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my friend … thinks Jimmy is part Native American and I believe everything she says so now it’s canon to me

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maybe i need to. go outside today.

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holy fuck i just want to be loved like i want to feel happy and safe and completely comfortable in someones presence i want to feel held. maybe if i can see myself reflected back in someones face i can believe theres actually something inside of me

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me rn

ykw i am actually going to delude myself that jimmy is into fat bitches okay. even if he would sooner die than admit it even if im somehow the only one who gets his dick up okay

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ykw i am actually going to delude myself that jimmy is into fat bitches okay. even if he would sooner die than admit it even if im somehow the only one who gets his dick up okay

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worst thing about this laptop is my dad plastered the back of it with stickers of punk bands i dont listen to. he was like i wonder if theres any way i can get these off and still be able to use them. oh well, you just got a bunch of cool stickers on your laptop i guess and im like I DONT WANT EM ON THERE THOUGH

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feel like this is jimmy

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a love that is devotional. a love that only has eyes for you. a love that is consistent. a love that is always sure about you. a love that never stops pursuing you.

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the way i want to kiss and smooch jimmy and wanna take his face between my hands and hold him and love him

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mini kissing hcs w/ the tulpar crew

i was working on a curly ask and all of a sudden this came to my head

anya, who pulls away in the middle of a makeout session just to look you in the eyes, her own lidded and low and looking VERY ready to take whatever you wanna give her

curly, who touches you all over when you press your lips to his. his hands'll smooth over your waist for a second, then he'll firmly grab your hips to press you flush against him, then he'll squeeze your ass as his tongue glides past your lips

daisuke, who ruts his hips against you desperately whenever you two kiss, showing you how eager he is to please and be pleased by you. (also has the sloppiest makeouts of the bunch)

jimmy, who likes to pin you against any surface and kiss you bruisingly hard, biting your lips, sliding his tongue down your throat, pulling your hair, and pressing his hard-on to your thigh/crotch

swansea, who kisses all over your face before kissing your lips, holding you closely and gently while his hands travel lovingly up and down your figure

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please be obsessed w me my value as a person is tied to my validation from others

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i cant figure out why jimmy would ever return home and do this but. he goes home to his decrepit disabled old man and. yeah he beats him and whips him with his belt. and laughs when that fucker cries out. he feels powerful but he doesnt feel better as much as hes trying to convince himself he does

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sighhhh i wanna give jimmy lots of kissesss and smooch him and snuggle up against him and feel his muscles sighhh

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men should cry more, it turns me on a lot.

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My pookies

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thats cute

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I think it’s good to remember Jimmy doesn’t revel in others misery more so feels less miserable when people are as unhappy as he is. The acts he does do not bring him any pleasure, it’s more so the ending effect and reward and even then he’s not exactly happy just content in not feeling lesser.

It’s very easy to characterize his behavior as something cartoonishly villainous and cathartic and, while their is some catharsis there, it is ultimately the case of him acting out deep internalized feelings and frustrations against other people (possibly even himself) that he doesn’t necessarily like doing or even feel relief doing.

It’s both a conscious and unconscious behavior of his that too often gets chalked up to “Jimmy likes/gets off to tormenting others” and it’s a little one note to what is actually displayed in game.