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making my nightstand more aesthetic with a fresh coat of light pink paint and a new knob for the drawer ^_^
#will post pics when im done maybe#shut up luci#my room is kinda weird its split down the middle half white and pink vintage grandma coquette ish whatever#and the other half is dark woods and more gothic. fugly greige walls im not allowed to paint so i do my best to cover em up#my room is so cozy WHEN ITS NOT A FUCKING MESS
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some business to take care of
#i was tempted to caption this as she was a skater boy and she was also another skater boy but#duck scribbles#midoyuzu#enstars#whats up guys im being embarrassing again on main#been wanting a new phone wallpaper and this was born. its the lesbian version though im not showing that#midori takamine#yuzuru fushimi#yuzumido#ensemble stars#also have additional doodles that r kind of corny and im too ashamed to add into the main post so i might add on a reblog or maybe not#midterms were so awful i had to keep reminding myself i can go ham drawing whatever i want once im done. and naturally its this#anyways ive always liked midos city rider fit it suits her so well#always wanted to find a good one to pair w it and the wink killer 2nd half xscout was toooo good i was inspired immediately#finally could use this good ref pic ive had saved since forever i need to draw backgrounds more too it was rather fun somehow#mental state has been yoyoing an insane degree lately like come on i dont need to be reminded i am a useless hunk of meat every other day#with nothing good going for them. college is amazing at reminding me of such god bless#i have bad tendencies to self isolate behind the excuse of concentrating that i am trying to fix . but its hard to get back when i do#not to mention the entire Big Event happening over in good ol amerika serikat!!! my apathy is naturally immense#but whats some peace of mind here and there idk. im gonna read yuri
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a friend who'd wait :)
#im posting this very late because i was sort of weary of how it came out and ended up messing w it until it was like 4am oops.#and i have plans tmrw so... oh well! i did my best and ill put it out while i can!#and i tried to make the scene match barnard's colors lol#finn's ocs#finn's art#i know i said id do more sillay stuff with the simpler screentone only style but i had a couple more of these in me#and this is the first piece im making thats like an actual part of the story too rather than just setting stuff for fun#i wanna write something to go with it too but for now ill just sort of briefly explain the context in the tags here:#barnard has a pretty bad case of OCD and his compulsions have made it difficult to make friends in the past#he was never outright bullied or anything but people just didnt really have the patience to deal with it#he has compulsions that include stuff like walking through doors until it feels right and needing things to be perfectly aligned#which in group settings has lead to people having to wait for him to finish his rituals and join them#they might find it tolerable at first but eventually they grow impatient and hes just... not invited to stuff anymore#but juno is a newer member of the guild who ends up frequenting the same library. hes also kinda a little weird#and they dont become fast friends or anything but just sort of naturally spend time in the same place#though they never plan meetups they eventually fall into a routine. around the same time theyd just both be at the library#and read next to each other. and maybe talk a bit. and eventually they end up walking back to the guildhall together#since theyre going to the same place after all. and juno always waits for barnard outside the door#eventually barnard asks if this bothers him. juno kinda just tells him 'of course it does' without any malice or anything. just a statement#barnard is surprised and apologizes and juno says not to. but the next day juno doesnt show up at the usual time.#barnard assumes hes committed somekinda more by bringing it up. he ends up staying there late reading to get his mind off it & not ruminate#but when he leaves juno is in fact still waiting for him down the hall (see pic) having collected a bunch of books literally abt ocd#he fell asleep bc barnard stayed later than expected. and hes an eepy guy generally. and also one very bad at expressing himself#but now barnard gets that juno's 'of course it [bothers me]' had the implication of 'but its worth it' which no friend has previously done.#and from the interaction juno was also able to understand that this isn't something barnard just does for the hell of it so. he studies.#and checks a bunch of stuff out because he thinks it could help his friend too (theres ocd workbooks and such- i remember working w them)#and thats the point where they became more ''friends'' than ''pleasant library acquaintances''#from there on they also do get into juno's problems. whole other bag of worms. but this specific scene is more about bernard from his pov#sorry about when i said briefly explain. i lied </3#but compared to the whole sequence im picturing its brief so shhh
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you know you've hit rock bottom when by the end of the session your therapist hits the head in hands pose and goes "let's. l-let's just try to stay alive for now. n-no meds we'll just focus on finding the reasons to keep you here"
#we actually talked about possible meds options but. we just don't know what to go with jdkskskd#the ONLY antidepressants that worked on me are made only where i live and they literally taste like acid#and this is not even me exaggerating my therapist said this stuff could probably burn your stomach if you took too much. yikes#and they're like VERY strong so like. i'll probably need something just as strong. can i just get lobotomy atp#at least i brought my sunday plushie with me. i kept it in the backpack the entire time#but maybe one day he'll actually participate....#my mom took me taking sunday there so seriously like she kept asking for updates#and when i was done she was like “is sunny still there with you”#and i sent her a pic of him and i was like “we'll be home soon :)” and she was like “good job you two”#anyway bro yeah im trying. im trying#though tbh the problem is. not me having no reason to live but more like#having all the reasons and motivation but feeling like i don't deserve it#so it was like before sunday drip marketing “YAYAYAYAYAY I'LL DEFINITELY GET HIM I'LL DEFINITELY GET HIM”#and then after i was like “HOW DARE YOU MAKE ME STAY ALIVE FOR YOU” 😭😭#i-it's okay if it doesn't make sense to you im just. saying stuff#[ 💚 𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐭𝐚𝐥𝐤𝐬 ]#mmaybe i'll post a linagram vd tomorrow
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making sploon clay pins :3
#this first test one is gonna be mine cuz it might look like shit lmao#but imma be making some pins for my brother for his bday in a few days :p#i'll post a pic here when im done maybe#splatoon#yoshi talk
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ok i know maybe im being petty and i dont wanna be one of those “youre not a big enough fan to grieve >:(“ guys but i cant stand posts like this where no one wants to post pics of him from after 1995 (also they tend not to post pics from before 1990) 😭😭 he still existed after that yknow😭😭😭 he still made songs! LOTS of them! and theyre really good!!! and he was still handsome! come tf on guys 😭
#cici#Has anyone else noticed that he played w gender expectations and wore clothes associated w femininity more often when he was older#past these pics#i saw a post posting that one interview where he said he wanted to embody femininity too#but the post was accompanied w a bunch of pics of younger acchan and#im sure that interview was done when he was older#but they didnt post pics from around that time#im sorry maybe im just being a bitch#SIGH.
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#ok ik all the hot take asks are pre much done and the sparkly say smth nice asks are better but well I’ve been having thoughts all day at#work and want to get them out now so that’s what I’m doing lol#obvs for the past few months i think ppl are vv heavily leaning into the dnf /r and I firmly believe that they aren’t#like yes I enjoy being a multi shipper but I still primarily read dnf fics bc they’re cute dnf writers and artists MWAHH ilysm#but it’s been increasingly annoying how every move dnf make ppl hyper obsess over it and ignore everything else like blog what u want this#is tumblr dot com but I think ppl how only see dnf thro the lens of romantic do much more ‘harm’ than ppl who dont#like the argument about taking validation out of their very REAL amazing friendship just gets over shadowed by omg Dream posted a pic of#geogre they’re in LOVE and sucking and FUCKING every night. like#and then completely disregard when dnf do and say the exact same shit about all their other friends#like dream has explicitly said they aren’t dating (ignore that tho) amd that’s he’s kissed multiple ppl since coming out (ignore that too)#and their friends naturally say that they’re all single (ignore that too) idk man it’s ok they like to pander amd that dream is a toxic#dnfer but it’s all just For Funsies. another thing is ppl CONSTANTLYYYY putting geohres sexuality under a microscope oh he drinks lemonade#from Starbucks he’s soooo gay like dumb shit like that is so irritating#the fact that geogre has never once talked about his sexuality except that one instance where he got a DONO about it proves how much it#just doesn’t matter or apply to the type of content creator he is/wants to be#to be clear if he is or isn’t or dnf every explicitly announce their romantic relationship im gonna be sooooo happy and supportive like aw#dnfogies🫶🏻 but I think there’s a 99.9% chanve that’ll never happen so maybe we should all just care a Little Less and focus on out lgbt#creators if that’s smth u wanna watch/blog about idk maybe I’m just burnt out from the phandom but whyyyyy does is matter what their#sexualities are they play minecraft who cares who CARESSSS idk maybe just having older brothers around dtqk ages has made me realize that#guys will just act homiesexual no matter What#guys are just Like That and tbc I’m not saying that just bc gnf hasn’t made an official coming out doesn’t mean he’s not queer but for the#sake of his contwnt it doesn’t matter either way ? so why are ppl talking about it on the daily idk man it’s just annoying but Oh Well#at the end of the day they’re all famous white guys and nothing matters hurray !!
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i was convinced i worked til five today but im off at TWO let’s GO GIRLS
#i’ve been spring cleaning and i’m in such a roll gonna keep it up once im off!#i found another horsie petroglyph too :3 gonna maybe start that today#or keep going with my painting card deck! i made the box for them and am still decorating it#when its done i’ll post a pic!#just a regular card box that i collaged with the sky and some hands i painted#and those little mirrors i’ve been so jazzed ab but have not been able to use
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this morning i witnessed a post on here that made me clench my fist so hard... is that what y'all always feel like when you see a poor take???
#i resisted the urge to hate the hater back#it was so needlessly unkind#some guy on reddit posted a pic of Tik-Tok (from Return to Oz (1985) the adaptation of Ozma of Oz (1906))#and yea he said boomer shit like “nOw ThIs Is ThE TiKtOk wE hAd WhEn We WeRe YoUnG”#but the tumblrina just pulled up Ozma of Oz sayin “ppl born in 1890/1900 turn 40 this year i didn't know” like BRO#YOU PUT RETURN TO OZ IN YO TAG WHY ARE YOU PULLING UP OZMA OF OZ#YES PEOPLE BORN BEFORE 1985 TURN 40 WELL DONE ON THAT ONE#ALSO WHAT. WHY– HUH??? BOOKS HAVE PERMANENCE YKNOW. YOU DON'T HAVE TO BE THERE THE YEAR IT WAS PUBLISHED TO ENJOY IT#HE COULD BE TURNING 20 FOR ALL THAT MATTER#anyways p sure the tumblrina was trying to do a funnie but . dude. that was just picking on a guy that too prolly pulled a funnie#augh#maybe i am over reacting tho ... sigh#rambling#also i did assume the redditors pronouns but i can't be bothered to edit all them tags im sorry random person i don't know
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ok im doing my hair rn
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trying to go through the photos on my phone and sort them into dif albums to then have an easier time sorting through each album later and i didnt get em all done tonight, but. i got 10,120 out of 22,488 sorted into separate albums for tonight, i feel like thats not too bad?
#toy txt post#to be clear. 22488 is the amount in the camera album thats on the SD card. it is not the total amount of pics/vids i have saved on my phone#this is going to be extraordinarily tedious but if i can get it done and stay on top of it i think it might be worth it#i should still comb through at some point and delete some but! thay will hopefully be easier once i separate them into smaller piles!#part of the problem here is i take a bajillion pics of my pets and then also everytime i go to an aquarium i seem to average#over 1000 photos per visit that i never go through. so. yeah#idk maybe when im done sorting and tagging and combing i can actually fuckin post some places#even tho there aint a lot of places left that feel worth posting to :/#anyway#ALSO to clarify while the sd card camera album is not the total amount of pics on my phone it is. the Largest album#its the only one that broke into 5 digits#but i have like 6 others thats are 4digit numbers#2 of them pretty high. 4143 and 5583 respectively. so after i have the 2 camera albums sorted i think ill try to tackle those next#and i thought id tag right in my 'pets' album but idk? theres a lot so maybe it would be easier to give each pet their own at least til i#can get their pics tagged or whatever haha?
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im obsessed with painting nails again :p
#rambling#no on one here knows probably#but i was OBSESSED with painting my nails in highschool#im talking proper nail art#i'd change them every week :>#but then i stopped in college bc i had less free time#and i wasnt patient enough to do it anymore#but recently i've gotten into glue on nails#and i can get loads of blank fake nails for pretty cheap#and tons of stickers. and little metal charms and plastic flowers <3#so i can paint them when i have time. and glue them on when i feel like wearing them <3 (which at this point is all the time kjdnfkjnsdf)#like for the past month i've changed my nails every week#with maybe a few days in between where i just done wear any :P#and im LIVING!!! <333#i get to be creative again with my little canvases <3#between today and yesterday i painted 3 sets of nails 🤡#i did a beach themed set today that im really excited to put on 😊#i just bought a bunch of gel nail polishes. and im thinking about getting more ksdnjkds#i'll definitely be posting pics of my cute nails in the future so thats something everyones gonna have to deal with lmao
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okay idk why but I'm feeling like giving some Will info soooo
he used to take his siblings clothes/shoes/backpacks basically anything he could and paint and draw on them and then give them back like nothing happened. his siblings were never mad either because they all ended up looking cool and they loved it 😊
#asks#cozyacres#oc:will#literally have never posted a pic of him#.... or have i? idk really i mean i did when i was posting the story but he was only a kid at that point#OMG his house has been done for like 2yrs i could show#he started taking lips things as well and maybe some of grants not as much and reagans of course she loves it so fucking much#ive posted reagan and lip but not grant wow im bad at sharing my ocs but i have a ton because *rotation*
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#ive been looking thru pics from this summer and damn do i have allot unfinished paintings and drawings#and some of them r pretty cool and original too but i just could not see it at the time#i felt the urge to work largely without reference which yielded cool stuff but it was also allot harder to figure out when smth was done#and when i felt that something was missing it made it harder to identify what that may be#anyways im doing smth in gouache for the first time in over a year and im gonna stick to it bc i dont wanna repeat the pattern#plus i dont wanna waste the fancy big format paper its on lol#anyways im quite confident and happy with the result when directly working frm references but artistically i just dont find it satisfying#i might work up the courage to post some unfinished stuff bc why not#also i found some rly cool thumbnails and ideas id forgotten about#music#Bandcamp#omg also i had this awkward ass moment where i was trying to walk past a guy and he like kept on getting closer to me even tho i was at the#edge of the sidewalk and kept on matching my pace even when i was nearly running#and like throwing glances at me until i finally passed him at an intersection#maybe im just overthinking but its like he wanted it to seem like i was with him or smth?#but he didnt try to talk to me#anyways ive had much worse interactions with men#its jst embarrassing to think ppl may have thought i was with that rando fuckboy looking man#and ive been celibate by choice for years now so mayb that contributes to me being esp put off and self conscious at the idea of coming#accross differently
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dude I have gotten so much stuff done this morning it's insane
#personal#FINALLY took pics and send the final image off to my cousin for his commission#yes its been done but now its DONE#i just need to find out what shipping is for it and ill be complete for real#thatll be a tomorrow task tho bc i do not have time for the post office this afternoon unfortch#and theyll close before i get off work anyway#but thats okay going to the post office is easy#next thing on my agenda is calling the local community theater bc i wanna see what they want when you audition#bc i think i might audition for their next play..... just for funsies#am i theater person? not really. but i can sew and paint and create all day long so i could at least help if they want if#it lol#plus i could be more involved in the community and thatd be really neat#but im actually nervous to call which is very weird i dont get nervous much anymore#so im gonna wait til i get to work so i can have my coworker sit by me when i do it so ill be less freaked lol#anyway. i am KILLING IT!!!#maybe these new meds are finally working.....??
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Idk why but Nikignik's lil throat clear rumble and sucking in air through his teeth thing made me laugh
#idk i just like it#on epidisode 10 and still on row 3 of my blanket#theyre very long rows#maybe ill post a pic when im done#hfth#unesheet posts a thing
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