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[redjadethewriter]

Blank the Series: The Novel vs The Show

After finally sitting down and reading the source material for the series, I must admit that I had expected it to be more provocative. However, to me, it was more like reading a soft-core erotica - nothing too outrageous. I hesitate to even classify it as soft-core, but that’s the best way I can describe it. Of course, anything involving BDSM is bound to stand out.

Despite my initial reservations, I found myself engaged in the love story between Khun Nueng and Anueng. The story, although a bit too PG-13 for my taste, held my attention. In my analysis of the series, I primarily focused on the character interactions, their internal struggles, insecurities, and how these factors influenced their actions and decisions.

Being a crone, I naturally gravitated towards examining Khun Nueng’s character more closely, as I found her to be the most relatable. However, I must acknowledge that Anueng is a well-developed character as well. She serves as a reminder that, regardless of age, individuals can possess cunning and resourcefulness.

While Anueng may appear childish around Khun Nueng in the series, after reading the novel, I gained a deeper understanding of why she expresses herself in such an over-the-top and annoying manner. It’s because she wants to elicit a reaction from Khun Nueng, as it seems to be the only way to make her “look more human” or act like it. In the novel, Khun Nueng rarely shows facial reactions unless she’s prompted to do so, which Anueng does often. Otherwise, Khun Nueng would simply hide behind her stoic mask all the time.

Interestingly, Khun Nueng’s go-to response to anyone expressing a romantic interest in her is, “Are you worthy of me?” as a tactic of scaring them away. This phrase serves as her motto, even though she doesn’t have any specific criteria for determining who would be worthy of her love, mainly because she has never truly loved anyone. So, when Anueng challenges this line by asserting, “I’m not today, but I will become worthy,” it deeply shocks our ice queen, both in the novel and in the series. It’s something she never expected.

As I’ve mentioned before, Khun Nueng finds herself in quite a bit of trouble because she has met her match in Anueng. They are contrasting yet compatible characters, and that’s what I find intriguing. They possess similarities that draw them closer together while also reflecting their deepest flaws. In a striking revelation, I realized their insecurities were actually quite similar, but in reverse. Anueng becomes jealous because of her insecurities about being young and not having much to offer, constantly worrying that Khun Nueng might end up with someone her own age who has a more established life. On the other hand, Khun Nueng frets about being too old and the possibility of the young girl eventually growing bored with her, changing her mind, and leaving.

Khun Nueng exhibits striking similarities to her grandmother, both in the series and in the novel. They share an icy demeanor, a controlling nature, and a toxic fixation on perfectionism. Despite leaving behind her privileged status, these traits have carried over into her more humble life as an artist. I now understand that her choice to rebel against her grandmother was not all simply out of spite, but a deliberate decision to assert her own identity.

While Khun Nueng desires her grandmother to acknowledge her responsibility for Song’s death and their collective suffering, she also longs to discover her true self. Above all else, Khun Nueng yearns to experience a wider range of emotions. She craves the taste of disappointment, having never truly felt loved or experienced the exhilaration of a racing heart. In the show, she exemplifies this by placing her hand over her heart and feeling it race in the presence of Anueng.

Khun Nueng lacks ambition. Although she pursues a career as an artist to sustain herself, she does not envision it as a long-term path. She wishes to continue using her artistic talents, but without the constraints of working for someone else. Her yearning for freedom outweighs any financial concerns, despite her constant struggle to make ends meet. In fact, Khun Nueng embraces the hardships that come with being a “starving artist.” Her upbringing with her grandmother shielded her from feelings of disparity and anguish, making the challenges she faces now exhilarating rather than burdensome.

Khun Nueng remains unimpressed by materialism and possesses a practical approach to life. She values essentials like food over fancy clothes, which captivate Anueng in the novel. Khun Nueng refuses to let those who flaunt their status and wealth sway her, as she cannot be bought.

Overall, Khun Nueng’s character is complex and multi-faceted. Her resemblance to her grandmother, with her stoic demeanor, her secret pursuit for emotional depth, her lack of ambition, and her indifference towards status all contribute to her unique persona.

While watching the series, I noticed that the first episode started the story at a much later scene from the novel. In this scene, the characters were already familiar with each other. Initially, I was confused because I wondered why Khun Nueng walked the girl to the bus-stop and knew which bus Anueng needed to get on. The wordplay exchange between them, especially with Anueng stating she was running away and asking to stay with Khun Nueng, added to my confusion.

As I continued watching, around episode 2 or 3, I noticed the girl had a lot of drawings that Khun Nueng had made for her. Being the analytical person that I am, I figured they must have met multiple times before. My confirmation of this came later when I read the story.

To explain Khun Nueng’s constant worry for the girl’s safety and her habit of always walking her to the bus stop, we found out that since the day they met, Khun Nueng had discreetly made sure Anueng got home safely at late hours. She would even follow Anueng from a distance to her house. From day one, our favorite dead-face character had been the protector, constantly concerned about the girl’s well-being.

I would like to highlight the similarities between Khun Nueng and her younger sister, Sam. However, before discussing their similarities, it is important to address the issues that arise between siblings. The reason Khun Nueng behaves more like their grandmother is because she received the most attention from her. Sam acknowledges this fact, admitting that although both of them were loved by their grandmother, she never had her undivided attention. This observation became clear to me while watching Gap the Series, as Sam was the one who received the least amount of attention. This dynamic only changed when Khun Nueng left and after Song passed away.

Even until the very end of their grandmother’s life, Sam tried to convey this, trying to get Khun Nueng to reconcile with their grandmother. Episode 6 showcased their close relationship, despite their occasional conflicts. I also understand the perspective of sibling favoritism, as Khun Nueng received the most scrutiny and was molded by their grandmother to potentially take her place in the future. This is why I see such striking similarities between Khun Nueng and their grandmother. However, Sam and Khun Nueng are undeniably similar as siblings. Sam has a tendency to express her jealousy openly, while Khun Nueng displays it in a manner that is passive-aggressive. Both of them struggle to admit their jealousy and have a tendency to hurt their partners in the process, as they refuse to acknowledge their own flaws and weaknesses.

Sam undergoes a transformation. We witnessed her growth in Gap the Series, and in Blank the Series, we see Sam attempting to show her love for Mon by baking a pie from scratch. This action surprised Khun Nueng, especially considering she could have easily purchased one from a top-tier bakery. However, Sam wanted to infuse her love into the pie.

We observe a similar act of love in episode 6, but this time it is Khun Nueng cooking home-cooked meals for Anueng instead of going out to eat. This is why I concluded by saying, “Girl... you are lying to yourself.” Cooking for someone is an incredibly personal gesture, and I don’t do it for just anyone. Therefore, I know fully that she constantly deceives herself.

In conclusion, the novel and the series share many similarities. Although there were some necessary omissions and alterations to the timeline and character interactions, I hope these changes will be seamlessly integrated in season 2, maintaining the steady pacing that has been established. Based on the first 6 episodes, I have a sense of what elements they might keep and what they may change. However, I do hope that they don’t stray too far from the meaningful aspects of the original source material, which I won’t go into detail about. I must acknowledge that the novel was clever in incorporating elements that kept me engaged until a satisfying conclusion. Therefore, if I see these same qualities in the series, I will be truly impressed, and the show will prove itself to be deserving of my attention.

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Thank you.

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[aquicktripp]

Exposure Therapy - Part 1 of 2

Rating: M (no smut)

Themes: queer relationships, lesbian relationships, age-gap, student-teacher friendship, student-teacher relationship, unsupportive parents, homophobia, no contact, death

word count: ~6,000

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Today was supposed to be the first day of the rest of Amy Lawren— no, Miller’s, life. Instead, today has morphed into some kind of terrible situational comedy where everything goes wrong. She's had to endure the usual suspects: sleeping through her alarm but then discovering it hadn’t actually been set, spilling coffee on her freshly ironed shirt while rushing out the door, and of course, Joey missing the bus for his first day at a new school. So… maybe tomorrow will be the first day of the rest of Amy’s life. 

Morning Edition plays quietly in the background as the two of them silently wait at a stop light. While they’re only running a few minutes behind, Amy drums her hands on the steering wheel willing the light to change at any time, please. The reporter on the radio is interviewing some semblance of a politician about what sounds like the poor state of the economy but Amy is too preoccupied with the tension radiating from Joey to focus on what’s being said. 

The last year has been rough for both of them but Joey has put on a brave face. So brave, in fact, that he’s stopped opening up to her almost completely. Their interactions are stilted and brief, often leaving Amy at a loss for what she could possibly say or do to mend their relationship. 

But today was supposed to be a new beginning for both of them and Amy misses her nephew, despite him being right beside her. So she tries, “I’m sorry for not getting us going on time. I was up late preparing for a big meeting and must’ve forgotten to set the alarm.”

He doesn’t look away from his cell phone, “It’s whatever.” 

Two words are better than his usual grunt, Amy muses. The light finally changes and there are only a few moments before she has to make the right turn into the school. So she presses her luck just a little further, “Are you nervous for your first day?” 

Amy can see him shrug in her periphery as he says, “Not really.”

Again, two words are better than nothing, and a feeling of boldness blooms within her, “Do you need me to come in with you?” She knows the question is a mistake before the last word leaves her lips. 

Joey does put his phone down this time, turning to shoot daggers directly at her, “No, Amy. I read the email and will just go to the office like it says to do.”

If his tone didn’t give away that she’d gone too far, then the use of just her first name certainly does. So instead of responding, she nods, pulling the car up to the main entrance of the very same high school she graduated from almost 20 years prior. 

Joey is nearly out of the car before it’s fully parked but Amy can’t let him go in without saying something. She wants to tell him to have a wonderful day, that she is proud of the man he is becoming, that she is sorry for all of the heartache, and that she’ll make it up to him someday, somehow. She quickly grabs at him, capturing his ever-growing bicep in her grasp. Their eyes lock and he looks at her expectantly. Amy realizes then that it’s been weeks since she’s seen the full blue of her nephew’s eyes, just as blue as hers, and as her brother’s. What she sees staring back at her though, causes her heart to sink. The lack of vibrance in them takes both her breath and her resolve to speak up completely away.   

Instead of a heartfelt goodbye, she clears her throat, “If you need anything today, just find your Uncle.” He nods, shrugging off her touch. “I love you,” she calls out as Joey slams the door behind him, walking in the direction of the office and not once looking back.  

Feeling downright defeated, Amy drives away, heading in the direction of downtown, if it can even be called that, to start her own first day. Well, not really. Can it still be considered your first day if you spent your weekends, school vacations, and summers trapped there? Perhaps then, this is Amy’s first paid day. 

Walking into her father’s office, she’s greeted by Sheila, the long-time receptionist for Miller & Associates, who stands, walking around her desk with open arms. “Oh honey, welcome home!” She says, enveloping Amy in a welcomed, albeit suffocating hug. 

“Thank you, Sheila. It’s good to see you,” Amy replies with limited air in her lungs.

The much older woman loosens her grip and steps back, allowing them to look each other in the eyes. It has only been a few weeks since her last visit but Sheila still examines her thoroughly, as if she had just spent the last two decades away from home. 

What Sheila sees, Amy is unsure but whatever it is, it causes Sheila to smile lightly and say, “I just want you to know, I’m here if you or Joey need anything. At all.”

Her sincerity feels heavy in Amy’s chest and she can feel the tears starting to well but crying in her father’s entryway is certainly not an option. So Amy does what she has trained herself to do and pushes through, “Thank you, Sheila. We appreciate that, truly.”

Amy’s answer must be satisfactory because Sheila squeezes her arms one last time and returns to her desk, flipping open the spiral black planner that her father refuses to trade in for a computerized system. “He arrived about 10 minutes ago and is waiting for you in his office. He said that when you arrived, I was to remind you about the 9 a.m.”

Amy holds back a scoff. As if she could forget the appointment that she had organized and that she had been up all night preparing for. Leave it to her father to think she would just waltz into the office on her first day back without any care in the world before a meeting with a potential new, high-profile client. 

Since Sheila is one of her all-time favorite humans on this planet, she opts not to shoot the messenger. “Thanks, Sheila”, she says with as much positivity as she can, “I’ll let him know I’m here. Pray for me,” Amy winks as she walks back towards the offices. 

The space itself isn’t huge, as far as offices go, and much smaller than the multi-level office building her previous firm occupied in Midtown Manhattan. The converted Victorian home held enough room that they were able to have a cozy welcome area, one large conference room, a handful of offices, and of course, a kitchen area that functioned as the copy, mail, and break room. It takes less than 30 seconds for her to walk up the staircase and all the way back to her father’s office, the largest but somehow stuffiest, of the five to choose from. As she approaches, she finds the door slightly ajar and she knocks lightly before stepping into the room. 

Once inside, she finds her father, Jim Miller, sitting behind a large oak desk. A coffee cup in one hand and the local paper folded in the other, he doesn’t look up as he greets her, “You’re late.” 

“My apologies, sir. I was up late preparing for this morning and the alarm didn’t get set. We had a rough start,” Amy tells him as she moves to sit in one of the armchairs facing his desk. 

He hums, “Don’t let it happen again.”

“Of course not,” she says quickly. Then she is forced to wait for him to finish whatever article he has deemed intelligent enough to read completely through. 

Her eyes wander around the room, taking in the decor that hasn’t changed much in the 30 years her family has owned the building. While her father hasn’t done any significant updates, he’s allowed her mother to come in sporadically over the years. She’d add new little touches, like a photo of him and someone locally famous or a framed article about a successful win but never anything too personal. The only family photo in the room sits on Jim’s desk, facing him.

The picture is of the five of them; her parents, herself, and her two younger brothers, James The Fourth and Stephen. It was one of Amy’s favorites, taken the summer before her senior year of high school, on the observation deck of the Empire State Building. They had taken a trip for her to visit NYU, her now Alma Mater, much to her father’s chagrin. It was one of the last photos taken of their family before her father found out about Amy’s sexuality. From before he decided that because she was attracted to women, she was no longer worthy of becoming the next Miller of Miller & Associates. 

Her father clears his throat, “Are you ready?”

Amy nods, “Yes, sir.”

He checks his Rolex, “We have just under an hour. Head to your office, get situated, and be back here at 8:30.”

“Yes sir,” Amy stands, walking back towards the door but pauses, “Sir?”

He’s already shuffling papers from a file folder across his desk so again, he doesn’t try and meet her eyes, “Sheila cleared it out in preparation for your arrival. Do not forget to extend your gratitude.”

“Yes, sir. Thank you.” 

With that, Amy walks across the hall to the “it” her father was referring to: her office. The office that had been specifically picked out for her when she was six years old because it was across the hall from his. The same office that had been built out for her that same summer nearly 20 years ago, a surprise that her father had arranged, for when they returned from New York. 

Prior to their trip, Amy had spent nearly six months designing and planning her office with her father (but mostly Sheila). She had been expecting it to be completed much later on, likely after undergrad, but Jim had wanted her to have it before then. So she could get settled in, he had said, to get comfortable by his side. 

James IV, better known as Jimmy, had drunkenly told her once that he had never seen their father open the room and it was well known around the office that the door was to remain shut at all times. The Cedar Creek Rumor Mill had it on good authority that many years ago, a first-year associate had asked their father during the office Christmas party if they could move down and take the office over. Their father fired them on the spot. Allegedly, of course. 

It has been 18 years since Amy has walked through this door and unsurprisingly, it’s unbelievably difficult to reach out and twist the knob. She inhales deeply, calling on every last bit of nerve she can and pushes her way inside. 

She takes in the sight before her, recalling the small details of the brightly painted room, a stark contrast to the somber tones of her father’s dark wood theme. She had wanted her office to be inviting to everyone and not pretentious. Amy Miller, Esquire was going to help people, regardless of their economic standing and she wanted them to feel at ease. 

The walls had been painted a light gray, while white ornate trim surrounded the lone but large, bay window. Her view was decent, overlooking the recently renamed Miller Park and the adjacent First Baptist Church, where her family has been members since it was erected, literally. 

After it had been decided that Amy was returning to Cedar Creek, Sheila had reached out, asking her if she wanted to update any of the decor to something more akin to today’s trends. Amy had declined, opting to keep the similar, but less robust versions of her father’s furniture. Amy’s set was considered to be the daughter of the set featured in her father’s office by the local manufacturer. Admittedly, she hesitated to let it go. 

Sitting down in the smooth light leather chair, she was satisfied with her decision not to change anything. This was finally her office and she was going to enjoy it the way her teenage self would have wanted her to. 

Pulling her laptop out of her bag, Amy gets to work refreshing all of the preparations she had completed the night before. 

“Welcome home, Ames,” she says aloud, to no one.   

***

When Amy arrives home, promptly at 5:30 p.m., as she demanded when negotiating her return with her father, Joey is seated at the kitchen table. He has a school book open and is steadily jotting down notes. From the looks of the new additions to the open-faced cabinets, he’d unpacked several boxes, even going as far as breaking down and neatly stacking the empties by the back door.  While his initiative mostly catches her off guard, it gives Amy hope that, perhaps, things are feeling a bit more normal for him. 

She can’t help the smile that spreads across her face as she holds up two bags, “Dinner?”

He looks up from his notebook and for a brief moment, joy reflects in his eyes as he asks, “Chinese?”

“You know it,” Amy says, bringing the takeout to the table. Joey moves his study materials out of the way and honestly, Amy isn’t sure why she’s trying to get her feelings hurt again today but she takes a chance, “What are you working on?”

Joey gets up, returning with two paper plates, setting them down in front of the containers, and starts to dole out dumplings and Lo Mein for each of them. 

“Chemistry,” he says nonchalantly. 

“Yikes,” Amy replies, picking up the spare ribs and giving them each two. 

“Not really, I like it.” 

“Is that so?” Amy says, genuinely. Not that she should be shocked by this news, her brother had been an engineer after all and Amy herself had a knack for the sciences. 

But all Joey says in return is, “Yep,” before sliding his notebook back over towards him and beginning to eat. 

Amy had, what she would consider, a good day at the office with her father. He didn’t scold her once during any of their meetings together and they’d managed to pass by each other twice in the hall without verbally lashing out. 

She uses that momentum as courage to venture a little further with Joey, “Is that work that was given to you to get caught up?”

He murmurs something that resembles confirmation but doesn’t seem as though he plans to say anything further. Well, at least she had tried. A change that their therapist will be pleased to hear about later this week, Amy is sure. 

She’s reaching down into her workbag to pull out a notebook of her own to go over her hours for the day when Joey speaks again, his deepening voice startling her just a touch. 

“A team project was assigned today.” Amy looks up, giving him her undivided attention. She tries to smile encouragingly and it seems to work. He continues, “Each team has to pick a different experiment that demonstrates a concept that they’ve learned so far this year.”

“Oh man,” Amy says softly as her chest fills with guilt at the role she played in forcing him to change schools halfway through the first semester. 

Her parents had wanted to ensure that she and Joey were settled by the holidays. Not because they were looking forward to spending time as a family but because it would mean they would be able to attend the required gatherings together. This way, the Cedar Creek Elite, would have less to contribute to the Rumor Mill, if all of the remaining Millers were seen participating as expected. Her parents’ desire to have them home was purely for their benefit, not for Joey’s and certainly not for Amy’s. 

Joey either doesn’t understand the sullen expression on her face or he simply ignores it because he keeps speaking, “Well, so my teacher gave me a study guide so I could catch up.”

“That was nice of them,” Amy says. 

Joey hums in agreement, “Yeah, she seems pretty nice.”

“What’s her name?”

He thinks for several moments and then honest to God laughs, “I actually can’t remember.”

Amy can’t stop herself from lightly chuckling along with him, “Well that’s okay, I’m sure you heard a lot of names today.” 

He nods in agreement, “So many.”

Amy’s heart is exploding with excitement at their extended conversation but she is still hesitant to push him too far. She doesn’t want to spook him.

“Anything else fun happen?” Amy asks casually. 

Joey shrugs, “Not really. Uncle Jimmy gave me a tour during first period, which was supposed to be Spanish, then I had Chemistry and Calculus before lunch. My last class was Photography, which was also pretty fun. I’ll need to bring my camera next time though.”

She replies a little too quickly, “Sure, no problem." She tones it down, "We’ll get it unpacked tonight.”

He grins, “Awesome, thanks, Amy.”

Some of the wind is knocked out of Amy’s sails at the name but she won’t let it take away from the exchange as a whole.

Joey’s voice cuts through her internal celebration, “A couple of kids at school said our house is haunted.”

Amy huffs, “It isn’t.”

“How do you know?” Joey asks tentatively.

“Does it feel haunted?”

He pauses, “No, I don’t think so.”

“Well there you go,” Amy says. “Besides, when I was in school, the rumors were that it has some kind of weird anti-curse energy, not that it’s haunted.” Joey couldn’t look more confused if he tried. “Look, just know that it’s fine, and don’t believe everything you hear, okay?”

“They said a man died in here, a doctor or something?”

Amy laughs, “Probably several people have died in here Joe, The House has been around since the Civil War but I know who you’re talking about, Dr. Mitchell.”

Joey shakes his head up and down, “Yeah that was the name they said. They said something about the attic,” Joey’s eyes move towards the ceiling. 

Amy’s eyes follow, “You wanna go check?”

“What? No!” Joey exclaims. 

Her laughter grows, “I’m just kidding. There’s nothing up there, remember? We’ve both been in there together.”

“I know,” he groans, “but they said he like, you know,” and attempts to gesture a rope.

Amy cuts him off, “I’m not sure if that’s what happened but I do remember my grandpa telling me about the day he died. He was very young when it happened but it was kind of a big deal.”

“What happened?”

“He died. In the attic.”

He gapes, “What? You just said you didn’t know for sure.”

She smiles wryly, “I said that I didn’t know how he died. He did die in the attic though, they just never really knew for sure how. A lot of people said it was an accident.”

“Was he married?” Joey asks.

“Yes, to his nurse and she went on to do really wonderful things for the town. Dr. Mitchell, ” Amy added, “he was allegedly quite the jerk. Grandpa Miller said that he acquired the house under shady circumstances and the house ‘made it right’,” she finishes, holding her fingers up for air quotes. 

Quizzically, Joey asks, “Made it right? What does that mean?” 

Amy shrugs, “Your guess is as good as mine but legend has it…”, she pauses for dramatic effect, taking in Joey’s mesmerized look. “Legend has it that The Emmett House was built specifically for the Underground Railroad and as a thank you, one of the freed women blessed the Emmett House and those who would live here in the future.”

“What kind of blessing?”

“Happiness,” Amy says simply. 

Joey hums, his eyes are brimming with dissatisfaction at her answer but nonetheless, he nods and returns to his notebook. He stays silent while they finish their meal, scribbling notes in between bites of Chinese. He doesn’t say anything else until he asks her if she wants to watch a movie with him and the question is music to Amy’s ears. 

As she stands to follow Joey into the den, she pauses, turning back to gaze at the large eat-in kitchen. Amy had spent the most money in this room, as expected, and rightfully so. The warmth she felt from being inside The Emmett House was unmatched, despite the heavy history that came with it, and she hoped that she had done the home justice with her renovations. She wanted her and Joey to be happy here and with every day, it seemed as though a little bit more of that happiness was returning to them. 

***

“We’re presenting our experiments in class this morning,” Joey announces randomly on a Friday morning two weeks later. This is his third day in a row having breakfast with her but today is the first he’s spoken. She nods, hoping he’ll continue, and to her surprise, he does, “Families are invited to come tonight at 6:30 to see them too. You don’t have to stay but could you give me a ride?”

She starts to frown but thinks better of it. Smiling instead, she replies, “Of course I’ll come, Joe.” She pauses to give him a chance to reply but he continues chewing, “And hey, I’ll even give you that ride too.”

At her quip, he smiles, his mouth full of cereal, an event that’s been happening more and more frequently. He swallows before saying, “Great.”

“Great,” Amy parrots. “What’s your experiment about, by the way? You haven’t said.” She’s getting braver with her questions, less hesitant to scare him off. 

Joey huffs and rolls his eyes, “I’m not gonna explain it to you if you’re gonna see it tonight, Ames. That’s a waste of breath.”

She laughs and holds her hands up placatingly, “You’re right, you’re right. I’ll wait for the big reveal then.” 

He had started calling her “Ames” again one day last week while calling out for her upon his arrival home from school. He had stayed late for some extra tutoring, per his text earlier that day. His Chemistry teacher, who had identified herself as Ms. Greene, had texted shortly after Joey confirming their tutoring session as well. Amy had readily agreed for him to stay, promising to have pizza waiting for them. 

Amy had been elated that he was taking an interest in his school work but even more pleased to hear her nickname from him once again. It had been far too many months since she’d heard it from his mouth and she had been starting to forget what it sounded like. She understood though, that it was probably hard for Joey to use the term of endearment. After all, his father and mother referred to her that way Joey’s entire life. Or maybe he was just growing up, either way, she’s glad to hear it again. 

“Mrs. Greene asked me to tell you specifically to come tonight,“ he says offhandedly, on his way out the front door a bit later. 

“She did?” Amy asks, her eyes narrowing in suspicion. “How come?”

He shrugs, “Dunno.” To Amy’s delight, he continues unprompted, “After class the other day she asked if my guardian was coming tonight and I told her I didn’t know. When I said that, she said that it would be a good idea for you to come. I think she just wants to tell you how good I am at chemistry.”

“How good you are?” He grins, “And how good is that, exactly?”

Joey’s smile is the largest she’s seen since last Christmas, since “before”. “See you tonight, Ames,” he says, closing the front door behind him. 

Some days, Amy wonders if Joey is her child, the way her own mischievousness manifests in his everyday actions. His wit is similar to hers and Jimmy’s, not as every day as his father, Stephen’s, although he too would have his dry moments. What Amy doesn’t have to wonder about though is her love for him. She knows that she loves Joey just as much as she would if he was her own.

*** 

Hours later, Amy is sure that she has forgotten to wake up from a rare, late afternoon power nap and is still dreaming. Otherwise, how else would she explain that it is somehow 2005 and she is standing in the doorway of the very same chemistry classroom that she occupied her own Junior year of high school? 

Luckily, the walls are a lot less… piss yellow, an unfortunate trait of the entire science wing during her time there. She takes the change in paint color as a sign that it’s likely this isn’t a dream and enters the room behind her nephew. 

Inside, the crowd is fairly large, filling in all of the empty spaces of the rectangular room, with science benches evenly spread throughout. Joey looks back at her, an excited look on his face. Amy can see Jimmy in her periphery standing in the far left corner of the room. She nods in Jimmy’s direction, indicating for Joey to head that way. 

He turns forward to navigate the throng of people but quickly turns back, “Oh perfect, I can introduce you to Mrs. Greene, she’s talking to Uncle Jimmy.” 

“Perfect!” Amy calls back, genuinely thrilled to finally put a face to the name of the only teacher she specifically knew of thus far. Joey has failed to mention the names of the others but to be fair, she’s also failed to ask. Amy makes a mental note to bring it up to him on their ride home.

As they approach, Amy can only see a portion of the back of the woman’s head, most of it blocked by the equipment setup within the chemistry bench. All that’s visible is a mane of curly brown hair, neatly pinned in a half-up-half-down style, accented with an honest-to-god bright orange Scrunchie. 

Jimmy finally meets her eyes and he lights up at the sight of the two of them. Amy always loved being greeted by her brothers, who were always so happy to see her growing up. And now, seeing Jimmy so frequently the last few weeks has made her question how she was able to stay away for so long. 

Amy can see that he calls her name, “Ames!”, but the sound doesn’t meet her ears over the din of the room. The woman in front of Jimmy visibly stiffens at his outburst, likely startled by the boom of his naturally loud voice, just like their father’s. Unlike their father’s though, Jimmy’s voice was also naturally kind and full of warmth, qualities that their father worked to eliminate from his own. 

Jimmy excuses himself and starts to walk towards them but Joey puts his hands up, signaling that they are heading in their direction. Amy can faintly hear Joey telling Jimmy that he wants to introduce Amy to Mrs. Greene. Jimmy nods his head in understanding, stopping to stay where he is to wait for them.

Didn’t she refer to herself as “Ms. Greene” in their text exchange though, Amy muses? She’s probably not married and just doesn’t have the heart to correct anyone. At least, that’s the way Amy has been handling the misuse of her salutation. She’s been on team “Fuck It” since her divorce was finalized six months ago, so she stopped correcting people. She chalked it up to a win-win situation. Less embarrassment for them and less small talk for her. 

Mrs./Ms. Greene still doesn’t immediately turn around to face them and if Amy wasn’t mistaken, she’d swear that just before she finally does, the woman inhales so deeply that her shoulders touch her ears before slowly returning down to their proper positions.

Amy’s heart begins to race then, in response to what, Amy cannot immediately pinpoint. It’s as if her mind is still searching but her heart has already remembered, hammering with anticipation, waiting for her mind to catch up.  

They reach the end of the table and finally, Joey calls out to the woman, “Mrs. Greene! I want you to meet my Aunt Amy.”

The woman finally turns to face them and Amy, for fuck’s sake, must really still be sleeping because what she sees in front of her is a ghost. Staring back at her is the face of someone that she never thought that she would see again in person. A face that she did sometimes see though, in her dreams, when she was particularly homesick or stressed. Someone who Amy saw for the last time, in this very classroom, the day before her senior year was set to start.  

Mrs. Greene steps around the large table and into Amy’s full view. Mrs. Greene, or Mrs. Smith, well, actually, Diana, as Amy knew her back then, had hardly changed at all. Sure, her dark hair was showing signs of graying but there wasn’t much else. She had always looked younger, Amy recalls, remembering the surprise she felt when learning her chemistry teacher was nearly 10 years older than she was. The entire class had been shocked, really, after Diana had made them all guess her age on their first day together as an icebreaker. At the time, Amy would have guessed that she was freshly out of college, not a grown woman with a Master's Degree and several years of teaching under her belt. 

Amy doesn’t know what the hell to do in this situation. A situation that she admittedly still allows herself to fantasize about, when she is feeling particularly low. For nearly 20 years she has imagined what it would be like to see Diana Smith again, for the first time since that late August evening in 2005. However, she’ll also admit that she never envisioned two members of her immediate family being present during their reunion, so any of her previously rehearsed scenarios are completely out of the window. Amy will have to improvise and to do that, she’ll need to do what she does best: take control. 

Squaring her shoulders and setting her jaw, Amy thrusts out her hand in offering towards Diana — Mrs. Smith — Greene, whatever. Diana takes it and as they’re shaking, Diana’s brown eyes fill with what looks like relief. Amy also thinks she sees tears forming in Diana’s eyes or perhaps the ones forming in hers are clouding her own vision. Either way, she needs to dampen the emotion pooling in her stomach and the tension she feels creeping in around them. She releases Diana’s hand, instantly relieving some of the pressure but it doesn’t completely dissipate. 

Amy clears her throat, looking towards Joey as she says, “We actually know each other, Joe. She was my chemistry teacher too, back in the day.”

His eyes light up, “Really? That’s so cool.” He directs his attention to Diana, "I didn’t know you were kind of old, Mrs. Greene.”

“Joey!” Amy scolds as Diana and Jimmy burst into laughter.

Diana’s laugh is a melody that causes her skin to prickle as the sound meets her ears. It was a sound that never failed to fill Amy’s body with warmth and this apparently still rings true. The three of them chuckle together as Amy’s mind spins completely out of control. 

Diana’s voice cuts through her catastrophizing thoughts, “It’s nice to see you again, Amy.” 

The sound brings Amy’s gaze to Diana’s and all Amy can do is tell herself that now is not the right time. She manages a stilted, “You too.”

Jimmy checks his watch, letting Diana know that it’s 6:30 on the dot, prompting Joey to rush his goodbyes, quickly leaving to join his partner. Amy tries to wish him luck as he walks away but she doesn’t think he hears her. 

Diana excuses herself from Amy and Jimmy but turns to Amy before walking away, “Can I speak with you after?” Amy opens her mouth to respond but Diana says quickly, “About Joey.” Amy nods silently and Diana smiles softly, “Thank you, I’ll find you.”

With her heartbeat racing, Amy watches Diana walk to the front of the classroom. She thinks that she listens to Diana’s welcome message and then watches two dozen teenagers present a wide array of chemistry experiments. However, as Diana approaches the front of the classroom again and thanks everyone for coming, Amy realizes that she hasn’t been paying attention to anything or anyone around her for the last 90 minutes. She paid so little attention in fact, that she has absolutely no idea what Joey’s experiment was. 

Her speech over, Diana leaves the front of the classroom and immediately heads in Amy’s direction. As she approaches, Diana waves off several people looking to speak with her, keeping her eyes fixed in Amy’s direction. Diana and Joey reach Amy and Jimmy simultaneously and Amy takes the opportunity to delay their potential private conversation by keeping the focus on her nephew. 

“Great job, Bud,” Amy says, and he beams at her. She will really need to make an effort to try and figure out what his presentation was about. To say she feels terrible is an understatement. 

“Thanks, Ames!” He says.

Jimmy and Diana follow suit in offering their praise before engaging each other in a school-related discussion. Joey takes this as a sign that he’s no longer needed, turning to Amy and letting her know he was going to hangout with his partner Sam, and to find him when she was ready to leave. 

After a few beats, Diana seems to notice that Joey has left and shifts her body to include Amy in their conversation. 

“Great turnout this year, Diana,” Jimmy says casually. 

Diana hums in agreement but suddenly, her expression changes into one of seriousness, “I’m glad you’re both here though, really. After,” She pauses, as if she’s trying to choose the right words, “… everything that has happened, I figured you’d like to know how well Joey seems to be settling in.” 

Again, all Amy can do is nod and Jimmy gives her an odd look before speaking for both of them, “Thanks so much, Diana. We’re really glad to hear that. He’s a great kid.”

Diana nods emphatically, “Yes, he is! Joey seems to be naturally gifted with science too, which has been delightful. It’s been quite a long time since I’ve had a student pick things up so quickly.”

Amy can feel Diana’s eyes on her as she finishes her statement, which is far from lost on Amy. Still, though, Amy struggles to think of something to say that doesn’t involve bringing up the past. When she comes up empty, she manages a very generic, “I’m really glad to hear that, thanks for letting us know.”

“Excuse me, Principle Miller?” Another parent interrupts their little triangle, requesting to speak with Jimmy and of course, he agrees, excusing himself and stepping several feet away from them with the other man. Now, for the first time in two decades, Amy and Diana are alone. Well, as alone as they can be in a room with 50 other people.

When Diana finally does speak, her voice is meek and unsure, the complete opposite of her speech just moments ago, “Look, Amy—“

Amy can’t seem to hold it in any longer though and cuts her off, “I can’t do this,” but Diana’s eyes are pleading and Amy has waited so long to finally hear something, anything, to justify Diana’s actions back then. So she walks it back and takes some of the bite out of her tone, “Right now. Here. This isn’t the place.”

Diana’s eyes are still disappointed but there is also a hint of understanding in them. 

“Okay,” She says. “Then where?”

Amy doesn’t know how to answer her. She needs to process this entire evening, needs to go back through the last two hours to try and make sense of all of the emotions that have unexpectedly sprung up inside of her. Emotions that she had worked hard to deal with and thought that she had long since moved past. Apparently, though, those emotions were simply dormant, waiting for the right moment to be released. And that moment turned out to be a crisp Friday evening in November of 2023. 

“I’m not sure,” Amy says honestly and Diana nods, a look of defeat trailing across her features. Amy hates the way Diana’s face falls even further at her response but what Amy hates, even more, is that she can feel herself backsliding so easily, “I can text you though, I guess since I have your number?”

Diana brightens, “I’d appreciate that. That is my personal cell, yes. Please use it whenever you’re ready.”

“Okay,” is all Amy can muster and she cannot remember a time in recent memory when she has been at such a loss for words. 

Amy gives Diana a curt smile and turns to leave before she loses all of her resolve but a hand on her forearm stops her. Diana looks up into Amy’s blue eyes, their slight height difference exaggerated by Amy’s heels and Amy’s heart feels as though it’s going to beat out of her chest. 

“It is Ms. Greene, by the way,” is all Diana says before fixing a smile across her face that doesn’t quite reach her eyes and walking away.

On the ride home, Amy doesn’t ask Joey the names of his other teachers. 

++++++

Read Part 2: www.aquicktripp.com

[angelic--kitty]

riding dilf!arle after a long day of work, ughhhhh😫😫😫😫

riding dilf!arlecchino

warnings: smut (mdni), fem!reader/transfem!arle, wlw content, implied age gap (reader is in her early 20s & arle is in her mid-30s), bondage w/ a belt

a/n: sorry it's slightly short. this has been sitting in my box forever, but i wanted to share something with you dilf!arle likers since it's been all rabbit!arle lately

arlecchino was a busy woman. not only raising children but keeping a position of power at work, dealing with people who acted more childish than her own kids.

but you. archons, she adored you.

how you would run to her when she returned from a long, stressful day. greeting her with a kiss, taking her coat, helping her make dinner for the children.

and, of course, putting them to bed together, her hand on your waist the entire time you read their bedtime story.

and, once the children finally lay down to sleep, that is when she whisks you away for the real fun.

she's stuffed your panties in your mouth to keep you quiet, your hands bound behind your back by her expensive leather belt while you bounce on her cock.

she can see your thighs straining, your head falling back as you moan through the fabric when she rubs the gummy spot in your pussy. "feeling good, aren't we?" she teases, grabbing the fat of your ass, pulling you further down her length.

you whine, grinding your hips to elicit a rough grunt from her. "that's it- fuck-" her head tips forward, nails digging into your skin. she leans back, readjusting you on her lap. she tiredly sighed, pushing her hair back to expose her forehead and the sweat glittering against her skin.

she removes your panties from your mouth, watching your saliva stick to the fabric and create strings connected to your tongue. she tosses them aside, pulling your chin up to look at her.

"let- ah- let me ride you, please please please-" you whine desperately for her. she knows it's partially you being insatiable, but partially knowing you can see the exhaustion etched into her features.

her lips brush yours, eyes looking up for yours. "go on then."

she unties your wrists, allowing you to shakily brace yourself with her biceps, her hands moving up to your waist, leaning back to admire your pretty body on her lap. she can feel you squeezing around her cock, hear your cute little moans everytime you sink down, the bounce of your tits.

you were perfect, such a sweet girl for her.

"ah- arlecchino- ah-" your whines turn into a melody, her eyes looking up with affection and lust as you treat her to such a tantalizing display.

"good girl."

[guzhufuren]

Thailand 🇹🇭 A Guide to Some of the Best Queer Asian Shows

Full list here.

1. KinnPorsche mafia boss/bodyguard; action; kidnapper/kidnapee side couple

Kinn, a son of a prominent mafia head, is ambushed by an enemy, and meets Porsche, a bartender who comes to his rescue for a price, thus beginning their reluctant relationship as boss and bodyguard, which soon turns into something more.

iQIYI

2. Bed Friend friends with benefits; office setting; trauma

King and Uea work in the same office. After a company outing ends in a drunken hook-up between them, Uea and King agree to keep seeing each other on a strictly physical basis. With no strings attached, will these two be able to keep things between them simple and carefree or will their emotions eventually get the better of them?

Uncut 18+ on iQIYI or GagaOOLala or cut on YouTube

3. The Sign reincarnated lovers; fantasy; thai mythology; police

The story of the love between Phaya and Tharn who used to be mythological creatures Naga and Garuda in their past lives, and were forced apart. But fate intervened, and two men were reincarnated in new bodies. Now, they work together as partners in the Special Investigations Unit to uncover violent crimes and supernatural mysteries while their love is tested by mystical forces and past enemies.

YouTube

4. I Feel You Linger In The Air period drama; time travel; bittersweet

Jom, an architect overseeing the renovation of a rundown villa, continuously dreams of a man he's never met. When a twist of fate transports Jom to Chiang Mai in the 1920s, he assumes the role of a servant to the affluent young master Yai, the mysterious man from his dreams.

GagaOOLala or YouTube

5. You're My Sky sports; university setting; coming of age

Thorn, a young basketball player follows his senior Fah to university as a result of the promise they’d made — to become national basketball champions. However, to his dismay, he finds that Fah has already given up on basketball. --- Aai has to work in pairs throughout the semester with San, 1 year footballer; in order to receive a scholarship to study in Japan, Ai must be willing to do everything to get an A grade. --- Track running requires the compatibility of the team members to be very high. Vee, who became the new racquet 4, has to speed up training to fit in with the team as quickly as possible, especially with Dome, spending extra time together to train. Is love actually a major obstacle on the path of being an athlete?

Viki

6. Cutie Pie (+Cutie Pie 2 You, Naughty Babe) arranged marriage; secret identity; crack

The sons of two companies, Lian and Kuea, have been engaged to each other since childhood. One decides he doesn't want the arranged marriage anymore while the other decides to win him back.

Cutie Pie: YouTube & Cutie Pie 2 You: Uncut 18+ on iQIYI or cut on YouTube & NB: uncut on IQIYI or cut on YouTube

7. Until We Meet Again reincarnated lovers; forbidden love;university setting

Two boys who couldn't be together in one life find each other again in another.

+ Between Us university setting; swimming club; trauma

A parallel story to Until We Meet Again. Win and Team get to know one another through the swimming club, and eventually develop a relationship. They grow their connection as Win helps Team deal with his childhood trauma.

UWMA: YouTube & Between Us: Special: YouTube & Between Us: Uncut 18+ on iQIYI or paid YouTube or cut on YouTube

8. Step By Step office setting; boss/employee; slowburn

Jeng is a marketing manager and son of the owner of the company. Pat is a new team member. Jeng develops a secret fondness for his new subordinate, but in this position, he has to be strict and picky with Pat.

Uncut 18+ on Viki or GagaOOLala or cut on YouTube

9. GAP The Series wlw; office setting; boss/employee; class difference

Long after Sam first came to Mon's rescue when they were kids, Sam is unambiguously Mon's idol. In order to be near Sam, Mon gets a job working under her. When they finally meet again at the office, Mon is surprised by Sam’s icy exterior, so different from the image she'd had of her. Mon and Sam aren't just different in demeanour; they stand apart in class and age.

YouTube

10. Lucky My Love wlw; office setting

In the pursuit of love, Nabdao has been doing everything. She has got her fortune read. She's gone on a string of blind dates. Unfortunately, no one seems to be on the same page as her. She starts to think that perhaps her gorgeous and caring boss Pheem could be the one for her. Then Vela, her new team leader, comes into the picture and shakes things up with her observant and affectionate care.

YouTube

11. La Pluie soulmate alternative universe

In an alternate universe where Thailand is perpetually rainy and soulmates exist, La Pluie traces the story of Saengtai, who suffers from sensorineural hearing loss every time it rains. The only voice he can hear then is that of his soulmate, but he is adamant about not giving said soulmate a chance due to having seen his parents’ (who are also soulmates) relationship deteriorate.

YouTube or iQIYI

12. I Told Sunset About You (+ Last Twilight in Phuket, I Promised You the Moon) coming of age; childhood friends to lovers; high school setting

Two childhood best friends-turned-rivals meet again, awakening an old rivalry and old feelings. They now have to navigate their lives together and the growing attraction toward each other.

Viki (ITSAY) & YouTube (LTIP) & Viki (IPYTM)

13. Ghost Host, Ghost House crush at first sight; ghosts; grief

Kevin's passion is the challenge of hunting ghosts. He returns to Thailand after 10 years to stay with his aunt's family, but he didn't know that he'd come to stay under the same roof as those hunted ghosts. There he meets Pluem, a young gardener working for his family and a spark ignites between them.

YouTube or GagaOOLala

14. Something In My Room ghost/human; mystery; bittersweet

Looking to start a new life in a new house with his mother, Phat feels something uncanny in his room, which turns out to be the ghost of Phob. Phob wants Phat’s help in solving the mystery of his death before it’s too late.

I recommend watching the extended uncut version on KissKH or Dramacool, but you can also watch cut version on YouTube

15. Manner of Death crime; mystery; dark

A forensic pathologist Bunn is threatened to identify a manner of one victim's death as suicide — something that is not true according to the autopsy performed. The prime suspect seems to be a man named Tan who denies all involvement. They team up together to find the real murderer.

WeTV

16. Triage time loop; hospital setting; crime; mystery

As a resident in the emergency room, one should be indifferent when not saving a patient's life. But Tin got the chance to reverse a random patient's death for the second, third, and countless times. To help Tol and save his life.

AIS PLAY

17.  Love Mechanics cheating; university setting

A love story that starts one night in a club — between Mark, who is drunk and carrying the painful burden of his one-sided love, and the boy who he bumps into and mistakes as the object of his affection. They spend a night together and gradually Mark falls for Vee, although he knows Vee has a girlfriend. Will the love between them make it?

WeTV

18. Wedding Plan wedding planner/groom; lavender marriage; wlw side couple

Nuea is a professional wedding planner. Sailom happens to be the perfect man for Nuea based on his visual considerations for a man. But the universe has an unimaginable sense of humor as Sailom and his fiance Yiwa turn out to be Nuea's new clients.

Uncut 18+ on iQIYI or cut on Youtube & iQIYI (special episode)

19. Laws of Attraction lawyers; crime

When working-class man Tinn's niece fails to receive justice for her untimely death, he encounters Charn, a cynical morally corrupt lawyer. As Tinn and Charn team up to delve deeper into the case, they form a close bond despite their ideological differences. The series explores Charn and Tinn’s fight for justice, even though they were on opposite sides of the fence at the beginning.

YouTube

20. Secret Crush On You “nerd”/popular guy; queer friend group; university setting

Discover the secret of a nerdy young man, Toh, who fell in love with a popular third-year senior. Because his dream is so far from reach, observing is the only thing he could do. But what happens when one auspicious day the world devises an opportunity for Toh to make himself known to his crush Nuea?

YouTube

21. To Sir, With Love period drama; family drama; rich man/lower class man

A powerful family suffering from internal power struggles is now facing an even greater secret threat, the oldest son and heir is gay.

YouTube

22. My Only 12% best friends to lovers; slow burn

Cake and Seeiw, next-door neighbors and childhood best friends, navigate their feelings towards each other as they grow up.

YouTube

23. Show Me Love wlw; beauty pageants

Meena moves to Bangkok to achieve her singing dreams. She chances across Cherine who asks Meena to join her in a beauty pageant. The girls' journey for the crown begins and a romance between them sparks.

YouTube

24. Pit Babe omegaverse; alpha/alpha; car racing

Babe is the number one race car driver and an alpha with special abilities who only has sex with other alphas. Nerdy naive alpha Charlie approaches Babe to ask for his help to become a racer himself. Babe agrees to help Charlie realise his dream, but it will come with a price.

Uncut on iQIYI or cut on YouTube

---

You can watch many shows for free on YouTube, and watch others on the streaming websites by setting VPN to Thailand. In other cases I recommend paying for subscriptions to show appreciation and support of content in order to get more of it in the future, but if you can’t, watch on KissKH (better quality), Dramacool or get files from MkvDrama. Enjoy!  🏳️‍���🏳️‍⚧️

[eddywoww]

eddywow masterlist

Hi, I'm Eddywow. I write mainly kink related smut fics, so please read the tags and proceed with caution. This is a comprehensive list of all my stuff, so have fun! (all steddie)

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The Dom Eddie Series Steve downloads a dating app and meets a tattoo artist named Eddie, who just might introduce him to a whole new lifestyle.

Secrets, Secrets Eddie glanced at the username and memorized it. You know, just in case. NotYourBoy22.

Pornstar/Popstar AU Steve (popstar extraordinaire) meets Eddie at a party. He recognizes him but can't quite recall from where...

Ghost Stories Steve pushed away the guilt, the feeling of unease, and kept digging. (monster!eddie au)

Consummate Professional Why couldn't the hot metalhead hit on Steve for once? (nerdy steve and boss eddie)

A Chainsaw and Community Service It's gonna be a weird month, Harrington. (haunted house community service au)

Digging A Grave (That I Can't Fit Into) Eddie didn't like this. It looked fucking bad. (religious trauma au)

Your Beauty Never Ever Scared Me It'd been 5 years,for fucks sake. (exes au)

Lonely But You Can't Let It Go "Besides, someone has been checking you out for like...the last twenty minutes. Won't stop staring at your legs."(older teacher steve)

Flashbacks "Why's it a secret?" Eddie asked slowly. (childhood friends au)

Uneducated Guesses Verse Eddie meets a receptionist at a kink club that his best friend drags him to. Remember, you're only weird interaction away from some self discovery. (virgin dom eddie au)

I Made Loving You A Blood Sport Mafia Alpha/Omega toxic romance

Such A Fucking Pretty Girl Wlw steddie au

In A Parking Lot Somewhere Omega Eddie/Alpha Steve AU

In My Boxers, Half Stoned Eddie calls a very interesting and demanding phone sex operator. (dom steve/sub eddie)

Maybe Eddie, Maybe Not "I won't tell anyone," Eddie reassured Steve gently, glancing around. "You're pretty convincing. I wouldn't have known if I hadn't been looking for signs." (Alpha Eddie/Omega Steve AU)

Baby Boy, Boy Toy "“Your skin is very skin,” Eddie blurted out, face heating immediately as he realized what he said. “I meant nice. Your- it’s nice. You have nice skin. I sound like a serial killer, oh my god.” (sub eddie/dom steve with age gap)"

First Face That I Saw "Eddie was used to seeing sad people. Sad families, sad parents, loved ones torn up over the ever-moving cycle of life. (funeral director eddie)"

Tentative "Oookay," The woman drew out, one ringed hand sweeping at Stevie's hair. "Hey there, Uhh. You're kind of in my lap. Can you get up?" (wlw steddie popstar/assistant au)

Impressionable Young Minds "Number one rule. Don't talk to strangers. Don't even look at them. (major trigger warnings: horror fic about kidnapping and abuse)"

Bubblegum Girl "F/M steddie fic. Bartender Eddie/Sorority girl Stevie"

And If I Got Your Name Tattooed On Me, Would You Care? “Is this your dad?” The guy asked out of pure confusion and a hint of fear. (moms best friend, age gap au)

A Man In His Church "I know you more than you know yourself, Steve." (demon/religious au)

Vile Things “Again, it’s your choice,” Craig gestured wide with his hands. “No man that isn’t a creep is gonna do what you want them to do, Steve. You know that. That’s why you’re here.” (dead dove bdsm gone wrong)

Gift Fics A collection of gift fics of various flavors.

Torrential Downpour Alpha/omega (warning: watersports)

Dizzy Dizzy Ditzy Eddie wasn't being mean anymore. (groupie au, extreme noncon/dddne/gangbang)

Close Quarters She wanted to ask what exactly she’d done wrong. She wanted to ask why Eddie hadn’t just tried to get a new roommate by now. (college roommate f/f AU)

Only In The Movies "Did you like it?” Eddie asked, not stepping away from the door yet. Blocking Stevie’s path, almost. “The movie?” (age gap f/f somno AU)

[johnpriceslamb]

🎀 - less than 500 words

𝓐𝓡𝓣𝓗𝓤𝓡 𝓜𝓞𝓡𝓖𝓐𝓝

❥︎ arthur w a feminine! gf

꒰ ❥ mini drabble ꒱

❥︎ shy greetings and sweet actions

꒰ ❥ Mary-Beth being a giant tease and a flirt to reader . hyper-feminine! reader . fem! reader . many pet names in use . awkward-written ending . quick luv stori . reader is mentioned 2 be physically shorter than characters mentioned below . reader has a dada and a mama . 2.3k words ꒱

❥︎ presents from whom

꒰ ❥ hyper-feminine! reader . fem! reader . reader is implied to be physically shorter than characters mentioned below . love sick Arthur . 1.2k words . Very quick mention of wlw Sadie ꒱

❥︎ untitled (🎀)

꒰ ❥ hyper fem reader as usuuaaaal . fem ! reader . > 100 wordiez ꒱

❥︎ untitled2 (🎀)

꒰ ❥ mini babble . hyper-fem reader as usual -.- arthur being a bit jealous is a bit of an understatement ;3 . > 100 wordiez ꒱

❥︎ beloved caregiver

꒰ ❥ fem ! reader . little ! reader . Arthur Morgan if he was a caregiver/papa . fluff fluff fluff . cowboy papa ?! . reader is mentioned 2 have hair that allows itself to be brushed easily . OOC Arthur -.- . mini head cannons ꒱

❥︎ my hero

꒰ ❥ Hyper-fem(?) ! reader . female ! reader . reader is mentioned 2 be physically shorter than characters mentioned below . gun-slinging mention . brute cowboy bf x shy princess gf . arthur morgan being a complete nut over u . harassment . attempted assault . not proof-read :P . very rushed ‘m sorriiii!!! . 1.6k wrds ꒱

❥︎ may I please sit on your lap?

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . afab ! reader . reader is physically shorter than chars mentioned below . suggestive themes implied . wrds . not edited . not proof-read . Javier ver touchy . google translated Spanish . John is very drunk . 1.4k wrd-count ꒱

❥︎ always forever

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . hyper-fem ! reader . Arthur Morgan is a die-for 4 his sweetheart gf . OOC ! Arthur Morgan . reader is mentioned 2 be physically shorter than character mentioned below . not proof-read . 1.0k wrdz ꒱

❥︎ caught (🎀)

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . hyper-feminine ! reader . reader is mentioned 2 be physically shorter den him . OOC ! Arthur maybe ? . flufflfufffluff . not proofread nor edited . ~ 500 wrdz ꒱

❥︎ fawn

꒰ female ! reader . hyper-feminine ! reader . reader is mentioned 2 be physically shorter than characters mentioned below . crybbie reader sorraiiii . Karen’s a meanie pants but she loves reader . 1.1k wrd count. ꒱

❥︎ his fairy

꒰ ❥ hyper-feminine ! reader . female ! reader . reader is mentioned to be physically shorter than characters mentioned below . lovesick Arthur Morgan . super-shy reader . rugged cowboy bf x mini baker gf . fluff . Age gap implied . 7k words ꒱

❥︎ angelique

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . hyper-feminine ! reader . reader is mentioned 2 be physically shorter than characters mentioned below . 1k wrd count. ꒱

❥︎ threaded elegance

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . hyper-feminine ! reader . very suggestive content w/ javier . close proximity . reader is mentioned to be physically smaller than said chars . poorly google translates spanish >.> . not proof read nor edited . wrd count/1.2k ꒱

❥︎ opposite attracts

꒰ ❥︎ In which Arthur Morgan is your husband / mini series ꒱

𝓒𝓗𝓐𝓡𝓛𝓔𝓢 𝓢𝓜𝓘𝓣𝓗

❥︎ Charles Smith as a caregiver (🎀)

꒰ ❥mini drabble ꒱

❥︎ Charles w a feminine! gf

꒰ ❥mini drabble ꒱

❥︎ ︎may I please sit on your lap?

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . afab ! reader . reader is physically shorter than chars mentioned below . suggestive themes implied . wrds . not edited . not proof-read . Javier ver touchy . google translated Spanish . John is very drunk . 1.4k wrd-count ꒱

❥︎ threaded elegance

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . hyper-feminine ! reader . very suggestive content w/ javier . close proximity . reader is mentioned to be physically smaller than said chars . poorly google translates spanish >.> . not proof read nor edited . wrd count/1.2k ꒱

𝓙𝓐𝓥𝓘𝓔𝓡 𝓔𝓢𝓒𝓤𝓔𝓛𝓛𝓐

❥︎ may I please sit on your lap?

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . afab ! reader . reader is physically shorter than chars mentioned below . suggestive themes implied . wrds . not edited . not proof-read . Javier ver touchy . google translated Spanish . John is very drunk . 1.4k wrd-count ꒱

❥︎ knight and shining

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . hyper-feminine ! reader . reader is mentioned 2 be physically shorter than characters mentioned below . VERY SUGGESTIVE . No actual NSFW . 1k wrd count. ꒱

❥︎ threaded elegance

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . hyper-feminine ! reader . very suggestive content w/ javier . close proximity . reader is mentioned to be physically smaller than said chars . poorly google translates spanish >.> . not proof read nor edited . wrd count/1.2k ꒱

𝓙𝓞𝓗𝓝 𝓜𝓐𝓡𝓢𝓣𝓞𝓝

❥︎ may I please sit on your lap?

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . afab ! reader . reader is physically shorter than chars mentioned below . suggestive themes implied . wrds . not edited . not proof-read . Javier ver touchy . google translated Spanish . John is very drunk . 1.4k wrd-count ꒱

❥︎ threaded elegance

꒰ ❥ female ! reader . hyper-feminine ! reader . very suggestive content w/ javier . close proximity . reader is mentioned to be physically smaller than said chars . poorly google translates spanish >.> . not proof read nor edited . wrd count/1.2k ꒱

𝓙𝓞𝓗𝓝 𝓟𝓡𝓘𝓒𝓔

❥︎ Papa Price (🎀)

꒰ ❥ mini drabble ꒱

❥︎ …Daddy. (🎀)

꒰ ❥ mini drabble ꒱

𝓖𝓗𝓞𝓢𝓣

❥︎ Ghost as a caregiver (🎀)

꒰ ❥ mini drabble ꒱

❥︎ sick days

꒰ ❥ littlespace ! reader . fem ! reader. afab ! reader . caregiver ! Simon Riley . sickiesickie reader :c . da snifliez . reader is mentioned 2 be physically smaller den simon . not proof-read . OOC !!! simon . 1.3k words ꒱

𝓚Ö𝓝𝓘𝓖

𝓚𝓡𝓤𝓔𝓖𝓔𝓡

[happypotato48]

GMMTV 2024 PART 2 Unhinged Tangent Thoughts (Only The Queers Though)

Ossan’s Love Thailand รักนี้ให้ "นาย": oh here we go again for the third times. i'm still skeptical about it and Chakrit Yamnam definitely is not an ossan yet but... damnnnnn my inner slut for older men sense is tingling, i know gmmtv just gonna keep doing this boring BL idol pairs nonsense, but like can we get more older gays/age gap BLs? i haven't seen Chakrit in ages and that man still so damn fine! he and our honorary uncle earth could've been something that thai BL is currently lacking, a sloppy hotmess Daddies. but alas that will remain a dream for now.

The ​Heart Killers เขาจ้างให้ผมจีบนักฆ่า: i haven't watch the Eclipse yet and really didn't liked both Star In My Mind and Hidden Agenda and definitely never gonna watch Only Friend (seen all the sex scenes though.) i loved the chaotic energy the trailer giving and i'm always a sucker for black comedy (don't know if this show gonna be that but fingercrossed) when it done correctly. also this show better serve us so many leather bad boy looks. i may have not be completely sold on this show yet, but i'm horny for it.

สายรหัสเทวดา Perfect10 Liners: "Too Many Cooks repeated for several minutes" i'm going to be there for forcebook and juniormark but like wtf in frash glee hell is this, most of these mofos are pushing 30. let them be adults god danm it, i know that the target demographic for gmmtv is young adults and teenagers and that they really love/good at??? school settings. but come on let's our peter pans and wendies fly free. they're probably bored out of their fucking minds by now.

Us รักของเรา | GMMTV 2024 PART 2: i'm gonna be a good little homo and let's all the great wlws do all the talking for this show. i'm not keen on the sibling's lover stealing trope but hey as the great Lucille Bluth one said, good for her.

Thame - Po (เธม-โป้): HEART THAT SKIPS A BEAT: hehehe, Est is so pretty, ok i'm sold i'm easy like that. i was never into any boy bands as a teen, but there like a lot of former thai boy bands members that came out as gay in recent years so maybe i shouda had. anywhoo i probably not gonna mind the singing and dancing in this show since most of them going to be done by singers/dancers and not actors turned idols.

REVAMP THE UNDEAD STORY: i'm really not into serious vempires so this show is kinda meh for me. the goofy ones though those i'd have eat up. this one probably a pass for me.

แฟนที่ทันตแพทย์ส่วนใหญ่แนะนำ Sweet Tooth, Good Dentist: all my blorbos are here we get mark, baby ohm, poon, and หมอjim. ahhhhhhh!! i need it now. i also don't mind dentists like most people especially when they're good looking guys, those handsome doctors can put anything in my mouth😉

เพราะแฟนเก่าเปลี่ยนแปลงบ่อย The Ex-Morning: is this going to be our second coming BL? idk i never there for first one 😝this show either going to be a good meta commentary about the whole business that gone down or its head going be so up it own ass that will take several bottles of lube to get the head out to see the sunlight. we'll see.

[tempcsts]

giving you my firstborn for a wlw oc x oc plot with a legal age gap. very interested in slowburns that ache, period pieces & court intrigue, devotion that corrupts, multifaceted dynamics, rival dynamics, best friend’s mom type of thing, you name it. i’m open to writing basically anything as long as it’s story-driven.

i’m a super enthusiastic partner who loves screaming about and gushing over our muses. i love talking about character’s feelings and thoughts and really getting down to the nitty gritty of their character. also, i don’t mind slow reply time at all, as long as we check in with one another every now and then!

only requirement for this is please be 20+, as i am of age and would feel comfortable writing with anyone under 20. i don’t have a preference when it comes to writing the older or younger woman either. as for faceclaims, i’ve been having trouble figuring faceclaims lately so may or may not have one. i’d love to exchange discord users after we’ve talked a little bit! so yeah, if you’re interested and have a plot in mind or a general idea you’d like to try out, like this and i’ll get back to you!

[sitp-recs]

HP Rec Fest, Day 9

Rare pair galore, my moment has come!!! This is probably my favorite rec post so far. I mean, I’ve been reccing rare pairs for @hprecfest prompts already so I’ll take this opportunity to champion my favorite rare pair writers and focus on some niche ships that I would not even consider had I not stumbled across that particular fic. Idk how many people out there indulge het ships but if anyone’s looking for something steamy hot and well-written oh boy, do I have some treats for you. You’ll notice that most fics fall within the “problematique” category due to the age gap aspect (which let’s be honest, it’s the reason why I considered reading them in the first place 🌝). By the way, some of these are the only fics written for these ships, how cool is that?!

Day 9) A 5 rare pair fics

Opposite Ends by pauraque (Millicent/Aberforth, E, 1.5k)

She thought she'd feel different after they'd fucked. He's lived long enough to know that he wouldn't.

would never imagine these two together in a million years but omg so freaking hot 🥵 we have so little canon info on them but both povs are fascinating and full of personality

Gouge Away by tamlane (Millicent/Victoire, T, 1.7k)

The Weasley girl has developed a keen fascination with Millicent's woodworking shop. Millicent can't seem to get rid of her, no matter how hard she tries.

another surprising but quite charming pair, I love the set up and dynamics here - so much UST under 2k wow I need more wlw age gap!

Drip, Honey, Drip by tamlane (Lily Luna/Michael Corner, E, 3k)

Lily's boss catches her daydreaming on a Friday afternoon. He thinks there could be a business opportunity in it, and he wants to hear more. Sequel here.

this fic turned me on blew my mind! very original concept perfectly executed, the sexual tension is so dripping hot and intoxicating I thought I’d combust. the sequel is equally delicious, 10/10

testosterone (sounds like a spell) by pauraque (Justin/Hannah E, 7.7k) 🏳️‍⚧️

Justin never returned to Hogwarts after the Death Eaters came. He's found that the Muggle world offers other kinds of transfiguration — a body alchemy far more powerful than any magic spell. Sometimes he wonders if anyone even remembers that once, years ago, he was a novice wizard.

one of the best, most sensitive and moving trans stories I’ve read in the fandom. it’s such a privilege to follow Justin’s journey and I adore the way he clicks with Hannah. fabulous sex scene too

Burned Silk, Buckled Leather by @ruinsplume (Draco/Sirius, E, 12k)

When Sirius discovers a down-and-out Draco Malfoy lurking around the edges of a Muggle kink club, he thinks he knows just what Draco needs. He isn't expecting to run into some long-buried needs of his own.

my favorite Draco/Sirius out there, this fic has RP’s trademark: sinfully hot, tender devastating smut bringing together complex characters and many emotional layers beneath the surface. the kink exploration here is 👨‍🍳💋 mesmerizing!

[redjadethewriter]

Age Superiority and Toxic Views on Age Differences in Blank The Series

Yes, I'm back to ranting about this series. You would think I had enough by now, but there's so much to talk about that my mind goes rampant, thinking about it. Okay... Let's get into it.

First, age superiority is a silly thing. I'm not gonna lie; it erks me.

Storytime to start this off.

Once, I shared with someone the secret to my youthful appearance, saying, “I hang around a lot of young people.” This statement made him laugh uncontrollably, likely because of the sly grin on my face as I said it. However, my words were both a joke and a reflection of my true beliefs. I hold a great deal of respect for the younger generations and have cultivated a mindset that values respect for all individuals, regardless of their age, gender, culture, or ethnic background.

My guiding motto is simple: “I respect those who respect me.” If someone shows disrespect towards me, it matters little what their status, wealth, or accomplishments may be—I will not tolerate it. In such situations, I prefer to turn my back and walk away, as no one is deserving of my time and energy, not even in pointless arguments. Overcoming highly emotional states and the passage of time have taught me this lesson.

As time goes on, some things can be learned, while others require dedicated effort and experience to truly grasp. My effort has always been about becoming aware, and the only way to gain awareness is through knowledge and experience. However, some go through life not learning from their mistakes or grow from certain experiences. Some choose to ignore the surrounding people, not listen to them, or have a superiority complex, especially around younger folk or someone who’s less fortunate. This triggered me in Blank the Series. Look, I understand certain cultures its ingrained in us to respect our elders. I come from a background as such. It may not be an Eastern Asian background, but it parallels on a similar level.

Okay, let me share my opinion on something that bothered me in the series, even though I know the story intentionally crafted it that way. In the novel, I can understand why everyone would treat Anueng like a child. After all, she was written as only 18 years old, and in my country, we still consider that too young. However, in the series, she was 20, almost 21. At that age, I had a lot more freedom compared to her. I had a job; I was going to university; I was going out, drinking, and even hooking up with older women facing no judgment from my parents or society. Although the standards in my country may be more relaxed, it’s not something that would shock anyone, I know.

So, when I watched Anueng, an adult woman, being treated as less than an adult, it really bothered me. Yes, she acted annoying most of the time, but I understood she used it as a way to get a reaction from Khun Nueng and to hide her true feelings. It was her way of wearing a mask, just like we all do. I mean, who really acts like themselves in public?

Throughout the show, I witnessed a scared Anueng who simply wanted others to see her as an adult and not subject her to abuse, control, or assumptions about her best interests. She wanted to be able to decide for herself and express her true feelings. And let me tell you, I’ve worked in retail and have interacted with people of all ages, from 18 to senior years. I’ve talked to them, listened to them, and got to know them. And using age as a measure of superiority is just plain dumb. I’ve met older people who make unwise choices and never learn from them, while I’ve also met young people who are wise beyond their years. So, I never judge a book by its cover.

Some young people I’ve had the privilege of getting to know have had experiences just as crazy as mine, if not crazier than someone twice their age. And then there are those who still have a lot to learn. That’s why I never assume their level of experience. And that’s also why older women who dated me were okay with pursuing a relationship with me. They saw my book was thick, filled with experiences and wisdom or… I was just a good…cough… LOL!

So, in the series, when Khun Nueng invited Folk to the amusement park, I couldn’t help but interject. Assuming Anueng would be bored with the adults infuriated me. I coughed and said, “Excuse me, but she’s an adult, too.” It’s unfair to assume that a 20-year-old wouldn’t enjoy the company of 36-year-olds. “What the fuck are you talking about,” I thought. That girl would have a blast with me. I’m sure she would have had an awesome time with Khun Nueng if she wasn’t falling for the Fah’s cruel antics to gain the love of her daughter after abandoning her most of her life.

Rant moment about Fah:

“Excuse me, I don’t care if you gave birth to Anueng. You're a dang stranger to her and you have to earn her love. At this rate, you’re just a child yourself, pretending to be a mother.” I’m not sorry for saying it, but Anueng deserves so much better. If Fah truly wanted to be a part of her daughter’s life, she would have defied her own mother and been there from the beginning. But she didn’t. She only showed up when Anueng turned 20, after all the difficult times were over, and suddenly wanted to play the mother role. Hell no. Even if there wasn’t a romantic involvement between Anueng and Khun Nueng, Khun Nueng acted more like a mother figure than both the biological mother and grandmother did. Family doesn’t have to be defined by blood relations. I can easily envision a scenario where a lonely artist adopts a mistreated, abandoned girl, and they become a genuine family. Then, the royal grandmother would throw a fit over Khun Nueng adopting a daughter. Oh my, that would just cause a stir.

But back to age insecurities.

Even to this day, as a 38-year-old, I still ride rollercoasters and explore various interests. It’s why young people are drawn to me everywhere I work and go. I have a wide range of interests that appeal to people of all ages. I can spend hours talking and listening to 19-year-olds and those in their twenties without any of us getting bored. It’s all about having charisma that goes beyond the norm.

Moreover, it was clear to anyone that Anueng truly desired to spend her birthday with Khun Nueng. However, following Fah’s orders, Khun Nueng attempted to distance herself from Anueng. This action deeply hurt Anueng, especially because she expected someone she loved to offer support and not to push her away. I couldn’t help but exclaim, “Oh, my gosh! It’s her birthday! Can you please respect that she’s an adult? It’s her special day, and she wants you to acknowledge that!”

In romantic relationships, simply being in the same space as the person you are interested in, even with no activities, is not boring at all. However, it is important to note that Khun Nueng has never experienced being in love or loving someone before, which justifies her ignorance in this matter. Nevertheless, I cannot stress enough that Anueng is not naïve. She can sense that Khun Nueng’s feelings for her run deeper than she lets on. This is why it was incredibly frustrating for her to get Khun Nueng to be open and honest about her emotions.

Eventually, in the end of episode 4, Khun Nueng reached a breaking point. She grabbed Anueng by the arm, preventing her from walking away, and expressed her desire for her to stay. Furthermore, in episode 5, she attempted to convince the family that Anueng wanted to remain in Thailand and even volunteered to help her study and prepare for the university entrance exam. Ultimately, her efforts succeeded.

Spoiler alert: Since I read the novel, I’m going to reveal the chaotic age insecurities Khun Nueng has. I don’t think they will use the scene in the series, but Anueng and Khun Nueng go on a run together. Khun Nueng basically can’t keep up with her and automatically goes into doom and gloom about getting older and not being able to physically keep up with Anueng’s stamina. I laughed so hard at that passage in the book that I cried because I couldn’t breathe from laughing so dang hard. I’m like, “Woman, how long has it been since you’ve done legit exercise such as running?” Because I know that being an artist, you are not active in heavier impact exercises. “Girl, please. At 36, I was running circles around ladies younger than me. I could sprint 3 miles and lift 50 to 75 pounds daily, like the bitch of steel.” I’ve met 40- and 50-year-old women that could break me in half. So, please… don’t feed me that bullshit. Age is not a factor in performance; it’s keeping up with activities and pushing your body to work that keeps you mobile and strong as fuck to take on a lady in her 20s with no issues. I’ve known 70-year-olds that can out-bench ladies younger than them. No one can use the excuse of age with me.

Now, I can see certain challenges that come with being in a romantic relationship with someone younger. One major factor is the ability to connect with them, considering the generational gap. Different time periods bring different mindsets. Khun Nueng, 36, probably grew up in a time when same-sex relationships were deemed unacceptable. I can relate to that. Being 38, I witnessed the tail end of a time when it was dangerous to be a lesbian. Nevertheless, I understand her concerns about being forgotten. In episode 6, she expressed her fear that Anueng will eventually make new friends, flirt with other people, and move on. But honestly, I can’t help but think and laugh. “Yeah, right! No one’s ever gonna leave you, let alone forget about you.” A woman like Khun Nueng leaves an indelible mark on your soul. Her eyes pierce through you like daggers, leaving you exposed. She’s fierce and full of spice. No one will forget Khun Nueng for generations to come. She’s absolutely crazy, in the best way possible.

Khun Nueng…Just openly love that girl already, and stop torturing yourself like a masochistic princess. We all know you’re head over heels for her. She’s an adult, so let go of your worries. Thank you.

[strwberry-bluntz]

RULES +>*MASTERLIST .ᐟ

ABT ME I'm chii ૮꒰˶ᵔ ᗜ ᵔ˶꒱ა˖⁺‧₊˚ I'm 18. Bisexual :3 multi fandom !! I like music, fashion, girly cute stuff, weed, video games, animanga and like a lot of other stuff >.< I will try my best to use veryyyy good grammar :b idk I just want to write silly lil stories especially when I'm high LAWL n e ways bmf !!

RULES - MINORS DNI ON MY 18+ WORK PLSs idm fluff cus it's seww cute lol >_< - NO PROSHIPPING HERE - like I literally won't write any proship - tbh I'm not writing ships in general only maybe if i personally want to - NO CRAZZYYY au's, kinks, age gaps or fetishes -def no r*pe/non-con or incest - no negativity or hateful things plss - I'll write any request as long as it follows the rules and if I feel like I can't write it I'll def lyk lolol - that's all for now !!

STUFF I WILL WRITE/FANDOMS _______________________ stuff I will write - au's - hc's - smut, fluff, any genre lawl - yandere - any gender - I WILL SAY THO I CAN'T WRITE MLM BUT WHEN I LEARN ILL DEF WRITE IT FOR U GUYS LAWL but I can write wlw <3 - honestly anything I think I can :3 fandoms - Naruto - Resident Evil - Chainsaw Man - Overwatch

- Genshin Impact - honestly shoujo LOLOL - if u see a random shoujo one shot don't be surprised T.T - this list will def grow in time these are just the fandoms I want to write for right now >_< !!

MASTERLIST ;*

coming soon ... 𖦹 ׂ 𓈒 🐇 ／ ⋆ ۪

[ultravioart]

Am I missing something because Mercy was an older teen when she met kid Fareeha?? Cole and Angela are THE SAME AGE.

This is the main reason Pharah x Mercy NEVER sat right with me, even back in ow1, bc the two met/knew eachother when Pharah was just a kid(12) and Mercy was nearly an adult(17). And now official media is making it out like modern day ow2 Pharah has a thing for/with Mercy? Uh????

Plus they had Baptiste mistake Pharah and Cole as being together for NO needed reason (not a respectful way to treat found family sibs in writting, nor a lesbian character, plus the first meeting age gap between Cole and Fareeha is the same gap as Fareeha and Angela=gross), this set up was done ONLY to make space for Fareeha to say "No, definitely not. Cole and I have known eachother for a long time. He's like a brother to me. Besides, I am a lesbian."

...And not to be picky but the "I am a lesbian" here reads like "I am a gay" which uh... awkward/dry phrasing strikes yet again in ow short stories, it seems.

Congrats to the Bi Baptist and Lesbian Pharah confirmations, but ong if OW is actually sticking to this gross age gap first meeting script for Fareeha and Angela that is a HELL NO from me. We do NOT want problematic aspects in Lesbian/WLW/Saphic rep, thanks.

[corporalicent]

wip summary tag!

thank you @mysteryofvampires for the tag <;3.

Rules: summarize your WIP in 15 2-5 word bullet points (but i only did 10 for each one, sue me)

ruin my life (one more time) (helnik wip)

mortal enemies

witch and witch-hunter

slow burn

imprisonment

prostitution?? (i'm still thinking about this part of the story)

betrayal

lies

pride and prejudice

wolves

fight between love and hate

don't trust each other

the beast that lies beside me (tudor!rhaenicent wip)

tudor inspired

clueless queen

life and death

betrayal

fight for power

internal struggle

wlw love

cheating??

the crown always wins

friends to lovers

seven deadly sins (convent!rhaenicent wip)

religious guilt

power dynamics

age gap

jealousy

lust

one-side obsession

convent setting

homophobia

heartbreak

friendship

tag list: @selfproclaimedunicorn @emilykaldwen @fkevin073 @lullaebies @lya-dustin and anyone who wants to do it!

[otterandterrier]

Here's a list of sapphic books I've enjoyed for Femslash February and Valentine's Day 🥰🏳️‍🌈

romance

A Little Light Mischief Former scoundrel turned lady's maid falls for her employer's companion. This was my first foray into wlw period romance. Absolutely loved it, it packs a lot of UST, steam and feels into a short novella!

The Lady's Guide to Celestial Mechanics (Feminine Pursuits, #1) Olivia Waite's wlw historical fiction stole my heart. All of her books mention background queer characters too. This one is about a lady astronomer who falls in love with her widowed patron as they break down barriers in science and art. Smart and hot!

The Care and Feeding of Waspish Widows (Feminine Pursuits, #2) The widowed owner of a printing business must call for the help of a beekeeper trapped in a fake marriage. Middle aged women falling in love!! Being gay!! Looking after bees!! Having sex!! Defying expectations!!

The Hellion's Waltz (Feminine Pursuits, #3) A pianist who hates swindlers tries to stop a swindler from swindling. Literally "be gay, do crimes"! Less UST and build-up than the other two, but still hot and sweet and socialist propaganda. There's poly rep too.

The Romance Recipe Restaurant owner hires reality star chef to help revive her restaurant (boss/employee), full of UST and good discussions of bisexuality. It has no less than five sex scenes.

Something to Talk About Celebrity romance with an age gap and boss/employee dynamic, deals with sexual harassment in Hollywood. Veeery slow burn with one smut scene.

The Falling in Love Montage YA, set in Ireland, our heartbroken protagonist doesn't want to fall in love so her new crush proposes a trope-filled summer fling. Plenty of making out but no smut. Very cute for anyone who enjoys the silliness of romcoms!

Perfect Rivalry Medical romance between rival overachievers who love gaming! Neurodivergent and multicultural rep, everybody is queer! Wholesome and hot.

In the Event of Love Second chance love / friends to lovers, Hallmark holiday movie vibes. Even planner heads back to her hometown after a PR disaster and reunites with her ex-turned-into-a-lumberjane childhood friend. Tooth-rottingly sweet and spicy.

For Her Consideration A heartbroken email ghostwriter is asked to meet with the cute celebrity she's writing for. Plus-size and multicultural rep, everybody is queer. It has a lovely found family theme and lots of spice.

Honeymoon for One The protagonist somehow forgets to cancel her honeymoon after calling off her wedding, goes on a solo adventure to Canada anyway and meets a cute ski instructor she does not get along with. Very sweet and with a couple of tender smut scenes.

drama

The Seven Husbands of Evelyn Hugo An aging Hollywood star hires a little known reporter to share the true story about her seven husbands - and her one true love. This one broke me.

Yerba Buena Follows the journeys of two girls whose families are impacted by addiction, and until their paths cross in LA. Deals with themes of identity, changes, growing up, grief, and healing with another person. Warnings for drug abuse, death, underage sex.

Milk Fed This one is a complicated story about a woman dealing with the fatphobia, body dysmorphia and eating disorders, and what happens when she falls for the Orthodox Jewish woman who sells her froyo. It's a tough and weird read - there's also homophobia, parental trauma, sexual fantasies, religious issues.

fantasy

Siren Queen A Chinese American girl willing to do anything to become a star in pre-Hays Code Hollywood. Really thoughtful urban fantasy novel about race and queerness and the Hollywood dream.

These Witches Don't Burn A teenage witch must work with her ex to find out who's working to destroy their coven, while trying to date the new cute girl in town. This one is way angstier that it seems!