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#spotify#ex factor#lauryn hill#“you said you'd die for me#why wont you live for me“#idk why that's really hitting this morning
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Ahhhhh Nyaaaaa
#ninjago#Ninjago seabound#ninjago nya#nya smith#Those damn whispers are calling her#They wont shut up#I am so intrigued with the concept of destiny actually#i feel like at some point it just becomes a way to make them feel as though they don‘t have a choice or control over their lives#Like with all the ninja tbh#That‘s also why I like how a bunch of elemental maters in dr are just not fighters (love you geo)#They need all need therapy#Idk loosing autonomy over ones body is just very personal to me#Art#original art#ninjago fanart#ninjago art
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sans au sexyman polls doooodle
congrats to the kings<3 🫶🫶🫶
#utmv#cross!sans#error!sans#uf!sans#underfell!sans#fell!sans#sans au sexyman polls#no talk error angy#m rambles#after this tag#unfortunately i was not able to join in on the fun in xtwitter (or tumblr even) during the polls' duration 😔#but this year's results were interesting :)!#i super love all of the grapehead / lightbulb-head glowing blush cross art so much why is he so cute and handsome and rrhrfgrhgh#squeezes him like a stress ball /j#cross deserves it bc hes HOT theres no denying it tbh#he is everywhere and ppl like him and angst enjoyers like him and he has an ANIME (animation) so hes like. an anime boy. kinda. yk#/ hot - / handsome - / cute - / charming - / goofy - / sweet --- he checks some other boxes i wont mention them all bUT#HHELLOOO DO YOU SEE WHY. HE LIVES IN MY HEAD RENT-FREE. EVERY. DAY.#he is SO easy to put in Situations and ppl have fun with that and /puts head in hands/ anyway.#me looping strings around the pins i tacked onto their pictures and looking for their similarities (insert that one meme)#(if anyone wants me to actually go insane feral weird and simp/info dump/ramble and be annoying abt my beloveds in a post lmk 👍)
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…It's nice. You're so noisy. […] Actually, it'd be better if we died together. That way, neither of us would have to suffer the pain of losing the other, right? Shut up.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 13
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#userspicy#userrain#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#AI DI'S FACE IN THE LAST GIFFFFFF IIIIIIIIII. LOOOOVE. HIIIMMMMM.#this might be the most romantic thing ive ever seen full stop#if you dont want to die with me so neither of us have to live without each other then why would i want you.#(but also ai di would have been okay with that. again. hes like. hes taking what he can get.#he thinks chen yi isnt as All In as he is....and this is the scene he realizes chen yi is just as insane about him and he is SOOOOO. happy!#i also love the face chen yi makes as he's getting in the car while ai di is calling at him to promise. he ROLLS HIS EYES.#he looks at ai di like. SURE jan. SURE ill let you die before me. SUUUURE i wont go insane if you die.#i just love how now theyre completely on the same page with each other. they know how much each loves the other#and both of them are so so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGH.#'youre so noisy.' 'shut up.' chen yi just wants to kiss (hes laughing & fond & in love & not as good with words & its really. really cute.)#and the way he leans back and clears his throat like he cant believe what he just said but he would never take it back...baby...
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"if we make america worse and more of a dictatorship that will be even harder to unravel and make it the way we want the country to be, maybe then everyone will join our Glorious Revolution!" bb girl you cant even be in the same room with someone who thinks you should vote, how in tf do you think you're gonna unite people to fight in The Revolution with you? it's gonna be you and your 5 friends, i hate to break it to you.
#i dont think you realize how repelling you and your politics are to everyone else#you get all of your validation for how Smart You Are from your friends and ignore any kind of feedback that suggests you should#change or do something differently. thats the only reason you're so convinced average people will go along with you bc you keep getting#affirmation from the people who ALREADY agree with you- but you have NO IDEA how to bridge the gap between people who agree#with you and disagree with you. you're horrible at convincing people of your side of things outside of straight up guilt tripping them#or bullying them like a highschooler. im sorry but the tools you learned to survive with as a kid aren't gonna help you in this situation.#the ONLY THING you can come up with to bridge that gap is a bloody revolution. thats how bad you are at this.#and you're also so bad at this and unimaginative that you dont even realize how THAT might not even be enough.#you cant imagine ANY kind of avenue to getting people to change AT ALL outside of blood and fire. and thats why people call you#an authoritarian.#i'll be honest- i really do think the world would be a better place if we did incremental change under a democratic president who wont#set the world on fire vs the godkingemperor republican WHO WONT EVEN LISTEN TO YOU AT ALL EVER AND MIGHT KILL YOU#FOR PUTTING UP A STINK. idk if you noticed but if that evil fuck gets into office we are severely outnumbered if he gets police#n shit to go after his own citizens. letting trump win is making this battle so much harder than it needs to be.#you are choosing trying to fix the world while its exploding vs trying to fix it before it explodes at all.#what is this like a procrastination thing? you wanna wait till the last minute to try? idfgi. wtf is wrong with you#throwing minority lives away to prove a point. and then you try to tell me you care. gtfoh.#accelerationists should never be taken seriously.
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I'm gonna be in denial about Toga's death for the rest of my life btw
#i refuse to accept.#she's alive. hori just wont show it#trust me bro#her and ochako actually live forever. they live in a cottage in the woods and have 8 cats#togachako#tgchk#bloodbubbles#mha 429#mha manga#mha manga spoilers#i wanna cry man. why would you do this hori
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high school timber is all about repression!!!
it's about bernard desperately trying to prove to himself and his parents that he's straight!! because his parents already don't like him and he cannot be gay. not now not ever!!!! so he puts up this front of a ladies man and he picks a girl he cant ever get together with and maybe he kisses like 3/4 of the female population at grieves and gains a reputation but hey! at least he's not gay! but he's so caught up in making sure his eyes don't to stick too long on tyrone's face or michael-from-biology's eyes or kabir-from-study-hall's thick thighs that even his attraction to women is under a filter. and it's not that he doesn't like women, he does! very much so!! but it's that he's soo caught on not being perceived as gay that he cant show his attraction to women the way he'd like to. it's all under this filter of what he thinks Real Men who are attracted to women act like so it's this brash, loud, crass, thing and it's not him at all. it's "ooh tim, ms. winters is soooo hot!" or "hey kayla, why don't you and i get to know each other a little better, if you know what i mean?" or "god her tits are soo big. she's so fucking hot!" and all this other shit when he really means, "tim, why the fuck does your stepmom have such a pretty smile?" or "kayla, you said you liked yugioh? i'd love to hear more about it!" or "god fuck, that girl has such pretty hands. i think if i held them i'd combust." but none of that is how a Real Man likes women so he shuts that shit down before it even has a chance to come up. it's fine, he's fine. so what if no one ever holds him like he holds those girls? it's fine. he'll take the manwhore label and the fuckboy title and he'll give out as many kisses as those girls want and if sometimes when he's kissing a girl he wonders what it'd be like to sit on kabir's thighs or if tyrone's lips really are as soft as they look, that's just the devil speaking. and if sometimes when he walks back into the cafeteria at lunch, lipstick still smudged on the corner of his mouth, after making out with a girl and his eyes skirt over tim's lithe body and he wonders what it'd be like to draw out the same sounds he's heard girls make when he kisses them, or what it'd be like to brush his thumb over tim's hands, or what it'd be like to hold tim or press a kiss to his shoulder, or a million and one other things, well that'll just have to be another one his secrets.
and it's about tim who's in a relationship with stephanie and his dad knows he's robin and he doesn't have time to figure out why his mouth goes dry when the light hits bernard's hair just right. he's too busy trying to figure out a way back to his nightlife. and so what if bernard has pretty pink lips that look very plush? so what if he's looked at some of his teammates and thought they were handsome? he's not blind!!! he has a girlfriend! and he loves her! and so what if his hand brushes bear's during fourth-period bio? so what if the tingles last all day? it was just some static! and it doesn't matter that when bear laughs his eyes get squinty and they water over -- cause bear always laughs so hard he almost cries -- and it sounds like bells. and it doesn't even matter, that sometimes when bernard walks back into the lunchroom, 10 minutes before the bell rings, lipstick smeared across the corner of his mouth, lips tilted up in the most charming smirk he's ever seen, that his chest fills with jealousy. it doesn't matter that his hands clench into fists so hard that his nails leave crescents marks all day. it doesn't matter that he wants to be bear's flavor of the day, week, month, whatever. he wants to leave the lipstick marks!! he wants to know if bear really is as good as he hears the girls speak about!!! he wants to know "that thing bernard does with his tongue!" is! he wants to drape himself over bear the same way he sees those girls do! he wants to know what bear's hands feel like gripping his waist. he wants, wants, wants!!! but it doesn't matter. it doesn't. he's got a girlfriend, her name is stephanie, she's gorgeous and, most importantly he loves her. he's too busy for bernard anyway.
#oh my god#what is this#but in all honesty#hs!timber really is all about the repression#they both have so much going in their lives at that moment that they do Not have time to explore bisexuality#bear falls first (into bisexuality) & tim falls harder (into bisexuality)#meaning bear attends a few gsa meetings/reads a few pamphlets/comes out to a few friends and slowly settles into being bi#meanwhile tim wakes up one night in a cold sweat stumbles to the bathroom and thinks to himself 'oh my god i like dick too'#and this isn't to say that tim was cheating on steph emotionally! it's just sometimes he looks at bear and.... wonders#bear on the other hand.... that man was halfway in love with tim during hs and i truly believe that#darla gets a text one night from tim and all it says is 'did you notice that bear put on pink lipgloss today?'#and darla immediately texts back 'is this why you wont go out with me?'#and tim instantly realizes how gay that initial text sounded#anyway tim seething over bear's new girl of the week while bear is doing everything he can to not read into tim's arm around his shoulder#also#demisexual!tim truthers rise!!!!!#anyway#dc#bernard dowd#tim drake#timber#timbern
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Hello, so I figured you would know, do you know of any good VAL playlists ? I'm drawing her and need some music recs
i couldn't find any so i threw together one for you. it's a wip so just hit shuffle and skip anything you don't like.
#if you love me you wont count how many jhariah tracks are in there#also dont question why i put kill v maim and living dead girl in there. those are self indulgent freebies.#VAL thesiltverses
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many many manymany iwtv doodles and undeveloped ideas.
#interview with the vampire#loustat#louis de pointe du lac#lestat de lioncourt#claudia#armand#doodles#the last pics joke which twitter forbade me from saying in full:#LISTEN HERE YOU CAUCASIAN CRACKER. YOUVE BEEN LIVING IN MY HOUSE DRIVING ME CRAZY AND YOU WONT STOP BEING A BITCH BECAUSE YOURE A STUPID FA#now tumblr why did you cut off the g?
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a thoght i had before i go to bed
#im not gonna tag this but like guh. man. the way theyre weirdly similar considering laios' stoicism in the past and now hes learning to#accept himself. how chil is unable to do the same but accepts that his mistakes will make him unworthy of living properly forever (false)#and how laios also struggles with accepting himself but shoves it down by thinking of other people and distractions#while chil does the same by focusing on work and drowning it with alcohol#theyre the same but different. theyre two sides of the same coin bug. bro.#but theyre so bad at understanding eachother like “why do you act so reckless” “why do you rely on your gut instinct instead of logic”#“why do you act so weird” “why are you so judgemental” “why dont you know this” “why dont you know this”#“why wont you listen to me”#guhhhh whatever#ah fuck it im tagging it now#chilaios#look at my thoughts boy
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Been playing around with some aus!!! Magical girl aus are good for the soul!!! ALSO! ALSO!! IM ATTENDING NY COMIC CON ON SATURDAY!!! I swear if the 7 train isn't running, im gonna spontaneously combust!!!!!! And now it's time my mandated 100 tags (well 30, actually)
#steven can't curse tbh#just joking#he would definitely say gosh darn it#i love ste in dresses#he deserves to be a pretty princess#also he cant escape flip flops#theyre an integral part of his character#if bro can save the galaxy w flipflops i think a frilly dress wont slow him down#why did i go so hard on the shading??#wanted to convey that pink ste is a living glowstick#i love p!steven and h!steven#all the fics go so hard#this is not a space for stevenc3st shippers#if you ship that please PLEASE keep it to yourself#but like them as brothers!!!#chefs kiss bro#i cant believe theres so few p!ste and h!ste fics on ao3#only 91 total??#and half r ship fics#ive read some great ones broo#like every dynamic#theres just so much potential angst and fluff and hurt/comfort#look at me blabbing down heree#only the real ones read this far down#so heres my confession:#i enjoy chadverse#BUT BUT!! the kind where the C in Chadverse stands for Connie!! and she just has double bfs sometimes#never reached the tag limit before??#steven universe#my art
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hugs & pets :3 | van @ mtl 11.12.23 & fla @ van 12.14.23
#vancouver canucks#dakota joshua#conor garland#gifset#and others. but i wont spam. you can see what the focus is here anyway.#i get why ppl make gifs now this IS rlly fun to do. and difficult! im still not entirely satisfied though tbf. original video quality is eh#the 3rd one is so funny to me. he just goes HAM on dak's helmet like raaaagh!!!!! good job!!!!!!#anyway. off to bed i go. i should maybe hold off on posting but ah! who cares! live a little! 2am is the time to post things!!!#hockeyposting
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Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again
#pls dont read if you cant handle venting and whining#once again i am here to say that i am the loneliest person alive and i feel like i can’t grasp the basic consept of friendship and do it lol#like idk how to be friends#i feel like i will forever be sad and lonely#and i know everyone will say you can talk to me and i know that but i’ve just been by myself for so long that i don’t remember how to have#actual conversations with people i feel like i am disconnected from reality#i feel like i am an extremely unlikeable person and that’s why i was all alone in highschool and idk i am oversharing on the internet again#because it’s the only place i kind of feel safe doing it#pls take care of yourselves first before comfoting me or anything im sorry i sound very pathetic#how do i start living again#how does one live anyway#im just in my head all the time#this was supposed to be hot girl summer but it’s once again summertime sadness#im so stupid!!!#im so anxious and depressed that i dont know what to do with myself#im so sorry for oversharing i have a therapist dont worry im kind of taking care of myself#but the eternal loneliness just wont let me go#idk how to be a person anymore#i’m just sad#thinking of going to a church and pretend to be a believer so i could have a community again lol
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followers, im gonna ask you question practically straight out of r/amitheasshole but i need yall to answer honestly because this shit pisses me off.
A habit i have is to understand things, how it happens and how to avoid it. This goes to being sick, i've always had a weak immune system and got sick from the littlest thing. But when im sick i make sure to avoid people ESPECIALLY people i care about because nobody likes being sick right?
So tell me why when i tell friends or family members that are sick to staying away from me (politely!!) they act like im telling them i hate them?? I literally tell them i still care for them and would still get them medicine and shit but I JUST DONT WANT TO GET SICK!! For fuck sakes when i got covid (eventho i didn't go out in those 2 years) I made sure to stay away from my elderly aunt. I didn't know i had covid at the time but i know i didn't want to get her sick, so i stayed in bed, never left till i had to, sanitized EVERYTHING I TOUCHED OR BREATHED ON and more.
but when i ask for the same im being too much, or just asking to not interact with me till they are 100% better is me being mean and overly sensitive... even though they KNOW i have a weak immune system... i should be "okay" with it because being sick is a part of life.
please tell me if im a asshole so i can just stop getting angry at them, im losing it
#am i the asshole#genuinely asking#this started because my mom got me sick and shes blaming my aunt's caretakers eventho IF IT WAS THEM SHE WOULD HAVE GOTTEN SICK FIRST#im losing it#why wont she just admit it- it won't hurt you- you live you learn#just make sure it doesn't happen again PLEASE D:
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exetober days 10-12 (role swap, wrong place, living doll)
link to prompts here
#exetober#my art#sonic.exe#2017x#tails doll#and my son who i have not named (their name long as hell so i aint adding allat)#i need everyone to know that i have been 1. forgetting to draw exetober 2. saying “eh future me can deal with it”#...hence why i havent been posting it daily 😭😭😭 my eyes hurt so bad i havent been getting any good sleep at all#i was trying to make these days doodles instead of actual well-thought-out drawings but you can see where that took me#day 10 explanation: this is my son. i wont explain too much because they mostly live in my brain but the reason why i drew them for role#swap is because they get beaten to death by a sonic lover in the game they got trapped in so as a reward i let them beat the hell#out of sonic.EXE. my son deserves this theres so many dead sonics in their world.#day 11 explanation: silly billy brainrot#day 12 explanation: tails doll scared the hell out of me as a kid so naturally i was obsessed with it. i was planning on redrawing the#Spooky Tails Doll image (tails skin and everything) but i wanted to know what it would look like if it was just. tails doll)#answer: still scary
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A succubus and a demon! (The succubi don't have names but the demon is Kronos and the succubus is one of his bosses in Hell and he's not /fond/ of the succubi for many reasons but they all adore picking on him)
Also because I love them and like to point it out, the succubi act more as pleasure dealers in the sense of they offer up whatever a human wants most in exchange for their soul. It's rarely of a sexual nature since it's what they want MOST in life. And most people's ambitions are outside of a bedroom. (happy pride, asexuals are able to get affected by a succubus now without discrimination)
#my characters#did i make succubi in a plot that i could fall victim to as an asexual personally? yeah#kronos is just a petty lil baby with a younger brother who is very nice for a demon#kronos is responsible for being a dick to everyone in the plot and yet has the weirdest morals and its not fine#but hes gonna make that everyone elses problem not his#for instance he originally goes to earth bc a human has somehow just stolen all of the Devils attention and its annoying#why fixate on one human doomed to Hell just let the guy live and die then fixate#so he goes to kill the human but ends up saving the guy and then agonizes because even as a demon#its REALLY tacky to save someone and then kill them#so he doesnt kill him and instead demands to be a roommate until he returns to hell#and then they team up to kill demons and other creatures that seem obsessed with the human#and so they just kinda kill and banish demons back to hell and its fiiiine kronos is just causing problems for Hell#thats not even a new issue hes always doing that !#and then they meet a siren who refuses to talk and kronos is like oh time to be the biggest dick ever#and is like well if she wont talk and she needs a name i vote halibut#as a mean joke bc why would she want to be named after a fish#and she lights up and is SUPER happy and nods and beams and is so happy with her new name#and then the human is like well she needs more clothes than one outfit right#also shes barefoot and its cold i need to buy her shoes idk what tho#and kronos is like here buy her these rainboots and so the guy buys them and is like just wear these#until you can show me what you want bought ok and halibut is in love with her cute lil yellow rainboots#so basically everything kronos does out of spite to the weird mute siren (by choice) backfires#and she adores him and doesnt know hes trying to be mean to her#anyway the succubi collectively like to pick on the really silly and childish demons they outrank#like kronos! so he is constantly a target for them to mock which is why he isnt fond of them which fuels them more#the succubi are just really chill most of the time though ?#and its just. i love my succubi ok theyre wonderful#and that has been another story time in the tags bye
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