#wishing i didnot have to be

[v-67]

I just feel so overwhelmed at the moment

That i simply wish to dissolve into something, dissolve into something which makes me disappear. Disappear in a way that I never existed.

For this existence is a hindrance.

This soul is a weight,

This heart, a vessel with a void.

And i simply wish, I simply wish with everything in me, to disappear.

Into nothing.

And never be.

[swallowedbyfandom]

Lay down your dreams

After she speaks with her mama she decides she knows exactly what to do. It is time to stop hiding she is so very tired of making herself smaller to be more palpable for the society. She is tired of people claiming to love her but never allowing her to speak. She is tired of allowing Colin to blame her for his own blindness. He was her most frequent correspondent, he could have figured it out if he ever bothered to think on it.

She looks at her once vibrant mother. She remembers thinking as a girl that her mama was the most beautiful Lady. Now her mama is worn too thin. Her fierce mother has lied, cheated, and literally stolen to support their family. Her tasteless, tacky mama is a survivor. So is she. Penelope respects that, is proud of it.

Dash it all. She is Penelope Featherington, The Lady Whistledown, that is a better legacy than being Penelope Bridgerton, the unheard wife of a third son. In a way she wants to thank him for being so stupidly hurtful she has finally had enough. She was willing to give up Whistledown for him. She did give up her only source of power for him however temporarily it was.

He however didnot even set down his hurt long enough to have a discussion with her. He claimed she entrapped him, when he was the one who ruined her prospects. She wishes to all that is holy that they had never been intimate. He was not worthy of her virtue. She has never needed Colin's conditional honor. The final straw was when he ignored her opinion on Cressida Cowper.

She heads back to Bloomsbury to gather her belongings. She has Rae and some of the Featherington staff pack her trunks and load them on the carriage before heading back to Featherington House. She hands Varley enough to make the Finch/Dankworth Ball the most elegant and gaudy ball Mayfair has ever seen. She wants her sisters and her mother to have a magical night that reflects the loud vibrant women they are.

She settles into her childhood room, to set her schemes into motion. She writes a letter for Violet explaining everything she wished to explain. The beginning, the middle, and this bittersweet end. She includes her engagement and wedding band. She shall have the letter delivered the afternoon of the ball. Let Colin deal with his mother's disappointment. Violet she knows will understand her reasons better than most.

Their ball is a victory for the ladies of her house. Widowed, married, and newly single alike. Colin of course comes to her after the Queen's judgement with his heart in hand. He finally sees her. He is beautiful, earnest and as always, he is a day late and a shilling short. She takes his hands in hers and tells him she had their marriage annulled on the grounds of fraud and lack of consummation.

He tries to protest but she will not have it. She drops his hands and speaks her truth.

"You had your chance to fix things, Colin. You turned your back on me. All your claims of love, devotion, and protection were empty. Our marriage was a farce. You never allowed me the dignity of explaining myself. You ran. You always run, Colin."

She cries silently while she continues. It will always hurt she thinks. The loss of this beautiful dream she no longer believes in. Colin has shattered her heart and her faith in him for the last time. Love is not always enough.

"I asked my mama how one knows if they are with child and she explained it to me. I started my courses two days ago and I have no symptoms. I can safely conclude I am not with child. You can no longer claim I have entrapped you. The annulment has been signed, sealed, and filed already. I have returned the rings to your mother and removed my belongings from your home."

"I wish you well, Mr. Bridgerton. Good bye."

She leaves him standing there.

She is as free as a woman in society can be. She is not yet comfortable with the attention and the problems she will face being Whistledown publicly but her mama will not be implicated in theft. The solicitor will believe the inheritance to be Whistledown income. It is not too far from the truth anyway. She has been discreetly paying down her papa's debt for years. Her family will endure. She will head to the country with her mama next week. She thinks she will write a book as her next endeavor.

Perhaps the Queen would be open to sharing her love story. It cannot hurt to ask.

[aokuni]

i saw your rant and i agree with you alot.. i am just disappointed. i think the finger isnt a threat anymore like yuuji stated and it just there in original place since sukuna is gone and chose a different path.. i know sorcerers die and move on but like i am upset that we didn't get atleast get an acknowledgement , reminiscing ir a funeral to their beloved sensei friend and comrade in their lives even after using his body ik he said he didnot mind but still- I see we got a reflection from yuuji from his flashback with gojo but man what about the adults including shoko and the other students. BTW KUSAKABE the bum NEEDS TO STFU. What happen to gojo body? ig we will get it answered in his fanbook. To me it is kinda ooc to why they reacting like that and it is ruining my perception of them a little bit like i just want to see the acknowledgement to gojo. Sukuna got a nice conclusion. What do you think change in jujutsu society ? What do you think will happen? they seem happy in those panels and the mission. i wish gojo embraced the future too and wanted to see some growth in him and strengthen his interactions with everyone i see he had something with ichiji but - ig gojo was truly the happiest in his youth that why he stayed in south and he died without regrets. Maybe the anime in certain scenes would do better but ughh. Overall the story has flaws and sure they have nice moments but is it a masterpiece like what people glaze and claim? imo no. Also another question what are your problems with jjk overall and what is your interpretation gojo's character since many people have their interpretations. Alot of people have been saying its narratively beautiful and we do not get the meaning behind the ending, gojo's death and the flashback with gojo and yuuji.

omg my first ask;;,,,

the fact that its known that every sorcerer dies eventually (not even from old age most of the time) is known, but it’s absolutely not right that the one who had the highest and most important contribution to defeating sukuna, we don’t see ANYTHING of. in fact, gege’s just going like “forget him hes not important anymore” yeah like anyones gonna listen. you kill him off after hes taken straight L’s the entire series. hes trying to play him off as “hes all happy and no worries haha” but NO. I Refuse To Accept That. he was supposed to move ON.

also about the yuuta body thing, to me, he sounded like “uhhhh sure buddy, i mean, that won’t happen in the first place anyways so knock yourself out” he clearly wasn’t planning to lose. and he seemed a bit off put by the idea, but he still said okay since whats the point, he’s just a corpse now. it hits him that even when he’s dead, he’s just a weapon. and he was genuinely upset with shokos nonchalance of the idea, like as if he’s saying “you’re just gonna let my corpse be used like that??? no respect.”

anyways, getting sappy for a moment, i wanna see the adults reactions too. because shoko, ijichi and utahime are the only ones left alive now who were very close with him, and for gojo who was always a constant to just be gone?? imagine ijichi sitting in his office getting a call or text message and he thinks its from gojo but its not, and will never be again; and then shoko never bar hopping with gojo ever again, or, utahime never seeing, nor being teased by gojo, ever again. like dang its a little too quiet here….sob

moving on, it is definitely out of character for everyone to act so relaxed or simply not acknowledging what the hell happened with gojo. what about yuuta and the fact he’s gonna live with the notion that he used his sensei’s corpse like a puppet (and didnt win)? What about yuuji who obviously would never want to forget gojo. he was literally both him and yuutas live saviors. it also shows that gojo is gojo and his ‘the strongest’ title does NOT make him for who he is. they need GOJO.

SCREW KUSAKABE. why would you say that in front of YUUJI????

i dont think anything will really change in jujutsu society. gakuganji will take over, and idk make jujutsu society a little better. In the end, nothing changed. Everything is back to square one, and all the sorcerers will die, like a sorcerer. their lives didnt change for the better, or for the worst. but hey this means that yuuji really will kill mahito when he reincarnates.

gojo is like eren, “move forward”. he was, like i said, supposed to move ON. he is supposed to see that the future ahead could be bright and he could be able to change jujutsu society with gakuganji and anyone else. but no. gege decided the worst possible choice to leave him there with his dead friends who, by the way, DONT even understand him either. nobody ever did, not even geto. (seriously, who gives their best friend an existential crisis for the rest of their life because theyre jealous of their power?) buut, sukuna could’ve, theyre both not even seen as humans, because one is not, and the other is just a weapon. theyre both just stepping stools of power if you could defeat them. (sukugo!(&:$;8/!9 stop it gege.)

my main problem with jjk is that its very rushed, right from the very beginning, and straight to the end. none of the characters are even super fleshed out. i couldnt tell you something as simple as gojos favorite color. because we dont know. or other things nobara likes to do besides shop and try out new things. i cant say ANYTHING. its all left in the air, ripe for misinterpretation and misinformation to rot it if it stays open for too long.

my interpretation of gojos character? hoo boy…hohohoh;..,,, so i see him as a very emotionally distant man. he keeps to himself, and doesnt like to let others in, because he thinks “what does it matter? whose going to really care? they wont understand me anyways.” and also because if he shows vulnerability he will get exploited from it, from people who have things against him. just like how kenny sealed gojo. he took advantage of him mentally. he’s a very cocky man and he uses this arrogant facade to hide himself in. he also takes peoples opinions of him to heart. like it genuinely hurts him to hear someone have a low opinion of him, like with ijichi. and he also listens to what people tell him, like with shoko and the wallpaper. he really cares about people, he just cant bring himself to open up at all. also he is just very confident, FOR A GOOD REASON. It tends to reassure people too in battle. Like with yuuji when Gojo got jumped by jogo in season one.

“narratively beautiful” get a load of this guy, whoever says that is just a gege stan. what he wrote in terms of story couldve been amazing if he actually knew how to write. the gojo and yuuji scene, is gege just self inserting into gojo. how could gojo, the oh so arrogant man, just tell someone to forget him? he would be like “if i die, which wont happen, you BETTER NOT forget me or i’ll haunt you…” or something along those lines. it was very out of character, even yuuji acknowledged it. nonsense.

thats all, very long rant awawaaa

[an-absolute-nightmare]

i hhave never felt such deep ande full body rage as i did today. i have had multiple reasons to be thorroughly pissed, i have had my hands shaking. i have had rage so deep i bought myself a punchigng bag. but nothing so full body and prolonged as today. hte amount of self control i displyed today is something worrthy of congratulations i beliece. ignore the speellling mistakes my hands are shaking to o fucking hadr for me to rwrite. but one thing that i think i did good was that i didnot let it all go in vain. i did not stop myself fromm saying what was needed to be said. if i didn't think doxxing the person this rage was directed to would highly increase my chances on being doxxed by association, i would. that's how pissed i am. i punched and slapped the shit out of my punching bag. i wanted to punch it til my knbuckles were bleeding but i do not have the time to afford a migraine in my schedule rn, and if i punched it anymore my hand would start aching and so would my head and i would bacially be in pain all of today and tomorrow, which given my approaching miderms i can't afford. thus i have refrained. my body has been chock full of adrenaline and whatever other hormones and neurotransmitters that make you feel rage all day, and i will crash tonight. thank you for coming to my ted talk and it would please me graetly if you could wish your worst on this person that i'm talking about. if it helps she's the most sexist ablist hypocritical individual i have ever had the displeasure to encounter, and has no respect for personal space or even her own words. thank you

[leiaeh]

Life is so short and precious.

I wish I had more friends 💘

I am alone most of the time.

I spend my days in a haunted house.

All my memories come back to me every day and I wish I had a lover.

I've been alone for so long now.

No touch or a soft hello from lovely strangers.

I wish I lived alone too then Id be less lonely.

The sound of silence would comfort me so much.

Im getting closer to my parents as I age.

I wish I had a job. then id meet new people.

But even then they might not have cared at all.

Because everybody is a stranger.

there are no more happy endings maybe.

or maybe my time has not come yet.

At least Im honest now.

I think wrong people left my life for a reason and now I just want to be found again.

I wish I had a fire in me.

I wish I could make art again.

I miss old days when I used to be more alive and carefree.

Days are passing by so slowly.

I wish I lived somewhere in the middle of europe.

Maybe in Norway. I have a friend there.

I wish I were different. with a better body and a healthier mind.

I wish I didnot have to drink medicine everyday.

I wish I were free.

Free from this city. From those people.

I have a past in here. I wanna be chainless.

I wanna walk the streets peacefully.

Life is hard.

I wish someone would fix me.

But nobody's coming to save you they say.

what a cruel reality to live in.

Wish I had friends who understand me.

I just wanna be ok.

[taegularities]

"If he cut his heart open now and showed you yourself, inhabiting all its chambers, you’d circle back to hope, right? "

YOU CANT JUST DO THIS AND NOT EXPECT THAT IT WOULDNOT RIP MY HEART NIM! YOU FUCKING CANT 🥹❤️‍🩹

"It’s the opposite of how you look at him as you pass him by. No sparkle in your pupils; your face pale; your expression dead. Your movements are automatic.While he’s burning in the pain that he caused."

THE FACT THAT HE WAS JUST TRYING TO PROTECT HER BUT ENDED UP JUST BREAKING HER MORE AND HIMSELF TOO.HE KNEW THAT IF HE WANTED HER TO MOVE ON FROM HIM HE HAS TO BREAK HER BUT DESPITE THAT HE FELT MORE AGONY THAN HER

"Despite the fact that it was him initiating the distance, the thought of making things right is excitingly tempting. The thought of holding you again, kissing you again."

BUT THEN THIS WANT ,THIS YEARNING FOR HER ..TO MAKE THINGS RIGHT 🥹 nah bae this didnot effect me at all 🙂

"And when it pulls him deep down, the first tear rolls. Along his cheek, past the corner of his lips. To his chin, and remains there until others follow.He presses his lips together and darts his head to the side when another passenger walks by; he sniffs, his head falling. The ache is killing him."

AND YOU EXPECT ME NOT TO BAWL MY EYES OUT ON THIS HUH 😭❤️‍🩹🫂 SHE DID WANT HIM TO BREAK AND OH MUCH HE DID

I fucking knew it that he was miserable too and just bcz he acted like it didnot effect that much , that he will make sure that he doesnot give her and himself hope i knew he was far from it he wanted it so bad he wanted to love her openly and open up about his fears but he couldnot burden her with his feelings when he clearly saw how much she was suffering .. i couldnot blame oc for wanting him ,for needing his attention and love bcz that is what love does to us and i also dont blame jk for doing all of this i mean despite how much he hurt her and himself in the process he just wanted her to be able to love someone freely without anyone barging in her personal space and he wanted to do that and doesnot matter if they part ways ..he wished to be free from all this paparazzi shit ..i guess i can feel it you know why he did that bcz if we were in his place we would that too ..protect the ones we love and also wanting them to be happy without having to hide it 🤧😊

HELLO THIS IS SUCH A LOVELY AND HEARTFELT MESSAGE.... oh my god, i'm so weak for such long feedback, i don't know what to say 😭

first of all.. half of this ask being in capslock? i fkn love your energy 🤧 like, idk, might sound stupid, but it really shows that you enjoyed the chapter... so i'm very happy it affected you like this <3

and yeeees, ofc, he was and is truly so miserable... i might even go all the way and say that he's more miserable than her. not just bc he knows how much she's suffering, but also bc he struggles with opening up so much.

you're SO SO RIGHT. he wants her to have a good life, which is why he was so stubborn about staying away. he believed she could move on if she gave herself enough time 😭 but yeah, he does want to be free of the entire media thing, too... so it's a dilemma. let's see how they solve it.

thank you so much for reading and giving insight into your mind. my god, it truly means a lot to me. i'm sorry i responded just now, but please keep sending your opinions and thoughts. this made me so happy <3

[twelve-colors-poetry]

Me, an idiot with a creative writting degree,.. I can work wit that.

Icarus

The white amaryllis that grew in my ribcage withered in the swelter of your sun's embrace, and when your waxen wings melted, and your body dashed upon my own, we fell together crashing Into a tangle of limbs, a now unmoving heap of flesh.

Will, that time turns it, which was us, to dirt, so that our union can still nurture something new. Upon our uncarn'd resting place will grow a tree flecked in bronze, which didnot learn our lessons, which reaches for the sun with wooden fingertips that bloom.

And around the tree like dandelions will spring another religion that worships the fruit-like pomegranates as oh-so holy, holy, holy, and neglects the nurish the filthy roots which, burrowed in the earth, have long since ate our bones and in their first famine, rot.

I would wish the tree could defy Its fate and fly away, but, I have wished that wish before and look at were it got us.

me: hey 

tumblr classics major who really likes halsey and thinks that the romantic poets were the only people to ever make contributions to english literature: you once made flowers grow within my ribcage but you were like icarus flying too close to the sun and your ichor wings are melting and now divinity stains your bronze fingertips like a pomegranate and you are holy holy holy 

[dreamwhaleflying]

Pettiness

My eldest and second sisters are down with fever right now. I didnot return to my hometown last week to visit them for few reasons. Firstly, my nephews that live with me have examination this week so I dont want to disturb their study week and I dont want them to get infected. Secondly, I dont feel like going home to visit them. When I am sick either mentally or physically, no one cares, no one knows. They keep criticising me, keep putting pressure on me saying that my mental illness can be control and cure. Oh, how I wish I can control. They never know when I lost control because I hide it well. If I cannot hide it, I will go somewhere that no one can see me.

Yes, I am petty to think like that while my sisters are suffering. I love them but I cannot shake the hurt I feel in my heart done by my family. I know that this situation with my family will always be like this until forever so I pray to God to send me someone, just one, one is enough, to accompany me in this illness. I dont need cure, I just need companion.

[babyawacs]

#thekeytothiscase .@law @law @harvard_law @bbc_whys i didnot choose to be here with allthe shit they shuFfle oncase andnecessary to even survive their scums they empoweredovercivilli ans letalone messmysupportsystem as if they have nothing else todo ‎ //// inthis case the system is guilty liable causing accomplice ofthe germans ‎ //// the key tothis case is who blackmails who when i book a flight criminal securitypolicy and the system guilty liable accomplice of the germans whatever they assume hope wish frame or trick allalong and thepile of tries is collossal including victimblame the only nonimmunised or takeon support unforgivable is endanger wife and kids additionally ‎playing good system because they werenot  allalong

#thekeytothiscase .@law @law @harvard_law @bbc_whys i didnot choose to be here with allthe shit they shuFfle oncase andnecessary to even survive their scums they empoweredovercivillians letalone messmysupportsystem as if they have nothing else todo //// inthis case the system is guilty liable causing accomplice ofthe germans //// the key tothis case is who blackmails who when i book a…

[byronsmuse]

Say you will, and let's be happy. Do, do!; Not until months  afterward did  Jo  understand  how  she  had  the  strength  of  mind to hold fast to the resolution she had made when she decided that she didnot love her boy, and never could. It was very hard to do, but she did it, knowing that delay was both useless and cruel; I can't say; yes; truly, so I won't say it at all. You'll see that I'm right, by-and-by, and thank me for it; she began solemnly.; Ill be hanged if I do!; and Laurie bounced up off the grass, burning  with  indignation at the very idea. Yes, you will!; persisted Jo.; You'll get over this after a while, and find some lovely accomplished girl, who will adore you, and make a fine mistress for your fine house. I shouldn't. I'm homely and awkward and odd and old, and you'd beashamed of me, and we should quarrel; we can't help it even now, you see; and I shouldn't like elegant society and you would, and you'd hate my scribbling, and I couldn't get on without it, and we should be unhappy, and wish we hadn't done it, and everything would be horrid! Anything  more?; asked Laurie, finding it hard to listen patiently  to this prophetic burst; Nothing  more, except that I don't believe  I  shall ever marry. I'm happy as I am, and love my liberty too well to be in a hurry to give it up for any mortal man. I know better!; broke in Laurie; You think so now, but there'll come a time when you will care for somebody, and you'll love him tremendously, and live and die for him. I know you will, it's your way, and I shall have to stand by and see it; and the despairing lover cast his hat upon the ground with a gesture that would have seemed comical, if his face had not been so tragic; Yes, I will live and die for him, if he ever comes and makes me love him in spite of myself, and you must do the best you can!; cried Jo, losing patience with poor  Teddy.

Louise May Alcott, Little Women

[blloverps]

I have seen all works and nothing beats his chemistry with mark .I wish Netflix didnot cut off their love scene .. stranded acting coach said perth mark really did that scene so well.

[thesecretattic]

He is so busy sleeping with that woman who has taken my place inspite of our marriage signs which I have been getting since 2016 that he DIDNOT even stalk me anymore to see the other signs or what I’m going through Srman never passed on that message go tell Harsh Jayesh Rajput from Rajkot Navsari that I AM COMMITTING SUI-CDE because of him SHE DID SOMR BLACK MAGIC OR WHAT? Ask him to see that Malad sign and all in my previous posts and to check my posts from 2016 I AM DONE I SEE NO HOPE HE IS NOT EVEN SEEING YOU ALL WON I AM DY-ING ITS NOT FAIR I wish I could just go to his house and burn it down to wake him up HE IS SLEEPING HAVING SX with THAT CONCUBINE who has taken my place? TOO BUSY WITH HER FKING HER? TOO BUSY I AM CALLING MY PARENTS IN THE ROOM AND I WILL DO SOMETHING CRAZY I AM CUTTING EVERY NERVE IN FRONT OF THEM HE IS BUSY HAVING SX WITH THAT FAKE HO WHO TOOK MY PLACE INSPITE OF THOSE SIGNS which I’ve been getting SINCE 2016 and THAT SHAMELESS MAN is fking her he didn’t even remove and THROW the ring and woman from his house that’s why Aditya died read my blog post you’ll understand why and those Malad signs too they weren’t the only ones. NOW ITS OVER I AM GOING CRAZY ITS OVER U KNOW WHAT I WILL DO.

[detectivezedd]

#TEAR_OF_A_HELPLESS_WOMAN

. #CHAPTER 30 .I sat on the bench for an hourshedding tears and wishing I didnot find myself in this predicament. The nurse came and sat next to meas I wept. “Dear I’ve seen you crying forhours. Don’t you get tired?.. I’msorry I don’t mean to be rude butI have never seen a woman soemotional. Instead of praying foryour partner and keeping the faith, why are you crying?” She askedme. “I have been…

[boojersey]

yall i didnt realize how much sex i Didnt have until i met someone who not only thinks i am sexy I THINK THEY ARE??? AND APPARENTLY I JUST DIDNT REALIZE I NEVER TRULY FELT THAT WAY BEFORE BC HERE I AM GIVING ROAD HEAD LITERALLY EVERY CAR RIDE I SEE HIM SWALLOWING NUT i even had to take plan b one day bc we didnOt think hard enough but i got my period the other day so were fine lol

I ATE ASS IN THE SHOWER AND THOUGHT IT WAS FANFUCKINGTASTIC bc holy shit his moans........ his cock is so pretty i wish i could post it without it being a weird request lmao bc he definitely doesnt care abt his cock online he has a fetlife but i think me posting his cum on my face and his cock in my mouth might be a bit Forward hfbdjsbfhsbdifbsgfb

[taegularities]

Hey lovely author :) hope you are doing good ..i actually wanted to share some fics of your that i really love and which are somehow close to my heart ☺️ your writing is so good that one cant help but fall in love with the each character that you create.. especially changes in b/w,bewitching ,begin and ofcourse my favorite cmi couple 💗 .. i was going to read some other fics of yours but yeah life is not fair to me as always ..it has been hectic these past months and i have been high on caffiene ..my sleep routine is unhealthy i have to turn in my assigments soon but i am stuck here in hospital ,taking care of my granny cuz i dont live with my parents and i have spent my entire childhood with granny and pa so i am really attached to her and i am scared of losing her cuz i dont know what i would do ..praying for her to get better soon ..sorry i — went too overboard haha ..it is just i miss my mom and i really dont have any friends so there is noone with whom i can share this ..i usually prefer being away from people and at times like this i really wish there was someone who can give me a shoulder to cry on ..and today my cellphone broke while i was running like a maniac to the medical store cuz i needed medicines urgently so i didnot even realise how it fell off ..i really dont share my problems yk cuz i know that people out there are struggling with a hell lot of major problems and mine are not even close to that so it just doesnot feel fair to rant ny own but today was my last straw and i cant help but breakdown ..i have been going strong for my family cuz if i lose my strength who's gonna take care of them ...Thankyou i feel better now that i shared it with someone 😊 you really are one of the most humble and thoughtful writer ..please be healthy and i hope your family is doing great as well ..i know better days are coming and i cant wait for my granny to comeback cuz it is her birthday (18feb) and i want her to spend this with her whole family happily😚 ..not really imp though but she is turning 60 soon 😭 i miss you so much grangran 💔

hi sweetheart !! awwwh your picks have me smiling.. i enjoyed writing all of those a lot, especially begin and cmi, so it's good to know that you liked them. and don't worry about reading my other stuff !! i know life's a bitch sometimes, so your priority should definitely be you !!

as for the things happening in your life right now, i'm so sorry you're this stressed. i hope things get a little less hectic soon, and that you get to do things you genuinely enjoy; don't forget to take breaks. and please remember that pain is subjective !! if you've read all of cmi, i do mention there a lot, too, that your pain is your pain and you can't compare it to anyone else's sorrow. your feelings are valid <3

i understand loneliness... it's absolutely okay that you choose to vent here! i know i can't say or do much here, but i truly hope things get better, as well as your grandma. happy birthday to her btw 🥺 i hope my fics help you find a bit of peace at times; i'm thinking of you and sending hugs

[gretasworld]

I am a Castlevania games fan. I know the lore. Castlevania is a very old franchise starting back in 1986 before all the woke nonsense. When the animation came along I did to some extent appreciate it. What I hated about the Netflix series was how the leftist woke nonsense bastardized Alucard's masculinity and made a sexual pervert and a weak wimp out of him. Alucard happens to be one of my most beloved heroes and game characters and the way woke culture ruined him and made him an Alphabet freak was simply PATHETIC. To us Original Castlevania fans, our Alucard is, was and will aslways be STRAIGHT with his noble personality. However, one of the few good things the Netflix production did was to add a totally new characters such as Greta. She is a beautiful Romani Gypsy woman who is paired with our Alucard and the couple is wonderful in my eyes. There are fans who speculate that Greta is a race swapped gender swapped version of an old game hero Grant. I assure you she is NOT. She is an original like Lenore, Striga and Morana who I equally liked.

She is from a village called Danesti which is an actual town situated in Transylvania if you look up google. Now you may find similarities in the names Danesti and Greta vs Grant but I tell you Grant was not even introduced in the animation series at all. Grant is a lowly thief and a pirate living in Targoviste of Wallachia and Grant is a gorger( Not a gypsy ) meaning he is a white person with blue eyes and blonde hair in the castlevania lore.

Greta is a dignified woman of the village and the chief's daughter. No need to speculate on a game character that didnot appear folks. Netflix is a perverted corporation that has bastardized many beautiful art and literature,destroyed characters in games and corrupted source materials in the name of SWJ and fucking woke. All that aside, Greta and her romance with Alucard was one of their good creations. It was way better than Trevor with the boyish Sypha in my eyes. I personally like Greta's beauty and spirit way more than Sypha. Sypha is just ugly. Go Gretacard ! I really wish Greta was introduced in Season 3 instead of the crap we got see and I know for a fact that people would have more than loved to see some good romantic love story of her and Alucard if the producers shed more light on them. Also the ratings of Season 3 would not fall.

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