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so basically clav just shared the best fanfic ive ever read and also im crying and also im waiting for my ao3 invitation. andphrherhy..
#desire mona#whyd you do that to me#it was so chte#now im rememberjng the actual movie and ikmbsbsha#dead poets society#neil perry#todd anderson#anderperry#clav appearance
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left and leaving is truly an album of all time
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#nourann.txt#tw suicide#having a moment#wanting to diiiie#im not made for life or smth idk nothing works im too stupid i cant handle shit#wish i had managed to smash my skull and die on impact all these years ago#so mad i picked an efficient method and FOR WHAT#i souldnt be alive hhhhhhh#si is stupid and life is stupid so what now#feeling mega sick and restless ughhhh#imagine if i had a gun and id put it in my mouth i wonder what thatd feel and taste like#and then i would splatter my damn brain on the damn walls. what then (nothing id be deaddddd)#not that id ever get a gun but let a bitch dream#no but literally how did i fail#damn femur taking the blunt of the shock broooo it was supposed to be my skull it was supposed to be immediate and painless#whyd you do that to me#you know that multiverse theory like everytime you take a decision it branches out into different universes with each possible decision#and its consequences#cant explain well not much brainpower rn#but yeah sometimes i think that theres a multiverse where i died#and idk how i feel about it ig sometimes sad but rn. envious lmao
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You are not supposed to be here. You don’t belong here. Get out get out get out GET OUT-
fanart for chapter 4 of take little bites by @bigdvmnhero
bonus. because i couldnt pick a single scene to draw out LMAO
#my art#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rottmnt movie#OKAY SO. I COULDNT JUST REBLOG WITH MY DAMN THOUGHTS#I HAD TO GET THEM OUT ON THE CANVAS BECAUSE HAUAUUHGH#.andy. your work inspires color and emotion and imagery so vividly in my head#ive said it before that every sentence is like a brush stroke#and i mean it#theres so much you pack into every word i RAAAGH (BITES IT)#there are so many of them i could pick out but oh my God the last two lines#the simultaneous protectiveness. comfort. and downright Haunting#ill never leave you.............. andy whyd you do this to me#(also. if nobody can tell that i wrote GET OUT with the bg. i will die violently)
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this show would be good if literally everything about it was different
#read these tags please(unless ur an HH fan in which case please ignore them) >>> I DO NOT LIKE THIS SHOW#i hate viv///ziepop so fucking much its actually unreal. every time i think about her i seethe#been hatewatching it ('legally') nd its awful. like i mean i knew it would be going into it but goddamn. so much worse than i expected#you may be like 'whyd you draw this then'. i wanted to make a finished piece with my redesigns#for funsies me and my boyf have been rewriting/redesigning the whole show . thats been our fun little craft#i feel similar about this that i do about fnaf and miraculous ladybug even tho this is objectively worse in every way#theres this eternal feeling of like. man. if the writers were competent then this concept would be interesting#but theyre not so. here we are#anyway. im gona try not to put hate in the tags lol#but i like how this turned out too much NOT to post it#anyways mutuals please dont unfollow me for this i promise im normal JDSFHJKDFHJDFKHJK#Hazbin Hotel Redesigns#Hazbin Hotel Critical#Angel Dust#Husk#Huskerdust#I guess.#genuinely a little scared to post this ones. im scared ill lose mutuals over this AND/OR fans will harass me for those tags JHKSDFHJKJK#im posting it and then immediately going to sleep. might delete later if even 1 thing goes wrong#EDIT RL QUICK i wanna add: i dont care if you like the show <33 good for you!!! i respect it!! i liked it when i was 14. i just dont now. <#cloudysarts
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Thinking about how similar Rose and Dirk are in this specifically-- the idea that they know what's right, they know how to fix it all, and thus they're justified in doing whatever it takes to fix it no matter what. Of COURSE putting them in a room together and isolating them for a notable length of time would make both of them Worse About This.
And of course neither of them is happy about it. They find comfort in each other because they egg each other on about this stupid fucking plan but. There's no way either of them can make the other feel ok again.
Because BOTH OF THEM know that this isn't right. Both of them know that if the rest of the gang gets there its game over, because there's no way Rose doesn't listen to the rest of the gang. Dirk is harder to convince, yes, but he'll listen to Rose and he'll listen to Roxy and he might even listen to Callie.
Neither of them wants to deal with their own issues. Neither of them knows how to deal with their own issues. Rose grew up and every time she had a major personal issue in her adolescence it was overshadowed by SAVE THE UNIVERSE. Dirk grew up alone with his only future being SAVE THE UNIVERSE. This is how each of them learned to cope. If you're having problems, then SAVE THE UNIVERSE.
It is a terrible way for them to cope.
They're trying to pretend it's not, but it is, and both of them know it is, and I can't fucking wait to see them have to grapple with that.
#me vibing#homestuck#upd8 spoilers#homestuck beyond canon#rosebot#ult dirk#im going to be thinking about i'm doing this for all of us forever#whyd you run away to do it then huh dirk#he's . sobbing.#they need to go to therapy not save the universe again#neither of them will ever do this. but i can dream.
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i??? made a strawpage??? i guess???
#[—✦ strawpage#strawpage#how do you do this#the amount of customization is insaneee#but mine's so. empty.#whyd this take me 30 mins#there is literally nothing important in there 😭#oh well -
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just need to give a shoutout to all the people who interact w me or the things i make on here for the love and good vibes. twitter's been pissing me off the past couple days and i just think it reaffirms i'll never really leave tumblr bc the fandom culture here is just so much.. more lol
#more respectful funnier more loving more fun in a lot of ways#getting lectured by ppl years younger than me abt why posting shit without credit is ok when its like#all the best and most fun fandom spaces are dying#ppl are growing up sure but all these ppl are like 'i used to make gifs so heres why ur wrong' and its like#oh you USED to? well whyd u stop ? bc the effort level wasnt worth it just to be#saved and reposted w ill intent or not get any interaction like its so#everything is abt a race for interaction on the dumbest n most unoriginal jokes#its extremely frustrating to try to justify spendinf any time doing anything online anymore when ppl are so fcuking flippant like its crazy#'heres a shitty unsized n uncoloref gif i ran through some website and IM okay w ppl reposting' like lol#anyway when giffing dies itll be a sad fuckinf day to me jfkd truly a useless skill#but that means everyone still doing it is doing it for the love of the game or#the love of archival work and it makes ppl beinf so fuckinf disrespectful#or going to bat for nonsense seem so absurd to me like#really . really. if u have an option to share where it originally came from with one less click#ur gonna choose NOT to do that and instead repost just to insinuate the person who made it did it to insult someknes appearance#like. its just so.#fandom is dying and its so sad and etiquette is nowhere to be found so NXKKD gratefuo for the ppl gere#and sorry for the rant#none of thise matters but ive had an abundance of free time the past few says so ive been STEWING#mostly just want to say i love u all NDKKS and even if ive complained abt interaction its mostly just tbing website dying more than anything#which. is so sad lol#but i love everyone still here
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Every time I’m happy I think about the fact that Leo never got to say hello to Jason again. Jason knew he lived and he knew he was okay, and he was so happy for him, but they never got to meet again :( the moment at the airport where Piper started sobbing and telling Leo about Jason’s last moments… yeah, that makes me a little less happy.
#percy jackson#pjo hoo toa#leo valdez#percy jackson heroes of olympus#pjo hoo#piper mclean#trials of apollo#pjo toa#toa#whyd u do me like that#ricky when i catch you ricky#mf pain
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etho was slain by goodtimewithscar
#IM UNWELL IM UNWELL IM UNWELL IM UNWELL IM LOSING IT IM HAVING A MENTAL BREAKDOWN /POS#IM NOT AN ARTIST BUT THE IMAGE IS HAUNTING ME I DID MY BEST#ETHO WHYD YOU HAVE TO SAY THAT IM NEVER RECOVERING#ethoslab#trafficblr#secret life smp#secret life smp spoilers#secret life spoilers#trafficblr spoilers#blood tw#death tw#nameless art#PLEASE GOD LET SOMEONE WHOS A BETTER ARTIST DO SMTH LIKE THIS#THIS WAS 2 HOURS ON PROCREATE IM AN AUTHOR I GAVE UP#ETHO YOU MAKE ME MENTALLY ILL
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tiny wip siffrin as payment for the homestuck spam continuting. now.
#sent my stupid emails i can backscroll eternally once more#lucabytetalks#half the isat fanbase also being homestucks has really made me crawl back out of my hole. is it safe again#can i come out of my nuclear fallout bunker. dont make any sudden moves ill bite you if you startle me#''hey man hows it going remember dirkjohn haha'' CHOMP. aw shit sorry . anyway yeah i do what was fucking up with that for real#whyd the fanbase do that for a second. that was so weird. was it ... homophobia? i feel insane. where am i#remember when everybody didnt pick up on the class metaphor of jane and roxy's friendship and got mad at trans women inste--#[is dragged away by the authorities before i can mention gamzeegate in any detail]
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its so crazy how 3L is literally not that serious. but It Can Be. if you use your beautiful mind
#thats where all the fun is at....#i'm haunted by desertduo thoughts sorry. whyd they do all that#3L grian makes me want to chew on plaster the entire thesis of his character ca n be interpreted as him hopelessly trying to atone for a si#that he will ultimately never be forgiven for & that will ultimately become his own downfall!#like the finale of 3L is just this beautiful karmic parallel like this insane manifestation of his guilt coming back to eat him alive#to finish the job! to Make Him to finish the job!#& i think 3L desertduo has this weirdly beautiful capacity to read as a larger metaphor for dealing with the loss of a loved one#internalizing it as your fault; trying to atone for your own guilt; doing whatever you can to keep what little of them is left alive#but in the end no matter how hard you try reality remains reality and the truth remains clear:#one of you is alive and the other is not. and nothing can change this. nothing is going to ever change this#you have to let them go. and it can feel so torturous. it can feel like you're murdering the memory of them all over again#but theres only one way that this can end#something about sand castles not being made to last something about dust and memories slipping in between your fingers#sorry. i feel normal about this i promise
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for literal years (i have no sense of time, its honestly probably just half a year but i could be horrifically wrong—i blame covid for destroying it), i have had this... au. where i just. put nanami. in hsr.
like—instead of caelus or stella being the mc, nanami is and thats whats hes been doing all those years when he was away from sorcery. i do hc that he spent at least one year as a salaryman to get that signature "my soul has been sucked out by capitalism" look and "we should reform society to be better" mindset lmao
i imagine that like—the way it works is that everything happens roughly the same in the main story, its just the little minute differences that change kinda like how everyones playthru of hsr is slightly different because we chose diff dialogue options or whatever
so like—he goes thru belobog, goes thru the xianzhou, goes thru penacony, and then all the side quests, and thats when he decides to go back home (did i base it off my own hsr progress? haha... yeah. lmao)
i dont know who exactly he goes down back to earth with but i do have this one scene in my head where he meets up with himeko. and as much as i like the idea of him going down alone, i dont think the express is gonna let him lmao. best i can imagine is march and welt. welt because this is the most similar to his old home of hi3 (which i want to play so bad but alas i have a life), and march because she serves as a nice contrast to the low energies of nanami and welt AHAHA
i did consider benching her since shes been going to expeditions nonstop but like—the contrast gotta b there honey, thats what you call good writing and good character dynamic lmao. but yeah—he goes down, calls up gojo, and welt and march go off to fuck about.
i imagine that gojos fuckin stunned to see him after so many years because like—he was working a dead end job and then one day he fucking disappears. and it would scare gojo too since like, his entire thing is being able to see things, to percieve things, and as op as gojo is, im p sure he isnt able to see far enough to find nanami in the cold and dark depths of space. all he knows is—he was there, and then, his cursed energy disappears like a candle that went out. all he can assume is that he died or some curse users got to him. but if he died, a sorcerer of his caliber would produce a CRAZY curse spirit. and if curse users got to him, there would be some sort of trace or destruction left behind as a trail because nanami wont go that easy and if he did turn into a curse user, he would be able to pick up the curse energy residue.
so now here he is, back infront of him like some kind of disappearing act AND with some strange and crazy energy inside him. like a fucked up star or black hole or something. somethings obviously happened to him, and if the weird disappearance and reappearance or the weird-ass thing inside him didnt clue him in—he would rip out his own eyes. and he KNOWS that is this nanami because the Six Eyes never lie. (hehe kenjaku prison realm moment)
so now hes tasked with figuring out what the fuck happened to nanami and what the fuck that pulsing thing inside him is—but hes conflicted about it because jesus christ, it was just him and ieiri for so long and theyre both so desperate and so happy to see an old friend again and—and they don't know if they can disregard whatever the fuck happened to him and if hes a threat, because god they missed him so much (hehe geto moment)
MEANWHILE march and welt are snooping around and they find a curse, which they easily defeat obviously and welt has... a WEIRD feeling about these "curses". like hes experienced facing this kind of energy before... so they go curse hunting a little bit more and holy shit. thats when welt realizes.
the reason why the curses and curse energy is so familiar is because he REALLY DID face this sort of energy before—and he faced that energy in the form of rAIDEN MEI WHEN SHE WAS WAVING AROUND HER NIHILITY ABILITIES. so now the express HAS to start meddling because the fucking NIHILITY is HERE and this world has been drowning in the powers of the nihility for actual fucking CENTURIES and at this point, and its going to be too goddamn predictable if theres a fucking stellaron causing it. (there isnt but theyre so used to it at this point lmao)
so yeah! thats my setup for an hsr x jjk crossover lmao
oh yeah its totes nanago AHAHHAHAHA—its implied but idk if it got thru KJHDFJLGkHSLK
#wynn talks#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#nanami kento#nanago#gojo satoru#gojo x nanami#nanami kento x gojo satoru#nanami x gojo#jjk headcanons#jjk au#jjk crossover#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr crossover#hsr headcanons#its 1 am again#and i have a midterm due in two days again#and ive barely started. again.#ughhhh jlnlkjsfglksjdgh#god if u exist why do you hate me#whyd u make me so goddamn sick to the point i cant even work properly anymore#eugh#probably because of all that blasphemy i did lmao#wynn's story ideas
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read a fic from señor bun’s pov
why yes i did weep
#it was magical realism and bun could talk back#the premise was wacky but#one of the scenes was the locked in the closet thing#but from señor bun’s perspective#he kept wondering where his kid was#and i just#teared up#bro whyd you do me like this#anyways#i love one eric r bittle#omgcp#omg check please
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Reading Wit's conversation with 'Nomad' in Sunlit man and I'm sitting here like what did you do Hoid. What happened on Roshar. What are the 'events in Alethkar.'
Hoid I love you but if you are the cause of any hurt for my Bridge Four and adjacent guys I will be MAD
#wren reads#sunlit man#sunlit man spoilers#trying to piece things together is fun#theres something homely about roshar beinf Home#like yeah i understood that reference#so true king dirt IS weird#anyway SIGZIL MY BOY#what HAPPENED#stormlight archives#book five is gonna RUIN me#i also love how the word spren isnt mentioned until after this conversation#though if youve read stormlight you pick up pretty quickly thats what aux is#ALSO BRO whyd you break your oath what happened????#are you the only one who did???#he thought wit was kal i dont know how i feel about that aaaah#this is making me wanna reread stormlight#though i might instead do an In Order cosmere read#and catch all the one of books ive missed so far#need to reread dawnshard because i DID read that but forgot most of the signficance
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"Listen, I love seeing you get into it after the whistle, too, man. Because you'll throw down—Like, you and [Steven] Stamkos went at it... you been going at it with a lot of different guys, but Evan Bouchard—" "I'm not tough! I'm not tough! No! I felt bad about that, man..." "I gotta ask about the chokehold, though! With Evan and he's like tapping out! Is he making any noises? Do you even know that he's in a compromised position? That maybe he can't breathe or whatever? What was going through your mind when this happened? And what was your reaction when you saw it afterwards?" "Yeah, I mean, listen some guys like to keep up the persona... I'm not the toughest guy in the league, I'll never claim to be that. I don't fight often. I haven't—I don't think I did last year at all, but I do believe in protecting yourself. You know, I saw Barkov get hit, and it was pretty dirty hit in my mind—in the moment, right?...before and after replay, and stuff like that. You understand the league made the right call, and what not... But, I see him, he's vulnerable, he's one of their better players, one of our better players on the ice, that was all it was, right? Just grab him and do something. You know, I felt bad about it, I apologised to him in the handshake line on the way out, right? It's all part of the game."
"What did he say? 'No problem'?" "'Go fuck yourself!'" "No, he said, 'All good, no issue.' I'm sure I'll get hit from behind next year or something so..." "'See, I got 45 points in playoffs...'" "Hey, but I'm with ya! I said it at the time! The Draisaitl hit on Barkov—Like, he knew what he was doing, he went straight through his head...I don't know..." "It's—No doubt, no doubt." "...In regular season he's probably getting suspended. You know, if that's the regular season..." "Yeah, and you know what? It all ended well, and Barkov was fine so... the league made the right call obviously, right?" "Yeah..." "Whatever...but when Max Domi—years ago...and he's kind-of like pressuring you, pressuring you, and you're like, 'What?' And you didn't get your guard up and he catches you with one...he catches you right in the jaw, you ate one! Were you thinking afterwards like, 'Man, I know I'm drawing a penalty here, but I gotta protect myself so I don't eat a fucking punch again like this, and set myself back with concussions'?" "Yeah, that obviously taught me a lot about protecting myself, for sure. For sure. You'd rather be the first one in there than the last one so...Yeah, it's not about dropping the gloves or anything, but getting your guard up and—definitely being the first guy to separate yourself, I think, is important. Yeah, I mean, that's all I'm gonna say about that."
The Cam & Strick Podcast | 7.30.24 (x)
hey diddle diddle the cat with the fiddle...
"im not tough im not tough noooooo i felt bad about that man 😣😣🫣" dear god our players are acting like theyre not war criminals...ekky notoriously not a fighter hes just here for a fun time its not his fault he manages to get involved in every single scrum and starts ragdolling bodies guys
#aaron ekblad#aleksander barkov#florida panthers#i cant believe we got ekky to talk about the sasha hit...oh my god OH MY GOD#ekky absolutely resolute in his own conclusion but then trying to be as neutral as possible when talking about the way the league handled i#babygirl has his job on the line#“it was a dirty hit” “he aimed straight through his head” “if it was regular season it wouldve been a suspension”#“but also the league made the right decision at the end of the day ig”#i felt that “whatever” in my soul i went oh yeah im sure ekky#i know its your job or whatever to not light this league on fire but i dont have the same qualms the league shouldve been harsher :)#your feet left the ground dont “im not someone who plays wanting to injure” me :)#that may be true at other points in time but in that fucking moment your intent was to injure#i thought id be over this by now but no im still very much not#im still gonna be fucking petty over this shit till the day i die you hear me#do you ever think about ekky essentially admitting he felt so antsy that it pushed him to do something he later regrets because he just fel#so powerless and wanted to regain an ounce of control back in a 1 for 1 nightmare scenario#he talks a lot with his hands so yeah it is certainly something to see him start to fiddle with them as he starts to remember the sasha hit#this is just a fascinating study on ekkys habits and mannerisms when he starts to feel restless#also whyd you have to whine out the “im not tough im not tough noooooo”#man haunted by his past sins but would do them again if it mean sasha would be okay by the end of it#or however that goes
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