#and both of them are so so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGH.
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âŚIt's nice. You're so noisy. [âŚ] Actually, it'd be better if we died together. That way, neither of us would have to suffer the pain of losing the other, right? Shut up.
KISEKI: DEAR TO ME Ep. 13
#kiseki: dear to me#kisekiedit#kdtm#kiseki dear to me#ai di x chen yi#chen yi x ai di#nat chen#chen bowen#louis chiang#chiang tien#jiang dian#userspring#uservid#userspicy#userrain#userjjessi#pdribs#*cajedit#*gif#AI DI'S FACE IN THE LAST GIFFFFFF IIIIIIIIII. LOOOOVE. HIIIMMMMM.#this might be the most romantic thing ive ever seen full stop#if you dont want to die with me so neither of us have to live without each other then why would i want you.#(but also ai di would have been okay with that. again. hes like. hes taking what he can get.#he thinks chen yi isnt as All In as he is....and this is the scene he realizes chen yi is just as insane about him and he is SOOOOO. happy!#i also love the face chen yi makes as he's getting in the car while ai di is calling at him to promise. he ROLLS HIS EYES.#he looks at ai di like. SURE jan. SURE ill let you die before me. SUUUURE i wont go insane if you die.#i just love how now theyre completely on the same page with each other. they know how much each loves the other#and both of them are so so happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AGH.#'youre so noisy.' 'shut up.' chen yi just wants to kiss (hes laughing & fond & in love & not as good with words & its really. really cute.)#and the way he leans back and clears his throat like he cant believe what he just said but he would never take it back...baby...
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Hazel boys ⼠(Patreon)
#My art#Helix#Max Vyer#Dexter Favin#Man I haven't done an eyes set in ages#I've been thinking about their eyes a lot lately! Listed as hazel but that could refer to so many different types of eye colours!#Greys and greens and blues and browns - rainbow-y or nearly-singular#Something hard to pin down or define simply#So some visual examples for funsies âŞ#Even with all of them right in front of me I still don't know!#Would they be more green to reflect VUX skin? Or more grey-green with light blues like VUX eyes#Or more human-hazels - would Max have lighter eyes? Would Dex?? Agh it's interesting!#I think my favourites are the first and last - both with their flecks of gold but a dark and light option#They're really cute hh <3#Drawing their expressions and blushes and hair around was fun as well hehe ⪠Max's especially I love the swoops#There's also nothing specific that would denote Birthday about this - especially with how often I make Zarla fanart lol#But birthday all the same ⼠I love these two and it's been so rewarding to continue to through play and reading and just#Hm!! Happies!#The love always gets very inarticulate hwah!#I'll get too mushy if I try to spend too long parsing it into words#S'why I gotta draw about lol even something small or silly or simple âŞ#And many more planned!! Always inspire <3
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IT IS I, đ§ ANON, VERY EXCITED
WAKE UP IT'S A NEW KALPAS FIC FROM KALPASIOâźď¸âźď¸ My week has instantly been improved
I LOVE THAT THERE ARE CHARACTERS OUTSIDE OF THE FLAMECHASERS!! How did Kiana get the job tho, miss girl will set things on fire more than Kalpas somehowđ
SPEAKING OF OUR BABYGIRL (I thank the other anons for this, this is so the thing ever) Lord have mercy on my soul, him leaning back on the counter with those muscles GOOD HEAVENS (I must remind myself everyday I'm ace but lawd is he fine as hell)
And him paying Su for us!! I was ascending to the moon at this point!! The skrunkly <3
Willian Honkai is so smart but it had me cry laughingđđ Imagine this powerful being that makes herrschers that destroy the world and his name is fucking WILLIAM, I will refer to it as such from now on
Also ELYSIA?? THREATNING?? SHOOTING PEOPLE????? Unexpected, but very welcome, I love it
I can't wait for the next parts but take your time as always!! Hope you are doing okay as well and tyty for this scrumdelioncious meal (pretend I wrote that right)
AAAAAAA HII đ§ANON!!!! I swear there's like a whole work culture in my mind that in no way involves Kalpas but Mei and Kiana working together with himeko overseeing them makes me cry
if he's not angy firey man, he's babygirl. there are no other options. this is just facts
Also L I S T E N. Kalpas ass is s-tier (obviously) but I refuse to forget about his arms!!!! you cannot tell me! he doesn't have! the nicest biceps and forearms! when he lifts! entire pillars! like that! in his fight!!!!
the skrunkly đđ I know he's always picking fights but the idea of him fighting for us will never stop making me happy đ I love you su, but kalpas wins every time
ngl William honkai was an accident đ
I just wanted to give him a boring name like Kevin and thought of Will and was like "NO WAIT." and that was the only thought in my mind so that's his name now I guess lol
I am 10000% convinced Elysia could have been a mob boss in the previous era. like if Kevin wasn't ranked higher than her I would have put her at the head of the family. he does more fighting, and she does more manipulation (I say this affectionately) and the role just fits her SO WELL. she could definitely pull strings and never kill anyone but everyone knows she can and gives her so much respect #letElysiacommitmurder is right up there with #letkalpassayfuck
I'm enjoying my like week of vacation before work starts lol I hope you're doing well too!!! it might take me a minute, but more food will be done soon!! đ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ąđ§Ą
#đ§anon!! đ§Ąđ§Ą#allowing kiana into your kitchen js more dangerous than lighting a match and just throwing it in there randomly#if she doesnt set it on fire the food she makes is going to poison you#i also just REALLY want to see himeko and raven meet#like they both helped Mei through such different points in her life but you know they both care about her#and theyre both mentors and HIMEKO DRINKS AND RAVEN HAS A BAR#and i just want them to be happy đđđđ#highly considered making Ely the head of the family and kevin is just a front#like shes the one running the show#but no one can kill kevin so hes there for when people try to take the family down#THAT WOULD HAVE MADE SO MUCH MORE SENSE AGH
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Falls over dramatically. So tired. Augh.
#i just babysat for 6 hours while also calling friend i am dead dying#gonna take a nap maybe? while listening to stream because i need Very Specific background nosie right now#my nest is ruined aaaghh#theres crumbs all in it#i let twins chill in my room and listen to music with me and watch some steven universe and chattered with them#plus showed off other stuff/ let them play with my old toys and then tablet time so i started calling my friend because i wanted to show th#em something#everything was very chill but i was very agh with all the lights and now my nest is crumb-y!!!#and all of my pillows are out of place!#im just happy they were happy they were both so chill#also my room is messier now#either way had fun on all ends just bluh.. i need my headphones#i also have plans to stay up so i need to nap in order to keep those plans in prim and proper order :-)
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don't mind me sobbing over joriejaden
#shes on tiktok and insta and she posts so many pics of her and her wife and their kid and#idk if theyre married or wtvr but yeah her partner savannah is masc & everything i want 2 be in life#i want to dress like her and loon like her and agh i love them both sm theyre so cute and they make me so happy#lichrally. like sunflowers#maybe it will be ok#op
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Beating heart (part 2)
Laios x reader
The only right answer was you
Part 1
Is this truly the right decision? You dwelled. The scent of the sea lingered in the air, the sounds of footsteps and people around you was enough to drown you.
You were leaving everything with little money in your pockets. Your stolen dowry surely wouldnât last that long, you thought. You hoped your parents would ever find it in their hearts to forgive you for what youâre doing. But mostly⌠you hoped your betrothed would not harbor revenge for you.
Imagining their kind faces turning malicious made you falter. Suddenly the eight hours of horse ride that you just endured felt more than reckless. Maybe you should go back after all.. maybe if you turned back now, theyâd still accept you and take you in with open arms.
As you took a step back you were bumped into someone.
You groaned before giving them a short apology not really looking at them in the eye.
âI knew it was them!â You frozed, A familiar male voice filled your ears. Upon hearing that it was as if you were transported back to your home. Back when you werenât promised to someone you barely know, back when beginning a family wasnât what everyone expected of you, back when you could have dreams, back to that simple village, back home.
And then you turned around to see that it was some weird unkept guy you didnât know
You thought maybe you had mistaken someone else for your long time best friend, but then another voice appeared
âHey, youâre right!!â Said the female voice
You audibly gasped seeing the woman, she was still the same as ever! maybe you werenât wrong after all. And upon closer inspection, there was no denying it.
âLaios! Falin!!â You gleamed, before you shared a meaningful hug with both the Touden siblings
You almost didnât recognize Laios with his unkept appearance, his hair growing past his eyes while you could tell he hasnât been eating enough let alone shower or shave in that matter. You were so glad that Falin didnât succumb to such things, keeping her appearance squeeky clean.
âItâs been too longâ you let go not before you gave them a final squeeze
"We're so happy to see you.. agh- heyy..." Falin protested, you couldn't contain yourself from messing with her short hair upon seeing her signature closed eyed red cheeks smile.
"Are you planning to sail to the island too?" Laios said. Despite his drastic change you noticed that the golden hue of his eyes had never changed. It brought you a sense of relieve somehow. Despite everything, he will always be Laios.
âTraveling together would be niceâ
The tone of his voice was rather hopeful. As if he wanted you to come alongside them. And by his words alone you could change your mind.
You thought about how nice it would be to travel together. Maybe you could become adventurers? As hard labour as dungeon exploring is.. you were hoping you could have your chance in it. Maybe now you could have your own room and live however you like, And maybe you could finally see the monsters that Laios was always so excited to talk about.
Aghhhh- you were stupid. You cursed yourself for being so easily swayed by him. The fact that Laios of all people didn't even need to ask you back then horrifies you. How are you that excited to see someone?
This realization came late to say the least. Years of adventuring had gone by and now youâre here. In this very moment. Grumbling alone to yourself about your past recklessness, as your other party members just lets you relish in your own madness (they already know you had lost it so why bother)
It was during your intense thought process that you didnât notice Laiosâ hand inching closer to yours only to falter away.
He wanted to tell you that dinner was almost ready but why was it so difficult??
Hesitant he rarely was, especially with you. But something had changed since last night, it was as if the beat of your heart had ingrained itself in the back of his mind, with each closing distance with you only adding to the fire that was the tune of your heart. It slowly eats him alive, drowning him, suffocating and burning him away with its sounds.
Though it wasnât until now as he mindlessly observed you that he noticed that the fast and loud beat that was replaying over and over wasnât yours at all in this moment.
He brought his hand to the left of his chest finding it hard to believe that his heart would beat this loudly for you. Has he always felt this way?
âOh- Laios!⌠i didnât see you there buddyâ you were surprised to see Laios seating next to you. He couldnât be there the whole time could he?? (He was)
You waited for his reaction, but he could only sit there and stare at you like he just had a realization too.
âI think-â
âDinnerâs ready!â Said senshi unknowingly interrupting Laios, presenting another one of his delicious cooked meals. The smell alone could make you drool. It doesnât matter if itâs a monster as long as itâs good right? You choose not to dwell on the deeper meaning, ignorance is bliss. Some would say.
âWhat is it that youâre going to say?â You say attention now shifting back to him.
Laios looked like he wanted to say something but he shook his head and retaliated.
âLetâs eat, we canât have otherâs waitingâ he stood up before going ahead to where the others are. He didnât really know what he wanted to say. If Senshi hadnât interrupted him, he knows that his sentence would just falls short.
Around the campfire everyone ate soundly, maybe it was because the lack of monster trivia on Laiosâ part. You canât help but miss it
It was during this moment that he wonders what is it that he wanted to say? What is it that he discovered? He knew that it was realization and he knew it was about you. But that was about it.
Marcille felt like the tension was rather dry, so she thought sheâd finally ask you a question that has been itching itself in her brain
âWas it true that you were betrothed?â She asked, Laios practically choked on his food, itâs not like he didnât know this, but he never thought to pay any mind to your past betrothal.
âWell, it was a long time ago..â
you wave your hand around, itâs true that it wasnât a big deal anymore in your life but it does bring a sense of nostalgia in your mind at the times before you ran away from the village
âWhat were they like?â Asked Marcille, you could by the shine in her eyes that she loved romance books
You hummed before putting your empty plate down
âThey were sweet, lovely,caring,hard working and very very stubbornâ you laughed. âI could go on and on about how they were but we wonât have enough timeâ
The way in which you describe your betrothed was as if you were fond of them. It made Laios a little weary somehow. Why was that? Itâs not like he hasnât met them⌠in fact they were a good friend of yours, despite not getting along that much with him.
âYou know by how you described them it would seem that you loved themâ chilchuck asked, a little suspicious
Laios awaited your answer practically on the edge of his seat. Well it was pretty clear that you didnât considering you ran away and what not, Laios said to himself
âI didâ the sound of your confirmation was accompanied with the sound of Laiosâ wooden bowl falling to the dungeon floor. âHow could i not?â
When everyone looked at him he tried his best to seem normal, laughing nervously and saying how his bowl just slipped past his hand suddenly before gingerly picking it up.
âThen why did you leave??â Marcille was basically starry eyed, hearing you talk about your love life was what she had been waiting for.
While Laios was lost in thought. Would you want to come back to your betrothed? If you did loved them then it wouldnât be outrageous or even wrong to get married to them once all of this is over.. but you would still go one a some adventures with him and fin before you di right?
itâs just that by then Laios had realized that he didnât want you to marry anyone. He didnât want his adventures with you and Falin to be over just yet. Such thoughts of you to be wed with other people lingered on his mind and soured his appetite.
âItâs because I didnât want that life yet you know? I just didnât want to settle down when i havenât at least tried to reach my dreamâ
Your answer was short, Marcille begged you for details but suddenly you drifted the conversation to Chilchuckâs children. Then suddenly her attention drifted away. You chuckled at her antics, you didnât thought it as nosy really,it was quite endearing to you.
âDo you.. still love them?..â Laios suddenly asked, a little quiet, but not quiet enough for you not to hear, the tint of insecurity was more than evident in his voice yet you couldnât be more than blind to it.
After a long while you finally thought about them once again. Those days you spent everyday was more than lovely. At the time, you enjoyed their company more than anyone⌠it would be a lie if you were to claim that you did not love them. But even though you were glad that now you were able to look back at the fond memories you had and appreciate them, you never once wish you would go back.
âNo.. at least not anymoreâ you reminiced, bittersweet it was.
So many questions filled Laiosâ head. What if that person were to look for you? Would you come back to them? How long were you in love? He wanted to ask one by one yet only one was able to spill out of him
âWould you ever want to settle down?â Asked Laios.
Your cheeks grew warm. It was a if⌠he was asking for you to settle down with him.
You mentally slapped yourself for such thoughts. For fuckâs sake that was your best friend you were thinking about! You knew him ever since you were all but 2.
You looked back a few summers back. Back when you were with someone who once used to be your soon to be spouse. Back when you planned a whole future with them knowing that you didnât actually wanted those things before ultimately throwing everything all away. You remember all the pain, anguish and guilt you felt as you ran away. You never wanted to feel like that ever again.
But.. you thought that if it were with Laios.. it would be different. It somehow just sat right to you.
âI would like thatâ
You unconsciously smile, you were ashamed to say that you were excited about such ideas, like he meant what he said anyways. You then realize the gentle hold of his hand on yours, his thumb gently rubbing circles on your knuckles before carefully tracing down to one particular finger, perhaps someday where a wedding ring would be.
âI would also like thatâ
#laios touden x reader#gender neutral reader#delicious in dungeon laios#dungeon meshi#laios x you#dunmeshi laios#laios touden#laios x reader#laios dungeon meshi#laios my beloved#marcille dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi x reader#dunmeshi#dunmeshi x reader#senshi#marcille donato#senshi of izganda
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FREE USE WHORE! âĄ
synopsis . a free use whore in the office for hire?
ft . jjk (gojo satoru, geto suguru, choso, & sukuna)
tw . free use (obviously) , size kink , consensual dub-con? , overstimulation , degradation , legit filth , fingering, squirting , uh rough sex? , deepthroat/blowjob , big boobs (jjk) , unrealistic job stuff , fear play (choso) , spit mention (choso) , weird geto lol
note . this is NOT for 100% dominant woman, your feelings might get hurt! i got a hand cramp writing this wtf!! idk if you can tell this is free use but thatâs what it was intended for. happy reading, weirdos.
JJK most of them show up on the job sexually frustrated because of how much work is put upon their shoulders so when the office starts hiring pornstars for that specific problem â their dicks start jumping inside their slacks. and you, a broke woman, finds this out â you jump on! (their dicks)
sukuna is definitely the roughest out of all the other men. he may not have the highest sex drive (but itâs super high icl) but he dicks you down every-time he can. sometimes he fucks you too long to the point he forgets about his work and you have to be banned from walking to his cubicle for a set amount of time til he finishes everything. and after that⌠oh boy does he fucks you mad.
âf-fuck!â he pants through gritted teeth when his thick, angry cock finally gets to be plunged in your warm pussy. heâs been waiting too long for this, stupid job didnât allow his pussy to get near him til he was done with his assignments. âkuna! w-wait! sâtoo sensitive!â you wail when he pushes your face on the desk, your cries fall on deaf ears because he keeps fucking going. it hurts when he drills his dick into your gummy walls but it still feels so good you canât help but whimper for more. but itâs too good you start trying to push him away but when youâre bent over a desk with a head being squished on a desk, itâs hard. plus, heâs so much bigger, so much stronger than you, itâs absolutely pointless. he notices this and starts laughing while grunting. âthe fuck are you tryinâ to do? arenât âya supposed to be a free use whore?â he says when he gets fed up with your pathetic movements, grabbing both your arms and crushing them with only one hand. great, now youâre restrained and canât do anything now. youâll have to endure this pleasurable torture until heâs done with you. maybe one day heâll quit this stupid job and make you quit as well.
satoru is the one with the highest sex drive. but what sets him apart from his coworker, sukuna, heâs able to get things done while also satisfying his needs. how? making you suck him off under the table while heâs trying his best to keep it down!
âhmp-! angel! fuckkâŚâ your mouth was deadly to him. it was warm and soft just how your pussy feels but the thought of you looking at him with doe eyes while literally sucking his soul from his dick turned him on too much. but he couldnât get distracted just yet, he still had a job to do. so while you were busy wrapping your tongue around his cock, his phone rings and with the amount of noise heâs restraining, heâd probably just ignore but a business part is on the other side so heâs obligated to pick up. âhello.. uhhg⌠sir fushiguro!â he says loudly to his phone. while heâs doing that, youâre thinking of the times heâs been mean to you. obviously not as mean as sukuna but mean enough to hurt your feelings. you decide to make him pay for his little stunts. sure, you could keep using only your mouth but a big boy such as him could handle it, so why not add your hands? maybe be his own personal sex toy. your hand snakes up his thigh and wraps tightly around the base of his cock, earning a deathly glare from him, begging you not to do what youâre about to do. it makes you wanna do it even more. you stack your other hand on top and start twisting them in opposite directions, successfully earning a whole moan from him. âagh-!â he clears his throat âsorry i spilt water on myself. mind if i call you back?â he hung up. shit â he grabbed a fistful of your hair and forced you to take his full length into your mouth. it hit the back of your throat and you gagged. âdonât do that..â
suguru, he wasnât a stoic man. not really, but he gave you the heebie jeebies. he barely even fucked you with his cock. but thatâs okay, his finger game is fire.
youâre being sprawled out on his lap, legs lazily draping over his own. heâs writing with his right hand while his other dangerously roams around your most sensitive parts. he fiddles with your erect nipples like theyâre.. fidget toys..? whatever. but now heâs crawling closer to the waist band of your trousers. he caresses his arms back and forth on your womb before he dips his whole hand inside, practically cupping your sweet pussy with his large hand. the warmth of your lower area was disrupted by his impossible cold hand, you shivered. he never stops scribbling on that stupid notebook, even when he massaging your pretty clit. âmore..â you need more. he gives you more. without warning, he adds two fingers into your dripping cunt, making you gasp in pleasure. he starts pumping them vigorously, the palm of his hand scissoring your cunt. your knees felt weak from the action. immense pleasure rippling in you. âhagh! please!â squelching noises could be heard because at this point, you feel like you just pissed yourself. no you didnât, you squirted. it stained your grey trousers. âdid you just squirt?â he asks, finally stopping to look at your soaked half. you embarrassingly nodded, trying to hide your face from him but he squishes your face in place to look at him. âno. donât look away, youâre a whore. itâs okay, thatâs what you do.â he says with the littlest bit of empathy before he starts fingering you again. wow, back to scribbling you thought. wait. what the fuck. he wasnât even hard yet.
choso, finally. the officeâs new hire! heâs just so cute. heâs even cuter when all his coworkers introduce you, the free use whore. youâre dressed up all cute, tits literally spilling out of your tight tank top. standing in the middle of all the men, smiling directly at him with lustful eyes.
after that night, whenever you pass by his cubicle, he drags you in. heâs gotten used to this whole free use thing. he takes up the overnight shift which also forces you to stay that long with him. and thatâs exactly why he picks it, even when he has nothing left to do. he was a pathetic vigrin when you first met him but now, he is a full fledged freak. he has a game where you turn off all the light in the office and hide. if he finds you, he fucks you while youâre still scared from his jumpscare. you can hear heavy breathing coming around you but you canât see anything or sense anything. your eyes begin darting across your hiding spot â chosoâs cubicle. a scream in-front of your face jolts your up, making you scream. you can feel warm wet tears bubbling from your eyes. âaw, did i actually scare you?â his deep voice chuckles while he lifts you up and places you face up on his desk. youâre still crying and sniffling when he pulls your skirt away along with your cute lacy underwear. your hands come up to cover your face because you feel humiliated. âwas it that bad?â he asked but you didnât respond. he sighs when he levels his face with your cunt. his finger come in to play with your clit, he spreads your folds open and massages it. you donât give in and continue crying. thatâs when he starts licking it. strong, fast flicks of his tongue toy with your clit turn to slow, languid strokes that cover your whole pussy in his spit. which ends in him slipping his tongue in but when that fails, he brings in the big guns. his big dick. he starts thrusting into you, trying to somehow get a noise out of you but youâre so stubborn right now. he wraps you into a tight hug while still fucking you. thatâs when you break. moans mixed with cries start coming out. this was somewhat oddly comforting? âthere she is.â he says kissing you. heâs a nice, fucked up man that knows how to get you fucked. you just hope to get a better hiding spot.
#jjk smut#jjk x reader#jjk x reader smut#jjk x you#jjk x you smut#sukuna smut#sukuna ryomen smut#ryomen sukuna smut#sukuna x reader#geto smut#suguru geto smut#geto suguru smut#geto x reader#gojo smut#satoru gojo smut#gojo satoru smut#suguru smut#satoru smut#gojo x reader#choso smut#choso x reader#smut#x reader smut#what is this bro#please read it omg
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here, have some incredibly personal laios x reader hurt/comfort, written as therapy in the form of reader insert bcos i was sad today, might be a bit ooc idk man :)
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âYou know, I actually love when you ask me for things, when you tell me youâre feeling down, or if Iâve upset you.â
You raised your red-rimmed, apprehensive gaze to meet Laiosâ eyes, clear and completely earnest as he smiled at you. Weakly, you tried to return the expression. It didnât feel very convincing.
âIt makes me feel like you love me and trust me. That you trust me enough to be honest - that you trust me to comfort you, to do better by you, that you believe in me and my ability to meet your needs, that you believe I can be there for you in a way that makes you happy,â he elaborated, reaching his hands out and taking yours. âI feel valued.â
You flitted from golden eye to golden eye, searching his expression desperately for any inconsistency, any unfinished edge, any loose thread that would unravel his perfect honesty and found none. Your frail smile faltered. He was like the life-giving sun, but you felt as though you were in the desert being beat down by his radiance. You wanted to shrink away, and your shoulders hunched. Oh that sentiment was so nice, and certainly he meant it. But that just meant it would hurt exponentially more when he was done with you, when he finally realized-
âWhatâs going on? What are you thinking?â He stooped his head closer to yours, and tears welled up in your eyes, your lips parted in a wince as you shook your head. Laiosâ brow furrowed. âNo, somethingâs wrong. This is what I mean: I want to help you, you want me to help you, but I canât unless you tell me whatâs going on! So please just tell me what youâre thinking!â The urgency in his voice struck you like an arrow through the heart.
It wasnât like you could be much more humiliated than you already were. It felt like it was already over, it was going to blow to pieces either way. Your thoughts felt slippery as you gathered them as best you could, your vision starting to blur. You turned your gaze downwards, you couldnât even look Laios in the eye as you drew a shaky breath in.
âYou say that, but,â your voice was quiet, âyou donât understand - weâll both regret it when you realizeâŚâ The words caught, you couldnât say it.
âWhen I realize what?â He insisted.
The few seconds of silence felt like an hour. Then, quiet as a whisper, you admitted, with much difficulty: âMy needs⌠my feelings⌠Iâm really hard to deal with⌠I'm too much... Youâll realize Iâm a huge fucking burden, and then you wonât want me anymore!!â You sobbed, and before the tears could fall you covered your face with your hands and hung your head, feeling two inches tall, feeling so deeply embarrassed and ashamed to the core of your being. You wished you could just disappear.
"You think I don't already know you're a burden?"
The words shocked and pained you so deeply you stopped crying, eyes shot up in gape-mouthed, grief stricken disbelief as you recoiled. He was fast with it. All these years, nobody had ever affirmed your belief so directly, nobody had ever stated it so plainly. You'd heard many empty platitudes that were hard to believe, precisely because in the end they had always proved you right - whatever you needed the most, whenever you needed it the most, you were always left in the dust, alone and despairing, and feeling like the biggest idiot in the world for your blind hope.
You saw his face change - he cringed, looking extremely pained, and with panic started to explain: "D-Don't get me wrong! Agh..." For a moment he held his brow in his palm, then took a deep breath, composing himself before he continued. He grabbed you by the shoulders.
"Everyone's a burden, aren't they? Just thinking of my friends - Marcille is really picky and particular. Chilchuck is way too proud and secretive, and he drinks a lot. Falin is my little sister, so I have to be there for her, look out for her. And Senshi... Well, Senshi seems to have a lot figured out already." He paused, and broke eye contact for a moment to look at the floor. "And we all know how I am..." His tone was incredibly loaded, and your heart broke because he was the brightest and most vibrant being you had ever met, having faced a lifetime of hardship and betrayal and still coming out the other side so true to himself.
He leaned in closer to your face. "The point is, though, they all have needs - and they know how to ask for help when they need it! You only ask for help when it becomes an emergency. If even then." His expression softened. "I know you have lots of needs. I know because I've worked really hard to meet them, without embarrassing or scaring you by asking. And it meant a lot of thinking, constant planning, lying awake at night wondering, asking everyone for advice... It's tiring work." He went down the list and you broke his gaze, looking downwards. You felt low, ashamed at all the trouble you've caused him, all because you tried to be no trouble at all. What a right mess you've made.
"Hey, look at me," his hand came up, fingers resting so gently on your jaw, and your watery eyes obliged. "I did it because I wanted to! It makes me happy to see you happy, or fulfilled, or relieved, and to know that it's because of me! I did all of that because I love you! But I canât keep up with all that hard work all the time. I donât think itâs fair.â You had been fending off the tears as you listened but now the dam broke again, hot as they rolled down your face, and you sniffled as your nose clogged up. âSo can you please help me help you easier? Would you please help me love you like that?â His eyes were glassy now as he looked down at you.
The cry came out of your throat as a whine as Laios took you in his arms, embracing you tight while you sobbed into his chest, clutching at the fabric of his shirt around his back. âIâm sorry, Iâm sorry, Iâm sorryyy,â you repeated through the tears and he shushed you, holding you while you cried it out until your gasping, hiccuping breaths slowed and calmed.
It was hard to say what you needed to say next, because you had to admit you were wrong about something you had believed so deeply for most of your life. It wasnât easy to fully give up the idea that had kept you safe for so long. âIâll try to be more honest about my feelings⌠and to ask for help before itâs too lateâŚâ Still in his embrace you lifted your head to look up at him, and stared into his eyes with intensity. âItâs terrifying, I wonât lie. But⌠I trust you.â How couldnât you trust someone who was so deeply genuine as he was?
He leaned down and pressed a lingering kiss to your forehead between your brows, and your eyes rolled closed. When he pulled away you turned your head and pressed your ear to his chest. âI want you to be happy. I want this to work. I love you so much,â he said, and you felt the words rumble against your cheek.
âI love you too,â you murmured, lulled by the sound of his breath and heartbeat.
#i wasnt gonna tag this but maybe someone else needs it too#laios touden x reader#laios x reader#dm#dm laios#x.writing
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everything i loved about "the little mermaid" live action
Ariel's melody being her siren song!! that little new bit of lore!! i also really liked that it added more depth as to why Ursula wanted her voice in exchange for her becoming human
the way Ariel became almost angry during the bridge of "Part of Your World", she was so frustrated that she couldn't do the things she was dreaming about, like YES let her be mad!!
full body chills during "Part of Your World" + the first reprise
Ariel helping Max onto the boat đđđ
I've mentioned this before, but Ariel hearing Eric's voice before seeing him!!! hearing him sing before seeing him!!! agh!!!!
Eric holding Ariel's hand on the shore after she rescues him đ
the detail put into each of Ariel's sisters was so stunning, i'm so excited to read more about them in the books! i loved that they each had their own specific vibe
THEY INCLUDED THE FACT THAT URSULA AND TRITON ARE SIBLINGS YES THANK YOU VERY MUCH
"For the First Time" being a voice over, as Ariel's thoughts, and then the scene shifting to complete darkness except for her to represent us being in her head and hearing her thoughts, and the way it gets cut off when she realizes she can't say "hello" to Eric? i cried
The Jodi Benson cameo and her giving Halle!Ariel the fork đ literally her passing on the mantel of Ariel đđ
Eric and Ariel being total nerds with each other??
The way Ariel "told" Eric her name using the constellations???? and him saying it was written in the stars???? hello????
Also Eric saying "my little mermaid" made me so soft wtf
Eric and Ariel running around and giggling in the castle and being the definition of puppy love like they're so goofy and in love i adore them
the "Part of Your World" reprise after Ariel sees Eric with Vanessa shattered my heart, the MOST heartbreaking song
Grimsby kicking the ring away after it falls near him, my man knew exactly what was going on, he's known Ariel for three days and is already a ride or die
just Ariel and Eric holding each other so tightly after she gets her voice back, and Eric refusing to let her go until Ursula literally has to throw him away
ARIEL BEING THE ONE TO KILL URSULA USING THE SKILLS SHE SAW ERIC USE OH MY GOD IT WORKED SO SO WELL
i like that they added a chunk of time passing between Ursula's death and Eric and Ariel reuniting, it added a little extra drama and emotion when they finally saw each other again!
listen i'm an absolute sucker for a "hug before kiss" reunion and i was SO happy that Eric and Ariel had that, it fit them and their relationship perfectly, the way Eric just clung to her, and Ariel's happy smile as she hugged him back đ
The mermaid statue and the dress representing the land vs. the sea???? and both returning back to where they're supposed to be but having new meanings????
Ariel's wedding dress being pink to (probably) pay homage to her pink ballgown in the animated movie was such a good touch, and i loved the length!!
Triton and Ariel's goodbye, where he says "you shouldn't have had to give up your voice for me to hear you"???? hello my father issues jumped tf out and had me sobbing in the theater
literally the entire movie was so beautiful, i could talk about it for hours, this is the best live action remake honestly, and Eric and Ariel (specifically the live action version obvi) have moved up to become my favorite Disney Princess/Prince pairing, just behind Belle and Adam (bc let's be honest, nothing can top them)
@queen-with-the-quill bc i know you're seeing it soon! more things i forgot to tell you lol
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WAGH WAGH WAGHHHHHHH!!!! AGHHHHHH!!!! SCREAMING!!!! BAWLING!!!! AUFHHHHHH đđđ đĽđĽđĽ
A very happy birthday to my mutual @clegfly ! ! ! I was super excited to do something because I love drawing your characters Cleg but I couldnât decide between beyond beyond Mari and puter Mari so!!
Beyond beyond Mari has such a nice design augh., you are truly the Mari ceo,,,
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#agh AGH thank you SO SO much#BOTH OF THEM⌠MY DAUGHTERS#BB!mari does NOT wish me a happy birthday⌠she KNOWS all the shit Iâm going to put her through#her and her bf vs the horrors that are actually [REDACTED] LMAOâŚ#also. THANK YOU for drawing the markings on her hands!!!!#I think youâre the first person besides me to have noticed it wagsjebwhsjsjâŚ#they are not in her design at this point in the story? but they are introduced in chapter 12 if Iâm not mistaken and they are part of the-#WHOLE PLOT#like these things are like the most important thing in the fic lore wise thank you for drawing them sghdhrbdhdâŚ#god I need to fix my BB refs I colour so much differently now#especially skin tones. I used to think both sunny and mari were pale as but itâs just sunny being malnourished gehehehâŚ#I draw it more of like. a warm olive tone now? whereas then I described it as cold ivory because I was only colour referencing from sunny#so!!! whoops!!! gotta fix that shejejsjsjâŚ#ANYWAY#MARIWARE MARIWARE!!!#sheâs fucking adorable my girl⌠look at her go!!!#she found out my birthday from my social medias and prepared in advance#WAGH#thank you so much Danny I canât stress enough!!!#SOBBING!!!#this is AWESOME#AGH#omori#omori au#omori mari#mariware
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Going to do a small ramble since janitors been getting some misgendering.
Imagine if for a second, janitor just corrected people on their pronouns. Like, sure their in a chaotic fast food place but the least a customer can do is accept the pronouns the fucking cleaner of the establishment uses. Maybe after a long hard day of work, FF! Reader just gives sulli a hug. They deserve it even in this murder happy and very questionably run fast food joint. Maybe they even just chill after hours in the building to just hang out. Idk personally think there's not enough fluff for them. (Side thing : what if janitor just had a they/them pin? I've seen more recently at least in my area service workers have rainbow or fandom pins and I think it'd fit them.) -đanon (sorry I haven't spoken in awhile, been very busy with life)
[I'll do you one better- FF Reader being the one to correct the customer. TW: Mention of misgendering]
"Um, excuse me, Sir? There's still no paper towels in the bathroom."
Why do they even bother? They've expressed their grievances to this customer multiple times - both in fact of them being busy with other work, and that the customer had mistaken them for something they weren't. They've tried to let it slide. They've tried to gently inform the customer of their preferred pronouns. No dice. Their head was pounding from the fumes of the chemical they worked with, and this was doing nothing to help it. Why did they come into work today.
"Listen, I'll get to it once I'm done mopping. How many times do I have to tell you I'm not a-"
Soft squeaks resonate from the freshly cleaning floor as heavy steps race across it. A hand nabs the bottle of cleanser out of the janitor's hands - aiming the nozzle directly in line with the customer's eyes as its finger clamps down on the trigger.
The customer screeches - throwing their hands over their face to shield themselves as their eyes sting and vision blurs.
"Begone." Steadying your aim, you blast the customer with another face full of the unholy solution filing the bottle in your hands. Had to be some powerful stuff to get out the stains you see on the daily. Despite their arms blocking majority of their face, you manage to get a spray of the mixture in their mouth. They retch - tears and saliva dripping down their face as they spit.
"Agh! What the hell is wrong with you!"
"The fuck's wrong with you? I've been watching you all morning. There's a line between a mistake and being an ignorant asshole, and you've crossed it buddy. Go on, get - shoo, get the fuck outta here."
"I hope you know you've just lost a paying customer!"
"You say that like it's a bad thing. Go ruin someone's else's day."
The Janitor watches as you chase the customer out of the establishment, hurling obscenities and hitting them with another jet of cleanser whenever they turn to look back. You toss the now empty bottle at the hood of their car as they crawl in and speed away. Their heart pumps so loudly they can barely hear your steps as you return to their side.
"Sorry about using all your cleanser. Wanna go pretend to look for more in storage room and sneak out the back?"
The Janitor deadpans. "I used to think I was in love you.... It's gone far beyond just a thought now."
"I know." You throw your arm around their shoulder - allowing them to dump their weight on you as they go weak in the knees from the contact. You half carry them out the back door, sneaking off to where their van was parked outside. You hold your hand out for their keys which they readily give you. You help them into the passenger seat before walking around to the driver's side and hopping in. The Janitor's hand reaches over the divider, stopping just short of your arm.
"You good?"
Their head falls to your shoulder - voice strained as they rub at where their eyes would be. "Yea....Yea, I'm good. Thanks by the way."
You place your hand over theirs, squeezing it gently. "Eh, you and I are the one's keeping the hellhole in shape.. You deserve more respect than you get sometimes... Ready to ditch this place for the night?"
"....Please?..."
#yandere x reader#yandere imagines#yandere x you#yandere oc#yandere scenarios#yandere insert#yandere headcanons#yandere#yandere blurb#Fast food reader#yandere fluff#soft yandere#yandere drabble
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pls omg a part 2 of the halloween party fic with katsuki where reader wakes up in the morning and remembers everything that happened that night
i loved it!!!
OH MY GOSH YESSSSSS I WILLLLLL. Everyone, see, THIS is a person you should all take after. GIVE ME YOUR REQUESTSSSS, I WILL WRITE THEMMMM (unless they are smut).
Okay, in all seriousness, TYSM FOR THE REQUEST. Having severe writer block constantly makes it hard to write for yall on a regular basis, so having a prompt or being asked to continue smth makes me super happy and motivated! The squeal that I let out when I found out the notif in my inbox was a request and not someone trying to sign me up for something was hella loud.
Katsuki Bakugou x Fem!Reader
Pt.1
Tw: Cursing, hungover!Reader, slight angst, insecure!Bakugou
not proofread!
đđ¨đ° đĽđ¨đđđ˘đ§đ . . . Spooky Season
The sun beamed through the window, light shining directly in your eyes. You awoke with a terrible headache, whole body aching from the night before. Your memory was a little wonky, slowly sitting up in bed and rubbing your forehead. âAgh, my headâŚâ
Katsuki was still in bed next to you, sleeping on his stomach. One arm was slung over your lap as his face was buried in his pillow. He snored quietly, his blanket only covering his lower half.
The stupid wolf ears Kirishima had convinced him to wear was placed crookedly on the top of his head, and his green jacket tussled quite a bit. You looked down at him before rubbing your eyes. And then you remembered. Everything.
"Oh f*ck.â You muttered to yourself, the memories of the night before hitting you like A-Train. You glanced down at the sleeping boy, your breathing becoming uneven. You thought about what he said to you last night. You decided to test the waters. After he woke up of course.
You got up carefully to find some pain killers for your hangoverâhe always had some on his dresser, a habit, or perhaps just a tip, youâd picked up. All the training caused his muscles to be hella sore, so he always had a full bottle, and eventually, you had started doing the same.
Once you took them though, you looked over to see the blonde boy watching you groggily, propped up on one elbow. Oh shit. Had you woken him up when you got up? Had he just been staring at you?
(He totally had, but had stayed silent because he was just sleepily entranced by you and how gorgeous you looked in the costume he had been too shy to change you out of.)
"Good morning." His voice was gruff, his red eyes watching your every move as if he was a predator waiting to pounce on its prey. He yawned and sat up, rubbing his eyes as he watched you. Katsuki noticed the look on your face and raised a brow. "What?" He asked with a small grumble, stretching his arms up.
âHeyyyyyâŚâ You said almost awkwardly, sitting back down on the bed next to him. You werenât really sure how to start this conversation, considering it wasnât a typical way to start the morning, but your curiosity was killing you. âAbout last nightâŚwhat did you mean?â
He raised a brow, his sleepy eyes staring at you as he tried to clear away the sleep clouding his sight. He then looked over at his nightstand, grabbing a face towel and cleaning off the smudged the natural makeup look Sero had given him last night. It came off easyâit had been cheap makeup after all.
"What do you mean?" He asked after tossing the towel in the laundry bin in the corner of his room. He seemed almost oblivious to you asking about the conversation both of you had the night prior. He looked at you with a small, tired sigh, and raised a brow. To be fair, he wasn't fully awake yet. Maybe he just needed some time to fully process.
âWhen you said you were scared? And didnât wanna fuck anything up?â
It took him a second, but it seemed to finally click in his mind. "Oh, yeah. That." He said, his voice quiet as his face began to turn pink. He groaned and buried his face in his hands, the blush evident on his face due to his pale face. âHow much do you remember?"
âAll of it. I think.â You mumbled, looking down at your lap. After a moment you snapped your head back up, waving your hands frantically. âShit, sorry, I should be apologizing for coming onto you like that last night, not drilling you about something you said.â
âNo, itâs fine. You were drunk, and drunkenness typically pushes one to act on desire. Hence why people call it âliquid courageâ.â The blonde said with a sigh, running his fingers through his hair. You both sat in silence, him looking down at the floor, you looking down at your lap. But he eventually broke the silence.
âI was scared if you saw my bodyâŚyouâd leave me.â He mumbled and you looked up in surprise. You wanted to immediately protest, but you knew Katsuki. If he was opening up, it was best to stay quiet and let him finish speaking before saying absolutely anything.
He exhaled through his nose, looking away as his body started shaking a bit. âIâŚhave a lot of scars." He whispered. But that was an obvious statement, you could just look at his face and see the deep scar on the side of his right cheek, or the burn mark on his forearm.
âAnd honestly there are a lot of reasons recently swirling around in my head on why you should leave me.â He said, fiddling with his calloused fingers. His brows were furrowed, like always, forming a grumping look on his face. But his crimson eyes glinted with worry, hurt.
He took a deep breath in an attempt to calm himself down before letting go of a shaky breath, staring at the pattern on the blankets. âAnd my biggest reason is that I have severe mental issues.â He mumbled quickly, refusing to make eye contact. He clearly meant all the fights the class had been put through, all of the pain and damage he had endured.
There was a small pause. Then;
"I'm a fucking freak."
You looked over at him, clearly upset he would think such a thing. He wasnât a freak. Not for having mental issues, or having trauma or PSTD, or scars, or anything from events that would obviously cause such things, or in general. Hell, you and your own fair share of mental issues.
You didnât even know if he was done or not, but you leaned over and gave him the biggest freaking bear hug you could muster. He looked at you in surprise as he felt you nestle into his neck, followed by a dampness on his skin.
âWhyâre you cryinâ?â He asked, raising an eyebrow as you kept your arms wrapped around him. He was surprisedâhe felt like if anyone was supposed to be crying, it was him. Thatâs what happened in movies and shows anyways. But here you were, letting tears fall over his words.
âCause I donât want you to feel like thatâŚâ You mumbled against his skin. You didnât know if this was the hangover or what, but hearing such a strong, unbreakable man say that you made him scared, worried, all of that hurt. Because you didnât want to make him feel that way. You wanted to make him feel loved. âCause youâre not a freak. Youâre my boyfriend. Youâre a future pro hero.â
You looked up at him, wiping away your tears as you locked eyes with his own glossy ones. You knew he wouldnât let his tears fall, but it was still obvious he was emotionally touched. You gave him a lopsided, hopeful smile before quoting a show you guys had watched early into the relationship. âYouâre Katsuki fuckinâ Bakugou.â
âOkay nerd.â He said with an eye roll and a small huff, the corners of his mouth turning up as he tried to push you away a little. You smiled and let go of him, leaning into him after a moment. You could wait however long to do anything with him. Sex included. You just wanted to make sure he felt happy. That you both did.
ââŚbesides, I think scars are sexy.â
âOh do you?â
âMmmmhm.â
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Gehenna | fem!reader x twst | 00.
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Rating: T CW: Injuries, gore, mentioned death
AN: i wanted to write smth spooky for halloween so i have a reader from the evil dead world being sent over to twisted wonderland. this takes place directly at the end of evil dead 2, when ash gets sent to 1300 A.D.! you do not need to watch or consume evil dead media to hopefully enjoy this piece <3 I do not update often on here but feel free to follow my AO3 or Quotev for more constant updates! <3 there are currently more chapters uploaded to AO3 and Q right now.
It was funny how everything could change in the span of two days. In just two days, you had watched your sister and her friends die. In just two days you had gone from the happy-go-lucky 16 year old to a war-hardened vet. You had seen everybody around you get brutally murdered, had seen your older brother get possessed and try to kill you, had fought against forces best left unseen.
And now, you were dying.
Everything hurt. Your body felt like it was on fire, and you felt cold. As you lied on the ground next to the lifeless body of Annie, you struggled to prop yourself up on your one good arm. Each movement brought fresh waves of pain that had you whimpering.
You had come so far.  So fucking far. And for what? To bleed out just when the demon had been defeated? What a joke.
Your brother crawled over to where you and Annie laid, and you could see tears drip from his eyes as he helped you to sit up. "We did it," he gasped. Blood dripped from his head from one of the many wounds he had gotten in his own fight against the Kandarian demon. "No, no, c'mon kid, stay with me!"
Ash was rapidly smacking your cheek, the sensation stinging. You didn't realize your eyes had been closing, and you groggily opened them back up, staring up at his panic-stricken face.
"M... Really tired." Your words were slurred, and he began to shake you. In any other instance you would have scolded him for being so rough. If somebody was bleeding out, you didn't try to give them shaken baby syndrome!
"God damn it, stay awake!"
"Why... are you always so loud?" you rasped. Before he could respond, though, the cabin door flung open, revealing what could only be described as a worm hole of sorts. It sucked everything in indiscriminately, and you watched with faint amusement as you could see Ash's car be pulled in from outside. That was rough.
"Agh!"
Ash cried out, holding you close with his one good arm. You appreciated him not bringing his chainsaw hand near you, although perhaps that would be the final step to put you out of your misery.
"How do you stop this?!" Ash exclaimed as the two of you began to be pulled across the floor. You grimaced at the feel of being pulled by such a strong force.
"Don't worry 'bout me," you muttered. "Just go."
Ash held onto you tighter. "No! First Cheryl... I'm not losing you, either!"
It was easier said than done, though. Neither you nor Ashley were strong enough to resist the pull of the vortex, and with no solid grip, you were the first to be pulled in. You offered no resistance, weakly clutching onto the Kandarian dagger that you had managed to pry from Annie's back.
He cried out your name as you felt yourself lift up off the ground; and the last thing you saw was his distraught face before the world around you turned black.
You were dead. This, you were certain. After all, not only were you standing in complete darkness, but you were completely uninjured. You didn't feel any pain, and both of your arms were in perfect working condition. You even flexed your left fingers experimentally, relieved to see everything was in order.
Everything that had happened was fresh in your mind, which was why you knew, without a doubt... Â
You were dead.
So where were you? Was this limbo? Was this truly the afterlife? Desolate and bleak? You had at least been hoping to see Cheryl again, but even she was gone.
You were completely alone.
Your knees buckled underneath you, the weight of everything that had happened weighing on you. You sank to the cold ground, and you let out a shuddering breath.
"You're not dead yet."
Your head snapped up, but you made no move to stand. In front of you stood... Well, something. You weren't sure if it was exactly a person. Their form seemed to shift and phase. It was humanoid in shape, but you couldn't really process any features, as if your mind was incapable of handling such a feat. At this point, you weren't surprised. The past few days had been literal hell for you.
"What does that mean?"
Slowly, you forced yourself to stand back up. Your legs trembled, but you stayed standing. The figure was only a little bit taller than you, and their voice was layered. When they spoke, it was as if many voices were speaking at once, an amalgamation of tones that created a dissonance in your mind.
"You fought well against the Kandarian demon and the Deadites, child."
"The.... huh?"
The entity sighed, although it seemed to be more in amusement than anything else. Its tone remained calm and patient, addressing your obvious confusion.
"The ones you once loved, possessed by demons from another plane... Those beings are, of course, the Deadites I refer to. It is rather unfortunate that you had to encounter them... But it is, whether you like it or not, the best."
"The best? Those things killed my sister, my friends â me." Your voice was choked up, cracking. But the being said you weren't dead yet. Was there hope for you?
"Indeed," the entity did not seem phased by your outburst. "You and your brother, Ashley Joanna Williams, were prophesized to be the ones to fight against the Kandarian demon, far before your ancestry could be traced back. Whether you like it or not, it is your duty to protect the Necronomicon from those who wish to wield it.
"You and Ashley Joanna Williams... Are set to save the world, one day."
You shook your head. Your throat felt dry. "No.  No. We're just... a couple of idiots from Michigan. We've never done anything remarkable throughout our lives. You... Have to be mistaken. This was all a mistake. A simple case of the wrong place and wrong time." You shook your head again. There was no way... No way your fate was to do something so scary. It was a mistake. You refused to believe otherwise.
The entity was not perturbed by your adamancy, nor did it budge. "Whether you want to believe it or not, it is true. When you are much older, you will face off against Kandar the Destroyer." The entity paused in its wording, before continuing. "However... I do not believe it is time yet to thrust you into such a role. As Ashley Joanna Williams has been sent to find his own way and truth, so will you."
"Where is my brother?"
You took a hesitant step forward. If this meant Ash was still alive... You could at least rest a little bit easier.
"1300 A.D."
You nearly choked on your spit, slapping your hand over your mouth. "He's where?!" Your voice came out in a squeak.
"Fret not, child. I will not be sending you so far back in the past. His job is to save that era from darkness. You, too, will be sent somewhere where your presence is needed."
"I want to go back homeâ"
The entity waved its hand.
"And in time, you shall return to Elks Grove. But for now, you have your own part to play. Rest easy, child. Your story... Is just beginning."
 The darkness began to lighten up, and you watched as the entity began to fade.
"Who are you?"
The entity spoke next, but it was pure static in your ears. Brightness engulfed you.
When you woke up, your body was in pain. You were surrounded by darkness once more, but you could tell this time it was because you were in an enclosed space.
Is this... a coffin?!
You felt like you were going to throw up. Sharp pains radiated throughout your torso, and you held your hand up to your abdomen only to find it sticky. You were still bleeding. Even worse, only your right hand had any movement, your left arm dangling uselessly at your side. It was for the best you couldn't see it right now; when possessed, Ash had driven his chainsaw through your forearm. It was a miracle it was still attached.
"Well, at least somebody had the decency to stay in their coffin before I could grab them!" The muffled voice was flamboyant in nature, and you winced as light began to crack through the lids. "Once I grab this last student, we can be on our way to the entrance ceremony to get you all sortedâ hm?!"
As the lid was removed, you couldn't help but fall forward. You landed on the ground with a rough thud, and you were grateful you didn't break your nose in the process. The room was tinted blue, and you could have sworn you saw books floating around you in the peripheral of your vision.
"Sevens â what has happened to you?! There's so much blood....!"
The voice was panicked, and you were rolled over onto your back. You saw glimpses of two faces; one covered in a strange, black mask, and the other of a person with long black hair and worried silver eyes.
"Never in all of my tenure... No matter! We must get her to the infirmary posthaste!"
"What the..."
Before the words could finish leaving your lips, everything, once more, went black.
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Happy Birthday, Norton Campbell
Rated Mature | None
To the second hunter and survivor I ever wrote since playing IDV (the first was Morningstar!Ithaqua and High Roller!Orpheus) and had tried to go against during his event (he rocked me a lot), this is for you babe!
Norton Campbell
âYou know what they say about Pisces?â You say as lay on top of him wiggling your eyebrows suggestively.
He uncovers his face where he places his arm to look at you. The look of âWhat weird thing did you come up with this time?â because you are one to say the most outlandish things. He wonât say it but it is often appreciated when his thoughts are not pleasant, âWhat do they say?â Tired, not of youâ Well, he tired because of you and that boundless energy of yours. God, you and Lucky Guy are always ready to go.
â... I don't know.â You forgot or probably had no idea where you were going with that.
âYou are lucky I love you or I would have kicked you out.â Covering his face again.
âOut of my own room!? Naked? Wow!â Sitting up causes the sheets to shift and expose your bare chest but the lower half is still covered, âAfter I gave the best birthday gift too, boo!â
âHow do you still have energy?â Mumbling.
âI have to keep up with you, both of you.â
âAgh.â Norton does not want to think about how Foolâs Gold is going to demand a birthday gift too, âDo me a favor and blue ball him.â
âNorton, you won't let me top and you expect me to do denial on him? Hah, no.â Using a modern term for being the dominant one, supposedly. You simplify a lot of your bedroom explanations to him.
âAt least, make him work for it.â Moving to lay on his side with his arms wrapped around you.
Foolâs Gold
There is no dressing up for this, he would not appreciate it like his counterpart likes seeing you in lace. Simple lingerie, especially when he can rip it off. No, the hunter likes simply having you on your knees playing your role. He has not forgotten about this, about how it turned him on.
âBark.â Commanding you. His legs wide open while he sits in the chair made for the hunters.
You are on your knees with your arms up partly as you copy a dog stance while standing, âArf!â Barking a little too easily, the usual grin on his face widening at the sight of you degrading yourself as his gift. âWoof!â He pulls on the makeshift leash that is his belt.
âOpen your mouth for your treat.â His fully formed hand is tugging at your bottom lip, âTongue out.â Unzipping his pants, unbuttoning it so he has room to pull out that thick reconstructed cock. Pulsing with the purple glow. Tugging you so your breath is hot on his cock. Oh, he likes this sight with his thick nonhuman cock on your tongue weighing heavy.
The way you remain in place waiting for his command, and even better how soon he is going to see tears of pleasure running down that pretty face of yours.
âGo on, suck your treat up.â Norton definitely likes this. You normally would not do this again after the last time he did this with you, but it seems mercy is on his side.
A wish is granted for his birthday.
Soul Catcher
Mortals. All of them from animals to humans, their lives are fleeting, finite, he did not understand why he must assist in preserving these souls. They all will return to the land of the living upon reincarnation, to suffer and struggle. He sits watching a soul that captives him these days, singing a song and often messing up the lyrics, you currently are doing chores. Nothing special about this life or how you live it.
A plain soul, he found the company of such a domestic person a change of pace, a way to see the beauty of life before he claimed it for death. Soon you will follow like all mortal things.
âA celebration of life and another,â You explain, âThough you are not alive, we should still celebrate the contribution you give to all life.â Smiling as you hand him a poncho you created for him. âDeath is equally as important as life.â
A birthday, he has no need for such a thing but the gift is given to him, here in this field of cut wheat, the window blowing softly as he stands up and puts on the article of clothing.
âIt looks great on you!â Clapping your hands together, âDo you like it?â
âI do.â A quiet one as he often keeps to himself, âThank you.â He does not have a need for this, yet he does not want to say that nor want you to think him ungrateful. The Soul Catcher touches it fondly as this will be treasured like all the memories he will have of you when the time comes to collect your soul.
Highway Cavalier
âHiya, speedster.â Waving to him before leaning on the door of his car, âPracticing?â
âNo, just checking on the girl before Luca and Demi kick me out for the day.â The engine sounds clear as he revs it and slowly winds it down, âYou?â
âSoon, I need to test run the Mach Two before the entry races next week.â
âYou've been test-running the damn thing all week.â Shutting the car off, âJoin us later.â
âYou know I can't, speedster. I gotta do my checks and do my practice lapsââ
âYes, you can because it's my birthday.â He grins, leaning in close towards you.
âWhat!?â You cover your face, âOh, my God, Norton, why didn't you tell me?! I could've gotten you a gift or something.â
âI'm mentioning it now and the only gift I want is to see you at the bar getting drinks with us.â Pinching your cheek when you uncover your face to pout, âMaybe a kiss or two for an extra gift too.â Wiggling his eyebrows suggestively before laughing when you hit his arm.
âSilly man as if I don't already kiss you enough,â Rolling your eyes playfully.
The Orphan of Goetia
âA mutual gift for both of us to enjoy the desires of the flesh.â
Infernal Sin, King of the Seventy-Two demons of Hell, the Lord of the damned, has gifted him what they both desire. Nortonâs heart is the Infernal Sin's heart only with a human host, he feels what the other feels too.
âI am such a benevolent King, aren't I?â A rhetorical
question as he laughs with glee, âWell!? Go on! Indulge.â Here in this bedroom of red lights and sheets of silk, a heavy smell of wine and iron, Norton is unsure if he should even touch you.
There you sit wrapped up with large fabric ribbons presenting you as a gift. The makeup on your face waa done by that worshiper obsessed with the demonic king and him. You look away, gagged with a ball held by leather straps.
âGo on. This is for us.â
You are laid back, the Orphan of Goetia and the Infernal Sin above you, the hands you feel however are only Nortonâs. Carefully unwrapping you, freeing you but you remain on the bed. His hands remove the gag, his mouth on yours immediately desperately.
The sensation of a rocky hand sliding up your legs before slipping between them.
The King once told you here you will find heaven or hell, here you can be worshiped or be made to grovel. He willâ They will have you one way or another.
âThis isâŚâ Norton speaking with laboring breath, â(Name)...â His lips on your skin, your neck to chest, a trail of hickeys following.
âNorton.â Moaned out as the monster enjoyed himself preparing you, âPlease, God.â Thick fingers preparing you, it is as if he knows just how to touch you.
âNot God, us. From now on it will only be us.â The demon king saysâ Promises.
Mining Director
âYou can open them.â Saying as the dining room table is covered with gifts sent to him. Perks of being the most desired and envied man in the mining businessâ With a hand in other businesses and politicians. Norton Campbell made himself the most powerful man both in the public eye and behind the scenes. âUseless junk.â
You sit there unsure what to say or do given his mood today. It is his birthday and though he has a ton of gifts and riches fit for a king, you had hoped he would celebrate with you⌠Like old times⌠When you were both two kids trying to make it in the cold world.
âWhat?â Norton says, he sees you not moving from your spot, his eyes go to the small box in your hand.
âIt's nothing.â Putting the box down, turning around ready to leave the room. The boy you loved, that boy has grown up into a materialistic man. You married him because you love him, but you wonder if he loves you⌠If that boy is still there wanting to play with you like always.
âWait,â Grabbing your arm, âIs this for me?â Looking at the poorly made box.
â... No point in asking. It's with the rest of the junk.â Sounding every bit hurt.
Norton curses in Spanish under his breath before pulling you into his arms and squeezing you, âMi Vida, nothing you give me is junk.â
You hide your face in his chest embarrassed by your feelings of inadequacy, he has the world and you want to show him your love.
âLet me open it.â Opening it while still hugging you, âHah! You found the old thing!?â Pulling out the old toy model car he would play with as a kid, âCan't believe it. Thought the old man sold it.â
âI found it when visiting the old neighborhood. The pawn shop had it on display and I⌠I hope you like it, Norton.â
He drops the box to touch the toy, this small piece of the past. When he was a boy, he used to play with this car pretending to be a racer. The grand places he would imagine with you in tow chasing after him.
âNorton?â
His face is buried in the crook of your shoulder, you touch his hand as you feel him trembling against you.Â
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I WANT TO HEAR MORE ABOUT CHARLIE IN YOUR AU, sheâs so interesting, please??!!
Omg I did not see the notification for this at all SO sorry for making ya wait so long đđ, Iâm so glad you like her!! Thereâs a lot of stuffs I had planned for her in this au, and I am planning on making a fic for it in the future!
I could give ya some fun fact about lil Char char in this Au!
-as it has been written in the pic, she is a lot more confident and got most of her act together compare to our normal Charlie, sheâs been raised without much shelter, and she does know Heaven isnât exactly a well balanced place, but she still think itâs better to redeem people than just killing them senselessly. She is also working on a way to kill them that doesnât erase them from existence, and instead make it so that when kill they can reincarnates and basically have a fresh start at life. She havenât made much progress cause humans souls are complicated and dealing with them in bigger numbers is even more of a pain in the ass lol
-KOH Charlie is well trained when it comes to beating people ass, and unlike our normal Charlie, Hell doesnât ridiculous her at every chance they get. Because she does not stand being disrespected like that and would make it known who she is (often with a little scare, she still doesnât like to resort to violence), and also mostly cause Adam and Luci would probably skin and torture each one that does dare disrespect her (much to Charlie annoyance)
-Charlie knows Vaggie (or Agatha in this Au) is a exorcist from the beginning, and still she lend her hand and bring the injured Angel home regardless, an injured person is still a injured person after all. And it took an embarrassing amount of time for the two of them to realized they have feelings for each other lol, it all work out in the end, not without some bumps in the road of course but yeah. Charlie and Agatha is literally a match made in Hellâ¤ď¸ Agatha is the brain and the thinker in the relationship, sheâs a lot more cool down compare to when she was still a exorcist, Charlie is the heart and soul in the relationship, she make sure both of them donât push themselves too far (even tho sheâs a hypocrite about it sometime LMAO) and she provides the emotions sides to Agatha plans and ideas.
Iâm still brainstorming a design for Agatha but hopefully Iâll be able to give her one that fit, Iâm still debating on what to do for the other residents of the hotel too aghâŚ.once again Iâm so happy youâre interested in my lil au đđđđâźď¸âźď¸đđ
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j can you please make a corpse x reader where they are both publicly dating and as all internet couples do, get a fair amount of hate. but one day a specific comment gets under the readers skin so they distance themselves from corpse (lots of angst but with a good ending ?)
I'm sorry this took forever, I couldn't get my meds and went a lil crazy agh, also idk if this is any good tbh I feel bad at writing lately. Hopefully you like it though oof.
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â˘Â Author: J The Ghost â˘Â Pairings: Corpse X reader | Corpse X y/n â˘Â WC: ~4k â˘Â Themes: Hurt/Comfort? | Angst | Fluff | Happy Endings â˘Â Warnings: Depression | Anxiety | Death Threats | Spiraling | Intrusive Thoughts | Cyberbullying? ⢠Summary: You and Corpse are publicly dating, you knew you'd get some hate, but you didn't actually think it would get to you like this...
Request: Hate Mail
You woke up from your nap to the sounds of several voices coming from the other room. He must be streaming⌠You thought groggily as you stretched and snuggled back into the covers enveloped in the scent of his cologne. You pulled out your phone and checked the time, almost four⌠Jesus, he really had made good on his word, you didnât even realize you could be that exhausted. As you scrolled through your socials you saw the notifications of most of his friends live streams. Sussy Sundays, of course, how did you forget? He really had taken it out of you earlier.Â
You were grateful to have weekends off, allowing you to see him more than just any days you managed to get off work at a decent time, but you hated Sundays. You both took turns staying over at each other's houses and coming up with fun things to do together, but since heâd agreed to be a part of the Sussy Sundays, you had to find a way to entertain yourself. When he would stay at your house, it was easy to find things to do- dishes, laundry, and tidying up always needed done- but at his place, he mostly ordered takeout, and didn't really have enough stuff to ever accumulate messes, much less any laundry, so you were left to figure something else out.Â
A few times heâd asked you to join in on games, or hangout and watch him, but if the viewers got wind that you were with him- everyone's chat would latch on and start blowing up about it. You hated the fact that youâd turn viewers' attention away from the streamers they were watching, which led to you feeling guilty for making even the slightest sounds despite both him and his ever supportive friends trying to actively involve you.Â
Ever since the two of you had gone public, the internet had gone wild. In the beginning fans were pretty supportive and kind, but once Corpse started to post about you more and more, they quickly turned on you. It felt like the majority now was vehemently against the idea of your relationship. You knew that once it was public, you would get a lot of hate, but some of the comments were so hyper specific and vile- you couldn't help but be hurt. You always did your best to not read through them, or let him see when ones you did see affect you. You knew it was mostly young fans that were crushing on him and envious of you, but it all still seemed to leave you feeling drained, and anxious, an empty feeling of doom settling in with each critique. What if he saw merit in some of them? Sure most were shallow insults, but some seemed so spot on to you.Â
Who even are they? They're nobody, why is he with them??
He probably felt bad- heâs just too niceâŚ
He can do soo much betterâŚ
You weren't usually an insecure person, but it was hard to stay positive when you did kind of agree. You worked a normal job, lived an average life, and you weren't really into the world of streaming, even as a viewer. It was- at the least- confusing to understand why he would be with you over someone with a similar lifestyle, or had more in common with him.Â
Tik Tok was your savior while he finished up with his friends. The algorithm only showed you the mind-numbing content you wanted to see, nothing about him or streaming at all. It was around 7:30 and you were halfway through a dinner recipe video when he finally entered his room again.Â
âHave a good nap?â He smirked tiredly as he plopped down on the bed beside you.Â
âSo goodâŚâ You chuckled, saving the video before tossing your phone aside to snuggle up to him âHow was the stream?âÂ
âIt was fun. Everyone said to tell you hiâŚâ He wrapped his arm around you and absently traced his fingers along your arm.
âTell them I say hi too.â You smiled as you buried your face into his hoodie. âYour friends are so niceâŚâÂ
âMhm⌠they really like you.â He chuckled. âAre you hungry yet? I'm starvingâŚâ You nodded and paused, still groggy from lying in bed.Â
âCan we get pasta? Iâm craving it so badâŚâ Your voice perked up at the thought of the recipe video.
âOf course,â he laughed at your enthused voice, âyou better start getting ready thoughâŚâ
âWere going out?â You looked up at him in confusion, it was rare he ever wanted to go out, especially so spontaneously.Â
âYeah why not? I mean⌠as long as youâre up for it?âÂ
âY-Yeah, just surprised that you areâŚâ You beamed up at him before mustering the energy to get up and get ready. You pulled your hair aside and headed to the bathroom to wash your face, peeking slightly in the mirror's reflection and catching glimpses of him changing from the bedroom. The cheeky blush across your face turned quickly to a hot embarrassment as you watched the black button-down settle across his lean shoulders. Your mind started flashing through images of all the comments deeming you unworthy of him. You turned your face away from the mirror and avoided eye-contact with yourself- knowing it would only cement those thoughts and sour your mood even more.Â
You quickly brushed your teeth and headed back to the room, only to stare at the clothes you had brought in disappointment. Too loose youâll look like a soggy cardboard box, too tight youâll look like a shrink wrapped ham, too-
âYou okay?â He chuckled from behind you as he fixed his shirt.
âYeah⌠Iâm fine.â You huffed out, grabbing at a random article of clothing and feeling yourself physically recoil at the thought of wearing it.Â
âYou donât look fine- if you donât wanna go out we can stay inâŚâ He shrugged and examined your clothes with you. âYou still have some other things in my closet you know⌠you donât have to keep living out of your carry on bag. You can keep things here.â He laughed softly.Â
âI- I know. I just⌠I donât know- it's one of those days- you know?â You mustered up a small laugh. âNothing feels right.â You shrugged it off.Â
âI get it⌠let's just stay in.â He sat beside your clothes on the bed, offering a soft smile as he took your hands and pulled you closer .
âNo, I want to go outâŚâ You furrowed your brow a bit, irritated that you were letting it all affect you so much. âIâll hurry up.â You pulled another few items of clothing out and headed back to the bathroom, not wanting to even think about him watching you change right now.Â
You came back out after continuing to struggle through every aspect of getting ready while your mind attacked you. He sat up from scrolling his socials on the bed and quickly tucked his phone back into his pocket- a detail you wish your brain would find insignificant.
 âReady?â He smiled and stood as you nodded. He grabbed his jacket and threw it on as you grabbed your things and started to head out with him.Â
You were grateful for the comfortable silence as he drove to the restaurant, allowing you some time to try and change your mood. Heâd put some softer lofi on the radio and let you silently watch as the streetlights flashed past your window. You weren't sure how he always seemed to know exactly what you needed, yet he always did.Â
When you arrived at the restaurant you were surprised to hear heâd made reservations for the two of you. You couldnât help but smile, despite the discomfort welling up that heâd chosen something more fancy than you had expected- or dressed for.Â
âWait, waitâŚâ He hooked arm around your side, stopping you as you followed the host to the booth. He spun you into him in front of the elegant floor length mirror stood beside the entrance and pulled out his phone for a picture. You giggled at the quick cute gesture and posed with him, shutting your eyes as he snapped the pic to avoid any further mental spiraling.Â
Dinner went by uneventfully, you stayed a bit more quiet as he excitedly told you about new songs he was working on, or vented about the issues holding up his new merch drop. It wasnât entirely due to your bad mood, you loved seeing him enthuse about his passions and how animated heâd suddenly become. His whiskey toned eyes would light up and his excitement was palpable in the air, making even you more energized. It wasnât until halfway through or so when you came back from the bathroom that things shifted. You caught sight of him looking up at you returning before tucking his phone quickly away again.Â
âWhatâs that about?â You questioned lightheartedly with a laugh.
âOh itâs nothing⌠Did you wanna get dessert?â He dismissed before swiftly changing the subject, but not before you caught a strange look on his face.Â
âOkay Mr. Secretive⌠um, I think Iâm full though.â You shrugged awkwardly as you looked down at your plate.
âYou sure weren't saying that about the wine thoughâŚâ He chuckled as he sipped his own glass.
âI- okay?â You rebutted, hesitating as you gave him a confused glance. âI was just trying to cure my bad moodâŚâ You internally cringed as your voice came out more defeated and offended than you intended, seemingly proving his point that youâd had too much. It was only two glasses⌠am I really that bad? All that stupid pasta I kept shoving in my fat mouth absorbed it all- I donât even feel drunkâŚ
âWh- no⌠baby I- I was just making a joke⌠I didnât mean anything by it-â His face softened with concern.Â
âNo itâs fine⌠I probably have had too much- sorry.â You managed to squeak out, your face reddening with embarrassment. âLetâs just get the checkâŚâ I just want to go home now⌠Jesus Christ. You bit down on the inside of your lip as you heard the harsh, irritated sigh he let out.Â
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The drive back from the restaurant was insufferable, just as it had been for him to the restaurant. He wasnât sure if even his knives couldâve cut the tension radiating from the passenger side. It was clear something happened but he didnât know what. Before heâd gone to his office to join the stream everything was fine, but once he came back the mood had completely changed.Â
âAre you- okay? Did I do something to upset you?â He asked as tentatively as he could upon getting back home.Â
âN-No, Iâm fine. Iâm sorry I had too much to drink.â Your voice was still soft but had a bit of an edge to it.Â
âIâm sorry I said that at the restaurant, I didnât mean it like that at all. I meant it in like a- âitâs funny that you chose the wine over dessertâŚâ because I agreed- kind of way⌠Iâm sorry baby.â He paused, taking your hands and tugging you gently closer as he kissed your forehead. âY/n, If I did something to upset you, I wanna know, so I can fix it and make you feel better. Youâve seemed upset since I got off stream.â
âIt⌠itâs fine, Iâm just stupidly sensitive. Iâm fine.â You ruined the entire night with him, great job. If he really wasnât hiding anything on his phone earlier, heâll surely start now. You huffed in frustration at yourself. âI should probably get homeâŚâÂ
âW- Why? You always leave Monday morningsâŚâ He asked, feeling his energy plummet as you continued to shut down.Â
âI just have an early day tomorrow is all. Iâm sorryâŚâ You met his gaze, immediately wishing you hadn't as you offered a half smile to his heartbreakingly defeated expression. You pushed back the self-criticism as you went to collect your things, that could wait until you were alone in your car. He silently followed you back into his room like a kicked puppy and helped you gather your things, making your brain slew more insecurities about him wanting you gone. Once all your stuff was in your bag he walked you out to your car while you said your goodbyes.Â
âPlease drive safeâŚâ
Heâll just feel guilty if something happensâŚ
â...text me when you get homeâŚâ
He feels like he has to say that⌠youâre so fucking sensitive. He walks on eggshells with you.
âI love youâŚâÂ
No he doesnât, why the fuck would he?Â
The drive back home continued that way as you dissociated the entire time, only letting the tears fall once you were back inside your own house. After having a small breakdown over the bullying your brain had done, you texted him you were home before collapsing down into your bed- exhausted by it all. You were ready for any solace you could get from mindlessly scrolling your phone, though it seemed the universe had something else in mind. You opened your instagram to check messages from your friends but were promptly bombarded by a photo heâd posted of the two of you from the restaurant. Heâd put some goofy angel and devil emojis over your faces that you tried to let yourself laugh at but couldn't muster at the moment. Heâd captioned it âLOMFL đđĽľâ that got a small smile out of you, but not without a scoff. It wasnât really until you tapped on the comments, you felt your gut tighten. The first few were various heart emojis from Rae, Tina, and Sean- but below that it took a turn. His fans attacked everything about you, your outfit, your weight, even your personality- as if they even knew you. But it didnât stop there, some crazed fans had gone as far as finding you somehow- despite him never tagging you- and DMing your personal account even more vile things, even death threats. You wanted to vomit. You wanted to scream and show them how awful you could really be, but mostly you wanted to make yourself stop believing them. You didnât want any of it to be true⌠but you were now convinced it was.Â
The next day you kept your phone completely off, even going as far as deleting all your socials before shutting it off. In the morning meeting with your boss you informed her your phone wasnât working and email was how you should be contacted from now on, so you wouldn't even need it on for later. You went about your daily tasks at work completely numb, doing everything you could to keep yourself too busy to think. Of course, that only worked at work, at home it was entirely different. The next few days turned to weeks as you cleaned like you never had before, you rearranged furniture like you were suddenly trying to fit four Alaskan king sized beds in your home, you went to the store and meal prepped- full well knowing youâd have no appetite, you binged several of your favorite shows entirely.Â
By the third week, youâd fully run out of tasks to keep the thoughts and anxiety at bay. You scrolled through Netflix, Hulu, and Amazon- finding nothing. Out of either habit or some subconscious cue about the anxiety of not texting the only person you wanted to at the moment, you opened up Youtube. You rolled your eyes and groaned softly but scrolled through the videos anyway, cringing as the recommendations of Sussy Sundays and various other videos with your boyfriend popped up. You felt incredibly guilty about not talking to him. It wasnât like the two of you talked non-stop, or that heâd be mad, you were just sure with the way youâd left things he was likely worrying about you by now. As you continued to scroll you saw a live video pop up in your suggestions, of him. Heâs live? Why is he live? He doesnât stream anymore⌠You were already anxious, but after reading the title âwe need to talkâŚâ you started to feel sick. You hesitantly clicked the video and his voice rang out from your TV.Â
â...I really donât give a fuck how you guys feel or what you fuckin thinkâŚâ He paused, presumably reading the chat. âI know itâs not all of you⌠but those of you that are commenting this shit⌠I donât wanna fuckin see it- I donât everr wanna see this shit again⌠if you like my content but come into my chat, or friends chats, or on twitter.com or instagram and say that shit⌠fucking unsubscribe right now, fuck you. Get off the fucking internet, it's disgusting.â You took in a deep breath as anxiety welled up more, why was he doing this? âIâll straight up never put out another thing ever again if this keeps happening. I know that people are always gonna be assholes, but if youâre a fan of me or whatever- and saying this fucking shit about my partner? Go fuck yourself. I donât want your fucking supportâŚâ Â
You stared at his animated figure standing in the rain blankly and opened up your laptop, starting a video call to him. You waited for a while as he went silent on stream before it was denied. Is he mad at me? Itâs all my fault- fuck.
âAnyways- I just thought Iâd get on here and reprimand you fucks⌠and to all my actual fans, being kind and supportive, thank you, and keep reporting these people- love you guys⌠oodles and oodles⌠keep being you- Iâm sorry you guys had to hear this⌠love you.âÂ
 You tried again as the stream ended. Again denied. Fuck heâs pissed⌠Because of me he had to get on after not streaming anymore and do that- fuck⌠You took a deep breath and tried to not overthink. Maybe heâs just sick of your bullshit. If he was worried or heâd been trying to contact you at all, he probably wouldâve answered. You fidgeted nervously at the thought. Iâll just start a new show- keep my mind off this⌠You shut your laptop and dejectedly threw it aside on the couch before getting up and grabbing some blankets for another night of Netflix.Â
You were two episodes in when you decided to grab a snack but just as you paused the show and stood, there was a knock on the door. You looked over, and cautiously moved toward it. Peeking out the peephole you saw what looked like an outraged figure of your boyfriend standing outside. You felt icy panic run through you as you grabbed the handle and twisted, preparing yourself for the worst.
âYouâre okayâŚâ He sighed in relief as his whole body relaxed.Â
âI- Y- yeah⌠I- Iâm fine.. What are you-â You tried to play catch up, still in shock to see him at your door, let alone not yelling at you.Â
âYou havenât answered your phone- for anyone- in like a monthâŚâ He seemed to pant out. âI tried to give you space and not worry too much when you weren't answering, but then you deleted your socials, and then didnât answer Tina, or Rae⌠or me⌠I was⌠scared.â He paused and caught his breath. âWhen you video called me I panicked, I thought you were in trouble or- I- I donât even know⌠I just rushed over.â He stepped in and yanked you into one of his enveloping bear hugs. You stood motionless, mostly from how tight his arms were around you, but partially from even more surprise. Here he was, yet again, proving that he knew you better than anyone- and certainly better than you knew him. The guilt of not talking to him only grew now. How could you have ever thought any awful things about the panic stricken, devoted, heart-of-fucking-gold man that was seemingly holding onto you for dear life?Â
âI- Iâm sorryâŚâ You squeaked out, faltering under his obvious concern. He sighed again and released his hold but kept his hands gently on your arms.Â
âPlease donât do that again⌠If you need space that's okay, but please just tell me⌠I- I didnât know what to think- or doâŚâ He knelt down to your level slightly, his face full of worry as he seemed to practically beg.Â
âIâm sorryâŚâ You swallowed hard, feeling your face heat as your voice wavered.Â
âI-Itâs okay⌠I- Iâm not mad⌠I just wanted to know youâre safe- cause I worked myself into a panic not knowing- Iâm sorry I just showed up out of the blueâŚâ He took a deep breath. âIf you still need space that's okay I just- I was really worried. I know Iâm probably overreactingâŚâÂ
âNo⌠I just⌠I donât know-â You looked down at your feet, the guilt consuming you now as he continued to prove every horrible thought you had about him wrong.Â
âDo you want to talk?â He questioned hesitantly as his mind began reeling in the same way yours had. You just nodded, looking up as he closed the door and looked back to you, eyes still full of worry.Â
You moved back to the couch and curled up into the blanket, comforting yourself and trying to hold back tears of guilt over how youâd acted toward him. He slowly moved to sit by you.Â
âWhatâs going on? A-are you upset with me?â He stuttered nervously, also anticipating the worst. You shook your head and shut your eyes as they welled up. It all felt so stupid now- but the constant harassment, death threats, and insults had done a number- and having him here, almost completely in the dark about it all but still so kind and loving was just too much all at once.Â
âOh- baby⌠shh come here.â He soothed melodically as he pulled you closer, wrapping his arms around you tightly again. âPlease talk to me.â His voice was soft and quiet as he pressed kisses onto the top of your head.Â
âI donât wanna cry- itâs stupidâŚâ You managed to mumble.Â
âItâs not stupid- something is really bothering you⌠is it the comments and shit?â You nodded.Â
âItâs all of it- I- I donât know why youâre even with meâŚâ Your voice cracked and broke.Â
âY/n, Iâm with you because Iâm in love with you- I wouldnât ever let the opinions of fucking dumbass ten-year-olds with no internet supervision change or dictate thatâŚâ You cringed as you heard the offended tone in his voice.Â
âI know⌠I just⌠I let my brain believe it all⌠and I feel shitty⌠and that just makes me wonder even more why- because I do shit like this- even though youâre nothing but amazing and loving to meâŚâ You choked out between sobs.Â
âYouâre not shittyâŚâ His tone softened even more as he pulled your face up. âI have no idea what itâs like to go through that, and how you can even deal with it. Most people donât. I knew it was hard to see, and if I had any idea that youâd been this upset about it for this long I wouldâve stopped it right then and thereâŚâ He kissed your forehead and wiped off your tears. âIâm so sorry baby⌠I shouldâve known.â You shook your head.Â
âI shouldâve just told you⌠but I felt so stupid- letting it get to me- I wanted to just come home and clear my head and get over it⌠but then it got worse and I just I donât know, I couldn't deal.â He pushed your hair from your face and let you continue after the sobs began to slow. âNow I just feel guilty and shitty for avoiding you- avoiding all of it, not telling you⌠especially when you are⌠like this- so nice, and understanding.â You scoffed harshly at yourself, making him chuckle.
âDonât. Itâs a pretty understandable way to react⌠Iâm sorry honeyâŚâ He leaned in and kissed you softly. âWould it help if I pretend to be mad at you?â He joked lightly as you parted. You let out a weak but honest giggle and gave an exaggeratory nod. He laughed and tsked loudly. âI canât believe it⌠how could someone so goddamn attractive, funny, kind, and lovable think that Iâd be dumb enough to see any warrant to the words of fuckin dipshit kids? To think that Iâm not already blindly and completely head over heels? Iâm disappointedâŚâ He mocked in a goofy tone.
âShut upâŚâ You laughed, wiping your face and pushing him playfully.Â
âI love you dummy.â He chuckled and kissed you again.Â
âI love you too, Corpsie.âÂ
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