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A bitter and small chuckle leaves Nathan's lips when she says he doesn't have to listen to his father. If only that were true. Nathan had learned what it meant to cross his father. It was the reason he flinched away from touch. Why he shut down when people hit him. Why he was terrified when he was yelled at. Why he liked to keep a decent bit of distance between himself and other guys. Nathan had been given black eyes, bloody noises, cracked ribs, and a broken wrist by his father on at least a few occasions. The very idea that he didn't have to listen to him went so against everything he had been taught that he had no choice but to chuckle and shake his head. But he couldn't exactly tell her any of that. He kept it vague with everyone. My dad is a dickhead. Never the full details.
"I do..." He confesses, his own vulnerable gaze upon her. But just before he could sink down into his own rotten feelings, Rachel pulled him up with that smile and the sparks in her eyes. He felt what people called butterflies in his stomach. Maybe for the first time in his entire life.
He follows her instruction and imagines it. No more chains. Out of the reach of his family. It was terrifying to not be THE Nathan Prescott. But as much as his family name was a shield, it was also a blade that cut him deeply. His heart flutters in his chest seeing Rachel's smile.
"I've never been to California." He confesses. "Always wanted to go. I would love to see where you USED to cause trouble, Rachel." He was smiling too. Her smile was contagious. He could picture them getting into trouble wherever they went. Traveling and taking pictures would be the best - especially if she was at his side. "Florida is kinda cool. My parents have a place there. Partying with you in Miami sounds like a good time." At the mention of Mt. Everest, he laughs a little. "Rach, I would fucking love to freeze to death on a mountain with you." It was a subtle way of saying he would try but he wasn't exactly confident they could make it.
"Where would you want to go? You gonna model and act?"
“You know, you...” She paused, or rather hesitated whist she brought her vulnerable look to meet Nathan's, then she realized she was showing more emotion than she ever allowed herself to, then masked vulnerability with mischief. “You don't have to listen to him.” Although that was easy for her, who had been disowned by her father at fifteen years old and who had disowned him in return, to say. However, with every choice came a consequence, and with the decision to cut her father— and step-mother, by extension —out of her life, came an unbearable loneliness. She had no family—but did she ever?
Suddenly, the heaviness that came with their topic of choice, that came with bringing hidden depths, masked sadness to the surface, became unbearable. A change was needed and of course, as usual, Rachel took initiative. She shifted and twisted, bringing herself face to face with Nathan with a smile and a look in her eye that gave away that they were about to embark on an adventure.
“Imagine with me for a little bit,” She made a gesture, instructing him without words to look ahead, at nothing but at the same time at everything in front of them, which right then and there consisted of the courtyard. “You and me, we decide we've had enough, that this town doesn't deserve either of us, and we leave Arcadia Bay in our rearview in the middle of the night. That's the best time to do it, you know. With everyone fast asleep, there would be no one to stop us.” Just theorizing, she found herself giddy, teeth sinking into her bottom lip to keep her smile from growing any wider.
“Where would we find ourselves first? California? You would get the Rachel Amber experience; a tour of my old stomping grounds. Or perhaps Florida? Ooor... would you and I be more adventurous, less predictable than that and could I somehow convince you to trek Mount Everest with me?”
#riprachel#( i am disruptive ; i've been corrupted × interaction. )#( well is this the life that lies ahead now? × verse i.)#wish they could be happy fr#cw child abuse
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moments from the Enchanté NYC pop-up ❤️
#daniel ricciardo#autumn posts#okay last batch of potatos hehe!!#ahhhh I adore!! I wish I could teleport to the Big Apple rn fr#but it was fun to insta dive!! I didn't find anything new but it was lovely to see the shop!!#v thankful for all the moments shared on insta and here!!!#gosh just seeing him makes me so happy ahhh 🫠❤️💕🌅💫✨💖✨#must resist impulse badger plush purchase here in Texas 🦡✨
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what was with cameron house md she spends 90% of the episode saying she wants their patient to die bc he's a genocidal dictator and her colleague husband says "babe it bothers me for ethical reasons that you want our patient to die :(" and she said "hm maybe you're right :/" but when it comes down to it the genocidal dictator lays a finger on her in an aggressive manner and chase instantly commits medical malpractice to murder the guy and then when he tells her she LEAVES HIM bc boo hoo he's a murderer now like GIRL he killed a man for you!!! he's wracked with catholic guilt!!! he's being crushed beneath the weight of his sins because he chose his devotion to you over his devotion to god!!! he literally could not get any sexier at this moment in time!!!
#girl what are you doing......#also just in general she did not deserve him honestly he was so good to her and for WHAT#just to be abandoned at peak devotion and guilt and hotness 🙄#girl get OUT of my way i'm stronger than you#if she cared she could fix him or make him worse but i could love and support him no matter what 😌#his muder is a part of him and its SEXY#robert chase#house md#malpractice md#i know the actors broke up irl or whatever but wtf.....#i should have ended my rewatch w their happy lil wedding at the end of s5#s6 everything instantly goes to shit#and stays shitty#chase should be happy fr#he's supposed to turn into house basically but they should have made him the well adjusted version of house#like how nightwing is the well adjusted version of batman#anyway i have no real point here i just lowkey dont like cameron bc of this arc#also her obsession w house is so weird i wish they hadn't made that a thing#this has been a shitpost#anyway she left chase at the absolute peak of his sexiness wtf.......#anyway since this apparently needs to be said its not that deep this is a silly post if you send me hate messages i wont answer#i block and ignore anon hate bc i am too busy touching grass to be rude to strangers over a tv show
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is this something i should've included in my 2024 wrapped? probably. but i'm still doing it to close off the year! (´◡`)
incredibly grateful to have gotten so much love in the past three months. i'm not able to respond to everything, but trust that i see every comment— whether in the replies, reblogs, or in my inbox.
if anything, let this be a reminder to support your favorite writers/creators. in an algorithm that thrives on likes, reblogs with comments in the tags/replies/asks make a world of difference. if you liked someone's work, let them know.
here are some of your words that have stuck with me. 🫶
"#i heart tumblr user xinganhao #no one is doing it like them #the amount of depth in their work #THE EFFORT IS ALMOST TANGIBLE #not to participate in idol worship but …. #a role model for the fic writing community #hashtag proud to be born in the same timeline as tumblr user xinganhao" — g4minelvr re: fake dating!seungkwan
"i always look forward to vernon's slides because I CAN HEAR HIM!!!! its wild like all the replies???? his voice is in my head. but i also realized i can imagine/hear hoshi's so easily too!!! and a lot of his are so funny and witty. anyway ive been so entertained the past few days cos of kae's writing" — maplegyu re: svt reacts to 'i used to have a little bit of a crush on you'
"#so cute !! #“to love is to be burdened; but to not think of it that way.” #HELLOOO #thats such a fire line to drop ???? #sigh these alignments are all accurate but i really need hao to take caee of me :((" — planetkiimchi-rbs re: svt reacts to your drunk texts
"I bet your uni entry essay kicked ass. Youre so creative its mind blowing😭" — bambispostsblog re: sociology major!junhui x reader
"#welcome back dramateen😭😭😭" — dcrlingyou re: svt when idol!reader releases a breakup song
"#i think someone's already said this but #the writing under the texts is like a little treat that i somehow always forget about #its so fun #i read the texts and im like “aww thats so cute i love this blog so muchhhh” #and then i scroll #AND THERES MORE #its like the best thing ever" — forever-atiny re: svt reacts to your drunk texts
"This is DEVASTATING 😭😭😭😭😭 your writing is beautiful but DAMN did it rip my heart and throw it into the ocean" — sasalalista re: svt (taylor's version), heartbreak edition
"#okay maybe I'll allow myself to be this delusional only for this smau bc it's adorable 🥹" — stay-in-district9 re: chan x fansite!reader
"#kae did u know i have a whole maladaptive dream world abt this pairing #it’s like u looked directly into my brain #but like it’s just so perfect for wonwoo #and i just love how pathetic u made him" — pochaccoups re: wonwoo x streamer!reader
"#did i ever mention i am literally your biggest fan #ALL your works i am eating them up 🙏 #and this one was just oh my god #the way you narrate is always too good #with your little details abt the screenplay and all #i aspire to write like you- it's like mixed media but in writing #i loved loved loved this exes to lovers suits gyu so muchhhh" — simpxxstan re: film major!mingyu x reader
"#user xinganhao the way you EAT EVERY SINGLE TIME #COOKED WITH GAS AND FIRE AND DEVOURED #permanently sat for ur posts i fear #can’t get up won’t get up" — ahuiahoe re: seungcheol x fanbase!reader
"the fact that you do complete research into each and every one of the topics and write them well is just pure dedication and hats off to you!!" — choco-scoups re: biology major!vernon x reader
"i'm so in love with the way you design your extra content/headcanons under the photos!! the soccer team and notes app got me down bad, but i really adore the text visually fitting the concept in all of your works!! always excited to get a notification from you. thank you for sharing your creativity with the world!!" — purple-eustoma
"I hope you know your works always hit the spot just right. not even kidding I was in class for two hours and then I see this in my notifications the way i INSTANTLY SMILED?! how do you manage to make my day better😔🫶" — cxffecoupx re: operation dispatch (chan x idol!reader)
"Honestly I know most of your svt burner account fics are meant to be open end, and I really love that. It is just that your writing makes me keep wanting to know more of the story, it is soo well written. I want to dive into the world a little more every time🌸" — anon
"#THIS IS SO CREATIVE WTF #the genius interview and the whole song… kae ur BRAINNNNNN #this is so good omfg im rooting for them so hard #living vicariously thru simp cheol tweets pretending i am the fanbase 😔 he wants me guys trust #i love love love all the little bonus stuff you do for these literally most creative and fun smau writer ur changing the game" — junhui-recs re: seungcheol x fanbase!reader
"these keep coming up on my dash and i will never skip an smau made by the greatest smau creator on this silly little tumby app" — hachireads re: dead poets society!hhu x reader
"im so srs rn. pls never stop writing" — wonuloves re: vernon dates rockstar!reader (4)
"woozi loves silently, consistently, and sincerely. these are not the adjectives anyone would typically match with the concept of love. and yet, it fits. i first felt the depth of his love with vocal unit songs. and i never looked back. thank you for writing this. thank you for understanding seventeen so well. you deserve everything good in life." — chugging-antiseptic-dye re: jihoon x poetry account!reader
how lucky am i to get to say that this is a mere fraction of all the kindness i've been afforded. again: i see all the nice words directed my way, and it motivates me to stay on this godforsaken site (lol) for at least one more day. thank you, thank you, thank you.
if i can love well, it's because i've been loved well. please let me repay all your kindness in 2025 and for however much longer that i can (。•̀ᴗ-)✧ if you got this far: happy new year! i wish you clarity, courage, and compassion at every turn. xo
— kae
#── ᵎᵎ ✦ yapping#── ᵎᵎ ✦ saves#[ is this my way of finding smth to look back on a rainy day? perhaps lol ]#[ like i say: this is a mere FRACTION. i have so much kindness from all around :( ]#[ and i am so very grateful!! i wish i could express it better!! ]#[ thank u for enjoying my little stories. thank u for stopping by. <3 ]#[ stay for as long as you'd like! take your time!! we have nothing but time here ]#[ i always borrow fr. cheol re: 'i hope you're a little happier than me today' ]#[ but Hashtag trust. i am happy today:) The happiest. <3 ]#[ may you find what you need this new year. and like i always always say -- ]#[ don't be a stranger <333 ]#[ see u guys on the flipside! xo ]
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happy birthday king 👑
#noah sebastian#bad omens#bad omens cult#noah#pretty boy#concrete forever#he’s so fine#bf#sebastian#28#halloween tho fr dude?#as if your lore wasn’t complicated enough#i wish i could give him a happy birthday#he deserves the world?#and the best head#birthday boy#i’m obsessed w him
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lil update ! i will b in the philippines visiting family from dec 15-jan 2 and bc i don't work on a portable tablet i wont b able to draw while i'm away :<< at minimum i'm trying to have a megumi birthday piece on standby to post on the 22nd but unless i can churn out some other stuff before I leave then expect dec to be a bit quiet on my end in terms of draws posting :'>
#hina.txt#i hate the idea of 2+ weeks without drawing sm lmao#i dont travel like ever but times like this make me wish i had an ipad or smth i could bring in the event i Do have a trip#but like whats the alternative lmao shitty phone pics of traditional art??#might get desperate enough to actually end up doing a few of those but i Am Not Happy About It#regardless ty fr understanding#i say like any of u have a choice <3
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I aspire to be a Himbo but my physics degree and weasel physique have cursed me to a very different categorization
#no matter how many weights I lift I will never be shaped like kronk#my entire family’s genetics is summed up as ‘shaped like David tennant’#even during my ‘pudgy’ phase of puberty I was still getting called skinny by strangers#I still lift don’t worry#I want to be stronk#but i cannot build muscle mass like that#no one in my family ever has#and on the other side#literally I have wished to be stupid ever since I realized I was smarter than other kids my age#3 or 4?#literally not for one second was that something I was proud of#I never EVER thought I was better than my peers because I was ‘smarter’#I lamented the fact that they could be happy and I couldn’t#and I wanted to just stop understanding things#I wanted to not know#they hated me for not being on their level#and I hated me for the same reason#I cannot express how much this is NOT false modestly like ‘oh I was so smart’ like it was a disability#I stg no one should have this high of an IQ it’s literally BAD#because I mentally understood things I was 8 billion percent not ready to understand emotionally#kids should progress incrementally and grow up and learn things when they are emotionally grown enough to process them#no one should be three and watching the news and comprehending the logistics of war and politics#but having a three year olds level of emotional regulation#there is a certain level of ‘smart’ where suddenly it’s very very very bad for you and you’re going to have a horrible life because of it#there should be a medication to treat high IQ’s and I’m being so fr
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whoever this anon is i want you to know this is probably the best compliment i've ever gotten and i'm keeping it in my askbox now
#asks#technically#i'm being fr tho like THAT LEGIT MADE ME SO HAPPY#especially because i really wish i could make her an utau one day#but i suck at singing.................#THANK YOU SO MUCH THO WHOEVER YOU ARE AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
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I mean can't we give Ollie some sliver coins or silver spoons and forks to befriend him? If I'm not wrong ravens love silver objects but does apply to him? But he looks like a special and prideful bird so maybe no? 🤔
Well since I got spammed in quick succession, I feel inclined to address this point for point.
🌿 Corvids being attracted to silver/shiny objects is a myth. TL;DR: repeated anecdotes (not hard data) and confirmation bias perpetuate the myth further.
🌿 Oleander likes Pokeberries and he also likes Dazeberries from Briar Valley
🌿 He is a familiar, not a pet. There is no befriending, period.
🌿 ALSO!! Relax 😭😭🙏I tell everyone this all the time but please don’t overthink or worry about really esoteric stuff too much. That’s my job and sometimes @/oddberryshortcake’s job. At the end of the day, they’re just additional drawings in a fictional fantasy setting, and most of the time it’s really straightforward.
#cozy ask#twstposting#HAPPY THAT THERES INTEREST AND THEY’re liked and im grateful for it daily#but i wish folk could see me physically raise my hands and hear my voice tone when i say ‘dont worry about it fr’#i’ll play along with hypotheticals and teehees sometimes#CURIOSITY IS COOL KNOWLEDGE IS POWER.
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human resources guy just called me into his office and i was like ok finally i'm leaving this place. turns out they gave me a new position and a higher salary y'all
#omgggg i girlbossed too hard#what they don't know is im one hard case away from k wording myself hkshejshsjdb#well not really but i truly cant stand this place anymore i fr want to quit so bad but i cant bc finding jobs is hardddd#also i just feel so overwhelmed i should be happy and whatever. i said yes bc i obvs need the money but#god i wish i could just quit#everybody is like ok girlboss congrats like they just made up a new thingy just for you but its like#this means new responsibilities and more stress that i just dont need 😭😭😭😭😭😭 aaaaaa#airam talks
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Guess who has been inspired 🗣️🧍
[no all thanks to part 17]
Don’t remind me that he looks too young rn, it’s a wip 😭
RUE!!!!! Guess who's screaming and crying at this cute wip of Miguel and Gabby? ..... 🧍🏽♀️
That's right, IT'S ME!!! 🗣️🗣️
They're so cute, AND MY FAVORITE!!! 🥹😭 And OMG I LOVE THEIR SMILES - STOP!!! Thinking about how happy Miguel was being a dad to Gabby, his smiles came easily then 😭AHHHHH, I WISH GABBY WAS ALIVE!!! But I digress, I loved that scene with them so much (I was crying while writing it) and to see this wip sketch of that moment is just so touching, beautiful, and sweet to me!!! THANK YOU FOR SHARING IT WITH ME!!!! 🥹🫶🏼💕 [I'm also touched you were inspired by NC's part 17 🥹I hope you enjoyed it despite the little bit of angst!!!]
I hope you're having a lovely night, Rue!!! 🫶🏼💕
Alondra❤️
#WAHHH LOOK AT MIGUEL AND GABBY!!! 💕😭#they're so cute omg#their smiles are giving me so much happiness rn#I wish we could see a happy Miguel in atsv fr#I'm begging the writers and sony for this in BTSV#THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR SHARING RUE!!!#nonviolent communication#nonviolent communication fanart#miguel o'hara#atsv miguel#spiderman 2099#across the spiderverse#miguel spiderverse#miguel spiderman#asked and answered
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#todayssss song is Warm Enough by Hannah Cole#badabing badabooooom#anyway#this is Orvious! character from a story i wrote when I was a kid#and that I mean like#8 years old#but he's stayed in my head#narrator voice: orvious also deals with being too optimistic and 'too much' for people#the legend of crysales: war of the dragons#I thought it was such a cool name and world#its still very cute#might come back to it#ok no yeah i am coming back to it it makes me so happy you guys you have no idea#like#i can finally kind of sort of make the stuff i wished i could when i was little#its so exciting#and now i have energy? kinda?#its the biggest slay of all time fr#uhhhh ok normal tags#dragons#dragon#illustration#book illustration#orvious#artistsontumblr#artist#art#digital art#my art
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i just know that if i met my younger self right now she would be deeply disappointed
but like
in a way that i would agree
dont worry girlie i know we never stopped being cringe
#but fr tho she would be so happy with our progress#i remember being so envious of all the cool internet artists and wishing I could have their skill#giving my younger self a friendly noogie before punting her into space because she was also cringe /pos#wraith notes
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once again there isn’t much media for people who can’t just drop everything and go to a con 🤠
like I get wanting to make cons somewhat exclusive but the only official news we’ve really gotten was a teaser trailer 5 months ago, give us SOMETHING
#callum tdp#tdp callum#tdp#the dragon prince season 6#tdp spoilers#tdp season 6#wondercon#Like Aaron ik u want suspense but be so fr#I acknowledge that these r people and that they have to take time with these things and even without the release date#I would have been happy but I wish we could have at least gotten like a screenshot or a poster or smth.
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They r so tired guys ;-;
#blue does art#sanders sides#ts janus#ts logan#sillies fr!!!!#I wish so much I could draw them happy#Let them be happy in canon please :(
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the holiday malaise is getting to me a little bit
#despite my efforts#last year i was happy and i had a boyfriend i loved to bits and i was looking forward to the future and happy with where my career was goin#i had little things to look forward to on holidays for the first time ever and big things to look forward to in the following year#generally a lot more hope and happiness and looking forward to things after many many years of working hard at getting to that place#this year im..... just trying to keep myself busy and distracted#i don't have someone to celebrate big and little things with anymore or events in the year#things are still incredibly caustic with my dad so i can't spend the holiday with family (same as it's been since i moved out)#i don't know what next year is going to be like for me much less my future in general#trying to have hope and make it what i want it to be but i'm still struggling to find a trail that feels passable#also really feeling more and more like i'm just a passing single note in the symphony of other people's lives and not in a good way#ah well#gotta keep trying#a life and future i'll be content and happy with will come to me.... just... a matter of when#i hope it's easier to be optimistic next year and every year that follows#it really doesn't help that politics are so fucking dire here though#personal stuff#waugh sorry to be a downer#holidays are back to being miserable times of the year for me#events and holidays always bring out the malaise ™ in me fr#i'm doing fine being single again i don't feel like i'll never love again or something (impossible for me- i'm a lover after all)#just been a lot of change all at once and a lot of really bad luck all at once and other realities settling in (my age) (my unemployability#a lot to grapple with#i wish i could just live in the woods and spend my days baking and rockhounding/mudlarking and foraging
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