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Please support the Pacific Bonsai Museum and pick up some cute bonsai keychains! Everyone there is so sweet and every purchase helps!
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#bonsai#non profit#musem work#it's such a gorgeous selection#seriously#and it's run by a tiny crew#working with them was such a pleasure!!!#support niche hobby museums!!
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Do yourself a favor and go read the entire fanfic work of @fanfoolishness
(In order: Under sun and shade, Blind Side, and Breathless (patching up is one of my fav too, I just had no cool sketch idea for it)
#star wars#star wars the bad batch#the bad batch fanart#tbb fanart#tbb fanfiction#dumping my āfanfic_doodles.clipā file here literally#sorry the style is messy#now I see them all Im like āok it's all over the place zero/100 aesthetically pleasuring postā#hhhh its the thought that counts?#And tbh the point is just to convince you to read theses#because I'm like OBSSEEESSED with theses since you appeared in my notes#Every fic is gold#Me baiting my followers with pretty enough pictures to read fanfics#this being said I should really take the time to color properly my stuff#but I don't liiiiiiiiike it#there is tons of more talented artists if people want colored beautiful amazing art#me I can't really make my āāāspontaneousāāā āāādoodlesāāā pretty without trying hard and at the end it's meh#They're so flat too#yesterday I was like āoh my scenes are becoming less flat I improved maybeā#Then I scrolled on my storyboard insta and was like#yeah sure no#I'm still faaaaaar away from the industry standards#I studied like at three arts school and I'm still bad at drawing TAT#why is my brain not working v_v#look brain I'm showing you nice pictures learn from them#brain: no Im gonna overfixate on this left hand here and only this#anyway
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yeah yeah sure rough freaky t4t gay sex where i mount you aggressively and overstimulate you by making you cum over and over until you're crying etc etc. but- hey, no, listen. take my hand for a second. what if. what if maybe um. you know, instead of that, what if you let me just lay back and kiss my neck gently and slowly jerk me off or maybe ride me for a little while and praise me for how much I've been doing lately and how good i make you feel all the time and tell me you're proud of me, because you know it's really hard for me to always just push through and make myself get things done and you want me to be the center of attention just this once, so you decide to make me cum this time while muttering praises in my ear to make me really feel as appreciated as possible. maybe. (please)
#sorry for being all sappy and shit but . mn ncbdjdbdjn#idk i probably have some sort of undiagnosed chronic illness and it's been really hard for me to do things lately#and i wanna be appreciated for it and also not have to do a majority of the work during sex sometimes because i don't like trying to spend#energy i don't have#so um. yk whoops#please please please give your doms praise and reassurance and aftercare we are not emotionless pleasure-giving machines#well some are and that's okay but not all of them#anyway sorry normal tags now#ftm nsft#t4t nsft#ftm t4t#trans nsft#ftm dom#ftm top#t4t mlm#nsft t4t#praise k!nk#soft nsft#gentle sex#stupid sappy bullshit ass post
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Commission for @racerfanx ā Thank you so much for all your support! (ćĻć)ā”
Muzzieberry by ski-skadoodles
Dream & Nightmare by jokublog
#zu art#comic#zu commissions#muzzieberry#oc#dream!sans#nightmare!sans#undertale#undertale au#utmv#the first! Ł©( į )ŁāŖ#I was introduced to Muzzie even before opening the commissions and it was a pleasure to work in them! (ą¹ĖĢµį“ĖĢµ)#not only their design is amazing but also how they show us the twins' confrontation and help Dream bring out his masculine side *^*#P. S. āThank you guys so much for 16 100+!ā°(*Ā“ļø¶`*)āÆā
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Dungeon lord Chilchuck
What would his wish as a dungeon lord be? What would he be like? Headcanons & speculation post for fun. But Iāll start with analytic lead up because thatās always fun for me, though feel free to skip and skim.
When it comes to what Chilchuckās dungeon lord desires could/would be like we have mainly 3 hints: His nightmare, his succubus and what the winged lion says to him.
Why: ā From what we see nightmares are based on the personās worst fears and insecurities, both Laiosā and Marcilleās nightmare were closely tied to their dungeon lord wishes (Laiosā dream monster being summoned to crush the ghosts of relationships that represented the pressure to fit in and belong, Marcille seeking control over death and aging through magic to avoid loss), the fuel behind their desire/goal if you will. Fear and deep-seated desires are seemingly closely tied, something also supported by Thistle and Mithrunās reigns as dungeon lords (Thistle proving his worth through fulfilling his given duty + protecting his loved ones, being listened to instead of having to listen, Mithrun escaping rigid two-faced elven society and living in a wonderland where he has no enemies and heās loved, free from everyone he knew yet propped up by the person symbolizing his brother being chosen over him, the bastard child).
ā Iāve talked about the significance I assign to the succubi often by now, but rundown: What we see of each character is all very telling if you care to listen, it shows not only someoneās "ideal form" but what they want from it. Izutsumiās is familial, offering a hug and comfort, Marcilleās is romantic with a character she knows and loves, offering a kiss on a hand and a connection regardless of how distant it actually is, and Laiosā is platonic, arguable at first but then Laiosā fear of judgement is placated and he is offered the picture perfect friend group that accepts his interest (if you want my full look at Laiosā succubus go here). They take on the most alluring form, most ideal person of their victim, even uncovering deep subconscious desires, so precisely and effectively to the point it leaves victims physically frozen before the object of their desire. Succubi and the demon are themselves tied in lore and itās easy to see how similar their core skill are. Succubi donāt give a good idea of what a character would wish for on their own but they certainly give hints on what they crave, regardless of how you want to read it.
ā Last bit is self-explanatory. To placate Chilchuck and win his compliance over, the monster that reads your soul like an open book offers to give him something specific. But! Itās also important to remember that the lion isnāt offering to fulfill Chilchuckās dream world wish here, itās a second prize, because his goal with what he promised Laios is that theyād stay in this world, away from everyone and everything else. Chilchuck wants to get away but is kept back, and itās here the lion placates him with "hey itās okay! You canāt do that but I can still give you this! This is enough right? Itāll make everything easier on you".
What each bit says: ā Long version in another post. Tldlr: His daughters and family are obviously important to him, and this reinforces that he takes on the role of protector a lot, heās constantly worried for his party membersā lives and implicitly his familyās. Safety and stability, both economical and otherwise, are his core values and goals, and he berates both others and himself if someone fails on those fronts. Here, thereās the fear of not being enough, of not having been able to protect, and of course of loss.
ā Chilās succubi are obviously sexual, and not only that but agressively and straightforwardly so. Itās not like Marcilleās where thereās personality involved, all they do is give him sultry looks and pretty smiles before jumping on him. His succubi arenāt like Izutsumiās, always the same exact person and appearance, so itās not someone but an appealing general idea. The idea of a sexual being he can regard as simply a gorgeous piece of meat and a good time no strings attached. In my interpretation, especially with my reading of Laiosā succubus where even with deep-seated desires negative emotions can be too intense to effectively freeze a victim, I think this doesnāt contradict his character. Relationships have been painful to him in the past, in the succubus scene when his wife gets mentioned his immediate reaction is to yell "Donāt bring her up now!", like with his habit of drinking and as a tallman liking his senses feeling dulled, itās about not having to feel emotions with how difficult they are to deal with sometimes and just feeling good, or at least not having to think, for a while. If a succubus showcases someoneās ideal connection with an ideal person, then Chilchuckās is with a pretty person that doesnāt stir any negative memory or drama, someone low stakes and low maintenance that doesnāt require him to manage or talk out feelings because thereās none involved in the first place.
ā Once more, wife and family are important! He does long for his family, not only his wife but his daughters, and vice versa. This suggests not only that he wants good relationships with them but that he wants them to be with him, a family life. Far from the cut communication they all more of less have during canon, and perhaps far from their life pre-canon when he worked away from home a significant amount of time. Weāve seen recreations of people by the winged lion before with doppelgangers and monsters (naga), and though he claims he can make satisfying imitations, what weāve seen is that they base themselves on the best memories of that person, like with Marcilleās dad, or twist behavior to be more pleasant, like Mithrunās lover (and possibly twist appearances depending on the personās view of them, but thatās Mithrun analysis). The line does suggest Chilchuck would want his family members as they are in reality and not idealized versions, but the circumstances are chaotic and urgent enough in the scene (and again the lion isnāt fulfilling Chilchuckās wish but trying to make him content for Laiosā) that it could just be the winged lion saying what he needs to to convince him the fastest possible, and like we see with Laios that can crumble to give way to deeper or more complex desires.
On top of that we just have general info on Chil. How does Chilchuck deal w his issues? What does he like to do? He likes alcohol and ignoring his problems. We have to remember there is a split between what someone would consciously wish for and what their soul uncontrollably irrationally craves. As always with Dunmeshi, thereās a narrative of irrational deep-seated desires vs active wants, what you crave vs what you strive for, what you dream of vs whatās actually good for you, the animal vs the human inside you, heart vs mind. Chilchuck craving a harem of hot babes in his fantasies but wanting his family life & wife back again is not mutually exclusive. You may crave becoming a monster and tasting what humans are like a little but still want to save the world & your friends more.
Btw can we adress the irony of him terrified of being the last one alive, of being left by his daughters and wife, of having left and coming back home one day to see everything gone or rampaged, yet not caring about dying of liver failure himself, knowing every time that he enters a dungeon thereās a real risk he may not come out. Die somewhere I canāt see you. I prefer leaving you than being left behind. Heās selfish and shortsighted like thatā¦ Chilchuck is selfless in many ways of course, but perhaps also due to his own relationship with his parents, he often undermines the effects he has on others in his relationships, both the good and the bad (he talks himself down about being cowardly and greedy yes, but never hints at his bad health habits, alcoholism and starving himself, may have affected his loved ones, doesnāt question his wife falling into a bad mood the night before she left, and talks about the possibility of dying here and there very casually, though obviously he tries his best to stay alive when it doesnāt concern his health).
Chilchuck king of "Let me just avoid and ignore my problems surely theyāll go away, things might work out and if they donāt well tough luck Iāll survive and I probably deserve it anyways". If I donāt look at it it will dissapear <3 Why care when you can simply not think about it.
You might not understand Mister "my love will stay strong through months of work travel and also 4 years of separation" and Mister "well idk my siblings and me are kinda strangers and my dad is dead but thatās kinda whatever", but typically relationships need some form of maintenance and emotional availabilityā¦
The actual headcanons finally
I kinda have 2 routes in mind for dunlord Chil and both of them are centered on "I care too much, i wish things were easy", so first is a lot like his succubi, itās full on indulging in his guilty pleasures like alcohol and bodies and itās to keep him in a constant state of thrill and euphoria and distracted, unfeeling about stuff that really matters. "Nothing matters except that Iām enjoying the moment!" vibe. He gets to live a life worthy of Dionysus, with alcohol and women and debauchery and likeā never having to think again, never having to feel anything but pleasure again, never have to feel guilty or shitty or angry or sad. He has a harem and gets everything on a silver platter.
Breaking news demon magic-induced rush of euphoria and power still not enough to cure this man of his self-hatred nor his capacity for thought!! But in his case a state of euphoria is what he seeks I think, to kinda mask or replace the Everything Else.
The other is what I think closer to what canon suggests, with what WL implied too with "Iāll make you a new wife and kids like the originals!!Ā š", itās a (spoilers) Wandavision type thing where itās a slice of life where heās never at work and always at home and the family eats lunches at the dinner table together and everything and everyone at any moment is just. Happy. No issues. It was all a dream, this is real and everything is fine and your family is perfect and happy. I like to think the timeline would be wonky, his daughters would fluctuate in age, but heād want to be there for what he missed, would want them to still rely on him and look up to him like when they were young, would like to forget that theyāre now independent adults and the distance that grew between Chilchuck and his siblings is happening between them as well. Chil would want doppelgangers of his family imo, at its core just a general wish for a peaceful happy family life with no drama, no need to compromise, a little paradise of unconditional love and no consequences. Itās for sure straightforward, but Chilchuck is a man with straightforward desiresā¦
But see Chilchuck is a greedy man, and he wants it both ways without having to sacrifice anything or expanding any efforts himself. He wants to have his cake and eat it too. I think playing with these two opposite directions and mixing and matching is most fun. Him leading a life where he indulges in all his worst habits while still having everything he wantsā¦ Him getting to have BOTH his wife and any woman he can imagine up, his life like two sides of a coin he can flip at any moment where heās partying then heās at home enjoying the quiet and his toddler daughters playing with toys on the carpet. Christ when you remember itās all an illusion thatās terrifying, the doppelgangers and succubi from the winged lion playing chilchuck ping pong.
A safe little haven both security-stability wise and emotionally. Gets to have both the relaxing and the thrilling in any dose he wants, mixed or separatedly. What Iād argue he had pre-canon too: Can live it up in taverns away from home, stays away from home for long periods of time, and can come back to home aka the symbol of relaxation and safety whenever he decides to. Something he can leave and come back to at will, an anchor he can trust in (until itās taken from him and his wife leaves. Or in his worse nightmare people rush in and kill his daughters). The ideal of a house and family to a working man, perhapsā¦
I think itās fun to think on wether or not these desires would be interesting at all to the winged lionā¦ In canon he seeks out "rare/complex desires", common simple things like I imagine riches, sex, substances and pleasure would be are boring to him, heās eaten those so many times already. So perhaps he wouldnāt last long as a dunlord, the WL would want to eat him fully quick, canāt keep him interested or waiting long for a meager meal, too much effort raising the cattle and too low quality meat. By making it more twisted or layered Chilās desire would become more desirable to the demon, itās part of whatās fun with the third option to me. But whatever. Has he ever eaten a guy with this much repression and self-sabotage... Like trying to get the meat out of a walnut, enrichmentā¦
Other dunlord Chil takes Iāve seen that are fun and good:
@feelo-fick and @pluvio-floret have a dunlord Chilchuck AU project dubbed "tragedy AU" where Chilchuck is said to be "on vacation", in a weird delirious state, only half-there half of the timeā¦ From which he doesnāt want to wake up </3 Quoting Feelo, this is why the vacation thing is only a half-joke cause he is 1) letting all his responsibilities go 2) indulging in himself and 3) "spending time with his family" <- lie but you get what i mean. Additional comments that have me vigorously nodding: because changing is hard why cant things just be okay right now without the effort !!! Life is hard heās so so tired he just wants to feel goodā¦ he just wants life to feel nice and easy for a sec while he can learn to breathe again and lose the stress and trauma heās accumulatedā¦ā¦.. spoiler alert yes !!! in fact a depressed person can suck themselves into their job and lock out the world who wouldve thought !!!
And then Cabinette I know posted about his dunlord take once but I donāt have the link, in which Chil has a lot of nosebleeds because of mana overload which is fun and interesting to think about imo~
In dunmeshi, where characters get underground pockets of the world as their playground disconnected from everything outside and the rest of the world, itās important to remember to face reality even if it has conflict and people with different views and stances from you, itās something Chilchuck and Marcille and everyone needed to learn, and the thing with a dungeon lord AU is that you imagine a timeline where he fails to <3
A timeline where his dungeon lord wish is to desire nothing bc hope and want has only ever hurt him would also go so hard. Very universal thing though I suppose.
ā¦ And this is why a Chilchuck-centric Coraline AU is really really interesting and fitting and topicalā Ok thatāll go in a separate reblog/post at @Fumiku I need to let this end
#Dungeon meshi#chilchuck tims#Analysis#dungeon lord chilchuck#Spoilers#dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Wish we could put just parts of a post under a āclick to read moreā box that scrolls open and closes neatly#Bc 3/4th of the post is just extra explanation for ppl who donāt See The Vision already but like thatās not what i wanted most of the post#to be really gdbdg#Headcanons#You could say the family also represents something heās built up with how own hands. If he has self-worth issues and thinks heās a screw-up#in the virtue/honor and likability department especiallyā his family destroyed/killed also represents the one biggest good thing#heās done/created crumbling also. Like his wife leaving without a word while he trusted their relationship this can hugely impact#oneās sense of identity and self-worth and what youāre living life for. In his case itās not too surprising he turned to simple#physical pleasures for comfort and enjoyment. Like with tasting good food having moments feeling good keeps you going#He always focuses on the bad relationships bring and never the good aghhhh#The reverse of Marcille who often idealizes. They both ignore problems in their relationships in opposite ways.#What do you mean why do i bring up marcille. Okay yes thisāll get a marchil Fumiku short brainstorm reblog as well#Chilchuck is soā¦ curse of having feelings and not realizing the extent of them. Underestimating how much you care#Itās either āiām fine who caresā or falling into the pits of despair and blaming himself n spilling his whole bag no inbetween#Dunmeshi succubus#Fumi rambles#boy thatās what this boils down to i suppose#Family angst āHey I came back home from work and iām tired so donāt talk to me about problems or anything k? Iām here to relax smh damnā#< unwilling to admit he has issues he should be working on or that some things are affecting others negatively#Chil you are so enneagram 6w7 <3
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azul stronger than me bc if the tweels trapped me on a boat with my crush and started blasting the soppiest song known to man id seriously jump off
#twst#twisted wonderland#azul ashengrotto#jamil viper#jade leech#floyd leech#jamiazu#azujami#jamil x azul#azul x jamil#heartscribbles#floyd and jade are the worst wingmen ever#because 1) floyds concept of wingmanning romance is ''just smash their faces together and they'll figure it out''#2) jade's concept of wingmanning romance is ''put them in Situations they hate. it's always amusing to watch regardless of if it works''#and 3) both of them take great pleasure in being the least helpful people you have ever met
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āWe need more morally gray charactersā you guys can barely handle topaz and jade.
#yeah I said it#hsr#Honkai star rail#topaz hsr#topaz and numby#jade#jade hsr#hsr Jade#hsr topaz#like theyāre not good but their not mustache twirling villains yāall#yes topaz did mess up by not telling bronya the actual success rate if she accepted the deal#but you have to remember she was indoctrinated since she was a kid that the ipc was good and that those who surrendered to its power will#succeed and thrive#hell they may have used examples like boothills home planet as warnings#of course she would think the ipc is good and will#help jarillo#her home planet was on the brink of collapse when the ipc came and it was quite literally life saving#even though it did mean robbing the future of a population to work for them topaz so grateful for the ipc and sees it as a way to pay back#you guys are forgetting that she was willing to sacrifice her position and that she was happy the planet could be independent#now we donāt know much about jade but she doesnāt go seeking out desperate people#those people come to her and accept those deals knowing full well every detail and itās cost#she may get some pleasure from it sure but sheās just doing business with people#and yet I see people view them as villains and yet not call out aventurine with helping the ipc take control of penacony#heās a victim yes but so is topaz when it comes to the ipc manipulating them#topaz has good Intentions and is just following what she has been taught since childhood#look I love aventurine I really do but heās not pure and at the end of the day both him and topaz are people they are flawed#theyāre not completely bad or good#sorry it was mainly about topaz we donāt know much about jade and I might change my mind on her when we do
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Psst, hey.
Hey you.
Come closer.
Listen to what I'm about to say good and well, alright?
#out of queue#ani rambles#anti ai#anti ai art#solarpunk#solarpunk aesthetic#does this have the official backing of the other 2 event hosts? no i just made this meme on a whim#but also if you try submitting AI art and we find out? or worse if I can flat-out TELL its AI? I'm blocking your ass#one of the best artists I've ever had the pleasure of knowing won't touch the Solarpunk community with a 10 foot pole because of all the#goddamn AI art infiltrating this space. constantly. like even when I'm trying to be on the lookout for it I somehow reblog it anyways#even when I block the tags too!!!! this is a PROBLEM#you want more artists taking part in this community spreading the vision visualizing the future?#STOP REBLOGGING AI BULLSHIT AND CHASING THEM AWAY THEN#how are artists supposed to feel accepted and appreciated and loved by this community when every other piece under the tag is some fuckin#midjourney bs made my scrubbing the internet and spitting out a mishmash of other artists' works and ideas?#i have said it before I will say it again#i would rather see a messy pen scribble on the back of a coffee stained napkin with stickfigures than see some smooth smudgy AI BS again#this applies to AI writing too if I catch an INKLING that your short story even STARTED with some bs chatgpt ramblings you're blocked
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as someone with a guilty pleasure for isekai and time regression stories I am just thinking of a story where Husk dies and wakes up during the height of his Overlord days with the memories of everything that would happen and has just. From the outside perspective become a completely different person overnight and changed his ways (read: the morals he gained during his afterlife he applies to how he, uh... Overlords?). A Husk whose last soul deal is to get Angel Dust away from Valentino (and offers Angel his freedom, which Angel possibly decides not to take for the time being bc it'd be safer for him to be under contract than not, with Valentino as mad as he is), and who avoids making bets/deals with Alastor like the plague. Starts building alliances with other Overlords (maybe even including Alastor, albeit reluctantly) to steadily create a support network/team (which is also useful when going up against the Vees once they're established), and just bides his time until Charlie and Vaggie open their hotel- which, at the time of his death, he had come to love and support the cause of.
And Husk is ready to be the hotel's sponsor, immediately. Alastor gets there and finds Husk beat him to it (seeing as Husk knows about it before the interview even airs), but unlike Alastor with his ulterior motives, Husk actually wants to help.
After all, he died for the hotel, and its people, once upon a time
#hazbin hotel#Au#now if it's true time regression or a case of dreaming of the future#that is the question#anyway I don't think Husk was a good person while he was an Overlord#but I love good 'healthy work environment' Overlord Husk and this is how I can still have it thank you#while also indulging in one of my favorite genres/guilty pleasures lol#also to clarify when I say Husk wouldn't 'deal in souls' I mean he wouldn't gamble away souls#but he probably continues to accept people offering their souls#bc let's face it more souls means more power#and when you know there will be a war with heaven AND a civil war within the Overlords AND whatever is up with Alastor...#more power is what you need. no matter how much you'd like to just let them all go
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when I want to write something self indulgent to give me all the angsty and cuddly hurt/comfort feels but I can't because I end up feeling guilty because I'm seeking after feels that I feel in an inappropriate place because my mom told me one time when I was 15 that I shouldn't search that out or it's probably sexual sin but it confuses me because ALL the feels happen that way for me even if it's entirely platonic and nonsexual and so I don't know if it's okay to want to write to that because apparently all pleasure of any sort, even over platonic stories, is sexual or comes with a possibly probably sexual feeling and I also am having a hard time figuring out what's genuine conviction from God and what's just my anxiety/OCD/perfectionism/fear of failure
#like I feel like it's conviction. but also when I analyze it... I'm not doing anything sexual??? the stories I'm writing are#ENTIRELY platonic#it's like. found family feels.#but then why do I feel so guilty/convicted over it and feel better/less guilty when I stop writing anything feelsy#like... I guess I'm only allowed to write plot and can't ever write hugs and hurt/comfort anymore#my mom keeps saying I should journal all this instead of venting it at everybody and honestly maybe she's right#idk how to handle this but also I feel like if I just find a holding pattern where I can strike a healthy balance of lile#like* what is correct and healthy for me to enjoy#then the anxiety over it might pass? I don't want to avoid conviction though but like. why am I convicted over#writing a story where someone who's been treated like a monster finds a family who loves them#like.. is it because I'm seeking out whatever that feeling in my lower belly/groin is????#but that's like... so tied up in enjoyment and hurt/comfort to me that idk if I'm ACTUALLY looking for that#or if this is just what I write#and idk if that even is sinful in any way at all!!!#and why can't I just get over this? like I keep going in circles with it and it's so frustrating#idk this is totally tmi I just got hit with this awful feeling after work today and the only thing I can pinpoint it to#is this specific thing I've been writing. but even though yeah I've been getting feelsy with it... it's PLATONIC#ENTIRELY COMPLETELY NONSEXUAL. so like... is it that pleasure feeling that's the thing I'm being convicted over??#probably. bc that's the only thing that eases the feeling of conviction/anxiety/guilt#and also probably no one is reading all these tags lol sorry guys I'll go away now
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you gotta looooooove your family
#miraculous ladybug#mlb#alya cesaire#rena rouge#ml anansi#sapotis#my art#I postponed this drawing for several years#so glad to finally get it done!#I really enjoyed drawing sapotis#little red blobs of pure chaos#working on them has been a pleasure from start to finish <3#it's important to note#that they are playing melody from 'when mom isn't home'
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thinking about all the creative ways sidestep can use their powers during sexy time that ortega will never be privy to š¤§š¤§
#fhr#fallen hero#chargestep#(consensually of course)#easily knowing their partner's sensitive spots and how to work them#intensifying the pleasure/sensitivity#sharing sensations#the mind fuckery of it all#sidestep and non-ortega ro can be chilling in the break room 5 feet apart (cause they're not gay)#but be doing all sorts of positions in their heads#but chargestep is arguably the messiest pairing with all the their emotional and historical baggages#they're both an open book and a complete mystery to one another#so i guess that makes up for it(?)
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Noticed there wasnāt a ton of photocheer fanart and I wanted to change that (which why isnāt there more these two dorks are so cute together!!!!)
#come get your food (art edition) fellow photocheerās you must be STARVING#also to anyone interested in getting into this paring read there is a light and it never goes out by pearlypairings (itās on AO3!)#to me it is THE photocheer fic#itās amazing and I love it (also a sequel fic from Chrissyās pov has started and itās also really good so far!!!)#it was my gateway into getting into it so I think itās a good place to start#after posting this I am in fact going to reread it thatās how good it is#anyways Iām definitely going to make more art for them cause they were so fun to draw together (just got figure something out first)#listened to the smiths while drawing this (got the queen is dead on vinyl recently)#also the usual stuff too like alvvays and joy division (my beloved fave bands <3)#OH ALMOST FORGOT!!! I added pins and patches of Jonathanās fave bands on his bag cause that bag would have LOVED to have some on there#shame it died like his rusty car </3 an unknown pleasures patch suits it nicely#I have a whole post about it too (the sketch for this inspired it btw)#and Chrissyās skirt is a corduroy one btw (I have a similar one irl)#thought Iād mention that cause Idk of it reads as a corduroy skirt#Iām going to stop rambling now cause thatās too many tags (hope this enters the tags cause sometimes my rambles cause my own works demise#:ā] )#stranger things#jonathan byers#chrissy cunningham#photocheer#jonathan x chrissy
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Ahhhhā¦ itās been a good day and I feel well fed after nearly a week of little to no time to devour the tasty offerings out there on dash and my tags. I also realise I never posted my amazing new commission which you might or might not have noticed is my current pfp. Enjoy! š
I love him your honourā¦
#whispers into the void#commission by @luvluvluv06 on twt#always a pleasure to work with them#doesnāt Hiromi look just lovely? *swoons*
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r u the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u buy whatever little thing u want as an adult and struggle with saving for the big mandatory thing,
or the grew up poor never being able to buy the little things in life u always wanted as a kid so now u just never buy anything small bcs u had to learn to live without it and constantly try to save for the next big thing in 500 yrs
#everyones been asking what i wanted for my bday and i always say nothing#like i hate the feeling of getting somebody smthing just to get them smthing like personally#it needs to come from the heart for me. if it's for smthing big like a bday#now like getting someone a coffee judt to get them one on a random day is dif bcs it's just smthin random on a random day i can understand#but idk like as a kid into adulthood the only bday my relatives / guardians have ever celebrated was my adopted brother's n my dad's#the dad bcs hes a hyperconservative dictator lol n the older adopted bro is cus hes got higher needs#so everybody gets more money taking care of him n stuff so u gotta act like u care abt him according to the guardians#but like i never even knew bdays were that big to people. like i mean i know OTHER PEOPLES bdays are big to them#i find ppl who rlly love their bdays to be rlly cute. like i dont think theyre selfish or make fun of em cus theyre judt having fun#n like u only get one x yr bday so have fun with it!!#but for ME? my bday was never anything special n i dont think it is now#everybody feels bad or smthing for me or for not getting me nothing today but it's like?? this is the norm??? im cool with it#ive been thinking abt other stuff like i just dont have time to think abt the pleasures rn. i have to double on the pain or smthing#like my friends always laugh abt how i dont drink coffee/tea or alcohol bcs u cant be in the medical field without a lil smn smn#& it's like idk ! i like ppl that do do that kinda stuff but like! i never grew up with that & it just feels odd to do it now kinda thing#idk im very cheap but also i will use the fact that im cheap on the small stuff to justify wanting to make a big purchase#i have a weird relationship with buying things for myself vs for others like 4 others i will buy watever u want bro#sugar papi ted#hey heres this idk insert raccoon bracelet bcs u like raccoons n love wearing bracelets so i thot of u n bought it#but if i buy smthing for me it has to have a dual purpose or smthing#i got to have a free dessert today n chose the churros over the tres leches cake slicr cus u can judt make the cake#but i dont own a deep fryer so i cant make churros n storebought churros just arent the same#like im just always idk comparing or needing to know the use of things yanno#if i do smthing. i have to see it thru. & it has to have multi purpose#i mean just look at my username jrue ships or jrue's hips like#im unwell when it comes to that#idk is anyone else like this#anyways yea this whole new thing of getting stuff on one day is hard for me like it just never matches up with my time#of course ill see stuff id like to have but like. ill just make myself forget it n by the time stuff like this rolls up it's like idk#i COULD get a new laptop but i got one that works just fine. i got an ipad on its last legs but can i still turn it on? alright
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oh yeah apropos nothing here's my mlem playlist btw. it's not super detailed but it's chronological (from setup/meeting, up until the cusp of starting the war)
[Spotify] [youtube]
i sorted it already so it's best listened without Shuffle š¤
the lyric excerpts are just highlights that fit the image, there's more behind each pick......i thought about adding more commentary in general but i feel like it speaks for itself. HDBHNFS
(you know it's a diesel playlist when the characters don't meet until song #6)
#mlem#all the things she said and iris are SUCH funny picks for them but i make it work. if i may say so myself.#the salem - mlem - ozlem - rosebird playlists all exist in a precarious constellation where i have to try and not overlap them too much#but its so challenging. i need variety for my listening pleasure but there are Recurring Bitches And Themes Girl Help#anyway enjoy . tbh i just wanted to make tracklist images š
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