#and i will breathe

[v-67]

I just feel so overwhelmed at the moment

That i simply wish to dissolve into something, dissolve into something which makes me disappear. Disappear in a way that I never existed.

For this existence is a hindrance.

This soul is a weight,

This heart, a vessel with a void.

And i simply wish, I simply wish with everything in me, to disappear.

Into nothing.

And never be.

[freakyquest]

[charmac]

[maddiesfreaky]

[plushiebi]

being traumatized is so embarrassing sometimes like oooogh my mom was mean to me when i was little so now i want to eviscerate myself anytime i think i’ve done something wrong. fuck you

[duchessripper]

“why do you still use tumblr?”

listen— i have to keep track of my hyper fixations somehow

[phantom-of-the-501st]

Remember that this is not the proof that they love each other

That was a last-ditch attempt from Crowley to get Aziraphale to stay

This is the proof that they love each other

Their love wasn't just made real because they kissed

It always existed

[daeyumi]

I am what you made me 🩸

[crabussy]

IM GOING TO PUNCH A HOLE IN SOMEONES CAR

[uncanny-tranny]

I think so many people are so deeply alienated from themselves that they have no clue how to exercise their free will and autonomy. For some, this alienation runs so deep that they are afraid of their own autonomy and humanity. It is completely understandable why one would have those feelings, but it can be worrisome.

I want to help others who feel this way, so here are small things I have done to exercise my free will:

Add "guilty pleasure" songs to playlists and actually listen to them (I have a ton of late 1990s-early 2000s music I listen to now proudly that I never listened to in the past out of shame)

Getting the décor item, bath set, bed spread, ect. in the patterns you like, even if it's "childish" (I got a dinosaur-themed wastebasket from the kids' décor section and I adore it)

Taking a new route to get to a place you go to often

Eat dessert first

Celebrate well, and often

Collect things that are "odd" or don't seem like an "acceptable" thing to collect (somebody on my "for you" page collects dandelion crayola crayons and it was so cool!!!!!!)

Incorporate one new piece in an outfit you wear frequently (e.g., a new chain, a necklace, ribbons, bracelets, ect.). Challenge yourself to add onto the outfits if you feel up for it.

Sing along to songs without worrying that you sound "good" or your intonation is completely accurate

Read a book from a genre you weren't allowed to read as a kid (comics, thrillers, mysteries, anything!)

Walk without having a specific destination or goal

Pick up a new craft without expecting yourself to master it or to ever be "good" enough. Get your hands messy.

I don't want to shame anybody for not feeling as though they have free will or that they are exempt from exercising it. However, I wanted to give ideas so that you might read this list and find your own ways to express your intrinsic autonomy and will. You deserve to be a person, to feel alive, not just living. That is what our lives are for.

[nic-coughlan]

i would go to war for this man. he's incredible.

hands down the best line in the whole season.

[pangur-and-grim]

this is a nothing photo, but Pangur in the corner has eyes so full of hate

[freakyquest]

[herodzn]

some kabru doodles cus im obsessed with this freak

[maddiesfreaky]

[shiny-eyed-corvid]

going absolutely feral over this collection of items that washed up on Cornish beaches Lego Lost At Sea on twitter