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talking about the topic of animated movies not Hitting, I accidentally reminded myself of one time on twitter, I think around the time that Raya came out?? I was poopooing on how much the dragon looks like elsa, and then talked about how I wish 2d animated and hand animated films were still The Medium instead of nothing but the highest resolution skin texture fur textured 3d animated films bc I'm tired of seeing it, etc etc and then someone who I was not mutuals with, they must've been someone working under the disney IP in some form, and must've either done some work on raya or just worked on 3d animated projects in general, replied to me SEVERAL TIMES as if I was subtweeting them, with something to the tone of "just say you hate me and you think my art is trash" and I think about that ALL the time
#I wish I could find what they said bc it was so much weirder than what I paraphrased. but this was years ago#like I had accidentally REALLY. bothered them and they thought the tweets were directed straight at them.#they were following me apparently (unfollowed me after that. obviously. bc they decided that I hated them specifically)#(bc I didn't like the dragon design from raya and I was fantasizing about it being 2d animated)#they deleted the tweets like 24 hours later but I was literally like. I'm sure you do good work???#i'm sorry you feel that way but rn i'm trying to complain about this very mainstream movie?? this is not a personal attack???#but now whenever I say something about a movie looking like dookie I imagine someone messaging me going “just say you hate me”#bc they did some concept art for it or something#shouts out to that person they were obviously doing really well emotionally to have come at me in that way lmao#sergle.txt#they obviously felt that we were in a Personal Argument but i wasn't wanting to argue and the interaction was not personal so it was very#one sided lol
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HAPPY HALLOWEEN! Doctor Who (2005)
#dwedit#doctor who#usertennant#userveronika#usertoph#userteri#scifiedit#*#it's still halloween for me even if it isn't for people in most other time zones fjsdlfsd#rip to s1&s4 i didn't like ur gifs so i deleted them </3#now i wish i had deleted the gif for s8 too..... oh well
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#i do not think anyone is obligated to endorse any one candidate if they're like. a popstar#but that being said i'm a little 🙃 about chappell roan saying that she won't endorse kamala because both sides are problematic#like girl did you have to say thattttttt#sure there are problems on both sides but one of them made child me afraid that my parents wouldn't be allowed to exist in the country!!#acting like both sides are equally awful is so ick to me idk#like i love chappell and i'm not trying to cancel her because she really doesn't have to endorse kamala and i mean it#but i wish she didn't say that specifically because like tell me you don't care about my family without telling me yk#love and respect her and will keep listening to her music. but it sucks to know that she just doesn't care about my safety enough to say it#ugh anyway#to delete
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I was laying in bed overthinking, as you do, and started to go on a depressive doom spiral. And then, to distract myself I started thinking about the things I like.
[Spoilers and some gross details incoming, you know what Mouthwashing is about]
So, eventually I started thinking about Curly being in a similar headspace as I was, laying down, incapable of doing anything, constantly in pain and hearing time and time again how quickly things are going to shit and that it's all your fault.
Him replaying his mistakes over and over on his head, imagining the many ways things could've gone a different way if only he had done something instead of ignoring the issues to "keep the peace".
Remembering every interaction that led to the accident, Anya's confession, his friends poorly disguised resentment, him ignoring and filtering details of his crew's mental state, her taking the gun, the notice, Jimmy.
Him being a coward and disguising his hate of confrontation with the guise of being a good friend.
And then comming back to reality, to is burning flesh. To the blood, shit and bile staining the bandages, robe and bed, to watching and hearing his friends suffer and die, unable to do anything.
When the kid dies, in the midst of all the emotional chaos, he feels some sick sense of relief knowing that probably Swansea will deal with both of them quickly and it'll be over at last.
Then Jimmy finds the gun.
And he can't help but laugh. He remembers the conversation they had and he cackles bitterly because not even in death can her wishes be respected. She trusted him and he failed her even after she was gone.
Soon enough it's just the two of them left.
Through muffled ears he hears Jimmy rambling, talking to himself, asking questions and answering right after, he sees him moving the bodies around. When Jimmy carries him from the infirmary to the common room table he's still as stone, not a sound leaves his mouth, he doesn't look at the bodies thrown on the chairs around the table, he doesn't even breathe.
But all of Jimmy's attention, hatred, idolatry, and envy are on him only. Eyes glossy, cut pieces of a one sided conversation and a tentative smile on his lips when he reaches for the slightly dented knife.
He screams until his lungs close and his throat burns. When he's fed parts of himself he cries and throws up until he is forced to swallow and keep it down.
He's dehidrated, half delirious from the blood loss and emotionally checked out when Jimmy picks him up and tells him they can still fix this, he knows what to do. That he's going home.
Sure, he thinks, he wants to go home.
When he's placed on the cryopod he just stares at Jimmy talk to himself at him some more, about being heroes and everything being all right now. Then he steps out of sight.
It's on the silence after the loud bang when his brain starts working again, he's completely and utterly alone on a crashed ship of a company that's closing it's doors, with a now depleted shipment that wasn't even important enough to guarantee a search party, and no way of fending for himself in the case of 20 years passing and no one coming, even less if the power gave out before that.
As the cryopod finally starts to cool, the few tears he has left fall from his remaining eye.
He hopes he doesn't wake up to see what happens next.
..ok see y'all when I wake up-
#I wish I was better at talking about the themes of the game and characterizing the crew. There's so much I wanna say-#I want to play the game again just to see if I missed anything in here but it's almost 6 am and my brain is shutting down#I would blame stress and insomnia on this but I legit think about this when I come across the tag again#I want to talk about his guilt of wishing he never helped jimmy get the job. how he wished he died first. how his crew didn't deserve it-#and *if* he makes it out. the surviors guilt. the trauma and the pain it would still chase him for the rest of his life#damn. in any sueing case the company could use him being traumatized and vulnerable to make him agree that it was all his fault-#I swear the rest of the time I imagine a what if AU where Jimmy gets yeeted into space by Swansea and they all live happily ever after#this is basically a fic at this point and I'm so sorry but I wrote too much to delete it all now in a state of post revision clarity lmao#me being a dumbass#mouthwashing#tw death#Ideally Anya would be the one throwing him into space. And Swansea would help her bc honestly fuck Jimmy#Curly would be held at arms length until they've gone back home. only left there to pilot them back safely#long ass post#long ass tags
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I love Pikmin I love Pikmin I love Pikmin !!!!!
#doodle#pikmin#all of my tags got deleted :(#basically#im really hyped for pikmin 4 its looking REAL COOL#no icemin or glowmin cus i didn't want to draw them#also no bulmins#sorry bulmin stans#sometime i wish i was a pikmin
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i wish i could hide individual posts on twitter like sometimes people i like post my gifs (other than the ones i've posted here for everyone to use freely) and i have no more fight in me left to ask people to credit because people over there have been hostile about it (so like, even when the poster is nice about it, i've had "popular" accounts jumping in on conversations they weren't part of to try and claim that crediting other fans for their work was "unreasonable", and in the first place it's pretty 50/50 whether people respond reasonably and add credit or if they ignore and mute/block me so they can continue stealing my gifs without me being sooooo mean and unreasonable and linking to the source i guess) and it's someone i don't wanna unfollow or mute but it just drains my spirit to see that post you know. please let me know if there is a thing like xkit on tumblr that works for hiding individual twitter posts
#🐭📓#like when the “big” accounts have this attitude it's an uphill battle trying to get people to credit gifmakers#the entitlement is so strong#i also wish i could follow more people but more often than not i go to someone's profile bc they seem cool#and the first thing i see are stolen gifs. often my own. so nah#and it's so stupid like people seem to realize that you need to credit fanart videos and edits but why are gifs the exception?#they're also edits they just move. and screenshotting them (lol) doesn't remove the editing either#the default should be to credit if you didn't make it yourself. not just if people ask#anyway i already felt like all ability to write has been drained from me and now i'm closing PS too and i will just. crawl back into bed ig#delete later#but please let me know if like a script or extension exists for hiding individual twitter posts
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saw someone unironically saying "rhinedottir fed nigredo to durin to make nigredo grow better and stronger because durin's stomach is actually nurturing like hummus 😊😊😊" god if you're up there can you revoke this person's rights to speak about rhinedottir, or any morally questionable girlboss for that matter. if you can't accept that a lady had her son swallow her other son whole then just move onto characters who are actually nice instead of rewriting the actually not so good characters to fit your imaginary narrative better.
#rhine rambling tag#rhinedottir#i swear to god no one has it worse than rhinedottir fans we're in the FUCKING TRENCHES#if it's not people claiming rhinedottir is gonna be an eden or black swan or mobius or whatever honkai girl expy#or saying she's a descender because of that one “flower that is not of this world” line WHICH WAS DEBUNKED SINCE 2. FUCKING 3#its people doing olympics levels of mental gymnastics to convince themselves and everyone else that she's not a horrible person.#SHE IS. THAT'S LITERALLY THE WHOLE POINT#god. reminds me of an ex-friend of mine that was 100% convinced scara was a psychopath who would turn evil and sadistic after 3.3#and downright saying that the “little doll” story should have been deleted because it didn't fit THEIR interpretation of scara#that was based entirely in wishful thinking and poor misconceptions that have been cleared up PATCHES AGO.#but they just COULDN'T accept that scaramouche wasn't this inherently murderous goth sadistic mommy kinda character#and called ME and MY FRIEND *DELUSIONAL*#last time i spoke to them they said that neuvillette would never cry because he uhh didnt understand his emotions??? WHAT#THATS NOT HOW IT WORKS MAYBE IF YOU WERENT BUSY CRANKING IT TO SCARAMOUCHE IN NURSE LINGERIE YOU'D ACTUALLY KNOW WHO THE CHARACTERS **ARE**#aight that was quite the tangent#ok new tag#rhine hating
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#vent post#ok to rb without screenshotting the tags but idk why you'd do that anyways#I'm once again wishing every fellow adult living with their parents a very 'I'm sorry o7'#mom's getting on my case about 'not wanting to be part of the family'#but if dinners are always silent and uncomfortable with all of us not talking then I think it's normal for me to leave the table#when I'm done eating. it's not 'not wanting to be part of the family' it's just not wanting to be somewhere awkward as hell lmfao#like oh okay sorry let me sit here for another fifteen minutes silently bc y'all ignore every conversation I try to start. jesus christ.#goddddddddddddddddddd fuck the housing market lmao#I love my family but I'd like them a hell of a lot more if I didn't live here#a little distance does wonders#anywaysssss sending love to everyone else who is perpetually stuck at home. esp oldest siblings and ill folk 🤝#we'll get out eventually#no more silent dinners and people who find your optimism and attempts to lighten the mood to be juvenile#stay miserable and pragmatic and 'realist'. no joy or whimsy. fucking whatever. I'm not sinking down to cynicism.#what's the opposite of being the moody black sheep of the family lmao. I'm the only one who seems to enjoy being unserious#ok. vent over but fr anyone else stuck at home when they don't want to be: i love you and we'll figure it out in time. things WILL work out#delete later???
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image I love. don't have anything interesting to say about it
#I'm working on making a pete thing so I'm just browsing through my pete collections...#I kind of wish I had catalogued more simple images of people w/o captions back in the day bc idk when I will actually thoroughly rewatch#also my organization went all the way off the rails since I started posting again last year I just deleted like 1000 screenshots because#they weren't titled or sorted or anything they were just in the system Screenshot folder and I didn't think I would ever refer to them agai#what the fuck am I talking about jesus christ#trudy's pantyhose are very obvious here
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wish i found out about 3 releasing closer to launch so i could've gotten it physically. 😔 i mean digital copies are better for yo-kai watch specifically anyways but still would've been cool.
#puppy rambles#yo-kai watch#yw3#didn't find out it came out in america until a year or two after it did-#3 is a masterpiece honestly. also i'm haunted by the fact that whenever i type 3 in the tags here i get#mood if you remove the yo kai watch 3 part#cuz i didn't think i'd like 3 before i actually played it cuz of everything it changed. which tbf it DID change a lot-#still the best yo-kai watch though. just wish it had more save file slots cuz i don't wanna have to delete one-#but i mean it's the biggest 3ds game so. can't fault them for that
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Do you guys think Stealth loved Vril II?
imo she kinda "loved" Vril II from the very moment she laid eyes on him, (then he opened his mouth and turned her crush down a few notches)
The 𝗋𝖺𝗉𝖾 was interesting, how she wanted no one but Vril. If she went feral and lost her "ego" in a way, acting on her inner desires and her desire for Vril, or just a means to an end: or her species wanting to create a being with the best probability of survival (with Coluans being intelligent and physically able Vril was a viable target) with her as the "vessel"? Who knows, if it said I can't remember.
But Stealth siding with Vril, wanting to locate him, and seeming like she cared about his "death" + a lot of other little moments in R.E.B.E.L.S. made me question if why Vril was so unfortunately chosen was always purely instinctual... but what is love if not instinct + companionship?
Like as much as she argues and scraps with Vril II she'd probably follow him to hell and back. (she'd never say this either, but she'd do it.)
Anyway after that night, I do think Stealth knows the chance of Vril ever trusting her again, which was like, 0... is in the negatives now. He bites his lip about it and stuffs it down but he's clearly jumpy around her, clearly scared of her- he doesn't want to be alone in a cockpit or a room or a car with her ever again. And if he had her on a leash before, well, he's halved its length now. If there was anything, it was extinguished with that event, and their dynamic seemed more utilitarian, I guess.
#.legionlsh hc#idk what I'm rambling about#btw Mechanical Love by In This Moment is like my Vril-Stealth song. Or one of them#I can't see them as an actual pairing physically though. I can't see Vril wanting to touch Stealth in a caring way ever again.#Vril would rather bleed and pass out than Stealth smell his blood again. Because she can't stop her pupils from pinning#He can't stop his heart from racing with the memories and the pressure to keep his poise and stop his skin from prickling and hands shaking#it's more of a mental thing. She looks at him and one part of her relishes seeing him cower. Though she wishes it hadn't happened that way#the other part wishes he didn't look at her like that at all and she could delete that part of his memory. it'd be like *before*#don't reblog this it's stupid#this blog has just become me going on and on and on about L.E.G.I.O.N. but it was genuinely good :0
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watched disney's Wish today.
they should've a) had the citizens give their wishes to magnifico for safekeeping as a way to combat the "grief epidemic" going around, which strikes unexpectedly and destroys people's core wishes, rather than 'for safekeeping from an undefined threat,' b) explicitly stated that magnifico only had enough power to grant one wish a month so he wasn't immediately clockable as being evil/greedy/in the wrong, c) had magnifico using wishes as power from the start. when it's revealed that he's doing so, he's shown as sympathetic, as having to make the hard choices to protect his people's happiness even if it's at the cost of others, d) had his destruction of wishes for power be the reason the grief epidemic was occurring at all, though this is not immediately revealed to Asha or the viewers, e) had him stockpiling wishes because he was looking to grant his and his wife's own wish [the restoration of their homeland from the greedy thieves that destroyed it?], which is too big for only a few wishes to be sacrificed to make happen & thus he has need of an entire kingdoms worth of them, f) had him realize he can use Asha's star to grant wishes at less cost & have him convince her to hand over the star willingly because she thinks he's doing it for the greater good and not just himself, g) BAM VILLAIN REVEAL! the star isn't enough alone to grant his and his wife's wish but it *is* enough with all the wishes he's compiled over the years. queue him&his wife doing the big evil monologue on top of the castle with all the wishes + star in a bubble, draining them of their potency and using them for their own designs/crippling the entire kingdom with misery in the process and making them unable to fight back, h) Asha being the one who has to stop him before dawn's first light because there needs to be a timer before the spell is irreversible and when the stars disappear in the morning seems as good an arbitrary time limit as any, g) idfk how the final fight ends [asha somehow gets the king or queen to change their wish (but not both of them!), making the spell too unstable to work as it's trying to grant two conflicting wishes, thus freeing the star + the captured wishes, maybe?] but it does still end w asha being a fairy godmother because i did think that was cute. Magnifico and his wife are definitely dethroned though and someone new takes it (maybe asha).
even if i'm not fixing any of the rest of the movie, just one moment i would fix is the ending. i think they also could've had a cool moment if Asha had already given magnifico her wish/wasn't trying to get her grandpas wish granted at the beginning, but find out what the wish was that she lost. Magnifico uses the destruction of her wish as power for a spell in the final fight and just it's destruction is enough to incapacitate her, let alone the actual spell. but the townspeople change their wishes or make a new wish to be for her to get back up and triumph or some cornball hoo ha and she wins the fight because of the wishes in everyone's hearts or smth, similarly to the movie. idk something about that final fight was grating to me and maybe this would fix it.
#revisions i would make are under the cut lol#it's long you don't have to read it! i just wanted to put my thoughts somewhere#these revisions would of course also entail completely changing the songs#i didn't really like any of them though so that's not a big loss in my eyes.#don't worry. in my version we get a sad villain duet between magnifico and his wife that tells us their backstory and their Wish#to be deleted later
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The next time I go to try and ask for tech support from the revanced team, someone PLEASE just slap me so I don't do it.
#I don't know if I've ever encountered a meaner dev team for a thing I actually use#Revanced no longer works properly when patched on my phone. Made a reddit post describing such and asked what I should do#and the post got deleted#I posted it because I looked around in the sub and nobody else had posted anything about it recently#Turns out they're deleting ALL posts about this issue with no explanation or warning#Because an image they posted vaguely says 'post a bug report at this link if you're having issues with this patch'#But I didn't realize until after the drama of them nuking my post that that patch was even causing the issue#And I'm also not even welcome in their github because I requested a patch for tumblr and it pissed them off#So I can't do a bug report because I annoy them and they'll delete it#genuinely told the main dev to just ban me from the reddit if there's some kind of issue with me being there#I don't understand why they keep working on this project if people askkng for help pisses them off this bad#I wish there was an alternative. Clearly whatever flavor of what's wrong with me is infuriating to them#I did get it working btw#I had to disable the 'spoof video streams' patch in the revanced settings in the youtube app#But that means my videos could stop playing randomly (not far off from what was happening before; the videos were mostly buffering forever)#I just have to wait until a person who they don't hate comes along and reports it in a way that pleases them so it can get fixed#I won't be participating in debugging since me talking is an issue to them#Revanced#Vent
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Thought about my favorite characters too hard yesterday, and gave myself an ocular migraine
#No‚ but seriously‚ I was literally just looking through my gallery at Spock‚ Sam‚ and Daniel#and all of a sudden there was a blurry half-ring in my left eye's vision#It didn't stop me from trying to keep looking at them#Very possibly going to delete this later. I wish there was a way to schedule posts for deletion#star trek#stargate sg1#Technically fandom related‚ so I've main- tagged the post#The ring was quite concerning though‚ that's never happened to me before
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#tw trauma#venting#i know it's been over two years now and i should probably stop thinking/talking about this#but i can't get over how my ex behaved towards me despite knowing my past and trauma#how he kept pushing my boundaries and making me feel bad for even setting them despite very well KNOWING my reasons#like this dude KNEW about my past and STILL behaved this way#how he wanted me to “get help for my issues” but only as a disguise to get what HE wants#telling me that if i didn't get a therapist within the next year he'd break up#i forced myself to do things i never wanted and now deeply regret#i set a boundary and could watch it being ignored weeks later#when i broke up with him he wished terrible things for me and told me to fuck myself#and even after that he kept on trykng to contact me on every possiblr social media months after#last time he contacted me was in july this year.....we broke up OVER 2 YEARS AGO#i'm glad i left but i have so much unresolved shit that i just cannot let it go#like that shit sits deep#this is so much oversharing i'm so sorry#will probably regret posting this and delete but i had to get it out#can't keep annoying my friends with this#again sorry
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had a beautiful dream last night in which I suddenly noticed that in all those years of my rewatching supernatural over and over again, I had always overlooked one of the discs in the dvd box and that I had three entire episodes from season five to watch for the very first time 😭
#i wish that were true oh my god#supernatural#spn#season 5#there was also a blooper reel for that disc specifically and it had jackles+misha kissing sloppy style for a destiel scene and cracking up#because the kiss wasn't in the script but they went for it to make fun of the subtext but it was ridiculous on purpose#also i remember a little bit from the two episodes i watched#jack and rowena were in them and a kind of magic mindreader and a demon lady and a super shabby motel#they were pure filler episodes so it didn't matter that i had never seen them#and the gifs i had seen i thought were from deleted scenes#p
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