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BETA READERS CALL !
do you like horror, polyamory and the tense of atmosphere of small towns? then i have good news for you: i'm looking for an unlimited number of beta readers for my 98k words novel, a strange kind of hunger.
SYNOPSIS â
1853. sweetwater, massachusetts, swallows people whole. dr. jonathan fallow thought he escaped its grip four years ago, but he finds himself back in its clutches, as winter creeps in.
sweetwater swallows people whole, but it seems to be in the maw of something else. tracks in the forest; mutilated cattle; a howling chorus. the townsfolk are quick to cry devil, encouraged by their firebrand pastor, gabriel goodwin. jonathan is determined to prove that the creatures lurking in the woods are wolves, nothing more â but a night vigil and a glimpse of something horrifying force him to reconsider.
to expose the rotting heart of the village, heâll have to form an alliance with a faceless traveller, a disgraced former surgeon â and the pastorâs beautiful younger brother.
( trigger/content warnings: gore, body horror, familial abuse (largely off-page), religious abuse/trauma. a more in-depth list of warnings for each chapter will be available on request )
HOW THIS WILL WORK â
if you're interested in beta reading, DM me here (@wifewulf) or on discord (@/hotspurpercy) to let me know.
beta readers will have until the 30th of september to finish ASKOH. unless you're a mutual, please don't sign up unless you know you can finish it by then
beta readers will get access to a private discord server where you can read ASKOH and give feedback, as well as get some bonus short stories and art pieces from me!
there's currently no limit on the number of beta readers i'm looking for. however, if a lot of people sign up, i may prioritise mutuals and readers of colour
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immoral in a strangerâs lap (WIP)
established price x f!reader; poly!141 x f!reader
cw: smut - mdni; switching povs; older men x younger women trope; so much speedrun yearning from the squad; john calling the âshotsâ and shots being reader; power dynamics at play // 2.6k words
extra notes: filing this as WIP wednesday because i could no longer find the inspiration to finish it. i have a concrete idea of how i wanted it to go but writing it became so difficult, still hope itâs a good read! (title from gibson girl - ec)
Captain has a pretty darlingâapparently sheâs doe-eyed and young.Â
She packs him food when she can and always writes him letters, dainty envelopes spritzed with perfume and sealed with wax and babyâs breaths.Â
They always sit atop every other sealed envelopes because the rookies are afraid of damaging the package. No one can really blame them, not after seeing the extent of care and love put into a single parcel. Apparently, she writes to their Captain even when she has a burner to use to contact him; choosing to, instead, fill up envelopes with a love so sweet it makes their teeth ache.Â
Captain has a pretty darlingâthatâs the news thatâs been circulating around the base recently, cascading through the gaps of their barracks and settling into the corners of their own rooms. The knowledge of normalcy pierces against the hard-set routine that sustained them through the years, and fills their jowls with their own yawning desire.
Because now they know itâs achievable. Liveable. Guilt no longer races through their veins when they dream about the idea of settling and, instead, they lean into the want yowling from the bases of their stomach. It makes them twitch, leaving them feeling too hyper-aware of everything.Â
Hunger swirls from their irises and they watch, on the sidelines, as their Captain submerges himself in the one good thing he has. They refuse to name the new feeling, the one rising from their desires, but it is futileâit bloats, leaving them gritting their teeth and clenching their jaws as though by doing so, they could stop the venom.Â
They couldnât. Jealousy sings in their blood.
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They were startled by the invitation, frozen in their steps when the Captain extended his home to themââMy baby wants to get to know my friends.â
His smile was kind, gentle, the years having made him brighter, but his eyesâthe look in them is cold, calculating. Dangerous on all fronts. There was a beast lying in waiting and its presence bore down on them, the siren sounds of a threat ringing because this one was greater than them all.
âAlright,â Ghost replied, the first to get his voice back.
âGreat,â their Captain said, then he was off, hand fishing his burner from his pocket to call his pretty darling. His beautiful sweetheart.
âMy babyâ he said.Â
And now, they get to meet you.Â
Their gums ached with the phantom desire to bite; to have their teeth digging into fleshânot tearing fully but puncturing enough to mark. To taste.
Their eyes met, their blood thrumming with singularity, and their excitement palpable as it left them in tethers. Because there was much to be said about the mutual desire; how it rippled amidst them all, now noticed by their Captain and invited to play.Â
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The quaint little house lives on the outskirts of the city, not really detached but far enough to know that this was a conscious decision carved out by their Captain.Â
It has a huge front lawn from inside the white picket fence, littered with a well-tended garden full of shrubs and flowers and stone plants. Their trained eyes flit to the hanging entryway signââHome Sweet Homeââand to the small babyâs breath wreath tacked underneath the plank, and feel viscous nectar slide down their throats.Â
Itâs all so domestic, so gentle, that a strange feeling settles deep in their stomachs, their steadied steps dying down to shuffles as their boots crunch against the gravel. They feel like intruders, even when they have yet to set foot inside their Captainâs home. Their mission-trained bodies are stark against this place, which oozes with comfort and flowery scents so delicate it makes their blood jump.
Simon takes the lead again, herding the pack in silence. He raps his knuckles against the well-loved door, sharp knocks bouncing from the wood. Soap and Gaz are both quiet behind him, and they are all tense in their reluctant patience.Â
It seemed like now that you are closeâjust a door awayâthey no longer know how to leash the desire lapping at their feet; ears straining, mouth dry. The hunger scratches at their throats, ragged. Angry.Â
(It had taken weeks when their Captain finally reached out again with a date and a location, disclosing the details in a way he always did for missions. It had grounded them for a while, bodies locking the way they do when their Captain barked out ordersâhis expectations pushing them to their limits, their mind geared into a focal point.Â
âBe kind,â he said, lighting a cigarette.
Gaz ran his tongue on the back of his teeth, head tilting at the sudden twitch from Soap.
ââCourse,â the Sergeant replied with a grin, one that was a bite too big. âWe always are.â
Their Captain hummed, eyeing Johnny with a pensive look. Kyle looked away, hoping to melt into the background to avoid any more of their Captainâs playful teasing.Â
Then, Kyle met their Lieutenant's eyes, wide and rabid, and saw his desire leaking from his pores. His fists were balled, leather gloves straining against the force, and Kyle felt a shiver rack his body at seeing the tangible excitement coming from Simon.
It was so huge, it felt daunting. Addicting.)
Their fingers twitch at the sound of the doorâs lock clickingâsomething they catalogueâbefore it swings open.Â
Johnnyâs shoulders tense up, his breath getting stuck in his throat at the morbid anticipation burning through him. Simonâs bulk is hiding the view, a solid wall between him and you, but Johnny waits, sees the way their Lieutenantâs gait changes, and knows he needs to be good.Â
âOh! You must be Johnâs friends!âÂ
Simon devours the sight you make, razing his eyes down your form, noting the fine details of domesticity that youâre clothed inâall soft and flowy material that brings out the shine in your eyes as you look up at him, head tipped up to account for the ridiculous height difference.
Something glints in his peripheralâ
âYeah,â he hears himself say. âIt's nice to finally meet you.â
A diamond ring.
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Their Captain introduces you to them, cinnamon in his eyes and his words honeyed. Your name settles on the tip of their tongues, waiting to be digested. To be sounded out by their own voices.
Simon murmurs it to himself, feels the word sliding between the cracks of his teeth like milk, and gulps it down, starving. It fuels him, this little piece he now has of you, and sets him ablaze as you flutter between them with gentle questions and quiet giggles.
You are softâtoo soft for any of them, in factâbut they can see why their Captain is enamoured, his own desire greater than their own. It is intense as it scalds down their spines and jagged because their Captain isnât a good man, they all arenât, but there is something disconcerting in the way their Captain had claimed you.Â
It was rushed, sweet to a fault, but done so rapidly it felt like a beast pouncing on its prey. Like their Captain had seen the beauty of your soul and decided, then, that youâre all his.
Simon washes down the taste of defeat in his mouth with his whiskey, mentally dedicating this drink to his Captain because he knows he wouldâve done the same. He wouldâve kept you in a home just as cozy; would've played house with you to distract you from the foulness of his virtues because kindness, civilian to that extent, can become so foreign to them now. He would keep you full of him, satiated with his presence and dripping with his cumâ
âSweetheart, c'mere.â Their Captainâs voice pierces the staccato of his thoughts. Simon twitches, suppressing the full-body jolt because thereâs something measured in the way their Captain called you.Â
They watch as you pad towards him with a hum, a bounce in your steps, before reaching to cup his cheek the moment you get close.Â
âHi,â you murmur, a breath too quiet.
Their Captain chuckles, basking in your warmth, before curling an arm around your waist and tugging you to his lap. You fall with a little gasp, your hand tight on Priceâs shirt as your eyes swing to them in surprise.
âJohn, theyââÂ
Price kisses the back of your shoulder, fixing his arm over your stomach. âThey wonât mind.â Dark eyes turn to them too. âWould you, boys?â
They feel parched; thirst palpable in the way they have their jaws clenched, their tongues heavy inside their mouths. They devour the pretty sight you makeâall bashful looks and hunched shoulders, looking so utterly soft, so charmingly fragile, atop their Captainâs lap.
It sets off their base instincts, their desires ravaging their sanities.
âNo,â Gaz is surprisingly the one to reply. His voice was smooth and clear, bouncing against the walls with surety. âDonât mind at all.â
There must be something in the way Gaz was looking at you or perhaps you were also able to hear the unabashed want coating his words, but whatever it was, it made you sit up straighter, head tilted to the side, thinking.Â
Considering.
It makes all of them jolt, even Price feels a stirring inside his jeans at the sudden shift in your posture, because this changes everything.
It was not that they would be satisfied with only having a look, with only seeing what they want and pretending that their thoughtsâdirty and ragged and full of filthâare enough to satiate the fire stoking deep inside, but they didnât want to set off their Captain.
They didnât want to meet the beast inside the manâs eyes, and be further punished by having you be taken away from their reach. Because the moment they crossed that little door, the moment you smiled up at them and told them that theyâre welcome in your quaint little home, in your space, you were theirs.
And their Captain would just have to deal with that.
But Price is already looking at them with crinkled eyes, his lips busy as it dragged all over the expanse of your shoulder, his palm gentle as it rubs over your stomach.Â
Kyle takes it for what it isâa permission.
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Johnny fists his cock, muffling his moans on the back of his palm, remembering the way you looked. The way you smelled.Â
All flowers and vanillaâitâs cliche yet so, so fitting.Â
You were so curious, poking at Ghostâs tattoos and murmuring your awe at every revelation of their becoming, stories that were watered down because they didnât want to scare you. They didnât want to push you away.
You were so enamoured by them, all giggly when Garrick told you about his recent mission with the Captain and Laswell, pressing yourself to his space and vibrating in anticipation at every turn. Their Captain rumbled in laughter when you turned to him with a gasp, disbelief coating your voice as you whined, âJohn, you didnât!â
There was that pride in your eyes when their Captain reassured you of their success, and you preened when he said, âWe had to return to you, after all, baby.â
You got so quiet and shy, then. So docile, just like the precious darling that you are.
So it burned him when it had been his turn to receive your attention.Â
ââSoapâ?â you asked, nose scrunching in that way that made him coo.
âYeah, lassie. Sâcool, huh?â
You were sitting so close, he could feel the heat from your thigh reverberating from where it was pressed to his. He breathed you in, slow and careful, and felt ablaze with the knowledge that everyoneâs eyes were on you two.
Not only their Captainâs but Simonâs. Their Lieutenant whose growled promises ravaged his throat the night before, grunting and groaning, using Johnnyâs skin as an alternative to yours.Â
(âImagine âer, Johnny.â He rutted forward, lips tickling the shell of Johnnyâs ear. âImagine âer so full of you.â
It had Johnny mewling, ragged gasps rasping between his clenched teeth because he could imagine it, alright.
He imagined the way youâd be stuffedâgreedy holes gaping as you took their cocks and their cum. Their Captain would be there, Garrick too. Their Captain would fuck his own fist as he watched them take you apart with pleasure, and Garrick would have your mouth, his tip painting your lips with his pre- before fucking it down your throat.
âFuck!â Johnny cried out, humping the mattress to get more stimulation; to feel better.
He imagined that he was rutting against your chest, sliding between the valley of your tits while Ghost took him from the back. He imagined the way you would watch them, enraptured amidst your pleasure because he knew you wanted a show.Â
They always do.
âCum for me, pup,â Ghost rumbled into his ear and Johnnyâs body locked in obedience, intense euphoria seizing him whole.)
He cums with your name on his lips, rumbled in a way he hopes would drive you mad. Would make you desperate.Â
Johnny wants to make a slut out of you. Strip your sweetness and tinge it with sinâshow you what they say about men like him. Like them. He wants to take you, or whatever scraps their Captain gives them, because every inch and every part of you is too delectable.
âFuck,â he whispers, eyeing the thick rivulets of cum pooling in his palm.Â
What he would give to see you lick this clean.
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âSo, whatâd you think of her?â Their Captain asks as he twirls his glass of bourbon, the alcohol sloshing carefully from inside the cup like liquid gold. It snags fractures of light, smothering the little glints with its every ripple.
Simon hums, distracted, his mind a gallery made up of all of the little bits and pieces he was able to snatch from that day in the quaint little house: the sound of your voice, the titter of your giggles, the way you looked up at him when he offered to help pluck out the cups stowed away in the highest shelves, before your lips danced into a grateful little smile, dimpling your cheeks and wrinkling your eyes.
You were everything he adored. The woman of his dreams, there, in the pretty little cage that their Captain has you in.Â
âShe's beautiful,â Ghost says, quiet. Honest. âThe most beautiful thing Iâve ever seen, really.âÂ
It is in the stretching silence that follows that he picks up his own whiskey and pours it into his parched mouth to wash down the desire lodged in his throat. He doesnât look at his Captain; he doesnât want to be the one to ask.
He wants it to be offered; to be presented to him like the twisted blessing that it is.Â
Simon wants to know if you would allow him. If you would allow all of them to have you too.Â
Price huffs, his glass clinking against the table when he had put it down. Simon licks the back of his teeth as he waits, patience thrumming underneath his veins raggedly. He feels like a boy, waiting to be told that heâs done good; that his obedience is going to be rewarded lucratively.Â
Price chuckles like he can read the thoughts churning in Simonâs mind.
âNot yet,â is all that their Captain replies.Â
Not yetâit was not a rejection, then.
Simon burns, feeling the way such simple words sustain him. The idea that they were allowed to taste, not now, not yet, but soon, in that cage that you call a home.
#suns#john price x reader#captain john price x reader#task force 141 x reader#tf 141 x reader#poly 141 x reader#simon ghost riley x reader#kyle gaz garrick x reader#johnny soap mctavish x reader#x reader
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I'm sure I'll get there đ€Ł 90% of my fics in other fandoms are insane crossovers because 'omg imagine them in that scenario!'
I'm at the stage of brainrot where everything reminds me of them.
The Riverboat Song by Ocean Colour Scene just came on the radio, and goddamn, if the line "like a King who stalks the wings and shoots a dove and frees an eagle instead" isn't Inho and Gihun right there.
Send help
#just look what i put Caryl through lmao#they've been in hunger games#x-men#borderlands#star wars#lost#mad max#jonathan strange#and god knows what else I've got languishing in my WIP folder#some kind of insane crossover is *absolutely* going to be my next port of call for 457 lmao
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Updated Masterlist
Started: 28 February 2025
Last updated: 22 April 2025
Total works: 34
Angstđ„; Fluffđ«; Suggestive themesđ„
I don't write smut. All fics are 'x Reader' unless stated otherwise. I strive to mostly write gender-neutral Reader-characters, and I don't use Y/N.
DC Comics
The Scarecrow/Dr. Jonathan Crane
Ongoing series - There's nothing to fear when I'm with you (currently on hiatus) (Jonathan x female OC)
Fighting boredom
John Contantine
Ongoing series - Restless: A Constantine/Good Omens Crossover (currently on hiatus)đ«đ„(No Reader-character)
The Riddler/Edward Nygma
Starlight is for dancingđ„
Black Mask/Roman Sionis
We were together, I forget the restđ«đ„
The Sandman
The Corinthian
(The lesser of) two evilsđ„đ«đ„
Life is the flower for which love is the honeyđ„đ«
Morpheus/Dream of the Endless
To see a world in a grain of sand (Blind!Reader)
Grishaverse
Kaz Brekker
Stayđ«
It is lightning that does the workđ„đ«
Nikolai Lantsov/Sturmhond
A mother is the truest friend we haveđ„đ« (Mother Figure!Reader)
Two ships in the nightđ«
The Hunger Games
Haymitch Abernathy
The Survivors đ„(Haymitch x female OC; slow burn) (Ongoing series)
Criminal Minds
Dr. Spencer Reid
Experienceđ«
Your songđ«
Kidnapped for the vibesđ„đ« (UnSub!Spencer Reid)
House of the Dragon
Larys Strong
Untitled WIP
Marvel
Dr. Stephen Strange
A little less awkwardđ«
Daredevil/Matt Murdock
Heard melodies are sweet, but those unheard, are sweeter đ«đ„
Greek Mythology
Apollo
Apollo - Autismđ„đ« (No Reader-character)
Hermes
Hermes - Kleptomaniađ„ (No Reader-character)
Hades
Hades - Separation Anxiety Disorderđ„đ« (No Reader-character)
Hypnos
WIP: Hypnos - Narcolepsy
Potterverse
Newt Scamander
Hold me closeđ„đ«
Sirius & Regulus Black
The best way to make children good is to make them happyđ„đ« (Parental Figure!Reader)
Supernatural
Lucifer
Wings of snowđ«
Eyes of fiređ„
Gabriel
WIP: Run away with me, mon amour
Arcane
Viktor
Memorise youđ„đ«đ„ (Blind!Reader)
The Witcher (Netflix)
Jaskier
Sing a song only you can hearđ«
Untitled WIP
Critical Role/The Legend of Vox Machina
Percival "Percy" de Rolo
While the music lastsđ«
Prodigal Son
Malcolm Bright
Shut your eyes and seeđ„đ« (Blind!Reader)
Sherlock (BBC)
James "Jim" Moriarty
The world is boring for boring peopleđ„đ«đ„
Good Omens
Ongoing series - Restless: A Constantine/Good Omens Crossover (currently on hiatus)đ«đ„(No Reader-character)
Various
The Three Musketeers (Anderson, 2011)
Aramis/René d'Herblay
Be kind, aim for my heartđ«
Le Comte de Monte-Cristo (de La PatelliĂšre & Delaporte, 2024)
Edmond DantĂšs/The Count of Monte Cristo
Count your blessings
Amsterdam
LA by Night/Vampire the Masquerade
Robert Garrick
All your tomorrows start heređ«
#masterlist#fanfic#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction#ao3 writer#writers on tumblr#female writers#jonathan crane x reader#edward nygma x reader#roman sionis x reader#the corinthian x reader#morpheus x reader#dream of the endless x reader#kaz brekker x reader#nikolai lantsov x reader#spencer reid x reader#larys strong x reader#stephen strange x reader#matt murdock x reader#newt scamander x reader#spn lucifer x reader#spn gabriel x reader#arcane viktor x reader#jaskier x reader#percival de rolo x reader#malcolm bright x reader#jim moriarty x reader#aramis x reader#edmond dantĂšs x reader#haymitch abernathy x reader
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WIPS
"We all go a little mad sometimes. Haven't you?"
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Put Your Head On Shoulder - Vox x Reader (Hazbin Hotel)
A Thousand Years - Adam x Reader (Hazbin Hotel)
Cowboy Love - Striker x Reader (Helluva Boss)
Your Love Is My Drug - Blitzo x Reader (Helluva Boss)
Angel Baby Brick x Reader (Total Drama)
The Night We Met - Noah x Reader (Total Drama)
Shameless - Alejandro Burromuerto x Reader (Total Drama)
Golden Hour - Tenya Iida x Reader (My Hero Academia)
Hopelessly Devoted To You - Izuku Midoriya x Reader (My Hero Academia)
Somewhere Only We Know - Shoto Todoroki x Reader (My Hero Academia)
Still Into You - Katsuki Bakugou x Reader (My Hero Academia)
Can't Sleep Love - Ejirou Kirishima x Reader (My Hero Academia)
I Was Made For Loving You - Eddie Munson x Reader (Stranger Things)
Dark Red - Phillip Gallagher x Reader (Shameless)
Girls In Bikinis - Leon Kuwata x Reader (Danganronpa)
We Fell In Love In October - Mondo Owada x Reader (Danganronpa)
Teenage Dream - Kiyotake Ishimaru x Reader (Danganronpa)
I Don't Know How To Love - Byakuya Togami x Reader (Danganronpa)
Do You Want To Die Together? - Fuyuhiko Kuzuryu x Reader (Danganronpa)
House Of Memories - Gundham Tanaka x Reader (Danganronpa)
She's Kinda Hot - Kazuichi Soda x Reader (Danganronpa)
Can't Remember To Forget You - Rantaro Amami x Reader (Danganronpa)
My Strange Addiction - Korekiyo Shinguji x Reader (Danganronpa)
Favorite Liar - Kokichi Ouma x Reader (Danganronpa)
Two Of A Kind - Kaito Momota x Reader (Danganronpa)
Time After Time - Wally Clark x Reader (School Spirits)
Wish You Were Sober - Zach Dempsey x Reader (Thirteen Reasons Why)
Till Forever Falls Apart - Killian Jones x Reader (Once Upon A Time)
Back To Black - Dean Winchester x Reader (Supernatural)
I Like The Way You Kiss Me - Noah Puckerman x Reader (Glee)
Lay All Your Love On Me - Joey Tribbiani x Reader (FRIENDS)
As The World Caves In - Jasper Cullen x Reader (Twilight)
Wicked Games - Peter Hayes x Reader (Divergent)
Say Yes To Heaven - Spencer Reid x Reader (Criminal Minds)
Let's Fall In Love For The Night - George Weasley x Reader (Harry Potter)
Slow Dancing In The Dark - Draco Malfoy x Reader (Harry Potter)
Can't Take My Eyes Off You - Steve Harrington x Reader (Stranger Things)
Just The Two Of Us - Harry Potter x Reader (Harry Potter)
Out Of My League - Ron Weasley x Reader (Harry Potter)
Good Old Fashioned Lover Boy - Chandler Bing x Reader (FRIENDS)
Sunflower - Matt Taylor x Reader (Until Dawn)
Bullet With Butterfly Wings - Chris Hartley x Reader (Until Dawn)
Honeypie - Mike Munroe x Reader (Until Dawn)
I Wouldn't Mind - Nick Furcillo x Reader (The Quarry)
Diamond Eyes - Ryan Erzahler x Reader (The Quarry)
How Did You Get So Good - Dylan Lenivy x Reader (The Quarry)
Take A Chance On Me - Jacob Custos x Reader (The Quarry)
Sweet Creature - Jacob Black x Reader (Twilight)
Places We Won't Walk - Peeta Mellark x Reader (Hunger Games)
Cinnamon Girl - Finnick Odair x Reader (Hunger Games)
Heaven Can Wait - Sam Winchester x Reader (Supernatural)
Glad You Came - Sam Evans x Reader (Glee)
Weight Of The World - Cho Sang Woo x Reader (Squid Game)
Falling Like The Stars - Hwang Jun-Ho x Reader (Squid Game)
Disease - Hwang In-Ho x Reader (Squid Game)
Rises The Moon - Kang Dae-ho (Squid Game)
Cool With You - Hanta Sero (My Hero Academia)
Level Of Concern - Hitoshi Shinso (My Hero Academia)
Strawberries And Cigarettes - Neito Monoma (My Hero Academia)
Butterflies - Mirio Togata (My Hero Academia)
Sleep On The Floor - Dabi (My Hero Academia)
Seven Minutes In Heaven - Nam-gyu (Squid Game)
Someone You Like - Denki Kamanari (My Hero Academia)
Skyfall - Ryohei Arisu (Alice In Bordeland)
Flawless - Shuntaro Chishiya (Alice In Borderland)
Pillowtalk - Eric Coulter (Divergent
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"I'm not gonna hurt you. I'm just gonna bash your brains in."
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yes, i know there are so many, but once i get ideas, i write them down, or in this case, type them out.
I GRADUATED GUYS OMG
never thought i would get this far tbh
stay safe and drink lots of water <33
xoxo, Izzy
#character x reader#hazbin hotel#lucifer x reader#vox x reader#adam x reader#striker x reader#blitzo x reader#alastor x reader#brick x reader#alejandro burromuerto x reader#noah x reader#eddie munson x reader#tenya iida x reader#midoriya x reader#13 reasons why#zach dempsey x reader#harry potter#george weasley x reader#draco x reader#helluva boss#mha#ejirou kirishima x reader#shoto todoroki x reader#katuski bakugo x reader#danganronpa#leon kuwata x reader#mondo owada x reader#kiyotaka ishimaru x reader#byakuya togami x reader#fuyuhiko kuzuryu x reader
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WORKS IN PROGRESS & QUOTES !
im trying to get back into writing, so heres a list of all the series wips shoved away in my mind and some of my favorite scenes/quotes from them<3
Cicada Song - Azriel x Reader
The cicadas always came back, no matter how long theyâd been silent. Azriel thought it was funny, in a wayâhow they waited, patient and buried, until it was time to scream.
Anatomy of Dependence - Azriel x Reader
Your hands were shaking when you reached for him. He wanted to tell you to stopâthat you didnât have to touch the ruin of him. But he let you. Because Azriel had never been good at turning you away, and maybe, just maybe, a part of him wanted to see if youâd flinch. If youâd finally see the darkness for what it was and walk away. But you didnât. Your hands shook and you held on anyway.
An Education in Malice - Azriel x Reader
The words curled in your chest, bitter and sweet at the same time. A part of you, the child who had never stopped wanting his approval, allowed herself to feel something like warmth, like the satisfaction of a long-held desire finally being fulfilled. It made you want to turn your face away, ashamed.
House of Hunger - Eris x Reader
You hated him sometimesâhis silence, his indifference, the way he managed to make you feel like you were reaching for something that would never be yours. But then there were moments like this, rare and fleeting, where you saw beyond the arrogance and the fire to the male underneath. And that male terrified you. Because he wasnât cruel or cold. He was kind, and broken, and so impossibly alone that it made you ache in ways you didnât want to admit.
One Summer - Azriel x Reader
âTell me about it,â he said, his eyes half-lidded as he leaned in just enough for your noses to brush. His hand slid to cup your jaw, thumb caressing the curve of your cheek. âIâm over here popping a boner every time you smile at me like some hormonal teenager.â You couldnât help itâyou burst out laughing, your body shaking against his as you playfully smacked his chest. âOh my god, Az,â you groaned, half-embarrassed, half-amused. âI better stop smiling at you then.â
Lights, Camera, Action! - Rhysand x Reader
Lucien crossed his arms. âIâm not scared. I was startled, okay? Because you donât have a dog.â He gestured wildly to Hero, as if needing proof that this isnât just a strange hallucination. âYou never mentioned a dog.â You grinned, giving Hero a little nudge forward as if presenting him formally. âWell, I do now.â âSince when?â âSince about twelve hours ago,â you said casually, as though adopting a dog on impulse is a perfectly reasonable, everyday thing. "Keep up."
In The Wake of Spring - Azriel x Reader x Eris (Azris x Reader)
Azriel had been ready to tear Lucien apart for even a taste of Elain. That was jealousy. That was claiming. But this was different. When he watched Eris lean toward you, your eyes locking in a way that had nothing to do with the others in the room, Azriel didn't feel the fire that once ignited within him. Instead, he felt a space open up inside him, a soft place where you both fit. Warm. Strange.
When Ghosts Call Us Home - Cassian x Reader
Centuries. Thatâs how long it had been since he'd last seen youâcenturiesâand yet, when he looked at you now, it was as if the years hadnât existed at all. You looked different, sureâolder, softer, but still undeniably you. There was a quiet strength in you that had only grown, a kind of peace he hadn't imagined possible after everything. He had expected time to change you in ways he couldnât recognize, but you'd only expanded into yourself, like you were now something both older and more familiar all at once. It made his heart ache. Oh gods, how he wished he could've watched you grow into the female he watched now. He felt robbed.
Hidden Things - Lucien x Reader
Lucien's chuckles faded into something quieter. You caught your breath, wiping a tear from your eye as your laughter died down. And then you realized he was staring at you, his eyes distant, like he wasn't fully there anymore. âWhat?â you asked, âDo I have something on my face?â âNo, nothing," he said as he cleared his throat. Lucien looked away for a second, but his eyes inevitably found yours again. âItâs just⊠you remind me of someone.â The air around you shifted slightly. You didn't miss the way his voice dipped, or the flicker of something deeper in his expression. Your smile softened as you turned fully toward him, leaning just a bit closer. âDo... do you love this someone?â Lucian stilled. For a moment, he looked almost startled. But then he took a breath, glanced down at his hands, and then back up at you. And smiled. âYeah,â he said finally, his voice tender. âI really loved them.â
im such a deep lover of series y'all. i just love writing the process of falling in love, but i also have soo many one-shots, so i might make one of these for those, too <3
#ngl half of these WILL be scrapped#but just for funsies#for yall#my wips#rae rambles#azriel x reader#rhysand x reader#eris x reader#eris vanserra x reader#lucien x reader#lucien vanserra x reader#cassian x reader
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Sure I'll bite, what are your thoughts on Nightwing?
HOLY F U C K
You do not know what you have just done <3
So first of all, I was a teen titans kid: specifically StarFire. She was my home girl, she was an alien existence with strange customs and unique way of speaking and she was sweet and had trouble understanding others and I was obsessed. AndâŠ. She likes Robin, aka Dick Grayson, the OG.
Back then, Robin was cool but he wasnât my favourite, but it was the first time I can really recall him catching my attention,, mostly because he had Koriâs attention and I loved Kori.
Honestly I didnât really get into DC much. I was a Marvel prefereer for a while (<- lies, I just liked spider-man like literally everyone else) and though I had heard of the batfamily before in passing (an animation YouTuber I liked did some stuff for them once or twice) they didnât mean much to me.
For me it was Batman and Robin,,,, and Robin was Dick Grayson.
I donât really remember how it happened, but I do recall somewhere 2ish years ago that something prompted me to go searching for Nightwingâs Wikipedia page.
Now those of you NDs know what happens when something catches your attention in that oh-so-very-peak way and you enter what I like to call Stage 7.
I, no joke, read every single wiki article and post I could find anout Dick Grayson for 24 hours straight. I didnât sleep, I barely ate, and I donât remember anything other than the endless hunger for knowledge until I inevitably collapsed.
So,,, why?
Well honestly itâs rather complex!
I donât talk too much about myself online, mostly because I donât feel much of a need to, but Iâm sure you can glean a few things: mostly that Iâm a 1st gen immigrant with autism, asexuality and a enby identity (just like half the population on tumblr lmao) and that gave/gives me a whole cocktail of fun issues and perspectives of the world.
Iâm not sure how much you know about Dickâs story or personality, but simplifying it down to a single sentence it would probably be this: An endlessly angry child has forged himself into a kind and charismatic hero for the sake of other people.
He is angry, and bitter and fighting so goddamn hard to be kind. He is overtly sexualised by people in-universe and in-fandom. He gives away all of himself even if he doesnât realise he does. He is on a never ending journey to meet, match, and exceed the expectations placed upon him even to the detriment of himself and others. The bar grows ever higher.
People have an unconsciously bad habit of comparing ourselves to others and it is generally agreed upon that to live a healthy life you will have to spend the entire time fighting against that habit. The fight never ends as we never stop interacting with each other, but it does get easier with time. This pinprick point of tension is a core element of a lot of the stories told when it comes to Nightwing interacting with other characters, and a running theme throughout my own life.
For a very long time I competed against the world, against my family, against my friends, against the characters in stories I was told, basically everyone. I was the underdog, I was always fighting, and soon enough I was winning just as much as I was loosing. It was fun and it made me miserable because no matter how well I did the was always another person was better. I was never the best, I couldnât be, and I hated myself for it⊠Until I realised the standards I held myself too so loudly and proudly started making my friends miserable too.
(To be honest I donât think Iâll ever be able to stop trying to raise the bar for myself higher, but I sure as hell know better than to make that other peopleâs problems. Itâs an ongoing WIP against a very human flaw in myself, just as it is for Dick.)
Another element of his character that appeals to me is the anger; specifically that he is not seen as angry much anymore.
As a character his anger is justified. It is righteous even. The world took from him, hurt him, and continues to challenge him even now. He has every single reason to be bitter and full of rage,,, and he is! Except also no he isnât.
The general current interpretation of Dick is as a playful and kind older brother figure.
He is flawed sure, but in a way that makes him more âapproachableâ. He is the comforting Robin; Heâs the one youâd go to after a breakup to cry and eat ice cream or to go gush about your favourite hobbies to. He is the mediator of the batfamily, managing the emotions of both himself and others (especially Batman). The endless bright burning rage has been buried beneath a soft exterior, he has sanded down his own edges. He controls and seems to give away just enough to make him feel grounded, but never enough to feel like heâs truly known.
One of the worst part about growing older for me is how terribly easy it is to understand other people now. Rarely do the people who hurt us the worst want to do so, the villains of this world are seldom (if ever) people you meet in real life. Itâs so fucking easy to hurt each other. Itâs so fucking easy to blame people when they hurt you. To make monsters out of molehills.
And yet!
And yetâŠ
I understand. I wish I didnât, but I do. I am so very very angry, but my kindness is a thing with teeth I tamed with love, and it eats my anger for breakfast.
The way I love and he loves, in my mind, is the same. I understand and he understands in a way I want too, and itâs so easy to let people hurt us because of that. Depending on the version youâre reading of him, maybe that person who hurts him is a super villain, or a friend, or an obliviously obtuse civilian or even the batfamily and Batman himself (Spyral, WFA Joker arc, Grant Wilson, Tarantula, being Batman during the Bruce lost time-stream arc, all of Jasonâs existence, etc.). Either way, same outcome: you love and care for people who hurt you and are flawed.
Nevertheless, Dick Grayson, aka Robin, aka Nightwing, has been around for more than 80 years now. His story has been told hundreds, thousands, millions of times. Itâs been twisted and shifted and re-told all over again. And while his tenants core stays the same (save for a bad writer of course) he gets different lighting for every occasion. Playing and talking about him is more flexible in a way a lot of characters with a single cannon source (I.e. books and movies) are not. His existence gives me a lot of room to play and project.
He can be the good big brother, the proud leader, the angry teenager, the betrayed son, the beautiful idol, the grand hero, or any mask the story requires him to play. That flexibility is within the core of his very character. He loves, he is angry, he is so terribly inhuman in all the best ways he is not, and I love him because of that.
TLDR: He is relatable to me and I fuck with that <3
#this ended up being more about me and my relationship to the character than I expected#whoops#honestly I could talk more#but I kind of frantically wrote everything while on the train back from class#sorry for any typos#but yeah#Nightwing is my boy#love you baby#nightwing#dc#batman#ramblings#infodump#dick grayson
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Arthadow concept/AU???
I made this last summer and realized I never shared it. So here you go! While I work on the oneshot! And the rest of my WIPs, which I think is⊠3? Iâm bouncing between fandoms like a dang ping pong ball machine, so please forgive me for my all-over-the-place-ness.
Anyways, after Little Shadow was launched in the escape pod, his emotions got really out of control and started affecting his chaos abilities. When it all burst out of him, Little Shadow was transported back to Arthurâs time. More specifically, when Arthur was a kid as well. He just sat and cried as the pod crash landed somewhere in a forest just outside of Camelot. After the crash was over, Little Shadow curled up into a ball and cried himself to sleep.
He remained there for days, ignoring the hunger biting at his stomach and relying on the chaos energy to sustain himself, until he finally went outside and started to explore. More days passed and Little Shadow had learned, much to his horror, that he wasnât on Earth. At least, not that he knew of. Last time he learned, Camelot was a kingdom from centuries ago, and magic wasnât real. There was chaos energy, but not magic. Little Shadow also took one look at the knights and instantly feared that theyâd be just like the G.U.N. soldiers. He didnât know why they were after him, but heâd heard Gerald saying that he was scared theyâd experiment on him or use him as a weapon.
Little Shadow became something of a petty thief, but could you blame him? He was starving! Besides, theyâd literally left the food behind, and it was only about 8 times! He always returned to the crash site. The pod may not be in its best shape, but that and the stars were the closest thing the young hybrid had to home now. Every night, heâd look up at the stars and cry. He was supposed to see them with Maria. Theyâd spent so much time excitedly waiting for the time theyâd look up at the stars from Earth, and now, heâd give anything to return to them.
One day, Young Arthur finally managed to sneak out of the kingdom unnoticed and made a dash into the forest. He just had to investigate that fallen object from weeks ago! The knights hadnât decided whether or not to go yet for whatever reason, and Young Arthur had grown tired of waiting for the news.
He approached the crash site with great curiosity and some caution, but mostly excitement. He looked at the wreckage in awe and confusion. Metal and glass? What kind of strange object had come down from the endless cosmos above? Was it made by unknown divine beings? Young Arthur soon noticed that the cylindrical structure was hollow near the ground. He got down on his hands and knees, something heâd most likely never do if he wasnât alone, and looked inside.
He came face to face with Young Shadow.
âąShadow has a near irrational fear of thunder and other loud noises, especially sudden ones (Arthur started to cover his ears with his hands if things got loud or if he knew things were about to get loud. At some point, Shadow started going straight to Arthur during thunderstorms for comfort.)
âąArthur is terrified of being submerged in water, so when he has to attend swimming lessons, Shadow tries to be as close as he can be (Shadow is an amazing swimmer as itâs one of his favorite activities, and he once tried teaching Arthur how to float on his back, which worked. When he first saw Arthur fall into the pool and heard him scream, he bolted into the water and got him out as fast as he could. Arthur still hates and fears having to swim, but Shadow being in there with him helps.)
âąMost look at Shadowâs obvious, not-so-hedgehog-like features with disgust or fear, but Arthur is fascinated by them (He has so many questions and is one of the few people allowed to touch Shadowâs tail. Shadow also stays still to let Arthur look at his second row of teeth and forked tongue.)
âąShadow is grieving the incident and tends to cry a lot, and Arthur has no idea why because he hardly ever speaks, also thanks to the incident (The last time anyone tried telling Shadow to shut up and that itâs not a big deal because they didnât know why he suddenly started crying nearly got really hurt when Shadow screamed and lunged at them. They got away with a few cuts on their arm from where Shadow grabbed them and dug his claws in, but they wouldnât have been able to get away at all if Shadow hadnât been pulled off. Shadow disappeared for two weeks after that.)
âąArthur is absolutely in love with him and doesnât realize it yet, but everyone else besides Shadow sees it (The knights made a bet on when heâll realize it and when heâll confess.)
Thatâs all Iâve got đ
#au#Arthadow#little shadow the hedgehog#tiny shadow#shadow the hedegehog#shadow the ultimate lifeform#SatBK Arthur#satbk little Arthur
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hi mal, hope ur having a great day!!
little mermaid au pls â€ïž
also sorry about this, i rmbr you posting something about a bi charles au and a mechanic au last year and i was just wondering if ur planning to still write them đ absolutely no pressure though, im sorry if it comes off that way
have a great rest of your day đ
Hi! I hopefully will pick up those two wips again, but I've already shared as much as I can of those and haven't added anything since last time đ so I couldn't include them this time...
BUT I can share a little more of the little mermaid one for sure â€ïž
Charles pulls uncomfortably at the collar of his shirt, eventually just unfastening some of the ties so it hangs loose across his chest. He isnât used to being clothed, therefore everything feels tight and abrasive against his skin.
Heâd almost immediately tugged off the boots heâd been given once he was alone, much preferring to accustom himself to walking barefoot and feeling the ground against the pads of his feet. What was the point of finally having feet to run and jump and dance if he imprisoned them in those leather cages they called shoes?
Heâd been cleaned and clothed and checked over by a doctor, all of which had been a rather intrusive experience. Heâd been scrubbed and brushed and prodded and maneuvered about, then deemed healthy enough, although there was some mild concern over his difficulty walking and lack of voice. But the doctor had seemed to attribute the walking problem to sore legs from swimming ashore, as he mustâve done to survive the shipwreck, and his missing voice to shock, which he believed would return in time.Â
Charles had then been shown to his quarters, which constituted a lovely, large bed and a window overlooking the sea, until such a time that they could determine who he was, exactly. Charles had almost immediately collapsed into the bed, something heâd dreamed of after discovering humans slept in nests of soft, cushy feathers, and fallen into a deep, dreamless sleep. When he awoke, he had a growling belly and a thousand questions.
What all had happened in that witchâs cave? What had he agreed to? What was it he gave in exchange for legs? Just his voice? Or something else, as well? How long would he be like this? Forever? Or was he on borrowed time?
Heâd decided to deal with the hunger first. And somehow, heâd found what he believed was the palaceâs place for preparing food. Which brings him to now, standing in the doorway as he watches people dressed in all white, running about, food strewn across surfaces, all kinds of utensils in their hands as they slice and stir and taste.
He feels frozen to the spot, unsure if heâs supposed to be here, but unable to ask anyone where else he can find something to eat. And no one has looked his way, all of them absorbed in their tasks.
Charles is about to venture inside, when he hears a strange sort of roar-like shout, repeated over and over and getting closer. Then, he spots a hairy four-legged creature running toward him at full speed. Charles thinks heâs under attack (he would probably scream if he were able) so that when the creature jumps toward him, Charles trips backward, protecting his face as heâs clawed at.
But after a moment of expecting pain only to be met with a wet, slobbery tongue licking repeatedly over his hands and face, he realizes maybe heâs not under attack. He peeks out from behind his hands to look at the beast, whose hot breath puffs against his chin, and suddenly recognizes it as the creature the man on the ship had nearly died staying to save - the creature Charles had helped onto the boat.
The beast barks again, and Charles startles, but he doesnât get clawed at or bitten. So he reaches out a tentative hand and scratches behind its ear. The beast leans heavily into the contact with a look of utter satisfaction on its face.
Charles smiles, warmth filling him up with the urge to laugh. He gets a lick to the face that almost knocks him onto his back.
âPiñon!â a voice calls out, and Charles looks up to see a man come around the corner.
Not just a man - him.
WIP Wednesday
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A STRANGE KIND OF HUNGER â COMPLETE !
this is an extremely belated post, but i finally finished the third draft of a strange kind of hunger! it's been about a week, and i still don't really know what to do with myself. i started working on it at the start of the year, and it's been my mainstay for eight months â through the end of my first year of university, teaching strikes, the death of my granddad and a 10-day sailing expedition... and it's done. wow! it capped out at 98k (19k extra words), 45 chapters and even more tangled, complicated relationships than the last draft.
what comes next?
i've been having a writing break, not only to replenish my writing juices but also because i gave myself slight carpal tunnel in the mad final two days of drafting. when i'm replenished, i plan on:
writing some short stories to submit to student magazines at cambridge
editing my hotspur poem for a mini zine i'm making with a friend
picking a new long-form project to be my mainstay
and querying askoh!!
where can i read askoh?
as always, the very first draft is still available on wattpad, but i would caution against it. i won't be generally releasing this draft, but i will be looking for beta readers, so if you'd like a copy of the improvised ebook you can dm me on tumblr or discord (@/hotspurpercy)
( + TAGLIST UNDER THE CUT ! )
@villaneve / @vandorens-archive / @nallthatjazz / @starshots-blog1 / @cannivalisms / @perditism / @spillme / @upoffringar / @thelittlestspider / @wildswrites / @brownpaperhag / @akoumi / @quilloftheclouds / @absolute-nonsense-scribblings / @birdywrote / @tiredlittleoldme / @strangerays / @ninazeniks / @authortango / @aetherwrites / @caravagest / @chazzawrites / @anavkour / @videsnoir / @karamel-pop / @philocalizt / @cryptidsandqueers / @kingsinking / @muddshadow / @stephwriteswords
#judith.txt#wip: a strange kind of hunger#askoh 2023#writing#writeblr#writers of tumblr#amwriting#AAAAHHHH
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Hello and welcome!
Call me Jelly(fish), I write multi fandom reader inserts (also on AO3 as Enby_jellyfish)
Don't be afraid to comment/send asks!
Keep in mind:
The posts I reblog about any kind of marine life (not just fish) are tagged with #fish:)
Updates might be a bit slow
I try and keep my writing gender neutral and POC friendly, but if I slip up please let me know
English is not my first language
I donât write smut
I only write characters who are 18+ as romantic interests
Requests are closed (for now)
I do not own any characters except OCâs and reader characters
I do not consent to my work being copied, translated or used to train AI
Be kind and constructive
Masterlist is under the cut
Thank you for reading and enjoy your stay!
MASTERLIST:
American Horror Story (Nothing yet)
Arcane (WIP):
Silco X GN!Assassin!Reader & Child!Jinx: My Babysitterâs an Assassin (Series)
Attack on Titan (Nothing yet)
Avatar (Nothing yet)
Avatar the Last Airbender (Nothing yet)
Baldur's Gate 3 Masterlist (WIP)
BoJack Horseman (Nothing yet)
Bridgerton (Nothing yet)
Brooklyn Nine-Nine (Nothing yet) (WIP)
Detroit Become Human (WIP):
Kara X GN!Reader X Luther & Mute!Human!Alice: Red and Blue makes Purple (Series)
Disney/Pixar:
Queen Elsa of Arendelle X GN!Reader: Magnum Opus (One Shot)
Doctor Who (WIP):
The Doctor X GN!Immortal!Reader: Return to Me. (Series)
Ever After High (Nothing yet)
Exophilia (monster OC's) Masterlist (WIP)
Game of Thrones (WIP):
Queen Daenerys Targaryen X GN!Reader: Romantic Flight (One Shot)
Gravity Falls (WIP):
Grunkle Stan X GN!Reader: Managing the Mystery Shack (Series)
How to Train Your Dragon (Nothing yet) (WIP)
Life is Strange (WIP):
(PLATONIC)Â GN!Babysitter!Reader & Daniel Diaz & Sean Diaz: The Wolves and Their Raven (Series)
Lord of the Rings (WIP):
Elvenking Thranduil Oropherion X GN!Elf!Reader & Thorinâs Company & Prince Legolas Greenleaf: Vanwa Meleth (Lost Love)Â (Series)
Adar X GN!Vampire!Reader: Blood Upon the Snow (Mini Series)
Markiplier Cinematic Universe (Nothing yet)
MCU (WIP):
Loki X GN!Reader: Appreciating the Little Things (One Shot)
Modern Family (Nothing yet)
Monster High (platonic only) (Nothing yet)
Night at the Museum (Nothing yet)
Once Upon a Time (Nothing yet) (WIP)
Peaky Blinders:
Arthur Shelby X GN!Reader: I Am Venus God. (One Shot)
Pirates of the Caribbean Masterlist (WIP)
Red Dead Redemption (Nothing yet) (WIP)
Redacted Audio (Nothing yet)
Resident Evil (Nothing yet)
Rise of the Guardians (Nothing yet)
Spider-Verse (Nothing yet) (WIP)
Star Wars (WIP):
OC Clone Commando SCUBA Squad X GN!Melodie!Jedi!Reader: Melodies of War (Series)
Captain Rex X GN!Reader: Love Alone isn't Enough (One Shot)
The Good Place (Nothing yet)
The Hunger Games (Nothing yet)
The Last of Us (WIP):
Joel Miller X GN!Reader & OC!Baby: Like The Leaves, We Fall (Series)
The Owl House:
Eda Clawthorne (The Owl Lady)Â X GN!Reader: Love Potion (One Shot)
The Quarry (Nothing yet)
The Walking Dead game (Nothing yet)
Until Dawn:
Jessica Riley X GN!Reader: Way Down We Go (One Shot)
Venom (Nothing yet) (WIP)
X-Men (Nothing yet) (WIP)
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Writer intro or something
Hey! Iâm G.J, Iâm an aspiring writer and (kind of) fanfic writer! I wrote Old Republic fanfic when I was 12 and was never the same again. Iâm particularly fond of dark fantasy and revenge stories.
current interests: MW2, Dungeon Meshi, Bloodborne, Dark Souls, Fear and Hunger, and Jujutsu Kaisen.
here are some of my WIPâs! (Jfc thereâs so many)
Altered_Humanity: The New (and better) version of Augmented Humanity. Post apocalyptic urban fantasy. Humanity already collapsed centuries ago, and whateverâs left is being wiped out by the remnants of a fantasy world that strangely fused with ours when it began to die. An android and a demi-god are convinced theyâre the good guy, fighting each other for the greater good. (Inspo: NieR: Automata, Drakengard 3, Dying Light)
Tales of the Sculpted Lands (my magnum opus): A Dark Fantasy anthology, about various stories and myths of the ever-evolving sculpted lands. (Inspo: Berserk, Demonâs Souls, ICO trilogy)
Grayguard: A fantasy adventure story about a group of âeliteâ knights with three goals in mind
1: rescue their master from an ancient demon with magic robots
2: stop the major kingdoms from imploding after said master got kidnapped
3: Therapy? (Inspo: Aurora, Jujutsu Kaisen, Tears of the Kingdom)
WanderStruck: About a popular knight that gets kidnapped into the regular world and his growing love for the nerd who got him there (inspo: Panty & Stocking, WALL-E, Little Witch Academia. Yeah I know these make no sense)
Shadows Over Novald: An Urban Fantasy story about two peculiar partners in crime when their home, the city-state of Novald, is cloaked in darkness, the only way to lift the curse is to kill the five magic wielding humans that lurk in the city. Thereâs magic, espionage, a dash of steampunk, and so, so much murder and chaos. (Inspo: Discworld, Inglourious Basterds)
Chaos Travelers: A dragon bard with a southern accent, a necromantic death cult runaway, a cat lady with magic paint, and a knight with a spooky clone get invited to save an island kingdom. The results? Absolute madness. (Inspo: Dungeon Meshi, Belkinus Necro Hunt)
And hereâs my AO3 fics!
Little Doll (Bloodborne Fic): about the doll after the events of the third ending. With the reborn hunter in her arms, she goes on a little journey to the physical fishing hamlet and nothing bad happens along the way.
Breathtaker (COD fic): Soap and Ghost didn't get along too well when they first joined 141 (Or did they?) but all that changes when their mission to Alaska goes sideways.
AO3 Original Works (that are actually out):
LunuL: about three bounty hunters in the year 2199. they trek across the Solar System being mediocre at their jobs and accidentally get wrapped up in several conspiracies and near death experiences. (Inspo: Cowboy Bebop, the Mandalorian, Neon Genesis Evangelion, and a bunch of other sci fi shit)
Loop of the Hollow: About four friends reuniting in their hometown of Ciclo, Texas. However, there is much, much more to the town that it seemsâŠ
Viscered: About a father taking care of his 10 month old son after the death of his wife, and his past as a bio weapon coming back to bite him in the ass. (Inspo: Prototype, Berserk)
Our Lonely Ocean: About a prince-turned squire and his commander, and their many, many shenanigans as they stumble into romance while hunting monsters together. (Inspo: Adastra, Dungeon MeshiâŠand a little bit of Peter Hart)
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...... wolfkiller directors cut ? >.<
Wolfkiller was made firstly bc I fucking love Claudia as a character, and also when rereading TVL I started thinking about the role of "Wolfkiller" and how it functions in Lestat's story as something that sort of rockets him to this more than human figure: both literally through how the 8 wolf killing feat is ultimately what seals his fate wrt Magnus and also metaphorically within the text. Like much of it IS just Anne Rice having character favoritism and bad writing making Lestat the VC's Most Special Boy ever... but then I got to thinking about what it means to have proximity to the role of Wolfkiller, and how in text it entwines with his vampirism and how his vampirism is something that's both very werewolfish in how he describes how it manifests in himself and how he spreads it, but most applicable to Claudia here something that's also passed down through the blood. And I couldn't get the idea of Claudia as a sort of "heir" to this Wolfkiller title; but Lestat is the wolf. He sees his bloodlust and sharpness and hunger in her but he doesn't really fully comprehend that while Claudia might share these traits she's someone still wholly her own (and that's one of the great tragedies of iwtv-- the fact that Claudia is her own person but is unable to fully live as independent Claudia nolastname, that even in death she is being tied to Louis and described in ways that she explicitly did not want to be used for herself).
There's also a very literal reference to TVL in Wolfkiller:
In her vampiric infancy Claudia developed a love/hate relationship with the bayou. She hated how the mud sucked at her good shoes (and Louis echoed this sentiment, you messin up these good shoes for what, Claudia? ) but she was endlessly, almost overwhelmingly fascinated with its life. A cacophony of countless animal hearts beating in different rhythms. All sorts of strange creatures she could scoop from the ground and turn over in her hands. One night she snuck off to count the toes of every frog she could find, then wrote the findings in her diary.
This is inspired by a passage in TVL about Lestat describing his earlier engagements with his enhanced senses as a vampire (page 106 in this edition I'm looking at right now):
To me, their voices became a mixture of sounds like stew bubbling in a pot. All I could think was that the rat had very tiny feet, and that I had not yet examined a rat nor any small warm-blooded creature. I went and caught the rat, rather too easily I think, and looked at its feet. I wanted to see what kind of little toenails it had, and what was the flesh like between its little toes, and I forgot the men entirely.
But Claudia's interest in animal sciences is something that I originally had planned to explore more in another wip that's been shelved for the moment, a sort of second boat scene between her and Louis where she asks Louis more about his childhood and how he learned he was "Louis" and not the daughter he was originally raised as. There's really only one hint about Claudia being non-binary in Wolfkiller and I wish I added more but I hit fatigue pretty bad towards the end and couldn't figure out a way to really fit in more the way I wanted to.
She could see the faint impression as if sheâd looked too long at the picture and now was haunted by its afterimage â her as a grown woman, a human, hunched over her desk scribbling on paper. There was too much wrong with it. Heâd forgotten she was a vampire, and not a woman. Heâd factored too many of his motherâs features into the equation.
I was really worried about writing Louis and Claudia's moments together at first but in the end I really enjoyed them, and I'm hoping to write more fics in season 2 with them interacting. Here's an exchange that didn't make the final cut:
Last thing I can think of rn is the ending, which was a very last minute addition compared to the process of the rest of the story. And I can't even really remember what reminded me of it in the first place? But the ending is actually inspired by the end of the Killing Joke.
One of my headcanons is that Claudia is also very capable of the Lestat fuck ass laugh that everyone hates, and I liked the unease but also sort of Looney Tunes type violent humor in Claudia hitting her "deer" and then the two of them laughing horribly about it.
THANKS SO MUCH FOR ASKING!! <3
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thank u @coldshrugs for tagging me im NERVOUS abt this 1
im soft writing an if that may stay unreleased forever bc i donât know if i will have the willpower to consistently post updates but im done w a prologue and half of chapter 1 and itâs been a treat to write about the most romantic place on earth (a tiny beach town in new jersey) here is a scene that I had to email to myself months ago bc I couldnât figure out how to configure it into actual code properly but this is the first major flirt scene with the ro im in love w the most currently can you tell I started writing this after re-watching the bear
tagging @mrs-theirin @lalizah @darkspawntaxcollectors @grapecaseschoices everyone truly please I need to read my pals beautiful writing
Huh. You think you'd be wise enough to know when hunger is the culprit behind your bad moods at this point in your adulthood. That cloying, constricting feeling in your gut roils in response to Jordan's good-natured accusation and your lips flatten into a smile of surrender. He snorts. You hop up to sit on the counter across from his work station.
Sticking around after close isn't too outrageous of an ask when he's the one offering to make you dinner.
Damn, but it smells good in here. You imagine it'll get oldâthe smell of diner food permeating the modest industrial kitchen. But now it's only making you too aware that your last meal was a stale cereal bar nearly nine hours ago. Minutes pass. Jordan bobs his head to the music playing from his phone, speakers echoing where it's propped up inside of a clear, Tupperware tub. You don't want to upset the calm of a man's kitchen closing ritual but it feels like you should say something.
"I'm sorry I snapped. I didn't mean to take my bad day out on you," you finally settle on.
His dark eyes flit to yours for barely a moment. It's not too much but it's a strange intimacy. The last two employees on a closing shift, practically basking in the quietened building. It'd be peaceful, if it weren't so bizarre.
You turn your attention to his hands. Quick and certain, he methodically prepares your omelette with an artful precision. Almost more bizarre than sharing this calm moment with your coworker, is the care he measures into each ingredient, delicately incorporated. The effort is so thoughtful, you try to swallow past the sudden tightness in your throat.
"It's all good. I've been here long enough to recognize that âI didnât take a lunch breakâ look on anyone," he finally responds. There's a feint, fond smile on his face and it's impossible to deny the warmth of his handsome features. You smile along.
"You know everyone here pretty well?" It's not a question you really need answered. It's obvious. The guy practically has his head on a swivel for the revolving door of coworkers coming in to update him on their personal lives, which he responds to in kind with questions or anecdotes of his own. If there's one thing you've gleaned from your first week back at the diner it's that Jordan is adored as both a friend and a pillar of the business. He's got a singular kind of reliability.
You don't realize you're still smiling until you catch him staring, his hands stalled over pan and fork.
#myfic#thank u AGAIN#Iâm nervous every time I post sth about this but it IS making me focus up more!!!!
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ok, this was bound to appear on my blog - Zeke and misuse of regeneration
pairing: zeke x reader
tags: canonverse, postcoital aftermath (yet again, slightly nsfw)
cw: mentions of sex, zeke is not (very) nice plus loses patience quickly, blood, injuries, knife, it starts kinda wholesome though, the last 2k is just them playing chicken with each other, zeke's having his own table moment kinda
wc: 5,2 k
a/n: so i have this wip i'm writing in my mother-tongue and instead of writing it chapter for chapter, i write only the interesting bits and sometimes translate them for tumblr - thats why the premise and the whole oneshot might seem strange
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This time, you had to admit it. Last night, in a desperate need to satiate your hunger and fulfill desires, you were perhaps a bit too reckless.Â
At that moment, something as trivial as consequences didn't concern you. Shapes melted into each other, disappearing in the darkness of his bedroom, just like your sense of judgment. With your patience running thin, waiting another second for the two of you to get into bed was something you just couldnât bear with. Yes, you pushed him. The many cheap romance novels youâd read always seemed to portray this sort of action in a flirtatious if not seductive way, a testament to the ardency ignited by your loverâs mere proximity. The books were wrong, it turned out. That much you understood the moment a muffled hit sound reached your ear. Such a far cry from the scenes you used to read about so often. Nothing pretty about the way his brows knitted into a tight frown as he took a sharp breath through gritted teeth, thatâs for sure. Your next clue should have been the ribbon of white smoke rising up from the back of his head, curling and winding as it dissipated into the darkness. Did it stop you for a second? Not at all. Quite the contrary - you rushed to join him, collapsing on top of him. Stupid, yet there was not a grain of mindfulness left in your head to produce a coherent let alone a logical thought.
But now, as you made your way towards the kitchen to raid the cabinets for any scarce treats, the pale morning light compelled your eyes to confront the consequences (and the cause, for that matter) of your frivolity.Â
It was a relief that he sat at the table facing away from you. Normally heâd position himself right across the entrance, ready to meet your gaze the moment youâd walk in, robbing you of any opportunity to see him in an unfocused state. Strange. The treachery of the wooden floorboards creaking under your feet alerted him to your presence at once.
Reluctant to come off as sneaky, you broke the silence first. âGood morning.â It sounded more like a question than a pleasant greeting, but tolerable enough to lay the start to the conversation.
Zeke didnât answer, his attention fully captured by the morningâs newspaper rather than by you. At least this behavior of his was not out of the ordinary. Without any further attempts to contribute to this incredibly one-sided chat, you reached for the coffee pot - it never hurts to treat yourself to a scarce commodity like this and not that he would mind anyway. Glancing at him over your shoulder as you poured yourself a hefty amount into a mug, your gaze almost drilled into the back of his head, as if he would sense this kind of impertinence coming from you and turn around to look at you.Â
There, in the gold of his hair, a dark spot caught your eye. Blonde strands stuck together in a quite small yet still noticeable clump at the back of his head. Itâs the same stain that you found on the wall near his bed in the early morning. The same place he hit his head on, courtesy of your behavior. The tips of your ears suddenly got consumed with heat. Now that you think about it, it's quite fortunate that Zeke was sitting with his back to you, otherwise he would have picked up on your embarrassment at the momentâs notice. Should he notice and your composure would not hold against his teasing, no matter how tame.
As you routinely took a little sip from the mug, you couldnât help but to keep looking at Zeke from a safe distance. At that bloodied lock on the back of his head.Â
He would have told you by now, making sure that you know the outcome of your recklessness. There was some sort of distorted glee for him in seeing you all flustered. Yet he stayed silent. And not that you remembered him having a shower in the morning or going into the bathroom for that matter. Could it be that he hasnât noticed? Impossible. A bleeding wound at the back of your head wouldnât be something that you just miss.Â
Your gaze slid along the lines of his fingers, all too gingerly holding the paper, as if he was listening in on you right now and not paying any mind to todayâs articles anymore. Appropriate or not, you still felt obligated to tell him.Â
âYou wouldnât happen to have a comb?â a slight tremble to your voice, you glued your eyes to the mug in a desperate attempt to appear calm to him.Â
Still, Zeke chuckled in response. The sparks of benevolence in that chuckle - usually heâd save them for the nights and thatâs why you were surprised to hear them now. He mustâve hit his head really hard to warrant this kind of attitude. Well, again, you had no one but yourself to blame.Â
Although seemingly intrigued by your out-of-place question, he still didnât turn to you.Â
âWhy exactly?â A hint of mockery laced his thoughtful voice, the one you were so used to by now.
His form, soft and light in the rays of the morning sun, beckoned you as if there was no usual hesitation in disturbing or imposing your company on him. Without further ado, you closed the distance between the two of you by going behind him - an insolent attempt to approach him that didnât escape his attention. There was no other way to explain the unexpected tension piercing through his body the moment you rested your hands atop the chairâs back.Â
Of course he wasnât fond of it. Any situation leaving him vulnerable to the likes of you (especially to the likes of you) didnât find any favor with him. The reverse cases were much preferable where you were the one defenseless against and woefully ignorant of his next moves.Â
Despite all of that, he let you. In all the time you stood there pondering, never once did he turn around, look at you with reproach, put you in your place with his single word - he froze in wait, if not silent anticipation.Â
As alluring as it was, you held back a toothless taunt regarding his less-than-usual antics this morning. Chances are, heâd not let it slide so easily.
âItâs just-â you paused for a second, still unsure if you indeed wanted to tell.Â
Rather than responding, your hand reflexively reached for his head, fingers sinking into the blonde strands at the back. A playful smile threatened to break through as you noted the unexpected softness to his hair which was peculiar only to children. The temptation to card your other hand through his hair almost overcame you but was quickly suppressed by the all-too-natural possibility of his discontent with that action of yours. Good thing you found that bloodied lock before another unexplainable urge entered into your head.Â
As he continued to show surprising leniency toward your every action so far, you decided to delve into the clumped mess of hair, exposing the scalp beneath. Given the substantial amount of blood that emerged, it indicated a rather deep wound.
Your eyebrows furrowed as your fingers explored, expecting a rough scab beneath a blood-soaked strand. Instead, you felt smooth skin. Untouched, as if the hit from the last night causing the wound had never happened. The very same wound that had miraculously healed without a trace. The regeneration as an explanation completely escaped your mind. No wonder it did, though - sometimes you forgot about the abilities that distinguished Zeke from other Eldians at the zone.Â
âHas a bout of compassion suddenly befallen you?â He inquired, taking notice of your bewilderment. âLeave it, Iâll take care of it myself.â
The detachment in his tone clashed with the ease with which he leaned into your touch.
Now would be the perfect moment for your stubborn disobedience (and all the other things youâd done on top of that to cause his discontent yet it failed to do so. As if coming to terms with this unexpected display of concern, he remained seated, unmoving and silent, inadvertently fueling your determination.
âI was only thinking of using a comb to split the strands into the smaller ones so that it would be easier for you to wash out the blood,â you tried to explain, absentmindedly twisting one of his soft blonde locks on your finger. âThatâs all.â
Whether it was the hint of guilt in your voice that you sought to compensate for or the inherent allure of your proposition, it managed to fracture his indifferent facade, revealing his willingness to accept your ill-thought care.Â
Finally, he turned his head to meet your gaze. The coldness in his eyes gave way to the unusual mellow - the one youâd never seen before but the one that beckoned you to him even more so.Â
âTry looking by the washbasin,â he replied after a long pause.
As the comb's teeth sank into the thickness of his blonde hair, your mind relinquished its current consciousness, allowing muscle memory to guide your every movement from that moment on. With trained swiftness your fingers delicately unraveled the clumped strand, careful not to tug too hard and thus disturb him. Very soon dried blood flaked off his fair hair and dusted across the teeth of the comb and your fingertips, sticking to the sweat of your skin.
Somehow, you anticipated his patience would wear thin at any moment. The way he so often and persistently demanded your attention didn't exactly scream patience, prompting you to brace yourself to keep his head in place in case he felt like fidgeting in his chair. Only he never did that.Â
How you longed for just a fleeting glimpse of his face in the morning silence. A mere glance to decipher the current emotion painting his features. Were his eyes open, his brows slightly furrowed in a barely palpable annoyance at your sluggishness? Or, on the contrary, did a gentle warmth conquer the coldness of his features, causing his eyelids to grow heavy with each stroke of the comb? You found yourself yearning for the latter, especially as his breathing deepened and slowed - only those on the verge of sleep breathed in such a manner.Â
As much as youâd enjoy the endearing sight of him nodding off under the touch of your fingers, you didnât wish to put him in an awkward position. And not that you particularly fancied the prospect of waking him up later. You couldnât imagine this particular scenario happening between the two of you - you two werenât there yet and probably would never be. Rather than carrying on with combing in silence, you decided to speak in an attempt to pry his mind away from sleeping.Â
âDid it hurt?â you asked, your fingers casually tracing the healed spot on his head.Â
A stupid question, if not painfully rhetorical. After all, you were there to witness his reaction to the hit so you should know better than to ask something like this. Yet you couldnât help your impudent curiosity. And unease. Maybe.Â
âCertainly,â Zeke assumed, as if he could only speculate on the correct answer. âA smashed head usually hurts.â
Again with the facetious remarks. And there you thought that youâd successfully managed to ease the tart-tongued captain into an idle chit-chat. Nevertheless, undeterred, you pressed on with the conversation. Anything to get your mind off of the metallic smell in the air going up your nose from all the combing.Â
Memory came to your aid, offering a glimpse into the events of the previous night. As dismissive as you were of the injury, despite being the cause of it, he also didnât excel at acknowledging the damage the hit brought him.
âWhy didnât you stop me then?â you didnât mean to appear upset yet thatâs how it came off sounding. âWhy did you carry on as if nothing's happened?â
Now you remembered how brief his response to the pain was. Allowing himself not a moment longer, wincing curtly before the regeneration process seamlessly kicked in. Before he pulled you in, back down to him, in a hasty kiss. No words of blame directed at you nor the general disgruntlement with the situation. Â
âI should ask you the same question.â Rightfully noted yet this evasive answer failed to satisfy you - a sentiment you conveyed through a subtle tug on a strand of his hair. Only then did he change his response. âWould you lay off of me if I say that I just wanted to fuck you so bad?â
So much bitterness to his cold tone - you couldâve easily mistaken it for aloofness were it not for the tension in his body. Instances when his words didn't align with his body language were moments of attempted deception. Even he was susceptible to a minor flaw like this. Normally it would be your sign to back off, stop trying to lure the answers from him yet your insolence blinded you to all the warnings.Â
For a brief moment, you let him believe that he indeed had gotten away with his evasive answer. Engaging in the task of combing his hair, your fingers delicately navigated through the strands, sweeping away the last remnants of dried blood. The staining caught your attention, a single lock of his fair hair now tinted with a subtle reddish-brown hue. Cute, even if a bit gross.
Perhaps he was too used to blood to pay attention to the small amount now staining him. Strange that you didnât come to this conclusion earlier. It was only logical, considering his occupation.Â
Sometimes youâd forget you were fucking a Titan holder. Youâd never been in a warzone to see him transform into one.
âSo it wasnât that grave of an injury, huh?â your voice dripping with feigned adoration. You hoped that blatant flattery would help you get away with your not so subtle inquiries. âGood thing it wasnât me hitting my head on the corner.â
Tears would undoubtedly have welled up in your eyes if you were in that situation. Such intense pain is beyond handling with a straight face, not to mention dealing with the aftermath of receiving such injury. You would lose much more blood though, considering the lack of regeneration thatâd help with closing the wound up.Â
You anticipated a chuckle or a shadow of laughter, any sign that he might entertain the idea of talking to you, but none came.Â
The dynamics between the two of you were never defined by lively conversations, or any kind of conversations, for that matter. Silence and sporadic bickering were the hallmark of your shared moments. Considering the transactional nature of your relationship, there was little to complain about. Still, a chat never hurt, especially this morning when he seemed to lack his usual aversion to being nice to you. It was intriguing to hear about the honorary Marleyans - or, more precisely, the abilities that set them apart and distinguished them from the likes of you. It seemed like the perfect time to steer the conversation in that direction. The worst thing he could do was to stop talking.
Tension laced his body as he finally broke the silence. âUnlike you and the others, my injuries are of little significance as Iâve come to learn. Itâd take much more for my body to be rendered beyond repair. Speaking from experience.â
The harshness to his voice that he oh-so ineptly tried to conceal with casualness. Too bad you couldnât recognize it at the right moment. Yet another question was already falling off of your lips.
âWhat injury would suffice to label you beyond repair then?â The misplaced frolic as you fluffed his hair for the finishing touch, putting the comb down. âWould cutting your body in half do the trick? Or would they need to-âÂ
âWell arenât you the one with the morbid interest for my regeneration?â
His sudden remark dripped with cloying endearment, yet the way he said it - oh-so quietly and without seeking to meet your gaze - made you come to a complete stop. The unsettling sight of his lips pursing into a bloodless thread lingered, even as your view remained limited from standing behind his back. Youâd rather for it to be a smile or a pout or a grin - something, anything capable of possibly shedding light on his inner monologue.
Your nails dug into the flesh of your palms as you pondered an appropriate reaction to his words. Tacky. Must be the dried blood that clung to your skin during the combing process. His blood. Although you wouldnât mind if it was your blood at this precise moment, despite knowing all too well that you didnât have the strength nor the pain tolerance to puncture your own skin.Â
As luck would have it, your head remained empty. All the more reason to feel unease.
âIt would be quite insufficient if I were only to tell you about my body's abilities when I am perfectly capable of providing a demonstration.â Only then he deigned to cast a glance back at you, his blue eyes as cold as ice behind the lenses of his glasses. âDonât you think?â Â
With that, he gestured at the chair beside him.Â
âI donât know what you mean,â the treacherous tremble in your voice hovered, a dead giveaway of your inner unrest. Summoning every ounce of composure, you accepted his suggestion with a straight face and sank into the chair next to him.Â
âYouâll see soon.âÂ
You hoped you wouldn't. You hoped that he would drop the act soon and return to his usual self. Only, he was already behaving normally, perhaps even more casually towards you at this very moment.
He kept his word; a couple of moments later, you noticed an army knife on the table. Had he brought it here, or was your mind too teemed with thoughts to notice? For a brief moment you let fear take over as you struggled to figure out a reason heâd need a blade now that didnât include either of you getting hurt in the process. He mustâve noticed your glazed-over eyes hence the encouragement, very much unwelcomed, to his smooth voice.
âNot to worry,â As his warm fingers reached out to touch your palm, their gentle contact served as a very much unwelcome distraction from the enveloping unease. âIâm not allowed to harm civilians, only the military .Â
His reassurance failed to provide any relief. If anything, it only made you even more suspicious of him considering his famously non-civilian status in the internment zone. Before you could utter a word - not that you could conceive an appropriate response for this entirely unfeasible predicament - he directed the knife toward you, the handle being the closest.Â
âWe use it to trigger transformation,â with that, he looked up at you as if pondering his next words. âI wonât transform today I promise.â
Your lips parted as you struggled to maintain composure in view of his insinuation. He arched an eyebrow at the sight of your understandable puzzlement, almost baffled by the fact that you couldnât comprehend him.
âI thought you understood everything Iâd said just a moment ago,â he didnât mean to sound menacing, evident in the way he tilted his head, almost in an innocent and curious manner, but he did to you.Â
On that, you had to agree with him. For a brief moment you contemplated feigning cluelessness, hoping it would spare you from the part he intended for you. Yet, there was little room for misinterpreting his words and he didn't deem you capable of such a fit to actually believe you.Â
As quickly as your stiff body allowed, your finger tapped the blade, confirming its metallic nature. How many times must he have used it to draw blood? What difference would yet another cut bring? This time, however, it wasn't to trigger a transformation, as you assumed he regularly does in his position, but to impart a 'lesson' in excessive curiosity. Although âlessonâ would be the wrong word to describe the impending punishment. Between the two of you, you still werenât sure who would be the one getting punished here.
âWould you lay off me if I do it?â this time, you spent no effort trying to keep your voice steady. There was no more dread to your predicament worth harboring.Â
He only nodded in response. An air of conceit emanated from him, almost palpable, as if he believed he was graciously presenting a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity to you. Well, who were you to deny yourself the pleasure of taking control? He should have answered when you asked first, without pushing you to the point of exasperation.
âNot a lot of concern coming from a person whoâs about to be left at my mercy,â your lips curled into a grin as you sneered at him, unconvinced of his willingness to be put into such a compromising position, âAnd what if I decide to stab you?âÂ
Again, you failed to elicit any reaction out of him. âBy all means, itâd be even more interesting. All the more spectacle for you to enjoy.â
His words prompted you to grab the knife more quickly, pulling the hand he offered closer to you.Â
The blade hovered over the open palm of his hand as your troubled gaze scanned his skin in search of the best place to leave a cut. The one that would allow for the deepest wound. The one that would have the most vessels to slit for the blood to spill. The one that would be the most-
The knife twitched in your hand.Â
"But itâll be painful," you couldnât help but indulge in your habit of glancing up at him, making your stalling painfully obvious. "Will it not?"
What nonsense you began to spew once push came to shove. Compassion is the wrong sentiment to hold at the moment, especially towards someone like him - not only heâd reject it but also tease you for its display.Â
He didnât feel the need to answer. The inquisitive look in his eyes carried enough challenge to make you feel embarrassed, prompting you to look back down at the blade. Among all people, Zeke was likely the last deserving of pity from you. The many years of his service to Marley stripped injuries of any significance other than their role in triggering the transformation, with the resulting pain being merely an unfortunate by-product of triggering the transformation, something one needed to learn to ignore. He was the one to suggest it in the first place, absolving you of any sense of guilt - thatâs what you told yourself to uproot the hesitation plaguing your movements. Yet, it didnât feel that way.
In an attempt to save face, you hastily rushed to press the knife against the palm of his hand. The blade sank into the soft flesh but did nothing to puncture the skin.Â
Having observed your struggles, Zeke commented in a patronizing tone, âYou do know that you also have to drag it across, right?â
âI know,â you shot back, your voice struggling to convey the sternness you so desperately wanted him to hear, âShut up before I change my mind and lop off your tongue instead.â
He could only scoff at your empty threat. The likelihood of you following through was significantly undermined by your current inability to leave even a small nick on his body.
It felt awkward to hold a knife clearly not suited for the size of your hand. You realized just how unassuming it made you appear in his eyes and that's why he didn't seem threatened at all. His hand you were clutching so hard radiated pleasant warmth, soft skin in stark contrast to yours, cold and clammy with sweat. No point in trying to wipe it off - he already knew.
A slight drag of the blade, you mused to yourself, as your grip on the handle tightened. Maybe itâll be painless yet deep enough for him to finally stop with the torment.Â
âRight, this is going to take forever if it continues like this,â a murmur just above your ear unsettled you, and for all the right reasons.
The next thing you knew was the cold, sticky dread as you felt him pry the knife from your stiff fingers.Â
âNo-no-no,â was all you could mutter as you watched him bring the blade to the same spot on his palm you couldnât bring yourself to injure, cutting short all of your attempts to snatch the knife from him. âPlease, Iâll do it.âÂ
The urgency in your voice was as clear as it was sudden. In every sense, you should have welcomed the relief from such a burden, yet it only managed to deepen the fear within you. An instinct whispered that between the two of you, he would be the least inclined to show mercy to show hesitation.
He effortlessly shook off the weight of your hands tugging at his wrists. Witnessing a smile on his face, whether benevolent or wicked, would have offered more comfort than the serene facade he now wore. It was easier for you to provide suitable answers when you know precisely what plagues his mind.
As your lips moved in futile appeals for him to cease already, an audible sigh escaped them as soon as you watched the blade gliding across the flesh of his palm. Dropping to your knees to draw nearer, you clasped his arm - the one wielding the knife - almost cradling it close to your chest. You could almost deceive yourself, misinterpreting the gesture as one driven by tenderness.
âPlease, stop,â you muttered, eyes fixed on his palm. Despite wanting to lock eyes and convey the urgency of your plea, the fear of witnessing his pain held you back. âIâm afraid of blood,â you lied, âI get nauseous the moment it comes into view.â
Unconvincing, painfully so, and he perceived it as such.Â
âProbably should have thought about it before deciding to comb my hair earlier this morning,â the twofold meaning seared in his reproach as he pointed to your fingers, his blood caked beneath your nails.Â
More words danced at the tip of his tongue, laden with sentiments threatening to spill forth. Bold inquiries forever bound to remain unspoken. It occurred too often for you not to pick up on it. Yet, in this moment, such awareness faded as your focus narrowed to the subtle sway of the knife as it lifted up delicately. The pressure from the blade left a slice in his skin, a pale crack tracing across his palm. No blood. Thankfully, you couldn't help but acknowledge it to yourself.
You had to speak before he had a chance to come up with another rebuke - or even worse, decide to deepen the cut.Â
âIâll do it if you want me to,â you had to assemble all the remnants of composition within you to sound even just a bit assertive as you were still kneeling beside him.
As your touch graced his right hand, his fingers eased into a state of relaxation. There was no doubt in your mind that he was more than willing to surrender the blade - out of the two of you, he wanted you to do the swing. A complacent expression lingered in the cold depths of his eyes, a silent conviction that he had successfully played you. In some sense, he indeed had.
As you resumed your place at the table, your hand reached out for his - the very one he had attempted to harm not too long ago. Your gaze fixed upon the cut, the many layers of skin ruptured and now exposed. While it might have been more sensible to complete the job, to add another slice and breach the blood vessels, your touch redirected to his finger. Precisely on the soft pad of his digit is where you chose to apply the blade.Â
The resistance of the flesh intensified as you pressed the metal deeper, each push of the blade causing a nauseating churn in your stomach. The sensation heightened as you felt the skin give way under the blade. It was unfathomable to think that he could do this routinely, let alone in a much quicker and more mindless motion than yours.
You could only be glad that it lasted mere seconds. After tossing the knife onto the table, you observed as blood began to flow, scarlet beads collecting at the edges of the cut. Zeke watched on in silence through all of that, following your gaze. You assumed - and rightfully so - that he expected your tears to follow his blood yet your eyes held nothing but weariness and annoyance - sentiments you made sure to convey to him the moment your gazes met.
âSo?â you proded, as you quirked your eyebrow in an inquisitive manner.Â
You almost flinched at the sudden feeling of a drop hitting the back of your hand. Pulsing out of the wound and dripping down the curve of his finger, blood blossomed into a splatter upon contact with your skin. Were you not quick enough in putting your hand away, another couple of drops would have followed. Had you not been quick enough to withdraw your hand, a few more drops would have inevitably followed.
Sure enough - just before needing to prompt him once more - a surge of warmth followed by a wispy ribbon of white smoke emerged from the cut. It would be dishonest of you to deny the sense of wonder that overcame you at the sight of the wound vanishing, its pink edges seamlessly melding back into his flesh. Although you couldnât help but question if it was truly worth it, considering the sheer absurdity preceding it.Â
Not a minute later and the cut was no more. Much like the unfounded worry you held for Zeke. The emotions fueling your actions throughout the morning now condensed into pure exasperation. Perhaps, you mused, you should have reconsidered extending your help in the first place.
The scarlet stains on your hands suddenly felt revolting as you glanced at them one more time. The metallic stench returned, almost mocking you for the events of this morning. A strong inclination to leave seized you - you craved distance from the aftermath and his stupid remarks, should they follow. As well as the persistent urge to cleanse the sticky blood off your skin
âIâll be away for a while,â you muttered under your breath, standing up and leaving the kitchen under the weightÂ
Even if he made an attempt to stop you, you would not pay any mind to his whims. It would require an extensive session of scrubbing before you would no longer see the maroon specks on your skin and the lingering scent of metal dissipate from the air.
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Twenty Questions: Fanfic author edition
thank you to both @goldenslumberowo and @thesweetnessofspring for tagging me! sorry it's taken me so long to get to this
How many works do you have on ao3?
I have 10 works
2) What's your ao3 wordcount?
85,510 - which is an absurd amount given how irregularly I post
3) What fandoms do you write for?
The Hunger Games. I have thought about branching out but nothing has really inspired me quite like The Hunger Games has :)
4) What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
The Brightest Timeline - Canon divergent Silence me, Trust me, Love me - Post canon The Elephant in the Room - Post canon The unlikely Coming-of-Age of Katniss Everdeen - Canon divergent Isn't it Strange - Post canon
5) Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
I try my very best to respond to all the lovely comments readers leave. I appreciate them a whole lot and find them very encouraging, I also just like to hear what readers are thinking, especially for multi-chapter works. Although, I admit, sometimes it takes me a while to respond, and there are occasions where I just straight up forget for a couple years.
6) What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
It'd probably have to be Underground; I kind of killed off Peeta đ. It's a brief canon-divergent one-shot during Mockingjay that more or less focuses on Katniss and her grief and anger. In retrospect, it's kind of like the evil twin of "The Brightest Timeline" in which Peeta is rescued from the Capitol unhijacked.
7) What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
Ohhh, Full Circle no debate. It's the happiest fic I've written, full stop. It's post-canon. Prim is alive, and Peeta and Katniss find each other again. All quite sweet and fluffy.
8) Do you get hate on fics?
Not to my knowledge. People have been critical of some of my earlier works, sort of disagreeing with my interpretations of a character, but I wouldn't call that hate. I hope I don't ever have to encounter the more vitriolic side of fandom.
9) Do you write smut? If so what kind?
Noooo. I get nervous when describing a kiss that isn't chaste lol. I just don't think I'm very good at it, to be honest. I have considered writing more steamy scenes, especially for my WIP's, but I just don't think I'm there yet as a writer.
10) Do you write crossovers?
No. But never say never.
11) Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not to my knowledge. I don't think my work is really popular enough to have to worry about that lolll.
12) Have you ever had a fic translated?
No, but I'd be fine with it if I was asked first :) I think it would be super cool.
13) Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
No, but I wouldn't be against the idea, per se. I'd just feel super guilty, my schedule is very unpredictable and I wouldn't want someone else having to deal with my erratic writing habits, it's bad enough that I do lol.
14) What's your all-time favourite ship?
Gotta be Everlark for sure.
15) What's a WIP that you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
Oof. I mean... if I'm honest Stop the Clocks, I think for me to be able to finish that I'd have to sit down and plan it out properly. It's also just always been a fic that I've struggled to sit dow and actually write for. In short, it needs a LOT of work and care. It's not badly written, buttt it's also not the best.
16) What are your writing strengths?
I'm pretty good at descriptions and being able to bring a setting alive. I've been told that I write very in-character and that my characters are consistent, which is nice because writing a character's inner monologue comes quite naturally to me.
17) What are your writing weaknesses?
I struggled for a long time with writing natural and organic dialogue; it has definitely become easier with time and practice, but it's still something that I obsess over a little. Also, transition paragraphs are the bane of my existence and I tend to avoid them where possible.
18) Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I'd definitely be comfortable with writing in German as it's my second language. I'm currently learning Spanish, so maybe? I think it would depend on the complexity of what the character is trying to say. I think anything else, no. Not without consulting someone who speaks the language first anyway. I've seen first-hand how google translate can butcher simple phrases lol.
19) First fandom you wrote for?
The Hunger Games! My one and only đ
20) Favourite fic you've ever written?
Isn't it Strange 100%. I put a lot of care and thought into it and it will always have a place in my heart. Rereading it there are some things that I would phrase differently now; and a part of me itches to change it, but another part would rather leave it as a time capsule to display my younger self's writing and how much I've improved since then. Weirdly enough though, it's just one of those fics that never got much attention lol *wink wink nudge nudge*.
This was super fun, so thanks again for tagging me!
I don't know who has or hasn't participated already so if anyone wants to hop on feel free to :)
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