#didn’t really dress it up properly though. i would have liked a corset or something perhaps
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well i didn’t have the best time tonight but at least my dress was cute :3
#it’s an op by amastacia btw#didn’t really dress it up properly though. i would have liked a corset or something perhaps#plus I couldn’t be bothered to do hair and makeup. so I stuck a black hair bow on and called it a day#honestly. it was a bad evening. you ever been to a family gathering where you’re ignored all night lmao#it suddenly becomes very clear that these people don’t actually consider me family or even anyone worth talking to.#like i hope my uncle had a good birthday n all but. so glad im heading home tomorrow im fucking done#dove talks#lmao dove didn’t talk at the party dove just sat there and fake smiled while my ‘cousins’ talked around me#ok. im bitter and making it everyone else’s problem. sorry. but at least im cute#don’t know why people don’t want to talk to me when im so adorable tbh#my face#im done. sorry. it’s been a bad time.#had a nice walk down to the sea with my parents this morning though so at least there was that
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Kinktober Summer Rerun 2024: Forced Fem ● SukuIta 👅🐯
【DAY 01】
[#sukuita, forced fem, Royalty AU, cw: dub/non-con]
Yuji tried keeping his head held high, eyes as defiant and confident as can be in his situation. Try ignoring all the murmuring and snickering around him, no one pretending to hide it when he directly looks at them.
As much as he tries though, it is hard to ignore the soft fabric brushing against his scared skin. Hard to ignore how tight the corset is around his waist. Hard to forget the lingerie he’s hiding under the short dress, underwear barely big enough for him to keep everything in place properly. Hard to ignore the feeling of makeup on his face.
He knows this is just a way to humiliate him, to break his spirit and make him submit to the king.
He just won’t let it happen so easily.
They had been sent on a battle that everyone knew they would lose. Even Captain Gojo had argued against it with all his might, but nothing would make their king budge. Yuji truly thinks they are sending the troublesome unit on a suicide mission to get rid of them.
And here he was now, stuck in enemy territory and kept as a trophy for this battle.
Despite his situation, or rather because of it, Yuji knew his closest friends and comrades in arms were alive. If being captured by Sukuna Ryoumen meant he’d let everyone who was still alive go, he was ready to do so. He was but a small sacrifice to keep everyone from dying, so they could retreat and tend to their wounds.
But letting himself be captured didn’t mean he would submit so easily. And somehow, this only seemed to thrill the King even more.
He couldn't understand why the man had taken such interest in him, allowing him to stay somewhat free within the palace wall. Mostly, since he was restricted to some area and was always followed by guards, that is, when he wasn’t forced to be by the king’s side.
Yuji was also pretty sure the king had a few screws loose, seeing how he kept the knight so close to him despite Yuji’s attempt on his life. Any time he could try he did, yet Sukuna showed to be a skilled fighter too. Rumours and stories about him were clearly not just embellished battlefield stories.
This is when Sukuna decided to take away all the clothes he first had, changing them for dresses and gowns, corsets and lingerie. “Since you refuse to be a good girl for me, I’ll make you wear something that can be easily searched” Sukuna had said as a servant brought into his room (if one could call this glorified cell that).
At first, the length wasn’t too bad, at least he could cover up. Yet as more attempts on Sukuna happened, the shorted the dresses would get, taking away more and more space where he could hide things.
Being stuck in such humiliating and revealing attire wasn’t too bad when Yuji simply stayed in his room or somewhere alone (or as alone as he could be). But the King took great pleasure in dragging him along with him on strolls, forcing him to attend meetings and diners with him, keeping him by his side like a trophy to show off.
Yuji truly tried to keep his head high in all this, not showing weakness.
Then one night Yuji got called to the King��s room, which was never a good sign.
He quickly threw something on, sleeping in nothing but sheets and wrapped it around himself. No way he would be sleeping in those uncomfortable dresses and gowns, let alone lingerie by itself. It was bad enough that Sukuna would check if he indeed was wearing those lingerie, he wouldn’t be stuck sleeping in them too.
A simple and light dress should be enough though, he didn’t really have the time to dress up anymore.
He still followed as Uraume guided him through the halls, as quiet as ever. He knew trying to run wouldn’t do him any good, unless he wanted to be dragged by force after being beaten up a little.
He entered the large room once they got there, feeling tense as he stepped in. He knew he was in for trouble when he heard the lock on the door being turned, turning to see Sukuna by it. The man offered him a smile, one that Yuji had started to associate with annoying things to come.
“I heard my favourite maiden doesn’t have any clothes while sleeping at night” Sukuna started, feigning worry and sadness. It all sounded pretty fake when he still had that grin on his face, making his way to his bed. “It is dangerous to not wear anything, what if someone was tempted by your beauty?”.
Yuji couldn’t help but roll his eyes at this, doubting anyone would really try anything on him because of his “beauty”. He was far from looking like a pretty maiden, especially with so many scars on his body, some littering his face even, all caused by his last battle.
“So I decided to give you something to prevent any temptation” the man continued, gesturing towards the bed and something laying on it.
Yuji felt unsure about what he was showing him, taking a couple of careful steps towards the bed. He couldn’t help feeling his face heat up when he saw what Sukuna had laid on the dark covers of the bed.
A pink sheer nightgown and some lacy lingerie. Nothing opaque, all sheer and sure to be showing the wearer’s body fully.
This had Yuji backing away a little. There was no way he would be wearing this to sleep. It was already embarrassing enough to have to wear dresses, at least those hid his body. With these, he might as well be wearing air.
He looked back at the door, feeling that wouldn’t be a good escape route. After all, it was locked and sure to be guarded. He decided that the window was a good idea to try, maybe that would work. Because he for sure wasn’t to put it on.
As if sensing his flight response Sukuna was immediately on the offensive when Yuji tried bolting for the only escape router he could think of. Sukuna was on him in no time, his bigger and stronger body pulling him away from the window. Before he knew how Yuji was slammed against the wall, feeling a little winded at the impact. He tried pulling away, but Sukuna had a strong grip on his wrist, keeping him pinned in place.
“Now now” Sukuna started, voice sounding a little more threatening now, “It’s not very nice to run away like this when someone is offering you a gift” he stated. “Why don’t you be a good girl for me and put it on? Wouldn’t want anything bad happening to your little friends”.
This had Yuji freeze immediately before his eyes snapped back up towards the King who sounded rather serious about it all. What did his friends have to do with any of this?
A satisfied smile drew itself on Sukuna’s lip as he got his full attention like this. “You seem to be very loved by them, they are already on our border probably plotting how to get you back” Sukuna mentioned. “Although I find it odd that there are only three or four of them, I suppose they are doing it on their own accord”.
This had Yuji paling a little bit, feeling a little unsure if Sukuna was telling the truth or not. But for all the weeks Yuji had been here, never once had the King brought up his friends and comrades. So could they really be close?
This had Yuji stop fighting against the grip on his wrist, mind reeling a little bit. “Will you keep your word if I do it” Yuji ended up gritting out.
The grin on Sukuna’s face grew some more, looking very satisfied. “See, you can be a good obedient one when you want” he nearly purred, releasing Yuji’s wrist to gently pat his cheek. “If you do as I say I will turn a blind eye as long as they do not cause problems”.
This time Yuji followed to the bed, watching as Sukuna sat on an armchair sitting in the corner where he would usually read or have a drink. “Change for me please, I want to see how it looks before you go back to your room”.
Yuji swallowed as he looked back at the clothes, then tried looking around for a screen divided he could change behind. “Here.” Sukuna then stated, making Yuji tense. All he could do was grit his teeth and nod tensly.
So he started undressing, trying to ignore the burning gaze of the King on him. He had changed around him before, but never had he gotten fully naked like this. He wasn’t sure if he felt his body burning from shame or something else he didn’t want to think about.
The black lingerie piece was in one piece, fitting him just as perfectly as all the other pieces Sukuna had gotten him. It was to wonder how it all fitted him so well even when these were supposed to be for women.
He realised these were just as sheer as the nightgown, the only thing hiding some parts being some spider lilies. Of course, those couldn’t hide the most important places. He had gotten used to putting on these, but it was still embarrassing to be watched as he tried to adjust his cock properly for it not to just slip out.
Sure it wasn’t hiding anything, but at least he could pretend it was covered by the sheer black fabric.
When Yuji picked up the night gown he felt pretty happy to realised this was more like a dress rather than a robe. No chance of accidentally opening up. It was even rather long, longer than most of the dresses Sukuna allowed him to wear.
Although when he finally put the soft gown on he realised something else: a large slit starting from the belt fabric around how middle, going all the way down. So he still ended up with his body exposed depending on how he stood.
He dared one glance towards the large mirror near the large dresser, looking away quickly. He hadn’t realised just how red his face had gotten through all this, feeling even hotter when he saw how he looked.
Far from a knight, that was for sure. Probably more like a pleasure woman.
Despite both layers of sheer clothing, Yuji could still see rather well all the scars on his body, his cock barely hidden too. The pink was a rather soft colour on him, matching his hair. The dark bodysuit under it was rather contrasting too.
He felt startled when he suddenly realised Sukuna had come much closer to him, fingers brushing against his exposed hip, opening the slit some more. This had Yuji try to back away, although Sukuna was faster in grabbing his wrist, the hand on his hips holding on tightly, finger digging into the skin.
“Look at you, I knew it would look very pretty on you,” Sukuna said, voice sounding nearly soothing, eyes slightly lidded. A shiver ran down Yuji's back, unsure of what kind of feeling (and truthfully, he didn’t want to know in fear of finding out).
He tried not to move as Sukuna’s hand let go a little, continuing what they were doing earlier. Yuji would have to admit, he was surprised by how gentle the man was being. A rather stark contrast to how rough he usually handled him.
His hand instinctively went to the King's shoulders as he leaned down a little, lips brushing against his exposed neck. Yuji's breath caught when he felt a large and rough hand start caressing him through the sheer fabric of the lingerie, hiding against Sukuna as he felt himself respond a little too quickly. But he couldn’t help it, he felt so sensitive to his touch and felt pent up from not daring to do anything.
“Please don’t” Yuji tried to weakly fight back, even though it didn’t sound very convincing. This only had Sukuna chuckling near his ear, making his guts twist a little. Of course, his hand didn’t stop, still stroking him through the soft fabric.
“But you seem to be quite enjoying it” Sukuna pointed out, “You should return the gesture” he then added. Yuji then felt one of his hands being grabbed by Sukuna, then lent south until it was placed against his crotch.
His eyes couldn’t help but widen a little as he felt just how big the man was. He stayed a moment unsure what to do, before starting to reciprocate when Sukuna gave him a warning. He started clumsily palming him and stroking him through his pants, doing his best despite what was in the way.
Then he simply did as the King told him, imitating his movement when he could. He eventually had to pull him out of his trousers, feeling just how hot and big he truly was. At that point, Yuji just wanted this to end as quickly as possible, despite the pleasure building up inside his gut and how his knees were weakening a little.
He could even taste the iron in his mouth as he had started biting into his own lips, trying not to make a sound. this was all bad enough, he would rather die right here and there than hear himself moan or groan out loud to his touch.
He just wanted to go back to his room.
He eventually came with a strangled noise, hand faltering a little in his jerking before continuing properly until Sukuna followed suit. He scrunched up his nose a little when he felt Sukuna wipe his hand on him, before pulling away.
“What a shame, we made a mess of your new cute nightwear” Sukuna said with fake disappointment, looking as satisfied as earlier. “Good thing I have a spare for you” he then added, going back to the small table in the corner and grabbing a flat box.
The bastard, he had planned this all along.
He then handed it over to Yuji who tried not to grip it too tightly in frustration, it would only make him more delighted to see him pissed off. “Make sure to always wear them at night, I’ll check to make sure you do,” Sukuna said, which had Yuji feeling like it wouldn’t be just checking in on him.
“Now you can go back to your room,” Sukuna said, waving him off as he picked up the other dress and kept it.
Which meant Yuji would need to walk back to his room in these cum stained clothes.
He simply nodded before walking back to the door, stepping out once he unlocked it. he ignored the smirk he could see on the guard's faces, not listening to the comment they gave him before they departed for his own room. One of them even tried touching him, and he would have broken his hand were it not for Uraume’s warning of their King not liking it when people touch what is “his”.
Once Yuji finally got to his room he immediately washed his hands as best as he could, changing into the clean set of nightwear.
He only felt his want to kill the King burn even more brightly than before.
He would manage to do it.
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Knight in shining armor - Dean Winchester x Reader
part 4
You let out a soft sigh as you sat down on your bed. You took your book in your hands but only fidgeted with its pages instead of reading some. You had woken up extra early today and as usual Anna and the rest of the maids had come to help you get dressed. It surely was something you could do on your own, especially in this case that no corset was involved, but they insisted nonetheless. They had gotten you ready quickly, mostly since they did not have to do much other than help you put on a quite simple and yet elegant dress and style your hair.
Now you were just sitting on your own in your room playing with the book in your hands with plenty of time to kill till… Dean would come for you.
You bit your lip at the thought of it and the fact that you were going to spend the entire day with him. You would occasionally go on stroll in the woods with your father, riding your horses and chatting while enjoying the warmth of the sun. As your father had told you yesterday night, though, he would not be able to come with you because he had some sort of business. He had told you, though, that Dean would be by your side the entire day. It seemed as if he was the only one that your father thought would be enough qualified to not only protect you properly in case something happened but also keep you good company. Sure you would have a few other soldiers, just like every time, there with you to make sure you were alright but luckily for you your dad did not think that was enough.
“If I am not there, then the only person that I trust to take good care of you is Dean” he had said and you clearly remember being unable to hide the smile from your face.
The thought of getting to spend an entire day just with Dean excited you to no end. You loved being close to him, that you had realized from the very beginning. You loved being able to see his forest-green eyes, to gaze into them and try to study Dean. You certainly wanted to know him better. You loved being able to see the freckles that dusted over his nose and cheeks. Every time you were close you tried to count them but as expected you failed. You loved taking in every little detail of his, whether it would be his soft-looking spiky hair, his strong jaw or his full lips that, you would confess to that, you had caught yourself thinking more than plenty of time how they would taste.
Thoughts like that kept running through your mind and thoughts like that had been running through your mind all night, leaving little to no room for sleep. You had barely managed to sleep that was very much true but you found yourself not to really caring. You were so excited for getting to spend time with Dean today that you could not think about anything else, sleep included. You had fallen asleep at some point, yes, but had you also woken up pretty early. Your excitement was taking the best of you and you had to remind yourself a good few times that there was not much to expect from this. Like what could come from it? Him to suddenly confess that he was in love with you?
You scoffed at the thought. No way. You had just known each other - well at least you him - for a day and you suddenly expected him to say it? No you didn’t. Why would he even say it when you - that there was no doubt you felt something about him - could not even admit to yourself that you were in love with that man. It was not something that you had experienced before, though, so you could not really know.
But other than being in his presence, having a talk with him was what made you even more excited. The small talk you’ve had the night before had given you the chance to to know him a little bit more. It gave an insight on his personality and you would be lying if you said you didn’t like him even more after that. Just like you would be lying if you said it didn’t hurt to hear him talk about himself the way he just had. Hearing him say how he believed he did not deserve something good hurt you and it certainly was something you wanted to change.
A knock on the door made your head snap to its direction and your breath hitch on your throat. A smile spread on your lips as you could barely hold yourself from running to open the door.
“Hey” you breathed out as soon you opened the door.
“Hey. ‘Morning” he said with a smile.
“So are you… ready to go or do you need some more time?” he asked and you shook your head.
“No, no I’m good. We can go” you said with a smile of your own, and closing the door behind you you followed him as he lead you to the back of the castle where they kept the animals and therefore the horses.
“So how was your morning so far?” you asked in hoped of starting a conversation with him again.
You saw a smile form on his lips and he soon burst into laughter.
“What?” you asked immediately.
“Nothing it’s just- really?” he raised an eyebrow and you crossed your arms over your chest.
“Yes, really. I don’t understand what you find funny in this. I was simply asking you a question” you said, trying to fake hurt but the smile on your face said otherwise. Mostly because you were happy to have gotten him to be more open towards you and not formal all the time, calling you constantly princess like last night.
“Alright then” he said the smile still on his lips, putting his hands behind his back “It was quite good. What about you, princess” he faked an accent.
You playfully groaned “Good till now. Why do you keep calling me princess, though?” you looked at him a little bit seriously and a little bit sad because you had yet to hear him say your name “I mean yes I am one but that doesn’t really matter to me. Can’t you just call me (Y/n)?” you asked softly and he let out a sigh.
“I’m sorry princess but I don’t have that right. You are above me. You are the king’s daughter and I just a knight in your castle.” he said apologetically.
“But… can’t you just call me by my name when it’s only you and me?” you asked, voice soft and low like a whisper.
Dean bit his lip in thought and you could see his inner battle. Before he could answer, though, you had already reached your destination.
“Princess!” one of the soldiers that had joined you many times before and would join you now came closer to you holding something that looked like a greenish-blue cape.
“It is a really sunny day, your mother insisted that you take this.” he said and you gave him a small nod, walking a little bit forward so that he could put it over your shoulders.
But before he could even so touch you Dean stopped him, a small glare evident on his face “No, I’ll do it. You go make sure our princess’ horse is ready” he said taking the cape.
The soldier was hesitant in the beginning, looking at Dean with a frown but did as he was told nonetheless. Dean was higher in hierarchy after all, so he could not do otherwise but followed his orders.
Dean muttered something under his breath but clearing his throat he turned to you coming behind you he drapped the cape over your bear shoulders. His hands came into contact with them and made you slightly jump at the shot of electricity that run through you.
“You alright?” he asked worried and swallowing you gave him a small nod.
His hands made their way in front of you - even though he was still behind you - to tie the straps of your cape. You slightly turned your head to look at him and felt your breath hitch on your throat when you saw his face over your shoulder and so close to yours. He turned his head and your faces were now just a few inches apart as he gazed down at you and you found yourself unable to take your eyes off his. His warm breath that was fanning over your cheek was now mixed with yours and everything seemed to get hazy.
“There” his rough voice said, breaking you out of your daze; after having tied the straps of the cape so it wouldn’t fall off.
“Thank you, Dean” you whispered and he smiled just slightly.
“No problem… (Y/n)” he said and you took in a sharp breath, a smile forming on your lips at his words.
Oh boy, did you love how your name rolled off his tongue and how sweet it sounded even when he said it with that husky voice of his.
“Now…” he came in front of you and put the hoodie of the cape over your head, fixing some of your hair out of your face or behind your ear “Come on. We must get going” he finished, brushing his thumb just lightly over your cheek and you gave him a final and small nod.
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You would be lying if you said that you didn’t enjoy this stroll in the woods more than any other before. Sure your father was not with you today but what made it better than any other time before it was the fact that Dean was with you.
Just like when it was you and your father, the four soldiers that accompanied you were on their horses but a good few feet away from you that were on the front. They were far enough so that they would not be able to hear what you were talking about but far enough just to be able to see that you were alright and that you didn’t need anything.
You and Dean were on your horses on the front talking about anything and everything that came to your mind. You loved even more the fact that you got to hear some more of his stories, adventures that he’s been through. This time with his brother Sam. You were having an amazing time with him as you enjoyed the warmth of the sun and the slight breeze that blew through the rustling leafs of the trees. The sound of the birds singing gave to it a more fairy-tale-like environment.
But you actually caught yourself more interested in Dean than anything else around you. You talked more and you were glad you finally got the chance to get to know him better. He was just like you had thought he would be. The first impressions you had from him and your small talk the previous night proved to the fact that he truly a man that cared for his loved ones deeply and would do anything for them. He had a big heart, he was caring and damn was he funny! Your stomach still hurt from the previous feat of laughter he had thrown you in with one more of his lame - but rather funny to you - jokes. He was a little bit cocky as well, you had to point that one out, but you were glad that he was being his true self in front of you instead of just pretending to be someone he wasn’t just so that you would like him.
And the best thing of all was that he no longer used that title you had come to hate over the years. Princess. You loved how your name rolled off his lips. It made pleasant shivers run down your spine and a smile always appear on your lips. Even though he would not say it often, every time felt like a true melody. At some point you actually caught yourself wondering how it would be to hear him sing.
“Oh my gosh. You- you have to be kidding me now, right?!” you exclaimed, putting a hand in front of your mouth.
“Nope. Did happen” he said pursing his lips.
You snickered a few times before you burst into a full feat of laughter.
You were now off your horses and you and Dean had decided to take a small walk through the forest while the horses rested next to the small lake that was nearby. The soldiers had stayed back as well, after Dean’s orders. And you couldn’t be more glad at that. To finally have gotten some alone (completely) time with Dean.
“Oh come on” Dean whined “You promised you wouldn’t laugh”
“I-I k-know I-I just- oh my gosh.” you couldn’t say much in between laughing “I-I know I promised but oh- oh my. Dean! You- you pulled your pants down and shouted what? Pudding?”
“Hey I was five, ok?” he grumbled but you just laughed more.
“That does not justify you. Or wait. Were you really five or maybe you’re lying so that I won’t tease you more?” you said after your laughter died off a little bit.
“Oh please yes I was five” he said with a playful roll of his eyes.
“Ok, I guess it is to be expected from you. You almost set my father’s beard on fire! No wonder he’s become a maniac with shaving ever since” you said with a giggle.
“That was an accident ok? I didn’t plan on setting it on fire nor did I plan on hitting him while skiing with one of the knights’ shields”
“You what? You hit him? How? Where? When?” you asked intrigued.
“Well, it was winter and really long time ago and as per usual I was watching the knights train but after a while I got bored. There was a lot of snow so I decided to have fun. I just was not expecting your father to show up so suddenly so instead of landing on the snow with the shield I… landed on top of him” he said with a small shake of his head.
“Oh you Winchester are unbelievable! Now I know why I every time I asked him to play snowball fight with me he refuses to.”
“Yeah uh” he laughed nervously “I don’t think it would be because of that. I once – when I was much younger - was playing snowball fight with one of my friends in the castle and you know I kinda like winning so uhm instead of making a small snowball I uh maybe made a quite bidder one and decided to throw it on the head of my friend… but your father just walked in and yeah… I guess I couldn’t stop gravity”
“Oh. My. God.” you breathed out and started laughing hysterically.
Dean soon joined you and you both could not stop.
“Yeah. And I better not start about what I did with his crown. Actually, it is kinda hard to believe how after all of the things I’ve put him through he chose me to be his right hand.” Dean said with a chuckle and a shake of his head.
“Well, he obviously took a liking on you. And… it’s not really hard if you ask me” you said with a small shrug, looking at him. His head immediately snapped to your direction.
“You think?”
“Yeah, he obviously trusts you a lot” you shrugged.
“No, no I don’t mean that” he shook his head “I mean, you think it is not hard to take a liking on me? Like… have you- have you taken a liking on me?”
“As I said… it’s not really hard to” you said, voice barely above a whisper.
A big grin appeared on his face, like that of a child on Christmas day, as he took a few steps closer to you. Little to no space separating you anymore. As you looked up at him and biting your lip to keep your smile from getting bigger.
“Glad to know that” he murmured.
“And… can I ask you about me?” you whispered.
“I can say that it is not hard to take a liking on you either” he said and you both chuckled lightly.
You looked down, tucking a few strands of hair behind your ear. In vain through as they fell back in front of your face.
“Here. Let me” he mumbled and brushing the strands out of your face he tucked them behind your ear, this time they stayed in place.
Just like his hand, though. Slightly cupping your face.
Almost silence had surrounded you and you actually found yourself enjoying it while you gazed back at Dean. The distance you had became even less as he seemed to lean in. But once again you did not care.
The silence, though, as well as moment was ruined when the horses making a rather disturbed noise were heard. The fact they would not stop was that made Dean pull away.
He groaned, as if he didn’t want this moment to be ruined and you actually felt happy for that “Sorry. I better go see what’s going on. I’ll be back soon ok?” he asked and you nodded.
He gave you a final smile and brushing a hand over your shoulder - creating goosebumps in the meantime let’s not forget - and he quickly left towards the direction you had come from.
You turned to watch him as he disappeared through the trees and bit your lip. You heart was hammering in your chest…
…but it soon stopped beating as your blood run cold.
A hand covered your mouth and a dagger was placed over your throat.
Oh no
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ascendance - 19
PAIRING: mob!bucky barnes x reader
WARNINGS: age gap (reader is 23, bucky is 37), smut (18+) (do not interact if under 18)
A/N: all i’m gonna say is ... enjoy everyone xx
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Y/N ran through the endless stairs backstage as she heard the strings tuning up accompanied by the sounds of people looking for their seats. She knew she shouldn’t peak from the wings yet she couldn’t help it. It was her very first professional production ever since leaving university and her heart was beating faster than it could. It didn’t matter if she was merely a chorus girl, in the back, dancing more than singing; it was heaven. It was heaven for her and even though her body was cramped into the boned corset of her dress and the beads that composed her skirt made it extremely hard to sit down, it was heaven and she couldn’t wait.
She looked up, at all those boxes filled with people and her heart burst with pride. Pride she could be part of something so special, something that’d bring enjoyment to someone else. From the boxes, no one could see anything, all they could see was a red curtain and by gods was that red curtain annoying to Bucky. He never enjoyed operas, even back when his parents were around him, he just didn’t really understand the meaning or even what they were useful for. Most of the time, he’d just slowly fall asleep yet he guessed that now he could no longer do that. Nevertheless, here he was. We must please our allies, and what better way to please Zemo than to bring him to a bourgeoisie activity.
The lights lowered as the composer got up, the overture taking over the silence of the hall. He leaned his head against his head, preparing himself for two hours. Overtime he’d let himself hate all of this, the glitz and glamour of the 1% he once used to belong to. Now he just watched with apathy, not caring or even hearing until the solo performer was joined on stage by various other people and as his eyes moved around, time stopped. He was certain time stopped, he couldn’t hear the music, he couldn’t hear people breathing, everything was still except for her. The girl at the back who slowly moved around to the sound of static, with a smile brighter than the shine of a thousand spotlights. He felt warm before feeling cold right away and suddenly time moved much faster, faster than he expected and the stage was dark. She was gone.
- I would have you.
Y/N stared at him, her hand extending to touch his warm skin. She could no longer allow herself to stay as far away from him as she was, she wanted to move towards him, even if time right now seemed paused. Time didn’t even seem to work properly now, all was blurry but him and she wanted to be close.
- Then have me. - her finger traced his jaw and Bucky tensed, taking her hand in his, kissing the top of her palm.
- Somewhere in another universe, you are all mine and I am all yours.
- You say it like we can’t belong to each other.
- Dove, I don’t even belong to myself. - those words came out strangled and while his face was stone cold, the words cried in pain. She wondered how he felt, how he was behind that stone cold apathetic look he chose. - You need to go to sleep.
- Bucky
- I am not going to leave you. - he interrupted her before she could start complaining. - Sleep.
- Bucky, I love you.
He didn’t reply to that, he just held her. Both their hearts broke at that, hers as he remained silenced, not even daring to look at him and his as he wanted to say it back but he couldn’t. That would be selfish. Bucky didn’t want to be more of a monster than he already was. He could do many things, he’d done many things; he’d killed, he lied, he cheated and he used people but he could not find it within himself to hurt her. She, for the very longest time in his life, was the only good thing that wanted to nurture him but Bucky had no business wanting her much less loving her. She fell asleep in his eyes, her heart beating against his pulse, reminding him of how alive she was. She was alive and with a life in front of her, and he had been dead since that night beneath a moonless sky years ago. He was dead and suffering purgatory and she kept walking with him, holding his hand like an angel carrying a torch. He wondered how long it’d take for her to fall. For her to realise that despite all, he’d end up disappointing her.
His mind wandered to Dot. She’d never expected him to be good or to be something more than what he already was. She was okay with the murderer he’d become and she’d known the politican’s son he’d been. She liked the danger but he couldn’t say she particularly liked him. She’d known him many years ago but she didn’t know him know, at least what went on his head. He himself didn’t know who he was right now. Whoever he was, was someone he was not ready to face. Yet again, Dot was not Y/N. No one was Y/N. No one had managed to capture his attention with a single appearence and when he closed his eyes, he could still see her. He could still see her dancing slowly in the spotlight or her childish smile when she took a bow at curtain call. She, the most brightest, the lightest and the goldest woman around, loved him. He loved her but there are loves that are meant to remain stuck in meant to be’s, meant to remain the inspiration of torch songs, to remain the relationship she’d look at when singing the arias which she so beautifully sang. He loved her, she loved him, but there are things which don’t stay and he wouldn’t doom her to him. He wouldn’t bind her to who he was right now. Maybe in another life he can find her, maybe then he’ll be as bright as her but now, now he was the night sky and she was the moon and stars, meant to end the moment hours ended.
He stayed with her the whole night, holding her as much as he could before she woke up. He knew when she did, they’d have to deal with all that was about to come. Bucky fell asleep closer to sunrise, barely able not to have his mind on a constant run. She was the first to wake up, her spine numb from the harsh floors yet she wished that was what hurt the most.
Y/N detangled herself from Bucky’s embrace, walking barefoot to the bathroom. She didn’t know what to expect, he couldn’t even tell her his name for the very first weeks they knew each other so she didn’t know why she expected him to reciprocate his affections. She was most likely a distraction and while she was a smart woman, smart enough to know when she was being used, she couldn’t decide on cutting the thread that connected the two of them. The water fell from the shower head, washing all the negative thoughts and leaving her just in a calm state, wondering about her. endings.
Bucky woke up not much later than when she had detangled herself from him. She was always warm, so warm, and always smelled like a field of daisies, the lack of her was always noticeable. He propped himself up on his hand, looking around the golden lit room, it was so calm, so quiet solely from the sound of water falling which he guessed came from the bathroom. He followed the same path she’d taken, the palm of his hand leaning against the wodden door, slightly pushing it open. He could see her through the fog and the water droplets on the glass, the water rushing down her body as she washed her hair mindless to her dire situation. He didn’t mean to approach her or even peeping on her but his body had a different idea. He stalked her like a wolf, pulling the glass door open. She wasn’t frightened, merely looking at him as she twisted water out of her hair.
He didn’t say a thing, merely cupping her face before placing a kiss upon her cherry lips. She moaned in whantom, her hands climbing up his forearm, to his bicep to his shoulder as she pressed herself against him. His kiss grew past innocence, as he moved to kiss her neck as her collarbone before engulfing her breast with his mouth. She gasped as his tongue played with her nipple, her hands pushing him even closer.
- Bucky ... - she whined as his thumb assaulted her other free nipple. Once he was satisfied enough, he continued his trail of kisses, kissing from the middle of her chest, down her stomach until her mound. His eyes looked up at her, watching just how needy she was for him, how she wanted him. That alone made him hard.
She attempted to hold herself against the wet tiles of the shower, letting out a O shapped breathe as he licked a teasing strip from her orifice to her clit. Everything was heightened, he could feel the texture of his tongue as he lapped at her pussy. Her head titled, countless moans escaping her lips as he payed specific attention to her clit, sucking on it every lick or so. She felt as if he continued with his attentions, she was gonna fall onto the porcelain floor or cease to exist. Waves of heat came and went as he continued his assault, as if he was a starved man. She gripped his hair as she started to feel her lower abdominal clench, sweat dripping from her forehead along with the warm water until everything seemed to take over her. The heat took over her body and she leaned against the wet tiles, her legs shaking and almost collapsing to the ground had it not been for him holding her up.
Through fluttering eyelashes, she looked at him, finding his eyes clouded with lust. She leaned her jaw against his palm and he returned to kissing her, turning her around and pressing her against the glass. He kissed her shoulder, slightly biting the supple skin he found before aligning his cock with her entrance. Her palm hit the fogged glass, dragging it down as he started to thrust in and out of him. She could feel him inside of her, the vein of his cock dragging against her walls in the most delicious of pleasures. The slow pace quickly became harsh as he held her hips and started to piston in and out of her, solely chasing his own pleasure now, but she didn’t mind. She was feeling plenty already, from her breasts against the glass going up and down and him thrusting in and out. She bite her lip, hard enough to draw blood as she attempted to contain another orgasm. She wanted him to come first, she wanted to see him cum, to see his face whenever she brought him to pleasure. With whatever strength she had, she turned around, her hands keeping her still by holding onto his shoulders.
He was a sight no matter how much he disliked that metal arm. Looking at him was enough to almost make her cum, her eyes shut tight, mouth opened agape and head leaned back, hair framing and sticking to his beautiful face. She leaned to kiss his neck, biting and sucking enough to leave a mark the moment the two got out the shower. She didn’t mind. His movements grew uncontrolled as his grip bruised her hips until he stilled, body shaking as cum painted her insides and dripped down her legs. He attempted to regain his breathe, hands still keeping her up, both still connected.
- Dove, I need to tell y... - a knock on the door interrupted him. He slipped out of her, eyes moving immediately to the door. - Stay here.
Y/N didn’t listen to him. Instead she waited for him to exit the bathroom before she stepped out of the shower, despite her trembling limbs, she dressed herself in his bath robe before stepping outside. As her eyes captured the living room, she asked herself why she wasn’t surprised he was here. He was always here. He seemed to know when to make an appearance which would annoy her.
- If it isn’t the mob’s favourite soprano. - he mocked her. - We should start meeting in better times, shouldn’t we, sweetheart?
- It’s Y/N. - she looked him straight into his brown eyes, defiant. Bucky stared at her, scolding her with those bright blue eyes of his.
- I’m pleased with you. - John walked past Bucky, pushing him to the side to reach the soprano, the chorus girl. His fingers traced her jaw, before he picked her chin. - Turns out you can play the role.
- Did you expect me not to know how to do the thing I was trained to do? Not everyone’s as incapable as your men.
- I’m sure my men are plenty ... capable. - his gaze stood on Bucky for a moment, a smirk drawn on his lips before he looked back at her. - I cannot pay you for your perfomance, sweetheart.
- I didn’t know there was even the possibility of paying your captives.
- I did decide to do something nice for you, however.
- Is it stopping interrupting my mornings after every single event where you’re not the main focus?
- Y/N. - Bucky warned her, moving to try and gain hold of her. Nevertheless, John stopped him, chuckling at her remark.
- How about a visit to the opera?
- The place where they’d definetely know me? Aren’t you supposed to be cunning and smart? - she cocked her head to the side.
John took a step back, almost enthused by the sight of her, yet below this demeanor, his blood was boiling. Was this any other situation, he would have her killed. He wondered how well she could sing with a slit throat. Yet again, as long as she held the Baron’s affections, she was sadly of use to him. Adding to this, the last thing he needed was another murder investigation by the police.
- You don’t need too worry that empty head of yours.
- Is the Baron attending? - she stepped back from him as well, moving to stand by Bucky. Behind her back, her hand moved to hold his, fully knowing she was threading a worn out thread.
- He is. - his sight set on the red marks on Bucky’s neck, before looking back at her with a toothy grin. - However, I’ll have Heathcliff chaperone you. After all you two seemed close.
Bucky’s features hardened as so did his grip on her hand. He looked like a chained animal, wanting to growl and bite his captor but he remained there, anger bubbling in his usually stoic behaviour.
- Let the opera begin then.
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The Queen’s Consort
You love him dearly, but a servant cannot marry their Queen. Luckily, you’re not one to give up so easily, despite what others might think.
Pairing: Servant!Namjoon x Queen!Reader Genre: Royal AU, ‘Secret’ lovers AU, fluff, slight angst Warnings: smoking, swearing, mentions of misogyny Loosely based off: I’m a bit of a history nerd, so this is a weird fantasy mash-up of the reigns of the English Tudor Queens, Mary I and Elizabeth I Word count: 4.5k+
Pungent smells of rose perfume and sweet vanilla filled the room, a cloud of cigar smoke mixing in occasionally as it lay in the atmosphere.
You exhaled after another puff, feeling the tension in your muscles ease with every deep breath. Namjoon drank the sight of you, eyes closed, head tilted back, light grey smoke escaping past your puckered lips.
No matter how many times he sees this, he thinks, he won’t ever get used to it. Normally seeing you in tight corsets, confining gowns, adorned in pretty, expensive things.
But this picture of you is the prettiest.
No fancy makeup, no fancy jewellery, no fancy dresses.
Just you, in a plain nightgown as you smoked a cigar that lay loosely between your fingers, the firelight flickering across your glowing skin (blemished from the years of stress and fighting, but gorgeous nonetheless), and occasionally taking sips from whatever alcohol was in your chalice.
Today was whiskey.
As inappropriate as it is, you never minded him seeing you this unguarded. It was your time to unwind, and Namjoon helped you do just that.
In this room of paintings, you two sat on velvety golden chairs in front of the roaring fireplace and let go of the day’s troubles.
The real world was just on the other side of the door, a twist of the brass doorknob and you two would revert back to a Queen and her servant.
But in here...
In here, in this sanctuary, you were you and Namjoon was Namjoon.
Staff and all those who worked within the palace grounds knew exactly what the two of you were. How much you two meant to each other.
Whispers went about but neither of you paid much heed, even if it caused more than its fair share of trouble at times.
“Penny for your thoughts?” Namjoon asked, noticing how your relaxed brow returned to it’s familiar scrunched-up look.
Chuckling, you kept your eyes closed as you exhaled once more. “You know very well I don’t need money.”
“Okay then,” he huffed, “a kiss for your thoughts?”
One eye opened at his proposition, brow above it quirking as you smirked. “Holding those lips hostage, now?”
A large hand enveloped one of yours, giving it a tight squeeze as he sported a lopsided grin of his own. “Desperate times call for desperate measures.”
You loved seeing him smile, trying to etch the curve of his lips, the dip of his cupid’s bow, the two tiny valleys of dimples.
Using the thumb if your other hand, which had placed the dying cigar on a nearby glass ashtray, you caressed the knuckles of Namjoon’s hand. “Nothing, my love. Just the same as last week.”
The muscular man leaned in closer, whispering faintly in your ear, “and remind me of what that would be...”
His breath smelled of the exotic fruits he just finished eating and all you wanted to do was see how many you could taste on his tongue.
“How much I love my country,” you teased with a sly look, something you loved to do, and you knew that he did too. Probably why his lips lingered over yours, barely brushing together, and before you could kiss him properly, Namjoon abruptly pulled away.
Sat back in his seat, the taller man chuckled at your rouge cheeks and furrowed brow. “I promised you a kiss, only if you told me what you were really thinking.”
As much as you cared him, what had been lingering in your mind was not something he should know yet. Not how stressed you were, not how your advisors had pressed for you to marry someone soon and sire an heir, now that you were of age.
While one faction--led by Seokjin and Jimin, the Secretary of State and Lord Treasurer respectively--had pushed for you to marry the sole Astopian Prince, Jungkook, another faction of advisors (led by Hoseok, the Captain of the Royal Guard, and Taehyung, the Lord Chamberlain) wanted you to marry a noble from the country you govern.
These were you’re most trusted and efficient advisors, but the headaches they have been giving you make you dread to think of how much worse it would be with others in their position instead of them.
Sure, you’ve met the Prince who hails from the Jeon dynasty that has ruled the Astopian Peninsula for many centuries. Conquering copious amounts of land despite not being coronated yet. An over-talented man with an ego too big for you to handle.
Safe to say you weren’t a fan of the idea of being tied to the childish person.
And then the nobility...
All those beasts wanted were two things: the jewelled crown on your head and the golden throne you occupy.
It was one of the reasons why the advisors were so pushy lately--people wanted your strength and your nation, and with no direct legitimate heir, your position became more unstable.
It was shown when you had to squash rebellions to overthrow you with a distant cousin or half-sibling you had no idea existed until you heard of their claim to the throne.
Either Father sure was promiscuous or they did well to cover their lies.
But there was only one man right for you, and he was happily tasting the strawberries you had requested just for him. Servants couldn’t get the quantity or quality of food of your palette. Filled your heart to see him try all the things your taste buds had now grown used to.
“May I lay with you? Just for a little while?”
He didn’t ask why. He didn’t need to.
Not because you were his Queen, but because he understood you. Knew you had more weight on your shoulders than any other in the country.
So Namjoon did what he he could to ease the burden, letting you lay your head on his chest once you both moved to your bed. Calloused fingertips, rough from a hard day’s work, brushed between silky strands of hair that cascaded down.
“Namjoon…” You could feel his hum vibrating through his chest as he continued to run his finger through your locks, gently untangling them. “Would you marry me?”
If he was shocked from your sudden question, he did not show it.
In fact, he wasn’t surprised at all. Despite how well you were trying to keep it from him--he would have to commemorate you for your efforts--he was still a part of the servants workforce. And servants talk.
“If we could... then yes.” His lips pressed against your scalp for a sweet kiss, mumbling, “would marry you in a heartbeat.”
“Are you sure about that?”
“Why wouldn’t I be? I love you.”
“Sometimes love isn’t enough for a marriage to work.”
Namjoon knew what you meant. A classic example of this case would be your parents, the previous King and the late Queen. Your mother slandered for being unable to bare any healthy children save for you, the rest of them unable to live past five years of age.
Their marriage was one of love, you had heard, but after her complicated fertility issues and the pressure of a nation on their heads, things turned sour.
You saw how two loving parents become bitter and died cursing each other with their last breaths.
“You’re right... but we’ve been able to work together well before we fell in love. We’re familiar with each other, how the other works. Their needs and wants. I won’t let us end up as a heap of melted wax, our passion and care for each other burnt out. And I know for a fact you won’t either.”
You heard him through the rumbles in his chest, finding the warmth of both his body and his words comforting to you.
“Be mine and mine only,” you muttered as your lids grew heavy, shutting from exhaustion.
Noticing this immediately, Namjoon chuckled to himself.
“As if I was made for anyone else.”
“--and make sure to increase the taxes on the fishermen in certain areas of the coast as well as lessen them in others. I hear the marine life is becoming scarce these days along the eastern seaboard and to replenish it, we should encourage the fishermen to avoid those areas of concern.”
“Yes, your majesty. That sounds like an excellent solution,” Seokjin said, though not at all surprised you came up with it (even if it sounds simple when you say it out loud). To him--as well as the rest of your court--you did more than an exceptional job at governing your state.
You were the best monarch they had seen in a very long time.
Only, there was one issue, and you were well aware of it.
Breathing slowly, you looked at your council, dreading the words you were going to say next, because the touchy topic was going to be brought up sooner or later.
“Is there anything else on our agenda today?”
The Lord Chamberlain cleared his throat. “Other than the daily workload, there is only one matter left for discussion, your majesty.”
“And what would that be, Taehyung?” you sighed, slight hint of sarcasm laced in the tired tone you spoke in.
“Your marriage.” Seeing you roll you eyes only fired him up more. “You really need to decide! Do you want to completely secure your throne?”
“What about marriage is so important that my throne is insecure without it?” you burst out, not being able to hold in your frustration. “There have been Kings in the past who have lived their entire reign in peace without tying the knot with another, so why me?!”
“Because your a Queen, not a King!” Jimin yelled back, his old habits of arguing with you while you two were younger beginning to kick in. “We all know you’re more than capable of of ruling by yourself, but others still have their old-fashioned way of thinking! They believe that without a legitimate heir from you, your throne is theirs for the taking!”
Hoseok rested his hand on the red-faced man’s shoulder, pushing him back down in his seat from which he left as he argued with you. “What we’re trying to say, your majesty, is that the world’s attitudes are years behind ours. They’ll keep coming for your head if you don’t produce a legitimate heir, and the only way you can do that is if you marry.”
Grunting with frustration, you stormed out of the room, rushing to your bedchambers.
Felt lightheaded. From the advisors, from the world, for the corset restricting your breathing. Too many thoughts rushing through your head, you didn’t see Namjoon following behind you with concern hidden beneath a blank expression.
It was only until you stopped to open the door to your bedchambers did you realise he was right behind you. “Leave me to rest,” you spoke firmly, remembering to maintain the roles of servant and Queen even if you two were at the boundary of sanctuary.
Wanting to say more but being unable to have the freedom to say it while you both were in the doorway, Namjoon simply sighed and stood outside as you closed the door on his face.
Threw yourself on the bed, hoping for some miracle that will allow you to knock out there and then.
First, you needed to breathe. You needed air into your lungs to stop the dizziness.
“In... Out...” You hear someone speaking from your mind, louder, yet more soothing than the rest. Namjoon’s deep voice lulling you from a past memory.
“In... Out...” You followed as instructed, listening to his advise to settle your pounding heart.
“In... Out,” you repeated alongside his voice in your head, finding your beating organ relax bit by bit until it returned to normal.
Squeaking of the hinges had not brought you out of the trance you were in, but the dip in your bed under a person’s weight did.
“Don’t mind me,” Yoongi said as he lay beside you, his arms crossed behind his head, “your servant let me in.”
“Of course he did,” you smiled. Namjoon knew that if he was not allowed to comfort you, then someone else would have to in his stead--and there was no one better than the Foreign Secretary.
Yoongi--like some of your councillors--had grown up with you. He knew you like the back of his pale hand, and he was the only advisor you completely trusted.
Others had lost that level in pursuit of their own ambitions; he was the only one who fought against you appointing him for his role, wanting to stay in the shadows--something he had grown accustomed to.
Only when you explained that his real job would be your Spymaster did he agree. It was the shadows he was used to, and you weren’t going to fully rip him away from his comfort zone.
After a few minute of laying side by side in silence, you began to spill your thoughts.
“No one has any idea how painful this position is. Nor how bothersome getting the throne was in the first place. Now they want me to marry and relinquish my power after everything I had sacrificed to get and maintain it. Want nobles and Princes that would just overrule me and ruin this nation I brought back from the ashes like a phoenix.”
Attempting to gulp down the lump rising in your throat, you just couldn’t stop.
“After the shitshow my parents and my forefathers had turned this place into, I returned it to it’s rightful glory. It became a mythical beast because of my efforts, and now they demand I marry a man who would mistreat me and my people, as if we were mere deer or rabbits rather than powerful, fiery birds of the sun.”
Silent tears rolled down the sides of your face, the muffled drops on the sheet being the only sound indicating to your advisor that you were indeed crying since his eyes were closed.
“What do I do, Yoongi?” you begged in a small voice, not to an official of your court but your childhood friend. “How can I marry someone who cares more for power than they do for me? More than my people? How could I marry when the whole of my heart belongs to another?”
“Well, that’s easy,” he replied--already knowing exactly who you were talking about--not even opening his eyes as you turned you head to see him, awaiting his explanation. “Just marry the person your heart belongs to.”
Glaring at him, you spat, “if it was that easy, don’t you think I would have done it already?”
“Don’t lash out at me like you did to Taehyung and Jimin. I haven’t done anything wrong.”
“You’re my advisor and you fail to give me advise--”
“I just did--”
“Advise that I can use.”
Opening one eye, he looked at your annoyed face. “I told you before that I didn’t want to be an advisor.”
“Well I couldn’t just let you stay in the gardens your entire life. You need people skills, and to do that, you need to socialise with things that can actually speaks,” you threw your arms up, gesturing to nothing in particular just to emphasis your point, tears dried. “Besides, I prefer your company and council over the rest.”
Yoongi was not one for taking compliments--it was an unusual and unfamiliar task for him, especially if it didn’t come from you--so he stayed silent from the next few minutes.
“Who said it? That you can’t marry the person you love?”
You snorted at his stupid comment. “Everyone, Yoongi. Everyone.”
“Really?” He clicked his tongue. “That’s strange. I’ve never heard anyone say those words to you directly, and I’m the Spymaster.” He saw how you gnawed on your lip, eroding away the ruby lipstick until you finally got what he said.
Rapidly propping your body on your elbow, you snapped your face to look at him. “Are you suggesting I just marry who I want anyway?”
“Well, yeah, that is what I said at the start.”
Sent him a pointed look. “You know there’s gonna be a lot of opposition.”
“So? You’ll face opposition if you choose one faction over the other. You already face it daily anyway, so I don’t see the point in fretting over it. At least this way, you can live your life with the person you love the most.”
For the first time during the entire conversation, Yoongi’s face softened as he sat up with you, taking your hands in his as a comforting gesture. They weren’t Namjoon’s hands--certainly weren’t as big or warm--but they did the trick.
“Listen, the only reason they’re pushing for a marriage with a nobleman or a foreign prince is because they want to milk this opportunity for all it can be. An advantageous marriage, that’s all they’re looking for.”
“But their main issue can simply be resolved with an heir.”
“Exactly. You can have a legitimate heir with the person you love, regardless of his status. All you have to do is marry him.”
Bursts of happiness bloomed in you, showing your smile and rosy cheeks, in your thumping heart and rushing blood. Unable to contain it, you pounced on your old friend. “God bless you! Thank you, thank you, thank you!”
“Don’t thank me,” he chuckled, with his own ruddy cheeks, “Besides, I never approved of those half-baked fools they offered to you. Especially Prince Jungkook.”
Releasing him from your tight hold, you looked at him fondly. “Would’ve been a pain in my ass if I really had married him.”
“Mine too,” he shuddered at the thought, “Rather have someone I know marry you than an arrogant stranger that I have to learn how to speak respectfully to.”
“You should be used to it!” You lightly hit his arm. “You’re the Foreign Secretary! It’s your job to talk to arrogant strangers.”
“And I dread every meeting,” he grimaced.
“...so it would be wise to change the systems in the areas that are being raided. For those most at risk, use all you can to protect our citizens. Place more guards and use stronger, more-resistant building materials for reconstruction, and also see if you can build an underground shelter for the people to take refuge in, stocked with supplies.”
“Wonderful, your majesty,” Seokjin said, scribbling down what you said in his little notebook. “We’ll begin that immediately.”
“Good,” you said, leaning back in your chair, which was significantly bigger and fancier than the others. “Is there,” you sighed, still not ready for the conversation to come. “Is there anything else on today’s agenda?”
“You know very well what we’re going to say, your majesty.” Your eyes landed on Jimin, who was much more calmer than last week.
“Yes, I know.” Briefly, your eyes shot to Yoongi, who was sat opposite to you on the large, round, spruce table. Puff of air pushed out of your lungs as you cracked your knuckles as a way to release the tension in your fingers. “How about this? State your cases; who you nominate to be my husband...”
Taehyung was smart, so he caught your hesitation. “But..?”
“But I have conditions of my own. Two, to be exact. Nothing exactly difficult.”
Hoseok scratched his head, feeling somewhat happy you’re not avoiding this topic as usual but also slightly suspicious.
“You main argument for me to get married is so I can have a legitimate heir, right?” Mumbles of agreement erupted around the room. “Good. So my first condition would be that whoever I marry won’t be King, they will be my consort.”
“But that’s unorthodox,” Seokjin piped in, more as if it was a passing thought than a counter-point.
“So would you rather me marry and then be overruled?” Your brow quirked, challenging them. Standing, you looked around, leaning your weight on the hands on the table.
“All of us here know that I am more than capable of ruling--you even said it yourself, Jimin. I know I can handle the weight of the country on my shoulders. Have been since I was 15, and I won’t allow some officious idiot ruin what I’ve build from the ground up.”
None of the advisors said another word on the matter since they knew you were right. Their Queen knew the country inside-out and having another person who had less experience or was not so familiar with the customs of the nation become more powerful was certainly a recipe for disaster.
“Very well,” Seokjin muttered. “Your second condition, your majesty?”
“This one may be a bit more challenging for you to follow, but it is just as important as the last.”
“And that is...?” Hoseok pried.
“After I choose, there will be no arguing. The monarch’s word is final and you should treat it as such. Once the decision is made, all of you--regardless of personal opinions--will have to greet the Consort with respect since they will become a part of the Royal Family.”
Carefully crafted words made the others oblivious to your plan. All but Yoongi.
“I think it’s safe to say that we all agree to your quite reasonable conditions, don’t we?” Taehyung looked around the room to see if anyone would object to his statement and, luckily, no one did.
Sitting back down on your seat with a silent groan, you waved your hand to signal the start of the debate. “Finish this matter by noon.”
With no further need for delay, the talks began. Seokjin, Jimin, and a few others opted for Prince Jungkook on the basis that he held power and knowledge, while trade and relations between the two countries would be much better.
An argument that you could handle without being married to him by simply being his friend and whatnot--but you of course kept this to yourself.
Various others began to offer you more local choices of husbands; lords, earls, dukes and the like. Hoseok and Taehyung both wished for the Duke of Lysia as he held a lot of support from the people, understanding of the country and culture and had retainers for your army should you need them.
It was as if they had forgotten you had no need for more love from your people since almost every single one already supported you. Also letting the fact that it would be treason if the Duke didn’t raise his retainers for your army upon your orders slip their minds.
But as the two sides died down, you looked at your Foreign Secretary. “You’ve been awfully quite, Min. Do you have someone’s name to put forth?”
“Yes, I do, your majesty,” he said quietly, appearing to be uninterested but you knew better.
Chuckling beneath your breath at his coldness, though never letting the smile become visible, you cocked a brow. “And who would that be?”
“Kim Namjoon. Your personal servant.”
“This is preposterous!” Jimin yelled, slamming his fist on the polished spruce.
You lifted your hand up to silence the Lord Treasurer, glaring eyes reminding him of your second condition before returning to question Yoongi. “On what grounds?”
“On the grounds that you both love each other.” He tilted his head to the side, yawning.
“Also on the grounds that he too is familiar with the royal customs and culture of this country, not to mention that he normally overhears what goes on in important meetings--excluding this one, of course. You confide in him and he has never broken your trust, despite how well he is within the servants--who often tend to chatter amongst themselves. He knows the ins and outs of the place and already unofficially aids you in decision-making.”
He licked his lips. “And, most importantly, he is fertile so you can sir a legitimate heir.”
“But what about his lack of power?” the Captain of the Royal Guard countered.
“He knows how to move with the people. The lad keeps his ear close to ground and is smarter than he looks. Besides, none of this matters since he’ll be a consort anyway, not a King.” Yoongi lazily shot back, killing Hoseok’s argument.
Silence grew over the room as each pair of eyes looked in your direction, already knowing the decision deep in their hearts. “A five minute recess is required.”
The advisors all stood as you did, only taking their seats again once you had left the room and the double oak doors shut behind you.
“How was the meeting, your majesty? Was awfully long this time. Any difficulties?” Namjoon enquired, not knowing what exactly went on.
Without answering him, you walked to a nearby empty room, with him trailing just behind. Turning on your heel, you held his arms, intensely looking in his eyes. “Did you mean it? When you said you would marry me if you could?”
Knowing that the two of you were hidden in a temporary haven, he gazed lovingly at you, caressing your cheek with his rough hands that only seemed to sooth you. “Of course I did, my love.”
“And if I could make that happen? Today? What would you say?”
As if he ate multiple salted crackers, Namjoon found his mouth dry up instantly. “What?”
Seeing his hesitation, you fought back the bad thoughts, the lump in your throat, the storm brewing in your stomach. “What would you say?” you pressed again, much harder than last time.
“I-I...I can’t.”
Tears tried to spring into your eyes, the sheer willpower you had to stop them from showing made your eyes burn. “Why?” Your tone turned stiff and stone-cold. He hated that--hearing you talk to him without emotion.
“Because it would mean I would have to become King. Although I want to lessen the burden you carry by your lonesome, I can’t take away the power you fought so hard to keep. Can’t be a ruler this nation and you deserve.”
Water began to spill as you closed your eyes, a sigh of relief escaping past your lips as your legs gave out under you. Luckily Namjoon was there to catch you. Lifted you from the ground and place you gently on a nearby chair. “You should really explain before you finish.”
His brows furrowed, kneeling down in front of you as he looked up to see your soft smile that had his heart beating just a fraction faster. “Should know better than to doubt my love for you at this point,” Namjoon whispered against the cold skin of your hands that he held in his own warmer ones.
Chortling lightly, you leaned to rest your forehead against his. “I really should, shouldn’t I?” Biting the lower flesh of your lip, you continued. “Would you reconsider if I said you’d only be my consort? Not a King?”
Could feel his lips stretch into a smile as it was still pressed against your knuckles. “If that’s the case, then definitely.”
“Good,” you grinned, standing up as you noticed the time on the clock. Wiping away the tears, you checked to see if you were decent in one of the mirrors.
Giving his hand a reassuring squeeze, you kissed his cheek. “Time to tell them my decision.”
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Erseptyl AU
This part one of a 3 part prologue for one of my aus. I won’t give away any details but this is my first time writing anything so its far from perfect ^^’
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It was early morning and the sun was already high in the sky, its soft rays of light peeking in through the closed curtains. The windows on the far end of the room were tall and let in just enough light to disturb the figure sleeping in the bed on the opposite side. Though the bed was elegantly decorated with drapes and curtains, they proved useless in providing shield against the blinding rays that managed to sneak their way past the windows' protective shades. The figure, who was still asleep, was wrapped up tightly in the wool blankets. They stirred lightly in their sleep and buried their face into the pillows, green hair falling over their face, completely shielding it from sight.
Only moments later, the door to the room opened and in walked a man dressed very properly in a beige vest and bow tie. His white dress shirt was without a single wrinkle, and even his moustache was perfectly groomed and curled upward to a fine point. Every detail in his appearance was put together with such delicate attention. With him, he carried in his hand a small tray with a teapot and a single teacup upon a saucer. The fine dishware had beautiful designs that were hand painted and appeared to be very delicate and expensive. The servant, who primarily went by JJ, carefully, and quietly, placed the tray on the nightstand closest to the door, careful not to startle the still slumbering figure. Then, he gently placed a hand on the individual's shoulder and gave it a soft shake.
Marvin awoke slowly at his touch. "Hmm...?" He hummed tiredly, attempting to open his eyes but immediately regretting it when JJ opened up the curtains, letting the sun mercilessly sting his eyes with it's harsh light. He quickly squeezed his eyes shut again and used his hand to shield them from the rays. Giving his eyes a moment to adjust, he attempted again to look at JJ, who was now pouring a cup of tea beside him. He really did move fast in the mornings. Then again, Marvin always felt like he was stuck in slow motion during the earliest hours of the day.
JJ noticed him awake a few seconds later, flashing him a bright smile to greet him. He set the teapot down on the tray once he was finished pouring it's contents into the fancy cup. The sweet aroma filling Marvin's nostrils already, threatening to further pull him out of the sweet, dark abysmal sleep he so longed to return to.
"Good morning, your Highness" the mute signed with his hands, briefly bowing to the prince respectfully.
With a heavy sigh, Marvin plopped his head back down onto the pillow, clearly disinterested in getting out of bed anytime soon. "Five more minutes, Jamie...." he whined. He was tired of having to wake up early at the same time every day. For once he just wanted to sleep in late without worrying about his responsibilities. The servant raised his brow, clearly unamused. JJ wasn't willing to deal with the young prince's stubbornness this morning, and he responded by placing the teacup right beneath Marvin's nose, letting the warm scent of tea do the talking for him.
He knew there was no way he was going to get any sleep with his favorite, mint tea tempting him out of bed so with a groan of reluctance - and possibly a curse under his breath - Marvin sat up against the pillows and rubbed his eyes, yawning tiredly. Finally, he accepted the tea that JJ had handed to him to help himself wake up. He always started his day with his favorite tea. It was Jameson's idea to use it as bait to get him out of bed each morning. Marvin was known to be uncooperative at times and thanks to how often he tried to sleep in and dodge his duties, this tea was a lifesaver.
While he was busy sipping his tea, JJ was busy by the wardrobe, pulling out a few outfits for him to choose from for the day. Marvin watched him bustle around the room, getting everything ready for him just like he did every morning; laying out his outfits, preparing his hairbrush and hair accessories, finding that cupcake that he had stolen from the kitchens the previous night... Why was JJ not surprised... All Marvin could do was shrug when he gave him a disapproving stare.
Even so, Marvin couldn't help but take a moment to appreciate how hard his valet worked to care for him. Not only was JJ a helpful member of his staff, but he was his best friend; someone that he felt he could trust with even the most personal matters.
JJ waited patiently for him to finish his tea before beckoning him over to the wardrobe where Marvin chose to wear a simple, plain white blouse with frilly cuffs and a corset wrap. He decided that a much simpler outfit would be more appropriate, and comfortable, to complete his duties for the day. His trousers were black and made of a soft fabric and he wore tall boots that came just below the knee and had the usual 4 inch heel he was used to wearing. He preferred shoes that gave him a little boost in height. It was apparent that he had a.... diminutive height. It was something he found to be a rather embarrassing topic if it was ever brought up and actually felt quite insulted that the gods would curse him with such short stature. What kind of king was so small? It seemed even the divines were mocking him.
After helping to get him dressed, JJ allowed him to take a seat in front of the vanity so that he could brush his hair for him. It was filled with tangles and very frizzy. It always looked like a giant, dramatic tumbleweed when he got out of bed in the morning.
While he waited patiently for JJ to take care of his hair, he gazed into the mirror at his reflection, his sky blue eyes meeting the cold icy ones of his doppelganger in the mirror. For a moment, he wore a soft smile on his face but after seeing himself through the glass, that's when suddenly his mind started to wander again, and the smile quickly faded.... He stared into the eyes of his reflection, who only looked back at him with a harsh, lambasting stare of its own. It was only himself in the mirror, he knew that, and yet, it felt like a completely different person was looking back at him, judging him. Judging and criticizing him in any and every aspect....
By now, this was routine for him on most mornings; to remind himself of the burden he was forced to carry. This is how he normally started the day, being hard on himself and chastising himself for not doing better. For not BEING better, but unlike most mornings where he was able to ignore those thoughts, he felt especially troubled today. Today the worries he faced clouded his mind far more than usual and he found that he just couldn't shake them away. He criticised everything about who he was. His appearance, his intelligence, and most of all his worth. He just wasn't good enough. He wasn't "them"...
JJ must've sensed the tension in Marvin's silence but he didn't acknowledge it in fear of putting his friend through even deeper distress. He didn't want to seem intrusive or pull any loose threads. It was known to him that Marvin often preferred to keep quiet about things and not have anyone question him. Making a big deal out of the situation usually stressed him out even more and didn't help to solve the problem. Instead, the best thing to do was let him decide when he was ready to come forward and speak about it. Marvin felt more in control of his situation that way. The servant’s patience was rewarded in a way because it didn't take very much longer for Marvin to decide to open up.
"Do you think I'll ever be like them...?" He questioned, the tone of his voice was so soft that JJ could barely make out what he said. In the reflection of the mirror, his eyes met with the prince's as he gazed at him with bewilderment. Marvin must've noticed because it wasn't long before he spoke up again. "I mean my parents. They left me so early, I don't even know if I'm doing any of this right. All I did was pick up where they left off. And I'm doing my best but I don't know how to be a ruler. How do I know I'm living up to their success...?" By that time, Jamie had finished brushing through his long hair and set the brush down on the table. He approached the side of the stool so that he could make proper eye contact with the prince.
"Fret not, my liege. You are a hard worker and your people respect you for it. That is a great honor and you've earned it well. Your folks would be proud" he signed to him with a gracious smile, hoping to put his Highness at ease. Marvin often doubted himself and JJ knew that about him more than anyone in his staff. It was rather heartbreaking to see someone he truly cared so much about experiencing so much doubt in himself and comparing his own successes to that of others before him. Marvin did lack guidance, there was no doubt, but he was so young and had far too much expectation for himself.
"I suppose you're right..." As he thought about his words, he had to agree that he had a point. He was grateful that his people respected him but at the same it left him with a dreaded feeling of guilt. It was a respect that he wasn't sure he deserved. "But no one ever taught me how to run a whole kingdom... How do I know I am doing this right...?"
"Who's to say? You're doing it your way and it's working. If you ask me, I'd say you're doing just fine...." JJ signed.
On the table just in front of the mirror was a glass display case. He used this moment to open it up and remove a crown littered with jewels that was made specifically for Marvin.
He picked up the golden crown and moved back to his spot behind the stool and placed it gently on Marvin's head, being careful not to set a single hair out of place. Afterwards, he stepped back to admire his work, gazing into the mirror at their reflections to make sure that everything was centered and tidy.
Marvin too admired his own reflection. Before he had received this crown, when he was younger, he used to wear a small, elegant tiara but after he was put in charge he was urged to take the title as King. It was a title that he refused profusely. Perhaps he was afraid of the responsibility or maybe he was still trying to move on from everything that had happened to his parents, but for whatever reason, Marvin kept the title as a mere prince. However, a special crown was made in his honor. A crown fit for a King but not exactly something he felt he deserved. Still, he much preferred this to taking his father's crown.
Aside from it all, he was very much impressed with JJ's ability to seemingly turn anything into perfection. If only he could turn more than a person's appearance into perfection... Marvin knew that Jamie would never want to hurt his feelings, even with the truth, and that's why, sometimes, he could never truly know if he was being honest with him. He knew that he wouldn't hide things from him out of fear, but rather, he hid them to spare his feelings. JJ was a sweetheart and Marvin knew how much he cared about him, but all he wished was for him to tell him sincerely if he could do better, not just as a person, but as a ruler. Sometimes he felt that Jamie just didn't really understand the weight of it all. That was probably true. To lose your only sources of guidance as a mere child and have every responsibility of running a kingdom fall onto your shoulders... Though it'd been over a decade since the assassination, he never truly did know if he was living up to his name. Then again, his expectations for himself were much harsher than anyone else in the land but he didn't know how else to strive for the same success as his parents.
While his mind only got more and more muddled with thoughts, JJ had snuck off, taking the time to make his bed and straighten up the sheets for him. It didn't take him long and when he was finished, he came back to the vanity to notify the prince of his other priorities.
"My apologies, your Highness, but I have other duties to attend to." He gently knocked on the wood of the table, briefly snapping Marvin out of his thoughts. "Please come to the dining hall when you are ready. Your breakfast will be waiting for you. Now, please excuse me..." He bowed politely before taking his leave, leaving Marvin alone in the empty bedroom. The door clicked behind him and he glanced back to make sure he was alone. Then, he stood up and walked over to the tall windows where, in the center, there were two arched glass doors that led out to the balcony.
Marvin opened up the doors and stepped out onto the veranda, gazing out to the town below. It may have been a warm sunny morning but the breeze still carried a cool, refreshing scent on the wind. It was the kind of scent that you could only smell at dawn when the sun still hid behind the clouds and air was cool and humid and smelled like rain. The gentle wind that blew through his hair carried away with it some of his stress from before. He closed his eyes and leaned his elbows on the stone rail, feeling the air on his skin and taking slow, deep breaths to relieve the ache in his chest.
The tangled web of anxiety that he felt just a moment ago was now starting to unravel, allowing him to try and decipher just what it was that always left him feeling this way; feeling that he wasn't good enough.
Maybe the reason he was hard on himself was because he felt that he had nothing to show for all of his work. In mere seconds, his entire life had completely changed and he, all of a sudden, felt so heavily pressured to prove that he too could be a great king, just as his father had once been. He never noticed it until he stepped into power, but once he had taken the throne, he felt everyone's eyes on him. It was like he was performing upon a stage and his audience was just watching, waiting for him to make a mistake. The only problem was, one mistake could ruin his entire family name. He alone represented so much and his parents' entire legacy was on the line. He HAD to show everyone that he could be just as good a king as his father. In fact, he felt that the only way he would be worth anything was measured by great and noble achievements. Achievements of his that he felt could never compare to the deeds of his father. Perhaps he coveted that success...
He stood there with his eyes closed for quite some time, but soon he began to long for an escape. With another deep breath, he opened up his eyes and looked out to the city below. To be fair, he couldn't see many people, besides the castle staff, since the town was a ways down the road from the castle and many of the buildings made it hard to see what was going on, but the scenery still brought a fond smile to his lips. He caught small glimpses here and there of the townsfolk bustling about in the streets. There were farmers tending to and harvesting their fields, an on-duty soldier offering a flower to a small child by the gates, a man grooming the horses by the stables... There were children running by the shops in the circle and there were people dancing and playing music as if they were celebrating the new day. There were vendors passing out food, no doubt hot and fresh and Marvin could already smell the bread and cakes just by thinking about them.
Everything just felt so peaceful and it all brought him a sense of comfort...
Perhaps Jamie was right about everything. Maybe he did have everything under control after all. He gazed out at the town and everything was in order. The people were well and happy and they were all joyously doing their part to provide for themselves and their home. Everyone seemed so content. Maybe that was really all that mattered.
He thought hard about it and settled that even if the job was tough, it was all worth it to see everyone so happy. It made the job feel a lot less lonely. Besides, it wasn't like he could just give up who he was. He was the prince, the heir and future king. Whether he was ready or not for this burden, it was his to bear and it was time he accepted that.
He was now starting to realize that maybe the only person he was trying to prove himself to was himself. He so badly wanted to prove to himself that he could be just as successful as the late king, but something that he often forgot was that such incredible feats of leadership didn't come overnight. And his life was only just getting started. There was still plenty of time to make his own accomplishments. And he could do it all his own way.... That would be the best part.
He just had to be patient.
He closed his eyes and took in one more deep breath, filling his lungs with that refreshing morning scent before it had finally disappeared for the day. It was calming and he soon felt all of the pressure from before leaving his shoulders. He stopped comparing himself to those before him and abandoned whatever harsh critical thoughts he had of himself. He wanted to face the day with a new mentality. He wasn’t a failure and he wasn’t going to be.
As he stood there on the balcony, he made a silent promise to himself that he would never lose sight of what was important and make the most of every day, not just for him but for the people he swore to protect. The refreshing wind began to die down now, replaced by the less pleasant heat of the sun. Maybe it was time to head back inside, before it got late and the servants would come looking for him. He turned on his heel and entered the bedroom through the open glass doors. He closed them behind him and locked the door with the latch.
He was on his way out and had approached the door that led out into the halls but just before he turned the handle, he looked back at the portrait above the vanity. Seeing it again made him wonder if they were watching him from their place up above but he knew, either way, that he didn't have to worry. Of course they were proud of him.... Even if he wasn't proud of himself yet, he knew that the most important people in the world were, and that was enough for him. His lips curled into a small smile before he inevitably turned away to head downstairs.
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Could I possibly request #11 reliability?
Thank you for the prompt <3 I hope I included enough of the colour symbolism. Again, set somewhere in series 1. I hope you enjoy this Cobert fluff!
Brown – Reliability
She pulled his arm closer. Walking like this beside him was much warmer than walking alone or a few feet apart (something they had done very early on for a very short period, and Cora had hated it with all her guts) but it still wasn’t warm enough. It seemed rather impractical to only have the small area of their arms touch and spend each other warmth but this was the best they could do on a walk.
“I can’t believe Sybil will be presented at court next summer,” Cora voiced aloud what had been on her mind all day.
It was a day in October and after the sun had dried the leaves a little after yesterday’s constant drizzle Cora had waited eagerly in the doorway of the library for Robert to finish his correspondence and join her on their walk over the amber-coloured grounds. Robert was rather occupied today so that Cora had a lot of time on hand to ponder about the next season she was planning already. It was nice to have Robert now with her and to talk about what tormented her thoughts.
“But you have started the first preparations weeks ago,” Robert gave back. Their looks were directed at the path in front of them. Cora didn’t turn her head very often because, with the great proximity to her husband she had created, the expansive brim of her hat was precariously close to his neck. Their eyes took in the variety of brown and yellow nature that stretched along the horizon.
“I know,” she sighed. “But don’t you feel like she is still so young, our little girl? Presenting her at court means subsequently marrying her off to a gentleman, a Lord, faraway. This is all happening much too fast,” Cora whispered the last words into the wind, letting them being carried away. But Robert would get them nevertheless.
“Mary’s season was years ago and she still isn’t married. They will stay much longer with us than you think.” They passed by the place to usually take a short break on their walks. The bench under the large tree stayed empty today, though.
Yes, Mary wasn’t married, and Cora knew why it was so hard to find a match for her. They didn’t even speak of Edith. But Sybil, Sybil was a whole other deal.
“Don’t forget that it’s sweet Sybil we are talking about. She will charm every eligible gentleman because opposed to Mary, she is intrinsically kind and so very amiable. She is easy to love.”
“That’s because she is most like you.” Robert’s statement sounded like a corrupting compliment but his tone wasn’t any less serious than throughout their prior talk.
“Sybil has a much stronger will of her own and is much more innovative than me,” Cora commented matter-of-factly.
“Well, it’s not me either from whom she has her innovatively modern streak.” Robert stirred them down a path they didn’t take very often in the warmer months because it avoided all the flower gardens and beds. But that didn’t matter in October.
“Right, and her stubbornness is also nothing she inherited from you,” Cora gave back sarcastically. Robert didn’t respond to this but with a silent snort.
“But she is sweeter in her stubborn demeanour,” Cora added in a low tone. She watched him from the corner of her eye, gauging his reaction to her taunting comment.
“Hmm, yes, I love you too,” he grumbled in response. His elbow nudged her slightly in the side against her corseted ribs. She chuckled lightly and patted his upper arm placatingly.
They walked together silently for a while. Robert at her side like a windbreaker, not really bothered by her teasing, Cora fell back into pondering. Her throat slowly lost the memory of her chuckle as her darker thoughts about the next London season pushed to the forefront of her mind again.
“I don’t want to let her go, Robert,” she whispered.
Now it was Robert who pulled her hands closer to his arm. His bigger palms covered hers in the crook of his arm. “Sybil won’t go if it isn’t right. She always knew her way, and it will be the same now. And I also know you will support her in what is right for her,” he assured, and his voice became so velvety that Cora wanted to bury her face in the crook of his neck or against his chest. “And I will be there with you.”
“I know you will. And I will make her season the most beautiful for her.”
“Of course, you will.”
Robert’s choice of route for their walk guided them to the edge of the forest that bordered the grounds in the south. A row of nearly scarlet-coloured bushes greeted them from afar. The spectacle of autumnal colours was a real treat on their otherwise by harsh wind and cold temperatures marked walk. As they plodded down the gravely way, mostly parallel to the woods, one shade of brown was relieved by another one and yet another one. Cora tried to link her arm more tightly with Robert’s to fully enjoy the comforting palette of warm hues of the brown leaves in the radiance of his heating body. She didn’t know what comforted her more the warm brown vision in front of her or his body next to her.
“Can we make a short detour into the woods?” she asked after a moment.
“If you wish so. I don’t want to overexert you. The weather can change again in no time,” he gave back.
“It will only be a few steps inside,” Cora assured.
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Inside the forest Robert let Cora choose the way. Outside he had guided them down the paths as he always did. They had their usual route that he variegated here and there slightly. But Cora seemed determined now to explore the grounds and so he let her take the lead. Robert couldn’t quite tell what criteria affected her choice of paths. But knowing his wife, he assumed she followed where nature looked most inviting. He tried to see the trees around with her eyes. But he mostly saw oaks, beeches, and pine trees. One or two times he had to help her across broken branches that lay on the paths. He assisted her in gathering her skirts since it proved a quite demanding task with one of her arms linked to his.
Cora halted at a minor crossroads. She stood right in a ray of the October sun and looked into the depth of the forest.
“It all looks nearly golden,” she said. With her right hand, she pointed somewhere into the trees. “Look how the bark absorbs the warm light. The sun makes the trees shine.”
“I see,” he said, still searching for the exact point she referred to. The gap in the trees, that let in the light to illuminate the tree bark and Cora, also allowed entrance to the wind. A gust came their way, and it wasn’t only dead leaves that swirled around Robert but also the scent of Cora’s hair and perfume. It was a rather nice experience he wouldn’t have expected out here in the woods.
“I want to feel the wind, Robert,” she said as she looked down the narrowing path into the woods. She had to hold onto her hat because gusts tried to grip and abstract it into the distance. Robert furrowed his brow.
“Don’t you feel it?” he asked a little confused. As she turned her face to him, he noticed her rosy cheeks and nose.
“That’s not exactly what I mean. I want to feel it for real,” Cora explained. Her gloved hands now began fiddling with her hat. Only when she pulled out a long hat pin, Robert realised her intention.
“Could please help me for a moment?” she asked.
“Uhm, sure.” Robert let her arm go to ease her task and waited for further instructions.
“If you would please assist me taking off the hat. We can try to keep my hair at least a little put together.” Robert took hold of the brim of her hat and tried his best at taking it off carefully. Cora in the meanwhile secured her coif with her fingers that pushed underneath the hat slightly and pressed the curls to her head. Robert lifted the grey accessory ever so slowly and handed it to her afterwards.
“I feel like I can breathe again,” Cora sighed relieved. Robert had to chuckle. He could never imagine the nonsensical ideas his dear wife came up with. She shook her head slightly in the wind and instantly a few strands of chocolate brown hair tumbled down. “I don’t know how I’m supposed to experience nature armoured against all its merits with these extensive attires,” she explained a little annoyed. For a brief moment, he could Cora as the young girl she once was before he got to know her, running around freely in the woods and on the beaches in the American home of her childhood. And then, after a few seconds, there was the calm and properly dressed Countess again.
“You would freeze without it,” Robert reminded her.
Cora turned around again, looking into the light forest with her hat clutched to her front. She didn’t respond to his last comment but breathed in the fresh wind. Robert came up behind her. Her curls played in the wind. Her coiffure fell apart more and more, and she looked more enticing with every second. The chocolate curls danced while she stood there unmoving. Only the rise and fall of her shoulders, padded in her thick coat, told of the deep breathes she took and of the deliberate movement of her chest.
Robert approached her until he was able to wrap his arms around her. Tentatively he first rested his palms on her shoulders but he didn’t want to oppress her interaction with the wind. His hands on her waist felt much better anyway. Her hair flew around his face and tickled his cheeks.
Cora took good care, he thought suddenly. Nothing that affected their family, their dear girls, escaped her notice. Nothing that had to be done slipped through her fingers. She secured Sybil the greatest coming out ball and the most enjoyable season, and she looked so closely that Sybil would do well when their daughter would leave their caring arms. Robert needn’t worry about any of the girls’ future. Cora was there and she took care where he could never reach. He just had to give her all the stability and comfort she needed, all the stability and comfort he could give. He pressed his cheek to the side of her head. Her hair was soft at his slightly stubbly cheek, and he probably destroyed her coif even more but the wind had already done its deed so he didn’t really give it much thought. Cora leaned back against his chest so that their breathing of the wind synchronised. She was like a hot water bottle in his arms as the wind blew around them. His back and arms began freezing but Cora was pressed to his front, and he could bury his nose in her brown tresses. Knowing she was there with him gave him all the comfort and warmth he needed right now.
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First Date (Bill Weasley x OC one-shot)
Warnings: fluff + fluff = this story
Word count: 3,317
Characters: Bill Weasley and my OC Theodora from the story Love, William which you can find here
A/N: First of all I am back! Second of all, I have more ideas for Bill and Theo 🙈 Third of all, I bring fluff! Fourth of all, I am done creating new OCs for a while and want to spend some time creating and bonding with my 3 girls (mostly Nova and Theo because I only have 5 ideas for Rhylee but 47 for Nova (no, she's not my favorite, what are you talking about?)) so you can expect more one-shots from my previous OCs rather than new stories 🥰
“Theo, come down here a sec!”
Theodora peered over the top of her book toward the door and sighed. One of these days, she might get to finish a chapter without her having to leave the room and check out what the twins need.
With them, it was always a guess – either it was something serious and had to do with the shop or they called her just to see her annoyed face when they would tell her that they already took care of it.
“Yes?” She said, halfway down the stairs.
“There's a package for you.” George grinned at her and gave her a rather big box.
“Who is it from?” Theodora's interest was piqued.
“There's no card. There's probably a message inside.” Fred pursed his lips, thinking.
“Is it from Bill?” George sent a wink to Theodora.
It has been 3 days since Bill came to the shop and very spontaneously kissed Theodora full on the mouth. 3 days and Theodora still can't stop thinking about it.
After the twins went away, letting the pair have a private moment, Bill officially asked her out on a date. He was very secretive about it – giving away only the date and the time and saying that she should wear something more formal.
Theodora was so enchanted by the kiss that she simply nodded to everything Bill said and it wasn't until the next day when she started to think about what she is going to wear – wanting to impress Bill – that she realized she has absolutely nothing that would fit the category 'more formal'.
She liked her clothes simple. Tank tops and linen shorts for the summer. Jeans and long-sleeved shirts – preferably in dark green or burgundy red – for the winter. There was nothing in between. She never had the need to buy other clothes and she liked to be comfy – especially since they opened the shop and it was so busy all the time.
The morning after Bill's visit, she threw every pair of pants and every shirt out of her closet. The most formal thing in there was her old Hogwarts uniform and she can't show up in that – Bill would think she has lost her mind.
She sat on her bed, trying to find a gap in her work schedule where she could slip out and get a dress or something. Her face screwed in an uncomfortable expression – she was not a type of a woman to wear dresses. But on the second hand, Bill might like that and if she was completely honest with herself, she never gave dresses a proper chance.
She let out a panicked sigh when she acknowledged that she won't have enough free time in the next 2 days to get the dress. There was also no time to inform Bill that she can't go or ask him if they can postpone so she can buy something for herself. Just the thought of admitting to Bill that she has nothing to wear – finally understanding her roommates which had closets full of clothes but always complained that they can't find the right outfit – made her stomach turn.
Another sigh. If she asks Freddie and Georgie if she can go out for two hours, they are going to tease her or ask her where she is going and if she says she needs something to wear to go on a date with their brother, she will listen to howling, whistling and seeing their eyebrows move up and down mockingly until she leaves for her date with Bill.
It was enough that their first kiss was in front of them. They didn't shut up about it for hours after Bill left for work that day. They teased her in front of customers, when they had their break, when they closed the shop and they waited for her when she came from the shower. She knew that they were happy for them and they were just excited that it finally happened but she also decided then and there that she is never sharing anything about her relationship with Bill with them ever again.
After a day of beating her head around it, she gave up and now that the day of their date has arrived, she tried to bury herself in her book so she wouldn't think about how she is going to wear the same shorts and a top to their first date in which Bill saw her last year at the Burrow.
“I don't know,” Theodora mumbled looking at the big box, shaking it a little.
It was quite light for a box that she could barely hold and the curiosity inside her chest was getting bigger. She wasn't expecting a package. Eric will come and visit in 2 weeks so he wouldn't send her anything. If the box was heavier, she would have a mini heart attack, thinking that perhaps Charlie has sent her a baby dragon.
She put the package down on her bed and carefully opened the lid. It dawned on her that it could easily be the twins trying to prank her. They knew that today was her date with Bill – it was the first thing they mentioned this morning at breakfast. But they wouldn't try to sabotage that, would they? No. No, they would not.
Nothing jumped out of the box when she took the lid completely off. There was something wrapped in thin grey paper and there was a note on the top. Theodora took it and turned it around.
Dear Theodora,
I was so overwhelmed by our kiss the other day that I didn't even consider the fact that I didn't tell you what you should wear to our date.
I apologize for that. I have known where to take you for our first date ever since we admitted our feelings to each other through letters.
To make it up to you, I have bought you a little something to wear. I hope you'll like it. I can't wait to see you tonight.
Love, William
If Theodora didn't find Bill perfect before, she definitely did now. She inhaled and exhaled sharply. She couldn't believe it! He solved her dilemma with one box.
Her heart was racing, looking at the wrapping paper as she placed the card on the bed next to the box. Bill bought her something to wear? He bought her something?
Suddenly she felt really uncomfortable. He shouldn't have. She doesn't deserve this. What if he spent a lot of money on this? Spending any kind of money on her was not okay in her book. She didn't require any gifts, she just wanted him.
Her hands were shaking nonetheless and she finally gave in to opening the box. A loud gasp escaped her mouth when she pulled out a long princess-like black dress. Was Bill insane?! This had to be the most expensive fabric she has ever laid her hands on. And were those feathers, flawlessly falling at the back? A lace corset with a princess cut with a lower part that was shorter in the front than in the back.
Theodora was holding the dress high, staring at it with an opened mouth for solid 5 minutes. Where was Bill taking her that she would have to wear anything like this and why would he put so much effort into their first date?
She put the dress down and looked at herself in the mirror. She frowned at her hair. What is she supposed to do with it? It's as straight as if she was ironing it. Perhaps a high ponytail? A braid to the side would be nice but she never learned how to do that and she never paid attention when her roommates were braiding each other's hair. A ponytail will have to do. She nodded at herself and turned on her heel.
Another wave of panic stroke her as she looked at the dress again, remembering that she has no shoes to match such a beautiful garment. She has boots and flip-flops and a pair of sneakers. Her eyes escaped back to the box – wistfully gazing at it, wishing some shoes would appear there.
She pressed her lips together and peaked inside once more and started rummaging through the wrapping paper.
Theodora wasn't even that surprised when her hand got a hold on something that felt like a shoe. Of course, Bill thought of everything. She couldn't stop a smile from spreading all over her face even though she wanted to. Bill put all this effort into this and what will she do? Just appear there and let Bill do all the work. Pathetic!
She sat down on her bed, now a shoe in each of her hands. She stared at them, half in admiration half in terror. Heels. Bill bought her heels. She swallowed hard, cursing herself to ever make a decision to be comfortable and laughing at the thoughts of ever putting something that made you taller for more than 3 centimeters.
Another mini heart attack. How is she supposed to do this? She couldn't walk in heels! She barely even laid her eyes on a pair. She tilted her head to see the time on the clock she had by the door of her room. 2 more hours until she has to meet Bill.
2 hours to learn how to walk in heels and properly put on a dress with a corset. How hard can it be?
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“How's it going up here?” A gentle knock on the doorframe and Fred's voice, made Theodora look away from the mirror.
“I-I'm fine.” She bit the inner side of her cheek and smoothened her dress to calm her nerves. “Why?” She asked, turning back to the mirror.
“Well we have heard some heavy footsteps and some thumping here and there and I decided to check up on you. What were you doing?” Fred giggled.
“Oh, nothing. Embarrassing myself, mostly.” Theodora let out a nervous chuckle and showed herself to Fred.
“Theo, wow!” Fred gasped, forgetting how to close his mouth.
He has never seen his best friend in a dress before. She was more likely to wear something of his or his twin than ever put on a dress.
“Where did you get this?” Fred asked after he composed himself.
“I received it in the box this morning.” Theodora's cheeks turned scarlet.
“Bill bought you an outfit for your first date?” His face turned into a smug one immediately.
Theodora nodded and once again turned to the mirror. She put the dress on correctly and she was quite proud of herself for doing so. The heels were surprisingly comfortable but her ankles hurt from her stepping the wrong way, almost breaking them a few times.
“He isn't always like this, right?” Theodora turned to Fred.
“What do you mean?”
“It's just a one-time thing, right? He won't spend money and give me presents?” Theodora explained her question.
“He might.” Fred shrugged. “He fancies you, Theo, let him spoil you.”
“I don't want to be pampered like this.” Theodora frowned. “It's enough if he holds me tight in his arms, smiling softly, listening to me, and showing me with gestures how much I mean to him.”
“I know. You like things simple.” Fred bestowed her with a small smile. “But that won't stop him. Unless you tell him that it's making you uncomfortable.”
“It's not. It's just,” Theodora sighed, “I don't feel worthy of it. I have nothing to give in return. What am I supposed to buy him? A tuxedo?”
“No.” Fred laughed wholeheartedly. “Just show him how much he means to you. I know you never experienced this with any of your ex-boyfriends but Bill is very traditional and a romantic. You might need to get used to this.”
“Okay,” Theodora said slowly. “If it makes him happy and this is something he enjoys doing then I will do it for him.”
“That's the spirit!” Fred exclaimed and wrapped Theodora in a hug.
“Sorry, to interrupt your mo, but Theo, it's time for you to go.” George appeared in the door, pointing at the clock on the wall.
“Bloody hell, I'll be late!” Theodora stood up, trying to balance herself in those heels. She grabbed her black purse – grateful to have at least one item to match – and hurried past George, completely ignoring the dumbfounded expression on his face when he saw what she was wearing.
She hurried down the stairs and out through the back door, hoping she won't be too late. Bill told her to meet him at the only square in Diagon Alley and said that they are going to apparate to Muggle London together from there.
Theodora was surprised at how fast she could run in those heels. She was almost better at running than walking in them. She slowed down as she reached the square, spotting Bill immediately.
Her heart started racing when she saw how dashing he was wearing a black tuxedo and tie and a white buttoned shirt. She must be dreaming – this whole scene and them dressed as they were – it looked like something out of a fairytale.
Bill was turned in the opposite direction, his hands crossed behind his back, rocking on his feet – he seemed nervous. That calmed Theodora down and her heart stopped trying to escape her ribcage.
As she approached him, the sound her heels were making made Bill look in her direction. His eyes widened and all the air in his lungs escaped him as she took his breath away. Theodora bestowed him with a sheepish smile, stopping a few steps away from him.
“So what do you think?” She cleared her throat to make herself appear more confident and twirled on the spot to the best of her abilities.
It was true, the dress did grow on her and she didn't trip over her legs just yet and she wanted to show Bill just how grateful she is for the gift.
“How uncomfortable are you right now?” A giggle escaped his throat, taking a step toward her and offering her his hand.
“It's not as bad as it was 2 hours ago.” Theodora bit her lip.
She felt relieved. Bill knew that this wasn't her cup of tea after all.
“I hope I didn't make you uncomfortable or for you to think that I reckon you don't have a proper attire for where I am taking you tonight,” Bill said with burning cheeks.
“You saved me, actually. I was panicking for far too long about what to wear tonight. I have nothing 'more formal' whatsoever in my closet.”
Theodora loved many things about Bill, but the fact that she could be brutally honest with him and tell him exactly what was on her mind was one of her favorite.
“I promise you can toss the dress the second I get you home safely tonight.” Bill smiled, put his left hand on Theodora's lower back, and pulled her closer to his body.
He first kissed her forehead, then her nose, and then put his other hand on her back and kissed her on the mouth. At first, the kiss was gentle but as they both missed each other so much, it quickly got stronger.
“I have no words for how beautiful you look tonight,” Bill whispered in Theodora's ear, making her knees weaken.
“Thank you.” She breathed.
“I saw the dress yesterday when I was walking home from work and I decided to buy it for you. I wanted to see you in it so badly.” He said, almost apologetically.
“Hopefully, there won't be a lot of dresses like that. I don't want you to spend money on me.” Theodora said truthfully.
“I might, here and there.” Bill winked at her and gestured for them to start walking. “I want to make you see that you deserve the world.”
“Then I'll get all spoiled and demand dresses.” Theodora giggled mockingly.
“See, that's why I want to buy things for you because I know you will never turn into someone like that.” Bill giggled with her.
“So,” Theodora made puppy eyes, “will you finally tell me where we are going tonight all dashing and fancy?” She scanned him from head to toe and winked at him, making Bill's face match the hair in his loose ponytail.
“I'm taking you to the opera.” Bill cleared his throat, trying to hide that he was nervous about how Theodora would react to his date idea.
“To the...” Theodora blinked at him. “...wow.” She didn't know what else to say.
She was never the one to obsess over Muggle things too much but she loved their music, especially classical one. She was pretty sure she never told Bill about that before but she couldn't imagine a better first date.
“I thought you might like it. Last summer you mentioned that you love to listen to music and I wanted to do something not as cliché as a fancy restaurant.” He scratched his cheek.
Bill has been nervous about their date ever since he asked Theodora out. Taking her to the opera seemed like a brilliant idea up until the point he arrived at the square and waited for her there. What if Theodora wouldn't like it? What if she would think he is weird for taking her to the opera?
Bill's face brightened up when he saw the sparks with which Theodora was looking at the opera house. He felt so relieved that she liked the idea and wasn't disappointed about where he was taking her.
“What are we listening to?” Theodora questioned, looking around and reminding herself of how she looked at the Enchanted Ceiling when she first arrived at Hogwarts.
“I think it's called Carmen by...”
“Georges Bizet!” Theodora squeaked but then quickly put her hands over her mouth, realizing how inappropriate her behavior was for such a beautiful building.
“You know it?” Bill let out a silent laugh.
“Know it? It's my favorite.”
Without thinking about it, Theodora jumped into Bill's arms, hugging him as tightly as she could.
Suddenly she didn't care about the people walking past them, she wanted to express how much this meant to her. She never thought she would be lucky enough to go to the opera, let alone to listen to her favorite one.
All of Bill's doubts if this was a good idea were diminished the second the music started playing and the singers appeared on the stage. Theodora was sitting on the edge of her seat the entire time, her mouth slightly opened, her eyes glistened with tears of admiration for their voices and the beauty of it all.
Bill has never been to the opera either and if he was perfectly honest with himself, he wasn't sure how much he would like it, but seeing Theodora enjoying it so much was completely worth it to him.
He was thankful that he could enjoy listening to it without paying attention to what was happening on the stage because he couldn't take his eyes of Theodora. Not only did she look breathtaking but the way she was paying attention to the stage – how happy it made her and how she admired the singers – made him fall in love with her even more and he couldn't wait for her to tell him about all the places she ever had a wish to see and visit because he wants her to have more moments like this.
They decided to walk back home. Bill insisted that he accompanies her to her apartment and despite being worried that Theodora's feet might hurt in those heels, he didn't want to apparate because Theodora couldn't stop talking about what they have just experienced in that opera house and Bill could listen to her for hours, his heart melting by the passion in her eyes.
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Mess We Made - third
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Pairing: Baekhyun x reader
Genre: arranged marriage au (not bbh), doctor AU, ANGST
Words: 9K
WARNINGS: language, mentions of blood, violence, aggressive behavior
Quick A/N: Another angsty ride ❤ plesae let me know your thoughts? ^^
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Mess We Made, part 3
It happened sooner than later. If one can state that two years later was considered sooner. For you, it was. Despite how every minute without him felt like a year itself, it was still too soon for you.
When it happened, it was sudden. Of course it was sudden. You never expected to see him any more. You even hoped you wouldn’t because you knew you would lose control over your wild emotions that you always bore for him.
When you saw him walking towards you, a pretty, though older lady hanging off his shoulder, you had an immediate flashback.
“It-it has to be you,” you told him shakily, avoiding his eyes. You were squeezing your fingers harshly, the skin around them turning a sick white. “-who breaks up with me. If you do it, it will be easier on you. In fact,” you added with more passion and made the mistake to look up at him. He had a confused, shocked expression and his eyes looked so sad it broke your heart in an instant. The ends of his eyes seemed to be exceptionally turned down-ward looking like a lost child that was looking for any form of kindness. You weren’t giving it to him. “I will tell my parents you broke up with me, Baek,” you gritted, preventing the desperate sobs to take over. “You will go and find love. Find a woman who can be with you only, like you always wanted to.”
“No. I don’t need a woman. I need you,” he insisted, tears welling the brims of his eyes. “I only ever wanted you, love, don’t do this.”
You shook your head resolutely. “No. I really can't do this anymore. You are breaking up with me and I am agreeing, Baekhyun. This is it. This is the end.”
You were brought back to reality when you heard a melodious laugh that was followed with hers. Baekhyun had a throaty laugh that you remembered all too well, though you knew it wasn’t easy to get it out from him, especially during university. He never laughed like that with the opposite sex. Yet, here you were.
Baekhyun wasn’t keeping in touch with you just like you made him swear on the day of your breakup, but still, seeing another woman hanging off his shoulder in such a clingy way made blood run down from your face and it actually made you sick to your stomach. It felt like a bile was rising in your throat. Irony, given how you were headed to a wedding salon to choose your wedding dress. Irony, that your fiancée was waiting at the store, yet Baekhyun was just in a nearby park that you had to cross in order to get to the damn salon.
Your mother was next to you, giving you a confused look when she focused on the spot your eyes were trained at, body standing frozen. It didn’t take her too long to recognize Baekhyun, and just as you expected, a smirk followed by a breathy snicker fell out of her thin lips.
“Oh, well, isn’t that your lovely ex.”
He was smiling so brightly. You knew that smile. Only people who were really, really deserving of it received it. She must have been infatuating to him if he had such a huge smile on his tanned face. He laughed at something she said and she covered her mouth prettily, while she still had his upper arm in her grip while he watched her giggle.
“Honey, let’s go. This isn’t a theatre and we have important business to attend to,” said your mother after a silent break, putting her big sunglasses on, not noticing how you actually couldn’t see anything anymore, because your eyes were filled with tears, making everything smudgy and blurry. You needed to sit down. You needed a cold shower, or preferably a painful punch in your face that would make you unconscious and give you amnesia. This was too much. You couldn’t bear looking at them.
Your mother murmured your name sternly before you felt her cold grip on your wrist, tugging you towards the wedding store. “What the hell are you doing? Stop this nonsense and come!”
Your chin was trembling and you closed your eyes as you let out a loud sob, quickly covering your mouth with your hand hoping the couple didn’t hear it.
“Stop wailing! He doesn’t need you anymore, can’t you see?” she continued, whisper-yelling. “I was telling you from the beginning he doesn’t want you, you silly girl!”
You shook your head, trembles taking over your limbs. Needing her to shut up, you started walking quickly towards the salon’s direction, not wanting to meet them, but it was too late. A gentle gasp could be heard when you snapped your eyes open, causing more tears to roll down your face. He stood frozen just a few meters from you.
“Oh dammit,” your mother snapped, huffing as she looked at Baekhyun who was staring in shock, taking in your state.
He murmured your name gently, but you started walking again, not giving him another moment. The woman’s smile was slowly disappearing as she was putting two and two together and even though Baekhyun wanted to walk after you, your mother’s cold words stopped him, which only fueled your steps. Squeezing your eyes shut, you just hurried ahead not caring for your step. Disappearing was the only goal.
“I always knew you weren’t worthy of my daughter. But if you make her cry once more, I swear your title and job will be jeopardized.” She paused as she smiled wickedly at the woman next to him. “Aw, what a gorgeous lady that is. Wish you only the best in the future.”
Baekhyun gave only a scarce glance to your mother, for his eyes were following your figure, long out of the earshot. “We are only co-workers. Doctor Kim is my senior in the clinic.”
Your mother raised an uninterested eyebrow and started walking towards the direction you disappeared into, not sparing the confused couple another glance. “Oh, well, that’s a touching story you have there, Mr Byun. If you’ll excuse me - and my daughter - we are headed to the wedding salon. Today, the bride is trying on her wedding dresses.”
//
You were pulling the dress over your curves when you heard your mother tsk from behind you. She didn't bother closing the curtains like you asked her to, instead enjoying having the entire staff looking at the way you were dressing. Why couldn't the Earth swallow you up?
“Why wouldn’t you eat?” she scolded harshly, interrupting your desperate thoughts, while you heard a distant chuckle of Mr Kwon - well, Minheob to you now.
“I prefer her like that, mother, don't pester her too much,” were his words.
Letting out a sigh, you felt your nose prickle with an upcoming crying spree. It seemed that you almost calmed down, but every single negative word uttered by anyone around you was ticking you off and you wished you could run.
Trying dresses was once your dream and you had it perfectly thought out, too. You had a clear image of whom you were dressing up for, but that was all in vain now. Wedding was something that was supposed to bring you happiness, smiles, excitement with a little bit of headache given how much had to be taken care of; it was just a headache for you now.
Once the dress was up and over your breasts, the salon worker stepped in with a strained smile and helped you tie it properly so it would stick. She gave it a particularly harsh push and you gasped, frowning at her in the mirror.
“Excuse me, miss,” she mumbled, her look worried as she focused on the job at hand.
“It’s alright,” your fiancée spoke up, finally standing next to your mother so he could check you out in the dressing room. “We need to push it up a little bit.” His smirk brought a wave of nausea over you. Gulping it down, you stood upright and walked out of the dressing room wanting to check yourself in the natural light next to the huge window.
When you saw yourself, your heartbeat sped up. The sight was beautiful and the dress was made just for you; literally. Your cleavage was out but the skirt was tall, long and wide, your body disappearing under the countless metres of textile.
“It's a little loose on the chest,” commented the salon worker as she tiptoed over to you, momentarily breaking you out of your trance. “I'm going to pin the front together,” she informed you and waited for your agreement. You bit your lip and nodded, turning your head towards the window to see the world behind the glass while she worked in front of you.
Everything seemed so typical for Gangnam. People were rushing around, some in fancy suits, others in pretty dresses, many of them owning luxurious cars. You weren’t an exception, of course. Your husband-to-be bought you a red Mustang so that you could move around freely, doing the business around your freshly established lingerie shop.
Someone caught your eye as he walked past, this time by himself. It was all in slow motion when he turned his gaze, not particularly looking out for anything, until he spotted the long skirt of your dress and he realized someone was trying it on. His eyes shot up right away, meeting your widened ones. You felt your chest rising up and down in the corset when Baekhyun abruptly stopped walking and stared at your face.
“Maybe tie it up a little loose,” ordered your mother with a strict voice, her focus solely on the worker who had her hands in the front of your dress. “I’m going to try to make her eat a little more; we want to give an impression of a full bosom and soon to be a mother.”
Baekhyun became blurry in your eyes in the meantime as your eyes burned up. It was painful; him witnessing you trying on a dress that wasn’t meant for him. Both of you were in the right age to marry and you were sure you would have done it were you both living under different circumstances.
Slowly, his eyes drank up your figure, until they reached the hem of the skirt that was pooled around you. He hung his head and nodded once to himself before he looked up and gave you one last glance. He opened his mouth, just the slightest bit, and mouthed: “Beautiful.”
//
It was half a year later when you found yourself at a very dreaded place.
“We need to make sure you are actually fertile,” hissed your mother into your ear as you were making your way towards the entrance of the clinic located in Gangnam. Both hers and your high-heeled shoes were clinking when you entered, gaining the attention of the personnel at the reception.
“Oh, Mrs Kwon!” They bowed to you in 90 degrees which made you frown and uncomfortable.
“Why do they already know me?” you muttered to your mother who was faking a proud smile in every direction.
“Quite a shame you don't even know which buildings and businesses your husband owns. Thought after being with him for a long while you'd know,” she replied and faked an even brighter smile when the receptionist came over to you.
“Please, follow me. The staff is already waiting.”
“Mum,” you whimpered, slowing your steps in hopes to stop the whole process. As much as you wanted to have your own kids, you really didn't want them with Minheob. He not once touched you when you didn't want it which was a huge surprise, but he also never failed to remind you how his patience wasn't unlimited. Fair enough. A man needs his woman, he would growl into your ear. Still, you were thankful to him for respecting your wishes. Even when you graduated and he wanted an immediate wedding ceremony, he respected your wishes to wait since you couldn't get over your breakup with Baekhyun for the life of you. Minheob accepted even that. Now, it was your turn to give him something, but you only wished for your infertility. That was all. You wanted to become useless for him.
“Stop the tantrum,” hissed your mother, “people are staring. Just get in. I will be there, too,” she added as if it would make the situation any better.
With trembly legs, you followed into the elevator and got off at one of the higher floors that seemed very high-end. No wonder, your husband was the owner after all.
The kind worker led you to one of the big offices where she knocked once and smiled, urging you to go in. You did as she told, masking your messed up state behind a cold look, just like a wife of a wealthy man should.
Inside was a nurse, preparing the bed next to which were countless trays with injections and tampons.
“Hello, Mrs Kwon,” she greeted politely, “the doctor should be here any minute. Please, take a seat.”
Nervously, you bit your lip and nodded, not meeting her gaze as you sat in front of the table. You looked at the stupid chair with stirrups in the corner and felt even more nerves kick in.
“Stop fidgeting,” your mother scolded again when she saw your knee going up and down. “I swear you act like a virgin.”
You snapped your head to her, sending her a glare. “Mother,” you warned, “stop pestering me so much. It's thanks to you that we are here.”
She smiled. “Very well it is thanks to me. Imagine you'd ended up with that boy-”
Before you could snap at her, anger fuming in you at her audacity to bring Baekhyun up again (and this time without even a reason), the doors opened and two figures stepped in.
It was an older woman which you immediately recognized. She was the one who was in the park that day with Baekhyun, laughing. That knowledge immediately set alarms off in your brain and you looked at the taller figure behind her just for your heart to completely stop. When you thought you just died from heart dysfunction, your heartbeat took off into a huge frenzy, bumping loudly in your ears when your eyes met Baekhyun’s.
“Mrs Kwon, what a pleasure,” chirped the doctor with a pleasant smile. If she recognized you, she didn't show it for which you were thankful.
Standing up, you realized how your legs became completely jelly-like, almost letting out under you. You swallowed on a dry throat, your hands breaking out in sweat when you felt Baekhyun's eyes following your every move. The doctor shook hands with you and your mother who seemed displeased at Baekhyun for the slightest of moments before faking another smile. You thought it was too late for her to play pretend for both Baekhyun and doctor Kim, as she introduced herself, already knew the way she was acting with them. Especially Baekhyun. Yet, it didn't stop the male from bowing to her politely, always making sure to pay respects to your mother.
“Well, I received all the orders from your husband,” started doctor Kim and pointed at Baekhyun, stepping aside so you could see him well. “If you don't mind, doctor Byun will take care of the examinations. He is a doctor in training but he belongs to one of the best. After all, he had been accepted to this clinic,” she laughed.
Your breathing became ragged as you sat back down, relieved to let your wobbly legs rest when you saw both of the doctors sitting opposite you and your mother.
“First I will start off with general questions and then doctor Byun will proceed with the necessary examinations under my supervision, of course,” she added while she was fumbling with papers. You tried hard to avoid looking at Baekhyun but he was like a magnet to your eyes, a golden gravity that brought you peace. Now he was causing more of a turbulence than peace, and you almost let out a squeal when your mother reached out with her hand to squeeze your thigh in warning.
Baekhyun wasn't paying you attention as he was listening to doctor Kim's murmurs, probably giving him instructions and guidelines.
“Alright, Mrs Kwon, do you have any history of taking birth control?” asked doctor Kim with an encouraging smile.
You pressed your lips together, nodding. “I've been taking it for many years. I took pills,” you mumbled, not meeting anyone's eyes in the room. Baekhyun knew this information well, but he still nodded as if he heard it for the first time.
“When did you stop with the birth control?”
“Just recently. Half a year ago,” you mumbled. “I have very painful periods, so,” you added sheepishly so that nobody - your mother - would think you prolonged your relationship with Baekhyun.
“Have you had regular periods since then?” asked Baekhyun this time, his professional look not short of a kind spark in his eyes and the slightest of smiles.
“Yes,” you answered truthfully.
“But is there a possibility that those pills affected her fertility?” asked your mother with worry that you couldnt take it seriously. She was afraid for her own life, not yours.
Doctor Kim looked at Baekhyun, silently telling him to answer. “Birth control pills can play with the hormones, even affect fertility, but it is not a permanent change. There are many factors playing that can affect your daughter's ability to conceive children,” he explained calmly while your ribcage was under pressure from the tension. His words were giving you a slight heart attack. “That is why blood tests and a pap smear should tell us more.”
“It would have been much more helpful if your husband was here, Mrs Kwon, given we do not know about diseases in his family. Many times, it is the man that is unable to impregnate a woman. But we are focusing on you now,” said doctor Kim. “If you could please tell us how often you have sexual intercourse with your husband.”
Swallowing on a dry throat yet again, you looked down at your sweaty palms in your lap. “It...W-we didn't… I mean we haven't done it.” You went silent when your mother gave your thigh a squeeze which did not go unnoticed by Baekhyun. “Ye-yet.”
“Oh,” doctor Kim let out in surprise, writing in down. You felt Baekhyun's eyes on you the entire time and you wanted to plead. For what exactly, you didn't know. His eyes were so gentle but so, so unreadable. He cleared his throat and looked down at his notes.
“Then, have you had any problems with having sexual intercourse in the past?” he asked in a low tone and looked back up at you. He was way too good at this; pretending everything was fine, like he wasn't the only one who you had sex with in the past. This man knew you inside out; he knew you even better than you knew yourself.
Jesus, make this stop, you wailed inwardly and shook your head in a tiny no.
You heard a scoff from your mother. “Please, she was a wild teenager,” she said, her eyes blinking dangerously. “I hardly think she had issues. It is just now that she needs to settle down and open up to her husband. Surely you understand,” she laughed but nobody seemed to share her humor when both doctors nodded, Baekhyun's nod more short and curt when he looked back at you.
“Have you been pregnant in the past?” doctor Kim asked and Baekhyun slowly turned his gaze to you. “There are many slip ups, and there are chances that a woman can get pregnant by accident while on the pill.”
You felt gazes on you, though you looked at Baekhyun because the small flashback you had very much involved him, too. Maybe Baekyhun was reliving it as well.
It was during the first year you were dating and none of you were caring that much about being cautious let alone safe. You still remembered well how you freaked out when your period wouldn’t come and you dragged him to the toilets in school so that he would at least be there as a mental support in case the test turned out to be positive. You knew him barely more than one year, so you didn't expect Baekhyun to hold you tight from behind while you waited the crucial few minutes, his lips puckering on your temple in gentle kisses.
“Were you to be a young mother, I would take responsibility,” he murmured in your ear and that was the moment you knew. You just knew he was the one you always wanted next to you, no matter what situation. A man who was willing to stand up and fight for you, a man who knew where his values stood at and would always be there to remind you he was there for you. Baekhyun had very little. His family barely had a quarter of what your family had, so him putting up a fight, were you to be parents, was a huge statement. He would not have any resources and your family would most probably disown you. “I would always take responsibility.”
Of course, both of you were extremely relieved when it turned out negative, resulting in a tight hug where you hid your face in Baekhyun's chest, his uniform’s shirt a little rough on your blushed cheeks. “Let’s just be a little more careful from now on,” you suggested quietly and he smiled widely, caressing your hair. “I still love you, though,” you muttered to him and his grin grew even wider when you pulled away and pecked him on the lips.
“Love you more,” he had whispered.
You blinked when you’d stretched the silence for too long, quickly looking away from Baekhyun's longing orbs. “I haven't been pregnant.”
“Well, honestly, so far everything seems completely fine,” stated doctor Kim. “We will do the blood tests and just to be 100% sure, I will also ask doctor Byun to do a pap smear and a transvaginal ultrasound. Have you had it done before?”
When you shook your head in fear, the doctor smiled warmly. “There is no need to be worried. It is just a tiny examination.” She looked at your mother. “I am afraid I will have to ask you to leave until the examinations are done to give privacy to the patient. We will be with you very soon.”
Your mother was extremely dissatisfied but maybe this one time, you were the one who was more unhappy than her. The last thing you wanted was to stay and have Baekhyun examine you. In fact, you didn't want him to do anything with this. He wasn't supposed to be a part of this nonsense.
You waited until your mother left and doctor Kim was accompanying Baekhyun who now took charge. He motioned to the other chair in the corner right next to the trays with tubes and injections.
“Please sit down over there. Relax and stretch your arm for me,” he said to you softly, already going and putting on gloves and preparing the injection and gauze with confidence. For me. You did as you were told, and breathily, you looked up at your boyfriend - ex boyfriend, and couldn't help but hold your breath at how handsome he was. He still had a tan though his body looked a little thin, more defined.
“Baekhyun, I will need to drop these documents off at the reception. I'll be back in a minute and then we can continue with the ultrasound,” chirped in doctor Kim as if she didn't just completely smash the smallest of resistances you had until then.
“Alright, doctor Kim,” rumbled Baekhyun and stepped to you when the doors to the office closed, encasting the both of you in silence.
Baekhyun prepared the tampon soaked with alcohol and leaned in, holding your arm in his free hand while running the inside of your elbow with the tampon. Swiftly putting it away, he grabbed the injection and looked up at you to catch you staring at him.
The world stopped spinning for the slightest of moments, your gazes locked, the touch of his fingertips on your arm burning. He opened his mouth but it took him a moment to finally say: “This might sting a little bit.” And with that, he looked down, carefully proceeding with drawing your blood.
“Don't you have nurses to do this for you?” you found the voice to ask, though you didn't dare to move even an inch.
“We do,” was his simple answer, his focus still on your arm.
You didn't look, for the colour of your blood could make you faint and Baekhyun's presence was already a burden. Pressing your lips together, you thought about what to say, what to ask or what to tell him. You won a golden chance since you probably wouldn't ever score a private moment with him like this without it being behind someone's back.
“How-” you started gently, deciding to just look at his soft eyes and his forehead that was exposed. “How have you been?”
Baekhyun ran his tongue over his lips before murmuring: “I've been better, thanks.”
Slightly, you nodded, his lack of communication hurting you. “That's good.”
He hummed, not replying.
“Actually-”
He brought the injection out, skillfully closing the lid and stepping away from you. He was fast to press a tampon to the tiny pinch of blood and told you to hold it there. “The results should be out tomorrow. You can call in, there is no need to come.”
Your nose prickled when he didn't look at you, still busy with sorting the tube holder. “Alright.”
“Doctor Kim is not here yet, so let's wait for her and then complete the examination,” he said, finally looking at you. When he saw your teary eyes, he asked: “Are you feeling sick?”
You shook your head and looked down on the ground.
“Dizzy?”
“I’m fine.”
“Let me give you some water, just in case,” he muttered and rushed to grab a paper cup, pouring some cold water in it before handing it to you. You accepted it with a shaky hand, almost spilling the content just when his hand came to cover yours, steading the cup.
Electricity shot down your spine at the contact and you looked at him again to catch him clenching his jaw. “Baekhyun-”
“You lost a lot of weight,” he stated and let his hand drop. Disappointment washed over you and you pursed your lips. “That won't be a big help with getting pregnant you know.”
His deep voice was causing goosebumps on the back of your neck. “As if I am actually trying to get pregnant. Do me a favor and tell my mother I'm not fertile.”
The sudden sarcasm caught Baekhyun off guard. “Careful with what you're wishing for. You'd be surprised how many women are infertile. Even the healthiest ones aren't able to conceive,” he told you, muttering your name gently at the end. “I'm sure you're healthy but… you do need to gain some weight. This isn't how…” he trailed off, frowning on the ground.
You looked up at him, taking a quick sip of water and then putting down the cup on the tray next to you. “This isn't how what?”
“How I know you. How you should look.”
“Try to live my life, then you'd understand.”
“Oh trust me, I know,” he exclaimed with an eye roll. That action made you stand up, facing him.
“Of course you do,” you spat, “but now it isn’t any of your concern, right? You've got yourself a senior colleague who is also your girlfriend. Stepping past our relationship wasn't even so difficult, doctor Byun.”
“What are you talking about?” he whispered, frantically searching your gaze. “My girlfriend? Doctor Kim?” he laughed humorlessly and brought his hands to his hips. “You thought she was my partner? Are you crazy?”
“Then why were you acting like a couple that day in the park?” you asked louder ignoring his last question. “You were laughing and so-- happy.”
Baekhyun observed you for a moment, his eyes flickering about your features as if trying to memorize you over again. “We have a very good senior-junior relationship. She is the age of your husband and far from being my girlfriend.” When you didn't respond, instead stared at him, he added: “I haven't been with anyone since you… left.”
Feeling the change in the air, you sighed and looked down at his hand. Biting your lip, you slowly reached out, brushing your hands, trying to see if he would reciprocate. Hooking your index finger with his you looked up to see him carefully watching you. Still keeping your gaze, he threaded his fingers with yours, giving you a gentle tug and bringing you to him. You stepped closer and his eyes dropped to your lips that were now parted. His breathing came out in gentle puffs when you zoomed in on those lush lips that were practically begging to be kissed by you. Only you. You felt Baekhyun squeezing your hand and his other hand came up to cup your face gently, his eyes constantly flickering between your eyes and lips. His warm hand finally cradled your face and you leaned into the touch having missed it so much. His thumb went out and traced your lower lip, gently pulling on it.
He took a breath to whisper: “You need to take care of yourself. Don't let him ruin you.”
His face was so close now you could practically feel his breath on your mouth. You dared to make the first step and stood on your tiptoes, chasing his lips. To your surprise, he leaned back a bit, your lips stopping mid-air as you looked at him in question.
“I don't think-” he pressed his forehead to yours in an apology, “it's a good idea,” he breathed but he was affected by you, you could tell.
“Just a peck.” You moved again, but he turned his face away now, though still making sure your foreheads were connected. He called your name gently, his thumb swiping under your eye when he looked back into your hurt ones.
“I'd love to, but I will lose all the self-control I have left,” he whispered urgently, not wanting you to take it to heart. He would never deny you a kiss. Never. “It's already been challenging ever since I stepped into the office.”
You closed your eyes and pressed your lips together as if trying to make up for the touch you didn't receive from him. “I know. I'm sorry.”
“No,” he hushed in a whisper. “There is nothing to apologize for,” he breathed, and made the mistake to nudge your nose with his. Snapping your eyes open you let out:
“I can't stand being with you in the same room but not being with you at the same time, Baekhyun,” you said in a low tone, scared to make any louder noises in case the walls had ears. “I can't stand you questioning me about my private stuff when it's you who knows everything about me. It should be you who is here with me because we want to start a family, it should be you who is putting a ring on my finger, it all should be you,” you added, tears welling up in your eyes when the caressing of his thumb didn't stop.
“Shh, baby, don't cry. I know, I know, shh,” he hushed, and brought your head to his chest, encasting you in his embrace. “Baby,” he breathed again when he felt you squeezing his white coat.
“I love you,” you muttered, swallowing your hiccups. Gently leaning back, his hand slid down to the side of your neck sending shivers down your back.
Baekhyun clenched his jaw and with one last glance to your lips, he murmured: “I love you, too. I never stopped.”
More tears welled up when you heard approaching steps from outside. The dread of having to let him go made you let out another set of hot tears but there was no time. “I'm sorry, Baek. For whatever I'm about to say. It's for the best for both of us.”
He frowned and was about to say something when he quickly stepped away from you and the doors opened, doctor Kim arriving.
You quickly patted the palms of your hands on your cheeks, hoping your make-up wasn't too ruined. You desperately wished for more time with Baekhyun, wanting to talk to him longer, having too much on your heart but this was all you would get.
“Are you done with the blood withdrawal?” chirped again doctor Kim, bringing in a small breeze as she passed by you, not noticing the tension between you and Baekhyun. “Let's proceed with the ultrasound, Baekhyun.” She finally looked at you, meanwhile Baekhyun went to prepare the machine. “Oh, dear, are you okay?”
“She just got a little sick during the withdrawal,” informed Baekhyun nonchalantly, which only made you want to weep more. He seemed to go back to being normal so easily while you felt like a broken machine, not able to function without its provider.
Weakly, you nodded and managed to stretch your lips into a dishonest smile. “I'm all good. But I'm afraid I'm going to want to request you, doctor Kim, for the rest of the examinations. I do not want a beginner to do the job.”
Baekhyun shot you a look from behind doctor Kim but you stared at the elder woman who looked surprised.
“Did something happen? Maybe the injecting wasn't comfortable?” tried doctor Kim. “Doctor Byun is a very knowledgeable young doctor with lots of potential. This is the only way he can learn to do the job properly.”
“Well, I do not consider myself a lab rat to be learned on by a young doctor,” you said, mustering up all the hatred you had inside; hatred you had for the situation you were in, hatred for your family and what had become of you. None of it was about Baekhyun, yet you put all the hatred into him. “After all, I am the wife of the owner, aren't I? I do not wish to be examined by doctor Byun.”
Doctor Kim fidgeted with her fingers, her gaze a little wavered as she tried to come up with a proper reply. She obviously wasn't expecting you to act this way and definitely not use your power. “Alright, of course, Mrs Kwon. Doctor Byun will watch and I will proceed with the-”
“No,” you interrupted, not smiling. You sensed Baekhyun shifting on his feet in your peripheral vision but you spared him no glance. “Let me rephrase. I do not wish for doctor Byun's presence while I am in this clinic at all.”
//
It took another half a year for you to be pregnant. It was long enough time to make peace with the fact that you had to become intimate with your husband. You tried to learn a lot about him, tried to understand the way he behaved and reasons behind the decisions he made.
The morning after you did it, he was already out for work and you were feeling just slightly empty and lonely. Gone were the feelings of joy, contentment, love and pleasant tiredness every time Baekhyun and you made love. But you did something that you probably shouldn't have. If no one knew about it, it wouldn't cause any harm, right? Something like thinking of him while you had sex with your husband. Imagining it was Baekhyun the whole time, despite the touches and caresses your body was receiving were not like Baekhyun’s at all. It was worth the fight if it meant gaining also the pleasure of sex. Why would it be just your husband when you deserved to get your release as well?
Every day, you made sure to tell Minheob that you were not the woman he wanted you to submit into. You would not be only at home, waiting for him to come home (not like you actually would be waiting) and not to do anything besides cooking and laundry. Your house had maids and cooks for a reason. He allowed you to do your business with lingerie and you had been over the moon. It was another reason why you submitted to him in bed. Hopefully, he wouldn't take at least that away from you.
Although, recently he had become extremely protective and suspicious of you, exactly because of your boutique. You were always there or you were always tending to your baby girl, Hayeon which meant you became busy and very much unavailable to him. It led him to try to mark you again in case another man would make a move on you. After having Hayeon, you barely had the time to take a breather before you were pregnant again with the second one. You were in the first trimester already.
Visits to the clinic were always painful because you were scared of meeting him. Until then you were successful in avoiding him, although there were the small moments when he passed by on the other side of the corridor not even noticing you. It made you wonder whether he already found someone else and was happy with her. You wanted him to be happy, but you were still very selfish. The idea of him being with another woman was making you sick to your stomach.
Just like right now. A bile rose in your throat and nausea took over, your gag reflex kicking in. You were fast to cover your mouth but you received worried gazes from your workers. You were in your shop, sorting out the new designs that just arrived when you suddenly became crazily sick.
“Oh, give me a moment,” you muttered, rushing out to the toilets barely making it into the stall before throwing up. Did you eat something bad?
Once you were done, you tried to scramble up to your feet and go to wash up. Just as you were splashing your face with cold water, it came back again. Another strong wave of nausea hit you and you ended up vomiting every possible small thing your body had yet to digest.
Your brain was dizzy and you decided to take a little break, just sitting by the toilet and breathing yourself through the internal turmoil. However, as you were recovering, you felt it. Besides the sickness coming back, there was something very wet down there and quite a painful pull in your lower abdomen close to the contractions you had when giving birth.
“Shit, did I pee myself or something,” you muttered, frowning as you spread your legs a bit. You didn't see anything through your jeans and there wasn't time either for you were heaving yet again, throwing up close to nothing.
Your ears becoming sensitive, you heard rushed steps from far before your assistant appeared in the toilets. She knocked on the stall, calling your name. “Oh god, are you okay?”
She waited patiently for you to end another round when you managed to gasp for air. “I'm not feeling well,” you admitted, panting. Sweat was breaking up all over your face and you could practically feel the blood draining from your face.
“Let's go to the clinic.”
“No, I'll be fine-”
“May I open the door?”
You hummed, eyes closed as you were pressed against the side of the stall. You were fast to snap them open when you heard a sharp gasp and you looked up at your assistant who was gaping at something on the floor. She called your name carefully.
“You're bleeding.”
Tiredly, you tried focusing where she was looking and another wave of sickness came. You were, indeed, bleeding, a small puddle slowly growing around your middle. That could only mean one thing.
“The baby,” your assistant exclaimed in panic and went to hold your hair when you started to throw up. “I'll call the ambulance. We can't even take a taxi, you'd bleed all over the place.”
There was no time to protest.
//
Everything afterwards became a huge blur. They couldn't calm down your vomiting even in the ambulance as you were constantly triggered while feeling like death. Your jeans were plastered to your skin, the blood smudging everything you sat on.
Since you were in a bad state, they took you to the doctor immediately. To your utter misfortune, it was Byun Baekhyun's shift that day. He was called out from tending to one patient and when he was told your name, he practically sprinted out of the office.
It was a miscarriage.
“It's not usual to have such strong reactions like vomiting,” he told your assistant and then looked at you, lying down, white and pale and just about to pass out. The nurses already changed you into hospital clothes and cleaned you thankfully so you looked at least decent in front of him. “We will proceed with the necessary treatment.”
“Will she be okay?” asked your assistant carefully.
“I'll be just… fine,” you managed to mutter, eyes closed.
Baekhyun smiled, though he still had worry etched into his handsome features. “You heard you boss. She will be fine. The bleeding thankfully stopped. She did lose too much but nothing to worry about. You may go and wait outside.”
She nodded quickly and gave your hand a final squeeze before leaving the room.
Baekhyun sighed, letting the silence linger for a few moments. Gently, he pressed his palm to your forehead. “No fever, that's good.”
You hummed and opened your eyes, tiredly focusing on the handsome male in front of you.
“Did something happen?” he asked quietly, carefully observing your features. “Anything that could have triggered your miscarriage? You were almost at the end of the first trimester. The loss is harsher.”
“No, it happened suddenly. I just felt sick and couldn't stop throwing up,” you muttered, your voice hoarse.
Baekhyun was fast to give you water and helped you gulp down a few sips. “I will do a simple procedure,” he informed you while putting the paper cup down on the small table next to the bed. “I will remove the pregnancy tissue with suction and then I want you to stay in the hospital for two days.”
“It isn't that serious,” you retorted. “I can go home afterwards. I have a baby at home, you know.” Being already a mother, you knew almost everything there was to know about pregnancies, miscarriages and various procedures. In spite of miscarriages being terrible, they rarely required you to stay in the hospital.
“No, I'm the doctor and I want you to stay here for observation. You lost too much blood. Do you even have any idea how dangerous your situation was? What if your assistant didn't find you?” Baekhyun muttered in slight scolding, frowning. He was obviously very worried for you.
Maybe you were becoming really tired when you muttered, ignoring his words: “You know, you stating that you're a doctor is so hot.”
Baekhyun couldn't help himself, he burst out into laughter. “It's a good sign that you didn't lose your humor. I take it you're fine.”
You smiled. “Then I can go home.”
His smile slowly disappeared. “No. You can't go home until I say so. I'm sure someone can take care of your baby while you're not there. Don't you have a babysitter?” He stood up now and went to prepare the necessary machine which was what made you slightly nervous. Until then, you made sure he wouldn't even watch other doctors doing procedures on you. You didn't want to open your legs for him, not like this.
“Can someone else do it?” you asked breathily as nerves kicked in while completely ignoring his question. “I don't want you to do this.”
Baekhyun stopped when he rolled over the machine, throwing you a worried glance. “You don't trust me, do you?”
“I'm ashamed,” you whispered, turning your head sideways so he wouldn't see you.
You heard him sigh and then he walked over and crouched down, looking up at your face. “We have only a doctor-patient relationship. There is nothing to be ashamed of. Just pretend I'm doctor Kim.”
Doctor-patient relationship only.
Right. Sneakily, you stole a glance at his hands, checking for any ring. None.
“I'll be fast. You won't even know I did something down there, hm?” he said gently and stood up.
You closed your eyes and decided to go with it. You were too tired and drained to argue with him and Baekhyun seemed to be very adamant anyway.
“You don't even look that affected about the miscarriage,” he noted as he gently placed your legs on the stirrups and you tried not to react too obviously to his soft touches. Your breathing grew a little frantic despite your efforts.
Not answering was the best option. He didn't need to know your real feelings.
Baekhyun wasn't catching up though. “Didn't you want the child?”
“I don't know,” you muttered eventually, opening your eyes to look at the ceiling.
“Fair enough,” he muttered back. “I'll give you local anesthesia, don't get startled. After this, we will be done fast. Promise.”
That one last word was what made you completely melt. Of course, just as he promised, you were done with everything quickly and Baekhyun stood in front of you with a gentle smile. “We’re done now. How are you feeling?”
“Like shit.”
He sighed and wanted to reach out for your face but held himself back. “A nurse will come and plug you on an IV. You need to rest, so make sure not to move much about. If you need to use the restrooms, call the nurse. Do not go alone, understood?”
You stared at him. Being almost thirty looked so good on him. A grown man, with a broad chest and kind heart. A rare mix. “I understand.” You paused, fidgeting with your fingers. “Will you be here? Through the night?”
He nodded once. “I've got a night shift. I'll stop by to check-” he stopped himself. “Uh, anyway, rest up. Your body is going through a lot right now. Call the nurse for anything.”
Before he could leave, you called out to him, effectively stopping him from walking out. “Thank you,” you whispered with longing in your eyes. “For everything.”
//
It was 11pm when you stirred awake to a ruckus in the corridor. Unable to make out what was being said - or more like shouted - you strained your ears but you didn't have to. Thundering footsteps were coming right your way and without giving you time to prepare, the door was smashed open, your furious husband appearing in the doorway.
“You lost the fucking child?” he hissed, rushing over to your bed which woke you up right away. Gasping, you tried to sit up but you were very uncomfortable and still tied to an IV. “Look at me! What the hell did you do to lose the child? Are you out of your damn mind?!” he kept shouting.
At his words, your nose prickled. “I did! Is it you going through the aftermath? No. Leave, Minheob. I want to rest.”
He let out a humorless chuckle. “You aren't telling me what to do. And you will be resting at home. You don't need to be here!”
“I was told to stay!” you let out loudly. “And stop making such a fuss! Everyone will know,” you added in a hiss, not wanting the entire Gangnam to gossip about your private life.
“Yeah, everyone will know that my fucking wife can’t even keep the kid inside.”
“And who put the kid in me, huh?!” you said, tears spilling over your cheeks. “Leave! I don't want to see you right now! Get out!” Impatiently, you looked behind his back. Where were the nurses? Of course no one would go against him; he was the damn owner of the whole building and clinic. Why would anyone bother to intervene? Unfortunately, you were quickly becoming dizzy from the abrupt adrenaline rush and needed to lie down.
“No! You will come with me right NOW, this instant!” shouted your husband when he saw you resting your head, dragging you out of your hospital bed, while you were still connected to the IV, your body screaming in pain and tiredness at every jerk you received. You just wanted to rest and not see your husband, preferably ever again. You felt tears prickle at the corner of your eyes again.
“Please, just stop, ” you whispered, too tired to let out a voice, your throat hoarse.
Just then the nurses rushed into your room, trying to separate your aggressive husband from your weak body that was being dragged out of the safe confines of the hospital bed.
“Sir, you cannot do this! The patient needs to rest, please leave immediately or we will call the police! ” tried to reason one of them, her face horrified as she was trying to catch you from falling out of bed.
“No, she doesn’t need any of this! She is completely fine, just pretending to be sick. She is coming with me!”
By then you were crying, scared and just about ready to kill the man in front of you.
“Sir, you need to leave immediately,” said the other nurse that was holding back your husband but with carefulness.
“Call for Dr Byun. Now! ” shouted the third one standing by the doors.
Just hearing his last name made you cry harder. In your brain, you didn’t want him to see this mess, you didn’t want him to see you at all. But your heart was screaming for help, for safety of his arms…
You didn’t know how long it took, how much screaming happened by the time you heard an authoritative voice roar: “Just what the hell is happening here!”
Your husband froze momentarily, turning to look at Baekhyun who was taking in the situation in front of him: your arm now severely swollen because the IV kept being maneuvered in your vein, your husband having a strong hold of that same arm, your crying, puffy face and swollen eyes that connected with his… Please.
“The patient is just after miscarriage and needs to rest!” spoke Baekhyun, a menacing undertone in his voice palpable. “Leave this instant!”
“I am not leaving without my wife,” spat your husband.
Baekhyun was holding himself back and it was painful. Physically painful. He couldn’t keep looking. “Call the security and call the police as well,” he murmured as he was rolling up the sleeves of his white coat and shirt underneath.
Just when you were about to process what was happening, the strong grip on your arm loosened until the touch was completely gone, your husband stumbling backwards, holding his cheek.
“Dr Byun,” weeped one of the nurses, holding her mouth with her small hands, completely shocked at the unexpected action.
Baekhyun was gritting his teeth, sending daggers at Minheob. “She almost lost her life,” he roared again, trying to control his feelings, because the slightest idea of him losing you was sending him into an emotional wreck. “Your child has not survived, so you should be thankful we managed to save your wife! And now, leave immediately!”
“I am coming back for her later," whispered your husband threateningly, pointing his index finger at you. "She is not staying here without my supervision.” He gave you one dangerous look before storming out of your room.
Your head was spinning, the adrenaline rushing too fast for your poor heart to catch up. Feeling yourself going completely limp, you let go, the nurse’s secure hold quickly exchanged with a pair of strong arms you just wished for a few minutes ago. The familiar scent overtook your heightened senses instantly calming you down.
Hearing Baekhyun cursing before giving out rushed orders, you finally heard the words you wanted to hear from the pair of lips you adored so much. “Shh, I’m here. I won’t let anything happen to you anymore.”
You slowly nuzzled your nose into his chest, his coat growing wet with your tears. You whimpered when the dizziness wouldn’t subside, while trying to inhale Baekhyun’s entire existence.
“Baby,” he whispered, gently running his hand up and down your back. “You're fine. He isn't coming back anymore. I won't let him.”
“I'm not feeling well,” you murmured, eyes scrunched close. “Please, make this stop.”
“We are giving you something to calm you down, just bear with them, sweetheart,” he spoke to you softly before shouting: “Where is the nurse? Bring the medicine this instant!”
Even in that moment you could feel your broken heart swell with love for him.
The nurses were trying not to give curious, questioning gazes to the sight in front of them, instead following Baekhyun's orders before he would lose his cool. He rarely ever as much as scowled at his co-workers. But it seemed that anything to do with you would set the hidden tiger in Baekhyun afree.
“How will I survive this?” he heard you mutter and scooted yourself even closer to him. “Just…” you swallowed harshly, “how will I get through this without you Baekhyun?”
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A/N: We have one more chapter to go! Thank you so much for reading! 💕
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Could you do like a short piece where Daveed and reader are a thing but not really a couple. And he ruins it by not wanting more but comes back and apologises. Thanks!
Title: Stepping Up
Pairing: Daveed Diggs x Reader
Note: Thanks anon! First time I’m writing Daveed. This was fun and challenging.
Word Count: 1.7K
Warnings: mentions of sex. Slight angst. I think that’s it but let me know
"U up?"
Two words and a question mark. That was all it took and you felt your heart start pounding in your chest. Your feet started moving around, unable to stay in one place. You had to shred the duvet, you had started sweating. Two words and a fucking question mark and he could make your body betray you. Two words and you were ready for him.
You had to actively remind yourself that you were in withdrawal. That you couldn't hit him back no matter what. That he hadn't treated you the way you deserved. That he was fine and sweet and wonderful - but a dick nonetheless.
Still, it was hard to resist temptation. If you finally allowed yourself to text him back he would be here in a jiffy. You needed it. You missed him. And suddenly everything came rushing back: Daveed's athletic body the first time you'd seen him jump around on stage, his smile as he had introduced himself to you, his teasing manner as he had thrown around millions of jokes to you and the rest of your cast-mates. How you had already fallen for his wicked charms by the end of the first rehearsal. How you had flirted desperately to get him to notice you, and how he had finally pulled you backstage and kissed you in secret. It had all lead to a daring affair between the two of you, Daveed fucking you roughly every day in between rehearsals and later in between shows. His long fingers curling inside you while you moaned his name, the taste of him on your lips, his demanding movements as he took you in various positions all over your dressing room.
And no one could know. Not even Jas or Leslie or Oak. Daveed had made you promise not to tell - that this was your personal thing. You had agreed and said 'of course' right before he had hoisted you up beside the powder room mirror and slid into you. At first, the sneaking around had been nothing but arousing - you one hundred percent condoned it; your only goal back then had been to keep fucking Daveed in your costumes, the blue revolutionary jacket always open against his toned chest, but as the weeks proceeded, you felt yourself wanting more from him.
You wanted to be able to snog him senseless every time you saw him. You wanted to intertwine your fingers with his in public. Treat him to dinner. Take him home. Watch movies on lazy Sundays. Run your hands over his abs in your own bed. Waking up to find him covering your body with kisses.
But Daveed had said no. That he didn't want those things. That he didn't want to engage in anything serious with someone he worked with. That you were just co-workers who helped each other relieve some of the stress that the highly demanding job craved. Nothing more. In other words, you deduced that you were his stress ball - and you got angry! You yelled, and you threatened to kick him out of your dressing room, and you even threw a small lipstick at him, but his chocolate brown eyes were so sweet and so kind that you eventually felt yourself nodding along to his arguments of how the two of you could mess up the entire production if you started dating and things didn't work out. You sighed and you nodded and you agreed with him. And not even ten minutes later had he pulled off your panties, bent you over the couch, and dropped to his knees behind you. A lousy way to make up for it.
You had let it continue like this for eight months until his contract finally ran out and you were no longer co-workers. You had been looking forward to this. On his last night at the theatre, Daveed had stumbled into your dressing room in his Jefferson robe. The door behind him had barely closed before he had ripped your corset open, his warm fingers immediately rolling your nipples they way he knew you liked it. He had pressed his pelvis up against you and whispered in your ear that he had been hard on stage all night, patiently waiting for the show to be over so he could come see you. And you had decided that now was the time; slowly, you had turned around in his arms with a smirk and you had asked him out seeing as you wouldn't be working together anymore. You had thought it was a sure thing. But Daveed had pulled down your pants mumbling "My contract's in effect until tomorrow," right before you had felt his tongue on your skin.
"So what happens if I ask you again tomorrow?" You'd panted as his tongue was joined by his fingers.
"It'll still be a no," he grinned up at you, apparently unaware of your aching heart. He was a good man. If he knew the effect he had on you, he would've either stepped back or stepped up.
"And what happens after tonight?" You'd asked.
"We keep fucking," he had grinned with a content sigh as he spread your legs apart.
That was five weeks ago.
Now you had endured five weeks of Daveed constantly texting you that he was stressed, or hard, or thinking about you. Five weeks of him sending you dirty texts explicitly describing what he wanted to do to you. Five weeks of you ignoring him completely.
And now you were staring at his text consisting of two words and a question mark, contemplating if a small toe-dip into your old addiction was such a catastrophe. You felt your phone buzz in your hand as another text from him ticked in: 'I know you're reading my texts. Please stop ignoring me I miss you.'
You almost choked. In the year you'd known Daveed this was the most sensitive he'd ever gotten with you. You read the second text over and over and over again contemplating what to do; text him back? Call him? Or keep ignoring him?
In the end, you decided to call him up. He needed to be told of. He answered before the fourth ring.
"Hey," he almost whispered.
"Daveed," you let out a sigh, "you can't keep texting me."
"I know. I know I'm sorry," he mumbled, "are you mad at me?"
"Of course I'm not mad at you," you said quietly, "but things can't go on like this."
"I know... Are you in love with me?" He said abruptly but in a soft voice.
You went completely quiet when you felt your heart ache. So he did know about it. He had managed to put two and two together... "it isn't fair of you to ask me that," you almost whispered, "you know I am."
Daveed went quiet too and you could hear his steady breathing on the other end of the phone line. After a couple of seconds he finally said, "can I come over?"
"I'm not sure it's a good idea."
"Please. I have to see you. I want to apologise properly," he groaned painfully, "can I please come over?"
Unable to resist him, you breathed a short "yes," and ten minutes later opened the door to him.
"Hey," his face curled up in a smile the minute you came into sight. He stepped closer to you, and pulled you in for a soft hug, "you look cute."
"Yeah, well thanks," you mumbled against his neck. You didn't want to reciprocate his compliment even though he did look awfully cute too.
He followed you to the living room.
"Whiskey?" You asked him.
"Nah, I gotta stay sober for this," he shook his head.
"Sober for what?" You asked quietly.
"I - ehm - I wanted to apologise. Like a man," he looked at you with a firm gaze, "I've been a dick and I've been treating you badly."
"Yeah," you nodded and folded your arms across your chest, "you've been acting like an ass. When did you realise?"
"It's embarrassing for me, but I honestly didn't realise before you started ignoring me. I was so used to having you around me all the time, and suddenly I missed you like crazy," he took a deep breath before he continued, "I was so sexually frustrated that I called a friend back home in California and told him about it all. I thought he would agree with me and call you stone-cold or something like that but instead he called me an idiot. He called me out for the way I've been treating you. He made me realise why you wanted to ask me out. I didn't even realise. I'm very sorry."
"It's okay," you said softly, "I know you didn't mean to."
"Good," Daveed nodded and looked like a schoolboy who'd just been scolded and you suddenly felt bad for him.
"I didn't mean to ignore your texts. After your time was up at the theatre, I wanted to keep seeing you - it was just too rough. I had to back off."
"I'm glad you took care of yourself. It's made me realise some stuff about myself that I want to change. I want to be better."
"And how do you plan on doing that?"
"Let me start by making it up to you," he smiled, "tomorrow's Valentines day. Let me treat you to dinner. Give you the proper date you deserve."
"I'm not going on a date with you just because you're sexually frustrated and you know I'm an easy fuck," you huffed.
"No! Never! But how about going on a date with me because I like you and I want to see where it could go?"
You shot him a look.
"I understand if you don't believe me but in the past couple of weeks I haven't just missed having sex with you. I've really missed... you. The goofing around, the banter, your infectious laughter. I want to treat you to a date. Let me take you out."
You looked at him suspiciously, "romantically?"
"Yes. Rafa was right. I have a crush on you too. Let's see where this goes."
A small smile crept onto your lips, "okay. If you're sure."
"I'm positive," he grinned and pulled you in for a hug, "fuck I've missed you."
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I was wondering if you could write something with a plus sized reader? It can be any of the witchers and/or Jaskier (although I think esk, lam, & jask would work best). Can be more focused on them finding the reader attractive/hot? I see lots of fics and headcannons abt plus size readers that are all about insecurities and finding the reader beautiful and aethestically pleasing. I'm plus size and I think I am beautiful, just not... attractive. looking hot and looking pretty/beautiful are different. idk if that makes sense I just want someone to think I'm hot. It can be NSFW or funny and fluffy. if you aren't comfortable writing this that's cool too. I just really like your writing. You have created a really welcoming community/page and I felt comfortable enough asking. I appreciate it so much. Thank you. 💜
A/N: I love this ask!!! Though I’m not sure I followed the prompt properly…. :( I wanted to do Lambert very badly which is part of the reason why it took so long to do but I couldn’t make it work with the prompt so I ended up doing Jaskier. I hope you liked it babe!
Warnings: no smut but Jaskier is a cheeky bastard and suggests NSFW 18+ things so if you aren’t into that please don’t read! also mentions of poor self image but Jaskier makes it better
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You watched the tailor and seamstress murmur to each other in a language you didn’t understand. The seamstress said something, gesturing to the skirt you wore. Then she looked back at the tailor who shook his head disapprovingly.
Their eyes seemed to drill holes into you. You suddenly felt so stupid for letting Jaskier talk you into coming to this expensive shop to be professionally fitted for a dress to match his outfit for the gala in two nights.
But he was just so excited about the gala. It was the first time you’d be meeting the famed Geralt of Rivia as well as a few of Jaskier’s other friends he had met on his journeys with the witcher.
You felt saddened that he was so eager to take you to the gala. Surely you'd only make him look like a fool in front of his friends and comrades.
“Dear? Are you listening?” Jaskier placed his hand on the back of your calf as he moved around the stool you were balanced upon.
You brought your eyes down to him.
“Hm? Oh, erm, yes. Of course, I-I was.”
He frowned.
“No, you’ve got something else on your mind. What is it?”
You shook your head, smoothing out the material to your dress.
“Nothing, Jask. It’s fine.”
“Tell me, please.” He reached up to take your hand in his, brushing his thumb along your knuckles.
You kept your eyes on him for a few moments before looking in the direction of the seamstress and tailor. They no longer looked at you but they were still gesturing in your direction.
“It’s just silly, Jaskier.” You shook your head.
“You look upset, darling. It’s not silly if it’s upsetting you. Step down for a second, my sweet.” Jaskier held your hand as you stepped down from the stool. He tucked a piece of your hair behind your ear, looking at you with furrowed brows. “Please tell me. Did something happen?”
You shook your head, chewing on the inside of your cheek.
“Can you understand what they’re saying?”
“Of course.” Jaskier nodded. “They’re talking about putting ruffles in your skirt. Alma thinks a few would be a good idea to add some at the bottom but Derion is completely against the very thought of ruffles.”
You could practically feel the weight lift off of your shoulders. You almost laughed.
“Really?”
“I know. I don’t think ruffles are a good idea, but Alma is an incredibly talented seamstress. She has an eye for creating beauties. But sadly ruffles will not be happening today.” Jaskier waved the two over. “With all do respect to you, darling Alma, I think we should pass on the ruffles this time.”
“Bastard.” Alma swatted her hand in his direction.
“Let’s move on from the skirt.” Derion waved his hand dismissively. “For the bust. It’s the most important part. It will take Alma hours to bead together intricate detailing to match your doublet, Master Julian. She needs to know how you’d like it done in order to begin working.”
“Right.” Jaskier placed his hand on the small of your back. “I’m thinking a rather cheeky neckline. Perhaps an off the shoulder neckline that goes a little deeper than what’s traditionally seen.”
“Jaskier!” Your cheeks flushed as you looked at him.
“Darling, it will be absolutely fantastic! Show a bit of your chest off! Show everyone how sexy you are.”
“Jaskier.”
“It appears as though you have yet to come to an agreement on a top.” Derion spoke, looking between you two. “When my lady decides on what style of top she’d like, please do let us know. Until then, Alma, let’s continue with the skirt while they chat.”
You watched the two move towards the desk off to the side of the room.
“Jaskier–,”
“Just picture this, my love.” Jaskier cut you off, his hand leaving your back as he moved to stand in front of you. “The corset is supporting your bust, holding the girls up and putting them on display–,”
“For the entire gala to see?” You widened your eyes. “What are you trying to do? Make your friends think I’m some strumpet?”
“No! No! Of course not! I think you’d look sexy like that.” Jaskier put his hand on your hip. “And the corset will accentuate your figure–,”
“The figure I don’t have.” You turned away from him, making your way towards the chairs that sat near the windows. You were thankful the curtains were drawn. This gave you some privacy from the outside world.
“What? That’s ridiculous. You have a figure. A marvelous one at that.” Jaskier followed behind you.
“I have the same figure as an apple, Jaskier. Or a pumkin. Round and-and large and just.... There’s nothing you should be so eager to show off at the gala.” You sat down in one of the seats, your voice quivering as you fought to keep your emotions at bay.
Jaskier knelt down in front of you, his hands taking yours in his own. His touch, calloused from years of playing instruments, was warm as he gave you a squeeze.
He didn’t know what to say at first. He was upset with himself for having not noticed that you were uncomfortable earlier. He was upset with himself for making you uncomfortable.
“Love-,”
“And don’t- Jaskier, please don’t try to tell me I’m not.” You whispered, unable to meet his gaze as tears blurred your vision. “I know I am. If you deny it, it’ll be like denying that the sky is blue or that-that grass is green.”
Jaskier nodded softly, understanding your words. He let the silence sit between you for a few more moments. He reached up to wipe your cheeks. Then he moved to sit in the seat next to you, keeping your hands in his.
“You know, my favorite shade of blue is just after the sun sets.” He murmured. “It’s dark and it’s ominous, but it’s stunning to see planets begin to show even though the sun hasn’t set yet. It’s like they’re beginning to come out of hiding. And my favorite shade of green is much more specific than that. Do you remember that time we laid in the lupin field just outside of Cintra all day?”
“Of course I remember that.” You sniffled, a little smile coming to your lips. “You read and sang to me all day. It was a beautiful day.”
“That day is my favorite shade of green.” Jaskier rubbed the back of your hand. He leaned in to kiss the corner of your eye. “And that night…. That night was when I realized my favorite shade of blue, you know?”
Your heart began to race a little quicker. That evening in the lupine field had been rather romantic and intimate. It was one of your favorite memories with the bard.
Jaskier took a deep breath, looking across the room to the seamstress and tailor for a moment to make sure they were occupied with something else.
“Dear heart, you know I would make sure the dress they create makes you look nothing short of the goddess you are.”
“I-I don’t…. I don’t have that same faith, Jaskier.” You shook your head, looking away from him to one of the paintings on the wall. It was of a beautiful woman in a stunning violet dress. She was thinner than you and the dress she wore made sure to show what curves she had off.
“You don’t have faith in me?” He asked softly.
“I don’t have faith in myself. You keep saying I’m going to look sexy and that you want to put me on display-,”
“Y/N, I was only joking. I’m so sorry if it made you uncomfortable. I meant absolutely no harm by it.” Jaskier put his hand on your knee. “I just- My gods, Y/N. The very idea of you in the dress I envision. Everyone is going to be fucking staring. On second thought, perhaps it wouldn’t be a good idea to put you in a dress similar to that. In the off chance that I’d be able to take my eyes off of you, I’d have to fight anyone who dared to look at you.”
He wore the biggest grin on his lips and you knew he meant well by it. He really did. But your stomach churned at the thought.
“They’ll be staring because I’ll look absolutely ridiculous.” You turned your head away from him. “Ladies like me weren’t made for galas and ballgowns.”
“I happen to think you are perfect for a ballgown, my dear.” He leaned over to kiss your ear. “I know you don’t see it, but you are absolutely sexy. Hell, if I had a say in it, you wouldn’t even be wearing a gown. But there are going to be other people there and I can’t have anyone else seeing your gorgeous body.”
Your cheeks flushed.
“Can I offer you a little deal? A peace treaty?” Jaskier suggested. You looked at him, meeting his blue gaze. “They have a dress cut similar to the one I’d like to be made for you. Can you try it on for me before we make any decisions today?”
You nodded your head, letting out a little breath. You would at least try it on and let him see how ridiculous you’d look. If you proved him wrong now, maybe he’d listen to you in the future.
“Will it fit me?”
“They can make it work for you so you can at least get an idea of the style.”
“Okay.”
“Excellent.” He gave you a kiss on the temple before going across the room to Alma and Derion. He spoke to them in the language you didn’t know. It was a beautiful language. As he said the words he had the ability to make it sound otherworldly. How could one man, a human no less, make words sound angelic?
Derion and Alma left the room together. Jaskier clasped his hands behind his back, leaned forward to watch where they had disappeared. Alma returned moments later alone. In her hands she held a dress.
The dress was dark green but that was all you could tell.
“I’ll give you a moment to get dressed. Take good care of her, Alma.”
“I will. You worry about yourself, Master Julian.” Alma waved him away.
You wanted to object, to say that you could get dressed by yourself, but you knew very well you wouldn’t be able to. You didn’t want to rip the dress. The material was probably more expensive than you could afford.
“Take off your dress, darling.” Alma placed the dress over a nearby chair. “I’ll grab pins so that we can pin the dress in place.”
“Pin?” You repeated. “In place?”
“Yes, darling. It wasn’t made for your body. We need to make the dress work for your figure so we do that by manipulating the fabric with pins. Don’t worry, you won’t feel a thing.”
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Alma called for Jaskier after the dress was situated properly on you.
You nervously moved back and forth as you shifted your weight from one foot to the other to get a better look in the mirror.
The dress fit you decently. It was loose fitting in the chest but Alma fixed that with pins. She pinned a few other spots too but they were in the back so you couldn’t see all that well.
The material was a beautiful emerald green silk with darker green embroidery around the bust. The off the shoulder neckline wasn’t terribly low in the middle where it dipped down, but it was lower cut than what you would usually wear.
“Now remember, darling. The corset will be tighter on you and be providing support.” Alma spoke as she moved around the stool you were resting on.
“My gods, Y/N! I love it!” Jaskier clapped his hands together. “Just wait until we get it in the blue to match my doublet!”
“Alma!” Derion called for Alma.
Alma excused herself, leaving you alone with Jaskier.
He moved around the stool, admiring the dress on you.
“Before I lose myself in my own thoughts, love, what do you think?” Jasier clasped his hands together and held them near his mouth.
You looked back to the mirror, shifting a little.
“I don’t…. hate it as much as I thought I would.” You admitted.
“But do you like it? Are you comfortable with the style? Be completely honest with my, darling. If you aren’t, there is no worry at all! I’ll have them make a style you are comfortable in. I want you to be comfortable first. No matter what you wear you will be absolutely gorgeous and breathtaking and I will be ripping the dress off of you come the end of the night.”
“Jaskier.” You scolded. He gave you a cheeky smile. “I do like the cut and I like the off the shoulder part, but perhaps if we could add sleeves to it?”
“Of course! Oh that would be stunning! I’ll let Alma and Derion know. Anything else you want to add or take away?”
“I don’t think so.” You looked back to the mirror. “I think I’ll like it more once it’s in the blue. I do like the green, but the blue will match your doublet for the gala. And the green makes me sort of feel like a melon.”
Jaskier frowned.
“I wish you’d stop comparing yourself to fruits.”
“Would you rather a toad? ‘Cause I look like one of those in this dark green too. A rather large toad.”
“If you are a toad, then what would that make me?” He held his hand out for you so he could assist you in stepping down from the stool.
“My pretty princess.” You giggled.
“Hmm. Well you are the sexiest toad I have ever seen.” He pulled you into his arms. “But I rather like calling you a fruit. You taste just like one-,”
“Jaskier!”
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Corset- Garou x GN!Reader
Not overly NSFW but since its on my NSFW blog I would prefer no minors.
After I wrote it it progressively got more nsfw so def no minors allowed.
I’ll post a more SFW version to @hero--for--fun
@unclegarou here ya go ya simp, content of your man because I can't write King atm
~Lately you’d seen Garou’s eyes wandering, and you were convinced it was because you weren’t as attractive as before. You’d be walking with him and he’d be looking everywhere except at you.
~ You’d tried dressing cute, you tried doing your hair different, you even tried dressing a little bit slutty for him. They worked for a bit, but then he would just lose interest again. UGH WHY IS HE LIKE THIS
~After seeing a new trend on Tiktok you were inspired to try something new. You saw a lot of people putting on corsets and tightening them, and then putting on these leggings that made ya booty POP. The result was a very pleasing curve. You bought the leggings almost immediately.
~You had gotten the corset from Scamazon. A shady site, but it was so cheap and Garou was on your Amazon account and you didn’t want him seeing this. It was gonna be a surprise.
~The second it arrived you threw it on and looked at yourself in the mirror. Not much of a difference yet....So you kept tightening it, and tightening it, and tightening it....Until you couldn’t get it any tighter. “Perfect!” You squeaked out before you pulled on a shirt and the leggings. Everything felt fine, and you were excited to show Garou the results!
~Couch Potato was on the couch when you came out the bedroom, and you knew he hadn’t been there five minutes ago. He always came in and out as he pleased, and hopefully in a few hours he was going to be coming in and out of you. Hopefully not on the couch though, he got blood on it last week and hadn’t bothered cleaning it up.
~”Oh Garou~” You sang as you came around the couch.
~”Hell you want brat, can’t you see I’m busy?” He opened his eyes, a smile already on his face even before he saw you. One look and his eyes bulged out his head. “You.....You uh...:”
~”I’m going out for a bit, you need anything?” You asked, putting a hand on your hip. That felt weird, but you played it off. “Seeing as how your soooo busy.”
~Garou’s already up and heading to the door. “Lets go, where we going?” He’s sharing the braincell with a dog about to go on a walk, and his treat is how nice your ass looks in those leggings.
~Yeah, his eyes are on you alright, along with his hands and lips. However, your keeping those hands off your sides because you want to keep your little secret to yourself for now.
~You two are out and about for about two hours before your body starts to feel weird. Your sides are killing you at this point, and you can’t breathe too well.
~You were about 30 minutes from the house when your body just gave out, and a surge of pain shot through your side. You collapsed, and Garou lunged to save the eggs before realizing you were falling as well. Two birds in one stone, he got you and the eggs.
~Thats when he felt it.
"Whats is this?" He asked harshly as he began lifting up your shirt.
"Nothing, Garou I'm fi-!"
~One look and you shut up as he carries you into a secluded area nearby and begins inspecting the corset. His silence is heavy, and it says a lot. Its a matter of seconds before he hooks a nail under the lace in the back and cuts it open, causing that modern day torture device to practically shoot off.
~Your entire lower half is covered in bruises, with the most prominent being where the corsets cheap plastic spines had been literally DIGGING into your skin, leaving the most angry marks you'd ever seen. The corsets pattern was actually visible in your flesh as Garou inspected you carefully.
~"Your an idiot." Garou snarled as he yanked your shirt down. He managed to get you and the groceries up.
~You kept quiet the rest of the way home. When you got pulled into a secluded area you wanted it to be so your back could get blown, not your plan!
~Garou won't talk to you on the way back, and he won't let you talk. Whatever going on in his mind is an enigma. Its probably dry wall
~At home he peels off your shirt as gently as he can and lays you on the couch. He's kind enough to toss you a pair of sweatpants too, though not gonna lie, he was really planning on banging you later. Had the corset not been there, you might have gotten some human monster dick.
~Once your situated he flicks your forehead. "Do something stupid again and I'll show you why I'm the human monster." He flicks you again as he starts to walk away. "Any thoughts in that head of yours or are you truly Dummy thick?"
~"......You don't look at me the way you used to.....You.....You haven't looked at me that way until I did this." You can't even bear to look at him, because one look and the tears will happen and you know he's not emotionally capable of comforting you and it'll be awful.
~"Because I have an image to uphold and heroes t-.......If you start crying I'm not go-......Just.....Shit...." Garou put a hand on your shoulder. "Listen kid, I only have the heart eyes for you and the evil eyes for everyone else. I'll work on it, but as I stated before. Any more stupid ideas a-!"
~"Like.....Human Monster sex o-!"
"No. Thats the only stupid idea your allowed to have." Garou held up the leggings. "I'm keeping these for when your better, and if you bring any more of those torture tubes in here I'm leaving."
~The next few days Garou inspects your torso and ensures that your at least healing. He doesn't wanna deal with the hospitals but at the same time you kinda fucked yourself up.
~Sex is off the table until the brusies are gone. He likes to gently run his hands up and down your sides though, thats always nice.
~As promised he does pay more attention to you. He doesn't always mean to lose focus, but his brains a thousand and one places at once and their always dumb places. He's literally one gas station visit away from medically being declared a Chad or Kyle.
~Likes the leggings on you.
~Garou totally dragged you to a cheap doctor so they could lecture you on corset dangers and then dragged you to a lingere store to see how corsets properly go. He also played with a dildo on the counter. Just watched it jump around for like 5 minutes while the woman talked with you.
~He later got banned.
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NSFW Bunny Lucifer Fic
I’m sorry, Lucifer looked too good in this outfit to resist....
anyway, enjoy ;)
<3
Upon speaking with the little demon and being handed each respective outfit, the brothers separated from MC heading to the men’s locker rooms. As she walked into the changing area, she was distinctly aware of how skimpy her costume really was. She pulled the bathing suit like body suit out of the bag, the top was similar to a corset, but it resembled a button up shirt in design, with a black bow at the top where she anticipated her breasts would be spilling out. The bottom was black with a bunny tail on the back, and the thigh cut was far too high up for her liking, but to her advantage the tights she received were much darker than she expected, just barely showing any skin tone underneath.
After putting the entire costume on, bunny ears and all, she walked in front of the mirror and blushed at her appearance. Looking like something out of a playboy magazine, or a slutty Halloween costume store, she chuckled. She had to turn away from the mirror before she got too nervous, she was forced to be here and was not going to make matters worse for anyone. Slipping on the tall heels she imagined herself standing like a dom over a delicious, begging, handsome man. MC was typically a very submissive person, and she enjoyed being controlled most days. Though, she always wondered what having that control would really feel like. Her imagination soared with images and thoughts of ordering a man around, crawling across her floor to where she waited on the bed. She felt her face heat up and deep in her stomach flutter. Shaking her head, she let the images go, telling herself she would circle back to those thoughts some other time.
Taking not even a full step out of the locker room, Lucifer stood before her looking impatient, with his head turned to the side glancing down the hall. She took stock of the demon before her. His face was stoic, even if it was an irritable expression. His black hair looked luxurious, and the bunny ears seem to accentuate his soft features like his pursing lips. Which looked more delicate now than they ever had. The slight redness of his blush made his cheeks look velvety smooth. Her eyes wandered to his outfit, the brilliant blue bow tie caught her eyes first, but the more she looked at him the more there was for her to see. His waistcoat was black and tight around his waist, directing her vision to continue further down, where the straps of the waist coat rested against his thighs. His pants were tight in all the right places, making her mouth water and instinctively she licked her lips. Realizing she’d been staring far too long, her eyes snapped back up to his face. His mouth was gaping looking at her.
While she stood looking him up and down, Lucifer could feel the panic and arousal creeping up his body. She stood there in an outfit he would only want her to wear in his bedroom, not an outfit she should serve tables in. Her soft breasts spilled over the low-cut top, with a bow in the center looking like a gift begging him to be unwrapped. She stood with her hand on her hip and the cut of the body suit was so high it practically reached where her hand rested. He could see where her pelvis and thighs met, the skin there covered by tights, but he wanted to bite right through the material and mark her up. The heels were too much for him, the second he saw her feet he could feel himself heat up, he had to look away. To his pleasure, he looked up to watch her undress him with her eyes. His mouth went dry and his jaw went slack, she was absolutely going to have him undone in no time.
“I would love to dissect the looks you just gave me MC, but first we are getting you a new outfit. I will absolutely not allow you to be degraded in front of the whole Devildom like this…” He stepped forward to reach out and grab her hand. She stepped back, pushing her palm flat against his chest.
“This is not up to you, Lucifer.” Her voice came out in more of a sultry drawl than she meant, but the second it came out of her mouth she decided to run with it. His adams apple bobbed as he swallowed hard. The desire of wanting to take her right on the spot they stood was killing him. “I will be wearing this, and I will show you all how to properly serve a restaurant.” She smiled and let her hand creep up to his bowtie, gripping it and pulling him just slightly toward her. “So do your best tonight, Lucifer.” His eyes were wide, and his teeth were clenched. She let out a soft chuckle and released his tie, walking down the hall as each step echoed the click of her heels on the floor. He watched as her walking away, the bunny tail enhancing the look of her ass swaying side to side.
The group stood around discussing the outfits, while she felt the stares from some of the brothers, only Asmo made a quiet comment about how sexy she looked. The majority of the brothers were more frustrated about having to wear the outfits themselves to focus on hers, though Levi did ask to take her photo, which she was happy to pose for. The customer service training was a breeze for her, when she told Lucifer she would show him, she meant it. These demons had no idea how long she had to wait tables for, and how many different menus she’d memorized. It came back to her like muscle memory. Not to mention she even found herself more at ease with the dance than she expected. It may have been the costume giving her false confidence, but she truly felt like she was running the show for once.
There were multiple times during the night she could feel Lucifer’s stare on her, and it would’ve been a lie to say it didn’t affect her. While of course all the brothers looked ridiculously hot, she was really focused on the oldest brother for the night. Something inside her had flipped and all she wanted to do was dominate the man who took so much pleasure in dominating her. She would turn when she could feel his stare on her and wink at him. Reveling in watching his cheeks bloom just slightly pink and his flustered face turn from flush to frustrated in no time at all.
Once the group had finished for the night, they all arrived back home. Lucifer made a point to explain where to put their uniforms in the bathroom to have them dry cleaned for the next day. Everyone began to disperse, there was arguing about the communal bathroom aside from Asmo and Levi of course, and eventually a schedule was made for everyone to get in and out quickly. MC opted to be last, and had an idea brewing in her head. After getting out of the tub, she smirked as she found the area where the costumes were being held to dry clean, on the shelf above the discarded clothes was the collection of bunny ears and ties. Smirking, she gripped the blue tie and ears, putting them inside her robe to hide them as she ran through the halls back to her room. She got dressed as quickly as she could, wearing black skirt, her heels from her costume, and a black tank top, throwing the accessories in a bag.
Finding herself in front of his door, she gulped hard. Her heart was racing, but between her legs was hot and damp already. Her knuckles rapped against the door, much more aggressively than she had intended. The door swung open, revealing a frustrated Lucifer. He froze as he looked her up and down, gulping hard again, he had tried to contain his arousal all night at the restaurant but now that he was home, he no longer tried to stop the blood rushing to his length. He leaned against the door frame controlling his composure and smirked at her, a tent forming in his sweatpants.
“Do you plan to invite me in? Or shall I stand here longer?” MC smirked back at him, pushing her hip out and placing her hand on it. She looked him up and down her eyes almost stopping to look at the bulge longer.
“Ah yes, of course come in…” He stood to the side and she swayed in the room just like she had in the restaurant. He closed the door and eyed her as she walked over to the chairs by the fireplace turning one slightly more toward the room and smiling at him devilishly. “I’m curious MC, what-”
“No let me stop you there, I’d like something different tonight Luci, seeing you in that costume made me want to take control tonight.” He sat down on the edge of his bed, leaning to the side, one arm holding up his body as he looked at her curiously. She stood up and pulled her tank top off, revealing a lacey, black bra. She sauntered over to him and he sat up straight as she got closer. “Will you be a good listener for me tonight Luci?” She stood just in front of him and he reached up to touch her, when she gave him a dangerous look, and he stopped, smiling wide.
“Yes, Ma’am.” He licked his lips.
“Mmm, good boy.” She practically whined, her voice shook slightly, and he could tell she was insanely aroused. He vowed in his head to ask her to take control more often. “Take everything off Luci.”
He smiled and stood up, she was so close to him she could feel his breath on he as he stood, almost cracking her resolve. She wondered how he did this every time. She wanted to give in and just get on him immediately, but she was dying to tease him like he has teased her.
He slowly took his shirt off, enjoying watching her anticipation. She was trying to keep a cold expression on her face, but there was no denying the effect it had on her. He started to take his pants off and she turned back to the chair grabbing a black bag she had brought in with her. He was now naked waiting for her, his length was at attention, it seemed he enjoyed watching her like this. She placed the bag next to him and he looked down, but she reached her hand down to his length, pumping him slow. He moaned at the touch, she caught him by surprise, but he had also been aroused for hours because of her, and now he ached for her. His head leaned back slightly, and he closed his eyes.
“That’s my good boy.” She cooed, her breath right against his ear, sending a shiver down his spine. Without warning he felt her teeth grip the side of his neck and he groaned loud. His hands twitched to grab her, but he knew she would scold him for touching her based on the look she’d given him. He felt like putty in her hands for a second, then thought how fun it would be to watch her try and punish him. She licked the spot she had bitten, and his hands reached out to grip her ass, finding there was no panties under her skirt. He groaned louder and she practically hissed. She stepped two steps back, releasing his length. “Now, now.” She scolded, and he moaned, aching for her hand to wrap around him again. “I was just praising you for being a good boy, what a shame.” She stood with her hand on her hip looking at him. His length twitched hard, she was really playing into the role now and he wanted to bury himself inside her and wipe that sassy look off her face.
“That’s okay my bunny, you can make it up to me.” She grabbed the bag on the bed and pulled out his bunny ears and bow tie smiling. “Put these on bunny boy.” He could hardly hold the growl back, his immediate reaction was to deny her, but the devious look in her eye was so delicious. He grabbed the ears, sliding them on his head while he made eye contact with her. Then putting the bow tie around his neck, and her eyes turned to pure hunger. His length was twitching, and she watched it licking her lips. His breathing was heavy and hot now, she could see he was just as affected as she was. To his dismay she turned and walked over to the chair, sitting confidently, and smiling at him. Taking her time, she slowly removed her bra, her breasts bouncing as she jiggled her body to take it off. He felt like he was going crazy, knowing he could take this human any second he wanted, but he awaited his orders. For some reason, it made him twitch more, his length bobbing around between his legs.
“I think you like this bunny.” She smiled, licking her lips.
He nodded.
“Mmm, good bunny, come to me.” He stood and she lifted up a finger to stop him. “Crawl, bunny.”
His eyes burned furiously, then he looked to the ground and back up to her, she spread her legs and he could see her lips under the skirt, slick with desire. He groaned and dropped to the ground, crawling to her slowly. She was crumbling inside, watching this domineering demon crawling across his own room to her, wearing blue, bunny ears and a bow tie. His chiseled shoulders bobbing and flexing every time he inched closer. She wanted to grab at her nipples, or rub at her clit, but she hesitated. Trying to hold up the image of a woman in full control. One thing for sure, she knew she was dripping her juices on the chair.
He reached her and sat back on his feet, looking to her with his crimson eyes, waiting for her to tell him what to do. She was practically at her limit, unsure how much longer she could keep it up. She leaned forward to give him a deep kiss, he responded back by almost grabbing her head and pulling her into his kiss harder, but he stopped, putting his arms by his side, and kissing her back.
“Good boy.” She was breathless now, leaning back she pulled up her skirt. “Eat me bunny.”
He smiled, he loved seeing her take charge, but he could hear her resolve cracking, and he knew it wouldn’t be long. He leaned forward touching her thighs so spread her further. She swatted his hands, “No bunny, just your mouth.” He growled; he was losing his patience. She shook her head, with all the energy she had to hold back.
“Bad boy…” she put her heel on his thigh, he looked down and then back up at her with a defiant look. “You’re not behaving bunny.” She pulled her foot off him and stood up. “Shall I go?”
“Wait, MC. I’ll do better.” He groaned, pressing his lips against her thighs, and kissing, licking circles across her thighs to the other thigh, then kissing and sucking. “Please” he whispered between kisses. She looked down to watch his length twitching and smiled, watching his eyes look up at her as he kissed her thighs gently suckling across her skin. She was desperate for those lips on her slit.
She sat down on the edge of the chair and pulled his head to her mound, he growled slightly at the aggressive motion but settled his mouth between her legs licking and prodded at her slit with his warm tongue. Immediately MC was moaning like an animal in heat. Her entire body was slack against the chair, aside from the hand on his head holding him where the headband for the bunny ears was, pushing his face against her over and over as he lapped up all the juices that he could get out of her. His tongue and mouth latched to her clit and she was practically screaming. Her hips were grinding against his face and he was moaning into her, the vibrations of his lips sending her into a shaking mess.
Aware that she was reaching her climax he nibbled at her clit slightly between sucking and licking it. Then Lapping up her slit. He continued these motions over and over again. She was barely forming words at this point and he knew it was time, he wanted to hear her scream. He focused hard on her clit and began flicking his wet tongue across her clit fast and hard, over, and over. Tremors took her body as she reached her climax. She was screaming his name and he didn’t let up on his pace, continuing to flick his tongue on her clit and her body jerked with every motion. She was begging him to stop now, and he laughed into her slit. He stopped, kissing her clit, and pulling his head back up.
Standing up slowly, he leaned over her on the chair. She was desperately trying to catch her breath and he leaned in to kiss her. “May I?” He whispered, she could smell herself on his lips and she moaned, nodding. He kissed her hard, invading her mouth with his tongue as he wrapped his hand around the back of her head. His fingers laced through her hair and she moaned. His lips left hers and he kissed down her neck, sucking and licking across her neck.
“Oh please, just take me Luci. Take me how you want to.” She begged, feeling desperate to have him inside her.
“Mmmm, you did so good MC.” He kissed all across her collar, then scooped her up off the chair. She gasped, moaning slightly, and he threw her on the bed. “I want to tease you for what you did to me, but I simply can not wait any longer to fuck you.” He looked at her like she was his prey, and she pulled her skirt off quickly. He got on top of her, spreading her thighs for him and teasing his tip at the entrance. Leaning in, Lucifer kissed her slow and pushed himself in as slow as he kissed. His tongue teasing as he pumped in and out of her inch by inch. Her body was so desperate her hips tried to roll into him.
“Please Luci, fuck me harder.” MC was begging him now, verbally, and physically.
“I love to hear that begging.” He growled and slammed himself inside her fully, forcing a gasp from her lungs. Pulling out to the edge of her entranced, then slamming back in, he continued this forceful slow pace until she started moaning for him again. Then he leaned in closer, seating himself inside her fully, and began sucking and biting her neck. She wrapped her arms around him, feeling immense pleasure holding him against her as he fucked her senseless. His hips continued a hard thrust but got faster and faster as he heard her begin moaning his name. He was growling into her skin as he sucked and bit at her, leaving marks in his wake. The pace was now furious, the slapping sound was ringing through the room as he railed into her. His bed was slamming against the wall with a consistent beat to the sound of his intense strokes, and he felt like the moans she was making was the song with the beat.
Wanting to make her scream, he leaned back, picking up her legs and putting them on his shoulders he watched her as she gripped at her nipples. Pushing her hand away, he rolled one of her nipples in his fingers and watched her face contort with pleasure. He knew she could tease herself, but the face she made when he did it for her was pure ecstasy. He growled, she was keeping up with his pace, and he was approaching his climax. He refused to cum before her second time. He pulled himself almost all the way out slow, then pushed back inside her slow. Pumping himself in and out, Lucifer reached down and began rubbing her clit. She gasped, writhing under him, her muscles tightening and gripping him hard. He let out a roar and started pumping inside her hard again, he licked his fingers and slid his wet slick fingers around her clit teasing her, then flicking his finger across it, back to teasing.
She was begging again, and he was going to explode. He put pressure on his fingers and rubbed against her clit back and forth now, instead of the light flicking. She was mumbling moans under him and squeezing her nipples hard. Her muscles contracted on him and her juices came pouring out of her body as she shook through her orgasm. With relief Lucifer stuttered his movements and let himself release, grunting her name.
Laying flat on her back, MC was trying to catch her breath when Lucifer pulled out, and within minutes he was back with a soft rag to clean her up, and he kisses her thighs softly as he wiped her down.
“You looked so hot trying to control me, MC. I think I’d like to do that again sometime.” She propped up on her elbows smiling wide at him.
“Sure bunny, anytime.” The smirk on her face made him growl playfully, he grabbed the ears off his head, which he’d forgotten were still there. Then removing the bow tie, he leaned over her kissing her hard, and pushed her under the covers.
“Let’s get some sleep.”
#OBEY ME#obey me luficer#shall we date lucifer#obey me fic#obey me bunny boys#obey me bunny event#pure smut#Female reader#female mc
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Peace Treaty, 02
(IMPORTANT) this fanfic was made before Fundy and KSI made their disgusting jokes, but I said it on my Quotev account; I want to go on with this book because I’ve had this planned for weeks, Fundy in this book is NOT AT ALL streamer Fundy but Dream SMP Fundy. I won’t write for him after this fanfic is over. Pairing(s): Fundy x Reader, Sapnap x Reader Pronouns: she/her Pre-picked: LAST NAME, FATHER'S NAME Pervious part , Next part
When [YourName] woke up, she freaked out not remembering anything before her passing out. She was still dressed properly, so she changed, and returned downstairs. Fundy and Wilbur were speaking to Sapnap and [YourName] froze in her place. “[YourName]?” Fundy asked, making everyone’s attention go toward her, [YourName] glared at Fundy who nervously chuckled. “Someone should’ve left a note or something saying Sapnap was here still!” [YourName] said flustering, she was in a nightgown and it embarrassed her to the extreme. Sapnap laughed and shook his head, “Sorry, you’re gonna have to get used to it eventually. I’m staying for the week, after George gets here we’ll be able to get married by next week. Sounds great, right?” he explained walking over and taking [YourName]’s hands into his own. [YourName] glanced over to Fundy who looked away sadly, but she nodded, “Yes, it sounds wonderful..” she replied sadly looking down. Sapnap softly placed her thumb under [YourName]’s chin and gently pushed her head up, “Are you okay?” he whispered softly. [YourName] didn’t like the heat on her cheeks, but she nodded, “Just feeling nervous” she smiled letting go of his other hand, “I’m going to eat and return to bed.” she said walking to the kitchen. Sapnap nodded and returned to the conversation, Fundy would follow after [YourName] though, he was sucking as much alone time with her as he could. He watched as she shuffled around the kitchen, warming up leftovers over the stove, “How’re you really feeling?” Fundy asked, making the poor girl jump. She laughed softly and shook her head, “I’m so tired, I’m scared, I’m going to miss you..” she admitted looking down at her food inside the pan. She quickly moved it over to the plate and looked up toward her boyfriend. He frowned, “It hurts to watch you interact with him,” he says “I know..” she said in the same tone. [YourName] made her way over and hugged Fundy tightly, he placed a hand in her hair. Fundy gently tugged at [YourName]’s roots, placing a hand around her, and hugged her. His ears pressed against his head and his tail relaxed a slight twitch now and then, “It’ll be okay..” Fundy lied, closing his eyes. He pressed a kiss onto her hair, letting her separate and eat her dinner in peace, he just watched carefully, taking in each detail. He took note of her little shift as she admired the kitchen she grew up with as she ate her stew, the way her hair moved as she moved around. Fundy gently placed his arm on his shoulder, “I’ll be up there tonight.” he whispered making her nod. [YourName] placed her dishes away and returned to her room. She laid there staring at her ceiling, she closed her eyes and felt tears form. She’s grown up in L’manberg, never lived outside of it, and never planned to. She expected to live here for the rest of her life, have children, and grow old right in this exact place- but instead, she’s being forced out of the house for the sake of this exact country she thought she’d grow up in. She sat up and threw her pillow on the ground violently just in time for her door to open. [YourName] stood on her knees glancing over quickly, Fundy had taken his jacket off and dressed for the night. They just stared at each other, [YourName] melting right then and there as she let her tears fall. Fundy made his way over, taking his place after shutting the door on her bed and offering his arms. [YourName] fell into his arms, sobbing, she buried her head into his shoulder. She let it all out, letting everything finally set and settle into her heart. She admits many things, her fear of losing Fundy in this mess, how she wanted to be with him forever, and beyond that. She didn’t want any of this and it was clear as day right now. All Fundy could do was hold [YourName] and listen, she had listened to him when he was upset about this- it was his turn to comfort his lover. He ran his fingers through [YourName]’s hair and coaxed her into sleep. He felt bad, he didn’t say anything throughout her whole break down- but it was the fact he sat there with her until she fell asleep that matter, he hoped so at least. “I love you, [YourName]” he whispered to her gently, placing her into her bed properly, he debated on staying but chose not to. He placed a final kiss on her lips, taking in her scent once more, rubbing his forehead against her neck before taking his shirt off and dropping it on her, and leaving. She is his, whether Sapnap knows it or not. George had come into town that week, Dream and him deciding to stay in the same hotel Sapnap had decided to live in. With George, Gregory, Wilbur, and Dream- the wedding should be prepped and ready by next week. Sapnap was excited while [YourName] just smiled and nodded when asked if she was happy, everyone knew it must be awkward being placed into such a situation and Sapnap was being an absolute saint for showing his excitement for both himself and [YourName]. [YourName] sat on the floor with Wilbur at her house, Sapnap, George, and Dream talking next to them. Gregory came down with a brown torn up box and set it on the floor, Wilbur and [YourName] along with Dream, Geroge, and Sapnap all glanced over when Gregory stood up with pride. He dug through the box before offering something to [YourName], Wilbur’s eyes grew wide, “What’s.. this?” [YourName] asked curiously. “These were your mother’s, she wore them to our wedding,” Gregory explained with a smile to his daughter, she shook her head. The glovers were pretty and well kept up with for the amount of time they had spent in their location locked away from daylight. They were fingerless gloves, mesh ribbons at the end to tie around the wrist of their user, they were lace with pearls, rhinestones, and flower designs lining around the top of the hands. [YourName] shook her head again, “No offense Sapnap, but mother would’ve murdered you the second you told us about this marriage.” she confessed scooting them toward her father “She would not want me to wear these.” she said. Sapnap shrugged, no offense was taken. Gregory was offended though “No, you’re wearing these, honor your mother- please.” he begged, Wilbur stepped in “Let [YourName] have one thing for herself.” he told his friend. Gregory sighed, “Fine, alright.” he said tucking them away gently back in their spot. [YourName] focused on what she needed to focus on, the following morning she left and ordered her dress for the wedding. The rest of the day she sat there, not allowed to see Fundy until her wedding day as Wilbur placed him in charge of fixing up the altar and reception area speck and span with a few others like Tommy and Tubbo. [YourName] leaned against Sapnap and fell asleep listening to all the males talk about what colors should be. She didn’t care, she wanted this over, face her demons, marry them, and live with them. Sapnap glanced over to [YourName], noticing she was asleep he softly smiled. He quieted Dream and Geroge and softly asked for a blanket to place around [YourName], “She doesn’t seem happy..” George admitted taking his seat again. “Obviously she isn’t, she’s being forced out of her home and to a stranger.” Sapnap explained with a serious face, “At least you’re aware of how she feels.” Dream said, throwing his hands up and leaning back into his chair. “Doesn’t it feel... Wrong? Like you’re taking a girl away from her home, marrying her as a treaty, for all we know she had her life planned out with her secret lover!” George said joking at the end. Sapnap closed his eyes, shaking his head, “I feel horrible, but I like her.” he said as he wrapped an arm around her sleeping form protectively. Dream and Geroge glanced over to each other, both choosing to drop the subject. ‘Must’ve hit a sensitive spot.’ Dream though watching Sapnap freak out over [YourName], Dream wasn’t stupid- he watched Fundy and [YourName] interact. He walked into the kitchen the other night and watched the way Fundy comforted her, kissed her hair, stood there with her, he had to do something about it. He wanted Sapnap to remain happy and that was because of their friendship, no way was he going to let some random fox hybrid get in the way of this. The following week, it was wedding time. [YourName] stood in front of her mirror, friends had left the room and let her collect her thoughts. Her arms were itchy from the material that was used to create the see-through effect, but so were her corset and skirt which was covered in lace, glitter, jewels, beads, and flower designs. She had to admit, she felt pretty in this dress and preferred to feel pretty and sad on this big day than ugly and sad. Her hair was done nicely, with no loose strands or messy ends, and on top of her head was leaf design Rhinestone headpiece, the wires connected each stone to the next, which added to the mystical feeling she had felt when she looked at herself. Behind her were her boots that she had to lace up, the heels were tinier than she was used to, but she had practiced with them all week. There was a knock on her dressing room door, “Come in” she replied looking over. She expected her father, but instead, it was Fundy. “Hello,” He greeted, his ears perked up and tail wagged with excitement. He missed her dearly and if this was going to be their last moments together he was going to make it work. [YourName] brightened up, “Fundy!” she greeted rushing over bringing him into a hug which he returned. He squeezed her, kissing all over her face. [YourName] giggled nuzzling her nose against his making little squeak noises to be admitted from his mouth. “Gosh, I’m going to miss this,” she said softly pressing her forehead against his. Fundy shook his head, “I’m going to get you out of this marriage, even if it means having to kill later on down the line.” he explained making sure his point was proven. “Let’s not bubble down to murder, maybe there’ll be a new way of peace and I’ll be let go, and then we can live out our lives together within L’manberg,” she said giggling once more hugging him closely. He gently bent down and rubbed his face and head against her neck, [YourName] had no idea what he was doing, but she took it like a champ. “Well then” she chuckled, Fundy flustered but shook it off, “There’s a gift I need to give you personally before you leave, okay? You can’t lose it.” Fundy said seriously, pulling away from [YourName]. She nodded, making a mental note in her head for that, “Alright, I love you, please… be careful.” Fundy said, taking his leave. [YourName] laced her boots up and would meet up with her father in front of the doors of the aisle. She held onto her father’s arm, the bridesmaids and groomsmen along with the flower and ring boys had gone down already and it was her turn. She clung to her father’s arm and stuck a fake smile on as they passed church pews filled with close family friends and friends of Sapnap’s. Gregory let go of his daughter after pressing a kiss to her forehead and returning to his seat in the front row, Wilbur smiled between Sapnap and [YourName]. He proceeded to get both [YourName] and Geroge to say vows, [YourName] held her flower batch close with a soft smile at the faint smell of Fundy on her. She looked at Sapnap making him smile, “If there to be any objections, speak now.” Wilbur said loud and clear. [YourName] hoped someone would say something, that someone would stand up and whisk her away, but she knew better than to hope. She glanced at the crowd, especially at Fundy, but he didn’t act. Wilbur hummed, “Tommy, Tubbo, the rings please.” he asked, making the teenagers squirm and push each other to give [YourName] and Sapnap the rings making the room fill up with laughter. Dream carefully stepped up, removing [YourName]’s engagement necklace and placed it inside a provided glass box, and carried it away, letting the ring vows carry on. Sapnap looked into [YourName]’s eyes with a soft smile “Let this ring be a symbol of my promises to you and a reminder of my devotion to you, [YourName]. I am honored to call you my wife.” he spoke placing the ring onto her finger. “I will wear it. Whenever I look at it, I will remember this day and the vows we’ve made.” [YourName] spoke before she picked up Sapnap’s ring and carefully did the same thing as he had done, “Because this ring is perfectly symmetrical, it signifies our true love. As I place it on your finger, I give you all I am and hope to be” she said looking up at the male. “Because this ring has no end or beginning, it signifies the continuation of true love. I give you all that I am and ever hope to be.” Sapnap replied softly, but loud enough for everyone to hear. “You may now kiss the bride!” Wilbur said, shutting the book loudly, smiling toward [YourName] and Sapnap. The two hadn’t kissed once since they met, Sapnap had kissed [YourName]’s knuckles countless of times but this was different. [YourName] and Sapnap leaned in, placing their lips upon each other. [YourName]’s arms wrapped around Sapnap’s neck while Sapnap placed his hands against her waist. “Congratulations, [YourName] and Sapnap, you are now wedded and now proceed with the reception!” Wilbur said after the two pulled away, despite the hatred [YourName] knew she needed to feel, she quite enjoyed that kiss with Sapnap, and from the smile on her husband’s face-- he enjoyed it too. [YourName] and Sapnap led friends and family to the reception area, taking a seat at the sweetheart table after the food was served. “[YourName]?” An unknown voice spoke, [YourName] glanced around until she noticed a male in a black and red cloak, he had brown hair, his skin was covered in black spots and he wore glasses. “That’s me.” [YourName] said innocently, Sapnap too busy trying to prevent an argument between Geroge and Dream to notice, “I’m Bad, Sapnap’s father, it’s lovely to meet you!” he said with a smile offering his hand. [YourName] took it and shook it, “A shame I never got to meet you before this, but I uh.. I hope to see you around more.” [YourName] said nervously. Sapnap glanced over and smiled, busting into conversation with his father, easily placing Bad’s attention onto himself and not his new wife. Soon, Sapnap and [YourName] were in the middle of the spotlight and softly danced to a disc Tommy had carefully picked out with Wilbur and Fundy, they gently swayed between steps. [YourName]’s hand was placed on Sapnap’s shoulder while the other was being held out, while Sapnap’s hand was placed upon her waist and held [YourName]’s hand out guiding her with each step. The two couldn’t help but smile when they messed up now and then. After their first dance Gregory and [YourName] had the father-daughter dance, which was even more emotional than the first dance. The disc that played was the same one [YourName]’s mother had danced with her father to. [YourName] was soon able to sit back down, which she proceeded to do. At the end of the wedding, [YourName] met up with Fundy where he gave her a final wedding gift. She couldn’t open it until later when Sapnap left their new home and it was just her. [YourName] placed one final kiss against Fundy’s cheek and soon rushed over to Sapnap where they were seen off to spend a few weeks away from Dream SMP and L’manberg. [YourName] hoped nothing bad would happen within these next two weeks.
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Shelbys at Somme: Chapter 10
Thomas X Reader
Word Count: 1451
Summary: Reader almost gets shot.
by @adventuresintooblivion
Y/N watched as Thomas approached, a heavy weight settling in her stomach. She wanted nothing more than for the floor to swallow her up; only the ivory beneath her fingers kept her grounded.
He flashed her a small smile as he gestured towards the piano, "Hey, Y/L/N. Does she hold up to your standards?"
She nodded. "Yeah, actually it's even better than I could've hoped for. Probably the fanciest instrument I've gotten the pleasure to play. A real beauty she is. Can’t believe you bought this."
Thomas' brow furrowed as he joined her on the bench, "You're rambling."
Y/N flashed him a weak smile. "Tired."
"You don't wanna tell me what's bothering you."
"No…"
He glanced down, reaching back to rub the back of his head. "Will you tell me when you're ready?"
She didn't answer at first. "Today is the best day I've had in a long time. It feels selfish to be upset."
Thomas chuckled, "You almost got beat to death a week ago. I don't suspect the bar ought to be that high."
She leaned against him, resting her head on his shoulder. "You don't know the half of it."
He didn't move. Something inside him refused to let him enjoy the moment. Then he caught Grace's reflection in the polished wood, watching them.
He cleared his throat. "Ready to head upstairs?"
"I think so. The Pub has been busy, and I've been filling requests all day."
He looped an arm around her waist and soon enough he was depositing her onto her bed.
"Do you need help?" He gestured to her dress, only the slightest pink tinging his cheeks.
"Can you get the back? I don't think I'm flexible enough to reach it right now."
He nodded and after getting her initial layers off he began unstringing her corset. He cursed softly.
"I thought these infernal things were out of fashion." He growled.
Y/N chuckled, "It's starting to go, yeah. I've had this thing from before the war. It seemed wasteful to throw it away."
Once it was finally loose enough, he slipped the undergarment over her head, mildly teasing her for her old fashioned chemise.
"We're going to have to get you some new clothes." He tossed her a robe.
She slipped into it easily, rolling her eyes. "That's the plan. Though I might have to invest in another dress or two. I don't get as many compliments when I'm dressed like a man."
Thomas paused. "You got compliments today?"
"A few."
He leaned against her bed posts, feigning a casual expression. "What're their names?"
Y/N frowned, "Why does it matter?"
"I just don't think they should be bothering you." He shrugged.
"I can handle myself." Y/N folded her arms. "Besides, you don't get to act like that if you're looking at Grace the way you were."
He snapped, "And how was I looking at her?"
Y/N huffed, "You were undressing her with your eyes Thomas."
He knew he had been but getting caught didn't make him feel any better.
Thomas stood. "Am I not allowed to look at other women?"
Y/N recoiled, pulling her covers closer about herself, "No, Thomas you're allowed to. Just don't be a hypocrite about it."
Then it dawned on him, "Wait, is that what you're upset about? My talking to Grace?"
"I…" she looked away. "I know I have no right. That's why I didn't want to bring it up."
Thomas deflated, "What do you want?"
"Don't ask questions you don't want to know the answer to."
"If I didn't want to know I wouldn't fucking ask," he growled as he stormed out the door, slamming it behind him.
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Y/N was once again awoken by muffled shouts coming from the room beside her. Something cruel curled inside her chest and bid her to stay still. To listen to his screams and do nothing.
She shook her head and stood, eyes blurry with sleep as she shuffled down the hall. Y/N wasn't paying attention, why would she be? It was her own home.
"Thomas?" She knocked on the door yawning.
Two shots rang out. The wood just above Y/N's shoulder exploded as bullets ripped through them.
She didn't say anything, hell she was afraid to move. To make a sound. What if he isn't awake yet? Is he gonna shoot me if I breathe too loud?
There was a long moment before the sound of metal clattering on the floor filled the night air. "Y/N? Fuck Y/N!" Thundering footsteps. Then the door flung itself open. Thomas stood there in the dark gasping for breath. Dark shadows made his already angled face more severe.
Y/N just stood there shaking. She didn't feel the raw pure pain of being shot. Tears stung the corner of her eyes as she blinked them away, the sound of shells hitting packed earth rang in her ears.
"Tommy?" She stammered.
Her words broke a spell. He closed the distance between them in a single quick stride. Thomas' arms circled around her. He curled his fingers in her hair, pressing her forehead against his shoulder and murmuring into her hair, "I'm so sorry. I swear I didn't mean to… I would never hurt you."
Y/N shook her head. "I know you didn't want to shoot me Tommy."
His voice shook, "I should've been more careful."
"Stop blaming yourself; shit happens."
His thumb brushed ever so gently across her cheek, "Then why're you crying?"
Y/N didn't answer. She let him tilt her head back as he turned her towards the light. His skin left behind burning trails of fire. The concern in his eyes shredding every wall she'd put between Thomas and her feelings.
"Tommy." Y/N felt a tremor run through her as he brushed his thumb over her lower lip.
She wasn't sure who moved first, but she found she didn't really care; he was kissing her. His chapped lips were rough against hers, but she didn't mind; it helped ground her in the here and now. The echo of bomb shells slowly faded away.
Y/N blinked as she pulled away, her thoughts muddled.
Thomas let out a shaky breath in an attempt to collect himself. "Does this mean I'm forgiven?" She could hear the smirk in his voice.
She gently tugged on his lower lip in retaliation. "I don't think I was properly mad to begin with."
Thomas groaned as he pressed his forehead against hers, "Don't do that."
"Do what?"
"Make me want more," he growled before tilting her head back once again.
This kiss was tender. A slow exploration of each other that drew out her darkest secrets. Everything she wanted to say but didn't dare swam in her head, battling with the need to enjoy this.
Suddenly she was in the air pressed tightly against Thomas' body. She let out a soft hiss of pain. His grip lessened slightly. "Sorry, love."
"Don't call me that." Say it again. Please.
He flashed her a smile that took her breath away, "Whatever you say, love."
Y/N snarled and captured his mouth in a hungry kiss. He gasped softly as her tongue brushed against his lower lip. Thomas fumbled as he carried her down the hall to her room. The occasional impact sent a small wave of pain through Y/N's torso, but Thomas managed to take the brunt of the force.
It wasn't until he sat on her bed, pulling her close to straddle him, that her mind cleared enough to understand what was going on.
"Thomas," she gasped, her words silenced by a kiss.
His fingertips slid beneath her nightgown, sending sparks up her body. Her hand reflexively clutched at his shoulders.
How the hell does he still remember?
Y/N tried again, "Thomas, wait."
He paused before pulling away just enough to catch his breath, "What's the matter?"
Her heart shattered as she spoke the words, "I'll not be second best. I can't, hell, I won't share your affections."
Thomas cleared his throat, "I… I understand."
He glanced around a moment. His movements were uncertain as he lifted Y/N off his lap and deposited her onto the bed. She winced as she shifted into a more comfortable position.
Thomas waited patiently before he stood. "I should go."
The need for each other was still evident as Y/N reached out for him. "Why don't you sleep here tonight? I... don't feel like getting shot through the wall because of a nightmare."
The excuse was a weak one at best, but she didn't miss his smile as he crawled into bed beside her.
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Be Mine
This is the thing y���all have been waiting for! It’s must, who would have tought???
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"You never loved me, did you?" You could swear you had caught the infamous Witcher off guard, with the way his eyes snapped to yours, "What?" "I hoped for it, I- I wanted it but that's the truth. You didn't love me." A growl escaped from his lips, "Careful. You have no idea what you're talking about, princess."
"I think I do have an idea." You said, narrowing your eyes as you took a step closer, "You only wanted what those men downstairs wanted. Merely an illusion. You don't care about me, and you certainly don't care how those- those men pay those women to act like me when they bed them." He was on you so fast, you had no chance to dodge him. His hand was clamping down on your jaw, his fingers digging into your cheeks. “I’ve had it with your behaviour, princess.” He snarled the words, the whole room suddenly shrunk down to just him, his presence filling it completely. “Those men are the scum of this earth, and if they weren’t human, I’d have slaughtered them all, even before you had a clue about their existence.” He was furious, he was frustrated. His hold was bruising and hot and send shivers down your body. “How dare you say I never loved you.” Geralt pressed in, made you stumble backwards until you hit the wall. “I lay my heart out at your feet, and you dare to say shit like that?” Your heart somersaulted, your stomach flipped in synch and you thought your lungs might just explode. It was rather hard to breathe, with him all up in your space, taking your air and your sanity, word after word. His hand shifted, slid from your jaw to the nape of your neck and then up into your hair. “I never loved anyone like you, princess. None of all the women I had can give me what you can.” You were speechless. All the fear and anger were just gone, had taken all rational thought with them and left nothing but lust, desire and a wetness between your legs that grew more intense by the second. And then he pulled. You knees buckled, you gasped and your spine felt like it became liquid. Geralt caught you, however, pinned you against the stone with his hips, with a hand against your shoulder. His thumb caressed the line of your collarbone, sweet and so, so teasing. When he spoke again, his voice was barely more than a deep rumble, a growl that made you want to whine. “You’re so responsive, my princess. And so, so blind.” He bit his lip, followed the trail his fingers found with his eyes. From your collarbones to the soft, vulnerable spot right above your sternum, then up, up along your throat. You were trapped, completely at his mercy, his discretion. He was so much larger, so much stronger than you could ever be, and it should not be such a turn on for you. But when his fingers wandered across your skin, left impressions you’d feel even after he was gone – oxygen was hard to come by, your blood was rushing deafeningly in your ears, and you wanted to die right then and there if it meant he’d be the last thing you’d ever see and feel. “You have no. idea. How much you mean to me, princess.” Geralt chuckled darkly, not an ounce of humor to be heard. “You have no idea how it feels to have found the one person you want to live for.” His thumb pressed into the soft underside of your jaw, making you swallow hard. His eyes were piercing, almost glowing, and you fought so hard to keep your eyes open, keep looking at him. “You don’t know how it feels to have lived a dozen lifetimes alone. You don’t know how it feels to have someone, and then loose them again.” The bastard was hovering, his face so, so close to yours, his lips just a hair’s width from yours. You were begging already, with your eyes, your open, ready lips; your whole body. You were stretching, pressing into him, hoping to cover every inch of your skin with his, engrave his touch into your very soul. But when you reached for him, he hissed, took a step back and hauled you away from the wall. You were putty in his hands, willing to do whatever he wanted. He didn’t tend to hide himself from you, but tonight he was an enigma, a dark vision of his usual self. You did not mind. He'd crossed your arms behind your back, the hand that was previously in your hair now stroking down over your shoulders, checking if you were alright. “This is how you’ll hold yourself, unless I say otherwise.” Heat pooled low in your stomach, your heartbeat migrated between your legs, every beat stronger than before. “Geralt-“ “Shh.” The harshness of his voice made you jolt. He leaned in, let his nose brush against your neck and up, breathing in as he did. Then he planted a sweet little peck at the corner of your mouth and whispered: “Hands against the wall, princess.” What else could you do other than obey. The coldness of the stone was a relief, a sharp contrast to your burning up body. Geralt hummed low in this throat, as his hands slid down your back, to your front, up, up, and stopped just underneath your breasts, before he let go entirely. You strained to see what he was doing, but he tutted and pushed your chin to face forward with a single finger. “Just feel, princess. Your eyes lie to you anyway.” You expected his hands on you, his lips, no matter how bruising; you did not expect the sharp snap of laces ripping and the dress going slack around you. “Geralt!”, you shrieked. “It’s just the laces, mylady.” More tearing fabric, and the corset you’ve worn was rendered useless. You didn’t have time to mourn it, as Geralt was sliding his hands across your shoulders, his fingers tucking into the sleeves of the dress. “Arms down.” The room was rather cold, contrast more extreme now, that he was at your back, but not your front. He was fire and ice, always intense, helpful, good, but deeply mesmerizing and had so, so much potential to cause destruction, fear, panic. And this is what he made you feel like. You wanted more, more, more, but you feared he’d hurt you if you got too close. His touch was burning you, devouring you, and you were an addict, were unwilling to leave off. It was a contradiction. He’d slipped the sleeves off, the corset and the fabric now falling to your feet. It left you in stockings and shift, hiding barely anything. He was intertwining your fingers, pressed his body against your back. He was still fully clothed, the buckles and rivets of his chestguard digging into your skin. Geralt raised your hands, kissed your knuckles and placed them back against the wall. He tippy-tapped his fingertips up your arms, chuckled at the hairs rising to stand, and smoothed down your shoulders, down your sides. “You’re beautiful, my princess.” He buried his nose in your hair, his voice barely audible. You were sure you’d pass out the moment he touched you properly. “You’re also smart and compassionate. And you have a weird love for life itself, for the quiet moments.” His arms came around your middle, and he just held you, his face still in your hair. “You came into my life like a thunderstorm, blew me away, made me crave the light you shine like a beacon.” He squeezed; made you gasp. “How can you say I don’t love you.” It wasn’t a question, per se, it was just… he wondered. Your eyes were tearing up at his words, at the softness of them, at their meaning. He nipped at your neck, suddenly all business again. “But you can’t see it, apparently.” He stepped back, his left hand now curling around your hip. “We can’t have that.” The sounds of buckles opening, fabric falling met your ear; metal meeting wood as Geralt set down his variety of weapons. You couldn’t wait, you just wanted him, in whatever way he’d let you. The thought lured a moan from you, quiet, low, and you rubbed your thighs together to create at least some kind of relief. “What are you doing?” Geralt had heard, of course, and was back in your space now, his hands like vices on your hips. “No, princess.” His knee came to push between yours, separate your thighs. He also knocked your ankles with his, commanded: “Spread them.” So you did. He knelt behind you, let his hands run up your legs, and take the shift with them; get it out of his way. You felt exposed, vulnerable. A cold hand gripped your heart, a vicious voice told you he wouldn’t want you now that you were used, now that he had had you once already. You tried to ignore it, but he was silent, frozen behind you. You hid your face against your arm instead and prayed he’d not just get up and leave. “Princess.” A kiss to your left cheek. “My princess.” A kiss to your right cheek. “Breathe.” He got up, stretched along your back, engulfed you in a violent hug. He brought his mouth right next to your ear and grabbed one of your wrists, to bring your hand down between his legs. “This is how much I want you. This is how much I need you.” You startled at his boldness. He knew what he was doing though, because it certainly helped erase any doubts you had. Carefully, you wrapped your hand around him, as far as it was possible. He was hard, hot, and leaking. You peeked at him, tried to gauge his reaction. His mouth had fallen open, a breathless groan fell from his lips. “Fuck, let go.” You did, and moved to turn back to the wall, when Geralt caught your hand and licked a broad stripe across the palm of it. “What-“ “One day-“ He growled into your ear, caused you to shiver. “One day I will come inside you, make you cum so hard you pass out, and then I’ll eat you until you wake up.” You felt his grin against the shell of your ear. That bastard. He nipped your earlobe and got back to his knees with your ass in his hands squeezing and teasing with his touch but never giving in.. “Oh, look at you. So wet and ready.” You whimpered, pressed back against his hands. You needed him, needed something. He watched your arch your back and couldn’t hold the warm rumble in his chest. “So pretty. Do you think you can take me already?” He didn’t really ask, you didn’t think. Geralt didn’t wait for an answer at least. His finger was enough to have you moan, and he wasn’t even inside you. No. He circled from your clit to your entrance, through your lips, gathering and spreading your juices. “I think I’ll have a taste first.” Oh no. “Geralt, st- hhhng.” He had no mercy, he lapped you up, held you close, pressed even closer. Your legs were shaking, your lips hurt from biting them. Moans and whimpers, breathless gasps when he caught your clit between his teeth; the room was filled with it. When he had enough, he gave your ass a soft slap and got up. You canted your hips, begged him to get it on; oh, didn’t he need to be asked twice. “Can do you me a favour, princess?” He held your hip with one hand, guided his dick between your folds with the other. You whimpered in answer, his name hissed in desperation. “I want you to let go. Don’t hold back. You won’t be able to, and no one knows who you are.” He breached your entrance, the stretch mind-numbingly good. You mouth fell open, your head fell back and you closed your eyes. “Geralt.” “Hm, louder, princess.” He pushed in, wrapped his arms around you and didn’t give you much time to acclimate. He went all in, covered you in kisses, in his scent, made you his; you’d never forget him. “Scream my name, princess. I want them to know that I am the only one who can make you feel like this. And I’ll always be the only one.” Every thrust pushed a breathless gasp from you. Your hands were scrambling for purchase against the wall, until you gave up and sunk you nails into Geralt’s forearms, half mad in hopes of some anchoring. He didn’t stop talking, he just went on and on, and you were so wet, you dripped. “All this for me. You’re so good to me, princess.” The way he said it. You thought you melted right then and there. He straightened, wrapped an arm around your chest and hiked you up until your toes barely even touched the floor. “Wait!” You slapped a hand against the wall, balancing yourself as you fell forward. Not that you could have gone far. The change in angle and the missing support from below had you roll your eyes so far back, Geralt half feared they’d get stuck. But then a shiver ran through you and you tried to move your hips. “Sh, I’m here, you’re alright.” “Geralt, please, please.”, you pressed out, your feet trying to get some leverage. “Please, just fuck me, please.” “As you wish, my highness.” He made sure to have a good grip on you, and then he started moving earnestly. He wasn’t pulling any punches, using his superhuman strength to keep you where he wanted you and where he could hit that one perfect spot that had you keening and begging. You’d have bruises later, but all you could think about right now, was the way his dick felt inside you, how warm he was, how safe you felt, and how good he was. Your mindless babble amused him somewhat. He wasn’t even halfway done; you’d learn to question him. He bit your neck, licked the spot and then murmured pet names and love words into your skin; you were ascending to heaven, it couldn’t be any other way. “Come for me.” It didn’t take more. You were so tense, the knot in your belly was just waiting for release. Geralt cursed when you went rigid around him, clenching so hard he could barely move. “Fuck, yes.” He set you down and buried his face in your hair, just breathing and trying not to blow his load. He had Witcher stamina, but not even that was any help against the spell of you. “Fuck, I love you.” You were too far gone to hear it, your orgasm having you completely in its hold. Geralt held you up, peppered kisses all over your shoulders and neck as he waited for you to come back to him. “I’m not yet done with you, princess.” He slipped out, ignored your whine and threw you over his shoulder with an arm wrapped around your thighs. You protested, vaguely really. Your mind was still processing your first orgasm, and definitely wasn’t able to consider the possibility of another one. Geralt dropped you on the bed, nipped your shoulder and straightened. “On you belly and arms where I want them, princess.” You were a bit drowsy, out of it; he smirked. You fiancé wouldn’t be able to fuck the memory of him out of you. He’d make sure he was branded into your flesh, into every fiber of your body, nestled into every crook of your mind. “C’mon now, be a good girl.” You rolled onto your belly and crossed your wrists behind your back. It was as much as you were able to do; your limbs didn’t exactly obey you. Geralt shook his head. “You can do better than that.” He kneeled between your legs, uncrossed your wrists and rearranged your arms to his satisfaction. The position wasn’t as strenuous as before, but you’d not be able to get out of his grip anyhow. Your cheeks was smushed into the mattress, your hair in knots and loops, your body exhausted, your cunt leaking. “Keep them like this.” He let go of your arms, grabbed your hips and lifted, causing you to automatically bring your knees in. Your gasp didn’t go unnoticed, nor did his deep appreciative rumble. Your arms threatened to fall to your sides, but Geralt was faster. One of his huge hands wrapped around them and kept them there. “Geralt, please..” You thought you were going to die, if he touched you right now. You were still clenching around nothing, still pulsing. “What, princess?” He covered your ass with his free hand, smoothed down the outside of your thigh, just to switch to the inside and tease you as his fingers travelled closer and closer to your soaked cunt. “Do you need something?” His fingertips brushed over your clit; he was trying to kill you, no doubt. “No, please,-“ Geralt chuckled. You shouldn’t be so attracted and influenced by a simple sound, but fuck if you didn’t press your face into the fabric underneath you and spread your legs further. “Oh, you want more?” He pressed a single finger inside you, pulled out, pushed it, pulled out again. You were dripping, and he loved it. His fingers swirled through the wetness, his chest heaving as he filled his lungs with your scent, your neediness. “Just a moment, princess.” His dick was still hard as stone, so it didn’t take much more than some of your juices to help him along. He stroked through your folds, gathered enough to slather his cock with it. When he lined up, you wriggled your butt and clenched around air, trying to get him in faster, or maybe make it harder for him, you didn’t even know yourself. You knew you were crazy about him, his touch, his voice. He’d be your first and your last, if you’d any say in it. He situated himself, leaned forward to make sure you’d stay where you were. “Scream, princess. Let them know who satisfies you.” He pushed in, didn’t give you even a second to acclimate. He pounded you into the mattress, his hips slamming into your ass. Your knees started slipping, giving out, and your brain was sludge. You felt as if it was leaking out of your ears, your lungs denying you air and your voice raising with every move. “Fuck, Geralt, oh please, please.” He was grunting, huffing, cursing even, especially when you clenched around him, as if you tried to keep him with you forever. It was raw, animalistic, and you loved it. He didn’t hold back, every touch of his hips hitched you further up the bed before he pulled you back against him. It didn’t take long for your second orgasm to roll through you. It slammed into you with the force of a war horse and you were left scrambling after your mind. “Yes, oh fuck.” Geralt let go of your arms, brought them down onto the mattress and pulled out. He stopped for a moment to admire the view of your red and swollen cunt, how your juices and his precum were mixing and clinging to you both. If he wasn’t so keen on making you come around his cock once more, he’d eat you. If he was a lesser man, he’d be openly drooling. But he was a goddamn Witcher, and he could keep his wits about him. “Geralt.” The softest little moan, barely audible. Or maybe not. He flipped you over, gathered your legs, held them against his chest and slipped back into you. You jolted, whined, gripped his cock. His golden eyes roamed all over you. Your flushed skin, your stiff nipples, your mouth, raw and swollen from biting. You were beautiful. So beautiful, it made Geralt almost look away. How dare he touch you with his soiled hands? He'd stopped, his hands on your thighs, his fingertips leaving bruises. Why didn’t he move? “Geralt.” You reached for him, eyes merely slits, tongue peeking out of your mouth as you wet your lips. “Geralt, please. Please.” He grunted, slid a hand underneath your lower back to support you and moved. He may have dirty hands, bloody and brutal, but you didn’t seem to mind. You were the best thing happening in his life, aside his daughter, and he wasn’t willing to let you go without making you understand how much you meant to him. You were his. His alone. Your fucking fiancé would have to brainwash you in order to get you to moan any other name than his. He’d make sure of it. “No one will ever get to be on your mind like I am, princess. You’ll never find another one who’s going to be so good, so darling to you, ever.” You nodded, his voice making it’s way into every nook and cranny of your soul, rooting there, festering. He wasn’t going to leave, not without a fight. “I’ll make sure no other dick will ever be good enough for you. No one will be able to fill you like this, make you feel whole and stretched and loved.” His hips moved faster and faster, his dick slamming in like a hammer; every thrust made you keen, your fingers clawing at the sheets and trying to find purchase. He made you feel like you were floating. “You will not be able to forget me, princess. You’ll maybe sleep with your fiancé, but I’m the one you think of, I’m the one you will dream of. I’m the one who will make you come, even when I’m not there.” He let your legs fall, spread your knees and leaned in, essentially folding you in half. “Scream my name, princess.” The new angle made you see stars, made you feel like you were short of exploding. “Come for me, princess.” One hand snaked between your bodies, to play with your clit. “Make me proud, princess.” You had forgotten how to breathe, your whole focus was on Geralt, beautiful, gentle Geralt. “I’m yours, princess. Be mine.” Your whole body locked, your legs trembled, your cunt clenched rhythmically. And this time, you did scream his name. Geralt cursed, pushed in until there wasn’t anymore to go and tensed. “Fuck, princess.” You were sure you’d passed out for a moment there, because when you became aware of your surroundings again, you were curled up against Geralt, tucked into his side with your face pressed into the crook of his neck. Your body was aching, some places more than others, but it would be a pleasant reminder of what you’d done. His fingers treaded through your hair, detangled some of the knots in it; his breath ghosted over your skin, his warmth had leaked into you, thawing your ever-so-cold toes. Geralts rough voice interrupted your thoughts. “I love you.”
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