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patron saint of never growing old
#i think theres something uniquely tragic about how we never know what tessa looked like when she was alive#and that the only reason we have an idea of her appearance is via cyn wearing her skin#i interpret the humans being depicted as glitchy silhouettes to be very literal; the MDs barely remember what they look like#due to their memories being fucked with so frequently. and that makes the cynessa reveal a lot worse imo#to see something- someone- that you once remembered to be warm and familiar contorted into something unrecognizable and dangerous#and being unable to remember what she looked like before being puppeted by a monster#you try to imagine her face- young bright and happy- but can only visualize her dead skin stretching unnaturally across robotic features#belonging to the source of all your suffering and trauma.#guh. she was just a kid. man#never got to grow up. never got to get away from her shitty parents. never got to live before she died. whatever. im normal#murder drones#murder drones fanart#murder drones tessa#tessa james elliot#tessa elliot#tessa murder drones#md tessa#gloom.art
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Sunshowers āļø
Itās crazy to think I started this before I came to college and now Iām heading home for breakā¦anyway hereās the final piece!
(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)
#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#fanart#illustration#good omens#gomens#ineffable husbands#aziracrow#aziraphale#crowley#man i love bentley#the only car i will ever willingly draw#in other news IM FINALLY DONE WITH THIS#AFTER THREE?? NO FOUR MONTHS#IT FEELS UNREAL#if yall dont appreciate this i might cry#i've literally never spent so long on a piece before#perspective was half the battle#the other half was color#i tried doing color keys like twenty times it was awful#(worth it)#manifesting a scene like this for s3#with sudden rainstorms and apology dances and light#idk after loki i really just need a happy ending
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adam lazzara and mikey way on fuse fuck ups posted by dem0luvrs on twitter
#HAVE YOU GUYS SEEN THIS???!!???#i have literally never come across this before i canāt believe it#what is it about mikey way that made ever man in a 100 mile radius want him#mcr#my chemical romance#mikey way#adam lazzara#taking back sunday#fuse fuck ups#warped tour
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Silco letting his daughter get away with everything (including literal murder)
#silco#jinx#arcane#arcanegifs#mans literally got shot and the first thing he's worried about before he dies is letting jinx know that she wasn't forsaken and was loved#I'll NEVER get over how fucking tragic that is ughhhhh
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i need ghoap frantically making out against a door finally taking the leap on their feelings. need ghost grinding against soap, expecting to find him just as hard as him, only to feel nothing
and in all his wisdom and experience, he concludes soap was tortured and never told him
heās trying to think of a delicate way to say he understands, that heās been through it and it doesnāt change anything about how he feels (and who the fuck touched him so he can hunt them down and rend them limb from limb)
meanwhile trans!soapās just trying to find the best angle to grind his cunt on ghostās thigh
just it never even entering ghostās head bc heās never known a trans person but he has met plenty of people whoāve been tortured - himself included - so of course thatās his logical leap
soap takes off his shirt and he sees his top surgery scars and ghost asks if he wants him to kill the one who did it and soap just hums like, āactually, man did pretty good, they healed real well,ā and ghostās just teary-eyes with awe at how well heās coping, ālooking on the bright side, thatās my johnny.ā
imagine he thinks johnny was fully castrated but sees heās determined to still have a sex life with him so he buys packers and straps to help him bc hell yeah healing and soapās just like, āholy shit iāve never had such a thoughtful partner before, such a sweet man, lt.ā
#he a little confused but he got the spirit#its so good bc it can be super angsty of ghost really dreading whats been done to his sergeant and trying to make it right#or just go full crack treated seriously and have fun with it#i love just completely oblivious ghost#in any military context hes the smartest guy in the room#he always knows the play and has more experience than anyone#but stick him in the normal world? man is Lost#ghost just thinks hes had some kind of reconstruction surgery after being tortured and accepts thats what johnny looks like#bc hes never seen a pussy before#it takes years for soap to actually come out to him bc he just never thought to#hes seen him naked theyve literally slept together what else is there for him to say#then he shows him like a family album or something and ghosts just like āwhy arent you in any of these i only see girlsā#and he just goes āhang on a secondā#soap gets one of his sporadic periods one night and panics a little thinking it would weird ghost out or remind him that hes not cis#but ghost just thinks its a normal part of such a thorough reconstruction that hed bleed sometimes#and doesnt question it when soap grabs a pad out of his drawer bc āthats such a good way of handling the discharge my johnnys so smartā#just really supportive ghost for the wrong reasons#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#weāre a team. ghost team#soapghost#ghostsoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod#save post
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edwin is a better, stronger man than i, because i would be infinitely more dramatic and petty in his position when crystal enters the scene and charles starts paying attention to her. i would have comic!edwinās reaction at least (accusing charles of choosing girls over him, storming off to solve cases on his own and deciding to do shit that will get him into trouble so that charles has to come rescue him, etc) but iād probably take it a step further. iād be like āi guess you want me to go back to hell then since iām basically nothing to you šā and then iād legitimately go back to hell JUST to see if he came after me. if he didnāt come after me then an eternity of torture in hell is nothing compared to the pain of rejection and being replaced. but iām also incredibly mentally ill, so.
(james acaster once told a story about a christmas where he asked his parents for a spice girls cd. he found out whilst at the pool with his family that his sister was getting the cd instead of him. naturally, he tried to drown himself in the pool to make his parents feel guilty. thatās my vibe if i were ever in edwinās position.)
#even charles is more pissy jealous than edwin is#like when monty enters the scene charles is SO MAD and incapable of being normal#like instead of participating in conversations motherfucker is just pouring and glaring at them whenever monty is present#itās because charles never had reason to be jealous before until other males started being able to see and interacting with edwin#heās like nooo i didnāt realise his autism rizz was irresistible to literally every man that lays eyes on him i thought it was just me :(#anyway watching crystalās early scenes with them actually makes me feel ill because of my rejection sensitivity#iām like oh this is my nightmare#dw i love crystal with all my fucking part itās not her fault sheās in this position#crystal palace surname von hoverkraft#edwin payne#charles rowland#james acaster#dead boy detectives#dbdshow#save dead boy detectives#renew dead boy detectives#revive dead boy detectives#yeet my deet#yeet my deebd#payneland#paineland#edwin paine#dbda#dead boy detective agency#chedwin#the sandman universe#dead boy detectives comics#charles x edwin
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ark aftermath
#being in the ark with knives who had gathered such immense power definitely fucked with vash's brain#their fight before the ark haunts me. what do you mean 'blackness of decay' jesus christ#it reminds me of 'youve got more of them...scars'#knives seeing that his brother is actively like. dying.#also what do u mean knives tried to merge with him. that definitely took a toll on both of them#anyway so vash has vivid hallucinations of his brother and whatnot#wolfwood hates himself for that obviously#just imagine the horror he would experience if vash called him 'knives'#vash literally spitting blood because 1) anxiety 2) hes so fucking tired and tortured and shit#he wants a break guys give him a break#but ooobviously vash (the man he is) he'll never accuse wolfwood of trapping him in the ark. of betraying him etc#so he'll just be happy to be there alive and relatively well and hope the same for his brother#at least for the time being before vash meets him and kills him#this is the longest comic ive made sorry if it feels a bit rushed/not well concluding#best i can do#its been kicking my ass for the past week and i just wanted to be done w it#trigun#vashwood#vash the stampede#nicholas d. wolfwood#trigun maximum#trigun fanart#my art#millions knives#<- for a fragment of a second#what else#tw hallucinations#tw blood#tw emetophobia
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The one piece reread only makes the hardest moments hit even harder,,,, even when youāre rereading it poorly in portugese
Or AKA, i found out today that HINATA SHOYO reads one piece and I havenāt recovered since
#one piece#haikyuu#hinata shoyo#roronoa zoro#(kinda)#omfg okay time for my entirely SEPERATE POST IN THE TAGS#i only got into one piece at the end of last year... but ive been in the anime and manga scene for like. my entire life#i cannot understate how WILD it is that I havent noticed how everywhere one piece is....#like once i read it... i started finding it EVERYWHERE#my sister gifted me an issue of shonen jump ages ago cause i liked act age and kimetsu no yaiba chainsaw man promised neverland etc#and it doesnt have like a one piece chapter in it actually (to my disappointment)#but IT DOES HAVE A LIL ADVERTISING SEGMENT AT THE FRONT TALKING ABOUT OKIKU FIGURINES AND OTHER ONE PIECE CRAP#AND IDK IT LITERALLY JUST BLEW MY MIND#ONE PIECE DIDNT EXIST IN MY LIFE BUT.... IT DID????#I HAD ONE PIECE MERCH BEFORE I EVEN BECAME OBSESSED WITH IT??? (hahah if you can consider a tiny segment mentioning okiku op merch XD)#just imagine suddenly being obsessed with a piece of media. and then you look around ur room and U SUDDENLY RECOGNISE A CHARACTER MERCH???#ITS BEEN IN UR ROOM FOR YEARS BUT YOUVE NEVER REALLY EVEN NOTICED IT OR JUST BRUSHED IT OFF WHENEVR U SAW IT#BUT ITS THAT CHARACTER!!!! ITS THAT MEDIA THAT UR MADLY IN LOVE WITH????#also im being 100 percent legit when i say that the sense of comeraderie i feel when someone says theyve ALSO read one piece#is insane#discovering that domics and worthiikids and all these other big youtubers that ive known for years have loved one piece like me?#it makes my heart clench and my eyes water man#ive never felt so connected to the world... one piece really is peak fiction.....#i love one piece's community sm....
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Was going through my old art folder tidying things up and realized that I donāt think I ever shared my full piece for the avatar cookbook zine I was in years ago??? So uh hereās that I guess a;lskdfj - the piece on the right was one of the other ideas I pitched, I still like the color thumbnail a lot!
#i cannot Believe i've never posted this before#that's fuckin Wild IĀ could've sworn I did that#was literally just gonna shareĀ the image on the right but then I looked andĀ realized the actual final piece wasn't anywhere#avatar the last airbender#aang#zuko#katara#toph#sokka#suki#azula#ursa#atlacookbook#not a comic#finished art#man what other stuff have i forgotten to share
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Who is this man and why he looks so babygurl???
#trigun#TRIGUNć¤ć©ć³ć³#vash the stampede#vash#doodles#art#i've never seen this series before#literally all my knowledge comes from edits on tiktok#and this man stole my heart like you have no idea#aaaaaa#he is so silly#such a malewife i wanna hug him TwT#thanks for watching#thanks and bye#<3#trigun stampede
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haha hey so apparently someone stole my whole fic... copy and pasted except for tiny things changed... here is the link to their """fic""" (sorry random person I had to steal the reblog from). they've since deleted the fic off their blog + deleted their ao3 + gone on a hiatus so..... that's cool and whatever....... but they have written a lot of other shit so... don't be a dick but maybe check that for funny business too...
#yall I am literally#I don't even know what to say LMFAO#their fic before they deleted it had more notes than mine....... like what.....#I've never had this happen before so I'm just.... in awe........#is leon similar to aki or something I don't know this man. who are you#it sucks so much too because that fic of mine#is probably my favorite fic I ever wrote#I poured so much love into it#so many little aspects of aki's character that I enjoyed fleshing out#and to just have it stolen#like if you stole a shitty drabble I wouldn't be as wounded but to steal 20k words of love.....#that's messed up man........#I'm laughing at this but also. crying inside a little#thank you to the person who told me about this because since they deleted it it would be really hard to know otherwise#yeah........... yeah.....
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"it was good fun! Surprisingly competitive I would say!"
#LITERALLY THE CUTEST MAN TO EVER EXIST#ive said this before but#seriously if you ever feel bad abt his results#just go watch his interview bcs wow nowadays seemingly he is never upset on main#as suzuki said to me: what drugs does aston have him on#bcs seriosuly#bro dnfed and is fine?? super smiley even?????#i think its just a matter of extremely low expectations tbh so he cant really be affected anymore atp#and he was happy about being up in the front so long!#bcs they didnt think he could sustain it that long both cause the pace and the tires#lmao n the other hand carlos seemed very salty imo#i think he said smth along the lines of fernando being too ambitious????? bro youre talking abt fernando alonso like??#and said he ruined both their results ah stfu dude#the guy youre talking abt literally dnfed and is all smiley#fernando alonso#2024 chinese gp#f1#formula 1#we do a little bit of f1
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Jack the Terrible and His Daughter, Angel.
hello borderlands fandom- i've been here for maybe 11 years now? idk the last time i was an active member of the fandom i was living in the hell that was amino. today i give you a post that i totally stole the idea for from tumblr user @thedudeandjackfamily.
#borderlands#handsome jack#angel borderlands#borderlands 2#bl2#art#digital art#fanart#something something i won't give my scathing character analysis here#but i'm vaguely obsessed with how fucked up and awful jack is but will never go to bat for him#angel deserves the man who so clearly wanted to be her father before she became a siren. not a monster#also if anyone can find good references of angels tattoo FUCKING TAG ME#literally never expect me to draw her tats the same ever again.
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nnnnnnnnnnnnno maa'am
#my want to draw traditionally literally split me open for the past week and leaves me literally depressed i'm so serious i can't even look -#- @ my art programs without wanting to throw up omfg should;ve never picked up those pencils#but it's ok i just needed a nap#something so relatable about them i think nelvas has something in it for everyone meanwhile eltl is secluded art museum.#it's very possible to walk around in neloth's and talvas' brains but eltl is off limits. they will NOT! get no drawings like this outta me#wtf r they thinking ........#< eltl not nelvas#something nobody on dis earth can understand ..........#talvas wants to live he likes living but neloth's presence is so strong that it overrides and deletes his will to live.#bruuuuuuuuh#i bet the feeling of neloff is in everything he does if they ever part ways he won't be able to fold clothes or anythign without wanting -#- 2 cry . for what reason . idk bc neloth once yelled at him for folding clothes like shit .what am i on rn#(talvas thoughts mode) I want this old man to hug meeeeš¢š¢š¢#NELOFF DO IT and smash him too before i do it first .#me and neloth are the same person tho so it doesn;t matter but w/e#i'm getting emotional over them right now this cannot be real#i love her .... (Skyr1m)#i opened the game for .5 minutes today to take pics of a character uight what a beautiful game.#Te/s having such extensive lore ruins the whole entire game and the franchise but whatever . skyr1m is an art piece that's just how i feel#also this might be a very hard pill to swallow for some people but t*lvas is literally a kin Vessel for young women that keep getting -#- hit on by men twice or thrice their age when they're just trying to live their life .#this feels so profound to me i need dis shit inmy discord bio right NOEW.#Talvas................................#(eyes watering) (holding palm out)#suicide //#just in case but this tag would've gone crazy with my drawings of ulfr*c from late 2022 where i drew him with slit wrists. very artsay#is it not. i didn't like neither of those drawings tho i need to revisit cus i can feel ulfr*c on a diffaraaant level#when will i run out of tags. the way you can tell i just LUH talvas look at me drawing his hair in that second pic šBRU#look at me also trying to replicate pencils digitally in the first.. hmmm i don't hate it#at least it soothes me and i don't have pencil withdrawal
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im sure the luka yanqing interaction will only come to a head when they face each other in a match or whatever and that's fine, and the initial interaction itself? literally everything i could have hoped for and more
but imagine, if the tournament takes several days/weeks and luka keeps running into yanqing
first time could by themselves, yanqing accompanies luka for tea or shows him around, settles into the lie
second time is near the tournament hall and luka (accompanied by stelle/caelus), waves enthusiastically and says, "oh hey, that's my friend! hey lengfeng!" and stelle says š¤Ø and yanqing sweats profusely but she doesn't rat him out. (tho she probably does text him about it later)
third time maybe luka introduces ""lengfeng"" to his belobog friends and yanqing starts to think maybe this is fine, he'll never see these foreigners again and the odds of luka making it to the finals? probably not THAT good. he's fine
then he's out with general jing yuan and they run into luka and that's when he knows he's screwed up
(jing yuan wouldn't rat him out either, but he would think it was very funny)
(and he would make them all go to lunch together so he could bully the hell out of yanqing in real time)
#hsr#yanqing#luka#luka x yanqing#man a 5+1 would be so easy#5 times yanqing pretended his name was lengfeng and 1 time he didn't#aaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhh#i literally have a class in 10 minutes but i wanted to get this down before i forgot#yanqing would never live this down btw#jingyuan would tease him about it for the rest of his natural life
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There is something deeply heart wrenching in knowing that only in death will these brothers ever truly reunite. The only way Ace can be with them in the land of the living is through the weight of his memory.
#I was sad over how much this must mean for Sabo#He never had the chance to see Ace face to face#Sabo can only ever remember Ace as the child he was on Dawn Island#not the worldly young man he had become before his death#Sabo is literally haunted by the guilt of forgetting his brother#he has to have Aces fruit to cope#he has to believe that Ace lives on through the fruit because what else will there be#what else will he have left#one piece#revolutionary sabo#portgas d ace#asl brothers#monkey d. luffy#one piece sabo#one piece stampede#mera mera no mi
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