#wish it was ‘looser’
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Bro got rice roni? Seems a bit odd to buy it in a pack
#I never did find my arm sleeve but mom had one black one#wish it was ‘looser’#personalice#off to gas station tho wish it was cooler#or at least cloudy /windy like yesterday#I#mean I#have bought like instant orange Mexican rice before#but I mean it’s not like bro can’t cook/shrpirsed ne wouldn’t get brown rice#since it’s not like he hasn’t made some on the stove#I see the appeal to smaller serving tho#be ironic if it had more flavor than what mom puts in the pot#not that she adds chicken stock/flankeing#tho idk if#I ever tasted the ‘Jasmin’ in it#bc it sure doesn’t taste like the tea we also have#either way I’m getting chicken so maybe I’ll try it as a side lol#I just hope#my sunhat doesn’t blow or in the wind
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if i stop drawing them i'll die unfortunately
#wyll ravengard#wylltav#bg3#voltaical ocs#bishop#WOW i wish men were real#stopped sketching recently just jump straight into inks basically i think it makes stuff looser#we'll see how long it lasts
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Thinking bout Kid Icarus... man I miss this game
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heres the sketch for this, normally i don't post sketches but i like the vibes of this one so ill show it off, especially cuz i accidentally changed the color scheme for the final version oops
#kid icarus uprising#kid icarus#dark pit#its been a while since ive done unpromted random low stakes fanart like this#i should do that more#code for i will not do that more#anyway play kid icarus it is peak#also i kinda wish i recorded a timelapse but mostly just cuz dark pits theme is peak and would make banger background music for a timelapse#(well i actually did use it in one other timelapse video but its a peak enough song to use twice)#go listen to dark pits theme#i love this edgelord looser#he wants to be cool soooo bad
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there is some symbolism iv never considered in that one episod of pt5 where zenigata rescues fujiko before she kills lupin
#there are many timelines and variations in lupin as a serie so that every ship could work#in my own prefered timeline lupin finally gets the hint that fujiko plays him like a fiddle#to me she does like him but he is an instrument to her#she is cold hearted and calculating and always thinking about relationships in terms of profit#i got some ideas abt her background that justify this. essentially she kills the detective that is after her and with that kills#the soft part of her that she couldnt control before#eventually and despite his affection lupin gives up the objectifications and the desires he projects onto fujiko#whom uses his delusions like a master tbh#thus allowing himself to consider zenigata. he plays with zenigata the way fujiko plays with him#hes just not as calculating. he feels pity and remorse where fujiko doesnt#he finds the thrills and the doubts and the lack of trust and the risk of betrayal in zenigata. the things that he loves the most#he isnt about stability. he thrives in the unknown. he loves that zenigata could backstab him and does so sometimes#and in that lack of stabilty some form of stability builds up. there is familiarity#and most importantly there are rare times when they can put the game aside and just chill#just enough to gather the energy to go back to trying to kill each other#plus zenigata pampers him during those breaks and he loves that#he acts with carelessness but he does care. in that regard he looses to fujiko#at least thats how she sees it. he doesnt see caring as a flaw#and zenigata is so sweet. he really is. and lupin loves to stirr up the crazy in him#fucking loonies the both of them#so in essence zenigata doesnt really 'save' him from fujiko but he becomes lupins new favourite toy to throw around#fujiko is only upset that because of that ugly looser of a detective her grip on lupin is loosening#she does find ways to use that newly developed affection luzeni has to her advantage thou#lupin is still her instrument she just drags zenigata along now#fujiko is such a good and interesting character and deserves so much better honestly#despite my love for TWCFM i wish there was another serie centralized around her where her ruthlessness is examined#and her cunning is studied. and the proper law enforcement she should face the same way lupin does#shes like a million times smarter and more ressourceful than him. steals much more. embezzles. manipulate#lupin is just a small time pickpocket next to her. she isnt about stealing a painting shes about emptying the pockets of the richest men in#the world. her goals are much more ambitious
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Man. I just can't help but imagine Critical Role x Baldur's Gate 3 drabbles or a fic or something of that some sort. Idk, I just think it'd be really funny and also a chance for some really cute scenes. Especially with the Mighty Nein.
Now obviously there'd probably be SO much mistrust between the two groups, but just imagine if you will(possibly very minor spoilers under the cut):
Caleb and Gale(and maybe Essek) talking about wizard stuff and cats.
Jester introducing everyone to Artagan. I think Astarion would either like him or fucking hate him.
Karlach, Yasha, and Beau just working out together. Buff lesbians
Fjord and Wyll bonding over shitty patrons. If it's post Ukatoa then Fjord giving Wyll some hope about his situation. I just think it'd be sweet.
Caduceus and Halsin. That's it. I think they'd talk for literally HOURS, just drinking tea and talking about random shit and their respective circles 'n such. ALSO, I'm just imagining them sort of gossiping about and spilling their respective party's secrets to eachother. They'd be silly lol
Jester overhearing the whole convo with Astarion and Tav(if there's a tav in this??) about him not being able to see his reflection and immediately getting to work drawing a portrait of him. As soon as she shows and gives it to him, he's his usual sorta sassy self about it but he absolutely cherishes it.
Also I feel like Astarion would see different bits of his own past in some of the Mighty Nein, specifically Caleb and Yasha, and it'd piss him the FUCK off.
Jester and/or Molly reading the groups fortunes just for fun, the Oracle of the Moon Deck has some cards that would make the groups fortunes REALLY INTERESTING. Maybe Molly also pulls out some of the old circus tricks for fun.
On the topic of Molly, I think Lae'zel would have this very confusing respect for Molly? She'd find them really foolish at first and not think much of them, but I think she'd then see them actually in combat and be impressed with their skills.
I feel like Nott/Veth would just start mothering some of the bg3 party. Like not heavily, but a bit similar to how she does with Caleb. I could def see her pairing up with Astarion to steal some shit. Maybe King joins in if he's there.
Jester giving some of the group tattoos. Not everyone would get them obviously but I could definitely see Karlach and I suppose Tav going for it.
Nein Sided Tower shenanigans. That's all.
#obvs there could be some rlly fun stuff w the other campaigns but I'm extremely biased for the M9#esp tho with Percy/Laudna and Astarion#OH but also#if ur curious about what I meant about the fortune reading comment and the cards that'd be rlly fun with the bg3 group#I actually have the Molly/Jester oracle deck so I can tell you exactly what cards I mean#very specifically a past/present/future reading with Astarion being Death/Dawn Hunger/Sacrifice and Judge/Tyrant#the others I have are looser and not a full spread but yknow#Spark/Blaze and Sword/Anvil for Wyll and then Moon/Mirror for Shadowheart#Gale could have any one of Bond/Betrayer Lust/Tavern and Hand/Eye#but yeah please feel free to add on if you wish whether it be more M9 stuff or VM/BH shenanigans as well#minor bg3 spoilers#baldur's gate 3#critical role mighty nein#wyll ravengard#halsin#astarion#karlach#gale dekarios#lae'zel#shadowheart#jester lavorre#caleb widogast#mollymauk tealeaf#yasha nydoorin#beauregard lionett#fjord stone#caduceus clay#nott the brave#bg3 tav#dumbstupidfandom stuff
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More of my spidersona, because I watched the movie and can't stop thinking about it 🕸🕷
#atsvoc#atsv#atsv fanart#spidersona#across the spiderverse#spider man oc#spider man: across the spider verse#persona#oc#oc art#my oc#original character#“original character” and it's just me#but better#i wish i was this cool#can i shape shift into my drawing please#if dressing my characters in my clothes was a crime I'd have a death sentence#thats my favorite jacket i just added the spider for obvious reasons#speaking of which its the spider from the cover of danger days#because I'm an emo looser and my favorite band is my chemical romance#I'm not sorry theyre this popular fir a reason ofc i love them
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ppl kind of annoying me saying hobie should've had a hairstyle that resembles a spider as if his freeforms/wicks don't already do that PLUS they are like a loced version of liberty spikes. yes the design where he has twists is beautiful (eye myself even said i was in love with the design) but his final design is so special and incredible people seriously don't understand how amazing it is that a character who is considered cool has the type of locs people consistently call "dirty" and claim it is an indicator of not taking care of yourself/being unkempt. to me his hair gives us way more insight into his character than any of the badges or even his dialogue, he is comfortable and confident in his blackness, he does whatever he wants, his hair is the coolest fucking thing about him. he let's it grow freely - his opposition to those in control is seen through his hair
#as i said NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOBIE LIKE ME AND MY 6 MUTUALS DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i will never get over that post and all those fucking headcanons of him begging pavtir to give him a hair tips HE DOESNT GIVE#A FUCK ABOUT THAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!! atp its antiblack that ppl have faux positive things to say about hos hair. as i said i wish ppl would shut#the fuck up about him#yes im putting emphasis on him liking being black everybody is taking that away from him so they are more#comfortable about liking him. i can see it when people draw him and they give him a looser hair texture.#again sorry for saying this about somebody who isnt even real but its pissing me off so much
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but there wasn’t any water in the wishing well
#oleander said a thing and i immediately decided i needed to draw gladion#and i ended up trying out this a little bit different style. its mostly based on sitting up straight and using looser lights#*lines#bc my spine has been hurting lately and i wanted to try to calm it down#also i wanted to try out the watercolor brush. good decision this was very fun#gladion#lyric is from Wishing Well by the Oh Hellos#ITS ABOUT THE PRODIGAL SON OF COURSE ITS A GLADION SONG#nightly rivals
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i think buying those miniskirts was a good move actually like im kinfa glad i got them bc i like wearing them and feeling cute ig... like i have been thinking abt my gender expression recently and like Allowing myself to do different things now feels better. i do want to expand a little more of my horizons but its not too bad rn. i want to wear them more often. i wish i had more jewelry to mix things up and nicer shirts to wear with them but its ok bc im limited rn but at least im pushing it. it feels like i can be ok more like . I no longer consider myself transmasc and havent for a while but i dont think im cis either.... but losing the discomfort of dressing more "femininely" is nice
#i think part of it is just like so much feelinng that as a hijabi i have to dress a certain way#and ive been breaking the rules a lot now as is like i wear short sleeves and shit#but getting looser like. i feel less restricted by it#i do wish i had some actual tights that fit so i wouldnt have to wear leggings under my skirts#but it's fine i guess#txt
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9.6.23
#life drawings from last week#i feel i could have done better but the session itself was fun and i enjoyed doing them#im a bit rusty since i haven't done anything like that for ages and i kind of defaulted to focusing on accuracy i guess#rather than making a conscious effort to be looser/more dynamic idl#idk#like i rly liked one guy's pieces bc he was very bold like a lot of straight lines filling the page thick black charcoal + colours#and the guy next to me had a a squiggly style which was cool .even if he didn't seem to think so lol he wasa bit self deprecating abt it#and i was like noo noo i love the scribbles ..💔#so anyway looking at theirs made me wish id been a bit looser/bolder etc but i think since i hadnt done it in a while it was fine to just#do what im comfortable with quite precise figurative stuff#and tbh i do like these idk#im mad my local gallery stopped doing life drawing but oh well at least ive found an alternative#cant go every week bc its in city like an hour from me + ya know its a bit of an expense + i might be working on some of the days#but hopefully ill go again once or twice at least#original art#tumblr better not flag these looool
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how the fuck do people make friends online lol
#abc shut it#vent#or in general#im so fucking lonely lol i cant even play games anymore bc thats cringe wow your so lonely looser#i dont draw anymore bc it doesnt fullfill me bc i have no one to share it with and no one cares#i wish my existence was acknowledge besides when im wrong and being stupid or lashing out and being mean bc ive hit my limit with being#treated lesser than those around me#for a fundamental flaw in my whole being and soul that i cannot fix and ppl wont tell me what it is#I feel like im screaming PLEASE SEE ME PLEASE HEAR ME#and everyone just fucking ignores me what am i doing wrong can someone tell me what im doing wrong#im so self aware to the point of exhaustion and i still fuck up and dont know whats wrong with me#please just someone help me and tell me#i feel like i have no one and cant rely on others please#im at my wits end#if i cant buy a house and still feel this lonely by 30 im ending it all i cant live in a world this terrible anymore#idk i feel like the people i do have in my life cant even bother to makle the time for me and i cant even have a moment to dicuss that with#them#bc they never text me back or are never around long enough to have that conversation with me#or if i cant make it known im treated like an idioit for feeling that way and i shouldnt be so selfish that ppl dont wanna make time for me#i just wanna feel like im cared and loved for in return is that too much to ask for#the people i care about i feel dont care as much for me as i do them#and if they do they dont show it to me at all#all i do is get belittled and treated like a child and talked over#i cant do it anymore
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much head hurt
Since I'm the one with the history... obsession, my part in this masterthesis helping-issue is reconstructing how racism developed over the years. It's easy as far as the earlier centuries are the topic. Linking Antiquity and christianism, then christianism and islam, followed up by colonialism linked with christianism (which is a mess in itself), then colonialism linked with bullshit science based on christianism...to outright fascism. I probably learned more about the state of this world than I would have liked. However,... everything after WW2 is a feckin chaotic mess. I know little about what happened after WW2 in general because it never really interested me. My field of expertise ends there, and starts again somewhere around 2000 (because I do live now). Anyway I got books. 6 books. One is published by Antifa. I cannot use this for scientific research, obviously, but it's one point of view I just cannot push aside. 5 are about Neonazis in both West and East Germany, tackling exactly those years of "Reprocessing the past" that never gets spoken about. Because "Reprocessing the past" is a tad bit difficult to uphold when you invite laborers into your country and suddenly young people go apeshit and start attacking, hurting and killing said laborers with the same justifaction they adopted from their parents.
#i have already read disturbing shit#and it seems to just become more and more#by now i know more of feckin german history than my own country#maybe worrying#maybe not#works lovely for dissecting right wing speech#but makes head hurt#also sorry africa#seems like you are the looser for more than 2000 years now#wish i could change that#but can't
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in case anyone was wondering what i'm up to :)
#in some sense this is an alt ending to 'the prince' by abigail thorn#in another looser sense it's a 'what if r&g got out' fic#and there's a little bit of orpheus and eurydice flavoring in there too#this is a one-scene thing tbc. just started it yesterday#and i need to finish it by 5 pm today. wish me luck!
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I was going through my old art diaries and found this self portrait from late 2020 (left). I decided to repaint it to see my improvement in water colour :)
The 2023 portrait (right) took around 5 and a half hours of painting time. Both pieces are around A4 size, not including the white border.
#my art#personal art#water colour#fun fact - the 2020 portrait was the cover of the pamphlet for my school's year 7-9 awards ceremony of that year#also I stupidly procrastinated making art for my portfolio and now I have less than a week to put together 12 pieces lmao#one thing I wish I did in the newer painting is make the circles looser and less perfect#the vibes are not really there even if the technical ability is better
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appreciation for winston's watch wednesday. all the little buttons on it
#very peaceful screenshot. his coffee with whatever matching mugs moment he & rian were sharing....this gentle hands folding/cupping....#reminds me i mean to trim my nails soon. he's ready to go#epic win Featuring his watch for a sec in 6x01 during his reintro....reminder: winston; reminder: how ppl are exceptionally shit to him....#in terms of him getting to be the exception to other ppl's rules (in a way that does not benefit him)#(except when he is an ignored exception....when something is ignored it can (sometimes) do what it likes....)#anyways? his watch? thank god#and that it seems to have been yet another subtle costuming tweak along the journey....#he had what looked like just some smart watch in s4; this calculator / digital watch in s5 & ever since....#this evolution from looser slacks to somewhat more fitted cargo pants; from seemingly usual boat shoes to sneakers#from graphic tees as a rarer feature to the norm; no stache to winstache just b/c will roland happened to show up like that....#i enjoy all the changes and am kissing ppl on the mouth for some. hell for any of them#would love a little twenty dollar wristwatch. and cargo pants. and more open & up to date glasses & impeccable hair etc etc etc#(personally wouldn't have the wherewithal to style hair into place every day so actually god i wish i [cue taylor w/their clippers])#winston billions#also gotta shoutout every little Choice. just a fun enhancement & what are the odds william wasn't just left to his own devices w/them all#like the hands cupping here. winston sitting Comfortably. winston holding his coffee cup like that in that one ep.#winston out of focus in the bg of another ep standing watching stuff w/his arms overhead / hands up & then behind his back.#hands in his pockets. the :\ the :/. the wincestons. His Autistic Swag god bless us i'm sooo
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it's so unfair that my friend owns multiple swords while i don't even though i deserve them more bc it's "illegal to sell weapons to minors in the state of massachusetts" and he "bought them in ohio"
#i wish i went to states w looser weapon safety laws :(#(<<< joke)#(this same friend also has an axe and several knives for ???? reasons)#romeo.txt
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