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missed the third year optional module form opening so i won't be able to get onto the one module i was semi-excited about. all because i didn't care enough about uni at the time to check my emails
#biomed eng#just spent 2 hours on one question for a lab report#haven't finished it#just found out i missed the chance to do what i've wanted to do since very early on#and the people who got it are biomedical sciences and sorry there are only 9 biomed engineers#we should have been given priority#since it's an engineering module...#fuck off out of here with ur sciences 😭😭😭#i don't mean that. i'll be less annoyed later jddbd#i am finding it so hard to care at the moment i really need this to stop#'this' meaning everything but especially my degree#if i keep dreaming about my father's suicide#every single night#how am i supposed to think an exam and a qualification is at all important#i doubt anyone is reading this#he's alive and it's just my paranoia#illogical but part of me knows he will try#with certainty#and absolutely nothing else matters
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I am not making it through this year. I am not making it through this year. I am not making it through this year. I am not making it through this year. I am not making it through this year.
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"Death's child"
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#.... sorry#agathario#agatha all along#rio vidal#agatha harkness#nicholas scratch#i was overcome with the concept of Nicky always sensing Rio#as a metaphor for Death looming over him both out of love and quite literally... you choose#But mainly it was the concept of Rio not showing herself to Nicky ever#and not being able to touch him at all#not because it's a certainty that he'd pass#but because she didn't know if he would or not. couldn't risk any contact#not knowing if it would be a self fulfilling prophecy or not#idk if i'm making sense but EITHER WAY#there are a few ways to interpret this comic#in the first draft Agatha was smiling fondly#in this one it's bitter sweet. her saying ''he loves you so'' is also for herself#despite everything#they both love Rio#and on that note! i'm going back to bed. i'm sick as hell#BYE#maryneart
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"If you could have any superpower, what w-"
Shapeshifting. Shapeshifting shapeshifting shapeshifting. I'm a transgender therian, what the fuck did you think I would pick.
#andiv3r rambles#transgender#therian#therianthropy#transmasc#cladotherian#feline cladotherian#<- prev 2 tags may not accurately represent me#but i'm still figurin stuff out#cat therian#trans#trans guy#coyote therian#coyote theriotype#feline therian#feline theriotype#oh btw! i'm a therian :')#y e a h#finally comfortable enough to say with certainty#so if you don't support#get the fuck off my blog#thanks <3#andiv3r howls
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i have suddenly become obsessed with a theme that HoO established but never proceeded to extrapolate on, which is:
You are Percy Jackson, and you have been swapped with a boy who was allegedly everyone's favorite person, but they have decided to replace him with you. They just met you. You stand next to his best friend and the people he's known his entire life. In his home. In his cloak. In his place. They stopped looking for him.
You are Jason Grace, and you have just found out you have a long lost sister who completely replaced you in her life with this girl you just met. Your lives and personalities are mirrors. She is you, living the life you were robbed of.
You are Annabeth Chase, and you have just become starkly aware that you have been inhabiting the void left behind by your best friend's long lost brother. You and Luke were just replacements for him. Now you have to look him in the eyes when he has nothing and know you took that life from him.
You are Piper McLean, and you have just found out your relationship is fake and built entirely on the memories of Annabeth Chase. You have been given a boyfriend when hers has been taken away. You have no idea how much of it is real or not but regardless you feel like if your relationship isn't exactly in their image that you have failed.
You are Leo Valdez, and you have just learned that you are the echo of your great-grandfather. You are not your own person. You just exist to be a mirror of him. A doppelganger. An actor and stunt double facing all the danger he never had to but wearing his face. To be there for his best friend decades later simply because he couldn't. You are playing a role. A seventh wheel and a pawn for a goddess who carefully sculpted your entire life for her own purposes.
You are Hazel Levesque, and the only reason you are alive is because your brother couldn't save your his sister. You are a consolation prize. An apology. Your existence here is misplaced in every way but you inhabit it anyways.
You are Frank Zhang, and you are a shapeshifter. Inhabiting your own body feels strange and clumsy when you could be literally anything at any time. You are anything and everything and live your life with the simple certainty of knowing exactly how you will die.
#pjo#hoo#heroes of olympus#percy jackson#riordanverse#jason grace#annabeth chase#piper mclean#leo valdez#hazel levesque#frank zhang#meta#analysis#me shaking hoo: what if we actually address the interpersonal dynamics of the characters. please. please. please. please.#frank is the only person on the boat not having an identity crisis tied to another member of the crew somehow and that is FASCINATING#but also WHERE is all the interpersonal literally anything. hello. please. making grabby hands. everybody identity crisis go.#i wanna see the entire argo ii crew stumbling through trying to figure out their places and senses of self!!!!!#particularly in relation to each other!!!!! we get snippets but we rarely ever get the full thing or a resolution!!!#like. HELLO??? Piper acknowledging that her relationship with Jason is artificially sculpted in the image of Annabeth and Percy???#and that her ideals of what Jason and her can be are just that she feels like they need to be like what Percy and Annabeth have????#and thats just DROPPED COMPLETELY????#poor Jason is getting replaced twice. Leo is not his own person.#Hazel at least gets the resolution that Nico does not truly see her as a consolation prize#but Annabeth gets to be hit with the like EIGHT YEAR DELAY of learning the place she inhabits in Thalia's life is the echo of someone else#cause like. yeah she knew Thalia had lost her brother but i dont think it clicked for her until she met Jason that oh. she *replaced* him#Frank at least has some certainty about his identity in one aspect (his curse). everybody else is floundering a bit#except for maybe Percy but its kind of the camps of ''i replaced this person and it weighs on me'' versus ''i have been replaced''
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Holy SHIT is DC comics really out here uplifting the old man fucker community
#I’m literally having convulsions over this#yes I know with 99.999% certainty that she’s playing him like a fiddle#but HNGHSHFFFUUUUCK this dynamic is murdering me#creature commandos#dc universe#lyria rambles#rick flag sr
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Lost boys
#mayhem art#star wars#anakin skywalker#obi wan kenobi#anakin skywalker fanart#obi wan kenobi fanart#star wars art#this one was sitting in my drafts for about a month. idk why I was holding onto it -cries- anyway#this is shortly after Qui-Gon's death. Both of their lives just got flipped upside down. Anakin is traumatized by having to leave#his mother behind‚ then his Master's sudden death‚ and he's left with no certainty in his future.#Obi-Wan just witnessed his Master die‚ helplessly‚ then having to take care of this little human in his Master's stead‚ meanwhile feeling#wholly inadequate to be so suddenly knighted let alone immediately becoming a Master and taking responsibility for another being.#Both of them losing the constants in their lives. left uprooted. the only anchoring point being each other.#I imagine Obi-Wan wouldn't reach out to Anakin first‚ but if Anakin expressed compassion with him‚ grief‚ and his need to feel secure‚#Obi-Wan wouldn't turn him away#this was just my excuse to give them a proper soothing hug in their time of mourning
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#us politics#us history#a lot of certainty based on panic#not even a clear what actually happened yet#only panic
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fumbling a man with long hair has felled even the mightiest warriors
#🐉#i am NOT speaking from personal experience but if i ever do fuck it up so bad with a man with long hair#i know with 100% certainty that ill be driven to clawing writhing griefstricken madness
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gun lying through his teeth about not liking men
#☆#lookism#lookism spoilers#lookism 519#he fumbled goo so hard that now he’s embarrassed to even admit to liking men#ptj trying to cover his fav’s tracks#‘i dont like men’ he says with so much smug certainty in his face#daniel didnt even mean it like that!!!#gun thinks everyone wants him sooo bad#seriously what does goo even see in him???#he better have let goo visit too though :(#gun park
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(per Joe's stream this morning, in which Quinn exclaimed "That Juppet is DEFINITELY divorced," my friend @the-joju-experience made this meme and requested I share)
#joe hills#hermitcraft 10#s10#juppet#quinn hills#Quinn saying that VERY nearly made me spit out my coffee. the certainty in her voice sdjkgh#also everyone wish good luck to Joju! he cannot log in to post memes as he is tragically ensconced in thesis writing
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I can't believe the opening of the wire is julian being like 'hm. garak doesn't seem elated to hang out with me. something's obviously seriously wrong'. and he's right
#dax being like 'maybe garak just doesn't like going to see the doctor'#and julian IMMEDIATELY with complete certainty going 'no. that's definitely not it' fdsakjdfhsa#garashir#star trek#star trek ds9#ds9#julian bashir
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I don't think any of the post crash Curly conversations have anything Curly would actually say after this point in time. They are not Curly nor his current sentiments
Not even the "I want to go home." Curly can't say what he wants or not. It's all Jimmy's perception of what Curly's desires were and are and Jimmy's himself. It's Jimmy entering the same but warped stagnating headspace Curly was stuck in at the beginning of the game.
An oppressive bright space with all the dead ends and burnouts you could foresee paired with a dark empty void of things that spark but are never quite as bright?
#they are foils ur honor! but anyway i think we forget that those Curly's aren't some like real look into his mind but Jimmy replaying those#last good conversations and trying to force himself they were said in reassurence a full certainty he knew curly couldn't or would never#give him in the situation we can never really know what any other character is thinkin g and only Curly to an extent. We dont get as nearly#as many flashes into his mind and psych because we play and are in the head of Jimmy like the distortion scene in the medical area is liter#literally showing you how unreliable jimmy is or unstable as he blocks out things he doesn't want to see. why would you believe his convos#with dream curly are speaking for curly in reality?#mouthwashing#mouthwashing game#jimmy mouthwashing#curly mouthwashing#captain curly
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The fact that I can wholeheartedly enjoy ofmd and good omens and appreciate the angst because I KNOW there will be a happy ending.
See, I’ve never had that. None of us queer folks have ever had that.
#it’s boggling my mind#how a thing that is so simple is so groundbreaking#do you realise how fucking starved for content we have been#AND ON TOP OF THAT WITH MIDDLE AGED COUPLES!!!!!#maybe we can live past thirty and be happy#oh no I made myself cry#also I know that technically we don’t have the certainty that ofmd will have a happy ending but like#it’s a bunch of queer people put into the same room if the flag actually ends up meaning death again I will burn something#our flag means death#ofmd#good omens#good omens 2
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Just wanted to say I really enjoy following you and seeing posts on my feed of your oc's! Here's a quick sketch of Machete I drew as I find his design to be amazing
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#that's so terribly sweet ;_;#thank you for your kind words#I really like your lineart your shapes have such wonderful flow and effortless certainly to them#and I've mentioned how much I love texturous brushwork#really pleasing to the eyes#he looks so charming and personable in your style#maybe this is a weirdly specific thing to say but something about this makes me think of character concept art for an animated film#thank you!#gift art#artnwill#own characters#Machete#*certainty
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Joshua Clover, “Poem (Sept 26, 2023)”
#nothing is over that is the only certainty. the other certainty is that everything ends even this#w#poetry#all beautiful poetry is an act of resistance
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