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âHSR YANDERES AS TROPES.
Forced Proximity? Soulmates..? Amenesia! Common tropes that always end up happy! Your favorite characters love you so so much! But.. is it in the way you want?...
content warnings: yandere, toxic love, unreliable narrator, descriptions of gore, unrealistic relationships, unwanted PDA, depressive elements, suggestive, gn!reader (maybe ideas for makeup but most of the part is gn) pairing(s): sunday x reader, blade x reader, aventurine x reader, jing yuan x reader word count: around 350-500 each, 2100+ words in all A/N: I got a tiny bit carried away
Aventurine - Amnesia
WHATâS PLAYING: engravings - Ethan Bortnick
Your eyes are blinded by the casino lights. The sound of chips being thrown and cards being shuffled fills your ears. Things feel so familiar, but at the same time, completely foreign. You turn your eyes to your lover. At least you think heâs your lover.
Two weeks ago you woke up in the dead of night on a hospital bed feeling numb from your head to the tips of your toes. The hospital lights were blinding making you feel dreary. You slowly regained movement by wiggling your fingertips and finally being able to sit up on the comfortable bed. As you gazed around the room you felt shocked to see gold engravings on the trim of the walls. Itâs obvious it was a hospital, but it felt too expensive.
And you? You felt out of place.
A nurse walked into your room with a pan of what seemed like a new IV bag and other things like syringes and such. She turned wide-eyed and gasped as she suddenly dropped the pan of expensive medical equipment. You couldnât make out what she said as she mouthed something out loud. The drowsiness hit you and you passed out.
The next time you woke up to a man sitting beside your bed in the most luxurious clothes you ever laid eyes on. He looked worried, very worried. Realizing you woke up once again his Avgin eyes-
Wait Avgin?...
âSweetheart! Youâve been out for months. How are you feeling? Is there any pain? How⌠CanâŚ?â He spoke quickly but after the first couple of sentences, his words faded into mush.
He called you sweetheart though, you deduced he was someone close to you. Someone that must have cared for you.Â
But then why do you feel-
Cutting your thoughts you paused. Thinking was causing you too much pain and headache at the moment. You tried to recall what happened.Â
And at that moment you realize you couldnât even recall who you were.
After some time of recovery, you were able to get a couple of things down. The handsome manâs name was Aventurine. He is your lover. (?) You two have been together for quite some time now. You were diagnosed with severe amnesia, but your lover was kind enough to explain everything to you. Although, he was still hesitant to explain what happened to you and the reason why you were in the hospital.
You tried to get something out of the many doctors and nurses, but they seemed⌠scared.
Aventurine never left your side when other people were around. It was either you and him or no one at all. Leaving you lost and not being able to truly be clear about your condition. Everything went through Aventurine.Â
One day during your walk around the large hospital, Aventurine got a call. He looked at it and furrowed his eyebrows, smiled at you, said it was an urgent call, apologized, and left for a brief moment.Â
You dragged your IV stand a couple of steps more and abruptly stopped in your tracks as you overheard a pair of nurses talk about⌠you?
âIPC⌠they⌠lies⌠Aventurine⌠hiding.â Those were the only few words you were able to make out.
It no longer mattered though because Aventurineâs bright smile found you again and you walked back to your room first. If only you could see the piercing glare that he sent to the nurses. He wouldnât know what to do if you heard about the fates of them after spreading lies to your pretty head.
After the recovery, you settled in enough to âyour lifeâ. Now you sit next to your lover whose luck shines more vibrant than a newborn babyâs laughter. You feel content for the most part.
I wonder if you would still feel content if you were able to take a good look past Aventurineâs perfect poker face. While you sleep he watches you worriedly, wondering if youâll remember one day. Remember that this perfect love story he crafted isnât so perfect after all. He wonders how you would react if you were to find out again the atrocities heâs committed in the name of âloveâ. He holds his chips tightly, but luck has always been on his side.
So tonight like any other night, youâll smile with no idea of what had occurred in the past. At the end of the day, occasionally it is better to live unaware.
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Jing Yuan - Grumpy x Sunshine
WHAT'S PLAYING: Carousel - Melanie Martinez
The Luofu General was known for his joyous laughter and the positivity that he spread throughout the entire planet. He joked and was an infectious smiler. You on the other hand were known as the Yin to his Yang. If Jing Yuan was the sun, you were his moon. Itâs adorable on paper, isnât it?
You do nothing less than agree with the fact that your husband Jing Yuan was very positive. The reason why differed from others though.Â
You believed the reason he was so happy was because he sucked every smile, every laugh out of you.Â
Your story was the average fairytale, opposite attracts and then they fall in love. The End.
Unfortunately for you, Jing Yuan was anything but ordinary, and maybe that played a part in your perfect tragedy.Â
Jing Yuan loved you. You knew that for sure. He had always been a PDA person, always close to you and you would most likely be seen dead than without his arm around your waist. It wasnât a big deal though. This is what lovers usually do right?
Until you tried to back away. Things got⌠messy.Â
Arguments ensued and you realized that he never really treated you as an equal. He loved you, yes, but he viewed you as lesser and somehow put you on a pedestal at the same. exact. time.
âYou donât respect me.â You stated firmly.
âBut I love you.â He replied as if nothing was wrong.
You never thought your husband to be a jealous person and truly he was not. The possessiveness is what got you through.
It began small from making excuses on why you shouldnât go out,
âItâs my day off!â or âIt might rain soon.â Both are lazy excuses youâve heard again and again. Yet you still seemed to fall again and again for his sunshine charms and wits.
You were the perfect lover to Jing Yuan, loving, kind, and malleable to believe whatever he wanted you to believe.
At some point after the large argument you two shared, you didnât remember the last time when you had left the estate.Â
You felt stuck, stuck on a carousel that kept going around and around and stuck trying to read between the lines of Jing Yuanâs perfect facade. If you caught him at the wrong time you wouldnât see him for days and when he would return he would haphazardly apologize with the stupidest excuses.Â
You never raised your voice anymore after THAT argument though. You were too scared to. So even when he scratches his name into your skin, even if he hugs you so tightly to the point that you feel like your lungs are collapsing, you find excuses for him. For yourself. To make this entire relationship work
Because you love him.
And you donât not what scares you more anymore. The slight warning in his tone and the ever-present toxicity seeping its way into your originally âperfectâ marriage.Â
Or.
The fact youâll still stay even if it gets worse.
Why?
Because you love him.
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Blade - Forced Proximity.
WHATâS PLAYING: This is Love - Black Box
Thereâs blood on the walls, the floors, and even on the couch. Anything youâve been able to find youâve smashed onto the ground. Your hands are covered in blood. No worries to Blade though. He sits on the couch covered in the blood of a man. Your eyes flicker to the dead body right in front of you. The now dead man who tried to help you escape from this prison Blade oh so lovingly calls âyourâ home to no avail.
Bladeâs red eyes stare into the distance of space. Perhaps heâs wondering what he should do next for your transgressions. Perhaps he is wondering what he can do to make you smile again. Or maybe, he doesnât care. Maybe he finds happiness and contentedness in your suffering. After all, a being who is forever stricken by mara might find peace in others' pain.Â
But.
Past this mara-stricken being is a man who does have some semblance of love for you. Blade knew your every like and dislike. He would trail kisses up your neck and on your lips. Youâd joke together. You both were disgustingly domestic at times. At least thatâs what appeared. Loving Blade wasnât difficult when every moment you breathed you were near him.Â
You wear outfits perfectly fitted to your style sponsored by your self-proclaimed lover himself. Anything you want youâll get. Jewels, clothing, books, anything you could ever desire. Itâs nothing but pocket money for the Stellaron Hunter.Â
Your mascara has been smudged after all the tears. Your sniffles fill up the room, you look at your palms. Hands covered in scratches and blisters from broken glass and accidental burns. You donât have to worry though, Blade will patch it all up for you. This situation will fade into the past just like all the others. Your head peaks again at the dismembered and maimed body on the floor. You stop breathing yet again. You shut your eyes and open them once again when you feel a warm breath on your neck.Â
Itâs Blade, you can tell that the mara had warned off him. He tightens his arms around your body and somehow pulls you closer than he ever did before in your ârelationshipâ. You blink once again as a tear rolls down your cheek and pray to any Aeon out there for help. Despite this, you're well aware itâs no use. Thereâs no place in the universe where Blade wonât find you. So you close your eyes to hum a broken chord as you prepare for the cycle to begin again.
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Sunday - Soulmates
WHATâS PLAYING: Butch 4 Butch - Rio Romeo
Fairytale love stories where the prince and the princess lived happily ever after were something that you grew up with on your home planet. As you grew up though, âsoulmatesâ left your mind. Other things like making credits and exploring the galaxies were more on your agenda than finding âtrue loveâ.
True love was a fairytale. Something that didnât exist and thatâs what you stood by ever since.
Ever since your planet was destroyed by its inhabitants. If people couldnât love the homes they lived in how could they ever love one another?
You enjoyed travel, you enjoyed learning about other planets, cultures, and people. You didnât have time for the nonexistent love. Though you enjoyed hearing the stories of it. Youâve met others who found their âsoulmatesâ, their one and only blessed by the Aeons themselves.Â
On your travel across the world, you stumbled on Penacony, The Planet of Dreams and Entertainment. The perfect and endless days are what brought you in the most. You could be there for days on end but turn out to only spend a couple of hours outside in the âreal worldâ.
Real world huh?
You think you miss the real world a little bit.Â
âAre the pastries not to your liking love?â Sunday inquires.
âTheyâre⌠fine.â You reply.
Sunday smiles. You donât know what it means though. He smiles at everything, he smiles at gatherings, at your laughter, and even at the tears you desperately try to hold in. He thinks of you as something to be protected, something that should be kept safe in a cage, away from the tainted lies of others.
Everything feels uncomfortable, from the moment you met Sunday you felt an odd gravitational pull towards him. It was truly as if he was your soulmate.Â
Except,
Something begged you to run away, something deep in the back of your soul. It all went away when you laid eyes on him though.Â
You wish you listened to your fight AND flight response.
Everything you wear is coordinated by the Head of the Oak Family. From the tiniest detail to your entire personality. Sunday is a firm believer that only the true you can come out behind closed doors, with locks only he has access to. His mansion was the perfect enrichment for a now flightless bird like you.Â
Perhaps the fairytales were somewhat true. The prince and the princess always seemed to stay forever together.
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I've been reading ur blurbs for so long and I wanted to ask if you could write Percy x daughter of ares reader? ur my favorite pjo writer <3
â king of my heart ęŁŕ§â§âË.
â
- âmy broken bones are mending with all these nights weâre spending up on the roof with a school girl crush, drinking beer out of plastic cupsâ
warnings: alcohol consumption, swearing per usual, making out, enemies-ish to lovers, 10 things I hate about you reference, littering (donât do this please!), Iâm TERRIBLE at writing love confessions sorry đŁ pairing: percy jackson x daughter of ares
you and percy never really got along. it was useless banter after another, purposely trying to infuriate each other all the time. and for what reason? you were unsure, thatâs just the way things were and you accepted them as they were. but as a daughter of ares you suppose anger and hatred ran through you naturally
ignoring, for only a moment, that you hated the son of poseidon it was an undeniable fact that he was incredibly attractive. most people at camp would agree with you on this, it was nearly impossible for you to find someone who hadnât, at one point, had a crush on him. you hated yourself, truly, for letting yourself see him in this way. but then again, you couldnât help it, not when he was so⌠him!
in the midsts of another cabin eleven party you escaped to the roof with a plastic cup of beer. perhaps drinking your problems away will make you forget you liked your enemy of all people. though to your unfortunate luck, the very occupant of your thoughts joins you soon after
âwhat is that? your third cup?â asks percy, sitting down beside you. you sigh and close your eyes, taking a moment to keep your composure before responding,
âfifthâ
âgods of olympusâŚâ he murmurs âdonât come crying to me when youâve got a killer hangoverâ
âtrust me, I wonâtâ
the atmosphere converted to silence following your statement. it was, though, peaceful, you enjoyed this moment. the cold midnight air nips harmfully along your exposed skin, a dress being the utterly wrong outfit choice for tonightâ you suppose it had been worth it because in your defense the dress was stunning, style over comfort always
âwhatâre you doing up here? I mean, alone?â percy speaks up, breaking the silence
âI just wanted some peace and quietâ
he nods in understanding. you finish up the rest of you drink before throwing the cup off the roof for someone to find during clean up tomorrow morning
âyou know, youâre not as vile as I thought you wereâ
your brows furrow confusedly. âwhat the fuck is that supposed to mean?â
âI donât know, I just-â percy stops himself from confessing further, conquering a new excuse instead âI always thought you were a terrible person, yâknow? always trying to find ways to anger me. but you donât seem half bad, not reallyâ
you ponder for a moment before responding, âyouâre not that bad eitherâ
faintly, just maybe a tad, out of the corner of your eyes you see percy crack a smile, maybe if your delusions werenât taking over you might have said a light blush painted his cheeks. he glances over at you, seeing your small shivers. godsâ heâs so fucked. slowly, he slides off his black leather jacket and places it on your lap suddenly, making your eyes widen in confusion
âyouâre cold, arenât you?â
oh no not the blush. âI- yes. uhm- thank you⌠percyâ
shit, the way his name sounds rolling off your tongue is enough to make him want to do anything for you. he wonders if you were aware of the affect you held over him. the silence became awkward at this point. should you say something? or should you leave and never speak to him again? perhaps it was the alcohol, maybe you were feeling oddly confident, but before youâre aware of whatâs happening, your mouth seems to be speaking for you instead
âpercy, I- can I tell you something? and promise me you wonât laughâ
âyou can tell me something but I canât make any promises on the laughing situationâ
you roll your eyes. âthatâs fine. I just- I wanted to tell you⌠ask you? I donât know, itâs weirdâ
âand youâre not?â
âshut the fuck up��� despite his idiotic comment you canât help but laugh. thereâs no way youâre about to confess to him âI- like you. and itâs stupid, I shouldnât like you. but I do unfortunately so now Iâm stuckâ
âyou⌠like me?â
you roll your eyes. âyes, justâ forget it. Iâm drunk anywaysâ
you attempt to crawl away but percy catches you and sits you atop his lap
âdrunk wordsâ he places his finger on your mouth, then moves it to your head âare sober thoughtsâ
âbullshitâ
âyou think Iâm lying?â he laughs âask anyone hereâ
âI- Iâm not doing that. Iâm leavingâ
you try to leave again but his hands quickly reach up to grab your waist and keep you in place. you glare at him so hopefully he takes a hint that youâre not having this conversation, but in response he only smirks. suddenly, you feel a warmth along your neck, only when itâs too late do you realize itâs percyâs lips. maybe it was the alcohol, maybe you had wanted this, but you didnât push him away. though you had questions still
âpercyâŚâ you murmur despite the fuzzy television static growing through your brain. he hums along your neck sending a vibration through your body (additionally an insane heat between your legs). âI- you⌠are you drunk?â
âI donât drinkâ
of course he doesnât
âthen whatââ you quickly shut your mouth to stop any idiotic thoughts from spilling out. but at the same time percy swiftly slots his lips over yours eliciting a gasp from you. thereâs no way he wasnât drunk, it was bullshit what he says. because who just ups and kisses their enemy because theyâre bored? apparently he does. he pull back angrily making him frown
âwe canâtâ we canât do this. weâre enemiesâ
âyour point?â he settles for kissing along your neck again. you let that slide for now
âwe- I mean⌠weâre supposed to hate each otherâ
âwho said I ever hated you?â
oh shit
âyou didâ
he laughs at this, shaking his head in silence. you let your drunken state take over the moment and silence you. your cheeks flush a dark pink shade when your senses are momentarily snapped back as you realize your surroundings
youâre on the roof. with percy, your enemy. whoâs currently manipulating you into thinking he never hated you. and heâs got his hands under your shirt and heâs kissing your neck
youâre so fucked
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Disillusioned 26 . I Blinked and Suddenly..?
a/n: Happy last chapter! I hope you enjoyed reading this series! Also, it's my first time writing something like this wish me luck! I might upload some side stories though, there's some discarded chapters I didn't include that I think would be fun to use as side chapters.
tags: feelings have finally progressed, a bit chaotic
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3 months. Thatâs how long Cale Henituse had been gone to complete the Sealed Godâs test. Time flew faster on Earth 2 but it was still a long time.
Too long.
He enjoyed his experience there. Enjoyed rewriting fate and healing his despair. He knows it will not rewrite his past nor make him forget. Nonetheless, he was happy.
But his even happier to be back to his home. To his family.Â
Thatâs why he allowed himself to be emotional. To bask in the moment while accepting his family's greeting. Even the deadly barrier did little to ruin his mood.
Perhaps he had been too emotional. Maybe he let his emotions get the best of him.
As he stepped out of the grass bed, thatâs devoid of barriers, he finally saw one of the people he had been looking for the most.
_____.
3 months. They have been apart for 3 months. Again, it was faster on Caleâs end but it was still too long of a time.
He feels his heart beat faster in his chest. And no itâs not because of the Vitality of the Heart.
Surge of emotions passed him as he stared at their face. They had been waiting at the back, letting the kids and everyone else have their moment first. A smile graced their faces as they watched the scene unfold before them.
âWelcome home. I missed you.â
_____ smiled warmly at him, and for a moment he thought his brains malfunctioned a little.
âDo you know just how much my heart longed for you while I was away?â
âIâm home. I missed you all too.â
Okay, maybe it wasnât just a little.
âCale..? Excuse⌠me..?â
Fuck it all.
How could he do something so stupid as getting his thoughts and speech mixed up?
For a moment Cale wanted to return to Earth 2.
It didnât help that in the corner of his eyes he could see Rosalyn holding a communication device with Alberu on the other side of the line. The mage probably called him after sensing that something interesting was going to happen.
Cale didnât notice the video recording orb on Raonâs hand. If he did he mightâve coughed out blood on the spot.
âCale..? Are you okay?â
_____ walked towards the silent Cale. They touched his forehead to see if he was sick or something. A blush still coating their face from Caleâs unexpected confession.
â...Iâm fine. But for now, letâs talk.â
The redhead drags the healer to one of the empty rooms in the black castle. Behind them, he could hear Beacrox saying heâd start cooking dishes for Choi Han and him.Â
_____ sat on a couch inside the room, waiting for Cale to speak. Their mind was too chaotic from his words to start the conversation.
âI⌠I meanâŚIâm-â
Cale stammers. Itâs so uncharacteristic of him. He never stammers. But he truly doesnât know what to say. Mind too chaotic to let proper words out.
âTake your time. Itâs okay, just say whatever you want to say.â
_____ encourages him while squeezing his hand. It does more bad than good, their bodily warmth making his brain go into even more overdrive. It kind of feels similar to when he overuses Record.
âYou probably could tell already from what I said earlier. I have feelings for you. I adore you.â
He decided to not make any excuses. The cat was already out of the bag, might as well make it roam around the house.
âOh⌠so you doâŚâ
Caleâs heart drops at the response. It sounds as if the healer was deep in thought.
But itâs fine, they donât need to return his feelings. As long as theyâd still be friends Cale is satisfied enough with that.
As long as their happy Cale will be happy.
âThis is a bit comedicâŚâ
_____ started speaking and Cale pushed away his thoughts to listen.
âBack at the Endable Kingdom, I told myself I would let go of my feelings for you. Especially when you were inside that orb. I told myself that I would be satisfied with our current standing.â
Oh
Oh
They felt the same way.
_____ actually feels the same way!
âI didn't expect our feelings to be mutual.â
The healer offered a wobbly smile. One thatâs full of emotions.
âI have feelings for you too. And Iâve had them for a while now.â
Everything at once came crashing down on Cale. The confession being the trigger of it all. He felt a myriad of emotions to the point he wasnât sure what he was feeling anymore.
In spite of everything he had the mind the pull them into a hug. A hug where he conveyed all the feelings he couldnât say out loud. All the love and longing he has felt. All the hesitation and doubt.
He showed it through that hug.
The healer reciprocated it too. Showing all of their unfiltered emotions in the embrace. From their regrets to the abundance of affection they have for Cale. _____ left nothing out.
âCan I kiss you?â
If Cale is allowing his emotions to control the situation, he might as well go all out.
He opened his eyes that he didnât notice he closed to see _____ nodding in approval.
With nothing else to hold him back, Cale leaned in until their lips touched. His eyes closing once they do.
If their hug felt as though a door opened to a field of emotions then this kiss felt like a whole new world.
Their movements are sweet, gentle. As if the other was glass that would break if they moved the wrong way. As if they were a feather that would fly away if the wind blew too hard.
Care and love were poured into the kiss. In fact, it was the only thing they could feel. The longing they felt these past months. Inhibition is now being let go after so longâ concern for the otherâs well-being is showing itself instead.
Such things were being conveyed in a single kiss.
And Cale doesnât want it to end.
But alas, they are merely humans who need air to live. They also have a lot of things to get done.
âDonât frown like that silly. We can continue later. For now, we have a lot of business to take care of.â
_____ laughed at Cale before giving him one last peck on the cheek before opening the door.
Thump!
Crash!
Several people toppled over as the door opened. There was even a communication and a video recording device in the mix.
âAHAHAHAHA! Were you guys trying to listen in? Even the rising sun of our kingdom is trying to gossip.â
Cale felt his mild irritation be washed away at his loverâs laugh.
LoverâŚ
That sounds good.
It sounds really good.
âIs this really something that would pique your interest? Enough to eavesdrop like that?â
âBut it took you long enough human!â
Raonâs chubby paw pointed at him accusingly. As if he was an avid watcher of a romance telenovela and the main couple finally got together.
Cale raised his hands at the toddlerâs action. He didnât know why he was surrendering but it felt appropriate at the moment.
âYoung master, the food has been prepared.â
Ron smiled benignly as if he wasnât one of the people eavesdropping. To his credit, he was doing it stealthily.Â
But still.
âGo eat. As they said you and Choi Han looked a bit skinnier than before. You must eat your fill.â
_____ dragged his hand out of the room. Ignoring the people, and devices, flat on the ground.
Everything was chaotic. From the confession to the situation now. All of it happened suddenly, a bunch of spur-of-the-moment scenarios clustered in one.
However.
Cale and _____ wouldnât change anything even if given the chance.
For this was their family. A mismatched group of people that somehow came together. And they wouldnât trade it for anything else in the world.
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gn! vampire x gn! reader who doesnât gaf
Vampire whoâs honestly sick of humans at this point.
An encounter with a human is just insulting to them. Theyâre a bloodthirsty predator who have been feared for centuries and now when they corner someone to drink their blood instead of a look of fear they get..pure delight?!
Peoples minds have been so washed by movies that they have lost any sense of self preservation. Instead of screaming for help they get giddy and excited. Theyâve even encountered one person who purposed an arrangement of combining sex and feeding.
They obviously killed them after that and they didnât even get their fill. After hearing such a thing you kind of lose your appetite.
One night they stumbled across you. Walking all along in the dead of night. No passing cars no witnesses..itâs almost too easy.
Eh theyâll try their luck. If you turn out to be annoying theyâll just snap your neck.
They drop down on you and corner you in an alley way smirking when they hear your heartbeat picking up. They force your head to the side and bare their fangs, their breath a chill fanning across your exposed neck.
âSilly human..Wandering around so helplessly, itâs almost as if you want me to feast on you.â He pauses waiting for the usual breathy excited response.
Theyâve come across people who go to deserted areas late at night on purpose hoping to stumble upon a hungry vampire. Those idiots donât realize there could be humans who are far- far worse than vampires lurking in the darkness.
You sigh and their ears ache as they remember all the responses theyâve gotten over the last decades
âCan you not? I literally just got laid off my job. On a night shift too! Couldnât fire me before I spent an entire night there?â You huff âI just really canât do this tonight.â
Theyâre eyes widen and they whip their head up complete bewilderment all over their face â..What did you just say?!â That..was the last thing they were expecting to hear from a human.
Yes they always expect the usual excited responses. Of course thereâs the terrified ones and even though theyâre few and far between that doesnât mean theyâre completely crossed off the equation. But this..whatever it is youâre doing right now they werenât expecting it.
What they didnât know is that similar to themselves you were honestly done with the bullshit of everything. You couldnât give a single shit what happens to you anymore. The economy sucks, the planet is dying, people have become desensitized and apathetic. Honestly either you go first or the planet does whichever goes quick.
But tonight was just really not it.
You wince âAlso, I wouldnât recommend my blood.â Valerians frown only deepens âMy bloodwork is terrible. Honestly, I think it would have the opposite effect on you, Iâm only saying this for your safety.â Valerian hisses âMy safety- What are you blabbing about human?â They sneer âMy immortality does not mean I am patient.â You huff and look around before going to pull your phone out of your pocket âWanna reschedule?â
Valerian have never had an encounter as strange as as this one. How refreshing~ Perhaps theyâll run into you again, until then..they have to find their next meal.
How valerian was looking at reader the entire conversation:
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Okay, so I'm finally putting all the stuff about the other characters on this post as well that @illicien and I came up with. It's not that much, just bits and bobs for different characters. Yeah, I wanted to do this ages ago, but I forgot. Do not judge me or I'll cry.
Let's start with Tony.
He is an engineer for SHIELD, building the Jaegers. He is quite miffed that he is allowed to build but not to pilot. Makes for a grumpy Tony. Alas, when the base gets attacked, he turns the weapons inside out and manages to use them against the attacking Kaiju, saving a lot of people and destroying a big part of the base in the process. Fury is pissed. Tony is proud. Nobody can fire him, 'cause they need him. Fury even allows him to use his bots to clean up the mess, 'cause he needs Tony to keep working on the Jaegers and more defenses.
(He also absolutely is working on a mini-Jaeger called Iron Man. But it's his little hobby side project, because nobody is letting him have any fun. At all. Ever.)
Next is Peter.
He is the kid that's on his own and builds his own Jaeger, after his aunt and uncle got killed in a Kaiju attack. His Jaeger can be controlled by one pilot (yes, this is a Scrapper reference) and is named Spider. He ends up at SHIELD by accident and gets adopted by literally everyone. Even Fury has a soft spot for the kid.
And Stephen.
Stephen was a Jaeger pilot, but he also lost his partner, which scarred him deeply and fucked with his mind so hard he never sets foot in a Jaeger again. It takes a lot of convincing, but thanks to him having deep knowledge about neurology (which was the main reason he was recruited in the first place), he stays at SHIELD, helping Tony refine the sync machines in the Jaegers.
About Thor and Loki.
Obviously they pilot a Jaeger together. They're insufferable. They work well. But, damn, everyone wants to smack them into the next dimension.
The package deal of Steve, Bucky, and Sam.
Steve (who comes from a long, proud line of Jaeger pilots) and Bucky used to pilot a Jaeger together rather early on. But shit went south and Bucky lost his arm and they thought Steve was dead. That led to Fury putting Bucky and Sam together as pilots, because they are compatible. Well. Drift compatible. They're always on each other's throats otherwise.
Through some fucked up kind of luck, though, Steve survived and turns up at SHIELD months later, healed up and ready to get out there again. Only that his old partner has a new partner. That leads to Tony engineering a new Jaegerâone for three pilots. Turns out that Steve is the buffer Bucky and Sam need and they work together like a charm.
Not-really-married Natasha and Clint.
Of course Nat and Clint make a team. They know each other inside and out. So much, in fact, that people think they're actually married and don't dare approach any of them to ask for a date.
Rhodey and Curtis and their white idiots. Also Pepper, Christine, and Karen and their male idiots. And Trish, Claire, and Colleen and their idiots in general. There's overlap.
Just stuffing all these characters into one room, giving them an abundance of alcohol, and letting things play out. There's a lot of complaining. There's bonding. I need a whole series of them just being Done With Shitâ˘. They're so tired.
We did not forget about Bruce.
He is just. Quietly suffering. Bruce is hopping between helping the analysts and helping Tony and nobody gives him the appreciation he deserves. Poor guy. Let me pet him. He is the one listening to people complaining about everyone else.
Another three-person-Jaeger for Jess, Luke, and Danny.
They join SHIELD later on, bringing their people with them. It's clear they also need a three-person-Jaeger, so Tony gets to work. They're good, but really inexperienced, so there's a steep learning curve.
For some reason Zemo gets a part as well. (The reason is my wife, who I love dearly and he is their blorbo, so gotta incorporate him somehow.)
Not too sure about his part, yet, but some kind of intelligence operative, feeding info to Fury about the Kaiju black market and other things normal people wouldn't be able to know. He might have to work together with David at one point, gather as much information that SHIELD can use as possible.
Also. Bucky starts to flirt with him. Steve and Sam are not impressed. Nat is delighted. Clint is actively helping (he is making it worse).
Fuck it, I'm gonna put out my ideas for a Fratt Pacific Rim!AU. Do with this what you want.
Okay, lemme paint the background picture.
SHIELD are the ones behind the Jaeger program, with Nick Fury at the head. Once Curtis lost his leg during That One Mission, Fury seeks him out and recruits him (like Fury does), which leads to Curt dragging in Frank and Billy, because he knows they would be damn good at operating a Jaeger together.
Now on to Frank.
Frank and Billy were marines and friends first, so they have the discipline and they are drift compatible. They go on a lot of missions (don't have a name for their Jaeger yetâmaybe The Punisher? *coughs*)âsuccessful missions. They're the heroes of the Jaeger program. Until everything goes to shit. A Kaiju attacks New York and kills Frank's family. Frank and Billy try to stop it, but they fail, their Jaeger breaks, and Billy dies on this mission. Frank is ⌠not in a good place. He wants to find a new partner, wants to take revenge, but Fury and Curt deem him too unstable and pull him out of the program. Frank goes back to New York (meeting the Liebermans during that time).
((Lieberman tie-in.
David do as David does and hacks into databases he shouldn't hack into. So when he finds stuff he shouldn't find, he panics. But he knows that a rather legendary Jaeger pilot (Frank) is back in New York, so he finds him.
"You have the connections! You can tell SHIELD about the illegal Kaiju trade!"
Frank does not want to do this. He does not. He tells David as much, shoves his middle finger into his face, and leaves. But David is a persistent asshole, so he tracks him down. Again. And again. And again. Until Frank groans and comes by to at least look at what David has found. That's when he meets David's family ('cause he has his set-up down in the basement of his house). Of course Leo, Zach, and Sarah make Frank stay for dinner. And then they make him come over again. And again. And again. Until he can't help but feel integrated into their family. Goddamnit.))
And now on to Matt.
Matt has been part of the Jaeger program family since he was a kid. Jack got recruited just after Matt got blinded, desperately needing to provide for his son, and the people at SHIELD were his best bet to give Matt the care he needed. Jack actually was Fury's partner and they operated a Jaeger together (also no name for this oneâmaybe Daredevil? *coughs*). Of course shit goes south and Jack dies during a mission, Fury taking it upon himself to keep Matt at the base and raise him.
Matt goes on to become one of their analysts, one of the best (at one point Foggy and Karen get recruited, too, and work alongside him). Despite not being able to see any of the Kaiju and the samples that end up at the base, Matt can draw conclusions from the data he has like nobody else. He, Foggy, and Karen find out about the pattern in which Kaiju will appear.
Now onto Frank and Matt meeting.
This discovery prompts Fury to seek out Frank, because, well, they need the best of the best and it has been years by now, so he wants to give Frank another chance. Frank comes back when he hears what's at stake (and brings the Liebermans with himâhe doesn't want to lose another family and David can join Matt, Foggy, and Karen). The problem isânobody is drift compatible with him. They try the best of the best: Steve Rogers, Natasha Romanoff, Bucky Barnes, etc. None of them work.
On one night, Frank thinks it would be best to find out anything he can, so he goes to the lab and asks the analysts himself for all the details. Because he knows Fury and he knows that Fury's secrets have secrets. And that's when he meets Matt, that's when he realizes how goddamn fucking smart he is. And he wants to try to drift with Matt.
Fury is like, hell no, of course. But Frank is nothing if not persistent, and Matt has a secret desire to try this. Because of his dad. Because the Murdock boys have the Devil in them. Because he is just so tired of not doing enough. Fury is still like, hell no. So Matt and Frank just. Do it. Without Fury's permission. 'Cause they're assholes.
Of course Matt, never having drifted before, goes down the rabbit hole. That's when Frank learns that Battlin' Jack Murdockâthe man he had looked up to since he was a kidâwas Matt's dad.
I have a shitton of other ideas, all expanding the universe and including other characters. But this is the more specific stuff I came up with.
#Matt Murdock#Frank Castle#Fratt#Tony Stark#Peter Parker#Stephen Strange#Thor#Loki#Steve Rogers#Bucky Barnes#Sam Wilson#Natasha Romanoff#Clint Barton#James Rhodes#Curtis Hoyle#Christine Palmer#Pepper Potts#Karen Page#Claire Temple#Trish Walker#Colleen Wing#Bruce Banner#Jessica Jones#Luke Cage#Danny Rand#Helmut Zemo#Marvel#NMCU#MCU#Comic
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good news!! i am 25% of the way done with the first draft of my portfolio!! (read: partway through like 50 pages of intensely jargon driven mini essays that are each evaluated by several arcane and strangely worded rubrics)
bad news!! the intense euphoria of nearly being at the point where i can Finally take a break and do what i want without the stress of deadlines hanging over me for the first time in nearly a year paired with the soul-crushing reality of needing to finish the remaining 75% of this project is giving me such intense waves of anxiety and nausea that it is actively preventing me from working on more of the project
#want to scream and yell and bite and rattle the bars of my cage like LET ME OUT!!!!!#LET ME OUUUUUUUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!#with any luck though i will Never have to do this again#unless it gets kicked back at me by the evaluators in which case iâm kind of screwed#which doesnât help my stress levels#writing these essays feels like those mini games in mario where you have to trace a path that disappears after the first few seconds#where i spend a long and tedious time on it and then i check the rubric and iâm like#way off#and have to go back and revise it#because these things are sooooooo dependent on shades of nuance itâs unreal#theyâre long ass prompts with incredibly specific keywords and no real indication of what exactly they want#but then you look back at something youâve written and go AH JESUS FUCKâŚâŚ..#because you identified and described instead of explaining#and also you focused on Your Process instead of What Made You Choose Your Process#itâs insane.
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an idea i invite anyone else to write about / run with lol....
the premise that The Change gets all messed up for alberto, say it's something that can happen from stress, &/or happens rarely and you just have to wait for it to resolve itself....used as some parallel to struggling through some emotional turbulence / upheaval / questioning / Realizing Things, etc etc
#luca 2021#pixar luca#alberto scorfano#another idea i've failed to write for & so invite anyone else to run with: ciao alberto but what if he peaces out by swimming off lol#ends up in a coastal town maybe an hour's swim from genoa. but not Getting In Touch w/anyone for a while b/c plausibly he thinks that#giulia may not be a fan of him now by extension; just being too embarrassed asf to reach out to luca kinda lol....luca off doing his own#thing just fine & alberto not wanting to write him now like b/c i Ruined Everything again ahaha....#and by ''not in touch w/anyone for a while'' who knows. months; a few years even....might stumble across news of him b/c like.#say more sea folk are coming to land / more humans know abt them & not many places are as [harpoon]ly from the start anyways#portorosso exceptional in that way....maybe where alberto settles down they're like legendary but also considered Good Luck anyways lol.#anyways like some people know of him who might; say; swim down to portorosso. have their own teen who knows a teen who mostly lives on land#most convenient re sparking [wow could they mean Our alberto] if he doesn't go so far as to take up an alias lol. but why would he....#that difference in that massimo might figure that however alberto was surviving before; he could continue to do so now; but even though tha#is some comfort it's still Not Actually Enough....feeling way more Parentally towards alberto than his biological dad like that; obv#and anyways re: this [The Change gets messed up] idea it's more of an inconvenience lol but one that could still have some significance#like if he first finds out the issue exists via hopping right into the ocean; failing to change forms; never being human form'd in water b4#thee worst....crash intro course to the experience of drowning. observation of How Humans Swim / being able to grab any part of the boat...#and besides That unpleasantness it's like; hey. where's my nonhuman form at#or; of course; being in sea form even while dry....especially if he's still dealing with Nonsense on land. which is presumed.#&/or if there's an upswing in nonsense b/c of Other ways you're Othered...ofc we can consider like; tfw you're a gay fish & maybe that's no#something that on its own would be like Aah until it's like well a) i kinda wanna do things that would make this Visible and b) i've learne#that humans also Have Issues about this kind of thing....#appropriately my tablet was also all thrown off. no pressure sensitivity; input sensitivity overall was rough#but i would've had to restart my laptop about it lol like eh i'll just work around it
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i think what upsets me most, besides the fact that this means no more accordion unless i somehow miraculously get it fixed, is that despite my best efforts to be careful and not mess up, i still managed to make a mistake and fuck it up. despite understanding and appreciating how expensive and valuable and fragile this instrument is, despite my best efforts to keep it safe and in good condition, i still managed to mess up and damage it.
like ... I just mess up. I have something nice, something of value, and I cannot seem to keep it safe and taken care of. things end up ruined. shirts get holes, dresses get stains, electronics get battery acid leaking or cracked, dishes get broken, book pages get torn or bent, trinkets get chipped, instruments are bonked and rattled. i am so terrified of handling anything that things most often just stay sitting in lidded bins so they are safe from carpet beetles and dust and dirt and food and me.
i just feel awful, i dont understand why I can't just keep things safe and in good condition ?? why is this so impossible for me, especially when i care so much ??
#i think this is partially why i dont allow myself any good art supplies#I got a set of charcoals several years ago and I've barely touched them bc im terrified of fucking them up#but if i get smth from the dollar store? that stuff is getting used immediately#bc its cheap and its not very good quality#im not afraid of using things up. im afraid of ruining them#im such a careful person too but i just. always end up fucking up some time#idk what is wrong w me#this sounds so melodramatic but god im tired#i still feel sick that my nice shirt from the 70s got a tiny hole burned into it bc of fire sparks that i didnt know were around#like i just. cannot have nice things idk. i have the absolute worst luck it seems like. or maybe i just am not careful enough#idk how to be any more careful though honestly fhfkdl#like i either keep things stored away safely sealed up or i am exceedingly careful in handling them#and do everything i can think of and find out to make sure nothing happens#and yet !#i just feel like a massive idiot for this idk fhfmkl silly me to think i could be trusted w this instrument#there are some websites and videos teaching ppl how to fix accordions but... its complex#but i either attempt a fix myself or never play it again bc getting a professional is too expensive#so ... i guess I'll have to take the dive and tinker w it if i want even a chance at playing again#im just terrified I'll break it even further#also i dont think i have access to everything I'll need for fixing it depending on whats gone wrong#so idk if it'll even be possible even if its doable like. i need Tools and leather and felt#i have spare leather scraps but no felt :|#and no special pliers fjfkdl#argh argh im so upset w myself for this#pippen needs 2nd breakfast
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My superpower is that I get so obsessed with something that I cannot stop thinking about it long enough to sleep. It's also not a superpower and actually is a curse
#This rp server I spectate in has irreversibly changed my brain. And my sleep schedule. I need mental help#Nebbie posts#Nebbie text posting#Send fucking post#it is four thirty am here and I have to bike to school tomorrow. I'm gonna be sick#Wanna hear my ideas? My fucking Ideas? I've got Ideas wanna fucking hear?#First my oc VK who I've talked about once and never made a ref sheet for has a full name now. She's not just initials anymore#Did you know? In a post apocalyptic setting VK would grab a fucking musical instrument and learn to play it and start singing to cope#Little buddy is there for moral support and is also the only other thing that keeps her going aside from badly singing Turquoise October#One and Disc are. Actively becoming the worst power couple in the world. Awful awful people who would kill you for sport#At least One has trans swag though. He's still obsessed with makeup and fashion and turf wars even when the world ends#No ideas for the inkling guy who's unnamed or any other minor splat ocs I've got. Woo#Driving me actively insane. This rp server is driving me crazy insane in a positive way. If only I had the guts to actually tell anyone#I need to scream somewhere about it. Praying no one from that server looks at my blog ever. Or just specifically this post#I told them I read every single rp message in the server (5k+) and like. That I really liked it but#How do you tell someone that something they do has like. Chemically changed you to an extreme extent. How can I ever say that#They're like STRANGERS I've said like FIVE words to them. It's like I walked in on a FAMOUS person#The parasocial is. I want to actually be friends with these people they're so cool but I've put myself into a parasocial thing#They've already got an established friend group and like. I've never been able to join an established friend group#I did it ONCE in middle school by fucking LUCK and it's never happened again. Spect 7 was my magnum opus#I tried to join a friend group one time in the Hollow Knight community and then it just crashed and burned so.#I guess I've just got a doomsday sort of view of interacting with people now. I've never had it work out before#God damn. Earlier I was thinking that past 3am is my poor decision making time and it's so true. Fuck. God damn#Whatever. I need a 3am emotional rambling tag.#It's 4am but whatever#To clarify ig. You can reblog this because the actual post is funny (to midnight me at least) just pretend these tags don't exist lol
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is that right? â mattheo riddle.
summary:Â both your parents had set up an arranged marriage. you both simply tolerated it for the most part, as it really was in the best interest for your respective families. over the year, you started to really develop feelings for each other - especially in wanting to expand the family name.
pairing:Â mattheo x fem! reader
warnings:Â jealousy, smut like literal major baby making so there is unprotected p in v and creampie, so breeding!kink, oral sex (giving and receiving), fingering, choking, gagging, slight bondage, almost public but not really?, cock warming... maybe slight daddy/mommy stuff naturally?. i think that's pretty much it fluff at the end. he is rough but talks you through it, praise!kink.
note:Â this is my first time ever writing smut...omg i almost didnt finish writing this LOL i had to stop midway then I had the post clarity and that shameful feeling HAHAHAH
word count: 7.5k
(slightly not really proofread...again)
reblogs & comments are appreciated! i hope you have fun!! tell me what you think!
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Both your parents had set up an arranged marriage for after you and Mattheo graduated from Hogwarts. You've been married for over a year now, living in a manor that housed both families. There was definitely some tension occurring, recently youâve both started to further develop feelings. At first you tolerated your union as his family wanted to continue with a strong and pure bloodline, and your family simply wanted protection.Â
You were sitting at your vanity, brushing your hair when Mattheo walked out of the bathroom with wet hair and a towel around his waist. He gave you a smug look, heading to the walk-in closet, dropping the towel and slipping on his underwear, his back turned to you. You wouldnât help but press your thighs together at the sight of him, you quickly return to brush the knots from your hair.Â
From the vanity mirror you look at his chiseled back muscles. He still looks as good as the first day you met him. You had the luck on your side for that, at least the partner in your arranged marriage was good lookingâŚyet you craved having a chance to fall in love organically. You could count on a single hand how many times you and Mattheo had been physically intimate.Â
Mattheo put on a shirt and grey sweats, shit, before walking out of the closet to approach you. âIâve heard from your parents that youâve been talking to another guy at work?â he says calmly but firmly.
You thought about it for a second, âCharlie? Yeah, heâs in training.â After graduating Hogwarts you were able to quickly land a job with the M.O.M. while mattheo stuck with DADâŚaka the familyâŚbusiness. I moved on to rub body oil on my legs and arms, not looking at him.
He tried to not pay any attention to you as you moved your hands in tight little circles. Mattheo would love a good massage right about now too, he took a step back and sat on his side of the massive bed, âand what do you talk to him about?â
âI mean,â you scoff at him, âMattheo, itâs just training protocols. Showing him around the work area, how to do things, where things are at. Not much else to it than that.â
He clenched his jaw, he couldnât deny that he had an attraction to you, but he always told himself to ignore it, âthatâs it?â
âYes, thatâs it.â You stood up from the vanity, clicking closed the boy oil. Setting it down where it belonged, you enjoyed having a tidy space. You sat on your side of the bed.
He looked at the way your hips swayed in your night dress as you walked to your side. You turned your head to look back at him. He looked so tense, âI hope youâre not lying.â
You stayed quiet, of course he wouldnât trust me. You had never given him a reason not to even before the start of this arrangement, so it annoyed you when he doubted you. That might just be his nature though. You slid into the satin bed sheets, they were nice and cool to the touch, much needed after a long day at work. You turned your bedside lamp off, encasing your both in darkness. Mattheo laid beside you, he usually took to his side, but tonight he was feeling a bit off so he wanted to be close to you. Not making physical contact but enough to where you notice his warm body.Â
You kept your eyes open, your back turned away from him, what was he doing? He never slept so close to you. After a long period of silence you spoke up, feeling brave because it was dark. You wouldnât see his expression and he wouldnât see yours, âare you jealous, Mattheo?â
He sneered at the question, as if the idea of him being jealous was a crime, âof course not. Iâm just concerned that youâre doing something you shouldnât be.â There was a small hint of jealousy in his voice, he hated to admit it but he didnât like the idea of you with another man.
âI might have not had a choice, but I donât plan to step out of this marriage. You have nothing to worry about.â You tried to scoot closer to the edge of the bed, trying to build distance from him, âI wish I could say the same with youâŚand your assistant.â
His face looked offended, but you couldn't see it, you could hear it in his voice, trying to keep it cool. âMy assistant? Youâre the only one that is allowed in my office.â
âThatâs not what Draco told me.â Mattheo was able to recruit Draco back into the business. Draco was nice to you, he was like a brother figure. Your families were close. They would have arranged a marriage with him instead, but his mother decided against it. She believed in falling in love, and making the choice Dracoâs. âHe warned me to never let you go on any work trips or work late over time. He doesnât trust your assistant. Draco told me she wants to take any opportunity to have you alone, where no one can see you two.â
Mattheo gritted his teeth as he listened to you. He didnât appreciate that Draco was telling you things about him, in fact was pissed. He sat up in bed, turning on his bedside lamp. He looked at you with furious eyes, âDraco has no idea what heâs talking about. My work assistant wouldnât do such things!â That was a lie and he knew it.
âI trust Draco. Donât you speak ill of him. Why are you defending her?! YOUâRE the one who should be telling me that you wouldnât do such things with her!â You couldnât help your own jealousy come forth, you nearly fell off the bed.
He grabbed your arm to pull you back on the bed. Mattheo spoke with a calm and firm voice, âyou have my word that I have never, nor will i ever, do such things with my assistant. No other woman can have me the way you do.â He admitted with a smirk, grabbing your chin and lifting it up so your gaze would be on him only.
You didnât thank him for catching you, but you were glad he did. You lost your concentration for a split second at his admission. You regained yourself, âfire her then.â
He laughed at your demand, âfire my assistant?â A wicked thought passed through it. He could use this to his advantage to make you feel jealous, test the water on how you felt about him, âWhy would I do that? She helps me.â
You crossed your arms, âyou have three choices.â You count up with your fingers, âYou either fire her. Let me choose an assistant for yourself. Or you hire me to be your new assistant.â
He raised his eyebrow at your offers, but still kept his cool, He didnât want to show how turned on he was by how demanding you were being at the moment, âyouâre giving me an ultimatumâŚâ he smirked slightly, âand you think Iâll just do as you demand?â
âYou better mattheo. If you donât want to take it for purely my sake, do it for your bloodline.â I rolled my eyes. Fighting back the blush, thinking one day I will carry his child.Â
He groaned at the mention of the family purity, âis that right?â he said in a frustrated tone, âyou know as well as I do that this marriage is a duty to our families.â He sighed. âVery well, iâll take you up on your offer, be my new assistant.â
Your eyes grew wide. You didnât actually expect him to take that choice, far as you could tell he enjoyed being away from you even if it was at work. âIâll call my work in the morning. See? Not so bad that I was training Charlie, he can take my place.â You tried to read his face before laying back down, this time closer to the center of the bed.
He turned off his lamp again, âlet it be done. But remember, as my new assistant, I won't go easy on you.â He teased, there was a small smile on his face he couldnât straighten out.
You reached out to pinch his ear, âdonât let it get to your head. Iâm still your equal as your wife. Donât forget about that.â You turned your back to him once again, closing your eyes.
His smile only got bigger at how fierce you were being, he must have struck a chord. He has never seen you so jealous. âYes, yes⌠of course my love.â he mocked in a quiet voice as he inched closer to you, laying by your side. Not making much contact, but enough to tease you. You rolled your eyes, he only ever used pet names to tease you. You wanted them to mean something. You remembered the way he came out of the shower, you thought about his wide shoulders, his collar bones.. You scoot your ass closer to his hips. Two can play at that game.
Mattheoâs breath hitched, âwhat do you think youâre doing?â
âIâm trying to sleep. Goodnight.â
He was so close to snapping at you, but he didnât want to take the bait, ânight.â
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The next morning you woke up early to call and explain why you were leaving the ministry. You had to come up with a solid unsuspecting excuse. Mattheoâs family would not be too happy with it, being their spy and all, but if it meant my marriage could be successful, so be it.Â
You were at the dining room table, it was empty. Everyone in the manor wouldnât wake up for another half hour or so. Yet there was Mattheo in his black suit, âmorning.â He found it amusing you were already ready for the day. He looked you up and down, a wave of lust surged through him. He thought you looked quite lovely, he almost said it outloud but resisted the urge.
âGood morning Mr. Riddle, sir.â You stood up, pulling his seat out. You rolled my eyes, but smiled sweetly at him, âIâm ready for my first day.â
He chuckled softly at how polite you were being, âare you now? And what are you looking forward to most today?â
One of the maids came by to set mattheoâs breakfast down. I smiled at her and waited until she left before continuing, âSir, I'm looking forward to you firing your current assistant⌠in front of me.â You batted your lashes at him. Knowing you were going to meet her for the first and last time, you took extra care in how you looked.
âYou really want to witness her losing her job, don't you?â He bit the corner of his mouth.Â
âShe should have watched the way she was acting with you, if she really cared about her job security.â Our blended family began to slowly trickle into the dining room, you laid a hand on Mattheoâs shoulder. you kissed his head. We made the appearance of a blissful marriage around them, not wanting a rift to occur between the families, âI'll meet you at the car in 15, darling.â
He tried his hardest to maintain his facade as you kissed him and left. He again watched you walk away, your perfect figure made his body tingle with desire once more. He excused himself from the table.
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Mattheo turned the car off and unbuckled his seatbelt first to get out so he could open your door, âare you ready, my dear?â he questioned though he knew the answer. He didnât think there would be any hesitation from you in regards to what was about to happen.
You nodded, straightening out your skirt. You followed him into the building. You felt uneasy to be around so many people who have caused harm and were plotting to do more. At least your family was safe, as long as you were with the Riddles.
Mattheo noticed and held your hand as he led you to his office, âNothing is going to happen to you.â He offered you a chair in front of his desk before going around to sit at the main chair.
You couldnât help but smile, you let it drop just as quick too. Itâs all just part of the agreement. If something were to happen to you, poof~ there goes the bloodline.Â
âGood morning, Mattheo.â A woman with a sickly sweet, sickly high pitched voice said with the entry.
He gave her a brief glimpse, he could already tell he would get a headache. His assistant was wearing a tight fitting top with a ridiculously short skirt, she was pouring him a cup of coffee.
You watched as his eyes followed her, gripping tightly at the chairâs arm. Draco was right, no one in their right mind would think of dressing that skimpy for work, if they were truly just there to get shit done. âItâs Mr. Riddle to you.â You said taking your left hand to your chin, making sure your wedding ring was up and front ready to gawk at.
Mattheo looked at you, he loved the way your demeanor was changing. He could see the jealous and possessive energy oozing off of you. He found it quite intriguing, a part of him wanted to test your limits. He reached out to accept the cup of coffee from his assistant, âis it just like how I like it?â âYes Mr. Riddle. Just how you like itâ she said, leaning over to him, finishing the stir. This made her skirt even tighter and her breasts were there to peep into.
You stared at Mattheo hard, expecting him to say something to the woman. He felt you, he had to admit he also was quite displeased at how his assistant behaved around him, but it was all fun and game.
âNow, what do I have scheduled for today?â
Before the woman could answer you interrupted. âI know one thing you have scheduled, Mattheo.â You tapped your foot. You needed her gone. Now. Draco - youâll have to thank him at the next dinner party. You should have done something sooner. You canât believe your husband was letting this slut work around him, dictating what he did by the hour.
Mattheoâs eyebrows slightly rose in surprise, he was a bit caught off guard at your interruption. He was so amused by how impatient you had become.
âWell we do have a meeting to go with the Boyles in an hour, can this wait?â His assistant said puffing her chest out to make it appear larger. You hated that she said we instead of you. That bitch. You got up from your seat, going around the desk to stand behind Mattheo. You snaked both arms over his shoulders and down his chest.
He held back a groan as your soft touch distracted his thoughts for a moment. He loved that you were making it clear he was yours. He snapped out of it when he remembered he was still in the presence of his assistant so he looked back at her, all the mock gone from his voice, âiâll be quick⌠Youâre fired. You're no longer needed here.â
The blood drained out of the womanâs face, her shoulderâs immediately fell. You gave her a fake condolences look.
âW-wuh why? What did I do? Is this because of the office party last week? It wonât happen again, it was wildly inappropriate.â She composed herself, taking a stab at you with the last portion. You brought your hands to Mattheoâs shoulders and squeezed hard slowly, as to not bring attention to the action.
His eyes darkened, âYou knew the rules. My father specifically told you when you started not to try anything with me. But even after making it clear, you still chose to try and make a move on me at my own party.â His voice was deep, hiding the amusement that lay underneath.
Even though you hated the confession, you couldn't help but appreciate Mattheoâs honesty. You lessened the grip on his shoulders, rubbing out the part you dug in your nails as a way of saying thank you.
âI was so drunk Mr. Riddle. Iâm terribly sorry. I really need this job. I thought you were needing something elseâŚI thought you werenât getting pleased right. Mattheo, I'm sorry donât fire me.â You wanted to scream as she pleaded. You can hear the poison off the back of her tongue. Seriously, that Bitch! With that comment you returned to dig your nails into Mattheo.
âMy needs are none of your concern.â Mattheo spat at her, but she was right. He has been craving a certain kind of touch for far too long now. He did enjoy a good begging, no matter who it came from, but he wasnât going to go against his marriage.Â
You felt him hold your left hand, flipping it so that both the back of your hands were facing the woman, he was showing your matching rings, âI am perfectly happy in my marriage.â You couldnât help but wonder if he meant that, or if it was just for show. I was happy too wasnât I?
The woman looked at your hands that were pressed together, despite her disappointment, she knew there was nothing she could do so she bit her tongue and nodded in response. You watched her every movement, as she collected herself. She still didnât bother pulling down her skirt or buttoning up her shirt, it was as if she still wanted Mattheo to see what he would have missed out on. To leave this image with him as a parting gift.
He simply stared at the clock, âyou have three minutes to collect your things before security arrives to escort you out of the building. Do not leave anything behind because it will be incinerated. My father will deal with your severanceâŚif he gives you anything. Especially after I tell him why I had to fire you.â
She turned to the door, stole a glance back at Mattheo, and left the room. You stayed put behind Mattheo. You didnât want him to see your face just yet. You needed to cool down.Â
He groaned loudly and leaned back into your touch, rubbing a hand over his face, âI donât even know why I kept her for so long. She wasnât even that good at her jobâ he smirked, still wanting to test you.
âDonât play stupid, I know I won't. Clearly there was something going on!â You scoffed, âto think you were getting so mad at Draco for warning me!â
He took your hand pulling you over to sit on his lap, âthere was absolutely nothing going on. I didnât ask her for anything outside of work related things. I would have never let her touch me, she thought I was unhappy in our marriage.â
âWhy would she think you were unhappy hmm? Why was she assuming, letâs be honest, she assumed correctly that you werenât getting needs met. How were you acting with her, tell me now.â You couldnât help but feel like a little girl on his lap, a little girl who was throwing a tantrum for not wanting to share a beloved stuffed animal.
He rested his chin on your shoulder as he spoke into your ear, âit was probably because I was often short tempered with her, but I promise it was mostly due to her not doing her job correctly.â His lips brushed against your neck.
Yeah that kind of sounds like Mattheo, he liked things done a certain way, and he didnât like when it veered off the track. But then again, even in school he was a massive flirt. So how much was the tension between the two due to his short temper and how much was his charm?Â
âSheâs not worth even a moment of your thought.â He mumbled against your ear, sending a shiver down to your core. He placed a gentle kiss right under your jaw. His hands ran down your thighs, squeezing ever so lightly.
You let out a faint moan, âMattheoâŚâ You couldnât remember exactly the last time you were like this, it was very rare. While in school, you remembered how everyone wanted him. He allowed them to play games with him, he loved to toy with them too. But the girls knew, they ultimately knew they had no chance ending up with him. Our arranged marriage wasnât a secret.Â
He continued to press kisses over your neck, occasionally nipping and sucking gently on your skin, enjoying the way your body responded to his touch. He grabbed one leg and forced you to face him, your knees now on either side of his thighs, straddling him. He then wordlessly cast a spell on the door with his wand, so it wouldnât be opened. He didnât even look at the door, he didnât need to carefully aim. You could feel your core getting embarrassingly wet at the simple gesture. âMattheo, we shouldnât..â you panted.Â
âMaybe youâre rightâŚâ He responded, though he didnât stop his ministrations. He captured your lips with his, kissing you hungrily as he pressed his body against yours. His hands exploring over your body.Â
You let your hands go up the back of his neck, tugging at his dark curls. They were so soft and velvety. Fuck. He felt so good, you could feel him press against yourself. You forgot how big he was, you wanted to just dry hump him to feel satisfied with yourself right now. You couldnât bring yourself to it, you tried to speak between his hasty sloppy kisses, âMattyâŚyou do have a meeting soon.â
He loosened his grip ever so slightly, âthen do your job. and cancel. it.â He said through gritted teeth, planting kisses on your collarbone. Without looking he pulled his phone closer to you. He hoped you would make the right choice.
You nodded shifting in his lap, earning a groan. What a start to my new job. âWhatâs the extension to Boyleâs assistant?â You grabbed the receiver trying to hold it and keep your breath steady. Mattheo whispered it against your ear lobe. You grew impatient once more as you continued to hear it ring on the other end. Câmon answer.
âHello, how may I direct your call?â
âHi umâ you looked down at Mattheoâs sweet brown eyes that were following you, pleading with yours, you tried to get him to pause with his lip exploration for a second, âIâm Mr. Riddlesâ new assistant - we..I..we..sorry he needs toâ damn ..girl I NEED TO! Mattheo muffled his own giggle with his hand. Enjoying how you kept messing up, obviously your mind has started to get clouded.
âY/N/N?â The woman on the other receiver said, your old nickname from school.
âOh my god, Daphne? Hey! I didnât recognize your voiceâŚ!â
He watched you with slight amusement.
Daphne started to ramble on about how she started at this job, on any other day you would have totally loved to entertain her and catch up. You got along very well, but you cut her off as she explained, âum Daphne, we should go out for some coffee soon, we can talk then. Itâs just that Mattheo needs the meeting with the Boyles rescheduled.â
âOh..okay..is everything alright? It was an important meetingâŚâ
Not as important as this.
âEverything is fine, is there a different time we can meet? Push it back a couple more hours?â You looked over at his schedule that his previous slut of an assistant left. You both ended up agreeing on a later time, you quickly thanked her and said goodbye. You clicked the receiver down, putting the do not disturb on for good measure too.Â
âWhere were we?â you shyly said, looking at his eyes that were gleaming with desire and excitement.
âI was thinking we could restart from here..â He readjusted you back on his lap, slipping a hand under your skirt skimming along the line of your panty.Â
You missed his touch, his hands could sometimes be so cold to the touch that they felt like they left a burning trail. He pulled back slightly, picking you up by your ass to set you down on the edge of his desk. He used his hands to open your legs wider, ever so gently âIs it okay if I touch you right here?â you were already nodding before he finished, âUse your words with me. Do you want me to touch you here?â He padded his thumb against your core, still over your panties. âYes Mattheo, please please touch me.âÂ
âThatâs my girl.â He smiled proudly, he could already feel the want and need pouring off of you, and it was driving him equally if not more insane. He pushed your skirt up higher, revealing yourself to him. Ran his hands over your hips massaging them as you had done the night before. They felt so soft and squishy.Â
You couldnât help but throw your head back, leaning on your forearms. You moved your head forward to look at him when he retracted his hands. He had sat back down in his chair, admiring how he had you. You felt like you were under a microscope, to be so exposed. You tried pressing your legs back together.
Tsk, tsk, tsk, âdonât hide. Let me see you.â he pushed your knees back apart to regain his view. He pulled your dominant hand forward, he also leaned forward so you could touch the side of his face, âshow me how you please yourself.â He watched with a hungry expression, clearly enjoying how you blushed and got flustered. Mattheo gently rubbed his thumb along your burning cheek softly, then traced it against your bottom lip asking for entry, âthereâs no need to be shy with me, my love.â His voice was sweet and soft, âI promise I wont judge you, you are my wife after all.â
You let his thumb go into your mouth. You sucked on it, not once breaking eye contact, âshit y/n, thatâs my pretty princess.â with his free hand he slid underneath his own pants and readjusted himself into a comfortable position. He took your dominant hand once more, putting it over your core. âShow me.â
You hesitated again to make a move on yourself, Mattheo pulled his thumb out of your mouth so he could wrap his hand around your neck, âdonât make me say it again.â
Oh my shit. âSorryâ you managed to choke out through his alternating grip intensity. You went over your panties to play yourself. You were so wet. Your hand was shaking with nerves as you rubbed over your entrance, letting your slick arousal coat them before moving them between your folds and finally at your clit. Mattheo was looking down at your movements. The hand that wasnât around your neck, he helped by holding your panties out of the way, âso pretty, youâre glistening.â
âYou..you have this effect on me Matty. This is all for you.â
âGood, youâre mine.â He choked you hard then lessened it once more, âand i'm yours.â He kissed you again before watching you play with yourself. You kept rubbing your clit for him. He let go of your neck, you felt your blood rush back to your brain. Mattheo unbuttoned your top, unclasped your bra and started to play with your breasts. Alternating and teasing each nipple. âSo perfect.â He grinned against your nipples, biting it and blowing cool air on it. You yelped and he covered your mouth, âshhh.â He unlatched himself from you and sat down. He rubbed himself through his pants before undoing his belt. His eyes never left your wet core, it was purring for him.
He let out a small sign, laughing. You felt insecure for a split second, âwhat?â
âNothing..youâre just doing..it wrongâ
âHuh?â
âHere let me help you, princess. Iâll show you how I'd do it.â he moved his chair closer, moving your hand away. He just rubbed the middle and ring finger along your heat, it grant him a moan, ây/n, as much as I love hearing you like this. Youâve gotta stay quiet.â
You bit your lip hard, âIâll try Mattheo but..â
âNone of that, you must do as I say.â he gently inserted one finger inside you, curling it up against your wall. You moaned louder. He whipped his single digit out, âyouâre so needy, even with a single finger? Sweet Salazar, what am I going to do with you? Youâre hopeless.â He let out a haughty laugh.
âBaby..please.â You watched him stand up, taking his belt off the loops of his pants. You thought he was finally doing to give you what you wanted most, but instead he just wrapped it around your head, tightening it around your mouth, closing it.
âIâm really sorry I have to do this baby girl, but you just wont keep your mouth shut.â He wasnât a bit sorry, you can tell by how he looked down at the sight of you. He was actually quite pleased. He gave you a kiss on the forehead, it was a sharp contrast to the leather belt wrapped around your mouth. Seeing you like this was beyond his wildest dreams, gagged before him. Mattheo sat back down continuing where he left off, but this time he inserted two of his fingers. He didnât allow you to adjust to them. The belt indeed muted your cry. It hurt, you didnât dare use two of your own fingers on yourself, and here he was with hands that were twice the size of yours.
âYouâre doing so well for me, princess.â He whispered, inserting his fingers all the way and pulling them out the same. You felt a tear running down your cheek. He began to rhythmically curve them when they were inside you. The pain was quickly subdued with pleasure. You laid back on the desk arching yourself so he could go in deeper, âso now you want more huh?â
Still fingering you, he went back to suck on your nipples. He towered over you, you shook your head, âwhat is it?â He looked at your concern. You looked at his fully clothed body, wrapping your hand around his tie. You were naked, apart from your skirt, but it was so bunched up at your hips it didnât matter. You couldnât be the only one bare right now, you want to see his body, âhow are you still bossy with your mouth shut?â He laughed, pushing your hand away, ânews flash, Iâm your boss now. You donât tell me what to do.â
Despite his words, he did take off his tie first, wrapping it around your wrists, goddammit, before taking off his suit jacket and unbuttoning his shirt only half way. You could look at his chest that was peaking. You felt yourself drool against the belt.
He sat back down and continued to finger you relentlessly. He pulled out and tasted his fingers, âtoo bad youâre gagged. I would have liked you to taste yourself. At least I have your cunt to myself.â he welcomed himself into you again. He slowly ran his warm tongue up your slit, stopping at your clit. He did this a couple of times. It was so agonizing. Your eyes were bobbing around unable to stay open. With your hands tied you were still able to hold his head down to stop and focus on your clit.
Mattheo would have swatted your hands away, but he needed your touch as well. He wanted to make you feel amazing, he wanted you to forget your name and only respond to âwifeâ. But god did he also just want to already bury his cock deep inside you to feel some relief. He needed to be patient.
Your breath began to get shallow and unsteady. He groaned against your clit, your pussy was repeatedly clenching around his fingers, indicating you were close.Â
His lips curled devilishly, he was thinking about denying your orgasm. He only wanted you to cum on his cock and nothing else. The only reason why he didnât is because he loved the taste of you too much to stop, âyou can do it, doll. Come for me let me taste it.â
You began to shake and grab a fist full of curls as you came. He gradually slowed down, helping you ride out your orgasm. You felt so relaxed.
He looked so full of himself. He pulled his face away from you, his lips were red and swollen from his own work. Mattheo held up his right hand, the one that was fingering you, you could see the wetness on it.Â
With his clean hand he pulled down his pants and underwear in one quick motion. Rubbing his cock with his right hand, letting your cum wet it. He used two fingers to beacon you over, before he realized you couldnât move. He left your wrists still tied, and pulled you forward onto your feet. âLook me in the eye, princess. Do you promise to be quiet now?âÂ
You could only nod. That was enough for him, because he had other plans to occupy your mouth. He removed the belt around your mouth. With your still bonded hands you wiped the spit around your mouth, âGod, damn.â
He laughed, âI don't remember being called God before, but you can't continue with its use.âÂ
Before you could reply with something snarky, he pushed you down onto your knees and had the tip of his cock at your lips, âSorry, I canât actually trust you to be quiet, so open wide and take it.â
You obeyed. Though you could only take nearly half of it before it started your gag reflex, âi love that sound baby,â he signed, âis it too big for you?â He didnât really care for an answer, of course it was. It would have just inflated his ego more.Â
âCâmon and let me in more.â slobber just kept going down your chin and onto your breasts. He bucked his hips at the sight, âyouâre so fucking pretty.â Mattheo gathered your hair into two bunches, using them as handlebars. He was straight throat fucking you at this point. You began to feel faint, and he saw it too, so he pulled his cock all the way out allowing you to breathe. âYouâre doing so good.â He kissed you on the lips, using his shirt to help clean your chin.
You were just about to say thank you when he reinserted his cock into your mouth. You pull your head back and he actually allows you. With your bound hands you stroke the portion of his cock that you couldnât take in, pumping it. Admiring the veins running down it . You wrap your lips around his lip, swirling your tongue around. His precum was like a classified drug to you, it was so delicious. You kept at your pace wanting more to come out, âyouâre obsessedâ Mattheo pointed out thrilled.
âTalk to me, loveâ He touched your ear lobe.Â
You spoke to him with his cock still in your mouth, so it slurred your speech, âyob ase sâ gob.âÂ
He chuckled but groaned with the vibrations your voice made, âwhat was that?â
You stopped sucking, âyou taste so good!â you smile at him. This brought him to his knees, literally he kneeled beside you, he removed the tie around your wrists rubbing them for you. Both your eyes are on the same level now.
âYou really are beautiful.â He said causing you to blush. âDonât turn all shy on me now, princess.â he tucked a strand of hair behind your ear in a soft gesture. âWeâre far from being shy with each other right now.â Mattheo kissed you.
âI just like hearing you say that, my king.â
With a voice filled with affectionate warmth, âwhen you call me that it makes me want to keep you by my side forever, my precious princess.â He began to kiss you harder, âI want to keep you forever.â He pushed his soft side out of the way and pushed you onto your knees in front of him You arched your back so your ass was in the air, âthis is what you fucking teased me with last night.â
You laughed, âyeah I know.â
âSo you wanted this bad huh?â
âYess Matty I want you.âÂ
He admired the scene in front of him. He kneaded your ass, biting it and making your cry again. âDonât make me use the belt again.â
âIâm sorry, Iâll be quiet now.â You cupped your own mouth. You saw his jacket on the floor and took it under your head.
âYouâre so obedient, it's very good. How havenât I bred you sooner? I want you pregnant with the next Riddle heir.â He ran a hand slowly over your back, gently but possessively.
âI have actually been thinking the same thing. My body is ready for your seed, im..im ready for it.â
When you agreed with his wish it only made something in him pop, something shifted in Mattheoâs eyes. The hunger and desire growing.Â
He spat out at your spread exposed pussy, as if it wasnât already sopping wet. He just liked the idea of having his bodily fluids in you. He rubbed his full length on the outside of your slit, teasing you, âyou think your tiny pussy can take my cock better than your mouth?â
ShitâŚactually that was an honest question. The few times you tried already, you were only able to take in 3/4th of his length before tearing and asking him to stop. Plus you both havenât fucked in a long while, âMatty, Iâll try by bestâŚâ you sounded a little uneased.Â
He pulls on your arm turning you to look behind at him, âWe don't have to rush this. But I promise iâll make it good for you if you let me. Youâre my wife and you will be the mother of my children soon enough.â He let go of you, bending over to kiss your shoulder blades, biting them roughly before going to your ear, âIâll try to take it slow, but I really need you to take all of me in, darling. I need my seed to make it directly into your womb. I donât want it to possibly drip out. You can do it.â
You moaned at his words of encouragement, you will try your best. He continued to stroke your hair, âlisten to me: youâre my everything. And I won't let you get hurt, okay?â He kissed your temple, âif it is too unbearable, just tell me and I'll stop. Nothing is more important to me than your comfort and trustâŚbut I do want you to give me a baby. A couple of them.â He laughed like his usual self, âso please try hard to take me like a good girl.âÂ
You pulled at his hair harshly, âjust fuck me Riddle.â with that he slapped your ass leaving a red welt in the shape of his hand and squeezing it to lengthen the pain, âatta girlâ. He finger fucked you a little bit more before realigning the tip of his dick to your hole.Â
You closed your eyes, and he began to press into you. It wasn't so bad, actually it already felt amaz - -- okay nevermind. He felt you squeeze around him, and he stopped to reassess the situation, âplease princess, let me in.â
âMatty I donâtâŚI dont think I canâ you gripped onto his jacket for dear life.
âYou can and you will.â He reached over to rub your clit, it helped relax you and he kept sinking deeper and deeper in you. You bit the jacket. It was a crazy mix of pain and pleasure.
âThere we go.â he was satisfied, he was finally balls deep inside you, âsee I knew you could do it.â He stayed still trying to let your pussy try to adjust around him, âyouâre so fucking tight. Actually, I was having second thoughts, but here we are.â He said proudly kissing your neck from behind.
âYouâre so fucking huge Mattheo, youâre too good to me.âÂ
âI adore youâ he whispered, âthereâs no one else like you. YouâreâŚyouâre the love of my life. Both our parents saw that before we did. They knew we were meant for each other when they arranged our marriage.â He groaned as you squeezed him purposefully this time.
âI love you Mattheo. I do.â You manage, your words felt true to each other. With a tender grip he starts to move his hips slowly away from you only to slam back in. Watching your face for any sign you wanted him to stop but all he got was a smile and, âIâll give you as many children as you want.â
Without proper warning he quickened his pace holding you face down to the floor. You closed your eyes tightly, locking your jaw. You inhaled his smell through his jacket. Pain was being replaced with a pleasurable numbness. Your brain was going utterly stupid, âmake me pregnant Mattheo. Let me make you into a proper daddy.âÂ
He chuckled at that, âfucking take my dick then. Iâll make you the most beautiful mommy there is. You're such a good wife and I know youâll be the best mother to my children.â
Mattheo pressed his hand just under your belly button, he took one of your hands and pressed it there with you, âcan you feel my cock, darling? You can feel it through your tummy.â
âYes I can. I feel so full.â You moan.
His grunt and thrusts began to get sloppy, his balls slapping against your clit. It made you roll your eyes behind your head, âprincess, I thinkâŚâÂ
âMe too, let's cum together. Let's mix ourselves more.â You raised your ass higher, tilting it ignoring the back pain you were getting.
âIâm going to fill you up even more,â he whimpered, his voice faltering as if he was about to cry, âdon't let anything drip out. Take it all in okay?â You nodded, holding your head up and twisting it so uncomfortably around to the side so you can watch him release himself into you. What a sight for sore eyes.Â
His curls were plastered onto his forehead with sweat, his cheeks were flushed. Mattheoâs eyes looked back at your eyes with a longing you haven't seen before, âI love you Y/N. thank you thank you thank you.â He began to repeat, as he shot a large load into you. He was right, you could feel your tummy grow already. You followed shortly after, squeezing and milking his cock out more.
His breath was coming out in ragged gasps as he came down from his climax. His body was trembling, but he held you tightly. His face buried in the crook of your neck, âthat was incredible.â He looked at you with adoration and contentment, âyouâve given me everything iâve ever wanted. Thank you.â
âThank you for choosing me after all.â
Mattheo was about to pull out, but you didnât allow him. You pulled at his shirt, making him spoon you on the floor. You wanted to warm his cock, but also use it to continue plugging in his cum inside of you, to be marinated. You told him this too, and he flushed, âhey you said we wouldnât be getting shy with each other, itâs too late for that.â He laughed making his dick still twitch inside you, you let out a moan. He grinned mischievously. You gave him an uncertain look.
Mattheo looked at the clock âyeah we should probably just move the meeting to a different day.â
âDo I really have to call it in again?â
âYes yes you do, youâre my new assistant remember?âÂ
âYeah and soon to be the mother of your children too.â
He wrapped his arms around you in a loving embrace. âI promise to take care of you and our little ones,â he said with sincerity, âYouâll be the most beautiful, loving mother, and I'll support you every step of the way.â
He tugged on the phoneâs cord, pulling it so that it drops on the floor beside the two of you, âgo on call again. Move it for next week.â He starts kissing your jaw again, moving his hips and slithering his hand back to your clit, âI hope you didnât think we were finished, I think I can give you more of my cum to hold.â
âMattheoâŚâÂ
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spencer x reader where she kisses his forehead and heâs đĽšđĽš
âSpencer, are you dead?âÂ
Spencer ignores your question by accident. Heavy head in hand, heâs slowly sinking closer and closer to the hotel breakfast table to rest. His neck twinges with the effort it takes to stay up.Â
âSpencer,â you say more sharply.Â
His eyes track like the air is honey. He settles on your sluggishly while offering no greeting, tiredness pulling at him. âMy eyes hurt,â he offers.Â
âMake you some tea.âÂ
âUm, okay.â Heâs disappointed when you leave, then dozing, face pressed to his desk as itchy eyes press along lids. It feels as though his eyelashes have turned inward.Â
You return with a cup. Spencer grabs it blindly, lifts his head to squint one eye open. âWhat?â he asks.Â
There isnât tea in the cup. There are tea bags, two of them, wetted and leaking tan beige along the white china of the mug. Distinctly no tea. You must be tired too.Â
âTheyâre for your eyes, Spence. Theyâll make your eyes hurt less. The caffeine restricts your blood vessels to calm the inflammation, and the tea itself soothes sore skin.âÂ
âHow do you know that?â he asks.Â
You rest a hand on his shoulder. âI read about it in a book of modern home remedies. It really works. Here, can you tip your head back?âÂ
Spencer is very, very tired, but your voice is nice, your fingertips gentle against his neck, so he tips his head back. He doesnât know how terrible he looks, having forgotten his untucked shirt, his rumpled sweater vest, his hair sticking up all over the place.Â
âClose your eyes,â you murmur.Â
Spencer shuts them.Â
âItâs cold,â you warn, âbut itâll feel nice.âÂ
Spencer doesnât care. He waits for you to move. The tea bags you place on his closed eyes feel cold and at first they sting just a touch, perhaps tea finding its way through his lashes, and he canât confess to noticing a difference in soreness.Â
âHey⌠whatâs this? It looks like it hurts?â you ask, drawing a short line over the side of the bridge of his nose. Thereâs an indent there that feels like a bruise.
âI fell asleep at my desk with my glasses on,â he says. âThey dug in.âÂ
âYou were up late, Iâm guessing. Maybe you should go back to the room.âÂ
âNo, I canât. Iâll be okay. Thank you for the⌠tea.âÂ
Your hand rests tentatively against his cheek. He canât open his eyes to see what you're feeling, and he doesnât need to. Thereâs emotion to be felt in your slow strokes, how your thumb rests along his jaw as your nail scratches to the top of his ear, then behind the shell of it. Itâs intimate enough to summon a different kind of tiredness. Exhaustion swapped for content. He could sleep in the curve of your palm all day.Â
âYouâre welcome,â you say. âIâm gonna take them off for a second to check the damage.âÂ
You take them. Your breath draws near.Â
A warmth presses to his forehead atop his left eyebrow. Spencer doesnât know what it is until your nose graces just above it, and your lips part âitâs a kiss. Youâre kissing him sweetly, your fingers sewing through his hair.Â
He peels his sore eyes open to look at you. You lean back as unhurried as youâd ferried forward, your hand cradling the nape of his neck.Â
âAre you sure youâre okay?â you ask.Â
Spencer stares up at you. In that moment, tired, aching, and balmed, heâs completely in love with you. You must see a little of it, your lips parting again in an unnamed emotion. Itâs sheer luck that youâre the only one awake with him, because if any of his teammates saw the way he was looking at you theyâd never let him forget it. And, he gets to see your reaction. Your partial smile.Â
âDid that help?â you ask.Â
You must mean the tea. âI feel better.âÂ
âYeah? Do youâŚâ Your voice turns to cashmere, a thread of bemusement tugging at the corner of your mouth. âWould another one be okay?âÂ
Spencer can only nod as you wrap your arms around him and position your mouth at the soft skin where his hair meets his forehead. When you kiss him again, his eyes flutter shut.Â
âYou really need some help with your insomnia,â you murmur.Â
Spencer wonders if maybe youâd want to be that help. You must have melatonin in your kisses.
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Hot take maybe but I think Bertie would be FAR more likely to survive the first two months of Dracula than Jeeves would be. Bertie has a healthy sense of self-preservation. Jeeves consistently underestimates how dangerous a situation might get (Steeple Bumpleigh, the club book) because heâs overconfident about his level of control over any given situation. He'd handle Dracula masterfully if they faced off in England, but on Dracula's home turf? Much more doubtful.
I realize this might be a tough sell, so I will explain further (or it's not a tough sell, and I'm going to explain further because I want to). (criteria taken from @canyourfavesurvivecastledracula) Without further ado.
Would Jeeves and Wooster survive Castle Dracula?
Jeeves
Jeeves' survival will depend on how long Dracula finds him more entertaining than irritating. On that basis, I don't think he's long for this world. On the one hand, he has a huge wealth of knowledge about English society and culture that he can recite perfectly from memory. That should buy him at least a little time with noted teaboo Dracula.
On the other hand, he would be absolutely no fun as a vampire plaything. Jeeves cannot be got. Sneaking up on him while he's shaving will yield zero reaction (though that's at least good for his short-term survival--given that, although he DID take the crucifix from the old woman out of politeness, he certainly isn't going to wear it. The rules of fashion don't go out the window just because you're in a spooky castle). Then, although managing the whims of rich jerks is not an insignificant part of a valet's job, Jeeves usually does this by bending his employers to his will. Dracula is not the sort of employer this will work on. It'll just add insult to injury when on top of being impossible to scare, NOW Jeeves is telling Dracula that his favorite cloak is several centuries out of fashion and he's not allowed to wear it anymore.
Jeeves will 100% go exploring in the areas he was told not to go-- though to be fair, he MIGHT actually get away with this, what with his superpower of appearing in rooms without being seen or heard. Said superpower might save him from the brides as well (though this is by no means guaranteed). Since I find it doubtful that Dracula would come to rescue his annoying ass, not being noticed is his best defense.
There are a couple other things working in Jeeves's favor; the question is just whether they'll be enough to save him.
He DOES know shorthand, and could try to send coded letters. He might even have the foresight to squirrel away some extra stationary where Dracula can't find it. But could he get them posted? Would it even do him any good?
He certainly has enough cultural literacy to figure out what his new boss is pretty quickly. If he didn't chuck the crucifix out the carriage window, he might start carrying it around in his pocket.
Psychology of the individual, sure, but the individual in question is a 400-year-old vampire who lives in an isolated castle in a foreign country and is regarded as a terrifying mythological figure in the surrounding villages. Jeeves has never come up against anything this alien before, he's cut off from his normal resources, and opportunities to play people against each other are limited.
He probably has enough upper body strength from all that shrimping and fishing to climb the wall, so he COULD escape if he wanted to, if he survived long enough. It's just, again, that overconfidence, and also Dracula has a vast library full of rare old books that are entirely at his disposal. He's keeping his eyes and ears alert for potential escape strategies, of course, but I don't see him being as desperate to get out as Jonathan was.
There are just a lot of "depends on"s here, and I'm not convinced that luck would shake out in Jeeves's favor, all things considered.
Bertie
Bertie is so perfect for the job of Castle Dracula Prisoner it's like it was made for him. Think about it. Being held against his will in big manor houses comes more naturally to him than breathing. He's afraid of things that are scary. A lifetime of dealing with Aunt Agatha has made him the world's preeminent expert in "curl[ing] up in a ball in the hope that a meek subservience [will] enable [him] to get off lightly." He will NEVER go exploring in places he's been warned away from if nobody is forcing him to (Rev. Aubrey Upjohn's office notwithstanding. There were biscuits in there). He's both fun to talk to and easy to toy with (and extremely English). A+ prisoner. Dracula adores him.
In my opinion, Bertie is at Castle Dracula either because Aunt Agatha got some wires seriously crossed and thinks heâs going to meet an eligible potential bride (I mean, there are certainly brides there), or because Dracula has something Aunt Dahlia wants him to steal (far less likely, given that one of Draculaâs THINGS is famously not owning anything silver). Either way, he's shown himself entirely willing and able to escape down drainpipes if a sitch gets too scaly.
He DOES take the crucifix, and DOES wear it (which is what will save him during the shaving scene, because you KNOW he's going to jump a foot and cut himself like the dickens). He's read enough supernatural goosefleshers to be genre savvy about terrified old women cryptically pushing crucifixes into one's hands. I also think his sunny disposish endeared him to the villagers, and they were particularly vehement about urging him not to go. He doesn't speak German or Romanian, but he's empathetic enough to recognize Pure Terror. So by the time he actually gets to the castle, his imagination is already running wild and he's plenty aware that he is in imminent danger.
I think the biggest risk to Bertie will be the brides; whether or not he's susceptible to trances, if he thinks they're trying to marry him, it's against the code of the Woosters to turn them down. But that only becomes an issue if he comes face to face with them, which, luckily, I think is unlikely on account of the aforementioned "won't go exploring" (and if he did, Dracula would definitely rescue him).
I'm inclined to say due to his drainpipe-escape habits that he WOULD be able to climb the wall and MAY attempt to sneak into Dracula's room to look for the keys if his desperation grows to outweigh his fear. Whether he does or not, though, he does NOT have the stomach to attempt shovel murder, and therefore won't get magic brain fever, and may very well simply walk out the front doors when the people come to take the boxes away. OR he climbs his way out like Jonathan did. Either way.
When Bertie tells this story at the Drones later, Tuppy will say that no doubt it's been greatly exaggerated and all that probably happened was that he spent a couple months in an oldish house entertaining a weird loner.
#do YOU think jeeves and wooster would survive castle dracula? let me know in the comments!#they're in the castle separately instead of together because those are the rules ok#the isolation is key#though if anyone wants to speculate about what would happen if they went together i will NOT complain#i don't even know what's going on with the tenses in this post i'm sorry#//#jeeves and wooster#reginald jeeves#bertie wooster#dracula#do i need to tag dracula spoilers?#sure there are some people new to receiving letters from our good friend jonathan harker#here it is just in case:#dracula spoilers#i have done my due diligence
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voicelines about you: as their lover ! (part 2)
featuring: sunday, aventurine, blade (+ black swan, acheron) [ part 1: dan heng, jing yuan, gepard, kafka, jingliu. ]
notes: well. the long awaited part 2 is here! (i took absolutely wayyy too long to finish this but a lovely anon requested the penacony cast so i just waited until now haha) stay tuned for either a future aventurine fic or a sunday fic tho; reblogs are appreciated! main masterlist.
Sunday
About [Name]: Ah, you speak of my beloved. [Name] has managed to strike your interest as well? Heh, I'm joking. You aren't that type of person, no? âŚ.But yes, my lover truly is quite stellar, if not incomparable. I doubt I'd find anyone in the universe as lovely as I do them.
About [Name]: Smitten Robin often jokes about how my eyes change whenever I see them. âSoftens like the smitten man you are,â she says. Well, my sister is hardly wrong about matters of the heart, and to be fair, her words are indeed correct. While I cannot be with them every second of the day, despite my only wish to do soâŚ. I suppose this much is fine. At the very least, this bewitched version of myself shall ward any that dare take [Name] away from me.
About [Name]: Preparation. âŚMy mansion has everything [Name] shall ever desire. As for I, what I only desire is them alone, and for them to be right by my side. When the time is right, what's mine shall also be theirs, and none shall ever separate the two of us again. Should anyone attempt it, well, there's a reason my mansion is built the way it is.
Aventurine
About [Name]: [Name], [Name], [Name].... I see that you too have an eye for priceless treasures. Unfortunately for you, this particular one is already mine to behold. Mm, I wonder how my lover must be faring right nowâŚ. Missing them is truly, horribly debilitating.
About [Name]: Unworthy Whenever I think of [Name] being with me, of all people⌠Sometimes, the thought is unbearable. To think they would care for someone like meâŚ. How truly lucky I am. Or maybe it's the other way around? Hehe, take a guess.
About Topaz: Contradictory Topaz and [Name] get along fairly well, despite her rather obvious dislike for me. Nonetheless, I suppose I can understand why. My lover is irresistibly charming~ Now, does this make me jealous, I wonderâŚ. How about we bet on that?
Blade
About [Name]: Though this sword may be battered and broken, if you harbor any intention of harm towards them, I will not hesitate to brandish this blade.
About [Name]: Mara Infliction When afflicted with mara, the senses are ravaged ceaselessly, muddying the mindâbeing unable to distinguish ally from foe. This is my path. And yet their face is clear, pure amidst the carnage, alleviating the haze for but a moment. My mind may be overridden with hatred, but I will never forget that feeling of salvation.
(BONUS: Kafkaâs Voiceline about [Name] !) About [Name]: Truly A Shame Bladieâs little darling, hm? Definitely a wonder, that one, taming him so easily. Those two are definitely an interesting case, that's for sure. Scary, marastruck Blade and themâŚ. truly a shame. Even I know just how the ending of that particular script will end.
Acheron
About [Name]: âŚThey are my lover, yes. Hm? Tell you more about them? Heh, I think you'd have better luck asking [Name] instead of me. I probably wouldn't even know where to begin.
About [Name]: Keeping Memories Despite the fact of my memories being in less than the best condition, [Name] always tells me about all the exciting things they've come across, whether it be delicious food from various planets, or even the most mundane things like the sound of the rushing water, the sight of fireflies in the night. They truly make everything worth remembering.
(BONUS: Black Swanâs Voiceline about [Name] !) About [Name]: Eye Of The Storm Ah, you speak of that Galaxy Ranger's companionâŚ. The abyss that is her consciousness seems to only become calm in the face of them, akin to the eye of the storm. A shining light in the middle of nothingnessâthat is something that even she cannot let go of. No wonder Miss Acheron is quite taken with them.
Black Swan
About [Name]: The memories of Memokeepers are sorted into various categories by their importance. As my lover, my memories of them hold the greatest value of all. Such memoriesâŚ. even if the Remembrance wishes for me to hand them over, I doubt I will ever allow it.
About [Name]: Dancing My proficiency in the act of dancing is all thanks to my continued practice with [Name] on our shared time together. Fufu, âdates,â if you will. Every moment I spend in their arms, swaying to the beat of the music at every turn⌠those are the memories I wish to forever retain.
About Acheron: Indebted One time, Miss Acheron managed to get lost in the middle of the Reverie Hotelâs halls... as usual. [Name] came across her then, and proceeded to have a lovely chat with her. I owe her a debt for keeping my lover company as I was preoccupied with some matters the Garden of Recollection entrusted to me to relay to the family. Next time, perhaps I should invite her over for some dinner with [Name]....
end notes thanks for sticking around the part 2 (for the ogs who read pt 1) and do look forward to more HSR content in the future! also did i say i love aventurine
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Dream Girl
⥠masterlist - request!
⥠pairing - lando norris x fem!reader
⥠summary - when being interviewed, the conversation gets on the topic of you, lando's long term obsession crush, never in a million years did he think you would actually notice him
⥠warnings - obsessed/simp lando
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"Good afternoon, Lando! We're happy to have you here with us today," the interviewer smiles, sat across from the driver.
"Great to be here," he nods, putting his hands on his lap and leaning back into the chair, "Wow, nice chairs you've got here."
The interviewer laughs, "Glad you approve of them. So, let's get started with the questions, shall we?" Lando nods and the lady clears her throat, "First off, when racing at the high speeds you do, what are some things you're thinking about? Or maybe I should say, a someone?"
Let's rewind. If there was one thing, besides being a Formula 1 driver, that everyone knew Lando Norris for, it was having the world's most massive crush on you. In fact, pretty much everyone was aware of this; except for you.
You wouldn't call yourself oblivious, per se. You just weren't really one to be online, so you never saw all the drama surrounding Lando's infatuation with you.
He has been enamored with you for about three years now, and he made it everyone's problem. From liking instagram updates of you, to commenting on pictures and videos of you, to even reposting edits of you. His friends must have sat through hours and hours of hearing him just speak about your beauty and personality.
His friends teased him about it quite often, though he was never really embarrassed over it. He truly just found everything about you beautiful, you were his dream girl, everything he'd ever want in a woman.
"Well, uh, I think about, you know, winning. Also what I'm going to eat after, and uh.. my girl," he nods with a slight grin.
The interviewer raises her eyebrows, "I wasn't informed you finally got a girlfriend," she says, surprised.
He laughs and shakes his head, "No, no. She's not my girlfriend... yet. Although I'm not even sure if she knows that I exist, but I'm working on it."
"Ah, I should have known," the lady smiles at his flustered state, "I wish you luck with that. Now I believe we should move onto the more important questions, before I get in trouble," she taps on her clipboard.
The rest of the interview seemed like forever for Lando, now that he was thinking about you again, as he usually is.
You're in your bed, watching one of your favorite shows, How I Met Your Mother, when your phone starts to blow up with your friends messaging you and sending you a link to a YouTube video of some F1 interview.
You open the video is none other than the very cute, Lando Norris. Of course you knew who he was, you kept up with Formula 1 on your free time and enjoyed watching the races.
As the video is playing through, you open the comments and your eye go wide at everyone saying your name and commenting on how hot of a couple you two would make. You furrow your eyebrows at some comments talking about how devoted to you he must be for liking you for several years without a single interaction.
You continue to watch the video and your cheeks turn pink as he talks about, well you. You couldn't believe that he liked you like that, surely you were well-known, and you weren't too bad looking, but one of the best current racers in the world crushing on you?
After the video ended you messaged your best friend back, asking what you should do. She, of course, told you to message him on instagram.
You thought over the idea for a bit, before nervously clicking on his account and following him back before beginning to type.
Lando was hanging out with Oscar around the garage when he hears his phone ping with a notification. He glances at it and turns his phone off again before doing a double check to make sure he saw it right. You had followed him.
"OSCAR," he yells and turns to his friend, holding the phone in his face, "SHE FOLLOWED ME, LOOK," he waves the phone.
Oscars jaw drops, never did he see this day coming, "Wow! Mate, thats fantastic, and look! It seems like she just sent you a message!"
"What? I might faint, Oscar," the boys hands shake with excitement and nerves as he clicks on your message. "Hi! I saw your interview, and I must say, I'm truly flattered," Lando reads as his face turns dark pink, he didn't think you'd see it, guess he was wrong.
Oscar starts laughing, "Text her back!"
"I don't know what to say, I've never spoken to her in my life," he panics.
"Mate, she saw you call her your girl, it's a bit too late to be nervous," Oscar smiles, patting his friend's pack. Lando chews his lip and writes back, heart pounding.
After a few messages were exchanged and an anticipated Oscar waiting for an update clears his throat, Lando looks up from the phone with the brightest smile Oscar has ever seen on him, "Guess who scored himself a date with his future wife this Saturday?"
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I Won't Let You Forget
Pairing: Spencer Reid x Female Reader
Summary: When you wake up in a familiar yet unfamiliar bed with no memory of begging your long-time work crush to sleep with you, you have even less recollection of him actually agreeing. Small memories of pleasure haunt you as he tries to figure out why you're suddenly so distant.
Warnings: 18+ MINORS DNI!!!!! Alcohol use (whole BAU team, and as a precursor to sex), implied smut, on page (?) smut, dom-ish!Spencer, male masturbation, marking, nipple play/torture, edging, penetrative sex, oral (m and f receiving), fingering, semi-public sex/ make out, creampie, reader is very into male moans. That should be it.
A/N: I forgot about this fic TWICE, but it's here!!! Posting again for @imagining-in-the-margins FWB challenge, and I feel like this one slightly misses the mark but it works anyway. Gif inspiration is at the end for anyone familiar with Business Proposal lol
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Being an FBI Agent means you'd slept in - and woken up in - some sketchy places on jobs. A number or motel and hotel rooms across the backroads of America, planes, cars, and office desks. You could usually orient yourself pretty well upon waking, and remember how you'd gotten yourself there quickly.
There was something strange about that morning in particular, though. The bed was comfier and warmer than any motel you'd ever seen, and the fact that there was one meant no jet or desk. It was pitch black outside, though, so visually, you were out of luck. The sheets smelt fresh and familiar, and if weren't for a small warning bell in the back of your head, you'd have shut your eyes again and huddled against the large body pressed against your back.
âAh,â you thought, inwardly cringing. âThat would be it then.â
Slowly, you pulled what you assumed to be a man's arm from around your midsection, trying to extricate yourself quietly from the bed without any notice.
Whoever was asleep behind you, though, was a lot stronger than you had bargained for, and he quickly pulled you back into him.
Your back hit his chest as he nuzzled into your neck, and you heard his groan out a greeting before stilling and returning to the land of rest. If anything, for your troubles you just came to an understanding that whoever was behind you was just as naked as you were, and based on the way your body seemed over stretched, and well-rested, you had no doubt about the events leading upto your discovery.
You just had no memory of it either.
You wracked your brain, trying desperately to recall where you were, who you were with, and what you were going to do to get out. Unluckily for you, your brain was at about half capacity as his hands worked their way between your legs, even as he slept.
His hands were soft, his touch light on your skin, as if he were tracing words along a page. You twitched under him, stomach flipping as your hips bucked backwards, and your eyes dropped closed again.
You hadn't a clue who you'd climbed into bed with, you simply had the greatest regret that you'd likely never see him again, and would not remember what was likely a deeply, deeply satisfying night.
In abject mortification, you tried once more to free yourself from the very pleasurable prison you'd found yourself in.
Thankfully, his hands chose that moment to fall limp, and you took your chance, hopping up and searching the floor for at the very least your underwear before chancing a glance around you.
Like an arrow through the heart, you realised the room was familiar because you had slept here before. You'd slept over at Spencer's house many times, after work ran late and you needed a place to crash.
Never naked, though. Until now.
You pulled on your clothes as fast as you physically could and tried not to squeak out your disbelief. You almost wondered if you hit your head hard enough against the bookshelf, some braincells would knock together and produce the memory you'd been desperate to make for half a year.
You had finally succeeded in bedding Spencer Reid. And you didn't remember a moment of it.
It was grief that drove you out of his house at 5 am. on a Saturday morning, and definitely, absolutely no regret.
Stepping outside the dark building and being greeted by the first hints of a sunrise, one single, trifling memory slipped back into your brain.
âSomething casual,â you giggled, every 's' sound slurring together with each letter touching them. âSomething casual and naughty, and fun.â
You didn't remember his exact reply, but though a flicker of arousal ran through you at the memory of the deep rumble of his voice. He had been close, his mouth next to your ear.
You supposed now that his reply hardly mattered when you knew the outcome anyway. It'd been the man himself wrapped around you in bed that morning, his fingers grazing your skin, his cock hard against your ass, his dreams obviously clearer than your own memories.
âIt's not like we have the time to see other people,â you'd said to him the night before, hand pushing up his thigh to signal your intent. âWe can have some fun. Share a motel room now and then.â
Four sentences.
Four sentences were the extent of your memories, and each one of them had been said by you. Not even a single reply flittered through your brain anymore, a single reaction.
You'd have thought it all a dream but for the fact that you were hunched outside the main entrance to Spencer's building, sans pair of panties you couldn't locate, thanking the gods that your very expensive bra was still around and that you'd worn pants the night before.
To say that Spencer was similarly disorientated when he woke hours later was an understatement. Of course, with the caveat that he remembered every word, every breath, every touch and movement. Instead, he was surprised to find you gone, without a word.
You'd promised as much last night, though.
Casual sex. That's what you'd asked for, and what he'd spent the better half of an evening trying to talk you out of, first with words and then with actions.
It didn't take a night together with you for Spencer Reid to realise that what he wanted quickly bypassed casual. Even now, alone in bed with the memory of you, your scent buried deep in his sheets, the history of your lips branded into his skin, he felt an overwhelming longing.
His body protested against his interrupted plans. He'd hoped to wake you up much the same way he'd put you to sleep the night before, limbs tangled, his cock buried deep inside of you. Instead, he swung his legs out of bed and looked for any trace of you.
It didn't take him long to find your accidental gift. He'd been the one to remove them from you the night before, and he had a good grasp of what the room was supposed to look like, so spotting a pair of fire truck red panties tucked by the door wasn't hard.
It was less spotting them and more staring at them until he convinced his body to calm down, which in and of itself was like fighting a losing battle.
He'd woken up hard, which he didn't doubt was due to dreams of you. He tried his best to ignore it, but before he knew it, he was laid back down with your discarded panties in his hand, pressed up to his mouth and nose as he worked out his frustrations.
Usually, he tried to get himself off as quickly as possible. Time was a commodity, and he always had to be somewhere doing something. That morning, though, he gladly sat back and indulged.
His brain queued up the memories of the night before, playing them chronologically so he could enjoy the feeling of your lips on his, your legs gripping around him, your tongue flicking at the tip of his dick. When he finally came, it was with the disappointment that he hadn't gotten to the best bit yet, finally pushing inside of you.
But after a night of activity and a lonely morning, he let himself rest again and turned his mind to other objectives.
1. Get your panties back to you without being put in handcuffs for indecency.
2. Have enough casual sex with you that you realise you no longer want casual, but something more.
3. Change the bedsheets.
The following week at the BAU was - thankfully - a blur of cases, consultations, and computer files. You were swept off on another case by Sunday evening, back in two days and off again by Thursday morning. Before you knew it, an entire week had passed, and you hadn't had to discuss anything with anyone.
Every morning walking into the bullpen was like walking on shards of broken glass. Willingly.
You'd said less than four sentences to Spencer since you'd accidentally on purpose thrown yourself into his lap, and you found yourself suddenly lacking the vocabulary to actually bring it up.
Instead, you'd simply chosen to sigh after him as he did anything at all in the office, with a single thought in your head: âDid he keep the glasses on while we fucked?â
He'd been wearing them all week, and you always thought they made him look hotter than he already was. A little nerdy, but in a Superman way. You couldn't for the life of you get the memory to pop back into your head, though, despite prompting it with many out of pocket daydreams.
âWhat's got you all introspective?â Derek asked, striding up beside you in the office kitchenette.
âNothing in particular, what makes you ask?â
âWell, Princess, you just poured salt in your coffee, and from memory, you don't take it that way, so maybe there's something going on with you.â
You cursed and emptied your cup quickly as the man laughed.
âTake it what way?â A voice called out from the doorway, and every hair on your body stood on high alert. There was something about Spencer saying âtake itâ that should've been so casual, but sent shudders across your body as you heard the words whispered into your ear.
âTake it like a good girl, that's right. So good for me.â
Your cup almost went crashing to the floor as your ears pricked, but you refused to turn around for fear he'd read the truth on your face.
âNothing kid,â Morgan said, chuckling as you rinsed your cup and kept rinsing it until you felt yourself cool down a bit.
âWhat's up with the glasses? You've been wearing them a lot this week.â Derek asked, and you cursed his sudden onset curiosity, knowing there was no way to dismiss yourself from the room without garnering an entirely new set of questions.
âI just ran out of contacts,â Spencer replied, but you heard the grin in his tone without even having to look at him.
âYou should just throw out all of your contacts,â you'd said, as you nipped at his throat. âI swear I'd jump you every day if you looked at me like that down your glasses.â
You tried to remain composed as the memory of straddling him and grinding down against his hard member hit you like a freight train. You felt you managed it well until you looked down to see another ruined, salty coffee.
âIf you ever want to fuck me, just, like, come in wearing the glasses. I'll know,â you'd moaned as his hands gripped your hips controlling your rhythm and pressing you harder into him. âFuck, Iâll know.â
âI give up,â you mumbled and took off, avoiding all eye contact as you left the small space.
A small part of you had wished that Spencer had your memory of the night. The smallest, teeniest part of you that didn't want a do-over that was. Getting possible confirmation that he remembered everything you'd said while drunk on dick (and tequila) was a lot to take on at 2 pm. on a Friday.
As you walked away, you sent up a prayer to every deity you could think that the memories came back whole and intact, and quickly, and preferably while you were alone and not in company.
Because you wanted nothing more than to relive that brief bite of pleasure you'd been granted.
The weekend came and went fairly obstruction free, even if your dreams, waking and not, were filled with the image of Spencer's head tipped back as you raked your teeth and tongue over sensitive areas.
It took you all the way until Monday morning, when you'd returned to work and seen Spencer in the glasses once again, to remember the meaning of the words you'd thrown at him.
Spencer wanted to fuck you again. Still. Continuously?
The thought made you a little apprehensive - he already knew your body, from the sounds of it, he'd definitely been competent enough, and you was left stranded on the desert island of short term memory loss. He wanted to fuck him you again. Was there a reason? Was there something you did that he enjoyed? What were his boundaries? His kinks? What positions did he like?
Half your days now, it seemed, were filled with questions about sex with Spencer. So it wasn't a surprise you'd kept up your staring. You couldn't fault him for having his eyes trained on you more times than not as well.
You were so glad that your emotions on the subject were so tangled and crossed that no one else could read them there.
BAU 0-1 EMOTIONAL TURMOIL
It was lucky, though, that you were watching him near constantly and were the first to notice the flash of purple against his neck as he loosened his tie.
You stood with a startling bang, hitting your knee against the table as you sprinted over to his desk.
Leaning over him, you grabbed the collar of his shirt and, tugging him around so he was facing you, began buttoning it for him.
âY/N,â he whispered, looking up at you and trying to play this off as a daily occurrence, to not alert the room full of human lie detectors to suspicious behaviour.
âWhat are you doing?â
âYour tie is loose. Strauss is always visiting these days. Let's not give her petty reasons to penalise us.â
He relaxed more into your touch and let you work, tilting his head so your hands could get where they needed to be.
âSo you're being a good friend?â he asked, and despite the obvious bait, you answered.
âYes.â
âGood friends help each other out.â
âWe can still be friends, Spencer,â you'd begged as you fumbled with the buttons of his shirt, desperate to get it off so you had more skin to taste. âGood friends who help each other out from time to time. Like this.â
âYour neck is still purple,â you whispered, changing the subject and moving on to his tie as you untied it and levelled it again, ready to twist back up.
âIs yours?â
âYou can see my neck, it's fine.â
âThat's not what I meant.â
You met his eyes finally, completing the last loop of the knot as you challenged him.
Or rather, challenged yourself to not drop your eyes to his lips.
âSay what you mean,â you glared, straightening his shoulders and brushing off non-existent dust as you attempted to slip away.
âThe purple marks on you. I didn't leave them on your neck. Are they still⌠bright?â
You looked around you. Emily and Derek seemed to be giving you slightly weird looks, but both seemed trapped on business phone calls that wouldn't end anytime soon.
You'd noticed the marks straight away, of course, across the tops of your breasts and surrounding them, as if that area had been the coordinates for a targeted assault. Now, though, with his eyes burning a path down from your eyes to your chest as loudly as a person could ever look, you knew just how true that was.
âSpencer, fuck YES!â You had moaned the second your back hit the mattress of his bed. You'd been drinking together on his sofa, but were ecstatic to graduate to the bedroom and lose half your clothes in the process.
With greedy hands, he'd ripped away your bra, and immediately he'd latched on with his mouth, sucking, biting, licking, fondling. He bruised one spot with his mouth while his hand tortured a nipple, first ignoring it, circling it but not touching it directly, and then pulling it to the border of pain and pleasure before switching hand and mouth and repeating the process.
Back in the present, you looked down at Spencer in his seat, breathed deeply, and replied.
âYou know as well as I do that you made them to last.â
âSo we match, then?â he asked, and you gave a quick nod before escaping back to the relative sanity of your desk. His eyes didn't leave your chest though, and for the whole afternoon, you wondered if he'd invented a way to look so hard that you bruised further.
If you had to give one reason why you loved your job, you'd probably say because you spent your day solving riddles and puzzles and getting to the bottom of situations. You liked clear-cut explanations for things and couldn't stand the roundabout ways people in other professions had to talk to each other. You'd listen to Hotch walk laps around other lawyers in legalese enough times to know you were no fan of espionage or double talk.
So there was only one downside of the job, and that was having to be covert. If you'd wanted to spy, you'd have joined the CIA instead.
Your most recent case, unfortunately, had landed you doing exactly that. It had also landed you in a closet, chest to chest with Spencer Reid, as you listened into a conversation between two likely suspects.
In the first five minutes, you gained the important information you needed, and the next forty-five was a waiting game to see when they'd finally get out so you could escape.
If you'd been alone, you wouldn't have minded. But with Spencer's 6 foot something frame practically wrapped around your own, your spine was ramrod straight, your thoughts turning back to frustration as you urged your brain to give back the night of memories you'd lost.
Because if he felt this good just stood next to you, you would go crazy imagining how good he felt inside you.
The most you managed to squeak out, after nearly an hour wrapped around each other, though, was âDo you get a sense of Deja Vu here?â
It was the first time you'd turned your head to look at him, having been looking to the door the entire time. But your gaze returned to him, and even the shadows of the closet couldn't hide the obvious list dripping from his eyes as he covertly stared down your shirt. Your breasts had popped up a bit more with him squished up against you, and your hands were pinned to the wall beside your waist should you need to draw your gun quickly if found.
Your companion, instead, was in a world of his own, and you were suddenly grateful that he'd kept at least an inch of space between your hips, knowing that you, too, would be a goner if you had to stand against the hard line of his cock for this long.
âHmm?â He whispered, still staring at the little speckles of faded yellow and purple that popped out of your suddenly too low shirt.
âDeja vu?â You asked again, slightly breathless and dizzy, a side effect of his lusty gaze.
He raised an eyebrow and gave a slow nod, his hands gripping your waist and pinning you more firmly to the wall as he debated giving into temptation. âWe've definitely been here before.â
A snippet of a memory caught you unaware, and you gasped in response.
He pinned your hands above your head against the wall as you crashed your way into the bedroom, his fingers too impatient to undress you to start pleasuring you. Without a warning, he slipped a hand up your dress and down your panties, keeping you in place with one impossibly large hand as the other skilfully drew out moan after moan with soft caresses.
âSo fucking wet for me,â he groaned against your lips, as your memory melted away to reality.
You were being edged by your goddamn frontal cortex, and you had absolutely had enough. As soon as the suspects left, you raced out of the closet as fast as your feet could carry you away from the torment.
A week of solid case work, avoiding Spencer and hitting your head against a brick wall in your spare time later, and you found yourself attending a hasty work celebration with the team.
A murderer had been caught job well done, or whatever excuse you needed to unwind after work over a few large pizzas.
âAll I'm saying is, a deep dish every now and again would be appreciated. We're never that far from Chicago.â
âWe're 613 miles away from Chicago.â
You laughed at the tired face Derek flashed the team before biting into his slice, your other coworkers similarly tucking into the late night meal.
You'd landed at 11pm, and starving, had come to your last resort.
âIs anyone else's pizza wet?â Emily asked, picking up her slice and letting it drip onto her cardboard plate.
You shrugged at the comment, just happy to finally be filling your stomach with something other than coffee for the first time in what felt like forever.
But there seemed to be no rest for the wicked, and you caught Spencer's eye as you tugged the cheese into your mouth.
âMhmm. So wet.â
There was no reality in which you stopped yourself from choking on your food then, as he kept a quiet smile on his face as the others offered you drinks and tissues.
Perched next to him, you shot him a dirty look out of the corner of your eye and were about to turn back to your meal when he moved again.
Bringing a tissue to your lips, he wiped away the grease from the corners, quietly berating you as he cleaned you like a child.
âSo messy. Don't choke on it next time.â
The double entendre didn't go unnoticed, as Derek piled on quickly, not noticing the unsettling mix of deep, bitter embarrassment and utter arousal warring on your features.
âKid, you don't have to tell the woman to swallow. I'm sure she's perfectly capable.â
Each memory that hit you came with a wave of matching mortification, as you tried to keep every reaction to yourself.
But remembering the feeling of Spencer Reid's cum shooting across your face was something you'd much rather have experienced privately. You stayed trapped into much too intimate eye contact with him anyway as he kept tending to your small spills. He wiped away the drops of grease on your legs, gripping your thigh much tighter than you could ever have possibly needed.
Evidently, your coworkers had found some satisfaction with the pizza, as they all seemed to not notice the tension a simple touch had snapped between the two of you. Using their hunger as a shield, you quickly excused yourself from the table to clean yourself up.
The door to the bathroom was only a step away from the door to the alley, and you quickly let yourself out into the crisp night air. Not even two minutes later, Spencer was with you.
âY/N?â
âOh god, it's happening again. I can hear his voice!â
âY/N, please, come back inside.â
âSure, if you stop trying to eye fuck me in front of my boss!â
With the words finally out in the open between you, you stood still for a best or two, letting Spencer pick up the slack in the conversation.
âThe⌠The others were talking about going to get some drinks,â he started carefully, afraid you'd spook at any moment. âAfter pizza?â
âDrinks?â
âAlcohol.â
You gave a short bitter laugh and brushed a hand through your hair as you turned your face away from him.
âI seem to make a lot of mistakes when I'm drunk.â
âMistakes?â He said. The word was so quietly hurt that you instantly winced, realising your mistake.
âNo. No. That's not how I meant it, Spencer, I justâŚâ you grabbed your hair in frustration again, trying desperately to find the words to explain the gaping void where pleasing memories should've been.
âEveryone⌠everyone is still inside, right? No chance of a surprise visit from anyone.â
âThey're debating Hawaiian pizza, I think we have time. Why?â
Another minute passed as you thought through your next actions, leg shaking as you processed every possible emotion.
Lunging toward him, you grabbed a hold of his shirt and pressed up to meet him in a kiss. Responding quickly, his hands gladly claimed a hold of your body as he walked you back against the wall, his mouth furiously engaged with your own in a battle of lust.
âI don't-â you gasped between kisses, unable to get more than a word in as his tongue works his way into your mouth. He pulled away eventually, but only to distract you further with a wandering tongue exploring the plains of skin already on show. Neck, lips, cheeks, collar, nothing is safe from the hear of his tongue tracing up and down the length of you..
âDon't what?â He said, finally finding the willpower to pull back for more than a millisecond.
âI don't remember. Any of it, I can't remember. God, I'm so stupid. Why don't I remember?â
For a second, his tongue kept up its journey, and you moaned as he nipped at the edge of your ear. That was until your words hit his ears and his hands flew up faster than you could've ever pushed them off.
âWhat?â
âI don't-â panic surged in your voice as you felt it tremble and shake, gulping it down to continue.
âI don't remember anything. And I woke up in your bed, and it felt so good and nice, but I couldn't remember it until you started doing things, and then I remembered⌠small parts?"
He raked a hand through his hair and took a deep breath as you continued, desperate to get every word out as fast as possible.
âI-I-I, shit Spencer, I woke up feeling so good, and then I saw you there, and I couldn't remember a thing. Do you know how long I was waiting for something to happen? I couldn't even remember one stupid fucking kiss, let alone anything else we did-â
âYou seriously don't remember anything.â
âThat's what I've been saying.â
He nodded and let out a shaky breath as you stepped closer to him, desperate to explain your predicament.
âYou don't⌠you didn't just regret It and decide to leave?â
âI can't regret something I don't remember.â
Worrying his lip, he looked away for a minute and looked back, and you found yourself creeping closer again until his hands were gripping your hips again as he looked back to you.
âIf you could remember, would you regret it?â
In a heartbeat, you had your answer.
âNo.â
His lips crashed into yours again, and you gladly moaned into this one. With one hand buried in curls and the other pulling him closer by his loose tie, your hands stayed fastened to his body, clutching him like there was nowhere else you'd rather be.
His hands followed suit, falling down to your thighs as he spread your legs further apart, holding you against the wall and lifting you just slightly, angling your hips together in a way that numbed your senses.
Everywhere you touched left you craving further exploration, to be closer to him, and you whined in his mouth as if to let him know what you so dearly craved.
He listened and gave in, his fingers pushing to the centre of you, mere centimetres away from where you wanted him.
It was as if God was laughing down at your struggle, though, as just as he was about to make contact, a shout of your names rang out around the corner. Just as Penelope rounded into the alleyway, you shoved Spencer away, accidentally flinging him to the ground as you desperately righted yourself again.
âThere you two are. What are you doing out here?â
âEarring,â you gasped, praying it was just dark enough for Penelope to not notice that your lipstick and Spencer's lipstick were the same shade.
âI dropped an earring, and Spencer is helping me look for it.â
Slightly confused, Spencer quickly went along with your lie, patting the ground where he'd fallen to look for the imaginary jewellery.
âOkay. Well, we're hopping over to the bar next door, and no! This is not optional, Emily already ordered the first round.â
Without another word or explanation, or anything to really help you figure out what was going on with you and Spencer, the two of you awkwardly followed Penelope into the bar and to your seats.
You stuffed yourself into the seat beside Penelope, and were not at all upset when Spencer climbed into the booth right beside you, sitting shoulder to shoulder with you knees bumping every now and then from the movements.
And just like that, you found yourself drinking for another two hours, unable to process any of the emotions you'd been through in the alley.
Elation. Desperation. Sadness. Arousal. All stuck in your tiny, tiny brain as you tried still to remember any small detail you could about your last encounter.
Your look of concentration didn't go unnoticed.
âY/N, what's with the pensive look?â Derek shot at you across the table as he finished the last dregs of his beer. âIs it perhaps the melancholy of singleness?â
âThat's not a word,â Spencer mumbled into his own drink.
When Penelope joined in, you knew you'd been backed into a corner.
âAre you not seeing someone?â She asked, eyebrows raised in curiosity.
âThere was that guy you mentioned last week, right?â The sound of betrayal came directly from the other side of you, and your head whipped from Penelope to Spencer so fast, you were sure you'd be feeling it in the morning.
âWhat? What guy, Y/N? You never mentioned a guy to me! Spencer knows, but I don't know. How is that fair?â
âNo, Penelope, he's-â
âSpencer, what do you know? What's this guys name? What does he look like? What does he do for a living? When you say she mentioned him last week, was it a mention mention, or just a mention?â
âPenelope, slow down.â
âWell-â
âSpencer! Do NOT answer her.â
âYou don't want me to tell her about the guy you wanted something casual with. You said you were around him a lot, so you might as well try it at some point.â
Your face burnt in shame as you narrowed your eyes at him. Had you really said that? Had that honestly been your opener for hitting on the man you'd wanted for the longest time?
âMhmm, really? And what else did I say?â
âI don't think you'll want me to say-â
âNo, please, jog my memory.â
âYou said, and I quote, that he had a âvery rideable face.â You followed up with, âit would look very pretty buried between your legs.ââ
The chorus of laughter that rang out only set you more on edge after the flush of memories that hit you once more. He had looked very pretty sat between your legs licking your cunt, lapping up your cum as your legs shook and you fucked yourself against his face. He had simply pressed a hand to your stomach, held you still and kept up the good work. His eyes sparkled with passion and his lips glistened with cum. It was quite the picture, now that you remembered it.
You were just annoyedeniugh, so you had to shoot back a retort. You were just too slow to realise âyes, well, I can recall that I was, in fact correct,â wasn't the right retort.
Another half hour of questioning later, and you'd finally been allowed passage out of the bar, into a taxi, and back to your apartment, alone but for the shame.
Spencer, perpetually sober-ish, had been put on designated driver duty to get others home, and it wasn't as if you could protest.
You threw yourself down onto your bed as soon as you got into your apartment and stayed there until you were about to fall asleep. A knock at your door pulled you back into the world of the woken, and you dragged yourself to the door.
You weren't surprised to see Spencer back at your side an hour after you'd left him. You knew it was a possibility, though you thought you'd be waiting another 12 hours or so.
It took less than 12 seconds for his searching eyes to find whatever silent consent he was looking for before he stretched out and claimed you. He softly cradled you as his lips met you, his gentle touch delicate where his soft lips were hard and insistent. He closed the door. He pushed you back a step at a time until you were out of the doorway. Pausing, he pulled away and took off his glasses, putting them down on the side table, before cupping your cheek and stealing your breath. Again.
You moaned into his kiss, and he slipped his hand down to your neck, gently squeezing as he moved you back towards the bed.
âSpencerâŚâ you begged wordlessly.
âRemember now?â
âN-No.â
He nodded and continued, his other hand loosening his tie once more, as you clung to him like glue, hands not daring to move from the holds you had on his shirt, afraid you'd trip and lose sight of him all over again.
You reached the bed, and he sat you down, tearing his lips away at last, but still choosing to keep hold of your neck, standing above you.
âAre you sober?â He asked, as though he hadn't watched you drink only virgin cocktails all night. You shook your head, yes.
âGood.â
âAre you going to fuck me?â You blurted out, unable to help yourself, even without the liquid courage.
âYou wanted the experience, right? And then you forgot all about it, so it's only politeâŚâ His hands began massaging your neck, shoulders, pushing down into your shirt to get the top of your chest, too.
âI don't want the experience,â you said quickly. âNot- not a casual experience, Spencer, I want⌠I wantâŚâ His hands distracted you as your shirt stretched to allow his hands to grope your breasts. He slipped into your bra and began his assault of your chest, still looming above you as he listened to your explanation.
âI⌠don't want a casual thing, Spencer, I want- I wantâŚâ you moaned as he pinched your nipple hard, seething as you attempted to not shout out.
âWhat do you want, Y/N? Be specific.â
âI want you!â You moaned, chest pushing into his touch, trying to avoid the mixture of pain and pleasure pulsing through you with each flick of his finger.
âFor how long?â He asked, and your brain short circuited as you whined and pouted up at him, his fingers still tugging at your nipples, still kneading your skin, and pretending his touch was nothing.
âD-don't.â
âDon't what?â
âDon't make me give this an expiration date.â
Spencer's eyes locked with yours, and you found yourself on your back swiftly after, his lips pressed to yours as he held himself over you. Instead of assaulting your chest again, he was slower, more delicate as he gently removed your shirt, encouraging you to move further up the bed as he planted himself firmly between your two legs.
Everywhere he kissed and licked and sucked was a distraction from his attempts to uncloth you, to make you forget that he was still fully dressed and you were about to be laid out plain as day before him.
You covered your chest when he stole your bra, but you couldn't push your thighs together quick enough when he got your panties, and his hand slipped between your folds before you could even catch a breath.
âGood girl,â he whispered, as his fingers found your clit, dipping into your wet spot before tracing along your bundle of nerves and rocking his fingers back and forth, eyes always on yours.
He dropped his forehead to yours and watched silently as your mouth widened to an âOâ as you grew wetter, more desperate, more aroused, until you hit your peak and came apart on his fingertips. He hadn't even put a finger inside you, and your whole body was awash with satisfaction.
Another kiss stolen ended all thoughts of contentment as he slid in a finger into you while slipping his tongue back into your mouth.
If his fingers on your clit had been gentle, probing, curious about your release, the fingers stretching you out were the opposite. He knew your limits, had taken pleasure in your pleasure and now he was testing it, seeing how far he could push you until you did everything once again.
His free hand reached up to your face, and before you knew it, two fingers had been inserted into your mouth. You sucked instinctively, desperate to please him as your hips jumped upwards, trying to ride his hand. But every time you so much as moved, he withdrew slightly, pulling that pleasure you so desperately sought from your grasp.
âSpencer- please-â you said as he pulled his fingers from your mouth.
âI'm not going faster. I want you to remember every second, I want this to last as long as possible, okay? Can you do that?â
You pouted as he stroked your cheek with his wet fingers, gathering the spit from your chin before pushing it right back into your mouth. You kept sucking.
Every time he felt you tighten around him, his fingers withdrew, or they stilled, or he moved in a slightly different way, and you were set adrift again on the tide of arousal. He edged you for what felt like days to your pleasure addled mind, and you kept up your task, too.
âGood girl. No more cumming. Not yet.â
Finally, he withdrew his fingers, your legs shaking from the tension of holding off your pleasure.
He stood and removed his shirt, unbuttoning his pants just enough to free his swollen cock, but not removing it entirely.
The sight of him almost made you weep in relief, so sure that now you were going to be able to cum, that he'd enter you and your get to release around his cock, to suck him in deeper.
Instead, he got on his knees in front of you and gave another sharp order.
âNo cumming, remember Princess.â Without waiting for a response, his tongue dragged across your folds, before reaching your clit. His lips wrapped around your nub and your whole body reacted, convulsing inwards as you shouted your pleasure.
âSpencer! Spencer, no, please - please!!â You clawed at the bed as you fucked his face, hips pleading with his tongue to finish the job he'd begun an age ago with his scant fingers.
You desperately wanted your release, but he was equally desperate to frustrate you, pinning your hips and pulling back to just spit on your cunt when your thrusts became erratic, close to the edge.
He touched everywhere except the part where you needed him, content for a moment to listen to the moans turn to tears, turn to anger and frustration and longing as you clawed a hand in his hair and humped his tongue like a beast.
Finally, you came, more than happy to use his tongue like the pillow you'd stuffed between your legs in your horny adolescence.
He wasted no more time entering you, rigid and hot, and more than welcomed by your aching cunt.
He pushed in inch by inch, and the eternity that passed before that point was nothing in comparison to the millenia caught between one breath and the next, between him readying himself, and him thrusting into you in his entirety.
He filled you perfectly, as if you were born to let him take you, to despoil your cunt again and again, until the scent of him never left you.
He moved, pushing your knees up as you welcomed somehow more of him, as he hunched over you and began.
It was animalistic, and noisy, and messy, and fuck, was it hot. The bedsheets were wet already from your water show foreplay session, but with his cock locked inside of you, you couldn't hold back, and you came with a spurt.
You screamed, not expecting your pleasure to squirt out of you, as he fucked you harder, your breaths mingling with the wet, sloppy sounds of your cunt being used again and again and again.
âSpencer, fuck, I'm-â
âYou're what? Use your words.â
âI'm⌠safe, just- Fuck, just fill me up.â
He groaned into your ear as he made his thrusts more and more shallow, slowing down just enough to pull back from you and let you watch him claim you again and again.
He swiped his hair out of his face, biting his lip as his hips rolled into yours, and you swear if you had it left in you, you'd have came on his cock once more watching him do that.
You committed to memory every line of his body, every bruise, every scratch, every line, every hair, everywhere a bullet had nicked him, everywhere on his body that held pain, every gesture on his body that was registering pleasure. You cared less for your own now and more for his as you bucked up into him, meeting him silently as he sucked in a deep breath.
You watched him forget himself inside of you as he tipped his head back in pleasure and, with a small moan, emptied himself inside of you.
His breath crashed back into his body, and you felt every heartbeat resonate through him and into you.
âIf you forget this again,â he panted, wrapping his arms around you again. âI'm not waiting another 20 days for a reminder.â
You smiled as his hair tickled Your neck, nuzzling into his neck as you enjoyed his warmth. You tried your best to memorise his scent, too.
âWake me up bright and early, then,â you smiled, letting your brain settle as you replayed the day back in your head over and over again.
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IZ*ONE Kim Minju x Male Reader | (Tags: Smut)
A/N: #BreedMinju. Thank you to Kaede for beta reading as always.
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You never imagined in your wet dreams, in all of the times you masturbated to her, or even that time you drunk texted her a picture of you shirtless after one too many drinks at the bar that the woman you met inside the elevator during your first day at the company some two odd years ago would be in your apartment watching some rom-com from the 90s that you are too inebriated to remember the title of. Your heart is pounding, partly because of the double serving of triple shot espresso you perhaps shouldnât have drank this morning and partly because she looks devastatingly stunning in that white shirt that completely conceals whatever shorts she maybe wearing underneath which further accentuates those long legs of hersâ
âI donât remember the TV facing this direction, unless thereâs something on my face?â
Shit.
Aside from her God-given physical features, itâs the way she can toy with your feelings and flirt with you so effortlessly that always leaves you wanting for more. Every single little interaction with her is an adventure on its own; the way she would wink at you every time you pass by her in the office, the way she would walk up to you to fix your tie while telling you how your perfume âsmells like the oceanside on a summer dayâ âwhatever the hell that meansâ or how she would always give you words of encouragement with that bright smile of hers during stressful days.Â
It should mean something, has to mean something. Right? You canât ask anyone for advice either, not when youâre the only two people born on this side of the century in your department. Your coworkers are either divorced or having a midlife crisis, and quite frankly, you might be having a quarter-life crisis if such a thing exists. You canât stay professional any longer, and you are more than thankful that youâre not at the workplace right now because the thoughts swimming inside your head are absolutely not safe for work. And itâs all because of this fucking woman thatâs laughing as if everything is sunshine and rainbows: Kim Minju.Â
It doesnât help that sheâs the prettiest woman you know. even more so than the handful of girls youâve hooked up with during college. Evidently, you are not the only one that shares that sentiment because you donât miss the old way some of your older male coworkers would give her a certain, disgusting look that you wish to erase from your memories and you know she deserves better than them. She deserves someone like you, but you donât exactly know if that feeling is reciprocated. But as to how far you can push your luck, you havenât found out the answer to that yetâperhaps tonight is the night.Â
âAre you still with me? Or did my goddess face lure you in too deep?âÂ
That now makes the two of you not paying attention to the movieâgranted youâve already seen it at least a dozen times during college when you were a hopeless romantic but who are you to turn down Minju when she specifically requested it? Plus, thatâs not your concern at this very moment when she scoots ever so closely to you and the heat her skin radiates is enough to burn you. âHonestly, I donât blame you if you have a crush on me. I sort of have that effect on guys.â Thereâs that fucking wink again, and the way she pouts her lips as if she is posing for a selfie. âI admire your resilience though, most guys would have me moaning their names on their bed already by this point.â
âNot funny, Minju.â It really isnât, not when sheâs mere inches away from you and if you were just a bit more drunk now those irresistible lips of hers would be meshed with yours now. You try to look away but you canât, they captivate you to no end and you donât even want to look away nowâthe sheen on those cherry red lips, the way they stand out against her milky white skin, the way she then bites her lower lips as to tempt you even further, the way sweat slowly drips down the side of her face and to her neck and you think theyâd look good with your bite marks all over them.
Even if you look down, her succulent thighs and legs are all that will pervade your senses and you wonât be able to stop thinking about how you just want to rip whatever garments sheâs wearing underneath and have her spread her legs while you eat her out like sheâs your last meal on Earth. âYou canât just keep doing this for years and not expect me to make a move eventually.â
âThen whatâs stopping you, hmm?âÂ
Minju somehow shifts even closer to you, her lips practically brushing against yours, her eyes staring deep into your soul, her hands resting on your thighs. She probes into you even deeper, much deeper than any other time and emergency sirens are popping up in your head. There have been many close encounters like this, way too many for your liking.Â
The way she would wear pencil skirts on certain days and make it her mission to bend over in front of you as much as possible to show the unreal curvature of her assâthen proceeding to smirk as if she doesnât know how much your cock wants to burst through your pants. The way she would purposely bump into you and pretend to fall so you can pull her into an inadvertent hug.Â
Or when she would wear those dresses that hug her curves tightly during galas and she would give you a courtesy hug for a second longer than corporate policies would allow. Or when she kissed you during Christmas party last year and claimed that she had to do it because you two were âunderneath a mistletoe.âÂ
It all has to end tonight, because God forbid you have to spend another night alone on your bed making a mess while you shoot ropes after ropes all over yourself thinking about her. Itâs exhausting having to play these games with her when youâre 99% sure she is into you and you have to take action now before someone else does.
âMinju, I donât think youâre ready for what Iâm packing down there.â You test the waters even further, carefully studying her facial expressions while trying not to get lost in her eyes. Itâs quite a difficult task when the alcohol is hitting you harder by the minute but when a sly grin appears across her face as if to challenge that statement, you know you have her right where you want her.
âOh trust me, I know what youâre packing down there.â Minju glances downwards at your erection and your sweatpants are doing a poor job with how itâs about to poke through your pants. âIf I didnât, I wouldnât be spending my Friday night here when I could be hanging out with Chaewon and Yujin.â Itâs getting dangerous now, her hands traveling down your body and cupping your length through two layers of clothing.
And honestly you might as well be naked now with the way your cock reacts to her touch âyour tip is leaking heavily and your breath starts to shorten. âSo whatâs it gonna be? You canât tell me you have a different plan for how this night is going to end.â You canât push back any further, you wonât push back. You take the first dip, lips pressed hungrily onto hers and she takes this opportunity to swing her legs over and straddle you on your couchâthe movie in the background is long forgotten and all you care about right now is her.
You straighten yourself up and wrap your arms around her waist possessively; two years of pent up sexual frustration finally coming to an end and you make the most of it. Her lips are everything youâve dreamed of; soft and sweet and succulent and you canât help but think about how they slot in with yours perfectly as if you were meant to kiss her all this time. Your hands travel to her face to cup her cheeks, pushing her head deeper into yours and you notice her hands encircling around your back.Â
You take a break to catch your bearings, staring deep again at her now lust-filled eyes and you get a front row seat to the facial expression youâve been dying to see for forever now. She moans into your mouth when one of your hands slides underneath her dress shirt to feel her smooth skin and the ridges of her abs which itself isnât a surpriseâwhat is surprising is the lack of bra when you travel further upwards and you come into contact with tits that you are sure is perky and round. âWhat a fucking slut, Minju. No bra?â
Your suspicions are confirmed when you practically rip the buttons off her shirt and throw it somewhere in your living room and your mouth waters at the sight of her breasts, they are definitely not the biggest youâve seen but the way they sit on her perfectly shaped body with all of her curves and intricacies is more than enough to make up for it. âWhatâs the use of wearing one when I knew we were gonna end up like this anyways?â But before you could dive down to taste them you find your shirt being removed as well and the hunger in your eyes is mirrored by the way sheâs staring down at your own pack of abs.Â
âI mean if I had it my way I wouldâve told you to be shirtless already with only your boxers on before I came over but you canât have everything in life right?â She is as handsy as you, those delicate fingers mapping your chest and your stomach with every little touch as if to decipher where her lips would go later. But you absolutely cannot wait any longer, grabbing her hand and placing it on her sides while you devour her nipples. Taking her left breasts between your lips while massaging the right one and the whimper of your name that escapes her lips is downright sinful while you alternate between the two.Â
You lick, slurp, and at times even get your teeth involvedâjust anything that can get her squirming and writhing on your lap is enough to fuel you. Even more so when she pushes your head deeper into her chest and sheâs moaning âmore please, fuckâ in between whimpers.
Minju is one needy girl and thatâs one fact that you find out quickly when she starts to grind on your hips and you can feel just how warm and wet her shorts are. You inadvertently bite on her nipples and she screams your name at the sensation. You utter a âsorryâ in response but it doesnât really matter when she gets off of you and you think youâve absolutely screwed up. Fucking great. She stands up and you are about to give a more sincere and heartfelt apology but those thoughts are quickly washed away when she removes her shorts and then her panties.
âI want to see that cock. Now.â
You donât waste a single moment before you proceed to do the same thing to your undergarments and the sight of her fully naked in front of you causes you to leak even more precum with your cock freely exposed to the air. Minju looks hotâwhich in itself might be an understatement with the way sheâs fucking you with those wide eyes of hers, the way her nipples are glimmering under the lights of your living room thanks to your saliva, the way her abs contract with every breath she takes, the way those stocky thighs are slick with her essence. Forget those wet dreams because none of them could match witnessing the actual Kim Minju naked in real life in your apartment.
Minju squeals when you drag her back down towards you to make her straddle your lap again. No more games, no more foreplay, you slowly sink her down your cock and drink in her moans when she buries her face in your shoulder. She is suffocatingly tight, extremely wet but tight and you almost spill mere seconds after finally inserting your entire length inside her. You wince slightly as her manicured nails press into your shoulders and eventually your back. âFuckingâshitâIf I only knewââÂ
Your pace is slow and methodical, even though you want to just pound her into oblivion and have her screaming to the point your neighbors will complain the morning after. She is Minju after all and she deserves that respect, but as to how long you can control yourself you donât know. For now, you are content to just have her in your arms and revel in this moment that youâd never thought would ever come. Just feeling how your cock molds perfectly inside her and how her small bunny hops gradually increase over time and her face becomes lost in pleasure is more than enough.
Especially when you feel every inch of her goddess-like body pressed against yours when she arches up to you; her thighs bouncing against yours, her abs grinding against yours, and those breasts pressed against your chest. ââso deep, fuckâharder!â Itâs about time you take control and you do just that, you plant your feet to the ground and you grab handfuls of her asscheeks with each hand before thrusting up in time with her thrust and Minjuâs gone completely delirious now.Â
Gone are the coherent sentences as they are now replaced by expletive-filled chants of pleasure. Sheâs damn near crying on your cock, tears welling up in her eyes due to pleasure and so you pull her face away to get a glimpse of her sweat-misted face and how her eyes are unfocused. You donât know what came over you but you feel your heart skip a beat seeing such surreal beauty up close and personal so you pull her in for another makeout session, continuing your long and hard thrusts while your tongue ravages her mouth much like your cock does with her pussy.
âFucking hell, we shouldâve done this sooner.â Another kiss on her lips, then another lick of her nipplesâmake that two licks, no in fact, you devour them once more. Itâs becoming clearer that theyâre starting to become your favorite part of her body and itâs completely justified. â I canât believe I had to jack off to your pictures when you were just one call away.â The woman in question doesnât respond but she blushes, the raw honesty of your words is enough to reveal that shy and demure side of her again despite the situation you two are currently in.Â
Minju just brushes her hair aside in response while looking away, taking the initiative to bounce on your cock and you let her take over once again. âW-Well Iâm here nowââ A particularly hard thrust deep into a certain spot inside her has her clenching around your cock much tighter than usual, you take mental note of this ââI hope Iâm as good as advertised.â Of course she is and even better than whatever scenario you were cooking up inside your head, but instead of showing it through words you just smile at her and hope that itâs enough to show your admiration and you let your body do the talking.
Youâre noticing how tired sheâs becoming being on top so you donât waste any more time and pick up the pace while still letting her guide the way. Itâs silence between the two of you aside from the sounds of passionate lovemaking and that is just enough to push you two closer to the edge. You feel her clench tighter around you again and likewise you can feel your balls throbbing in anticipation too. Itâs been a stressful week at work and thereâs no better place to unload than inside her welcoming pussy. Youâre just as close to her as reaching your orgasm and itâs becoming extremely difficult not to do anything but to burst inside hers.Â
Forget the lovemaking, you lift her up by her asscheeks and stand up from the couch and you immediately feel her limbs coil around your body as she gasps at the sensation of being fully seated by your cock. You start to thrust up again, this time more relentlessly without the restrictions of the couch and sheâs leaking even more now and you can actually feel her juices stream down your cock and you know sheâs extremely close. âD-Donât stop, please. Donât you ever fucking stop!â Sheâs bouncing much higher than before, almost completely unsheathing your length before she crashes back down on it again and now sheâs actually crying in pleasure.Â
âHnnghhh! Fuck! I canât, I canâtââ There was certainly no way she was going to last any longer. ââG-Gonna cum on your cock!â And a few more of those wild thrusts is all it takes to set her off, going limp and forcing you to grab hold of her even tighter so she doesnât slip offâa task given difficult given how much sweat is emanating both of your bodies but you donât care especially when all of those juices causes you to slip out of her for a minute and you donât care about the mess you two are making on the floor at this very moment when youâre about to follow her with your own orgasm.Â
âSuch a fucking good girl for me, Minju.â You slide back inside her, this time itâs easier thanks to the lubrication she provided and you canât help but grit your teeth and close your eyes. Itâs too much, all of this. What transpired tonight and what it means for your future. Itâs all too much to handle and you canât hold it any longer. Youâre about to give her the biggest load youâve ever given anyone. âYou deserve all of this, Iâve wanted you so fucking bad.â All she can do is nod as she is still sensitive from her own orgasm but with the way sheâs wrapping her arms around you tighter she wants it as badly as you do. âGonna fucking cum inside.â
âPlease! I want your hotâhngghâI want your cum. Please. When a beautiful woman like her gives you such a permission you donât waste it, you hold her tight as you begin to pump ropes after ropes of cum in her pussy with every deep thrust. You donât want to stop cumming, canât stop cummingâyour legs going weak and forcing you to sit down on the couch while you continue to unload deep inside Minju. It feels fucking euphoric, feeling your load drip back down to your cock and balls as that seemed to drain the soul out of you.Â
Youâve been holding back from the moment you first saw her all those years ago and thereâs no better feeling than this, not even a promotion could rival how addicting having sex with her feels and you want more. You want to continue diving into the ocean that is Kim Minju even if it means drowning, nothing else matters but her.
As if to try to coax more cum out of you, Minju continues to grind her hips while kissing you. This time itâs much more slow and gentle while you lay her on the couch and hover on top of her. Itâs beautiful how her hair, though disheveled, cascades down her shoulders and fans out on the cushion below.Â
Her limbs are still wrapped tight around you, your softening cock starting to harden while you begin to fuck her once moreâyouâre making a mess of the couch with how youâre fucking your cam back into her but it doesnât matter when sheâs going to be filled again. âYou still have enough cum for me? Iâm surprised.âÂ
You place kisses on her neck this time, making sure to leave marks dark enough that no amount of foundation can conceal it once Monday comes around. Surprisingly she doesnât protest, perhaps she does want everyone to find out about you two. âGuess I didnât do a good job of draining you, huh?â You respond by fucking her harder into the couch, feeling the furniture creak and move with every thrust and you render her speechless once again.Â
Lean down to capture those bouncing tits in your mouth and continue to work her to another orgasm which wasnât difficult to accomplish considering how sensitive she still is. It didnât take long to set you off either and you unload whatever remaining load you have, which is still plenty considering you almost passed out with how much you left inside her just ten minutes ago.
She urges you to sit up on the couch again and she gets off of it to kneel down in front of you before then taking your flaccid cock in her mouth to clean you off. The sight is pornographic, the way she shows off your combined juices on her tongue before making a show of swallowing it all. âHmm, we taste good together. I donât mind having some more of that.â
Minju gets off her knees to sit down right beside you and the way her naked body glistens under the natural light outside your apartment is an unparalleled sight that has your heart swooning and doing backflips. âWell, Iâm free this entire weekend.â And perhaps shooting your shot when all of this has already happened is quite a ridiculous predicament to be in but you donât want to be selfish after all. Surely a girl like her has plenty of suitors youâre not aware of and you donât want to tie her down especially when nothing is official yet.
âI guess I could be convinced.â
Those ten seconds of silence felt like an eternity. But it was all worth it the moment she gives you that smile that makes your heart race even faster. And despite kissing her for what seems like a million times already, this one has special weight. As if to tell the world that the most beautiful woman you have ever known and perhaps will ever know is now yours and thereâs nothing that could change that. Screw all of those disgusting old men with their mid-life crisis because your quarter-life crisis just ended in the most satisfying way possible.
Youâre embarrassed by the way you whine the moment you donât feel her lips on yours anymore but you are quickly consoled the moment she stands up and turns around to flaunt that perfectly shaped ass of hers. Suddenly, blood rushes to your cock again as if you didnât cum twice already.Â
âCome on, take me to your bedroom.â Minju eyes you like a piece of meat once again when she pulls you up to your feet.Â
âThereâs one more hole you forgot to fill.â
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