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complaining about viv ships will be mostly my opinion because i dont have much energy to make five essays on what issue each ship has (i will if someone is THAT interested tho)
[so i suppose i need to say that yall are allowed to ship what u want. i just wanna talk about how vivzipop fails to make me like any romance she has written which is very hard to do because i absolutely love ships even if they're not that deep or well written ]
so..
who told vivzipop she could write relationships.. because she REALLY REALLY cant.
the only ship thats fine rn is m&m and we know what issues that has (Millie even tho its slowing being fixed but lets not ignore that dumb camp episode)
Angel dust and husk.. i like but not because they're good but because i made up a version in my head
like lets make a quick count of the ships
Charlie and vaggie are the most boring couple i have ever seen to the point i wont even bother talking about how vaggies whole ' whats the point if i cant help her' stuff they have going on
vortex and Beelzebub have the biggest issue of power equality to the point that Beelzebub is literally involved in the horrible treatment houndogs get making them the real "oppressor + oppressed" ship
ozzie and fizz talk to each other really weird and treat fizz like hes a baby and they generally have this very 2020 yaoi vibe with yes some good moments that i sadly have to ignore because Everytime they're on screen i cringe.. and guys i. dont. cringe. u really have to try HARD to get me to cringe
bilz and stolas have so much potential but that dumb childhood episode ruined it. they tried to make it unproblematic and took all the stuff that made it so interesting out so instead of two characters changing to make their toxic relationship work its well Kdrama (tho that gets me more invested that this ship) and that's ignoring the whole 'blitz is the bad guy" bs
cherry and pentious? acutally they're okay but they literally have like two episodes that is just him trying and failing to flirt which would have been cute but he died like so quickly after ..
ig vox and val are there.
any other ship i can literally not remember
#vivzipop slander#i would usually call it critical but i am straight up just complaining without giving tips so..#helluva boss critical#hazbin hotel slander#wont tag the ships i am not insane
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Man do i love oc x canoning and accidentally realizing the oc and canon have genuine parallels and building off that to make myself character deep dive more and also go crazy about
Scarlette has so many issues and like . 3 of the characters i ship her with have genuine fucking simularities i never would have thought about until abit later and then dig i do and oh im so not normal oh boy
#Oc x canon#Salt speaks#Someone please ask me about my scarlette shipping endeavors/half joking#im not content in my cage i cannot properly write fanfic or draw reigen and im going feral my brain wont LET ME DO THINGS#Holy fuck though hou dont understand how often ive shipped scar and then noticed 'wait a minute i can do something funny w this info'#MAD HOUSE MI KE AND HER. HORRIDLY KINDA FRIENDLESS AND CAN UNDERSTAND EACY OTHER I WANNA SAY#ME TT A TON AND HER. 'I WANNA BE A HUMAN SO MY ROBOT BODY LOOKS MORE LIK 1' 'I WANNA BE A BEAST N NOW I AM' +#HUMAN FANBOY. ROB OT F AN GIRL.#1 IS A FRIENDS OC BUT THEY BOTH HAVE ANXIETY ♡#Reig e n A r ata ka and her. I dont think i can put it into words quite well but theyre accidental MIRRORS of each other holy FUCCCK#I cant quite remember scarhouse entirely well but lord i wouldnt mind going insane over any of these pairings w her if people genuinely ask#Like. Ouagah#Prob gonna reblog this 4 tomorrow w these tags again cuz OAUAGHAJ
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Yabushige count your fucking days. I am so mad
#the fucking flash forward. insane#toranaga in the fucking forest... ALL YOU HAVE LEFT IS THAT FUCKING EAGLE!!!!! NO SON NO FRIENDS!!!!#ishido blaming toranaga...... you should seppuku yourself...... shameless....#so all out war now??? no toranaga invasion???? mmm.....#yabushige has lost it.... all that for nothing... oof#oshiba and her kid finishing marikoa poem..... i think i huave covid#HIS SHIP??????#toranaga did this to keep him here knowing he wont stay now that mariko is dead.... i know it#the christians???? mariko???? to keep him here too??#omg fuji.........#toranagas baby is so big ajdhaksj 'i have more sons thanks to you' hello????#OSHIBA TURNED!!! ISHIDO ITS SO OVER!!!!#NO!!! LEAVE FUJI ALONE LET HER BECOME A NUN!!! ANJIN YOU ARE ON THIN ICE#toranaga is sucha bad bitch#i feel like anjin really felt ashamed about his first intent to arrive to japan and that mixed with marikos death... he said fuck it#and then toranaga turns it around and says nah... I am using YOU!! get your pussy up!! get your ships up!!!#'que la muerte le sea leve' thats what me and my friends say when we say goodbye to go to class ajshajanaakak i love this guy#favourite secondary character#this shot is so pretty... with the tree and the sea... the framing....#SEE how toranaga burned his ship!!!! bc he wants to keep him!!! thats his foreign pet!!#he makes him laugh and distracts his enemies ajdhajdjsj.... his jester...#beef squashed with my girlfriends husband 🤝🏻 now we hold respect for each other#that was so good#i said yabushige better count his days and here we are....#i post about someone and they die. 3/3 sobfar#if i reach far enough shogun is about a daimyo and the psychosexual relationship between him and his foreign pet...#he makes me laugh... and the last scene is the anjin laughing while looking at him... okay.....#talking tag#watching shogun#also!!! toranaga wanting to be shogun!!! this man is so complex!!! i hate him!!!
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scrolling through my dash and seeing a post reminding people to tag their ship posts bc there’s ppl who dont want to see them and it’s like. true yeah true thats true i agree yeah yeah thats true thats true yeah thats t
#idk how to say this in a way that wont get me killed. i actively dislike a pretty popular rain world and it’s been driving me insane#bc bitches dont TAG it as anything so i am just forced to be jumpscared everytime i go on srs tag#it’s been like idk 4 years can yall come up with a ship name so i can obliterate that from my field of vision. anyway#im not super bothered by it anymore as i’ve been building an immunity. but i love to complain#sorry for letting homophobia win today#crammerposting#a pretty popular rain world ship* sorry for missing a word. the hatred blinded me
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okay i know im probably not in a place to be upset but whatever its kinda upsetting when I post art or a fic after people BEGGING in the tag for more content because the ship is fucking dying and then those people wont int with the content they're like going insane that doesn't exist? And then when they do those people ONLY like the art/fic, no reblogs? No boosts? Not even a comment? just the most bland form of "I saw this" you can give? Maybe I shouldn't be annoyed about this but idc I am
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Re: Hypertagging characters/ships for triggers, yeah as someone whos insane ass has a very serious trigger for a specific fictional character -particularly if they are portrayed in a positive light- I just Do Not Read Fic in that fandom by and large and blacklist it pretty hard.
It sucks I had to divorce myself from the fandom because I LIKED the earlier seasons and sometimes the fic was cute and good, but I simply cannot reasonably ask anyone to tag every mention of that character so I blacklist it all.
Its a me issue, NOT a them issue, so its my job to manage it and actually put effort into that.
That means blacklisting the show on every platform that is possible that I use, not following people who are likely to post that character, not consuming the new canon content of the show in case I get jumpscared with the character, and only ever intentionally looking for content if im in the right frame of mind to be able to stand simply seeing the name somewhere while I control+f a fic to see if they show up. I even sometimes ask friends to prescreen fics sometimes if I REALLY want to read something.
I make my own content if I want to engage with that media and I avoid the fandom. Its... I wont say its easy because it really sucks actually, but the world cannot and should not cater to me in that way. Its a competing access need and unreasonable to ask.
Its reasonable to ask a friend to warn/not deliberately show me that character- not NOT reasonable to ask a rando to do that.
Id even try to desensitize the trigger if I was in a good place for doing it but I am the wrong kind of insane to be doing that any time soon lol. Trauma work lays you right out.
To people wondering how anyone could be so fragile as to need something like that tagged; PTSD and other mental illnesses that cause serious triggers often latch onto innocuous things. Do you think I want to have such a 'cringe' trigger that causes me to [redacted] at best and have a dissociative panic attack-flashback combo AND [redacted] at worse? No its dumb as hell and I hate that there is very little to do to suppress it. Does that make the trigger go away? Also no. Its not like this is just me not liking or being uncomfortable with the character, this is an involuntary serious-hazard-to-health negative reaction I shant detail that sucks ass.
Yes us crazies do deserve to participate in fandom spaces too, we arent too broken to be barred from playing with everyone else- we just have to understand where the reasonable line is on accommodations for tagging, understand that competing access needs are a thing, and do the rest of the work ourselves.
Its not perfect but its the most good for the most people.
Id invite anyone who has a character/ship/etc trigger to seriously just blacklist the media and do what I do or even be more strict about it. You will feel so much better and more stable im not kidding. It sucks to lose a beloved fandom but you will feel so much better.
For everyone else- dont feel you need to tag every last mention on something. If you really want to be trigger friendly for some reason, you can put in the chapter notes all the minor mentions of stuff or w/e. Please Do Not put it in the proper tags.
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Sadly, "dumb as hell" is a pretty default setting for triggers. If only brains were logical and behaved themselves! But one has to work with what one's got.
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Hello my name is Reed or Aria or - depending on who you ask. I go by many names. I answer by anything really.
❥ 19
❥ It/Its
❥ Mexican
❥ Genderfluid
❥ English/Spanish speaker
Classic DNI don't be an asshole and I wont be one. But really I'll just block instead.
✘ Pro-Ship
✘ Sexualisation of minors
✘ (I don't know what else to add because it feels like common sense.)
May post NSFW time to time. Will be properly tagged. (But I tend to just not.)
A couple of my Interests! (In alphabetical order)
♦ Ace Attorney
♦Alice Madness Returns
♦ Amnesia Memories
♦ Disney Comics
♦ Ducktales (1987/2017)
♦ Hellsing
♦ Kingdom Hearts
♦ Hypnosis Mic
♦ IDOLiSH 7
♦ Obey me (SWD/NB)
♦ Trolls
♦ Twisted Wonderland
I guess I just talk now?
I like doing card edits and I draw from time to time.
My special interest is Disney so sometimes I get super insufferable over it. Please just ignore that.
Don't let my pfp fool you all my favourite character is actually Sebek and I WILL be loud about it. He is my son.
Been in the fandom since day 1 of eng release which has robbed me of my sanity. It literally came out the day after my birthday I was in fact going insane that day.
I like talking to people so don't be afraid to reach out either by submission or dm! I am also available on Discord under @/soothingthrill
Forgot to mention that Sir Integra Fairbrook Wingates Hellsing is my wife. I love her dearly.
Im also going three years strong with Mammon.
Thanks to @animatedglittergraphics-n-more for these lovely separators ♥ please follow and support them.
#reed is dying#intro post#do i like need to tag all the fandoms to make friends?#Im taking the L guys#twisted wonderland#twst#hypnosis mic#hypmic#ace attorney#kingdom hearts#alice madness returns#amnesia memories#ducktales 2017#ducktales#if yall guess my fave duck you guys get uhhh nothing but the feeling of being amazing#obey me shall we date#obey me nightbringer#hellsing#animatedglittergraphics-n-more#They deserve all the recognition!#FORGOR ABOUT TROLLS#trolls#now i can rest easy#i also forgot to add idolish7 what type of person AM I
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golly gee! Guess who's finally making an intro post! (me)
My name is Parrae, I use they/them pronouns. This is my fandom blog, you can find my main blog here. Its just memes and posts and stuff.
Other than stuff that kinda comes with a fandom (like cannibalism in Sweeny Todd) I should be relatively safe. My blog does contain NSFW posts but there shouldn't be anything too triggering or upsetting (hopefully), and I do my best to tag posts accordingly.
my fandoms:
Hatchetfield and other Starkid musicals
JRWI, specifically BITB, currently listening to The Suckening
Sweeny Todd and Into The Woods
Death Note
Dungeon Meshi
Doctor Who
Our Flag Means Death
The Owl House
Welcome To Nightvale
there are probably more, but I think those are the main ones...
Again, I do my best in terms of tagging posts but my best isnt very good...
While I like seeing comics and other fandom posts I dont really read fanfiction for the most part. I also don't have any strong opinions on proshippers, what you want to read is your business and it doesn't necessarily reflect your own views so it doesn't really matter to me. Although I probably wont reblog content of ships Im not into (which likely includes most proships), and also I won't reblog any fanfics (just cause I don't read them). If you wanna know why I don't read fanfiction; its mainly just cause Im a very slow reader and don't have the time or energy.
but yea, stick around if you want, feel free to message and ask! I love getting new mutuals but I am insanely anxious when it comes to talking to people (and also autistic).
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okay have you ever thought about bellalily. or maybe belladora (bellatrix x pandora). i would also like to propose nardora maybe. i love wlw rarepairs. speaking of, pandora sleeps with prof sprout!
hello!!!!
ok so i have never thought about bellalily and i think i have a hard time seeing it ?? both in canon and in modern aus for some reason ?? i mean i guess in canon because bella is so much older (i hc her as being 8+ older than the marauders) and she’d already be a death eater. im not personally a fan of fully fledged deathers/muggle borns and especially not when bella would be so much older already and the clear power imbalance in their dynamic etc etc etc. i love my lily messy and self destructive and morally fucked up but im not comfortable with making her sleep with, even in secret, someone who has the dark mark and thinks her ’kind’ should die . to each their own and its all fictional and not that deep i guess but thats just me:/
in a modern au tho ?? or a no voldy au ?? maybe ?? i can’t really picture it ? i think they’re too similar in my mind ?? i don’t see lily as being bellas type, and i don’t see bella being lilys type ?? i have a very hard time picturing it but i would LOVE !!! to be convinced otherwise if you’d ever want to indulge me <3
BELLADORA HOWEVER!!!!!! YES!!!! i used to be insane about them and i think there are posts somewhere on my blog under the /belladora tag. to be they’re friends with benefits. they meet at regulus’ bday party and he invites his estranged cousin he hasnt seen for years because she finally left her family. shes full of repressed anger, doesn’t know how to act around people, nearly bites everyones heads off, scary and looks like she hasn’t slept in 2 years. in my mind she also looks older than she actually is. i picture her being 9 or 10 years older than regulus and his friends. anyway. panda takes one look at this socially inept murderuos woman and she’s immediately gone for her. she wants to be her friend. wants to study bella under a microscope. wants to keep her in a lab. she’s not scared off by her foul tongue in the least. pandora is younger, but still more experienced because shes a casual serial dater in my mind. bellas only experience is the man she was forced to be engaged to and they hadn’t even kissed. they’re both bad with social cues, neither of them knows where the line between friendship and ’something more’ lies, pandora is just being a good friend. showing bella the pleasures she hasn’t experienced. they grow codependant fast. regulus hates it. bella hangs off of pandora as if there’s a leash around her neck. pandora just wants to be around bella all the time. neither one of them knows what personal space means. they don’t consider it might be inappropriate sometimes how close they are. when pandora sits on bellas lap even tho there are 3 free seats available. neither of them thinks twice when pandora wants to try out a new spell or potion that will allow them to read each others minds. bella would be conjoined to pandora if she could. she hates evan simply for being pandoras twin. pandora asks bella to move in after theyve slept together twice
nardora i cant really see either ?? to me they’re from two entirely different planets and want completely different things. narcissa, to me, is a bit like petunia i think ?? she wants normal. she wants to be under the radar. she wants someone goal oriented and direct. someone wild, but not wild. someone who wont beat around the bush, someone who’s grounded. christ why am i lowkey starting to ship petunia/narcissa while writing this . omg…………… @sugarsnappeases
ANYWAY!! again!! i’d love to be convinced or nardora. im up for anything honestly :/
pandora/prof sprout 10/10 agreed i saw it happen with my own two eyes .
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Music Game!
rules: shuffle your “on repeat” playlist from spotify the music service of your choice and post the first 10 tracks.
Tagged by: @saint—Claire (Tumblr NEVER lets me tag you which is SO sad because I have tried to tag you in so much before and couldn’t😢). thank you for letting me yell at you about these guys and being a dose of serotonin!!✨
Rules: shuffle your “on repeat” playlist from the music service of your choice and post the first 10 tracks. also disclaimer I’m just posting links like this because I don’t know how to post links any other way LOL
1. this song has been my number one played song since the movie came out. Like it’s just SO good and I can’t help to just dance when it comes on! Her voice is just so perfect✨
2. THIS SONG!!!!! OH MY GOD!!!!!! Like it had me in a chokehold. Like i need to have it playing at all times. There’s just something so powerful about Imagine Dragons in general but this song just gives me so much strength.
3. This song is one that I listen to when I get ready in the morning because there’s just something about this song that makes me feel seen and heard. Like they line “give me back my girlhood, it was mine first” HITS so hard every time.
4. No explanation needed lol I am a shipping simp
5. this song was rec’d to me because they said it summed me up as a person and it does!! I love it and quickly becoming one of my fav songs.
6. I have a fic based on this song and play it when I write LOL I love it. It’s very old Taylor with a new era vibe that just makes me SUPER happy.
7. Another fic song, but the vibes are so perfect that I love to listen to it✨
8. It’s a good song. I have no other explanation LOL
9. I work out to this song and it gives Hangster vibes Jake @ Bradley and it makes me a little insane.
10. I. AM. A. SIMP. FOR. THIS. MAN. AS. ROOSTER. Anyways. His voice makes me feel things.
and I’m tagging: @thestarlitnight, @perishablealex, @Minhkhoa-Kahn/Red if you see this tumblr wont let me tag, @katiesharms, @alylikethecat, @lilgreyarea, @midnighterapollo, @cooked-out-euro-trash and @captainclaudeandthehiddenlogs and anyone else who wants to join!!!
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📚💙💫Introducing post
[All Ooc posts will be made in brackets] || 💫Some of Hop's post will include a spinning star symbol (trust me it'll make sense lol) || [all non canon posts will be tagged as HKA, canon posts will have the full title]
[Notice! This au is on the more mature side! I will be tagging stuff accordingly but this is just to let ppl know!]
[Credit for pfp goes to! https://twitter.com/MikkuSushi/status/1210043262280634368?s=20 ]
[All basic DNI rules. Anons on but if you're rude and spam you will be blocked]
[Welcome! To my THRID! Pokemon RP blog. My name is Deerly, my main is @deerdeardarling I am insane. Specifically about this boy. Which is why he must go through horrors. I already have two fanfics for this AU with a third otw!! I will be rebloging the links to them from my main blog as well as some of the base au posts]
[I am specifically looking for Older!Calem, Serena, & Shauna. As well as Elio & Selene.]
[But as always I am flexible with whatever :]
Blog lore ||
|| A year and a half after the events of SwSh, a 17 year old Hop decides to study abroad in Kalos; with a recommendation from Professor Sycamore himself.
But; Not only is Hop journeying to Kalos to further his academics on becoming a future pokemon professor, but he is also the sole respondent of trading information about Dynamax and Infinite energy. Things that could change both; maybe eventually all region's futures.
However, there is another reason he chose Kalos over the other regions; one he hadn't told to anyone, not even his best friend. A year and half prior; Hop was granted the honor of capturing one of the regions legendary pokemon; Zacian.
Hop doesn't understand why he got that honor, because to him he hadn't done anything worthwhile. I mean sure; he managed to calm the wild beast when she was stricken with dynamax energy, but he's still not sure how he even managed to do that. What he does know is that ever since the night after capture; he's felt... alone? He wasn't sure what he felt. Yes he could just talk to his friend; but he doubt they would have more information than he had; having only caught the brother legendary within the same hour.
So; what would any teenager do when feeling alone. Go straight to the internet! And as he was boarding the ship to the neighbouring region he was glad he did. For he might not have gotten in contact with not only others who seemed to also manage to capture other legendaries. Hop also managed to get in contact with one of Professor Sycamore's former students, and she promised to give Hop any awnsers he needed.
Hop was setting off on an opportunity of a life time. To active awnsers not only for himself. But maybe for the Galar region as a whole. He was sure this trip abroad would fly by due to him having a lax but exciting year ahead of him.
An easy in & out trip; (and as he reassured he family and friends many times) He would be back home safe and secure!
...right?
Hop's current team!
[Hop couldnt take most of his galar team, except for Basil who is registered as his partner pokemon.]
[The nicknames are as follows;
Basil the Dubwool
Amysthst (or 'Mist) the shiny Vaporeon [the names not set yet]
Luke/Lucas [lucadius??] The Lucario
Tarra the Fletchling]
[This will update, and some of his catches wont appear on list]
#Hop's Kalos Arc#ChosenZVerse#[I haven't figured out the specific tags yet but I'll get there!]#pokemon rp#pokemon irl#pokemon roleplay#pokeblogging#pokemon sword and shield#pokemon xy#[I think I've got all the tags?]
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Ok I know nothing about fe3h or dangan HOWEVER for the bingo! Do one with a ship of your choice, whichever one you are most interested in at the moment! Sorry I’m not being specific, I do not know anything about these fandoms but even still! I wanted to give you the chance to do the bingo for something you currently enjoy! (And if you want to ramble abt any of the ships you are doing, feel free to do so I am quite curious!)
i'll talk about two of 'em then, thanks!
for danganronpa, i am absolutely obsessed with togaishi <3 even tho it's so obscure im the only one who ships <33 the dynamic between the two,,,it makes me go insane. i really ought to write more about them lmao (even tho it'd be read by like 5 other people lmao) like whenever i think about dangan its only now ever about my Home AU or about this ship. I am Not Okay because i have a whole plotline/series planned out for them and their relationship...but knowing me i wont ever write it because i have other more "important" fics to write that im so interested in, and im never into dr for that long. but i love this ship so much....local asshole-trustfund-baby-smartass x someone who is so passionate for what he believes in, and wanting to only just clear his family name from a horrible man that blackened it...they are complete opposites and they never really interacted in-game but. i think byakuya and taka would have so much potential. and also none at all because they are so different but that's what makes it special <33
OT3 SYLVASHELIX MY BELOVED,,,,,it all started when i shipped them all separately (sylvain/felix, then felix/ashe, and finally ashe/sylvain), and then i had the brilliant idea of combining it all together, and ever since then i have been living my best life. it's so so good and i am obsessed with all sorts of dynamics this brings in. i have a long-ish fic idea that i should really write omfg i love it but i never get around to it, because i fall out of fe3h quite frequently, sadly. but i am obsessed with this because it has everything that's good in a ship. Childhood friends-to-lovers (sylvix), pining for so goddamn long (sylvashe), the local meany being Soft for someone (ashelix), and of course, Good and Healthy Communication (sylvashelix). it's so good and fluffy and. i am not okay lmao. i want to consume so much for them but i think genuinely im the only who ships it as well lol (sans my mutual), so i guess i'll have to do all the work of filling the ao3 tag for them will i tho? who fucking knows
#i feel like i could go on about both of these#WHICH I COULD IF I EVER WROTE THOSE FICS.#oh well lmao#thanks for the ask!#ask game#bunni mumbles#danganronpa#togaishi#fe3h#sylvashelix#is that they're ship name? i actually have no idea#that's what i call them tho
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mamapilled's tumblr sideblog to organize all of the mamapills (& sometimes noupill) into categories, just for archiving's sake ^_^/
read my rentry♡ <- infos + mother manifesto (the manifesto)
tags: talk/text/meta/shitpost, drawings, comic strips, p0rn, mother manifesto (the scrap notebook. random ideas before putting in the txti + extra nonsenses)
characters are tagged with their first name. everyone's tag is the ivory household. combo tags: the ivorys (randal & luther tag), ransebtoru, rat people, hitch hikers, mrs nobi and doreamon (luther & seb tag). ship tags: hitchther (i invented that), catmen, catmenther, rantoru, nanather, rat orgy, etc.
aus: ageswap, roleswap, specieswap, regular
yes yes i know i am the insane motherfucker psychoanalyzing luther von ivory to the point of seeing him as an unhinged female hysteria cynical woman rage sweet old lady lovely maddening mother but other than that? i like funny all im really drawing and writing aside from the crazy manifesto is any and every kind of slice of life sitcoms
twitter is terrible for organizing + im a boyblogger at heart so i'll use twt for posting & interacting & having fun and then tblr for. well. archive! which means i wont be active here (at least, not as much as on twt. even less interactive) but if you, the friend reading this, still like the taste of that pill-o-mama, then welcome aboard! remember to strap in and dont be a dog!
how about you just be good, is that clear? ^_^
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hiii im empyrean! (she/it/hy femme lesbian) this is my guild wars 2 sideblog :)
i originally played the game in 2013-ish when i was a little baby and picked it up again in 2021 (on a new account sadly </3)! i havent been playing consistently over the last 2 years but im fixated on it again atm so i figured itd be nice to have a little place dedicated to it :)
ive played through the basegame story and lw1 and ive started hot (although i wont be continuing until i can play lw2), however im aware of a few major spoilers already so im safe in that regard. spoilers will be tagged as lw1 spoilers, hot spoilers, etc.
OCs:
melantha greaves (she/it lesbian): melly is my commander! (human necromancer/harbinger: street rat/unknown parents/melandru) im still ironing out her backstory but she has a strong dislike of authority and only accepted her role as commander to ensure the safety of those she holds dear. she learned early in her life that the best way to protect yourself is to appear bigger than you are so she tends to default to intimidation to get her way (ferocity win!) through her love of melandru shes come to accept the link between life and death and always makes sure to appreciate the little things in her day-to-day. she has a deep love for nature and animals as well :) stick her in a big field and she'll calm right down <3
thje insane part is that i ship her with scarlet and ive been concocting a scarlet lives au (except its my canon) to make this happen..smiles. its still a pretty big wip considering ive barely started hot but i love her too much to simply let her go. my city now (idk if scarlet discourse is a thing but if it is i dont care im sorry.....i am sympathetic towards what she went through and dont believe she deserved to die. im also just here to have a good time and i like her soooooooo much. i am realistic abt how scarlet surviving would go though). their ship name is scarlantha and i might tag things as them sometimes idk. hi
wip :)i have more guys but ive been focusing on melantha so they dont have much info rn </3 also not oc related but i love rox and marjory a lot as well im just insane abt scarlet thank you
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Am just curious.. you seem to like a lot of Wei Ying and others. Each to their own, but I wondered if you didn't like Lan Zhan or Wangxian as a couple or something?
ok so there's two issues with me writing wangxian:
1- I have read so many wangxian fics its insane and that means after reading every five or so fics, I'd come up with a new wangxian fic idea and i'd get scenes and perfect dialogue snippets in my head and they will make me salivate over the very brilliant fic I am planning. And then I get lost in planning an the fic stops being a oneshot and becomes a very fucking longfic instead. So i either start collecting bits and pieces of the fic in a seperate doc until I can completely write the fic before i post. Which is hard. WIPs are hard, I get carried away and then I hit a writer's block for a particular fic and its over.
The reason why I dont post multichapters? Because for the last three fandoms I left, I had big dreams and expectations of my very brilliant multichapter fics and my fandom shifts are so abrupt I have no time to finish a fic i've been working on for months and they end up being abandoned because if i end up in a new fandom, I cant go back and write the characters from my previous fandoms the way i wished to. I can no longer do them justice or put my heart and soul in them and my perfectionist ass thinks thats unfair to my readers. So I stop posting. So now I wont ever post a multichapter until its fully written because its better for people to not know what they're missing out on instead of see an abandoned fic and know EXACTLY what all they are missing out on. I've been hurt like this in my first fandom and istg it was bad. It was a slowburn, angsty 100k worded fic and the main pairing hadnt even kissed yet. the MMC was lusting after another chara while the FMC was catching feelings and the fic just...stopped there, with MMC imagining fucking someone else. I cant tell you how badly my mind refused to do anything but hope and wait for that fic to update and it never did. I was in the fandom for a year before I got into a new thing and ig the pain of that never left?
2- Even if I deprive wangxian-ers of a uniquely plotted new fic, they wont miss out much. There's well over a thousand wangxian fics in various settings, using various tropes. But for rarepairs? There's barely enough full-fledged fics or oneshots. A lot of fics tagged with a rarepair have that as a past ship or one sided thing OR a drabble collection which is cool but not what I am looking for if I go in the tag. So I do this for myself mostly, for rarepair readers, there's not many I cant disappoint by writing oneshots, they're just so happy with anything. I'd know, I am one of them.
Bonus reason: most of my wangxian ideas come to me when I CANT write. like 5 minutes before i pass out into a dead sleep or during an exam or when I am in class or basically any time I cant write and by the time I can, I've lost the drive I had and put it in the back burner for 'fics i may write someday'.
I hope that answered your question. I knew this was coming lol so I answered in as much detail as I could. I do hope to write wangxian fics, actually i am surprised my first fic wasnt a wangxian one tbh because i've been planning several of those but oh well.
Have a great rest of the day and thank you for being kind! <3
#stella rambles#ask me things#why i have posted only rarepair fics#despite being a mad wangxian stan#stella writes things#rarepair fics#mdzs
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!! all the main mlm ships follow this weird pattern of over sexualisation and this so called 'woke' fandom does nothing about??
wolfstar : feminine, short, overdramatic, damsel-in-distress, incompetent, sensitive, no-one-wants-you, stupid, sirius black who's entirely dependent on and worships the angry, strong, tall, smart, knight, tragic-hero-martyr-that-everyone-is-wet-for remus lupin.
not only is it so clearly the wattpad fetishization of gay men, it's also so fucking sexist? they'll have 'fuck jkr' in their bios and then make the 'feminine' one in every ship a braindead cockslut? they'll preach how women in hp are only written in categories (mother, insane, gossipy girlfriend, ...) and then ... yeah okay. that. you get it.
there's such a clear power dynamic between them. i saw a vid of one of my favr maurader accs on tiktok (@/againaweasel) saying that the reason for sirius and remus' personalities being exchanged (not multiplied into caricatures, but later on that) may be because remus was very docile about the prank canonically which may encourage sirius into doing worst shit? something like that, i dont remember right, but not only is that a very interesting dynamic to explore (common mauraders fandom L) it's just... eek? i mean, if it was on a digestible level, i guess i get it - but this weird characterization of them? you could change their names and not one person from the books would recognize the pair. so much to say about them, but whatever.
i fucking hate fanon wolfstar.
jegulus : stupid, himbo, james and genius, non chalant, leave-me-alone regulus? i wont mention how much i despise this ship outside of how it just once again has this weird power dynamic thing, only now it's all emotional because james is regulus' bitch ?? like when did that happen.
also the trans reg hc?? i feel like they def started to spite jkr and nothing more - because when i go to the tag it's usually ALL jegulus. and even then, it's so much just boypussy content.
rosekiller : literally smut. i go there, it's either sex or biting or kinks or SOMETHING. like i get it its hot theyre insane but holy. fucking. shit. give them characterizations. characterizations that go beyond stealing canon sirius and splitting them between the pair. (this happens a lot in slytherins - i'll prbly rant about it someday,).
maybe i havent read enough rosekiller, but god if they are not sexualized to bits.
this fandom is run by booktok daughters, boyfriends webtoons enjoyers & mlm fetishizers i fear. i get off tumblr and go to tiktok and cry because i am assaulted with alpha remus, cumdump sirius, dumb james, child genius regulus, rosekiller porn, sidelined dimensional female characters and misunderstood black brothers 'lore'
i genuinely think that the shift from the old marauders to the new one where every straight ship even the canon and most important one (i.e jily) and that whole jegulus/all the other made up ships that make no sense come from a place of fetish. yall LOVE to turn characters into little stereotypes and that whole constant obsession w homosexuality is not helping any cause. most of view view homosexual/queer relationships as more angsty or interesting in a way that’s so strange to me. ships could follow the most standard plot line but still be considered angsty cus they’re queer and why is that? this fandom has taken such a strange turn.
you are making sexuality such a strong and central point in a character importance more than any other trait of their character. and those head canons just end up erasing the most important things about these characters
james potter was a strong and good man. he developed from his arrogant teenage self into a good man fighting for a good cause. but now you made him into a twink that is in love with a death eater/ a member of the family that abused his best friend all his life. james and sirius’s relationship was a central point of their characters. and james’s love for lily is a central point as well??????
sirius being turned into a overly feminine gay drama queen, even though what WAS important about him was his loyalty his strength and his honor??? but all of that was forgotten. HE CAN BE GAY WITHOUT ERASING HIS ORIGINAL PERSONALITY. stop painting him into a stereotype of a gay man.
regulus black is getting the recognition that is to be given to sirius. his character was not some brave rebel vigilante that fought for justice. he was a pureblood supremacist.he was a deatheater. yes he is important to the story but he was not what you made him.
lily evans is the most important character of the series. she’s the reason it exists. her and james’s love is the center point. but it was pushed away by you people to focus on your strange fetishized view of gay men. this MAJOR character whose love for her son and husband literally MADE the story got cast away as a secondary character.
important topics like sirius’sabusive family, lily and james’s courage and love….was remplaced by ridiculized view of characters
make characters gay cus we don’t know anything about them yes okay that’s why wolf star was a major part of the fandom. but the complete shift of every single characters identity is just bullshit.
#marauders#marauders fandom#the marauders#wolfstar#jegulus#james fleamont potter#james potter#sirius orion black#sirius black#remus lupin#remus john lupin#regulus black#regulus arcturus black#james x regulus#regulus x james#remus x sirius#sirius x remus#sirius x lupin#long rant#anti marauders fandom#basically crying over some weird fucks from the seventies who didnt even exist#not beta read#its 3:52am if it doesnt make sense its not my fault guys
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