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I love winter months but the amt of depressive episodes I endure everyday😭😭😭
#winter depression is smth I've suffered with a lot the past few yrs#worst times of life i swear#its wtv ig haha#i might dissappear for a while tho#idk we'll see
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#shitposting#this is my elden ring experience tbh XDDDD#so yes do not expect any simping for rellana or messmer in this blog ffhffhvcg#(good for them though they are so in love xd)#I HAVE *THE* WORST TASTE LOL#lmao I miss the times when mico was my one and only fictional crush#after someone ruined it for me by opening my eyes on the fact he could never like me I-#-have been bouncing gfhggghg#I lowkey need an object of fantasies because I need to love but I don't crush on anyone-#-in real life yet xd#but I swear every time I find a blorbo either they are taken or incapable of this stuff for-#-another reason#this meme brought by the fact how Crow ruined her Logarius for me XDDDD#BLAMING THAT CHICKEN IS ALWAYS A SOLID STRATEGY AHAHAH#@heraldofcrow fight me xddd#(for like 10000000th time gfhuhv)
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if chibnall was the one writing this season you lot would be talking VERY differently
#anti rtd#oomfs ur so right#s14 is the kinda mid that people think his era was#and yet#you throw in that razzle dazzle written by rtd and all of a sudden there's no criticisms!#or worse somehow#is how its a polite and gentle reframing of chibs criticism#like with him it was hey he ate this singular one thing But I KNOW CHIBS IS BAD HE'S TERRIBLE DONT WORRY I KNOW IT#and with rtd its oh i disliked this nonsensical and objectively bad writing but ummm guys i lOVED LOVED everything else i swear#its soooooooooooooOOOOOOOOO#it must be studied#but i knew yous were a lost cause when we had 14/15 running around calling men hot bc yes totally something the doctor just does#not ooc at allllll#bc this is how we know the doctor is queer now guys#dont you know it#i have like a million other complaints i miss being like oh hey that was mid/bad and moved on with my life 😭😭#god i think 13 era killed me bc now i do care about u hypocritical losers#rip 15ruby i wish i cared and that you had any development#ncuti millie i would like to hang out with you though#15 maybe you'll cry less next season so that the emotional scenes have impact perhaps 🙏🏾🙏🏾#ramblings of an insomniac#god i just remembered the whole real mum antics#fuck i need to go i gotta go!!!!#ps the ncuti conundrum where he's the most charismatic dr in nuwho whilst also being the worst actor is driving me nuts#idk if its the characterisation or his lack of ability in creating that inner psychology that connective tissue between his louder acting#which he's great at btw!#idk maybe that one monologue in boom made me go yes okay here we goooo#but then every other moment has been like hmmmnnnmtgodhd okay whateve#i think he needed more acting prep before he got this role bc he's got Something he could be Great but the subtle stuff is lacking#sooo hoping he can grow into that but it's giving perfect actor wrong time.... and if ur white ur not allowed to agree with me shush go away
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Getting back into simming but the simming in question is sims bustin' out for gba and mysims
#i miss my sims 3 gameplay don't get me wrong but I'm kinda just going with the flow rn#January is always such a weird limbo month i swear. got those wintertime blues#besides January and February last year were some of the worst times in my life so i feel like just need to be kind to myself#and you should too!!!!! be kind to yourself!!!! take care of yourself!!!!!!
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O BTW i watched the first ep of the dungeon meshi and I RLY LIKE ITTTT ive been meaning to start the manga for yrs but never got around to it TT... trigger seems to be doing rly well w the adaptation tho from what ive heard manga readers say and well just from watching it blind myself i alr rly love it and cant wait to see more...!!!
#save me dunmeshi yuri and yaoi...#(the white women and kabru & that one eyed elf guy who always looks like hes having the worst time of his life-#cant wait to get to kabru i love his design sm hes so cute....#also very dismayed to find that i lowkey find laios(laius?) attractive... lowkey...#I BLAME MILK COOKIE.... ITS ALL BC OF MILKCOOKIE... I DIDNT CARE ABT HIMBOS BEFORE. DAMMIT#being attracted to (white)men is so embarrassing#he has a similar body type to milk + his face too... the droopy eyes...#and his personality is similar too..... except instead of dark choco cookie he fixates on eating monsters <3#honestly love that its so cute..#FARLYN IS SO FINE THO HIII🥰... UNNI- *gets bonked w a hammer*#both siblings remind me of milk cookie tbh.... laius for what i mentioned and farlyn w her rosy cheeks...#milk cookie is like if u combined them...#also senshi is so instantly likeable...#THE FOOD MADE ME HUNGRY AFFFF LIKE I WAS DROOLING#i want to draw milk cookie again....#ok i swear im not gonna simp for laius tho. hes just some guy (i do think his chara is v endearing so far)#IM JUST ADMITTING HES CUTE BC... I SWEAR I WOULDVE NEVER THOUGJT THIS BEFORE...#LIKE HES NOT MY TYPE... BEFORE THAT DAMNED COOKIE......DAMN IT#its ok theyre fictional men tho <3
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7th Time Loop
Available digitally
Available in print
Top picture is from the manga, versus the same instance that was an illustration in the Light Novel. I love the introduction of this man in every media of this.
#im sorry i swear#ill move on#eventually#but this man is pure bisexual chaotic energy#i cant help it#i just know he does finger guns#and sits in chairs like a crazy person#7th time loop#7th time loop: the villainess enjoys a carefree life married to her worst enemy!#manga#manga recommendation#screencaps#manga panel#romance#shoujo#shojo#fantasy#seven seas entertainment#fyres hyperfixations
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what do you mean it's been almost two years cries into my pillow /lh
#i can't remember what it was like to not run daily but i also can(??)#i try my best i want to do him justice in terms of characterization and sometimes i feel self doubt over it TwT#but my love for him has only grown#i need to play the mod i swear when i have time and energy i will#psychic you're the worst i have never been so dedicated to anything in my life /pos#lightgriffinsect express
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See a post saying toxic yuri should win this year and I agreed. Its why I do an unhealthy attached between Julia Snow and Aelia Mars (whos a doble Snow bc she was cousin of Tigris dad...
#🙏 ofc tigris was her daughter#actually julia is delusional#I believe c*riolanus took it from her#his pathetic miserable cold ass is from his dad#the delusional obssesive victim complex come from his mom#julia have gone worst since I create her LMAO#😭😢 she was poor little meow meow girk#now is THAT...#shes biting ma plinth if she ask for the obvious violence she suffer at home#while swearing her life its perfect#and while saying ma its the one who need help bc she grow up without a microwave (she make up that in her gead#just like her lovestory with her sister in law#but at the same time she dont make up it#but she do
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just landed (this has been the worst flight of my life.)
#i swear that i’m normally a perfectly peaceable chill flyer#like pop on the headphones open a snack and crack open a book#but this time i had the worst migraine#like i was flopping over my sisters to try to get horizontal and begging my parents for more tylenol#and then the nausea hit and i started vomiting#💀#stella’s life
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If headaches and ESPECIALLY migraines where a person I‘d be in prison for murder
#yapping#migraines aren’t headaches theyre the coming of the antichrist#I luckily have migraines that are less bad now#but when I was like 11-13 my migraines where ruining my life#like the first time I ever had one I got wheeled off to the hospital and the paramedics and doctors all thought I had a stroke#like what the hell#the aura was the worst and I had muscles spasms#my entire right side was in paralysis and I couldn‘t speak bcs I would just forget words#they thought I didn‘t remember but like#I know it‘s December#it‘s like I know the concept and the answer but don‘t know how to say the word#and worst of all#I got my first one during an English exam and my English teacher just didn‘t let me leave#and when she did I had to go alone#and I couldn’t see and could neither talk nor walk so I didn‘t find the room where I could get help#and I was in pain obviously#I hate that teacher#she came to the room before the paramedics took me to the hospital and I looked straight into her old devil eyes#I hope I cursed her#i really#autism stress be damned#I swear I think that‘s literally the reason for everything#I love my autistic self but I also hate it so much#I wish things could’ve been more chill
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#it's been a while but god i'm tired#worst of it all is i'm doing all this effort and thinking and planning and looking into future possibilities#when sometimes i feel like nothing's going to work and i'll just never achieve what i want to#i swear one of my biggest fears in life is actually realizing that time has passed and i've remained stuck in the same place#like seeing life pass by and just doing nothing but only realizing this when it's too late and all comes to a stillness#i feel so old already and i'm not even 23#anyways are these real feelings or am i just having an annualy existential crisis because my birthday is coming up#plus all the ridiculous amount of stress law school seems to be putting me through lately#rant
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a man is bored at work. he wishes the day wasn't so boring. the monkey's paw curls
#not to blog abt my personal life on main but idk where else to ramble about this#received the worst news of my life so far earlier today and. nothing feels real still#never going to complain about the day being boring ever again i swear to god#n i know my wishing things weren't boring did not cause this but jesus was it bad timing
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(The day after)Tomorrow afternoon I can go back to drawing again!!!! I can finally finish the requests!!!!
#steel rambles#I swear these have been 2 of the worst weeks ever#they're almost over and I can finally draw and write#I also got closure on a couple of things in my personal life so I'm kind of destabilized#BUT FUCK IT I HAVE SOME FREE TIME I CAN BE SILLY#wuhuuu#I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN ABOUT THE REQUESTS I SWEAR#they've been bugging me nonstop#I will finish those 2 comics no matter the cost!!!!!
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#spoke in court for the first time yesterday i'm alrd fucking scarred for life#literally got hazed by the worst judge ever#he really said 'why do you think you have the right to rep the defendant :/'#i was running on 4 hours of sleep and had to prep for a counsel meeting in the afternoon too#plus i only got the case on short notice .. WHAT DID YOU EXPECT#FUCK#screamin cryin throwin up rn#man made me have an existential crisis like damn what am i doing in life :D#i swear i didn't make this blog as an outlet to rant abt work..... LOL....#starters are gonna come thru over the weekend :')))#ooc.
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Conversion therapy? In MY emdr with a clueless cis woman ? Its more likely than you think
#this👌🏻close to dropping my therapist forever I swear#i was telling her how my parents have acted my whole life like my body belongs to them and chose all my haircuts and clothes until age 14#and still act like its a fucking national tragedy every time i change my hair or get a tattoo or something#and how ive had a terror and disgust at the idea of pregnancy since childhood so much so that i used to have nightmares about it at like 5#and shes like well i need you to carefully consider if your desire to ‘change your body’ and ‘masculinize it’ is truly YOUR desire or if#you just want to make gestures to rebel and reclaim your possession of your body🥺#like wow youre so smart did you perchance read freud? I never considered the idea that events that have occurred to me might have affected#my identity behaviors and desires!#and like of course theres overlap of course these things are related. but even if its that way even if worst case scenario we do a Psyche#Deep Dive and find out that i was redacted as a kid or whatever. WHAT would that even change about me now!!!#WHY shouldn’t i be able to do things that would materially improve my life by giving me a measure of psychological peace even if i might#not want those things in a hypothetical alternate reality where nothing happened to me . why do i have to be sane and normal in order to#make decisions about my body and my life.#god. we struggling girlies🤪
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