#will prob be short and done tomorrow ?

[godsbasterd]

hesitant starter call

[kirishwima]

im. not doing well 🤡

[biteyoubiteme]

don't you want me?

soobin x fem!reader

synopsis: don't you want your boyfriend?

warnings: 🔞!!! this is just smut no plot lol, some nipple play, soobin calls reader bunny, no protection, creampie, fingering, prob forgot some sorry

wc: 0.9k

an: thank you so much saturn for requesting! I hope you like this one sorry it’s short ;-; <3333

[m.list] [1kevent m.list]

had only been a day since the last time you had seen him, snuggled up in his bed after he had tired himself out with using you. It wasn't uncommon for him to go round after round, at least not with you. No partner had ever made him feel this needy, always hard even after one go. His whiny pleas to keep going mixed with his scrunched brow always worked to get you to agree. He was always so good at begging. 

You had planned a study date, your bag weighing down your shoulder as you knocked on his door. Sometimes you even got some studying done, only it was usually when you were in public and not plagued by the thought of his bedroom only being a foot away. Because you were also to blame for always getting him started, purposefully wearing things he couldn't keep his eyes off of, and brushing his thigh every other time you had the chance to. 

Now was no different, although it wasn't intentional, you really did think you would get some kind of studying done.Dressed down in your pajamas, oversized shirt covering your shorts enough to give soobin the illusion that you had none on in the first place. He pulls your bag from you, having enough control to place it down on the coffee table before tugging you down with him onto the couch. 

“You didn't even say hi!” you're giggling, his kisses peppering down your neck, hips pushing you into the sofa, hands pushing up your shirt. 

“Hi, hello, I'm sorry, I just missed you,” he's not even trying to hide the fact he's already hard, that he's been hard just thinking about you coming over. 

“We both have exams tomorrow,” you try to remind him, fingers brushing through his hair as his lips are finding half-faded marks he's sucked onto your skin only the day before. “We should really study,” 

“Don't you want me?” he asks, nose bumping your ear, hand sliding down the outside of your thigh. “because all I could think about was the way you felt under me,” he hooks his hand under your knee pulling your leg enough so that he can sink his hips closer to yours. “how am I supposed to pay attention to anything other than you?” 

All you can respond with is a moan when he presses his bulge against you, dragging his hips to put pressure right on your clothed clit. “please bunny, please,” 

You didn't need much begging to get stripped, even less begging when you finally felt him slip into you. His whining gasps fanning over your skin, one hand keeps him up and the other squeezes your breast, thumb running over your peaked nipple. “Look at your perfect tits, all for me,” 

He's trying to hold back, to draw out the pleasure as long as he can but it's impossible when buried in you. Warm walls sucking him in, begging for him to just pound into you, push you into the sofa, and just take over without any thoughts on his mind. He wants to, just thinking about it makes him whimper, “Tell me you missed me, didn't you miss me?” 

“Yes-” you gasp, arms wrapped around his neck, the heels of your feet digging into his ass pushing him closer to you. “I missed you so much,” 

“I missed your perfect pussy, bunny, always so ready and wet for me,” all of his rambling broken up by throaty moans, “I can't stop thinking about you, filling you up,” 

His rhythmic thrusts press so deep inside you, leaving you speechless with every drag. But he's not paying attention to getting you off just yet, his body disconnecting from his mind as he beats his hips against yours. He feels his orgasm building and knows any second he will cum. Enough to make it so easy to keep going, stuffing it all right back in, just thinking about it has him whimpering in your ear. 

“Are you going to cum for me?” you ask, his body falling closer to you, always wanting to be pressed as close as he can get when he cums.

He’s nodding into your neck, breathy whines mixing with his answer. “Yes, oh god- please,” every sloppy thrust followed by his little ah-ah’s. “You feel so good, I’m-” he feels his balls draw up, his hips stuttering to a stop as he lets out streams of cum into your waiting cunt, cock pulsing as he moans into your neck. It isn't until he pulls out and catches his breath that he realizes that you didn't finish, too caught up in chasing his own high. 

“I'm so sorry bunny, let me take care of you as good as you take care of me,” 

He gave you no time to realize the switch, his long fingers shoving into your sensitive entrance, pushing back in all his cum as he pumps in time with his previous thrusts. He uses his other hand to fiercely rub at your clit. The stimulation makes your back arch, hands scratching at the fabric of the couch. “Look at my pretty bunny,” he coos, the squelching sounds from all your slick mixing with your moans. “Are you going to cum for me?” he asks, using your own words on you. 

“Yes- yes-” It's almost too much for you, his fingers not stopping even as you cum. You're a mess of stammering words and faltering breaths, trying to find yourself as your knees try to close in around him. 

Just watching you fall apart is enough to get him semi-hard again, ready for another round. He slathers his wet fingers over your entrance, keeping as much wetness as possible from sliding out. “Just one more please-” 

“Soobin our exams-” 

“Please, I'll be quick, don't you want me?” 

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[wosoragebaiter69]

sometimes it’s hard

leila ouahabi x fem!reader

request: here & here

A/N: leila is one of my fav players, like i don’t support city but i’ll always support bae ☺️(also i made reader english.. i don’t like england but for the sake of this story)

TW: swearing, women’s footballs worst injury (too painful to say after Sammy K)

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I lined up in the tunnel, ready to play against Manchester City. The game means nothing but it was a friendly set up between 2 different clubs. To learn more playing styles what not. This meant though, that I’m playing against my secret girlfriend. Who also happens to be lining up with some of my England teammates. I share a quick glance with her before walking out.

After all offical motions are done, the on-field players get in position ready for kick-off. I can’t help but feel something off, in the pit of my stomach, but ignore it attempting to move on with the game that’s just started.

With Leila and I both being defenders, we both don’t usually cross paths often, so that’s good. The game is going pretty smoothly for Barça, 3 goals in the first 45, Leila has stopped quite a fair amount of our attacks on goal. Which is not surprising considering she knows the playing style having been on this team and playing with the Spanish players.

It’s in the 63rd minute, I’m attempting to stop my national teammate Lauren Hemp from scoring when I feel a rip through my knee. It immediately crumples underneath me and I groan, trying to hold back tears.

I make out Lauren kicking the ball away nearing my side immediately.

“Hey, what’s wrong? What happened?” I can hear the worry in her tone.

“Hempo… I think it’s my ACL, please. I can’t continue.” I open my eyes and more people crowd around me. Chloe and Alex are also here, along with Alexia and Lucy.

“Hey, the medics are coming to assess you. Then they’ll take you off yeah?” Lucy speaks. I nod, I only want one person and she isn’t here.

“Can someone get Leila? Please.” All the girls look confused at the request but call her over nonetheless.

She comes rushing immediately, and I watch as she gets on her knees next to me. She arrives just before the medics and lifts my head up against her lap.

“It’ll be ok amor, I’ve got you. If this injury is what you think it is, I’ll be there for you ok?” Tears well in my eyes and I cry into her shorts, missing the exchanges between the other players.

The medics look at my knee.

“Can we feel it? We do suspect it’s the ACL and we’ll need scans.” I nod and they prob around as I flinch, my breath hitching.

“Yeah. we’re going to have to get you on a stretcher and off the pitch immediately. Then straight to hospital.”

“Ok.” Is all I meekly mumble, as I’m lifted up.

“Leila?” I ask, voice cracking.

“Si?”

“After the game, will you see me?” She looks heartbroken for me.

“Of course cariño. I’ll be by your side always.”

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I’m in the hospital, the scans have come back with my worst fear coming true. It means I know I won’t be playing for months. If it doesn’t go smoothly then I’ll end up having more problems, like Alexia. It’s hard, for anybody.

I’m kicked out of my thoughts when Leila comes in, freshly showered and in Man City gear.

“Hey.” She says softly, placing her lips gently on mine. “How bad is it?” I sigh.

“Fucking ACL, I’m out for a hefty bit now.” I don’t even have the strength to cry anymore, I’m so exhausted.

“I’m so sorry, when’s the surgery?”

“Tomorrow, they’re keeping me here overnight.” She nods.

“So will I.” My brain freezes.

“No Leila, you can’t. You have to get proper sleep.” I try and argue, but to no avail.

“I told you I’d be by your side did I not? So I will be. After surgery, you could always come back to Manchester with me until you need to start the rehab.”

“You’d allow me to?”

“Of course cariño, anything for my favourite girl.” I smile leaning over the hospital bed rail, placing my head against her chest.

“Te amo.”

“Te amo mucho.”

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After the surgery, we end up telling both of our teams about the relationship, and decide not to tell the fans because from the interaction they saw on the pitch… they know anyways.

People had surprised reactions but were happy otherwise. I end up going with Leila to Manchester, and to spend a long time with her in my hometown is the best thing to come around from this injury.

[meracyn]

Fairy Whispers ༄

a/n ; first ever fic ! apologies in advance if it isnt too good 😭 thank you for requesting anon <3 this fic is meant to be platonic, but read it either way you’d like + tomorrow ill probs post some shuichi content, n e ways i hope you enjoy !!

Fairy Tail.

The world where magic and adventure intertwine at every corner; where many are given the gift of bearing a sort of power, yet not everyone uses it to help and save others.

There’s corruption. Murder. Bloodshed caused by those consumed by the desire of gaining more power.

But of course, there are always ones with a good heart.

It was a sunny day today; and a day where everyone at the Fairy Tail guild could relax. Everyone was mostly off doing their own thing. Some drinking, reading quietly, chatting or hanging out with others.

It was supposed to be a chill day today, but definitely wasn’t for Lucy.

“Stop! Please, don’t hurt them!”

Lucy was sent on a mission — having to catch some robbers on a small village. It was pretty simple, so she took her time walking around, enjoying her alone time, or was, until she heard faint cries of distress. Following the sound, she came upon a scene that caught her off guard; it was a group of fairy poachers, trapping innocent fairies in nets, crushing or squeezing them in dirty bags. Lucy felt anger, and knew she had to act fast. Summoning her celestial spirits, she began to attack them, using her quick wit and power.

After sending them all flying off, Lucy quickly freed all the fairies, who hid or flew off as well, except for one. Stuck between a net, Lucy picked up the fairy out of the strings. The fairy, with sparkly wings and tear-filled eyes, looked up at Lucy, admiration, yet a hint of sadness mixing in her expression. “Thank you so much for saving me and my friends..” Slightly trembling, she continued. “I thought I was going to be their next experiment..”

Lucy smiled a little, lifting her finger to pat the fairy’s head. “It’s okay now, I’m here to protect you.” She said, hoping to provide her some comfort. However, as they both turned around, Lucy realized the amount of damage that was done. The poachers had destroyed the fairy’s home in the chaos, leaving her with no place to return to. “Where will I go to now?” the fairy whispered in worry.

Though dwelling in sadness, the fairy was admired by Lucy’s quickness to get involved and save her. “Thank you for saving me,” she said, voice slightly shaky. In a moment of thankfulness, she leaned in and gave Lucy a gentle kiss on the nose.

To their surprise, Lucy’s nose began to grow—two feet long, just like Pinocchio — Lucy was stunned — poked her nose, felt embarrassed and shocked. She did not expect that to happen by one small kiss. “Well, at least no one will see me like this! I hope...” she tried to joke, chuckling awkwardly.

The fairy gasped at the sight of Lucy, wondering how the kiss caused that strange effect. “Oh no..I’m so sorry, I didn’t know that would happen, but I’m sure it will wear off in a day.. I’m so sorry..” She cried out, frantically flying around while apologizing profusely.

Lucy only chuckled, shaking her head slightly. “It’s fine! It isn’t your fault, I know you have good intentions. But I guess I can smell trouble from a mile away now!” she exclaimed, trying to lighten the mood. The fairy, though still blaming herself, ended up smiling a little at Lucy’s attempt to make her feel better about the situation.

As they walked together, the fairy got an idea. “What if your nose becomes my new home in the meantime?” Lucy looked at her with an expression that said ‘That is the most wild idea I’ve ever heard.’ At the same time, she did understand how the little creature must be feeling, – losing the only place you call home is devastating.

“Does that mean you’ll decorate my nose and cut some parts to resemble it as a house?” Lucy teased. The fairy let out a short giggle while nodding, going along with Lucy’s jokes. “Now that you said it, maybe I should.” The celestial wizard feigned a look of horror before the two burst into laughter. Lucy promised to help her find a new home, and to find her whenever she needed help in the future.

The rest of the day was spent with them both picking up flowers, grass and small sticks. Using her magic, the fairy transformed the objects into a cloud seat, a small bed, table and chairs, filled with laughter along the way. Despite Lucy’s strange nose, she wasn’t too worried about it – at least it wasn’t permanent. Although it did feel really weird, she never would’ve expected to feel her nose heavy. Is this how Pinocchio felt? The blonde wondered. “I’ll definitely never forget this day.” she chuckled.

As the sun began to set, Lucy decided to lay down on the grass, humming contently as the cool breeze brushed against her skin. This experience was definitely strange but ending up being a lot of fun in the end.

It was quiet for a while, before she spoke up. “Like I said, whenever you need help, come find me at fairy tail. I’m Lucy Heartfilia, and I promise to always protect you.” Turning her head slightly, Lucy raised her hand, holding her pinky finger out. The fairy smiled, giving a nod. “I’m Y/N, and I promise you will always have the protection of the fairies from now on.”

They linked pinkies, under the starry night sky.

[mafuluzx]

AHHH I love your Wattpad FICS they bring so much joy 💖💖

Idk if your still doing request or not but can I request jay x male reader where the readers comforting jay after he got hurt during a battle ( reader is also a ninja please)

And I'll probs ask one for kai later if you don't mind

Have a lovely day/night

AHH THAT'S SO NICE TO HEAR!!!! I PUT ALL THE FLUFF IN MY HEART TO THIS!!! I think I succeeded. :3 It's a little short, but I believe quality > quantity, so this is it for now. I'm also very sorry I posted this so late, I have no good explanation, my dumb brain just forgot tumblr existed or something! I'm so sorry!

WARNING! Needles, I know people who can't handle needles so I'll put a warning about it here!

Jay x male reader oneshot!

Takes place in some of the newer seasons.

Comfort

"...It hurts... Am I going to die...?" Jay let out weakly as he laid his head on (y/n)'s lap.

"No you aren't, silly." (y/n) answered with a calm voice and a comforting smile as he brushed through Jay's hair with his fingers.

"...Am I going to-"

"Jay, ask the same question ONE MORE TIME, and I'm leaving." Kai scoffed as Jay glared at him with tears in his eyes.

"But it hurts!!!" Shouted at Kai before recoiling in pain. (y/n) placed a hand on Jay's cheek comfortingly before trying to soothe the blue ninja with a small "There, there..." Kai rolled his eyes before continuing to sanitize the stab wound on Jay's stomach. Three hours ago, the team were actually worried if Jay would die or not, but thankfully the lightning ninja was tougher than the spear that had pierced through his body a few hours ago.

"It'll only hurt for a bit." (y/n) said as Kai pulled out a needle and thread, ready to stitch Jay's wound closed. Upon noticing the small and sharp object, Jay tensed up and looked up at (y/n).

"Why is Kai helping me?! By the time he stitches this wound up I'll have ten more on me!" Jay raised his voice as Kai glared at him.

"I can still hear you. Ugh, I don't know why i'm here either." Kai said before gently pushing the needle through Jay's skin. Jay gripped your hand tight as you squeezed his hand back just as tightly. Jay looked like he was about to die any second now, tears of pain gathering in the corners of his eyes, so (y/n) couldn't help but feel really bad for him.

"...I'm done." Kai finally said as Jay let out the biggest sigh in existence.

"Thank you, Kai. I didn't trust my own skills enough to treat to a wound this big, I'm glad you did it for me." (y/n) thanked Kai in Jay's stead. Kai rubbed his neck bashfully and nodded before hurrying to leave. He had to get back to the deck to talk about the teams next move, but Jay had to rest under the deck due to his wound, and he had forced (y/n) to stay with him. There was a long silence as (y/n) pet Jay's hair, and the blue ninja laid perfectly still and accepted the treatment.

"...I love you." Jay suddenly said as (y/n) chuckled a bit.

"I love you too." He said back as Jay smiled hopefully.

"Can you make me something to eat?" Jay asked as (y/n) chuckled again, before pinching Jay's cheek.

"Ahaha, don't get ahead of yourself. I'm only babying you because you got hurt. And you are in no condition to sit up, much less eat anything."

"You're so cold!" Jay sniffled as (y/n) sighed and continued brushing through his hair.

"I thought you loved me?" (y/n) questioned Jay.

"I do, but you know what I mean!" Jay said and tried to stretch his body, but it only ended up sending a shot of pain through him, and he dug his nails into his arms to relieve the pain. (y/n) quickly swatted the hand away.

"...I'll cook you something tomorrow, how about that?" (y/n) offered after a small silence. Jay's eyes lit up, but he didn't move.

"Really?! Yay!" Jay celebrated before continuing.

"Can you bake a cake?" He asked as (y/n) chuckled.

"Cole can bake a better cake than I." They both knew what level Cole's cooking was on, so Jay gave up the idea almost instantly. He frowned and sunk his head into (y/n)'s lap.

"Come on now, don't sulk." (y/n) said, but got no answer from Jay. (y/n) rolled his eyes before speaking once again.

"How about egg rolls? With any fillings you'd like." Jay turned his head just a little so he was looking into (y/n)'s eyes, before burying himself back in his boyfriend's lap with a:

"Yes, please."

[done-with-the-shit]

Mykolai bothers you while you're working

Ok so I'm preparing for my exams and I just thought about what would it be if some of the bsd characters were near y/n while they are trying to work. And.. since I can't stop thinking about Mykolai I'm writing about him! Enjoy~

Anime: Bungou Stray Dogs

Characters: Nikolai Gogol

Note: GN!Reader

Bro good luck working with Nikolai around you!

He will purposely distract you from whatever you are doing and you can't stop him..

He will probably talk to you about his day or how fun his latest mission was(he prob killed someone or something like that idk)

He will give you quizzes about anything he can think of and he won't leave you alone unless you answer his questions😞

He won't leave even if you do so..

Also he will cling around you just so he can get all your attention to himself!

I just imagine him on his knees next to your chair literally hugging your waist saying how cruel you are for ignoring him😔

You were doing some paperwork that you had due tomorrow. It had been almost 2 hours since you started and you weren't even halfway done. And unlike you, Nikolai wasn't that much of a patient person.. "Come on Dove~ Can't you continue later?" Nikolai said as he hugged you from behind, nuzzling his face into your neck. "I'm almost done, can't you wait just a little longer?" you said as you ruffled his hair affectionately. "But you said the same thing 5 minutes ago!" he whined into your ear. You just rolled your eyes at him and continued to work.

I'm in class rn so I can't think of anything longer:)

Long story short let's hope you are given a few more days to finish your work because this man is not planning on leaving your side any time soon😀

>>MORE OF MY WORKS<<

[fictionalmenxyn]

Can I get 141, Konig, Alejandro and Rudy comforting their crying s/o? I would really appreciate that <3

Of course I’ll do this for you :)

Ghost

At the beginning of the relationship he wouldn’t know what to do

He’d ask what the problem was and talk it out

He’d get you a drink and a snack if that is what made you feel better

He’ll hold you close and tell you ‘I’m not going anywhere, I’m staying forever’

Definitely feels a little sad for you cause he hates seeing you sad and crying

He’ll hold you when going to sleep and stroke your hair and stay like that till your both asleep

Soap

Feels so worried and bad for you he hates seeing you cry cause he knows you can be really happy

He holds you and rubs your back slowly and softly to calm you down

Ask if you want to talk about it and if you don’t he won’t ask again but will stay with you till you e calmed down

Grabs your favourite things like a toy or a comfort food and asks if you want to watch a movie

Let’s you have a lie in tomorrow and cuddled you and gives you loads of kisses to make you feel better

Definitely tried to make jokes or bring up funny memories to make you laugh

Gaz

Places his hand on the small part of your lower back and asks if you want to talk about it

Brings you to a private room if there is anyone else around. Most likely your room or his

Let’s you lie down on his as he moves your hair out of your face

Will let you cry it all out if you need to and he’ll comfort you the best he can

Offers you his clothes for comfort and then you both take a nap together and he holds you close to him so you can hear his heart beat

Asks if you are wanting to do anything to take it if your mind or want to do an activity you like

Price

Places your hand on his chest by his heart. Tells you to follow his breathing and feel his heart beat

Offers you a warm bath and if you end up taking that offer he comes back with one of his hoodies and your joggers or shorts

Keeps you by his side for the rest of night/day

Would offer to make your favourite tea/coffee/hot chocolate. Will buy or make your favourite snack and will surprise you with it

Gives you lovings all day/night. He’ll walk past and give you a kiss or hugs you before continuing with whatever he’s doing and then check up on you after he’s done his task

Let’s you stay the night at his room and makes sure the blankets have his scent as he knows his cologne comforts you

Alejandro

If someone had made you this upset just know this man is ready to go on a haunting spree (ghost would probs do this too and most likely help each other out as well)

Asks if you need or want anything to make you feel better and the answer is usually a cuddle or just him being there

Will hold you no matter where you are it could be in a middle of the doorway or it could be in the kitchen where he doesn’t care

All he cares about is comforting you and helping any needs you need help with and at this time it’s comforting and affection

Will sit you both on the couch and ask weather you want to talk about it or want to watch tv to distract yourself and he’ll do whatever makes you comfy

Will grab your favourite chocolate or sweets/candy and will compliment or tell you how amazing you are and if you’d ask why he’d say ‘because I don’t need a reason you are the reason your so amazing’ or he’d just say ‘my love, don’t ever think your not amazing your lying to yourself otherwise’

Rudy

Top tier TLC from this guy. He’s the best of the best when it comes to comforting and feel like he knows it too

Whenever your feeling down or upset he’ll grab quilts and pillow and he’ll set up the sofa and make a movie/show night as he knows that’s what you would like

Holds you like there’s no tomorrow and makes sure you are the comfiest you are. He’ll ask every so often as well to see if you’d like to move to make yourself more comfy

Although you start to feel better he hates that you were upset and not happy cause he loves seeing you smile and when your not it makes his heart break

That’s why he does his best at making you happy and you are proud to call him your s/o and he’s proud he’s able to make you happy

After you feel better he’ll still treat you like a queen. Whatever you want he’ll get, don’t you dare move. He’ll rub your back or massage you if you wanted man can turn into those professional massagers if it makes you happy

Have a good day/night!

Hope you enjoyed it! Ik it’s short and I apologise I’m having a bit of a writers block and especially with all my course work in school I’ve been busy. So I apologise for that. Remember request box is open so feel free whenever. Like I always say I won’t be able to do it immediately but I will get round to it don’t you worry. :)

[mandoalorian]

having literal hot flushes thinking about wall street max lord & being his favourite secretary wearing his fav red lipstick that he just LOVES when…

NSFW BELOW

… (cont.) when u go down on him under his desk in secret making him late for meetings with important investors. & he goes absolutely wild for you and you have the messiest heated sloppiest sex on his desk and when it’s over he forgets to fix his hair or button his shirt or pull his zipper up because of the head rush you give him. (both kinds of head rush. 😉) what if there’s a bit of infidelity peppered in there he’s got a wife but tbh she’s prob sleeping with someone else too cuz maxie is always working overtime to be with u and somewhere along the line you become his sugar baby and he just adores buying u cute lingerie and gold jewellery and when he sees you wear those tiffany diamond earrings he can’t help but smirk to himself knowing you’re his and only his today, tomorrow and always. u are fully loyal to him but not because he’s rich and not because he’s hot and not because he asks you to be , but because maybe u actually like him for who he is and he definitely likes you in every way imaginable. his desire for u burns. he thinks about u all the time, when he wakes up, takes a shower, at galas and events, signing paper work he might catch a glimpse of u in that short pencil skirt- obsessed with how ur thighs fill it out! okay think im done now with my ramblings but if anyone feels like dropping anymore in my ask inbox i will welcome it with open arms. also if ppl like the sound of this i might just write it as a fic …….. who knows

[the-martyrfication-of-the-matron]

hellooooo oml i am like drinking so i might ot be the most sensical rn but hello. helloo

i commissioned you ocne and idk how many comms you get so this might be sooo obvious who i am but !!!! your art is so lovely. its so beautifl. i look at it and i see a painting. i see a visison. i look at the piece you made for me and feel like i robbed you with the costs for how it has shifted and tken a new place in my heart. i look at it so fondly bc how can you make something so beautiful ??? oml the skill and dedication you have put into honing your craft astounds me. it takes my breath away. sometimes i feel jealous for not knowing you bc i wish i could peel back your skin and peer into your brain and learn what churns in your head and how you generate your ideas and just. how much effort goes into making such beautiful things

oml and your writing HHAH. i went into the new lycorris radiata fic prologue recently (i can[t believe you deleted the original chap one i lovoveeed that thing king) (it took me like five attempts to speel king right) and i love the changes. i was writing a review in my notes app about it and i was painstaking lygoing through it all and i think i was liikkek??? 600 words in /?? and my phone had the audacity to nottt translates my notes over when i changed phones as if i haven't been working on my review for a week. fml.

but it is so beaitufl. you write like a fairytale. this issooo embarrassig and i'm gonna wake up tomorrow so embarrassed for sending this and feeling so parascial lmao but your art is truly beautiful. its like a microcosm of everything that makes you you even if i dont know you adn tyu build this tneous connection between the reader and the author and the stry and it leaves me in awe. you wrrite like a fairytale. the description is beautiful the characterisation is awe-inspiring and it creates a little place in my ribs where i think back on it and go wow. ths is the kind of story i will think back on for years to come.

SORRY I AM thteee sappiest drunk everr. we've arely talked this is sooo embarrassing but idk. yiour arrt is so gorgeous and i hope you know that. hope you wake up ever morning and you know you've put something so beautifyl out into the world and there is something who dearly anticipates every next word and who thinks your art is beautiful and your writing has changed somethingi nme. i love avra. i love vyla.d i love every word i've read and i wish i could share that oherently in my original review that i lsot but alas.

i'm so sorry LMAMO this will probably bee sooo weird for you to recieve frma strangero ntumbulr. i so need to sober up but its just so breathtaking. your brain is breath taking. i cannot wait for the day you next update or share art or do anything creative bc your wriitng is beautiful your art is beautiful and i smm sooso grateful you shared it with the world. is so beautiful i cannot help but believe you yourslef must be beautiful bc who else could create the kind of art you do

ok im done now im not reading thiisi ober nd i have no idea how long it actually is LMAOA i wish you the best strangerr. you are the kind of person someone would yearn to know (sorry i probs sound sooo parasocial haaha0 and i hope you are soo well

I’m screaming and crying and throwing up and I’m tearing off my clothes so I can run into the woods and howl at the moon and turn into a canine beast

This is

Everything to me, drunk anon, you are everything to me. I will one day get a printer so I can print this ask out, and I will post a YouTube video of me eating the entire thing, with no cuts, and no audio. Full on mukbang. Because I need this to be a part of my soul. And people will argue that consuming something does not integrate it into you forever but I would rather this be a part of me for only a short while than never at all

This has me feral and insane, you’re so sweet about me and you write in such a poetic prose I need you to write some kind of fiction now.

For this alone I will draw you a thousand pieces of art, using my own blood sweat and tears as my materials if I must. You are everything, Anon.

I wish that review still existed simply so I could read more of your words because if this is you drunk then I cannot imagine how you talk sober.

[whentherewerebicycles]

this sweet baby girl had the time of her life at my parents’ house!! a big adventure for a little girl!!!!! also my parents’ golden retriever “works” as an emotional support dog at the nursing home my dad runs and I think next time I visit we might try taking ruthie there to see how she does with the old folks. she’s such a ferocious barker at first but then chills out the minute you give her treats and I think it could be a good socialization exercise. anyway we had such a nice little mini-vacation and I don’t want to go back to real life yet!! but it’ll be good for me I need to start running again and it’s too hot here.

mm ok thinking through the day and the week below the cut

I worked extra hours yesterday and am going to probably do some weekend work to prep for my new direct report’s onboarding so I feel ok taking it easy with work and mostly just monitoring teams/outlook today while traveling. here’s the morning:

8:30-9:30 breakfast with my mom

9:30-10:45 lounge to my heart’s content but also do a bunch of work emails sigh

10:40-11:10ish shower/get ready

11:10-12:30 pack, charge devices, take ruthie out, pack snacks for plane

12:30-2 airport drive, security, etc

2-6 sooooo much plane time sigh what will I do with it. I hate using plane time for actual work stuff bc it’s such good focused writing time!! I have two story drafts going right now, one funny/a little more lighthearted and one a little heavier, and I think I’ll start by working on one of those. but if I am not getting good stuff done I can try to finish reading this book on writing OR commit an hour or two to pod edits. I’d like to try to finish pod editing by tomorrow so we can post in a timely manner but we will see.

land, take shuttle to car, battle through rush hour traffic 🫠 drop off ruthie & pick up pip from the sitter’s, feed dogs, unpack, collapse into bed, read for an hour, bed by 9:45ish

okay and then the week…

tues: travel day—I just need to get some small scheduling/email tasks done

wed: work from home for a couple hours in the morning then head into campus for a couple meetings. I’ll prob use the morning block to do small tasks, then use my 10:30-2 block to finish that draft student leadership proposal, then meetings then home. I think I’d like to take gym clothes to work with me and see if I can get myself to drop by the gym to do a very short run after work. I may also do a short block of work in the evening.

thurs: ohhh this is going to be a long day on campus (feat. a four-hour retreat plus two hours of additional meetings) but it’s fine I’ll get through it and it might even be fun.

fri: I have one meeting with a former student but otherwise the whole day is blocked off for WFH project work whoohoo! I think I need to do another session of big-picture thinking work prior to the new program manager coming on board next week… like I need to map out my current commitments + priorities for the academic year and then also figure out where the PM might fit into that work. mmm ok we will see I’ll think about that

[sugareey-makes-stuff]

9 for the asks if you fancy!!!

Hiya, Ali! Oh yes, this is definitely a q that's very applicable (since January is tomorrow for me)! Here ya go: 9. Short term goals… what do you hope to complete this week or in January? For this week, I’d love to get some more writing done! Just getting the words down before the editing begins is all I need right now. Past!Krissy was smart in playing around with AO3 skins and testing out the CSS and HTML out in a work, so at least I don’t have as much to worry about when I get to the coding phase (eventually). The coding itself in the fic I’m working on will be interesting and labour-intensive though (I have no idea if we’re going to end up with 50+ little blocks of texts and messages, so I’ll find out soon enough). For all of January, I might print out a calendar so I can visually colour in the days where I know I can get writing done. It’s going to be tough since free time is limited, but we’ll see what happens. I do have a notebook I use for fandom projects only, so it's probs time to revisit that to see how I’ll do for the month, and write down any random notes down as needed. Luckily, I am not signed up for any fests in 2023, so that helps a lot. And since the muse is stick kicking, I might as well hang on tight while I can! Thanks for the ask! ___ Previously asked: 8, 11, and 12 23 5, 14, and 24 16 Have a question? Send a q for fanfic asks for the new year!

[andrea-lyn]

fic status report, since it’s been ages since I did this and it makes me feel like progress to see it laid out and talked out:

raven cycle

runaways au @ 7582 words: working on this to try and make it still work with dreamer trilogy, but basically, declan takes ronan on the run when they are young, and adam moves into monmouth instead. probably about 3k left? maybe 5k, depending on the scenes

pushing bluesey @ 6001 words: it’s pushing daisies au, but with blue as ned, gansey as chuck, adam as emerson, and ronan as both the aunts. still canonical trc powers to a degree (dreaming, psychics, battery, ghost!noah, etc.). still another 4k minimum on this baby

sick chicken @ 633 words: newest, but prob a short one. basically, adam and declan being stubborn idiots while ronan and jordan are away. probably the first to be posted after the last chapter of the assassins au is up

the terror

genie reincarnation @ 7369 words: this one keeps tempting me to be longer, but I have the scenes mapped out to where I want them, I just need a little more of the romance b-plot in there. prob another 3-4k to write

the old guard

assassins last chapter @ 4820 words: just have to polish up one last transition scene or two, then do my edits, then it’s going live with the final chapter! been working on it near daily, but tomorrow’s my bday, so going to give myself a writing break

big bang pov switch @ 5395 words: this is the switched pov of my big bang (waiter!Nicky) with Joe’s POV, so it’s not going to be big bang length. it just hasn’t been getting focus. another 2-3k and it’ll be ready, though!

outlander time traveller’s wife old guard @ 6163 words: ...look, if I finish this fic in two years, I’ll be happy. it’s plotted. it’s mapped, it’s just so goddamn sprawling, I expect it to be 25-30k when it’s done, at minimum, and that’s scaring me, so it’s been backburnered

top gun maverick

hangster much ado @ 2386: what it says on the label. I’m doing a post-canon much ado about nothing fic! no clue how long this’ll get, it’s still such early stages, but prob 8-9k

roswell new mexico

jeweller au @ 5646 words: hallmark movie style au + aliens, where alex is marrying forrest, only he’s got doubts and michael is the guy making his super special ring and falling in love with the groom. many words left. many.

also! cowrites with @christchex!

atla

you look shitty zukka @ 0 words: ...look, as soon as I started reading the ‘ship, I knew this was coming. to be plotted, but basically, it’ll be zuko being super smooth with everyone but sokka, and it’s all just a way for me to get the ‘you look pretty’ ‘what’ ‘I SAID YOU LOOK SHITTY’ but in fic form

[drlockdown-reviews]

Got the video basically done except for the stabilization/graphics.

Now to see if its cleared. Now we wait and tweak a few things.

Probs gonna start on the Skybound Shorts tomorrow after the regular adjustments have been made.

[bekindtoyou4007]

Short warm body shower before bed and got to smell the nice soap and cream before getting into clean pjs and socks. I had an attempt at a slow morning, partially successful, before getting work done. Have a cheque to cash when I can, probably not tomorrow from the looks of it. Good news is I have another chance at a slow morning tomorrow so I can have a filling protein focused breakfast at home, prob Shrimp grits then some mango. Maybe I could even incorporate some stretches. I downloaded some cozy free games tonight with the help of H. Today I got a short 15 min walk in with some funny podcasts I was able to laugh out loud to, it was hazy today and grey but I did like looking at the foliage colours, all very warm toned against the grey. Those split squats are absolutely killer as it turns out, in a good way, and I will be going back again. Need to get both sides of course. My non tracking but weighing is going well the past 2 weigh ins, I think I might continue with just occasional monitoring this way to avoid getting to a number I'm worried about. As long as the belly fat ratio is in the black then I'm pretty much fine, anything else is just an added bonus.

[1d1195]

Sam bestie IM FINALLY FREE FOR THE SUMMER!! IVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH YOU DONT EVEN KNOW😭

I will try to make this as short as possible lol

Wait are you seeing Niall like over the summer??? Ahh very excited for you that sounds so fun! And doing nothing is the best! I love doing nothing :)

There’s nothing wrong with gel polish especially if you know that acrylics may be harder for your daily life! I do my own nails at home since when I was younger I went through a phase and I fully believed that I would be a nail tech lol that didn’t happen clearly but I gained something lol anyways I’m sure they look cute!

Wdym A FULL ON HEADLOCK?! And that’s his friend???? Yeah no that’s crazy, I would be so confused everyday because how is that something okay???

Anyways here’s some life updates! I am now BLONDE! I decided that after this past quarter was over I would be bleaching/coloring my hair at home :) I’ve never done anything other than cut my hair really short so I was very excited! Kinda risky considering I have very long, thick dark brown hair but it came out really well I think ! But I’m not staying a blonde because it freaks me out and I feel like I’m wearing weird Hannah Montana wig lol I’m going to mix a burgundy and magenta dye so I’m excited for when it will arrive! I did all of that today (Monday) :)

Also while I was waiting for my hair to lift I FINALLY read Thursday and Strong! I will try to make my thoughts short once again lol okay so of course I loved reading these both! I really loved seeing how they both changed over their break up and I think that even though they did change for the better, their love never really went away. But tell me why the whole coffee scene just gave me second hand embarrassment for that man HAHA I love the whole dramatics of it all! Plus I love that casual drop of her ex being mentioned because you know if you ever write about it I love me some jealousyrry 🤭

Now Strong?!? IT MADE ME SAD!! But I still enjoyed reading it! I related a little too much but at this point what’s new BAHHA also I’m such a slut for a friends to lovers trope so ofc I ate this up! I loved catching up on your posts!

How are you my love?! How is summer treating you? Have you’ve been treating yourself well? Anyways love you! Missed you lots!-💜

I WAS JUST THINKING YOU SHOULD BE BACK SOON 😭😭 I've missed you so much! How was your finals week? Did everything go smoothly? I'm sure you crushed it as always!

SO fun! I'm giving my hair a healthy summer chop tomorrow myself. My mom insisted I get my hair highlighted for the first time like two years ago. I've always wanted darker hair actually, but I'm pretty content with my brown. But blonde/burgundy/magenta will be a fun change and even though I don't do it with my own hair, I think it's fun to make changes! My hair grows so fast I'll probs be back to this length by the end of the summer. I love a Hannah Montana look though! That's so funny! It sounds like a great way to kick off summer and change things up! Tell me how you like it with the new colors in it when you get it done!

I actually already saw Niall on Saturday night. He's a cutie pie! His vocals are so nice and I was MOST impressed by his violinist Emily. She was number one SO talented. Also gorgeous. Unsure how she didn't kiss him while she was singing because her mouth was like two inches from his face when they sang together and I wouldn't have been able to help myself 😭 He said Boston felt like he was home in Dublin that he would be back etc. etc. 😭😭 It was such a nice night for an outdoor concert!

My gel polish is atrocious now. I also have a bad habit of picking at my cuticles/nails so it doesn't help. My nails have already grown out a lot in two weeks and it's so gross looking. The second it starts to chip my lizard brain is like "pick." I don't want to pay for another manicure but I might have to. I'm just a girl after all. Meanwhile my gel pedicure has been alive for over a month now and I WANT a pedicure but don't need one. I have the least dexterity for nails. I wish I was talented like that and it saves you a ton of money to do it yourself! 😂

I am done with children head-locking one another for a few weeks fortunately and they will not be in my class again so I am all set 😂

I'm glad you liked Thursday. I really didn't love what I came up with, but I'm glad others did. I'm hoping the next time I think about them will be better. Strong was really emotional for me. Didn't really have a similar experience to draw on exactly but the request was so well written. Friends to lovers is ALWAYS a vibe for me. Glad you had time to read!

I haven't really started summer just yet. But I am relaxed for the time being. I'm a little scatter-brained right now and I'm having trouble focusing on reading/writing. Not sure if it was the extra sleep or what. Minimum though, I'm trying to go for more walks this summer. Idk if you remember but one of my goals for 2024 was to be better about my self-care but I've not done a good job tbh. On top of that it seems to be the only thing anyone in my life talks about and it's kind of frustrating to listen to it when I'm lowkey struggling with like eating right, exercising, skincare, hair care, etc. But nonetheless, I'm determined to have a nice summer of relaxing and doing things that make me happy anyway.

Do you have anything fun planned for the summer? Anything you want to do that you're looking forward to? So excited to hear from you! I was truly waiting these last three days like "WHERE IS SHE I KNOW SHE'S ALMOST DONE."💕 Missed you tons! 😉

xoxo