#just. i just want it to stop
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
I'm so fucking tired I already think the holidays are Bad why does everything around me make them Worse
#just. i just want it to stop#i just want to not feel constantly bad#im always either too tired too angry or too sad and im. struggling#i truly wish that killing myself was an option. i know it's not. it hasn't been for a while but I'm so tired i wish it was still#in the last. idk l. 3 to 4 months I've cried at least at much as I've done in the last decade i don't have energy for. a lot of stuff#i just wish things were idk if easier i just wish there were less shit to worry about#i truly wish i could just die. id just add way to many burdens and issues for others that i know i can't do that to anyone#. but i wish i just could. i don't want to deal with anything anymore#... idk it's 2 am and stuff keeps happening no matter how much i try to. just be at least a bit okay i fucking can't#I've been relapsing which like i know it's bad and doesn't help but crying didn't make me feel better either#i truly just. feel or of options at my current state of existing#and trying to find a different one. it's not host complicated. doesn't feel possible. idk#idek what I'm saying anymore#.. it's a post ill be surprised if i don't end up deleting them#it. whatever.#my posts#bc every one in a while if i feel too much like shit i check other times i felt like shit#bc what the fuck is this tag if not me being patheticly sad
2 notes
·
View notes
Text
i cant stop thinking about a post by @possamble so i made this
inspired by this
based on a fanart by BugsGay on twitter
#help i cant stop unintentionally butchifying falin#im not sorry but#i just want you guys to know that it's unintentional#or is it???#wet hair makes her look more masc okay i cant help it#farcille#falin touden#marcille donato#dungeon meshi
68K notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/c582740cd4310860c005b021af8cb08d/95ea44d0c75e67d5-db/s540x810/f3a1bbf72582cb8d7002aaa8587bc9e90effcf2e.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/dd45bd79d61d7b3ef778ed9a8fa49705/95ea44d0c75e67d5-1d/s540x810/dd5f962627d413322cd768aeed69d8cb0602e70c.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/2c47687b2deccb7edebf9d2cac21d016/95ea44d0c75e67d5-76/s540x810/be1f9f82116809f8dfc0362e0ea1837f0184b794.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/53f3b39cda71e97d5e7ed2bf03ce2c16/95ea44d0c75e67d5-2a/s540x810/6cbee17344e3731329e42486c45d4c639c8bd7be.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/cd29280fb59f35ee6b90f4fe11b358b9/95ea44d0c75e67d5-87/s540x810/d94861662f16ded8c19373108f7a0a3d3101894b.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/d8fb9a67408a592495cf28b68a682765/95ea44d0c75e67d5-f7/s540x810/5a617d1b5ace6db5352bd7403da0bf902e6cc3d6.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9215a1fe1ffa5d44ffb6f74224720a14/95ea44d0c75e67d5-f5/s540x810/bfba11d36d336aeaa55650883eb69680b674782f.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/4f2abaf51b1060ad0b75fbe2d75ff1f3/95ea44d0c75e67d5-36/s540x810/1dad53195fe9dc78718a55f3d5f7d15796fbfff5.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/5aed4ad2cea10d072efc82efab2730ef/95ea44d0c75e67d5-af/s540x810/2b7bff166280fcfd244d0cd72d9127d6b003f8dc.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/e1280b92d65ca0188008c984d58e64d6/95ea44d0c75e67d5-49/s540x810/a8835877f215cb88f6b4b1f151a96126241f53c7.jpg)
I turn to Ares.
Thanks to Tyler Miles Lockett who allowed me to draw inspiration from his ARES piece for page 2! Look at his etsy page it's SICK
⚔️ If you want to read some queer retelling of arturian legends have a look at my webtoon
#greek mythology#ares#athena#greek gods#dont get me wrong it aint athena slander but it sure is ares praise#on some level at least#man justly accused of bad things deserves some mid praise more at 11#thank you romi for helping me with words though i duly noted you insisted on ares not being cautious rather than him not being careful#romi be like “i want him to care” and honestly good you should say it#also EPIC led to this and i just..... i want to draw some animatics man i just need infinite time now#my long lost love for greek myths just will never stop coming and they dont stop coming and they dont stop coming#i want some vulture design in here for ares but not sure about this one#kochei doodles
101K notes
·
View notes
Text
Accessorize ! Accessorize ! Accessorize !
based off of how my dad got his ears pierced))
#gravity falls#mabel pines#stanley pines#grunkle stan#comic#this was just gonnabe a simple comic but then i wanted to do a stylestudy on gf bgs and that led to me doing 10 backgrounds . .#this onetook a whiiile#also he was totally about todrinkfrom the milk carton befor mabel came in#shes totes gonna make him some earrings now and no one can stop her
41K notes
·
View notes
Text
The math just adds up!
#dungeon meshi#falin touden#marcille donato#farcille#I always loved how chapter 27 ends with them both so bloody and 28 starts with them in the bath.#not just because of how iconic the bathtub moment is but because you know they had to scrap off so much gore first.#I think everyone in the party took a very long and methodical bath but Falin was basically *all* blood*.#Being covered in blood is one of those 'just girly things' that women deserve to stop being shamed about.#I just don't think Chilchuck is progressive enough. He probably made them take a bath first B*/#Okay jestering aside I want to just highlight -#The magnitude of Marcille's joy at seeing her dearest friend again! Of holding her and sharing her presence in the same room!#Something about this reunion feels like a beautiful dream you are afraid of waking up from...
45K notes
·
View notes
Text
People against piracy fail to realize that no, I can’t just ‘buy it.’ They stopped making DVDs and Blu-Rays. They’re barely offering digital copies for download. I am not spending money I could use for food or bills to pay for a subscription service just so I can always have access to a beloved piece of media. Especially not when the service will remove media on a whim without concern for how the loss of access to that piece will make its artistic conservation nigh impossible.
For example, I recently learned that Disney+ had an original film called Crater. It’s scifi, family friendly, and seems cool - I would love to buy it as a holiday gift for my little brother! But: it’s exclusive to D+ and THEY REMOVED IT LITERALLY MONTHS AFTER ITS RELEASE.
The ONLY way I can directly access this film is through piracy. The ONLY available ‘copies’ of this film are hosted on piracy websites. Disney will NEVER release it in theaters, or as something to buy, and it may NEVER return to the streaming service. It will be LOST because we aren’t allowed to purchase it for personal viewing. If I can’t pay to own it, I won’t pay for the privilege of losing it when corporate decides to put it in a vault.
So yes, I’m going to pirate and support piracy.
Edit: if you are able, use $5 you would otherwise use for a streaming subscription to donate to a GazaFunds campaign.
#edit: go to https://gazafunds.org/ and donate $5 you would otherwise spend on streaming services on a campaign!#ra speaks#piracy#media piracy#pirate to make hondo ohnaka proud#obligatory ‘don’t fucking pirate small authors/artists works wtf dude’ statement.#anyone who’s seen my media bitching before knows I’m a hype man for indie films this ain’t about them#this is about corporate streaming services killing physical media bc sales numbers are less impressive than number of streams#edit: USAmericans stop telling me to buy DVDs and blurays at Walmart. think outside your borders for a hot sec. fun thought exercise.#your experiences are not universal#edit: WHO GOT THIS TO 100k. I JUST WANT TO TALK (this post is my second to hit 100k woahg.)#in other news: fix your fucking posture. drink some fucking water. and go the fuck to bed if it’s late bc it’s for me rn. peace and light.
135K notes
·
View notes
Text
David Tennant for Prime Minister, please.
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/cabd9b626db1ce58571cd21cb6c658db/3d3c58b1f43d848b-85/s540x810/4e5c8be0f348d3867c58caf84bb0f6d445a80707.jpg)
edit- Since this is getting so much attention, edited to include descriptions of screenshots.
This woman has lost her fucking mind.
Jo, are you okay?
#Fuck your Rowling#Fuck terfs#David Tennant#Fuck Harry Potter#And everyone who watches Rowling’s new Harry Potter show#little whinging fuckers#gender taliban?#have you completely lost your mind JKR#maybe just stop being a little whinging fucker JKR#if he's smart he would never want this job because it's a horrible one but we'd be so much better off with a sane person in charge#But seriously Rowling are you okay?#does she look tired to you?#well I guess this has broken containment#He didn’t actually say you’re name JKR#he just called out transphobes and you assumed he was talking about you#which says you know exactly what you are and identify as a transphobe#says a lot#described
21K notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/ac2aeb20bb554becca52e3d5b0fb151a/eefde05c15b37f0c-df/s640x960/5a449c0ef2c58b155828a0061f765f76236bd8fa.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/ff50aed437ed9e1ff2fae974c093da66/eefde05c15b37f0c-97/s540x810/a69fe2375c6f2f3af9819806965f2dbedbe68f03.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/592ab9f226cf066dd04859e915a7386a/eefde05c15b37f0c-fa/s640x960/df13c6096597f702b1c87654969e51b52c96395c.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/3ecb7dcc268872a31ff32c37cddedcfb/eefde05c15b37f0c-ab/s640x960/f3ecf8d85b219a7cec98ed7600caa7c6f9ee0972.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/d24d5cb7cb8eee876b770287f69e896f/eefde05c15b37f0c-27/s640x960/f66563aa6338cfb5dcf8f099cc0190e1fe964930.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/67bc8ebc705ca8e328d0b9e619d40d63/eefde05c15b37f0c-17/s640x960/6f4c053a73055a778277d64ac52bb0bfe3003ebc.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/5f5753598f721660af73ccb399137a23/eefde05c15b37f0c-96/s540x810/d2f2e034a159e8ef72cf8c5b924fbeb47a619fce.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/a451c9e032b3c16dd7f4ef334a4126e9/eefde05c15b37f0c-1c/s540x810/86e85a94efca052d6ca061cb5152275e9cc8a0ed.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/b3bca8e5cd4e00e7873327febd59d3f6/eefde05c15b37f0c-50/s540x810/1f569d82d4a9432105544ce5616cceef0d041ffa.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/7cb53e832b4e8df5db74d09550dec394/eefde05c15b37f0c-de/s640x960/1dc3ebeed7e53724e5ad851ae2a14454aef78e2d.jpg)
And here's the whole series. I'm kinda proud of myself - when they all put together I can see the amount of work - and I love my characters a lot. :) Now, I wonder, which one is your favorite? My personal favorite is 2nd - I think I did Lyra justice with those wings. Since this is gonna be a long post anyway, I'm gonna add a few sketches for some of them below.
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/9158d30b04f8e8633ccdc7cbf0529ede/eefde05c15b37f0c-9e/s540x810/9a1938d8c9ec86cb2f4c376d272fb40e03f45e54.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/39c24c950026952472f03f5855e4cb38/eefde05c15b37f0c-4a/s640x960/0c8ef50b71ba5e3a71daea4e907d312d9fb7e317.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/40a41d3b5656d4389d0c822303bbd18c/eefde05c15b37f0c-25/s540x810/5a2aaa94cac57cae1e886f289760f48879afb14c.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/121dcad799a03d537f8d1042bb583e92/eefde05c15b37f0c-98/s540x810/d576e32137afc8f6aa96fe17909bac478fe8984b.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/ba11bdf2048695f2083fe98734d35702/eefde05c15b37f0c-6e/s640x960/707f6b7752ad9630ee8b2ea8af9652b59ad36f6f.jpg)
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/8ab1a84ad1ac3b7a567a7b4d1ff70c3a/eefde05c15b37f0c-4e/s1280x1920/9b729bab61ce46dbc9c9fc778833f8964796708b.jpg)
Last one was an alternative variant for the 10th piece but I imagined that people would misinterpret it BAD so I decided to draw another one. I still like this sketch, however, maybe I'll finish it with lineart or sth like that. And another sketch also had Devil in it but since this piece was more focused on emptiness, I just erased him. Well now you know he was there. And about the knife... now you know who did that, too. After holidays I want to update my lore post a bit so stay tuned for that :]
#art#oc#yourenotsupposedtobehere#ynstbh#Now i just want to calm down and play stalker 2... cardo stop drawing just for a moment#and happy holidays folks
7K notes
·
View notes
Text
mr. not allowed to die
#alistair theirin#dragon age#myart#just thinkin abt him as king. vg spoilers.but king of nowhere. u stopped the blight it took your kingdom anyway.#u never wanted to be king.u lost everything twice.#i do not like the southern thedas situation but i do like 2 think of the tragedy it feeds into. for him .what if we all ki-
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
take a step into my mind palace
#vrailart#i like projecting my aggressive pedestrian habits onto phoenix i think he would take 1 step off the curb to scare cars into stopping for hi#ignore that the timelines off for the apollo one i just wanted to draw him stressed out#ace attorney#phoenix wright#miles edgeworth#apollo justice#narumitsu#wrightworth#aa4 spoilers
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
I don't want to regret the way I lived
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#nobara kugisaki#nanami kento#choso kamo#junpei yoshino#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#this idea started as a 2 part series . then my braincells decided to spark and supplied 7 PAGES#'did you sleep hina' no#ws looking up mentally stable things like 'who has died in jjk' smh i love my hyperfixation media im sooooo glad so many ppl r DEAD#i *could* have included more ppl but i think this is a good crew. this is a yuuji emotional support crew#also Was gna include his grandpa final panel but i Did Not Want To#he is implied through th dialogue#side note i donot like how i cn see this scenario playing out . ..yuuji this isnt ur stop u r monopoly voice Just Visiting ok >:(#anyway I broke my own heart with this and ik i hyped it up a lot but i hope that its not just me...#hope i did not hype it up fr nothing and no one else finds it devastating :((((( that would b humbling in the worst way#pls ...join the happy party train.......i hate it here i suffered pls :<<<<#also !!!! colours in this !! i cooked i fear . adding th first bit of warm hitting yuuji's face after th first 2 panels....#ive never had that kind of experience while drawing before it was wild . painful ! but wild.#the whole transition from p 2->3 might b the most emotionally moving piece ive ever made to me#not 2 sing my own praises tho i will shut up ! i wil. nap
8K notes
·
View notes
Text
you'll make it back.
#WHAT WAS LOKI GOING TO SAY???????#these two will be the death of me and I can't believe that first episode gave me everything ive ever wanted#I'm back in the lokius trenches#can't stop thinking about how connected they are through their timelines#how they're each others glorious purpose#and how mobius was ready to sacrifice himself for loki#and all that in just one episode#UGH#loki#loki season 2#loki spoilers#loki s2 spoilers#lokius#lokius fanart#loki fanart#loki season 2 fanart#loki and mobius#my art#fanart
22K notes
·
View notes
Text
need to share an experience i had 30 minutes ago
(edit: thanks to @walks-the-ages for providing and reminding me to put alt text, sorry it slips my mind alot lol)
#my hands are still shaking to be quite honest i could not put a lot of effort into this.#but like. brain. why did you do that#literally i have been like hopelessly obsessed with de nonstop thinking abt it for the past couple of days it is Scaring me#it is terminal its soooo fucking chronic#disco elysium#kim kitsuragi#for anyone who wants to know i bumped into some guys car that was stopped for a school bus. i think my brain errored and thought#my foot was fully pressing down on the brake pedal but it wasnt.#i am like 99.99 percent sure neither of us had any major damage to our cars but we still filed a police report just in case#because insurance do be a bitch. dudes back bumper was scratched lightly and my front license plate has a dent now#also literally my first ever car accident that ive had ever yippee yay
30K notes
·
View notes
Text
if we could stay connected, just like this
#ok last orbit niigo post im emubrained again and also i miss leoneed#project sekai#pjsk#prsk#mizuki5 spoilers#proseka#mizuki akiyama#mizu5#nightcord at 25:00#hurray !#meltdown released an amazing translation of the event so i read it and had my final cathartic transgender cry about it#and now i have ~4 assignments due on friday so i have to stop drawing mizuki. sad.#i recommend everyone watch meltdown's translation#please. its very good and better than the mtls floating around#i Get why people wanted to see it translated asap like i Get it i didnt understand half of the wordplay or kanji but like . wah#its so crazy how this event breached containment n how many people are rooting for mizuki even tho they dont play the game so i just#think its a shame that the translation everyones reading isnt really accurate/lacks the nuances.. Ok sorrynits a good event.#ive just been thinking abiut that for a few days and i love talking in tags. Adios#real Orbit heads will know this is an Heartorbit reference (that tarot card sketch i did almost 2 years ago and said i would finish)#(i havent finished shit)
4K notes
·
View notes
Text
Tragic: Guy you based your entire villain backstory on doesn't even remember you
#art#comic#sonic the hedgehog#sth#shadow the hedgehog#infinite the jackal#sonic fanart#sonic#sonic forces#My funny BTS on this comic is Shadow's initial response was 'sounds like cope but okay' but I wanted something less internet-pilled LOL#I've drawn more Sonic Forces fanart than I intended but it is EXCLUSIVELY because I think Infinite is SO funny#I'm gonna shove him in a locker#Bro lost a fight once and it shattered his self esteem#He's been practicing his evil laugh for months and when he finally gets his chance Shadow hits him with the 'I don't know you'#Also since this is taking off I want to clarify: I am a hater in the silly sense. I understand why Infinite has fans#The bones of a good character are there it’s just the writing of this game failed him So Bad#Forces is my least fave Sonic game but I can’t stop thinking about it because of its missed potential#Forces tries to make a lot of very serious plot points but the impact is just not there. It becomes unintentionally funny as a result
3K notes
·
View notes
Text
![Tumblr media](https://64.media.tumblr.com/0d464884241da0421fefbdc90e2e41ad/25ed225ec9d848f0-78/s540x810/c4d0c00d044561f479b2a16cdd302c12a8087f0f.jpg)
Happy one year anniversary to this FNAF post,,
#myart#chloesimagination#comic#fnaf#five nights at freddy's#fnaf fanart#fnaf movie#abby schmidt#golden freddy#coryxkenshin#william afton#springtrap#THIS was a quick lil thing I wanted to make!#they all finally made it to their destination#took them a full year but they got there!#The og post means a lot to me actually#it’s when I started to draw fnaf art and kinda never stopped?#I’ve loved fnaf for a very long time since its come out#so being accepted into its community meant a lot#here’s to another year of fnaf art!!#Also did Abby ever pay Cory or did he just do a freebie#maybe the next movie will answer these pressing questions pff
5K notes
·
View notes