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Aziraphale Loves earth and humanity. He is never someone who will choose to run away or give up, as long as there’s something he can do. He has his limited pov but that’s understandable. Just like he depends on Crowley to show him alternatives and the power of questioning, Crowley depends on him to be grounded and learn to stay for the ones he loves. It’s just that… when things go out of balance, what we love and need most about others often hurts us the most…
In season one, Crowley didn’t run to Alpha Centauri, even when it meant free from Heaven and Hell, because he lost Aziraphale, the one he chose to belong to. And he decided to basically run to his doom because “wherever you are I’ll come to you.”
I’ve always thought that was a beautiful touch: Free will birth from choosing to belong. Without someone we’d love to stay with, freedom doesn’t mean much, either. Those are not mutually exclusive. Just like Crowley and Aziraphale are always on their own side. They’re inseparable.
Their fight in season 2 finale demonstrated what’d happen when people valued one side over another or insisted one of those were essentially “better” — love breaks and everything ends up in tears.
#good omens season 2 spoilers#good omens#ineffable husbands#good omens meta#aziraphale#crowley#personally I feel this fight between them showcase the theme book omens has been discussing so well#and it’s nuance in a way that back in season 1 they could relatively easily come together because there was mutual ‘enemy’#it’s always more complicated and worth exploring when there was no obvious emeny’out there’ but a real conversation we have to have#with selves and one another#that’s where this season caught most spirits from the book to me#I love it to bits#my good omens meta#🐍🕊️ nightingales — ineffable us#🕊️🕊️🕊️#🐍🐍🐍#they’re just made for each other even in this fight
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My biggest fear when I was younger was forgiving those who have wronged me, because it meant I moved on.
#there was a longer version of this convo but i shortened it down <3#anyways- here's a brief concept I though of#it's a conversation between Ford's younger Uni self and Ford's older self (<- A DISASTER WAITING TO HAPPEN)#how kind do you think the twins would be to their younger selves#we've seen them meet one another's younger counterparts- how do you think they would be with themselves?#the duality of someone who's had the time to work it out and learn to forgive VS. someone whose wound is still so raw and fresh#they can't help but keep poking at it until it gets infected#and the irrationality of holding onto your anger and keep feeding it even though it's doing nothing but hurt you#doesn't necessarily mean you have to forgive- but in the context of the twins- it really isn't doing any good#the fear of letting go meaning that you lost- and the other won#the pointlessness of it all- O! is it not poetic?#anywho <3#my art#gravity falls#grunkle ford#gravity falls ford#ford pines#stanford pines#this is literally done so lazy but i had to get the idea out of my head
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The angel on the devils shoulder.
#I love their dynamic#They're each other's opposite selves but not quite because they also coincide in many things#its interesting. it might not seem like it at first glance#but there's something wildly interesting in understanding how these two fit despite their diferences#on another note#I inspired myself a bit on the art style from the Gernika#I do love lines that don't quite make sense anatomically#but do in the big picture#one piece#zolu#one piece luffy#one piece zoro#roronoa zoro#zoro#luffy#luffy fanart#monkey d. luffy#straw hat luffy#monkey d luffy#straw hat pirates#op#one piece fanart#my art#art post
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Kakashi and Gai’s rivalry isn’t just a breath of fresh air because they aren’t pushed apart thus never genuinely connecting and being vulnerable with each other, but because it’s not made to be a joke either.
Their rivalry clearly could’ve been written one sided entirely, where Gai tries to engage Kakashi and he doesn’t entertain him, but he doesn’t. He participates and enjoys it. Kakashi is as odd and perhaps at times even odder than Gai and that’s why they work so well together imo
#kakashi hatake#might guy#kakagai#might gai#naruto#don’t even get me started on how different his rivalry w Gai is compared to his with Obito’s#his rivalry with Obito was at a time in his life where he was so cold and mean#and his developed rivalry really brought him out of his shell (besides Obito’s death and him being faced with the fact his father was right#^developed rivalry between Gai and Kakashi#idk they’re incredibly kind and pure to one another#and I think if he didn’t have Gai Kakashi would’ve died at some point#and I truly believe Gai wouldn’t be nearly as motivated if he never met Kakashi#I think they’re very dependent on each other and it could easily spiral into codependency but it never really does#because they’ve both healed separately and together and I’m doing so they have brought out their truest selves with one another
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Different techniques
#i refuse to elaborate#you can reasonably guess what im thinking 🙏#something something *******#anyways this brings about more timeswap au ideas in my head#aaahhhhh could you imagine their rookie selves meeting each other???#or their wdc era selves meeting esch other?????#<- actually that one I think abt soooo muvh and i will draw it at some point#i think a lot abt how much they parallel and mirror each other#but at different points yknow? their storylines are just marginally shifted from each other#so what would it be like if they met one another while both in the same 'plot point'#i.e. 2006 nando and 2011 seb. 2012 nando and 2017 seb. etc etc.#sorry this is getting too sappy and deep for a [redacted] joke poet#*post#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#vettonso
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This hug is pretty sweet.
Young Avengers (2013) #15
#like in their teen selves they aren't as close to each other but they still clearly care for one another#tommy shepherd#speed#billy kaplan#wiccan#young avengers#young avengers comics#marvel#marvel comics#comic series#my post
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Shape do you ever think about soulfire and layers and the cold. I do... I do...
I didnt before but i sure am now!!
I was talking to someone irl a few days ago and they mentioned a headcanon where soulfire didn't have any winter clothes when they spawned in, but. they did have a lot of corpses with old, stained clothes. can you imagine? stripping the corpse of yourself to add just a few more seconds between yourself and the next respawn? caught in another death loop at that godforsaken spawn, and grateful for the fact that at least it means you'll be warmer, just a little. Imagine them all wrapped up in parts of bad's cloak- theyre hunted for the ferocity of their guard dog, but even his failures keep them warm. and now bad wears his snowgear as a cosmetic, marking him as one of theirs just as much as they are his.
and the armour... ohh, their armour. layers for warmth and layers for protection are different- I think at a certain point they dont need the warm layers, not the way they used to. but there is something in them that still equates warmth with protection. theres something about them building all of their armour sets underneath a lake of lava. willing to enchant their sets in safety, while molten rock drips slowly onto them from the ceiling above. they dont need their armour to stay warm, because their home will keep them warm for them.
and then the agreement to use no enchantments. their protection, their warmth- thrown away so quickly, almost eagerly. after all, soulfire knows how to handle the cold- and maybe some of them even miss it
#qsmp#qsmp team soulfire#popcornsalty#can you Imagine the designs of them wearing scraps of each others' clothing#using pieces of those who have gone just to continue#even when those who are gone are their own selves#and then when they can make new clothes still keeping one or two scraps of the old ones#because theyre a mark of survival#of belonging#and they NEED those reminders in the howling night#eating maggots in the sand or digging digging digging or running thousands of blocks over and over just to loot another frozen corpse#because they need to keep going#anyway hi salty you um hi you unlocked the Brain Worms#shape answers
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me tryna explain the shipping implications of the missy comic to anyone who’ll listen
#guys that comic was so so good#okay so of course you’ve got twissy#but also#a big part of the plot revolves around unit and the delgado master#and missy impersonating the doctor to gain delgado!master’s trust#so you have threegado going on#but also missy flirting with another one of her past selves again while she’s doing a shitty impersonation of her boyfriend#BUT WAIT THERE’S MORE#river song shows up out of nowhere to save the day while missy’s pretending to be the doctor#so of course they flirt#then missy and delgado!master hop around their timelines to look for the macguffin#so we get a highlight reel of some of the gayest thoschei moments#including the tensimm junkyard tantrum and spydoc kneeling power play#So that makes uhhh#twissy#threegado#tensimm#spydoc#thoschei#best enemies#doctor who#missy doctor who#delgado!master#gomez!master#doctor who comics#twelfth doctor#it was also just a really good comic too#great art fun writing solid characterization#if you’re a fan of missy or thoschei definitely give it a try
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tart, like a blackcurrant
#welcome to crackship central#pokemon#pkmn#scarvio#scarvi#kieran#arven#pokemon scarlet violet#uhhhhh what do i even call this ship????#this is funny to post after my gamedev stuff like hi yes i'm insane about pokemon#always will be#i feel like they'd each see their former selves in one another which annoys them#but it also eventually makes them want to help the other out of their current mindset?#(thumbs up) i think i hauve covid#7#blackcurrantshipping
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any ideas currently swirling around in your head?
(HIII RED HRU)
Dear God, you have no idea.
#current one i am literally daydreaming about midshift revolves around 2hwang twins in a jyp main dancers dance crew with a cruel instructir#where hyunjin gets short of breath and it looks like asthma but HA NO PSYCH its bad bad pneumonia and he gets hospitalized#and its basically about how they revert to their childhood clingy selves and how hyunjin process emotions loudly but yeji does so internally#and very vivid scene of yeji relieving her parents one night when hyunjin isnt doing well telling them to go home and prep for the day and#hyunjin is way hooked up and not reaching and responding and she crawls into the bed with him and doesnt sleep listening to all the beeping#and then HYUNJIN DIES. and its when Yeji is in class and shes not picking up her mums calls bc she /knows/ so Ryujin goes to grab it and#convinces her to pickup and she does and basically collapses and minho goes to tell the instructor off while they deal with a basically#catatonic yeji who is kinda quietly screaming and limp and they all try to talk to her but shes just numb and--#anyway. you want another one? :D
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Starter for @dead-or-lie | Mikan Tsumiki
Given her work, it was only natural that she would have some interest in medicine. Death may be the enemy of modern medicine in some ways, but her own curiosity drew her into the threshold of the field, and she was happy to see that there was quite a variety of books and papers on the topics in the library.
As she goes to grab some sort of book, she pauses as her hand brushes someone else's, and she looks over to see who it is. The nurse was someone that she has seen a few times passing by the office, but she wouldn't say that they knew each other quite well.
"Pardon, though, did you wish for this book as well?"
#ch: haruka nohara#int: dead or lie | mikan tsumiki#//i have no clue if their regular selves know one another so yeah
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God, there’s something about the framing of Shauna beating up on Lottie. To have Lottie place her hands deliberately behind her back. To have her expressly ask the only boys to leave the room—to have her ask Travis to take Javi out of the room, as this kind of scene would normally request a young woman to be removed before the violence can start. To have no slapping, no hair-pulling, but the sheer escalation of grief into brutality. To pull no punches. And to cut in all these slow motion scenes of the women they become—traumatized, grief-stricken, lonely, guilty, dying—dancing, laughing, letting the snow wash away the blood and the pain for a little while. Letting the friendship montage together with the violence. It’s poetic, and it’s awful, and it’s perfectly done in the most haunting sense.
#yellowjackets#yellowjackets spoilers#yj meta#I love this show so much#I love the melding of tragedy and comedy#I love the sacrifices these girls make for one another even when they’re destructive and awful#I love that Shauna doesn’t trust Lottie—maybe trusts her the least right now because she believes Lottie orchestrated her grief#and so Lottie offers herself up. I won’t fight back. it’s not for me to fight back. I’m giving you something to hit because#you can’t hit loss. you can’t hit grief. but you can break your hands trying.#and to intersect all of this with their adult selves at the first party any of them have allowed themselves in ages#a genuine letting go. a genuine reminder that they did and do care for one another#even under all the blood and the misery and the memories no one wants#they brought that darkness back but they also brought back some sliver of who they were Before#and this is the first time we truly get to see their 40 year old selves linger on that
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I think one of my biggest gripes with how Gai is portrayed in fics that I’ve read is his dialogue.
Sometimes it’s super spot on, but most I’ve seen it’s dialogue that Rock Lee would use. Yes they are both dramatic and use flowery language but Gai is not as polite nor literal as Lee
#maito gai#rock Lee#sins gai#sins rock Lee#yes they are similar but their speech patterns are distinct from one another#I just read a fic where Gai said his mother ‘incubated’ him when that’s smthn Lee would say#great fic it handled his characterization well it’s one of my favorites but damn that made me realize this#like that’s why I get so irked about his character sometimes I couldn’t place my finger on it until I reread that fic#I think the biggest issue within fandom (and Kishimoto) is that y’all don’t treat Lee and Gai as separate characters#like they have to be carbon copies of each other#they can’t just be who they are#which sucks because they both have so much depth and complexity to their own selves it’s so frustrating
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she is just a girl who is so so scared </3
#i love yoo#x#the narrative is set up to make us hate her but i could never hate her <//3#when it switched to their younger selves... that hurt 😔💔#she was so scared then and she's still so scared now#so controlled by fear it influences everything she does and she keeps digging herself deeper and deeper into this hole#yui 'saved' her from one abusive environment only to put her into another abusive environment#took her out of one cage and put her into another#and alyssa views her as her savior#it's just so tragic bc alyssa is so unlikely to get a happy ending and it hurts my heart <//3#someone please save this girl. but at this point who's gonna do it?#i have so many thoughts on alyssa and nol and their conversation#how they both just don't talk don't listen aren't honest with each other#and how similar yet different they are and how that's what makes them so incompatible#how the timing of the conversation couldn't possibly be worse!!! my god#alyssa went to nol bc she needed to be comforted by a friend and she doesn't really have anyone else#but at that point nol was so done pretending so done with his fake relationships#so hurt by her and on behalf of shinae as well#(and rightfully so)#it all just crashed and burned#alyssa really was doomed by the narrative from the very beginning#the tragedy of it all is just killing me 👍
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Hello! I really really really love your writting, I just got into Milgram and yours is my favourite in the fandom!! I love how much depth and nuance you manage to fit into short stories and your characterization is on point! (Specially for Kazui, but I might be biased since I love him so much)
I'm not sure if you're still taking requests (if you're not, feel free to ignore!), but if you are I wanted to request Tears + Kazui
(I thought about maybe the old man finally having a moment where the mask falls? When keeping up the image he's built gets tiring, how does he deal with it, and is he by himself or is there someone nearby? Then again, just an ideia, have fun and take your time!!!)
Woo welcome to the fandom! And thank you so much omg, that's so kind!! ;--; I really like that concept -- I definitely think he'd only allow himself a break from the masks when he's completely alone, and even then it'd be hard to draw out of him, so I went for an unexpected release and even more unexpected company... (Haruka :3)
Kazui woke from a dream, immediately unable to stop his eyes from brimming with tears. It hadn’t been a nightmare. It hadn’t shown him broken glass, or blood, or screaming. He hadn’t faced another night staring into Hinako’s twisted expression. No, the dream was wonderful. He was happy. He was in love. He was just… himself. As he rolled over in his sheets, he couldn’t tell if it was the longing that made him cry, or the guilt of longing so deeply for something like that.
It was easier, there in the dark. He didn’t have to keep his cheeks raised in a pleasant look. He didn’t have to hold his chin high. He could hug his arms around himself, not worry about all those eyes on him, and cry for the life he would never have.
He’d kept the thoughts at bay for so long, there was something equally painful and relieving about facing them head-on. The more his body shook with sobs, the better he felt about the weight he’d been carrying on his shoulders. The more he thought about who he was, the worse he felt about being doomed in this life. As always, he was split in two.
“K-Kazui?”
His stomach clenched in both shock and shame. He kept his face away from the cell bars. He coughed, though it did little to hide the thickness in his voice when he spoke. “Haruka? What are you doing out there?”
“Ah, um! I’m sorry! I was just getting s-some water.”
Kazui desperately scrambled for any kind of excuse to explain the sorry state he was in. Haruka continued, though.
“It’s- it’s okay if you’re crying.”
His throat squeezed. How pathetic he must be, for a kid like Haruka to try and comfort him.
“No, no. I’m alright.”
“I cry in my cell all the time. And Muu comes in so we can talk. I feel m-much better after that.” His feet shuffled outside. “Do you… uh… do you want to talk? I’m not as smart as Muu, b-but it might help.”
Kazui kept his pained smile hidden. It was an incredibly kind gesture, to be sure, but the boy would never understand. He could open up about everything that had happened in the past forty years, and there was no way Haruka would understand a bit of it.
It was easy to dodge the question. When under the spotlight, he’d found it was helpful to place the attention on someone else. “What do you talk to Muu about?”
“Uh! Well.” There was more shuffling, and Kazui realized he was coming to sit right next to the cell. He hadn’t meant it as an invitation to stay...
He rolled onto his back, hoping his face was still obscured in the shadows of the panopticon.
“I usually cry because… I’m not like everyone else.” Haruka said. “I don’t-don’t know why. I don’t know why everyone else can be normal and I j-just can’t. I try so hard. I try so hard. If I could be like them, m-maybe my mom would’ve loved me. M-maybe she wouldn’t think I was broken all the time. M-maybe,” he got quiet, “no one would have died.”
Kazui stared up at the ceiling. A few more tears slipped down his face. It looked like an old man like him could still be wrong, now and then. “And… what does Muu tell you, to comfort you?”
“Oh, she tells me lots of nice things. Mostly that she loves me very much.” Kazui could hear the smile in his voice. “And she also says that… that it wasn’t my fault. That there’s nothing wrong with being me. That we can’t be anyone d-different, even if we want to more than anything in the whole wide world. She says, she says people were mean to her too, just because of who she was.”
“Yeah?” The younger prisoners had avoided someone as intimidating as him, so he never heard much about Muu’s reason for being here.
“Mhm. She said they would say all these awful things, b-because there was this one girl in her class, and… and, well… things were…” Haruka stopped. “Ah! I didn’t mean to make you cry again! I’m s-so sorry…”
Kazui sucked in a shaking breath. “No, I’m sorry you have to hear all this from me. It’s good, though. It’s really good.”
“O-oh…?”
“I just realized, I’m a lot like that too.”
Kazui didn’t know what possessed him to continue. He’d been hiding things for so long, he thought he’d be better at keeping it in. It must have been something about the darkness of the hour, and Haruka’s complete innocence, and the dream that still lingered around heart.
“When I was her age, there was someone in my class like that. He was… well, I’m sure you know. My parents also said I was in need of fixing. I’m sorry you had to go through that too.”
Haruka let out a small sound of acknowledgement.
“You should head to bed, now. It’s late.”
“R-right. Sorry, again!”
“Don’t be. I think I needed this.”
Once Haruka’s footsteps had rounded the panopticon, Kazui brought his arm up to cover his eyes. He knew he had plenty of blood on his hands for what he’d done. This was his fault. But regarding who he was…
A sound rocked through his chest, something between a sob and a laugh. It was nice to think there was nothing wrong with that, after all.
#milgram#kazui mukuhara#haruka sakurai#wahh thank you so much :D that made my day to hear!! and this request was so cool to think about#(i read the translation day one but) this motivated me to actually listen to his new vd because i we finally hear some emotion from him ;-;#it made me just as sad as i was expecting adfsdf ;---;#i kept trying to write him opening up to someone willingly but it just wouldnt work#(i mean he IS on trial for murder and begging for es to reveal the truth but he still cant say it himself)#so i think itd take someone else opening up first -- once he sees theyre genuinely putting themselves out there for him#hed be able to reciprocate and talk/show his emotions#i know muu/rei isnt canon but even a misunderstanding about it would be important to him#<- made herself sad realizing so much of the cast has been treated as broken or like their true selves werent good enough#but yeah it was really interesting seeing how much overlap kazui and haruka had!#ive got another kazui thing coming today/tomorrow -- now go vote this sad wet cat innocent he fuckin needs it👏#drabbles
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I’m tired and gonna play some Mon Hun for the next week or so but happy pride
#art#digital art#procreate#homestuck#nepeta leijon#sollux captor#solnep#happy pride everybody#Sorry this is half-assed as all can be but I’m slepby#Gonna mess around and play a bunch of Mon Hun after this#But uuuuuuhhhh yeah be y’all selves and love yourself and one another#Give yourself a big hug today and tell yourself you’re great
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