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Explaining to my parents why I need subtitles when watching movies/TV and my mother just looks at me and sighs and is like. Maybe we should have you tested. Immediately offer to write her a list and she's like do you have a spare 3k. (No. All my money is going towards getting out of this house)
But I think it's safe to say that your daughter who struggled socially her whole life, can't sleep without the Right Amount of noise/clothing/temperature, and had to be banned from talking about Wizard101 in the house because it was quite literally the only thing she enjoyed, might have been eligible for some sort of evaluation when she was still a child. Instead of using it as a funny haha we don't really care joke now that she's struggling with various different things as an adult.
#sleeptalks#this is a point and laugh situation because if i laugh its not as upsetting. i do in fact have a running list. of thinkgs that make life#difficult for me/various flags that really couldn't have been missed#the banned from w101 talk was true by the way i was so annoying as a kid talking about my only interest that i wasnt allowed to talk abt#the computer period#the part of me that spends a lot of time analysing why my life is like it is and rationalising stuff can probably trace it back to the fact#my brother was really really sick as a kid so my (glaringly obvious) issues were put on the back burner for most of my childhood#and when i was a teenager and able to better articulate my increasing distress i was suddenly old enough to deal with it myself so why#would my parents bother??#anywho. since i refuse to process my own emotions i simply filter it all through ocs#so enjoy having the same complex relationship with your parents#siblings and ypur own brain#wizard101 character Stephanie MerryWeather. enjoy processing my issues for me!!!
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But I still think of you
#dead boy detectives#my art#charles rowland#song inspo: Radical Face – Ghost Towns#the fact that his parents are still alive and he’s constantly checking up on them mess me up a bit#since the school covered up what happened to him they probably didn’t bother to find out either#in the comic he even said his father would probably be relieved he’s dead#30 years and he's still making sure they're okay. seeing them happy and moving on without him#it's one of the first thing we learn about him in the show
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This is as good a time as any to mention that Draxum is a polyglot and can swear in so many languages
#rottmnt#rottmnt au#minor interference au#rottmnt leo#rottmnt mikey#rottmnt baron draxum#leonardo hamato#michelangelo hamato#rise of the tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt fanart#rottmnt fanfiction#my art#I've had this idea in my head for months and just now got to drawing it out#(please ignore the inconsistencies in the line art styles#i didn't feel like fixing that lol)#real a+ parenting there draxum#i realize that this joke would have worked better with raph instead of leo#however i didn't realize that until after i drew the whole thing out so i'm not gonna bother changing it
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Milena's Makeover - Pt. 1 🪄💫
(i'm pretty sure i'm settling on this, but only time will tell if i stick to it ���)
prepare for a small self indulgent yap-fest 🤞
i've been thinking of giving milena a makeover for so long - but ONLY her looks. milena's personality and backstory (while i haven't talked much about it here) are staying the same! 💜
i loved milena's other design, i just never had much fun drawing her unfortunately 🥺 so this is long overdue!
my two biggest struggles doing this have been her hairstyle and her facial structure. until i remembered.. she's my character.. and i can make her however i want her to be 🫣
i still feel like i'll be altering a few things overtime, and although i'm missing a few of her old traits, i love this sm. plus her hair colors and eye colors tie into her lore! 🥹
(there is more i haven't shown yet.. but those things are going to be revealed soon 👍)
here we gather to mourn the loss of:
milena's freckles
the scar/mark (or is it really all that gone???)
milena's 3A hair
#i needed to keep reminding myself that no one is going to be bothered if i ramble on my OWN blog LOL#but ANYWAYSSS.. i'm probably going to be drawing milena plenty more now#one thing i am disappointed with myself in is the fact that i feel i never quite present her with her asian features#i feel like if i showed her parents maybe my selection of features would make more sense??#also! fun fact i'm super excited to share is - her features ARE inspired by birds like owls and eagles!#because she loves birds and her patronus + house + animagus are all eagles.. you get me?? 🫠🫠#+ another fun fact - the singular pearl earring is from samantha. they share a set 💜#and it's also an enchanted communication device!#ALSO. i really wanted her hair to look like someone messily cut her hair with scissors and i feel like i captured that#because thats exactly what happened with her hair HAHAH#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy art#hogwarts legacy mc#hogwarts legacy oc#milena chase#sparxyvdoodles
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Theological and sacramental convictions aside, I would like to go to a church with a community that notices and cares when I haven't been at church for a full month lol
#this sounds a bit bitter and maybe it is. idk man i would notice if i were a parishioner someone semi-new who hasnt been showing up as usual#i believe my parents are harbouring hopes of my joining their church#but once again. it's a non denom church that treats communion as merely symbolic. it would bother me for the rest of time#if that small catholic parish i went to in uni was nearby i would 100% go there instead#it was one of the most welcoming churches ive ever stepped foot in#but alas
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well i didn’t have the best time tonight but at least my dress was cute :3
#it’s an op by amastacia btw#didn’t really dress it up properly though. i would have liked a corset or something perhaps#plus I couldn’t be bothered to do hair and makeup. so I stuck a black hair bow on and called it a day#honestly. it was a bad evening. you ever been to a family gathering where you’re ignored all night lmao#it suddenly becomes very clear that these people don’t actually consider me family or even anyone worth talking to.#like i hope my uncle had a good birthday n all but. so glad im heading home tomorrow im fucking done#dove talks#lmao dove didn’t talk at the party dove just sat there and fake smiled while my ‘cousins’ talked around me#ok. im bitter and making it everyone else’s problem. sorry. but at least im cute#don’t know why people don’t want to talk to me when im so adorable tbh#my face#im done. sorry. it’s been a bad time.#had a nice walk down to the sea with my parents this morning though so at least there was that#egl
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I’m drawing some incorrect quotes before I get to drawing the reference sheets for my adult versions of Ant, Fontaine, Finn, Madeline, and their respective partners, which will be followed by a reference sheet for the kiddos. However. I’ve been debating doing a poll for the kids. Partly because I’ve never done one before and I kinda want to try making one. But also because I want to make people guess which parent each kid belongs to before I reveal it myself.
I’m not sure if I should because I don’t know if enough people would care to do it, but I still kind of want to. It wouldn’t happen for a while, I have a few drawings to get through before that happens, but…would anyone be interested?
#i already have plans to do one for my httyd crossover#(for a specific episode that is in the VERY far future. like. late RTTE era. which is FOREVER from now)#but i kinda want people to guess for the kids because i kinda want to see who people think their parents are before I reveal it myself#and I’ve never done a poll before so i think it’d be fun at least on my end#but i dont know if anyone would bother with it#the deep 2015#the deep cartoon#the deep next gen
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i have to speak my truth. i think timkon clone baby aus fucking suck
#rimi talks#here's the thing. you take a traumatized teenager and give them a baby. you're going to further traumatize the teen AND the baby#you take a traumatized teenager and say ''hey your bff nonconsensually cloned you while you were dead and now there's a child''........#LIKE THATS NOT GREAT. THATS NOT GREAT!#and like. if it's in-character tim is horribly depressed and grieving. kon has just successfully committed suicide via heroics and come BAC#NEITHER of them is going to be a good parent because of how they are STILL TEENAGERS THEMSELVES#and im just so fundamentally NOT interested in seeing my favs be shitty parents who unintentionally traumatize a child#.....hey wait. is that the appeal? to batman fans i mean. since. yknow. that's what batman does--#anyways ive never seen a single one of these posts that suggests the op has even heard of kon's clone rights feelings#clone baby guardian arc in sb94 you will always be fucking famous#but hey i mean why bother being in-character or anything when you can do fluff thats ooc to the point of unrecognizability i guess#this is tangentially also how i feel about people who say steph couldve kept the baby + raised it with tim. bro they were 15#but its soo much more egregious with kon because he has NO ability to consent to this. he is dead.#he forgives tim afterwards because tim already knows it was fucked up to do and he was wrong#THATS SIGNIFICANT. BECAUSE THERE *IS* SOMETHING FOR KON TO FORGIVE#frankly if kon returned from the dead and tim was like hey i cloned you and made a child. it'd destroy their relationship#he'd be sympathetic and he would be kind to the child but his ability to trust tim would be shattered by that#and again im just NOT interested in that story!!!!#and neither is anyone else who does this trope i think because no one doing this trope actually gives a shit about kon's character afaict :#OH WELL. whatever . i block and i move on and also i bitch about it in the tags on a personal post. you know how it is#now im gonna go play some more hades. ive gotta beat extreme measures 4 with every weapon
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convincing myself i just gotta wait till i can kill myself in the place i want is the only thing that works anymore lmao
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That feeling when you're correct that your estranged parent did have a surname that's also associated with being jewish in origin and you have no definitive conclusions about that or, like, half of who you are 🥲🙏🙏🙏
#jumblr#jew by choice#jewish conversion#personal thoughts tag#no this would change nothing about me needing to convert - especially since i don't have any clue about it#i only know my paternal side of my lineage and i'm much more confident in saying that it's not jewish#but there's a non-zero chance about my maternal side and i think about that sometimes#i know *most likely* that that surname is for non-jewish reasons. it's just that uncertainty bothers me sometimes#and it's not completely unreasonable to think there's a nonzero chance y'know?#i'm content to leave that parent estranged though but still#i know this is a very. Not Important problem. this is a mini vent because ouuugh#don't take this too-too seriously. i'm not completely bothered by this idea because i still have to convert 🤷🤷🤷
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frustrated. Sometimes it seems like my mom is sooo scared of the idea that I could be a tboy. I'm not even saying I am I do like my labels but I'll literally make a joke about her saying son of a bitch like 'oh don't call yourself a bitch' and she's like well you're not a boy. You're not my son. Man. I think about sometimes I wonder if I would have wanted to be hehim in some ways sometimes and I wonder if the reason I don't even bother to consider it is her
#tide of consciousness#Regardless I'm Not boy I like genderfluid and genderweird and there's a Lot#But maybe in there one of them is boy. But I don't know if I'll ever know for sure if I would or not#Hard to tell if being perceived as masculine being euphoric is a Thing or just me wanting to shunt any girlness#Maaan#The fact I think about it so much and the fact it bothers me so much probably means something but whatever#My mom who is generally very accepting but like with all parents it is Complicated#She's very very anti-man. For understandable* reasons. I just think Maybe it fucked me up a little bit#*Understandable as in a lot of shit has happened to her not that I necessarily agree
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Details that make me FERAL
#aitsf#ai the somnium files#kaname date#mizuki date#AGHHHHH LIKE#I CRY EVERY GODDAMN TIME I THINK OF THEM#ive played the date somnium like. a bit too much 👉👈#its just. they love each other so much you know 🥺#and just like. mizukis parents do not give a single shit about her at all#and date cares quite a lot for her and wants to be the Ultimate Dad#but renju specifically asks for him to not do the parent responsibilities since renju wants to do that himself#but he doesnt even bother with most of it so for a long time date is in this shitty position where like#he knows what he should do and he would do anything to make mizuki happy but he doesnt have the permission#and he doesnt think hes a worthy father for mizuki#and then the date somnium is just Mizuki realizing and affirming that date IS her family#he IS what she needs and she wants to stay with him forever#the mizuki route shouldve been the true route ill be petty about this forever 😤#yeah these clowns are my favorite characters ever im so sorry nirvana did that to yall
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so i’m getting top surgery some time between the months of february and august of this year (would rather february obv but seems like summer might make more sense logistically). the thing is my extended family does not necessarily know that i have any kind of gender thing going on, not because they don’t have access to this information, but simply bc they don’t care enough about me to think about any aspect of my identity (because the world revolves around my cousin and i have always been peripheral). which means there is a very real possible future this year when i roll up to a week long extended family beach vacation like….. sans tits and with two new massive scars……… i don’t plan on explaining anything in advance bc i’m sure my cousin will be emailing everyone her own personal accommodations beforehand and i wouldn’t want to get in the way, but like…. surely at least one of them will notice? even if i don’t go shirtless and i wear a bikini despite not needing one, they will notice, surely? and from there, what happens? it’s a mystery, but also has the potential to be very fucking funny in my opinion
#my grandma and one of my uncles would normally ask my dad about it nervously except idk if they’ll know how to phrase it this time?#it won’t stop them from asking but it will throw a wrench in the works for a little bit as they figure out how#then that uncle will ask ME a bunch of questions and that will be the most awkward and unpleasant part for me#(i do not want to share my gender journey with these people)#my other uncle and his ?wifepartnerpereon? may not notice and will not ask anyone about it#and my two cousins + their parents clan? honestly no idea how they’ll react#the cousins will notice obviously. they might ask me about it#the older one will tell her parents#her dad will probably mention it to my dad but be super weird about it. not in a transphobic way but in a condescending misogynist way#(bc he still sees me as a little girl with no autonomy or common sense)#and then me might make weird comments at me which is whatever#and my cousins mom will probably be sacharinely excited for me and give me a hug and say that’s great!#which does not make her any less of an insane liberal rich white woman or any more of a good mother but i’ll appreciate the sentiment#and my younger cousin will be cool but surprised#except less surprised bc i’ve always done weird shit to my body as far as they were concerned when we were growing up#so i think they’ll see this as just an extension of all the hair dye and piercings and tattoos#my cousins shouldn’t be surprised at ALL bc they and their goddamn parents all follow me on instagram and my pronouns on that app have been#they/them for like 5 years at this point they’ve just never bothered to notice#such is life#i won’t even pretend to know how my one uncle’s girlfriend and her shit daughter will react#they are both as unpleasant as they are utterly fucking baffling#so god only knows.#anyways it won’t change much in the long run bc family vacation will still end up being all abt my cousin anyways <3 god bless
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Woke up and got depressed yay
#there's so mch i want to do but i can't survive like this because i'm all alone and don't have anyone to cover for me at all or not pay for#housing while i wan't to do the things i want to do so i need to work so i have no time and if i mmove to my mom's house i'll be somewhere#where i can't do the things i want to do and even if i don't pay for rent the house needs a renovation rn so that's a lot of money that i#don't have and everyone just lives with their parents but and is more chill on everything but i have no parents so i'm just struggling i#guess \#been way too suicidal the past 3 months and i feel like my brain is making me push myself to the point i actually do it idfk.#i don't feel like anyone cares about me anyway so it's not like anyone would be bothered by it ig.#struggling to even finish uni atp i literally have 3 classes left and i'm struggling so fucking bad#and i never talk to anyone because i know they don't want to hear all this so i'm just keeping it in my head#i'm trying to do so much yet get nothing out of it and i can't get over any trauma and it just haunts me no matter how hard i try to mask#everyhting all the time i barely talk to anyone irl even at work lol#i just go do the stuff and come home and play league because even if i aask no one wants to do anything#i hate trauma why am i stunned at 14 years old i just want to function and not struggle with single thing
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parentce 👍
#my art#ocs#mayumi#kentaro#they get their own tags now :3#theres a lot of intent behind mayumis designs but i fear if i try explaining it now i will not do it justice like at all#so thatll come eventually. but shes pretty interesting i like thinking about mayumi as much as i dont really like what she does#<-- person who made her LOLLL#also to explain why kenny has two names#in the early 20th century on ogasawara all the obeikei citizens were made to take japanese names#his parents were alive during this time and took japanese names but were expelled from the island shortly after#most obeikei people who took japanese names during this time would be called both names without much discretion & his parents were the same#then the US took hold of the islands again and his parents returned#this time period is usually referred to as ''navy time'' and kentaro was born at the tail end of it#so that he wouldnt stick out as much from the rest of the family his parents decided to give both him a western name and a japanese name#but they ended up choosing a japanese name that was similar enough phonetically to his western name that it didnt really matter#because everyone just called him ''kenny'' anyways#kiru technically also has the butcher surname on paper but that was an accident LMFAO#kenny put it on some of her documents when she was a baby by mistake and no one ever bothered to change it#okay these are some long ass tags BYEEEE
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i need more fics of tim just casually dropping information about his childhood into conversation and everyone in the manor just whips their head around like “your parents did what”
#tim: haha yeah this is just like when my parents would lock me in my bedroom so i didnt bother them at night#everyone else: WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN#tim drake#batman#dc universe
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