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★I don’t know the reason why Running through this endless sky I can’t see the journey’s end Yet I swear I’ll try again Wish the world could always be Like the light that’s shining here with me★
★BNA - NIGHT RUNNING★
#wandersong#wandersong vaguely modern au#bard wandersong#kiwi wandersong#miriam wandersong#artists on tumblr#IM FINALLY DONE!!!!!!!! I GUESS!!!!! SQUARE MADNESS!!!!!!!!#i hope the lyrics are accurate? i found a few versions of the translation.#oh who cares. this is a rather messy piece by my standards but honestly? it might be one of my favourite things i'd ever done.#i hope my love for this game comes thru the colors and vibes and every visible stroke of my digital brush#their clothes were supossed to be different but after i filled them in with random colors i kinda forgot.#i have a lot of thoughts. i could talk all day. but i won't. thanks for reading ;P
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And because I recently read the Chocolate Box...Please enjoy one of the only things I feel like the show did right with this particular story...
Poirot looking super dapper in his Belgian police uniform:
The cut of this uniform is very flattering on him, I must say...especially with the way it accentuates his chest, his waist, and his ''''''''seat''''''''
And I love the design on the collar/sleeves. Very fancy/official
also. please look at his very silly official hat
Gotta say. Hugh Fraser may have been the eye candy of this show, but. David Suchet sure knows how to be pretty, too
#I may. just. have a thing for men in uniform#that might be what is going on here#add to that the fact that I am pansexual and it creates the recipe for 'oh no everyone's hot' disease#Although.... Funny enough. With apologies to Philip Jackson. Inspector Japp is. not my type#so I suppose it would be more accurate to say it creates the recipe for 'oh no *almost* everyone is hot' disease#anyway speaking of uniforms. and because I am a nerd. I think it would be funny to draw Poirot in a Starfleet uniform.#Although it would have to be one of the 2330s ones because any of the other eras just wouldn't do his sense of style justice#Although if I were to be real. I don't see him actually *being* in Starfleet. Like maaybe? he was a long time ago and now he's '''retired''#I DO see him as an El Aurian ambassador that gets called in for investigations a LOT#(and let's be real him being El Aurian would certainly explain him just straight up not aging in canon)#Anyway maybe he gets called in all the time because Admiral Japp can't get anything done without him#And he meets Hastings because Japp calls him in to investigate some happenings aboard Captain Hastings' ship#And Ambassador Poirot may or may not be a thorn in Captain Hastings' side for a VERY brief time#until he clears Capt. Hastings' good name and enlists his help in the investigation. and he just slips right past Hastings' defences#Like. 'oh you put up walls so that people can't get to know you? what walls? I didn't see any'#And by the end Captain Hastings starts to think.#'oh no. I think. I think I like him. Oh NO. I think I REALLY LIKE him. OH NO'#And the Investigation is over and Hastings is having a crisis like. 'how do I ask him not to leave. Am I allowed to do that?'#'But I'm the captain I shouldn't be asking him to stay. Wait but I'm the captain so technically I'm the only one who *CAN* ask him to stay'#'*internal screaming*'#But then maybe Ambassador Poirot decides on his own that he'd like to stick around on Hastings' ship for a while. Act as a 'consultant'.#And Hastings is relieved like 'oh thank god. I won't have to say goodbye to him. wait. but like. not because. I want him or anything. what?#and First Officer Lemon is giving him the KNOWINGEST LOOK OF ALL TIME#(and. side note. we all know that First Officer Felicity Lemon would run THE tightest ship ever. So you can jot that down)#wow I accidentally unexpectedly made an AU in the tags again. Well. That was fun. Thanks for reading if you stuck around#5.6 The Chocolate Box#watching poirot#poirot#Hercule Poirot#agatha christie’s poirot
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trying to be the change i want to see in the world (sending my friends asks about their characters so they can yap and i can learn things)
#( ooc. )#[ as an aside i fucking love it when people give their characters DID. i don't care if it's realistic DID or a kind of fantasy-DID#i just think it's neat.#the only time i'll ever be annoyed is if someone gives them Supposed-To-Be-Actual-Real-Life-DID but without childhood trauma#(because that's not DID it's just like. non-disordered multiplicity. you can still do it! it's just not DID ksjnfsjdf) ]#[ and it doesn't have to be realistic or Fully Accurate or whatever. like yeah if it's a really stereotyped portrayal i won't like it but i#dont think someone needs to do 300 hours of research to depict something theyre writing for free and for fun and not publishing irl... yk ]
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#accurate reaction btw#😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️#this has been a journey that I won't ever forget 🥹❤️#also guess it's time to start rereading it 🙂↕️#haikyuu#guya posts#guya reads haikyuu#haikyuu!!#hq#haikyuu manga#haikyuu memes
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i fully understand what's going on to make john act the way he does in the farm divorce, these are Very Extenuating Circumstances, i don't like, blame him for it or want to hold any of it against him, but also, maybe his worst moment (that shows up in the actual podcast and isn't just alluded to). he is so genuinely nauseatingly awful in that entire fight. honestly worse than i think he even ever got in season 1. his moral grounds are getting questioned so he retaliates with the most blatant and aggressive manipulation tactics possible, throwing arthur's s3 breakdown in his face so he can cling to the high ground while simultaneously continuing to try to lie about basic facts of what's happening and i'm just. jesus Fucking christ, john. you Cannot be doing this.
and then on the other side of the equation arthur spends the whole fight accurately deconstructing where john's coming from emotionally and then tries to absolve him of all responsibility for his actions bc of it?? going "actually if you think about it all of this is really my fault for not being nebulously better at keeping you on rails." and also killing his friendship with oscar basically unprompted to placate him. honestly deeply concerning behavior the whole time this man needs so much fucking therapy it's not even funny.
#the nemesis speaks#mv liveblog#malevanalysis#different analysis post i probably won't finish tonight prompted me to go back to this fight and genuinely what the fuck#i mean i'm obsessed with 38 it's a beautiful show of character all around it's just also Very Bad To Watch Happen From All Angles#arthur we can't be doing this. please look at me you need to chill. you are going to get yourself so abused#i feel like i've seen ppl argue that john was in the right in this fight#but now i'm questioning that bc when you actually look at it he is being so fucking The Worst Ever#like he is trying to legit make arthur feel crazy and evil for just having accurate observations about what he's doing#surely nobody is genuinely trying to defend him here... right......
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Are yyou team green or black? And why?
team green, though I'm not in support of every green character (namely Otto though my opinion of him is complicated. I also have opinions on Aegon and his characterization that makes it even more complicated)
[I have only read bits and pieces of the book, so my opinion is based almost solely on the show. keep this in mind]
I'm team green for 3 big reasons. they're more complex, thought not perfect by any means, more morally "right", and are simply more my vibe when it comes to characters. now this is very simplified and not at all nuanced, so stick with me for a minute.
Firstly, they're more complex. the greens have very deep, detailed, and nuanced lives and stories that lead to them being very complex characters that can't be put into a box. Alicent was a child bride who had lost her mother young became a mother young and suffered at the hands of power and men all her life. her children were affected by this and the world they were forced to grow up in throughout their lives. even individually her kids are drastically different; aegon the child who was forced into a life he did not want and suffered due to his father neglect and mother pain. Helaena who was never understood and grew up treated like an oddity. Aemond who was never seen to his full potential, always ignored or looked over, angry throughout his life. each of them has strengths and weaknesses, flaws and benefits, they're imperfect but never completely horrid. they're also never simplified (not entirely, even when the plot and writers seek to simplify them) to the point that they put on a moral pedestal or made straight evil (i'd even argue that the attempts of the writer to oversimplify them as evil and in the wrong makes them 10x more fascinating). I find TB characters tended to miss the mark on that, always put in the moral light, not even allowed a moment to reflect on their actions, lives, or positions in any nuanced or meaningful way, so they always just feel dull. they're also out on a moral highground that they can never be budged from, which makes them harder to like and honestly, really boring. they get away with everything instead of being emotionally and morally nuanced.
secondly, they're more morally "right". I will never say that any of the greens are perfect, they are far from it (with the exception of Helaena and her kids, who have done literally nothing to anyone, but I digress). what I will say, 9/10 times there is some level of reasoning that has some level of reasoning. Alicent always tries to do whats best for everyone, all throughout the series she tried to do best by the court, the king, her children, the realm, and Rhaenyra. did she always succeed? no, but she always tried and her mistakes were almost always honest. I will say she held resentment towards Rhaenya, but honestly, I can't blame her. Rhaenyra's lies and behavior hurt Alicent over and over again so for her to be angry is expected.when it came to succession, Alicent backed Rhaenyra until it was made clear she and Daemon would be a threat to her children's lives and even than she held mercy for Rhaenyra. Aegon's drinking can be blamed on the abuse and neglect he suffered at Viserys, Otto, and Alicent's (though the abuse and neglect from his mother is insanely different and nuanced. she perpetuated her pain onto him because she couldn't heal herself. so I hesitate to call it abuse, cause its so much more complicated than that) hands. though nothing will justify his rape of Dyana, I personally think it was a bad add in on the writers part, and leave it at that. Aemonds rage after years of being ignored doesn't entirely justify what he did to luke, but he had reason for his cruelty after years of Luke (and jace tbh) being cruel just because they could. TB characters tend to do terrible things in response to either A. nothing B. their own terrible things. Daemon kills who he wants when he feels like it, even for stating facts. Rhaneyra will lie and hurt those around her to protect her bastard children. both of them conspire to protect themselves and allow themselves to be wed, really just cause. while there are times they have their reasons, its a lot less of the time, and typically the backing to their actions, is they were trying to unbury themselves from within their own graves. (to preface, I don't care about rhaenyra sleeping around, it doesn't bother me, but its the fact that she will hurt everyone around her to protect her lies, allowing a child to be maimed and people to be murdered)
thirdly, they're my vibe. I like morally complex character, who are, to be frank, pathetic. I like characters with complex trauma's and issues, who aren't perfect people but its not entirely their fault. I would much rather watch a whole show about alicent, a child bride who tries so hard to be a good wife, queen, and mother while not prepared for any such role. Aegon who is a boy with severe mommy and daddy issues, a drinking problem, a flawed past, and constantly wet eyes. Helaena an ignored girl who has suffered for no better reason then her family. and Aemond, a boy who was tormented, bullied, maimed, and made stronger by it at the cost of his compassion and emotional stability - over a nepo baby who was coddled by her father, her murderous husband with a knack for unneeded violence, and her similarly coddled children (the show boiled them down to this, in my opinion). one is simply more up my alley than the other. I want character that need to be dissected, who have suffered, who hurt me to look at.
also, team black created almost all of their own problems. seeing as the main source of contention had to do with Rhaenyra's kids being bastards, which was Rhaenyra's problem, which she caused, and kept digging and digging that grave (faking Laenors death just so she could marry daemon, turning the blame on aemond when luke maimed him furthering the divide amongst the house, trying to wed Helaena to Jace putting her in danger, trying to take the driftmark throne and killing Vaemond for a claim her sons did not have, etc,) till viserys's death, earns her a lot less pity from me. at the end of the day, her being a woman was only a needle in a haystack worth of problems she caused herself that hurt her claim. if she had just strived to create to connection with ancient and her kids, and didn't make herself look like a threat to everyone who lessened her claim (which alicents kids would be the first people to be taken out) alicent would have backed like she had all season and there would have been no war, maybe conflict, but no war.
theres also the effect of the fans on my opinion. I have faced more cruelty, terrible media analysis, and outright ableism/misogny/(blood and sexual based) purist ideology/etc. from the TB fans then I have ever witness by TG fans. TB fans have ruined almost all of the TB characters for me in more ways than I can count, so I will say I am very biased.
thats why I'm team green. as a whole they are simply more appealing, their stories are more interesting, demand more attention to detail and emotional understanding, and from my point of view were the "right" side to be on in the war (the war was wrong on both sides, but my chips lie in the favour of the greens).
#THESE ARE ALL MY OPINIONS IF YOU DONT LIKE IT IGNORE THIS POST. MY ACCOUNT. MY EXISTENCE AS A WHOLE.#BETTER YET. IF YOU REALLY DONT LIKE MY OPINION. BLOCK ME.#I dont want drama. so dont bother me if you disagree#and to clarify discourse and conversation (even if we disagree) =/= arguing. name calling. harassment#if you can be constructive and respectful even while disagreeing your fine to stay#(the fact I have to clarify this in this fandom is embarrassing...)#defintly could have gone more in depth and better explained some things#but I'm tired and know if I don't answer this now I won't ever cause I'm a chronic procrastinator#so this is the best y'all are getting#the pity I have for all of them compared to any of the TB fans is honest to god my entire reasoning#but so many people don't understand them at all so I can't just say that#and I say this as someone who on my first watch was swayed by the intentional moral framing to hate the Greens and support the Blacks#with my whole chest. but I've grown and reflected and rewatched the show and realized I was wrong.#so I've been on both sides of the argument#I know what I'm taking about#pro team green#pro alicent hightower#I'm damn near anti TB/Rhaenyra#but I say lukewarm feelings on them to be more accurate#alicent hightower#aegon ii targaryen#aegon targaryen#aemond targaryen#helaena targaryen#rhaenyra targaryen#daemon targeryan#luke velaryon#jace velaryon#not tagging TB I like my life and sanity#they're so mean all the time and in the last week I've been harassed by them multiple times
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@starscall 30 Days Infinity Nikki Styling Challenge Day 5 - Save slot #2
Since save slot #1 is named Mary after Mary Crawford, save slot #2 is named Fanny after Fanny Price, protagonist of Mansfield Park, foil of wicked, uncle-badmouthing, gold-fishing Mary.
The Endless Longing shawl goes very well with that one white sundress to produce a sort of movingly pretty but also kind of sickly effect, because Fanny can and will drop dead without her Daily Horse Rides. The neckline is a tad low, but nothing can't be solved with the Aurosa collar. (Bonus: it comes with a little necklace, just like the chain she hung her crush's cross on)
Fanny might strike one as having a stick up her arse, but she's one of my favourites among the Austen protagonists. It's something about slowly but surely growing a backbone in an increasingly disillusioning world while never losing hold of her compassion.
#infinity nikki#30 days of infinity nikki#sorry for the ramble#but I have Feels about Mansfield Park#I still believe that nobody in the book deserves Fanny#not even her crush#it's difficult watching everybody making choices for her#and sacrificing her things without a second thought#on grounds of “oh of course she won't care would you now”#not regency-era accurate#I will draw until I go broke if Infinity Nikki ever puts historically accurate outfits out there
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And the crazy thing is, I still dream of being able to trust you again.
I know that lifetime is gone. I know that like old ink you will fade from my mind and your face will be smeared out in my memories. But in the meantime, I will let myself dream.
#and i placed this message in a place you won't ever see#ex friends#former friends#it's more accurate to call them nightmares#i don't forgive you#but i cant remember you
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what chess piece are you?
→ white bishop.
You are a White Bishop. There is something you believe in, be it an oath, a phrase, a promise. It's what keeps the bishop on the diagonal path it takes on the board. You live by this creed and infect others with it. You are empathetic, able to feel others' pain like it's your own, and offer advice or help to them. But be careful, because every bleeding heart runs out of blood eventually. Every leader crumbles to the next generation.
tagged by: @dreadedwxlf tagging: @vastiitas , @mkoshi ( any muse! ), whoever else wants to.
#『 there's no place we won't reach if it's us. 』 ⟶ dash games.#i wouldn't say it's the most accurate answer ever but it certainly does make things fun considering sanzo got the white queen
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Please ignore my dirty mirror and my cheap ass accessories and my first ever attempt at beard makeup done with makeup three years out of date. Just ignore all of this actually. This is for me.
#i am SO excited about this AUGH#it won't be the most accurate cosplay ever because i do NOT have the time or money or talent for that shit#but it DOES make me happy#making stuff#kinda?#i havent actually made anything yet but I WILL#but my local fabric store just closed so now I gotta drive a minimum hour away for fabric#debating on whether to tag this...#fuck it#Gortash
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Saddens me greatly that even with my giant/tiny slider, i will never be able to make my favorite ocs height-accurate. The tallest one is 20ft (6m). That's like a 2 story building. Game just can't handle dudes that huge ;-;
#the shortest one is 8ft.#i might be able to make her close to accurate height#i think once we get past her and the 9.2ft tall one tho that's it.#then its 11ft. 14ft. 17ft. 19ft. 20ft.#they're just too big...#simoleon#i still have to make their body markings#and also their hairs.#i dunno enough to make clothes so ill be at the liberty of existing cc there tho.#and then i probably won't even like the way they turn out as Sims bc they'll all be too short and won't look enough like my art 💛#that's ok tho.#if their hairs end up useful for other people then it will not have been wasted effort. if i ever get around to it.#dunno if ill release their markings...#ill probably end up using them on other Sims but it would be weird to see strangers using them in a way i can't articulate
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nothing like getting very minorly told off at work to make me feel physically ill for the rest of the day
#logically it's like. ok no one told me not to do that and it was ambiguous#so now that you've said not to I won't in the future. case closed#but it's like ahhhhhhhh so who even told you I was doing that in the first place#and why. were they annoyed? and more importantly did they present the situation accurately to you?#or do you now think I was doing something worse than I actually was?#second of all it wasn't complicated to explain so you didn't need to slack me to tell me to stop by your office#you could have just said it over slack. two sentences#a real win for the inclination to assume that everyone thinks I'm annoying and bad at my job and they regret hiring me#<<skewed for sure but there is a tiny bunny rabbit in my chest who needs a 99:1 positive to negative feedback ratio and she's not getting i#anyway I don't ever want to be seen as resistant to criticism so I'm always just like okay :) 👍#resisting the urge to explain or justify but then that just makes me worry everyone assumes the worst of me#bc I'm not making it absolutely clear where I'm coming from#and the answer is. bestie they aren't thinking abt you at all it's not that deep#also. it makes sense that I am worse than everyone else at my job bc I am the newest and the least experienced#and also! this is the first time I've ever worked in an office environment! first time I've ever worked full time!#I don't know what I'm doing! I deserve a little grace!#anyway yikes yikes yikes#yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes yikes
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Armchair diagnosed npd by the mutuals
Makes one post. Is immediately diagnosed by tumblr.
#No matter how plausible or accurate it is I won't bother going through the work of researching or anything soo bleh#I don't bother self diagnosing cuz I am so so afraid of being wrong 👍 about anything at all. Ever.
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I'm so amused by myself constantly because I went from having no attachment to F1 to actually arriving at a stage where I have very clear likes and dislikes for certain drivers and I'm sat watching these practices and qualifyings and races all crabby if my clear favourites aren't doing well and my clear dislikes do something of any importance...
#i won't ever speak ill of anyone#i ain't even gonna say who i very clearly like and dislike#(other than George that is i'm in love with my Susan <3)#but like.. the way i get CRABBY#someone i hate could be in deadlast and it STILL wouldn't be enough for me you know?#i'd want that guy EVEN FURTHER DOWN#*not actual accurate comment on this particular qualifying i can't even remember who got last#it's so funny to me how i've gone from having zero feelings in this#to making mental lists of who i adore who i despise and who i couldn't care less for..#in conclusion? hater from the womb to the tomb i guess..#Sunny talks about the vroom vroom sport#talking to the void#ignore me
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The above is a variation of an early early-twenty-first meme template where two different groups with the same name are summoned in the opposite situation causing confusion. In this case, it is 'the sea people.'
In around the twelfth century BCE, at least half a dozen advanced, interconnected, literate empires collapsed without much explanation. Because literacy and written records were vastly reduced in the centuries following, we do not have a strong sense of why this happened. By classical antiquity around the sixth century BCE, new civilizations had emerged and they, too, did not have much of an understanding of why their predecessors disappeared, but they had a vague and mythological knowledge of their existence. Writings from the 6th century BCE laid some of the blamed attack by "sea people," as in, raiders from the Mediterranean causing chaos. This became a foundational part of conspiracy theories regarding Atlantis. The three bronze-welding warriors from different civilizations in the top panel are said sea people, and they correspond with the bronze age pharaoh in the bottom panel. While early twenty-first century denizens might not recognize their garb in particular, they can generally get the idea (if they are aware of the Bronze Age collapse and its associated myths), and they are somewhat likely to recognize the garb of the pharaoh, which is particularly distinct.
In the 20th century, starting with the works of H.P. Lovecraft, many authors contributed to the vague canon of a cosmic horror series known as the Cthulhu Mythos. The sea and the mysteries of its depths were a common theme in this genre of horror, and there are multiple maddening entities and civilizations that were said to live deep beneath the waves or who have drowned when they collapsed. These, too, could be considered "sea people." The bottom panel depicts three different horrors of the aquatic variety from the mythos, and their corresponding summoner in the top panel is a cultist from the same. In the mythos, it is a common theme for people to go mad from revelations and, in their madness, seek to serve the cosmic entities and bring destruction to society by using the damning forces of the eldritch, so it is appropriate for them to attempt to summon monsters for some mad reason or other. People in the early twenty-first century would understand the monsters to be from the mythos and the cultist to be a cultist, if they had any familiarity with the genre.
#period novel details#explaining the joke ruins the joke#not explaining the joke means people 300 years from now won't understand our culture#I don't find the Bronze Age Collapse that mysterious myself#the idea of civilizations lasting or even ages ending is the real myth#everything is a continuous process and we only neatly organize the past in our history books#I don't think a random person in the Roman Empire would ever be able to accurately notice they were in the collapse#(ignoring very specific events like the Fall of Constantinople)#and I presume Bronze Age denizens wouldn't have noticed they were pert of their OWN collapse#local and global are different scales
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Funniest fucking thing is that I feel obligated to use this song as Billy's and Ewen's relationship song because the occupations inn the song (lighthouse keeper and traveling preacher) are literally the occupations of the characters they're both inspired by lmao
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#me: i HAVE to find the song that most accurately portrays their relationship; which is a strained and long road with many#turns that never seem to end and the passenger is bored out of their mind and sighing to themselves 'When will it end?#Should i tell him to turn around? Where are we even going? i don't think i want to get there. I'm not sure if i ever wanted to get there.#I'm tired and frustrated at these neverending turns. I should tell him to stop the car. And if he won't; at least to let me out.'#and the driver is enjoying the scenery; thinking to himself 'Wow what a beautiful road. I will never get tired of these trees and of#carefully making these dangerous turns! Nature is such a beauty. I wish this journey could go on forever.'#also me: Well this song is about being a lighthouse keeper and a traveling preacher so.#Youtube
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