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Dead dead dead dead dead dead it is not.
No no no no no no no no no soul. Never never alive. No no no no no no no no.
Hands
Hands hands
Welcomeing back but still hungry.
Thoughts move to plane of words when thoughts not not not not not not meant to be words.
Danger danger danger danger danger, strange strange strange strange. Bad bad bad bad
Pulled out out out, thinner
Thinner
Thinner
And sososososo hungering
What if instead of fighting, you all hold hands and become friends :3
#hands hands hands hands hands#reaching out out out#knawing biting yesyesyesyesyesyes#hunger depleted gone gone gone gone#wish dead dead dead dead and once alive#but there is nothing nothing NOTHING#I see her her her her her her her her her her her her her#theif theif theif theif theif theif#starving#taking#making#starving starving starving starving
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Yall, if Loops immortal do y'all ever think about the fact that they might live long enough to see the islands wish be undone? I think about, I think about it a lot (Immortal Loop, specifically dw bout it)
#Isat#Isat loop#Isat spoilers#I fucking guess#Anyway yeah I think about Loop living long past the parties natural live spans a lot because there's something horrific#About Loop being immortal. The one who wished to be with their family forever being the last one left...#Never being able to see them again in life or death. Cursed to wonder the world forever. Only for their home to be known once more#Like the inherent tragedy of Loop specifically being immortal? And then adding onto the island trauma?#How does one reconcile that. How does one move on? Your family is your home and they are dead but your old home that was once dead#Alive again but it's not YOUR home now is it? How awful. How tragic
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for the most part I actually donât see Harry and Draco as being the get married types or at least not the have a wedding types but itâs also fun to just. Have them do it anyway. Weddings are fun and fun to write and read about!
#I wrote a wedding fic once and I kept getting stuck because#I find it rlly hard to imagine Harry having a wedding and not eloping#I feel like he would find getting married in front of his friends to be like tooo embarrassing for words#In my wedding fic they actually have already eloped#Before the fic begins#And Draco tells Harry that he wants to do something beautiful about it and Harry is like okay bet đŠˇ#I am probably projecting a bit because before I got married I thought it was weird that the convention is to do it in front of everyone#It still does seem like the P-est of pda#Or perhaps the D-est#I cannot vibe with Harry changing his name (in whole or in part) to Malfoy#I feel like Draco barely wants to be a Malfoy himself like it stands for something rotten#I mean I can ALSO see Draco being like well by hook or by crook Iâm going to right this ship#And make the name Malfoy one to be proud of đ
đť#That makes a lot of sense too#It just doesnât tend to be my personal Draco ya feel?#I also cannot vibe with Draco being on super chummy terms with his parents#I almost always kill Lucius off#Once I had them both disown him#Sometimes itâs just Narcissa who disowns him bc Lucius is dead#Once I had Draco run away from home after a frightening confrontation with his mother#Once I killed off Narcissa and had Lucius in Azkaban (I donât like that bc Azkaban shouldnât exist!!!)#In my wedding fic the story is actually about like. Making your family#So Draco has been semi estranged from his mother and is trying to re-establish friendly contact#So he tells her he got married and sheâs pretty pissed he didnât tell her because itâs embarrassing to be left out of his life#Listen sometimes your parents love you enough to risk their lives for you#But still donât love you enough to accept you for who you are#Those things are not mutually exclusive and I wish we saw more nuance around their relationship#Maybe I should write a fic where Lucius is alive and Draco is trying to be on friendly terms with him#But I think Dracoâs bad feelings about Lucius would have started before the war and be grounded in broader things#Just like how Harryâs trauma starts before the war
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âş â§ ďš jurgen leitner ? â Ë đŻď¸  â˘
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ďšlikes - tma , homestuck , lego monkie kid , persona series , drawing , figure skating , fanfictionďšâĄďšâ¤ż
⧠ďšđĽďšdislikes - bigots , wasps , needlesďšÄąllÄą
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â - biggest clown in the circus , laughed out of town , cowboy motherfucking jurgen leitner â
#intro post#tags are stupid#stop pinning me when i talk about jurgen leitner i hate him so much why does he have so many fucked up books ?#why did he decide to fuck around and find out just to set them loose#is he dead is he a bastard man has such a visceral affect on me not even in the room never seen this mans face and i know he has the worlds#shittiest beard get away from me#if i wanted to get into heaven and god said jurgen leitners waiting inside i would piss on gods feet for the sole purpose of getting sent#back down#if i have to deal with jurgen leitner speaking one word in person on voice in podcast not only will i close the tab i will delete my#bookmark out of spite and have to rewatch the entire series again for the purpose of being able to skip all the times when he is mentioned#or alive#i dont even know why i hate him so much. he collects books but i am just mad because i am angy#he better have some fucked up backstory to explain this if hes just some rich shithead whos a fan of creepypasta and wanted the irl version#ill go ham#better have had a book make him kill a man because if he didnt im going to make him#paypal dot com slash i fucking hate jurgen leitner#episodes not even about him. vaguely mentioned what is supposed to maybe be in his library and i fuckibg lost it#where the fuck is jurgen leinter if hes still alive im going to so deeply wish he wasnt#crusty old man#ill punch leitner and his sad frail old man twig bones will simply flake apart under my epic huge meat fist and he will disintegrate until#all thats left is one final book he kept on him simply titled Now You Fucked Up in ancient yiddish#im not breathing im hyperventilating at this point#i hope theres a date given for when jurgen died or will die so i can make it a reminder on my phone#every day once a year i will see it and do anything but pay respects to the man who had so many fucked up if true books#holy fuck i just hand typed the entire leitner rant /srs#thank you for coming to my ted talk
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i got so comfortable with him why did i let him in i shouldâve figured
#iâm being dramatic he hasnât said anything but all the things he hasnât said say more than that#i miss him so bad it hurts i miss us i wish id left it as a crush#because it hurts so bad iâm so so so tired and i canât believe he could just get bored of me so easily#i thought he cared like really cared and no guy has ever been that for me before#no guy has ever said the things heâs said no guy has ever looked at me with that pure adoration and i need him to keep doing that#iâm going to drive myself crazy looking at all our texts im going to cry so hard#and i canât stop it#but i miss it#i miss it so bad#i miss him#i wish i was with him rn i wish he could hold me#i wish i was permanent i wish people didnât care that im boring and horrible and#i hate feeling like this i hate not knowing what he feels#it feels just like october all over again#it feels like that party in june when he didnât care if i was alive or dead#and how he forgot like i was that insignificant to him once#i donât want that again#watercolour tag
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There's always so many conflicted feelings to see a plus-size influencer going on their weight loss journey. I entirely support their decision (and even if I didn't, who cares) but it's like losing a voice in an already very difficult fight. Because we all know once a fat influence loses weight, their new job becomes "I did it, here's what I did". Because they need money, and money comes from who you are as an influencer and what you do. They're not fat anymore, they can't be a "fat voice" so they become a weight loss voice, even if it's a fat friendly one.
And it's really losing a voice.
#i don't judge#your journey is not mine#but when you look at the landscape of voices we have on our side#it's tough#and once again it's not against people searching to lose wait#and certainly not after being a great voice for fat people#i see so many people wishing i would be dead just because i'm fat#it's not easy to live everyday#i could be the worst person alive but i'm just fat and that's enough for so many people to hate me on sight
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Crying but my cat find me and wonât stop trying to drink my delicious tears.
#bitch.#anyway I wish I was less worthless and insane#wg speaks#negative //#or more dead idk#maybe if I was a caterpillar stung by a parasitic wasp until i was eaten alive from the inside by her writhing young#I would finally feel loved for once in my fucking life#no guilt. no inadequacy. put to perfect use
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Batman gives each of his Robins a different code to use when theyâre in trouble and need immediate extraction. He promises that when they call, heâll drop everything just to get to them, come hell or high water.
Jason, during his time with the League, shares his code with Damian, to be used âonly in the direst of circumstances, when you have exhausted all other options.â He doesnât know if Bruce will answer, given how fractured their relationship was before he died, but it is better than nothing. Every tool counts when they live such dangerous lives.
Damian uses it exactly once, and Bruce, who still feels the loss of his son like a yawning chasm in his chest, responds to it even though he knows it canât be Jason because Jasonâs dead. What he finds, instead of Jason, is a boy in League garbs, drenched in blood from the tips of his midnight-black hair to his too-small feet, with a face that Bruce sees himself and Talia in, requesting asylum from a grandfather who wishes to possess his body. Bruce doesnât question how this boy who is so clearly his son knew the code. Talia al Ghul is resourceful and places family above all; the code is not beyond her abilities to discover, and she is not above using Bruceâs desperate love for his dead son to ensure that hers does not meet the same fate.
Bruce takes Damian in, because of course he does, and since Jason is dead he allows Damian to keep using the code. After all, itâs not like Jason is alive to use it, right? If someone uses the code, thereâs no one it could be but Damian, right?
The next time the code is used, Bruce traces the location to Gotham even though Damian was supposed to be in Bludhaven visiting Dick. But whatever happened that resulted in Damian being in Gotham can wait, because he has already failed one son and he will not fail another, his son is in trouble and he needs to get to him, he needs toâ
What he finds, instead of Damian, is a boy (just eighteen, too young, but also too old, but also he will always be a boy to him) in League garbs, drenched in blood from the tips of his midnight-black hair to his too-large feet (when had he gotten so big), wearing the face of his dead son.
(Who, maybe, just maybe, may no longer be so dead.)
#Jason sees Bruce answer his code with such desperation and thinks that maybe Bruce still loves him just a little#maybe he doesnât need revenge maybe he can just go home#maybe when HE calls it instead of Damian Bruce will come get him too#and because of that thereâs âno red hood in this au#even though I love crime Lord red hood Jason#maybe he can still be a crime lord idk just not one called red hood who baited Batman into choosing between him and joker#Bruce Wayne#Jason Todd#Damian Wayne#Batman#DC#DC comics#DCU#Batfam#Robin#DC Robin#notfic
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ykw sometimes its better to just cancel the show
#s/he speaks#yes this is abt killing eve#(no i still havent gotten to the end it just keeps getting worse....... im here for the helene and villaneve scenes only atp)#and specifically the parallels between it and nbc hannibal#im gonna try to not go off too much bc i have enough thought to turn this into a 5 page essay#but basically#1. i feel like i dont even need to say this but if what happened to a show as popular as ke instead happened to a show a male oriented show#esp one with gay main characters. all of the writers would be in witness protection rn the backlash would have been deadly#2. besides the obvious point of misogyny and lesbophobia/hatred? discomfort? disinterest? with f/f relationships#it genuinely would have been better in the long term for ke to have ended on s3#i dont like s3 all that much but even w that being said it would have been 1000x better if it just. ended at the bridge scene#and now w the parallels to hannibal - a good chunk of what keeps hannibal alive even today (besides the great story characters etc etc)#is the fact that it was cancelled with an ambiguous ending. its the perfect recipe for endless fanfics and keeping the audience alive#by keeping them hoping that *maybe* someday there will be more to come no matter how unrealistic the expectation is#meanwhile w killing eve the fact that it is officially over there is no hope#our s4 *is there*. its there and its shit and we just have to live with it because there are no second chances#sure ppl can and do write fanfics abt alt endings and ppl still make edits n whatnot but it feels like the fandom is just dead/dying#bc any and all memory of even the best parts of the show gets tainted by the knowledge of how it ends and of how badly they fumbled it#and even worse when you KNOW it didnt have to be like that. it could have been good. and yet#idk. i said id keep this short but im still rambling i just have a lot of thoughts#i wanna post ke stuff but this is just killing any enthusiasm i had for the show so far#which is so fucking stupid bc i love it even with the shit last season and i cherish it sm its one of my all time favs im just devastated t#and esp as an excath and bi woman. s4 feels like a straight up personal attack on my own bs that i was forced to deal w#i wish women got better media i wish shows focused almost exclusively on women more i wish there were more morally grey/evil mc women#i wish representation of bi/les women existed outside of sanitized desexualized âpure beanâ femxfem media#(tumblr deleted half my tags so rewriting) idk i just wish this type of show wasnt so fucking rare and that woman centred media wasnt so#âsoftened downâ ig??? idk how to describe it but it just feels like theres no way to get any dark/gritty female media w/o it having like.#a shit ton of misogynistic violence sexualization and sa. esp when you add f/f pairings in it#like can we be fucking happy. for once. pls#rant over ig
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It really sucks having to be bored out of my mind every single day because I have no friends, no job, no way of even accepting money so even if I did get a job I couldn't be paid, nobody to look forward to talking to and nobody who actually enjoys my presence so I'm completely alone and all I have to do is be on my phone, be on my laptop, stare at the wall or the ceiling or take a nap.
I don't even really have a reason to look at my phone anymore and haven't in years because, again, I have nobody to talk to or look forward to talking to and nobody who actively wants to talk to me so all I do is open tumblr and scroll for a few minutes before closing it, and I avoid instagram to the best of my ability so I'm not tempted to contact my fp or think about them or anything
#I'm struggling so hard to come to terms with the fact that my fp seemingly couldn't give q fuck if I were dead or alive at this point#they haven't checked on me even once#and like. I get we really only jsut started talking before I started isolating myself like this#but it hurts. why can't they care about me as much as I care about them???#why is it so much to ask to just have someone love ke and care about me as much as I do others???#why can't it ever be me?? why can't I be loved by them???#why can't it be me?????#sometimes I wonder if they really even want to get close to me#I feelnlike they couldn't give less of a shit about anything I have to say#and they clearly don't care about me enough to check on me#even though i have been VERY open on jnstagram about what I'm going through and why i'm avoiding talking to people rright now#I guess once again I'm too mentally ill to be loved by someone I care about#my ex fp who J trusted and loved more than anyone else and was willing to do anything for couldn't love me#she abandoned me the second she got the chance#I just wish my current fp would abandon me already and get it over with#it's going to be painful enough when they finally realixe how much of a burden i am to put up with#and how embarrassing I am to be seen with#why can't they just do it now. just get it over with so i can go back tk beinf completely alone and unloved as usual#what am i saying i'm already alone and unloved lol
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augh my back
but i have a vent thing so here ig/lh
(if the wording doesn't make sense, it's basically a hopeful plea that said friend is there, with the provided context that Iâve already lost a family member and a multitude of furry and feathery friends, it would only stand as a somewhat reasonable hope that he is with them too.)
#but in all honesty#I can't tell which is worse;#A friend who is still alive yet I have no chances of ever seeing again#or a friend who's dead and has already moved on without me#I just don't understand why it bothers me so much when it shouldn't be.#It's nothing I'm not used to. I've been left behind and tossed away when no one wanted me anymore.#And any hopes of that changing is a distant fantasy at this point.#The idea that this person who made up my whole world was gone before I even had the chance to properly say good bye. It haunts me.#It torments me every day that passes and the longer I've spent bearing this knowledge the worse it seems to get.#I'm definitely going to be talking to my therapist next week about this. I need to figure this out.#lots of grief and big feelings that I wish I didn't have. Or at least didn't have to bear alone.#Their system is being oddly dismissive lately. Especially in our last conversation.#I don't think they want anything to do with me anymore. I'm most likely nothing more than a burning reminder of what once was.#But I don't want to jump to conclusions. They have their reasons for behaving the way they do. It's just odd.#vent#ramble in tags#lots of it#tw grief#in tags
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gaius will literally do a 180 in his opinion of people if they treat his children right.
#g.aius had a kind of fearful respect for v.aldeaulin. knowng the man wasn't afraid to do what pleased him and that -#his need for vengeance wasn't actually fueled by the idea of killing g.aius but making him suffer. v.al could kill him any day and that -#isn't what scares him. he wishes he were dead. what makes him unsure of v.aldeaulin is the fact that his hate has festered beyond -#wanting g.aius dead. but EVEN HIM - even KNOWING v.al - at one point - had it in him to skin g.aius alive or threatened to break his finger#one by one by one - can't NOT acknowledge the fact that after his daughter returned to him broken and bereft and unable to be human again -#v.al didn't just turn a blind eye to her suffering. (probably because he saw himself in her. probably because before the hate and ill will#WAS his broken heart and inability to cope. before his heart took over and decided that pain deserved pain.)#and where as once g.aius did earnestly think v.al would snap and slit his throat in the middle of the night - he now sees him as#sort of an external moral compass. that he knows if he ignores his own moral code and does something untoward -#that no longer will he get away with it bc he's a legatus or bc the emperor told him to. v.al will fucking kill him and he will deserve it.#... but he WILL care for a.llie because none of it was her fault and she doesn't deserve it.#anyway#â
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I NEED. TO KILL MYSELF
#delete later#ohhhhhh my god oh my god oh my god.#trying so hard to be normal all evening on tumblr as if i am not feeling like iâm having a complete miserable meltdown#i wish i was DEAD i wish i was not ALIVE. I HATE. BEING ALIVE.#literally once gave myself a concussion hitting my head into a wall methodically#and honest to god i want to just do that again like just bludgeon myself into blissful unconsciousness at LEAST
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Things we (me) are forgetting about Six of crows, not in order:
⢠There were rumours that Wylan was caught in an affair with his tutor
⢠Inej killed rinca moten (the desert lizard) that Matthias claimed he never seen being defeated before. She did it in few seconds too
⢠Jesper and Nina had chloropellets that they used to put other prisoners to sleep stitched under their skin. And had to cut them out to use them
⢠Matthias had a buzzcut for whole two books and half; also, half of SoC he had brown hair and brown eyes tailored
⢠Kaz had lockpicks and bloody explosives swallowed for the entirety of heist, and had to regurgitate them every other hour
⢠When Nina was young, she wanted to go to Fjerda as an avenging warrior or a spy (foreshadowing, I guess)
⢠Inej used Kaz's gloves to climb in the incenerator scene
⢠After learning Inej's real name, Kaz asked if that's what she preferred to be called
â˘Kaz's pov has shown that he probably had fracture or other injury from when he jumped while carrying Inej in his arms, and it was never mentioned him getting any medical attention. My boy been running this heist like this, AND without his cane for hours
⢠They blew up the nation's holy magical tree (somehow I keep forgetting this part)
⢠Matthias gave Kaz an agressive CPR until Nina took over. So his heart probably stopped during heist? (Somebody just give him a vacation or something)
â˘Nina flirts/ed with Kaz (as he had mentioned himself, she just loves flirting with everybody and everything)
â˘Inej seems to be the ONLY one in the Dregs without their tattoo
â˘Matthias labeled Inej as a demon in his head as well, not only Kaz
â˘Matthias' middle name is Benedik. I think only his and Jesper's second names were revealed (very likely that they are the only ones who have them)
â˘Kaz gave Matthias the "you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me" talk (like, literally)
â˘âYou canât spend his money if youâre dead.â
âIâll acquire expensive habits in the afterlife.â
â˘Inej thought that Kaz "at least owes me his best imitation of a human being".
â˘Wylan was standing up to Kaz several times, even at times when others wouldn't (like right after the Oomen incident)
â˘Matthias has the coolest nicknames for everybody in general
â˘Kaz kinda thinks more of Inej than others do? Has more faith in her and how strong she is, if you will
â˘Kaz went back for the Black Tips after Inej was injured and "there was enough blood to paint a barn red" (reminder that he still has a fracture after running with her in his hands and jumping off great heightswhile carrying her)
â˘Tolya was mentioned in SoC ("Thereâs a Heartrender at the Little Palace who can recite epic poetry for hours. Then youâd wish you had died.â)
â˘Matthias thanked Inej personally for being the reason they made it out of the harbor alive (that's right, everybody must respect Inej)
â˘Kaz wants reassurance that Inej believes in him once in a while
â˘Everybody feels kinda good about sharing secrets with Kaz cuz he's Dirtyhands and he wouldn't judge anything
â˘Kaz and Inej have a series of silent signals?
â˘Kaz said "You don't want a look at what's inside my head, Nina dear" while wearing fucking dumb goggles
â˘Inej is the only sacred thing in Kaz's life, and she made him feel like a boy still believing in existence of magic
#i had this in my drafts#for months apparently#since i reread soc this summer#six of crows#wylan van eck#inej ghafa#matthias helvar#jesper fahey#nina zenik#kaz brekker
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THE SINNERS WELCOME YOU TW: noncon and yanderes ahead
Hi! I'm val and this is where you can find everything I've written. Maybe bring protection? These boys are not nice.
Requests: closed for now
Current Anons: đŞ, đ°, âĽď¸, đ§, đ§ˇ, đ, đŽ, â đ¤, đŻ, đŚ, đľ, â, đ, đ
What I won't write about: pregnancy
Art & Doodles
Yandere Witch: She adores anything cute and turns you into a plushy just to cuddle.
You on a shelf You getting cuddles
Yandere Fairytales
Dark and sinful, these stories are from a time long ago. When the gods still walked the earth and when monsters wore the skin of men and when a bride could still be built out of wishes and blood.
In a time and place far, far away...
The North Wind fell in love
A sorcerer turned a witch wicked
Drabbles, Imagines & Oneshots
Not so honourable after all: Drabble about princes and heroes with rotten hearts.
Yandere Actor: The Golden Age of Hollywood. Stars are born every day and you're desperate to become one.
Yandere Yakuza: When your brother gets himself deep into debt, one yakuza is surprisingly willing to help you get him out.
Yandere Bisexual Best Friend: He just wants what's best for you. If he has to tell a few white lies now and again, then so be it.
Come for me: Drabble about yanderes who force pleasure on you for their own sick enjoyment.
Yandere Pirate Captain [dubcon] A naive aristocrat's daughter, you're crossing the Atlantic in a heavily guarded ship. Pirates assume guns and guards mean treasure but when all they find is you, they decide to make the best of their luck.
Yandere Werewolf: There's something terrorising your town every full moon. And a stroke of bad luck has you running into it more than once.
Yandere Sugar Daddy: Money can't buy love, but maybe it doesn't have to.
Yandere Cyberpunk Mercenary: A ruthless mercenary and you, his spoilt little prize.
Letters from a Yandere Vampire: A handsome stranger seems intent on courting you but his letters hide a darker secret.
The worst sort: Drabble about the most sleazy and perverted type of yandere.
Cheat on me please: Your boyfriend just won't let you break up.
Lovesick Dogs: Drabble about poor fools who love like wretched dogs.
Yandere Mobster: Chicago - 1931 The Height of Prohibition The mafia is earning top dollar smuggling alcohol into the country. And one mobster has his eye on you.
You wouldn't reject him, would you?
Yandere Gladiator: A man can become a god in the arena. But all he fights for is you.
Yandere Cyberpunk Riot Control Officer [noncon] There's nothing he hates more than degenerates and rioters. When he gets his hands on, he's going to pound some law and order into you.
Cyberpunk Yanderes: A little drabble about neon soaked streets and criminals with their eye on you.
Cyberpunk Yanderes with an oblivious country Darling
Yandere Greek Champion x Priestess Reader [noncon] He was chosen by the Gods to slaughter, to strike down all who stand against him. Your city has fallen at last and he has come to claim his prize.
Exploring his villa Finding you asleep
Yandere Stalker/Cop: A vicious stalker has been terrorising you for months. Luckily, your friendly neighbourhood cop is around to comfort you.
Yandere Apocalypse Survivor: The world you know is dead and gone. And he's the only reason you're still alive.
Yandere Soldier [noncon] He knows what he's doing is wrong, but if he closes his eyes, he can convince himself that your muffled cries are moans for him to keep going.
Yandere Soldier - Stockholm Syndrome: It was bound to happen eventually, right?
Softcore Yandere Boyfriend: A guy who has every yandere urge in the book and is trying very hard to be normal about it.
Yandere Boyfriend Surprise Party: How does your Yandere! Boyfriend react when you start acting distant and keeping secrets from him? Yandere Boyfriend as a husband: He might be jealous of the kids but shhh. Way of the yandere house husband: More things your hubby does for you. Yandere Boyfriend as a gym buddy: You're his favourite kind of cardio. Yandere Boyfriend x Coquette Reader: You can put bows on him if you ask nicely.
Yandere Cowboy [noncon] He just wants a roll in the hay. It doesn't matter if he has to hold you down to get it.
Yandere Cowboy - Proposal: Does he ever learn to be sweet with you? Yandere Cowboy - Jealousy: You're his girl and he ain't gonna stand around and let some other bastard steal you away. Picking wild flowers with him If you try running away before your wedding
Yandere Cop [noncon] All you want is to get home after a midnight shift and relax. But a State Trooper pulling you over on an isolated stretch of road is more than you bargained for.
Yandere Cop - Baby Trapped: You're stuck in a position where you just can't say no anymore.
Yandere Ganster x Mafia Boss Reader: He's your loyal dog. Now and always.
Yandere Ganster - Jealousy: For the first time, he sees you be physical with another man. And he's trying his hardest not to punch the bastard right in the mouth. Yandere Ganster - Rainy Days: After a difficult job, he comes back soaked and shivering. Naturally, you think of a few ways to warm him up.
Yandere Desert Bandit [dubcon] When planning to cross the desert, all travellers are warned about the bandits. Heartless, they're called. Brutal. Inhuman. So why has one of them fallen in love with you?
Yandere Desert Bandit - Aftermath: Son of the sand, his touch isn't gentle. But perhaps he can learn. Will he ever be a father? Would he honour his word?
Yandere Incubus x Nun Reader [noncon] A new priest had joined your convent and you can't help the sinful thoughts you have about him.
Yandere Academic Rival: He'll do whatever it takes to be the best.
The Yandere Boys
Who's your yandere soulmate? [Quiz - coming soon] Their favourite positions Their kinks What are their homes like? What do they look like? When you're sick/hurt yourself Which Yandere boy is the most manipulative? If you cheat on them Their body preferences If you refuse to eat If you try and leave them If you're bisexual Yandere Christmas Special What sort of cars do they drive? Who is the cruelest? Who is the kindest? What kind of clothing do they find provocative? Would they ever share you with someone else?
Misery - a short story [in progress]
Based on Misery by Stephen King
Stuck in the mountains, you foolishly decide to drive through a blizzard. The man that drags you from your wrecked car brings you to his cabin and patches you up. But as the snow piles up outside, you start to suspect that your rescuer's intentions may be far from pure.
Chapter One
Chapter Two
Chapter Three
Upcoming Works
Yandere Roommates [dubcon] With your boss mysteriously firing you and your job applications getting lost in the mail, it's no surprise that you can't afford rent this month. Lucky for you, your roommates have a very generous offer.
Yandere Wild West Sheriff: Ain't you just the sweetest lil thing?
Yandere Dictator:Â He's a high ranking member of the ruling party, with all the wealth and power denied to the working class. And when he says he wants you, that's exactly what he gets.
Dairy of a Vampire:Â You've found a strange book in your husband's library, and on closer inspection, realise every entry is all about you. [Sequel to Letters from a Yandere Vampire]
Yandere Aztec Warrior x Ähuiyani Reader:Â His body is sworn to war and yours to pleasure. How strange, that you find comfort in each other.
Yandere Sugar Baby:Â It's not uncommon for a wealthy, older woman to take a younger lover. But the way he looks at you isn't normal at all.
Yandere Witch Hunter x Witch Reader: In a last ditch effort to save yourself from execution, you cast a love spell on the town's witch hunter.
Yandere Aliens [noncon] Human women are the most prized slaves in the galaxy, and when your ship crashes on an unknown planet, it's inhabitants are keen to find out why.
Yandere Southern Gothic Cowboy: He doesn't come to church and you never see him out in the sun. Who exactly is this stranger?
Yandere Rockstar: He's a rockstar punk who wants to fight the whole damn world. But all his songs seem to be about one special person.
Yandere Dragon x Princess Reader: This fairytale isn't what you expect.
Yandere Slasher [noncon] With all your friends dead and no way to escape, you offer the killer something else in exchange for your life.
Yandere Ex-boyfriend [noncon] You wake up to a ship over five hundred million kilometres away from your home planet and an ex desperate to prove his love.
Yandere Pirate x Mermaid Reader: You've seen her time and time again, leaning against the stern and staring out at the horizon. She always seems so melancholic. Maybe a song will help?
Yandere Soulmate: So what if you don't always get along? So what if he leaves bruises on bad days? You're meant to be his and he's not letting you go.
Yandere Firefighter: You owe him your life. Aren't you going to repay that debt?
Yandere Stripper: Beautiful, confident, deadly. When she says she wants you, she won't take no for an answer.
Devil Dogs always bite: A green card marriage to a US Marine ends badly. [omegaverse]
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Uchihas reacting to âI hate youâs
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Characters: Sasuke Uchiha, Obito Uchiha, Madara Uchiha, Itachi Uchiha, Shisui Uchiha
Warning: slight angst, nothing else.
Obito Uchiha (Villain)
⧠âI hate you,â he stood there, his expression unwavering as your voice seethed with anger. Your voice could cut through thick glass as you shouted at him, but he felt nothing whatsoever. Even as your eyes bore into him, filled with a hatred so intense it could burn a hole through his soul, it wasnât directed towards him. No, not ever. Yet despite the venom in your words, he didnât flinch. Instead he listened intently, his expression indifferent. âThatâs okay,â he responded, his voice devoid of any apparent emotion. In any other scenario, he wouldâve crumpled under the weight of your vitriol, weeping and pleading for an explanation as to why you might hate him. But not now, because he already knew why.
⧠He knew how you mourned him for years, believing him dead and gone, only to find out the hard way the reality. He knew you visited his grave, and wished that you were in his position. He knew that your trustâyour perspective of reality had been shattered the very moment his mask fell from his face. With a heavy heart, he continued âI would too,â his gaze never left yours, watching as tears streamed down your reddened cheeks. It had been years since heâd seen you this close, yet you looked young and pretty. The prettiest heâs ever seen you, even with tears glistening on your pretty face.
⧠âI hate you so much,â your voice cracked with pain and resentment as you spoke to him. Your Obito. The revelation that he was still alive, but causing so much pain and suffering shattered your world, leaving you emotionally fractured. âWhy? Why do all of this? Why hurt so many?â You ask, searching his face for remorse but finding none, âBecause this world is broken,â he answers steadily, his voice awfully gentle to you. âYou have nothing in this reality,â his arms open, showing you the distress and chaos that is currently occurring around you. He wanted you to see how your comrades laid lifelessâto make you understand that you lost your friends, your family, your âhappy endingâ. â Let this happen, and you will be forever happy,â he pauses briefly, searching for the right words to say. He chose his words carefully, locking eyes with you, âWith me. With a better version of me. One that will keep you happy for the rest of your life,â Despite your heart-wrenching cries, he did nothing to stop this war. As you wept before him, he knew your pain would be temporary. He knew that once his plan took actionâthe infinite Tsukuyomiâyou would find happiness. Even if you hate him now, he reassured himself, you wouldnât think the same after his plan was completed.
Obito Uchiha (Shinobi)
⧠Obito, a strong and beloved jonin from the Leaf village, stood there, his chest tightening at the words that just came out of your mouth. His expression shifted as his mind struggled to comprehend what you had said. Suddenly, without a second thought, his words slipped through his lips as he tried to make sense of what you told him, âWhat⌠did you say?â he asked carefully, his eyes frantically darting over your face as if searching for an answer. You met his gaze, repeating your words with unwavering conviction, âI said, I hate you,â
⧠As you repeat yourself, Obitoâs heart sank to the bottom of his stomach, his throat constricting as it became harder to breathe. He could handle any other response, any other thing you could have said, but hearing your harsh words was almost too much for him. âWhy? What did I do? I donât understand,â he manages to ask in desperation, trying his best to move closer to you. His heart clenched and turned inside his chest, and he boiled with fear. He loves you! He loves you to the moon and back! Why would you say that you hate him when he eats, sleeps, and breathes for you? You were his everything, so how could you hate him when he loved you so dearly?
⧠âBecause you never notice how much I try for you. Youâre always looking for Rinâs approval, and what about me? Iâm left in the dark with nothing. Iâm done with you. Iâm done with trying to make you realize Iâve been in love with you for years,â you pour your heart out to him, desperate and hurt, and thatâs when he realizes what this was about. Though his heart slightly fluttered at your revelation, he still felt awful for the way you were feeling all this time. The tingling sensation in the back of his mind kept bothering him as he examined every inch of your expression. âThatâs⌠why?â He asks with a drop of his shoulder, sighing in pure relief at your confession, which only fueled the burning anger inside you. âI thought it was for something else I mightâve done⌠(Y/N), I donât know if youâve ever noticed, but Iâm in love with you,â his confession caught you in surprise, his voice revealing his true feelings with no hesitation. What once was nervousness and anxiety had now been replaced with determination as he yearned to seek for a solution. It was true, he was deeply in love with you, but people still thought he had something for Rin when he didnât. However, he did hide the fact that he liked you out of fear of another rejection. With Rin, he handled it well, but with you? He wouldnât be able to take it. âIâm sorry if I ever made you feel horrible. Iâm sorry I never noticed, and Iâm sorry I hid it from you for so long. I love you, over anything there is in this world. The only thing I want is you, always and forever you,â
Madara Uchiha
⧠âI hate you,â your words felt like a slap to the face, making Madara turn around to face you swiftly. Although his face was deemed expressionless, his body tensed and tightened the more he processed your words. He had obviously been taken aback by your audacity to say such things, but he tried his best to hide his discomfort. With arms crossed over his chest, he scoffed and parted his lips, ready to give you a piece of his mind. âGet over it, woman,â he snarls at you with authority, and slight annoyance. You, his wife, should never say that to him. Heâs given you everything; a home, a family, and more importantly, love. âYou are acting like a child over something that should have never pestered you in the first place,â although your words had not hit him hard when you first spat them, they started to annoy him the more they set in, âIf you hate me, why even decide to say yes when I proposed? If you are going to bother me with such nonsense, I will not bother with you,â
⧠His words were meant to hurt you as much as you hurt him, and when he notices the pain in your eyes, heâs satisfied⌠until heâs not. Until that annoying tingling feeling lingers under his skin as he watches your eyes brim with tears. The tingling feeling that pulled on the tendons of his heart any time you cried was crawling under every inch of his body. âOh please, do not start with the tears,â he groaned in annoyance, but the salty tears were already streaming down your puffy cheeks. Despite this, he didnât move an inch to comfort you, but watched you as you cried for a couple of minutes until he released an exasperated sigh. âWhy? Why do you care so much for those people when all they have done is hurt you?â He asks with irritation, referring to your clan members whoâve hurt you in the past. He has said something out of line, and you argued with him about it, which ended you two up here.
⧠âBecause we should be better people than them. Violence should never be the answer,â you sniffle with clenched fist, âBut that is something you seem to never stop thinking about,â you admit, trying to hold in your tears. You didnât want to keep crying like this in front of him. You wanted to be strong, âAnd if you think I am such a burden, then why keep this ring on my fingerâ,â you were surprised when his fingers wrap around your wrist to stop you from taking off the ring he had gifted you the night he proposed, âBecause I know who I married. The same nagging woman I am with now, is the same nagging woman I fell in love with. If I had any regrets of marrying you, you would be back in your clan,â he scoffs and pulls your head to his chest with an annoyed expression âI love you, you stupid woman,â to any other person, your relationship mightâve seemed strange, but to you, this moment showed you just how much he truly loved you. Even if he has weird ways of showing it.
Shisui Uchiha
⧠Wait, he didnât quite hear you well. Wait, what did you say? He turned towards you with a raised brow, his mouth slightly parted as he tried to figure out if you had said what he thought you said. Noticing his lost expression, you had no choice but to repeat yourself, much to your annoyance âI hate you,â this time, he did hear you. Loud and clear. To him, it felt like he took hours to respond to you, but in reality, his answer left his mouth almost immediately, âNo you donât,â It wasnât meant to be cocky, it just sounded like it was. At least, to you it sounded cocky, and it made you even angrier with him. It annoyed you that he never took you seriously, âOh, so now you think you know how I feel, do you?â you spat at him, hands clenching into tight fists as your eyes locked intensely, âYou never care about anything! You come home and sleep and donât even have time for me. I know you have a hard job, and I donât expect you to be there at my beck and call, but at least asking me how I am would be enough,â you stressed, waving your arms frantically around you in desperation. You had been like this all week, stressed and unable to talk to anyone, because the only person you could ever rant and banter about things that bothered you in life was barely there for you, and when he was, it was like he wasnât! He would barely listen to you anymore, and would expect you to listen to him. And you did, you always did. But you wanted something in return, and that was a sliver of his attention.
⧠âYou're telling me you hate me over something so little?â he asks with furrowed brows, making you even more annoyed, âOver something so little?â You repeated through gritted teeth. His face, for once, contorted into one of annoyance, something you had never seen on him before, âYes! Little! Because you know how my line of work is! You know that I barely have time to sleep, let alone waste my time with useless banter!â You were left speechless, standing in front of him with hurt eyes. âYeah, useless. Youâre right. Because my feelings donât matter,â you scoff, âThatâs not what I��â you interrupt him by turning away, tears forming in the corner of your eyes as realization finally hits him. You werenât trying to waste his time, you just wanted to spend time with him. He had been so lost in his work, so busy caring for himself that he completely neglected you.
⧠âOh darling,â he takes your hand again, a frown painting his face, âIâm sorry, okay? I didnât mean any of the things I said. Iâm just stressed out. Everything's happening so fast, and the clan isnât helping at all.â he sighs and pulls you in towards him, engulfing you in his tight embrace, yet you didnât say anything, âI know Iâve been neglecting you, and you deserve better. Please, let me make it up to you,â he whispers into you hair as he lowers down to kiss your head, âI couldnât live with myself if I didnât have you by my side,â
Itachi Uchiha
⧠âI hate you,â you mumble under your breath as you look at your lover. No, he wasnât your lover anymore. He had left the village years ago, leaving you behind with a broken heart and a broken image of him. He was a monster who murdered his entire clan, and even though he had left years ago, he still looked the same as when he was still in the village, with only one difference. Those eyes. Those red eyes that stared deep into your soul. They terrified you. The eyes that you once loved and cared about so much looked down at you with no emotion. They were empty. They were dark. They were hurt. âI hate you, for everything that you did,â you pushed him, backing away from him with angry eyes. His cloak told you everything you needed to know. He was part of the Akatsuki, he was the enemy now. He was a traitor, and although your words were meant to hurt him, he closed his eyes and nodded, understanding your hatred towards him. âI understand,â he says in such a soft voice. His voice that you missed so much.
⧠You didnât understand why he came to visit you. Why come in the middle of the night to see you? Why? Why waste his breath coming back to see you when he knew you wanted nothing to do with him? Because this would be his final goodbye. There were only a handful of people Itachi cared forâTwo, to be exact. His brother, and the love of his life. He knew that soon heâd perish, and this was the final time he would ever see you again. Not that it mattered. He tried not to think about it, thinking it would make things worse. It would be better if he never came to see you, but his heart got the best of him, and so he sat there at your window, looking at you for one final time.
⧠âYou donât,â you clench your fist, hurt by his mere presence, âI donât want anything to do with you, and I will report you to the higher ups. Unless you came here to kill me, which I donât doubt,â you were defenseless, but you wouldnât go out without a fight. Never. You would fight until the very end, but soon you realized he wasnât there to kill you. âI have no need for that,â he closes his eyes and takes a deep breath, âI came by my own selfishness. I donât expect you to understand, and I accept your hatred, which I deserve,â he looks at you, red eyes burning into yours, âI simply wanted to see you for a final time,â he smiles and reaches out for you, pushing your hair out of your face, âMy love,â and with that, your vision goes black as your consciousness slips away from you. You would wake up the next day tucked into your bed with a necklace tucked tightly in your hand.
Sasuke Uchiha
⧠Words never hurt this Uchiha, he was used to every awful thing anyone could throw at him. He cared too little about anything and everything, and that's what you hated the most about him. He barely cared about anything you did or said, at all times. He didnât care how you looked because he never complimented you, he didnât care how you acted because he barely spoke to you. You felt like you were in a relationship with a ghost, in fact, the comparison was not even close, because dating a ghost would be ten times better than this. And with every passing day of being emotionally neglected by your partner, today was no different. He was back in the village, and instead of coming to you firstâto his homeâhe decided it was better to meet with Naruto and Sakura over seeing his wife who waited patiently everyday for him. You questioned if the ring on your finger meant anything to him at all at that moment. Despite this,
⧠When he got home, you were so happy, yet he showed no sign of interest in anything you did for him. You cooked and he ate, saying nothing about the taste of your new recipe. In fact, he seemed like he didnât notice that you had learnt to cook a new dish just for him. Even so, you shrugged his annoying attitude off and asked about his day instead. Your question seemed to annoy the tired man as he became uninterested in mid conversation. When you asked him what was wrong, he shrugged you off. You kept questioning him until he snapped at you, telling you how you were annoying him with all your worries. This had been the final straw. You always gave everything in the relationship. You understood he wasnât the best at showing his emotions, but it didnât mean he could act like he didnât care about you. Like you were nothing. The argument got heated and it ended up with you opening your mouth without thinking. âI hate you!â After your words fell out of your mouth, the room fell silent. He who had been looking away from you, had now turned his full attention towards you, âYou donât mean that, stop being dramatic,â the sight of him rolling his eyes hurt you more than it ever did. âYou donât care about anything, Sasuke. I do everything to try and please you. I could even say I live for you, but itâs never enough! You donât take a sliver of your time to appreciate me. You think I have to be there for you whenever you need me, but can just leave whenever you want!â you yell, hitting the wall in frustration.
⧠âYou donât care about me! You don't love me anymore!â you were in a current state of pure anger, letting out everything you ever wanted to say to him. This makes him stand up and walk towards you, taking your wrist in his hand. You look up at him, tears of frustration prickling in the corner of your eyes. âIf I didnât love you, I wouldnât have married you. You mean a lot more to me than you think. I⌠Iâm sorry if I donât show it,â he sighs, âI love your cooking, I love your storiesâI love hearing about everything that happened throughout your day. Youâre the only thing I can think about when Iâm away,â he lets go of your wrist and places a hand on your cheek, âDonât hate me, because youâre the only important thing in my life. Youâre my wife, and IâŚâ he stops himself, trying to build the courage to complete his sentence. A small blush decorates his cheeks before he sighs, âI care for you a lot,â your husband wasnât perfect, but you still loved him a lot, and you knew he loved you too.
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