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guys is there a possibility that any of you hold interest in adoption papers 🥺🥺
#man I am one big idiot#I say#scoring crazy good on standardized tests#with teachers calling me not normal#im just not smart with common sense#the mosquito is buzzing around the lamp??#DONT THROW THE BAG AT IT#okay but how was I supposed to know it was break#it’s glass it’s not like paper#tf is up with you#there is a singular pencil sharpener and like 3 mechanical pencils in there#all with no lead#how was that wimpy thing taking that shii down#😞😞😞😞#this is not a silly day#★ ˎˊ˗ melonrambles!#oops wrong tag order mb
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The walk home from UA
#i've been thinking about micnight a lot. somebody call an ambulance or a therapist or something#this might even drive me to read School Briefs again just for content of them interacting for once#this is why Vigilantes is better we get more interactions with the teacher trio#I realise I draw a ton of this concept but I do not care anymore#nobody can stop me drawing silly micnight stuff. Piggyback ride. Partners in crime. They are just one of the ever.#you know.#bnha#eraserhead bnha#shouta aizawa#eri chan#nemuri kayama#hizashi yamada#present mic#midmic#do NOT look at Aizawa's arms and do NOT try and understand the physics of Mic's legs#it's half 2 in the morning I was not about to spend any more time making it look actually good#drawing people from the side my arch nemesis#if someone made a VRChat avatar of Midnight in her little skirt suit outfit from Save the World With Love I would cry#it's so hard to find normal Midnight avatars
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the most hilarious thing about the ages of the transmigrators in svsss is that bingqiu is the one with the teacher/student age difference kink but shen yuan is MAX ten years older than binghe, and moshang is the one that seems like they'd be peers but shang qinghua is at least twenty (probably closer to thirty) years older than mobei-jun
#svsss#i mean this in the most normal way possible but i think about the ''call me daddy'' bit in the airplane extras so often#it's SO funny to me#it's like ohh binghe is dating his former teacher what a scandalous age difference#(shen yuan is only 5-10 years older than him)#and mobei-jun is dating his pathetic little servant#(shang qinghua is 20-30 years older than him and also created him to his exact specifications)#so stupid. i love them.
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I can't stop thinking about Kaveh calling his darling ya 'amar (my moon) or ya habibi (my beloved) as he wraps his arms around their waist from behind, chin resting on their shoulder so he could nuzzle the crook of their neck www
He calls his darling batata (potato) or batikh (watermelon) when he's annoyed with them LOLLL
#🌌 : weave me a verse#kaveh x reader#based off my hs maths teacher calling us batata or batikh affectionately and also as an insult#she also choked me once with my own scarf#dw i wasn't abused this was completely normal
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HELP I got distracted while studying and told myself "ok BROOKLYNN put the phone down and study" ??? MY NAME IS NOT BROOKLYNN???? IM FROM INDIA???
#lets play a game its called am i going insane#daydreamed too hard and forgot my own name#jwct#jwcc#jwct brooklynn#brooklynn jwcc#gonna show this to my teacher when she accuses me of forgetting only my homework#maladaptive daydreaming#am i going insane or is this normal???#she lives in my head rent free#funny#ig
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Nobody does hypmic fanart like i do
#As in#I do full ass art pieces for no reason other than i can and my teachers cant stop me#Hes done guys !!!#Camera quality so ass it looks blurry#Sorry gang :(#Can you tell i kinda gave up on the last portion LMAOAOAOA#i hate that it looks good but is obviously an assignment like no normal artist would produce this#Anyway i think i ate w the greyscale do you guys agree#Hitoya my love#I will make your image more likable in my next piece with you i promise#My friend called him boring at first but now they are saying hes sexy so thats something#Ok enough yapping#hypmic#hypnosis mic#hypnosis microphone#hitoya amaguni#Noctiart#Noctifan
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Yes, I threw fits when I was a kid.
No, I wasn’t in control.
No, you shouldn’t judge me for it.
Yes, I am aware you think I had the choice.
But surely you understand I didn’t really have one?
Surly you understand I was struggling?
That I’m still struggling?
That I always will be?
#neurodivergent#adhd#actually adhd#ocd#childhood memories#sorta vent in tags vv#I’m still dealing with the social consequences of that time period. People’s attitude towards me after those years#really damaged my mental health. Sometimes I think I’m not enough.#That my problems aren’t enough to say I was struggling. Then I look back… and yeah I can tell I was struggling#Idk wtf was going on because my adhd and ocd probably didn’t cause that. But I don’t show enough signs of autism to even#consider being diagnosed. Sometimes I wonder if I actually was in control. There was no trauma. No serious issues. Nothing.#Because I was running around like a maniac whenever I got upset. It stopped only after 3rd grade. With the help of a good teacher.#my so called “meltdowns” are probably internal now. I kinda s3lf h@rm and stuff when I don’t get my way now. When I’m seething in self#loathing because of something I did. You know. Normal behavior.#My life is a freaking mess. And it’s nobody’s fault. Except maybe my own? I don’t know. I always forget about that time period. Probably ca#se the teachers gave me a lot of bad memories during it. It wasn’t because of the teachers… but they certainly weren’t helping.#neurospicy#neurosparkly#actually ocd#neurodivergence#neurodiversity#I tell myself i didn’t have the choice though. I was young…#sorry for the vent
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This photo of what I found has me screaming, crying, throwing up and biting at the cage bars. Someone on a uranium glass page said it's from Czechoslovakia but that the exact maker is unknown. I've got two more pieces from the same set but the pics don't look anywhere near as cool but I'll still post them 😅
#uranium glass#vanity set#glass vanity set#vaseline glass#honestly incan not act normal about that first pic it has me feral#i wonder exactly how radiactive it is but idk if I'll be able to get my hands on a counter to figure it out#my friend who works at a uni is gunna ask the labs if theyve got one#and I j thinks im going to call my old second school cos my physics teacher had one
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#as a child i thought i would die the way they did sometimes#im lucky that i survived and that ot never got truly bad like this because i know theyd have never called an ambulance for me neither#i was a lot younger at the time but it hurts so much that i know a lot of what this nex must have went through#my circumstances were so different and i really dont want to like. make this about myself.#but sometimes i want to believe in a heaven because i know there wont be justice in earth. these kids will get to live on as normal#but the person they killed wont.#nothing ever comes of these things#bullies are abusers and murderers it's always serious and adults never do anything because so many teachers would participate if they could#so many people in the school system need to be taken out the back and shot it's unbelievable
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Actually a bit surprised that Cap's allergy to the word "cute" has been brought up a few times after it was first revealed.. And that it was brought up once when Spinel was in the vicinity in HZ054..
I wonder if it'll be brought up again in the future.
#what i'm saying is that i want spinel to say the word かわいい#うちのブラッキーかわいい#btw i'm aware that friede didn't explain cap's issue specifically in ep 54. cap just sneezed upon being called cute by friede's kohai#i just think it's funny that spinel happened to be conveniently around when one of cap's weakness was exposed in a casual setting ww#spinel should say かわいい too. for me. is he talking about cap when he says it? or friede? it is a mystery#(also interesting to me that friede and spinel have the franchise's mascots as partners etc.. both ikemen having the cute pkmn etc)#anyway. i wonder how much spinel knows about friede. he did casually call him 'professor friede' back in ep 44#showing that he did know his name and his professor status and probably that he knows that friede dislikes being called professor.#which is a lot to reveal in one sentence! why is he like that#he should keep being like that. “i know everything about you professor friede <3”#and proceed to list everything he knows. “your pkmn is weak to this specific word. liko-san's mother was your school teacher.”#“the engineer of the ship... orio-san was it. she is your childhood friend.” etc#spinel is going to get a good grade in friede information. something that is both normal to want and possible to achieve <3#i wanna see them interact again.. it'd be fun. just so i can see how they react to each other#hz070#character notes#episode notes#about the episode itself though. i do like that dot didn't know about cap's thing with the word cute#because she wasn't there in hz035 when it was revealed#that was before she started going out of her room more
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Today sucked ass and penis. Clearly the healthy thing ti do is repeat my self hypnosis trigger until i dont need to worry about having a brain or being a person
#raunchy rabble#it was whatever but i think i had to up my meds last week bc my doctors a dick#and so im onmy normal dose this week which is making me a sensitive hater#i keep trying to overcompensate for my shy nature and try to like grow as a person and shit#and bc everyone else in the class is shy and quiet i need to like try to ask questions for the teacher n shit#so he feels like hes like. doing his job#and i didnt even get to do the fucking art i wanted to do today bc everyone else was usong the printer#so i had to wait till after class to do the fiest step of my bullshit#and i stainrd the fuckin gel print thing and i kept making loud noises on accident#and there was an art exhibit and it was nice but it sas so hot in there and people kept taking pictures of the crowd#and i dont know where those pictures are going or how prominent im in them and ots wigging me out#and i did that stupid apologizing too much thing and its worse when someone calls it out#and there was a snack booth outside the art exhibit and someone kept encouraging everyone to take more#i thought everyone wouls but no. the stupid fat kid took 4 bags of chips and a handful of candy#christ. ohhhhh the devils posessing me (classic self consciousness which im not used to because i never fuckon go oitside)#anyways all that to say that i need yo be put down so deep i dont even know who or what i am and just left there
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how do i stop feeling like i'm in trouble all the time fr. sitting here on my lunch break like everyone's gonna be soooo mad when u get back...from lunch...which you are allowed to have.....(?)
#social anxiety kicking my ass so bad every day#unless my supervisor actually says hello you are doing an amazing job today and i dont hate you im like omg she hates me bc i suck......#miscounted the kids yesterday and left one on the playground for like two minutes and im still traumatized#she wasnt alone or anything there was another class w teachers but 😬🔫#killing myself killing myself killing myself#i counted them five times today tho#and the playground was empty which made it easier but ugh#infinitely better than my last job and im actually good at this but i still feel like my supervisor doesn't like me#even tho i think she's just a bit awk and has anxiety also lol#she was reading a book abt coping with anxiety the other day lol#also my other coworker w the drama likes me but the drama is always threatening to happennagain bc she doesnt like our supervisor#anyway#my mentor just got here before lunch for her half day shift so i feel better but aaaaa#way less stressful than my last job tho and im grateful but very stressed lately#also the owner of the school was in the room im taking lunch for a while and im like omg she's gonna be annoyed that im here#she's gonna judge me for having a chocolate bar like a shitty spoiled young person or whatever and listening to music bc im rude#i need to calm down fr#she complained abt lazy inconsiderate young people at my job interview so now im paranoid abt every interaction w her lmao#bc i am a lazy oblivious young person and also i took a sick day my first week which is what she was complaining abt said young people doing#but i legitimately was throwing up i Had to call out#that's life in child care#but ughhhh#i was determined not to bc this is a job where they expect you to come in even if ur sick#but puking is my limit i genuinely couldn't do it#anyway.#normal adult experience#doctor who told my mom i was high functioning i want our money back
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on one hand it's probably for the best that there were no jokes about rainer's disability but on the other hand, rainer absolutely strikes me as a fellow member of the "uses our visible disability for lame puns and prop comedy" gang
#eliot posts#taz#the adventure zone#taz graduation#rainer michelle#seriously i use my hand for the most godawful dad jokes of all time#woodshop teacher: everyone be careful‚ don't wanna lose any fingers! me: TOO LATE#''can we go inside? it's so cold that i feel like i'm gonna lose EVEN MORE fingers''#(when my 'normal' hand is out of commission bc carpal tunnel) ''well i'd offer a helping hand but you'll have to settle for 3/5 of one''#it's a shame that now as an adult my peers don't ask me about what happened very much#(idk if they're no longer curious or if they ARE curious but pussyfooting around it because they don't wanna be rude)#cuz i had some VERY FUNNY responses that i loved to pull out when asked ''what happened to your hand''#usually i'd tell them an obviously bullshit story about sticking my hand in a zoo enclosure or playing w fireworks or someth#and see if they'd call me on it#or the ole ''ACK??? WHEN DID *THAT* HAPPEN???'' *stares in shocked horror at hand*#(eventually followed by the actual truth lol)#i absolutely loved toph from avatar as a kid cuz she handled her disability with the same humour i handled mine with#i know not every disabled person feels the same tho and that's valid too!
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you ever just see a post and just
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#Worst emoji combo ever but it’s gon be such big depression hours down here so scroll if you want im on the brink of throwing up#don’t you just bloody love it how over the past 3 years you’ve only seen people the large total of…. 4 times!!! An average of seeing someon#outside of school 1.3 times per year!! What a bloody fantastic way to spend your teenage years!#Don’t you also just love it when people talk right to you about how they all went out together over the weekend and like did some stupid#shit like your average high schooler would do and you’re just like “oh. I went to my 1 and a half hour long dance class and got ignored the#entire time and when you did try to talk they just spoke over you” oh my fucking god I hate that place so much even the teacher fucking#ignores me once we were going in a circle and she was asking everyone what they got for Christmas and I was in the middle of the circle so#thought hey maybe someone will actually acknowledge my existence but she fucking ignored me and went to next person like why the fuck#And now I’m debating staying in that shithole bc I was invited to a gc for that class and I stupidly thought that someone might want me#There. I wasn’t even invited I secretly scanned the qr code to join over someone else’s shoulder#everyone else there is the best of bloody friends and I’m just there talking to one friend who I don’t even think is my friend#“Hey man I’m really fucking sad rn can I talk to you” “womp womp have you heard stupid fact no.3848594 about my ocs while I ignore you when#you talk about anything else about me” oh my god shut up literally no one else sane would see someone like that their closest friend rn#At least someone wants to talk to me#Like what is it that makes people not want to see my please just tell me I’ll change I’m amazing at changing my personality to fit others#promise me on that I’ve done it my entire life#Even just messaging me more than once every year and I’d consider you my best friend this is how bad I’m getting#What is so bloody bad about me that no one else likes I don’t care how badly you fucking word it just something#It shouldn’t be normal to wish death on people you call your mates bc you heard about them all going out together without you#Oh dear did the gc’s without me in it there’s one for every friend group I’ve ever been in why isn’t there one for the main group I’m in rn#Idfc anymore just tell me what I’m doing wrong I keep asking people if they want to go out or how far away they live from some place#And it’s always met with ignoring me talking over me or immediately changing the subject#Please if you’re someone I know irl what the fuck am I doing fucking wrong I can’t fucking do this anymore be as mean as you like#Why the fuck does no one ever want to be around me why do I hear so much about stuff others are doing together but never me#It shouldn’t be normal to prefer being in a toxic relationship than what I’m in rn#I fucking hate everything
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I am very sunburnt, very burnt out, and eyes are burning from allergies.
One could say, perhaps, I'm on fire.
#in which sara is a teacher#two field trips two days in a row#holy fuck#im both freezing and overheated#this is what i like to call hell#as tomorrow is a normal day#and thursday is the last staar test#i might already be dead. jury's still out#I do know that I provided accommodations to both of my students the past two days that allowed them their best field trip experiences#and no children were injured on my watch#also a little first grader fell asleep on me and it was very cute
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I hate school so fucking much lol and I always just thought I was taking too many credits but this semester I finally took a normal amount of credits and it doesn’t matter. It’s not the amount of classes, it’s just having any classes at all. I feel like there was definitely a time where I could handle it but not anymore lmfao… this place was crazy. Sent me into my first real and scary panic attack, broke me out in stress hives, ruined my sleep, turned me into a mega hater…. smh. I know it could be a million times worse so I feel bad for complaining but it was not cool. All I can hope for is that my degree and good grades that I damn near died trying to get for literally no reason do me some good in real society tho I doubt it lmao
#like why did I try so hard lmfao…… I don’t need a 4.0 I’m not going to grad school I’d rather kms#I don’t know. I didn’t realize I was trying that hard I just thought that’s how hard I was supposed to try#IDK!!!!#I have never been good at knowing how much effort to put into things my entire life#I give everything 110 percent when it feels like I’m giving it like. Idk. 80 percent#everyone calls me a perfectionist and IM NOT TRYING TO BE LOL I don’t know how to gauge what I can or can’t be dismissive of!!!#it’s hard for me to discuss this problem I have without it sounding like I’m being like ‘omg I’m so smart that I do everything perfect by#accident’#THATS NOT WHAT I MEEEEAAAN#whatever#some people’s mental health issues make their grades tank but I have never had below an A- in my life and if u ask me that is also#indicative of an issue like LOL. if your child is like that then get them help for fucking real#ugh I love my mom and it’s not her fault but when I was a kid I was literally bawling and having stress headaches and canker sores DAILY#after school and being unable to sleep because I was so afraid of going the next day#and she was just like. ‘I was like that too :) it’s normal. you’re just a perfectionist’#ACTUALLY IM SCARED OUT OF MY MIND FOR NO REASON but okay#ok sorry let me just shout out some gratitude tho to the handful of teachers I had who were epic and had swag#I loved them#they didn’t make up for the rest of this bullshit though LOL
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