#wjen she said we YELLED
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This is a personal, non-yugioh-related post, but uh...
Us eighth graders won a cheer dance competition as the champions! Against 7-10th graders.
We didnt really expect it as our year is known to be the underdogs of the whole highschool (and we haven't won many competitions before), we never took practice seriously, plus, we thought we'd get disqualified bc some1 overdid a stunt, I think (which we thought wudve been illegal). And we got prepared to get last place.
But dude, we won—we frickin’ won. And we all almost got sore throat from cheering during the dance and for celebrating, and one of my friends cried for almost ten minutes straight XD
So... Yeah. A lil update on what's going on in my life, ig. That's all. :P
#personal#i was shivering during the dance lol#and for the awarding ceremony we were all gloomy#NONE of us expected it#we thought to get fourth (last)#perhaps third#and when we knew it wasnt last we already started cheering#we went up higher the cheers got a bit louder#and then the host said whoever they wont say is the champion#wjen she said we YELLED#SCREAMED from the top of our lungs#we frickn beat the 10th grade#when she said 10*#long post
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took a long nap after throwing up this afternoon and dreampt i was walking through the city running an errand- the city was supposed to be the part of London where i live but it was a lot more like athens. as i was walking i bumped into my friend and we got chatting and walking i forgot my errand and she was saying she wanted to go to gails (fancy coffee shop) which was in a turret on a beautiful building and get their special iced coffee whip thing they'd started doing (my friend didnt specify why the coffee was so nice or fancy but i didnt need convincing i dropped my task immediately to go and get a little treat) . wjen we walked into this fancy coffee shop we couldnt see the special tasty drink on the menu but when we asked behind the counter the lady said yes they could make it for us! then they told us they'd run out of ice so we had to leave. but the guy making the coffees by the ice was kind of giving evil fantasy viking vibes? and then he started chanting and yelling and got really big like a fantasy dragon (all dragons are fantasy dragons but it was notably fantasy-genre-esqe) & then the dream became like an alternative version of a harry potter(?) film with like 1920s silent film transition slides (one was (and i quote) "ptsd ♡ meltdown" HAHAHAHAHA) and the bad wizards could turn into evil shire horses which spoke. i was going to get eaten by some vampires and then i woke up but you know. I wasn't stressed about it the tone was very whimsical and silly
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#my showcase it officially over!!#god i feel so......so.....sad#this play is all weve been doing in drama class since feb and now....its....done.#i feel strangely empty#:'(#but it went great im so happy!!! my family and friends and teachers loved it!!#and i love my cast so much. theres a scene where i have to play a wife who has marriage problems and her and her husband get in a rllly big#fight. and we just s c r e a m at e/o. and wow its just scary wjen he yells at me. like rly rllly scary. i felt like crying. i wish i did.#it wouldve went well with the scene. but anyways. after we came off stage he hugged me and he said he felt so bad cuz he heard me whimperin#when he was yelling at me (and those were real whimpers man. i was scared) and i just hhhh what a nice human being. i also got to play a#girl whos in an abusive relationship with her boyfriend but she meets a sweet little nerd who 'cant feel pain' at a landromat and things go#from there. its a sweet little scene.#but yeahhh!! its over and im sad but also rly proud :) it was rlllly rlllly working with my drama class. the production was great! 😊#okay dnjsjsjdjd im sorry ill stop. i just wanted to get that out. im just very very happy with how everything went#k i rly need to stop no one cares dnjdksjdjd anyways carry on with your day/night. ily all thank u for dealing with me rambling abt my life
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i feel so bad making this post but i haven’t stopped thinking abt it since it happened and i need 2 talk 2 someone other than my family abt it bc they keep yelling @ me abt how i reacted lmao (long tag ramble as Usual sorry abt that feel free 2 ignore!)
#so @ about like... uhhh idk 4:30 or something magbe? i was on my phone in my lil alcove spot that i like 2 hang out in in my fav building#and i was listening 2 music and all of a sudden i saw a shadow n heard a voice and i looked up and it was this rly tall guy with a beard#purrs#wearing a tanktop and stuff and he shook my hand and introduced himself and said he’s seen me sitting kn that alcove all semester and wanted#2 introduce himself bc he’s a dance major in the studio next 2 my Fav Spot. and we started talkig and he asked my year and major and i told#him im an english major and i write poetry and it led 2 me showing him a video of my slam poem i did for this homecomig slam thing#and then he asked if i wanted 2 come inside the dance studio and listen 2 more slam on the speakers they have in there and i said yes???#WHICH my mom is tly mad abt bc she said he could have done Bad Stuff but like. nobody ever rly talks 2 me @ school besides my friends#and i didnt kno how 2 react and i was shaking and Bewildered so i said ues? i mean kt was fine and we listened2 two poems and then i said i#had 2 go 2 class but like.... he hugged me goodbye after we’d only known each other for 30 minutes and he was touching my shoulder a lot and#idk. i was sorta freaked oht bc he said he was a senior and im a freshman so... Yikes and also i couldnt like??? idk if ppl will get mad @#me for saying tjis but i courlnt get a read on whether he was gay or not and idk i was kinda scared he would tru 2 do something in that big#empty dance studio and im mad @ myself for being so Weak And Soft and saying yes to eberythjng but also mad that i was afraid and somewhat#distrustful underneath my effusive Niceness bc he was... nice! and friendly and was just trying 2 be friends with me i guess!!!!! idk!!!!#it was just weird. and now he has my facebook and im probably gonna be seeig him a lot bc his dance studio is right next 2 my favorite spot#and Hell if im avoiding that place bc of him wjen he hasnt ebem dlne anything to me!!! JDJSKKE IDK i hate that i get so unclmfy sometimes#around guys i dont know when its just the two of us. im ashamed of it its awful and im scared someone on here is gonna yell @ me for it idk.#god im a dumb ass Idiot im sorry for postig this but im kinda scared now and like nothing abt the encounter went wrong but im just kinda#Spooked a little bit thats all! and my mom said i need 2 be more careful but im so socially awkward and i just wanted to be friendly djfjsbd#sorry im posting this here im ashamed of myself u can ignore tjis if u want i just want somekne 2 like. Validate me i guess kdnfsndn thats#so shitty of me to admit but its the Truth i just wanna kno if like im justified in feeling kinda shook. i hate mtselfdnfndnjd#he just wanted 2 talk so much and everythig and it kinda surprised me and like. idk
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The Start of the Roller Coaster Ride
Wednesday – May 23, 2018
MANILA, PHILIPPINES
I was kind of irritated at my Dad because we both know the status of our Visa even without checking them online. It was clearly said that we are to receive it within 5-7 days. And I am sending messages to my friends. Ugh. Anyway, I know I cannot win against him so I did check up on it.
“Visa Issued po, Dad,” I told him, chirping a little. Not wanting to spoil meself. When he was satisfied, he went back to the room to have his afternoon siesta. However, a minute later, he burst out of the room again, yelling.
“Ate! Ate! Tignan mo yung text, dali!” He said, showing me his phone.
I read:
Hi Sir Arthur! We have already received your Visa. You can pick them up tomorrow at our office. Thank you!
I shouted first before my mind even told me what was happening. My dad was jumping too in glee. Thank you Lord because finally, after 34 long years of waiting. We finally came to this. We are finally in this moment.
“Tell Tita Maggie already, dad!”
But he was hesitant. Saying that if he does, there is this big possibility that Tita will book us immediately. Immediately as in we will fly tomorrow.
It was me who insisted to call her right now because I want her to be happy about our progress. So daddy called him.
I didn’t get to hear to hear her responses but daddy said, “Uy, Maggie. Wag naman bukas. Pwede bang mga Monday o kahit Tuesday man lang?”
The next thing I knew, Tita booked us a flight on Friday.
Daddy repeated Tita Maggie’s words. “Kuya hindi na pwede. Ang pinaka late niyo na ay Friday. Kasi sa Saturday ang celebration party.”
FRIDAY everyone. I just messaged my friends in high school and college that we will have the farewell party on FRIDAY and SATURDAY. So how is that, people?
“Wag na. Cancel all plans. Aalis na tayo on Friday,” Dad dismissed.
No. I can’t. Just. Leave. Without. Seeing. Them. For. The. Last. Time.
So I talked to mom afterwards wjen she arrived home. I explained I just told them about the party and I want to it to push through. Fortunate for me, she agreed. So Dad will. Hehehehez.
I messaged my college friends again:
Guys, joke lang pala yung Friday. If free kayo tom, hehehe. Sorry :( hoping to see you tom
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Tw eds for the tags, just need to vent
#im with my dad atm and will be for 3 more days after spending a whole week with him#and being with him.makes me want to restrict really badly#because we have a kinda weird/strained relationship and hes said pretty triggering things to me in the pasy#and he deals with my mental health really badly#he yelled at me for a suicde attempt and made me feel even worse while i was hospitalised#and now he and his new gf keep talking about food and diets and needing to lose weight#his gf is worse because shes really thin but keeps calling herself fat and he basically agrees with her#like he doesnt do it to be mean but he never disagrees with her wjen she says it and iys messing with my perception of bodies#i know ive gained weight since i last saw them and ive started body checking again#i just feel so weird here i want to go home#luckily i am on sunday i just want my mum again
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