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<a href="https://archiveofourown.org/works/34492993"><strong>A Home For Life</strong></a> (28477 words) by <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/users/MonetsDream"><strong>MonetsDream</strong></a><br />Chapters: 2/2<br />Fandom: <a href="https://archiveofourown.org/tags/Call%20Me%20By%20Your%20Name%20-%20All%20Media%20Types">Call Me By Your Name - All Media Types</a><br />Rating: Explicit<br />Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply<br />Relationships: Timothée Chalamet/Armie Hammer<br />Characters: Armie Hammer, Timothée Chalamet, Luca Guadagnino, Elizabeth Chambers<br />Additional Tags: Drama & Romance, Anal Sex, Anal Fingering, Mutual Masturbation, Masturbation, Sorry Not Sorry, Rutting, Falling In Love<br />

I mentally rehearse seeing Armie. Friendly, professional, collected, distant. Boundaried.

No blushing, no looking away in confusion or holding his gaze. The eye contact has to be just right. Firm and decisive like a good handshake. My face has to stay neutral not give everything away as it usually does. Don’t let him touch me, avoid all physical contact else it’ll be my down fall.

If he asks how I’ve been I’ll say I’ve been busy. Set the tone. Don’t go there. I won’t ask how he’s been. I won’t be able to bear the answer, truthful or not.

“I’ve been fine.”

“Liar.”

“I’ve been sad.”

“Me too, I missed you. I need you.”

Both traps that I’m determined to avoid. This time I’ll protect my heart from the start, despite being desperate to see him again just so as I can breathe once more.

Part Two of a Home For Life. Please repost.

Photo for attention…because well dammit, look at him.

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“They told you you’re a wild thing that needs to be tamed I say screw them set them on fire You are not a thing that needs to be tamed You are someone that needs to be feared For your body is carrying the world Your heart is carrying tragedy Embrace it Divinity in your veins Grace in your heart Wings on your back You are magic Unleash yourself”

— “Pièce de Résistance”, Repressed Feelings (via anastasiasyah)

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finally!

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This was Lucas gift to his boys.

“It’s like he’s picking up parts of the world and showing them to me, saying, See? It’s beautiful.”

— Cath Crowley, Words in Deep Blue (via surqrised)

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“To love. To be loved. To never forget your own insignificance. To never get used to the unspeakable violence and the vulgar disparity of life around you. To seek joy in the saddest places. To pursue beauty to its lair. To never simplify what is complicated or complicate what is simple. To respect strength, never power.

Above all, to watch. To try and understand. To never look away. And never, never, to forget… another world is not only possible, she is on her way.

On a quiet day, I can hear her breathing."

Arundhati Roy

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Please enjoy my interpretation of what might have happened between Armie and timmy during the filming of CMBYN.

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My first fan fic. Please enjoy.

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I’ve been trying to find this video for SO LONG and I finally found it

This video never fails to make me laugh, Timmy’s awkwardness, Armie being embarrassed and saying yup at the end is so funny to me

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😭😍😭😍

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Today’s episode of Nobody is Moving On is brought to us by film critic Aymeric Parthonnaud, who while in the midst of work on Timmy’s current projects feels compelled share his original review of CMBYN, of which he feels most proud. We understand why, too - it’s a beautiful piece, only briefly excerpted and translated here, do hit the link and enjoy. ❤️🍑🚲🩳🕶❤️