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damagedintellect · 1 year ago

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Nakahara Chuuya x Reader

💌 Would this be considered a social suicide? : Chapter 6 💌

Summary: You knew it was dangerous to take walks at night but hearing the water rushing under the bridge was calming to your nerves. You didn’t imagine you’d ever fall into the river and somehow wake up in your favorite anime. The isekai that I’m sure will come back to haunt me. It’s kept me up all night but I might as well get the brainrot out.

Notes: Reader is Isekai’d into BSD, Slow to start, Chuuya is endgame but there’s a fair bit of reader & Dazai moments too okay like a lot of Dazai moments, implied poly but not really

This will be the last update for a while because Artfight starts in a few days and it takes place during the whole month of July. The theme is Vampire vs Werewolves which has me laughing my ass off, IT'S LITERALLY BSD THEMED I CAN'T IT'S TOO MUCH!!! I'm planning on siding with Vampire's since *SPOILERS* home boi is under the vampirism.

Tags: @celestair

💌 Word count: 2,871 💌 Available Chapters [1] [2] [3] [4] [5] [6] [7] [8]

A few days later was the day Kunikida had a very important schedule to uphold. Everyone was left to their own devices and it was a nice change of pace compared to the past few weeks. You had mostly finished up your tasks for the day and were acting like you were still busy so no one would bother you. Kunikida had left a few minutes ago when you got a message from an unknown number. You had no idea who it was but they had asked you to meet at the station. The one Kunikida was currently at. Could it be Chuuya? You observe Dazai as he agonizes over not being able to ruin the blonde's day yet. It's possible he gave Chuuya your number but you didn't want to ask. You would rather not get involved. It's not like the redhead didn't have other means of gaining that information.

You left with Yosano since you were going to the same area. Upon arrival you knew you had time to spare. You waited on the bench that you remember Chuuya sitting on knowing he would show up after he was done reporting the bomber incident to Mori. You shot him a quick text and waited. Something along the lines of "Don’t worry about the vendetta bomber guy, glasses mans has it handled :3" yes you added the face. It was a necessary component to the message.

It wasn’t too long after that you felt the rumble of Kunikida's beckon to Yosano. Judging by the lack of Chuuya he probably stayed to watch despite your message. You don't blame him. In fact this just makes you fall for him more. Even if Kunikida wasn't the one to save the day he stayed back to make sure and would have stepped in accordingly. Are you giving him too much credit? Probably, but you also wondered why he even called you to the station and having time to kill makes your brainrot show.

"Your ability confuses me ya know. It’s like having a less malicious Dazai."

You looked up when Chuuya’s standing in front of you. "You're not wrong," that's how this entire experience felt like to you anyways. It’s interesting being able to manipulate the situation simply because you know everything. You know what they say, knowledge is power and all. "So why'd you wanna meet up?"

He looked off to the side fiddling with his hair as he walked off waiting for you to follow him "See confusing, I figured you'd already know that." He spoke soft as if it was more of an afterthought as he rubbed the back of his neck avoiding your gaze. "Even if you did know I guess you'd want to hear me say it." He stopped to turn to you fully. "I want to apologize for the other night."

Your face was dusted with color at the memory "Oh" this was unexpected. Did he really feel that bad? He grabbed you by the hand pulling you along before you could interject. When he got to the gate he dropped a ticket and pushed you through before inserting another ticket for himself. He resumed holding your hand as he led you to the platform. He was being awfully quiet and you had no idea where he was taking you. If you were taking the train it must be far, otherwise he would have just drove you there instead. You were taking the Keikyu Main Line but that didn't help you much with your very limited knowledge of the area. After all, you didn't originally live in Yokohama. He practically threw you into a seat while he leaned on the pole next to where you were sitting. He pulled his hat down but you could see the faint red that ghosted his cheeks and ears.

Was he embarrassed about the other night or holding your hand? It could be both. You didn't know how long you'd be on the train for and you didn't really have anything to occupy your time but you didn’t want to stare at Chuuya for the entire journey. You turned slightly to stare outside. You watched the outside for 20 minutes before Chuuya said anything "We’re getting off here." He offered you his hand again. You couldn't help your heart fluttering. What was going on? Where was he taking you?

He pulled you to another platform on the Kanazawa Seaside Line. This time the cart was fully packed. You were both pushed into the corner of the cart right in front of one of the windows. The gravity around you shifted as the train started moving while everyone had felt the jerk in momentum you and Chuuya stayed in place as he put an arm on your shoulder. He was facing out the window but was still side-eyeing you. You tilted your head still lost at what was happening. "Where are we going?" You genuinely had no idea.

"Look for yourself." He motioned out the window.

He pointed across the way to the big ferris wheel. He was taking you to the amusement park? Was this a date!? When he saw your flustered expression he was taken aback. "It's not what you think! It's just that I wanted to make up for the other night. Shitty Dazai told me I should send flowers to the office so I decided to do the opposite and take you out instead." He seemed just as flustered as you. So this was Dazai’s doing. After you told Dazai about your implied polygamous relations you hadn’t spoken about your fake past. The lanky motherfucker doesn't bring it up either but when he looks at you there's something new in his eyes. You still can't read him to save your life. You wish you could have heard his inner monologue about it. He probably told Chuuya knowing the redhead would do the opposite of what he suggested. Landing you some alone time with one of your forgotten lovers.

Before you could stop yourself the words flew out of your mouth. "So it's a date then."

"It's an apology!" He near shouted in his defense before adding "but if your ability wants it to be, then yes, it's a date." He grumbled, turning away to look out the window. His minor attraction to you was becoming apparent. You'd have to thank Dazai for this later. He grabbed your hand and pulled you out of the car once you got to your stop.

Hekkejima sea paradise. It was a free aquarium and park that had paid attractions, rides and experiences. There were a lot of couples walking around. With the way Chuuya was holding your hand it definitely felt like a date. You started off walking through the aquarium. As you looked at all the fish you couldn't help but recall one of Chuuya’s units from the mobile game where he was at the aquarium. In the picture he was wearing a dolphin necklace. When you go to the giftshop you should get matching ones. You wondered if he'd actually wear it.

You were spacing out thinking about it when he snapped his fingers in front of your face "You still with me? I asked if there was anything else you wanted to see." Chuuya sighed defeated. He knew this was a stupid idea, maybe he should have just gone with the flowers. "If you're that bored we can do something else-"

"No it's not that!" You frantically cut him off. "I was just enjoying Chuuya’s company. Guess I got carried away." You rested your head on his shoulder. He jumped slightly at the contact. Once he peered around a bit he leaned into you as well. You relaxed further into his side. This moment was perfect. You don’t know how long you stayed like that for since you were watching the fish swim around the tank. Then it occurred to you just what fish you had been staring at. You started laughing almost maniacally catching Chuuya off guard “What’s so funny?” He looked to you in confusion searching your face for any answers. You just couldn’t, it was too funny to you. You lifted your shaky hand pointing at the tank. “That school of fish, it’s mackerel!” you had another laughing fit as you took out your phone. Chuuya stifled his laugh but he was laughing more at you then his shitty nickname for Dazai. You pulled him in closer, turning your phone to try and get a photo with you, Chuuya and the fish. Obviously you were going to send it to Dazai asking him “what’s he doing there?” You didn’t even care that the mackerel was blurry. You captured Chuuya mid laugh. It was a really cute picture of you both. You didn't even think twice before sending it off to Dazai.

After you finished making your way around the aquarium you ended up at the giftshop. They did in fact have the dolphin necklace in stock.

"Hey Chuuya, do you…" You trailed off, it was kind of stupid anyway. He peeked at what you were looking at. “Hmm?” He had been staring at orca plushies. You were still holding the two necklaces. He raised an eyebrow at you “Can’t decide which one?”

“I uh, no not really I just,” You don’t know why you were stuttering. It was a simple question. “You wanna get matching necklaces?”

He blinked for a second not expecting that to be the question you were going to ask. You gave him the puppy dog eyes. Who could resist those adorable wide eyes of yours not to mention you know the redhead is a sucker for puppies. This was going to work, it needed to work. Today was about you anyhow why would he say no to you. He kept looking from the necklaces to you, he was confused. “Why?”

You sighed, of course you had to spell it out for him “I don’t know I like the idea of matching friendship necklaces, ignore me for being sentimental.” You knew it was too good to be true but to be fair, him stealing you away for the day was already an accomplishment. You shouldn’t try to push your luck anyhow. He studied your face while you were putting them back but before you managed to put them back on the rack he grabbed them from you. "If you feel sentimental over this we're getting them." He declared firmly walking up to the register to pay. You watched him walk away with a smile. You felt special, like you were living in a daydream. Walking out of the gift shop Chuuya pulled you over to the side to put the necklace on you himself. He was already wearing his and you couldn’t help but grin.

The park made an announcement that there was going to be a dolphin show and that any visitors who wanted to participate should make their way over to the viewing area. Chuuya smirked, grabbing your hand pulling you along with him. “You like dolphins right? Then you’ll love this.” You let yourself be dragged along while you giggled to yourself. You had a feeling that he’s seen the dolphin show before. There was a sparkle in his eye as he managed to secure you both front row seats. The attendants were passing out rain ponchos for the first three rows but before you could take one Chuuya refused for the both of you. His excitement was rubbing off on you even though you could guess that he was trying to impress you with the nature of his ability. You couldn’t help but laugh at his dorkiness. When the show started he draped his arm around you prompting you to scoot closer to him and as the dolphin made their entrance they splashed the audience as they passed by, but like you predicted you and Chuuya remained bone dry. You cackled uncontrollably at his antics to the point you were starting to tear up. “Oh you’re cute you know that!” In your laughing fit you completely missed the way Chuuya froze blush creeping across his face as he smiled at you.

As you continued to walk around the park you were starting to see more and more couples having crepes. Naturally if this was supposed to be a date then you guys needed to get some. This would also make up for the fact you didn’t get to have crepes with Atsushi and Kyoka that one time. You were trying to locate the vendor when Chuuya started pulling you in the opposite direction. You were about to complain when you saw the crepe stall up ahead. He laughed at your stunned expression “You wanted a crepe right? Everytime I come here it’s usually with Elise and Mori. It’s tradition at this point.” His smile was so radiant you never wanted this day to end. When the sun was starting to set he claimed that there was still one more thing you both had to do. You got in line for the ferris wheel as it hit golden hour and the colorful park was washed in a sea of gold. Maybe you should have gotten in line earlier to watch the sunset from the highest cart. By the time you made it to the front of the line the sun was nearly gone. As you guys entered the cabin you frowned seeing the sun fade away.

Chuuya cleared his throat, breaking your focus from the horizon line as he joined you by the window idly putting his hands on the railing provided for balance. “You’re probably sick of hearing me say it but I’m sorry for the other night,” he trailed off looking out the window at the view. “I’m not about taking advantage of people for their ability. It’s a shitty existence being used like that.” He looked down thinking about his past. Talking with you was hard because he didn’t know what to say when you could already read him like an open book. You place your hand on top of his. “I mean I agreed to this. I could have just not told you anything if I really didn’t want to help you, ya know.” You know in your heart of hearts you were using him more than he was using you.

He grit his teeth annoyed at your words “See this is what I mean when I say it’s like having a less malicious Dazai but you I just don’t get.” He turned to look at you “You don’t gain anything from helping me and you said it yourself I wouldn’t do anything to you knowing you’re the only one who can answer the question. So what gives, why would you even bother?”

Sighing you gave him a lopsided smile “I’m much more selfish than you give me credit for.” You contemplate telling him the same lie you told Dazai. It wouldn’t really do much either way but you think you should take a slightly different approach. “Contrary to popular belief it does seem like Dazai’s ability has a few exceptions. Since I don’t particularly have to touch people it makes sense but it was still unexpected. When I started working at the ADA and was around Dazai all the time, I started getting these visions of this cute feisty redhead. Guess you could say I took an interest in him. You can imagine my surprise when we finally met and he wanted to speak to me personally.” You shyly avoid his gaze peering out the window. It seemed like the cart you were in was just about at the top and you borderline just confessed to him. Depending on his reaction this was either going to be the worst ten minutes or the best ten minutes of your life.

He grabbed your chin guiding you back to look him in the eyes as he chuckled. “Oh so you’ve had a crush on me from the start.” he gave you the smuggest smirk known to man. You were toast this was it this is how you die. He opened his mouth but you both snapped your head to the window when a loud explosion went off in the distance as the sky illuminated with fireworks. This was better than a sunset. You both watched the fireworks, neither of you moved from your position. When the first wave had a brief dip Chuuya resumed what he was about to say “The feeling is mutual." Your eyes widen taking in what he just said as you both stare into each other’s eyes making sure this wasn’t some elaborate joke. This time you didn’t hesitate taking a step forward to capture his lips with yours. The fireworks in the distance faded without either of you noticing as you melted into each other. It wasn’t like the heated almost desperate make out you had weeks ago. Every touch felt deliberate and reassuring like this was how it was always supposed to be. You didn’t even realize the ride had ended until one of the employees cleared their throat. The two of you separated instantly, walking out embarrassed like school children.

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bella-rose29 · 1 year ago

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Not Your Lover - Chapter 3

A day late I know I'm sorry my lovelies <3 hopefully this makes up for it ;)

also i couldn't figure out why the name davor fit so well and then i remembered my obsession with before we die (purely because a certain privateer is in it, although actually i got hooked on the show pretty quickly)

Word count: 4k

Warnings: swearing, I don't think there's anything else?

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Nikolai was being pushed to his limits.

He'd been working in the shop all day, having clocked off at five bells after a tiring shift, and had come over to the mansion to help out Y/n. He'd hoped they could come up with some sort of peace treaty between them, but when she immediately glared at him the moment she saw him step through the gate, he gave up hope. He was too tired to try today, and just asked what she wanted him to do.

"I need that lot clearing so I can get in the door. Then I can make a start on the inside." She'd pointed him in the direction of a large pile of rubbish, and had left him to it for the last thirty minutes. He'd sorted through the pile, separating the rubbish from the items he thought could be salvaged and reused or sold (which mostly seemed to have come from littering), and was halfway through when she came over.

"You alright?" He didn't want to care, but he was too kind to actually loathe her. She might be a colossal ass to him, and he to her, but he was still Nikolai, and nothing like the people that had raised him.

"What the fuck happened last night?"

"We had dinner with your mother?"

"No, with you kissing me."

"I didn't kiss you though."

"That's not the point. You got close enough to. You made my mother think that we kissed and now she won't shut up about it. You could have made something up."

"Okay, first off, I don't control your mother's actions, so if she's talking about it all the time that's not my fault. Second, I'm scared of her and I thought she might kill me if we didn't do something."

Y/n snorted. "You're scared of my mum?"

"I know where you get your signature glare from, is all I'm saying."

"I do not have a signature glare," she said, glaring at him. He raised an eyebrow. "But still, you could have made up an excuse as to why we couldn't kiss!"

"You could have done the same!"

"Again, not the point! This whole relationship thing was your stupid idea!" Nikolai sighed, trying not to keel over from the physical and mental exhaustion of his day.

"Look. I don't know how to time travel, so there's nothing we can do about it. It happened, let's move on. Besides, I didn't actually kiss you, because I'm also scared of you." Her face lit up at his final statement, and Nikolai realised it was the first time he'd made her smile.

"Good! Don't do it again." Her smiled dropped, and Nikolai gulped. He hoped she didn't know which room was his in the hotel, or he'd likely wake up to her standing over his bed with a knife in the middle of the night.

"Why'd you even want to do this anyway?" he asked, the question only just occurring to him.

"What?"

"I mean, why do you want to do this place up? It's practically irreparable."

She studied him for a moment, unreadable expression on her face. Y/n turned back to what she was doing, and Nikolai huffed, going back to the pile of rubbish.

"It's revenge."

Nikolai startled at her voice, and then at her words. Blinking at her, he frowned. "Revenge? You're putting hours and hours of your life into this place for... for revenge?"

"You're telling me you've never done something like that? Been hurt by someone in the past, who has ruined you, so you play the long game to get back at them and shove your happiness in their face?"

Nikolai wanted to disagree, but his entire time at court he had been undermining his family in order to secure his own position, and had spent years crafting the perfect persona so that in the end he was the one on the throne, not them. Slowly he nodded. "I have, actually."

"So you see my point?"

"Not really. This is very different to what I did."

"Well what did you do?"

"Doesn't matter. It wasn't anything like this." He gestured to the building behind them. "Who are you getting revenge on?"

"None of your business." She turned away again, and Nikolai sensed that he'd come to a road block.

"It's not me, is it?" he joked, hoping to continue the conversation, although what for he wasn't sure.

Her only response was to shake her head, scowl on her face. "Saints, not everything is about you, you do know that don't you?"

"I wasn't... I just... never mind." He gave up trying to be nice for the day, and went back to shovelling litter.

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Dominik was completely infuriating.

What right did he have, asking about her life like that? And what had made her answer him?

She was falling back into her old habits of opening up her heart to people, and it just wouldn't do. She'd started this venture as a way of releasing her anger at what had been happened; now she was working on it with somebody so similar to him it was starting to tear her apart.

They worked in silence until the sun went down, moving back and forth throughout the front garden to clear the remaining weeds and detritus so that the space looked somewhat alright. When the sun had first started setting, Y/n had gone to get food, stomach rumbling. They'd sat and eaten without a word shared between them, the air filled with tension.

She didn't understand Dominik.

One minute he was being classic fuckboy, all charm and smiles to win people over, then he was being a nasty piece of shit making people think the two of them were dating, and then he was being somewhat nice, asking if she was okay. He had been the same, minus the fake relationship part. This was a trap, this plan with Dominik, and it was bringing up the memories Y/n had fought hard to keep down.

When the sun had finally disappeared behind the horizon, Dominik had stiffened, staring off into space. He looked like he was talking to himself, mouth moving and forming silent words, but Y/n couldn't figure out why. He ran a hand through his hair in frustration (and Y/n felt frustrated herself at finding the action attractive), then stood up abruptly, turning towards her.

"I'm going to have to leave, I'm sorry. I need to be up early tomorrow to open up shop. Do you want me to walk you back to yours? Or are you going to stay a bit longer?" He looked like the words were killing him, as though it was difficult for him to make the offer, and Y/n bristled.

"I'll stay, thanks. I'll be fine, the faire's still on, so the lights will help. I always carry multiple blades anyway." The surprise on his face was unmasked, and internally she laughed. Externally she glared.

"Okay. I'll see you tomorrow then. Bye." He all but sprinted out onto the street, shoving his hands (that for some reason were always gloved, despite it being the middle of summer) into his coat pockets and hunching his shoulders. Scoffing, Y/n turned back to the last of her pile of weeds, picking them up and moving them to the bin.

"Weirdo," she muttered into the empty garden.

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Nikolai was eternally grateful that Y/n hadn't wanted him to walk her home, because it was highly likely that the demon would have eaten her face off.

He definitely didn't want to explain that to her mother, or any witnesses, so for once he was glad that she hated him. The demon seemed to share her feelings, bristling and growling loudly in Nikolai's head any time it saw her. It really was all the worst parts of him sometimes, taking all the negatives and exacerbating them.

Currently Nikolai was at the docks, sat on one of the piers with his feet dangling off the edge. The demon was sat next to him, hunched over as it watched the water for fish. Every now and then it would spot one, and launched itself into the water, emerging a few moments later with a wriggling victim in its mouth. Nikolai felt more like a father to it now, watching on with something that felt weirdly like pride as the demon caught its own dinner. The last fish it had offered up to Nikolai, dumping it on his lap (which Nikolai had complained profusely about). He'd take it back to the inn, and cook it on the fire. Saved buying food from there when he inevitably got hungry in the night.

He'd been surprised at Y/n actually bringing him food, given how hostile she'd been. He figured she'd leave him to fend for himself for food, but when she'd chucked a takeaway box of breaded fish (fish was the primary source of food in Taya) at him, he had smiled when her back was turned.

Footsteps on wood made him freeze, gaze turning inland. Nikolai felt his demon surface, hiding itself under the decking. The sound grew louder, and a figure emerged from behind a boat. It paused, and the head swivelled towards Nikolai's position on the pier.

"Who's there?" A man. Nikolai made eye contact with the demon through a gap in the planks, trying to come to a decision.

Hungry.

No, absolutely not.

Trust the bastard to want to eat the stranger.

"Just me," he called back, settling on the non-murderous option. he stood, asking the demon to stay where it was.

"And who's that?" The man was walking closer, still not visible in the darkness of the night. The lights needed fixing.

"Dominik. Opus. Who are you?"

"Davor Miskovic. I don't recognise your name."

"Moved here not too long ago. How long have you been here?"

The man - Davor - was only a few feet away now, and Nikolai could pick out a few details, like the black hair and sharp nose that looked like it had been broken multiple times and never set properly.

"Used to live here. Went on holiday for a year. Just got back." He seemed to have difficulty speaking in long sentences, or maybe an aversion to connective words.

"Right."

"You shouldn't be here at night. Lot of danger." Something in his tone made Nikolai think that Davor was the danger, and he felt his demon shift under the pier. It was directly under the place where Davor had stopped, and Nikolai knew that should he need it, his demon would rip through the boards and give him an escape in seconds.

"I'll be fine, but thanks for the concern." Davor's gaze flitted down to Nikolai's hand, and he realised with a start that he was holding the fish. "Dinner," he said, lifting the dead animal. "I should get going, actually. Haven't eaten since lunch." He smiled, and Davor returned it, but with something sickly behind it.

"Sure. Don't let me stop you." He moved to the side, sweeping an arm out as if to show Nikolai the way. Nikolai walked past, urging the demon to follow him underneath, and tried to not look too much like he was running away. Something about Davor had given him the chills, and he wanted to get away. Turning a corner and checking that nobody would see, Nikolai called out quietly to his demon, taking it back in to his body and moving away without missing a beat. It had gone silently, not putting up a fuss, which Nikolai could only assume was down to Davor's unsettling presence. His demon had never gone so willingly, and that creeped Nikolai out more than the stranger himself.

Making his way back to the hotel, he thought he heard stones skitter across the road behind him, but when he subtly checked for signs of anyone following, there was nobody there.

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"What is up with you? You've been jumpy all morning."

Gregor's voice proved his point as it made Nikolai jump.

He'd been on edge since meeting Davor the night before, and his demon had been weirdly silent in his head. Nikolai had thought that he wouldn't miss the endless commentary of the creature sharing his body, but now that it was gone he wanted it back.

"Nothing. Didn't sleep too well, I guess." Not entirely a lie. He'd spent most of the night watching out the window in his room at the inn, certain that he could feel eyes on him.

"Right," Gregor eyed him, concern flitting across his features. "Just... if you need to take a nap then do, yeah? I'd much rather you slept on the job than fucked something up."

"Sure. I'll be fine."

"Is there a reason you wouldn't be fine?"

Nikolai jumped again at Y/n's question, having not seen her come in.

"I see the problem. I need you to come and do a thing, Dominik. You don't mind, do you Gregor?"

"Nope. If it helps him sort his head out I don't mind. You're working extra hours tomorrow, boy."

"Yeah, sure thing, Gregor. Do I need to be worried about what the thing is?" he asked Y/n.

"Nope," Y/n replied, grabbing Nikolai's arm and dragging him out of the shop, waving to Gregor. "I just need you to be a boyfriend."

"...To you, right?"

"What? Yeah, obviously. Idiot. Why would I need you to be somebody else's boyfriend?"

"I don't know. You just said 'a boyfriend', so I wasn't sure!"

They arrived in the main square, the faire still going strong despite only having a couple of days left. The demon stirred, and Nikolai looked around, trying to find the source of its anger. Y/n came to a stop abruptly, causing Nikolai to walk into her back.

"Dick."

"Fuck you."

"Yeah I bet you want to."

"In your dreams, darling."

"I think you mean nightmares," she smiled sweetly, malice in her eyes. Her expression became slightly more guarded as she caught sight of something over his shoulder, and Nikolai choked on air when she wrapped her arms around his neck and pressed her body into his.

"What the fuck?"

"Why are you coughing? Are you gonna die?" She asked the second question with too much joy, face lighting up. Nikolai glared at her.

"Probably not." Her smile fell. "You're- you... What the fuck?"

"You're my boyfriend, so try to not look put off by the fact I'm hugging you, yeah?"

"Why are you hugging me?"

"Because my ex is here and I panicked."

That made Nikolai pause. Y/n had never really talked about that aspect of her life before, preferring to keep to herself (especially around him), and some part of him was interested to know who her ex was. Not because he wanted to figure out if she had a type, or anything, he was just curious.

The demon laughed at him in his head, and he told it to shut up.

"Your... ex."

"Yeah. He's the one I'm getting revenge on."

"Oh."

Why was his brain not working?

He quickly shot down the demon's idea that maybe it was because she was pressed so closely to him he couldn't tell where he ended and she started.

"Just, please don't be an asshole, okay?"

"Sure."

Saints, he wanted his brainpower back.

"Y/n? Long time no see," a voice drawled, and the demon flinched, growling in Nikolai's head.

"Davor, hi."

"He's your ex?" Nikolai whispered into her ear, and she nodded almost imperceptibly. Her smile was more fake than any of the ones she'd ever given Nikolai, and he wondered just exactly what Davor had done.

"Dominik, right?"

"Yeah." Nikolai smiled, not liking the sound of his best friend's name in this man's mouth, and stuck his hand out. Davor shook it, grip strong.

"Wait, you know each other?"

"Met last night. On the pier. He had a fish."

Apparently Davor was still unable to speak long sentences, and Nikolai resisted the urge to roll his eyes.

"I thought you went home?" Y/n turned to him, eyes slightly wide.

"I was on my way, I just cut past the docks."

"So why did you have a fish?"

"He said it was for dinner."

"But you ate with me?"

"I always get hungry in the night, one of the many troubles with being me."

He could feel his face warming at the constant questioning, and wanted the ground to swallow him up.

"So how do you two know each other?" Davor asked.

"Dating. We're dating," Y/n said, and for once she sounded... glad? to say the words.

Davor's thick eyebrows rose, and he looked between the two of them. "He's not your usual type, is he? Didn't think you went for the pretty ones."

"There's a lot you don't know about me, Davor."

"And it's nice that you think I'm pretty," Nikolai chipped in, smile on his face. Y/n stifled a snort, and Nikolai's smile widened. Maybe there was hope for something other than hatred between them.

Davor scowled, eyebrows coming down to draw together, and Nikolai felt his demon rise on its haunches. Something wicked came into the man's stare, and while Nikolai generally thought himself quite imposing and unafraid, he wanted to shrink before Y/n's ex.

"I'm not sure I believe it."

"Well it's happening, so I'm not really sure what you want-"

"Kiss."

What was it with people wanting them to kiss? First Y/n's mother, now Davor?

"Dominik?"

"Darling?"

"I think he wants us to kiss," Y/n said, gaze sharp. Nikolai smirked.

"Are you quoting me?"

"I- no, I am not. Shut up and kiss me."

"Properly?" He searched her face, hoping she would know what he meant.

"Properly would be good," Davor said. Nikolai had almost forgotten the man was there. "In your own time."

"Properly is fine, Dominik."

"How many times? Just Nik."

"Properly is fine, Nik."

He leaned in, smirk growing wider at her use of his name. Her arms were still around his neck, and she pulled him further in, going up on her toes as he gently pressed his lips to hers. His hands were on her waist, bringing her in (although not much given how close they already were), and he tilted his head, breaking away for air before kissing her again. His thumbs were rubbing circles into her hips, and her fingers were playing with his hair, running through it softly. He pulled back, bringing one of his hands up to cup her face gently, the other still stroking her side. Her cheeks were flushed, lips slightly more red than before, and her eyes were lidded. Nikolai couldn't help but feel a burst of pride at the sight, and he knew that he looked much the same.

"You were definitely quoting me, darling." Y/n blushed even more.

"Yeah, I was. Not ashamed at all."

Nikolai smiled, then turned his head to look at Davor. On seeing the place where the man had been empty, Nikolai felt his demon draw his attention to one of the stalls, where Davor was standing.

"Oh shit."

"What?" Y/n asked, worry on her face amidst the blush.

"He's talking to your mother."

"What?! Fuck no." All worry disappeared, and she extracted herself from him to stalk towards her mother's stall. Nikolai took an extra moment to collect himself, reeling slightly from the kiss.

It shouldn't have felt as good as it did, but Nikolai couldn't help but find himself wanting to kiss her again.

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Y/n was surprised she could walk straight after kissing him.

It had been over a year since anything of the sort had happened, and Davor had never kissed her like that.

She knew it was dangerous, but she was comparing the two of them, cursing herself for doing so immediately afterwards. No matter what, Dominik wasn't going to be much better for her self-esteem than Davor was, and she couldn't go there.

Even if Nik had kissed her like she was the only girl in the world.

When had she started calling him 'Nik' in her head?

"Y/n! You and Dominik are getting on well, then?" She rolled her eyes as subtly as she could at her mother, plastering a smile on her face.

"Yep. All good."

"Is that why you left him standing like an idiot in the middle of the square after you kissed the living daylights out of him?"

Y/n turned to look, and sure enough Nik was still stood there.

"Uh... no?"

"Oh, he's coming over! Has he met Davor?"

"Yes."

Y/n did roll her eyes at Davor's monosyllabic answer, remembering that he wasn't much of a talker. It had always irritated her, having to do all the talking in the relationship. At least Nik could talk for fucking Ravka.

Stop comparing them, she scolded herself.

An arm appeared around her shoulder, and Y/n had to stop herself from flinching when she realised that it was her fake boyfriend. Looking up at him, she blushed at the state of his hair. Without thinking, she reached a hand up, trying to tame the golden locks. Nik jumped slightly, and Y/n wouldn't have noticed were she not pressed into his side (he'd stroked circles into her side when they'd kissed), and his eyes were wide when he looked at her. Conversation died as she attempted to return his hair to normal, and embarrassed Y/n brought her hand back to her side. Nik was smiling at her, a hint of smugness in his expression, but Y/n couldn't find the energy to hate him for it.

"Well," her mother started. "How's the building work going?" Y/n knew her mother wanted to know purely for the reason of having a reason to stop it, but answered anyway. Davor needed to know.

"It's going really well, actually! Nik and I have cleared the whole front garden, and once the entrance has been secured and stabilised I can make a start on the inside!" She perked up at the knowledge that she was making progress, and that her dream might one day very soon become reality.

"What building work?"

"The mansion, Y/n's doing it up and I offered to help," Nik spoke up, arm coming further around her shoulders, almost protectively.

"It's partly how he got me to go out with him."

"I thought you said he bribed you with paying for the date?"

"That too. I have standards, mother."

Nik chuckled slightly, and Y/n had to force her heart not to lift at the sound.

"You're doing work on the mansion? We talked about that."

"Yes, we did. And I'm doing it anyway." Davor scoffed, and she wanted to punch him and break his nose again.

"It's a terrible idea, and you'll never do it." He walked off, pushing through the crowds and disappearing from sight.

"Was he always that mean?"

"Yes, mother. You just never saw that part."

"Well it's a good job Nik isn't like that, eh?"

"Yeah, very good job." Y/n couldn't help but feel unease at her mother's words. Whatever she was feeling for Dominik had to stop. Davor had seemed nice at first too, all charm and smiles and kind words, and then he'd showed her who he really was, too late for Y/n to do much about it. If Dominik was the same, she'd never forgive herself for falling for the same 'nice guy' act twice. She had to distance herself. "I actually think I might go and work on it now, you know, deadline and all that."

"Oh, alright," her mother said, concern flitting into her voice.

"Do you want me to come and help?" Dominik asked.

She shook her head. "No, I'll be alright. You should probably take a nap, like Gregor said. I'll see you later when you clock off." He looked somewhat crestfallen, but the expression was quickly replaced by a smile. His ability to change face so quickly unnerved her, and further confirmed that she needed to spend as little time with him as possible. Waving goodbye to Dominik and her mother, Y/n headed in the direction of the mansion, desperately trying not to think of the echo of a kiss on her lips.

Chapter 4

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mi-rae07 · 1 year ago

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Jeong Yunho : Fell In Love With A Pirate (Part 2/7)

Pairing : Jeong Yunho (Ateez) and named character (Kim Yumi)

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It had been the 10th day and yunho felt stupid. For his entire life he had scoffed at Romeo for having fallen in love with Juliet within merely a day and dying for her a few days later, he had always found it dumb. But now here he was, watching yumi talk to her crewmates about important directions and predicting the weather while he leaned against the side of the ship, his arms wrapped around his knees close to his chest.

He didn't know why out of everyone, he was falling in love with the one person he knew he could never have. She was a captain of a pirate ship, she deserved her freedom out in the sea. While he was the future king of a nation that was close to it's ruining, all he would receive in his future were shackles that would bind him to his throne and his nation. Then what the fuck was he thinking, falling for her like that. His mother would go pale from seeing his choice of women.

But he couldn't help it. Maybe it was the way she talked to him, or the way she would smile at the things he said and actually pay attention to it. Or maybe the way she would tell him of her stories in voyage as he slept in the night. Or maybe when she held his hand whenever he got scared from the violent sea at night. Whatever it was, he was slowly starting to love her, and this wasn't going to help.

Yunho flinched away from his thoughts as yumi plopped down beside him, looking at yunho intently as she asked

Yumi : what are you thinking, prince?

Yunho shook his head, looking away from her. He couldn't even handle looking at her anymore without swooning or saying something he probably never should.

Yunho : nothing.

Yumi : you sure?

Yunho : yeah.

Yumi : okay.

Except yumi knew it wasn't true. yunho wasn't the only person who noticed things, she was a captain, she was raised to notice when things were off. And nothing about yunho had been proper since the past 3 days. The way he would look at her, the way his cheeks turned pink when she came too close, it was all normal for her. She was a pirate and people had come close to her many times, maybe even in bed. But yunho was a prince, if anything he had only been used to people bowing down to him and staying away from him because he was too high a rank for them.

Yunho : noona?

Yumi : yes, prince?

Yunho : what…what happens if someone falls in love with you?

Yumi laughed, looking at yunho as if he had gone crazy.

Yumi : with me? You don't really think anyone in the right mind would fall for someone like me, do you?

Yunho frowned

Yunho : what? Why-

Yumi : because look at me! I have blonde hair that never seems to stay straight. I have calloused hands that are rougher than granite, and men always prefer soft hands on ladies. I have no lady-like manners, I speak and curse like the pirate that I am, and I have too many scars from battles. No one would ever fall in love with me, you're being quite stupid.

Yunho : I'm not. There are thousands of men in my land who would die to get a woman like you as their partner.

Yumi : your land's just crazy then.

Yunho sighed and rested his head on his knees, looking out into the sea. Yumi believed no man could fall in love with her, so then how was he supposed to tell her he loved her? Would she do something to him? Or drop him off at the next island?

Yumi : why'd you ask me that question, prince?

Yunho : no reason.

Yumi : I'm not stupid, I see the way you look at me prince.

Yunho's eyes widened as he sat up straight, looking at yumi in shock. If anything, he hadn't expected to hear that from her. He thought he had been discreet.

Yunho : w-what?

Yumi : did you fall in love with me, jeong yunho?

She didn't know whether she hoped he did. Usually when you start to like someone, you hope they would to. But yumi realized their case wasn't as simple as that.

Yunho : noona, I can't…I'm not supposed to-

Yumi : we don't always do things we're supposed to, prince. I don't care about the suppositions no more, I wanna know whether you love me or not.

Yunho just stared at yumi, not really knowing what to say. He wasn't going to tell her, yumi already knew, she had to find another way. Yumi sighed and stood up, holding out her hand for yunho to hold

Yunho : what?

Yumi : come, I wanna take you somewhere.

Yunho : we're…at a ship.

Yumi : mhmm?

Yunho : in the middle of a sea.

Yumi : I know, prince.

Yunho let out a breath and held yumi's hand, lifting himself up as he said

Yunho : you're crazy.

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Yunho : BY THE ANGEL, JESUS CHRIST!

Yumi smirked as she said

Yumi : suddenly feeling holy?

Yunho screamed as he held on to yumi tighter, trying not to get washed away from the back of the ship out into the infinite sea. When yumi had said she wanted to take him somewhere, he hadn't expected it to be at the edge of the ship where the it opened out into the sea almost like a slide. It was like a slide after all, it went from the top of the ship, where you climbed down the steps and you eventually stood on a flat broad piece of wood with railings around it, except for where it opened out into the sea, like the ship's tail. But the ship kept moving and so did the water, which made it enter the piece of wood. And the continuous splashing of the water had already drenched yunho's lower half.

One slip of hand, and yunho would fall right into the sea. Except yumi was holding him, looking as if she'd done this a million times before.

Yunho : AM I-AM I GOING TO DIE??

Yumi : don't be stupid, no.

The ship moved forward once again as yunho yelped, the water splashing on him. Yumi giggled at the way yunho looked, letting go of the railing and stepping out into the wooden board as well, drenching her feet completely in water.

Yunho : OH NO NO NO, SOMEBODY HAS TO HOLD THE RAILING OR WE'LL BOTH-

Yumi : prince-

Yunho : SHIT I CAN'T DIE SO YOUNG-

Yumi : yunho, shh.

Yunho paused, staring at yumi as she held both his hands, gripping it tight in hers before whispering

Yumi : I'm holding you, I won't let go.

Yunho : I-

Yunho cut himself off with yet another scream as the ship thrusted forward sharply, making yunho fall on yumi as she leaned against the railing with a laugh. Yunho smiled at her, droplets of water falling on her cheeks as the sun cast a golden glow on her.

Yumi : you look so scared for someone who's supposed to be king some day.

Yunho : yeah well a king doesn't have to hang by the edge of a ship at any point of his rule.

Yumi giggled and was about to say something when the ship tilted towards the side, making yunho fall closer to yumi as his hands instinctively held her waist. The both of them paused, realizing how close they were to each other. Yunho could feel yumi's breath on his lips, her gaze muddling his thoughts altogether. Just a little bit more and her lips-

Yunho closed the gap between them as he connected their mouths together in a passionate kiss, pulling yumi closer to him as he kissed her deep. Yumi smirked into the kiss and wrapped one of her arm around his neck, the other holding onto the railing behind her to steady them. This was what she wanted to know, and now she did.

Another harsh thrust made water splash on them, completely drenching them now as yunho pulled back, gasping for breath as he came back from his daze. Yumi chuckled, holding yunho's cheek before whispering

Yumi : I told you it'd be fun.

Yunho : f-fun! Yes, totally because I had planned for my first kiss to happen on the edge of a ship with water raining down on me every 5 seconds.

Yumi froze, her eyes slightly widening as she asked

Yumi : this was your first kiss?

Yunho let out a shaky breath and pulled back, looking anywhere but at yumi

Yunho : royals don't get the time to…sleep around.

If anything, yumi had thought yunho would've slept with a minimum of 20 ladies before entering this ship.

Yumi : but you're a man-

Yunho : I couldn't find anyone who made me desire them, noona.

Yumi chuckled as she asked, brushing her hair back from her forehead

Yumi : so you desire me?

Yunho : wh-what, n-I just…I was…god!

Yunho quickly climbed up the stairs and walked hastily towards the inside of the ship, leaving yumi below with a smile on her face. She chuckled as she leaned against the railing, closing her eyes as she threw her head back to feel the wind and water on her.

Now she knew what yunho felt for her and god save her, because there was nothing that could stop her anymore from loving that man all the more for it.

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Yunho had another sip of the brandy that yumi had told him not to drink, all while sitting opposite to yumi on the dining table as she stared at him intently. The 9 other crew members were sitting beside them, having their dinner while chattering away happily. Yunho had gotten close to them as well within the past 10 days, he could now remember all their names as well.

San, Wooyoung, Mingi, Jongho, Yeosang, Haneul, Si-yeon, Mina and Hye-In. they were all from different provinces or different kingdoms, all except for San and Haneul who were siblings. Mina seemed to be the one closest to yumi, she had grown up with yumi after all in the same village. However yunho seemed to like Mingi the most, with his beautiful smile and humor-filled words, he was the bestfriend 15 year old yunho would have wanted if his father hadn't refused to give him one saying rulers should learn to be on their own. They had formed a gang almost 3 years ago and most of them seemed to be of the same age, yumi was the oldest and was the daughter of a man who once used to be a pirate captain as well, hence she had automatically become the captain of this gang as well.

And now the same woman was sitting here, watching as yunho got more drunk as minutes passed, his tolerance for brandy being very low since this was the very first time he had ever even had one. Which was why yumi had asked him not to have brandy but of course, yunho never listened much.

San : so then I jumped onto the other pirate ship, dragging a screaming wooyoung along with me.

Wooyoung : yah! I wasn't screaming! It was the chicken.

All the others laughed at this, yunho taking yet another sip of his brandy while giggling.

Mina : captain, you alright there?

Yumi looked up at mina, nodding slightly

Yumi : I'm fine.

Hye-in : you don't seem to be paying attention though.

Yumi : I've heard this story a million times, I don't get how ya'all still manage to laugh along.

Mingi : we just don't want to disappoint our sannie.

Mingi gave san a fake sympathetic look as san rolled his eyes and threw a piece of bread at him, making mingi giggle.

San : the prince is new here! He hasn't heard my tales of valor, have you, lord prince?

Yunho : deffffinitely not! It is quiiite amusing, if I may say so myself!

Yumi groaned at the way yunho's words slurred, making the others smile at how adorable he looked right now. Which, well, yumi could agree. His cheeks were red, his smile never fading for a single second within the past hour of having chatted along with the crew. But he was at his limit, yumi could see it.

Yumi : okay, we're going to bed.

At that everyone let out groans and complains, but quickly shut up as yumi shot all of them a glare before walking up to yunho, holding his arm and tugging at it

Yumi : come on, stand up.

Yunho : no, no no! I wan-want to have some mooore-

Yumi : shut the fuck up and hold onto me if you don't wish to fall down.

Yumi lifted yunho up in ease, making him yelp and fall onto her as he hiccupped against her shoulder.

Yeosang : aww, he's adorable.

Si-yeon : we should keep him.

Yumi wished.

Yumi : yeah no, goodnight guys. Sleep well.

Haneul : goodnight captain.

The others said their goodnight's too before yumi dragged yunho out of the dining area, yunho waving cutely over her shoulders to the rest of the crew as they smiled at how adorable he was when he got drunk and waved back.

Yumi walked up to yunho's room slowly, yunho mumbling something into her shoulders while leaning onto her

Yumi : stop mumbling prince.

Yunho giggled, resting his chin on yumi's shoulders as he looked up at her and said

Yunho : do you know how stupid I find myself for falling in love with you within barely a week?

Yumi : yeah well, I'm pretty easy to love, I suppose.

Yunho : you're beautiful.

Yumi felt her heart flutter at those words.

Yumi : I know.

Yunho : and such an amazing captain.

Yumi : I know that too.

Yunho : do you know that I want you to kiss me as well then?

Yumi felt herself pause on her tracks, turning to face yunho as she said

Yumi : do not say things like that, prince.

Yunho : why? Because I know you want to kiss me as well?

Yumi : and what makes you think that?

Yunho : your eyes, your breathing pattern, everything. I may be inexperienced but I'm not unknown to these things.

Yumi : you're not in your right mind-

Yunho : I don't care! I want you and I want you right now.

Yumi : you do not realize what you're asking for, prince.

Yunho : oh, I do. I want you to ruin me. Ruin me, take me-

Yumi let out an incoherent noise before pushing yunho against a wall, grabbing his neck as she kissed him hard. Yunho moaned into the kiss, wrapping his arms around her waist as he shut his eyes, tilting his head for more access. He felt his body grow even hotter than it already was, his cheeks reddening. Whether it was from the alcohol or yumi, he didn't know and he didn't care.

He had never felt any of what he was feeling right now in his entire life, he had always been too busy in state matters and what not. He never had time even for himself, let alone for this. But now, he felt it in full force, the desire, the need, he wanted everything she could give him, everything. And he could care less about the other people whom she had done this with before him.

Yumi pulled away a few seconds later, breathing heavily as she looked at yunho, his face flushed.

Yumi : no, no you're a prince I cannot do this.

Yumi stepped away, walking towards god knows where. She just had to escape this, these feelings. This wasn't going to end well if she stayed. Yunho groaned and ran up to her, holding her hand as he said

Yunho : no please, you…you didn't seem to care in the afternoon-

Yumi : because you weren't asking for…for this. Yunho, we must not.

Yunho : no, I'm asking for this now. I know what I want, yumi, please.

Yumi was about to say something when yunho pushed her inside his room, quickly entering as well before locking the door behind them as yumi just stared at him.

Yunho : I'm not letting you leave. Not until tomorrow morning.

Yumi : such a brat.

Yumi threw yunho on the bed, him landing against the soft sheets as the back of his head dipped into the fluffy pillow. Yumi got on top of him, leaning down and kissing him as yunho tangled his hand in her hair.

Yumi : bloody hell yunho, what are you doing to me.

Yunho looked up at yumi, his eyes hazy as beads of sweat decorated his forehead, his neck and his chest. The candles lit up in the room made him seem even more flushed than he already was, his pants ringing around the room as he whispered, desperation lacing his tone

Yunho : noona…

Yumi : no, don't do that to me.

Yunho held yumi's hand, placing them against his chest as she felt his heart hammer against it

Yunho : do you feel how much I want you?

Yumi : yunho.

Yunho : please, please just touch me.

Yumi : god, this is so stupid.

Yunho : no, no! just…do something, anything! I need you, please noona.

Yumi : you're drunk, yunho! You're not in your right mind, I can't take advantage of you like this-

Yunho : what if I want you to?

Yumi : what?

Yunho lifted his head, kissing yumi as he whispered against her lips

Yunho : take advantage of me, do whatever you want, I don't fucking care. I want you right now, noona, all of you.

Yumi : are you sure? This is your first time, yunho, you really want it to be me?

Yunho : god, I couldn't have asked for anything more than you, yumi. I want you so bad it hurts, I want you to be my first and my last.

Yumi let out a breath and kissed yunho, his words breaking down all her walls as she finally gave in.

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Yunho looked over at yumi who was now lying fast asleep next to him, her arms forming a cusion as she laid on her stomach. The window right next to their bed showed yunho the view outside, the ocean glimmering from the stars above. And that in turn cast a glow on yumi's face, making her seem even more beautiful than she already was.

Yunho brought his hand towards her hair, brushing it back slowly as yumi snuggled closer to him in her sleep. Yunho wrapped his arm around her waist, bringing yumi closer to him as she breathed peacefully against his bare chest. And as yunho traced his finger along the scars that decorated yumi's back, he felt a feeling of protectiveness take over him.

Her scars were beautiful, but he didn't want her to have any more of it now that he was here. Yunho was going to protect the lady he loved, he was going to give yumi everything for the love and happiness she provided him. He knew she could do that by herself, but he was hers now, his heart longed for yumi. There was no denying that anymore.

Yunho brought his hand to the back of yumi's head, brushing her hair softly as he whispered

Yunho : good night, my darling.

Their love was impossible, but for her, yunho was going to make it possible.

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nejishadow · 2 months ago

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PART 3 of Kenjikoto / makokenji drabbles and general Kenji ramblings from the Kenji discord. Plus one about Kenji and Daisuke being half brothers to end it off!

This one focuses almost entirely on the AUs I've had thoughts on, because kenjikoto has none of the staples! That needs to be remedied!!

Wanna see me ramble about them in real time, bounce ideas, think way too hard about Kenji headcanons and generally just wanna talk about Kenji?? Join @bakafurai's Kenji Discord! Link in its' bio!!

Like the other two posts, you're free to be inspired by these ideas for this ship, flesh them out, fanart / fanfic whatever! I encourage it because I haven't written fic in years! Just tag me, link me, something, because people being inspired by my work is the biggest boost to my productivity ever.

Everything below the read more! This one is long and I mean LONG so be ready for that!

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General drabbles

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Kenji and Makoto sharing their music and earbuds with each other. Back and forth of more energetic and ambient. Stay With Me (Miki Matsubara) comes on. Makoto getting a kinda melancholy look, a tiny chuckle. Leans back and relaxes, shuts his eyes, the smallest smile on his face. And Kenji realizes he suddenly can't look away. He really hopes Makoto doesn't open his eyes because he can't even seem to move, he can only admire Makoto's smile, and that's dangerous with this song playing

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Kenji Link and Makoto Shiek going to a con. But Makoto keeps delivering wrong lines in the flatest tone

"Hey, watch out. It's dangerous to go alone." "He doesn't say that… Why'd you agree to come with me again? Besides teasing me?"

Shrug. He was just curious, honestly

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Sick Fic

Written for @bakafurai lol

Maybe Makoto and Kenji planned a hangout but Kenji never showed.

Makoto gets his address (he has his ways) to make sure he's ok and Kenji Is Not, it turns out

Kenji being stubborn, "I'm fine man it's just a pressure headache just let me lie back down." Makoto Does Not let him do that.

Maybe it's best post-makoto's-flu so he can kinda remember what everyone did for him. Or is it extra funny if he spam calls Shinjiro just to get recipes for good food for this? Both?? Both.

Then you just have the soft domesticity of them tucked into the couch watching TV while Makoto keeps him from trying to sneak off (no you're not fine, stop moving)

Kenji apologetic that he ruined their previous plans for the day, Makoto shouldn't be wasting his time dealing with this, with him

Makoto firmly grabbing Kenji's head to look him in the eye, very serious - "I wouldn't be here if I didn't want to be. Besides, if you don't get healthy, you can't make up for it, Tomochika."

Kenji shocked. Oh. That's… so nice to hear him say. If he's sniffly he can blame the sickness

Then they can marathon Kenji's fav shows and eat so much soup, and Kenji can fall asleep tucked into Makoto's side. Soft

Extra soft for Makoto to also relax enough to lean back on Kenji and take a nap

If they're on a living room couch (or if she's just the type to waltz into his room unannounced) you could also have his little sister come home and assume they were having a date at home + nobody is awake to correct her, and Kenji gets teased forever about it.

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Had the vision of Kenji trying to do pocky game with Makoto. Kenji's the one who suggests it, but he's also the one to break the pocky, bluster, and generally be a mess. But wants to keep trying! Meanwhile Makoto just munching through the sticks on his end, he knows Kenji's working through it, he'll get there… hopefully before they run outta pocky * shakes box *

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All Sorts of AUs

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Hanahaki AU

More fitting that Makoto is the one with hanahaki. I think he's more likely to recognize his feelings but deny / ignore them, versus Kenji who just doesn't easily recognize what he's feeling is romantic.

Potential flowers for Makoto:

white violets (taking chances [but he won't])

yellow tulips (love that's hopeless)

blue tulips (trust)

scabuis (unfortunate attachment)

maiden's blush rose (you'll know I love you, if you love me [in his case it's outta fear])

blue roses (yearning for the unobtainable)

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College AU

Super loose ideas for a College AU

Kenji going into fashion / design

Makoto going into photography (maybe minoring in something more "practical" because he's always told to?)

Fashion majors need nice photographs for a show / exhibition they're planning. Only Makoto is free for the entire ongoing period (or if others are, just don't wanna do it)

Can't decide if it's better Makoto's reputation precedes him so the department has preconceived notions, or if he's so lowkey nobody really knows him so is offput by his attitude.

Either way, Kenji is gonna try to be friendly because no one else seems to be trying

(the guy's fashion being nonexistent might play a tiny role, he really wants to dress the guy better)

Makoto allows them to talk as he walks around, getting the first things everyone needs. Kenji is then appointed as Makoto's contact (he doesn't mind, but does no one else seriously wanna talk to this guy??)

They stay professional for texting and calling. For a short while. Kenji quickly breaks and asks him to be his model of sorts, let him plan one of his big assignments around him

Makoto shrugs. Sure. Long as it doesn't interfere with his own classes

as time goes on school work hangouts become more casual hangouts, to mostly just going out to have fun.

trying to decide if this is the funniest AU to have Makoto think they're dating, and Kenji isn't aware of this, since these hangouts are pretty much dates anyway

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Soulmate AU

Soulmates identified through matching marks.

Kenji and Makoto aren't soulmates but fall in love anyway.

Soulmates aren't inherently romantic in this universe, but possibly seen as odd to not stay with one who's love is romantic in nature

Rio and Kenji platonic soulmates. They have a matching mark on their lower backs, possibly a constellation? Kenji isn't aware of this, and Rio is in denial over their bond not being romantic for a bit. She was hoping for a fairytale romance like some get, but comes to her truth that she wanted the grand feeling over a real thing.

Makoto and Ryoji are close to literal soulmates, not romantic ones. Their souls just match each other. Their mark is a mole under the right eye. A very understated mark due to how strong their synergy is, this isn't a thing that's common at all. Makoto assumes he just doesn't have a soulmate and everyone thinks it's a regular mole

Thought of a scene where Kenji and Makoto go swimming (because they deserve to), and Kenji realizes he's been looking all over Makoto for… something, maybe to indicate they're the same (not soulmates haha, how crazy would that be!), gets the slightest disappointment when he doesn't see anything. Makoto can tell the mood shifted down a bit for whatever reason, gets Kenji's attention with a head tilt. And promptly shoves him in the water Kenji quickly forgets what he was being moody about

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Role Reversal AU

Unlike Makoto, who seems to draw people in for bonds somewhat, Kenji's bonds are formed by him going out of his way to interact with people.

Junpei could be his magician, like he is for FeMC, because the Magician card doesn't fit Makoto.

Kenji's not a great leader -- maybe not even good at first -- but he's tenacious and passionate enough to make up for it.

Since Ryoji looks the same for Makoto and Kotone, possibly looks the same for Kenji, presumably the Nyx influence gives Ryoji his palette.

Kenji uses a dagger. He also customizes his S.E.E.S uniform beyond the norm for both comfort and fashion. He convinces Mitsuru to let him do it because if he's not comfortable he can't lead well.

"If I have to wear it all the time, it needs to be comfortable! I can't be doin' moves or commands on clothing that's making me chafe."

… Mitsuru can't argue against that too hard. As long as he can properly fight, she concedes.

Makoto most likely the Tower Arcana. Resistant to change due to past trauma and bad coping mechanisms + trying to avert further issues by being overly passive. But there were 3 or 4 cards he could feasibly be instead, this is possibly up for change

Trauma probably stemming from same thing as canon, parents lost in a car crash

So unlike Kenji who is overly friendly and a bit blind to others feelings, Makoto is insanely passive and seemingly uncaring. This leads to him being bullied or pushed around a lot because he won't fight back and people think he's a freak for being so blank.

Maybe he tried fighting back for a little bit in the past and it didn't help, so he gave up. And nobody will risk helping him now because they don't want to be lumped in with him.

Kenji, new to this school, doesn't have any of these predispositions, starts his SL with Makoto by scaring off some of those people (partially just wanting to flex his SEES training). This event probably doesn't happen at school, they don't want to risk disciplinary committee catching them possibly?? Big Maybe

Makoto shocked that this just happened, something like this would never happen to him. Won't tell Kenji anything about why this was happening or who the people involved were, but Kenji manages to at least weasel times and places he's consistently at school to see him again.

General SL about getting Makoto to see that this isn't what he deserves. The people that want to hurt him don't deserve a chance to do it. He deserves to feel the same things others do.

Extra Stuff

Makoto's hangout spot would probably be the library, quiet and people leave him alone. That or in front of the bookshop. Bonus hangouts at the music store and karaoke.

Rank 10 item a matching MP3 to his. Kenji asked about his music so much he thought it's the least he can do.

Kenji convincing him to hang out the first few ranks by studying at the library and then inviting him out to eat. This also means Makoto is alone less, smaller chance of someone causing issues

Makoto's fav gift to receive possibly food? Maybe it's easier for him to show appreciation for it.

Possible Sunday hangout playing Innocent Sin Online.

I cannot decide what the theoretical romance trigger would be, if I think of something interesting I'll eventually put it in a post.

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Coffeeshop AU

Coffeeshop is such a staple. But not having solid ideas of when to place it. Most likely it's also a part of "No Personas / Everyone lives - nobody dies". But I can refine the big sweeping stuff later! Possible they're also in diff classes due to Butterfly Effect

Since it's a No Personas world, Makoto's parents live, possibly still a car crash to keep timeline mainly intact? But everyone survives.

Current time, Makoto works at Chagall as his main job, mainly to have spending money and get outta the house.

Kenji knows vaguely about Makoto, hasn't interacted with him much -- no one has -- but still recognizes him when he goes in one day to get the highest calorie custom coffee in existence to ease his pain over recent test scores (I strongly believe Kenji would have a trashy sweet tooth at times like these)

He doesn't wanna be Too Awkward, but they do go to school together, so he should be a bit casual right…?

Makoto just nods along, putting in his order, Kenji swears it's different than what he asked but. He's not about to correct the guy

Makoto gives him the drink. Yeah it's not at all what he ordered. Did he offend the guy? He decided to sit down and try it, in case it's awful…

It's dang good. Zones out just enjoying it until he's done. Gonna compliment the guy's skills on guessing drink taste, but looks like he's gone. Lunch break? It'd be weird to stick around.

So he comes back next day, less weird to thank him at work then to wait til they're back in school… right?

Makoto is there, good! "Hey, I wanted to just thank you for yesterday. That drink you gave me? Best thing I've had in awhile, can you make me that again?"

Makoto looks at him a bit confused, a bit blank. Oh yeah… Kenji's a stranger he's not gonna remember everyone who walks in here.

"I'm the one who ordered the [sweetest coffee you can possibly think of]. I'm guessing you don't like stuff like that cause you gave me something totally different. It was really good."

"Oh… that one. Sure, if you want. It's nothing special."

Kenji hasn't actually ever heard him talk before. Calm voice for a scary looking guy!

This then evolves into Kenji coming in way too often to get what he starts calling the "Yuki Special" (he only gets it when Makoto is there), and Kenji being Kenji starts wiggling himself into becoming Makoto's friend ("acquaintance" according to Makoto at first, if you asked)

Kenji tells anyone who asks that it's because the guy makes a mean coffee, and is actually a great conversationalist!… when he can get him to talk

No other possible reason! It's not odd in the slightest to only ever order one item from one person, it's because Makoto's the only one who can make it right

(he tried to get it from a different barista one time… didn't taste right)

They're unique guys so they just have a unique way of bonding. A one of a kind friendship!

If anyone asks Kenji why he's learning to make coffee as a hobby he will never admit it's to impress Makoto who seems to know all there is to know.

Makoto starts making the drink ahead of time and planning his breaks around when Kenji comes in, since Kenji wants to talk to him while he's there anyway.

Eventually Kenji plucks up the courage to ask him for his number - "so we can talk anytime! That way I don't always take up your break, how 'bout it?"

Makoto finds himself easily agreeing, surprisingly. They text a lot, much easier for Makoto than calling, though Makoto still takes his break when Kenji comes in.

One day Makoto makes the drink and plans everything ahead like usual. And Kenji doesn't come in. He shuffles a bit - what is he supposed to do…? He waits, keeps scanning, did he miss him come in? He's never done that before, Kenji's got a very unique presence.

After awhile boss makes him take his break, he brings the drink with him, no use wasting it. What did he do before this whole routine started again…?

Remembers he can contact Kenji… He tries to call… voicemail. Is it because he called? He's never called, he supposed. Sends off a text - are you ok?

Takes a sip of the drink. Yep, too sweet. He keeps drinking anyway, no point in wasting it

(Either Kenji studied way too hard and slept through his usual visit time, or he's sick, or got dragged off to karaoke something, but he's ok. No bad!!)

Aka I feel Makoto learning that he is getting attached and he's a person who feels things should be explored more

Whenever Kenji gets back to his text, assures he's ok! Sorry for not warning ahead of time. Makoto releases tension he didn't know he had, that's good. He's fine, sorry for trying to call out of the blue. Kenji assures him he can call anytime, it's what best friends do right?

Next day at school, Kenji finally tracks Makoto down, vaguely knows his schedule but wants to catch him before day ends (why doesn't this guy look at his texts before lunch??). Wants to apologize for making Makoto worry in person

He feels a bit awkward. They hang out, kinda, all the time right? They're friends, so it's not weird to approach him… he realizes that they've never hung out outside of Makoto's work, that explains it. He's gonna change that

So he sits with him at lunch naturally just like he'd do at the coffeeshop, and does just that. Apologizes for making him worry and invites him out to make up for it, he never sees Makoto around town anyway, it's a chance for them to have fun!

Makoto slightly surprised. Nobody had invited him out during high school. Maybe he even had a thought deep down that Kenji was only hanging out at work cause it was convenient, and he'd finally gotten bored. But he still agrees. He didn't have anything planned anyways. Best friends do fun stuff right…? He thinks they do, at least. It'd been a long time since he had a friend so involved in his life

Insert a long and fun montage of them trying to do everything, since Makoto says he hadn't really gone on an outing like this anywhere in years. They go to the arcade, Kenji is horrible at claw machines. Makoto wins a ton. Kenji beats him at the fighting games, Makoto dominates at the zappers.

They chill at karaoke, Makoto impresses Kenji so much he immediately drags him to the music store so Makoto can point out what music he recommends, buys several of them. End it off with eating so much Wilduck burger both vow to not come back for a long time.

Neither realize or even think about how a lotta people would perceive this as a date. They're both just having fun getting to do stuff with someone else, though Kenji may be ignoring how much his heart seizes up seeing every happy expression or soft blink Makoto gives him, new expressions he's not used to seeing - definitely not like this at least. And Makoto may not be bringing up just how much Kenji is looking at him when there's so much else to look at... and how he doesn't mind, all that much.

Discord message hit max characters for the 4th time and I didn't wanna type more then and there, this is already edited to add a bunch, but I'm sure I'll expand on this one!

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Separated Family AU

The thoughts may be a bit scattered because @bakafurai chipped in a lot on this idea so I have to summarize / rewrite their thoughts

@Shadowfreak98 said Daisuke Nagase sometimes gives her the vibe of "could be related to Kenji, like an older brother. Well he can't be older but you get it, brothers" (< recalling best I can) Could I make the most nonsense idea that they're half brothers due to marriage / divorce?? Their personalities also contrast super interestingly There's so much room for ideas there, but it means more brain power

Daisuke would be around Kenji's sister's age, since Kenji mentions her starting high school next year, when he'll be a third year, so it lines up timeline wise. Possible Kenji's mom and dad separated before either was born, Kenji's dad possibly unaware she's pregnant. So Kenji's mom goes to Inaba to settle in a quiet place, while Kenji's dad stays and remarries. They have Kenji's sister shortly after

Kenji doesn't know Daisuke well at all. If they've ever met, it was only at a few small family gatherings, both probably more think of the other as a distant cousin, if at all. Daisuke in general is a guy who doesn't bring up private stuff unless he really thinks it'll help with something, and Kenji barely mentions his own little sister, so it's just never brought up. Who talks much about the equivalent of a mystery cousin??

Possibility for some interesting interactions during the Iwatodai trip. Kenji not able to leave the island after the events of P3, attached to this place too much. Maybe works at Hakegure. Kou and Daisuke go there to see if they're as good as Aiya... little bit of an awkward family reunion. Chance for Kenji to try and establish bonds, like Makoto showed them they're important and powerful (could be in a Kenjikoto "Makoto lives" au as well).

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chiffaust · 2 years ago

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Hi for the christmas event can i request for 💖 with tsumugi please, thank you very much!

DAY 11 — CHRISTMAS PROMPT 💖 + tsumugi aoba

💖 ─ volunteer together at a local charity

‎ (n.) – you wjoever you are who requested this bless your heart. have a good holiday. /threat /lovingly (and to you guys too ofc!! :3)

This years christmas surely is a memorable one. Not only will this the the first christmas you'd be spending with your boyfriend, but you two would also spend it by volunteering at local charities.

It was his idea, and you couldn't reject him. It was too pure hearted you would feel like a terrible person if you were to say no to that.

Alas, your days were spent together helping those in need. Sure, it wasn't much, but seeing those people's smile pure of joy after a hard day of work truly makes you feel better about it.

Today was unlike others, you both worked to help one another and the charity, from mundane tasks to another one. Perhaps it's a bit too mundane for a christmas day like these, but you didn't care. Seeing the genuine smile as he gives off stuff to those in need, and the smile of those touched by his kindness are enough to make you stop complaining.

As you continued day dreaming of him, you suddenly felt a on the hem of your shirt. Confused, you look down to see a child.

"Ah, do you need something?" You ask, kneeling down to the child's height as you smiled gently at her.

"Ard you... Aoba-san's significant other?" She asks, eyes sparkling somehow.

"Yes, and why so? Were you threatened by his big hands?" You ask, chuckling slightly at your own joke.

"His hands are kinda big. Too big, but like he's so nice!" She exclaimed, smiling widely. You only smiled back, feeling your heart at peace knowing that even children like her was touched by his kindness.

"I mean... He's kind of ugly, and sometimes... He acts pathetic, but he's like... Extremely nice!"

Ah, there it goes. The backhand compliment children gives. You could only smile as you nod in acknowledgement at her words.

"I-I wanna marry someone like him in the future! Well, maybe except more... Handsome and with smaller hands...?"

"Haha, I'm sure once the time's right, you'll meet that someone who you'd spend the rest of your life with, little miss ♪" you replied to her confession, flashing her a toothy grin as you ruffled her hair.

After you let go of her hair, she instantly held onto it, huffing her cheeks angrily at you. "Hey, Aoba-san was the one who did my hair today...!"

"Oh, really? I apologize then."

"Ah, there you are!" You soon heard a voice chiming in, and you could recognize that voice anywhere. You look at the direction the voice came from and saw Tsumugi, smiling widely while carrying an empty box.

"Oh, dear. I didn't expect to see you here too!" Tsumugi greeted you, kissing your forehead despite the box he's carrying with his both hands. You giggled like a highschool girl as the little miss faked a gag.

"You shouldn't run away like that again, you know. You got me worried sick." Tsumugi soon brings his attention back to the girl. He kneels onto his knees, placing the box onto the floor as he ruffled the girls hair.

"Hey, you were the one who did my hair today, why'd you ruin it?!" The girl huffed her cheeks once again, holding onto her hair to prevent from anyone ruffling it any further.

"Haha, sorry, sorry." Tsumugi was quick to apologize. After that, he brings his hand into the seemingly empty box and brings out a small teddy bear.

"Taadaa! This one's especially for you, little miss. Consider it as a christmas present from us in the charity ♪" he said, handing the teddy bear to the girl.

The girl's eyes sparkle in pure delight, as if she wasn't even sure if she was supposed to even hold it. "A-aoba-san! I love it so much, it's so cute, I love it, I love you!!" The girl yells out her confession of love and hugged Tsumugi.

Tsumugi only smiled, patting her back. As the girl was still hugging Tsumugi, your eyes met.

You soon kneeled down too and gave him a peck on the lips. "Then consider it as a present too, from me ♪" you winked playfully at him.

He kissed you back, chuckling lightly, looking at you with those loving eyes. "Thank you so much, dear. I really appreciate it."

"Merry christmas, darling." You replied back, and the girl faked a gag before you two could kiss again.

"Haha, sorry, little miss." Tsumugi apologized, smiling sheepishly st the girl. "Merry christmas to you too."

#🎄... christmas event!#🎁... happy holidays to you!#ensemble stars x reader #enstars x reader #tsumugi aoba x reader

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iliveforyouilongforyouvesuvia · 1 year ago

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omg ok no more silly jazz this time

i have a song for lucio and it perfectly captures his insecurity and struggles to improve himself

Was It Something I said by MyKey ft. cavetown

im gonna do a big lyric breakdown, i hope you don't mind

"Guess it's time for a sadboy kiss and tell"

i can just imagine lucio letting out a big sigh and saying that before he vents or something

"You ruined my life but I wish you well

I lied about that second part, oh well"

i feel like the first line could refer to how the ritual was supposed to be for lucio getting a new body. instead, the new body was given to mc instead, ruining his life

and the second line, saying he "lied" is just a case of his classic bravado

"Yeah, quit leaving me voicemails about your pain"

could be a metaphor for that scene when mc's ghost haunted him, saying that he killed them

"Shouldn't have listened to the shit you said

Why'd you even bring it up in the first place?"

in his route, his awful past kept being brought up. also, the first line is the first rough and bumpy process to self-improvement because it's hard. you just want to deflect and deflect your mistake, and that's what lucio did in the beginning of his self-improvement journey.

"Was it something I said? That made you anxious, yeah, it made you upset"

just him genuinely asking, thats it.

"Made you call me back at 3 am

Just to tell me your defense"

how mc never gave up on him.

"Was it something I said? That made you anxious, yeah, it made you upset

Made you wanna go and bitch to your friends"

lucio can gaslight himself as much as he want about how everyone loves him but he deep, deeeep, like way deep down he knows thats not true. and his insecurity would assume that mc would talk shit about him bc, again, he deep down knows nadia and asra arent fond of him.

and last one

"Pretty sure she's in my bloodstream"

omg get it, its the beginning of his route when mc connected him with them through their blood

ok thats all, have a great day/night

im just gonna contemplate more abt this song and lucio now...

@dandydanthelion oh those lyrics are gutwrenching UGH and the way you unpack them too, I can really see how their point lines up with Lucio's emotions :')

It's going on the playlist and the tag, friend, thanks for sending this!

#ask arcana brainrot #arcana brainrot playlist #the arcana #lucio the arcana #lucio morgasson #the arcana headcanons #the arcana hc #the arcana game

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mark-of-chrysus · 2 years ago

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I remembered the Mommy Sammy loop and I was wondering - what if it was combined with the Little Daniel getting adopted by Big Deal loop? For example, what if Danny is adopted and the whole Johan incident happens soon after, but Sammy decided that she'll take her in under her wing. Female Johan and Samuel would be so cool.

Meanwhile, Danny is growing up and he realizes that Samuel and Johan are girls but Big Deal still hasn't realized it. Cue Daniel casually tring to tell Sinu and Yeonhui and the rest of Big Deal about it and them not believing him because what girl would be as much a psycho as those two (they think this with affection).

It would also be kinda fluffy since Samuel would probably stay with big deal and maybe try to legally become a business mogul (kind of like going to school and still making one mcn, just not with workers).

Idk I just thought it was a cool idea. Sorry for all the rambling.

"All of them are dumbasses," Daniel grumbled, kicking pebbles.

"Mhm." Sammy didn't even bother pretending otherwise, as she completed another test and began checking her answers.

Daniel had just returned from his usual daily attempt at opening Sinu and Jake's eyes regarding Sammy and Johane's gender. It had gone as expected, he got laughed at and sent on his way so the adults could 'do their job' (playing video games until 3 am). He had managed to convince Yeonhui a few weeks ago, as the girl was obviously much less dense than the two dunderheads leading the crew.

The time-looper trapped in a 7-year-old's body gave a long-suffering sigh, crouching near the steps on which his big sister figure was sat.

"They even had the gall to laugh in my face and tell me that I was making stuff up to avoid doing my homework. Can you believe that?!"

"The audacity." Samuel drawled making the tiny boy bristle even harder.

"You aren't even listening to me!" He shouted in annoyance, maybe a bit too loud for how late at night it was.

'Yep, definitely too loud' he sweatdropped when the lights in the building behind them turned on. A ruffled, half-asleep brown-haired girl made her way out after a few beats of silence, followed closely by her loyal companion. Eden took one look at them, deciding that whatever human business they were doing didn't affect him, and headed back in after a large yawn. Johane looked tempted to follow his example.

"What are you two doing?" She asked instead, plopping down beside Sammy. "You know you're going to ruin your eyes like that, right?"

Sammy looked up at her. She had a flashlight strapped to her head and was checking her answers in pink glitter pen while the book was precariously balanced on one of her knees. The buff girl pointedly pushed her glasses up her nose.

"You know what I meant." Johane huffed "You're going to damage your eyes even more, then you'll have to wander around like a blind bat before age 30. And what's gotten in you, pup, why'd you shout at 1 in the morning like a damn prairie dog?"

The child shuffled his feet, the tips of his ears reddening.

"I didn't mean for it to be that loud. It's just that the guys-"

"What guys?"

"Sinu and Jake" Sammy supplied

"-are being such idiots that it's starting to really irk me!"

Johane paused, probably still a bit slow from tiredness and trying to gather her thoughts and articulate them in a kid-friendly way.

"Did you just now notice?" Was all she managed to come up with. "I mean, they've been like that since-"

"Forever." Sammy completed her sentence, closing the book and turning off the flashlight before turning to face her two younger siblings figures. "So those fuckers can't take the fact that me and her were born with vaginas and boobs. What are you gonna do about it? It's not as if you can force them to change their minds..."

The maniac smirk that spread on the beastie's face (She thought him that! That was her greatest achievement in raising the little hellspawn and no one could deny it!) made her pause. Sammy knew how devious the brat could be, but as she thought back to what she had said offhandedly just now, the Economical Studies students could already predict his thought process.

"Thanks, Sammy! You just gave me a great idea, I knew those crocodiles with lightsabers would come in handy again!" He ran up to the buff girl and gave her a quick peck on the cheek before running off.

"What have we just unleashed?" Sammy pondered out loud.

"And where is my kith?" Johanne slurred already half-leaning onto her shoulder.

#time loop #lookism manhwa #webtoon lookism #lookism #daniel park #johan seong #female johan #samuel seo #female samuel #big deal

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livvyofthelake · 1 year ago

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welcome to new york- ok tda is not the new york series so we’re off to a lame start with making this a tda album. but dru lives in new york now. upstate but like. she can go to the city. anyway this one’s about clary

blank space- kind of an unblorboifiable song but i'll do my best. this happened to kit in his head. he thinks everyone hates him and he's constantly creating this counternarrative in his mind where they're wrong but he does NOT understand that people literally think he's just a sad kid. but i won't say that about taylor swift. ......

style- well obviously clace we’ve seen helena's amv. on the other hand. this song is also about jules and emma. they are never going out of style. when i was 14 i read lady midnight for the first time and i loved it so much i put a jules quote on my bedroom wall and it is still there… and i still am acting weird about those guys!! they will not go out of style!! they will always be famous!!!

out of the woods- ummmm your necklace hanging from my neck. i don’t wanna talk about it. i feel like you've already heard this from me many a time so we don't have to get into it. also sidenote i don't like the bridge in the new version. not nearly as like. biting....

all you had to do was stay- again you've heard this from me before... this happened to my guys! you had me in the palm of your hand then why'd you have to go and lock me out when i let you in... hey now you say you want it back now that it's just too late.... "when are you going to forgive me"....... ok.

shake it off- well basically this happened to emma. she is SHAKING it off.... always. haters are gonna hate.... i'm just gonna shake it off.... ok well emma is actually quite notorious for not being able to shake things off. girl hellbent on a revenge mission. but well she does her best ok give her a break

i wish you would- ty core...... whatever. i'm trying to be normaler about those guys so i won't get into it

bad blood- literally jules. and um. i don't think i can say that helena do you know the twist bad guy in lady midnight am i allowed to say it i don't wanna say it if you don't know i've been trying to be vauge on this matter so i don't ruin it for you.... anyway. i won't say anything. but jules is so bad blood core... he's crazy fr

wildest dreams- emma and jules at the end of lord of shadows when redacted was going to happen. which of course did not end up happening. but well it worked out!

how you get the girl- livvy would love this song..... she is sooo girl who is obsessed with the concept of romance... to me...

this love- crazy song for tda just in general. i'll be nice to kieran for one second rn and say this one's for him. i don't actually hate kieran as much as i say i do but i do NOT like him and i do not ever spend time thinking about him because he is annoying and makes me mad. but ok he kinda freaked it in some places in lady midnight.

i know places- dyke ass song. happened to emma and jules! i still hate the new i's in here like taylor what is this... however the new "and we run" is just crazy seriosuly. anyway. when you have to hide your relationship from everyone because it's technically illegal and realistically dangerous because you're parabatai... (and you're lesbians....)

clean- cristina core serisouly. fuck you diego rosales.... i'm kidding man we're cool now i like you. but also like fuck you for what you did to my friend cristina even though like technically it was a misunderstanding but like still. anyway cristina is fine <3

wonderland- happened to my buddy kit fr. again i'm trying to be normaler about those guys so i won't get too into it. but well. didn't they us don't rush into things didn't you flash your green eyes at me haven't you heard what becomes of curious minds didn't it all seem new and exciting i felt your arms twisting around me i should've slept with one eye open at night we found wonderland you and i got lost in it and we pretended it could last forever. me when i help my friend with necromancy because he is like. dangerously mentally unstable and i think i can fix him. and i'm 15.

you are in love- emma when she thinks about clary and jace fr...

new romantics- jules…. he could build a castle out of all the bricks they threw at him….

slut!- i’m gonna be so real and say this song is so goddamn midnights i can’t listen to it without thinking “omg morgana”. like are we sure this is a 1989 song. this is a midnights song. like. anyway that’s my truth. i guess we could say it’s about emma if we really want to stay on theme but. this is a midnights song and it’s about morgana.... sure ok emma whatever. also i’m gonna be real and tell you all i’ve listened to this song specifically about a hundred times since it came out like i’ve been playing her ass on repeat trying to decide if i like it or not. idk but i do know i am enamored with it. again this is kinda how i felt about midnights. also this song has been huge for the tiktok edit community but i won’t discuss that

say don't go- i’ve said this already but well this did happen to kit. it did for actually real happen to him... he said "i love you" and uh... ty said nothing back.... and then he moved to england...

now that we don't talk- well. kit.

suburban legends- if i say livvy core will you all Understand. not so much in a “this happened to her” way. because crucially her ass has never had a romantic interest. unless we count thule which i can’t because that will make me insane. but in the sense that the song is about a doomed relationship where the narrator knows that she’s going to let this person ruin her. also this song again gives midnights to me but to a lesser extent than slut. jack antonoff you need to step away from taylor swift’s recording studio. anyway. livvy. imagine if this song was not about a romantic relationship but rather a girl and her freak twin brother. and their pet orphan. who did in fact kiss her in a way that screwed her up forever. when you truly consider the events and their implications.

is it over now?- i. don't know if i like this song first of all. hm. i'm divided. anyway. this didn't really happen to any of my buddies but i guess i'll say it's a kit song anyway. but he wasn't cheated on, something much stranger was happening. in another way we could say it's about cristina. but that barely makes any sense. in another way this happened to jace. perhaps in the most real way, this happened to some totally different guys who i won't speak about at this time. we'll just say this song has been huge for the tiktok edits community. anyway. yeah idk if i like this song. do i like this song? do you guys like this song? swifties i know we as a collective are meant to like this one a lot i know it's been the popular one amongst the masses but like. do we LIKE it, or are the crazy swifties just freaking out because it's about harry styles cheating on her maybe. actually speaking of taylor and harry. why hasn't anyone been talking about the vehicular manslaughter during this 1989 tv era.... lyric from this exact song: "red blood, white snow" they killed somebody fr...... anyway.

1989 taylor’s version as a tda concept album but mostly kit because well obviously the album about the worst situationship of your life is a kit album. that happened to him. anyway post coming soon stay tuned:

#tsc #FINALLY got to actually listen to the album. woah remember free time…..#and POST!

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donghoonie-3 · 2 years ago

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Enhypen Hyung Line as Arctic Monkey's Songs

@forjongseong wanted someone to do this so I decided to do it hehe :3 I hope yous enjoy <33 also these are just my opinions so don't get mad at me if you don't think they match 😭 yous can add to this if yous want to!! Also I match these by thinking of like a scenario of the song and think who the scenario would suit if that makes sense??

Heeseung

I have no explanation for this it just makes sense okay 😭😭

Okay I'm like 50/50 with this song for hee (but it also reminds me of jake so idk 😭) alfbskdn but the whole "the best you ever had, the best you ever had is just a memory of those dreams" just reminded me of hee?? Like I can imagine a scenario kind of thing where he's your best friend but has a crush djdjjd and you ran to him after a tough break up and he's trying to help you forget your ex and all but also ends up telling you he likes you??? LISTEN IDK I KNOW THIS MIGHT SOUND RANDOM BUT IDC that line made me think of this scenario 😭😭.

Jay

Listen, Jay is whipped for you and he wants to be yours. That's all I'm gonna say💀.

"I crumble completely when you cry" just made me think of Jay IDK WHY OKAY. I was listening to this song because I wanted to include cuz it's my favourite 😭 and I was trying to figure out for which member this one should go with AND THEN THAT LINE MADE ME THINK OF JAY.

Jake

Okay similar thing to hee ig... I searched the meaning behind this song so I can give a better reason lmao. So the song is about the girl going back to her ex even though he's like not good for her and so he's like basically telling her to snap out of it skfbdj. So this is why it's like similar with hee 😭 ISTG THESE TWO JUST GIVE ME THESE VIBES QKDNSJ.

I straight away thought if yous being fwb but Jake doesn't know if there's any feelings or not and he wants to ask but he's also unsure because he doesn't want to ruin the whole friends with benefits thing since he likes you and that's the only way of being the closest with you.

Sunghoon

"I go crazy cuz here isn't where I wanna be, and satisfaction feels like a distant memory and I can't help myself, all I wanna know is are you mine?" This just reminded me of hoon the whole song, all of the lyrics it just 😭 it makes sense😭

Again I searched up the meaning to get a better understanding of this song akrbsjnw and the conclusion to the meaning "This is a sweet, melancholic song about finding love in unlikely places. To not give up hope, even when your heart is broken, is the real message behind the Knee Socks lyrics meaning." Reminded me of hoonie 🥰

#enhypen #enhypen as songs #enhypen scenarios #heeseung scenarios #jay scenarios #jake scenarios #sunghoon scenarios #heeseung #jay #jake #sunghoon #jaeyun

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justpeaxchy · 2 years ago

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“Hey, it's on me.”

In which bakugou katsuki knows he did something that shouldn't have been done. In which guilt starts to tug at his heart unexpectedly.

(another song fic! Here's the song)

PSST! want a playlist to go along with this while you're reading? Click here <3

{Warnings: angst, guilty bakugou, he says some hurtful stuff, he's a little toxic in this one, this takes place in their third year at UA but flashbacks will be in their first year or somewhere in that timeline. Reader is a female but it isn't specified. A little bit of midoriya, reader at the end.}

The flashbacks are mostly all at different times, my apologies if it seems a little confusing at first!

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Bakugou knew he shouldn't have said it. He made you feel like everything was your fault when he knew damn well it wasn't.

He thought he had to protect himself. He thought he was protecting you.

Guilt was such a strong feeling. He felt it so many times before. It ate away at his heart each time he thought about it. It weighed heavily in his mind. A never-ending process of his emotions being out of control. It was so unlike him.

He wasn't one to just fall for anyone, no. Let alone let them down so easily. Dealing with another person's heart is a big matter after all.

So why'd he have to break what he loved so much?

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"Katsuki."

Rumbling arose from the blonde's mouth as he turned his head in your direction. You looked so tired. Tired of this. Tired of him. Yet you were still here.

Why?

Why couldn't you just leave him alone for your sake? Why couldn't you see what he was doing to you? He didn't want to break your heart more than he already did.

"Why are you leaving again..?" You seemed so hesitant to even speak to him. As if he were a fragile piece of glass that could break any moment if you held it the wrong way. He hated it.

"I have to go, okay? It's late as hell and I stayed way longer than I needed to. Keeping me up this late for shitty school work." He turned around back to the door and got ready to leave when a sudden tug of his sleeve got his attention.

"Don't leave again. Please... I need you, kats-" Your voice, which was already trembling, began to grow smaller when you noticed the glare he was giving you. Sure, he always did that to everyone but something in his eyes told you he was serious. And so were you.

"Let go of me. And don't call me that stupid nickname. It's annoying as hell." Aggressively pulling his arm away from you, he stormed out the dorm he was in for only half an hour.

You were left with little to no hope. You knew that was the last straw and yet you still found yourself wanting him to come back and embrace you. Apologizing for all the things he's said to your face. You longed for his arms to wrap around your form one last time.

But you knew you were never going to experience that again. No matter how many times you cried yourself to sleep.

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"Katsuki!"

His name rolled off your tongue as if it were meant to be. You smiled as the usually enraged teenager turned your way with a subtle glance. The sun was going down, signaling that the day was nearly over.

You quickly ran out the doors from UA and bolted towards Katsuki's side. He scoffed as if it didn't just do something to his heart. He loved it each time you said his name like that. He loved the way your smile beamed in the sunlight. He loved the way it made your skin glow.

"Eh? What'd you want this time?" The tone in his voice sounded different when he was next to you. It was too noticeable to ignore but you tried your best not to fuel the anger that could boil up any second from that guy. It could ruin his "ego".

You chuckled and looked directly into his eyes. One thing you noticed about bakugou was that he wanted eye contact. Most of the time people would be too scared or nervous to look at him for more than five seconds. So you figured you'd do him a favor and look at him when you talked.

"Nothing. Is it so harmful that I just wanted to walk with katsuki bakugou?" You smirked when you saw the blonde mutter something under his breath. You weren't sure if you were imagining things but there seemed to be a slight shade of pink dusting his cheek.

"It is when you start to annoy me. You're damn lucky I even let you do this." He sped up his walk slightly but you went back to match his steps again. "What's the point of this anyway?" His voice went back to his normal yelling when you were closer to him.

"Eh? The point of what if I may ask?" Your shoulder bumped into his and he shook his head.

"Why are you sticking with me like you're attached to my damn hip? Can't you go annoy someone else like--" Silence was met when you expected him to finish his sentence. You glanced up at him waiting for something but all he did was look at the ground. That wasn't out of the ordinary for him but if anyone met bakugo they knew he wasn't one to look at the floor when speaking to someone.

"Like..?"

"... Forget it, dumbass."

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"Katsuki?"

Your voice could be heard on the other side of his dorm. Muffled but it was still beautiful nonetheless.

"Katsuki I know you're in there. Don't try to hide from me you big dummy."

The one thing he didn't need right now was to be called any names. He's had his full tonight. After the fight with deku he didn't have the energy to deal with anyone.

Everyone except you at least.

He thought he wouldn't want you near him either but after he heard your voice for the first time in hours, exhaustion clung to him like clothes. He needed you near him. Just this once.

After Aizawa scolded them for going out late just to fight, he wanted to go straight to bed. But of course, your wonderful self had to come knocking on his door.

"The hell do you want." His statement sounded more like a demand than a question from your perspective. You knew what he and midoriya did wasn't right but you also knew that something happened between them that was far more important than a measly fight.

"I want to come in. If you'll let me."

You were met with even more silence as you waited for him to respond. Anything was good enough but you didn't hear one creak coming from his room. Sighing, you turned around and got ready to head back to your room. Katsuki was always a tough one to deal with but that's what caught your attention in the first place. You knew he was not your normal everyday teenager with a quirk. You knew there was something beneath that facade of anger.

As you took a couple steps away from the door you wanted to see open, you felt a pair of strong arms wrap around your shoulders. You paused right where you stood as your eyes widened like you just saw a train crash happen right in front of you.

"Don't .. go."

Katsuki mumbled against your skin and held you like you were glass. His touch compared to feathers as he slowly took your hand in his, leading you to his room once more.

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The stars glimmered in the night, casting a soft glow into the room you were stuck in. They looked even more beautiful tonight.

It was late. You didn't know what time it was but you knew it was way past your usual bedtime.

'Wonder if denki and the rest of them are still up..'

You would get your phone out to check because it's the obvious thing to do. Of course you would. If only there wasn't a gorgeous, angry, but emotional, katsuki bakugou on your shoulder. You didn't want to risk moving at this point.

Your eyes met the resting form of the guy who's known to have the most outbursts of rage. He looked so peaceful. So ethereal. He'd look ten times prettier if he'd just shut up once in a while.

But you loved all the features that came with him. Including his attitude.

Not everyone got to experience what you did in the previous hours you were with him. You got to see the katsuki bakugou cry in front of you. Right before your eyes you saw him have a breakdown because of what happened. Not only because of deku but of events that happened before the fight. You always knew that midoriya and katsuki grew up together. He told you that when you managed to get a level higher in your friendship.

At this point you knew of your feelings for him but you chose to ignore them for his sake. You didn't know if he felt the same. You're sure he's close with kirishima as well. You've seen them together a lot and he seems more comfortable around him more than anyone if it wasn't you.

Midoriya held a strange status for katsuki. He always called him a nerd or the usual "deku" but knowing him since they were kids wasn't something that could just be overlooked. No matter how many times he tried to hide it. Ever since he told you it made way more sense. Why they were constantly fighting and why he always grew more angry when the green-eyed student walked in a room.

You were thankful he ranted to you. You hadn't known how much he had been keeping from everyone. It hurt you to know what he's been going through without saying anything.

Your hand found itself resting on top of his and you blinked away the tears that threatened to fall. Now wasn't the time to get emotional. You had to be there for him.

That's when you decided to never leave his side. To never abandon him when he most needed you.

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Today was different.

The walk out of the UA building was especially different. There wasn't someone beside you saying "how annoying you were" or calling you "dumbass". In other words, katsuki wasn't walking you out today.

When class ended you bolted up from your seat only to see him walk out of the classroom without a second thought.

Ever since that night he expressed all his emotions to you he's been distant. It's hard trying to ignore something like that. You figured it would only last for a day or two but it's been a full week since he's even had a full conversation with you. He acts as if you never existed and you're not in the same class as he is.

'He'll have to get used to me sooner or later. It gets more difficult for him to ignore me when we're in the dorms..'

You thought that as soon as the ignoring became noticeable. Did anything change? No. But you hoped he'll eventually talk to you like you're another human being. If anything it's enough for him to talk to you like you're someone he hates.

But by his attitude it seems like he already does.

Your overthinking caused you to slow down your steps. You hadn't realized the tears that were forming in your eyes because of how bad you were caught up in your emotions.

This sucked. It really did.

You thought that him finally opening up to you would be good. You thought you'd be even closer to him because of that. You thought he'd be more comfortable to share things with you about his life. You were willing to be there for him but he just didn't seem to be as fully committed like you were.

Were you just not good enough?

Soon your small sniffles turned into sobs and you noticed how badly you were crying. You tried to wipe the tears away but they kept coming. It didn't feel normal. It felt like a waterfall that was neverending. You were genuinely trying but they didn't stop.

"Ah.." You hiccuped and noticed how damp your sleeve had gotten already from your tears and snot. It was gross. You didn't even notice how you weren't moving anymore. You were more focused on trying to calm yourself down.

"Dumbass. Why are you crying now, huh?"

The voice that brought you joy and peace only gave you a feeling of tremendous guilt and anger now. You were so caught up in your feelings you didn't know that he was approaching you. So much for being a pro hero.

"I'm not.. crying."

Bakugou scoffed and shoved his hands in his pockets and took slow steps towards you. Even though you weren't facing him, his gaze was soft. He didn't want to hurt you more than he already did.

"Yea. And I'm the one with shitty grades." His sarcasm was, if not anything, very visible. He knows damn well that you're crying and you didn't know how long he was there.

"Just leave. It looks like you have better things to do nowadays, right?" Your usual soft and easy-going voice sounded cold. It was sharp and could've scared a random person away if it weren't him dealing with it.

He tilted his head down slightly as he breathed out what sounded like a laugh. "I didn't think you were this stupid. I know you're better than the rest of those extras. Don't let me down now."

How could he be joking right now? Your tears were slowing down at this point but they weren't stopping anytime soon. You huffed and turned around so quickly it looked like you broke your neck.

"You're the stupid one. You ignore me for a week after you basically trauma dump on me and then come up to me like nothing happened? What the hell is wrong with you bakugou? I thought -"

Your rambling came to a hault as your hand was pulled towards the blonde in front of you. It caught you off guard, causing you to slightly trip on your feet. But being the absolute prince charming he is, katsuki held you in his arms.

You froze at the spot. He never embraced you like this. So intimately. He never held you this close before.

Your gaze slowly glanced towards his vermilion eyes. They shined brightly in the sunlight. They were looking directly at you. It felt ethereal but you couldn't forget the current situation you were in just because he was pretty.

"What are you-"

"You're supposed to call me Katsuki." He inhaled before releasing the breath. "Why can't you see that I love you?"

Katsuki, who's known as the boy who screams nearly 24/7 to everyone, spoke with a shaking voice. His hands even trembled if you looked close enough. You couldn't believe what your ears just heard.

All you could do was blink. Blinked because of the surprise? Blinked because you couldn't say a word to the person you loved for so long? You figured it was both.

"I'm sorry for ignoring you. I-" His gaze looked at the ground for a second before he shook his head. "Fuck it. Look, I know what I've been doing wasn't the best idea but - damn it. Why do you have to have such an effect on me? Damn you. Damn my heart for doing these things to me. Damn it. If your goal was to make me fall in love with you then congratulations. It worked."

He released a breath as if he were holding it the entire time. He looked nervous. You've seen him make plenty of facial expressions but you've hardly ever seen him behave like this. You didn't know what to do. You didn't know how to move in that moment.

"Dumbass. Say something. Please-" Katsuki's hands nervously let go of yours and he looked like he was being held at gunpoint. Your mouth opened and closed but no words were able to form.

'Damn it'

Your body practically moved on its own and you found yourself bringing him closer to you. His eyes narrowed with confusion before realizing what you were doing - or trying to do at least.

You closed your eyes tightly as if there was a dust storm happening and closed the distance between you two, gently kissing the side of his lips. You didn't do what he had exactly planned but it made him freeze nonetheless. It was unexpected of you and he didn't know what to say anymore.

"Sorry was that...bad-" Your voice was now the one trembling but Katsuki could care less. His eyes looked directly into yours and you knew that something was different. You knew just by his eyes. His face held the softest expression he's given you yet. It was mesmerizing. He lowered himself to be closer to you again and he spoke in a whisper.

"You missed."

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"What? You guys are-"

"Y-you...she-"

"Y'all..?"

"YOU'RE DATING?"

Kaminari, being the only one who was able to form a full sentence, shouted loud enough for the whole floor to hear.

You guys all stood in the common room as the class of 1-A panicked over the new relationship between y/n and the one and only, bakugou.

Your eyes refused to meet everyone and you found yourself wishing you never had this idea. You thought they would handle it more maturely and act their age but they were acting like a little kid who just got a brand new toy and wanted to let the whole world know about it.

"Hah! You owe me that 20 dollars, Denki!" Mina held out her hand towards the said person with a cocky grin on her face.

"You extras placed a damn bet on us?" Katsuki's hands sparked and he looked ready to fight anybody that moved.

Midoriya, being the poor soul who moved, stepped in front of you with a smile on his face. Sure, the smile was there but his eyes told a different story. He looked as if he just saw his All Might figures get destroyed.

"Y-y/n-chan...are you..okay?"

You froze, blinking with the uttermost confusion on your face.

What did he say?

"I-I think so? Why'd you ask..?"

"Well, you're taking on a relationship with kacchan and I just wanted to make sure you weren't forced into anything w-" His rambling was cut off by a hand shoved into his freckled cheek, causing you to jump.

"M-Midoriya!" You looked at Katsuki, who did the action, as he shoved him away from your eyesight. "Hey!"

Iida bolted towards your new boyfriend and did his signature hand movement, yelling in his direction. "Bakugou! That is no way to treat one of your classmates and you know that! Apologize this instant!"

You expected the enraging blonde to say something but all he did was turn to you and drag you away from everyone, leaving them to scream.

"You can't just leave after that!"

"Bakubro! Wait!"

"Wait! Tell us how long you've been dating -"

"KACCHAN!"

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Katsuki's behavior changed since the relationship started. Only with you of course. He acted differently. Only for you. He acted more vulnerable. Only for you. He acted more gentle, all for you.

You'd be lying if you said it didn't cause butterflies to erupt in your stomach.

Everyone at UA soon found out about you two in only a couple of weeks. Three to be exact. Aizawa didn't say much about it but his only words were to "not cause any trouble."

You had hoped that this wouldn't be too much of a big deal but with the whole UA knowing it's ten times harder to walk out of school without someone giggling when they see you. Katsuki was already well known for his attitude and quirk but with you at his side, reputation just became something scary for you.

'It'll only get worse when you become a pro hero.'

You always saw yourself growing to become a well known hero. Now with the one you loved by your side.

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Katsuki stormed out of the agency building, todoroki and deku yelling after him to stop.

He was blinded by anger and leaving was the best way to restrain himself from blowing up that entire floor.

He recalled the event that just happened. Involving you and your antics.

You had come to him when he was in the middle of hero work with endeavor. He specifically told you not to do that. He told you not to bother him when he was busy doing the things that was going to make him a pro hero.

But you thought that it was such a good time to visit him after he had just let a wanted criminal slip from his hands. The events leading up to it were beyond chaotic. Car crashes, people getting hurt, todoroki and deku having to stop looking for the criminal to help pick up the mess he started. His explosions were out of control due to the person's quirk and he struggled just to keep his hands from forming sparks for an hour.

He felt like he failed. Failure wasn't supposed to be in his dictionary for the longest time but after the first years at UA, accepting it was practically required. He's been through his fair share of disappointments and traumatic events but he especially hated this particular one. He couldn't even control his own quirk.

You happened to stop by the agency since you were on a patrol for yours and figured you could stop by for a minute. You didn't know it would soon turn into an argument. Full of yelling and accusations.

What did you do wrong?

He acted like a child throwing a fit but in all honesty, his words still hurt. They stung. You knew that he could say hurtful things sometimes but he hardly meant them half of the time. This was different. It felt different.

"Get the hell out of here, y/n! I never asked for your shitty opinion of me." He snarked, vermilion eyes lit with pure rage. You didn't know if you felt like shrinking back from his glare or slap the expression off his face.

"Katsuki! Just stop yelling! I'm saying you shouldn't be angry like this! It'll only make the situation worse-" Your hand reached out to him but a harsh slap could be heard across the room.

You widened your eyes and trembled for a quick second. He had slapped you. Not in the face, sure, but he did do it. And definitely not in a playful way.

It hurt, yes. But what hurt more was the fact that he walked - or practically stormed - out of the building. Ignoring your shocked expression.

You heard footsteps coming behind you but you tuned it out, standing right where your boyfriend left you.

"Y/n! Are you alright?"

Midoriya hesitated to put his hand on your shoulder as a form of reassurance, not knowing if you even wanted to be touched.

"I'm..fine. I-I think I'll just leave, yea?" Your voice shook slightly and your steps seemed out of order for a long second.

He knew you weren't fine. And as todoroki slowly approached the two of you, he knew you weren't either.

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Katsuki wondered why he said yes to a relationship so soon. He wondered why he fell in love so easily. His main goal was to become a hero. Not to be lovey-dovey with someone.

Why did he have to love you so much? Why did he have to give in to you?

As he walked out of the dorms of UA he started to complicate these things. He wondered what it would've been like if you two weren't dating. If you guys just remained friends or not at all. If you remained perfect strangers to each other. Just like the beginning of the year.

He told you he was late to the agency but he was actually pretty early. He just needed time to himself without rushing towards hero work and then coming right back to you exhausted.

He knew you had your own studies too. You had your own business to handle with becoming a pro hero. You had a life too. You just gave a lot of your attention to him. More than he liked at this point. He didn't want you to put him on top of your future. Your dream was to become a hero people could rely on. It's no different from deku if he was being honest.

You both had so much in common if he looked good enough. You were practically twins in his eyes. If it wasn't deku talking his ear off then it would be you. If it wasn't deku who would ramble about the things he admires it would be you.

He thought you guys would've gotten along splendidly if it was him in his place. He found himself wondering what it would be like if deku took his place in this relationship.

If Katsuki was anything, it wouldn't be dumb. At least in this situation. He's seen the subtle glances that damn deku threw your way when you weren't looking. That was before he even dated you. Now he just treats you with more kindness than he did before. His chivalry attitude towards you chewed him up from the inside.

Sure, he knows that deku would always be a challenge to deal with or be some sort of competition in almost everything. But he didn't expect him to even have his eyes on you. He didn't want him to do that.

As time grew and your guy's relationship drifted off from being intimate and loving, Katsuki didn't know what to do with it. He knew things changed, somehow and someway, between you both. It wasn't the same as it was the first year at UA. When he first fell in love. When your presence alone could reassure him.

A cough erupted from his throat as he looked down at his hands.

Had he fallen out of love with you?

Had he been too caught up with hero training that he forgot what relationship he had with you?

The thought made him shiver where he stood. He felt so much guilt at that moment. He felt like he just got stabbed. By himself nonetheless. How could he do this to you ?

Of course the obvious solution would be to end the relationship as soon as possible but something in him held back. Something in him didn't fully want that. He didn't want to let go of you so quickly. There were moments where he still needed you but he knew that wasn't a healthy mindset. Only going to you to rant about his day and then go to sleep like nothing happened. He knew it was wrong.

Why couldn't he just let you go?

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After Katsuki had left you standing in your dorm, an overflow of emotions swept you off your feet. You couldn't find the strength to stand anymore. You caved in and cried at the spot. It didn't take long for your body to shake from the sobs you let out.

Why didn't he stay?

He must have known that was your last straw. You were tired. Tired of carrying the relationship on your own shoulders without his help. He didn't even make the effort to fake it. The only time he did that was when he talked to you at the end of the day. You could tell he forced himself to do it as if it were a chore.

It stung. Stung your heart and made it crumble day by day each time it happened. You didn't have the power to stop it.

But now you did. You finally decided that it was time to end whatever you both had. He didn't seem to want it anymore and that was fine. If it makes him more happy, you would gladly end the relationship you shared. If it makes him more relieved, then you'll do it.

All for him. For his sake.

You got up from the floor and looked for your phone. For some reason you still kept a background of you and katsuki as your lock screen. It was from a long time ago.

You scoffed. An empty grin crossing your lips. It's not the best feeling in the world to know that you have to be the one to call off this relationship.

With a big breath in, you opened your phone to text todoroki. Him and midoriya knew about some of your situation. Not all of it but most. You told todoroki more than you did with midoriya because you knew he would've gotten more easily angered with katsuki. He's known him longer. Longer than you have as a matter of fact. Todoroki was always more calm about it. Even though he didn't particularly like what was happening, he tried to understand where you were coming from.

You had told him of your plan once you decided to call it off with katsuki. You didn't want it to be today but the exhaustion of it all was too much at this point. You were tired of him storming out of your dorm or leaving you wherever you were to live his life as if you weren't in it. You didn't want to be someone he could just rant to at the end of the day when he felt like talking to you.

Texting todoroki, you told him about what just happened. You knew it was time to end it. You just had to muster up the strength and courage to say it to his face.

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"Y/n-chan!"

Your ears perked up to the sound of your name and you turned your head to see who called. Although you already knew who it was based off the voice.

Midoriya was running towards you as if his life depended on it. His facial expression made it ten times funnier. The tie on his dress suit was becoming loose when he managed to stand in front of you, while sounding like he just ran a marathon.

"You okay there?" You chuckled and softly rested your hand on his hair for a moment, noticing the flustered smile he held. "Did I forget something or..?"

"Oh! No don't worry about that! I just-" He stopped to breathe properly for a minute and continued talking. "I actually wanted to walk you home. If that's okay of course!"

Your eyes scanned his face to see if he was joking in any manner. You knew he wouldn't joke about something like that but you felt like you had to check. It's been so long since someone walked you home.

Today was your graduation party. Everyone was there and you were able to fully enjoy yourself. You were able to have a genuine smile on your face and laugh until your stomach hurt. Your friends were there with you and it felt ethereal.

After the breakup with katsuki you went through a long season of self doubt. It was horrible. You didn't want to look back on it. You knew that you weren't yourself and it hurts to know you had to act like that in front of other people.

Midoriya was always somewhere in your eyesight when that was happening. He was always available for you, as he stated. That still stands to this day but it made you happier than you thought. To have someone keep their promise and actually be there when you needed it meant more than anything.

Once the party was over you told a couple people that you were going to your house to spend time with your family. Knowing them, they usually would throw some sort of "after-party" for something like a graduation. In your mind it was just another party you wanted to get over with. Midoriya must have heard you mention your plans.

"Ah? Are you sure. My folks are probably gonna party some more as an excuse for my graduation. I don't know if you wanna be around a bunch of people like them-"

A chuckle arose from the boy in front of you. His emerald gaze sparkled in the sunset. "I'm fine with that. As long as I get to be with you it's okay."

Pardon? Did you just hear that correctly? Did he even know what he said? You found your face slowly heating up at his words but tried to shake it off.

'Weird..'

"O-oh. I see. Well then, uhm, shall we?"

Midoriya smiled that innocent grin of his and nodded, waiting for you to take the lead.

"Right. We shall-"

"Y/n."

A different voice called your name. A voice you knew but didn't want to hear. Your whole body froze and you slowly looked up to see him. It caught you off guard. Katsuki hadn't talked to you since you left him but there he stood.

You saw him at the party, of course, but no interaction happened between you two.

Midoriya spun his head around faster than you could look up. His eyes blinked before narrowing at the person who stood a couple steps away from you both. He knows what you've been through and why. It not only hurt you but also him because he's known katsuki since childhood. He never thought he'd act as cruel as he did to him to someone he loved.

"You forgot something."

His hand held out your small purse. Of course. You did forget something.

"Kacchan you-"

"Shut it. I just wanted to give her this. Believe me I wasn't gonna do it but shitty hair forced me." He walked a few steps closer to you and handed the purse over.

A quick glance at his eyes was all it took for you to remember everything you had with him. With Katsuki. You remembered when you first fell in love and how you both acted in the beginning. It was puppy love, you figured.

Despite all the pain you went through at the end you found yourself smiling. You were glad you had the experience of falling in love. Even if it was just for a little.

Katsuki noticed the smile that remained on your lips as you looked at him. His grip on your purse loosened and he wasn't as stiff anymore.

"Thank you."

There were unspoken words between you. He knew that. It was practically written on your face. The smile you gave him and the gentleness your eyes held was enough for him to breathe properly. It was enough for him to actually take a deep breathe in and feel at peace.

"Yeah. No problem."

Katsuki knew he could've done better for you. He knew he could've at least tried to make your relationship better. In the end he knew that you would live your life more freely, not always focusing on him.

As your hands nearly touched when you grabbed the purse, he found himself muttering out the words;

"Hey, it's on me."

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Bro is it just me or did this come out really bad 🧍‍♀️

LIKE,,, I HAD THE IDEA IN MY HEAD BUT IDK IF THIS MADE SENSE 💀. hopefully it all did and I didn't just put random flashbacks that confused y'all. My apologies if it did 💀.

I'm probably gonna do a part two for this so lmk if that'll be something you're interested in ig?

I made bakugou a little more mean in this one I'm sorry 🫠

{ The main song this fic is based off of is afterglow <3}

#mha #bnha bakugo katsuki #bakugou katsuki #bakugou x reader #bakugo x female reader #mha fanfiction #mha x y/n #mha x reader #x reader #katsuki x y/n

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seka1-k0k0ro · 3 years ago

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hello hello! i saw that you take requests so i thought it'd be great if i make a rq of my own :D

can you make like a kageyama & tsukishima [separate] crush hcs? like how they react to realizing that they have a crush on the reader and how they confess to them? ty in advance :>

-sincerely , 🍙anon ♡

hello 🍙 anon, welcome <3

when i read this i was like AWWW THIS IS SO CUTE! def what i needed. i also added a song that i believe the boys would religiously listen to while they’re crushing heavily

also, sorry it’s taken me so long, it’s currently midterms so i have exams bUT after they’re done i’ll be posting much more regularly 💓

oh, no! i hope i don’t fall!

tsukishima & kageyama x crush, gn!reader

cw: none :) fluffy goodness

[lowercase intended]

tsukishima kei

this boy is hopeless

an enemies to lovers is really the only way i can ever see this bitch falling in love

you two bicker in class a lot and the entire school loves to revel in this

you both happen to be in the same friend group (tsukki, yama, you, yachi) so you spend lots of time together

he realizes he has a crush on you after a heated debate at yachi’s sleepover and you end up winning

there is silence on his end after you said your last bit, and you grin while saying, “what? cat got your tongue, pretty boy?”

tsukishima swore his heart recreated the big bang in his chest.

he knew then that he need to confess to you, but there was a problem…how in the hell was he gonna do that?

"this is bad. this is really really bad. how in the hell am i going to confess to her? does she even fucking like me? she probably jus-" tskuishima ranted on and on while yamaguchi sat there with an unimpressed look on his face. the pleasure and curse of being both you and tsukishima's best friends was getting the inside scoop on the lovesick couple. "yamaguchi, please don't sit there looking at me like that. what the fuck am i supposed to do?" yamaguchi sighs heavily both concerned and over it.

"i don't know what to tell you tsukki, but you're going to have to do this on your own. you're the one who knows her best after all." tsukishima ran his palm across his face knowing that the answer yamaguchi gave was the correct one but not what tsukishima wanted to hear. after a moment of silence for tsukishima's crippling ego, he nods grimly.

"you're right." yamaguchi slaps the magazine he's holding against the bed.

"you're acting like you've just been told to jump off of a cliff to save the world. quit acting childish before someone else gets to her first." with that, yamaguchi got up and left. little did yams know, something sparked in tsukishima's head; he knew exactly how to confess to you.

for the past week, tsukishima has been acting weird and distant, more than usual. he's been softer, and his mean retorts have been less frequent. one day after lunch, you're digging through your bag to find a paper for a class when you find a green envelope. the note inside invites you to visit the gym afterschool and after volleyball practice it's signed by tsukishima which rocks your world.

crazed thoughts flood your brain, and you can barely focus for the rest of the day until the final bell. you have afterschool errands which you should be done with right before practice ends, and as soon as your teacher gives you a final goodbye, you race to the gym.

you look at a clock on your way there, and practice had just ended. you arrive at the doors, winded and tsukishima smirks at you. "it seems like you need to work on your stamina, y/n."

"it seems like you need to shut that big mouth of yours tsukki." you laugh, happy with your kinda sucky comeback, and tsukishima flusters, no longer able to keep it in.

"y/n, i really like you." tsukishima's instant thoughts were, 'nice going asshole, you ruined the plan. why'd you say ‘really’ now you just sound desperate. could you have-'

you interrupt his thoughts by blurting out, "i really like you too," with a blush on your cheeks. you step up to him and lace his fingers with yours. "i really do." tsukishima felt something in his heart melt, and he couldn't help but smile at you.

this is not that bad. no, this is actually really good.

song: ik this man listens to all of ikon’s sad love songs bc he believes he’ll get rejected ☹️

kageyama tobio

lost cause #2

you’re the school’s well known book nerd like you could fuck up horribly in any class but always receive a perfect score in literature

people are lining up to get tutoring

and, you’re in luck because kageyama is in dire need of one!

oh this poor baby is so bad the first day you tutor him, you actually laugh at him

you tutor him on tuesdays and thursdays, and one thursday, he had to give a private volleyball lesson to a little kid right after your session, and he left his jacket behind

he realizes he has a crush on you when the next morning he hears your voice yelling for him through his headphones

he turns his head, and he sees you running up to him

the moment he spots you, a random love song begins to play on the radio station he listens to

his heart fluttered and sank, to where he thought, 'am i having a fucking heart attack right now?"

kageyama is the type to blurt it out by accident, and then run away and avoid you, which is exactly what he does

"tobio!" you catch up to him, and kageyama takes the jacket outstretched towards him in your hands. "here's your jacket. you left it at the library yesterday.” you set the jacket in his outstretched hand, the other still occupied with hold his earbud.

“thanks,” he mumbles, confused.

“i- um, i washed it! I didn’t know whether or not you wanted it back like that but-“ you rambled

“no, it’s alright, thank you,” he said suddenly speechless in front of you, when you, normally, make him feel so comfortable he could spew anything and you won’t judge him for it. you notice this and he sees your eyebrows furrow.

“is everything alright, tobio? did everything go as planned yesterday?” he stayed silent, continuously looking between his jacket and you.

“you did really good at tutoring yesterday!” you rub your hand on his arm in hopes of consoling him. when it comes to his confession, there really is no build up; it completely smacks you in the face.

“i think i have a crush on you.” your soothing hand comes to a stop.

“w-what?” the realization of his words set in and he bolted into the school. you sat there confused replaying the last couple of seconds in your head debating if he really said what he just said.

it’s now tuesday, and kageyama has been ignoring you all weekend, plus he avoided you all day yesterday. you’re waiting in the library and you have the sinking feel that he is not going to show up…which he doesn’t.

you’ve had enough. you’re going to confront this man whether he likes it or not. you plan out to crash his wednesday volleyball practice since he believes he has the right to miss your tutoring sessions.

"tobio!" you yell. he goes to set the ball back to hinata when he falters at the sound of your voice. his eyes meet yours, and he panics. kageyama turns on his heels at lightning speed, but the third years stop him before he can fulfill his escape plan. you ended up right in front of him when you get between him and the three third years.

"y/n! i can explain, really," he stammers, and you let him ramble. after you'e thought he's had enough of embarrassing himself. you engulf him in a hug.

"tobio, you really need to stop being so thick in the head and listen." you pull away and cradle his face gently in your hands. "i like you too." tobio really did believe in magic then. his world turned pink, and he swore you were emanating a faint yellow glow; it was like you were the sun to his earth, and he'd be a cold wasteland without you.

he hugged you again, with a big sigh like all of his stresses had been lifted off of his shoulders.

song: this is the song that kageyama would be listening to when you ran up to him hehe.

#haikyuu x reader #tsukishima x reader #kageyama x reader #kageyama tobio #haikyuu #haikyuu fluff #tsukishima fluff #kageyama fluff

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spaceyflowerswriting · 2 years ago

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2 dorks (jace park x reader)

details: fluffy oneshot, gender neutral reader, general canon au, you and jace are classmates secretly pining for each other

summary: you and jace have a painfully awkward 3 am talk over the phone.

a/n: this is basically for anon that was curious about if i had written jace before ! here's my first attempt ^_^

also shoutout to this song for giving me the inspiration and strength to finish this T_T

There were a lot of times Jace wished Burn Knuckles was... a little smarter, to say the least. Like, a lot. But other times he was glad they were oblivious and dense. This was definitely one of those times. Unfortunately other people around still noticed, but Jace was only teased from time to time so he didn't mind too much.

What did they notice? Well, his crush, of course. It's not like he made it obvious or anything, he--yeah, no, it was pretty obvious. The longer he was crushing on you and the stronger his feelings grew, it was getting harder for him to act as if he didn't harbor romantic feelings for you. The worst part was he was beginning to think you were noticing, too. And he wasn't sure if the feeling was mutual.

He didn't really know what to do with himself after realizing that. Logically, he could just waltz up to you and ask you out, but that's easier said than done. Not to mention, he didn't want to ruin anything between you two. Being your friend was the only way he could see your charming smile up close and have fun, casual conversations with you. How could he possibly risk losing that?

And so he thought about what to do for a solid month, before ultimately deciding he'd be fine as staying your friend. Plus, if he had to be honest, he didn't even think he'd fall in love with you so this would probably be fine. After all, you two were just classmates and he didn't think by continuing to interact with you and then befriending you would land him in a friends-to-lovers story.

Ahem, that is if you say yes to when he asks you out. Which he won't.

Probably.

"Argh, no, I said I wouldn't!"

"Jace?"

"Huh?" Jace blinked himself back awake. He had fallen asleep?

"Were you... sleep talking...?"

"Uhhh... maybe?" What the hell did he just experience? Some dream retelling of his current situation? Whatever it was, he shook his head as if trying to shake away the sleepiness in him and readjusted himself in bed. "Sorry for the noise," he murmured, picking his phone up and laying it by his head instead of by his torso where it had slipped. "And sorry if I did sleep talk." A second passed before he worriedly asked, "I--I didn't say anything weird, did I?"

"Nah," your voice replied, soft laughter following afterwards. "You know, if you're tired, you can go to sleep."

"But I like hearing you talk." Jace cringed a little with how quickly he responded.

"Then why'd you fall asleep~?"

He groaned hearing the teasing tone of your voice as his cheeks colored in a little red. He could just imagine the cute grin on your face. "I guess I'm tired. Not of you, though."

"What am I saying?!" Cue the internal screaming. "Maybe I should head to sleep... I might say something I'll regret in this state."

His heart pounded in anticipation at the sudden silence at the other end of the line.

Pro of voice calls: you couldn't see him blushing.

Con of voice calls: he couldn't see your expressions and guess what you were thinking or planning to say.

"Well... good to know you're not tired of me." A pause. "Um... you think you'll ever get tired of me?"

"No...?" You laughed after his response, and Jace could actually tell it was nervous laughter. It took him a while to register it though because he wasn't sure what you were nervous about. "If you're worried about that, you don't have to. Like I said, I like listening to you talk. About anything, really."

"Huh." At least you sounded a little more content now. "Is that why you've been having these late night talks with me?"

"Mhm. Well, we've been having them for a while though, haven't we?"

"A few months maybe? I don't know, I just started talking longer than usual one night and it became a pattern I guess."

Jace hummed. "I talk, too, y'know."

"Right, right, late night conversations, not late night speeches from me. I did say talks."

After a playful eyeroll, Jace turned to lay on his side, facing his phone. "Yeah, and you also just said, 'I just started talking longer than usual one night.'"

"Don't get smart with me," you playfully snapped, before the two of you shared a laugh. There was a peaceful moment of silence that followed. Jace nearly fell asleep again until your voice called his name.

"Hm?" He was shaking his head like before as if that would help wake him up.

"I, uh. Need to ask you one last question. And then we can both sleep afterwards. I don't know if now's the right time but I don't think I'll get the nerves to ask any other time."

"Um... ask away." Nervousness creeped its way into Jace as possibilities ran through his mind. If only he could feel more prepared for whatever was coming his way.

"We're just friends... right?"

Oh dear. Now that was a possibility Jace thought of, but also one of the many he didn't mentally prepare himself for. He ended up just keeping quiet, unsure of what to reply with. There were lots of ways things could go wrong. Or... right.

"Jace?"

"Yeah?"

"Did you hear my question?"

"Yes."

"...And your response is?"

While the emotional side of Jace was panicking, his logical side took over to say, "Yeah. I mean, that's our current status," which only made his emotional side even more panicked.

"Right." You quietly cleared your throat. "Thanks, I just wanted to make sure. About. That."

"Oh... yeah? Cool."

"Uh-huh."

"God, I wish Vasco was here to break the tension or something."

Jace gulped as he shuffled in his bed again, turning to lay on his back now. "So... that's all?"

"Yup. Uh, good night."

"Yeah, you, too. Good night. And sweet dr--" His phone made a small beeping sound before he finished which mildly surprised him. He laughed a little when his phone buzzed next and he didn't have to check to know it was an apology text from you. Still, he went to pick his phone up, holding it above his face.

"I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to cut you off! I thought you were done after 'good night!'"

"Don't worry about it. Sweet dreams! That's all I wanted to say."

"Oh, okay. Back at you, then!"

A soft smile was on Jace's face as he went to give your text a thumbs up. He ended up misclicking though, and unintentionally hearted your text instead. In another state of panic, he dropped his phone on his face.

"Ow!"

He rushed to sit up and give your text the right reaction. Then, immediately flopped back down, sighing heavily. "Why am I like this," he muttered, cheeks feeling warm. He stared at the ceiling for a few seconds before letting out another sigh and slowly forcing himself to get out of bed to charge his phone. After that, he headed straight back to bed and pulled his blanket over his head.

He had no idea if this conversation would be brought up the next time you two talk, but he hoped it wouldn't. Just to save himself and you the embarrassnent. But maybe that awkward talk was what both of you needed to set things straight.

Nah. It was definitely what you two dorks needed.

#lookism x reader #jace park x reader #jace park

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randomperson46 · 3 years ago

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Not in Kansas Anymore

A/N: sorry it took me so long to get this part out. Seeing family along with trying to get the part to a certain point in the story where I wanted to stop. Oof. An e way, I hope yall enjoy!

Mammon Angst

Mammon x GN MC

Warnings: Mammon is hurt at the beginning, but he heals fast. Brothers are mean, that's really it for this chapter.

Part 1 • Part 2 • Part 3 • Part 4 • Part 5

You sat scrunched up on your bed. Your room always felt colder without his presence. It's almost 12 am, therefore Mammon should be back from his punishment soon. After the two of you started dating Mammon always came to your room after punishment. Almost like clockwork you heard his soft knock.

"Cmon in Mams," You creep over to the door silently opening it. "Hey, how are you holding up?" You help guide him in as he makes his way to your bed. The moonlight glistening off of his back. A groan escapes him as he flops onto the bed. You walk over to your bathroom to grab your fist aid kit. You've always kept one in there just in case.

"Don't worry about me babe, just come lay with me." Mammon spoke softly while holding his arm out to you, showing you where you should lay. But you knew better. You gently push his arm away before looking at the mangled ruins of his shirt.

"Mams what happened tonight?" You gently try to remove the torn cloth off of his back to get a better look at his wounds.

"Well something pissed Lucifer off, he's always harsher when he's pissed. I know the difference," he laughs dryly, "You could call me and expert on the subject."

"Oh Mammon!" You hug him tightly from behind. "I'm sorry I didn't mean too."

"Huh?" He sat up to embrace you. "Treasure its not your fault."

"Yes it is Mammon, it's my fault." You squeeze him trying to express your apology through the hug. "I called him a coward."

"Why'd ya call him a coward?" He asks as he runs his hands through your hair.

"Because he is a coward! And a liar! I said what I said. But I never ment for anything to happen to you. I never ment to make things worse." You look up to hold his face in your hands, carefully dodging his eyes.

"Hahah no fucking way!" Mammon starts to laugh, giggles spilling out of him aggressively as he tries to stay quiet. You make eye contact with him.

"You're not mad at me?"

"What? No babe, that's pretty badass of you! Honestly it's nice for Lucifer to get a taste of his own medicine sometimes," He presses a kiss to your forehead " as long as you're okay, I'll be okay."

You look at his wounds again and see them already healing. "I'm suprised you didn't head to your room first to get a new uniform or a new shirt at least."

"Funny story, I stayed in your room last night and used my emergency set of RAD clothes. And those were the only clothes not ruined by Satan when he had his tantrum yesterday."

"So you have no clothes?"

He shakes his head.

"That's going to cause a stir at breakfast, and you can't even wear the one you wore today because Lucifer ruined it." You put your hand to your forehead already preparing for the headache to come.

"Well my Treasure has my back, right?" He snuggles closer to you.

"Of course Mams, and I'm not above using pact marks to make your brothers behave, well most of them." You lay down and let Mammon pull your head onto his chest.

"I can probably ask Asmo for a spare uniform, so at least most of the drama will happen after school."

"Hopefully, goodnight Mams."

"Good night Treasure."

"Oh my Diavolo!" A light gasp was heard nearby.

"Lucifer would have a fit if he heard that,,, I think I'll start using it." That was definitely Satan. You started stirring trying to sit up, it must be early because your alarm hasn't gone off yet.

"Look they're waking up, maybe we can help them once they wake up." Murmurs of agreement pass through your room.

As you open your eyes you are met with a gorgeous sight. Mammon sleeping peacefully, face resting, hair sleep touched, and his hands gently resting on your back. You inhale deeply and exhale. You snuggle into his neck and you feel his arms shift to hold you close.

"Why are they not backing away? They can't really like him, right? Right?" The same light voice now slightly panicking, Asmo? Maybe.

"Maybe they don't know it's Mammon?" A new voice adds in.

"How did he get into their bed shirtless if they didn't know about it!" Asmo? Says whisper yelling.

You could easily explain to them that you are head over heels in love with their brother, but Mammon specifically asked you too keep it a secret. And you really did not want to break the promise. You felt Mammon stir awake, maybe you would not have to break any boundary.

"It's early what're you three doing." Mammon slurs, sleep heavy on his voice.

"We could ask you the same thing Mammon." Satan spoke.

"Yeah what scummy things were you trying to do to my MC?" Asmo, who still seems distraught, says next.

"Well if you three must know, my room and all my clothes are destroyed." Mammon looks to the time, deciding whether or not to wake you yet.

"Oh? And who's fault is that?" Satan asks smugly.

"Yours Satan." Mammon gently runs his hand up and down your back.

"No, you can't even take responsibility for your own actions Mammon. Honestly it's ridiculous. And if you didn't think you deserved it you could have stopped me" Satan shakes his head.

"Satan, I didn't piss you off. MC did. And if they weren't my focus you would have killed them. So I couldn't save my room or my clothes because I didn't want them dead. Now if you're here to finish your job from two days ago, kindly fuck off I'm still sore from yesterday." Mammon starts to gently shake you just as your alarm goes off.

When you open your eyes for the second time that day you notice his blue and yellow eyes looking off to the side. His eyebrows were knit loosely, hands gently gripping the blanket. Mammon didn't mention your relationship so you wouldn't either.

"Good morning Mammon, are you feeling better?" You gently squeeze his bicep. He turns to face you.

"I'm just sore, I'll be as good as new after breakfast." He promises. He then noticed his 3 brothers and your proximity. His face turned red and he pushes you away from him.

You weren't mad, you knew what being in a relationship with Mammon would entail. And that only amplified with it being a secret. You turned to Satan. "Could you leave, if remembering that makes you angry,, I just don't want you to trash my room too, me and Mammon will run out of places to sleep."

"Speaking of places to sleep I doubt Lucifer will let you stay here Mammon. I wonder who has to share." You turn to see Belphie sitting in your chair.

"Hey Asmo do you have a spare uniform I can borrow?" Mammon asks.

"Why would I let scum like you taint my closet?" Asmo's nose scrunches up.

Mammon turned to you and says "Guess I won't be making it to breakfast."

You giggles at his bad joke and slap his arm.

"You know something doesn't sit right with me. 2 days ago Satan trashed Mammon's room and clothes, but yesterday his uniform was fine, now he doesn't have one." Belphie spoke up.

Mammon just sighs "You wanna handle this while I try to find clothes?" He asks you, and when you nod he walks out.

"I always keep a spare uniform in my room because... well... I'm not going to sugar coat this, the things Lucifer does to Mammon ends up shredding his clothes, so when he comes here to get disinfected and patched up. He always has clothes to wear. So when Satan trashed his room he needed clothes yesterday and Lucifer ruined them again. So that's why he had clothes last time and I would share my uniforms but we found out last time they don't fit him" You explain sitting up fully.

Silence filled the room.

"What do you mean 'you found out last time' what time?" Satan asks an unreadable look on his face.

"I. I'm. Let's not get into that, I have to get ready and help Mammon find a uniform-"

"He can wear one of mine." Asmo interrupts.

"Then go help him, he doesn't know that." You finish. Asmo runs out the room. "Anyway now is not the time to get into all that."

"Is that why you called us horrible brothers, you know you really hurt Beel with that one." Belphie sighs.

"Good. Now maybe yall feel as bad as Mammon does all the time." You grab your uniform and walk behind the changing screen.

"Mammon feel bad? He's a happy go lucky scumbag." Belphie starts.

"Yeah he is! I don't think anything could ruin his mood." Satan starts to laugh.

"Yeah except Lucifer taking his card away." Back and forth they go. Once you are fully dressed, you step out from behind the screen and sigh.

"Mammon is just strong." You say.

"Mammon? Strong?" Belphie started laughing now.

You can feel the rage coursing through your body. With clenched fist and a tight smile, you say "Well let's go to breakfast."

You all went downstairs and sat around the table. Mammon sat down beside you in a RAD uniform. Surprisingly it was put on correctly and not how Mammon usually does it. Probably because Asmo helped him. Fit with Asmo's pink tie. Actually pink looks good on him.

"Good morning brothers and MC, today after RAD we're headed to the castle." Lucifer pulls out the head chair and smoothly sits down.

"And why are we going there?" Belphie sighs. Leviathan sets out breakfast.

"Do I have to go?" Levi asks.

"Yes you do, everyone is going. Since Mammon didn't want to come forth and admit to his cheating last night, I've already contacted Barbatos and they will give us the truth. As a matter of fact they're letting us watch the truth, so no ones lies can trick some of us." With that last sentence Lucifer was staring right at you. Every brother was except for Mamsand Asmo. Even Satan and Belphie stare at you, but the looks in their eyes were almost questioning instead of pity.

I guess everyone will find out the truth after school...

Taglist: @gallantys , @jiminslajibolala , @dabiscrustyfeet , @ice-icebaby , @rakshamon

#obey me mammon #mammon angst #mammon x mc #mammon x reader #mammon #obey me lucifer #obey me angst #obey me asmodeus #obey me belphegor #obey me belphie #obey me satan

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