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SEA'S COMMUNITY COMPENDIUM
Earlier today, I made this post asking if people might be interested in a directory of active XIV roleplay communities/discords that got a bit of traction.
Given the response that post got, I put one together. Say hello to Sea's Community Compendium, a little side-project I'll (attempt) to maintain with the help of this community to serve as launch pad for roleplayers to get a feel for what kind of roleplay, events and communities exist.
All the information you need to know for the compendium is contained within the document, so I encourage everyone to have a read and get in touch with their server owners/fc leads to see if they'd like their content featured.
This project will not exist without people submitting to it. If no one contributes, then it won't be successful.
If you have any questions, suggestions, etc. my askbox/message box is open. If the project is successful, I'll post monthly reminding people it exists and encouraging them to submit their content. If not... well, I tried!
If you know of links to large-scale, publicly available discords (think the XIV Reddit Discord, hunts, etc.) or miscellaneous resources like lore guides, community blogs, etc. you can let me know via this post. For everything else, please read the document and use the google form created here.
I will start adding links and such tomorrow after I sleep so please don't hesitate to suggest something even if you think I probably already know about it (I probably don't).
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what would I do without you. indeed illario.
lucanis trust me! indeed illario. the ea-nasir vibes on this shitty little rat of a man (somehow still slightly affectionate despite myself)
I am obsessed with WHERE this letter is found and what we're meant to read into those context clues. I don't have a handy save for this mission right now to double check the details, but from memory: It's the room across from what seems implied to be Caterina's room (Lucanis says these are the family quarters, so Illario has kept her locked in her own room all this time probably?? Oh oh house arrest, house arrest for grandmother for ten thousand years style)? We find the scraps of a letter from Zara to Illario, torn to pieces with one fragment still in the empty fireplace so presumably we're meant to assume he burned it, and this old letter from Illario to Lucanis lying neatly on a table. Whose room is this? Because here's a theory one could put together that has some real crazymaking potential for me specifically at least:
Considering that we're helpfully down to only three Dellamortes to account for, it's likely either Lucanis' or Illario's room. If I'm remembering right/let's for a moment assume that Caterina is being confined to her own rooms -- the fact that Lucanis is her favourite and also heir apparent I'd say tips the scales for me that it's likely she'd keep him closest, whenever he's home. Thus opening for the possibility that all this time Illario has been staying in the room of the cousin he murdered but as it turns out not hard enough that he didn't come back again like a haunting, reading his own old letters to him that Lucanis apparently kept all this time (!!! ow !!!), and sparing them from the spiteful fate he gave Zara's 'aww chin up you'll get 'em next time babe' one, right across the hall from where the grandmother he apparently can't bring himself to kill or seriously hurt even with everything else he's done is imprisoned and i n c r e d i b l y pissed off, if she gets out of there while he's sleeping or something he's fucked. Has he been sleeping in Lucanis' bed since kidnapping Caterina????? (did they ever share a bed, when they were children? for comfort if not ever out of real necessity?) is this some kind of incredibly fucked up way to try to be close to them both somehow even when he is the one who messed it all up to begin with? no matter what I have so many questions here what is WRONG with this family???????? (well I don't think we have time to get into all that right now that's a novel not a text post probably fhsdkj)
#between this letter and lucanis' comment in hossberg about the disaster boat trip he went on with illario#something said click in my head and I went 'oh. they really are like my uncles then. say no more. I understand perfectly.'#like on a soul level I get it. putting it into words is a bit different but giving it my first shot here fjdsk#obviously 'yeah he killed his brother but he IS probably kind of sad about it' is like. not really redeeming in any real way here lol#but y'know it's something at least!#I think it's left intentionally ambiguous what illario is really feeling beneath all his theatrics and (bad. pathetic.) power ploys#he's certainly willing to use anything to his own ends for all that it's worth once he gets his grubby little claws on it!#but...#if only for lucanis' sake I want there to be *something* that could at least be mistaken for redeemable in a weird slanted light#in this little shit. the leftover fondness I do have for him from the wigmaker job blinds me perhaps. love does that sometimes. clearly#'my *only* friend. before you'. sigh here we go again my heart shattering into a million billion pieces once more#dragon age#dragon age: the veilguard#dragon age: the veilguard spoilers#dragon age spoilers#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte
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just a normal outfit that you would wear on your vacation to go play soccer with some middle schoolers in a different dimension
he added a blazer
animators were so proud of it they gave us this loving pan
#toshiro hitsugaya#hitsugaya outfit crimes#for like 75% of the pan you're like yeah yeah history professor appearing in a pbs documentary and then you hit the white-tie-on-black-shir#no. what is this.#the blazer has some sort of badge on it? the sweater has an iron cross? what is any of this????#the chinos look khaki in the pan shot it think because it's sunset lighting. they're really gray#blazer def changes length between these two shots tho#i only pulled up this episode because i wanted to know how one carries around amanattou and i was pretty sure he brought the old lady some#and this is what i find instead#i lie: this episode also contains the line [a gigai] “is a body for eating candied beans” and it was worth it just for that
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Wolfstar Top Gear AU
Chapter 2
Alastor "Mad-Eye" Moody - formidable executive producer of British television's foremost motoring show, Full Throttle - has a problem. The broadcaster has his balls in a vice, and because of middling ratings for their second series, he must find a third presenter to join - and control - Potter and Black, the too-posh, too-chaotic presenters already in place. And he has to do it quick .
Remus "Moony" Lupin - shy researcher on said motoring show - has thousands of problems, including but in no way limited to: a catastrophic hangover; the dodgy leg from his failed karting career; and the extremely unwanted resurgence of his worst childhood crush.
Sirius "Padfoot" Black - charismatic presenter of said motoring show - has a motorbike, a sexy rockstar girlfriend, and absolutely no problems whatsoever. Until, one day, he does.
---- A Top Gear AU in which Remus is a disaster from the off, Sirius unravels at the seams, James grows a frontal lobe, and Lily has a secret. Throughout, there will be cars, catastrophes, and caravan conkers. And lots of swearing (sorry).
#chap 2 is up!!#technically chap 1 since the first upload is a prologue#i promise this is fun and worth a shot lol#been writing for months so can upload fairly quickly and i have xmas chapters i want to reach#um BY xmas so yeah.#have at it#wolfstar#wolfstar fanfiction#wolfstar fanfic#remus x sirius#remus lupin#sirius black#can i interest u in some b-plot jily also ??#marauders#marauders fanfiction#dead gay wizards
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had a rough day time to crack open the mary oliver
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The first time Essek felt a wave of Dunamancy pass over him felt like freedom. Each spark shooting through his veins helped ease the tension in his muscles until they were just a dull throb instead of a burning star. His bones, which were usually so heavy, floated as if he was gliding on air; it wouldn't be long until he actually was.
There was something different from any school of magic he had tried before, something that made him feel like he was breathing for the first time. There was an electricity underneath his skin that awakened every nerve ending. Not in the painful, stabbing way that had accompanied him since his youth but something that left him wanting more.
When the magic ebbed from his fingers, the coldest drew closure. The weight of the world slowly crushed Essek back down to Exandria until the world was suffocating him again. The withdrawal shooting ice through his veins until his body was screaming for the warmth it had only just come to know. The moment Dunamancy first flowed through his essence, Essek knew, was the day he was truly lost. He would chase that feeling for the rest of his days to chase the pain away. Essek would be the one to decipher Dunamancy's mysteries and make that power his own, that first wave of freedom his call from the Universe that he was made for this purpose. He would do anything to feel a single second of that spark beneath his skin again, anything to unravel that feeling and never let it go; no matter the cost.
#essek thelyss#dunamancy#critical role#heavily hc chronic pain essek#originally this was gonna be a little one shot with a longer story#but ironically chronic illness is a bitch#anyway yes Essek heavily abusing the release dunamancy gives him as it's the first time he has felt that ease#and it blinding him to morals because surely surely something that can ease so much pain must be worth the pursuit#no matter what could happen in the middle#so he justifies it all for the greater good#the knowledge that would be uncovered#yeah anyway lmao
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not to be insane but Stephanie Brown is so underrated and i really do hate to say its misogyny but. well. It is.
#stephanie brown#batman#spoiler#this WILL get me shot but. steph is everything fanon tim wishes he was#i think i could write a whole dissertation on how if steph was a guy people would love him#like. obviously Some Men In Comics will not be happy with any female characters that aren't background wives or daughters#but this is so apparent with fandom that its kinda. boggling#know i shouldnt read too deep into it bc duke and cas get done dirty as well#(duke and cas are whole other rants. i love them both dearly and i DO think Cas should be Batmans heir bc she is literally the Ideal Fit#while WFA is great but has also reduced peoples perception of Duke to a reader insert that is still learning the ropes instead of like.#the robin gang leader who has been studying since birth to defeat the riddler. who has powers.#duke and cas are kinda insane and deserve that recognition is all so i dont go into another rant)#the way that people are so happy to have the batboys be complicated people (even when they reduce them down to core traits) but not steph#she's always the fun one#her struggle with being a completely average teenager fighting to be recognized and her struggles with self worth gets put to the side#oh for what? waffle jokes? yeah okay#ppl would be dickriding her so hard if she had an actual dick i KNOW it#ppl would be making tiktok mitski edits of her
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When you love Rayla so much it makes you look stupid
Bonus Ezran in the novelization:
Ezran felt bad for Rayla and her fear of water, but he knew she could face the fear again. He was about to encourage her to cross the bay when Callum jumped in.
“You know what?” Callum said. “We’ll just walk around it somehow. With our legs.”
Ezran couldn’t believe what he was hearing. But thankfully, Rayla shook her head no.
#rayllum#pining!callum#callum: yeah we can walk around a sea for you baby <3#callum two scenes later once it's been shot down: WE HAVE TO GO AS FAST AS POSSIBLE TO MAKE IT WORTH IT FOR BAE#s2#2x04#arc 1#never change baby boy#mine#screencaps#parallels#book two: sky#novelization
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hi!! i’ve been reading your atla metas and i know there’s been some conspiracy theories about aaron ehasz in the writer’s room, but i think you would be very happy to know that he recently liked a tweet acknowledging how azula and katara are narrative foils in zuko’s life! your meta on that was excellent btw
I think that might've been my tweet tbh! He and I are actually mutuals on twitter cause I mostly post about his show The Dragon Prince (TDP) (which imo makes the preferences pretty clear as a result, but I'll get more to that in a minute) and one of my friends has interviewed him a few times for it
I bring this up because years ago (well before I was on twitter) he expressed interest in reading a meta I wrote regarding Katara/Aang's romantic development with the main ship of TDP, Callum/Rayla. This was noteworthy because at the time, Callum and Rayla were heavily implied but not actually canon.
The reason I say it makes the preference(s), if they are some, clear is because Callum and Rayla, although not initially planned, have parallels to both Katara and Aang as well as Mai and Zuko:
They are literally Moon, Ocean, and Sky per the show's magic system. Rayla is a Moonshadow elf, linked to life and death, and Callum becomes a Sky and Ocean mage
There are parallels between bloodbending and dark magic (including evil puppetmasters) in which, like how Katara breaks and learns bloodbending to save Aang's life in S3, Callum likewise uses dark magic to save Rayla even after claiming he'd never use it
Rayla and Zuko both leave their partners apologies and goodbye letters before they go on quests they don't want to drag the other person into
"No, I think it's great! You're like a secret hero!" / "It's because Rayla is a hero."
Rayla being a little older and bit of a magical instructor for Callum in a similar manner to how Katara teaches Aang waterbending
[in defense of "you ran away"] "Aang is the bravest person I know. He's done nothing but help people and save lives since I met him!" / [in defense of "you ran away"] "Rayla's brave. She saves people [...] Rayla, you're the most amazing person I've ever met."
Callum and Aang asking Rayla and Katara, respectively, to trust enemies who could be allies (Claudia, Zuko) due to their past history, and the girls reluctantly going along with it
There's also this post again from pre-Callum and Rayla going canon in S3:
Although there's some overlap perhaps with how Zuko helps Katara in show re: her mother's death, as Callum will be helping Rayla get her parents' back and give closure that way, but it's framed very differently. Whereas Zuko is surprised by how Katara responds to Yon Rha and Aang is ultimately portrayed as the one who knows her better ("You were right about what Katara needed"), the closure Callum offers is more in line with how Aang reaffirms Katara's ability to choose, as Rayla was going to stay behind and die for her parents' perceived failure and has to reevaluate upon finding out the truth:
Katara: But now that I know he's out there, I feel like I don't have a choice. Aang: Katara, you do have a choice.
Rayla: What does this mean? What should I do? Callum: I don't know. But it's your choice. No one else's. Rayla: We should decide together.
There are more parallels, and nothing in TDP is a 1:1 by any means - every character / couple / aspect of the show is its own unique thing - but like... you can see where they're pulling more inspiration from, I think, and I expect there'll be more parallels going into S6-S7 for TDP.
#anyway as always if you like atla i think giving tdp a shot is worth it tbh#might not click with you the way it's clicked with me of course (it beat out atla for the top spot after like. 11 years)#but it's a really great show and these two are just one of the many reasons why#pro kataang#aaron ehasz#but yeah i don't think he tends to Ship things (per his own assessment) but to act like#he wasn't nudging kataang along when he wrote some of their most important eps is like#he was also doing his job. was once considered the big kataang shipper on the team#oh how times change#thanks for asking#anonymous
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how to go from a one-shot/conversation spawned from thinking too much about an unseen father to more than a dozen fic ideas and an overarching narrative about family heritage (and the generational trauma that comes with it), the importance of communication, and how all lives touch other lives to create something anew and alive in one easy step
#pokemon#sir aaron#blood curse of sir aaron#<- series name for all this nonsense in case i wind up talking about it more here. will probably post links here once more is written#no seriously this was supposed to be a one-shot with maybe ONE sequel. now there's 4 sequels and at least 7 directly related side stories#and three (3) fics that are more or less gonna serve as prequels/background for all my canons at this point when riley's involved#it was also only supposed to be one and then i had Ideas and did not stop them.#(benefit of setting things during legends arceus and promptly ignoring the actual protag)#i've only had the core idea rolling around my brain for 6 months and there's this many fics. prequel 1 came before but the others are newer#at least i'm not trying to write an entire game plot this time unlike my other big pokemon project#so much of the conflict could've been avoided with better communication. not all of it mind you but the big issues? yeah#at the very least they could've been handled a LOT sooner#i've got a scattered 20k worth of it so far of actual fic and over 10k worth of notes. 2k of those notes are for a single episode rewrite#i know that might not sound like a lot to some people but only the first main fic is done. the third one is arceus chronicles.#im making. choices. that's for sure. and writing so much aura lore you have no idea#i might need to make a family tree soon#willowarts
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taking steps to get on antidepressants tomorrow besties 🤧
#im scared fr bc i know some side effects are like#making your mental health even worse and like oof cannot deal with that right now but#but like it’s worth a shot#also literally fuck anyone who says meds are the /easy way out/#like most of us live with mental health issues for YEARS before we seek any type of treatment#like ive felt this way damn near my whole life#just as of recently it’s been literal rock bottom where it’s like a last ditch effort#and i feel like that’s the case for most of us??#idk#but yeah literally fuck the stigma around medication#you deserve help#and you deserve to not feel miserable every day of your life#also like you don’t have to reach a certain level of bad or ill to seek help#if you feel like you need it pls pursue it#you deserve to be happy
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Welcome back Holly, I hope you’re doing well!! You mentioned starting some fics, would you mind giving us a sneak peek?? 👀
hii, i’m not sure if i’m “back” yet, i think we should reserve that for when i’m actually posting ㅠㅠ as for how i’m doing, i’m doing… somehow?? idk it’s neither good nor bad, i’m just existing atm
but yeah i’m happy to talk about my drafts (it’s my default setting lol), i’ll try getting everything together that i’ve already started (and maybe some multi chapter ideas i’ve been plotting) ^^;
feel free to ask more questions about them or maybe prod me for snippets :]
Crushing Kisses, Ace version [same prompt as the first part (ft. riddle, jamil, vil, idia)]
ace x gn!reader [~50% of the first draft done]
⇢ kissing your friend aka your crush
A Twisted Pokémon AU [twst x pokémon au]
⇢ Welcome to Night Raven College! The students gathered here have all been chosen for their outstanding talents where Pokémon are involved, be that battling, researching or developing useful gadgets. I can say with reasonable certainty they are the nation’s elite! But first things first, what would your name be?
Barbarian Bakugo One-Shot
barbarian! bakugo x gn! fae! reader [first draft finished but no editing or proofreading down yet]
⇢ The Fair Folk and the Barbarians of the Dragonrider Clan have never had much common ground, even back in the day when they were still peaceful neighbours. […]
Bnha x Hades AU
rn mainly young god! shouto x gn! reader
⇢ young god! shouto, with a burning hatred for his father, lord of the underworld. […] the prince knows his father won’t just let him leave the underworld, the scar covering his face a grim reminder of when he first tried. but, really, he should have known it would only make shouto try harder to reach the surface, and thereby his mother.
Solomon Drabble
solomon x gn! reader
⇢ leaving lipstick kisses on him
Spider-Man AU
spider-man! childe x gn! reader
⇢ an encounter with the city’s most infamous hero makes your heart torn between your college crush and the masked vigilante
Ningguang/Beidou Drabble
⇢ ningguang x gn!/fem! reader x beidou (there’s not actually much of a plot here yet, i just suddenly found these paragraphs in my docs…)
Isekai AU
prince! atsumu x isekai’d! reader [10k written but i want to scrap all of it tbh]
⇢ a sarcastic comment and run-in with a truck land you in the world of a visual novel you had been reading. do you have what it takes to make your promise come true?
i think those are all the fics i already wrote something for (that are worth mentioning) and here are some more multi-chapter fics i’m plotting (obviously i have no snippets for these yet)
aventurine x gn! reader
⇢ your pretty co-worker hides a very big secret
knight! childe x royalty! reader [angst]
⇢ how much would you risk to be with the one you love?
merman! [character] x gn! reader
⇢ In your home town it was customary to throw a bottled letter into the ocean on the night before your birthday, believing the waves will return your wishes to you when the time is right. Despite being sceptical of the tradition, you go along with it, only to find yourself in the most unexpected pen pal situation. Unbeknownst to you, however, the other side has been courting you [for a while now]. And you’ve been accepting.
if you made it all the way down here, wow thank you!! and again, feel free to ask about any of these or tell me how much you’d beg me to write one of them jshshhs
#┊✩彡 divine correspondence ♡#┊✩彡 unsigned letter ♡#i’m omitting certain details to keep some suspense and surprise (even if i don’t think a lot of people will read this)#i also have two original ideas flying around#but i won’t talk about those lol#diagnosis: starting too many drafts#there’s so many one-shots and drabbles not even worth mentioning here ㅠㅠ#but yeah let me know if anything piques your interest here#in my mind they’re all a+ ideas jshshhs (now i just need to get them on a page)#(also if you can’t tell summaries with correct capitalisation are proper ones; all lowercase ones are ones i just made up)#(this may or may not be related to me omitting details…)
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Why can't we just love eachother and help eachother and cry for eachother when we hurt and laugh for eachother when we're happy. What happened to radical acceptance and beauty. Why are we self-separating using white suppremist ideas about identity. The idea someone needs some pure property to be worthy of adopting a community is point blank a white suprematist idea. Where is the understanding of mistake and pain.
We are so alone and isolated in this generation and we are playing directly into the interests of those in power by further self-separating. Focus on some important fucking shit.
#essentially#get class conscious#explore spirituality#and understand that a human being is an astounding phenomenon and every single one is amazing and terrifying#and is worth the effort of understanding#and accepting#ok yeah I had 6 shots at 3pm whatever#but fr the time someone cut me off bc I said I don't care about hehim lesbians#like in real life#crazy shit (they later apologized which was sick as fuck of them)#just the fact it spills out beyond the internet is horrible and the internet isn't great itself#bc it could otherwise be utilized as an extremley effective tool for praxis#were it not for infighting#like. i know a lot of white queers who avoid 'straight' seeming poc or jocks or whatever the fuck#idk I understand anxiety fully#but if u continue to stay within a social comfort zone#you will never see the beauty of expression possible within humanity#and placing more value on queer white friends than a straigh black friend..... not great. it's not great.#implicitly aligning with your anxiety or discomfort over how another person operates#not great#I've seen queer white ppl treat homeless ppl like SHIT bc ' my anxiety!!'#its fucked up#and it makes me understand why certain demographics see queerness as a rich white phenomoneon (it's not but it makes me understand how ppl#can accept such a ridiculous narrative)#bc white queers such as myself only experiment with radical thought and action within the comfort of whiteness#anything outside that it's the same old white attitude towards others#idk like. what do u do when u meet a homeless guy who is antivax and scizo#do u jsut write him off as a loony conservative? anti lgbt? what do u do?#I've seen this contradiction arise and I'm#just deeply ashamed of how my community is prone to reacting
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all these urban legends and folk stories of children with all-black eyes are like "THE CHILD SPOKE IN A STRANGE CADENCE!!!!!" with no other details listed, and like,
i guess those folks in those stories just couldn't handle running into an autistic kid with weird eyes at night idk #skill_issue #weaksauce
but if *I* hear a child crying or screaming in the woods at night, i am going into the goddamn woods. I'm really really not gonna like it. But I'm gonna do it.
and if I DO find a child in the woods, and then they look up at me, and they turn out to have demon eyes, WELL GUESS WHAT, BUDDY?!? THAT'S STILL A CHILD.
So unless they change form or like, reveal through dark magics that they are thousands of years old, then that. is. a. bab. And I don't care if it is a fairy baby or a monster baby or a ghost baby! A bab is a bab!
and if trying to return a child to a safe place gets me eaten, THEN SO BE IT. I would rather die young than grow old knowing I allowed my fear of a child with traits I don't understand to cause me to ignore the cries of a kid who might have needed my help!
#blacked-eyed kids#cryptids#folk stories#urban legends#original#writing prompt#if anyone wants to give it a shot as a short story. i might do it also. but - ya know - two cakes!#this is partly inspired by that lovely changeling story on tumblr in which a human mother chooses to#raise both her biological child and her changeling child with equal amounts of love and care without question#but also it is quite literally what I would do. i am not a guy who believes in ghost stories (until it is dark and spooky and i am outside)#but if i find myself in one then i have one resolve and it is to be as kind and as human as possible the whole time#and also if a ghost IS an ancient evil ghost and kills me guess who is devoting his whole eternity of afterlife into KICKING THEIR ASS?#IT'S ME BABY#But yeah i would rather risk death than risk hurting a child i mean goodness gracious. nothing is more worth protecting than a child.#bek
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I have a cute sparkly gif banner that just says 'terfs dni' in pink surrounded by gold stars and blue glitter.
It's very pretty and nice to put on my fibre posts because man do trad fem and terfs like to pretend fibre arts is gendered.
nice, thats awesome ! and yeah, they really do like to waltz in and act like they own the fuckin place
#i havent found dni's to be effective for me so i just figured id ruin whatever they liked about my post#by adding PENIS <3 to it#i dont know if thatll work either but certainly worth a shot and fun anyway#its always especially Something to see a radfem with MEN DNI reblog my posts of pictures of my work#like fucking excuse me ? not that i expect coherency politeness or reading comprehension from radfems#but youre in MY HOUSE. get the fuck out of here with your men dni#if its so triggering to have a man like your post how have you not fallen to floor in a puddle of blood and viscera from the Terror#of reblogging from a man ? oh it was all just bullshit all along ? yeah. who would have thunk.#anyway .
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fucking infinitely upset about having to leave straight after the show yesterday because I feel like I missed my one ever opportunity to meet The Dads
#like yes there was no really good way to stay late without getting a hotel (which woul've made the trip unnecessarily long and expensive)#but I HAD A SHOT AT GETTING ALL THEIR AUTOGRAPHS AND I WENT STRAIGHT HOME INSTEAD#everyone who has met them after the show: just know that I'll be forever jealous#but yeah the show was good and definitely worth it all!!!!!#just have to get y one sorrow out of the system#dndads#the areas tour
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