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soppymilkgin · 1 year ago
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I'm pretty sure I've been in your asks crying about aroace gin san before. But I just saw you tag on the (beautiful, gorgeous, brilliant, adorable) myoujou galactica AMV WIP and. "First love doomed by aroace gin san" it means so much to me. Anyway your blog continues to be a total delight it makes me so happy (or pushes me into existential depression looking at your shouyou art but ah well)
aw thank you so much! many more shouyous to come hehe must simply live with the pain like gin-san
i really like the idea of gin-san just breaking peoples hearts because he loves people So Deeply and they know it but its not the kind of love theyre looking for. it just feels real and canon to me LOL
regarding ace gin-san he says a lot of stuff about sex but he doesnt really do anything other than fuck an old man once. i have a hard time imagining him going out and trying to find someone to spend the night with when all he does drink himself to oblivion and then crawl home to the kids but thats just how i like to perceive it
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fairyhaos · 1 month ago
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ᜊ : WELCOME TO FAIRYHAOS’...
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hello beloved whimsies! we're finally nearing the end of another year, and just like we did in 2023, it's time to review everything that happened in 2024 ^^ here in this post i'll go back over some general stats, some "top (x)" categories, and also a shoutout to all the lovely people i've met here on tumblr <3
but first, the general stats!
the fairyhaos account was opened 603 days ago (as of new year's eve)
crazily, we have a total of 4382 followers already - which is 1505 in just this year,
and the total number of moots has risen to over 40 !
in 2024, ive written 34 works (+1 for tubatu!!),
created 21 gifsets (+2 for zb1!!),
made 3.6k+ posts in general,
received 325 posts in my tracked tag #useryenas (thanku guys so much for that)
and wracked up 62.7k+ notes in this year alone!
(which brings the total note count to 169.8k... LITERALLY INSANE)
statistics-wise, this year has been absolutely incredible, despite how inactive i've been, so thank you everyone!!
now, how about the top post stats?
total word count in 2024: ~87,000 words!!!
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top fic of 2024: no such thing as too perfect // jww (2,300 notes)
top fic of all time: 04:15am // csc (4,514 notes)
fav fic from 2024: all mother nature's fault // hjs
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top gif from 2024: joshua | arena x barrie (407 notes)
top gif of all time: gyuseokshu | babygirls (658 notes)
fav gif from 2024: yujin | prettiest person in the world
this is all absolutely amazing, but genuinely, this wouldn't have been possible without the support and love i've received from all of you: moots, followers, and everyone else who has been so, so kind.
so finally, here are my thanks!
first port of call is of course, my most beloved writer moots who i've known since day 1! thank you to @blue-jisungs for being so bright and friendly, to @weird-bookworm for being the biggest, kindest supporter i could ask for, to @etherealyoungk for being so lovely all the time, to @icyminghao, @hannyoontify, @wheeboo, @slytherinshua, @haecien, @wollycobbl3-blr @gyuswhore @arafilez @eternalgyu @idubiluv @wonwoonlight @odxrilove @leejungchans @joonsytip @mirxzii @trblsvt @reikaryu for just being so sweet and so fun and making me grateful every day that i found you. i talk to u all with varying degrees of frequency, but still, i love you all so much. thank you!
and ofc, there are my incredibly talented cc moots who have been w me since last year :( our main content may be different, but i'm so thankful to have known u all bc you're all the friendliest, most talented people in the world! to @sugurugetos for always being so kind since day one, to @vcrnons for being the sweetest, to the always friendly @soonhoonsol, to @meowonhao @h-ao @seokmins @joshuas, thank you for being here because you brighten up my dash, without a fail, all the time!
then to all the moots i made this year, hello and thank you!! thank you to @chwedout for being so silly and kind, to @96z for your loveliness and being the caratblr glue, to @jeonwon-wonwoo for being the kindest soul ever, to @planetkiimchi and @eoieopda for being fun and sweet and so, so nice. and of course, thanks to @pookiez, @p1harmonie @rosieposie @y-eontan @fabulaee, because we even though the only interaction we have is reblogging the same stuff and me putting things in your tracked tags, i love seeing you on my dash and you make my day so much better, genuinely. <3
it feels strange to put this in, but i also want to thank the people who i follow, even if they don't follow me back: because i love your posts, and i think it's important that i say it! you all form a key part of my experience here, so thank you: @jeonghanic @soobinies @lee-sanghyeok @yeonjune @db2k @hoshingi @wnjunhui @renjunniez @myungjaehyun !!
but there's no way i'm forgetting everyone else!
to @melodicrabbit @caratsandpotatoes and @minhui896, whose rbs i always look forward to whenever i post; to @chocoreads and @k1eev for being excited about yeoubi since the start, thank you so much. to the people who tagged me in their fic recs post, thank you too!!!
to 🍒 anon, vernon anon, glasses shua anon, 😼 anon, and any other named anons ive forgotten, thank you for popping into my inbox and making my day. to any unnamed anons, or anons who appeared once and then left, or those who came back without an emoji: i see you, and thank you for interacting with me!
and then to anyone who i haven't called out—all of my lovely supporters, beloved yena's fairies, thank you! i see you all, and i'm so grateful for all your love and i'll look to repay it in kind with much more content to be released next year. 2024 has been a busy year, both personally and for fairyhaos, and i'm where i am right now because of all of you.
happy new year everyone, and i hope you're all nothing but happy and healthy in 2025 💗
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e-vay · 6 months ago
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so… i turn thirty this year & after two failed relationships, im unsure how to have hope i’ll ever find my “person”. Ive been following you for a long time… how did you have hope that you’d eventually find someone and have a happy relationship?
If this is too intense or personal to ask, dont worry i just,,, i dont know. Its a struggle to feel like i’ll ever find The One and i know you went through something similar so… maybe you’d just have advice?
Thank you,,, i hope youre having an amazing night ❤️
I don’t mind you asking me this. If talking about the hard times I went through can help others get through it, I think it’s worth discussing. 
Like you said, I also struggled with love for a long time and after a few devastating relationships I gave up on dating altogether for a while. But, in hindsight, that ended up being a blessing because I was able to spend time bettering myself and—most importantly—learn to love myself. Yes, having a partner can make our lives richer, but I think it’s important to be able to enjoy your own company. Before, I thought the void inside of me needed to be filled by another person, so I would go out of my way to find somebody to do that without actually worrying whether or not they were the correct fit for me. Having time to focus on myself made me a better person (I think), and it ultimately ended up being for the best because I no longer felt like I was less than. Of course, I would still feel lonely from time-to-time and I’ve always been a romantic so I love the idea of love, but I got to the point where I felt fulfilled enough on my own so that when I met my now-husband, the feeling was significantly different. It wasn’t “I need to put this person in the hole that is my heart so that I can crawl my way up out of this pit,”... It was instead “Oh, this person significantly ADDS to the joy in my life” and that’s one of the reasons why he stood out to me as a partner. Though I would have liked to have met my husband sooner in life, honestly? Had we met sooner, before I matured and improved myself, we likely wouldn’t have worked out. I'm not saying you need to improve yourself. I'm just saying that that's what helped me and ended up giving me hope.
I also think society gives us too many unrealistic expectations and goals that we’re expected to meet by certain “deadlines”. Everybody moves at their own pace and has their own journey that’s unique to them. We can’t all be expected to follow the same linear path; humans are just too different. I was my husband’s very first girlfriend and he was 36 years old when we started dating. But when I’ve asked him if he’s upset/disappointed he never had a relationship before meeting me, he’s told me “No, I think we met when we were supposed to.”
Lastly, I want to address my personal beliefs on “The One.” Y’all know I’m a romantic and I do believe in soulmates, but I also believe we’re capable of having more than one soulmate. The world is too big for us to be limited to the chance of only ever finding one single person who is compatible for us. And if we miss out on meeting that one person, our chance of love is shot??? I just don’t believe that. When widows/widowers remarry, does that diminish the love they had for their late spouse? Of course not. It doesn’t mean their first love wasn’t just as important and meaningful as their new love. So, maybe you could find it helpful if you adopt this mindset as well. I think it makes the idea of romance seem less impossible.
I don’t know if this makes you feel any better but at the very least I hope you don’t feel worse for having read it! I don’t know you personally, but I wish you absolute happiness.
It's going to be okay 🙂
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emeraldsfanfics · 29 days ago
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hihi! can u do a rottmnt x spiderperson!reader? they also have the same typical traits as each spider person; carefree, artistic (in some form), nerdy, a little socially awkward but extroverted, and so on!
thank you! ❤️💙💜🧡
Caught In Your Web
°ROTTMNT brothers X Spider!Reader°°Headcannons°
If you want to request, rules here!
I'm in LOVE with this request! As a nerd myself, I'm excited to write this! Thank you stunning ❤️💙💜🧡annon!<3
-Reader is based on a mix of Miles spiderman, Andrew Garfield's and Tom Holland's
-S/p means spiderpersona!
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《Leo》
》He actually knew of you before you meet in person. Scrolling on tiktok and seeing everyone posting about the Amazing s/p swinging around and saving everyone
》 Shows his brothers
"Look the s/p! This is so cool! Not better than me though"
"Keep telling yourself that."
》Met you when they were tracking down the goo which was in a truck, they also robbed a bank so that's why you were there
》You swung in unexpectedly in your own fashion. Just appearing and saying something cheesy
"Oooh, someone's been a bad mutant." *shoots webs at them*
》Pretty much when and how he fell in love
》Yall pretty much clicked at the first interaction with you, he even started flirting with you, but you're too oblivious to tell and thought he was being friendly 💀
"I wouldn't mind being caught in your web good looking~"
"Wait did you get stuck in it?! I'm so sorry, I'll go get the thing I got!"
》At first you two would just be friends and invite you to the lair, as s/p of course
》When he finally confessed to you after MANY flirting attempts you were so confused because you liked him back and flustered-
"That's great! So are we a thing now-its fine if you don't want to be! No pressure, like I know some people have emotions but don't want to do anything about them! Not saying I don't want anything, but I want something if you want something-"
》Bro just lifted your mask slightly and kissed you, he was so freaking out on the inside but chill, you were a mess inside and out
》When dating you are literally just like high-school sweethearts, he'll bring you to EVERYTHING
》yall are just obsessed x obsessed or yapper x yapper
》finds it cool you are just naturally buff and lean
》Brags to his brothers whenever you do something cool
"That spider right there is mine. Oh, you aren't dating a superhero? Well that's too bad." *sassy nail check*
》Your biggest fan, all his brothers hear and see from him is YOU, when you catch villains or save a whole bus of children
》Brothers have NO escape from Leo's lovesick stage
》Both of you are extremely agile
》You carry a picture of the two of you in your spidey suit, he has a Keychain of you on his katana handles
》The first time he seen you without your mask and civilian self he was a blushing mess
'The most beautiful thing ive ever seen.'
》Demanded pictures of you after that
》You're extremely Nerdy, so you'll just yap to him about science or a Fandom, he'll try to also talk if he understands what you're saying
》Questioned your sanity because WDYM YOU WERE BITTEN BY A SPIDER AND JUST WENT ABOUT YOUR DAY?!
》Can't judge because he would do that too
》He knows you LOVE going out! So dates he'll bring you to roof tops and have a romantic thing there!
》When meeting mutants he loves seeing you wide eyed and curious about these new mutants
》You are amazing at art, so you have a whole sketchbook of art in there, mainly you do colorful marker art, most of them of Leo doing different expressions
》He got a major ego boost that day
"Ahh yes, get this side too"
》This boi will literally call you, doesn't matter what your doing, either he's in battle or your in battle
"Hey Spidey Poo what are you doing in this fine hour?"
"Fighting Electro, what are you doing Babe?"
"Are you seriously on the phone while we are fighting for our lives?!"
Electro: Really? On the phone while in a fight with me??
"Sorry-sorry, no disrespect, it's my boyfriend!".
"Let me talk to my fine specimen in peace!"
》Forgot to mention he gives cringey and cheesy nicknames
》Yall match each other's vibes
》Lowkey vibes with you whenever you are listening to music while fighting
》If your webs are natural he has so many questions, he thinks it's cool and disgusting
"How strong are they? And...do they come from anywhere else...?"
》The amount of times you heard that question
》If you have webshooters, he'll be BEGGING you to make him a pair
"Babe think about it! We can swing together and we'll look so cool!"
》You had to tell him his arms realistically may not be able to take that kind of work, but he's a mutant so...maybe
》Tries giving you ideas about new "adjustments" for your web shooters
"Have them shoot out ninja stars!"
"Leo im trying to save people not kill them-"
》Comvinced he can one day get past your spider sense, by attempting to scare you or jump onto you
*hiding in the shadows, seeing you walk past*
*you grabbing some water*
*pounces*
*you causally shot a web at him onto the wall* IN SO SORRY!
I WILL GET TO YOU ONE DAY Y/N L/N!
》Questions if your lying or not about you being able to see if you have the lenses on your mask
》LOVES HOW YOUR SPIDER SUIT LOOKS ON YOU
》Yes yall do the spiderman kiss
》HATES WHEN YOU DONT SLEEP
"JUST.GO.TO.SLEEP."
》So he just cuddles you and has his grip tightened on you
》You also text when fighting or when you are just swinging
》Flabbergasted whenever you are deep in thought, you'll just walk on the walls and ceiling and he gets so scared when your just there
*talking to yourself* "what if I make-"
*turns in the light and sees you* SCREECH-OH MY GOSH! WHY ARE YOU UP THERE???
》Will sneak into your school, MIT, just to see you. He just missed you :(
》Now he knows where your classes are and pretend he is a student and sits right next to you, he knows some teachers just are too tired to notice
》Jealous that you can even go to school :(
》You try to give him the experience of being a normal teenager whenever you can
》Teases you about your glasses but he actually finds them so cute on you it's not even funny
》He Admires your persistence to see the best in people and to save everyone
》He comforts you whenever you're just tired, mentally or physically, and remind you what a great job you're doing becomes attached to you actually, he won't let go of your waist
》If he sees you with another human guy he gets all petty, mainly because he gets insecure so please compliment and give him attention
》This boi CLINGY with you
》He is extremely proud and amazed he even pulled a adorable, outgoing smart spidey like you :p
■Raph■
■Also knew of you because Leo would show videos of this Spidey who would save people. Thought you were a mutant in disguise.
■Didn't believe it himself until he was about to get in a fight with his brothers then you swung in from out of nowhere and started to catch the guys
■You're really talkative?
■After seeing this many times he decides just to approach you, shocked you aren't weirded out by him
■That's when you two become friends, to the point he'll invite you to the lair, but you'll come as s/p
■A real protective sweetheart when you get to know him, he eventually started catching feelings for you
■You just jumble up your words when trying to confess your feelings to the point he's just confused, to the point you just blurt out
"I LIKE YOU! I mean-if that's okay? Or we can just pretend this never happened-or-r if you like me in that way too"
■He finally got it now and was so excited that you even told him, because he knows too well he wouldn't tell you-
■When dating, you decided to show him your secret identity, taking off your mask
"That's you?! Sorry it's just-your so cute"
■Best cuddle buddy whenever you need it, or just when your mentally and physically tired
■Gets so worried whenever you are out fighting crime and saving people-he just wants nothing to happen to you :(
■Panics when you come back injured and which makes you panic even though your not in entire pain
"YOU GOT HIT BY A BUS?!"
"WAIT AM I GONNA DIE?!"
"WHY ARE YOU ASKING ME?!"
"I DONT KNOW!" *cries*
■After that panic session he just takes care of you :p
■You like doing art with color pencils, so you have a whole pile of art of Raph, so when he seen it he's amazed of your art
■But doesn't tell you because he kinda was snooping around your room....
■Freaks out whenever you are on the ceiling or walls, my boi has a full on panic attack-
*appears on the ceiling* "Hey Babe."
"AHHHH-"
■Yeah he Hates it
■You carry a picture of the two of you in your spidey suit
■Raph has a picture of you in his belt
■If your webs are natural, you already know he's thinking the same question a lot of people ask, but too shy to actually ask you
■If you have web shooters, won't admit it but, he likes to play with them when you are out and about
■Likes the fact you can lift HIM so easily like it's nothing
■Also likes picking you up
■If he's there he will take your headphones away when you are fighting, it's just to dangerous for him and you
■Questioning your judgemental when you told him how you got your abilities....
■He's some kind of boyfriend senses? Like he knows when you're gonna so something dumb, he'll call or just run in 💀
■Sorry but he does not fw your webs, he likes you, just not the webs...
■You love telling him stories from school, kind of sad he can't go with you, it would be fun
■He doesn't really get jealous, he trusts you wouldn't do anything to betray that but he does get insecure from time to time
■Admires your persistence to see the good in others, even when it's not there... but somewhat worried something bad may happen if it's the wrong person
■Yall are yapper x listener
■He can listen to you talk about science, art or fandoms all day, and you will
■Your spider senses are something else, the amount of times you've saved yourself in the nick of time has him worrying 😭
■He likes the suit on you, he loves the design you made and thinks it suits you
■He cherishes you and knows how perfect you are to him <3
◇Donnie◇
◇Actually knew of you when researching about technology and ran into an article about people theorizing that your a mutant of some kind?
◇Then went into a rabbit hole and now has seen almost every post and video of s/p that can ever be found
◇Imagine his shock when he just so happens to see you fighting Green Goblin when he was fighting mutants. Next think you know you both were done and made eye contact with your mask but that's okay
"Oh hey there-" *a pumpkin cutely explodes*
◇That's when HE fell in love. After more meetings he befriended you, you went to the lair to meet his brothers as S/p
◇That's when you two became best friends, more of a friends to lovers, who happened to be in love with each other
◇Thinks you do not have any common sense because YOU GOT BITTEN BY A RADIOACTIVE SPIDER AND DID NOTHING
◇When you revealed your secret identity to him, he was all blushes and giggles, but tried to keep it secret, key word, "tried"
"I would say you're quite aways above average-WHICH IS THE NUMBERS NOT MY OPINION-"
◇After being best friends he confessed his crush on you after something big had happened, when you almost died
"This would ruin my bad boy image, I can't keep it from you any longer. But-i have....feelings for you. Romantic ones..."
"That's amazing! So are we a thing? Do you want something with us? It's totally fine if you don't-"
*lifts your mask and pulls you in for a kiss*
◇Both of you were dying of blushing right after, Donnie tried to be cool about it, but he just stared at you the entire time
◇When dating you feel comfortable showing him your secret identity
"Sweet Galileo you're majestic."
◇Wouldn't stop staring at your face for a while after that
◇You put him over your shoulder whenever he misbehaves
◇You have a picture of the two of you in your spkdey suit
◇Donnie has a picture of you somewhere in his battle shell
◇You both geek out whenever you two are talking about science, yall just yap and yap, he notices your eye light up whenever you are talking to him
◇Golden Retriever x Black cat who is soft to the golden Retriever type relationship
◇You both wear glasses, Donnie thinks you cute in them. You have cuteness aggression when you see him in glasses
◇Sneaks in your school to see you or just to be there, then you awkwardly explain that you know him (when hes in disguise), he'll get offended when you don't introduce him as your boyfriend
"Scoff, well that was an insult, I'm Y/n's boyfriend."
◇Helps you with any science or math homework you have
◇If your webs are natural he's running tests on it, do they come from anywhere else, you will not let him know the answer to that question
◇If you have web shooters he WILL make more lethal adjustments to them behind your back
*your fighting lizard* *shooting your web only for it to shoot out fire* "DONNIE!"
Lizard: poor guy
◇Sometimes youll get in fights about you coming back injured, so there is a lot of arguments in that area, he's just not the best with emotions and your the thing he cares for the most
◇This boyfriend of yours adores affirmation from you
"If you don't love it I'll be crushed and need for approval from the person I love most will be destroyed"
"O-okay? Wow Don its amazing! You're so smart I love you so much!"
◇drama queen
◇When he is jealous he gets SO PASSIVE AGRESSIVE 🙄
◇Somehwhat weirded out by your webs, but he tolerates them for you
◇BRAGS ABOUT YOU SM to his brothers
"That superhero is mine dumb dumbs!"
◇He is actually easy to scare believe it or not, so you do so by pretending your falling off the ceiling
◇You both don't sleep, at all. But you two try to comfort each other whenever you can
"Sleep is an option."
"Sleep is an option."
◇He likes to snoop around your stuff, even right in front of you, that's when he found a whole sketchbook. Full of sketches of himself, sitting, smiling, talking ect.
◇Doesn't tell you anything but it does make him flattered, he doesn't want you to feel embarrassed
◇Actually asks for your input with his work
◇You like to cuddle on his lap when you are tired and he's working
◇Likes your spidey suit but will try making his own robotic adjustments (like arms to match his battle shell)
◇You both made each other an ai, one in his goggles which has a mini you and another one in your spider lenses, which has a mini Donnie. Even matching the voices and personalities
◇Science power couple fr
◇You are the best thing that has ever happened to him and will commit genocides of arson if anything happens to you
☆Mikey☆
☆Fanboying when he met you, literally, he's seen you everywhere at this point and always wanted to meet you
☆His lucky day was when you were finished with Rhino and he and his brothers happened to be in patrol
☆When you were about to swung away he stopped you and that's when the two of you hit it off
☆Would invite you to the lair, as s/p of course.
☆You become close to him and his brothers, to the point you'll reveal your secret identity to them
☆Mikey immediately compliments you with a light blush
"Look how enchanting you look!"
☆When dating, he has random cuteness aggression attacks with you, like you'll just be working on homework, and he'll walk up to you to just
"AWW YOUR SO CUTE!" *squishes you*
"Thanks 🥺"
☆absolutely loves your suit! If you ask him, he would love to help you with new designs!
☆You two bond over your love for art, you two like making portraits of each other
☆If your webs are natural he's going to straight up ask you questions
"Does it hurt when you use them? How much can you use?"
☆Yeah he doesn't let any one of his questions go unanswered
☆You both love putting music on when your fighting or sparing, you both are just right there like, and the villain would be so confused 😭
"I WISH THERE WAS ANOTHER WAY OUUUUT-"
"I WISH THERE WAS ANOTHER WAY OUUUUT-"
☆Golden Retriever x Golden Retriever type relationship
☆Your enemies are his enemies now >:)
☆Whenever you are tired he'll force you to rest, no arguing. I mean it, just rest bro
☆When you stay up he's going to pretend to he fine with it, then just give you tea to make you fall asleep and he'll cuddle with you
☆He's your much needed unpaid therapist
☆When you come back injured he's panicking and asking Donnie to patch you up
"DONNIEEE!"
☆About to cry because he hates seeing you in pain 😭
☆Asks you to swing around carrying him
☆Made a spider plush of you that he sleeps with
☆Unrelated but you two play dress to impress as a date
☆If you have web shooters he'll steal them to put some colorful art :p
"Love, why is there a pizza on my webshooters?"
☆You aren't the best at getting info out of villains, all you need is your boyfriend >:)
"Doctor Delicate Touch feels nothing for you. Now....where is it?"
☆Doesn't freak out when you tell him how you got your abilities
"Eh, Leo would do the same thing."
☆"Hates when you, "swing and text" because you have crashed into buildings before texting him
☆You cannot scare him, it's just impossible at this point
☆Only time you can scare him is when you do something dangerous (Its gonna be dangerous my friend ✨️)
☆You both geek out when it comes to fandoms but doesn't know what you're talking about when it comes to science
☆This adorable deadly turtle would do anything for you <3
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antimatterz · 1 year ago
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what's after LIKE ?
dan heng x gn!reader
summary: i have no idea where i'm going with this but it's inspired by IVE - after LIKE. this is honestly more brainrot and less serious writing.
cw: fluff fluff fluff, kinda crush headcanons + confessions + established relationship headcanons + a bit of marriage? i don't know tbh i was just vibing to the song when i wrote this and made a dan heng love story ramble lol. this kinda has some spoilers to dan heng's past.
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your crush on dan heng was sweet but short lasting.
quick to sprout from its seedling, rapidly finding the light to blossom freely. dan heng was part of the very first memory you had access to, and finding his solemn gaze resting solely on you awakened a string of butterflies in your stomach despite the confusion that came along with waking up aboard a space station without even knowing who you were.
you knew nothing, nothing but your name. where did you come from? what was your purpose? how did you end up aboard herta's space station? why was fate so kind to have dan heng be the person to find you?
when your eyes met, something solid formed between the two of you, something that never vanished and only grew in strength as weeks flew by. he opened up to you so rapidly and you did the same. he seemed not so easy to get along with at first but you looked past that façade and tried to find who he really was.
and he happily showed you.
your crush on dan heng was undeniably there, and to march, it was the most obvious thing possible. smitten you were, as your gaze lingered on the quiet male with heart eyes. he was known as a distant person, cold even to most. but you always tried to look past his mask, and soon it shattered afore your eyes, showing the calm and kind-hearted guy hiding behind it.
but your crush only lasted so long. you liked dan heng, but little did you know he liked you too. like was merely the first chapter of your story together. dan heng, as direct as he was, wouldn't hesitate to tell you ever so bluntly;
i like you, y/n.
there was a whole new chapter abound, the follow-up of the story that came after like. you never knew what it would be, since you thought of your crush as one-sided. while you had hoped for love to follow after like you did not dare to get your hopes up. yet, dan heng's confession had your dreams come true. love was the new chapter of your story.
loving dan heng was surprisingly easy. although he appeared cold and indifferent to those he deliberately kept at distance he was the opposite when it came to you; still quiet, but soft and kind, caring and a big sweetheart in his own way. you got along so well and the way you two matched was impeccable.
sure, dan heng had his secrets, he had a whole past he could not remember much about – and refused to talk about, even with you. but that was okay, you accepted that and allowed him time and space. he was grateful for that, and now you had an amazing lover by your side.
dan heng treats you as royalty, while you pamper him with affection and shower him with love. more and more often you find him smiling around you. there was a whole new side to him, one that you had 'unlocked' when the two of you started dating. again, the male was an absolute sweetheart.
but even love wasn't the final chapter. because at some point he asked you to marry him, his voice filled with something you hadn't heard before. it was so gentle, like the fleeting smile he offered you when you said yes.
your wedding was small, with only a few attendants; march, welt, himeko, herta, asta, arlan, ring-bearer peppy, and even some friends you made along the way. and who knew, maybe the stellaron hunters were watching from afar? but even though it was merely a small and simple ceremony, dan heng made sure to pick the most beautiful planet alongside the star rail where the astral express rode upon. imagine, the love in dan heng's eyes when you gaze at each other at the altar.
who knew? what started off as such a simple and innocent crush had so much more in store for you. you finally knew what came after like. love, marriage, happiness forever with your beloved.
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trippygalaxy · 4 months ago
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UHM! HI this is just gonna be me rambling about some of my mutuals cause I cherish them all and everything they've done for me
no i will not be tagging them, the tumblr gods will decide if they find this or not
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Cal, gods I have so much to say about them but they could honestly be their own post by themselves /pos. I -genuinely- wouldn't be here today if it wasnt for them, so many times have they unknowingly helped me out of horrible places in my life, and I could never put my love for them into words no matter how many poems i write in their honour. They are one of the best friends ive ever had in my life, they are the most genuine, selfless, precious people ive had the pleasure of knowing.
Maj- oh i miss talking to him so much you dont understand!!! I love love loved sending them silly stories in her askbox, their way of thinking and breaking down stories were the most delicious things! Not only that but the art??? Their ocs always enticed me and i would willing sit down and listen to them talk about them for hours if i could. They are FUCKING HALRIOUS TOO!!! They've -without even trying- have given me so many belly laughs when i needed that the most.
But i seem them in their new fandom with other moots and im so happy shes having fun /gen
GASP! MY SPOUSE!!! Fir! UGH i love them so much /p They are so encouraging, and they help me so much when it comes to stories and figuring stuff out- and they WROTE SO MUCH FOR ME???? IM SO GREATFUL FOR EVERYTHING THEY'VE MADE AND DONE FOR ME AND I WISH I COULD REPAY IT BACK 10 FOLDS! I feel so free when speaking with them, like im able to be a part of me where i cant with others and its- its so relieving.
Vaati- a genuine inspiration. I was a HUGE fan of his shifting sands series when I found it on instagram and when i say HE MOVED TO TUMBLR?! I WAS FUCKING ESTATIC!!!! Also very worried that his art got stolen but it was clear it wasnt- ANYWAYS! When I first found him, i was so ready to just give up on art -before my digital art era- because when i stared at my art all i saw was bland strokes of a pencil that could never be compared to what others had made, but when I found his comic that was FULLY TRADTIONAL I was stunned. I showed it to everyone I knew, whether they knew loz/lu or not, i needed them to see the talent and beauty I found. And he was the beginning of me starting to relearn to love traditional art again, and how much more beautiful it was to me compared to any digital piece
ARIA!!! I was in awe of her cute style- and i saw her make art for Sacred realm and i was HOOKED! Genuinely, I was like 'oop- have to be friends with her now' and though we dont talk that much, im constantly impressed with her growth even when she thinks its trash. That girl has SO much potential, and im estatic to see what she does with it. OH AND THE ART SHES MADE FOR FAROLA?! **MWAH!!!** Honestly she made me love Farola again-
Major, an unrated GEM, one of the most encouraging, heartfelt and creative person ive met on this site. She is, and will always be, someone I look to when I need a push or when im unsure about doing something (like this!) cause I know that she will never cease her amazing ability to encourage and inspire those around her.
Finky and Isa- some of the most iconic styles ive seen, its amazing to see them grow and keep their styles while still improving. AND THE AMOUNT OF ART AND IDEAS THEY MAKE??? Im stunned by how quick they are able to make their art and STILL HAVE IT BE AMAZING QUAILTY?! Witch craft I tell you!
Shade and Mossy, two people I sadly dont talk to much anymore, but were apart of one of the most important parts of my life so far. Both were such positive lights that kept pushing even when they got pulled back by others. Idk if its their stubbornness or determination that keeps them going, but whatever they have, I want it!
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jqmalikhsgib · 2 months ago
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planets aligned
three
trigger warning: mention of self harm
it’s been three months. three incredible, amazing, beautiful, months since you’ve met eddie. you enjoyed every second of your time with eddie. he was sweet, charming, respectful, and caring. he made you laugh like no one else could. for the last three months the two of you gotten to know each other.
you both decided to keep things low key. with the beginning of a relationship being so fragile, you didn’t want anyone to fuck it up. you both knew how crazy your fans could get. you didn’t want to risk losing each other. but not telling people went beyond just your fans. eddie decided he wasn’t ready for his daughter to know and you weren’t ready for fariah to know.
but after three months, eddie thought telling his daughter was the right time. he wanted the two most important women in his life to get to know each other. with his daughter already being a fan of yours, he knew she’d be excited.
what he wasn’t expecting was her high pitch scream to nearly burst his eardrum.
“oh, ry! way to bust your old man’s ear drums?”
“sorry, daddy! it’s just, you’re dating yn. the yn? she’s been my idol for years now. how long have you been seeing her?”
“just a few months now. listen, i really want you to me her.”
rylee squeals. “when?! god tell me it’s soon. where would we go? what would we do? what should i wear? daddy, you have to take me shopping before meeting her. i can’t believe im gonna meet yn.”
eddie playfully rolls his eyes as his daughter start to ramble. she was just like eddie in so many ways but had her moms looks.
“slow down, ry! remember she’s a person, okay? don’t go scaring her off, yeah?” eddie jokes. rylee rolls her eyes at her father.
the next day you came over. knocking on the door nervously, eddie greets you with a smile. he moves out of the way to let you in.
eddie could tell you were nervous. he gently caresses your cheek before kissing you softly. “everything’s gonna be fine, baby. i promise she’s gonna love you!”
a few minutes later you see eddie’s daughter coming down the steps. she was wearing a t shirt from one of your collections. eddie groaned at his daughter as she steps in front of you guys. “i thought i told you not to treat her differently. what’s with the shirt?”
you shake your head. “it’s cool! it’s one of my favorites i designed believe it or not.”
“yn is in my living room! daddy, yn is in our living room! you’re so cool. why are you dating my father?”
“hey! i have you know young lady i am one of the hottest metal artist known to man.”
you laugh.
“not hot enough to date the yn, dad! i mean, she is perfect. im sorry. normally i am not like this around other celebrities. but you’re my idol. you’re so pretty, kind, sweet, and you’re an inspiration. i have always loved how inclusive you are and how you’re not afraid to tell people off. i know im rambling but i struggled with the way i looked for so long. been bullied, picked on, torn down so many times. when you came out i finally became more confident and started defending myself.”
“baby, it’s okay.”
eddie knew his daughter only rambled this much when she was having a lot of feelings.
“thanks, daddy. sorry again yn.”
“no, it’s cool! im glad i helped you build confidence. means a lot. that’s all ive ever wanted to do for others.”
the three of you enjoy each other company. soon you had dinner together and you got to know rylee better. eddie was happy his girls were getting along. seeing you with rylee made him feel like she could finally be happy again. it made him feel like he can give her a family.
rylee was eight when her mother died. she was young but had a little understanding that her mother was gone. eddie hated seeing his little girl live without her mom.
when rylee was thirteen she showed signs of depression. eddie didn’t know how bad it was until he saw the scares on her arm. he cried with his daughter in his arms as she explained how she was being bullied and how cruel a lot of the kids were being. eddie hated seeing his little girl go through so much hurt. it made him wish bri was still alive. she would know what to do, what to say, how to handle the situation.
it was only so much eddie could do. he felt like he was failing his daughter. over the next few months, after finding rylee someone to talk to and getting her the hell out of that fucked up preppy school filled with rich prick children that never had to work in their lives and posh ass parents, eddie noticed a change in rylee.
she was happier. eddie assumed it was therapy. but she started mentioning you. going on and on about this new model who was a huge advocate on mental health and loving yourself. rylee adored you. you had helped her find herself and even helped her stand up for herself. she went out to buy posters of you, books you’ve written, and adored your clothing line. you were a huge inspiration to her.
two years later, at the age of fifteen, rylee still adored you. you saved his little girls life. meeting you was a happy accident. he wasn’t expecting to fall for you so quickly. seeing you here with his daughter, seeing her smiling, laughing, and enjoying her time with you, it only made his heart grow fonder for you.
once you all were finished with dinner, you helped eddie clean up. once the two of you finished he wraps his arms around your waist. he kisses the side of your head. you smile lovingly before turning around to face him.
“do you think she likes me? not just as yn but as, whatever this is.”
eddie chuckles. “first, she adores you. i never seen her so happy. she really enjoyed getting to know you better. and secondly, this is what you call a relationship, baby. you and i, me and you. together.”
“does that make you my boyfriend?”
eddie winced. “im a forty-two year old man, baby. calling you my girlfriend feels premature.”
you laugh. “so what would you call this?”
“id like to call you my life long partner. someone i want to spend the rest of my life with someday. my love, my heart, my soul.”
“yeah?” you asked shyly.
“mhm. what do you say? want to be stuck with this old man forever?”
“id like that very much, eds.”
“good! ill go buy a ring.”
you laugh thinking he was joking until he shakes his head and caresses your cheek. “‘m serious, baby.”
“eddie, you’re not proposing for real are you?”
“if i am?”
“ill be very pissed at you! you cannot propose to me looking like this. i look a mess eddie! im wearing one of your t shirt, a hair scarf, and my nails aren’t done!”
eddie lets out a breath before laughing. “who fucking cares, baby. i think you look fantastic, yeah? come on! we can fly to vegas right now. grab rylee and get married.”
“eds! my parents will be pissed if i marry someone without planning a wedding and going all out.”
“who gives a shit! we can plan a big wedding another time. come on, let’s go get married. remember, i told you im a live in the moment, carpe diem! come on, baby.”
you bite the bottom of your lip. “ill have to go home and pack.”
“okay.”
“and i want a nice dress. not too flashy! let’s save that for the big wedding.”
“sure.”
“okay.”
“okay?!”
“okay! let’s get married.”
eddie picks you up and spins you around. he runs upstairs to go tell his daughter the news while you text fariah, letting her know you’re gonna be gone for a little bit. you hear rylee screaming before she sprinted downstairs to you.
“tell me my dads not taking the piss out of me. are we all going to vegas right now? are you about to marry my dad?!”
“yes. are you okay with this? because if you—”
“you’re shitting right?! this is the best news ever! you’re gonna be my step mom. holy, fuck! yn yln is gonna be my step mom! i gotta go pack.”
eddie walks over to you with a suitcase. your eyes widened. “you packed fast!”
“technically i packed two weeks ago.”
“what?”
eddie starts opening his suitcase. “you know how i said we should go ring shopping earlier? well, i kind of did already, baby. i saw this ring two weeks ago and knew. i had to ask you to marry me immediately.”
eddie pulls out the most beautiful engagement ring you’ve seen. you hold out your hand and he puts it on your ring finger.
“oh, eds! it’s beautiful.” eddie kisses you passionately. you wrap your arms behind his shoulders, kissing back with equal passion.
“are we ready to do?!”
the two of you pull away from one another before eddie hums. “just one more stop. then we can buy everything there before we get married!”
“lets go!”
eddie grabs your hand as his daughter walks in front of you. you were about to marry eddie munson in just a few short hours.
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madohomo · 5 months ago
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its my golden bday babyy i am 29 on the 29th today
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life updates under the cut!!
i feel like my lifes been going 1000mph for a while now but some notable moments
- i got my masters degree and it was the hardest thing ive ever done honestly i didn't think i was gonna make it but my degree is in applied biosciences!! im v passionate abt a lot of science research so im excited to see where that takes me.
- im a homeowner now !! living w my 3 siblings and splitting a mortgage and its honestly so nice. the house so lovely and ive been through so much roommate hell in the past decade so its been nice to have housing security and ppl i can count on. house is kind of a zoo with so many animals though (2 cats, cockatiel, snake, axolotl, fish & coral) but we make it work
- I'm still working in clinical research as a coordinator on the only NIH funded long covid trial and it's been kind of brutal. not just because of the topic and the study itself being all over the fucking place, but they recently fucked me over financially and now I'm pretty much stuck working there until at least early next year.. but it does feel cool to contribute to such important research that is going to affect millions of people! I've been working on covid studies since summer of 2020 on both treatments and vaccines and now long covid. so I'm pretty burnt out but grateful that I've learned so much about how to protect myself and my loved ones because I'm pretty much the only person I know that still hasn't gotten covid yet. please PLEASE continue to mask, most importantly protect your face holes, and care for each other because everything we know so far is so horrific and we still have very little in terms of treatment options. the future is really looking so grim tbh.
- since October of last year I've been pretty involved in local organizing centered around Palestine. since then and especially during the international call for encampments I've really gotten to know a lot of amazing people who inspire me and remind me that a better world really is possible and we can really fucking build it ourselves. I feel like I've spent a really large portion of my twenties grieving my future because of climate catastrophe and endless war. but for the first time I feel safe and hopeful. I really encourage everyone to connect with your local organizations, meet people and get involved because getting connected and organized is really the only solution to every problem we face and if you're like me and feel existential dread on the daily, this is the best solution.
- and speaking of the friends and comrades we met along the way... I just want to talk about how much I love my friends and the people around me because I would have never made it to 29 without you. I love my local sapphic squad That makes that drained social battery go back to being full. and I love love all my out-of-state friends who continue to talk to me and want to be in my life still despite the distance!! I'm literally flying out tomorrow and seeing East Coast friends I started hanging out with during Homestuck days back in 2013 and now 11 years later. we're still planning shit together.
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miimisd1ary · 1 month ago
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“ 𝓛 𝑶𝑽𝑰𝑵𝑮 𝑠𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑛𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑎 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒, 𝑛𝑜 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑟 ℎ𝑜𝑤 𝑜𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑛 𝑝𝑒𝑜𝑝𝑙𝑒 ℎ𝑢𝑟𝑡 𝑒𝑎𝑐ℎ 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟 ”
- 𝐧𝐚𝐧𝐚
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𝐃𝐈𝐀𝐑𝐘 𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐘 #𝟏 - - > ’24 recap
★ > hi!!! this is my first ever time on Tumblr (i just downloaded it), so if anything looks or is off please don't mind it!!
–> I made this account so I could start some form of diary, because i feel as though it would help me talk about things and get them off my chest, even if it has no viewers, i just wanna let things out because it makes me feel better :-)
–> As my first post, im gonna do a recap of my whole year considering it ends in less than 2 weeks, and this will most certainly be long.. I'm not expecting this to get any viewers, but like i said i just wanna get things off my chest
The start of the year, went amazing. I had really good friends, especially one of them (S). She was like, my platonic soulmate, i swear. we didn't know each other for long, but when we met we CLICKED immediately. We met in a game, and we were basically the same person: same interests, music taste, everything !! I hit the jackpot
at the start of the year we were inseperable, and not just then, but also ever since we met in july 2023. We talked and called everyday for 3h+, and it was magical. I had so much fun with her, i could trust her with everything and she was my absolute bestest friend ever, even though we didn't even know each other for a full year.
‘January –> february’ we called everyday, played all sorts of games and talked about everything. She was my first real best friend, and i picked her over anyone else, and vice versa (i think?! i hope). She was the first ever person who considered me their best friend, and it made me so happy for months.
Then in march, we started kind of falling off, mostly because she was busy. I didn't mind it at first, but i was a bit scared since it was a drastic change: from calling everyday to speaking properly maybe once a week. We went on days without talking, and I was scared because I also felt as though she was being dry with me.
I spoke to her about it, and we quickly came to w solution. We spoke again normally for a few days, but then we went back to not talking at all in april.
We didn't speak for the whole of the first half of april, and torwards the end we finally started speaking again and I was really happy. Although, it quickly ended.
In may, we didn't talk a single time and i was at some point scared to talk to her, because it genuinely felt as though she didn't like me, or, that she replaced me. This led me to being genuinely sad for days, because she wouldn't text me at all like before. I just sort of gave up and considered unfriending her for weeks, up until I actually did in the middle-end of may.
I thought it would be a good decision, since she probably didn't like me and i was too scared to speak to her about it. I felt like she had changed, and replaced me, which was most definitely not true. This was the biggest mistake I ever made and if i could wish for anything, it would be to have her back
She was my absolute best friend. platonic soulmate, like i said. id pick her over anyone else ive met in my life, and i would rather have her or another friend like her in my life than anything else, even a romantic partner. It was genuinely magical and i underestimated how important she was to me. she made me the person i am today, taught me a lot of things and changed my perspective on so many aspects of life. she made me happy, the happiest girl ever, she listened to me all the time and always supported me no matter what, and yet i still decided to end that
after i unfriended her, i got back in contact with my old online friends but it wasn't the same. I tried to make it work, for us to be close friends, but nothing compared to her. I know i shouldn't be comparing my friends, since i clearly have different relationships with all of them, but i can't help it.
By the end of may, i already regretted it but i knew it was too late to go back
In june, i had only one friend (A) who i regularly spoke to, and she's a very nice person. Weve known each other for 4 years, and i was happy to talk to her daily again. The thing is, she has a lot of friends. and shes a really big people pleaser if I'm completely honest. she went through a similar situation as me, so we bonded over that once more.
she is never honest to me, and always lied to me just to make me happy. i never noticed this in the start, but now i know. We still talked a lot though, and she never ignored me and also listened to me all the time
i got back in contact with other friends as well, and this overall made me happier because they were really funny and I started speaking to them everyday. tho, i didn't have a bond with them like her. we just talked about and played games, and joked around. i was happy, but she was always in the back of my mind. id still think about her everyday, and how i made a genuine and big mistake
in july, nothing really changed. I talked to the same people, and still always thought about her. i started going out more, with my siblings and school friends, so i was more or less happy. really funny things happened in july, and once again, i did have fun, but i still went back to her
our anniversary was supposed to be that month, but we weren't friends anymore
However, in august, i was doomscrolling once through my tiktok followers out of boredom and saw she still followed me on her active alt. I told my friend (A) about it, and she encouraged me to text her and ask her to be mutuals.
and it worked!
we became mutuals in both her alt and her main, and we didn't really talk, obviously. I wanted to, but i was scared because she was most likely mad at me. I wanted to find a way to talk to her, so i asked if she was doing fine. she ignored my message for 2 days, (once again understandable) and then said she was. nothing really happened after that so yeah
the rest of august was pretty nice, i saw one of my favourite bands live and hung out with my friends!
but in end of august, she blocked me
i was really sad to say the least, because i hoped that we could start speaking again and become friends. i was hoping I'd have the chance to genuinely apologise, but no, so i was kinda devastated
september, i hung out more with my friends and school started, and it was pretty fun, but i still thought about her everyday and i would stalk her profiles almost every day, i knew it was weird but i wanted to see how she was doing
However, my friend (A) was acting really weird
she would leave me on delivered for days, completely ignore the things i said and i was upset. i talked to our mutual friend (E) about it once when i had been on delivered for 5 days, and then when she texted her she replied INSTANTLY while i was still on delivered. she spam posts her story, posts all of her friends and then would completely ignore me even though she said i was her 'best friend'. Our 4th friendship anniversary was nearing as well, and she told me she was working on a really big gift for me
In October, i was hit with a big ass wave of loneliness –> i started realising how i didnt have a best friend, and no one considered me theirs. i would cry almost every night, asking myself why im so easy to replace. i know its a corny thought, but it genuinely affected me then and still does now sometimes since nothing really changed
i had no friends i would speak to regularly, and no one would ever text me first. But i had a lot of fun with my school friends, and they genuinely helped me through so much even though they don't know about it, so I'm really grateful
my birthday was this month, and it was pretty good. i went out and ate food i liked, and some of my classmates wished me a happy birthday!! but i still thought about her everyday
like, actually every single day without missing one
november was a quiet month, more or less
My friendship anniversary with A was this month, and i made her a total of 4 gifts, and i was really excited since she said multiple times she was gonna make something nice for me
This month i had a trip to the other side of the country, and it was really fun!! i did a lot of things and befriended other people, and made more close friends IRL
however, in our actual anniversary, she didn't say a single thing to me
she was spam posting on her story all day, and texted me saying hi hru WITHOUT mentioning our anniversary
i was fuming to say the least, and i texted her at 11pm asking how she forgot it because i was actually extremely upset. she repeatedly said she didnt and was like bla bla bla i was busy all day when she was CLEARLY online
I left her on seen for like 2 days because i had enough of her, she was leaving me on delivered all the time and forgot our own anniversary even though we spoke about it for months. she didnt even make me a story, but on the same day as our anniversary she made a post about her OTHER friends. this made me start viewing her differently and i genuinely dont know if our friendship will be the same
this made me really upset, to say the least but i didnt wanna mention anything because she always had an excuse and i didnt have anything to prove her wrong
in december, i had a school trip to a place 15min away from where S lived. the trip was overall fun and once again i made new friends, but i still really missed her, and her birthday was also this month
i told this to one of my friends, and he encouraged me to contact her again and i was like no wtf since she had already blocked me, and i had no way to do it without sounding desperate and obsessive
but then i lowkey decided it wasn't such a bad idea, because if i sent her a message explaining how i felt and apologising it would be a win win. either she would block me again, and id have a reason to finally move on and realise she doesn't want anything to do with me, or maybe we would talk it out.
I ended up doing it, and she took a while to respond but she did. In the message i explained how i regretted it severely and how i was a really shitty friend and apologised, and how she was my first and only real best friend and how i loved her so much. she replied, saying she missed me of course, but wasn't in the right mental state to be friends again.
this reply, even though it wasn't a lot, made me overjoyed
i was really happy she replied, and told her not to worry because i wasn't expecting her to reply in the first place. and now, were mutuals once more and she even unblocked my main account without me asking or saying anything!!!!!! even if were not friends anymore, this made me really happy
These were recent events, so nothing else has really happened!!! school has been really fun lately, but ive been kinda behind on my work... otherwise, ive been doing more or less okay lately but i still do feel really lonely sometimes, in random times of the day
also in this month, i started getting into new things like video games and movies and i made really cool friends that way. we dont speak much, but theyre all genuinely really nice!!! one of them even gifted me games...... i was so happy to say the least
im starting to feel better, and overall my year didn't go that bad. me and S spoke one more time after that, and I'm really happy. i hope she doesn't block me again but obviously she can and i shouldn't be surprised if she does
2024 could have gone a lot worse, and despite it not being a good year for most part i had amazing people who supported me through it. no one i wrote about will ever see this, but I'm genuinely grateful towards everyone. i had a lot of fun this year <3
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𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐘: i lost my best friend –> recontacted other friend and realised they aren't a good person –> made new friends, really happy!! –> started going out more and hanging out with new people to distract myself –> felt really lonely sometimes and was in a spiral of loneliness for about 2 months –> contacted my best friend again. really happy about that and i genuinely hope we can be friends again!!!
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hi!!! phew. finally done
i dont expect anyone to read this, but writing this genuinely made me feel better and now i have a written version of everything that went on in my mind throughout the whole year....
this is my first ever blog, so it's not the best!! but im happy i did this :-)
if anyone reads this far, thank you so much!!! This will be my last and only blog for 2024, or i might make one to summarise my christmas if i have a lot to say about it!! otherwise, see you in 2025!
extra: my favourite song this year!! absolute 10/10
- mimi ★
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silurisanguine · 10 months ago
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15 lines of Dialogue game
As ive been away for the weekend, not sure if anyone tagged me with this but saw it open tag so here we go. Tagging @vorchagirl @despicablediet and anyone who'd like to do it! 15 Lines of Dialogue Rules: Share 15 or fewer lines of dialogue from an OC, ideally lines that capture the character/personality/vibe of the OC. Bonus points for just using the dialogue without other details about the scene, but you're free to include those as well! Since i've written the most with Seren Jones, I shall pick her for this!
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1 -"Maybe I am, but there isn’t anything left in this universe worth staying for. Whatever is in the next universe has to be better than this one Barrett, it has to. I can't bare to stay here any more, not without him, not when I could have done it so differently."
2 - "Cora… she was there, saw her dad die…She hated me, blamed me for not saving him. After the funeral, Lillian took her and that was the last I ever saw that wonderful twelve year old. I realised then I had no reason to stay in my universe as everything i loved had been taken from me. I hoped maybe another would give me a second chance. To fix things..to try again…
…That’s why I do this.”
3 - "I came here the first time with no preconception of what I’d find. I was in awe at the location, just as you are now. But what I learned here has guided my hand in relation to how I see the Artifacts, how I see Unity and the Starborn. Anyone who wants to complete the Artifact collection, needs to know the full story for themselves.”
4- "Now you see how dangerous this place is, and this is just the start. The Starborn Guardians here have lost all empathy, all compassion, their humanity in pursuit of their cause. They have nothing left in their existence except to stop anyone else reaching the Temple. …I sometimes wonder what is the point of their existence before I wipe them out of it for good.”
5 -”You washed them clean. I can say one good thing about Lillian in that she gave you the chance to do that. You’re not the same man, Sam.”
6 -”They makes me smile every time I come back here. But I’m not entirely alone, the fish there get a view unlike any other.” She pointed to the couple of little fish swimming in their tanks, sitting right at the edge of the massive view screen. “If you don’t mind taking care of them for me, they’ve been a good little crew, never complained once.”
7 - "I've never met you before. Until today I'd never met a single pirate here." That was the truth, if a little stretched Seren thought.
8 -"All this, this universe is a nightmare. I've been to so many variations and… You… everyone here is so different, so wrong. It’s like Unity decided to show me the worst outcome possible just to make me appreciate who I’d - what I’d lost.”
9 -"Neat trick, have to remember that next time I'm in a hell-hole universe."
10 -"Sorry, Sam, just picturing you over Vlad’s head brought on images of you in ballet tights and…yeah, sorry, I have too much imagination.”
11 - "Yes, justice, Delgado. See that’s behind most things I do now. In this case justice for those your fucking coloured coded Spacers have harmed- have murdered. It’s interesting really how far I got here without anyone realising who I really am... I wondered why no one noticed the SIN of my ship. Even Jess surprisingly. It was a gamble using it of course…But no one ever clocked that I was flying the Razorleaf."
12- “Until I knew for sure you felt the same way I did, I wasn’t sure how to really act around you. But now I know, expect more of this, Sam Coe.”
13 - “You know I would! I mean she called me darlin, you know that makes me melt.”
14 - "…He always said he was bad with words, yet he could say things that were like love poetry to me, that would dazzle me. He was so open with his feelings when he trusted you. Funny, absurd sometimes and he cared deeply and loved passionately. He was an amazing father and I-"
15 - "I've no idea. Being Starborn didn't exactly come with a manual."
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nyf-archive · 1 year ago
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as the year has ended, i just wanted to make a post and thank all of you here for helping me find my love of writing again ♥️ i haven’t written for fun in over three years, so i was nervous about jumping back into it.
below, i wanted to thank a handful of people because of how much they’ve helped me in the year that i’ve made my return ♥️
@intothewildsea : ARLO. YOU HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE FOR ME THROUGH EVERY ROUGH PATCH, EVERY MISSING SPELL, AND EVERY COME BACK!!!! YOU ARE MY FUCKING RIDE OR DIE ON THIS BLOG AND ILYSM!!!!! YOU’RE THE REAL OG UP HERE!!!! 9 YEARS AND GOING STRONG!!! I CANT WAIT TO SEE WHAT SHENANIGANS OUR SHIPS GET INTO NOW!!!!
@thegreatstrongbow: HEATHER!!!! YOU’RE ALSO ANOTHER ONE OF MY BELOVED RIDE OR DIES HERE!!! thank you so much for writing with Fin. especially when i was so repetitive back in the old days 😂 i have gone back and reread so much of my old blog and i cringe at my old writing. but you? you have always been so amazing and i absolutely adore you and thank you for loving my canon divergent princess as you have ♥️ you’ll never understand how much i treasure you ♥️ in a community full of people who refuse to interact with female muses, there you and beleg were ♥️ it makes my heart very happy to have you in my life almost 9 years later ♥️
@reining-disaster : you were the first person to interact with ANY of my tavs. you just went right into it with my fresh muse and my fresh writing. without your help, i dont know if i wouldve broken into the community as i did ♥️ you are a lovely human being and i owe you a lot! i hope the new year is kind and generous to you and yours ♥️
@never-surrender: ilysm holy cow ive never made such a fast friend in any community and i have got to say, you have pulled me out of my shell when it comes to just dropping new characters and pulling ideas out of me and i adore you so ♥️ you’re one of my best friends, even though we haven’t been friends for long, and i can’t wait to make my trip to see you this year ♥️♥️
@seeliecourt : omg hamlet i adore you so ♥️ thank you so much for taking all this crack and fluff and shipping our adorable muses together ♥️ molly has become so well rounded and more thought out from what i originally had them penned to be. with all the universes and all the different ways we have talked about them, i feel like i know this muse more than i ever have ♥️ it has been such a pleasure becoming your friend and writing partner ♥️ im so excited to see what shenanigans we come up with this year!
@lordgortrash/@sunderdust: you have ABSOLUTELY challenged me! with all the plots and all of the prompts, i have tried to match your creativity. it has honestly improved my writing since i first started, and even though we haven’t had a TON of interactions, what asks/threads we do have has definitely taught me how to think like my characters more than i ever have in my life. thanks to you, i turned colette into this amazing, well thought out dark urge instead of the boring, no name NPC she was in the beginning. i honestly hated her character when i fleshed her out, but us talking about her dark urge verse just snapped something in me and i kept running with it and now i have one of my most favorite oc ive ever created. it may seem small, but it is a tremendous delight being able to write with you ♥️ i still get so excited like a fangirl when you like any of my posts or send me asks because that’s how much i look up to you ♥️
@eritvita: omg celeste you are one of the most adorable, kind, and loving person i have met in this last year ♥️ i absolutely adore that you always make sure that what we write is safe and that you’re not pushing any boundaries ♥️ you have definitely become one of the people i look up to when it comes to inclusivity and just being all around a genuine human being who cares about your friends ♥️ our threads make me cry on a daily basis because of how sweet our ships are and I cannot wait to reply any time i see a notification pop up ♥️ thank you for loving my muses and being such an all around wonderful person ♥️
@arsonshub: just wanted to give you a shout out on here as well ♥️ what was once me being a shy potato on your live stream about muses and lolth’s religion has now turned into a friendship I can’t wait to develop! it’s been so fun nerding out with you about YouTube series and our adorable little ship ♥️♥️♥️
@apalestar: thank you so very much for taking my chaotic bhaalspawn and being just as chaotic with me ♥️ i am absolutely adoring all our interactions, crack or canon ♥️ i am adoring each and every little thing we do and I can’t wait to see where the future takes these two murder hobos ♥️ seriously, though, thank you for always being kind, even when i send you ridiculous shit at two in the morning lol!
If I didn’t mention your name, I just want you to know that I’m thankful for you, too!!! You all have helped me find my love of writing again and I can’t imagine where I’d be without your support! I know I’m chaotic and all over the place and don’t respond at good times or maybe I post too much, but I’m loving being here again and I couldn’t have done it without ANY of you on my blog♥️ so thank you!
And with that! Happy New Years and Happy Munday!!!
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obxsprincess · 11 months ago
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heyy girl, how are u? i know ive been kinda missing but i might need your advice on something bc im very confused and unsure (and my friends are being kind of unhelpful bitches lol
So, im in college right? and theres a lot of fraternities around, and I met this guy, a friend of a friend, and he lives in a fraternity.
So far so good right? We kinda flirted with each other for a few days until a party last night where we finally hooked up (i was drunk but everyone said it was pretty hot :)) but i had to leave bc my roomate was very sick so i never got to talk to him abt anything else basically. And my friend said tomorrow they'll have a small party to celebrate a bday on that fraternity, and everyone keeps saying i should lose my virginity to this guy (ik shocking im a virgin), but the thing people dont understand is that i get attached very quickly and to me our kiss basically locked in, so im kinda nervous ill get attached and he wouldnt want anything serious w me
Reading it back it feels kinda dumb but specially for people on campus and SPECIALLY on fraternities is very rare for u to get kinda together w someone so quick, so I DUNNO WHAT TO DO
- 💋
hiii babes, ofc ofc im always here to help!! and remember not even my opinion should persuade you into anything, cus I can only go off of my own experiences with virignity loss and hook ups 💞 but I hope my insights helpful!!
I lost my virginity at 16 back in high school (a long time ago and not at all saying ur guy is like this ! cus he probably isnt! especially cus hes an adult so I hope to fucking hell he isn’t) and it definitely happened very fast and quick, texted for a few days, made out, and then met up to have sex. in summary it ended with my nudes being leaked around the school and almost a felony on my name (for sending them?) but the thing ive took out of it (and only reason for the story, im srry cus I was so young so it might seem weird to include) n held close is to remember trust is one of the most important parts of sex really! because your putting your pleasure and body into someone elses hands, but also your emotional trust because sex is so much more than just getting physical for a few minutes, and its important to remember that the lingering thoughts shouldn’t ever be negative, or the guy broke the trust you put in him. truly the after sex reaction is just as important as being taken care of during. in my experience, because I didnt know the guy well, I went into it blind not knowing what I total asshole he was.
and trust, in my eyes, means knowing you’ll be treated right afterwards no matter what, even without a relationship basic aftercare if the bare minimum. and to me it doesn’t seem like you are convinced he’ll do that for you ! so pls pls be careful 💞 who knows ! he might be an amazing guy but if you arnt ready to take that step yet, don’t ! because the good ones are always willing to wait. I would say text him/talk to him in person if you have to too. because and I’m hoping not but you never know, his and your friends might have ‘talked’, and sex might be on his mind too. so if you feel comfortable, get on the same page with him with whatever you decide angel !! you deserve to lose your virginity and be glowing afterwards, its so much better than regretting it 💗 whether u choose to get to know him better or lose your virginity to him, stay safe bby and use safety <3 (pls make sure to discuss possible STD history on his side too btw !)
hope this helped a little love, love you and never let anyone pressure you please, cus fuck that
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lycanthian · 2 years ago
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blaseball.
a eulogy, of sorts.
(cw for mentions if suicide under the cut)
blaseball was my solace.
my only source of warmth by any definition in the cold (both literally and figuratively) of november 2020. that year was desolate. it was freezing.
i joined blaseball at the suggestion of, who was at the time an acquaintance, at the tail end of season eleven. i was skeptical, but latched onto the shoe thieves.
the season ended, and i spent the entire grand siesta researching just about every single thing that had ever happened in the game to that point. i was neck deep on hyperfixation, with no clue as to how deep that love would become.
blaseball helped me through a really hard time. in the years 2019-2020, i was a high school freshman navigating a brand new setting with hardly anyone i knew. being hit with quarantine was, possibly, the worst thing that could have happened to me. it was awful knowing that i spent so much energy making new friends only to be forced away from them, many of which not only cutting contact but dropping out or moving away.
i had to make new friends again when we came back. blaseball was one of the only ways i knew how. i spent lunches upon lunches of discussing everything that was happening and everything lored by the community. it helped me connect with people when connection was hard to come across.
(heres where we get into the cw a bit)
blaseball was an escape.
2020 and 2021 were shitty, shitty years.
covid aside, my mental health was at an all time low. i managed to keep going because of blaseball. it distracted me from the horrors of the world.
being cooped up made our already tense family life worse. my parents were at each others throats near constantly. they were at my brothers throats near constantly. my brothers were at each others throats near constantly.
when i started going back to school in person, covid was still rampant. shootings were picking up more and more, especially in my state.
blaseball, the act of being able to invest myself in it, was what kept me from doomspiraling for months on end.
im surprised i survived quarantine. if it werent for the community blaseball gave me, i dont think i would be here today to tell this story.
the community that blaseball gave me was extemely supportive and actually instrumental to my beginning to love and learn more about myself.
if i never got that opportunity, i think i very well would have offed myself by now. i mean, with the stress of school and the shitty world outside mixing with the added stress of having to witness both of my brothers' attempts... its hard not to to understand at least a bit
i dont think about it often. i never have. but the way stress has been piling on since that quarantine started, blaseball was the one escape from all that stress.
and for that, im grateful. ive met so many wonderful people here.
ive touched and been touched by so many amazing pieces of art, literature, and music.
my self image wouldnt be where it is today without the support of members of the shoe thieves communities.
my art wouldnt be anywhere near the skill level it is now if i didnt become obsessed with these players.
im sad to see it go this way, dying to the same corporate scope creep that it warned against, but i understand why it had to go.
am i mad about this outcome? yes. absolutely.
but
im grateful for everything that blaseball was able to do for me.
the ending is bittersweet, but i want to say thank you.
thank you to my great friend callie who i dont even know will see this for introducing this wild game to me.
thank you to the fans who worked behind the scenes for hours to archive and record past events so people like me could get up to speed.
thank you to all the amazingly talented artists, writers, and musicians in the fanbase who have created many of the most wonderful, inspirational pieces that rarely leave my mind to this day.
thank you to all of the charleston shoe thieves fans, past and present, for cultivating one of the most diverse, welcoming, and absolutely diehard loving communities ive ever been a part of and giving me a home for when my own was too much for me.
thank you to all of blaseblr, especially my friends and mutuals, who listen to me rant endlessly about my shoe thieves blorbos that most people know nothing about.
and finally, thank you to the game band for creating this absolutely eldritch beast of a project. it changed my life for the better. it has inspired me to do things ive never considered before, and it as well as the fanbase has drastically fundamentally altered who i am as a person.
we stole shoes. we fought gods. we raised the dead. we sucked really hard. we partied until we died. and then partied more. and we won the championships.
👐🏋️‍♀️🔥🍗🐅🔱
🥧📱🛠️🥩🎸💋
🌷🌞🌮🚤🕵️‍♂️🪱
🍬🌴🗣️👟✨🦀
many teams, one league.
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scourgefrontiers · 1 year ago
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yeah that last reblog hit me rly hard
most of the time i do love to draw! its been my passion for literally my whole life ever since i could draw a stick figure. its always been the ONE thing i wanted to do in life no matter what, and ive worked hard to get to where i can do it to support myself monetarily as well as just as a hobby on the side
but..yeah. sometimes it does feel like a lot. it feels like im failing because i cant get a job with my art no matter how hard i try. it feels like im a failure because i cant draw the way i want. sometimes it makes me hate myself too.
but then i have to remember why i love to draw. i love to create, i love to bring life to characters that wouldnt have been given life otherwise. i love to bring joy to people with my art, be it through commissions or gift art or even just art i post for myself that they happened to really enjoy. i love to share my interests and my personality with people through my art and give them a little piece of me.
i do love wolves. and i do love dragons. and i do love girls that turn into wolf-dragons. i also love sonic, and i love furries, and i love inazuma eleven, and i love werewolves and vampires and angels and demons and aliens. and with my art i can share that love to everyone else!
so even when i struggle with my art or struggle with making ends meet with my art, i always have to remember that this is really what i love. art has been with me through the best and worst of my life. it's been my friend even when i was socially isolated growing up. it's helped me express things i wouldnt have been able to express otherwise. it's gotten me to meet new people, amazing people, amazing friends and peers i would have never met without it. i wouldnt give it up for anything.
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noxiatoxia · 2 years ago
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Hi! So I have a few things I wanted to say/ask so hopefully this isn't too long or out of place or anything
Okay so first off, you always reblog and say such nice things about my art in the tags and I wanted to say I appreciate it so much, I never know what to say but like you're the backbone of the hikakao community so it feels like a seal of approval in a way haha. And your art is so amazing like, damn! I love it sm. Kaoru has been my fav character for nearly a decade so I love seeing that its not just me he has a grip on, and as an autistic person myself who loves princesses’ and specifically Cinderella… well your hc means a lot to me haha. Oh and your hanahaki fic??? I ugly cried. SO damn good like the characterizations… one of the best Hikakao fics I've read on god
So I kinda wanted to ask two things, first being if you had to choose for the other hosts to have a fav princess who would it be? Im personally very partial to Tamaki loving Belle, given the like french beauty and romanticism of it all, plus her giving herself up for the safety of a parent connection. I like the idea of him being kinda dumb and taking it as you need natural inner AND outer beauty, which he oh so obviously has in spades and that kind of nonsense. Idk I was just curious if you'd have an opinion on this as ive been giving it some thought lately. Especially on Hikaru, I think he would like a more down to earth princess that doesn't have too much frills or singing in the film, like Merida because it's the most adventurous one without character songs if you're just going off disney. But idk I feel like another princess would suit him better, I just can't think of one rn
Second was if you had any thoughts or analysis of how the maid the twins had when they were young impacted them and their development? And more importantly how it impacted them each differently? Like obviously her saying no one may ever be able to tell them apart fucked with their heads, but like idk. Ive been thinking about it. And what if they never met her, and she never said that? Would they of been less warped? I think they'd just meet someone else who they liked who couldn't tell them apart, who'd just say the same thing in a different way. But how key was her betrayal of trust during a high stakes robbery of their parent's estate to all this? Im just musing at this point lmao
Oh also less an ask but I personally hc Kaoru to dissociate and the like frequently, and how maybe them being in sync all the time in their mannerisms really helps him with his autopilot moments, and Hikaru is always ready and able to catch him up to speed on what's happening and what they just did, if its something he would care to know that is. And I hc Hikaru as bipolar, his depression just manifests really angerly instead of traditional sadness. But my point is I love the idea that they're just so used to the other that any mentally ill or neurodivergent behavior one of them does the others just like “Oh yeah Kaorus just like that. You know how it is. What do you mean you don't know anyone afraid of hairdryers? Like legit afraid? Yeah no thats just a thing. Hmm. Well you should get over it it's his fear not yours I dont see how it concerns you.” and like gets defensive if anyone tries to say it's weird lmao
Okay that was long oops I hope this wasn't out of place or weird or anything, I got excited talking about it haha. Hope all is going well!!
THIS IS SO FUCKING SWEET YES!!! I WAS DRAWING HIKAKAO RIGHT AS YOU SENT THIS ASK TOO BTW.... i was htinking like, should i post this... theres kissing..... but then i remember why it's so rewarding to do what I love <3 really and truly. I've met SO many incredibly kind, creative, and thoughtful people through hikakao it's insane. And tbh it makes me want to never stop posting about them even if it nets me hate every now and again LMAO it's just, stuff like this is irreplaceable to me. And I LOVE your art!!!!!! It's SO cute... the picture of Kaoru dressed as cinderella made me legit scream. I sent it to all my friends and showed it to my brother haha. The whole Kaoru/Cinderella headcanon is very personal to me as you can probably gather from my carriage posting. so whenever I see it I go nuts (in a good way. it not destructive).
I think it's very funny (in a good way) that you already had a special interest in princesses, esp Cinderella. For me, it's like...I can NOT look at anything Cinderella related normally anymore because I'm reminded of the carriage allegory, and yet we have Cinderella movie nights every thursday now because of me...I describe my relationship with Cinderella as "stockholm syndrome" because i legit didn't care about or really even know Cinderella before all this went down, but now she is my Worst Enemy but Best Friend and if anybody says Cinderella is mid I'm blowing up another hostage.
Also!!! Thank you so much about the fic!!! While looking back I feel like there are def things I could improve on, I do really like that fic. As somebody who's personally arospec, I have trouble writing the "feelings" of romance so I tried my best. I have other Hikakao adjacent stories I'm writing and I wanna post them here!!!
Okay, onto the questions...firstly, YES, Tamaki DOES seem like the type to love Belle. He may also enjoy Rapunzel and her whole being held captive her whole life because maybe he feels the same way with his own family situation. Haruhi strikes me as a little mermaid type, no real reason, I just get that vibe. Although Kyoya probably relates to the original fairytale of the little mermaid in some ways for sure. I actually HC Mori's favorite movie is Beauty and the Beast, so he's probably also really into Belle. As for Hani, I'm not sure...Giselle, maybe. He likes her whimsy.
Hikaru is interesting, because I feel like he's like Me in which he HATES Cinderella because he has to hear about it 24/7 but if ANYBODY said anything mean about cinderella he'd be like...you bitch...you take that BACK. Altho I have this headcanon that Hikaru's favorite princess is Alice from Alice in Wonderland (tho she really isn't a "princess") because he always liked that movie better. Kaoru would cry as a kid tho when Hikaru said he thought that movie was better so he pretended to like Cinderella more. But he doesn't. Merida tho...that's a very good choice, I can defff seeing Hikaru being a big Merida fan.
So, to the second question: it's very interesting! What stood out about that maid to Hikaru and Kaoru was the fact she was mean to them. being raised as rich and "better" than everyone else, all the maids HAD to be nice or they got fired pretty much, so to see a maid go against that status quo, to treat them honestly...that's why they liked her so much.
If anyone else had said "nobody will be able to tell you two apart", would it have hurt? sure. But it wouldn't be devastating, because they likely wouldn't care about that person's opinion. but they liked this maid, they looked up to her in a weird way. Having somebody you like and trust tell you something hurtful is way more harmful than if a stranger did it.
Now...would they be LESS twisted if it never happened? I doubt it. I mean, maybe they'd be LESS focused on looking identical, but they would still be rather cruel and mischievous, because that's how they were simply raised: they were raised being taught their actions have no consequences, because they're better than everyone else. Simple by being "Hitachiins", they had a pass to do all sorts of nasty shit to people because they were rich and powerful. Besides, canonically, their mom & dad were barely in their lives, and child neglect causes the children to act out to get attention, usually via things that would get them scolded. So, while they miiight not have been AS keen on matching had that maid never said what she did before leaving them forever, they would probably be just as mean and cruel.
To le third point: YES that is so good. Kaoru very much dissociates in my heart of hearts as well. He has days on end where he doesn't feel like he's in his own body, everything's sort of a blur, he can't remember things well...Hikaru's there for him in those moments at least.
I always saw Hikaru and Kaoru as ADHD/Autism solidarity. But bipolar is an interesting one, too. I could def see it.
Also the hairdryer thing FUCKING RELATABLE...I'd think Kaoru is "afraid" of hairdryers/thunder - just really fucking loud noises that are sudden and/or unceasing. They don't make him "cower" necessarily but like, he gets super jittery/irritated because he gets overwhelming anxiety from it. Hikaru as a kid probably didn't understand why his brother acted so strangely to certain sights/sounds/touches, and maybe at first teased him about it, but when it was clear these things actually DISTRESSED Kaoru he stopped and did everything he could to make him feel better. and if anybody makes fun of kaoru for it Hikaru beats the shit out of them.
This was super nice ;w; I love receiving long asks, asks about ouran and the twins especially. legit if you ever wanna talk about them u can send an ask or DM me you seem really nice!!
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laly-481 · 2 years ago
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Not sure if i should do this on your sideblog or here so doing it here!
I feel like itll get obvious after i finish bc oh boi i have a lot to say (also you may recognize my typing)
YOURE FR ONE OF THE BEST PERSON I EVER MET AND IM SO GENUINELY 100% SINCERE LIKE!!!!! God itll be difficult expressing myself without making it obvious so fuck it
MY LOVELY PLATONIC WIFE ILSYM /P I FR CONSIDER YOU AS MY BEST FRIEND!!!! its already been. what. 2 years we're friends now?? And i usually struggle sm keeping friendships for long so i just really really appreciate the fact that we still managed to stick together for so long, rambling about our new hyperfixations to the other to the point of sometimes making it the others hyperfixation and then just having sm brainrots and all together and even creating aus and characters together and even if we never finish anything which is a bit sad the process is always soso fun and i appreciate each and every moment i spent with u ever!!
Youre like one of the people i feel the most comfortable with if not the most?? Like i feel i can just ramble about most of whatever the fuck passes my mind without u judging me which. Probably often ends in your notifs being flooded by me. Oopsies.
Know that ill always always support u bc youre someone so important to me and i really care about and sometimes i just randomly think "damn im so glad to have met laly" bc thats genuinely what i think youre just so!!! Amazing!!!
Anddd i think i should stop because this is getting too long but basically; YOURE ONE OF THE BEST PEOPLE IVE EVER MET AND I LOVE YOU SO FUCKING MUCH /P MWAH HERE TAKE COOKIES CUZ YOURE EPIC 🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪🍪
JDQBMVABLMFAENLKFA GIGGLING KICKING MY FEET
ILYYYY /P I'M NOT VERY GOOD AT TALKING AND STUFF SO I DON'T SAY IT ENOUGH JUT ILY !!!!!
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