#wish hawke was here :((
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After the battle at the Gallows, he just needs to make sure they're both truly alive. [♡]
#fenris#dragon age 2#dragon age 2 fanart#fenris fanart#fenris da2#hawke#fenris dragon age#fenris x hawke#fenhawke#fem hawke#there's a lot of tags idk#mydrawings#i finished da2 yesterday and i can't stop thinking of them#lol i wish i would've played da2 before i started dai bcoz i want my hawke to appear and hear her and companions talk about fenris#anyways i love fenris i knew i would and here i am#it was...different drawing his side profile as he's an elf so it's not the regular human profile#dragon age fanart
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3 // tempest
// 487 words. Anger isn't pretty and Sawyer isn't trying to be.
Yours is not the domain of ‘loveliness’.
You do not turn heads when you enter a room. You pull at skirts with discomfort. Your steps are less a glide and more of a march, and your hair doesn’t keep elegant curls’ like the other girls’ does. While they flit from group to group, greeting and giggling, you try to put on forced smiles and what conversations you manage to strike up are short, light, usually end with one of you excusing yourself to find a drink or get some air.
You understand there is no expectation for a lowborn midlander to rise to such fanciful heights as the Haillenarte socialites, but your well-meaning godmother tries to encourage you regardless, extolling the virtues of a well-connected woman. She pulls you into conversations with the elders who politely oblige, and you speak of your work in the manufactory, only to be given the polite, yet disinterested compliments about how proud you should be. You are reminded sorely that these are merchants and magisters whose hands have scarcely been sullied by ink, let alone oil, and you are ever more aware of your hyuran stature as they tilt to look at you.
Most have already heard about you. Critical. Overly serious. Disagreeable. A little stormcloud of a girl, your free-wheeling mother once teased, and though she meant it lovingly, the words haunt you well into your midlife. All things that a young woman should endeavor not to be, and yet you cannot convince yourself to put on the wool long enough to fool the flock. You were not born soft and delicate. You pulled at your lips in the mirror one day and found sharp teeth. But instead of reaching for the file, you tested your bite.
You were not the first, of course. Other little girls like you had long found their fangs and grew into them, offering up their swords in service: Of the sky, from the sky, for the sky. How you envied their silver armor, all of them walking together in one shining sea. No one questioned if they belonged. If their teeth had merit.
Why couldn’t someone value your anger, then? Were storms not a blessing for the farmer? Was this not the city whose matron goddess was exalted as Fury?
You pour yourself into your work. Mad scrawl turned metal, metal turned machine. This endless churn of concept, design, prototype, product appeals to your critical eye. Your seriousness demands the respect of your peers, and your disagreeable attitude is no worse than any of theirs. You fashion weapons for the weary because you have no wool to warm them and pray to Byregot that it is enough. Bark and bite are tools where charm avails you naught, and you hope the Fury smiles.
Yours is not the domain of ‘loveliness’. But a storm needn’t be lovely to draw all eyes to its brilliant light.
#[ ffxivwrite2024 ]#[ the steel hawk ]#second person jumpscare#i have a lot of feelings about my own femininity that i put into sawyer#it's been on my mind lately#i wish i could have explored it a little better here#but you didn't come here to read about me so
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guys walk with me
#DOES ANYONE GET IT. PLEASE#it's kinda funny how i associate one of my fav songs of all time with gabriel agreste of all characters. but alas here we are LMAO#BUT THIS IS SO HIM DO ANY OF YOU GET IT#actually i LITERALLY predicted s5 finale bc of this song HELPSDFOIGJU#i knew gabriel would die in the end bc that's what happens in the song URKDFJGNHF#i'm like 90% sure i made a post about it. or it's at least in the drafts#bro he literally dies and meets with emillie again...JUST LIKE THE DEMOTION LOVERS#my chemical romance im so sorry for comparing you to miraculous ladybug of all things#miraculous wishes it could be as well written as an mcr album#even paper mario did it better#i never told you gabriel agreste amv when#i've thought abt it ngl LMFAOO if i ever learn how to make amvs rest assure i will make it happen#miraculous ladybug#miraculous season 5#gabriel agreste#hawk moth#happy 20th anniversary revenge. taking this one out of the drafts for you
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The LoV, Dabihawks, and more Hawks
Suddenly actually quite into Dabihawks (only took like, 5 more years lmao) but also their individual relationships with Twice, Himiko, and the rest of the LoV.
I really think the story should've given us more filler and time of them bonding together. Imo, that would've made their arcs and stories so much more emotionally investing, and their faith and care for each other even more apparent and genuine. Not that it isn't, but I think it wasn't given enough time and space to really grow.
Just thinking about Hawks, a brainwashed child soldier, suddenly becomes quite close to a bunch of people who genuinely like him and accept him for his past, his identity, and his mistakes, because that is just what the LoV are, a place of acceptance and change. His relationship with them initially out of necessity (as SxF Loid would put it, "For the mission"), growing into smth more genuine.
How in the war, he killed Twice, betrayed Dabi (and the whole LoV obv), and ordered Himiko to be killed to, but only upon losing his quirk and seeing Himiko's Twice clone does he realize the emptiness and foolishness of his whole life- that he accepted being stabbed by her.
This man can fit so much guilt and tragedy, and with his new position in the HSPC, I think he genuinely would try his darn best to change the system for the people who he betrayed. Honestly, a fucking tragic guy, and I wish the story made that more apparent.
#I could go on an entire ramble abt how bnha is honestly a tragedy that serves as a wake up call#and how u could honestly do an entire sequel of the same mcs and conflicts picking up right where we left off#its both really tragic but also hopeful but also a fucking Call For Help#Hawks couldve been so much more man. The HSPC conflict with Nagant and everthing couldve been so much more#i wish this story was less fckin pro cop even the whole show is abt idolized rule enforcers#how is smth so fuck the police and also pro police at the same time its bonkers#anyways. poor hawks i hope he feels the weight of the death of the ppl who cared for him in his shoulders#so he becomes a wiser and stronger man to better shape society#or something like that.#also yeah dabi n hawks definitely kinda. yeah. mhm.#im just rambling here really#evelynpr bnha#bnha#mha#my hero academia#keigo takami#league of villains#touya todoroki#dabi#dabihawks#hawks#mha critical
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Im calling it guys, Varric is ace/aro. To me
#dragon age#varric tethras#there's lots of reasons I think so#but mainly he gets super uncomfy when people mention romance involving him specifically#he doesn't wanna talk about it leave him alone.#and also mary specifically didn't want him being romancable and I think there was a reason#anyway uhhh I wish all varric/hawke shippers a very good have fun with your ship#Im over here shipping him with solas as platonic partners with a very complex thing going on that cannot be explained#and then like many have said solas lost custody of cole in the divorce
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just wanted to say i am so very grateful for the community around this blog & i love yall very much & your support has been everything to me lately. thanks guys
#shit happens but there are so many wonderful people here#u are all very cool and i wish u all good luck and good naturalisting#hawk noises
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this is a post scribbled angrily in glitter pen in my diary pls ignore <3
#this is so insecure and bullshit but like#sometimes writing fics is. no fun#bc you feel like you can't keep up with other writers just churning out fics and they're all so good and nuanced and better than yours#or bc you can't keep up with your own brain and all the ideas and you don't have the time to do them all justice#or bc you just can't get a spark of a conversation with other fans to catch fire the way you want to so you're just.#spinning wheels in your own head wishing you were better faster friendlier less alone#and let's not forget the fucking commodification of fandom#getting messages in your inbox only to find it's people harping for more content for a fandom on the back burner or a fic you've left behin#i love that you love my work like that but. it makes me feel like i'm at a family reunion and my aunt is asking me about the job i had#two jobs ago#and somehow you keep getting those messages even tho your current work is sparse on comments and reblogs#so you spend your slivers of free time writing something you hope is good for these characters you love only to feel like you're standing#alone in the street hawking a mediocre finished product and everyone is walking past you disinterested#it's fucking isolating. it's draining#you can only write “for yourself” so much before it's not worth the time and effort#obviously i will keep writing. but like. it's fucking frustrating. and i feel like a petulant child about it but i just can't shake it#anyway. here's wonderwall or whatever
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Ohh I do love varric ; ;
#mY TRUSty DWaRF!! aHHh—#playing veil guard and oh. I missed my boy—#wish hawke was here :((#I am cradling my transmasc rooks and my transfem#inquisitor in my hands I lov that I can finally have fun with gender in these games—
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i do really love how your choices from other da games affect inquisition so much because it turned my warden and alistair’s love story into a horrible tragedy against my will
#alistair didnt want to be king so i made sure he stayed a warden like he wanted > i let him kill loghain > i wanted us both to live#so we could be together so we went through with morrigans ritual and both live > alistair is the warden friend of hawkes > the sacrifice is#between hawke and alistair which to me is an impossible choice that took me like. a good amount of time to decide and i eventually decided#to sacrifice alistair because i spent all of da2 with hawke and shaping him and i didnt want to lose him. so my warden lost alistair instead#and its soooo tragic bc i was abt to ask him about her and he talked abt her w so much love#*able not abt#and you can get a letter from the hero of fereldan and she says to take care of him and shes not going through all this just to lose him to#the inquisition. and its down to me to decide and i make her worst nightmare come true by having him stay behind#when talking abt my warden alistair had a line that was like when im done here we’ll be together forever this time and looking back it makes#me sooooo sick and sad bc they went through w morrigans ritual so they could both live and be together but one of them ends up dying young#anyway. the only comfort i get from that is that instead of the year they wouldve gotten if they didnt go through with morrigans ritual#they got ten so at least they had some time but i wish they had more but i couldnt bring myself to sacrifice hawke bc that felt too personal#and i didnt want to do it in front of varric bc he was in my party and i didnt want him to lose him in general and i couldnt leave anders#alone bc thats my baby and i went through so much to keep him safe and i will continue to do that#anyway its just so interesting how everything plays out depending on how you choose to play the other games#like im doing a full replay and im specifically making alistair king so he survives#and my warden is a human noble so theyll be married#r.txt
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Please tell me someone else remembers that point in the pandemic when people were posting TikTok’s on what anime characters would smell like, specifically my hero academia
#I just wanna fall asleep but my brain had to come in swinging with this memory ball#literally was like hello did you forget that everyone was saying hawks smelled like graphite??#or how todoroki smells like ocean and bakugou smells like bourbon#I’m just here trying to sleep and wish the brain activities could be useful and put my ass to sleep
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the second one is never far behind <3
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everyone send good vibes for today at work i have no clue how it’s gonna go
#i hate that things have gotten kind of tense here and it’s stressing me out more so i don’t enjoy it as much as i used to/usually do#the ‘big fish’ here are breathing down my team’s necks and it’s making things hard on us bc we’re being watched like HAWKS#like they’re keeping track of our numbers/cases much more than they usually are like. today i’m doing a time study 🫠#aka having to keep track of everything i do my entire day in 15 min increments 😐#wish me luck :\
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MY MANAGER PISSES ME THE FUCK OFFF at work today and she pulls me aside and is like You and other coworker walked right past a customer and i was on the phone and we made eye contact and kind of just laughed about it So please dont do that LIKE GIRL ? WHY R U ACTING LIKE THERES NOT 4 OTHER PEOPLE AROUND MEEE who can serve & also its literally not my fault if i didnt see ONE fucking customer & PEOPLE HAVE VOICES LIKE speak the FUCK up if you want to be served i swear to god they want me to have eyes in the back of my fucking head i dont think any regular human being could work a deli job because its the most stressful fucking thing in the world i am so tired of customers being like you must really get your steps in mf i walk to the bus stop at 6 in the morning to work an 8hr shift which i will be entirely on my feet for and then i walk back to the bus stop and then get on the bus and then walk home like i literally am living a type of hell u Could never comprehend because you cannot comprehend a customer service job .
#text#and AURR IM SICK OF REDACTED WHO IS JUST LIke hehe let me do dishes my whole shift like why not come around the front#bc our manager is watching me like a fucking hawk#im literally soo wish there was some malicious compliance i could play into#but i swear sometimes she goes to ask me to serve AND I AM ALREADY SERVING !#its just constant serving one customer after the other i cannot fucking wait#to quit this motherfucking job and kill myself because i cant take another day of her telling me serve customers or Like#keep my eye out IM SO STRESSED OUT AT THIS JOB ALL THE TIMEEEE#and this man today was trying to play jokes with me but they werent funny so i just kept saying okay#and he was like im just messing with you haha#and ik he felt damn awkward after like yeah u should feel fucking awkward IT WASNT FUNNY & DONT TRY TO JOKE AROUND WITH ME#the way that customers say things to me they think r funny or quirky or cute and im just like okay so what were you after#and then they dont know what to do w me im not here to play arounnd Brother do u want ham or fucking not#valkyrie.txt#also i need to clarify bc apparently in america a deli is something different to in australia#which americans literlaly dont fucking say shit abt it im not in the mood 4 it#its a delicatessen
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🌙 forr all your ocs
HOHO greates wishes lemme go down the list of ocs
Vaughn - He would wish for the accident to never had happened and that he had the wisdom to not go through with the experiment in the first place. It wasn't enough that he was able to make his own Astrabrand sword despite having no guidance from his family, he wanted to recreated THE original Astrabrand sword that was capable of cutting their indestructible horns not even considering the repercussions should he even succeed. If Vaughn could turn back time he would do it in a heartbeat.
Hawkes - Constructing an advance wing prosthetic. Hawkes' is not one to dwell in what's loss and try to see what he could do about it in the future. The prosthesis available does not help with prolonged and dynamic flight like he's used to and Hawkes is wiling to invest a lot of time and energy to create one.
Nabalu - Regaining his powers. He is willing to go through great lengths should there be hope he could return to his original self however he is not willing to sacrifice life or the entire solar system for it.
Spirit - He be a simple character. He just wants to be a really good archivist and to collect and record materials.
#kalli oc asks#imma hide this one here cause i havent drawn them all that much and one of them is not even named XD#for the mc of the bird blorbos#she wishes she regains her memories and to find out how did she lose her horns in the first place#as well as who gave their's to replace hers#vaughn astrabrand#hawkes#nabalu#spirit
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to that one anon who said my old chucker fics are good: thank you.
#‘’that one anon’’ c. fifty weeks ago#i think about it all the time#wish i could write something that wasnt spike sfucker rn#i want to explore those two more in my current writing style but i cant find inspiration#<- due to sfucker spiegel#one day.#to bring it in a different direction though—i look back at them an i don’t particularly like them#‘’i want you by my side’’ is the closest because its the most recent#‘’bullet time’’ that vibe is closest to my current style i would say#so i like it only for that tbh#i dont want to talk about ‘’summer’’ much tbh. fracas in general#i mean i would. i would talk. but fracas as a whole i was such a different person back then#ect ect#in conclusion: spike sfucker ruined me writing much else for a bit. sorry about that#green talks#(reigen and hawks x reader in the works for those of you in the know—which is no one presently here)
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someone somewhere said “i can accept the idea that i like women but not the idea that i don’t like men” and i don’t think ive related to anything more in my life
#im just sick of it I WISH I LIKED MEN#WHY CANT I LIKE MENNNNNN#save me to love a boy by maya hawke save me#HERE WE GO AGAIN 🙏🙏#brooke insanity post
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