miles Kane, also his ADHD leg jiggle before the last show 🐢💅🤴🏽

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#his smile while performing #the way he’s sometimes so close and sometimes so far away from the mic #the way you can see every vein in his neck and forehead cause he’s giving it his everything 🫶🏽🫶🏽#how you can see Miles and the mirrorball during coup de Grace #everyone singing along to standing next to me 🥹#there was also a pic of Miles with an trnsmt 2018 Alex lookalike and I love how there are just a bunch of people out there who dress just #like Alex on purpose #like while waiting in line for the Munich concert a literal 2013 doppelgänger Alex walked past me; shoes black jeans unbuttoned button up #leather jacket and quiff even rings were a near perfect copy #miles kane #acoustic tour #London #Rough Trade East #18/07/2023 #the sweaty polo #the sign: I traveled MILES to be here KANE I have the setlist (please) 🤣#love him for giving us these behind the scenes videos #adore how he was actually nervous before the first show how the fans would like it; considerate af king #Instagram

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parasitejasper · 9 months ago

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i know they say dont trust any decisiosn ypu make after 9pm but fuuuuuck its seeming really believable idk chat

#ignore these tags they r not important #i really hope my piercings fully heal soon #so i can take out my earrings and leave them out #not for comfort reasons (physically they feel fine!)#but because after wearing them for a few weeks ive really noticed how like #peoples attitudes towards me have changed #they more often assume i'm female now and they... seem to infantilize me more #idk vro #and like yeah “men can wear earrings too!!!” use your brain mother fucker in the deep south men do not wear earrings #men do not wear bracelets. they do not wear colors. they do not wear necklaces. they do not wear rings unless they are married.#and idk i feel like ever since i syarted wearing more jewelry ive been getting misgendered a lot more #and its rly discouraging because like #to be perceieved as male you have to be devoid of emotion and life #and its just like. tgats kind of fucked me up for years now #and probably contributed to my (lack of) emotional regulation skills lol #and its made me so fucking insecure about. everythinf #the way that i stand. the way i walk. my posture. the way that i eat/drink. the music i listen to. the way i make facial expressions.#like if its in daily life u kno im insecure about it 💯💯💯#i mean i would just like. start dressing more “traditionally masc” with like beiges and greys and shit #but i just think that'd make me look more fem because of my body shape (which looks like this -> 8)#idk chat maybe i am doomed to never go out in public

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daz4i · 2 years ago

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got an ad for a course that looks right up my alley (like, too-good-to-be-true levels of up my alley) and toyed with the idea of possibly signing up. asked my mom what she thinks, including abt the price and such, fully expecting her to shut me down and say it's too expensive or isn't a good direction to take, but no even before i started listing the actual cool stuff you get from it she already got so excited and told me to sign up and that it sounds perfect for me and such. so i guess we'll see

#and now when i open facebook it's the only ad I'm getting lol which is fine ig.#i looked up reviews of this school and everything was 5 stars talking about what a great place it is and a great guy is the one running it #i have the perfect background and base talents for it so i doubt i won't be able to get in or smth #but i am. worried. bc ik i can't handle being out and with people i don't know. my anxiety is too bad #and just bc i was able to do this sort of thing in the past doesn't mean I'll be able to now when I'm way worse abt it 😐#also from a technical standpoint i don't think I'd be able to like. walk from the nearest bus station and such #(not that I'd be able to take the bus either but you get me. putting the anxiety aside. talking physical stuff here)#ajskglj ig i expected my mom to say no bc i was HOPING she would so I'd have an excuse #but now the only thing standing in my way is me ig. nothing new but still very annoying

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weidli · 1 year ago

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okay one of my flatmates is really fucking starting to piss me off lmao

#i am away for. Four days.#i come back. 10 pm. the shared compost bin i washed and left to dry in the rack the day before i left is still where i put it. instead of #moving it (Extremely Simple Fucking Action) she has chosen to dry her dishes by balancing them on the rim of the sink. the sink itself has #food scraps in it. jars with bits of food still in are standing on the counter and i know from experience i'll snap and bring those #to the recycling bins before she does. i start scrubbing things because leaving My Kitchen unclean upsets me on a molecular level and she #walks by and all she says is a grunted hello #and i could tolerate this ALL FINE i could think ah she's just busy probably! but when other flatmate (beloved) and i attempted to initiate #a chore chart system so that kitchen and bathroom get regularly and properly cleaned #at the end of the month she was like well i hate kitchen duty because i don't think i should have to clean up your messes. i cleaned the #kitchen once this month and an hour later it was dirty again. woman 1. sorry for fucking using the kitchen 2. you cleaned the kitchen ONCE?#in a MONTH? 3. you did not fucking clean up our messes. i know for a fucking fact i was putting away your dishes on a daily basis i would #looove to know what the fuck you considered cleaning up my mess #anyway. long story short thank fucking christ she's moving out at the end of spring semester otherwise i'd snap and write her a very #pettily snide whatsapp message

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quietwingsinthesky · 2 years ago

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🌹:O

:3c

Lucifer doesn't care how the labcoats say it works; he knows there's no such thing as a clean break from a drift the minute the plug is pulled. Instead, Michael goes from a second consciousness beside his own to being dragged out of Lucifer the further Lucifer gets from him, both of them gripping tight to the connection until it slips, until it snaps, with a violent recoil that knocks Lucifer's brain out of alignment and reminds his legs that they don't work. His next step falls too fast, too heavily, and refuses to take his weight. It's only Michael, now only a voice outside of Lucifer's head yelling his name, catching him from behind that allows Lucifer to collapse to the floor with his dignity intact.

#is this more than one sentence? yes. yes it is. because tumblr deleted this post once and pissed me off.#i had so many tags about lucifer already and boom. gone.#anyway. tfw you see your boyfriend get severely injured during a battle and this makes you panic so bad you manage to make it a few meters #which is a lot for a guy who can't actually walk.#lucifer's got a whole Situation. turns out plugging a guy's brain up to a giant robot is not without its bugs.#especially when said guy was one of the first to be stuck inside the giant robot with his brother. and testing was a lower priority due to #everyone wanting a faster solution to the Giant Fucking Monsters. so lucifer's brain got overloaded and can't send signals to his legs #anymore to move right unless he's hooked up to a mech. technically when this first happened the doctor told him 'well if you stop doing mec #shit you can walk again.' but 1) he's not doing that. and 2) that was years ago. just because that recommendation is still on a file #somewhere doesn't mean it would actually work for him. or even that it would have back then. it's still the official answer for 'fixing' hi #because that's better optics than the truth. which is that he can't walk.*#(technically. technically. if he was left disconnected from the mech for a week he could walk. it would also be exhausting. and painful.#and slow. this is not something lucifer considers to be helpful information when he moves faster and with more ease in his chair.#this is something other people like to point out about him that makes him want to start hitting them. and it's not even really true anymore #the 'a week disconnected' thing. again. was a long time ago. it would take over a month for him to stand nowadays.)#(v few people Get all of this but like. michael is one of them. he's in lucifer's head enough that it would be weirder for him not to get i #add to that him being one of the few people who has seen lucifer walk nowadays and focused more on 'hey he looks like he hates that'#than praising it. and he gets it. and is also the requisite amount of annoyed when lucifer *runs off* before michael can help him into his #chair!! not the first time this has happened and will not be the last. michael's used to catching him.)#ask #oh my god that was so much rambling. this isnt even the point of the fic btw. this is just. backstory. worldbuilding.

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heyitslapis · 2 years ago

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Walked out of work today bc long story short a guest decided that she was gonna lecture me/use me & my "abhorrent, disrespectful attitude" as an example of a lesson for one of her student & I decided that standing there & being belittled wasn't worth it

#i only gave her back the disrespect she was giving me. not even as bad as she was dishing either #granted i couldve kept my composure but also she was up at the desk for 45 minutes making a mountain out of a molehill #& among other things in her ''lecture'' she told me that if any of her students or employees acted the way i did they'd be dismissed & fire #she said ''post covid there are PLENTY of people who would be lucky & LOVE to have any work right now'' & i thought #yknow. i love my job. but i dont deserve this. this isnt worth it #so i turned to the food & beverage manager who was the only MOD & said ''actually i think i will go home''#i called my AGM after i left & let her know the whole situation. even told her i understand if im fired or written up bc of this but its no #worth standing there & being lectured & having this lady lie to my face about things i said/did. i dont deserve to be treated like that #the woman really told me ''this couldve been a teachable moment for you'' LMAO lady i will let a LOT of shit slide #but i refuse to be the subject of your lesson & i certainly dont get paid enough to have anyone who isnt management lecture me #it just feels weird though. ive never walked out before. never spotainiously taken the night off. never had a situation like this before #it feels weird having left & it feels weird sitting in my bed trying to enjoy my night when my brain knows im supposed to be at work rn #oh well #my AMG said im definetly not fired & she'll talk to the lady in the morning. i couldnt care less if i was though. theres always other jobs #and to preface i even apologized to the woman both for my behavior & the disrespect. yet she still felt like making an example of me #what a week its been #emma rambles #emma vents #2023 tag

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