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色彩 [Shikisai]
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#itafushi#fushiita#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#fanart#jjk fanart#megumi#yuuji#finally...some not angst.....#im worried out of my mind fr these two right abt now but we cope we cope :)#i woke up early n rushed to render this bc im leaving 2 catsit today n wont b able to spend every waking hour drawing like i have been#almost uploaded it without rendering megumi's ear and frgetting the sukuna scars so im sure ill find something i missed once i hit post smh#this pose fought me also >:( sighs why when i try to do not angst they do not want to cooperate . do they prefer being hurt#anyway !!!#i dont think any1 Listens when ppl put song links in the caption but if anyone is curious ! colours/shikisai galileo galilei#SO themcore im unwell i say that a lot but i mean it every time#speaking of colours i Love how these turned out but they ended up being a lot more cohesive than i intended GKHSDFK#wanted to have yuuji in warm and megumi in cold but that appears to have blended everywhere but their uniforms Oops#sighs these 2 and their sun/moon imagery r my cause of death. i die thinking abt it#resisted the urge 2 have a lmhs caption but let it b known. i amn Thinking it.#anyway i say ill b away from my drawing tablet but i fully plan 2 uber home one of the days so i can draw#i cant b slacking now the itfs reunion is nigh and i feel nauseous abt it i need to channel the nervous energy#have sketches.......just in case....but we dont Talk abt just in case >:(#itfs nation hold strong <3
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man it's him the man
#fkn hate this guy (giggles n kicks my feet whenever he appears) god i cant stand him#but actually he can go fuck off#just roll with it#jrwi riptide#niklaus hendrix#my art#im in too deep in this hyperfixation its like so bad i had dreams from separate nights abt it that were connected#it was like a continuation it was so weird fnc kissed for a second time is all that happened really#ok cus first one was that happening in an ep n then i woke up confused n then next night i had a dream i was sitting watching an ep n the e#ents from that previous dream just played out n i was like “what the fuck it was real”#but it wasnt real at all it was just my subconscious pranking me#anywayfs d oyou like the sparkles in the full moon for forf orofor the trio :) i cant rn im so destroyed uhm uhuh uhhhhgng
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oh my fucking god i forgot about femslash february. do yall want stephcass drabbles cause i can do THAT for sure
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#stephcass#this is so bad i woke up this morning n was like chat im forgetting smth… AND I WAS#anyways dia yap personal post idk
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Mami is on my intro post and my blog theme icon, I gotta live up to that.
Mami!!!
#Im so excited for the new movie like hoooooly fuck#we are EATING next year fellas we are M U N C H I N G#I gotta find a consistent style when drawing the madoka characters but its been so long since ive drawn them waugh#Soooo anyways Mami!!!#Shes always been my favorite! i just like her aesthetic her character her design RAAAAGH#Shes just so cool#also one more thing idk the context behind this drawing i just passed out while on ibispaint and when i woke up it was there soooo#puella magi madoka magica#madoka magica#tomoe mami#mami tomoe#cherris canvas
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#i'm feelin sm better today i didnt panic when i woke up bc i could actually breathe:oo#so to celebrate i planned lil trip to wales on the weekend n im gna take myself on pretty lil walk :3#i also have scary dr appt on friday so im gna need something to look forward to after it or ill have a meltdown#pls hope i dont get lost bc ive never been to wales n driving new places kinda scares me#but i wnt to be brave n ill get pretty views as a reward so🤷🏻#i rly hope i dont wake up tomorrow feeling like shit now n have to cancel my plans bc i dnt like it even when im not disappointing anyone:p#im v excited !! even if it does mean a 5am wake up on my day off
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Hnnn hands feel so dryyy :[
Realizes lotion exists
Puts lotion
Woa :O
#idk but like#lotion actually WORKS whodve guessed???#maybe im just dumb#but i dint know lotion works this fast?#or maybe this is just a placebo#maybe the dryness comes back later#while cleaning i found a half empty small tube of lotion i forgot i had#hands felt dry so i used it#its not expired i checked lol#jic u were wondering#doesnt even look like an expensiv brand#prolly was some cheap on sale thing i got on impulse ag the checkout places#idk i just woke up n wanted to share my soup brained thoughts#inkz yaps#ha i used the new tag#good job me for remembering🤝
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oh my fucking god i feel. SO stupid rn at How i didnt make the (super sane very normal just absolutely. Yes. Surely) connection earlier but uhh
so anyway im now like 89% certain that whatever the "traces" of the narwhal that remain on ajax and facilitate their (ever-growing) innate connection are like. an actually fundamental aspect of it (them?) more or less.
why? because if you consider its pov just for a moment. the narwhal was literally about to depart teyvat for good. it had nearly finished consuming the primordial sea and preparing to breach surface to finish the job by eating the french for the leftovers their human bodies were made from. its an interstellar voyager it does not linger on planets it devours. it goes glug glug and it leaves.
and like if it wasnt for traveler intervening its confirmed through narzissenkreuz and renes world formula that teyvat wouldve just been destroyed. no one could have stopped the narwhal not neuvillette not focalors not anyone.
so what was the one other thing it did right before going for that french brunch? calling for ajax. getting them reunited in the primordial sea. like all the possible implications aside bc theres many different ways to speculate on the exact reasons why and the nature of that link. the point remains.
it wasnt leaving teyvat without finding him.
like the narwhal is about to fucking Dip from this cringe planet and whatever part of it that ajax carries within himself his narwhal Absolutely wanted to be reunited with. what the fuck am i supposed to read from that. hoyo???????!??! answers?!?!?!
and its not only the calling from the narwhal side itself either bc this is ALL coinciding with the growth of a 'restless power' within ajax and his vision malfunctioning (the things celestia is literally confirmed to harvest energy thru to repair its damaged authority) and his connection with the narwhal reaching an actual conscious level (arguably subconscious n emotional too bc i find it Curious his mood is poor right as the narwhal is repeatedly described as positively malding to the point its boss fight mechanic is literally a rage meter). ajax' power is growing. his destiny is starting to shift and something is drawing him to fontaine... right as the narwhal is getting close to finished with the primordial sea. funny how it overlaps eh. how it aligns 🤨🤨 why are they orbiting each other like this (they should kiss)
(& not to even Mention how ajax just Happened to get that absolutely exponential and borderline unbelievable feat of power spike in extending his foul legacy endurance as massively as he did. while. within the primordial sea. with his narwhal. who had at that point all but incorporated the power of that sea into itself. i s2g if childe was getting passive home turf co-op bonus exp with a 4x multiplier automatically the whole 40+ days 💀💀)
#man the way its lovely reunion but tjen ajax fucking ATTACKS IT ON SIGHT you couldve gotten married!!!!11!1 fucking unbearable i am in agony#anyway contrary to popular belief we still have no fucking clue whether ajax' link to the narwhal was innate#skirk saying the traces remain on him after meeting it isnt saying tht much. the parts he shares w it couldve well been innate but dormant#instead. also just the fact that he woke it up already shady#then like. monoceros caeli being his from the beginning is completely plausible despite ppl acting like its been confirmed his const change#and like them being halves of the same entity on some lvl would make the narwhal being so weak without him n until ajax found it again#make very much. sense. anyway ajax toxicity jokes aside if the narwhal was just trying to eat him point blank without even a hello#i do get why hed react aggressively. but also bros been telling everyone n their mom hes fighting his narwhal the seconf he finds it again😔#so i feel somewhat confident in assuming he started that 40+ days brawl#anyway if ajax Isnt the celestial narwhal on some level or possibly becoming it as their link grows.#riddle me this atheists. why is his 3rd phase boss theme. the song about His individual murderous rage at us#bc he thought he was outplayed by us. His personal wrath#whys the song for that called the wrath of the celestial narwhal. of the star swallowing whale. Hmmmge. his individual rage.#why does tusk of monoceros caeli speak of him embracing the narwhals innate qualities as embracing mere parts of Himself#funny how tjat goes!! (the OST n boss drop is not 100% serious theory but it does drive me insane. bc why would they phrase it like that)#anyway either theyre 2 halves same original entity or theyre soulmates idgaf . they should fold teyvat in half and eat it for brunch#aaand im going to be consumed by this realization for the next month wish me luck#WHY DID IT NEED HIM THERE SO BADLY???? HUH??????#i mean relatable dont we all. but its sooooooooo inch resting. Curious indeed#rambles#genshin#childe#childeposting#narwhalposting
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Modern au with a strong theme of Hiccup coping with his leg better than all the people around him and it's low key pissing him off
#hiccup haddock#what.. im not projecting#anyways woke up w a shit ton of notes n ideas for my modern au i dont remember writinf so thats cool#rotbtd modern au#i feel like he'd be more traumatized from [undecided event that caused the injury] than the fact he had an amputation#and would be obviously frustrated about such major changes in the way he does things but#itd be different than the like conern (pity) other ppl show#he makes a leg joke and stoick just looks at him sadly/uncomfortably or ppl stare like 'do i laugh or..?'#(obviously. people generally dont make jokes abt their disabilities out loud if theyre not okay with you laughing 😭)#the point is the way hes treated would be wildly different in a modern au especially one not taking place on berk#my aus#moth.txt#lots more thoughts on this n the feelings he will have (in a fic i may or may not write) but im struggling to articulate them#mainly is the frustration though. frustration with yourself but moreso how the people around you suddenly change their behavior due#to your disability and Not in a good way.#the balance between learning to accept help and coming to terms with it but also not#letting people coddle you or making sure they know when they overstep#etc etc etc. like i said: struggling to articulate it but its just a very specific Feeling#httyd modern au#deyas dragons
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I was like half way to being delirious during this weeks fhjy ep cuz reasons but god british kristen and dm zac was crazy. Also yes if/when the rat grinders die i will cry bc i love them and they didnt deserve what they got and yes i will cheer when porter (hopefully) gets fuckin destroyed bc even if i find him interesting as a villain/antagonist hes a shitty teacher and that makes me upset.
Other thoughts on the ep are just gorgug and kristen being death buddies bc yknow. And gorgug as whole, but thats just the norm for me.
Is this anything.
#d20#d20 fantasy high#d20 fhjy#d20 spoilers#fhjy#fhjy spoilers#this is like my most half baked post ever bc im so tired and so hungry rn lmaooo#also i havent eaten bc its been storming n shit and like constant tornado warnings and flooding its been kinda crazy#i woke up at like 6am man
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I'm a female exclusively and only attracted sexually and romantically to other females. What does that make me?
well its not like i can Assign you a label, bc identities dont work like that. you can use just lesbian, if you want, since it being an umbrella label doesnt mean it cant also apply to your identity. thats the great things about identities though, that you can choose your labeling or even go unlabeled and just live youre life, theyre not prescriptive.
though, if you mean "female" specifically to mean people assigned that at birth, then id just label you an asshole.
otherwise, enjoy the wonders of the vast lesbian experiences of your fellow lesbians if you so choose. bc isnt it great we can all share our joy in being attracted to/loving women no matter how different we may be?
#ik this ask is extremely likely isnt in good faith but i just woke up n have salt in me ig#bi lesbiask#lesbian#im gonna try to get more sleep snnzz i dont like waking up at 6 am
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hey gay people in the saw trap how r we feeling +color edits lololol
#saw franchise#fanart#hoffstrahm#mark hoffman#peter strahm#saw iv#saw v#saw#coffinshipping#hi everyone#im fine#this took me three days of looking at it and trying to draw realistic men#anyway.... au where strahm doesnt die n they can grab the extra holes#im supeer normal#but fuck it its tumblr#also do not worry what hoffmans back arm is doing ive spent days on this posekljdflg#i feel like i should have a tag for my more shippy and risque pics#bc tumblr isnt a professional site to me lol#idk what happened to day but i woke up and was overtaken with gay middle aged men brainworms#i think its so funny#men will be like ugh i cant just kill u… ill put u in a saw trap#putting green hues on saw art is sofunny
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being able to sleep in today and not worry about any familial bullshit is the best gift i could have gotten
#only one person messaged me#it was great#i only just woke up n got a shower#i dont remember the last time i slept in till 11#i just could not fall asleep last night#but then i was also messaging my friend in arizona#i got him hooked on rosie#he was getting his hands tattooed#and he was in charge of the tunes#he said it went from lorna shore to rosie to cattle decaptiation and it was the weirdest transition#and like#honestly a pretty dope lineup#but i got him hooked on rosie and that’s all that matters#im literally the annoying friend everyone just tolerates
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i cant sleep so um here u go
#im sry kendrick is beefing with ppl n he's the best n im so fixated on it i have 2 get some of the thoughts out of my brain#he srsly fit so much into that verse#a 7min response where u gotta diss trans ppl bc ur mad that kendrick is actually woke and always ahead of the curve is so fking pathetic tbh#like i even like the flow and the change ups#i do think established rich ass rappers incorporating drill is trend chasey and borderline gentrification#hot hot hot takes sry#but just listening to the leaks on kendricks upcoming single is just#it just proves that he rly is in a league of his own#his style is so different n new every single album and ppl fucking hate him for it#he's not chasing trends he's doing him#ok sry i think thats most of my thoughts im sry im very uneducated but he's just.... the best ok?#this is prob so fking random so most of u n the rest prolly wont agree with anything im saying so uhm sry#pls ignore these tags n just focus on my tiddies n think abt the fact that if u shove ur dick down my throat i stop talking#kthx bye <3#me
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This cat (not mine) is obsessed with my blanket (the one he is sitting on) and is now watching my youtube videos :/
#other#t talks#im watching crochet videos :p#also he fell asleep sitting like that n woke himself up when he fell over haha
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i finally played rain's embrace, it brought back some unpleasant memories for me but more importantly i thought it was really interesting how it shows that caleb has never really changed, we were just limited by our unreliable narrator and perspective on him as the mc.
first of all, the backstory about bb caleb locking up bb mc in the attic because he was worried about her being in danger. i think he showed a realistic childishness in how thoughtless that was and how he easily got distracted into leaving her behind, but it can also be seen as a mirror of adult caleb, who was fully ready to lock her up despite her protests and how angry she was, and only gave up when she became too upset. he's ok about her being scared or angry, but he usually gives in when she becomes upset.
the story is a flashback of when mc was in college before joining the HA, i think? and i think it's really interesting how this caleb actually isn't that different from current caleb, but he's a little less tough and more vulnerable.
no matter how far he goes, he always falls back to being pitiful and brotherly, and i think thats why mc had such a rosy view of him. it's like, if your mom hits you but she's sweet and doting the rest of the time, you'll never think you're being abused, but if she stops being so affectionate but keeps the same frequency of hitting, you think you're "suddenly" being physically abused. caleb "stopped pretending", he stopped having that limit and no longer immediately tried to make it up to mc whenever he made mc upset, so now mc thinks he changed when she's just seeing how he's always been.
then at the end- "i promise i'll never lock you up again", "i'll take you to skyhaven next time", i got really mad then i got really sad. caleb when i get my hands on you-
anyway, i love everything the writers have been doing with caleb. i feel like they really put effort and planning into his implementation and it's not just a rush job or fan service. i worried at first that they would make him super edgy in the story, then dial back and make him harmless in the extra stuff, but no, they're actually committing to his character type.
#lads#l&ds#lads caleb#l&ds caleb#caleb the man that you are#im thriving in this new caleb era#(not so fun fact one time my mom locked me into a spare room with broken lights as punishment bc i asked to have a turn on the tv that nigh#i finally cracked and knocked on the door trying to quietly n nicely beg to be let out but when she opened the door#she looked like she just woke up and she said ''i forgot you were in there'' and i still have issues bc of that trauma#anyway point is it was an unpleasant surprise to have mcs memory be eerily similar to what happened to me)
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2 people co fronting and one is a baby and one is a teenager and theyre botg trying to cooperate to get food from the kitchen but theyre both really really fucking scared
#al speaks#n speaks#GOD HELP US#N IS A TODDLER RN AND IM LIKE 15 AND IM FREAKING OUT AND IDK WHAT THE FUCK TO DO IM SO COOKED I JUST WANT FOOD#WE JUST WOKE UP AND ITS JUST US 2 IN FRONT AND WE DONT KNOW WHY!!! WHERE DID EVERYONE ELSE GO!!!!!#itll prolly be fine in like 10 minutes i just need to yell somewhere
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