#feeling mega sick and restless ughhhh
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#nourann.txt#tw suicide#having a moment#wanting to diiiie#im not made for life or smth idk nothing works im too stupid i cant handle shit#wish i had managed to smash my skull and die on impact all these years ago#so mad i picked an efficient method and FOR WHAT#i souldnt be alive hhhhhhh#si is stupid and life is stupid so what now#feeling mega sick and restless ughhhh#imagine if i had a gun and id put it in my mouth i wonder what thatd feel and taste like#and then i would splatter my damn brain on the damn walls. what then (nothing id be deaddddd)#not that id ever get a gun but let a bitch dream#no but literally how did i fail#damn femur taking the blunt of the shock broooo it was supposed to be my skull it was supposed to be immediate and painless#whyd you do that to me#you know that multiverse theory like everytime you take a decision it branches out into different universes with each possible decision#and its consequences#cant explain well not much brainpower rn#but yeah sometimes i think that theres a multiverse where i died#and idk how i feel about it ig sometimes sad but rn. envious lmao
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